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genderoutlaws · 4 months

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Marsha P. Johnson with friends

December 25th, 1983

#photography #marsha p johnson #1980s #1983 #idk tag later im tired #op

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scribbiesan · 8 months

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In my defense , I was left unsupervised

I also have the full comic not cut into pieces, and imma reblog this with the full comic just for funsies. I’ll be making another one after this, so it doesn’t make me sad.

Herobrine is fully immortal, and can’t really age, nor can he die right. But Steve can. He can grow old, and get blown up, and eaten by zombies and burned by lava and… well you get the picture.

Wanted Hero to have some happy memories during his long long existence.

Was listening to Siljan by Astrid Everdahl and it sounds like something for a cute moment, but it turned to angst for me.

Hope you enjoy!! Toodles!~

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lunaloos · 1 year

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theyre so hey are you into bad boys because i'm bad at everything

#new style bc idk im jsut like this #i love love the bad boys theyre so fun #limited life smp #limlife #trafficblr #traffic series #fanart #grian #jimmy solidarity #joel smallishbeans #i should make a my art tag #um #my art #<- ill chang e later im tired

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pixelatedraindrops · 26 days

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Sorry to sound weird or negative here, but after spilling my inner emotions on a discord server I kinda wanna know.

Do you all enjoy what I do here?

Or do you find it repetitive and boring?

#pixel txt.#personal #vent #kinda????#rain code #tagging for the fandom #since its the fandom im in…#sorry to be weird but yeah idk #got this feeling of insecurity that what I do is annoying #or too weird and maybe I should do something else #idk I worry me being focused on one thing makes me boring #probably delete later idk #my thoughts are being mean to me #I think I'm just a little tired today...

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curry-and-casteliacones · 2 years

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Ok so I might by chance be dumb? But um.. Volo as Barry's ancestor?? Idk if I haven't seen other people mention this because it's a stupid idea, or i just have missed it somehow. But like you can't tell me these two hairstyles aren't even a little similar.

And then there's the whole thing of Volo kinda acting like a rival how he just sorta pops up to talk with/fight u from time to time.

I mostly find this idea amusing cuz imagine if Barry ever let's his hair grow out it would continue to do the stupid reverse gravity thing Volo's does.

#it's literally 6 am and i just woke up from being passed out for like 12 hours because ive been sick the l ast couple days so if this #makes like no sense ill come back and delte this later when im coherent but like #idk i feel like smth could be here???#or maybe not #after all my best ideas def dont come while im sick and sleepy #pokemon #pokemon diamond and pearl #pokemon legends arceus #pokemon volo #pokemon barry #im so tired i wanna go back to sleep but i missed dinner last night by sleeping so like now im hungry...#im th eone who made dinner last night too i ust went ot bed right after it was done #anyway it wouldnt be a post of mine w o me rambling in the tags but imma go get some food now #pokemon legends arceus spoilers #pokemon spoilers #i still have no clue if i gotta keep tagging post game stuff as spoilers but i will

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cannibalmutual · 19 days

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#personal #delete later #one thing abt me i love suicidal ideation #i’m so stressed and i kind of hate my [redacted] and i don’t know what to do #but u kno what a rlly easy solution would be .#you’ll never guess #if i ever did pls don’t sell my dolls idk what to do with them but idk if i could stand it #me sitting here abt to type out my will in tumblr tags #:|#lame ass suicidal bitch can’t even leave a note like a normal person #as a side note i have no active plans just active desire #but i’m tired and my cat is asleep on my feet and im hoping it will rain again soon

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thecatspasta · 7 months

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Do you think the corporations will realise that we will care about their straight ships if they're not a girl fawning over the first guy she sees and getting married within the year and it being treated like a good thing or is this thought process too advanced for them to handle right now.

#for legal reasons this is a joke. and also being posted at 2am my time.#just. im thinking about petrigrof and why i like it. and its because its tragic and doomed and makes me feel things.#and thats why i enjoy jmart and privateeyes and literally any queer ships.#its not that i dont like straight people its that I am being spoonfed the same relationships with the same sexist undertones #over and over again #idk im just tired man #Oh this is also why I like heathers btw. That movie slaps. I do not ship JD and Veronica or anyone in that movie making myself clear #anyways #garlic breath #petrigrof #relationships #rambling #idk what to tag this and im not trying #I will take media suggestions tho. Like. For literally anything I am bored and tired and want some happiness #might delete later. idk.

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itty-bitty-sunshine · 3 months

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Okay so the song in question is this one which is the Brazilian version of a tinkerbell song and if translated back to it'd go like this

"So alone i see you

In this world, who will understand?

Your light will shine

Your love, i see it in your eyes

No one will dim that

I know that in my heart

Our love wasn't just illusion

And it won't ever die

It's so weird to see you

'Falling asleep' "

Now, that could be interpreted in many different povs, but the one that sticks out to me the most is the dca pov on the Immortal au

Warning for sensitive topics down below like depression and pretty bad mental health

If it makes no sense I'm blaming it on the 2am on the clock and the fact my brain is mush

Through the posts I make on the au you can see me commenting sometimes about how befriending the dca (or a robot overall) is Perkeo's "last shot" at pretty much everything

Now what does that mean, you may ask?

Exactly what it sounds like

You may guess their mental health is pretty fucked up just by the way they let themselves repeatedly deal with virus Moon, either getting hurt or killed when they are too tired to put in the effort to avoid him — all that so they can reach their end goal eventually to get to bring a friend home

Seems an awfully lot for simply keeping one friendship, doesn't it? Specifically considering everything else they already do. Staying over when there's no point to, getting the higher ups to give them better stuff, molding the world to how the two want it to be

That's because they really want it to work out, because that will be the last time they will put effort on someone ever again

They love and love and love and love and get tired of it. They love loving but can't deal with not having where to put down that leftover love anymore.

If it doesn't work out with Sun and Moon they will just get a quiet, isolated place to go to sleep

Because they can't die

Well, not like they would ever tell Sun and Moon about the reason they went looking for them on the first place

But it brings me back to the song, the last part

It's so weird to see you fall asleep.

It's weird for them when you sleep longer than you should. You could be knocked out cold for an entire week if they let you. Maybe even more. You say you're just built different like that.

They get worried when you exhaust yourself so much it's hard to get you to get out of bed. But it's also weird to see you in bed at all because for all the years they've known you you've always avoided resting like the plague.

It'd be weird for them if they ever decided to leave, and even weirder for them if they were to come back after a while. Because you, who is fated to always be there, is not. You're asleep. There's a letter saying to let you be.

It's so weird to see you fall asleep.

The never ending love they always saw in your eyes dimmed by no one other than yourself.

Good thing they don't plan on leaving you, either. That would be just too boring, wouldn't it?

#you can give them the choice as many times as you want #the answer will always be the same #you.#immortal au #rambling #sunshine talks #cw depression #cw sui ideation #<ig? idk im so tired ill organize those tags later when i wake up mwah

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thepartyishere · 2 months

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the dynamic of two straight guys completely comfortable in their sexuality and relationships so they can be totally gay with each other (think those two emo guys johnny and jake or david tennant and michael sheen). this could be akutagawa and atsushi.

#idk im tired of sskk lately.#i want different dynamics #ngl its hard for me to see any bsd character as straight but bear with me #i want to think of more pairings this could apply to but the straight part is really tripping me up lmao #this isnt going to be a popular take but i want more of this dynamic and i want different sskk relationships #also could be chuuaku or soukoku #ill try and think of more later #ranpo and someone #lmao im not going to actually tag this bc im lowkey scared #this is just for me #tanizaki and atsushi might actually be the best one but i love their ship idk

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webvampzz · 1 month

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this is what looking in the mirror feels like

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lowpolyoli · 2 months

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BEHOLD

MY BOY

(stuff about him under the cut!!!!!)

MEET CICERO!!!!!!!! (Yes hes named after the one from skyrim) he's a robotic jester- or maybe a cyborg? depends, seeing as he has a human heart and brain but every other aspect of him is a special liquid-like metal. It holds its form in whatever shape he wants it to be (because magic). he wears a porcelain mask, with a single crack. his main weapons are his baton and five solid steel four-pound juggling balls. Also, yes, he can juggle his head, its detachable for a reason. no one knows what the black stuff on him is... and he doesn't seem to know either.

#hehehe i love this guy #my art #Cicerobot #<- thats his tag now hehe #also he has a story but hes one of the few Guys that i dont have a romance lined up for #maybe that'll change maybe it wont idk #i'll post more later im tired rn lol

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hoshizoralone · 4 months

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You like vocaloid stuff, so have you ever played Project Sekai? Curious what you'd think of it/its characters.

during its first launch i played it pretty religiously for like 2 months. i really liked the musical theatre guys theyre funny (in general i love boy + girl combos in things that usually are girl centric (this is why idolmaster crossbranch content rules), musical theatre guys edge out the other group for being funny)

i have no substantial thoughts on anyone else EXCEPT i cannot stand anyone in 25ji or whatever theyre called. except mizuki theyre chill but everyone else in it annoys me so bad like damn … every time i see someone say a story update they have its always some insane shit like if this was actually going down on vocatwit half the group would have the craziest callouts. mizuki get out of there

crypton vocaloidwise my interest goes kaito = meiko > luka > rin > [MASSIVE POWERGAP] len = miku

#hiding this in the tags but basically 2 months in i entered a stage of mental unwellness that lasted a long time #and i stopped playing. When i tried picking it up after that long period subsided months later it viscerally reminded me of bad things #and with no hate to the game i just dont like it because it reminds me of a bad period of my life #like its shut down now but original llsif i played seriously in freshman year of hs and tried playing again in senior year #And it reminded me so much of Better Times that i had to stop playing. Like down to the UI SOUNDS unlocking memories lol.#idk why im like that. Lol #again no hate to proseka but i will probably never touch it again/i actively avoid it bc it just makes me feel bad #tldr - imagine a lone so fucked up and evil #no ones reading all these tags its just late and im tired and want to say something before bed #loneask

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michaels-reality · 1 year

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Sorry, the product that you want to purchase is out of stock :(.

#hlvrai #i'm going to put this in the tags since i don't want to say it outright #i dont think i'm a huh luh veerai artist anymore #this is probably the last gordon im posting until my zine piece #idk. other than i've just fallen out of it it just doesnt feel FUN to make content for it anymore #cus no offense but y'all are white af #it's fucking tiring to see people call me an og and then people with paletable brown gordons or white gordons get favored over mine #something shocking maybe. not really. i don't get asks often. i dont get people asking me if they can use my art as icons or anything.#at least not anymore #and it feels like i'm not really a big hlvrai artist but a token black artist #hlvrai fandom is like the most subtly racist fandom ever and i dont want to be here anymore #white people love to touch my posts that arent for them and favor the person whos drawing black people wrong #i love huhluhvrai but its over for me dawg LMAO #i just wanted to get that off my chest #dont like my art if you wont engage with me and understand it #and maybe this all sounds entitled. i dont care 😭#miccybiccy's art tag #maybe i wont feel the same later LMAO

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toasteriino · 2 years

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Hey there, Junior.

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autisticlee · 5 months

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the whole "you shouldn't identify as X, don't form an identity when you can't/don't know yet, you're too young, what if/you might change your mind!" etc etc. it's so silly when you think about it. what's wrong with changing your mind anyway? why did we all decide that gender/sexuality identity has to be static and can never change? why did we decide that it's a bad thing to change? because the old generation tells us change is bad? because they (mostly conservatives) want to conserve "the good old days/the way things are supposed to be" in their minds???

WHO CARES if someone says they're gay then realizes 5 years later they're bi. WHO CARES if someone says they're a girl and realizes after trying it out they're not. let people explore who they are until they figure it out even if they go through every lable available to them! maybe none fit and they make up their own! who cares! who cares if they change it every year for the rest of their lives! humans change. that's the only constant about us! why is it a bad thing, even taboo, to accept change and exploration within sexuality and gender specifically?

there's always so much shame that comes with someone realizing they were wrong, changing as a person, or discovering something new about themselves. i've seen people afraid to explore themselves more or afraid to talk about a change in identity, for fear of the queer community pushing back on them the same way they're afraid to come out to the cishets in their life who are trans/homophobic. that's just not fair that their own community can become hostile towards them, too. being in a closet within a bigger closet essentially. everyone is always told to figure it all out first before claiming an identity, because then you're locked in it for life, apparently. you can't change your mind after that. why though? what's the point of that really? why can't we embrace fluidity a bit more? why can't we accept that humans do change all the time? why is making and trying to prove that these identities are static/unchanging/innate the only way to validate them? why can't they just, I don't know, BE VALID. without reason. why must we jump through hoops to be valid when we should just automatically be valid because we are human. stop letting the cishets gatekeep everything, leading to us gatekeeping each other!

I am sometimes very hesitant to talk about my own identity. I identified as a gay/biromantic trans guy for like idk 8-10 years? transitioned and everything. then like a year or two ago, I realized/decided that doesn't fit right anymore. now i'm a nonbinary, but also kinda fluid, aroace person. sometimes I don't like to talk about that because of the stigma behind changing your gender/sexuality identities. but you know what. i'll talk about it anyway and people have to learn to accept it.

what were the consequences and bad parts about changing my mind/identity like that? none. absolutely none. (outside of people being weird about it for no reason) but the benefits are feeling more comfortable with myself, and that's no one else's business.

#lee rambles #lgbt #lgbtqia #what tag do people usually use. idk #sexuality #nonbinary #transgender #gender #i know some things you cant “change” like if you transition. reversing some parts might be hard. but who cares #change what you want. change back a 3rd time if you want. we should let people do what they want in a safe way.#we arent going to talk about and debate children and their ability to “choose” im not opening those worms. thats for another discussion #but i will say them simply using words to describe themselves (identity) and changing it later DOES ABSOLUTELY NO HARM. LET THEM DO IT.#we are not talking about physically changing things so dont argue that. only words. words dont harm ans are allowed to change.#but people gatekeep adults from words as well so its not “about the children” its people in general.#everyone wants to gatekeep everyone from gender/sexuality so much for some reason #but this isnt about “the children!” so lets not talk about them #if anyone tries to argue children i will instablock. you have no permissiom #anyway. i feel like this entire post is a whole unpopular opinion. it'll probably make someone mad or cause misunderstanding #because words are hard and explaining my thoughts is hard. but youre not allowed to argue with me. im tired and dont want to deal with it #thats my boundary and im setting it up. no arguing. im not asking for debate or opnions. im simply rambling to myself snd anyone who #might not have thought about this before? idk. not sure who im rambling to or why i even added specific tags lmao #im tired and sleep deprived where am i going with this.......

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bokatan · 10 months

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Mercy lore drop for y’all

S: 5 P: 7 E: 4 C: 9 I: 10 A: 9 L: 6

Full name: Marcia Ramirez Call name: Mercy Species: Ghoul Role: Courier six, drifter, medic Birthday: 2/28/2042 Birthplace: California Gender: Genderfluid Pronouns: She/her Orientation: Bisexual Height: 5'3"/160CM Karma: Neutral Skin tone: Medium, warm Hair color: Black Eye color: Brown(cataracts after ghoulification) Alignment: Chaotic Neutral Zodiac: Pisces MBTI: ISTJ

Traits: Small frame, trigger discipline Skills: Medicine, science, guns Perks: Black widow, cherchez la femme, terrifying presence, shotgun surgeon run ‘n gun, chem resistant, and stay back, tunnel runner, divide survivor, fight the power Weapons: Lever-action shotgun Sidearms: Maria(9mm pistol), switchblade, utility knife, dagger Main companions: ED-E, Raul, Veronica, & Arcade

+ timeline under the cut

I'm gonna go ahead and section these off by 'era'; Mercy's old as shit and she has a handful of major life changes, so that's how I've been organizing everything. Content warnings for mentions of: medical experimentation, stillbirth & child death, cannibalism, canon-typical violence

Prewar & Enclave Era: 2060-2081

She excelled in school, got through her pre-med program early, and was accepted into U.C. Davis School of Medicine at 19. She was drafted into the U.S. Army towards the end of her second year and became a combat medic after completing basic.

She met Reed in 2068 when he was added to Mercy's squad. They were fast friends and it didn't take long for them to enter a relationship, though they were secretive about it due to rules against fraternization. They served together until 2073 when Mercy left active duty to take a position offered in West-Tek's NBC Division to assist in research on the Pan-Immunity Virion Project.

She excelled here due to her ambitious nature and willingness to sidline ethics in exchange for progress. She did occasionally question the motive behind their research as the project shifted gears over to researching FEV, but she continued with it anyways.

She had some involvement in a handful of projects and frequently moved between the East & West coasts from 2074 to early 2077.

Mercy was invited into the Enclave to continue research shortly before the Great War. She accepted the invitation and was moved to the presidential oil rig shortly before the bombs dropped.

Mercy had originally planned to move near Boston with Reed following his discharge from the Army in August 2077. Due to some advance notice/suspicion of the impending bombs and the confidential nature of her work, she repeatedly had "work delays" that prevented her from leaving California for the last few weeks leading up to the Great War.

Wyoming Era: 2083-2153

After a few years of service under the Enclave, Mercy started to have moral conflicts regarding the nature of her work. She successfully fled Control Station ENCLAVE in 2083 and fled East once she got back on the mainland. She eventually ended up in what was southern Wyoming; she came across a rural farming community and opted to stay there temporarily after finding no sign of military or Enclave presence in the surrounding areas.

After she began to settle in and let her guard down a bit, she opted to establish herself as a doctor in the community despite her lack of degree. She also began to treat animals along with humans here due to her experience working on animals in research trials.

She met a young rancher named Frances after settling into the community and they became fast friends, then lovers when their relationship dynamic shifted after a few months. Mercy moved to Frances' homestead shortly after that.

Mercy unexpectedly fell pregnant and later gave birth to twins, Isaac and Celeste, in January 2085. She and Frances eloped in October that year, and the following year Mercy established a small clinic to work out of while Frances continued to build up their homestead.

In Spring 2091, the community experienced a stretch of irregular irradiated weather and frequent radstorms. A number of people living nearby began experiencing acute radiation poisoning from the storms, including two that ghoulified. Mercy had unexpectedly become pregnant again earlier in the year, but opted to continue her work anyways. She suffered a stillbirth in late July as a result of the additional radiation exposure, and then began to go through ghoulification herself a few weeks afterwards; it took her approximately two months to fully ghoulify.

Mercy began to pick up an interest in radiation-induced mutations, as well as ghoulification, after recovering. She's able to dissect a number of animals as the community's livestock and companion animals ghoulify or develop new mutations in the years following all of the radstorms. This became something of a hobby to her and she began to develop some of her theories on mutations during this time.

Mercy & Frances’ son, Isaac, is killed by wildlife in 2106 at 22 years old. Mercy took the loss hard and stepped back from her work for a year or so to recover. During this time she got significantly more involved with the homestead and learned a number of skills, including horseback riding and roping, during this time. A few years after this, Celeste married someone from a neighboring community and moved out. She stayed in contact with Mercy and Frances for a few years, but later lost contact after moving again.

Frances died of natural causes in 2153. Mercy sold the remainder of their livestock afterwards and attempted to throw herself into her work, but only held out for a few months; she later decided to burn their homestead one night and fled the area afterwards.

Drifter Era Mk. I: 2154-2281

Mercy moved back towards the West coast after leaving Wyoming and began to live as a drifter rather than stay in one location. She frequently did courier work and picked up bounty hunting, and frequently worked as a “doctor” while in more populated areas. She primarily stayed around northern & central California, but made her way to Washington state and the Gulf of California a handful of times.

Despite the lack of equipment, she continued to study and observe wasteland mutations when she came across them. She began taking mutated bones, teeth, etc when she came across them. She also picked up an interest in studying feral ghouls, especially after realizing they’re non-hostile towards other ghouls.

Around 2240, Mercy was introduced to the Followers. She briefly attended the Angel's Boneyard Medical University through the faction, but left before completing their program due to some concern surrounding her background. She continued to support their cause around the wasteland but opted against joining them.

After 2240, she began to pick up an interest in checking out the labs & facilities she’d been at before the war to try and recover the research she’d been working on. She had very limited success on the West Coast given that the locations she focused on are The Glow & Mariposa Military Base.

New Vegas Era: 2281-2283

Mercy got shot by Benny over the platinum chip on October 19, 2281. She had minimal memory loss after this, but frequently had migraines along with issues involving her impulse control and emotional regulation. She eventually made a full recovery in 2283.

I’m not going deep into this since y’all know this plot; she went full independent Vegas ending and she’s openly hostile towards the NCR and Legion. She killed and ate Caesar, Kimball, Benny, House, & Vulpes in the main storyline.

Drifter Era Mk. II: 2283-Current

Mercy decided to begin heading towards the east coast, with Boston and D.C. as her final destinations in mind. She finally arrived in the Commonwealth in Summer 2288.

Prior to leaving Nevada, she forcibly borrowed a hayburner from a NCR ranger. She named the hayburner Karma and later discovered that Karma’s aggressive towards strangers.

She made various stops around major cities while traveling cross-country, including Chicago and New York City. She frequently dug around in these regions to seek out Enclave remnants; she successfully found and eliminated a few small groups scattered around the Midwest.

#Bo.txt #mercy tag #mercy info #hi im tired and don’t want to look at this more. I might add more later idk

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