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Heya guys
This episode is incredible and this song also sticks with me, so I decided to try to make an AMV out of it! This is my first time making video ever so it's kinda bad, lol. But I still had lots of fun and I learned a lot.
For better experience, please click the video. Anyways, I hope you guys enjoy it!
Webtoon: I Love Yoo
Author: Quimchee
Music: Imagine Dragons -- Warriors
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ILY FP 231
ALRIGHTY KIDS WHO’S READY FOR STALKYOO WEEKEND WHO’S READY FOR ME TO TALK NONSTOP ABOUT ILY AND TENSION AND FEELINGS AND EXECUTION AND SUBTEXT I’M RARING TO GO picture me frothing at the mouth rattling the bars of my cage because that’s been me and that WILL remain me!
Look I’m about to choke out 246 different posts but I’m going to do my best to try to keep this one on topic... but we know how I get so uhhhh. Brace yourselves lmao
This episode is just CATNIP for me, and I know I keep saying that but forgive me, everything we’ve been getting in these arcs is jus tailor-made, it’s the stuff I feast on, it’s got me scurrying up walls like a lil lizard chewing on the rafters shrieking like a banshee. I am FED and I am addicted and I WANT MORE!!!!!!!
Nana + Shinae is just unhinged chaos I was completely unprepared for and getting to see them play out more in this episode is a HOOT. I say this with affection, but I am SO GLAD she’s not MY grandma cos WOW I, too, would be so embarrassed. (Actually she reminds me a lot of my mom, pls understand the embarrassment I have endured at her hand!) Shinae and Nana bonding over their mutual dislike for Rand was SO funny - like oh shit wait you don’t like that old geezer OR that witch? Oh you have TASTE (also there’s a subtle little... dig if we want to call it that “Oh I like this one” [eyes]). All the while Nol just sits by watching with that EXPRESSION LMAO
In fact, all of Nol’s expressions are SO funny and SO good! I cannot get over his deeply mortified blushing when Nana called the headband his “comfort headband” and pretty much aired that he was so upset that he was fiddling with it lmao LIKE COME ON (BUT ALSO HER INSINUATIONS? NANA U NASTY FREAK LMAOOOOOOO implying he’d done something unholy with it I SIMPLY CANNOT) His expression as he fucking!!! Throws!!!!! His blanket over her with his lil eye buggin out? PURE COMEDY I LOVE IT
But obviously the meat and potatoes of this episode is the Shinae Nol confrontation - and the elephant in the room. Nol says so much while saying so little - the subtext is off the charts and it’s INSANE to me that they are just.... confessing between the lines lmao
Let me get this out of the way, my favorite point to yell about: Nol cannot resist Shinae. He tries and he always fails. He is so weak in the face of her - and now he finally understands why. She doesn’t seem to realize it, but she manages to elicit truth out of him, she keeps him rooted to the spot. He’ll purposefully distance himself from her - angle away, sit away - but he still ends up angled in towards her, drawn in. She gets to him in a way that, as far as we can tell, no one else can. It’s what made it so difficult for him to actually part with her - why he stumbled and clutched her before he finally snipped the cord, why he had to block her and when she got around that (her message in his spam) he had to drown it out with alcohol. Her gravitational pull on him is so great and he is now aware of it.
I think he did have every intention to talk to her. Maybe he wasn’t going to be as open as we hope. He seemed like he wanted to at least try to clear something up. But his tune completely changed after she brought up Dieter, after she made him realize that Dieter saw it all, that he knew what Nol knows. Ngl I find this simultaneously funny and frustrating because it DOES put them in such a precarious position and Shinae is just SO unaware of it yet!!!!
Nol knows that when it’s just them, things cease to matter. It’s the way he phrases things - like how he talks about when they thought everyone was asleep, because it was that cloak of secrecy that allowed him to be so bold. It was the belief that the whole world was asleep and they were alone in their bubble, no thoughts, nothing else, acting on their whims. He knows he made a move on her, and he knows it was intentional, and it would never have happened if Dieter and Soushi were awake. But that’s the thing about when Nol is alone with Shinae - he seems to forget everything else. She disarms him and he acts on his whims.
The range of his expression is so good here - going from guarded and cautious to the moment he’s putting the dots together and he closes his eyes and screws up his face. Nol isn’t an asshole - he knows what Dieter must be feeling, what it must be like to have witnessed that, to listen in on that. Shinae may not have processed how loaded it was, but Nol can see it easily from Dieter’s perspective.
And here’s the thing about Dieter, too. He’s not a fool, he knows what he’s up against. I don’t mean it in that he’s competing with Nol, really, but we know he compares his relationship with Shinae to other peoples’ relationships with her. We’ve seen him voice his insecurity to Minhyuk - that he doesn’t have with her what Nol does. When he told Shinae she loves Nol, he obviously meant it as a friend, the way he does - but I still think he was voicing a fear that he already had in his heart. Like Nol, though, Dieter isn’t good at resisting Shinae, and he lets his hope build up when he knows better. Dieter knew he was playing with fire.
That doesn’t make it hurt any less, though - to basically have it confirmed almost behind your back. Dieter can see it for what it was - not just the way Nol was acting, the way he looked at her, the way he literally put the moves on her lol but it was the way she received it, the way she flusters under his gaze. It was how she stayed at his side the whole time, how her concern for him outshines her need for sleep or food.
Nol’s guilt is SO strong, it permeates this episode, but I think it’s also very much twisted with his fear. It’s easier to use the guilt, to frame around that, because in his mind he fucks things up all the time, he makes things worse, his existence creates more problems. I love that Shinae calls him out on the fact that it’s not his fault that his plan to get her and Dieter together didn’t work because it’s true. While he’s not wrong to some degree - pushing Dieter and Shinae to be friends does kind of prolong the pain, at the end of the day, they all make their choices. Dieter chose to collect those moments with Shinae knowing they were supposed to be strictly platonic, everything as friends. Shinae still chose to confide in him, to open up, to let him in. Just because Nol pushed the friendship it doesn’t mean they had no agency in the matter.
But obviously the real issue is not that he pushed them, that it draws out the pain for Dieter. It’s that he did all of that and in the end, he was the one who hurt him the most. It wasn’t that Shinae didn’t reciprocate - it was that Nol has feelings, too.
Now, I want to make a point here that I’m sure we’re all on the same page about. No one is really “at fault” here. It’s not like anyone has done anything wrong. Sure we can argue that Shinae has gotten Dieter’s hopes up unintentionally. Sure we can argue that liking someone your friend likes is bad. But human feelings are messy and don’t exist in a vacuum of good vs bad. The whole thing about dibs is so gross in general - it denies someone agency and instead rests on those who like them. Is Nol a bad friend for falling for someone his friend also likes? Is Shinae a bad person for falling for the friend of the guy who likes her? Obviously there are things that need to be cleared up - she needs to sort out her feelings for them, but the point remains. No one is at fault.
But that doesn’t mean Nol won’t feel guilty, won’t feel like an asshole for finding a new way to hurt the people he cares about.
I know this sounds crazy but I kind of lmao like the way he told Shinae she needs to go, that “You can’t be here alone with me any longer.”
Nol has acknowledged his role in this. He acknowledges the way he deliberately hurt Dieter, even though it wasn’t his intention. And what’s more is what he’s not saying - the subtext. That she can’t be alone with him because they will continue to say and do things that will hurt Dieter, that will create more pain. Nol knows how easily Shinae can disarm him if he’s not vigilante. All it takes is her bringing him ease again, him falling back into that comfort, forgetting the rest of the world, acting on it again.
There’s something that feels so urgent about it? Intense? That she NEEDS to go because he doesn’t have the willpower any more. That he’s trying REALLY HARD to be a good person, a good friend, but it’s so difficult. He says it every which way besides with words, and if you read between the lines he’s practically screaming it out loud.
I actually think he’s handling it pretty well, even if it doesn’t clear things up for Shinae in the moment. He’s acting on Dieter’s behalf - but also on his own. And hers. Shinae needs to come to the conclusion he has and it’s not for him to tell her. Part of why it’s so easy for Shinae to let herself feel that way with Dieter is because she knows he likes her. He’s safe and comfortable. Had he never confessed would she think anything of the way he looks at her? Would she think anything of the comfort he brings her? But because she knows, it has affected her view. I don’t say that like it’s a bad thing, because we all respond to people based on how they feel about us, I think. But if Nol were to speak those words out loud, if he were to tell her “it’s because I like you!” how would it make her feel? Would it influence what she thinks about him? Surely it would!
Nol is trying to get Shinae to come to the same realization he has, and more so, he’s trying to get her to be clear about her feelings. Do you like me or not? Do you act this way with everyone? He sees the way she gets flustered, he knows the effect he’s got on her. He’s probably sure she reciprocates those feelings and hasn’t figured it out yet - but there’s still a shadow of a doubt. There’s still the fact that maybe he’s reading into it, maybe he’s seeing something that isn’t there. Maybe she’s someone who cares about him and he’s misread it because he’s so desperate to matter to someone, anyone.
Look we all know better, but we also know how doubts persist!
There’s so much ANGST but it’s SO good! It’s not angst for the sake of angst, it’s not drawing something out just to make the story last. Nol’s expressions cause me PAIN, Shinae’s make me ACHE. He feels like a guilty asshole, he wants her to go, but he can’t even look at her and say it - he looks away, his mouth set in that way holding back all the things he believes he should not say. Honestly they are so good at hurting each other ;______; it hurts ME, too!
But also, I get it. I’m with Nol here. How can he bear to look at her when he’s pushing her away again? How can he bear to look at her when it’s all his fault (according to him). He can’t even look at her when he tells her Dieter was awake the whole time. It’s such a loaded statement but unfortunately it doesn’t QUITE land because Shinae can’t quite grasp the significance.
Actually this whole part is both so funny and so unbearable to me lmao because Nol is all but saying that Dieter oversaw them having a very non-platonic moment and she’s like i don’t get it why’s that a big deal LMAOOOOOO ;____; Nol is going THROUGH it okay! She keeps insisting that it meant nothing, that it’s just friends, what’s wrong with that. And Nol can’t come out and say the truth - that it looked romantic that it felt romantic, that he meant all of it and that’s why it’s so wrong. The whole time he’s trying to get her to understand WHY that hurts Dieter and she’s just hurting him at the same time LMAO OUCH
I LOVE those panels where we can’t see their faces - where it’s Nol’s frustration and anguish that she doesn’t get it, that he’s trying, that he feels awful because of course those feelings are still there why wouldn’t they be. His frustration, the faint lines on Shinae’s face.
Maybe it’s there at the back of her mind - something faint, something distant. Maybe for a moment she understands what Nol isn’t saying, the implications of what Dieter oversaw, overheard. But if it, she doesn’t acknowledge it at all.
Nol’s hand over his face in frustration, that panel where we close in on his eye and Shinae says “You’re not intentionally trying to hurt him!” But... he is. Maybe he doesn’t want to hurt Dieter - but he IS intentionally doing things that hurt him. And he still wants to! That’s the thing, that’s why he needs her to go. It’s so easy to fall into that, to act on that, to forget Dieter exists and instead indulge a little. It may not be his intention to hurt Dieter, but it’s his intention to do things that WOULD hurt him, and she doesn’t get it.
But GOD lmao the way she just starts to rub salt in the wound!!!!! “Whatever he thinks is just a misunderstanding. There’s NOTHING going on here!”
In ILY universe, nothing is always Nol. There is Nol going on here.
And look, I feel for him here, a LOT. This must be SO hard!!!! Not just the pushing her away, not just knowing he hurt Dieter, but having this whole conversation, her not getting it, her taking a moment that clearly meant SO MUCH to him and saying it meant nothing. Again, there’s so much that is LOADED when she says “We’re all friends here!” and he says that resolute “No”, his eyes hidden from us, his hands firm on the wheelchair.
Shinae misconstrues it as no, we aren’t all friends, but what Nol means is that no it’s not just friends. It’s two different people who like her a lot. It’s knowing he acted on something that hurt his friend. That moment wasn’t platonic, wasn’t just friendship - not for him. Clearly she’s unready to see it, but he knows it. No. We’re not friends here - we are people who like you so very much.
GOD, THE ANGST, THE ANGUISH. I AM SWINGING FROM THE RAFTERS I’M HOOTING.
I LOVE the moment he says he can’t take this - he can’t keep having this conversation, can’t take being shut down like this, can’t handle her downplaying a significant moment. If she wants to tell herself it was nothing but to keep reiterating it to him? Unbearable! But also I LOVE that Shinae stands her group and puts her foot down, I love her calling him out because like I get it! I understand both of them. She’s had no time to process any of this, all she knows is she wants him to stop pushing her away, she wants him to stop boxing her out, she wants him to be OPEN.
In a way, they are fighting for the same thing, but they keep obstructing each other. They want the same thing but they’re speaking in different languages. He WANTS her to see it - that it wasn’t a platonic moment, that he meant it that it matters that their fingerprints are all over it. He wants her to see what Dieter saw. She wants him to show himself, to open up, to stop hiding, to be vulnerable. They are trying SO HARD to get the same thing, but they just keep butting heads and getting in each others’ way.
AND WHEN SHE TELLS NOL THAT SHE’S NOT NOT INTERESTED IN DATING DIETER? OH MY /GOD/ lmao alkjfkjafkjafkjafkjja alfjakfjj SHRIEKS
Not ONLY has she basically downplayed this whole romantic moment, downplayed whatever is transpiring between them but she goes on to say SHE’S NOT NOT INTERESTED IN DIETER?! LMAOOOOOOOOO Again I reiterate no one is at fault here!!!!!! But lmaooooo the OUCHIES of this whole conversation! Isn’t it bad enough that she says it was nothing it doesn’t mean anything, and then she goes on to be like I mean i don’t totally NOT not like him idk..... LMAO
He’s clearly frustrated both in trying to get her to understand what he isn’t voicing, but also because he seems like such a resolute person? Or at least, he tries to be. I assume it’s kind of like... he realized he likes her and that’s it. It’s not that he thinks he might like her, it’s not that he might have some feelings. He knows he’s all in, all feelings, all eyes on her. And she appears so wishy washy - flirting with him but doesn’t acknowledge it, unintentionally stringing Dieter along and igniting that hope.
And the thing is she isn’t doing any of this maliciously. She’s tried to be clear with Dieter! It’s not her fault that he keeps getting his hopes up. She’s had no time to process her feelings for Nol, has had no experiences to compare any of this to. I love this conversation between them because it illuminates how little Shinae knows about feelings, about love, about romance. She hasn’t let anyone in in a long time, has guarded herself so tightly, and now that she has, how is she to understand the ways they affect her, what their significance means?
It’s easy to see why she keeps trying to box her feelings about Nol into a box they don’t fit. Of course she cares, of course she worries, that’s what friends do. It’s not that she cares, though - it’s why. Does she care as a friend or does she care as something else? That’s what he’s trying to get her to answer - and I think he got close. But she needs to distance herself from the night, too. She needs to dwell on those feelings - and not just the intensity of trying to hang on to him, but the other feelings, too. The butterflies, the fluttering, the fluster, the way she can’t meet his gaze, the way she starts to fluster if he looks at her for too long.
Someone said that Shinae is practically confessing to Nol and doesn’t even realize it and my god they’re right lmao. The way Shinae argues back that she knows Nol didn’t like it when she left after they danced, that she knows he was bummed, can you really throw all that away what we’ve been through, how effortless we are? lmao SHE REALLY JUST. Goes on saying it!!! AND SHE DOESN’T RECOGNIZE IT FOR WHAT IT WAS.
(I mean she did a whole damn love soliloquy in front of Minhyuk for Nol so like. It’s been an all night thing lmao)
Also it hurt when Nol admits that Dieter doesn’t have that with Shinae - not even as her friend. Even if she does not not want to date him, even if a part of her DOES like him - does it compare to what she feels about Nol? Does it compare to what he means to her? He can’t look her in the eye, and even as she tries to play it off, to say hey all friendships are different does it really matter SHE can’t meet his eye.
Consciously Shinae may not be aware of it but on some level she must know. On some subconscious level, that ghost of a thought passes by, a faint wave of shame. She doesn’t share with Dieter what she shares with Nol. It’s true that there’s something there, but it’s something she’s avoiding, something she consciously cannot face yet.
BUT LISTEN, MY GOD. NOL ASKING HER WHY SHE CARES /SCREAMS JUST SCREAMS ALJKFKJAFJKAFLJ AFJALJJAF AFJAKFJFA
He’s pushing!!!!!!!!!!!
I love that Nol is a ball of contradiction. He wants Shinae to acknowledge what he isn’t saying out loud, he wants her to realize that it means something to him, that there are feelings, that it’s not platonic, and he wants her to acknowledge so she understands why he’s pushing her away. But I think he also wants her to admit it herself. Confirm what he suspects. She fights SO hard but she can’t say why. She cares so much but she can’t elaborate.
Convince me.
LKJFKJAF LAJFKAJFA F /SCALES THE WALLS PARKOURS ACROSS ALL THE ROOFS IN THE NEIGHBORBOOD.
He knows. HE KNOWS. Convince him he’s wrong. Convince him it’s not what he thinks. Convince her that her extent of care of need her desperate desire to keep hold of him to make him show himself to her to be vulnerable with him is platonic. Convince him.
AND SHE CAN’T!!!!!!!!!
Again, she averts her gaze! Again, she flusters and blushes. Again he disarms her just by looking at her and he takes advantage of the moment to finally kick her out.
GOD WHAT AN EPISODE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I JUST WANNA BARK BARK BARK WOOOOF RLKJJKJ RRRRGGHHR RRRRHGHGHG LDKJC YIP YIP YIP
IT’S SO GOOD. THE SUBTEXT, THE EXPRESSIONS, THE DANCE AROUND THE ELEPHANT IN THE ROOM, THE ANGST, THE EMOTIONS.
And no matter which standpoint you look at it from it’s just GOOD.
Nol feels guilty, like an asshole, he has hurt his friend. But more than that - it’s how he knows he can’t be alone with her, how he knows he can’t stop himself any more from acting on what he wants. He needs to PHYSICALLY remove her because that’s how little resistance he has, because that’s how much she gets to him, how much she affects him. It’s the way it hurts to have this conversation - where if he says the words out loud it makes them real and it becomes a weight she has to carry. If he can make her reach the conclusion on her own, maybe it won’t be so bad. He won’t have to deal with the pain if she doesn’t reciprocate - if she comes to the right conclusion and keeps her distance. If he says them out loud and she has to turn him down? He can’t handle that he can’t bear it. But at the same time, every time she denies that their shared moment meant nothing, that the way he looked at her, the way he treated her (HOW HE TOUCHED HER?????) was just platonic to him???? HOW CAN HE BEAR TO ENDURE THAT CONVERSATION?!
And it’s not that it means nothing - she just needs the space and time to process it, to really play out what happened. I think, too, on some level she IS subconsciously repressing it. Isn’t it scary? Especially because Nol is a person who comes and goes, who pushes her away and then shares these intense moments and then shoves her away again. What good is it to acknowledge what he means when she can barely keep a hold on him as a friend, when she can barely make him understand his significance. Nol and Dieter both are such good friends to her, people she can rely on, people who make her feel safe. Sure Nol may not make her feel secure all the time lmao but when it’s just them, when they’re lost in that little world, for the moment, he does. It’s scary, to think of losing any of that. All the relationships she’s ever been privy to have fallen apart. There’s no photos, no memories of her family as a whole unit. She’s seen what Rand and Yui look like. She’s got no experience of her own, and now that she has friends she loves so much, she’s too afraid to lose them.
How can she begin to dissect what Nol means to her when it makes him feel more fleeting? How can she begin to understand what exists between them is romantic when she’s never really witnessed a healthy successful romance exist?
The thing that makes friends to lovers SUCH a good trope, and why I love it SO MUCH is the stakes, the risk vs the payout. What if you take that step and it all goes wrong? What if you mess it up and you lose someone who is SO important to you, someone who means so much? What if all goes wrong and you can’t put it back together and you make something beautiful all wrong by getting your fingerprints on it and chipping the corners? You start to fear even the possibility because sure it could go well - but if it goes bad you lose it ALL. Everything.
But what is life if you don’t take some risks? Can you live with that regret, if you never take a chance, if you miss out on something you wanted?
That’s the thing about Dieter, isn’t it? He knows the risks. He knows he’s playing with fire, knows he doesn’t quite have with Shinae what Nol does. But he still tries. He still lets his unwavering hope go, even if it hurts him. He can’t ever say he has any regrets because he’s given it his all. Sure, it hurt a LOT and it’s going to, until he gets over her and can find a way to move on, but at least he tried. At least he made the effort and can say that he did his best.
It’s funny that Nol and Shinae stand in that place. She’s doing her best, she’s making an effort so she can’t regret not trying - but she just can’t see the full picture, can’t acknowledge WHY she’s fighting WHY she’s pushing. But Nol is the other part of it, the understanding, but also fear. It’s not just Dieter that stops him. If she continues to deny that it means anything, if she continues to say it was nothing.... that hurts. It’s bad enough to have feelings - but for the person you like to deny them? GOD. ;A;
At this point there’s a lot of conversations that need to be had, and i think I’m looking forward to (hopefully?!) seeing Nol and Dieter talk it out. I think as much as Dieter is hurt, I can’t see him as the kind of person who would stand in the way of his friends happiness. If they make each other happy, who is he to tell Nol to back off or something? Shinae is a person with agency who can make her own choices and if she comes to a realization that she reciprocates Nol’s feelings well.... he can’t really stop her just because she doesn’t like him. He’s not an incel alkfkjafjaf lmao I don’t think it’s the kind of thing that would make him hate either of them.
I’ve said it before but Dieter loves Nol, too, so he can understand why Shinae would fall for him. And likewise, as a person who likes Shinae, I’m sure he can understand how Nol would unintentionally fall. There’s a lot that’s happened between Nol and Shinae that Dieter doesn’t know about - the things that draw them together, that make them reach out to one and other. I think he can probably get that sense - there’s just SOMETHING ELSE there that isn’t with him and Shinae.
I like to think Dieter might encourage Nol, or at the very least perhaps tell him to stop pushing people away. That one of these days he’ll push and she won’t come back and can he really live with that? While Dieter doesn’t know as much as Shinae, he at least seems to have the sense that there’s a profound depth to Nol, that there’s a lot of pain (as evidenced between him and Kousuke) and that his life hasn’t been as easy as Yeonggi made it look, so maybe he, too, will what it means for Nol to open up, to really truly fall for someone who feels the same as him. Who is he to deny their happiness, just because it makes him hurt?
On the other hand, a part of me dreads Dieter and Shinae talking because WHEW BOY we know it’s going to hurt either way it goes. Will she deny her feelings about Nol, try to continue to write them off as friendship because it scares her, because she’s so afraid of losing him that she’s willing to swallow them down, because she doesn’t want it to get in the way? Even if she did, Dieter would see through it. I think now that he’s seen it, really seen it at play, he knows he can’t keep pretending. That’s why he’s distanced himself. If she were to try to play the card that it meant nothing wouldn’t he get more upset that she’s lying? God it just feels like a painful conversation ;___; And if she’s honest with him, if she sets him straight that she should have been clearer, that she hurt him, it just makes it hurt more AAAAAHHHHHHHHHH
JUST AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
All that said, I love how good of a subversion of “why does my kokoro go dokidoki”. It’s not that Shinae is naïve - it’s that she’s inexperienced and scared. It’s that she hasn’t had the time to process, it’s that she has this mix of feelings that she’s had no time to sort them out and untangle them. For so long she held people at arm’s length and now her heart is too full! And because it’s subverting that trope, I don’t think we’ll see it drawn out for a terribly long time, and she’ll put on her big girl pants and try to make it right. Right now she’s afraid to rock the boat. She’s been hurt so many times by people, she doesn’t want to be the one who hurts others, she doesn’t want to be the one who inflicts pain. But I think when she realizes the truth, she’ll realize that trying to ignore it causes more pain, drawn out. That’s what Nol is getting at. That as long as she doesn’t definitively have feelings, it only hurts. It drags out Dieter’s pain every time he thinks there’s a chance. It drags out Nol’s pain, that she can’t sort out the feelings.
I love so much that Shinae cares about peoples’ feelings - especially because in the beginning she so badly wanted to believe she doesn’t care if people think she’s a bitch. She’s so empathetic and caring! But at some point we have to realize that avoiding a problem only makes it worse. It’s so much better to be up front and get it out of the way. Dieter won’t be able to heal until the wound stops getting ripped open. He WILL be okay, he WILL get over. But it won’t happen until she makes things clear.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS SO MANY FEELINGS I HAVEN’T EVEN TALKED ABOUT NOL’S RESOLVE BUT I’M SAVING THAT FOR A SEPARATE POST AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS
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Premiere Pride : Freddy Carter x Reader SMAU
Descr: Social media AU of Freddy’s girlfriend attending the S&B Season 2 Premiere. Fluff
Warnings: flirting, and Freddy’s gorgeousness might melt your phones, otherwise it’s all just fluff. 💜
Freddy’s Story
Y/N’s Story
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yourusername: Freddy, I’m so insanely proud of you! You more than deserve everything you are getting to experience tonight ❤️ #sabseason2premiere
Photo credit: @/benbarnes
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freddycarter1: truly honored to have you on my arm tonight darling 😘 thank you for always supporting me xxx
kittheyounger: wonder what could cause that smoulder 🤔 x
freddycarter1: the sight in front of me was too beautiful 🤷♂️
yourusername: 🥹❤️
lbardugo: thank you Freddy for being our Kazzle Dazzle 🖤
shadowandbone: he’s a star 🤩
benbarnes: you know I took this photo cause he was checking you out, right? 😂😉
yourusername: I didn’t until I saw Kit and Freddy’s comments 🥹 but he’s so pretty, I love that smile ❤️
freddycarter1: it’s all yours darling xxx
Freddy’s Story
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yourusername: I’ll never get enough of these two! In case you hadn’t noticed, tonight I’m tagging along with my beautiful best friend and my beautiful boyfriend while they walk the red carpet for the S&B season 2 premiere! I’m so v proud; love you both sm!😘
p.s. full disclosure, the carpet is actually black 🤫
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freddycarter1: another great photo taken by my beautiful girlfriend 😘
daniellegalligan_: babe, ilysm! ❤️
yourusername: I love you more D🥰
daniellegalligan_: more than Freddy? 👀
yourusername: Danniiii, let’s not do this, hmm?😂
freddycarter1: that’s a no 😏
yourusername: Freddyyy, that was not a no🙄
daniellegalligan_: so it’s a yes? 😏
yourusername: I didn’t say that either 🙄
freddycarter1: it was a yes or no question sweetheart x 🤔
daniellegalligan_: yeah, so, what’s the answer?👀❤️
yourusername: I changed my mind, I hate you both 😒
sabcrows: i think your friendship with Dani while dating Freddy really helped them form that on screen sibling-like rivalry bond their characters have 🙂
yourusername: As much as I’d like up take the credit for such an amazing thing, they’re both phenomenal at their jobs; what you’re seeing in Nina and Kaz’s dynamic is all due to raw talent from these two 🤗
shadowandbone: classy 😊
Y/N’s Story
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yourusername: eternally proud of everyone on that stage, you all look great and this season is unreal 🤩❤️ honored to be here to witness this!
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freddycarter1: no one else I’d rather have as my guest tonight 😘
daniellegalligan_: so glad you could make it xxx
kittheyounger: Season 2, let’s go! 🙌
amitasuman_: ❤️ thank you for helping me with my wardrobe snafu
yourusername: I’ve got you girl, always 🥰
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freddycarter1: cheesing the night away 🖤
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yourusername: that smile 😍 (also, KANEJ!)
freddycarter1: 🥹 xx
netflix: the crows and their creator ✨
lbardugo: my little family ❤️
benbarnes: looking good everyone! 🖤
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shadowandbone: Freddy answers some questions on the carpet of the season 2 premiere!
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yourusername: My brunch boy x 🧇
freddycarter1: ❤️
benbarnes: how long did it take you to actually hear his answers? I could hear you playing the clip like 8 times 😂
yourusername: I was a bit distracted..😍 can you really blame me? 🤷♀️
freddycarter1: 😂 you’re insane, ily xxx
kittheyounger: Freddy is the King of brunch
jacktwolfe: 🥰
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hi bestie !! congratulations on your 100 followers milestone i am so so happy for u <33 🥺 for ur event, can i request an angsty (any member) ateez x reader with the prompt “‘not wanting to let go’ hugs”? ily <33
❪ # vi ❫ : JONGHO. ━━ PROMPT 16
寂寞号登机口 by jun
🏷️ gn! reader , angst / hurt / non idol au , tw: fear of rejection and loss of friendship , wc: 246, notes: my baby liz, ilysm!! thank u for requesting i knew i could count on u for angst :3 ur comments keep me going thank u so much for everything always !
“What is up with you lately?” He laughed as he tried to shrug your arms loose around him. He was never one for physical touch after all.
You however tightened your grip around his middle. You couldn’t bring yourself to look at him, the telltale ache of incoming tears filling you.
“Let’s stay like this for a while.”
He clearly wanted to continue asking but instead he just stood there, letting you do whatever you needed.
It made you wish that you could tell him.
That you could tell him that his smile was enough to make your day and that his touch calmed you down when nothing else could and that his voice was the most precious sound in the world to your ears.
You wish you could to tell him that you loved him, all of him, so much.
But you couldn’t.
Some might call you a coward but you’d rather live with this familiar heart ache than live with the knowledge that your feelings caused a rift in your relationship.
You couldn’t be selfish, especially when you knew that handling the possible rejection was out of question. You love Jongho too much for that.
So instead you plead with him to not let go of you yet. At least for a little while.
Because for the sake of your friendship, once you let him go, you will let him go for good.
“Please, can we stay like this for a little while longer?”
#🏷️ ad0rechuu 100 followers event !#ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭ liz#ateez#jongho#ateez jongho#choi jongho#ateez choi jongho#ateez angst#ateez hurt#ateez x reader#ateez scenarios#ateez oneshot#ateez drabbles#ateez drabble#ateez scenario#jongho angst#jongho hurt#jongho drabble#jongho x reader#jongho scenario#jongho scenarios#jongho oneshot#ad0rechuu — works
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I posted 476 times in 2022
That's 405 more posts than 2021!
348 posts created (73%)
128 posts reblogged (27%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
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@floor-tiles
@thesunking12
@krisblr
@pokegeek151
I tagged 476 of my posts in 2022
#lu fic finder - 436 posts
#linked universe - 408 posts
#mod mint - 387 posts
#lu fanfiction - 351 posts
#fic search - 246 posts
#fic recs - 136 posts
#found fic - 124 posts
#lu wild - 101 posts
#lu legend - 66 posts
#lu twilight - 55 posts
Longest Tag: 119 characters
#i think i remember this fic but i’m camping rn so i’ll just reblog for now and try and find it later if no one else has
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
Any Time & Wild fic recs?
Ye!
Warm by Depths - Wild is cold, but also quite reluctant to share body heat. (I love this fic so much)
Warped by CrystalDragonette - Time is horrified to find the newest link using a very familiar mask.
Get It Right by Twilight_Shadows - Time and Wild talk about guilt. (Legend is there too.)
Timeless Farewells by Zaypay - Wild somehow ended up on Lonlon Ranch when he was a child. Time and Malon take him in.
Peregrinate by lulalotte - Wild cuts his hair. Time reflects.
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#4
If you don't mind, do you have any fluffy disabled legend is taken care of fics? In an absence of that I'll happily just take general fluffy sick fics ^-^ (tysm I love this blog so many good recs ily)
Here's some about Legend:
Let Me Speak No More by Nova16 - Mute Legend
Care for a Legend by Colibrie, karovie - The Chain and Ravio help take care of Legend when he has a flare up. (TW for un consensual drugging)
Running is a Victory by sister_dear - Legend stops taking his pain medication. Sky has a talk with him.
Here’s some about the others:
Narcolepsy by Salt00 - Sky has narcolepsy.
Handle With Care by sister_dear - Sky has asthma
Blind Wild Series by Saita_s - Wild is blind
Take Care of You For Me by lulalotte - Wild loses his arm
Broken and a Blind Liability by Raikcaa - Hyrule is blinded
Phantoms of the Past by AutumnAlchemist - (Wing AU) Wild has phantom pains from his missing wing.
Old Wounds by Mintyy_Fresh - (Oops self promotion) Wild and Legend have trouble with rainstorms
Going Down by Snoodle Whumpus (TheNerdyPixel) - Wind has problems with his heart
A Secret Shared by iceprinceofbelair - Wild has had problems breathing ever since coming out of he shrine
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#3
Do you have any fics where the boys all meet for the first time? Ive seen a ton of fics where the chain has already met but they try to convince Wild to join, but I havent seen much in the way of the rest of the chain meeting for the first time, or even just any other link besides Wild being the last to join. Do you have any recommendations?
Similar asks, so I’m putting them together
Discovering Hyrule by Secretlysheikah - Hyrule joins a group of heroes that draw a little too much attention to themselves.
Untitled Snippet by Lyrabythelake - Warriors joins last. The chain have a hell of a time trying to find him though.
Meet & Greets Series by Thatsnotmyname32
L'appel du Vide by Cullhach -Legend and Wind meet in a dungeon
Nine Strangers and A Horse by ari_pav - All the Links meet at once. Sky POV
Rough Beginnings by Wr1t3myWr0ngs - Legend and Hyrule meet
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#2
Do you have any fics focusing on Wind being raised as a Pirate clashing with the rest of the gang?
Not in the “Oh he’s so young but is a hero! Impossible!” way. More like “I was taught to react this way to situations and it confuses the others”
There's only one where this specific theme applies, at least that I can think of.
Basically Wind had really bad permanent bruising on his arms from tying rope around them to keep him on his boat because, you know, if you're sailing alone, and are thrown overboard, you're basically dead? I can't find it though. Anybody who knows, feel free to put it in the tags!
135 notes - Posted June 22, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
My sibling is trying to find a fic, and I've been unsuccessful in finding it so here we go:
It was on AO3. Pretty sure it was Sidlink, but it could be gen. Either one shot or part of a collection of one shots.
In it, Sidon noticed that Link picked all the bones out of the fish he was eating, and thought he was being extremely pick, because only baby Zora really have a problem with eating fish bones. He asked Link and he as like "I can not physically eat this, I will die." and then Sidon felt embarrassed about assuming. It was cute and fluffy.
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my name is candy, im a 22y lesbian, from rio de janeiro, brazil; and my lovely girlfriend got me into yugioh a few months ago. yugi is my little baby boy #boymom
im planning to watch all the other series but i haven't finished DM yet. im watching it in the brazilian portuguese dub, but i REALLY want to rewatch it in the original japanese dub. im still learning how to play the card game :P
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i'm not so sure about tagging posts just yet, i'll find a balance soon! feel free to check out my main; i like a BUNCH of different things, yugioh is just my current brain rot, so i needed a proper blog to talk about it.
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That's 3,265 more posts than 2021!
837 posts created (7%)
11,213 posts reblogged (93%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
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@yardsards
@bulkhummus
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I tagged 10,583 of my posts in 2022
Only 12% of my posts had no tags
#esrah talks - 876 posts
#tma fanart - 697 posts
#art - 694 posts
#laugh tag - 482 posts
#jon sims - 414 posts
#animals - 340 posts
#martin blackwood - 313 posts
#people - 277 posts
#trans - 267 posts
#actuallyautistic - 246 posts
Longest Tag: 131 characters
#“i adore you” “i treasure you” “you’re fantastic” “you’re dear to my heart” “you’re a spectacular friend” “i deeply care about you”
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
Post top surgery shirt that says “I put the cleave in cleavage”
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#4
Hey shoutout to trans women and transfem people who don’t like wearing dresses and skirts. Y’all are very cool, and you deserve to be respected and comfortable at the same time
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#3
You know, I’m not religious but for the sake of the phrase, I pray for anyone who would try to say that people like me (autistic / disabled / could be considered mentally ill) wouldn’t have survived in the ancient world, because whoo boy. I’d have a whole infodump locked and ready for that one LMAO get ready to hear about how autistic people were frequently considered blessings/connected to the gods/etc, how disabled people have been loved and cared for since before the invention of writing, and/or how mentally ill people were loved and had happy lives and even considered religious figures all throughout history. Just because recent history has been badly ableist doesn’t mean I’m not worth anything or that I’m only alive due to modern mercies
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#2
Anyway shoutout to people who stim in “stereotypical” ways when stressed/in distress. People who rock, people who hit their heads, people who curl up, people who yell, people who repeat words, people who cry out/vocalize, people who growl, whatever it is. You’re not messed up or stereotypical, it’s okay
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My #1 post of 2022
Heyyy also shoutout to other autistic people with funky grammar/syntax.
People who integrate whatever slang they find useful/interesting/whatever into their language even if it “doesn’t fit them” (like I read a lot of British lit growing up so I sometimes use UK wording even though I’m not British), people who flip around the order of words so it still makes sense but is just “out of order”, people who repeat bits of phrases from the first part of their sentences without realizing (“Though I don’t think you’d like that dress though”), people who incorporate wording from different time periods, people who adopt accents really easily, whatever, y’all are cool ily
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#year in review#Esrah talks#I really like this one#I like that a lot of it is just “I love people so so so so much!!! I respect and value you for exactly who you are!”#and that really is what’s at the core of who I am#I’m still planning on making that cleavage shirt btw#probably to go to a top surgery fund#2022
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I posted 755 times in 2022
That's 605 more posts than 2021!
246 posts created (33%)
509 posts reblogged (67%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
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I tagged 755 of my posts in 2022
#🏝️.sipping mai tais - 397 posts
#🏝️.oh hai queue!! - 386 posts
#🏝️.sex on the beach - 336 posts
#🏝️.do not reblog - 226 posts
#🏝️.getting tan on the beach - 204 posts
#❄️.walking in a winter wonderland - 111 posts
#❄️.oh hai queue!! - 110 posts
#🥰.loml tetsurou - 96 posts
#🥰.sunarin my love - 93 posts
#🏝.getting tan on the beach - 28 posts
Longest Tag: 124 characters
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My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
you're so cute and I hope you're having a good day 🤍
also, ho ho ho, here is a cheesie pick up line for a prezie
🥺 you're cuter and I'm having an okay day. I hope you've had a good day 🥺👉🏻👈🏻
I love that pick up line! So cheesy but it makes me warm and happy.
See the full post
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#4
M, I see you and ily and I hope you have a great day today. I hope you slept well. And please drink lots of water.
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#3
teasing him by surprising him when him come home by wearing nothing but his oversized t-shirt and his favorite pair of lingerie and just laying on your bed with the panties peeking through and, suddenly, he's on top of you with one hand inside you and the other squeezing at your chest under his shirt, fingers raking over the fabric before he fucks you into the mattress
4 notes - Posted October 23, 2022
#2
This blog is a goldmine of things I can use on ya 😏
Brb gotta delete all my queued posts 🏃🏼♀️💨 but you won't 🥺 you're too sweet to me 🥺
10 notes - Posted January 7, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
Who wants to be my sugar daddy and give me 4.1k for the gaming computer tower of my drrrrrrreeeeeeeeaaaaaaaams? jk. . . unless?
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Dead people groupchat
Warnings: sano manjiro, swearing
Desc: um basically it's all the people Mikey lost and what they think of the current situation (spoilers until chapter 246)
Shinichiro: IM GONNA BEAT HIS ASS
Shinichiro: WHATS HE DOING NOW ?????
Shinichiro: IF HE KILLS SOMEONE ELSE SO HELP ME GOD
Izana: its kinda funny to watch tbh
Izana: but i guess he's going too far
Izana: and he knew me for 2 seconds idk why he said that to Kaku
Emma: Ken-chinless behaviour
Baji: LMAOOOO STOP
Draken: do you think OG Toman's gonna win?
Draken: i'm pissing myself here
Baji: i think they need to let Angry go beast mode
Emma: i just think we need to accept the fact that some people are gonna be joining us soon
Emma: Takemitchy might literally die
Emma: and idk how my girl Hina will handle that 😭
Shinichiro: i trust this Takemitchy dude. hes been doing good so far right?
Izana: it's his fault Draken died tho
Draken: stfu no it's not
Draken: i'm at peace with my death, and tbh i wouldn't have it any other way. i entrusted my life to Takemitchy so he could save Mikey. he's gonna win
Izana: 😕
Baji: okok enough about Mikey
Baji: can we talk about Hakkai???
Baji: he's so fucking funng to me. every single time something comes out of his mouth i shit myself laughing
Shinichiro: he's such a simp lmao
Baji: 🤨
Baji: weren't you the biggest simp of your generation??
Baji: you would lock eyes with someone and fall in love with them
Shinichiro: i had attachment issues 🙁
Shinichiro: there's nothing wrong with wanting to be loved damn
Izana: please don't cry
Izana: we don't know what to do when you cry
Emma: just hug him, it calms him down
Draken: really??
Draken: i hugged him when he was crying and it just got louder and more intense
Shinichiro: i'm right here guys
Izana: idk what to do when people cry so i just watch them until they get uncomfortable and stop crying
Emma: :/
Emma: you did that to me when i was younger
Emma: but you weren't a psychopath back then so it wasn't as weird
Izana: sorry ig
Izana: although i never said it sorry for orchestrating your death and stuff
Shinichiro: ngl that shit had me heartbroken i wish you guys just gotten along
Shinichiro: i just wanted my little siblings to love each other
Emma: he's crying harder
Baji: Shinichiro stfu you're a grown adult
Shinichiro: i'm not crying
Draken: you're literally weeping
Shinichiro: it's just
Izana: no one asked
Shinichiro: Senju's gonna have to fight Wakasa and Benkei
Shinichiro: i can't fucking take this
Shinichiro: i'm overwhelmed rn
Shinichiro: WHAT ARE THEY EVEN DOING IN THE KANTOU
Shinichiro: WHERE'S OMI
Draken: i think Waka and Benkei are looking after Mikey
Draken: probably guilty or smth
Draken: i'm annoyed tho
Emma: at what
Draken: Hanma
Draken: i fucking hate that dude jesus fucking christ
Emma: he put me 6 feet under 😔
Baji: jack skeleton lookin ass slenderman bitch ass mf
Draken: i wish I'd killed him tbh
Draken: or Kisaki
Baji: FUCK KISAKI
Baji: HE SHOULD HAVE BEEN SUBMITTING ASSIGNMENTS WHAT WAS HE DOING KILLING PEOPLE OMFG
Emma: can't believe a 13 year old took part in my murder 😭
Shinichiro: ...
Shinichiro: kids are nifty little fellas
Shinichiro: they come outta no where
Izana: don't try to justify getting killed by a 12 year old
Izana: that was embarrassing
Emma: yeah Shin you could have dogged why did you turn around so slowly💀
Shinichiro: y'all acting all cool by being mean to me and shit
Shinichiro: when you were deeply affected by my death😕
Shinichiro: you love me
Emma: you're still a pathetic old man 😁
Emma: ily <3
Draken: :/
Emma: he's my brother :(((
Emma: but i love you too Ken :)) <3
Draken: :)
Izana: disgusting
Izana: repulsive
Izana: revolting
Baji: stfu you never experienced love
Izana: 😐
Shinichiro: Keisuke🙁
Baji: sorry
Baji: change of subject
Baji: i think Haru might kill someone
Emma: oh definitely
Izana: no question about it
Shinichiro: c'mon guys give him a little credit he might change
Baji: Haru's fucked up, Takemitchy's gonna have to come up with another genius plan or smth :/
Emma: Senju'll save him
Emma: i wish I'd been friends with Senju
Emma: girlboss
Emma: i want her to beat Mikey's ass
Baji: remember that one time she girlbossed too close to the sun
Draken: while i was in Brahman i wanted to fight her but i didn't wanna live with the embarrassment
Emma: of losing to a girl?
Draken: of losing to someone who's 5 feet
Emma: i'm 4'9
Draken: Emma i was talking about fighting
Emma: :(
Draken: ily
Emma: :)
Shinichiro: ok guys we get it you're capable of being loved you can stop now
Emma: no bitches?? 🤔
Emma: i'm sorry
#tokyo revengers#tokyo revengers manga#tokyo revengers texts#toman groupchat#black dragons#sano shinichiro#sano manjiro/mikey#ryuguji ken/draken#sano emma#sano izana#kurokawa izana#hitto kakucho#baji keisuke#draken x emma#drakemma#hanagaki takemitchi#hanma shuji#kisaki tetta#wakasa#benkei#akashi takeomi#sanzu haruchiyo#akashi haruchiyo#kawaragi senju#akashi senju#i find bullying shinichiro very funny
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For every post I created, I reblogged 0.1 posts.
I added 707 tags in 2021
#st agatha city - 196 posts
#dating sim - 143 posts
#visual novel - 136 posts
#game development - 95 posts
#english otome - 29 posts
#pixy burrow - 29 posts
#denver washington - 28 posts
#character intro - 24 posts
#norman west - 14 posts
#ross rorkshed - 13 posts
Longest Tag: 128 characters
#and it let me fantasize even if i’m brief flashes that there might one day be an awful 3d… or claymation 👀… movie of st. agatha
My Top Posts in 2021
#5
It’s all coming together 🌸
So, with things moving along - I’m hoping to have St. Agatha City’s demo out by the end of the year at the latest - which admittedly is a little more difficult with my job (which I am very grateful for, but still) I’d like to talk a bit more about the upcoming features and my creative process! Normally, I kind of worry this sort of thing may be considered, well… with a little ire? I followed the YanDev thing and I do not want to pull a whatever that is.
However, excluding my week long break in July, I have been spending three hours a day, as I promised myself I would, on St. Aggs as usual, and since I have a grand total of 14 followers (ily guys, thank you so much 💕) and have not yet taken anyone’s money, I’m allowed to gush a little about future ideas, right?
I’m going to post concept art, ideas, and my mechanic workshopping a little more, especially during my editing phases of St. Aggs :)) I have a bunch of ideas for the future, both the finished base game, and DLCs, and having your reactions would probably be pretty helpful ^^
As such, please expect:
🎀 A series of posts discussing the purposes of the side characters (Nazir, Bailey, Giv, Eddie, etc. there’s quite a few who will be included in the polished base game that you haven’t met yet! Especially if you aren’t familiar with my characters from my art and daydreaming blog, @maddgicalgirl!)
🎀 Discussing the source materials of the main cast, how that affected them, and how I adapted it for St. Agatha (both art wise and reconciling canon) - as all of the featured characters originate from stories I have written who I decided to throw into a dating sim 💖
🎀 Showcasing and workshopping nonspoiler features, like the inventory and inventory items, as I develop them
🎀 and, of course: Proper character intros as I begin making the required steps in Sprite artwork, CGs, and story progressions!
Thank you again to everyone! Especially my good friend @sugarcoatedsadism who has been helping make this all possible, and @decaykid for being so supportive, and dear mutuals like @dreamyblur @dreaminpeaches @habits-white-rabbit @ivan-the-rat @acircusfullofdemons for your interest, and newcomers who’ve found their way here, who I cannot wait to meet!! You’ve made a world of difference to me! Even those who I have not listed, feel free to message me anytime on this blog - your presence matters to me greatly 💗
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#4
"GOD FUCKING dammit KRIS where the FUCK are we?"
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#3
Extraneous CGs
Just wanted to show you guys some of the non-spoiler CGs from St. Agatha City, Chapter 0! Here we have Pixy and a cockroach, and Donny - a clerk at the local taco place :))
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#2
Thanks for looking at him. My Claggor post is officially my most popular art! This isn’t an Arcane blog (though arguably my main, @chainsawgirlfriend is haha) this is my art and game dev blog where I’m working on developing my visual novel, St. Agatha City. However, I couldn’t not celebrate. So, here’s Powder congratulating Clag on his accomplishment! I loved their dynamic ;-; he is such a good big brother.
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#1
CLAGGOR ME BOY-
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#my 2021 tumblr year in review#your tumblr year in review#st agatha city: sponsored by CLAGGOR#st agatha city#thanks claggor arcane for your service ily bby
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it's good to see you around again, I missed reading your long ILY posts, hope you're doing better too :) if you ever share your thoughts on the latest couple of episodes (including fp) here, I'd be super excited to read them! I'm really curious how you think the timeline is gonna go from here - especially relating to Shin-Ae and Nolan since it feels like they are the last pieces that need to fall into place so everything is ready for the post-timeskip story to go down. like you, I was so sure Nol and Shin-Ae were going to have some kind of reconciliation before he goes to jail but WELP rip 3 day extension. Poor guy though, Yui showing up in his hospital room must have been extremely triggering, it made sense that he did everything to get outta there ASAP. It's worrying me that this series of negative interactions (Kousuke, Alyssa, Yui) could've undone everything positive Shin-Ae Dieter Soushi Nana did, and now therapy during jail time could either have a positive or negative effect, so Nol is a Schroedinger's cat for now....
At least some things got cleared up and Shin-Ae is now starting to understand the root of the problem (= Yui) (and it actually really makes sense that she had to figure it out herself instead of Nol telling her - the boy obviously isn't ready to talk) so we made some progress.... But istg with this upcoming separation arc 2.0 it feels so much like we're gonna be back at ground zero after the first time skip. Fingers crossed they reconcile in whatever way before the big time skip though. we need a somewhat positive conclusion to this arc before season 1 ends, because if not then what was all this build up for, and why now? What about the realizations? the "convince me"? What about "if you won't let me have you"? If their reconciliation is only going to happen after multiple years of "conflict" between them that would be so cruel....
AND SHIN-AE STILL HASN'T GOTTEN HER BANDANA BACK and now he's stealing her lines too SDGDADSF;SDF
Waaaahhhhh thank you, friend!!! As you can probably tell, I'm still trying to get myself back here fully and figure out how to balance everything, which has always been a struggle ;~; I really may resort to telling my friends to ignore me and yell at me until I get certain posts written up so I'll stop procrastinating because there are SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO WRITE ABOUT EPISODES I WANT TO RECAP AND TALK ABOUT!!!! BUT THE ORGANIZING MYSELF!!!! IS THE PART THAT'S SO DIFFICULT!!!!!!!!
One of the great things about the ILY discord server is that we have this very constant, active conversation going on at all times so it's SO easy to be very present and active, but I also find that it means it's more difficult for me to regulate myself, or I'll have that feeling that I JUST talked about something and so when I try to write about it over here, it feels like a hollow echo and I know that's just because I was just having the conversation so that's just something I need to work on dealing with lol
But I want to answer this before we move so far away from when you asked this!!!!! As expected, there are FP spoilers ahead for eps 246 through 249!!!!!
I!!!! DO NOT KNOW!!!!!!! LMAO Like. GOD. I feel like quimchee has thrown us curveball after curveball and when we sit down and think about how long this period of December 21 and the post December 21 arc has been, how much the story has weaved around?! There are so many things that have occurred that I NEVER expected and, like you, it's just everything I thought has clearly gone out the window. Part of it, I think, is the result of quimchee having to change the arrangement of her story, and god I would love to pick her brain about the things that changed, since Nol's injury was supposed to happen at the formal itself, we never would have had this extended period of hospital time, and it seems like everything about Nol and Shinae coming to realization with their feelings would have played out in a wholly different way than what we ended up getting, so on some level I think this is partly that quimchee, too, is sort of throwing herself cureveballs in that there are things she knows needs to happen and she isn't sure where or how to fit the other elements in? But that's just my guess.
On the one hand, I do feel very "WHAT WAS THE EXTENSION FOR IF NOT FOR RECONCILIATION?!" but beyond Stalkyoo, we have gotten a LOT of good stuff out of this period of time. We see Kousuke facing his cognitive dissonance for, perhaps, the first time, and the revelation that Yui has been drugging him (and likely for a long time, given the way Hansuke describe the dosage Kousuke had and that it merely knocked him out), and more than that, making those connections between Nol and Yui and tea, and wanting to face him. I'm STILL proud of him for wanting to go back and see Nol again, even after he couldn't face him, even after Hansuke found him on the floor of a public bathroom hugging a toilet from the remorse and guilt and perhaps shame of the realization of the ways he has hurt people - has hurt Nol! - who didn't deserve it. We have seen that Rand and Yujing are, in fact, working on something behind the scenes, that Rand is facing Yui as a real adversary now, not just someone who has been resigned to endure her for so many years now, but to actually fight against her. The entirety of Nol's birthday celebration could not have happened the way it did had he not been in the hospital, since he would have had to turn himself in, and while maybe the original plan was that they celebrated his birthday with Minhyuk's coming home party, I'm.... not sure if that would have been the case?
But at at any rate, I do acknowledge that despite the fact that it feels like Nol might be back at square one, that he and Shinae are back where they started in 151, such significant events HAVE taken place that I think will still affect the narrative future of ILY. I still feel strongly that part of Nol's trajectory is coming to terms with the fact that he does, indeed, belong here. That he isn't someone who wasn't meant to be, that he doesn't belong here. He belongs, and he deserves love. He is someone, not nothing. I still think one of his greater arcs will involve coming to embrace this, and while the negative events - Kousuke, Alyssa, Yui - feel like they could be setting him back, he is now equipped with knowledge and feelings he wasn't before. It can't hurt him the same. In fact, I think part of why his confrontation with Alyssa went the way it did was because he had had this experience with Shinae, Dieter, and Soushi, it illuminated everything that was so wrong with his relationship with Alyssa, how neither of them really know each other. It's that sense of foiling that allows him to put his foot down and say enough is enough. Even before it was revealed that Alyssa had come with Yui, it was clear that Nol was over the visit. Don't get me wrong - I understand why he couldn't see that Alyssa clearly was not well, that she was uncomfortable, that she had come to him with no one else to go to, much as he'd gone to Kousuke in the past when he lost his mom, and I also understand why he did the same thing Kousuke did and turned her away. But the point I'm getting at is, it feels like there was a shift. That birthday celebration illuminated something for Nol.
So it's kind of like, while it feels like this might have undone the progress Nol made, it can't undone the revelations he's had, and in that same way, it cannot cast shadow on his enlightenment. He is not the same Nol he was a week ago. Too much has changed, he's become aware of too much, and as such, he is going to respond differently to what comes his way, and while he may continue to try what he had originally intended, I think the difference is that he's now been made aware of things that impact the choices he makes.
But largely I don't really know what I expect just yet. I think it's very pointed that the lawyer reminded Shinae that she has his phone number; I don't think that would be called out if it wasn't going to be important in some way, but in terms of how are we going from here to there? Unsure lol. I think there HAS to be a resolution of some kind, whether it's a reconciliation or not, because Shinae is on this momentum swing that isn't going to stop until she crashes into something or she comes into a force of nature that stops her. Nothing, no one, has been able to reach her or get through to her, and I know it's just because of how much she's hurting, but she's lashing out at people and hurting THEM like a street cat swiping at people trying to help her. She's so terrified of losing Nol, especially now that he came back, especially now that she gave him the option to leave and he didn't and it rekindled that hope she gave him an opening to leave when it would have been easier and he didn't which just made it worse, because so much more was at stake. She can't stop fighting she can't stop trying because she cannot bear what it means to lose him for real this time, not when she finally had him back, not when that realization has come to her even if she won't admit it. She needs him, so what's going to make her give up?
Something has to transpire, whether it's a reconciliation or Nol pushing her away and really shattering her heart or something awful like that, to bring her to a halt, because I can't imagine how we would move into our mini time skip to spring/graduation with Shinae like this, right? So I think there must be some kind of resolution. My foolish, hopeless self wants so badly to hope for reconciliation but esp after 249 I am SO torn. I have two thoughts.
a. they reconcile. She can reach him, and convince him, and even though he is so afraid, he is also someone who folds in front of her, he struggles to resist her. He told her to convince him and boy she can convince him and even though he tells himself he isn't sure if these feelings are real because what if it's just because she's NICE to him I think hearing her confess her feelings would tell him how he feels and give him the answer.
b. But the alternative feels like a parallel to Nessa and Rand, because Nessa, too, was hurt over and over by someone who kept getting her hopes up and getting hurt by him. Shinae gave Nol the opportunity to leave and he didn't, he stayed and doing so sparked her hope, made her feel things, they shared these tender, intimate moments together and forced that realization to come to mind, but for him to push her away again, for her safety, to make choices on her behalf even though she's told him she hates that and she doesn't want him to. Imagine her pulling a Nessa and calling him scum lfkjajkfkjfjkfaj ;A;!!!!! Imagine her so angry and hurt and resentful and saying awful things she doesn't mean and GOD I feel like it can go only one of these ways because what ELSE is going to stop her in her tracks?!
And I really want a reconciliation because parting like this sets them up for SO. MUCH. STRIFE. Because we know one way or another Shinae is going to end up taking Yui's offer and if Nol leaves on these terms, he would end up thinking she's following in Alyssa's footsteps doing so, not understanding WHY she's doing, not understanding that this is Shinae's only way of protecting herself, learning to speak Yui's language and play her game.
and idk I know I'm a hopeful optimist reading a webtoon that proves to me over and over that I cannot be a hopeful optimist but LMAO GOD I WANT SHINAE TO CONVINCE THAT DUMBO
I've said it before that convincing him doesn't mean they have to get into a relationship. Just. Reconcile. She's so afraid of LOSING HIM, thinking that once he slips away he's out of her grasp, her sight, for good, that she will lose the best thing that happened to her and I WANT THAT RECONCILATION. I want her to convince him, for both their sakes. So that he knows he has someone he can go back to. So that she knows he's not just throwing her away. So that she doesn't have to fear losing something so precious and important.
Am I foolish and hopeful for hoping for that outcome? Maybe, but it won't stop me LMAO because as delicious and angsty as Shinae and Nol following in Ressa's footsteps with Nol hurting her again and leaving her so hurt and angry is, I want to see them on that same page. I want to see Shinae convince him - convince him why he is so important to her, and that his feelings are real. That's the thing, right, like.... you can tell yourself that your feelings aren't real, but if the person you like confesses to you, your heart will inevitably betray you and respond to the confession. Nol fears for Shinae's safety but important puzzle pieces are falling into place. She has figured what he fears the most - and if she thinks hard enough she'll realize how she can use that to her "advantage", in that Rand has told her Yui will never let her go, that it doesn't matter if Nol leaves or not. It goes back to my oft repeated sentiment of them needing to be on the same page, to be a team, because his absence will not protect her. And between what Rand told her, plus her anecdotes about Kousuke's birthday and how Yui treated her even before the formal, and what Yujing told Nol about Kousuke being drugged by Yui, maybe, just MAYBE that conclusion that wasn't only him all along will finally hit him. I know he can't change over night, that he has so many deeply ingrained fears that won't be easily assuaged, but I have to hope that a confession from Shinae can convince him that the alternative is worse. Convince him to fight along side her ;A;
I go back and forth on this thought but I think this is strongly what I feel right now. That reconciliation could still be around the corner, even if it's just an admission and a promise to not push her away. Shinae is tired of people acting on her behalf, tired of not getting a say, and especially in something that involves her heart, her feelings?
Go fight girl and maybe bite him if that's what it takes ;A;
STEALING HER BANDANA. HER LINES. HERT HEART. THIS MAN DESERVES TO BE LOCKED AWAY
ALFJLFJLFKJLAFKJLKFJALKFJ
#I Love Yoo#ILY Brainrot#ILY Ask#ILY Spoilers#ILY FP#Shinae Yoo#Nolan Oliver T. Lochlainn#Stalkyoo#Aegi#oh you know just me wailing into the night about stalkyoo nbd alkfjjkafjkafjkajfkajfjaf lmao#I PLANNED TO ANSWER THIS AND BE CHILL BUT I DON'T HAVE CHILL and then when i was wailing about Shinae giving Nol the chance to leave and ho#part of why she is so desperate is she can't lose him again not when she almost did not when he came back not when she gave him the chance#to leave and he chose to stay and saw the parallel to Nessa and Rand and it was just ALL DOWNHILL FROM THERE LMAO#AGONY#ANGUISH#PLS PLS PLS LET ME GET WHAT I WANT#lmao#plssssssssssssssssssssss#can you imagine how awful it would be if they didn't reconcile until post time skip?!#jesus christ HOW do you even reconcile after that?!#HOWLS FOREVER
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i was tagged by @cfcjorgi :) thank you for tagging me, lovely!
1. Why did you choose your url? i didn't like my previous url and wanted to fit in to the football tumblr community a bit better!
2. Any side blogs? nope i barely have enough time to run this blog haha!
3. How long have you been on tumblr? i don't even know at this point, i had this blog when i was a tom glynn-carney stan in 2017 and had had it for a couple years then so probably 2015/2016?
4. Do you have a queue tag? i don't use queue haha i'm not organised enough
5. Why did you start your blog in the first place? i don't even know i probably just wanted a space to look at imagines
6. Why did you choose your icon/pfp? because he is the love of my life and it's one of my favourite pictures of benji
7. Why did you choose your header? because it applies to both benji and whoever is reading it <3
8. What's your post with the most notes? i don't even know maybe a post about tom glynn carney or an imagine i don't know how to find out
9. How many mutuals do you have? again i don't know but if they see this please know if we're mutuals i love u so so much
10. How many followers do you have? 741 beautiful people follow my silly little blog about footballers and i am so grateful
11. How many people do you follow? 246
12. Have you ever made a shitpost? literally my entire blog is a shitpost sdjhsdjsd
13. How often do you use tumblr each day? whenever i have some free time (or when i'm avoiding uni work <3)
14. Did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? yes sdjhsdshd they insinuated they were mad west ham have not had many injuries, and i don't care if i don't really support west ham (especially after yesterday), i would NEVER wish injuries on a team
15. How do you feel about "you need to reblog this" posts? if they're about being there for people or something then maybe, but i find them a bit toxic sometimes. people know i'm always here for them, that's what matters
16. Do you like tag games? yes :) !
17. Do you like ask games? i do haha although i am ALWAYS too scared to slide in to my mutuals' asks because i worry i bother them skdjskdj
18. Which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous? definitely @blueathens @plutosluts @rashys @mounthavertz and @bluemoonstonesy you're all queens ily
19. Do you have a crush on a mutual? i am in love with all my mutuals, it's true, my boyfriend has to share me with all of you i'm sorry but it's true <3
i tag @plutosluts @m4sonmount @blueathens @bluemoonstonesy @masnmounts @rashys @theeemetersdown @mountswhore @ineffablemount @mountfc @errythinisblue but if you see this and aren't tagged consider yourself tagged by me <3 i love u all and please don't feel obligated to do this!! <3
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Fortuitous TEASER ✦ JJK
✦ Pairing: Witch!Jungkook x Reader x Jimin ✦ Teaser Word count: 246
✦ Series Rating: M (this teaser does not contain any mature content)
✦ Genre: angst, fluff, smut, soulmate!au, fantasy!au
✦ Summary: You have gone your entire life believing that Park Jimin was your soulmate, but when you meet the shopkeeper of your local potion store your world turns upside down.
✦ Warnings: none in this teaser, others outlined by chapter
✦ Post Date: July 10th 9pm EST
✦ A/N: thank you to my favorite person ever @hobiance for helping me plan this monster ilysm and this beautiful banner is made by the wonderful @kimtaehyunq maggie ily even though I made you change the url on it 3 times
“Love potion,” You read aloud, whispering the words to yourself as your eyes glazed over the description. You brought the bottle closer to your eye, looking at the formula up close, inspecting every drop of fluid.
The directions were clear, you take half of the potion while your partner takes the other. It seemed simple enough on your end, of course – but how would you get Jimin to take it? A cocktail maybe?
“Can I help you, miss?” A man’s voice said from across the room. His footsteps approached your figure as your back stayed to him, still concentrated on all the different potions in front of you.
“No I think I’m doing al-”
That was when you saw it. The feeling you had been yearning for your entire life. Heart skipping a beat at the sight in front of you, your hand flew up to meet your mouth, covering the gasp that slipped past your lips.
His iris’ glowed pink, a vision you thought you would never see, or experience for yourself. You could feel your own changing as well, as if rose colored glasses were placed over your eyes and the world became brighter. The breath in your chest was lost, and if you hadn’t had the nice gentleman in front of you, you might have fallen face first onto the floor. Luckily, he was there to catch you before you fell, his tattooed hands placed on each of your hips for support.
‘Fortuitous’ is copyright 2020 @parksfilter, all rights reserved. Please do not repost on any platform or translate without permission.
#btswriterscollective#bangtanhq#goldenclosetnet#bangtanshadowfamily#jungkook x reader#fic teaser#jikook#jimin x reader#jungkook smut#jimin smut#jungkook series#jimin series
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*me trying to look away from the 233 drafts part* uHM ANYWAY CONGRATS ON 400 BESTIE 💖💖🥺🥺 MORE TO GO, YOU DESERVE THEM ALL!
*me pretending like it's not at 246 rn 🧚♀️🧚♀️*
THANK YOU BBY ILY 💜💜
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