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first we got our social studies results - i got 12/15, A1 AND THEN the next period we got our amath results - 8/30, F9 LMFAO imagine how fast my mood pummeled HAHAHAHA
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cofigelly · 7 months
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ೀ SIX EYES
——————————————————————————pairing; college au!gojo satoru x reader
synopsis; you couldn’t help but notice a pair of wandering eyes during your 10am lecture
word count; ~2k words
contents; sfw, f!reader, no curses au, rich college student gojo, cocky/playful gojo, six eye/infinity references
notes; THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A QUICK LIL DRABBLE IDK WHAT HAPPENED? i <3 run ons and sentence fragments apparently
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the first thing you noticed about him were his eyes.
well, technically, his eyes noticed you first.
in the midst of your monday 10am lecture (known for its lengthy, soul-wrenching talks about finance), you felt his sharp gaze pierce straight into your soul. it was a brief, quick glance — but it was an intentional glance, nonetheless.
you simply brushed it off. it must’ve been him zoning out, or maybe your mind was playing tricks on you. that was until you caught him repeating the same habit again. and again. over the course of the next three weeks.
that same, hungry gaze, taking in every intricacy of your features. a look that felt like it set your entire body on fire, despite the icy blue hue his pupils reflected each time you returned a glance. his stare would only last a few seconds at most, but something about it felt so intense, so overbearing— it made hold your breath each time.
in all honesty, you didn't mind the attention. in fact, you kind of reveled in it — a handsome, 6'3 guy always ogling at you every lecture. it even had you thinking that maybe he was into you?
but that was at first. as more weeks passed, the more your ego shrank. 'is there something on my face,' you wondered, patting at your cheeks to search for some sort of makeup residue or food crumb, 'do i look stupid?' the large, echoey lecture hall felt evermore revealing as you struggled to find a way to shrink into your plastic-clad seat. but you couldn't hide, not from a stare like that.
paranoia getting the best of you, you slide your phone out of your pocket as you send a hasty text to your best friend, “bro who is this guy? he keeps staring at me EVERY lecture,” you send a 0.5x photo, clearly taken from afar.
just as quickly, your friend responds, “NO FUCKIN WAY is that gojo???” “who the fuck is gojo?”
you could almost feel her attitude burst through the text bubbles, “bro… GOJO. his family is literally loaded?? did you not see his dad surpass bill gates on the global ranking of billionaires?” that text takes you a little by surprise, alternating your eyes between him and the message upon your screen. “okay maybe it’s starting to sound familiar, but still. what’s he doing cosplaying as a broke college kid in my finance class?” you sigh as you continue to tap on your screen, “idgaf that he’s loaded it’s pissing me off that he’s staring at me like 🧿🫦🧿 every lecture.”
your friend reacts with a quick “haha” to your text before responding, “idk man maybe you just caught the attention of the richest guy on campus ;)”
you decided you’ve had enough after reading that text. you’re not about to feed your delusions this early on a monday morning. you’ll admit, he’s a good —no, stunning— looking guy, but you have no time to babysit a boy who was never taught that staring was rude. not to mention, this boy isn't even in the same tax bracket as you. 
brushing it off yet another time, you let out a deep sigh as you flip the page, copying your professor’s notes on the board.
⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪
a whole month has passed and this gojo guy is growing more and more cocky with his stolen glances. he's not even trying to hide it anymore.
this fateful wednesday, as you walk into class, he immediately locks onto you. his bright blue orbs follow you from the door to your row, not releasing his gaze in the slightest after you settle into your seat. your grit your teeth in annoyance as you flip through your notebook pages. who does this guy think he is? it’s been a month and he hasn’t even procured the balls to say a single word to you. yet, he’s feasting on you like you’re his final meal on death row. 
the second the class is excused, you immediately beeline towards his seat — stopping in front of his leaning frame while he packs his bag. “dude, what the hell is your problem,” scowling at him as you approach, “i’ve seen you stare at me for weeks now and it’s getting straight creepy."
his ears perk at the sound of your voice, haphazardly zipping up the final pocket of his backpack. when he looks up, his eyes glint with a hint of mischief as he scrunches his nose in a grin — a grin that’s somehow even cockier than his stare.
“i’m just taking in the view, princess,” he jeers, delight in his tone. 
you stare at him incredulously as you take his confession in. so he really has been staring at you? “for one, i’m not your princess," you scoff at his clear disregard of your concern, "second, you might want to think again before you decide to stare at me one more damn time.”
he hums amusingly, shaking his foot in a steady rhythm, “you’re right. i might think about it again.” his grin is even wider now, “why, what are you going to do about it?”
“—look, i don’t know what you’re getting at,” your eyebrows furrow deeper, “but if you keep this shit up, this won’t be the last time you hear from me.”
briskly, you swing around, completely ignoring his bickers as you head straight out the hallway door. 
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to gojo, everything you said on wednesday was music to his ears.
he strolled into the next lecture, on monday, with the same shit-eating grin on his face. ‘this wont be the last time he hears from you?' god, he hopes that was true. it made him wonder why he didn’t just stare at you harder in the first place.
everything about you captivated gojo satoru.
from the first day of lecture, he was already mesmerized — by the wafting scent of your cologne as you walked past his row, the way your head cocked to the side whenever you thought through a problem set, the distant clicks as you tapped the end of your pencil against your arm nervously.
he simply couldn’t help but steal that initial glance. he also couldn’t help but steal another one the lecture after.
and another. and another.
he knew he was getting ahead of himself, being so selfish with his dangerous stares, but you just had that effect on him. an effect that he's never experienced with anyone else. he bit back his pride when he couldn’t even approach you first, as he normally did with his prior interests.
there was just something so serene, so heavenly about you. he almost wanted to leave you undisturbed, opting to observe you from afar — not wanting to disrupt his delicate masterpiece from behind the red rope at the museum.
but the day you approached him changed everything. ‘how can someone so innocent have such a mouth on her,’ he chuckles to himself, taking his ipad and apple pencil out of his backpack before laying them flat on the table.
you were completely unlike his initial impression of you, much to his amusement. he prefers it this way —actually— he likes a girl who has a bit of a bite. besides, he finally has an excuse to talk to you and do what he knows best: get under your skin. metaphorically (and literally).
he glances at the door as he hears the familiar clanking of your keychain against your water bottle, more excited for the lecture than he's ever been before.
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there is no fucking way.
gojo satoru is now sitting in the seat directly next to your unassigned assigned seat in this 300-person lecture hall. the entire classroom is almost packed too. how early did he have to be to even get that seat? why is he in that seat? your thoughts are cut off as he waves his hand at you, muttering a short "yoohoo~," ushering you to sit next to him.
hell no. you still have no idea what he's playing at. is he stalking you? does he have some sort of ulterior motive? what if his scary billionaire family kills you, a dirty plebeian, for sitting so close to their perfect, trust fund baby?
you immediately switch gears, practically running away to find a new seat, catching a glimpse of his pout in the corner of your eye. you ignore him and situate yourself in the very front row, directly in front of the professor's podium. you let out a deep exhale as you unpack your notebook when you hear a loud shuffle next to you.
this guy has no shame.
gojo, in all his glory, happily claims the empty seat next to you —unloading the entire apple store (or so it feels like) onto the desk. "good choice, doll. more leg room up here," he stretches his long, lanky legs before crossing them — making sure his knee briefly makes contact with yours.
"are you serious right now— bro your entire apple ecosystem is getting onto my side of the desk," you scowl at him once again as you shove his macbook closer to him. "serious about what?" he mocks, that signature smile gleaming down on you.
"whatever this is? are you obsessed with me or something," you mutter the last part under your breath, but he takes note of you rolling your eyes at him. "hmmm," he taps his chin all philosophically, "if anything you're the one obsessed with me."
wow, this guy really is insane. you felt your eyebrow twitch in anger as you jerked your head up, "me obsessed with you? how does that even make any sense—" "you said you noticed me staring for weeks," he muses, still looking straight at you, "but you don't think i noticed you staring back?"
you scoff, "i was simply just returning your gaze; not everything is about you!” “untrue.”
after refusing to make eye contact, you finally meet his eyes. "i'm not gonna play this damn game with you, look—"
you've never seen him this close before. you've never seen anyone this close before, really. in this cramped lecture hall, with its seats compressed like sardines, it felt like he was only mere millimeters away from you. your breath hitched as the air seemed palpable, heavy. he was so close, but it felt like he was untouchable — almost as if an infinite void was cast between you two.
for the first time, he dropped that condescending smirk. he dropped the facade altogether. beyond the icy blue hues, his eyes glistened a shade that he only shows to you, a shade you've never noticed in all those times you two locked eyes. they were powdery blue — the same softness as the edges of the clouds in the sky or the frothy, tidal waves lightly crashing against the beach sand.
it made you wonder if it was physically possible for one person to hold so much power in just their eyes. a power that felt like three whole people, six eyes-worth, were constantly peering into every fiber of your being. except this time, it was intense in a whole different way, completely unlike before. the closest feeling you could think of was a warm oven, fresh after a batch of cookies — an inexplicable warmth in contrast to his icy appearance.
lost in each others' eyes, he parts his lips as if to finally say something—
"i would really appreciate if you two kept your eyes on the board instead of on each other," a voice boomed from the podium in front of you.
you both tense up, quickly spinning your bodies around to face the front as the snickers began to fill the classroom. you completely forgot about how close you were sitting to the professor.
you felt a tinge of heat start on your cheeks, creeping its way up onto the cartilage of your ears. the embarrassment was more than enough to shut you both up for the rest of the period, but you knew.
you knew you wanted to feel this way again.
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final notes; i wrote this in my actual lecture hall instead of taking notes guys😎😎 (i am severely ill)
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gender-euphowrya · 2 years
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apparently my liver is super fucking fat ugh
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angelicdanvers · 5 months
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BREATHE DEEPER | four.
a charlie bushnell x fem!reader social media fic.
y/n
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liked by iamcharliebushnell, levizmiller, dior.n.goodjohn, and others
y/n — australia’s my new fav country
tagged | levizmiller
levizmiller i’m challenging you to another round of pool tonight ↳ y/n bet
iamcharliebushnell when’d you go to australia? 😭 ↳ y/n when u didn’t show up for acai bowls >:( ↳ iamcharliebushnell im sowwy ↳ y/n DONT YOU DARE ↳ iamcharliebushnell okok sorry but thought you'd be in london ↳ y/n soon, yeah :')
levizmiller y/n im gonna poke you ↳ y/n okayy hi ↳ levizmiller let’s get boba ↳ y/n YES
dior.n.goodjohn I MISS U COME BACK TO ME ↳ y/n once my australian chronicles are over i promise i will <3 ↳ dior.n.goodjohn WOOOO
walker.scobell youre pretty! ↳ y/n thanks lil dude!
i.am.andrewalvarez AUSSIEEE ↳ y/n THE SWEET ESCAPE FR
aryansimhadri DID YOU SEE KANGAROOS ↳ y/n NO NOT YET THOUGH I HOPE I DO
dailymail Y/n and Levi? ;)
user omg bf reveal happening??
user2 ive never held my breath this much
“GALILEO’S GALS” — 5 notifications!
chanel’s enemy Y/N
lee lee Y/N
dr dre why am i in this gc
chanel’s enemy because u are
lee lee we’re getting off topic Y/NNN CMERE
↳ hiiiii?
chanel’s enemy HIIII HRU ILY
↳ ILY TOO BAE IM GOOD WBU
chanel’s enemy WE GOOD WE HAVE SOME ?’s THO
↳ oh?
lee lee ARE YOU AND LEVI DATING
dr dre OHH THIS MAKES SENSE YEAH ARE YOU??
↳ nooooo
chanel’s enemy that’s a very interesting no
↳ we’re not but idk
chanel’s enemy what
lee lee girl wdym
↳ we’re not dating but i think he likes me? idk
dr dre do you like him back though???
↳ eh he’s very sweet but i’ve always seen him as a best friend, i don’t think we could be more
lee lee do you want to be more??
↳ i mean, i’d give him a chance if he asked? but it’s not anything i’m particularly into or wanting
chanel’s enemy okay that helps
↳ uhhh why
dr dre well if my sleepy ass remembers correctly, everyone and their mother are wondering if you’re dating
↳ nah that aint possible
lee lee it is, stupid dailymail picked up on it first 💀
↳ my manager’s asleep, no wonder she hasn’t updated me lol oh well idgaf they can think what they want
chanel’s enemy but even walker and charlie are 😭
↳ they’re gonna forget it in t-minus four secs it’s fine
dr dre whatever you say, ma’am but are you sure that ‘cryptic’ caption won’t cause any issues??
↳ uhh andrew you’re scaring me
dr dre what if someone likes you? like like-likes you and knows you and gets hella jealous or doubtful? and not saying charlie does but he was raving about how he might finally get to hang out with you, ONE ON ONE. what if he thinks he can't because he thinks you two are dating?
↳ bro first off ik you don’t like me, neither does aryan and i know its DEFINITELY not walker
lee lee girl he had a celeb crush on you a few years ago dont tell him i told u that
chanel’s enemy LMFAOOOO but no andrew has a point how come you didn’t mention charlie? 🤨
dr dre yeah i was just aboutta say 🤨 especially after my little analysis?
↳ SECONDLY, guys, charlie doesn’t. not one bit and that’s obvious, like he isn’t even in considerations. i understand what he may feel but he has nothing to worry about. he knows i won't ditch him or anything lol (right?) but if anything the only person that’d be a little confused or whatnot is william
chanel’s enemy WHAT?? AS IN WILLIAM FRANKLYN MILLER??
lee lee huh 😃
↳ we dated for a month back when we were 15 or so and realized we were way better off as friends
lee lee why ?
↳ idk i think i was just jealous of lily 😭 but anyways we’ve been just friends since and i’m completely happy with that. i don't see him romantically anymore, yeah he’s hot but like nah. but yeah if he was confused, it's probably because i was best friends with levi when we dated too and might question if he was the cause of our split?? AGAIN THATS IF HE OVERTHINKS IT
dr dre i feel like i’m reading an autobiographical analysis you definitely are fond towards “millers”
↳ ur welcome <333 and NO i am not
chanel’s enemy okok so we got several people who’d be jealous
↳ WHAT WDYM SEVERAL I ONLY LISTED ONE
lee lee ain’t no way you’re ignoring charlie
↳ DUDES I REALLY DONT THINK HE LIKES ME
dr dre but there could be a possibility? just don’t rule him out
↳ bro he doesn't like me 😭 but yeah trust me everything’s gonna be okay again i dont like anyone and no one likes me, and we'll make sure it's obvious i'm single in case anyone does though that may take a while... ANYWAYS
lee lee suuuuure you should hang out with charlie btw
↳ idk why but im scared to 😭
lee lee but you need to he misses you a lot yk
↳ doesn’t change the fact that im SCARED
lee lee WHY WOULD YOU BE SCARED ITS JUST CHARLIE
↳ IDK I JUST DONT WANNA SEEM STUPID OR UNATTRACTIVE AND SHIT
lee lee HE FLIRTS WITH YOU ALL THE TIME AND MESSES UP JUST AS MUCH, YOURE NOT THE EMBARRASSING ONE HERE
↳ DUDE I KNOW I CAN BE AND I DONT WANNA DRIVE HIM AWAY
dr dre sure you and levi hang out and are sweet and shit but BRO the teeth rotting sugar is you and charlie in your damn COMMENTS
↳ ITS NOT THAT BAD, IS IT?? 😭 GOD I HOPE CHARLIE DOESNT THINK OF ME ANY DIFFERENTLY
chanel’s enemy i think u like charlie, miss girl
↳ NO
dr dre nah, they’d be cute together, even charlie said so himself
chanel’s enemy you dumbass
dr dre uhhh ANYWAYS said too much im gonna sleep again love youse
lee lee BRO yeah night babes <3
chanel’s enemy LOVE U BAE GN
↳ what the duck STUPID AUTOCORRECT WHAT THE FUCK AINT NO WAY YALL JUST DIPPED fine ily guys too </3 BUT DONT THINK IM LETTING THAT GO EASILY ugh what do you guys mean 😭 aint no way thats true OKOK YK WHAT BYE!! FOR REAL THIS TIME
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pinkandpurple360 · 4 months
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[leaked storyboard spoilers from last year]
bro i havent seen any leaks other than the ghostf*ckers millie and the sinsmas octavia tantrum one. iirc nothing has been leaked for blitzfizz although fizz and robo fizz are both confirmed to return for season three. we know alex brightman recording at least twice for season 3 (one of them being a session with james iglehart so we’re prob getting more fizzarozzie) and the only audio released was in his solo session using his fizz voice to loud yell “fuck.”
honestly based on the way brandon and viv talk it sounds like the remainder of fizz’s story (at least in helluva) is going to be him and ozzie facing the aftermath of mammon (but it’s unclear what that entails), and something involving the robo fizzes that may or may not be tied into that (evil robo fizzes fnaf style? or some clone wars individuality arc?). there hasnt been anything said on how/if blitz fits into this, but my guess is he’d be less directly interacting with fizz and more watching him (the problem that comes with blitz being the stephen universe protag who needs to be the main in every episode even if he dors nothing for its plot)
this sounds bleak but considering how brandon said blitz is done reconciling with fizz and they’re amicably parting ways while still supporting each other, i honestly dont think there’s much left for blitzfizz. other than those eps where fizz is a guest star i think the remainder of helluva will be the Stolas Show with fizz being segregated to the Fozzie show.
Are you sure Octavias sing isn’t mastermind? That’s make more sense. And anon it’s hardly a tantrum but a mental breakdown….
That is all really sad and tragic news. I’ll never recover. Lol. Honestly…ships aside, I haven’t seen anything that’s making me want to keep watching. IMP aren’t a thing anymore. My favourite characters get hurt (Via, Blitz, Millie) over and over for angst bait, there’s zero over arching plot left. Any development is just angst and very bad depictions of mental health. Or some amatonormative nonsense…IMP has abandoned their premise for good. Honestly? If something isn’t changing soon.
Shows dead.
Is that what Brandon said? Because that doesn’t seem to be the case with all the plot setup in Oops. Who separated them, was Fizz setup to be with Mammon and even Ozzie? Does fizz have parents? They haven’t unpacked really…anything? And fizz doesn’t forgive him, yet, he just said he’ll tolerate him. Blitz played an important part to the continuity of the episode but he wasn’t allowed to do anything but parrot Asmodeus, and I feel like Oz was just kindve shoved in at the end as a romantic saviour.
Viv threw away such a great character, with so much in depth story, who could have connections and dynamics with pretty much all the main cast…just for stolas to cry some more. And we all know he’ll get what he wants. At the cost of the premise, and a good story.
I don’t know how blitz and fizz could possibly be finished. It seems cruel to pull him away from Fizz and force him with stolas instead because of someone else’s machinations. Idk where Barbie is. I’m almost more interested in Barb talking to Fizz than I am Blitz. I also have no idea what’s left for the stolas show, his contributions are mute, and his dynamics with the characters are mute.
Fizz just angrily screams a curse word. ok.
What do we think the robot fizz is about?
Also anon I disagree really hard, about the Steven thing. With Steven, he hogged screen time away from stories about Pearl garnet, amethyst etc, and they are also main character. Sad as it feels to admit, and all of his potential to the themes of helluva boss. Fizz isn’t a main character, without Blitz or at least one of the main characters there, Fizz has absolutely nothing to do with the main story. At all. His ship even less so.
Idgaf about fizzozzie (in canon) anymore either they’re just… so emptily written. The only interesting thing left is a breakup. Not a wedding. It feels like Fizz ditched imps to upgrade himself to royals and hellborn and now he’s a “royal imp” implicitly treated as superior to other imps, because of talent. They don’t have enough going on for a separate show, Fizz is fine where he is. When he’s away from Asmodeus he shines as a character. With him…he’s just empty.
I cant keep lying to myself. Within this overarching story—They bore me, they add nothing to it, unless the worst thing possible is true and they’re just stolitz fuel…which makes no sense…the two relationships have zero in opposite nor the same.
I think that’s why people preferred Oops to Mammons special…the latter is filler and nothing more. The protagonist wasn’t in it enough, and in Oops they introduced a brand new and interesting relationship, and potential to start a love triangle plot, hell even a love square or polyamory, but….it just doesn’t. They stick to the status quo. Very disappointing.
Lastly no offence but I hope the speculations don’t turn out to be true….I hate them ^^;
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That seojoon voice thing has got me thinking that the others aren't as oblivious to tkk as they try to show. They try and pretend that they don't see anything but they just remain in denial when they can't prove that what tkkrs are claiming can be true. I've seen the radio silence from everyone when tae spilled that jk sings "to find you" for him. They were so quick to brush it under the rug as if singing love songs to your bro is just a bro thing. This live was all the proof anyone would need to know that they are definitely not "bros". If I miss my friend, I am not going to sulk and listen to sad songs, that's something that I'd do for my partner. No matter how close you are with your friends, you don't go straight to them after a long ass work trip.
They didn't hear anyone before but then they were celebrating coz it was seojoon? This feels so weird to me coz it's not just jikkrs but ot7s and esp kths. Why are they so desperate to prove that tkk can't be together? Why deny it and call us names when even they heard it? Yesterday I saw a post with that tkk pic from jk's listening party and the amount of "loving brothers" comments under it could have given bh editors a run for their money. They call us delulu but aren't they blatantly ignoring their bond (even if just friends) and being delulus? When jk liked that tkk tiktok, there were many ot7s who were getting worked up coz they didn't want tkkrs to see it. But ever since the ms announcement jikkrs have been having a field day with the most disrespectful and gross military jokes about jikk but not one person except for tkkrs and jjks are calling them out on it. That tiktok is also a sort of a big deal, atleast to me it is coz there's very obvious tkk flirting going on in it. There's no way jk hasn't come across such tiktoks before. There are so many jikk tiktoks as well but he chose to like this one knowing fully well that every like of his is noticed by everyone.
Idk what'll happen in the next 18 months but I am sure of one thing, tkk are and will forever remain brothers. We are gross fetishizers coz we see them as more than friends. Well they are welcome to call us what they want coz IDGAF anymore 😑
Hi anon!
Ah, Taekook is a touchy topic always. In fairness, there’s some pretty wild Tkkrs out there who take things a bit too far. Combine that with some people actually thinking Tkkrs ruined Tae and Jk’s friendship back then and you’ve got a whole mess on its own.
But, I think it’s not for nothing that Tkk is still the biggest ship. There is a connection between Tae and Jk that just shines through.
The weirdest thing straw-wise for me was when after Tae’s missing-jk-lives it was silence from Jkkrs for days (maybe a week even) from Jkkrs. And that’s really something because normally they don’t even need an excuse to come to me in my asks. Like actually nothing for days!! And it cannot be that they missed it, or found it insignificant or too delusional to comment… because normally I just have to say one small thing and they come flying in. I don’t know what their mindset was around then, but they were a bit stunned perhaps 😂
Them being called bro’s/palls/friends isn’t bad. It’s safe. I know we Tkkrs take some hits because of that, but in the end I’d rather be called an idiot a hundred times if that keeps them safe.
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I'll say this publicly cuz idgaf anymore LMAOOOO but with the whole Amanda thing bro I wanted to correct her so bad but I just complimented her cuz I didnt know how anyone would take it. But then like 2 or 3 people corrected her and I was like OK PHEW THANK GOD SOMEONE ELSE SAID IT but like.... she never fixed it????? She just said something bout sorry I dont draw black hair or something I forgot /gen. But then I think a day later she drew a poc oc (I think it was Ferns idk) and she said "guys I can draw black hair" or something (again not entirely sure) but tbh it didnt really look like black hair???? Like ok good on you for trying but ngl she needs to draw things other than her ocs cuz thats kinda sad that you dont have diversity in your art style. Even if it isnt perfect youre at least trying you know? (sorry for the ramble ily)
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what is this even supposed to be girl that is a black girl not ur white anime twink oc.
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my shitty treatise on "ants from up there" and gale dekarios
this is the gale album of all time. and i WILL elaborate. (also warning im only posting this because i have been obsessed with this fucking album and gale for a WEEK and need it out of my brain. im probably not going to explain too many lyrics and i get nervous expressing my ideas because tbf to me it seems quite obvious but ofc i can explain, assuming anybody reads this post)
"Concorde" immediately stood out to me like oh this is so gale. i dont even think i need to explain how gale this is. the rest of the song is super gale too, i just don't want to include screenshots of the entire song
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"Bread Song" has a LOT of worship imagery and also below alluding to appearing fine but rlly inside he is not well <3
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oh my god. "Good Will Hunting". the mentorship but also wanting her to depend on him a little but it's unfeasible, weaving a whole life in his head that can never be because mystra will never see him as an equal... also the pre-chorus 👍 i am so well
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"Haldern"... i literally dont know how to explain my feelings about this song in relation to gale pls someone tell me u see the vision
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"The Place Where He Inserted the Blade" is more headcanon/my interpretation but im just gonna focus on the parts that i think everyone can agree on. first 2 lines arent super applicable to mystra but ig i can rationalize it as her being detached from the world/not rlly participating (i.e. why didnt mystra just stop the absolute herself (im aware its because ao doesn't like it when they meddle, im smoking that true forgotten realms pack trust me)). but the MAIN part of this song that is so gale to me is the vines breaking bones, bones heal, our school friends sign our cast on the playground, my body is yours. like holy shit being a chosen of mystra is a huge fucking deal and despite the pain it can cause (that he doesnt even notice because "tied me up slow with your vine stuff / it takes a few years") but it's definitely encouraged among wizards/mages in any circles he was in and by elminster ("we tell all our school friends / and they sign our cast in the playground"), then of course the last line breaks my heart. rest of the song is also rlly fucking good please listen to this album.
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"Snow Globes" has more religious imagery but tbh i dont know precisely how i feel about it in relation to gale so im just gonna skip it
"Basketball Shoes" shows a more hopeful future but still #suffering because thats just how it is. concorde being mystra/his relationship to her tears his life to shreds, defines his life, leaving him with nothing. keeps seeing her everywhere (wizard stuff, his damn earring, he's always saying "by mystra" like bro you're intersecting at the market town on purpose atp (i get it)). i interpret the part after that line break (idk why genius doesnt just say its a different verse, don't quote me on this idk anything about music theory) as post-game where he's still Not Great but it's better and moving on, there is a future. doesn't look to mystra anymore (throughout album especially in good will hunting and bread song the s/o is mentioned through headphones, wifi passwords, phone calls, so "never look at our phones anymore" means he isn't thinking of her anymore or trying to curry her favor).
alsoooo should mention that i didn't include the part of "The Place Where He Inserted the Blade" that mentions a lunch metaphor in relation to panic attacks and possible cheating so the "feelin kinda normal with a packed lunch" is doubly meaningful, he isn't freaking out while making lunch anymore
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this verse is tav (or whoever u romance as gale origin idgaf)/gale as he is trying to find a new object of devotion in his romance. "the clamp" could be many things, from reminders of mystra to all his perceived inadequacies to lost opportunity to become a god w/ the crown of karsus.
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third section of the song im kind of undecided on w/ gale like we got the religious imagery again, could interpret "generous loan/crippling interest" as mystra's deal for him to return the crown of karsus in exchange for no orb. but yea idk yet
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and that is the entire album (- chaos space marine, i didn't really think of anything related to gale when listening to it but it's still a great song, PLEASE listen to this album). so yeah if im horribly wrong on any of my takes be sure to send me hatemail k thanks bye
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brine-in-my-eyes · 4 months
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it is so fucking hard to have ocs that are meant to be tough IDGAF exterior but with really fucked up backstories becuz bro i need this guy crying and sobbing and on her knees with just so much weight pouring out infront of the only person who's ever shown them kindness and uhmm idk what im talking abt anymore cuz i blacked out near the end
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ykno what. i rlly wanna answer these but i dont really have many ppl who are actively following me. so i will just answer all 100 homestuck questions
When did you first get into Homestuck? in grade 7. i was about 13.
How quickly did you finish reading the comic? a few months maybe!
How many times have you read HS? ive read HS proper twice, and the epilogues too many to count.
Ever made your own chumhandle? many times... i think my first one was gentlemanlyTerror. my one now would probably be hazardouslyToony or something
Ever made a trollsona? dozens!!
Ever made a kidsona? yeah a couple
Ever cosplayed a HS character? yes!!! my first one was terezi (it was SOOO bad. i literally mixed white face paint with eyeshadow, taped red see-though paper onto my old glasses, and made horns out of paper), then my second one was horuss, that i spent a lot of effort on, and then last year i went to a con as jake :3
Ever bought HS merch? yeah i have lots!! i have a lot of merch you cant get anymore. posters and stuff. i also have the jake shirt and the vodka mutuni plush. and i also have charms.
Ever made an MSPFA? i attempted to. only got a few pages in though...
Ever drank Faygo? they dont sell it in my country
Favorite Alpha kid? jane, surprisingly. jake is just the character who is Me.
Favorite Alpha troll? aranea by fucking far.
Favorite Alpha character overall? calliope!!!!!!!! CALLIOPEEE!!!!
Least favorite Alpha kid? dick rider
Least favorite Alpha troll? i hate most of them but the racial stereotype ones i guess would be the worst
Least favorite Alpha character overall? i honestly dont even know
Favorite Beta kid? ROSEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Favorite Beta troll? terezi and vriska!!
Favorite Beta character overall? ummm allof the ones i just mentioned
Least favorite Beta kid? i like all of them. but i guess i spend the least amount of time thinking about dave so him
Least favorite Beta troll? GAMZEE. GAMZEE.
Least favorite Beta character overall? gamzee.
Favorite guardian? ..................bro strider
Least favorite guardian? um? alpha john i guess idk
Favorite Alternian ancestor? mindfang MIND. FANG. !!! theres something so wrong with her <3
Least favorite Alternian ancestor? whatever the fuck the sollux one is idgaf about him
Favorite carapacian? aimless renegade he holds suuuch a special place in my heart
Least favorite carapacian? Ms. Paint
Favorite Friendsim character? tyzias <3 <3 She is sooo . so hot. so arelynera and elwurd. also dammek! i love dammek
Least favorite Friendsim character? tirona i want her dead
Favorite sprite? gcattavrossprite and jasprosesprite
Least favorite sprite? umm the aradia frog one
Favorite pale ship? i like pale davekat. okay? i get it. i know. stfu
Favorite pitch ship? janerezi LMAO
Favorite flushed ship? JUNEREZI!!! JUNEREZZIIIIIIII!!!!! also callijane or calliroxy. i dont really like cotton candy im sory. i also like rosemary a lot
Favorite ashen ship? karkat c3< vriska and kanaya but in a really fucked up way
Favorite vacillating ship? .vriskan
OTP? junerezi :3
NOTP? absolutely dirkjake i hate dirkjake
BROTP? tavros and jake!!
Character you’d choose to be your moirail? if im allowed to choose hiveswap characters, bronya. if not, porrim.
Character you’d choose to be your kismesis? aranea ooough...
Character you’d choose to be your matesprit? i dont want to date ANY OF(tyzias.)
Character you’d choose to be your auspistice? ALL OF THEM ARE TERRIBLE AT IT
Character you’d vacillate quadrants with? jane crocker. get over here kiss me on my mouth
Character you’d be best friends with? jade.pls :3
Patron troll? Are you happy with them? tavros 😭also YES I AM! hed be annoying as heck though.
Zodiac troll? Are you happy with them? karkat.NOT HAPPY.. though i like to pretend im a libra so terezi.
One character you didn’t like at first, but like now? i didnt really like rose i thought she was boring but now shes like my fav ever
One character you liked at first, but don’t like now? dirk......... i used to jokingly hate him but now i seriously dont like him!!!!!
One ship you didn’t like at first, but like now? i used to be Meh on vriskan. i like it a lot now (in a studying u under a microscope not an i think its healthy way)
One ship you liked at first, but don’t like now? confession guys i used to be a dirkjaker
Alpha kids or Beta kids? i have to pick alpha kids since i think about them constantly but i like the beta kids more universally.
Alpha trolls or Beta trolls? BETA who tf chooses ALPHA trolls
Beforus or Alternia? alternia? we barely even see beforus
Derse or Prospit? #pissmoongang
The Felt or The Midnight Crew? the midnight crew absolutely
Grimdark or Crocker Tier? crocker tier i love the concept of it
Red team or blue team? red team i barely care ab anyone on blue (apart from neppers)
Meat or candy? i love both!!! meat and candy epilogues are both good in their own ways.
Trolls, humans, carapaces, or cherubs? cherubs
Have you played Hiveswap? Do you like it? I LOVE HIVESWAP!!!! its so fun!!!
Have you played Friendsim? Do you like it? i played a few of the routes. its alright
Have you played Pesterquest? Do you like it? i played it as it was coming out. its on my steam! i hate it.
Have you read the Epilogues? Do you like them? 😁😁😁you must be new here (I LOVE THEM i have a physical copy)
Have you read HS2? Do you like it? i hated it
Have you read SBAHJ? Do you like it? i have read every single one.its okay!
Classpect you identify with currently? page of hope :p
Classpects you’ve identified with before? - seer of light - seer of hope
Do you like your God Tier outfit? HELP MEEEE yeah its. it sure is an outfit
Do you like bloodswaps? Do you have a favorite? its whatever
Do you like kidswaps? Do you have a favorite? as someone who likes underswap, its odd to me how much i hate kidswaps? like its a huge pet peeve of mine in hs fandom
Do you like speciesswaps? Do you have a favorite? Mehh.
Do you use quadrants IRL? i used to! i dont anymore lol
Do you like celebrating 4/13? yeah!!! definitely
Do you use Pesterchum, MxRP, CheRP, or other HSRP platforms i DO have pesterchum yeah
Favorite Homestuck act? act6
Favorite Homestuck moment? tricky one but one has to be the johnrezi scene in the meat epilogues where (SPOILERS) john dies Favorite Homestuck panel? this one is pretty great
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Favorite Homestuck flash? iiiim a member of the mid nigh t creww
Favorite Homestuck soundtrack? beyond canon. its fucking beautiful
Favorite Broadway Homestuck song? fucking. um. look its karkalicious okay what more could you want. i picked the obvious one etc etc
Favorite Homestuck fansong? okay this isnt really a fansong but everyone please listen to The Leaving from beyond canon its beautiful
Favorite Homestuck fics? house of dirk hands down!!!! its so funny and awesome i want it to update so bad. apart from that, godfeels.
Favorite Homestuck fanartists? meeee:3/j . no jk my fav artist who does hs fanart is @hal9000fanboy . i also LOVE @deathbycatgirl 's homestuck art, its all so unique and the characters are drawn in such a cool scrungey way im wrapping them into a ball
Favorite Homestuck AU? Demonstuck, Kingdomstuck, etc.? i havent heard those names in so long hearing "kingdomstuck" was like a shot to the heart. amino group chats
Favorite hemocaste? teal! and indigo and jade
Favorite typing quirk? i love kuprams from hiveswaps bc its 4chan greentyping
Favorite MSPFA? deadbert bc my friend made it idfk
What would your strife specibus be? scarfkind mb
What would your lusus be? sparkledog
What caste do you feel you’d belong to, regardless of your zodiac? teal
What characters do you relate most to? JAKE ENGLISH~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
One unpopular HS opinion you have? dirkjake is abusive and dirk is a bad person and also cis. and gamzee isnt redeemable
One popular HS opinion you agree with? jane is Fucking gay!
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haiihellooo · 4 months
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I know I talk too much, but I had to get this out, because, like I said, I have nothing better to do. Okay, so, first of all I CAN'T TAKE THIS SHIT ANYMORE!! I don't know why so many things piss me off, like, to the point where I'll be like "I won't think about this tonight" and it keeps me up all night. Idk if this is some childish shit or I'm genuinely gonna burst a blood vessel. Some stupid fucker says something online and I HAVE to respond. Misunderstandings piss me off so much, and with that, I will name shit that's been pissing me off lately. 1. The comic Lydia situation- I LOVE comic Lydia to death, and I'm sure the two people who, yearly, accidentally click on my posts know that too, but these DUMBASS bitches don't know that. Every FUCKING time I see a post about comic Lydia, it's some braindead idiot saying the same thing we've seen a million times. YES, SHE LICKED CARL'S EYE! WE FUCKING GET IT! "I can't believe Lydia would do that 🥺" If it's so traumatizing, DON'T.READ.THE.COMICS! Another thing is how Lydia was 16 and Carl was 13. I've already established that I ONLY ship TV!Carl X Comic!Lydia/TV!+Comic!Carl (whatever fucking fusion I created) X Comic!Lydia, but people be saying shit like "OMG, LYDIA'S SUCH A CREEPY CREEPER FOR THAT 😭😭!" Bffr, bitch, this girl has been to hell and back, AND was taught so much bullshit. 1. That childhood didn't exist, 2. That people could do WHATEVER the hell they want to her, and 3. That she was an animal. What the fuck do you expect? Lollipops and daisies? Open your eyes, brotha. For some reason, people are saying that Lydia SA'd Carl and trauma dumped on him about her situation at camp. Really? That's what we're going with? Dude, she was TAUGHT to DO these THINGS! Holy CRAPPPPAPAPAP!! 2. The SHOW Lydia situation- This girl makes me want to peel the skin off of my nonexistent balls. People will sympathize for TV Lydia SO much! "She didn't deserve what she went through!!" Be so fr. TV Lydia didn't even scratch the surface of what comic Lydia went through. Sure, she was in a shitty situation too, but girl got TWO boyfriends AND two father figures. Comic Lydia got slapped in the fucking face by her mom, and, in the end, didn't even get to be with Carl. Wtf is this? And people say: "Well, she got bullied." I'm not sure being bullied is worse than being r-worded and nearly killed to spite your mother. I see all these FUCKING "TV Lydia >>> Comic Lydia" shit. What did this girl do? They make her seem like a monster for doing WHAT SHE WAS TAUGHT! If someone tells you "Hey, y'know red means go and green means stop" from the time you're 10, I bet you'd get hit by a fucking 18 wheeler. Another thing, that bitch was ANNOYING! Jesus Christ, I don't wanna sound one-sided but HOLY CRAP! Nothing against Cassady, but "WAAA, MY MAMA HATES ME!" Girl, stop. The Chandler Riggs situation- Stfu about this horse shit. It never happened. Kys. Free my man Chandler 💪 Empty fanbase- I can't do it. I can't fucking do it. I have to keep recycling the same comic Lydia images over and over and OVER AGAIN! There's hardly ANY fanart of her, hardly ANY edits, and the ONLY time I see anything with her "Me reacting to Lydia licking Carl's eye 🤓" These pussy baby bitches, bro. I'm literally alone here. Whenever I try to defend my point online, some overweight person behind a computer SHITS on my FUCKING point, leaving me looking like a damn idiot. All because I'm saying you shouldn't label a kid as a creep because she's scared. But NOOOOOOOOOO, one person says something and the fucking hivemind begins. I'm here with my SCRAPS of comic Lydia content. My SHITASS DRAWINGS, all because people, for some reason, want this girl dead. And with that, I will stfu. Idgaf. Suck my ass. Show Lydia sucks ass, (not) respectfully. I will defend comic Lydia 'til this earth blows. My girl deserves better. If comic Lydia has one fan, it's me. If she has zero fans, I'm dead. And, yes, I will keep being dramatic and rant about dumb shit I read online.
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NO BC I ALSO SAW SOMEONE MAKE THE TRIAGE JOURNAL PAGE SPREAD???? AND U PUTTING IT AS YOUR HEADER, THAT WAS SO SWEET OF THEM
AND APPARENTLY IT WAS BITE ME'S LAST PERFOMANCE :(( I DONT WANT THIS ERA TO END BRO , WHATS YOUR FAV BSIDE ???
SCHOOL STARTS AGAIN TOMMOROW KMS , AND IM SO UNPREPARED. LIKE 7 HOURS FOR WHAT ??? LEARNING ABOUT A CHICKENS BUM ??? HOWS UNI THO ?????
AND IM BEYOND EXCITED FOR BITE BY BITE !!!
YESSSSS THEY DID 😭😭😭😭
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ITS SO CUTE RIGHT??? 😭😭😭 sobbing @.hee-in (ecil) was the one who made it!!! 🥹🥹💝💞💘 THE LITTLE TEXT BUBBLES N SHIT LIKE STOPP
and omg i realise that too 😭😭😭 SOBSS IM GNA MISS THIS CB SM 😭😭 worth the 10 month wait and a part of me will probably die while waiting for the next one but that’s okay :’)) ASLO MY FAVE BSIDE FROM THE ALBUM IS CHACONNE !!!!! WBU HEHEHE
OMG SCHOOL TMR 🤢 U SHOULD SLEEP EARLY AAAAA i hope it doesn’t start. too early for u 😭 and omg actually i just submitted my last assignment but it went so so so shit so i’m like panicking 😍 but it’s okay bc idk if idgaf anymore 😭
AND AAA THANK U SM IM SUPER EXCITED FOR UR FICS TOO!!! what are u working on these days hehe
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History 3: Make Our Days Count
I don’t actually know much about what this is about except the ending (I’m gonna watch till ep 9 I think) and I think this is high school + one of the mains is some kind of delinquent? 
Ep 1 (Nov 13) 
Haoting the class hero in rebelliousness 
Haoting’s girlfriend so pretty. i haven’t heard of a cheating plot, so I assume they break up?
wait are they getting frisky in the nurse’s office lol 
dang they really went for it
lol I like that we get to see Haoting’s dynamic with his family
are this gym people a second couple? I forget those exist sometimes
Sometimes the subs are missing for a sentence or two and it greatly annoys me, should I try to see if the Viki version is free with VPN. aghhh Switzerland does have free MODC but it’s like no you’re using VPN, so you can’t watch
Ep 2 (Nov 13)
The drama with the girl is kinda interesting like she’s Haoting’s gf, Haoting’s ambivalent towards her so she starts liking Shi-gu
second couple older guy being like “he’s at the age to like something quickly and move on quickly” about his younger love interest, okay, i like that
lmfaoo not the 2nd couple younger guy (i keep forgetting his name rip) going to surprise his crush but seeing him with Shi-gu and being upset
Ep 3 (Nov 13)
lmfao Shigu so funny, he got harassed by two guys in the same friend group for trying to 1) steal his older male crush and 2) steal his current girlfriend. whole time Shigu doesn’t like either lmfao
huh [BoXiang?] just kissed Chigang randomly like that? agh
What did Hiaoting write on Shigu’s desk
loll now that Shigu told her he doesn’t like her, the gf went back to Haoting 
lmfaooo Boxiang tryna get Haoting to apologize to Chigang on his behalf but Haoting’s first like loll wait you fr like a guy? and then after pointed out who it is, he’s like wait he’s kinda old? 
wait Boxiang has a little mushroom that gives him luck/strength/smth? 
bro Boxiang’s giving me such a headache, do I skip their storyline...
also I think Boxiang’s name means Sun or smth, the subs refer to him as such
Ep 4 (Nov 14)
Haoting preventing Shigu from taking an exam... death
y’know when Shigu was running to school I was like wow... running across on street with cars coming... and now Haoting actually saving Shigu from getting run over by a motorcycle... they really were foreshadowing this to hell and back (although idk who actually even dies)
i just don’t care about the side couple agh, so sad because I love an age gap w younger seme 
bro BoXiang (Sun) is so annoying, idgaf about this side couple
Ep 5 (Nov 14)
lmfao not Haoting literally having dreamy thoughts about Shigu while watching him sleep at the nurse’s office
loll it’s cute that Haoting’s asking Sun about how he feels about Shigu and how to know if he likes a boy
aslkd;fj the little mushroom was referring to their dick?
Haoting’s wildass methods of confirming and then confessing his feelings
lmfao I’m dead at Haoting buying food for Shigu and doing pushups as he waits for him at the nurse’s office, whole time Haoting has a gf
Ep 6 (Nov 14)
I’m so done with Haoting, why is he getting overly worked up and accidentally outing his friend Sun Bo aghh
I’m kinda skipping through Sun Bo and Chigang but some of their convo during that confession is interesting
Haoting tryna convince Shigu to eat his lunchbox lol kinda cute in its ridiculousness + the “hmm if we 2 guys start going out, won’t the pressure be too much? but to make an enemy of the world feels pretty nice” lol
Haoting is so fucking hotheaded, I can’t do this anymore. Just straight up punching a guy at the bar because he was touching Shigu but I’m pretty sure it’s just his employer or smth
fuckkk seeing Shigu kneeling in front of Haoting and begging to be left alone and confessing that he has no fucking money I’m so askdlfj
I was supposed to either go to sleep or watch 20 mins of one of my lectures but I guess I’ll watch ep 7
Ep 7 (Nov 14)
for sure going to sleep after this 
Aw, some brother sister bonding even though it feels unearned to heart the sister talk about Haoting’s good qualities and praise him
bro Haoting breaking up with his gf (only good thing he’s done so far) and her crying face D: oh noo so cute and pitiful. i’m just soooo susceptible to girls who are pretty but unfaithful (Ploy in Love Mechanics, the gf here)
it’s so tiring to just have either Sun or Haoting get angry or impulsive and do something that makes it bad for themselves, their love interest, or each other. like haoting rlly just started yelling in the middle of chigang’s cafe even though he was literally regretting being cocky and inconsiderate last night after doing smth similar at shigu’s workplace like i’m so done
am i supposed to be happy for Sun Bo and Chigang like idcccc
Ep 8 (Nov 15)
soft ‘i don’t like men, i just like him’ trope
loll Haoting’s friends reading yaoi to understand things better
okay acc i can forgive the ‘i don’t like men, i just like him’ soft trope here bc it’s not acc saying that? before he was more like ‘i only like him rn so i don’t like men’ and with the friends supporting Sun for liking men, Haoting said he also likes men
Chigang was out of line with the way he spoke to Haoting; should’ve explained the situation and how Haoting can support Shigu, not insinuate that his presence in Shigu’s life can only be negative
Ep 9 (Nov 15)
dang, Shigu waiting for Haoting to show up
bruh, everything became so complicated. hope the gf gets ting-an to confess that he’s the one who mocked up the photo (all this over a pic in front of a gay bar lol)
i love haoting and his sister’s dynamic ahh siblings 
Ep 10 (Nov 15)
Shigu in Haoting’s bedroom
aww Shigu being envious of Haoting’s freedom to do whatever the heck he wants and tearing up thinking of how it would’ve been different for him if his parents didn’t pass away when he was younger
how old is Chigang btw like I’m assuming the high schoolers are 17/18 bc it sounds like they’re in their final year but is Chigang like... 20 or mid-20s
Shigu so cute and smiley around Haoting now
loll I think I’ve seen a bit of a clip of when Shigu comes to Haoting’s house and his parents’ reaction on tiktok before
Wooa, Haoting kissed Shigu
lol Sun and Chigang making out in the bathroom
Ep 11 (Nov 16)
dang the Sun and Chigang scene just continued lol I’m kinda just not into them so i skipped it  
damn haoting is so enviable for being able to just be #2 in terms of grades at school whenever he wants
them messing around like this in Haoting’s living room is making me so nervous like bro what if ppl really are still home + they even talked about not locking the front door
‘damn, they’re really going at it’ i say as i forward through it bc i’m anxious and yep, here the parents are
i will say though, haoting’s shirt baring his shoulders while he’s on shigu’s lap is interesting; it’s a v uke trope 
oh fuck, the parental homophobia. the recent shows i’ve watched have had supportive parents or no homophobia (like LITA, The Eclipse, Star in My Mind) so this is... :’)
once again, i love sibling relationships ah Haoting’s sister being there for him :(
okay mom pls come around quickly and also convince the dad pls
Ep 12 (Nov 16)
sun bo’s cousin giving chigang the safe sex talk (i think? based on the skimming)
oof, that phone call. shigu not speaking
woah shigu coming to ask permission from haoting’s parents, a very seme move, i guess it’s bc taiwan doesn’t really do as much seme/uke so it’s really fun to see the tropes be spread across both characters (as if they’re real people and not archetypes lmfao)
the parents realizing Haoting listens to Shigu... hope this means they’ll allow them to date and not that they’ll 
Ep 13 (Nov 16)
okayyy the parents are gonna talk to yu shigu,i believe in their approval
i was wondering if shigu and chigang-ge hanging out will cause problems bc sun and haoting are fucking impulsive and angry but seems like it went well so far... who knows tho
why the fuck is the side couple getting engaged or smth
Ep 14 (Nov 17)
so haoting and shigu are talking about how they’ll go to college/workforce etc whatever if the parents don’t agree and are planning for “forever” but like... it all feels so serious considering they’ve dated for like 2 days bruh
girl that convo b/w haoting and sun bo about first time... so awkward T.T but endearing too i guess. same with sun bo then inquiring to chigang ge whether that time in the shower had hurt or felt good
Ep 15 (Nov 17)
Haoting just annoys me. he did bad on the placement test and instead of studying keeps wanting ‘rewards’ from Shigu like bruh focus on your fucking studying
this ep really makes me realize how much idgaf about anything
Ep 16 (Nov 17)
i was wondering if they’d make Haoting be unable to get into a national uni but guess not
2 more half-eps left
Ep 17 (Nov 17)
i would maybe care more about this interpersonal turmoil if i cared about the characters but rn i’m just like agh, all this drama over not wanting to have sex? grow up
they kept talking about it raining but am i blind or was it just not raining?
Ep 18 (Nov 17)
lmfao haoting pretending this 18k rent is actually 8k, can he afford this?
the friends coming over is cute
lol now i’ve gotten to witness the crime of the salt
in the beginning i was really annoyed by several characters (esp Haoting and Sun Bo) and after I stopped being annoyed, I also stopped caring oof. Don’t think I’ll think about the show or characters ever again. Also am not gonna watch ep 19/20. I liked the occasional scenes of Haoting and his sister; I am lover of sibling relationships.
I actually didn’t have this show on my to watch list for so long but I added it recently because I thought I’d still really enjoy it as long as I don’t watch the last part but meh. idc
Rating: 5.5/10
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bungoustraypups · 3 years
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it’s honestly so funny to me when like. terfs and/or radfems try to claim afab trans people are only trans because patriarchy or whatever makes them “hate being feminine/hate their womanhood” like. bro idk how to tell you, not only do i love being feminine as an effeminate gay man (yknow, the thing a lot of gay cis men are also punished under the patriarchy for because the patriarchy simply views all femininity as bad no matter who is doing it, yes, that includes those “xy males” you keep going on and on about who don’t perform masculinity the way the patriarchy demands it be performed), i also do not hate “my” womanhood because it never existed? i can’t hate being a woman if i never was one and am not one???
even when i thought i was cis that was literally only because i didn’t know there was any other way to identify like. when i thought i was straight, i wasn’t doing it because i really was, it was because firstly i hadn’t realized even yet i was a non-binary man and very much not a woman (in fact i at first thought i was a lesbian! turns out i wasn’t attracted to the women, it was actually specifically masculinity in those women, not even the women themselves), and secondly because i simply hadn’t heard the other terms yet! it wasn’t even that my family wasn’t accepting i just didn’t know any other words because uh yknow that’s. how life works. you don’t know things, and then you learn them, and now you know them! wow! K-12 educations system basics summed up in a single sentence!
i wasn’t brainwashed or convinced by some nonexistant transgender genderist cult or whatever buzzword terfs and/or radfems are using for today’s news cycle. i literally had not met a single trans person in my life when i started identifying as trans! not in real life and not online either! it was a cis person actually who told me, upon hearing what i was feeling and had been feeling for as long as i could remember, that “hey you might wanna look up transgender resources” and i did it on my own!
oh, and guess what? at no point did me being trans, on its own, cause me suffering. i was dysphoric at one point because i had pre menstrual dysphoric disorder, which can affect cis women as well as anyone who is not a cis woman who also menstruates and has that disorder, but once i got the right combination of meds and such, my dysphoria lessened and eventually disappeared, and i don’t have it anymore. (i was on birth control for several years of the hormonal type but i’m not anymore, but even now i still don’t have PMDD symptoms and haven’t in like seven or eight years at least, my periods are also not as bad, but i’m also on like different meds in general from then so maybe some of it is that too idk really but i just don’t have it anymore)
i don’t want to “mutilate” myself or anything, i literally don’t want any surgery at all lmao. aside from general fear of surgery, i like my boobs, they’re fine and not that big a deal and honestly fun to play with too, i don’t want to “chop them off” or w/e, i don’t want a penis, i like the vagina i have, it works just fine and if it ain’t broke don’t fix it lmao, and a penis doesn’t make me any more of a man than your vagina makes you a woman (that is to say, penises don’t make men men and vaginas don’t make women women, no matter what your middle school biology textbook told you). all i really want is testosterone to achieve like... the standard of passing i wanna have, so that if i meet someone new, they won’t automatically assume i’m a woman without asking me and misgender me, which does actually bother me, because it’s disrespectful, not because of anything else. i don’t care about like, forcing anyone to accept me, idgaf if you accept me! you can use my name and correct pronouns without giving a single damn shit about me! it’s about basic human decency and respect and treating each other like human beings because that’s what we are unless yall wanna start claiming trans people aren’t human beings now which. man if you do that i can’t help you anymore LMAO so
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incarnateirony · 3 years
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Oh MAN it's refreshing to tell someone to get fucked that got WAY too up their own ass about people wanting them for their connections.
Like no. If you're being a personal douche you're being a personal douche. Look how much your connections don't matter to me! [click] BYE
fuck that shit I ain't got time for your catty two talking bullshit
that's your shit man, you keep that shit, don't bring me your bullshit
like OH YOU HAVE A PRETTY DIRECT LINE TO PERSON OF INTEREST? COOL.
Oh. You're actually just being a giant dick. Wow, yeah, 100% not worth it.
Amazing the people that can hold their shit, and can't. 4 years talking to one person in a capacity, they're cool. Here's business, do with it what you want.
One motherfucker gets attention for like half a year and they just-- jesus christ.
"U just want me for my connections" says the person I was fucking defending since before she had connections, including to the people she's apparently listening to now, and went so far as to delete them bitching about her so she wouldn't get their feelings hurt but FUCKING SURE
actually I've asked you for one possible consideration in however long I've known you and been kind to you, or built and catered spaces to you, or gave requested space to you, and that one query nothing that actually provides *me* back with return, and I already told you I contacted 18 others, please deflate your fucking skull.
Like CUTTING the cord felt good but god DAMN if that doesn't piss me off as a general sentiment. Who the fuck are you I could email the reps the fucking same and already did it's like calling going "hey bob you work at burger king right there's apparently a toy recall do u think u can let ur boss know" "U JUST WANT ME FOR MY CONNECTIONS" fucking hell bob calm down it's burger king there's like 20 other employees i already asked amanda through ted chill you were just the letter B, I was asking how your day was but you just went fucking wild what the FUCK like CLEARLY you got some deeper shit going on whether it's about me or your own shit but that ain't my shit so please flush it
If I wanted your fucking connections I'd have fluffed you and told you whatever the fuck you wanted.
I wanted the person I considered a friend, or at least friendly. That person apparently either doesn't exist anymore or never did, unclear which. Whoever this person is? IDK. I don't care if they know the queen of fucking england. That's a blocked bitch.
Things I would directly gain from:
posting videos and getting traction into eternity rageposting and clickbait about Lineage (as opposed to a single general cumulative video hoping to reach as many people to prevent harm as possible -- at BEST there may be one more because another ex-actor explicitly just reached out to me after Clay and Tim sent the first vid to them, and wants to share their part of the story too but idgaf if it's their channel I boost or what we'll work it out like damn adults)
Things I would not directly gain from:
Lineage disappearing because they received a C&D and stopped hurting people, making further conversation about them null and fucking void and rendering a fuckton of my own content over the last few YEARS inert. (TAW, CA, Lineage, whatever)
IS THIS HARD. WHAT'S MY ILL GOTTEN GAINS HERE TRYING TO MAKE #2 HAPPEN SWEETHEART? THE ILL GOTTEN SPOILS OF BEING HAPPY TO STOP A SCAMMER FROM SCAMMING PEOPLE??????
THE PEACEFUL BLISS OF BEING ABLE TO FINALLY DELETE THIS BLUE HELLBLOG SITE AND NOT NEED THE MATERIAL ANYMORE??? WHAT???? WHAT IS IT?????
The convo was basically this (stripped of contextual clues and given replacements)
"Hey uh, someone's stealing out of your boss' register and overcharging customers"
"Meh he won't mind."
"...what???"
"It's not a lot they're just skimming"
"I--disagree? Maybe mention it to him? Actually nm I already got to it don't worry like one of the other contacts will probably work out, how's your day?"
"YOU JUST WANT ME FOR CONTACTS/POWER/WHATEVER"
"...???? To keep someone else from stealing??? bro why are you even on this i said don't worry it'd nbd"
"NOW YOU'RE MANIPULATING ME UR MANIPULATIVE"
"????????????????? THE FUCK?"
like are you mad I DIDNT need to ask
I'M CONFUSED. ANGRY, CONFUSED, YET RELIEVED.
No manipulative is sending people to spam my inbox and talk self conflicting circles when I block you or imply I'll be to blame for self harm or spirals THAT'S manipulative shit. I hit block and suddenly it's not that I needed them, they're asking me to unblock? WHO NEEDS WHO AND IS USING WHO. Sort your shit out then get back to me.
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avreole · 6 years
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all the txts bro
i hate u bro
✆ , a MORNING text. 
sms, WHIP  👊😜 DANAENAE 👋😳 — WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UPsms, WHIP  👊😜 DANAENAE 👋😳 — im at the gryff door come out!!! let’s eat before we go on a run!!!! im starving!
✉ , a text that WASN’T SENT. / BACKDATED
sms, daniel — sometimes i’m jealous of you sms, daniel — i wish i knew my dad too haha
☎ , a RUSHED text. 
sms, WHIP  👊😜 DANAENAE 👋😳 — LEAVE A TRAIND OOR OPENsms, WHIP  👊😜 DANAENAE 👋😳 — IM LATE BUT IM GONNA JUMPF ONsms, WHIP  👊😜 DANAENAE 👋😳 — CALLM E ELIJAH BONDoivnlkcjdl;fkvgfe;rc;;v;d.
⁇ , a DRUNK text.
sms, WHIP  👊😜 DANAENAE 👋😳 — kthohgoht about itsms, WHIP  👊😜 DANAENAE 👋😳 — ifi had to mfk u , the rock nd kakashisms, WHIP  👊😜 DANAENAE 👋😳 — id MARRY FUsms, WHIP  👊😜 DANAENAE 👋😳 — THDTS HOW CMUH I LOVE Usms, WHIP  👊😜 DANAENAE 👋😳 — ID kdILL THE RCOK FOR U
✿ , a SUGGESTIVE text. 
sms, WHIP  👊😜 DANAENAE 👋😳 — if u want to live another daysms, WHIP  👊😜 DANAENAE 👋😳 — i suggest u get on ur kneessms, WHIP  👊😜 DANAENAE 👋😳 — and begsms, WHIP  👊😜 DANAENAE 👋😳 — FOR FORGIVENESS WHAT THE H*CK U REALLY WENT AND SCRATCHED MY LUCKY SNITCH 
✿ , a SUGGESTIVE text.  ( ALT ) / BACKDATED
sms, danieldanieldanieldanieldanieldanieldanieldaniel batman — hey come to my roomsms, danieldanieldanieldanieldanieldanieldanieldaniel batman — i got condomssms, danieldanieldanieldanieldanieldanieldanieldaniel batman — can u read the labels with me so we can equip ourselves with the knowledge and power of safe sexsms, danieldanieldanieldanieldanieldanieldanieldaniel batman — also bc mom sent them and she put ur name on the box too u gotta suffer with me
ø , a LATE NIGHT text.
sms, WHIP  👊😜 DANAENAE 👋😳 — can u come over sms, WHIP  👊😜 DANAENAE 👋😳 — got in a fight w mom and idk how to apologize
✘ , a HATEFUL text.
sms, WHIP  👊😜 DANAENAE 👋😳 — u really shared OUR meme with some dumb SLYTHERIN I DONT EVEN KNOWsms, WHIP  👊😜 DANAENAE 👋😳 — IT’S LIKE I DONT EVEN KNOW U ANYMORE!!!!!sms, WHIP  👊😜 DANAENAE 👋😳 — i thought u were baesms, WHIP  👊😜 DANAENAE 👋😳 — but turns out ur just fam
# , a RANDOM text.
sms, WHIP  👊😜 DANAENAE 👋😳 — just so u know ur beautiful inside and out and i love u brosms, WHIP  👊😜 DANAENAE 👋😳 — and also i need ur potions hw
@ , a SCARED text. / BACKDATED
sms, daniel — some of the upperclassmen were saying i should stop bothering u so much sms, daniel — uhsms, daniel — can you be honest? haha am i bothering you..?
& , a LOVING text.
sms, WHIP  👊😜 DANAENAE 👋😳 — dude chill outsms, WHIP  👊😜 DANAENAE 👋😳 — i really don’t think anything could change how much i love u sms, WHIP  👊😜 DANAENAE 👋😳 — ur my best friend and family
% , a CURIOUS text.
sms, WHIP  👊😜 DANAENAE 👋😳 — so uhsms, WHIP  👊😜 DANAENAE 👋😳 — eric huh....
ツ , an EXCITED text. 
sms, WHIP  👊😜 DANAENAE 👋😳 — I SPY ROAST WE EATING GUD TONIGHT BOYS
$ , an ACCIDENTAL text. 
sms, WHIP  👊😜 DANAENAE 👋😳 — hey man i really make it a habit not to curse because words are powerful but if i hear you talking shit about daniel one more time i’m going to punch you in the fucking face lmaosms, WHIP  👊😜 DANAENAE 👋😳 — .sms, WHIP  👊😜 DANAENAE 👋😳 — is what i woudl .sms, WHIP  👊😜 DANAENAE 👋😳 — say if sms, WHIP  👊😜 DANAENAE 👋😳 —  someonesms, WHIP  👊😜 DANAENAE 👋😳 — uhsms, WHIP  👊😜 DANAENAE 👋😳 — ok f this im going to fight for ur honor idgaf bbl
♀ , a HEARTBREAKING text. 
sms, daniel — sure you can get mad at me for wanting what’s best for yousms, daniel — you’re fucking family to mesms, daniel — i’d never hurt you on purpose and if i do then we have to figure it OUT instead ofsms, daniel — man never mindsms, daniel — i’m gonna cool off
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