Babygirling himself for xiao jiu, super important work he's doing

Current mood from now until the 28th

Here's some doodles cause I'm feral

saw this under the ranchers post and im actually going mad over it

@nether-amethyst YOU'RE ACTUALLY SO INSANE FOR THIS IM LOSING MY MARBLES

god you're so right about this with anyone else he at least would have tried to convince just a little more but. but he doesn't want to chase tango away by being demanding or any sort of forceful. which would be absolutely insane for tango to hear because there's literally nothing that's going to make him leave jimmy, especially not him LITERALLY JUST WANTING HIS SOULMATE TO STAY WITH HIM BIG FROWNY FACE. the sheer amount of abandonment issues you can fit in this man......

he already feels betrayed because of fwhip, the new guy living with him has already gotten roped into the violent teasing and pseudo-bullying, he's living under constant stress because of those damn walls put up being a constant reminder of all the toy jokes and nobody bothering to stick up for him about them (not even people he would normally consider as nice to him)!!!!! damn, EVERYONE ON THE SERVER participates in the toy joke that he's forced to forgive and forget lest he ends up with literally noone. He is forced into a position of still interacting and even being allies with people that LITERALLY BULLY HIM so he doesn't end up completely alone. OF COURSE he would do anything to keep tango, who has not made a toy joke ONCE (aside from saying the walls are pretty (which is fair because they are)), still loving him and being so kind to him, even if he has to give up everything for it. God and he doesn't know tango's love is Unconditional and he keeps proving it over and over with just how VEHEMENTLY he denies wanting to leave or be away from jimmy in any way. i am so ill you people don't understand

OHMYGOD. MARK SAID THE SOLANGELO BOOK IS GAY SO SO GAY. TIME TO

FUCKING PARTY

hc that the reason revivedboos arm is so red is because during his limbo he sat curled up crying into his arm :D

SCREAMING

im 100% choosing wither, y’all gotta pinky promise to be on bloom so i can maul you and feel extra good about it your artfight ... hand it over 🖐👁👁🖐

AMAYA AND JANAI AMAYA AND JANAI WHERE ARE THEY WHERE FUCKING ARE THEY I MISS THEM. I JEED 2 SEE THEM NOW.

vash life drawings hosted by zeet studio sketch!!!🤞🤞🤞

desperately need to do a presentation on why the Twelfth Doctors journey perfectly represents the transfem experience

their previous eleventh incarnation being suave and hypersexual (i know moffat is mostly to blame but!) is reminiscent of attempts to fit into heteronormative ideals of masculinity. whilst it is not completely insincere, there are obvious signs this does not fit you as a person, it is acted out of desperate need to being seen. as Vastra put it, eleven wore that face, and subsequently that form of masculinity, to be accepted. on becoming twelve, realising even an "idealised" masculinity does not inherently serve them, they retreated into themselves as a person for self-reflection and trying to understand why they feel so detached from who they are.

the "am i a good man" arc mirrors being closeted and having to present as something not inherently tied to your sense of self, but still wanting to be the best of your perceived gender as any failure could leave you spiralling into self-doubt about simply being like any other "man". you ignore your gender dysphoria/questioning by trying to claim a moralistic view of gendered expression. made even more clear by Twelve rejecting Clara's heroic view of them, establishing that even though they have made efforts to be a "good man", that is just a placeholder for their loss of identity.

Missy appearing as she does, who as a character serves as a parallel to The Doctor on what they could become, and her eventual arc in trying to become good is symbolic of the fear around transition regret that internalised transphobia can create when you are closeted. Missy never gives importance to their fem existence other than nonchalant jokes, rather showing a more free and expressive personality devoid of any frustration. this immediately dismisses the transphobic assumption that trans people are only focused on their gender. also, Missy representing trans femininity is inherently tied to chaos and upsetting the status quo, she is the embodiment of what society considers accepting your womanhood as someone previously labelled masculine. what many others, and The Doctor themselves, saw as a need for attention and senseless disruption is Missy not needing to serve a false version of who they are, that they can now focus on becoming whoever they want to be now without losing energy to performing a gender that society has imposed on you. Missy could never have made the decision to stand with The Doctor if she had not given importance to her own queerness.

it wasn't coincidence with meeting Bill, she was the perfect foil for The Doctor to finally let go of their anxious attachment to masculinity. i would even argue for the majority of s10, The Doctor is largely ambiguous in their gender identity and does not fit into any construction of masculinity or femininity. whilst they still present as something socially labelled as masculine, they do not internalise that gender expression. they are uncaring about and not needing the validity that comes with heteronormativity, and thus is free to finally accept the decision they have to make. as Bill says, it is so hard to let go of The Doctor, and that rings true for twelve themselves. but they begin to realise The Doctor can be anyone. yes, they are tired, it would be so easy to simply rest and not give value to who you can become. but choosing to let go of everything you once were to survive is better than oblivion. it is better to let go, to choose another lifetime where the only person that dies is your falsity, to finally get it right and choose kindness. for yourself and for those who you love. they regenerate, not just into another person, but into someone who (if only tv scripts...) can now move forward.

genuinely i cannot verbalize the fucking joy i get from wizard tumblr. like. sometimes i just scroll through silly little wizard content and it makes me so fucking stimmy that i feel like im gonna fucking explode

Barnaby deserves caterpillar smooches.

so!!! True!!!

People who are already complaining about Nico acting like an actual teenager before the book has even fully been released are the weakest and most boring link like boo tomato tomato.

Currently watching the Redstoners of the server on their beds, kicking their feet in the air, and twirling their hair at the thoughts of what they'll do with autocrafters, all while scribbling blueprints with their glitter pens