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good morning everyone :( i am in a Funk really bad and i wanna say it’s school but i know it’s a bit deeper than that. i dunno what to do i just feel weird… i hope everyone is having a good day tho imy guys :’)
#.mei’s chatter ˚༘⋆ ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖#yk when you wake up and you just feel like you haven’t slept at all#pretty sure i even dreamed abt my problems bc when i woke up they were instantly on my mind#it’s like this sick feeling#ik it’s a lot of stuff combined and the feelings r just manifesting thru smaller stuff but it still sucks so bad#idunno…. what if im not good enough for f/os and i should drop them all and let them Be Free..#im just not feeling good abt myself i guess. i think im scared to go home tbh#one week til i go home… :(#then i have to get my wisdom teeth out and start my new job and see my friends again who bully me for fun#can’t wait………..#im going to try to keep learning japanese hopefully that helps me yk#to have a hobby to throw myself into#i don’t know… i guess it’s a plus that i don’t have school again til august#maybe something good will happen in that time. maybe i’ll get better#maybe i need a therapist but aaaahhhh…… scary….. it’s harder now that im older and no one can make me go#i just am unsure that i can be fixed atp i don’t know if i can have a normal life or if i’ll just always be this way#hhhh…. i don’t want to go home at least here i feel somewhat happy
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Idk if you’ve answered this before but what’s your opinion on dorym I’m personally pretty neutral about it
It’s cute but not really for me
i'm...probably gonna get some unfollows for this but i'm not personally a fan. i used to be more chill with it, but i see it so much it's started to annoy me (except for a select few artists). it's not....bad it's just. bland to me? and i find people forget fearne and her important relationship to both dorian and orym. a lot of exu trio art ends up feeling like dor/ym art that she was put in as an after-thought.
i have more thoughts that my poor brother (who barely watches cr) gets to hear but uh...idk i'll stop talking since i don't want to hurt feelings or get killed for not liking it. but yeah ... not the biggest fan of it :']
#asks#anon#figured i'd just say that#no hate to people who do like it you do you man#and honestly it'll probably become canon too#personally i like dorian with dariax or fearne or laudna...#or whatever the fuck was going on between him and chetney. he wanted that old man.#idunno! it's not even a bad ship it's just. not my vibe and all.#but yea i try to keep ship thoughts to myself for the most part#yes even ash/rym. i am CONSTANTLY thinking abt and drawing shit for them that i don"t share cause like. idk#not everyone needs to see and read everything i do or think abt y'know#ok soRRY I WILL. STFU NOW.
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i just rb'd a post wherein i tags-whine about being taller than i'd wish ( i am ) so i'll counter that with positivity about how last night i went to a concert and the guy at the door asked me for ID so maybe i at least look young and fresh thank u
#actually the second time a stranger thinks i'm like 10 years younger than i am so sweet#tho same as last time there's still the vague uncertainty of do i look like a young girl or did they read me as male#and i look young for a guy on account of no facial hair#idunno whatever it was fun anyway#I'm 5'10 btw#178cm#LITERALLY the average height for guys in france#but over 10cm above the average for gals#so like. bweh. shouldn't complain it's manageable. but just enough that i'll feel uncomfortable about it now and then#t'd be neat if hormones could try a bit harder and just crunch my bones so i lose just a few cm. please.#shevr
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Honestly I wish there is an afterlife and that it's better for everyone because this world is just the fucking worst
#my agnostic ass can only hope#the non-cocky cristians get to pray and the athiests know they don't have to do anything and that they get to rest for eternity after it all#but what am I supposed to so wonder?#idunno I try to do my best to make the world a better place but there's a deep desire in me to just give up#i wish there is something to make up for all we have to go through in this world#everyone
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First of all I love how kind you’ve been to non English speaking anon because as someone who had to learn English, it’s not easy!
Second of all I feel like we don’t see enough fics of jjk men rescuing us from danger! Like imagine gojo saving us from a curse and being like “you know there are better ways to get my attention?” IDUNNO I FELT THE NEED TO SHARE THIS ISDEA 😭
one more — gojo satoru x f!reader
a/n: it’s nothing <3 a lot of us, including myself, were in there place before so it should be the normal to be patient with them <3
you’re done for, completely and utterly done for.
you’re going to die today and it won’t be because of being stabbed by someone or something normal. no. you were going to get eat by, possibly, the most disgusting and slimy creature you’ve ever seen.
you don’t falter and still fight though, thrashing around in its hold, “let me go you two-toed slimy sewer looking rat!”
the curse seems to have taken great offense to your words cause it frowns then starts swinging you around. It would probably sue you if it could but it settles for preparing to eat you. you start screaming and letting your colorful vocabulary of curses at it.
your cursed technique long forgotten since lo and behold that curse was your natural enemy. so you have nothing to do except to curse it out till it starts crying or something.
just before you’re dropped in its mouth, a figure swiftly catches you and teleports you somewhere safe, a little far away from said curse. you look up and are met with a grinning gojo, “y’know…there are better ways to get my attention than this.”
he leans down and presses a kiss to your forehead, “you don’t need to be in danger for me to notice you, sweets.”
you snap out of your daze, “I wasn’t trying to get your attention!” you huff as you try to get down but his hold on you doesn’t falter, “oh great, I am released from the shackles of a curse only to be trapped in yours.”
he pouts, pulling you closer and nuzzling your noses together, “aw come on now; I deserve a kiss for this, wifey.”
you shake your head and he sulks, turning to walk away from the scene. you look at the curse then up at him like he has grown two heads, “satoru, what’re you doing?”
“I am not fighting until you give me a kiss.”
you gasp and turn to look at the curse once again. it is contained and won’t harm anyone but you can’t just leave it like that so you look back at your crazy attention-loving husband, “you can’t be serious.”
“I am one hundred percent serious,” he announces but he stops, smirking at you, “so?”
he should be smacked for his smugness but that will be saved for later especially when he continues talking, “I was the brave and strong husband who just saved you, after all.”
so you take a hold of his collar and pull him down, smashing your lips against his. he kisses you back instantly and you guys keep at it a for a while until you smack his shoulder, remembering that there is a curse roaming around.
“that wasn’t so hard now, was it?” he says after pulling back, grinning from ear to ear.
you pat his cheek softly and roll your eyes, “haha, very funny,” you point at the audacious curse, “now go deal with it!”
he puts you down then salutes, “yes ma’am!”
satoru then turns around to walk towards it but he suddenly stops in his track. you, who sat on the ground with your favorite drink that satoru got, groan, “what is it now?”
tilting his head so he can meet your eyes, he smiles, “what about one more kiss?”
you are about to reprimand him yet again but then he interrupts you, “on the cheek! so you don’t have to worry about it getting anywhere—at least not now!“
“I should put tape on your mouth so you shut up for a bit,” you stand up and walk towards him, “satoru, you make me think that I spoil you too much,” you hum, straightening his collar.
he puffs his chest with a pout, “is it bad that I want affection from my wife?”
you shake your head as you signal for him for him to bend down and he does so gladly, “no, but you need to get your priorities straight.”
he hums a thank you when you give him the anticipated kiss before he replies, “this is my priorities being straight.”
you roll your eyes with a chuckle, “then I have to explain to you how to prioritize correctly.”
he leans close, lips mere centimeters apart from your own, “a private lesson, huh? I don’t mind—“
you push him away with your index finger, “but later! you have a curse to deal with mister.”
reluctantly, he walks towards it, steps heavy. he looks back at you with a pout, trying to convince you once again, but you don’t falter. you’re already used to his antics and can resist them—to an extent.
giving up, satoru looks at the curse, “you ready to get beaten?”
the curses shakes its head quickly and satoru shrugs, “well, you will anyway,” the curse cries but satoru continues, “and in a heartbeat cause I have a pretty wife to get back to.”
the curses attempts to run away but satoru quickly blasts it and it’s nowhere to be found anymore.
a smile is plastered on his face and there is a spring in his step as he walks—or rather runs back to you, “date time, y/n!”
you don’t know why, but you run away, “but I wanna sleep!”
perhaps instinct.
there is no time to think about it, though, since satoru gasps offended before quickly responding, “we can just cuddle then,” he teleports right in front do you and you bump into his chest.
you grumble and he laughs while holding you up, “so what do you say? some cuddling will be pretty nice.”
“yeah, whatever,” you mumble as your arms wrap around him and you nuzzle into his chest. he presses a loud smooch to your head, ready for at least an hour of cuddling.
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bucky x reader one shot
summary // you go out with nat for a girls night, you promised bucky you’d be back before 10- now it’s 12:24 you have 6 missed calls and dozen of messages.
warnings // a bit nsfw, idunno
Bucky looks up as you walk in. He has a serious expression on his face as usual but there is an added sternness to it. He stands up as you enter and crosses his arms, his metal one gleaming in the light. He doesn't say anything at first, just surveys you up and down, taking in the short dress. After a moment of silence he speaks in a low, controlled voice
"You were supposed to let me know where you were. I called and texted with no response for hours. Do you have any idea how worried I was?"
His blue eyes bore into yours intensely. It's clear he's upset but trying hard to keep his emotions in check. He takes a step towards you
"And coming home this late, dressed like that...what am I supposed to think?"
His tone is accusatory but also hurt. Bucky cares deeply for you but your actions have obviously shaken his trust.
"Next time at least have the decency to reply so I don't spend the whole night thinking something happened to you."
He waits for your response, jaw clenching slightly. As a trained soldier and former assassin, Bucky doesn't like uncertainties or losing control of a situation. You've challenged that by your actions tonight and he needs reassurance that it won't happen again.
You swore you didn’t mean to- you were hanging out with nat and just genuinely lost track of time
“I’m sorry Bucky.. I promise I didn’t mean too, I lost track of time.” You say
He searches your face as you apologized. He sees the sincerity but isn't ready to let you off the hook just yet..
"I know you're sorry, doll, but sorry doesn't change what happened." His tone is firm.
“You worried me sick without a word all night, Can’t have that”
He places his flesh hand gently under your chin, tilting your head up so your eyes meet his. You see the conflict there - his desire to forgive you warring with the rules and structure he needs to feel secure. His thumb strokes your bottom lip ponderingly.
"Need to give you a good reminder not to do it again. Can't have my girl running wild without consequences." His voice is low and rough with restrained emotion.
Without another word, Bucky pulls you firmly against him and claims your lips with his own in a deep, possessive kiss. All the fear and anxiety of the night pours into it along with the flame of lingering desire. When he pulls back his eyes glow with intent, silently communicating he's not through with you yet - your punishment has only just begun.
“I’m really, really sorry Bucky…”
Bucky searches your face as you plead with him, his eyes dark with emotion. He's still not ready to fully forgive just yet.
"Show me how sorry you are then, doll," he says in a low voice.
In one smooth motion he sweeps you up into his arms, metal hand gripping your thigh firmly as he carries you to the bedroom. Gently but insistently he lays you on the bed then stands back to admire your form.
"Gonna make you remember who you belong to," he murmurs, reaching down to run his flesh hand along your calf slowly, making your skin break out in goosebumps.
Slowly, teasingly, Bucky begins to undress, never taking his eyes off you as his clothes come away one piece at a time to reveal his muscular physique. When he's fully bare he crawls onto the bed.
"Go on then darling, beg for your punishment," he whispers huskily, his hand trailing up the inside of your thigh tantalizingly close but not quite touching where you ache for him most.
AN // sorry guys gotta go to church 🤭
#marvel#smut#bucky barnes#bucky fanfic#bucky fic#bucky masterlist#bucky reader smut#bucky x y/n#bucky x female reader#bucky x you#bucky#james bucky buchanan barnes#bucky x reader
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"What if they love the other person more?"
Idunno. Love to me is inherently boundless, infinite. So that's a meaningless question, I guess.
But I don't think that's probably the question you're trying to ask.
I think they question you're trying to ask is:
What if they're thinking about the other person when they're with me?
What if they want to spend more time with the other person than I'm comfortable with? More than they spend with me?
What if I feel less loved than I did before?
What if I can't escape the feeling of being secondary, even if its not true?
And I think a good practice is to actually answer the question instead of treating them as just anxious hypotheticals.
Now, I obviously won't be able to answer, but these are the questions that have come to mind when I've explored these questions. Broken up by question, but there's definitively cross-pollination, so.
What if they're thinking about the other person when they're with me? Okay, what if they do? Would I even notice? Do I care if they're thinking about the other person, as long as they're still behaving normally around me? Why do I care? What if I know they're thinking about someone because they talk about that person a lot? Can I ask them to stop?
What if they want to spend more time with the other person than I'm comfortable with? More than they spend with me? What if that, indeed. Can I handle that? Is that a dealbreaker? What do I say if this situation comes up? Is there something I can do to absorb that excess time? Will they come back early if I ask? Should they? How often should I even ask if I do? Can we negotiate this? Can they make it up to me some other way?
What if I feel less loved than I did before? If I voice that feeling, what happens? What do I want to happen? What would make me feel better? Who can I process this with?
What if I can't escape the feeling of being secondary, even if its not true? Will them reassuring me make me feel better? Can they do something else to show that I'm still important? How often do I need to be reassured? Would me getting my own second partner help, and do I even want that? If they are doing a good job and my fears are unfounded, what can I do to work on this? Am I willing to leave them over this?
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Drinking Alone With You
hankim, eventual yoohankim
"Will you drink with me?" asked Han Sooyoung in front of her regular bar.
The date was going very well up until that moment. This was, actually, their seventh date. The man, Kim Dokja, was an avid reader that threw himself wholeheartedly to the stories he read, and Han Sooyoung, as a writer, loved that in a man.
He was clear with his limits, and had also admited to being bisexual and open to a polyamorous relationship, completely in agreement with her view of an ideal relationship. Which automatically put him at the top of her list of possible partners.
He also had a stable job and a decent income. Wasn't a creep, as far as she had seen, was polite, and, by god, he made her laugh all the time. Made her feel smart and pretty. And best of all, he could take a joke like a champ, and didn't get offended easily.
And now that the evening was touching the end, she wanted to make it a little bit longer and, possibly, even take the man back home. She had been taking it slow, by her friend's standards, but she thought it may finaly be time.
"No, thank you, I don't drink alcohol beverages, sorry" Or maybe not.
She laughs a little, trying hard to not take it like an attack. Some people just didn't like alcohol, and that was okay.
She was going to try one more time. This guy was worth it.
"No need to apologize at all. However, can I drink?"
Kim Dokja smiled a soft smile, opening the door to the bar, gesturing for her to enter.
"Of course, go on"
Getting exited, Han Sooyoung forgot her goal to take the man to the nearest bed.
"Can I get wasted?"
Welp, not getting that back in now.
"... If you want to...? Do you find that enjoyable?" Dokja asked, while sitting on an empty table.
Her usual bartender, Yoo Joonghyuk, was already preparing her drink the moment he saw her enter the door. Dokja asked for a virgin Piña Colada, furthering Han Sooyoung's infatuation for asking for a 'girly' drink without hesitation.
"Hm... Idunno, I guess so... I just- I know that if I were somewhere else, lived somewhere else, I wouldn't be able to do this... But I am here, I am me, and you are with me"
Ooookay, she was taking a big-ass step out of nowhere. Allright.
"I'm safe"
At least Kim Dokja's blush was pretty. And his astonished silence. She liked making people speechless.
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She got drunk and woke up the next day spooning her date. A monopoly game in the floor, half finished. Both of them still clothed.
At least she got him into her apartment.
Oh, well, she would try again the next time. He was worth it.
#long post#han sooyoung#kim dokja#kdj#hsy#hankim#yoo joonghyuk#yjh#yoohankim#omniscient reader's viewpoint#omniscent reader#orv#orv txt post#txt post#like reeeeally long#oneshot#fanfic
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BRO I LOVE UR STYLE,,, UR BRIGHT COLORS AND SIMPLE LINES BLEND SO WELL TOGETHER,,, POST THE LOUIMAR I WANT TO SEE THE PIKMIN YAOI
HHEHDHC8TX THANK YOUUU I try my best to make colours look alike, i kinda need to get better mmm... BUT THANK YOU ANYWAYS
And oh I love Louimar i did some doodles the other days, I still can't draw Louie very properly so I apologise. Have yaoi
I think I have more in my sketchbook, which are very very messy because I just draw with my mechanical pencil, I dont really use pens to draw on my sketchbook XP idk if y'all want to see those doodles tho
I also did a fanfic. Which. I am proud of it. Proud to feed the louimar fans on ao3 XDD /lh. Idk if you guys also want the fanfic idunno
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2, 19, 39 ;]
wahahaha >:3c
2- Anything that you'd like to write but feel like you're unable to?
AAA Many things really :') The truth is that I am very insecure about my prose writing in English plus my brain is always in like... 7 projects at once, so is hard to move fics up that priority ladder.
However in a more planning sense... I have always wanted to make a fic of the time Riza was under Bradley where he orders her to be his political assassin (Based on he doing that in one of the Wii games) and basically try to fit it in canon and all. Have a confrontation with Kimblee maybe that way she also gets closure that way. My main issue with it is that.... is a very miserable time for her LOL
And I love to put the blorbo through the miserable time!! But mainly because the ending makes up for it. The ending in this thing however would Riza meeting with Fuery and Breda in the sewers where we pick it up in canon, so part of me feels like...... idunno, Idunno how not to make this fic extremely depressing not to just read but also write lol I like the idea of focusing in small victories, like during this time Riza confronts some of her issues now that she is on her own, stuff like that. It just needs a lot of planning to maybe make it appealing to write and so I don't spend a lot of time entertaining the idea...
Also another idea I started planning but then abandoned because I thought it was getting kinda boring is one where 12 years after canon, Ms. Bradley dies and in her dying days she writes a letter to Riza to look after Selim because his shadow powers are re-awakening and she is the only person alive (apart from Ed who is busy with his own kids) who knows about them.... I think thematically is very interesting, I just can't think of a plotline that I care about lol
19- Share a snippet from a wip without giving any context for it.
WAAA the only thing I have stuff actually written for and not just bullet points is the full Beastars!Royai AU fic ASDFGH
And just because :3 have doggy Fuery getting doggy happy to see Riza even if she scared him off
39- Wildest AU scenario you have written?
🧍the... The Beastars!Royai AU LOL ASDFGHJ
SEE I just think the social dynamics of the Beastars world fits them extremely well, on top of............ furry............................
Another AU scenario could be huuuuuuuuuhhhhhh The Warrior Cats AU???? I don't find that one particularly out of the ordinary because "Making X series into Warrior Cats" is very common in my circles ASDFGHJ I guess the funny AU idea that "OH NO! Roy has been accused of a crime and Riza is looking out for who could possible help him... and Omg is that Phoenix Wright from the popular Videogame Series Ace Attorney?!" LOL just because is the funniest crossover idea. I like Phoenix defending random people from other franchises and in this scenario somehow stumbling his way to learn about the tattoo or something equally secret lol
#Ask game#the conclusion of this one is: I like the Beastars AU#I REALLY NEED TO KEEP WRITING THIS FIC is pretty much all planned I just need to get my brain on it#Other ideas I have is huuh#The hunting fic (WHICH I REALLY WANT TO DO ALONGSIDE SOME ART) and an ABO take on them lol
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We ggot Kads and Ino so we gotta have Vince and Johnny boy, I don't make the rules, the prophecy must be complete.
Hahahah! Fair enough! And I love writing these!
NOTES/WARNINGS!
Non-yan-characters written as yan! yandere behavior, duh. uhm uh idunno that stuff yeah
Both images by @//PulmaHitaMikkie on Twitter
hardly proofread
TWO IN ONE!!! WHOOO!!! sorry this took so long I've been busy with other things and have been trying to do this in my freeer time
YAN!VINCENT X READER
Yₒᵤ'ᵣₑ ⱼᵤₛₜ ₜₕₑ ₚₑᵣ𝒻ₑ𝒸ₜ ₘᵤₛₑ…
Vincent has always been secluded. He didn't think about having a lover, really only about how he'd keep the family line going when he didn't really think adopting would have that "Musical gene" going.
Meeting you did make him think about finding a lover, though. But not really about keeping the line going.
You were the only person that made him even consider love.
And he liked that.
He liked the flutter he felt in his chest when he spoke with you, when you were just a bit too close, when you took interest in his playing, or asked him to teach you.
He liked it...
too much.
He wanted to stay with you. He wanted you to stay with him. But he knew it wasn't very gentlemanly to be weird about it, so he did his best to tone down his feelings for you, at least until you two got together. That was the plan.
Now, like normal, we'll go two ways with this.
1: He's still in the game.
Him and John are the only two in the group that aren't aware of the game, so this makes finding things out about you a bit harder. He talked to Ashino about you and how he wished you two could be with each other, and Ashino helps him out.
Vincent can finally hear you better, and has done what he can to make you be with him more often by getting Ashino to set up more dates for him!
aka Ashino made more routes, and made more ways for you and Vincy to hang! aw! Thanks, Ash!
Ashino only did this so you wouldn't go on his date and if you did, you would hopefully leave him alone for a second.
2: You're both in the same plane of existence. (doesn't matter how.)
Being secluded, he didn't go out much. But when he did, he often saw you as you were new to Glory and wanted to look around.
He liked seeing you when he went out. You stood out from glory in his eyes, as he knew what it was like to be different since he was quite the sore thumb in town, and everyone was a bit... bright to him.
Seeing you made him go out more often, just seeing you and sometimes speaking with you made him interested. every time he saw and spoke with you, he only wanted to see you more, just to find out more.
After a while, he grew closer with you and started to fall for you.
And he fell HARD.
You were one of the only people that could touch him, or go in his house, and, dare I say, touch and mess with his piano?
The longer you stayed at his home, the better his day was, the better his week was, the better his year was.
He constantly thought about you and maybe having a family with you. He felt he could trust his body with you, and you wouldn't do anything to hurt or disrespect him.
Once you two got together, that's when he started to let you hug and touch him more, even if he was still so flustered by it, but it felt like a good fluster to him. A type of fluster he loved to feel.
He finally made that love song, and it was all about you. It had some vocal parts, yes, but its notes make him think about you so vividly he'd start to play a completely different song... so let's just say, he's made quite a few songs for you.
and he can't help it.
Yₒᵤ'ᵣₑ ⱼᵤₛₜ ₜₕₑ ₚₑᵣ𝒻ₑ𝒸ₜ ₘᵤₛₑ…
YAN!JOHN/MAX X READER
i am NOT doing Max. that's just his name.
ᵗʰᵉʸ ₐ𝒸𝒸ₑₚₜₛ ᵧₒᵤ. ᵇᵘᵗ ᵢ ₙₑₑ𝒹 ᵧₒᵤ.
John knew Mama wanted him to find a mate soon, but he didn't know. He didn't really want to focus on love, and he put it on the back burner for so long, as he found that if he tried, he would most likely be dragged away from the bears he lives with, and if not careful, they could get hurt.
Now, let's go our 2 paths, shall we?
1: He's still part of the game.
He was glad to have some company in the forest! and while he found you a bit strange (And you found him odd as well), he felt a spark!
He loved talking with you and showing you the forest. He just wishes he could spend more time with you and find out more about you so you two could bond more.
Every time he saw you after you got lost, he felt rhythmic, and he liked it. He liked the known flow, but he also felt a sit-down and talk.
Yes, the game did break by him doing this and you not having your script to talk with.
Our man Ashino came up with a quick plan and did what he could patch the game back together with tape so he wouldn't fall through the giant hole in his living room.
Now you can talk with John through free speech!.... how lovely!
even if John made Ino almost piss himself.
2: you're both in the same plane of excistance
This grass eater(/loving) Is.. he doesn't know.
I mean you got lost, he has to help you buttt...
what's stopping him from picking you p?
Holds that urge in while he shows you around and eventually gets you out of the reserve.
He starts to leave the reserve more or tries to spend more time with you when you get lost after your first meeting. He takes a while to bring up the fact that Mama wants him to get a mate, but if you accept he's honestly surprised you just took up that offer so quick. But if not, he will be a bit butt-hurt.
Won't force it on you, but will try to strengthen the bond, and will forever leave you alone about it if you're Asexual or just not interested.
if you're just not interested...
He may leave the reserve to see you more.
If you stop going there altogether, he may get needy.
The next time you go, you're a bit stuck with him for a little bit, as he starts to beg for you to stay. It hurts him to act this way, but if he must, he will.
"Please..."
"ᵗʰᵉʸ ₐ𝒸𝒸ₑₚₜₛ ᵧₒᵤ. ᵇᵘᵗ ᵢ ₙₑₑ𝒹 ᵧₒᵤ.
#headcanon#yandere headcanons#picture perfect boyfriend#yandere x reader#ppb headcanons#ppb x reader#ppb#John ppb#John ppb x reader#Vincent ppb#Vincent ppb x reader#FUCK I TOOK SO LONG TO DO THIS I'M SORRY!!!
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15 questions, 15 mutuals!
got tagged by @squidyyy23, @milkmaidovich, @shinygalaxyperson, @mikhailoisbaby, @creepkinginc, @harrowhark-a-vagrant, @surviving-maybe and @auds-and-evens, holy shit i love all of you thank you so much 🖤
Were you named after anyone? no i was gonna ba named anna, but when i came out "i just looked like a [redacted]" so here i am.
When was the last time you cried? you know what, i am way overdue for a good cry, aka i don't even remember.
Do you have kids? nay.
Do you use sarcasm a lot? nay.
Whats the first thing you notice about people? probably style/vibe.
What’s your eye color? blue.
Scary movies or happy endings? idunno, it depends on the mood i guess. but maybe more happy endings.
Any special talents? uhm... i don't even know. buying shoes i never wear 🤷♀️
Where were you born? sweden 🫡
What are your hobbies? reading, i try to write, i don't really do much.
Have any pets? no, my cat died and i'm talking myself outta getting another one every day.
What sports do you play/have you played? my dude i was a horse girl in my youth, there was no time for anything else. i think we had like 12 at one point between my and my mom. i had to beg for a day off from scooping shit and feedings. 🐎
How tall are you? 160 cm whatever that is in american.
Favorite subject in school? english and social studies.
Dream job? i wanted to be a vet, author, journalist, jockey (hah, horse girl), front and back end coder, all of the things but i'm pretty happy with my blue collar job. it fits me.
i'm late as usual so if you've already been tagged or don't feel like doing it, this is just me saying hi (hi! 🖤): @energievie @mmmichyyy @crossmydna @transmickey @ian-galagher @jademickian @juliakayyy @rereadanon @softmick @swiftfootedachilles @ardent-fox @callivich @jackdanielsxorangejuice @suzy-queued @chicanomick 🖤
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mario movie is quirky and all but it doesn't change the fact that it's just another formulaic 70 tropes in a trenchcoat type movie with a bunch of big names attached (and also a huge franchise!) that can easily generate box office success that's just going to inspire more suits to try and replicate it with other franchises what the hell is a live action minecraft movie 2025?????? sorry mario movie is goofy and good its 48% but its not soulless even if the plot kind of is i swear to god i was counting how many generic ass shots and moments it had it really follows the hero's journey structure to a T it's SO safe and its enormous nostalgia bait it's hard to be mad at it but it just has me concerned over everything being made based on a gimmick these days like the This movie the That novel. Backrooms movie? The whole horror of it was the mystique and ambiguity of just Ohhh you can no clip out of reality into this spooky liminal office and it's utterly incomprehensible and you are just helpless to a reality that you were never meant to experience. There is no mystique if there's gotta be plot and characters about it! why would it be scary any more if its like Ooh government quantum spacetime portal experiment GONE WRONG !!!! it's like how minecraft storymode fucking sucks cus its not meant to have a story and characters and you could not pay me to give a shit because the main character is literally the setting and background itself ! i am sick and tired of stuff being made based on a gimmick it never works out well!!! it's like those tiktok novels that are based on like a fanfic tag It doesnt work without preestablished characters IDGAF !!!!!! tired of going to the cinema only to be sensory overloaded and at the same time consume a nothing burger for 1hr30mins and come out feeling hollow like That's it that was like a bunch of tropes strung together ! sorry i kinda forgot where this was going im just tired of hearing news about how THIS FAMOUS INTERNET THING NOW GETS A MOVIE! and its like did we not learn from the mistakes of our forefathers.... unless you're going in with a super inspired vision and an actual story to tell its not going to end well!!! (and it never does cus its always some bozo trying to cash in on the hype instead of someone who genuinely cares and understands the source material) Idunno it's also kind of like the marvelization of movies too where everything is super Safe and Must Have a bunch of corny jokes that makes it really hard to actually care about the stakes and characters. Marvelization and MCUifcation happening a lot lately actually the damage mcu has done to cinema oh my god. Anyways i forgot where this was going but mario movie is a 4/10 What kind of movie has I'm holding out for a hero, Take on me and Mr Blue Sky all in the same soundtrack????
#siu talks#rambling rambling rambling#in regards to the tropes thing i read like a little bit of red white and royal blue a tthe book store and i just threw up in my mouth#what kind of white girl yaoi is this...?
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Dunno if you have noticed but I'm not only afraid of you but also just have in general a lot of trouble understanding you ? Like at all, simple English words that are even written in text and I have a skill issue when trying understand
And I don't know why I just have problems idunno why ;-;
no worries! if i can do anything to help let md know :D
i am not intimidating i am a wet cat dont worry
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! TW: this post might turn into a slight vent !
im not gonna lie ot pretend to be someone that i am not any longer, i am indeed 'lost' in what i am regarding my non-human identity. i am involuntary primarily non-human but what am i ?, what are my kintypes? have no heccing idea. giving myself space or time off the internet doesnt seem to work and makes it infect even worse as i dont have any mutuals i can talk to about irl. i cant let it go but maybe theres just not a single 'box' i fit into. especially since recently discoverd that i do not experience shifts like most other critters and that it is probably just my imagination at play.....am i non-human?, YES i am i do not identify as human. but i dont know what i am. or could be maybe that is just how it is for me, ' un labeled' non-human. i always feel like a non-human animal 24/7 and this is a consistant feeling even its from a mystical being.
the only labels that ever once felt right are cat, fox & dragon, as that is, infact what my non-human behaviour aligns best with no matter how many times i try to start from a clean slate without labels. thats what always seems to be arisign from it. over and over again, am i looking wrong?, am i perhaps looking at the wrong creatures? idunno. the things i'v questioned over the last 7 years is an ENORMOUS list, name an animal or mythical being and i probably questioned it already. i genuinely dont know anymore. all i know is that im not a human and that i am comfortable wearing ears, tails and masks, to express myself, when i get the chance to. my envoirment isnt so gear friendly. but gear makes me see the non-human parts that are missing from me. thats all i know. not more or less.
and im anxious or scared, despite my feelings and non-human experience i sometimes wonder am i even an otherkin or therian?, because i dont fit under any umbrellas or labels, or box's, i dont know how to express myself. others always seem so stable and confident about their identity. well. i am not. not even close....
i dont know if i'll ever find the right label or explanation for me....idk where i am going...
#otherkin#spiritual otherkin#vent post#nonhuman vent#nonhuman#vent about non-human experience#im a lost non-human pls help.
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Burning Goldilocks: Yang Xiao Long
Weapon: Ember Celica
Race: Human
Nationality: Vale (Patch Isle)
Ethnicity: Mistrali
Gender: Women
Sexuality: Pansexual
Starting Age: 17
Birthday: Summer 58th
Aura Color: Yellow
Handedness: Right
Complexion: Tan brown
Eye Color: Lilac
Semblance: Golden Burn (Every time Yang's Aura takes damage, the lost Aura is fuels a secondary Aura reserve called Temper. When Yang activates her Temper through her rage, her secondary Aura reserve takes the place of her primary one and Yang's physical strength increases based on how much damage her primary Aura took. Yang's Temper reserve drains after activation in the form of smokeless Aura fire.)
Occupation: Beacon student
Previous Occuppation: Counterfit Huntress
Scathing eyes ask that we be symmetrical, one sided and easily processed. Yet every misshappen spark's unseen beauty is greater than its would be judgement.
The revving sound of a motorcycle, the dark of the street lights, Golidlocks has finnaly found the perfect house...
Red like roses fills my head and brings me to the place you rest... E - est. E - est. E - est. E - est.
"Strawberry Sunrise, no ice. Not too hot, or too cold." Golidlocks told the bartender. "Ohh, and don't forget one of those little umbrellas!"
"Aren't you a little young to be at this club, blondie?" The littlest bear said to Goldilocks, stearing down at her all the while. "Aren't you a little old to have the name Junior?" Goldilocks shot back.
"So, you know who I am. Got a name, sweetheart?"
"Yes Junior, I have several. But instead of sweetheart, you could just call me ma'am!" Goldilocks told the little bear before squeezing his hand with all her strength. She didn't even need to use her Aura to hear a bone crack.
"I have blackmail on everyone in this clubhouse, so don't bother calling security." Goldilocks whispered into the bear's ear. "People say you know everything, tell me where I can find her," Goldilocks stated, pulling up a photo of her target, "and I'll let you go!"
"I've never seen her before I swear!"
"That's not good enough!!!"
"I've never seen her before I swear, ma'am!"
Then, all the baby bears came crawling, all eyes on Goldilocks.
"Hmm, looks like we have an audience. This must be kind of embarrassing for you, huh? Awkward!"
"squeel listen blondie, ma'am, if you wanna make it out of this club alive, I suggest you let me go, Now!" The little bear stuttered at Goldilocks. How cute! The girl couldn't help but let him go.
"Uhh, you'll pay for that." The little bear said to Goldilocks.
"Oh, Junior I was just playing with you! Don't be so sensitive!"
"And the blackmail?"
"C'mon, you really thought a girl like me had any blackmail on you? Haha, you fell for it!"
The bear turned to leave in a huff, but suddenly,
"Hey, lets kiss and make up, ok?" Goldilocks offered to the little bear.
"Huh, ok..."
The little bear leaned in for a kiss. But just before their lips made contact...
Punch!!!
The little bear flew into a glass column and crashed onto the floor. Goldilocks thought that should teach him for trying to kiss a little girl.
The men surrounded Goldilocks. The house music started blasting. This next song and dance was something Goldilocks knew by heart...
Black, the beast descends from shadows.
Yellow, beauty burns Gold
Right-hook! Double-knuckle!! Roundhouse-kick!!!
Goldilocks thought this dance was the most fun she had in years! And across the house, she was about to find new dance partners.
"Melanie, who is this girl?" Rose red asked to her sister, Snow white. "Idunno, Miltia. But we should teach her a lesson."
Goldilocks reloaded her weapon. This would be fun.
born with, no life, into subjugation.
treated, like a, worthless animal!
stripped of, all rights, just a lesser being.
crushed by - cruel - worthless human rule!
Goldilocks new dance partners were good...
when it started
all we wanted was a chance to live our lives.
Now in darkness!
we're taking anything we want and we will rise!
we'll rise! We'll rise!!
... but not good enough!
From shadows, we'll descend upon the world
take back what you stole!
SMACK!!!
"You're gonna pay for this!" Little bear screamed from across the club. Just then, the house started playing a new song, the song inside Goldilocks soul.
come at me
and you'll see
I'm more than meets, the eye
you think that
you'll break me
you're going to find, in time
that you're standing to close to a flame thats burning
hotter than the sun in the middle of July
Sendin' out your army
and you still can't win
listen up, silly boy!
Cause I'm gonna tell you whhhhhy
I BURN
can't hold me down
you got nothin' that can stop me! (I BURN)
swing all you want
like a fever I will take you down!
CRASH!!!
Goldilocks and the little bear both flew out the house. Goldilocks thought that should teach him for pulling her hair!
"Yang?" a familiar voice called out. "Is that you???"
"Oh uh, hey sis!"
"What are you doing in the crime district?!"
"sigh, it's a long story... please don't tell dad!"
Raven has a daughter... Cinder, I want you to keep tabs on her, Yang Xiao Long...
#wooooo#yeah baby#this is what ive been waiting for#team rwby is finnaly finished!#now I can put half the amount of effort into the other teams!#rwde#rwby rewrite#rwby redesign#cuz Yang should have the same skintone as Taiyang and the fact she didn't is weird#rwby fix it fic#I made a fic of the Yelliw trailer instead of giving yangs biography#because yangs bio was already in my ruby post#i also put in some small changes to yellow trailer#like yang not sexually assulting someone#or yang using male honorifics to sound intimidating cuz “everyone knows ma'am isnt scary” i guess#also addressing the fact that Yang is a criminal#everyone on team rwby is a criminal excpet weiss now#shes going to commit crimes eventually you just have to be patient
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