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v-67 · 1 year

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I just feel so overwhelmed at the moment

That i simply wish to dissolve into something, dissolve into something which makes me disappear. Disappear in a way that I never existed.

For this existence is a hindrance.

This soul is a weight,

This heart, a vessel with a void.

And i simply wish, I simply wish with everything in me, to disappear.

Into nothing.

And never be.

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kamikazekid · 9 months

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#if I died long ago I wouldn't be hurting now #I wouldn't hurt him #jul.txt #julia shut up!#maybe it was all bad timing #or I'm just a bad person #otherwise what's there to say #I wish to disappear #because I'm about to lose nother person close to me and it fucking hurts #and it's all my fault

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endlessmidnights · 8 months

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I hate when people say suicide is the easy way out, they have no idea the pain you must be in to want to end your own life

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snoopkat14 · 2 years

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I feel unappreciated

#:(#i wish to disappear #not in a dead way #just like into a fanatsy world for a bit #be with my OCs #dissociation 😎

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puppetmaster13u · 5 months

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Prompt 139

So. Dan has somehow found a small child. A practically newly born ghostling who had literally fallen right on top of him. A ghostling who had practically formed right above him, far away from nurseries and instead above him of all ghosts?

Him, the Sunkiller? The Worldeater? Jordan Vladimir FentonNightingale-Foley-Manson? Son of Space and War? Bringer of the End?? Seriously, what the hell! Ghostlings shouldn’t even be able to form within other ghost’s Lairs, and he knew for a fact this wasn’t his own ghostling seeing as he wasn’t interested in such things.

So here Dan is, feeling more confused than he ever has with a newborn ghostling clinging to him and sobbing in his arms about wanting his dad. What even is his unlife right now.

#dcxdp #dpxdc #prompts #dad dan #Phantastic Four #or at least implied lol #The moment Dan learns joker is alive he’s going to do a murder #He’s killed entire worlds before what’s a single mortal #It’s not like his parents or sister will notice a singular mortal dying- and it’s revenge for the ghostling #Dan: I am not attached to this lil shit but if anyone hurts him I will make them wish their death was permanent #Dan when Jason disappears back to the world of the living: WHERE IS MY BOI #Jason when he revives: Where is my dad- wait what dad- wait I have Two dads???#They get reunited when Jason gets thrown into the Pits #Big Fucking Pit creature emerges from the waters with hair like the flames of the dying suns and eyes as red as blood #the whole Red Hood thing definitely goes differently with Joker dead & Dan there #Dan still refuses to admit that the now-halfa is his kid but the others want to meet their grandson/nephew #I wonder if Bruce knows that Dan is the one who killed joker or if he might’ve been there

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seungs · 6 months

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#i feel like this unlocked a wish in seungmin to disappear and never be found #stray kids #skz #bystay #createskz #seungmin #han #changbin #gifs

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barghest-land · 5 months

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a beautiful sight 🌟 concavenator

gonna be the last art of this year. it was a tough one, but with a glimpse of hope for the future, for which i'm really grateful. i've done a lot of art this year, personal and for the studio too. manifesting next year to be a dream come true (please let me be happy and free) happy new year everyone! 💙

#strangely this art for me is about the past and the future at the same time #a ghost of the past?#a sign of a happy future?#or just hope?#depends on how u see it #ah as usual my personal paleoart is about dinosaurs and my silly delusions :D #i wish i could see that in person. i'd probably cry for days #a pretty ghostly dinosaur silhouette in the fog. that is here for a second. and then disappears forever #making u think did i really see that or it's just my imagination #things...................#anyway!#barghestland #paleoland #paleoart #art #artists on tumblr #concavenator

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coern-art-very-cool-and-nice · 1 month

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one wish that leads to another wish that leads to another wish that leads to another w

#my art #something something butterfly effect #isat spoilers #isat #in stars and time #in stars and time spoilers #I like how the island disappearing eventually led to the king wishing to save vaugarde from the same fate-#-that eventually led to siffrin wishing to say with the party that came together to vanquish the king-#-which led to siffrin/loop wishing to give up #teehee #can you tell I didn't know how to draw the king's wish😭#the first one was going to be a picture of a sea with the island reflected in the water #but it ended up looking more abstract which I like #the second is just dormont the house some tears and the kings hair #the third is sort of the intro cutscene #the last one is just loop #the 'wish' in each is the star(the middle of the first one. the very top of the second. the top of the third. loops head in the fourth)#stardust brush is my dearly beloved

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fandom-trash-goblin · 2 months

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i wish i could save my mother.

@/veniennes on tiktok // Elena Poniatowska, from "La Flor de Lis," published c. January 2011// love drought - beyonce // Athena Farrokhzad, "My Mother Said" // Oleander, by Janet Finch// Hannah Green from "Night Terrors" // Sharon Olds, “Holding To A Wall, Treading Saltwater” // Kyung-sook Shin, Please Look After Mom // take care: mothers, daughters, and inheriting self-hatred by Ella Wilson // tumblr user honeytuesday // Marge Piercy from "our neverending entanglement", Made In Detroit // Honey Girl, Morgan Rogers// supernatural season 12 ep 22 // Silas Denver Melvin, from Grit: Poems; “Twenty” // Hayan Charara, from Mother and Daughter

for @shestrying

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uncanny-tranny · 8 months

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Every time you think, "Oh, I don't have [x condition], I'm basically cured!" that is the devil talking. You aren't cured, you are likely going through periods of your symptoms waning. Don't cease whatever you're doing to help yourself, like medication, for instance, because it's likely you still have the conditions or symptoms, even if you aren't noticing them as frequently or severely.

#disability #this is a callout post about myself #i genuinely thought my GAD was cured because my symtoms had lessened significantly since i've transitioned #turns out my anxiety is just as killer and awful - it's just muted slightly #i am currently laying down with my brain convinced that i'm About To Have a Heart Attack #(and not in the fun demi lovato kind of way)#(that song is a little over a decade old... what the bingle)#anyway please don't do what i do whenever i experience ANY level of symptoms getting better because it will shock you...#...when those symptoms come back and remind you that you Do Indeed have [x condition]#i now know how a wolf girl feels when they say they are Actually Feral because that's how i feel rn 💀#even I'M not immune to the idea that the things i suffer from are things that can Disappear Magically 😭#it's wishful thinking and almost like... imposter syndrome because you're *so* desperate to prove to yourself you're Fine or A Faker #and you become hyperfixated on picking every tiny little waxing and waning of symptoms like you're a fortune teller #and honestly it's really stiffling and it's a lot of work to kill the cop in your head that says you are secretly Not All That Affected...#...that you're either exaggerating to the Extreme or you're just a bored faker who's trying to Get Attention (bad somehow)

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arom-antix · 3 months

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As part of a two-part reverse bang-bang, here's some more Valentines art to which @probablytoooldforthis wrote an amazing fic, Sweets for the Sweet! Please go check it out, I promise you won't regret it, and keep your eyes peeled for the second chapter - and artwork, of course - coming out on White Day aka the 14th of March!

Also, I this is an unrendered version, the finished version will be posted within about a week's time (hopefully) since I don't have access to digital drawing at the moment YuY

#this piece makes me so happy #and the fic even more so #i really wish i hadnt ended up on crunch time to even get this half finished version done but whoever said i was a responsible adult #whoever said i had time management skills #whoever said that was wrong #anyway THEYRE MAKING CHOCOLATES BECAUSE I COULDNT NOT #viktor is very concentrated UuU #also if any actual confectioners (is that the english word? idk) see this feel free to yell at me in the tags for everything thats wrong #my experience with making filled chocolates is extremely limited and very messy #so uh #this is probably not accurate #BUT THEYRE HAVING FUN AND THATS WHAT MATTERS #i like to think viktor has clips to keep his hair out of the way but he always somehow manages to lose them oh how sad how “unfortunate”#guess yuuri will just have to keep his hair up yet again how tragic YnY #also yuuri 100% knows viktors clips dont magically disappear but he cant get himself to say anything because does he really mind?#no #no he doesnt #not at all #he gets to lovingly brush viktors hair out of his eyes what in the world would he be complaining about?#yuri on ice #yuri on ice fanart #fanart #art #arom antix #arom antix art #katsuki yuuri #viktor nikiforov #viktuuri

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echofades · 1 year

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You’re fine. No, you’re fine. - DEAD TO ME | 3.05 | We Didn’t Think This Through

#dead to me #deadtomeedit #judy x michelle #wlwgif #wlwsource #judy hale #michelle gutierrez #dead to me spoilers #photoset #they're so soft :((#and they deserved more #I mean I get it they were on different paths and the end was always just going to be jen and judy #but I wish we'd seen michelle finding out what happened at the end or something #idk instead of her just disappearing and never being mentioned again #anyway they have no right being this sweet and I'm glad they had this

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hazycorvus · 11 months

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How we lost so much along the way Gone with the wind

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endlessmidnights · 6 months

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I walk into a room and immediately think of all the potential ways to kill myself that exist there

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nothingbizzare · 3 months

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Thanks u for the request @mtndw-whteout !

I really don't know how to draw this guy

I should do a list of character to learn how to draw like I did with the girls in mp100 ...hmmm this gave me an idea

#sorry that its only doodles i really dont kno how yo draw this guy and i dont like dawing characters with same faces #so i will explore this this days when i feel better #also thanks for sweet words #takenaka is actually one of my fav characters in mp100 but never drew him huh #nothingbizzare art #mp100 #mp100 fanart #takenaka momozou #god i wish this headaches would disappear #i love soo mych his friendship with the telepathy club

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despazito · 7 months

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There is nothing badass or oddly whimsical about living with every bodily dysplasia, being highly inbred, and dying at age 4. The breeding and ongoing existence of extreme type bullies is abuse and I hate how anatomika consistently frames torture breeding with so little regard for the welfare of the animals they post.

For a self described anatomy enthusiast, they don't seem at all interested in the effects such deformities have upon these animals in life besides something bizarre to gawk at.

#cosmo wanda i wish all these dogs disappeared

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