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shamemp3 · 1 year

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sociology and anthropology are everything to me … like they are so broad because they are the study of humans and their lives and interactions and feelings and etc etc and its broad enough that you can have a class about genuinely ANYTHING because sociology is engrained in everything around us…and the message my profs leave us with every time is that the human experience is so unique and dynamic and yet universally there are still so many similarities and connections that keep us bonded together. and these studies make us find bits and pieces in humanity literally everywhere like you can look at a piece of string or like garbage on the floor or be placed into the strangest situations and have the most mundane interactions on the street and you will find yourself going like ‘:] wow humans are so interesting and this world is so interesting. why did this happen what made this person like this?’ like!!! i just like how broad this study is and how every class can be abt smth completely different but the main idea will always be about the human experience and connection. i love my major sorry im done now

#never in my life did i think i would acc have a passion for studying bro it sucked the soul out of me up until like last year #and my prof going like studying soc & anthro have made her be able to distance herself from a situation even a really shitty one and just be #like. huh. this is so interesting time to observe. And jts SO TRUE like u notice the little things in like hand gestures or pauses or a way #someone moves their arm or literaly anything and u go like omg this is so <3 what made this person do this rly small thing like even our #smallest subconscious actions are a part of us [symbolic interactionism moment]#and my prof saying how anthro and ethnography projects need u to adapt all the time and be able to let go of yourself and change your #identity and expect new things all the time like thats all ive ever been looking for is constant change & stimulation i need this PLEASW #like this is sociology linguistics psychology language science all put together into one major. to me. and i looove that #ok sorry done

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blueslight · 1 year

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Man

#My friend forgot that they said theyd come to my house today and even though i texted them.aboht it at 1pm which they read at 3pm they #didnt bother saying ANYTHING to me until literaly rivht now (its nearly 7pm so tge day is effecrively over)#and like. my friend is autistic (so am I obviously) so on one hand im like yeah they probably dont know any better but on the other hand i #WOULDVE known better not because im good with empathy or social stuff but just bc i put in an effort #and like . well what would i say cause. like i said theyre autistic im sure its not great to get upset with an autistic person for doing #something autistic BUT LIKE ITS STILL HURTFUL!!! AND IM AUTISTIC MYSELF #but my mom raised me to be like so painfully aware and competent (in real life online obviously i act like a madman) that its near #impossible for me to hang out with other autistic/adhd people without feeling like their fuckin dad bc they refuse to put in any effort #into our friendship beyond exactly that they feel like doing #and stuff like this is constantly happening like hanging out with them is always overshadowed by the fact that i have to plan everything #and take care of everything and remind them of everything bc otherwise they literally want altho i KNOW they can #*wont #but at the same time im TOO weird to hang out with neurotypicals but with other nd people its always shit like this #and there are few things i hate as much as having to take care of people in contexts like this esp cause it just means i have to mask way #more cuz the others wont put in the slightest effort meanwhile ANY social interaction is like moving a mountain for me ive just gotten #so used to the effort BC WHAT ELSE DO I FUCKING DO I DONT WANNA DIE ALONE #but neither of my friends are as driven with tbis as i am. like if theyre not motivated to do something they literally wont do it #and like im rarely motivated either but THERE IS NO CHOICE BUT TO DO IT !!! but bc i guess their parents never enforced any rules now #they are exhausting to deal with

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astrxealis · 2 years

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it's pretty hard to find more like minded people who like ffxiv esp as a minor & in ph ;; but i know quite a few! not any in my country bcs :") but my twin & my 2 irls i got into it <3 so like. idk but maybe i cld make a discord q-q ( oh gods warning for tags. very long ,,, )

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#there's a few reasons as to why i'm hesitant to do so though ......#and i don't even like talking /too/ much with others. so that's that too dohfidhskdjs #but i literaly know two people on twitter 17-19 and my twin who doesn't rlly count bcs we do everything together and two close friends T__T #and it's hard for some friends i know who are interested bcs either they don't have a device/console or they need space !! or too slow >_<#or. i'm not close enough w then orr we're not of the same mind yeah ?? like. my former fc mates in twin b4 i moved to oce ^^;#i tried looking thru a website and saw 1 that'd be cool but just for adults. valid T___T #& i saw another !! from twintania even :O but idk regardless TwT #man it rlly is difficult as a minor & shy & kinda socially anxious & philippines eee #BUT I DID SEE 2 Y'SHTOLAS AT THE CON. i will never forget that. no pic but i'm so happy #it's kinda hard to rely on my people in the country to get into xiv (as a minor) bcs y'all just play uhm. free games WHEEZE #💀💀💀 many other reasons that i'm iffy about but i don't want to come off that way bcs i'm not that Yeah. also wtvr ig <//3 #UGHFHFJEHFJ SORRY FOR. TALKING ABT THIS. uh. i've been a bit less subtle abt it bcs it's been almost 2 years since i've played and it still #feels rather lonely ;; yeah ;;; idk it's honestly been eating me up from the inside for so long esp w not being in an fc yet in ravana ><#wahhh so yeah T___T ig the best thing wld be for my irls to play more xiv or hang more w my friends who ik r in xiv but for various reasons #that isn't. easy either :( aaaaaaaaaaaa #like. idk man but my experience in ffxiv is just. really yeah #nothing has captured me just as much as this esp bcs my interests tend to fluctuate but this has stayed w me for so long #even w the fact i played it the whole summer in '20 and i'm endgame alrdy ?? and the fact i think abt it everyday and don't even get tired #the story is INCREDIBLY good. none of what i've played can compare. not even other final fantasies. esp when it comes to shb bcs i barely #can think of criticism about it ;;; the other expansions are all beautiful (yes. all) even w their imperfections and flaws? for me it adds #to my appreciation but i like to be critical abt it regardless and all !! tbh maybe it's also just me actually being a fan of mmos but #ffxiv rlly is an rpg first and an mmo 2nd >< and the most final fantasy at it's core honestly !! and the music is incredibly top tier :O #idk man but p5 and fe3h and gbf and octopath and other games i've played ;; what makes the story good is all in xiv imo ??#altho it's kind of a cheat bcs it's an mmo WHEEZE but it rlly does feel like an rpg first and this is from someone who honestly mostly #played rpgs b4 xiv >< i cld go on and on but lehfoebfisj i do that too much and i'm rambling so much na ere aaaaaa #idk but. yeah. idk. when i think abt what makes 3H and p5 and gbf good and others. it's just also in xiv #i hope i don't come off as close minded and ignorant though T___T this is just me rn being yeah over my greatest passion !!#oh gods i accidentally deleted a tag up there and reached 30 tags GOODBYE i talk (text) so much oml

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the-oblivious-writer · 5 months

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Touch Tank

Tara Carpenter x Reader

One-shot

Summary: Tensions are high when you go over to the Carpenters' apartment after telling Tara you would fix their sink; Sam isn't exactly what you would call your 'biggest fan'

Warning(s): Swearing, Tara & R aren't together, & no pronouns used

Notes: Another work based off of Gilmore Girls! Currently re-watching it and I'm slowly inching towards s3 ep 19... I'm avoiding it like the plague (I wanna stay in literali bliss just a lil longer 😔)

4/7 for Seven Days of Christmas

You made the mistake of agreeing to fix Tara’s sink.

Somehow Tara roped you into agreeing. Plumbers were expensive, and with paying rent in New York while also paying for college, they were already on a tight budget. You offered them a cheaper price, and you honestly didn’t mind giving Tara a favor.

That was before you remembered Sam would be there too.

You have known Tara all of five months, and in that time you haven’t exactly left the best impression on her older sister. Sam has already caught you sneaking in ten times—you got lucky every other time—and it didn’t help that you had an attitude.

Tara wanted nothing more than for Sam to get to know you—to not just go off the you she made up in her head. So, when Sam found out you would be coming to fix their kitchen sink… she figured it wouldn’t be such a bad idea to give you another shot. Besides, she was doing this for Tara. She wasn’t sure as to why Tara was so persistent on it, but all she knows is that Tara wants you and her to get along.

—

You walk up the stairs to the shared apartment after getting buzzed in by Tara. Once you get to the door you knock and the door opens.

“Hey,” Tara greets.

“Hey back,” you reply. Tara moves to the side, letting you in. Once you’re inside you look at Tara once again before smiling to yourself.

“You’re very punctual,” she remarked—watching as your eyes wandered.

“Yeah, well, it was either this or more apartment hunting with Danny.”

“You’re moving?”

You shrugged, “I don’t know. Don’t really get the point—the apartment’s fine. He says there’s ‘interior damage’ or whatever. Nothing I can’t fix.”

“Who knows; a new place could be nice.”

“I guess. He’s kinda eyeing the vacant apartment that’s not too far from yours.”

“Really?”

“Yeah… not saying it’s a sure thing but if we do move, can you promise you won’t get sick of me?”

“Sick of that face? Never…” She gently pinched your cheek teasingly; heat rushed to your face.

“Did you change your hair?” You asked suddenly, changing the subject.

“What?”

“Your hair looks…different.”

“So segway’s not your thing, huh?”

“Is it?”

“Uh, no. I wear it like this a lot. Why?”

“Just…” You shrug, “Different.”

“Oh. Bad ‘different’?” She tugged on the hem of her shirt, suddenly feeling nervous for some reason.

You smirk, about to answer her question, but turn your head when you hear a noise coming from down the hall. It sounded like Sam yelling a curse before Tara looked back at you with a light chuckle.

“The sink hasn’t been putting her in the best mood,” she elaborates.

“She’s usually in a good mood?” You quip with raised eyebrows, tone laced in sarcasm. Tara scolds you with a look, causing you to back down. “Alright, alright.”

“This fucking sink is driving me insane–” Sam cuts herself off, stopping in her tracks when she sees you.

“Oh. Y/N. You’re here,” she says and you simply nod at her words. “Refreshing to see you use the front door for once…” She murmurs but you and Tara hear it. Tara scolds her with the same look she gave you just moments before.

“If you want there’s Dr. Pepper in the kitchen,” Sam reluctantly offered. You looked at Tara then at Sam before briefly nodding.

After a few seconds of silence, Sam clears her throat. “Okay, well, everything’s in the kitchen if you want to get started. The toolbox, and gloves are all there. If you need anything else just call one of us.”

Tara looks between you and Sam before speaking up, “Come on, I’ll show you.” She extends her hand, gesturing to the direction of the kitchen. You begin to walk in that direction but before Tara follows behind, she gives Sam a look.

“I’m trying,” Sam huffed.

“Well keep it up pleasee,” Tara requested as she walked away to the kitchen.

By the time she was there, you were already setting up. “Question,” She states.

“Yes?” You put the pair of gloves in your back pocket, looking over at Tara.

“You come over. You seem to have a very firm grasp of the English language. You put together several full sentences—even using a couple of words that contain two or more syllables. And then my sister appears, and suddenly we need a thought bubble over your head to understand what you’re thinking. Can you tell me why that is?”

You looked down at the four-way silicone key in your hand before looking at Tara again with a response. “The verbal thing comes and goes.”

Tara sighed, lightly rolling her eyes. “I would really appreciate it if you would try to get along with my sister.”

“I took the Dr. Pepper,” you stated as a matter of factly.

She furrowed her eyebrows, “I know.”

“Personally, I think it’s a little crazy to put lemon in Dr. Pepper—buuuut I took it anyhow.” You reached for the bucket and rag as you heard Tara huff.

“Stop it.”

“Ooo, stern face,” you say as you lift the tool and bucket to place by the sink. Tara continues, following you as you crouched down by the sink.

“Look. I went out on a limb for you, trying to get my sister to give you the benefit of the doubt. Okay? So, I don’t think it would hurt you to try to be nice.”

You put down the wrench you had just picked up, now fully turned and standing to look at Tara as you spoke. “Why?” You simply asked, taking off your jacket.

“Why?” Tara mirrored.

“Yeah. Why?”

“Because she’s my sister—and she and Danny are dating.”

“So?” You tossed your jacket on top of a nearby chair.

“What do you mean ‘so’?” She asked incredulously; her eyebrows stayed furrowed.

“So, just because she’s your sister or Danny’s girlfriend doesn’t mean that I automatically have to get along with her,” you stated with pure conviction, rolling up your sleeves.

“Y/N, my sister is a great person. She’s also my best friend—so if you care about me at all you will take that into consideration,” Tara was now crossing her arms as she stood her ground. “And you will be mildly polite to her.”

You couldn’t help but smirk, looking her up and down before responding. “What makes you think I care about you?” Tara didn’t need eyes to know you were smirking and enjoying this way too much.

She blushes, looking down at the ground and shaking her head as she grows flustered. “I–I don’t mean care-care. Like—care. I mean if you like me at all—not like-like! I just meant that–” Tara stumbles over her words, tucking in a loose strand of hair behind her ear. You watch her with amusement, a soft smile grazing your face as you let out a light snort.

“If you think of me remotely as the sort of person you could occasionally stand to talk to then you will try to get along with my sister. That’s all.”

Your eyes never pulled from her once, only looking at her with fondness as you finally said something. “Okay,” you nod.

“Okay?”

“Can’t guarantee that it’ll work but I’ll try,” you confirm.

“Thank you.”

“You’re welcome…” You glance at the sink then back at Tara. “Should probably get to work.”

“Right. Sorry—go ahead.” She turns to walk away, looking at you one more time before leaving the kitchen. You crouch down by the sink again, not meeting her gaze but feeling it. She doesn’t see how you grin to yourself; your mind being plagued with thoughts of the younger Carpenter.

Guess it wouldn’t hurt to make an effort.

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Later that night, you decided to stop by Tara’s window for a surprise visit. You looked at her for a few seconds—admiring how peaceful she looked—before lightly tapping on her window. She turned to look at the window, a grin grazing her face when her eyes meets yours.

She lifted the window with a smile as you looked up at her fondly. “Hey,” you finally said after the window fully opened, expression never faltering as you leaned your head against the window frame.

“Hey back,” she replied. “Didn’t you say something to Sam about not coming through the window anymore.” Tara heard from Sam that you managed to hold somewhat of a conversation with the older Carpenter, actually making an effort to try with her. No matter how awkward it might have been on your end, at least you tried.

“You talk about me with Sam?” You asked smugly.

She rolled her eyes with an infectious smile. “Just get inside.”

“I didn’t hear a no~” You say in a sing-song voice. Tara pulled you in by your sleeve, roughly, might you add. “Watch the shirt,” you complain while you’re pulled inside her room.

“Quirk it.”

“How gentle,” you sarcastically complimented; you dusted your pants off with your free hand, not commenting on how Tara still held a grip on your other arm.

“So,” Tara began as she sat on her bed—dragging you with her, “What are we watching tonight?”

“I can’t do Freaky Friday again.”

“Fine.”

“How about Cursed?” You inquired. Tara was leaning her back against your chest; she looked up at you with those beautiful brown eyes.

“That movie’s terrible.”

“One-hundred percent, but Milo Ventimiglia is in it.”

“Doesn’t he only have like six minutes of screen time?”

“But in it, nevertheless.”

“You drive a hard bargain… Get the laptop?”

You respond by reaching over to the night stand, grabbing her laptop. You hand it to her and she opens it on her lap.

Tara would never comment on how she was the only one who got this side of you—the gentle, kind, and considerate side. Well, when she wants to see you squirm she comments on it. But for now, she’ll keep it to it herself.

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A/N: the urge to write a paper on how jess mariano is a truly misunderstood character grows each & each day...

(I got beef with star hallows. we leave it at that.)

#tara carpenter x reader #tara carpenter x y/n #tara carpenter x you #jenna ortega x you #tara carpenter x gn!reader #gender neutral reader #jenna ortega x reader #jenna ortega x y/n #jenna ortega #scream fanfic

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mikka-minns · 6 months

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Snowblind x Mk1 intros

(this is only part one, there Will probably be another)

The names in the parenthesis() are what the characters are refered to as in the intros themselves

Kinda messy

Also, there are some Ships implied, so beware. This is all just crack and headcanons, nothing serius

(this has been on my drafts for a month, so sorry i havent posted earlier)

@dinainwater @laismoura-art

Sb!Kuai Liang vs Sb!Hanzo

Kuai: Just like the old times, eh?

Hanzo: only this time, you wont beat me

Hanzo: I hope i am worthy of this fight

Kuai: im still not used to these compliments

Kuai: i cannot understand how Someone can be so power-hungry

Hanzo: because you are the kindest of souls, Kuai Liang

Hanzo: You know, i actualy won our last fight

Kuai: no you didnt! I had you on chokehold with my legs-

Mk1!Bi han (sub zero) vs Sb!Kuai Liang (Kaui)

Sub zero: in your timeline, you are the lin kuei grandmaster?

Kuai: i was.

Sub zero: i can only hope my other self did better than i

Kuai: its not Just about our mistakes, but the ways we try and fix them

Sub zero: it is weird seeing my-

Kuai: younger brother be older than you? *chuckle* i understand

Sub zero: it is too late to make things right.

Kuai: only if you are truly heartless and i can see you arent

Kuai: even if they dont forgive you, you can all move forward

Sub zero: but is it together? Or did i doom our brotherhood?

Kuai: for the last time, Kenshi isnt a landowner!

Sub zero: all right! Cuz i am not paying double rent!

Sb!Kuai Liang (Kuai) vs mk1!Johnny Cage(Johnny)

Johnny: so who is this "Simone" chick Kenny keeps talking about?

Kuai: i dont think you understand. She is LITERALY a chicken

Johnny: so who is Kenny's other dad?

Kuai: i dont even know who is the first one?!

Johnny: alright, Rocky... or Batman?!

Kuai: You cant possibly make me choose!

Kuai: me? In a movie? You're as crazy as Johnny from my timeline

Johnny: If two of us cant convince you, then its you whose crazy

Johnny: dude, you are such a dil-

Kuai: do not finish that sentance, Johnathan

Johnny: holy shit, we are technicaly in-laws!

Kuai:*sigh* it could have been worse i guess

Johnny: never Thought a king of hell would be my sorta-father-in-law!

Mk1! Johnny Cage (Johnny) vs Sb!Hanzo

Hanzo: I just hope you're better than most of my in-laws

Johnny: so you and Kuai, huh?

Hanzo: what about us? We're on good terms

Hanzo: So you're the Johnny Cage Kuai told me about?

Johnny: first name basis? I think i see whats going on!

Kenshi: you seem like a good friend of my other self

Johnny: You are a king?! Awesome!

Hanzo: its not as fun as you may think.

Mk1!Johnny Cage(Johnny) vs Sb!Kenshi

Johnny: I dont know if you're old enough to know the truth

Johnny: so who is this "Simone"?

Kenshi: oooh! You gotta meet her, she's great!

Johnny: gee, Kenny, how come big Kano let you have two dads?

Kenshi: he... What?

Kenshi: how did you get ahold of Sento?

Johnny: it was easy. Keeping it was hard

Johnny: duuude, no way you never watched Rocky!

Kenshi: we dont have movies in the wastelands.

Mk1!Kenshi Kenshi vs Sb!Kenshi

Kenshi: You fight the black dragon on your own?

Sb!Kenshi: had Kuai not shown up, i wouldnt be here

Kenshi: your mentor sounds like a wise man

Sb!Kenshi : he threw a melon at me

Sb!Kenshi: You never chase chickens as training?

Kenshi: *chuckles* your mentor sounds like a fun guy

Sb!Kenshi: You dont know who Simone is?

Kenshi: i've never met anyone with that name in my life

Kenshi: hearing of the wastelands, i am gratefull for Liu Kang

Sb!Kenshi: realy? Well i think he could've done better

Scorpion: i can tell you and that scorpion arent brothers

Mk1!Kuai (scorpion) vs Sb!Kuai

Kuai: i think everyone can

Kuai: so in this timeline, you are scorpion?

Scorpion: i see even within my other selves i am different

Scorpion: what happend with your Bi han?

Kuai: retired. Kind of. He mostly just judges my tastes now

Scorpion: You area farmer? Just like Raiden!

Kuai: Raiden?

Kuai: You seem fond of your Raiden

Scorpion: he is a great ally and an even greater friend

Kenshi: Kuai still wont tell me what your promise was

Sb!Kenshi vs Sb!Hanzo

Hanzo: then i wont disrespect him by talking behind his back

Hanzo: I would never hurt Kuai Liang

Kenshi: i cant trust you on just your word

Kenshi: so what are you the king of?

Hanzo: hell, Neatherrealm, ga-

Kenshi: why does everyone think im Kuai's son?

Hanzo: You arent?!

Sb!Kenshi vs Sb!Kuai

Kenshi: i still havent thanked you for saving me

Kuai: there's nothing to thank me for

Kenshi: what is that promise about?

Kuai: nothing that concernes you, dont worry

Kuai: for the love of god, dont befriend anyone named Cage

Kenshi: why? He's such a cool guy!

Kuai: so, Johnny showed you some movies?

Kenshi: Yes aaand now i know where you got the ideas for our training

Kuai: you're lucky you cant see the terrible costumes in ninja mime

Kenshi: but it sounds so fun! What is mime?

Liu kang: im glad Hanzo and you are allies in your timeline

Kuai: You can call us cousins too, since you already started with that shit

Kuai: what the hell were you thinking?

Liu Kang: only of whats best for earthrealm

Shang: You aged so gracefully

MK1!Shang Tsung (Shang) vs Sb!Kuai

Kuai: say that again and you wont age at all

Shang: if that Hanzo ever brothers you, i can always help

Kuai: you are the only one bothering me. Back. Off!

Kuai: dont you dare come anywhere near Kenshi!

Shang: your mistrust wounds me, Kuai Liang

Kuai: If you dont shut up yourself, i'll make you!

Shang: coming from you, that doesnt sound bad at all

Smoke: what do you mean Hanzo isnt a kid?!

Mk1!Smoke and Sb!Kuai (these are some inside jokes i have with a couple of mutuals😉)

Kuai: have you never seen a child?!

Kuai: so do you only take old people as your students?

Smoke: HE TOLD ME HE WAS 15, OKAY?!

Smoke: How do we stop Bi han?

Kuai: my advice, pay his rent and spanish classes

Smoke: i bet i can guess your exact age!

Kuai: *sigh* of course you can

Smoke: ohhh, Who is Sareena? Your girlfriend?

Kuai: You trying to start a fight with both Bi hans?

Ashrah: You have no evil in your soul

Mk1!Ashrah and Sb!Kuai

Kuai: i am far from innocent

Ashrah: dont be so cruel on yourself

Ashrah: You are a great teacher

Kuai: i have a great student

(not himself as in other Kuai, but as himself himself)

Kuai: that is all i've ever known

Mk1!Shang tsung vs Sb!Hanzo

Hanzo: Im suprised Kuai hasnt broken all your bones

Shang: im suprised he didnt kill you already

#mortal kombat #Kenshi takahashi #kuai liang #sub zero #hanzo hasashi #scorpion #Mortal kombat snow blind #Im not tagging all the characters. im lazy #Mortal kombat 1 #Mortal kombat legends #Johnshi #Subscorp #Bireena #Crimson Shadow #Im tagging the Ships so you know if you want to read this or not

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bettertwin1 · 6 months

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My ask box is literaly jus

Anon: why are you bald? stop being bald.

Goblin: Do you want to buy my suspicious stew? It will have lasting effects and may change the trajectory of your life forever. It will taste disgusting, and you have a 50% chance of dying after consumption. Will you take that risk? Will you ever take any risks? Many people refuse to jump at an opportunity of a better life because they are afraid of dying, but are you truly living if you never take that leap of fate? Young traveler. You are tired, you are broken down and worn, the world keeps moving, and it's time you do too, do not let the world age without you. The stew is only the beginning. Please, try it.

Anon: I am going to brutally murder you

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt leo #rise leo #unpause rise of the tmnt #rise of the tmnt #rise donnie #rottmnt donnie #disaster twins #leo rottmnt

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majaloveschris · 6 months

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I do think he looked happy talking about his wedding and what little mention of 🐟 he did, especially with the go Portugal but putting aside how sincere or not that was, is pretty obvious it was something he had to mention and the rushed to move on from it and I think its because he knows how people feel about it and he cares, he cares that people will judge him from it (from now on I will asume its 100% real, the ring is there, he confirmed the wedding, called her his wife) wich to me is baffling because if you just married the love of your life and are happier than ever why would you care? He is not coming back to insta or twitter so he will not see the reactions, she can limit comments. Hollywood literaly doesnt care he is married to that kind of person, if he were a good actor nothing but that would matter so why would you care if people dont like your rs? The answer I think its because he is trying to bring back the fanbase he actively killed and so to me it looks like he would rather keep his wife as hidden as possible so he can keep his "A" list status and man that just tells a lot about him... Hence why he also spoke 30 seconds about arguably the most important day of his life till now and 10 about his dog, cause is the latter that sells. Had she been someone nice, someone to not be ashamed of (because thats the impression HE gives) he could have capitulated in the devoting husband look, but no he knows and doesnt care enough that he married her but cares enough to hide her.. Like make it make sense. Also I might said he looked happier that what he have seen him during this whole shit show but that doesnt mean he looks good.. He looks rough, the consequences of what he have done this past 2 years are catching to him fast.

I mean, he obviously cares what people think about him; all celebrities do. They live off their fans, since the only people who watch presumably every single project of theirs are their fans. He obviously wants to save what's left, but good luck for that. There are people who will never come back, but until his name is connected to people like Alba and her friends, he's going to lose fans.

If he is actually in love and happy with her (which I don't see, but okay), he doesn't need to divorce her because of other people; however, he needs to understand that not a lot of people can't support this, and mostly not because of the age gap but because of Alba's and her friends' behavior. He can do whatever he wants; there are people who are done with him, and that's it.

I definitely understand that his reputation is important for him and that whatever he says, he probably wants to stay in the industry, but the way he treated and talked about her, especially if she is the love of his life, is really interesting. I guess he had no problem appearing with Jenny, who was still married, by the way. If you love somebody so much that you want to marry them, then be proud of them. I'm not saying they should be out every single day kissing and hugging or whatever, but whenever we see them (in real time, not in a staged photo), he seems so distant. Dropping her hands in NYC, not letting her walk the red carpet, not holding her hands, saying weird things about her, like she is really into other people's energy. If this was love at first sight, and they knew they were in for the long ride, then he probably knew he's going to marry her, so he knew people were going to see her a lot of times, and they had to get used to it. So I don't really understand this whole hiding and breadcrumbing bullshit.

#majaloveschris #chris and alba relationship #cevans-love

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whumpasaurus101 · 10 months

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hii! oml i'm like in love with ur writing ajsksemnsns

i was wondering if i could request something? i really wanna see 2 yandere, sadistic, villain whumpers x a hero whumpee ?? maybe a scene where their trying to lure hero in "going home" with them? thank you !! ^^

OHMYGOSH YOU ARE LITERALY THE SWEETEST STOP TYSMMM WAAAA <<33

Okay ik i say this with every piece BUT IMMA BE HONEST i am not happy with this and i am SOOOO sorry if this is not what you were asking of. DONT BE SHY TO BAP ME AND TELL ME IF YOU WNTED SMTHN ELSE HDUIHD BUT HAVE SOME WORDS WOOO (i am also so sorry its so short, it just kinda stopped where it gave the vibes it stopped? YK? HUIDHKHDHH)

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“Leaving so soon?” Villain cooed, their eyes boring into Hero as they froze.

“They…they won…SuperVillain won..” Hero mumbled, “I’m keeping my end of the deal, I’ll lay off your territory.” Their hand wrapped around their side as the familiar dull ache crawling along their ribs sent electric bolts sparking from pain, “Co-congrats.”

Hero was soon stopped as Villain 2 stepped right in front of them. They jumped, “Whe-when did you get here?”

Villain 2 smirked before cupping Hero’s cheek, brushing their thumb along Hero’s bruised cheekbone, “The least we could do is patch you up, hm?” Hero gulped, wincing slightly from the slight tingle of pain, “I…I just want to go home, I’m really tired,” Hero practically whimpered, jesus they were weak.

Villain 2 pouted, tilting their head gently. “Come home with us,” Villain smirked, “We’ll take care of you, baby-” Hero jumped but relaxed into Villain’s hand as it gently played with their hair, “-No one else will lay a hand on you” They whispered, a fire of jealousy roaring in their chest.

Villain 2 gently moved their thumb, feeling the soft, bloodied skin , “You’re such a pretty little thing…”

Hero’s brain was full of incoherent thoughts layered one on top of each other. They were so confused. Villains were bad, they were bad but… but after getting so hurt, all they wanted was comfort. Without these two Villain’s, they would be going back to their apartment, cook up some food and just go to bed. Alone. Nobody who could just… hold them

They gulped as a tear slowly made its way down their face, “I-I’m sorry-” Their throat felt tight from holding in all this feeling. “I’m sorry I’m so weak-” Villain quickly caught them as they fell, collapsing into sobs. Villain 2 clenched their jaw and glared up at Villain, “I’m going to fucking kill SuperVillain.”

Villain nodded, their fingers carding through Hero’s curls, “Absolutely. But we need to look after our priorities. Once they’re home with us and patched up, SuperVillain’s dead meat.”

They gently turned Hero so they lay on their back against Villain. They tucked a curl behind their ear and smiled, “Don't worry, doll, we’ll protect you. All you need is us. No one else.” Villain reached for their pocket and slid the gun across the ground, nodding at Villain 2 who took it and pocketed it before walking off.

Hero whimpered at the loss of a person but the gentle touch on their chest relaxed them, “Heyheyhey, it's alright, they’ve just gone to the shop quickly, need to get you all strengthened up, you're safe with me, I promise SuperVillain will never hurt you ever again.” They felt something tug at their chest. Hero needed them. The two villain’s are the one and only things Hero ever needed, “Never.”

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pepprs · 1 year

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bad enough that i am stuck in my life but even worse when i have to work through / around the stuckness in front of people i care about / explain it / be perceived in experiencing it. UGH!!!!!!

#purrs #i live in my childhood home i share a bedroom withy sister it hasn’t been redecorated since before we were born i don’t even have a license #ive never dated or even been liked like that by someone i know except one time ive never done like 75-80% of the things ppl my age do and im #gonna show up empty handed and empty brained to everythi ng and be seen as stupid and uncaring and whatever when really im just tired and my #life is so flat rn and i don’t have the strength to pull it up by myself and give it shape again but i have to. i don’t think i have covid (#thank GOD) but i can say even without having ever gotten it and hopefully never getting it that it has ruined my life like genuinely. i mean #good things have come out of it too but i was already socially / emotionally stunted and then being locked down for a year and a half like l #literaly not leaving my house for anything but medical stuff until july 2021 was so PRPFOUBDLY damaging. i feel like someone has taken a the #motion blur tool i. photoshop and just drawn like a scribble over me so some parts of me are stretched to where they need to be and other pa #parts are stuck at like age idk 16 and i think i need to have most of the parts motion blurred to like… move forward! but i can’t make that #happen and i have to explain it and move around it and it’s so EMBARRASSING omg. girl help i am flowering on the wall i am blooming late i a #am hiding in my shell and i want to come out but i also DO NOT so i am cowering in fear forever and never standing up for myself or standing #up at all to be honest!! lol 😸👍#anyways this post is brought to you by how INSANELY much i do not want to reply to a particular email in my inbox or spend my time tonight #[redacted] on express when i am already so exhausted. and if that makes me a bad person then so be it i guess i am one #* i don’t even have a LEARNERS PERMIT let alone a license. lawl <3

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adarkrainbow · 1 year

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The Perrault fairytales are dreams

Well, I am not using the theory “It was a dream all along!”. Don’t misunderstand me - but there is something that is quite obvious when you read the fairytales of Charles Perrault. And it is the use of the “dream-logic” inside fairytales themselves, to make them feel... well, like dreams.

This is something quite unique to Perrault. If you look at the fairytales of madame d’Aulnoy, we are closer to the fantasy novel, since everything is explained, the characters given depths, there are socio-political relationships everywhere, a worldbuilding, a (most of the time) coherent succession of events... It is a true “fairy novel”. But Perrault’s tales were unusual in that they tried to stick to their folkloric roots: short, simplified, and overall oniric in nature, with the same dream-logic I talked above applied.

In “Little Thumbling” (what people know by the wrong title Hop O’Thumb), the house of the ogre happens to have a second bed in their daughter’s bedroom - an empty, unused bed, the perfect size to host the seven brothers. Why? It is never explained, but it fits the nightmare feeling of the “at the house of the ogre” episode, where everything seems ready to welcome you and kill you...

In Bluebeard, the house where the climax takes place is a very weird and strange place. It is a countryside house, the size of a big, rich house - and yet as the tension rises, new elements (such as the tower) appears, that make the house look more like a castle (and in fact many illustrators depict Bluebeard as having a castle, when he doesn’t have any into the original story). It is a typical nightmare-logic where the place gets bigger and more frightening as the tension and horror unfolds. Similarly, the presence of the “sister Anne” is extremely strange - as she kind of appears out of nowhere, or rather is mentioned, but only seems to exist as a way to relay information to her sister, as she is left outside of the rest of the action, not interacting with Bluebeard, not talking with her sister about her discovery. She is briefly mentioned at the beginning and the end of the story, she plays the key role of answering her sister’s pleas for help, but she is such a distant, inactive character, cut off from the rest of the narrative (she isn’t even mentioned to have moved in with her sister in Bluebeard’s house) that it led to many people reading “sister Anne” as actually a double, a sort of hallucinated twin or split of personality of the unnamed wife, who might be all alone and just talking to herself...

Speaking of sudden apparitions: take “Cinderella”. The fairy godmother randomly appears out of nowhere, with no introduction, as if she had always been here and we are supposed to know her from the start. The wicked step-family leaves for the ball, Cinderella starts crying - and suddenly the fairy godmother comforts her. She hasn’t been introduced to the reader, the other members of Cinderella family do not seem to be aware of her presence, but at the same time Cinderella is not at all surprised to see her - and yet the fairy godmother seems also unaware of the events leading to Cinderella crying... This is literaly a dream-logic scene, where a character pops out of nowhere, and yet it is as if you knew them all along and they were already there.

And “Little Red Riding Hood”? When you summarize it, it is like a nightmare. You dream of a little girl sent by her mother in the forest, the little girl talks to a wolf (and is not at all surprised to hear a wolf talk - talking animals were not always the norm in fairytales, since many characters of d’Aulnoy tales are shocked upon hearing animals speak), and then she arrives at her grandmother’s house, but it isn’t her grandmother, but the wolf disguised - the girl gets eaten, and that’s the end. Summarize it like that, and try to think of it as one of those weird nightmares people get and try to recap while making sense.

This all isn’t just “some oversight” or Perrault “badly writing” as some nasty people might try to say - because we have manuscripts of Perrault’s fairytales dating back to two years before the actual publishing of the tales, so we know he has been spending quite some times working on them - and in those manuscripts, sometimes thing are explicitely spelled out to make them seem more logical, but in the finished version some of those explanations are removed to make it seems more mysterious... and apparently, more “dream-like”.

This is also why I do think that “The Company of Wolves”, the movie, is perhaps one of the Red Riding Hood movie closest to Perrault’s “Little Red Riding Hood”. It might be a twist, deconstruction and reconstruction of Perrault’s original tale, with numerous additions and expansions, but it keeps the fever-dream feeling of Perrault’s fairytales by making it all LITERALY a dream. This is aspect can also be found in the old Disney movies that adapts Perrault’s stories: Disney’s “Cinderella”, and in a lesser extent “Sleeping Beauty”, all have dream-sequences or rather scenes and moments with strong-dream feelings, manifesting again this subtext in Perrault’s original style...

(Mind you, this is just my hot take of the day, it isn’t like some true, confirmed, studied thing that dozens of scholars can support - it is just me taking an obvious trait of the tales and spinning a whole tapestry out of it)

#charles perrault #perrault fairytales #dreams #dream logic #french fairytales #cinderella #little thumbling #bluebeard #little red riding hood #the company of wolves

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yanderestevenuniverse · 9 months

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hello there I really like your stuff and wanted to put in a request if there available. Recently I read a fic about if yandere Steven was a lucid yandere instead of delusional and while I know you personally headcanon him as delusional I wanted to see your spin on him being lucid (if your comfortable with that) and I was also wondering if he was would ever kidnap his darling what lead him to it,how,why his reaction to escape attempts,how he treats them and etc.If you do write this I would really love a gender neutral reader. Thanks for being you and have a good day 🩷🫶🏾🥰

Ok a lucid yandere Steven lets go this is a little bit difficilt scince stevens morals go almost completly angeinst all forms of yandere stuff so your gonna need a little bit of suspension of disbelife here but considering that this show is about gay rocks that shoudnt be too hard .

.A lucid yandere Steven would be a manipulative yandere meaning that he would rely upon manipulation rather than intimidation and kiddnapping

.As above he would not kidnapp his darling instead only using it as a lst resort once all else has failed like if you attempted to move somewhere far away or attempted to break up with him and then he would try and justify it as "protecting you".

.Steven Now lucid cannot kill it literaly goes ageinst all of his morals hece why he would try intimidation and manipulation to try and get people away from you but if he ever did accidently killed someone for you then his mind would shatter and he would become delusional

.Punishments what punishments? he wouldnt lay a fingure on you with out your permission this guy is the ultimate gentleman you can scream and shout and throw things at him the only thing youll achive is making him cry. Weather he is genuinlly crying becuse you

. For comfort there would be lots of physical touching and hugs and kisses (never with out yyou permission of course) he would definitly want to spoil you and expect him to be putting quite the dent into his farthers credit card buying you everything you could ever want or need i think he would try and see it as a way of making thing up to you. But of course their would have to be limits like going to see your friends and family is a big NO NO

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#steven universe #su #yandere #yandere su #yandere steven universe #asks #ask #yandere asks #steven universe future #yandere steven #lucid yandere #yandere headcanons #headcanon #steven universe x reader

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partywithoutsmiling · 5 days

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On the topic of Brozone

When it comes to their parents, family and family situation, Part 1:

Expanding bit of my personal headcanon on this- well, mostly personal in the way that I use it as a basis for all my AUs/Stories without fault; basically, I consider this 'Universal Headcanon' when it comes to any of my Stories, while the Stories by themselves can have Headcanon/Lore that is unique just to them XD

(Like, for an example, the luminescent markings in Moonlit AU are unique just for that particular AU, and you won't see it in Rock Beast or Wanderer!Branch)

Anyway, as I hinted in this post, I headcanon the Brozone Bros as being of mixed herritage: half-Pop and half-Rock

Biologically, it makes them slightly less hardy when it comes to Winter, and little bit more feral looking compared to other Pop Trolls, something that got more prominent the older they grew

Age - Using Branch's hatching as a base line (at 0), I headcanon the ages thus: - JD at 16, Spruce/Bruce at 14/13, Clay at 12 and Floyd at 11

Pop Troll Capitol - John Dory had hatched at a time where Pop Troll territory (expanded upon in this answered ask) had already started shrinking, but still boasted several strong settlements. However with those Settlements slowly disappearing (And unknown to the Pop Trolls, harvested by Bergens), Pop Trolls started naturally migrate towards the Troll Tree, at this point considered the Capitol 'City' of sorts; - However, everyone desired to live there, considered to be not only the pinacle of the high life but also place of endless oppoturnities, home for especially talented Trolls- not something little half-rock troll JD could ever hope to achieve, but could at least dream about; - A dream that started to be more of an ambitious goal, when more of his brothers hatched, and JD, being the oldest and feeling responsible for the happiness of his siblings, wanted to get them out of the backwater settlement they are growing up in- an oppoturnity that presented, when their Grandmother, Rosiepuff, offered to house them while they tried to prove themselves

Boy Band 'Aristocracy' - Being part of a succesful band- especially part of a boy band- was a prestigious status, as close as to aristocracy as the hierarchy in the Pop Troll Tribe could get. The most succesful band gained the priviledge of living in the Troll Tree, along with all the other 'gifted' Pop Trolls, and were free to interact with the Royal Family on more personal level - Brozone was considered especially progidious; not only they were able to harmonize better than anyone else, but they were also the youngest to really 'make it' and stand out from all the hopefuls

Nepotism? - The early Brozone- the one without Branch in it- was not starved for talent, but it was largely thanks to their grandmother that they were even allowed the chance - While mixed herritage was not a rare thing to happen in the Tribe- despite ancient conflicts, Trolls tended to trickle back and forth between Kingdoms- none of them ever lived in the Troll Tree, and were it not for Rosiepuff and her known family history, the Brozone would never even get the chance

Barebones Family Tree - Their Pop Half is maternal, with their mother named Mulberry; born at the Troll Tree, to Rosiepuff and to a troll named Brazen (who I headcanon gathered bit of a fame himself, imagine essentially Troll Frank Sinatra XD), she decided the glamour and glitter life is not something that was for her - Always bit quieter and more of an intelectual, she decided to move out of the Troll Tree and settle in a Village closer to the North - There she managed to meet a Rock Troll named Thorn (Or 'Thornberry', as she came to call him) - Thorn, being a young Troll, had been indulging in the Rock Troll tradition of a Solo Tour (as mentioned in my Wanderer!Branch Lore Dump), which usually happened in the Rock Troll Kingdom but could bleed into other Kingdoms- a habit that brought him literaly crashing on Mulberry's doorstep - In the true opposite attracts fashion and through shenanigans, they eventually fell in love and started family together - Rosiepuff thought it romantic; Brazen was not so accepting - Unknown to most, however, Thorn was not just your average Rock Troll, but the heir to the Rock Throne and an older brother to Thrash (if only by few months) - Thorn kept his sudden family a secret at first, knowing the fact they are Pop wouldn't be accepted, and while his age allowed it, he flitted back and forth between them and Volcano City, making him a rather spotty presence in his sons' lives - Eventually, however, his flightly behaviour started to be frowned upon by the Rock Trolls, as age wise he was long past when it was acceptable to travel around solo- and so he planned a longer trip to Volcano City, if only to tell his father (the King at the time) to fuck off and pass the rule down to Thrash (This didn't really work out, as he had not been allowed to leave after that, leaving Mulberry to struggle to support four children) - JD at 14yo, Spruce/Bruce at 12/11, Clay at 10, Floyd at 9 - It was his disappearence that had Mulberry cave to JD's wheedling to give the Boy Band a shot, and after talking it through with Rosiepuff, the boys moved with their Grandmother while Mulberry stayed behind in hopes that Thorn will come back

(Part two here)

#trolls #dreamworks trolls #trolls fandom #trolls branch #lore dump #brozone

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yanderu-deredere · 1 year

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hey so weird question: how would your ocs react to a darling that's inexperienced or clumsy when it comes to sex? are there any of them that would prefer it that way?

a/n: thank you so much for the request! i put it under a read more cus it's explicit but i hope you enjoy! i did the top three of my ocs that would enjoy an inexperienced/clumsy darling most

warning: there's no mention of reader having a penis but there's several mentions of reader having an 'entrance' (could be an asshole?), gender neutral pronouns for reader

liam anthony arieh ★ profile

fattest corruption kink in the world

absolutely prefers a darling who doesn't know what the fuck they're doing; the more innocent and clueless, the better

he's never really put stock in the human made concept of virginity. he thinks its a bunch of crock bullshit and he's had partners before that had a body count a mile long

but goddamn theres just something about you

the way you fumble around, looking at him for guidance, for instruction? he's got him chubbing up forreal

"L-Liam."

Instead of looking up, he only chuckles, large calloused palms forcing your legs further apart. In front of him, your entrance drooled, making his mouth water and his dick hard.

"You said you wanted to be good for me, right?" He muttered, pressing his cheek against your soft thigh while one of his hands moved forward.

Gently, his middle finger teased your entrance, trying to sink into it. As an automatic response, your knee jumped in surprise. Of course, since his head was right there, your leg made contact with his glasses, almost pushing them out of place.

The way you were so nervous and panicked made him laugh. You reminded him of a jittery little doe.

Liam pressed a kiss against your thigh. Though, as his lips lingered, the kiss slowly turned into a little bite that left a noticeable hickey.

"Calm down, angel, don't worry." He tried to soothe you, his finger sinking deeper and deeper into you, the pad of it pressing against something inside of you that made you writhe.

"I'll take good good care of you."

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defo prefers an inexperienced darling but not for any other reason than he's a possessive bastard lol

basically, he wants to teach you how to make him feel good from the ground up

the thought of his darling not knowing how to fuck anyone else but him? the thought of his darling, completely at his beck and call, following his orders and only his orders?

makes im mad hard for sure

also it makes you easier to manipulate in a way? he wants to teach you thinks most people find kinky and have you believe that it's normal basically

"Oh, that's it, baby." Fujio threw his head back, his hand twitching at the nape of your neck.

All he wanted to do was fuck into your mouth; he wanted to grab you, push you into his groin, bury your face into his pelvis, have his cock hit the back of your throat.

He stopped himself, of course. It's the first blow job you've ever given and he wasn't going to throw you into the deep end.

It was so obvious it was your first time too. He could feel your teeth brushing against the skin of his dick and the way you kept gagging and desperately swallowing was obviously amateur.

He wasn't complaining though. The way you looked up at him, lips stretched around his thick girth, tears clinging to your eyelashes, your hair pulled back by his fist.

It was enough to seriously make him bust. You were going to be the literaly death of him.

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definitely the caregiver type; he likes taking care of and guiding people

he doesn't prefer an inexperienced darling but he definitely would be one of the people that would enjoy it the most

he's very switchy in that like he can be a dom or a sub but when paired with a darling that doesn't really know what they're doing, he's full dom all the time

he's not at all a hard dom either

literally super soft and gentle, moving your hands where they need to go, showing you exactly how to make both you and him feel good, etc

usually, he's not really a very straight forward person but with a darling like this, he doesn't want to beat around the bush so he's very frank

Eun-jeong felt your fingers slowly, hesitantly, close around his cock, your big curious eyes peering up at him through your eyelashes.

He wanted to throw his head back, wanted to buck his hips up, wanted to groan and cum right then and there; he couldn't find it in himself to, though.

You mesmerised him and he couldn't look away. You looked so soft, so innocent, waiting for his words, hanging on to his every instruction.

"Just grip it a bit tighter, puppy." His gloved hand brushes against your wrist, not really holding it but definitely pushing it closer.

When your fist did tense up a bit, a low groan left Eun-jeong's lips. He couldn't stop himself from lifting up a bit, cock thrusting up and down before stopping completely.

You were holding him a bit too tightly but, for some reason (maybe it was how you looked or the fact that it was you), it made him want to shoot his load.

"That's it, puppy." He slurred out when he decided against telling you to lighten up "Just like that, move it up and down like that."

You nod, your big pretty eyes flickering from his cock to his face, back and forth. You seemed just as enraptured by him as he was by you which, honestly, had his heart fluttering.

"Just a little bit more and th-then I'll-- I'll let you cum, okay? I'll show you how to make yourself feel good, I promise..."

#Anonymous #yandere oc x reader #yandere x reader #yandere #male yandere #oc x reader #male oc #liam #fujio #eunjeong #lemony content #bulleted #drabbles

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inkedobsidian · 1 year

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~ Wildfire pt.2 - A.B ~

prompt: Oceans pt.1

requested by: @theinfintenerd

summary: Anthony has little time to figure out what he truely wants, but will he act on the realisation?

pairing: Y/N x Anthony Bridgerton

warnings: nah shits fluffy

word count: 1,168

a/n: Requests are open! Prompt list is there if you guys want extra ideas!

Master-List - Prompts

Anthony did eventually move from the spot that Y/N had left him on. He'd had enough of watching her dance and converse with the prince, especially since they were in the middle of a conversation. That's the only reason he was annoyed that she'd left. Anthony quickly spotted Benedict across the room and made his way over hoping to not be interupted by any ambitious mamas on his travels.

"I see you arrived in one piece, no vicious mamas tail you?" Benedict said as he handed Anthony another spiked glass of lemonade. They both did a quick sweep on either side to see any eavsedroppers or mamas, thankfully there was none. On his way back Anthonys eyes caught Y/N as she did another round of the dance floor with the prince. When they finally broke and Anthony looked back Benedict was already looking at Anthony, his face soft in what was almost pity.

"So our beloved Y/N dancing with the prince. They made a pair don't they?" Benedict said trying to poke a reaction out of Anthony, but it didn't work. Anthony simply agreed and nodded then tried his best to not look over again, although it was nearly killing him.

"How is the list going dear brother? Did Y/N give you any more questions to add?" Benedict tried his best to change the topic and distract his brother but that didn't help considering more than half of Anthony's life was made up of moments with Y/N. Benedicts words however did light something up in Anthonys brain. The questions, the list, the literaly marrige checklist that Anthony created.

"The list…" Anthony trailed off as he finally let his eyes wander back to the dancefloor, back to her. Benedict had no idea what he set in motion and in that moment he wished Daphne was here for even the slightest bit of advice.

"Yes, your marrige list. Y/N was helping you perfect it, no?" Benedict was confused at his brothers confusion. He didn't think his statement needed more on an explanation but clearly it did.

"She was… she has a good way of knowing exactly what I need. Like Mother." Anthony didn't want to put words to the thoughts in his head right now, because that would make it real.

"Well yes, I suppose she has always been special. The perfect mirror for you." Benedict always did have a way with words, Anthony always attributed it to the artist in him but sometimes as his older brother Anthony wishes he'd just shut up. Benedict could see Anthony going through more emotions in 5 minutes than he's seen him go through in 5 years.

"The list…" Anthony repeated pulling the literal list out of his pocket. His eyes scanned every page as he continued to flick through with so much force Benedict thought he was about to rip one of the pages. Of course he could never find a wife, no wonder he could never find someone who matched his ideal. She already exsisted. Anthony had spent the better parts of his life around this woman, she was in every memory, every moment.

"Are you quite well brother?" Benedict said as Anthony seemed to get more sparattic and more intense.

"This list. You have all witnessed me draft it day and night. Designing the perfect woman. When all along just beside me I was crafting this list but I always had help. Always had a second voice of what I should write, ask, everything. No wonder something was always so off. This list, right down to the last page is a love match. How does one go about designing a love they can't desrcibe? Only if they had experienced it but never put it into words. She," He trailed off as he looked at her as she was stood just meters in front of the prince. She would make a stunning Princess, but she would make a better Vicountess. "She has been my choice all along, even before I believed myself ready to choose."

"Now that brother, is true emotion." Benedict was stunned at the beauty in the words that his brother had just broken. Benedict always knew of his brothers love for Y/N, hell the entire family loved her. Now he realises why. Anthony whipped his head between the book, Benedict and Y/N. His mind had a million ideas in them, what does he do with the stunning realisation that he was in love with someone. Then he looked over and just behind her was his mama. Anthony then remembered how his mama spoke of his father. Theirs was a true love match, one Anthony had never longed for. He never needed to, he had the same love beside him the whole time. He wanted it to stay that way. Benedict knew his brother was about to do something completely bold and irrational, he was a Bridgerton. Anthony then cleared the dancefloor in a few simple strides and landed himself back where he was left, standing in the middle of the woman he loved and a literal prince.

"If you would excuse me, I must have Ms. (L/N)'s attention for a moment." Anthony said bowing in respect. The Prince gave a simple curt nod, he knew when he was out matched. No one could out do a love match, not even a Prince. Y/N was a slight bit confused at the energy flowing through Anthony, she felt he was about to pass out if his breathing sped up anymore.

"Anthony," She placed her hand on his shoulders and he could've melted right then, "Are you ok?" She whispered knowing someone could always be listening. Anthony didn't mind, he wanted them to hear. He quickly nods.

"I have never been better. Now," Anthony quickly grabbed his mother's betrothal ring out of his inner pocket and descended to one knee in the middle of the dancefloor, in the middle of the ball. Now, THIS was an event for the ton. "Y/N L/N, you have been attached to my soul from the very first day we met. I needed not to look for a perfect partner, because I had a love match beside me each day. It is you that this list points to, it is you that my heart points to. Y/N will you do me the honor of taking my hand in marriage."

Dearest Reader, Today the entire ton is gathered to celebrate the union of the wonderful Vicount Bridgerton and his dashing Viscountess. The ton shook the day of this proposal and who would not, the drama and the elegance alone is enough gossip for the ton to feed on for months if not the entire season. Now, my gentle reader, this author has nothing to say on this union only that she wishes the couple the best. This author could think of nothing the Vicount deserves more than a love match that rivals his parents. A love match is always a win in this author's books.

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