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#i think another thing to contend with is. at least today. i was not really part of...the hive mind? maybe?
bookwyrminspiration · 3 months
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is the fandom topics irl like an actual for real class you're taking this semester? like college discussion class? bc if so that honestly sounds a bit like potential Hell
when I said "(serious)" i meant (serious). i'm actually taking a college class this semester on fandoms. obviously I don't know exactly what it'll entail, but it seems like it's gonna be about the phenomena of fandoms and fandom spaces, originality, and capitalism's influence.
and it could potentially be hell because i think. there is some unconscious purity culture going on here, but the professor doesn't seem to share it, which is a positive. and it's not extreme, at least not yet, but it's like *side eye*.
but it was only day one and I have faith in my ability to deal with other people having opinions I don't like sometimes, so we'll see :)
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the-s1lly-corner · 6 months
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I was rewatching the Mulan films to get that childhood nostalgia, and I remembered how much I love Mushu...
So I thought "what would the cast of TADC x reader be like, who is practically a copy of Mushu's personality", I imagine that in appearance he would be a Chinese dragon humanoid but with his personality
TADC cast x mushu type! reader !
im finally back on my computer, woohoo! ill probably answer a few requests, since i wanna draw stuff today </3 i dont really like leaving my wips unfinished for more than a few days TToTT side note i gotta rewatch mulan, used to be one of my favorite movies as a kid (though i barely watched movies back then so uh uh its not like there were many contenders </3) relying on the good ol character wiki to help me through this because its been so long since ive watched the movie
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CAINE:
i think caine would actually really enjoy you, a lot! in a weird way caine gives off similar energy, with the confidence and such you know? so you two probably bounce right off each other and build one another up... though sometimes this leads to more insane IHAs because you insist to caine that youre more capable than you actually are... as mean as that sounds... the only reason that things dont get too too chaotic is because caine, in my opinion, does hold some significant level of care for the circus members (at least as it stands for the pilot)
like would he die for them? probably not.. but he cares enough to keep the circus (mostly) safe and bothers with keeping them mentally stimulated and entertained; he doesnt even watch the IHAs himself so its likely that its not for his own entertainment
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im getting off topic, though, point is i think you two would be friends !
POMNI:
honestly i struggle a lot with writing pomni, but i think the two of you would be friendly with one another ! i think she might be a little taken aback by your confidence, but hey, its not like its to anyones detriment, right? well... IHAs can get interesting, with you either insisting to run in, leroy jenkins style, into the conflict; or trying to push someone else to do (oftentimes ragatha, who i feel would be the most likely to do the most in IHAs if theres nothing pulling her away from it (cough cough checking on kaufmo cough cough)
honestly my brains a little fuzzy trying to remember mulan, but i feel like you and pomni would have a similar dynamic to mulan and mushu as well
JAX:
i think jax would try to push you more than he does the others since oftentimes your reactions are more... out there, youre so desperate to prove yourself as this big strong individual that you kind of make an ass out of yourself. and jax revels in your humiliation everytime someone manages to humble you.. in terms of the other stuff, i think he would tease and make fun of any abilities you have.. assuming you also have (some) fire abilities like mushu, jax would just call you names like "matchstick" and "lighter boy", making fun of your weak fire powers
RAGATHA:
as mentioned in pomnis part, you and ragatha have... an interesting dynamic... but i can also see you two having a similar dynamic to mushu and cri-kee . with you being bold and ragatha keeping you grounded. often you two end up together during IHAs with either ragatha seeking you out or someone pushing you to her
not much to be said, i think ! very similar dynamic, ragatha keeps you in check, though i think she would occasionally scold you if you did something particularly reckless
KINGER:
ooo this ones a hard one, but i think it would be similar to my personal take on what his and caines dynamic would be but with you as a fellow circus member rather than the ring master... has respect for you (though i think kinger would have respect for just about everyone who has come and gone to the circus, he doesnt strike me as the type to just diss others unless theres a reason he doesnt like the person... and even then he would mind his own business, i think) which... honestly, i can see this either making your ego more intense or actually mean something to have someone actually respect you.. ponders... character degradation(?) or character growth.. both are fun routes, i think! ill leave this one up to you...
slides my favorite kinger thing
you guys tell each other stories about your adventures, both of you hyping them up way more than they need to be
ZOOBLE:
writing zoobles part first because i think that they may be the hardest, but in the kindest way possible i dont think they would be able to stand your personality... maybe youre a little loud and out there, or maybe they just dont like your humor or often times self centered nature... i think they would tolerate you just enough to get through IHA but forming a friendship with zooble is going to be tough... though, they do find it amusing when you and jax butt heads
GANGLE:
very similar to pomnis part, i think... but like, gangle is shy whereas pomni is nervous so things are a little different... i think gangle would just along with most stuff you decide to do, that you rope her into, because she doesnt have a backbone to say no or suggest something else.. well she doesnt have bones in general but... you know? honestly she kind of envies you in a weird way, she wishes she had the confidence you have so sometimes she probably approaches you for advice.. how this ends up is up to you !
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reviewinghiccup · 1 year
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DEFENDERS OF BERK | HTTYD SERIES | BREAKING DOWN HICCUP
Blog Post Series: Breaking Down Hiccup
Title: The Night and the Fury
Ep/Season: Episode 3, Season 2 (Defenders of Berk)
Premise:
Hiccup and gang set out on a training exercise on Dragon Island in hopes to train their stealth / combat skills without help from their dragons. Unfortunately, they run into a very, very unlikely "friend"...
IN ASTRID WE TRUST
It's no secret that the team needs some polishing. And we're hoping, Astrid's obstacles could do the trick. I love how they groaned, knowing that her tests is going to be difficult. It's very like them to do that and very like her to make things tough.
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This exercise is fertile ground for individual members of the team to grow. For example:
(1) TUFFNUT TAKES ON THE RESPONSIBILITY OF WATCHING THE DRAGONS
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(2) RUFFNUT GOES OUT ON HER OWN
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(3) FISHLEGS, WELL, IT'S JUST ANOTHER DAY FOR HIM REALLY. I.E., DOING SOMETHING HE'S SCARED TO DO
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(4) HICCUP, DEALING W DAGUR
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(Can we also take a moment to appreciate the little confidence boost Hiccup gives to Fishlegs? We can? Ok. Here you go.)
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If you started watching RTTE without first seeing ROB/DOB, you might wonder why Dagur calls him brother. Well, to be fair, I still don't know why he does, but at least from this episode, you'll know when the supposed familial relationship began.
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P/S: Look at how small & cute baby is.
It's also really cute that Hiccup tries, for the most part, to keep the peace with Dagur, though for the most part, I hate to watch them pandering to him.
THE DAGUR FIASCO
This episode is where I feel DOB kicks off. Hiccup's in a very precarious position. The last time Dagur showed up, Stoick lied that Berk was still at war w dragons and that they still killed them. For the sake of peace, Hiccup didn't have much of a choice but to play along and reassert the lie.
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This episode is definitely one of my favourites, especially in terms of the Hiccup-Dagur dialogue.
It's hard to not enjoy the "bro-mance" sequences. Just look at this one:
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In fact, if you only watched RTTE, you might've missed where the Dagur v Snotlout situation also began. And it might surprise you to realise, that Snotlout was very much, a fan of Monsieur Deranged here.
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HICCUP'S STAND
But nothing beats, that moment when Hiccup takes his stand.
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It was such a DEFINING MOMENT, because Dagur has been looking down on Hiccup for years and NOW, NOW?! He realises what a genuine threat Hiccup could be. And more importantly, how easily his pride is wounded.
I'm all here for HEROIC HICCUP. And what an artistic way to show how much Dagur underestimated him. He even underestimate his shield! Much to his lost...
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Also, don't you think that it is very Captain America of Hiccup sometimes, when he's wielding the shield?
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And let's not forget, Hiccup is one sassy protagonist. I mean, you know you're an enemy when he burns you.
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This episode is way more significant than I realised it at first. This whole time, Alvin was Berk's only viable threat. But his beef was with Stoick, initially at least.
But now, Dagur is another. And the person he's going after is Hiccup. Dagur is Hiccup's first archenemy.
And it doesn't help that he's insane.
So, what I loved about this episode was, it heightened the stakes of the entire show AND also, showcased how Hiccup can out-wit, out-smart and challenge Dagur, who I think, must've been a pretty tough contender to command the massive armada he ends up leading.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAY BARUCHEL (9.4.2023)
I know this may come off super random, but it is Jay Baruchel's birthday today. I think we can all agree that Jay is the life and soul of Hiccup. If you follow me on twitter @reviewinghiccup, you should know that I am down the rabbit hole of Jay Baruchel movies, interviews and podcasts.
And what I love so much about this guy is the respect and reverence he has for the show. I mean, he constantly praises it and not just because of his role, which he believes pales in comparison to the artists designing and working the animation, but its obvious that he's a HTTYD superfan.
I love it when an actor pays their respects to the franchise and I do enjoy his take on the work and how much the line between who Hiccup is and who he is, as a person, is blurred.
He's an eloquent speaker and tries to produce, write and direct movies now, instead of act in them. He's based in Canada.
Anyways, something interesting I learned about him was, in an interview w Tom Power, he talks about the book he wrote and what being a fan means to him. Him being a fan of hockey and how precious it can be to live within a franchise or something as massive as indulging interests. It sorta validates me a little, specially since I've dived deep into HTTYD fandom since changing careers.
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And just like Hiccup, there is way more to this guy than it seems. He's funny, humble, kind and generous with his time. He wears his heart on his sleeve, and he's pretty jittery in real life too. But what kind of broke me, was finding out that even with his own father, he felt like he wasn't the kind of son his dad wanted.
Apparently, he had a complicated relationship with his dad which I believe may have bled into his work.
If you've watched enough of his interviews you'll know that he's had to support his mom and sister at 14-years-old with acting gigs because his father left and passed away when Jay was 21 following a drug overdose. Yet, he still remains so kind. I mean, his upbringing was tough, poor and difficult, yet you can still see him trudging through humbly, not wanting to draw attention to himself as much as he can help it.
In an interview article I read this morning, he explained that he wanted to continue being a good husband, son, brother, friend and I thought that was such a genuine Hiccup thing to say. He shoulders all these responsibilities and have been since he was a kid. Look, I don't know the guy personally, but from the expansive notes and recordings I've looked into, he seems pretty decent and I am such a huge fan.
As I grow older, I understand people on a different level. I accord respect so differently from how I would've years ago. And right now, I think what makes Jay Baruchel interesting is his sheer promise to do better for his family. And I think, in the absence of chiefing, running a village and saving the world, Hiccup is very much the same in that aspect too. A chief protects his own, which seems to be the mantra ringing in my head as I listen to Jay talk about his life.
You guys have no idea how much I know about this dude. I have possibly stalked him silly right now. And am a little embarrass as I admit this. Anyways, all I want is for him to succeed, in his work, life and family.
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phillippadgettwrites · 9 months
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Dropped Call
Rated X / 2873 words / Tagging @today-in-fic / Posted on AO3
See AO3 for a note about the prompt for this story
It’s past 9:00 pm when Scully finally accepts that she’s sick. Allergies, overtiredness, and the sinus-drying impacts of air conditioning were all hopeful contenders, but when her muscles begin to ache she picks up the phone to tell Mulder that she won’t be in tomorrow. 
A sick day doesn’t sound completely terrible; at least she’ll get to catch up on sleep, but she can easily predict that Mulder will insist on coming by to bring her an endearing but inevitably odd care package consisting of chicken soup, hot tea, DayQuil, and a recent issue of National Enquirer, among other curiosities. She’ll feel embarrassed about looking terrible, and he’ll give her a thinly veiled compliment that draws unwanted attention to the undercurrent of sexual tension in their relationship, which she will then dwell on for the next 2-4 weeks. Splendid. 
She hits speed dial #1 and flops down on the couch while it rings, already dreaming of the lengthy bubble bath she plans to treat herself to in what would otherwise be the middle of her workday. Maybe she’ll even order in for lunch. 
“Hey, I was hoping you’d call back.”
She’s caught off guard, and briefly considers the possibility that she already called him but forgot about it in her congested haze. 
“You were?” she asks, surprised by how raspy her voice sounds. This cold seems to be progressing quickly.
“I figured the call dropped,” he says, and it sounds like he’s on the move. She can picture him walking around his apartment with the phone tucked between his ear and shoulder; he never stays still for long. 
She’s still rather confused, though, because she’s almost certain that she hasn’t spoken to him since they both left the office a few hours ago. 
“What were we talking about?” she asks, then holds the phone at arms-length while she clears her throat. “When the call dropped, I mean.”
“My partner,” he says.
His partner? Is he seeing someone? A little flush of something between embarrassment and jealousy warms her cheeks. 
“What about…them?” she asks, touching her forehead with the back of her hand. She doesn’t feel feverish, but this conversation is rather disorienting. 
Mulder chuckles a little, and now she feels stupid on top of everything else. 
“Come on, Electra, don’t be coy,” he says in an unfamiliar singsong voice. “I think you’ve probably paid off your mortgage with all the money you’ve made listening to me talk about her.”
Electra? Maybe she should get the thermometer. 
“I’m sorry, I don’t know what you’re talking about,” she admits. 
Mulder laughs again, and the pitch of it makes her belly tumble. He’s being downright flirtatious. 
“I appreciate your effort to maintain the facade,” he says lightly. “You’re a true professional. That’s why I request you, you know. When you’re not available they always ask if I’d like to talk to another girl, but I never do.”
She realizes at this point that Mulder thinks she is someone else. Someone named Electra. Someone he pays to talk to. She opens her mouth to speak but her jaw just hangs there, stunned into silence. The fact that he thinks she’s his 1-900 girl is embarrassing enough—for both of them—but the fact that he’s in the habit of talking to his 1-900 girl about his partner—her—is both enthralling and horrifying. 
She should tell him it’s her. No—she should just hang up so he never has to know. That would be the kindest thing to do, really. 
“Electra?” he asks. 
“Yeah,” she sputters, sitting up on the couch. “I’m here.”
“You okay? You sound…different.”
She should hang up. She doesn’t. 
“I think I’m getting sick,” she says, which is true. 
“Ah,” he says knowingly. 
“So, um…” she tries, feeling simultaneously overwhelmed by guilt and curiosity. “What were you saying about your partner again?”
Mulder heaves a sigh. 
“I was asking whether you think it’s misogynistic that she’s always submissive in my fantasies,” he says casually. “I think that’s when the call dropped, so I didn’t get to hear your answer.”
Scully’s entire body flushes, and she quickly looks around her apartment as though someone might be overhearing their conversation. 
“Um…I guess it depends,” she answers, trying to think beyond the fact that Mulder has sexual fantasies about her so that she can actually engage in this conversation. “What’s the nature of the fantasy? Is it degrading?”
“No,” he says quickly. “Not at all. More like…” She hears the rustle of fabric, and she imagines him lying down on his recently acquired bed. “More like she wants to give up control.”
“Tell me about it,” she says, and as soon as the words leave her mouth her eyes widen. Surely she did not just ask him that. But apparently Electra did. “So I can tell you if it’s degrading,” she adds. 
Mulder hums wistfully and she feels a hearty throb between her legs. This is objectively wrong. She should stop. 
“There are several variations, but I’ll tell you my favorite one,” he begins. “She’s in a shitty mood, and she’s acting pretty bitchy.”
Scully scoffs reflexively, then cringes at her slip-up.
“I didn’t say she was being a bitch,” he corrects. “And you know it turns me on when she’s like that. I mean it in a complimentary way.”
“Right,” Scully says, feeling flustered between pretending to be Electra and gathering so much surprising information in such a short amount of time. He likes it when she’s a bitch to him?
“Anyway, she’s cranky and irritable, and we’re at the office,” he continues. 
She’s picturing it now in her head, the two of them in the basement office, and Scully in a bad mood. It’s easy enough to imagine as it’s a semi-frequent occurrence. 
“She says something to me, something derisive, and I snap at her and suggest that she needs an attitude adjustment.”
“Uh-huh,” Scully says, hanging onto his every word in eager anticipation of what comes next. 
“I think it’s pertinent that I’m already hard,” he says. 
“In the office?” she asks. 
“No, I mean right now, while I’m telling you this. I’m already hard and it’s not even to the juicy part yet.”
Scully squirms on her couch, ashamed, and uncomfortable, and decidedly aroused. Mulder’s erect penis is something she’s given more than a passing thought to, and knowing it’s right there on the other end of the line is certainly captivating. 
“...Wow,” she says, because she doesn’t know what else to say. 
“So I tell her she needs an attitude adjustment, and she says ‘then why don’t you give me one?’ a little bit haughty, like she’s daring me because she doesn’t think I’ll do it.”
“And then what?” Scully asks, perhaps a little too eagerly. 
Mulder groans softly, not at all attempting to hide it, and she starts to squeeze her thighs together rhythmically. 
“She’s wearing a skirt,” he says, his voice husky. “I walk over to her and I grab her by the waist and pick her up, put her on top of the desk.”
“Your desk?” Scully asks. She wants to be sure she’s picturing it just right. 
“Yeah. I put her on top of the desk and she’s looking at me like…like what the fuck are you doing ? But I can tell that she’s curious. She wants to see what I’m going to do.”
Scully is having the same experience as the version of herself in Mulder’s fantasy. She desperately wants to know where he’s going to take this. Where he wishes he could take it. 
“What are you going to do?” 
“I’m gonna eat her pussy,” he says without hesitation, and Scully sucks in a breath when her clit throbs violently at the idea. “But first I kiss her, ease her into it. She’s a little resistant at first—not like she tells me no or anything—but she’s worried we’ll get caught.”
Scully can no longer resist the urge to touch herself. She slips her free hand under her pajama pants and sighs with relief as her fingers glide over her slick lips. 
“Are you touching yourself?”
She snatches her hand back and sits up, then looks around, half expecting to see him standing in her kitchen. 
“What?” she stutters, embarrassed and confused.
“I know you aren’t actually doing it,” Mulder says, his voice momentarily returning to its normal cadence. “But I thought you might humor me.”
“Oh,” Scully says, sinking back into the cushions as her racing heart begins to slow. “...Are you?”
“Of course,” he says, and she knows that he is not pretending. 
“Then…yes, I am,” she says, sliding her hand back under her pants. “Please continue.”
“So we do this whole ‘we can’t do this here, it’s against policy’ bit, which I’m a huge fan of. Maybe that’s fucked up, but I like to imagine that she tries to resist the urge on principle, but she can’t because she wants me too much.”
Scully is reminded of an occasion on which she slipped one of Mulder’s well-worn tapes out of the bottom drawer of his desk and into her purse, curious to see what kind of porn he gravitates towards. In the privacy of her apartment, she’d been surprised and intrigued to find that the tape was a series of clips from different movies, all depicting covert trysts between people who expressed first that they should not be doing what they were about to do, and then what they were doing, and finally what they’d just done. 
“I don’t think that’s fucked up,” she tells him, sinking her middle finger into her cunt to the second knuckle. 
“I take off her jacket, and unbutton her blouse, and then I just pull her bra down to get at her tits. I don’t even bother taking it off.”
She never imagined that Mulder would be inclined to use the word “tits,” but she’s surprised to find that it doesn’t bother her one bit. She’s much more interested in what he plans to do with her tits than she is with what he calls them. 
“She has incredible tits,” he says, and she realizes that he’s speaking from an informed place because he’s seen her nude. Given, she was half dead, but it seems she still managed to make an impression, which is oddly gratifying. “I suck on her nipples and she’s fucking feral. She just…turns to putty. I know she’ll let me do anything to her. Anything I want.”
His voice has a staccato quality that leads her to believe that he’s stroking himself, and rather quickly at that. Scully swirls her slippery finger around her clit in time with the little hiccups in his words.
“But all I want is to taste her. Make her come in my mouth,” he says, and she knows she’s going to come right here on her couch if they keep this up. “So I tell her to lay back and I tear her pantyhose, then push her skirt up. She’s wearing these little white panties I’ve seen in her suitcase. Lace. I pull them to the side so I can see her.”
Later, she will recall his comment about her little white panties and wonder how many times he’s explored the contents of her suitcase or her underwear drawer. At the moment, though, she’s picturing him looking between her legs with a hungry expression on his face while she finger-fucks herself. 
“She’s so wet I can see it running out of her. And her lips are all swollen and—fuck. I can’t resist so I get on my knees and bury my face in her pussy. She tastes so good and I’m so turned on that I get my dick out and jerk off while I eat her.”
Scully is beyond the point of forming words. She’s hovering just before the edge, ready to tumble over at the slightest provocation. She can only hope that he keeps talking. 
“She grabs my head and digs her fingernails into my scalp, and I can hardly breathe but I don’t care. I can feel her quivering and pulsing on my lips and around my tongue, and then she moans and tells me she’s gonna come, and her whole cunt is just…throbbing against my face. She comes so hard she knocks half the shit off my desk. And then I come, right on the floor, because I can’t hold back. It’s too good.”
Scully is stonily silent as she comes around her own fingers, imagining that they are Mulder’s tongue and that the press of her own palm is his face tucked tightly between her legs. It’s powerful, rivaling anything she’s produced with her vibrator as of late, and she is only marginally aware of his soft grunts as he does the same on the other end of the line. 
As she slowly comes down and the haze of lust fades away, she realizes what she’s just done and acute shame washes over her. 
“Damn,” Mulder says, sounding satisfied. There is a long pause while they each collect their thoughts. “So, what do you think?”
Scully blinks stupidly, her hand still resting over her soaking wet cunt. 
“About what?”
“Is it misogynistic? The fantasy?”
“Oh,” she says, pulling her hand free and sitting up on the couch. “Um, no, I don’t think so. I think bringing a woman to orgasm with no expectation of reciprocation is about the least misogynist thing I can think of, actually.”
Mulder chuckles. 
“Well, that clears most of my other fantasies, then, because that is the running theme.”
“Really,” she says, more an expression of surprise than a question. 
“With her, yes,” he says. She wants to ask him so many questions, but he cuts her off. “I think I’m just about at my weekly minute cap before I risk being late on rent, so I better let you go. Thanks for calling back.”
“Right, of course,” Scully says awkwardly, remembering that she is currently playing the role of Electra, the phone sex operator. “Have a good night.”
“You, too, Electra. Bye.”
Scully hangs up and then sits there for several minutes, shell shocked. When the phone, which is still in her hand, begins to ring, she startles so violently she drops it on the floor, then scrambles to fish it out from under the couch. 
“Hello?” she says urgently, just before the machine picks up. 
“Hey, Scully, it’s me,” he says, and the sound of his voice is like an aphrodisiac, even though it’s been less than twenty minutes since her orgasm. 
“Hi,” she says, her voice unnaturally loud. 
“Are you okay? You sound weird.”
“I was actually just about to call you,” she says, glancing at the clock. “I’m not feeling well and I think I might take the day off tomorrow to rest.”
There is an unnaturally long pause on the other end of the line. 
“I’m sorry to hear that,” he says. “Can I bring you anything?”
“No, Mulder, you don’t need to do that. It’s just a cold,” she insists. 
“I’ll bring you lunch,” he says. “You like that soup from the Thai place, right?”
She smiles despite the absurdity of this entire situation. 
“I do. Thank you, Mulder.”
“Happy to do it. Get some rest, G-Woman.”
“I will. Goodnight.” She’s pulling the phone away from her ear when she hears him speaking again. “Did you say something?”
“Yeah…um…Did you call me earlier?” 
“...What do you mean?”
“Like half an hour ago, did you call me?” He sounds nervous, and she’s not sure what he’s hoping to hear. 
“I don’t think so.”
“You don’t think so?” he repeats.
“No…No, I don’t think that was me,” she says ambiguously. 
Another unnaturally long pause. 
“Okay, never mind. Goodnight.”
“Goodnight, Mulder.”
Now it is she who speaks again when she’s not sure if he’s already hung up. 
“Mulder?”
“Yeah?”
The speed of his answer tells her that he still had the phone to his ear. 
“What if I did call you?”
She can practically hear his thoughts racing through the phone.
“...Then I would wonder if I’m still welcome to come by and bring you lunch tomorrow,” he says, sounding markedly meek. 
“Of course you are,” she tells him, relieved that he isn’t angry. In fact, he sounds more concerned that she might be angry with him . “But to be clear, we’re having soup for lunch. Just soup. Because I’m sick.”
The overture, while thinly veiled, is so forward that she feels like she might vomit. 
“Just soup,” he repeats. “But only because you’re sick?”
Scully pulls in a deep breath. 
“I could see myself enjoying other meals when I’m feeling better,” she says on an exhale, then covers her own eyes with her hand.
“Well, then you should get some rest,” he says, and that gravelly, hungry quality from his phone call with Electra has suddenly found its way back into his voice. “We’ll want you back in action as quickly as possible.”
“Yes, I’ll do that,” she says, blushing and cringing and buzzing all at once. “Goodnight, Mulder.”
“Goodnight, Electra.”
He hangs up before she has a chance to respond. 
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maddyguru · 7 months
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The Aftermath cp.2
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Synopsis: the night Suguru turned his back against the society is an unforgettable night. As everyone mourned the loss of one of the strongest sorcerers, Yaga came to deliver a distasteful news aside from his student's betrayal; Suguru Geto is not just a mass murderer but has also become a rapist.
To read the previous chapter (s), you can go to my masterlist on my pinned post.
WARNING! this fic contains non con, incest, dark content, murder, aged up suguru and of course the reader is 18+, ptsd topics, angst, and fluff. More to add if there is. Proceed with your own caution and MINORS DO NOT INTERACT
One could argue that it was a hideous miracle that she had survived. It wasn’t like they wished she didn’t, but to survive Suguru’s wrath? It was uncalled for.  
They know that if they were her, they would say that they’d be better off dead. No one in their right mind could ordinarily see themselves living through such an uncultivated betrayal. No woman could ever fathom what she had gone through.
Staring at the young lady, Shoko let out a sigh. She was contending that because of the examination a day ago (although she did cheat on the darn exam) and had gotten little sleep because of it. Afterward, at 3 a.m., Yaga called her in for an emergency; that’s when she knew. That Suguru betrayed them and y/n...
The only procedure Shoko had done for her was to clear the blood off her busted lip, and nothing more. Yaga and the others questioned her actions as to why she wouldn't further examine y/n, but she must follow procedure; to study her body further, Shoko needs consent. She doesn't want to violate a rape victim’s privacy- that’s how she was trained.
The silence from Utahime, Nanami, Mei, and her teacher was not what she expected; she thought at least one of them would dash out the door and start looking for her ex-classmate, ready to behead the man (Utahime fits the role)- but it seems they’re in shock. Who wouldn’t? Suguru was one of the world's greatest sorcerers and a genius prodigy. His actions were completely out of the box.  
But regardless, it was done. And she was the only survivor.  
Either way, you can hear a fucking pin drop— how unsettling this situation really is.
“I know things are tense, but we shouldn’t show any aggression in front of the patient. This time, she needs rest among other things.” Yaga was right; having to stop another’s wrath is not the ideal thing to do at this moment. Besides, Shoko is on her own in this as the only reversed curse user.
But what’s coming after his suggestion is not what any of them expect; and like everybody knows Shoko, she doesn’t like fights— she rather walks away and minds her business. Although today doesn’t seem like fate is not on her side. 
“Bullshit! Are you just gonna sit here while that... that monster is out there, getting away from the things he did?!”  
“I know you’re only thinking of y/n-”  
“Yes! Yes, I’m only thinking of y/n, and clearly, you and everyone in this room are not!” Utahime spat, staring into Yaga’s eyes with a lot of hatred. No, hatred wasn’t the word for Shoko’s teacher- Utahime didn’t loath Yaga, she only hated Suguru. 
This is where Nanami starts to butt in, “I know you’re angry, but we need to remain calm Utahime,”  
“That’s easy for you to say! You're not her best friend so of course this doesn’t affect you!”  
“What? Who said this doesn’t affect me?”  
“You, Nanami! You did from the way you’re acting!”  
“Can you all please remain calm? She’s right over there.”  
Y/n is right over there, sleeping peacefully, hadn’t it been for Shoko.  
“I know we all love y/n, but this is not the right thing to do right now. Let’s all just give her rest, and you guys can sit outside and plan what’s the next step. I need to prepare some things and monitor her. When she wakes up, I need to ask her a few questions for further examination.” She was tired, truthfully speaking, but she knew y/n needed her.  
“But Yaga sensei, before you leave, can I ask something?”  
Her teacher was silent when he looked at the aspiring doctor.  
“Where did that maggot run off to?”  
A groan escaped from Yaga.  
“Leave him be. He’s off, running away from reality.”  
Everyone thought it was easy once a doctor or a nurse got to their patient—they arrived, registered, and told the receptionist about how people or nature hurts them; either way, people can only judge because they don’t know the behind-the-scenes of their line of work. During these times, Shoko could only wish that they were right – that she could just get things done right now and go about her day.  
2 hours have passed, and there’s no sign of y/n waking up anytime soon. It was normal, considering she injected the poor kid with midazolam, the kind of drugs health care professionals would utilize if the situation calls for it- there were a few choices, but this one is ideal for patients such as herself; the ones who are, upon waking up and after trying to verbally calm her down didn’t work. The drugs would wear off for a few hours more if her calculation was right. For now, Shoko has been diligently monitoring her one and only patient.  
Man, there’ll be tons of paperwork after this, she muttered to herself, taking notes in her notepad.  
Taking a few steps to y/n’s bed, it’s time to check her breathing. Thank God she had set up a digital timer earlier to make things easier and washed her hands after that argument with the rest of the gang. Closely sitting by y/n’s bed, she sharply monitors the young girl’s chest movement.  
Shallow breathing. Although, Shoko had expected that from the young lady’s condition.  
Flipping the paper to the next page, she starts writing.
Patient’s history – none for the last 18 years until two days ago; the patient has a black and purple bruise on her neck.  
Cause – A possible reason could be that the patient was strangled during her assault. 
Shoot, for further physical examination Shoko needs her verbal consent. For now, she needs to wait for her to wake up.  
But still, these records are heartbreaking to read. How sorrowful, she quietly leaves the room.  
"Suguru, I was right about you. You're a jerk until the end." 
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rowanthestrange · 3 months
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It’s not even 10am, but this might be contender for Pose Of The Day:
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Had another good night, not so much in the crate, and did come and chill on my legs for a while. I decided on balance to allow him sleeping with me. I like good boundaries, especially with a boy who will be as big as him, but his chemical stress level is incredible and I thought skin-skin contact might help while we try and get some of the cortisol and its cascading effects out of his system.
I show you the nice bits, but in addition to his ‘object impermanence’ with people, he’s very PTSD-twitchy - shouts if so much as a seagull passes over his head when he’s in the garden, his paranoia means he sees things that aren’t there - not just looking at noises but will become convinced he sees something on a spot of the carpet until we or he dispels it, and his zoomies clearly leave him out of all control. And his stomach’s not great, drinking excessively, and his breathing rate while sleeping has been obscene. I can really see why our vet friend called the emergency on him, the stress chemicals are clearly an actual danger. A good sleep-breathing rate can be 20-45. His slowest sleep breathing rate yesterday was 62 breaths per minute. His fastest? 190. Yes, I repeated the counts. No, it wasn’t after exercise. He was like that for about 20 minutes. It was so fast I couldn’t even say the numbers in my head, just had to do 1-10 and mark on my fingers. If I didn’t know the likely reason plus know his crate trauma wouldn’t cope with being in the emergency vets if they wanted to keep him, I’d have called. I don’t know how this little puppy body copes.
But he’s doing better today so far. We’re a bit calmer - not perfect but calmer. My random sleep-breathing polling is getting an average of about 53 which is much better. Hopefully it’s a case of just letting all the chemicals be processed, and keeping him as stable and routined as possible. But I do think we’re going to probably keep him now. I don’t think he’ll cope with another move, and assuming the worst of current behaviours (and the risk that ‘solved’ ones turn up again around the 8 month and 2 year mark as early-life trauma things often do as the brain rewires), he needs people who have experience with altering their environment and entire existence for the dog, not just assuming they can alter the dog to their environment and existence. Not that I don’t hope for the best. “Puppy brains are very elastic” wars with “Early trauma can be permanent”.
But yeah. That’s what we’re thinking anyway. At least we’d understand getting a rescue puppy will actually mean getting the worst elements of both of those words lol. (And he is still the cutest little button, when he’s not hyperactive and sinking his shark-like baby teeth into the soft bit of your arm).
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sednonamoris · 8 months
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oil on troubled water
Pairing: John Marston x gn!reader
Summary: Tensions are high between John and Arthur. Will collaborating on a train robbery bring them closer or tear them farther apart?
Warnings: Even more emotional constipation, strong language, canon-typical violence, gun violence
Word count: 2,828
A/N: Pouring Forth Oil nation rise up - hopefully worth the wait!! Tysm to everyone who enjoys this story 🥰
Series masterlist • AO3
There’s a train due through Scarlett Meadows in a few days. Overburdened and underprotected, Mary-Beth insists it’s the perfect target. More than that, John has a plan to rob it. A good plan, one that will force the train to stop with a commandeered oil wagon parked dead over the tracks and allow you to hit it in the dark vulnerability of night .
It’s all he’s been able to talk about for a week.
You just need another man.
“That is… kind of brilliant,” Arthur admits when he hears. He’s fresh back from Strawberry with Micah not far behind. “Uh, for you, I mean,” he quickly amends, maybe remembering that he and John are supposed to be at odds. Tensions have been high since his return. “I think that’s the first time you ever had one of them!”
“Shut up,” John snaps.
But Arthur is on a roll now, that mean, brotherly gleam in his eye. “You might be the first bastard to ever have half his brains eaten by a wolf and end up more intelligent.”
John shoots you a look, one of those see didn’t I tell you he’d be like this glares you’ve been getting since you were kids. Arthur rolls his eyes towards you in much the same can’t he take a joke for once way. It takes everything in you not to groan aloud. You and John are good, now. At least there’s a truce. But the two of them? They’ve been bickering from the moment Arthur swung down from his saddle after nearly two weeks away. You’re lucky they’re being this civil, really.
Doesn’t mean they’re being cooperative.
You fold your arms and sigh. “We doin’ this thing or what?”
They glance over at each other, then you. The payday gleam in their eyes says it all.
Arthur volunteers to snag most of the supplies: guns, ammunition, dynamite. He can’t resist adding on that Abigail has asked him to head into town, anyhow, after he takes Jack fishing. Neither of you miss the way John’s jaw clenches. That leaves the oil wagon between you and him. He claims to have a plan for that, too.
“All them wagons come and go from that big oil field near Valentine,” John says. “I reckon between the two of us we can snag one on its way out.”
“Actually,” you say, “I think I can do you one better.”
His brows raise with interest when you explain that one of the drivers, Norris, always pauses his route in town to grab a drink. It’ll be far easier to rush the unattended wagon there than contend with all that security Heartland Oil Co. spends half its fortune hiring. When he asks how you know all this you just shrug.
“Spent a whole week in town, you didn’t think I’d notice a big damn oil wagon parked outside the saloon every other day?”
There’s a jab waiting on the barbed tip of his tongue about the way he heard it, you were sloshed six ways to Sunday the whole time you were there. You tilt your head at him when it never comes. He looks away.
It’s strange, this fragility between you.
“So, when’s he due in next?” he asks.
“Today,” you say, then jerk your head towards the horses. “Ready when you are, Cowboy.”
It’s almost laughable how easy it is to nick the wagon. The saloon doors haven’t even stopped swinging after Norris before the two of you scramble into the driver’s seat and urge the team of Shires away. With John sitting shotgun the few ambitious idiots that chase after you are quick to regret it. The sheriff never even manages to mount his horse before you’re halfway out of town, and then you’re good as gone. Blood and brains paint the dirt road leading away from Valentine and toward Old Trail Rise, where John says you’ll be able to stash it.
A mile or so out you drop your masks and slow your pace. It becomes a far more relaxing journey after that. The sky is blue and the clouds are white and the grass that covers the prairieland that slowly gives way to rolling hills is so very green. The breeze fanning your face is warmed by afternoon sun, and being away from camp always has a way of making you feel free. Like you could wheel with the wind or run across the plain or softly sigh through the stony creekbed if you tried.
Beside you, John squints up toward the sky. His face scrunches at the nose, obscuring sunspots and freckles you’ve long since mapped in your mind. His scars pull the skin funny, but his eyes still manage to crinkle. They’re clear and bright in the sunshine and you can’t help but smile at the sight. It’s a secret one, filled with all the things you’re too yellow to say. Filled with the way you’ve memorized the sharp features that relax into fond familiarity when he turns his head back to look at you. Guilt wipes it away and you turn too-fast to the road in front of you. In your peripheral, you can see that the fondness never quite leaves his eyes. You don’t quite know what to make of it.
“Keep left up here,” he says after a moment. “It’s not far past this fork, off the right and into those trees.”
Your mouth is a little dry. “Sure.”
Arthur and Charles are waiting there near the skeleton of an old shack. There’s just enough room beside it for the wagon to pull in out of view. Nearby, Taima grazes untethered beside Moonshine and Old Boy and that big bay paint Arthur’s still riding after Ambarino. He’s calling it ‘Blaze’. Or maybe ‘Ember’? Something to do with fire, because he fancies himself clever after walking away from the Adlers’ burning homestead with a horse in hand.
“Gentleman,” you tip your hat.
Charles nods back, and Arthur puts his hands on his hips. “Took you long enough.”
“Not all of us spent an easy morning fishin’,” you say.
You expect another friendly jab back, but Arthur frowns. “Not so easy,” he says. “Pinkertons found us down by the river.”
Your eyes go wide. “Shit, Arthur! Is Jack alright?”
“Fine,” he says, sparing the briefest glance at the conflict across John’s face. “A little shook up is all. They offered my freedom for Dutch. Said they killed Mac— or left him for dead, it’s all the same.”
“Jesus, are we still sure hittin’ this train is the right thing?”
Charles’ mouth draws into a grim line. “We should think about moving camp.”
“Come on!” John says. “When are we gonna get a sure thing like this on a train anytime soon? Camp can’t move without money.”
Arthur opens his mouth to argue the point further when a rustling in the brush stops the lot of you. Everyone’s hands go to the guns at their belts, but the figure who emerges through the trees is just Sean. He’s sat astride Ennis, crooked smile on his face and hands raised in mock surrender. The horse’s single blue eye is filled with just as much mischief as its owner.
“Don’t tell me now,” he tuts. “You old-timers are rolling over at the first sign of trouble?”
“What the hell is he doing here?” John asks, hackles raised.
It’s mostly directed at Arthur, who frowns up at the menace in question. “Thought I told you not to come along.”
Sean grins. “And I told you this is a young man’s game! The moment your one let slip there was a train in the works I knew you’d be needin’ guns, and mine’s the fastest around. It’s a job for a man in his prime. Youthful vigor, I say, and the lot of yous have run clean out ‘o that.”
John’s face is pinched in annoyance, and Charles rolls his eyes. You fold your arms and sigh.
“Mary-Beth needs to stop hangin’ around you,” Arthur gripes, but he doesn’t refuse him again.
By now you’ve all realized it’s pointless; he’s coming with.
Sean lets out a triumphant laugh when he sees he’s worn everyone down, and then launches into a monologue about being cut out of the action after his absence and finally getting out with the big cheeses to prove his far superior worth.
It’s a long wait until nightfall.
Sean never does shut up. Not through a one-sided shooting contest with Arthur or the conversation you try to have with Charles about potential camp locations or the nap John takes, slumped against your shoulder until the light falls. Even on the wagon ride to the tracks it’s incessant. He complains about Karen. He calls everyone old. He pokes at the tension between Arthur and John with all the subtlety of a stick of dynamite. He dubs you Sukky, Angry, Spooky, and Scar-Face, respectively, for refusing to hear one more story about his da.
You’re glad he survived Blackwater and the bounty hunters that caught up with him afterwards, really, but he sometimes he makes it hard to remember why.
Arriving at the tracks is a welcome relief.
Arthur calls out everyone’s moonlit marching orders: Charles will take care of the engineer, you and John will secure the passenger cars and start taking valuables, and Sean will handle the baggage car while Arthur runs point. It all sounds simple enough, so you’re sure something will go wrong, but all there is to do is stick to the plan and try not to get shot.
Once the wagon is in position and the horses are set loose, you fix your bandana to your face and head into the treeline to wait.
Arthur hangs back. When Seans asks what he’s going to do he flashes a grim reaper smile. “I’m gonna make sure she slows.”
“It’s do or die wit’ you, isn’t it?” Sean laughs. “I love it!”
You can feel the same manic laughter bubbling in the back of your throat. John’s eyes are flint sharp and bright. Even Charles isn’t immune to the feeling just before a big job like this; the electric air just before a lightning strike.
The train thunders down the tracks from around the bend. The ground shakes with it. Arthur climbs atop the wagon and stands tall, bandana up and gun at the ready. Tonight’s moon hides behind cloud cover, as though it knows your business and is lending you the shadows. There is only one light to break through the darkness, and it comes from the headlamp of the train. The moment it lights upon Arthur and the oil the brakes scream desperately. The train whistle cries out in alarm. Your heart hammers in your throat as it comes to a halt just a few feet away from him with a shower of sparks and the sound of scraping metal.
The conductor jumps out of the train in outrage.
“What’s going on here? What’s going on?!”
Charles emerges from treeline and shadow to hit him on the back of the head. He drops, dead weight.
Nothing good.
You step up to the passenger car, gun in hand, and smile.
Everything goes to plan, to your great joy and surprise.
Until it doesn’t.
Just when you’ve gathered all the valuables you can carry and you’re ready to disembark with the law none the wiser, two riders shine lamplight bright from the treeline.
“Oh, fuck,” Sean says.
“Ah, there’s only two,” Arthur claps his shoulder before settling behind a crate, gun at the ready. “We’re fightin’.”
You’re quick to get into a defensive position with John and Charles, but the whole thing gives you a bad feeling.
The men ride closer, lanterns held up to get a better view of the situation. They tell you to get off the train with your hands in the air.
Arthur tells them to go to hell.
By the time the first shot is fired there are more of them than you bargained for. A lot more.
It’s a hell of a firefight. They come first from the right, then the left, then from behind, until you can’t help but hit one no matter where you fire. Someone went through the trouble of hiring a goddamn army to protect this train. The fact that they only showed up now leaves a bad taste in your mouth. It feels alarmingly like a setup.
“I thought you said there’d be no guards ‘til the state line!” you shout at John over the gunfire.
“There wasn’t s’posed to be!” he shouts back.
You share a brief glance and know that he’s thinking the same thing. He didn’t exactly keep quiet about the job, but why should that matter? Who the hell would’ve talked?
The minute it looks like there’s a window you whistle for the horses and make your break for it, galloping blindly behind Arthur through the countryside. Moonshine grunts with exertion but keeps pace, ever eager. You slip him the reins to fire off a few shots behind you, nailing the handful of lawmen that were able to follow.
Soon there’s only the sound of panting horses and thundering hoofbeats and the creak of saddle leather and Sean’s breathy, wild laughter.
He’s beaming when you finally pull up. “That was fun, real fun! I can see why they call yous the professionals of the outfit.”
“Shut up,” Arthur says, but it comes off half-winded and far more fond than you’re sure he intended.
He tosses everyone their share, a nice bit of cash, and you hand him the sack full of valuables to fence. He mentioned something about a dealer near Rhodes he was going to see. This far South, you figure he might as well head a little farther before making his way back to camp.
There’s a moment where everyone just catches their breath before John speaks up. “Was that a setup? Law turned up real fast.”
“I don’t know. I don’t think so.” Arthur’s brow is pinched with worry. “I’m startin’ to get nervous.”
“You think they followed us from Blackwater?” Charles asks.
Arthur frowns. “Maybe. They found me already near Horseshoe, but… I think this lot was just locals.”
You shake your head, but say nothing. You want it to be locals, certainly. But you don’t think that’s what they were. If you didn’t know the place was crawling with law you’d head back to check some of the bodies to make certain. For now you just agree to accompany John over to Emerald Ranch to see about a lead while everyone else splits off with a final warning - mostly to Sean - to be careful about being tailed.
“Hey, Arthur,” John says just before he rides off.
“Yeah?”
“When you get back to camp,” he trails off, then shakes his head, determined. “Just— Take care of Abigail, will you? Make sure she’s… alright. After what happened with Jack and them Pinkertons, I mean.”
Arthur’s posture softens. He smiles, quiet and small, like he’s trying not to spook him. “Sure, John. Sure. I will.”
“Good. Thank you.”
They nod at each other, and all of the sudden it feels like you’re intruding on this moment between brothers. All of the sudden it feels like you can breathe.
You and John wind your way carefully toward Emerald Ranch, only making camp when dawn starts to break rose gold across the horizon. The few hours of sleep that you grab are restful, likely because the past several hours haven’t been.
When you wake it’s to the sound of John whistling, happy and tuneless. He sits beside the fire with a cup of coffee - freshly brewed by the smell - and a distant smile on his face. It grows wide and present when he notices your open eyes.
“Mornin’, Ghost!”
“It’s too early for you to be this goddamn happy,” you grouse, like it isn’t entirely infectious. You can’t even hide the smile on your face that starts to mirror his.
“Oh, come on,” he grins and hands you a cup of coffee. You huddle it close to your chest. “I got a pocket full of cash, a good lead on some more, my best friend, and a beautiful morning. A man don’t need much more’n that.”
“Shut up,” you laugh.
“I’m serious!” he says, but he’s laughing, too. “I know we got Pinkertons to worry about and all that, but I feel good, you know? Like a weight’s been lifted or somethin’.”
“I’m sure it’s got nothing to do with you and Arthur making nice last night,” you shoot a pointed look at him over your mug.
“No. Maybe. Shut up,” he says, wrinkling his nose. “Just let me be happy.”
“Fine. Tell me about this lead, then.”
His eyes light right back up as he launches into an explanation about the local livestock market. You’ve never been so happy to hear about sheep.
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sudriantraveler · 11 months
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The Ulfstead Trials
Hello everyone. I've got another story here. This time it's about the Ulfstead gang.
An old rival brings Stephen back to his days as a competitor at the Rainhill Trials. Shenanigans ensue!
The Ulfstead Trials
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One day, Thomas was sent to Brendam Docks to collect a special for Ulfstead Castle. He was very excited. The Earl was always having new ideas and holding grand events up at the castle, and any special going there was always an exciting surprise.
As Thomas pulled into the docks, Salty was shunting some trucks nearby.
“Good morning Salty” said Thomas, “Do you know where my special is?”
“Ahoy there matey!” greeted Salty, “Cranky’s just unloading him now”.
Thomas was puzzled. “Him?”
At that moment, They heard a voice coming from inside the ship, and then Cranky lifted out a very old and very strange looking engine.
His tall funnel was back to front, and his pistons were pointed up into the air.
“Hey! Easy there Clumsy Hook!” the engine shouted, “I’m a historic machine you’re lifting, not some ordinary crates!”
“Yeah yeah, whatever you say old timer” groaned Cranky,  “I’ve got more work to do besides unloading you. The least you can do is quit complaining”.
With the engine still grumbling, Cranky lowered him onto a flatbed.
“Ah, Finally! Us engines aren’t meant to hang in the air like that”.
Cranky wasn’t listening.
The old engine harrumphed, then looked to see Thomas and Salty staring at him.
“Ah good, some fellow engines at last” he said, “Well now, I suppose we should get introductions out of the way…”
There was an awkward pause before Salty spoke up.
“Er, well, I’m Salty”
“And I’m Thomas… And uh… you are?”
The engine stared at him with disbelief.
“Surely, you know who I am”.
“I’m afraid we don’t matey” said Salty.
“Wha… Do engines today know nothing of history?” the old engine spluttered. “Well, I suppose it has been a long time since I’ve been out of the museum”. 
Alright then!” he continued, “Maybe you don’t recognize me, but surely my name will sound familiar. You can call me Hackworth, although perhaps I’m better known as Sans Pareil!”
He smiled grandly atop his flatbed, but Thomas and Salty just stared blankly at him.
Hackworth scowled.
“Oh come on, nothing, really? Sans Pareil?… French for Without Equal?… One of the top competitors at the Rainhill Trials?”
Thomas and Salty still said nothing.
“Hmph… Forget it” said Hackworth, trying to compose himself, “I suppose one of you is taking me to Ulfstead Castle?”
“Er, uh… y-yes, that would be me” stuttered Thomas, “uh, sorry”.
Soon, Thomas was coupled to the flatbed, and he steamed away out of the docks.
The journey to Ulfstead Castle was very awkward. Neither engine said a word for a long time.
Thomas broke the silence.
“Umm… Now that I think about it… You mentioned the Rainhill Trials. That does sound familiar. Can you tell me what they were?”
Hackworth smiled at that.
“Certainly” he said, “It was back when us steam engines were the latest thing. Brand new, and experimental technology we were. The Rainhill Trials were a competition to see which of us was the best, and I was one of the top contenders there!”
“Oh!” interrupted Thomas, “Now I remember where I heard of it. Stephen told me about the Rainhill Trials!”
“Stephen?” Asked Hackworth, surprised, “As in The Rocket?”
“Yes” replied Thomas, “He was at the Rainhill Trials too. I think he actually won them! He works for the Earl up at the castle now. Do you know him?”
Hackwork scowled.
“Unfortunately I do,” he muttered darkly.
“Huh?” Thomas was taken aback.
“I’ll say no more on the subject” continued Hackworth, “Except that there is a lot you do not know about history”.
Thomas wanted to ask more, but Hackworth’s glare made him decide it was probably best to keep quiet.
Hackworth’s mood did improve however, once they arrived at the Castle and he was unloaded from the flatbed.
He was soon in steam, and sizzling contentedly, when he was interrupted by another engines’ whistle, and a small blue narrow gauge engine drew up alongside.
“Hello” she whistled, “I’m Millie, and you must be Hackworth”.
“Indeed I am” replied Hackworth, “Pleasure to meet you. Finally someone on this island who knows my name”.
At that moment, a distinguished looking man stepped out from Millie’s cab.
“Well it certainly wouldn't be right to not know the name of an engine who I invited to visit”, said the man as he stepped forward.
“Allow me to introduce myself. I am Sir Robert Norramby, Earl of Sodor”.
“Oh! Well it’s an honor to meet you, your grace” said Hackworth.
“The honor is all mine” said the Earl, “Welcome to Ulfstead Castle! We’re glad to have you here as our special guest for the summer”.
Hackworth beamed. He was, by now, feeling much better.
The Earl continued, “Yes indeed. You and Stephen will be a fine site running around the estate together”.
If the Earl saw Hackworth’s grimace, he didn’t say anything.
“I’m afraid I’ve got to go and make an important phone call” he continued, “But Millie here will be more than happy to show you around the estate herself”.
And with that, the Earl walked off.
“Come along then Hackworth!” called Mille, “Have you ever seen a dinosaur before”.
“A dinosaur?” asked Hackworth, “Well I may be old, but can’t say I’ve ever seen a dinosaur before”.
Millie just chuckled, as she led Hackworth towards the dino park.
It was evening by the time they finished touring the estate. As Millie led Hackworth into the main engine hall, they were met by Glynn the Coffee Pot Engine.
“Hello Mille” he whistled, “Oh, and you must be Hackworth. It’s nice to meet you”.
“Likewise” replied Hackworth. “This is a lovely estate”.
“I’m glad you like it” replied Glynn, “I hear you and Stephen will be working together showing visitors around throughout the summer”.
This time, no one missed Hackworth’s disgruntled frown.
“Alright” he sighed, “Everyone keeps mentioning Stephen. Where is he?”
“Right here!” came a voice.
Wheeshing grandly, Stephen rolled forward out from a cloud of steam, and smiled at the visitor.
Hackworth just grunted. “So… The so-called Rocket now fancies himself King of a castle too”.
“Well, I don’t know if I’d go that far” laughed Stephen, “But I suppose some might say I am the star attraction here”.
Millie and Glynn just rolled their eyes.
Hackworth grew even more stern.
“Typical” he huffed, “All that fame and attention going to your smokebox… And you didn’t earn any of it”.
Stephen frowned.
“Oh, are you still going on about that Hackworth?” He wheeshed, “Come on… We both know I won fair-and-square”.
“You most certainly did not!” replied Hackworth.
“Yes I did!” Shouted Stephen, “And anyways, that was years ago! Why won’t you just let it go already?”
“Why should I let go of you ruining my one big chance to prove myself?! Especially when I know you cheated!”
“I did not!”
“Did too!”
“Did not!”
“Did too!”
“Uhm, hold on” cut in Glynn, “But what are you both talking about?”
Hackworth grunted. “You didn’t tell them? Why am I not surprised?”
“There’s nothing to tell,” protested Stephen, “but I can see you’re going to do so anyway”.
“Right you are” began Hackworth.
“1829, The Rainhill Trials. Five of the finest engines in the world at the time, all gathered together in one place”.
“Well… Four engines, and a horse on a treadmill”.
“We were all there for one reason… A test of style, efficiency, speed and power”.
“And I was one of the best! Sans Pareil! Without Equal!”
“I wowed the judges and the audience, and I could have won it all”.
“But then… BANG!”
“My cylinder cracked, and despite being so close to winning… I was out”.
“The others all failed too, leaving The Rocket as the so-called Champion”.
“It was Sabotage! I know it!”
“My crew checked over everything before we began. There was nothing wrong!”
“You did something!” finished Hackworth, enraged.
“I did nothing!” protested Stephen, “What could I have done anyway?!”
“Why don’t you confess and then you can tell us yourself!”
“I have nothing to confess to! You broke down because of bad luck. That or you were just careless!”
“CARELESS?!” Bellowed Hackwork, “Why you… I was the best engine in the world! I’m anything but careless!”
“Yeah right!” Interrupted Stephen, “I beat you then, and I can still beat you today!”
A tense silence fell between the engines.
“Alright then…” smirked Hackworth, “A rematch then… And this time I’ll prove I’m the better engine”.
“You're on!” declared Stephen, “We can have our own Rainhill Trials, right here at the castle!”
“Did someone say Trials?!” Said a voice.
The engines all looked to see the Earl as he practically leapt out the door, and ran excitedly towards them.
“Am I correct in hearing that a challenge has been put forth?” he said.
“Yes indeed sir,” replied Hackworth, “A competition between me and Stephen. Two Rainhill veterans together for a rematch!”
“Uh, Sir…” interrupted Millie, “I don’t think this is such a-”
“Oh, how wonderful!”, declared the Earl.
“Excuse me,” said Glynn, “But, could I join in too?”
“Glynn!” wheeshed Millie.
“What? It sounds like it could be fun”.
“Of course you can join Glynn,” replied the Earl, “Oh, this is so exciting! I’ll go and make the arrangements!”
“Um, Sir… Sir!...” called Millie, “I really think you should reconsi-”
But the Earl had already gone back inside.
Word soon spread of the competition, and people from all over the island came to the castle to see it.
Thomas, Annie and Clarabel, were taking visitors to the castle.
“What on earth is the Earl doing now for so many people to be going to the castle?” asked Annie.
“I feel so full, I feel so full!” complained Clarabel.
“I don’t know what’s going on” said Thomas, “but I guess we’ll soon find out”.
They arrived at the castle to find Stephen, Hackworth and Glynn, all parading around the estate, with crowds of people cheering them on.
“Yes, your eyes do not deceive you!” called Hackworth, “Sans Pareil makes his triumphant return to the rails. Make way for the finest of early railway engineering!”
“Agreed” replied Stephen, “So why don’t you move aside Hackworth, and make way for The Rocket!”
“Oh, Hello everyone” chuckled Glynn, “Thank you all for visiting!”
Millie just sat in a siding out of the way, and groaned in frustration.
“What’s happening here?” asked Thomas.
“Hackworth and Stephen have re-started some silly old rivalry and have dragged the whole castle into it” replied Millie.
“Oh” said Thomas, “Well… at least it looks like everyone else is having fun”.
“Hah!” laughed Millie, “Just you wait. This is not going to end well”.
By now, the three old engines had all lined up. The Earl stepped forward.
“And now for the big event!” He called, “Stephen, Hackworth and Glynn, will all race around the estate! The first one back here is the winner!”
“On your mark!”
“Get set!”
“GO!”
And the three old engines set off as fast as they could…
… Which wasn’t very fast.
In any case, Stephen and Hackworth took the lead, leaving Glynn behind.
But when they reached a set of points, Stephen went one way… and Hackworth went another!
“Hey!” called Stephen, “Where are you going?!”
“Where are you going?” replied Hackworth, “I’m going to win!”
“Oh no you won’t!” 
So when Stephen reached another set of points, he went a different way as well.
This continued for the rest of the race. When Stephen went one way, Hackworth went another…
…And when Hackworth took one line, Stephen wouldn’t follow.
They got so off course that by the time they both reached the finish line, Glynn was there too, and they all crossed the line at the same time.
“Yes! I WON!” called Hackworth.
“No, I won!” protested Stephen.
“Only because you took a shortcut!”
“I only did that because you took a shortcut!”
“Liar!”
“Cheat!”
“OH, MON DIEU!” cried Millie, “Are you two done yet?!”
“No!” insisted Hackworth, “Since we can’t decide who won the race, we need one more challenge to prove who’s the best”.
“I’m game,” said Stephen.
“Oh,” said Glynn, “Well… I suppose one more challenge couldn’t hurt. What do you suggest?”
“A test of strength!” puffed Hackworth, “Whoever can pull the heaviest load, will be the winner!”
“Hah” laughed Stephen, “Easy!”
“Ugh” groaned Millie.
“Well, at least there isn’t anything too heavy here for them to pull” muttered Thomas.
At that moment, Percy pulled in, and whistled for the Earl’s attention.
“Hello Sir!” He called, “Here’s that delivery of stone you asked for”.
“I don’t know what you need all of these heavy stone trucks for,” he commented, “But, you ordered them, and I delivered them!”
Stephen and Hackworth looked at Percy’s stone trucks, and smirked.
Thomas and Millie just glared.
“What?” squeaked Percy.
Soon, Hackworth, Stephen and Glynn, were all lined up for another run around the estate. Each was coupled to an impressive weight of…
… one stone truck each.
The Earl got ready to wave them off.
“Er… Are you sure about this?” he asked.
“Certainly!” insisted Hackworth.
“As sure as I’ve ever been!” puffed Stephen.
“Uh… I’m also here!” said Glynn.
“Well… Alright then”.
“On your mark!”
“Get set!”
“GO!”
And once again, with much puffing of smoke and steam, the three engines started off. Each straining against the weight of their one truck.
Then, just as Hackworth reached the first set of points, there was a jolt and He began heading towards the exit of the estate.
“Hey!” called Stephen, “What are you doing now!”
“Haha! This estate isn’t big enough for our rivalry Stephen!” Laughed Hackworth, “Let’s take this to the Main Line!”
“Get back here!” whistled Stephen, and he chased after Hackworth!
Both engines reached the hill, and quickly began gaining speed.
Stephen rocked and swayed as he chased down the hill after Hackworth.
“This is getting a bit dangerous” he thought, “I’d better slow down a bit”.
Stephen applied his brakes, but the heavy truck pushed him onwards.
“Oh no. HACKWORTH!” he called, “I can’t stop!”
“Aha! So you finally admit I’m the better engine!” replied Hackworth, “Don’t worry Stephen! I’ve got enough brakes for us both!”
So Hackworth applied his brakes… But they didn’t help.
“oh… o-oh NO! HELP! HELP!”
Stephen caught up with Hackworth, and ran into his truck with a bump!
Both engines were now going at a tremendous speed, for real this time!
“WAAAAAAGH!” cried Stephen, as he leaned dangerously to one side.
Hackworth, too, was in danger of coming off the rails.
Both engines reached the bottom of the hill safely, but they were still going much too fast.
The main line junction was just up ahead. Stephen knew it would be busy at this time. If they didn’t stop in time, there could be a terrible crash.
Thinking quickly, Stephen got as close to Hackworth’s truck as he could.
Then, with a well timed bump, his coupling chain swung forward and hooked onto the truck.
“Aha! Got it!”
“Hackworth!” he called, “We need to work together if we’re going to stop in time!”
“What?!” cried Hackworth.
“Just Listen to me! On the count of three, apply your brakes as hard as you can!”
“One!”
“Two!”
“THREE!”
Together, both engines clamped their brakes hard on.
Sparks flew, as their wheels skidded along the line.
The junction was getting closer, and Stephen could see Gordon thundering towards them with the express.
With one final effort Stephen and Hackworth came to a stop.
They were just in time, as Gordon rushed past mere inches in front of Hackworth’s bufferbeam.
“Keep out of my way, Old Timers!” Shouted Gordon, “Express Coming Through!” and he continued off into the distance.
Both Stephen and Hackworth were out of breath.
They were still breathing heavily when they heard a familiar whistle, and Thomas puffed up behind them, carrying the Earl.
“Stephen! Hackworth!” called the Earl, “Are you two alright?”
“Yes sir,” panted Stephen, “we’re fine”.
Hackworth was at a loss for words.
The Earl walked up to him. “What were you thinking Hackworth? Running off down the hill with a heavy load, and having Stephen chase after you?!”
“I… I don’t know Sir. I’m sorry” said Hackworth.
“I should hope so too” said the Earl, “In any case, Thomas here will help you both back up to the castle”.
“Er… Yes Sir!” said Thomas.
So the Earl climbed back aboard, Thomas was coupled up to Stephen and Hackworth, and the cavalcade set off back up the hill.
They reached the castle to find Millie waiting for them.
“Ahem…” she wheeshed, “Well…”
“I know, I know” said Stephen, “We’re sorry Millie”.
“I suppose we took our competition too far” added Hackworth, “We should have listened to you”.
“Yes” said Millie, smugly, “You should have”.
“I guess, no one won the competition,” mused Stephen.
But at that moment, Glynn puffed into view, having almost completed his run around the castle.
“Nearly there” he puffed to himself, “I’ll do it… I’ll do it… I’ll… I’ve done it!... I’ve done it everyone!”
“Well well well” laughed Thomas, “Looks like Glynn won the competition!”
“I suppose he did,” chuckled Hackworth.
“Well done Glynn!” cheered Stephen.
“Yes, well done indeed!” added Hackworth.
Glynn just smiled. Truthfully, he was rather out of puff.
That evening, Millie, Glynn, Stephen and Hackworth, all rolled into the sheds at the castle.
Hackworth spoke up.
“I’m sorry Stephen” he said, “I took things too far. I was wrong, you’re not a liar or a cheater”.
“It’s alright” answered Stephen, “Truthfully, I think I let my own competitiveness get the better of me today. You are a good engine Hackworth, I’m sorry you didn’t get the fame you wanted all those years ago”.
There was a long silence.
Then…
“Still” chuckled Glynn, “It was a fun competition”.
“Oh, yes indeed” grinned Hackworth, “It really brought me back to the Rainhill Trials”.
“If I’m honest, Rainhill was also a bit of a mess” laughed Stephen, “Do you remember the Horse?”
“Hah! How could I forget” replied Hackworth, “I can’t be certain, but I think I remember seeing him leave some dropping in the judges stand”.
“Ha ha ha!” laughed Stephen, “Well, that’s probably what got him disqualified then!”
Glynn couldn’t help but laugh too.
Millie rolled her eyes.
But even she smiled, as the old engines, now old friends, talked long into the night.
The End
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tokkiasnanowrimo · 5 months
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nano | day 29
words: 1,901/1,667
notes: surprise bitch. bet you thought you'd seen the last of me. well you can't get rid of me that easy because i wanted to get the final two badges on the nanowrimo website so here we are to give me a break from the main story, i wrote a smutty spinoff that takes place after the fic. maybe i'll finish and clean it up and turn it into a real chapter i will post separately, or at the very least, that i will share in the discord server. it was mostly just a reward for finishing and a well earned return to smut that wasn't the only thing i worked on tho! i said i would do my gift exchange fic but i lied. this morning a conversation about the latest chapter devolved into the potential for a fic where natsu and lucy have to duke it out during an s-class trial and i wasn't going to not write it. after the gift exchange i think this might be my next big oneshot! that was not the last of what i wrote today--a month or so ago i came up with an idea for another multichap fic where natsu gets amnesia and completely forgets everything from well before lucy joined the guild and it's just a horrible hurt/comfort explosion that i think will be my next multichap after the fake dating one. i just had this vivid image in my head of him talking to lisanna and hearing what she has to say about lucy and i had to write it down. i'm really excited for it, i think it has a lot of potential and i know that it won't be for a lot of people but i hope at least one person will enjoy it
quote: Natsu hadn’t shut up about the damn trial since it was announced. His first year participating not as a contender, but as an S-class mage himself. Had that not been enough to get him going, this year was Lucy’s first year in the running. Going up against Natsu was one thing, going up against her boyfriend was another.
total word count: /50,000
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mllebabushkat · 1 year
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☀️ Warrior Nun S2E2 🌙
btw trending NO. 1?? uhhhhhh yes please-
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"you're jealous" ava spitting facts (listen she's just subconsciously talking abt herself but we been knew)
"easy on the eyes" HAHAHHAHA ngl a tad ooc for bea but she's just a lil jelly babyyy
jealous bea counter: 2
"i'm your best friend" sure jan bea yes true AND???? WHAT ELSE-
so then That lady at the bar
laying it on tHICk
JEALOUS AVA COUNTER: +1 EYYY
they're such useless gays iltsm
on today's episode of The Adventures of Camilla & Mother Superion uhhh
team super cam !!
camilla with the scissors and the tranq dart and the "oh you were thinking blindfold?" SHEESH yes girlieeeeee y'all don't understand i love her so much
tiny package of badass <3
yasmine!! she's growing on me !!1 small eyeroll at yet another secret world protecting society tho lol
OOOOO avatrice warehouse scene my belovedddd
this made me so gleeful
"that guy he has a..,,thing/,. in his soul" "what do you want me to do" "i haven't thought that far ahead" <- adorable
protective!bea punching him in the throat
protective!ava absolutely going to TOWN on his face after he knocked bea down GET HIS ASS QUEEN
the pure TERROR when she saw that demon heading towards bea's recovering form, and the subsequent halo blast
very crimson-aiming-shotgun-at-bea-esque ***chef's kiss***
she really went AIN'T NOBODY HURTING THE LOML ON MY WATCH <333
personally loved bea's little "come on not again" look of exasperation post-fight hehe
moving on, obligatory fuck off adriel
francesco is fighting a losing battle i do not envy his position
lilith backstory?????? ah top contender for shitty mother of the year yeP checks out
girl what voices are you talking to uh "/we/ need help"(??) weird scene ngl
she's getting bolder tho hmMM
ok so overall nice conflict weaving between avatrice
but more importantly
DOMESTIC AVATRICE MY BELOVED
going wild at all the domestic familiarity they must've built up in that tiny apartment over the past two months, having to pack all that up yet again
anyway the way they fight (valid points from both ends) and move away only to come back together
always gravitating, always comforting (the hands the hands😍)
"just your job?" "well, and my pleasure" 🥹🥹🥹
and then
"we've lost mary" 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
N O
no they did her so dirty what the fuck no
fuck i miss her so much
god the way everyone collapsed sobbing TAT
oh team super cam they must be hurting so much, nobody but those two know right now that the entire ocs has been massacred, i barely knew them but that grief was Palpable :((
mother superion's rare moment of weakness :((((((((
at least they have each other :((
also i just
really really love kty's acting
ugh
HER EYES!!!!! and hands!!!! and all the little movements are SO EXPRESSIVE
that avatrice hug oUGH MY HEART
the way ava instantly goes to hold her after that devastating news
the way she buries her head into the crook of her neck, and bea returns it fully
throwback to when ava first hugged her and she didn't even know where to put her hands the PARALLELS the GROWTH !!!!!!
i cannot
ANYWAY
thINGS are happening can't wait!!!!!
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achitka · 7 months
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Day Eight: Question
Since yesterday's offering was incomplete think of this as part II with questions, of course. I do have fun trying to figure out how they do the stuff that they do do... I also believe Pepa is far smarter than she's given credit for.
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Julieta stepped out onto the grass and shivered as she stepped into the afternoon sun. Though the large basket on her arm was covered with a towel, there was the hint of chocolate in the air now.
Well, time to get to it, Pepa thought.
Probably start with some mist. Mist was easy, she could make that with barely a thought because it was so much like rain. But this was going to be on another level. She’d never been able to localize fog, was an all or nothing kind of thing. There was also that dog to contend with. Pepa had seriously considered bringing Antonio along, but then they did not know if a dog loyal to its master would respond to Antonio or just be confused by it. There was also no time to test it. It was just one risk too many, so she decided this might be the best way to move forward.
Pepa thought back to the last time she did this. She’d studied a book on weather for weeks as she learned how to get it to change only in the places she wanted it to. She forgot the circumstances that prompted her to try to make fog, but it took enough out of her that she slept for two days straight. She’d thought about that failure over the years, and though she understood the mechanics of this type of event, she realized there were key elements that she’d left out of that attempt.
Hatred and fear.
They were the emotions she relied on the least. The ones she avoided at all costs. Anxiety she could deal with. Sadness was a snap compared to this. Before they got their Gifts, Bruno used to take every opportunity to frighten her. Just his usual jump scare nonsense. Post Gifts, not so much.
“So, what are you thinking, Pepa?” Julieta asked.
“Do you remember that time I almost got run down by that donkey cart? It frightened me so badly, and I was so mad at the driver that I inadvertently created a fog so thick the town came to a standstill? You couldn’t see more than a meter in front of yourself, and the silence was just awful.”
Again, her siblings exchanged glances and nodded.
“I want to create something similar to that, just need to figure out how to keep it from spreading to the whole town, and I don’t want to rely on those emotions.”
“Well, there was that time…” Bruno paused and looked at Julieta, she nodded, and he said, “You made something like that, but you weren’t afraid at all, and it only lasted for... what about an hour?” again Julieta nodded.
“I have no memory of that.”
“I am not surprised,” Julieta said and uncovered her basket as she sat in the grass and pulled some glasses and a wine bottle out of the basket.
“What happened?”
“You were very drunk,” Bruno said flatly as he sat next to Julieta and took the proffered glass, “Well, we were all drunk.”
“I was not drunk,” Julieta stated as she indicated that Pepa should sit and take her glass.
Pepa generally did not drink. She was ten times more volatile with any sort of alcohol in her. She had a hazy memory of Bruno getting his hands on a bottle of aguardiente when they were thirteen. Really was some awful tasting stuff as she recalled. She sat down next to her siblings, and Pepa took the wine glass from her sister. Julieta poured them each half a glass, and they toasted to a successful mission. Bruno snorted, Julieta and Pepa just giggled. After a few refills, Pepa was feeling good and smiled as the mist she’d started began to settle around them. She took another sip, and Bruno suggested she wait before drinking more to see how thick it got.
Julieta offered her a chocolate filled sweet bun in exchange for her wine glass, and they sat and waited. She and her siblings sipped their wine and discussed what to do about Bubo’s Tío. Based on the spontys he’d had today, Bruno was of the mind they should not let the people in the mountains know that Paola was in the Encanto.  Bruno mentioned that Bubo showed up in his sponty and seemed to recognize Paola but had been reluctant to admit that. He pulled out his sketchbook and Julieta and Pepa looked at the sketches from his most recent spontys and agreed that they should most definitely hold off revealing Paola’s presence in the Encanto. He said he was going to do a vision when they went back inside. Pepa’s irritation with the whole situation was making her furious. To calm herself, she started to hum, but the mist still deepened, turned to fog and did indeed get very thick.
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r0-boat · 1 year
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Mary sue!Character x self aware Isekai! reader head cannons
I do what I want
-Ro
Anime title: I just want to live a normal life in a another world but the Mary Sue main character has a crush on me?!
Gn! Reader
Crackfic
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She is the most popular people in the college campus, she is exceptional with all of her grades, excels in Magic and is the daughter of two powerful people everyone loves her but you know who she really is... and you wouldn't touch her with a 10-ft pole, all you want to do is pass and leave this goddamn place.
Unfortunately for you she seems to have taken a liking to you. She tries so hard to get your attention but you don't bat an eye in fact, it seems like you hate her!
She could feel her heart practically break remembering the time she baked perfect cookies that just so happened to be your favorite for the first time on her first try and before she could give them to you she slips ( clumsy her) and dropped them everywhere!! She couldn't deal with herself after that...
How could she ever see you again after making such a fool of herself right in front of you? She saw you roll your eyes right in front of her!! She wrapped her arms around her legs her angel wings materializing and hiding her from the rest of the world. Luckily nobody will find her crying in this closet
She froze when she heard the closet door open just to see, the most popular guy on the campus!!! And her best friend his eyes grew soft when he saw her like this. His heart beating in his chest he wanted to and whoever did this to her! How dare they break her heart like this?!
Mary quickly explained everything about the cookies about her falling Mr.Popular could only laugh but inside his heart is breaking, he doesn't understand Mary's liking for this random student, you are just a normal student in his eyes... a little bit of a slacker and sometimes you say things he doesn't understand... I mean how could you not like Mary?! Just thinking about it makes jealousy weld up inside of him.
As much as Mr popular wishes he could have her all to himself he knew that he had to be a good friend. Agreeing to help Mary get with you.
The next time the three of you have class together, You try to hold in your sigh when Marry takes a spot next to you, her fluffy pink fox tail materialized out of thin air wagging, this is the first time she ever sat with you, she really hope she doesn't screw this up. You wish you should have stayed home today. At least she helped you with your work... but you still refuse to fall for this world Mary Sue main character; you have no idea why she even bothers with you in the first place.
Even the most popular guy in school is starting to hang out with you now, probably to be in Mary's good graces... you almost gagged at the cheesiness when he said this shit to you " if you break her heart I'll never forgive you..." like bro you're just trying to live your life...
Every time you seem to run into Mary, she trips and falls, and in some way, with her unnatural anime pink hair practically sparkling in the sunlight and the lighting being so perfect, it would make a tiktoker jealous.
And every single time you just so happen to be with her her father, who is the demon king, attacks the campus. And you did not die and get reborn just to deal with some anime bullshit; you need to get out of this goddamn school before y'all have a beach episode.... at least you haven't seen her twin brother yet... you don't think you can handle the cringe of two.
Meanwhile, Mary is screaming into her pillow because your hand brushed over hers when she was helping you with work; she needs to work up the courage to ask you to study with her. She swore she even saw a smile on your face.
To be honest, Mary envies you a little you seem so quiet and normal, her life has been anything but...but you seem so calm, contended also a bit strange however that part of you just makes her like you more.
Even your speech is strange. Sometimes you talk about or ramble about things she has no idea about; you're so mysterious.
Mr popular was right she should take things slow,
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i saw your skz hand rating(which i completely agree with btw but the pics of their hands made me–*gunshot*)
anyways!! decided to ruin myself further and ask you if you could do one for svt? i know it'll be a lot harder since they’re 13 so feel free to ignore this if you don't want to!!
I needed to supply the visual aids lol. Funnily enough, after answering the Stray Kids one, I started thinking about how I'd rank Seventeen. Thanks for reading my mind lmao.
Going to put the actual ranking under the readmore but a few things:
1. I am deeply indecisive. This was very hard lol and will likely change but, this is my very tentative ranking for now.
2. I realised with the Stray Kids one that I have two criteria I unconsciously use. The Stray Kids ones was just vibes lol and not as bad because there are only 8 members. However, I realised I based these rankings off of 1. Attractiveness and 2. Aesthetics. That's why Jeongin was so high despite me not viewing him sexually. The man has pretty ass hands.
3. I can only post 10 pictures a post so, I'll reblog this and add the last 3 members as well as visual aids for them too.
Let's get into it.
1. Joshua
I hate myself. I have nothing to say.
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I'm joking. However, this is pure horniness I'm not even going to pretend. I think I'm just so viscerally attracted to his hands that it negates every other criteria and everyone elses' hands. That's really it lol.
2. Jeonghan
I think putting him this high is going to surprise a lot of people and mayhaps even be controversial. However, I think Jeonghan's hands are massively slept on. I think they're so beautiful and, I think the way his fingertips bend is fascinating. Elegant hands for a beautiful man. Very fitting.
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3. Minghao
Another potentially controversial placement. Minghao is the marriage of my opinion on Josh's hands and my opinion on Jeonghan's hands. I think his hands are really pleasing to look at but, they're also very, very hot to me. Based on my Stray Kids ranking, I seem to have an affinity for long fingers/big hands generally lol and, it likely shows.
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4. DK
Very strong contender for most beautiful hands in the whole group. I already knew when I thought about this that he'd be at least top 5, and I was correct lol. I honestly don't have much to say, I think his hands are gorgeous.
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5. Woozi
I remember Hon (a mutual of mine) saying she was attacked by his hands and, I understand why. Another strong contender for most beautiful hands in the whole group. I honestly haven't paid much attention to his hands but, after today I definitely will.
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6. S.Coups
Shoutout to my man for making it to the top 6 lol. Okay so, I actually have very similar feelings about Josh and Cheol's hands BUT I do think Josh's are a tad more aesthetically pleasing. Cheol still has that massive hands appeal that makes me want him carnally though. Oh, I've also noticed thick fingers tend to be a plus in my book so, that partly explains why he's so high too.
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7. Seungkwan
I can already feel tomatoes coming because I ranked him so low. HEAR ME OUT. Another member of the most beautiful hands in the group committed but, I think where I appreciate them a tonne aesthetically, the carnal appeal isn't there as much I think? That's the best wai I can think to explain it. Still has stunning ass hands though.
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8. Mingyu
Honestly don't have much to say. Very similar thoughts as Cheol actually. I like big hands lol and he had the thick fingers going for him too.
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9. Wonwoo
Ngl, I think this is where my opinions on the members hands get a bit same-y so, apologies in advance for that. Wonwoo's hands are fine. They're not bad by any means but, I guess I just don't have a real reason to put him above everyone else listed so far?
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10. Jun
Similar sentiments to Wonwoo. I think why I might have put Wonwoo's a little higher is because his hands look slightly bigger lol but, honestly the gap between Jun and Wonwoo is pretty minimal.
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icarus-suraki · 10 months
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I've been thinking about a post that's been circulating here about the subtle racism present in Western/white danmei fandom (which is definitely there, whether one realizes it or not). And it reminded me a lot of 1990s anime fandom.
First, for the record, I'm white. Just so we're clear. Okay, moving on:
The DIC dubbed version of Sailor Moon was broadcast when I was 13, in 1995 (and I jumped right on it too). Around that same time, the SciFi channel was showing a handful of animes in rotation on Saturday mornings. There were a few dubbed anime and even fewer subbed anime on VHS at Blockbuster. 9 times out of 10, no one ever really knew how to pronounce "Neon Genesis Evangelion" or "Urusei Yatsura." And the general perception of "anime" in general was that it was raunchy at the mildest and only got progressively more pornographic from there.
But as these things started to appear in the US and be available to a wider audience, all these racist stereotypes of Japan and Japanese people started to surface too. To quote someone from the time, "Isn't manga the kinky stuff Japanese businessmen read on the train?" That was the perception: it's all dirty. (Sailor Moon, Dragon Ball, Ronin Warriors and some other early arrivals helped with that some, because they were clearly children's cartoons. But then we had to deal with the whole "children's cartoons" issue when looking at NGE and Miyazaki's movies. But I'm digressing and glossing over whole decades of localized anime.)
tl;dr: in the early and mid 90s, if you were a fan of anime you were very much a consumer of a "foreign" product.
So we loved it but there was a very steep learning curve when it came to actually understanding what we were watching, especially as the internet got bigger and better and we learned that, wait, there are outer senshi? There are whole other storylines?
And there was an entirely different visual language and cultural foundation to these shows (and later movies and manga and so on). Why the heck does she have a giant drop next to her head? Why is she holding that piece of paper? What does it mean to work at a shrine? A shrine to what? What's the deal with the cherry blossoms? Why does he have an expression like that on his face? What does it mean when the characters do this? And this was in the 90s, so the internet then is not what it is today. We had to fumble our way around and learn the details of these "foreign" cartoons, while contending with the stereotypes other people (usually adults lol) had about Japan, anime, and Japanese people. But we did learn! We'd read, we'd hit up the internet as much as we could, we'd talk to one another, we'd go to events and conventions and just try to pick up as much as we could. Because we were curious! We wanted to know!
We were lucky because within a few years we had Princess Mononoke in movie theaters (not many, but some) and Cowboy Bebop popped up and Gundam Wing came along and the internet got better and anime stopped being such a fringe interest and now there's better information and understanding (at least a little).
That's a long story to say that the Western danmei fandom needs to do the same thing: get down into the cultural source and learn stuff.
You have got to acknowledge that you are engaging with works from a culture that is not your own. You can't just slap Western concepts onto it and try to shove an entirely different culture into the framework of your own culture. That's not going to work. And, no, you won't understand everything right off. There's layers in here and you have to acknowledge that and start learning.
You're engaging with concepts and worldviews that are almost certainly not the same as your own, my fellow white danmei fans, and you have got to realize that. Step back from your notions and your expectations and, yes, your racism and stereotypes, and start looking at the complexity of an entire culture out of which a character you love has arisen.
Once upon a time, someone here on Tumblr wanted to do a presentation about how "magical girl" characters like Sailor Moon and Sakura Kinomoto were inherently feminist. The problem was that this person never even considered the ways "feminism" might look or be discussed in Japan. This person was imposing Western feminism on characters that were created entirely outside that worldview/mindset. Don't do that. It's unfair to the creator, it's unfair to the creator's culture, and it actually kind of stifles your opportunity for learning.
Will I ever understand Japanese culture as well as a Japanese person? Absofuckinglutely not. But I know more than I once did, which means I can enjoy more aspects of animanga than I used to. I can get more of it and I'm less likely to misinterpret the creator's intentions. I'm not that great at it and I love a good translator's note, but I can get more of some of it.
So dig in to the cultural foundations and stop shoving Western cultural concepts onto works that weren't created in that milieu. (Yes, I said "milieu!") Get curious! I am begging you to stop assuming and get curious! Ask yourself "why?" and then get to researching!
For your first assignment, stop writing fanfic where Lan Wangji sounds like a robot. He uses short, perfect, referential phrases because he's elegant and educated. In English, the most elegant characters use elaborate language. Not so in many Chinese works: the fewer and more perfectly chosen the words, and the more meaning lying within those words, the more refined and educated the character is. It's like he's so good with language that he doesn't even need to use it anymore.
At least, that's my superficial understanding at the moment. I've got tons more to learn.
So let's get learning and stop shoving our expectations, assumptions, worldview, stereotypes, and cultural baggage onto works that exist and were created outside all of that. Let the works stand on their own and learn their foundations.
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crackedpumpkin · 11 months
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For the send me a character thingy, what about cole ??? 😲
since you love him so insanely much ❗❗❗
Hello love!! Sorry I'm responding so late omg, I was out celebrating the end of my internship yesterday and slept in today~ ( iwoke up at 430pm :D)
Send me a character!
Favourite thing about him:
Eyebrows. And his hair. I will not elaborate other than the fact that I might have a type.
Personality-wise I just love his calm nature and like, subtle way he takes care of everyone idk he's just there for you with a bunch of chocolates if you're having a bad day, and a bouquet during your graduation.
Least favourite thing about him:
Doesn't exist.
OH OH OH AND THE FACT THAT HE GOT SO FUCKING LITTLE TO ZERO SCREENTIME IN THE MOVIE. im still pissed about that, in case it wasn't obvious. Should I post an essay on that shit i get so unreasonably miffed on this fr;;;
Favourite line:
"Uh, hi, sorry to bother you. I'm Cole, Master of Earth, and this is Jay, Master of Blabber." Gets me every time.
broOTP:
LAVA ON GOD, especially in Prime Empire. I genuinely love their interactions just so, so much but Jay and Cole together are like,,,, another strong contender.
OTP:
really? i'd say me and him, but refer to the first least favourite thing bit. So, I think my OTP for him would be cake. let him and cake be together and peace shall reign across the land.
noOTP:
Cole and Vanya fr. They're genuine besties plus it's just kinda weird imo, since it's so sudden if they spring it on us and isn't she younger than him???
random headcanon:
I would bet good money that Cole is a cereal before milk advocate. Like, imagine pouring milk first, then cereal in front of him?? he would side eye you so hard. Also, i think that cole and zane are lowkey besties that gossip idk i can just picture him texting zane about some shit that happened like Nya burning the toaster or lloyd falling off a cliff
unpopular opinion:
doesn't exist. Man's perfect :)
Song I associate with him:
I don't have a particular one, but idk go stream Super by Seventeen
Favourite picture of them:
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I kid, I kid, check this:
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LOOK AT HIM HE'S SO CUTE ADORABLE HES SO-
i could just bake him in an apple pie oh my god.
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9w1ft · 3 months
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There was a group of kaylor people on twitter (that are really nice and optimistic about the public side of this story) and they were so convinced something very kaylor was happening today (they got some sort of scoop or did some deep analysis) and I had been feeling so bad for them since yesterday because the odds of that happening were, imo, so freaking low, that there was almost no chance in hell
i do love people’s optimism but it’s kinda dangerous cause it leads nowhere and gors beyond realistic expectations, according to how things are at the moment
probably karlie going to eras let people “dream beyond their paycheck”
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oh no! i guess i hadn’t been keeping tabs on that. that’s too bad.. i think that post-rep it’s just… super super hard to get into the predictions business, for two reasons.. or maybe 3 reasons. one is that we live in a very volatile ever-changing world and because the conditions of society are always changing this (i think) makes it very hard for taylor to plan things out to a t. another is that taylor herself (i feel) is more open and comfortable with changing things up based on her own situation and this sort of flexibility is hard for any quote-unquote source to keep up with (even if a source was magically taylor herself). the third reason is that there are just so many more people in the gaylor (umbrella term) community at large, which means statistically speaking there’s a greater number of people interested in fandom politics and power struggles, in other words, more people (statistically speaking) are willing to troll for their own personal satisfaction. this leads to any concept of an information channel being muddied.
so basically i think we all contend with issues from both angles. any insider information could be people trolling and even if it is actual insider information, the cycle with which things change makes any information unreliable and even if it was first person insider information, taylor changes direction more often than in the past and so it’s always possible that whatever is said is something that is untrue, no longer true, or likely unable to be followed through on anyway.
and i think that even if we all understand these things, it doesn’t really change the way other parts of the community might perceive it as an opportunity to dunk. so it’s important to approach these things with a little self-effacement, or at least, accept the fandom risks that come with and be sure to take care as necessary.
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