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everyone be like "nooooo these girls are ruining the reputation of the jjk fandom with what theyre doing to the figures" as if men dont have figures specifically made for them to cum on since dozens of years
#i stg even with memes and stupid shit the misogyny is still there#let women exist. let them have fun. since youre allowed to. and fuck off#tagging this i dont care#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#gojo satoru#ryomen sukuna#sukuna#i think these were the two ones involved
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Ulysses obsession with the Courier is a special type of sad to me cause the Courier’s part was so important but so unwitting. They had no idea what was in the package they delivered and neither did he. Neither had an idea of what it could’ve done and the Courier was only caring out their job (mind you the Courier could be killed via notes in the express contract if they don’t). To them it was just another regular delivery to the divide and one that they likely thought would help, just like all the ones before.
It’s so tragic for Ulysses to hold so much ire to the Courier when it really was the case of it could’ve been anyone. Anyone could have delivered that package but they did and so he focused the blame on them and it destroys what he is trying to instill in the courier on a fundamental level.
#like yeah the courier delivered the package but in the end that’s a job#any random courier could’ve delivered it especially since we know in the past the factions were farther apart and this travel was a smidge#safer but courier six got it and this Ulysses blamed them#like I don’t care much for Ulysses because I think lonesome road embodies don’t shoot the messenger at it core#and what people focus on doesn’t focus on the fact that in the bigger picture#everything went wrong because two factions were at war and at some point the codes would have been delivered#and the divide destroyed cause with how close it is to NCR territory it would of been found#like there is an inevitable and too many people treat Ulysses as if he knows more or is more aware of the idiosyncrasies of conflict#when he’s like fundamentally flawed just at the standard of being a legion apologist STILL and just how focused he is on one persons#involvement cause yeah choices matter even the small one but I think Veronica’s quest says it best with a line from the courier#you can’t control what they do#like the courier couldn’t and can’t control what they deliver and yet it’s got them in hot water multiple times#like do you think they enjoy being shot or knowing they are indirectly responsible for activating the annihilation of a community#to me it’s hypocrisy to be willing to end the world or one world to prove a point and whatever argument made that only military factions#suffer forget there are innocent civilians suffering that had no part and Ulysses is no better than the Courier#I don’t like devils advocate and a lot of the dlc just feels like that but idk I know people love it but the depth is just not there for mr#ulysses fnv#fallout#fallout new vegas#courier six#the courier#lonesome road#the courier has very little personality outside what we give them but some lines and delivery paint a picture#like uhhhh undertale deltarune rules ig
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hope everyone had alright holidays!
a few days ago when we were driving home in the dark in windy and rainy weather after getting two of my siblings from the train we, for the first time in my lifetime im pretty sure, hit a deer that was crossing the street, none of us saw them before they got caught in the headlights and the first one made it over but we werent yet slow enough to not hit the second one ...
the deer lived but was kinda stunned, my dad pushed it off the street and while we were still on the phone with police it got up and ran away but my parents car got damaged and while its still drivable there are several parts that got bent and since its an older model too it might be hard to get it repaired
anyway, i didnt know deer fur was that grey until i saw it stuck to our bumper :(
merry crisis
#ganondoodles talks#random#personal#we are all fine and i wasnt the one driving#i just feel extra bad bc i was there in the front to help watch out for exactly stuff like that#but it was a weird spot and strange in that weather for them to cross#the police told us there was another accident with deer literally 10 minutes before us in the same area#so maybe thats why it was only two .........#i hope the deer is fine tho im pretty sure it at least has a broken leg#also i hope insurance covers the cost and it wont take too long#im very glad we were slow enough to not kill the deer and also not hurt it bloody bc i am still thinking about how it tumbled across#i am salty about how many people were speeding past us tho#car on the side with warning lights on and all doors open two people in car and two outside putting warning thingies up#if my dad hadnt pushed the stunned deer off the street when no one was coming it would have ended way worse for everyone involved
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i can tolerate a lot of things from writers and showrunners but outright condescension and disdain for their fans is not one of them
#ted lasso#ted lasso critical#tedbecca#i didn’t like it from rian johnson and i sure as shit don’t like it from the ted lasso showrunners#i didn’t think tedbecca was going to be canon (and honestly didn’t care one way or the other)#(as in my enjoyment of the show was not hinging on tedbecca being canon. i was there for sam dani and nate first and foremost.)#but that 3.12 opening felt very meanspirited for a show that’s all about being curious and not judgmental#like if they felt so strongly about platonic tedbecca and KNEW they would never get together#what was the deal with playing coy when they were asked about that for the last two years#everyone involved could have just shut it down a la tina fey right away and we wouldn’t have this problem#i just don’t like ppl (fans and creators alike) laughing at the tedbeccas for picking up the pieces that the showrunners were putting down!#hunt and sudeikis and everyone in that room basically dangled a carrot for the last two years#and now they’re denying the carrot even existed#which does not sit right with me#also (hot take) but if the finale opened by mocking tedtrent fans and not tedbeccas y’all would (rightfully) be up in arms#the writers are adults and did not need to waste parts of the literal series finale punching down at a section of fans#whose worst crime was being annoying
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"Why would Elira, Vox and Ike agree to that stream?" because of their contracts, their livelyhoods depend on nijiEN and it's clear that despite everything, there were some good times. not agreeing to it could mean that they get terminated (depending on what their contracts say)
"How could nijisanji think that stream was a good idea?" because they're a company and they chose the three well-liked people of the community, who also were stated in the document that wasn't meant to be seen by anyone else than the lawyers.
Vox, Ike, Elira, the other nijiEN livers weren't meant to see that document, legally they shouldn't have but now they know which will undoubtedly create a rift between Doki and the remaining nijiEN livers--which will benefit nijisanji in the court if the other livers now refuse to side with Doki in court
the fans were already divided, even after Doki herself said that she wants to move on and not to harass or bully the livers, the haters/antis didn't want to stop since this gave them 'a reason' to harass the livers they already hated. and now with nijiEN sharing parts of the document, fans are even more up and arms about this.
i'm not saying that nijisaji is this mastermind/manipulator company, but they're a company nontheless whose main priority is to win this legal battle. and a black company is always willing to sacrifice its employees
#nijisanji en#ngl at first i was like. maybe we couldve moved on had the haters#not continued to harass/bully the livers. but after calming down i think they wouldve#done those streams nontheless due to the case#cuz whats better way to try to move the court of public opinion than to have the fan favorites#who were closest to Doki try to make it seem like Doki overreacted#not saying that what the trio said was completely untrue when it came to their feelings#as to find that out mustve been a shock that they were named in the documents#but considering what all the nijiEN livers have said about SH/etc#i do doubt that they would volunteer to say those things about their friend who almost died#also glad that Doki has a good lawyer cause she was like Yeah we figured theyd do something like this#and had a statement ready. idk enough about legal things esp when there are two coutnries involved#but i do hope that if not both then at least the bigger one is on Doki's side
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Girl is the daughter to some famous guy and he loves her so so so so so so much and doesn't want her to be involved in fame and scandals. So he hires a bodyguard for her so that she can have some freedom and also NOT be seen with him. And bodyguard is just super chill with the man's gushing and doesn't originally try super hard to befriend the girl. It's a job and he just needs her safe and outta the spotlight.
It's going pretty well and is all fine until his friend shows up. Who looks really angy. And glares a lot. So she assumes this friend is just a punk and the bodyguard is like "oh he's nice. he just looks like that when he's nervous."
So when the bodyguard is like "ok i gotta go talk with your dad meaning I can't walk with you to school but I got permission to let my friend walk with you" and she's like okay. I understand. I'm resigned to my fate of never being independent. And then when the guy is like "I need proof or your dad will kill me" and she agrees, HE BEAMS BECAUSE HE GETS TO LIVE ANOTHER DAY. And he shows her the picture and is like "before I send it, this okay with you?" and she nods. She's never seen him smile like that. Huh.
And now the girl has her very loving dad, her loving mom, her protective and kind bodyguard and his weird (boy)friend. And so she has two separate groups of people that love her and she's really happy.
#my bodyguard isnt my dad#since her classmates never see her dad and only see her with the bg they just are like#your dad is really protective huh and shes like oh yeah 100% not know the misunderstanding#and then later her classmates ask her if her dads gay and shes like no??? and doesnt know what else to say#because her dad loves her mom its a really happy married couple wtf#they dont even KNOW her dad ????#then one is like oh yeah i saw that pink haired guy with him again tho they were buying dinner from a convenience store#and shes like OH YOU MEAN HIM no oh no thats.................. hes more like an uncle ?#and the classmates are like OH OK COOL and then it drops cause they dont care about a gay uncle#the gay dad is the drama topic#so she informs her bg that her classmates think hes gay and the two hear cackling from another room#and bg has to be like OH SHUT IT THIS IS YOUR FAULT BY THE WAY YOURE INVOLVED HERE BY BEING MY FAKE BF#and hes like WOW NOT THE FIRST TIME IVE BEEN ACCUSED OF THIS
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The tadfools were just SO connected for such a long amount of time that I can't imagine them seeing each other as anything but family after a good run, especially a good Resist Durge run. I think they'd swoop right in for one another like they were siblings if they absolutely needed something.
#bat rambles#processing some planning thoughts cus like#single mom lae'zel who is crushing it but could still use a hand#and finds it more enjoyable when motherhood involves the village all stepping in to help in different ways#little miss “power for the individual at the cost of the strength of the collective” would like#i think motherhood would be fulfilling if it was as nontraditional as githyanki birth gets#enjoying the rearing and comfort but struggling with handling xan when he's being difficult#bc if you were difficult in creche k'liir you put a target on your back#so she doesnt know how to handle how difficult and nonsensical toddlers can be#like she's SO logical and would fight every argument with clear logic but#toddlers do not give a shit#that would be a nightmare for her#wyll and shadowheart would be the top two for dealing with that stage#wyll would be able to play along in a way that he can redirect them#redirection KING#shadowheart is just so playful and patient#she would get frustrated but i think she'd be at a point where she'd just#appreciate even being able to have this moment and commit it to memory#karlach is perfect with all the kids she's the cool aunt#so she encourages the chaos instead of reigning it in#she also would be the one to get them hyped up on sugar and drop them off but not maliciously#astarion would do it maliciously
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when you read a fic that gives you a hyper-specific whump scenario that you know would either A.) take forever to find in another story or B.) hasn't been written at all so the obvious conclusion is that you have to write it yourself
#whump meme#~my stuff~#my brain hates me sometimes lmao#i just want a story where two characters are stuck in a broken down car in the middle of winter and having an argument#which leads to one stomping outside in some petty attempt to 'find help' while the other person doesn't realize#what is happening at first. they think their friend is just taking a quick second to catch their thoughts. not the best idea in a snow stor#but the other option is them tearing each others heads off so a little separation is fine. but then their friend starts walking away#and keeps going. so now they have to chase after them to corral them back into the car#because yeah its broken but its still somewhat warm unlike this suicide mission you are attempting!!#and then theres a big blow up because they have kinda been the shit-stirrer so their friend just is#im fixing it!! im being not annoying/useless/something related to whatever they were arguing about!!#so now they get slapped in the face with the fact that they've been taking out their bad day/week on their friend#who was simply being themself and trying to cheer them up/be nice#and when they eventually get back in the car the friend now feels like shit because they not only wasted heat from the car#but they also dragged their friend outside just bcuz they were being a brat so didn't they just prove the other person's point?#so now the two are just in a guilt huddle apologizing for being idiots as they inevitably wait for their rescue#bonus points if the rescue involves their rescuers trying to separate them and the other person just *refuses* to let their friend go#because they have a need to keep the first person warm after feeling like they essentially forced them out into the cold#is that too much to ask?? (i could turn this into an A talks to B scenario... also thinking about my OCs but when am i not lol)
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Your word-of-god on my theory is driving me UP THE WALL!
Ok, so let me make a timeline here, let me know if I'm wrong at any point.
He leaves his campsite on the 12th for a day hike, taking minimal supplies with him. He gets hopelessly lost and takes temporary shelter under some low-hanging tree limbs for the night.
He finds the mountainside where he fell early on the 13th and, with a pair of binoculars, can see the creek in the distance. Let's say the rangers and medical examiner were correct, and he was heading to the creek because, at this point, he's probably in the early stages of dehydration (his presumed cause of death)
He tries to climb down safely, and we all know how that went. He makes it as far as he can on a broken leg and possibly numerous superficial injuries that wouldn't have been evident a year later for obvious reasons. He takes shelter under the overhang and... never leaves.
Grian reports Mumbo missing on the 16th when he misses checking in.
Grian leaves Colorado and subsequently arrives in Cody, WY to join the search on the 17th and is immediately forcibly subjected to a nap.
At this point, Mumbo has been under that overhang for the better part of five days. If he was already dehydrated, even mildly, before he even fell, and especially if he lost a medically significant amount of blood from any abrasions or lacerations suffered during the fall...
There is a significant probability that Mumbo was already dead by the time Grian joined the search.
Grian never had a chance of finding him alive, did he?
Damn...
OOOO
Okay so your timeline is a bit different than mine. But I'd like to note—my idea of what happened to Mumbo in general is actually pretty vague. It was one of those things where it didn't actually matter much to the plot since it would never fully be known. Also it made me sad to think about LMAO (imagine that.) Actually though? I had a draft of chapter 11 where when Grian was unknowingly retracing Mumbo's steps, it would be intercut with italics/otherwise clearly formatted Mumbo moments. So that you could see both of their stories converge. I scrapped it because I disliked the ~3 paragraphs I'd written for Mumbo and never came back to it.
So, the dates for this can be whatever you want (12th or 13th) since the specifics don't matter much. I think the main difference is that I didn't have Mumbo getting lost as the first step, I had it as the second. This means that I had Mumbo leaving the trail intentionally to get water, and getting lost on the way. In my scenario yes, the rangers were right about him heading to the creek.
I mainly had this idea because of my experiences with backpacking in Big Bend. Namely, it's just....very, very, very hard to bring enough water on a trip like that. So people bring water filters. When hiking the South Rim in Big Bend, you can refill your bottles at Boot Spring (though you shouldn't rely on it having water since it's the desert.) I have done this before. (Pictured: my dad lol)
I figured that Mumbo probably needed to refill his water (Grian stated he left no bottles at camp, not just that they were empty, so he would've brought comparatively a lot for a day hike. So maybe he planned on refilling them later in the day.) I figured that maybe he just....didn't want to completely overshoot his camp to go back to the creek he crossed a day or two before. Maybe he thought his off-trail route was shorter. Maybe he was confident he could find the trail again. It doesn't matter, all that matters is it brought him to the place where he fell. Or maybe, related to what you said—maybe he made this somewhat silly decision because he was already dehydrated.
From that point on, I think the rest of your timeline matches with mine. You are right that they wouldn't be able to tell any other superficial injuries a year later. Actually, I've got no idea if they would be able to tell it was dehyrdation that did it after that long. That's MY idea of what happened. But probably it would have been more accurate for the rangers to file it under a general blanket of exposure/infection from injuries/dehydration.
I can't say if Mumbo was dead or not by the time Grian joined the search. You're 100% correct that it's very possible. The only reason I don't confirm is that I don't know the timeline myself, nor does the timeline really matter that much, since even if he was alive when the search started, it would've only taken a day or two more before he wasn't. And since he wasn't in the search radius....You are right that Grian never had a chance.
But I think it's less sad that way, honestly. Devastating still of course. I just think it's worse to linger for weeks when nobody is looking in the right place.
#also in regards to timelines. it won't matter what's correct if viewed through the lense of outsider pov/general public#cause nobody else but us as writers/readers know the real truth#everyone living inside the story would never know which one of these two timelines in this post were the real one; they'd only have to gues#also i love ur wording of grian being forcibly subjected to nap that's Exactly what happened lol#i think. being involved in SAR. is probably at least partially as much about how you interact with the families as it is the finding#(and grian for this purpose counts as the family)#they're like okay. go get some sleep. we dont need to have to rescue TWO people today!#quara asks#hc_firewatch_au#death tw
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really been struggling with finding good mindless queer audiobooks to distract myself with lately. today i started not one but two different poorly written fantasy romances where the main characters bone within 24 hours of meeting each other (one of them was literally 5 minutes after meeting). allos are wild
#am not against smut but y’all are so annoying. god bless#what if - and hear me out on this - we had a conversation first#also one of them is an arranged marriage thing and when the two royal families met for the wedding#it is revealed that the one family didn’t know which son the other family had picked out to marry theirs#king just showed up and did a bob barker reveal like ‘and you get our wimpy third son!!!’ and everyone got mad about it#you expect me to believe royal families don’t hash this out with royal counselors and lawyers???#you want me to believe there weren’t thirteen layers of elven prenups involved in this treaty?????#sorry i can’t focus on this s*x scene I’m still thinking about the international implications of Fiancé Roulette these morons were playing#aster chat
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"In reality Richard III invented a Woodville scare as a screen for his own conspiracy"
-A.J Pollard, "Richard III and the Princes in the Tower"
#lmao#r*chard iii#my post#I think that's true for all usurpations and coups to an extent#but its 10x more applicable and accurate for Richard III#Not only because of the compressed length of time (a mere 3 months as opposed to years of back-and-forth tensions)#but also because ultimately one of the key reasons Richard could do what he did was because he did it from the heart of the political#institution (ie he was an internal threat rather than an external one)#and he was someone who was trusted and loved rather than mistrusted and hated. His betrayal was political but it also had far more personal#ramifications for everyone involved - most people simply did not expect it from him and cooperated with him precisely because of that#which enabled him to seize power before most people even realized what he was doing#And there's the fact that he actually did stage a conspiracy by accusing the Woodvilles of plotting to attack and ambush him#and produced weapons from his own war in Scotland as fake 'proof' - when in fact we know that HE deceived and ambushed THEM#there's also the (propagandic) lie that they usurped him from the position as Lord Protector when they certainly didn't#either Edward IV didn't appoint Richard Lord Protector meaning the Woodvilles denied him nothing#OR the council collectively chose to have a council rule during Edward V's minority rather than a Protector (something they were entirely#within their rights to do both socially and legally)#so claims that they wrongly defied Edward IV's last wishes or broke the law (which Mancini repeats in his account) must be seen as exactly#that - propagandic lies to vilify EW and her family#when in fact Richard was the one plotting a seizure of power - whether it was as Lord Protector or as King#(of course these are just two things - there's a whole laundry list of others)#so this is definitely applicable to him
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oh yeah. the reason why i decided to reread tbhk (and thus it was able to hit me like a truck this time around) was actually not bc of mitsukou going canon but actually bc i maybe accidentally started a tbhk book club w my kids at work and wanted to check the contents of it justttt in case before i put the books in their hands
#tl;dr i have this one 4th grade boy who's a total weeb and knows that i'm the only one in this town who's more into japanese media than him#so he pesters me abt it every time he sees me. and the thing abt this kid is that he gets bored easily and if he does he turns into a#complete menace. now a couple weeks ago. he shows up at the program w one piece volume one and spends the entire time he's there peacefully#reading and not causing any problems on purpose. my coworker owen (the one who climbed onto the roof) and i were shocked and in awe of how#peaceful he was being and came to the conclusion that he NEEDS to have a manga volume in his hands at all times. few minutes later.#he finishes reading and isn't bored yet so he decides to go talk to me abt manga. specifically he starts pestering me abt what shonen i've#read despite the fact that i am a shoujo reader and told him that. but he knows i've read kuroshitsuji bc he previously asked me abt what#the worst anime i've ever watched is and i will never not take an excuse to drag the adaptation. and he figures that if i've read kuro i've#probably read more. and so i mention tbhk and he asks more abt it bc of the name involving toilets and him being a 4th grade boy so i give#brief overview and he wants to read it. and i come up with a scheme to make him peaceful AND to give him something to talk to me abt which#isn't 'i know you've read more shonen manga' 'let me gacha on your phone' or 'i saw an ad for rent a gf. thought it was lame. and now want#you to tell me how it sucks bc i assume you know everything abt every animanga ever' (<does unfortunately know too much abt rent a gf bc i'#a bit of a nosy bastard and watched the mother's basement video). so i offered to bring it in bc i own physicals of the whole series and of#as previously mentioned. gave it a quick reread in advance just in case. and got hit by it. hard. i love you tbhk almost as much as i love#when ppl get into things through me. honestly i think getting to live vicariously through him might be one of the main reasons it got me#this time around and not as much the first time (still loved it the first time though). flash forward a little while. one of the 3rd grade#girls is like. really into reading. and also macabre things. like ghosts. and she has two books from the school library. and has had the#same two books from the school library for over a week. she reads quickly and finished them both in under a day and is now bored out of her#mind rereading them. she asks to read the books i've been letting the other kid read. now there are two of them#romeo.txt
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imagine being so disconnected from RE fandom that you think that Leon only became popular starting with RE2make
#leon has been the male sex symbol of resident evil since 1998 and that's just fact#that's also i think where jilleon as a ship originated if i'm not mistaken#ppl shipped the two sex symbols together because it was hot#but hey jilleon fandom#how's it feel to fucking win finally after 25 years#leon has more chemistry with jill than he's ever had with claire or ada imo#jill and leon are those ppl who aren't actually romantically involved#but have definitely gotten caught fucking in a closet at some point#and they both just sort of shrugged#and then just slowly closed the door again#and just went back at it#and then afterwards when ppl brought it up#they were like 'you guys act like you've never fucked in a broom closet at a wedding rehearsal before'#AS THOUGH THAT'S A NORMAL THING THAT NORMAL PEOPLE DO#jill and leon are those long-term friends who just fuck sometimes when they're bored or haven't gotten any in a while#like they're absolutely friends first#and then one day one texts the other like 'dude it's been like 6 months since i've gotten laid this is bullshit'#and the other is like 'well my saturday is free'#and then they don't hook up again for like over a year#like they literally just do each other a solid every once in a while but are completely normal friends otherwise
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List of rgg charas with in-universe Wikipedia pages. Go
ryo aoki
r. ryo aoki :)
#snap chats#HONESTLY UHHH prob the founders of the tojo and omi#the tojo and omi prob have wiki entries too and each succeeding chairman but like each entry varies in detail#like some chairmen realy were just. Whatever. and so their entires are like two lines or somethin#daigo probably has one on account of being the longest lasting chairman in recent time but idk bout gettin into his personal life#just. detailing all the major events that involve him like y4 and Allegedly the fire in little asia#maybe if tachibana didnt get necked maybe him...#tachibana real estate seems like it was. Bangin. but he prob woldve only gotten a mention and not an actual page#i dont think they woldve dug into . The Criminal part LOL.#prob just a Rumors section if that#as it turns out it takes A Decent Amount to get a wiki#HARUKA#HARUKA DEFINITELY HAS A WIKIPEDIA WHYA M I SO DISRESPECTUL#mirei park by extension would have one esp with her own idol background#like i cant imagine any of the protags having wiki entries#sure theyve Done A Lot Of Shit but nothing wikipedia worthy#shinada miiiight ?????? thats a BIG Might#if anything he might be mentioned in a wikipedia entry talking about the whole scandal#t-set....#if ichiban got high enough in the business world... maybe...... esp when he was runnin for.#what the fuck was he running for in ijincho. dont know but he's got eyes and. a colorful history#maybe after aoki's death people would bother ichi.. but ichi would prob be too upset to actually answer anyone#kume probably to expand on that. maybe moreso a footnote...#oh arakawa's theater group maybe. at least because of toshio's murder#would that lead to arakawa having a page ??? maybe not.#i gotta stop here lest i overthink this 💀💀
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its kind of nice to have solidarity with my neighbors, even if i don't know them well, but apparently it has been revealed that EVERYONE in the neighborhood collectively hates my one neighbor with a dj sound system who throws parties literally daily
so like <3 i may curse out all of my neighbors for street parking obnoxiously or having friends who honk their horns to pick people up instead of just sending a text but now... we are bonded in hatred of a more imposing force, which makes everything else seem less annoying and more forgivable
this is what community feels like
#i do not have the words to express how fucking annoying this one neighbor is#but (acab) one person TWO STREETS OVER called the cops on him BECAUSE THEY COULD HEAR HIM TWO STREETS OVER#AT 11PM ON A TUESDAY#involving the cops was wrong but i think everyone was at their limits#cause they weren't even the only ones to call the cops#just the farthest away#and the cops were able to find the house no prblem even without being given an address#OR EVEN WHAT STREET IT WAS#again not an excuse for involving the cops#just demosntrating how fucking loud it has been#FOR MONTHS
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All of the things that would be "awkward" for me to do around extended family are really not because of me or anything about the thing itself, but entirely about how my parents stopped telling anyone major information about me after like fifth grade
Like I can't bring have disability aids with me NOT because health stuff is weird but because it's much weirder that I have in fact had significant health problems since I can remember and have been disabled since, generously, 17 (more accurately 11 or 12) and my parents didn't tell anyone. I can't officially come out NOT because people would be weird about it (they would but I don't care) but because that would necessitate admitting that I've been living socially as male for going on ten years now and my parents never said anything and had me just. Pretend I wasn't. Like it's so funny now that I've had so many huge life changes that I CAN'T talk about it because the inevitable follow-up is "wait. This has been going on HOW long...?"
#m/cc#yeah I transitioned and have been living stealth as a man for nearly a decade (probably pretty obvious honestly#you have to at least have thought I was a lesbian unless you chalked it up to like. kids these days or something)#but yeah I've used a cane for a year or two now because my physical health kept declining#you know. from the long term health conditions I've been dealing with since I was 10?#you know the big health scare I had like four years ago with the genetic condition? and five years ago when I almost died?#we think some of the issues were caused or exacerbated by malnourishment when I was a kid. oh yeah I was neglected and abused#and severely underweight. that's why I was so weird as a kid. I also had neurodevelopmental issues but I didn't see a doctor about it#until I was an adult. yeah I had a lot of medical issues go untreated for disturbingly long periods. even really simple ones#I think my lungs are weird from how often I had bronchitis haha I just always had a sore throat for years too#there's some suspicion from professionals that I might've been involved in like covert organized crime activity. it's been really traumatic#but anyway I'm moving out west with my fiancé. yeah I'm gay and I'm getting married we've been together for years <3#happy Thanksgiving! <3#I. might delete this post not gonna lie
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