#i still dont know what the fuck cottage core is
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The older I get (I say as if I'm not in my mid 20s) the more I feel isolated from other queer people my age. And not even in a bad way, its frustrating feeling alien to what is supposed to be my community but I prefer isolation over constantly trying to keep up with whatever the new TV show/ aesthetic/ interest/ joke is.
#5 million tik tok audios saying 'do you xyz that has nothing to do with being queer or are you straight'#well there you have it guess im straight now#like i know its a joke i know i get it#but i know so many people irl who act like its truth#and its really fucking irritating#especially when you consider how many of those statements are not positive#like they arent inherently negative but certainly could be taken that way#related to what i was saying in that rb earlier#its annoying how frequently i have my peers telling me 'your gay card is revoked until you watch owl house'#or whatever the latest one is#i still dont know what the fuck cottage core is#dont get the deal with frogs or mushrooms or whatever#i just want to live my life#watch movies read books play my guitars#do the things i love on my terms#and funny enough the fact that i dont care about the latest 'queen culture/icon' or whatever has yet to make me less queer#i will never meet your standard for what is 'queer enough' and i dont want to#op
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HELLO LOVELY! I saw your tank top thingy and am now inclined to request this. Could you do a fem. s/o that wears nightgowns to bed for dazai, ranpo, and fyodor? bonus points if you add your favorite characters :)
Now im not talking about those skimpy, lacy, lingerie ones. nono, im talking about the long vintage ones. kinda like in peter pan, what wendy was wearing, but white. think cottage-core vibes.
https://www.etsy.com/listing/955248247/vintage-white-women-long-nightgown-lace
you don't have to do this if you dont want to! but just remember, have fun! and stay hydrated! ❤️
GOOD DAY!! This is a very interesting req anon! I quite like it! I’d be lying if I said I never wanted one of these nightgowns that you’re referring to lmao. They’re just so graceful and pretty 💖💖 also you're very sweet thank you!
Reader who sleeps in a nightgown
♡ pairing: Dazai Osamu, Ranpo Edogawa, Fyodor Dostoyevsky, Mykola Hohol, Edgar Allan Poe x fem!Reader
♡ synopsis: How do these boys react to a reader who wears a nightgown to sleep?
♡ cw: A couple of naughty words, suggestive behaviour (goddamnit Dazai and Fyodor specifically)
note: You said I could add faves so I threw Mykola and Poe in there for the funsies (was gonna put Oda too but I could not think of anything for this poor guy I'm sorry) 🌸 Apologies for errors, hope you enjoy :)
Dazai:
At first he probably teases you and says you look like a curtain or a ghost or something T-T
But he's not a complete jerk. He does think you look like an angel and he tells you as much eventually (I feel like he would lowkey be into old-fashioned romantic stuff sometimes especially if it involves you wearing a pretty nightgown <3)
Constantly quizzing you on how you're able to comfortably wear something like this to sleep because to him it looks kind of uncomfortable? When you try to tell him that it's fine and you think it looks pretty he drops the subject but lowkey still worries about it
Plays with your sleeves or the skirt of the nightgown while he's lying next to you
From then on if you guys ever watch old fashioned movies ft. women who wear similar nightgowns, he always points it out. He's like 'That's like the one you have! You look better in it though'
He's a charmer for sure this guy
Though he does think you look lovely, he is still a bit of a pervert. It's rather possible Dazai might try to feel you up through the nightgown. Damnit Dazai
Ranpo:
Ranpo is honestly probably a little confused at first. Like this is the 21st century, why are you wearing this?
THAT BEING SAID he is actually rather happy to sleep with you while you're wearing an old-fashioned nightgown. It's like being wrapped in your own little silky blanket!
He fiddles with it when he's bored and rubs his face against it just because he's kinda weird like that (lovingly)
Probably asks Yosano/Fukuzawa about it because let's be real, as smart as Ranpo is he doesn't understand why you would wanna cover yourself in so much fabric when you go to sleep (autistic things 2.0 <3)
Otherwise he does think you look very elegant. He also thinks it's cute that you care so much about always looking nice even if you're just hanging out in bed with him
But at the same time he's like 'Well how are you supposed to eat snacks in bed if you're wearing something that isn't supposed to get dirty??/??????????'
Actually does make an effort to not get any crumbs on you though because he knows that you care about your nightgowns <3
Fyodor:
He already thinks of you as an angel- so why not look like one too?
Fyodor is relatively old fashioned (at least in my head), so he's happy with what you've chosen to wear. It's mature and modest, but it's also so ~pretty~ that he can't keep his hands off you
Somewhere in his fucked up little brain spouts a twinge of possessiveness because you're just so enchanting and you look so innocent! Why should anyone else get to see you in your undergarments (even though it's basically a dress)? They shouldn't, end of story
Tbh he probably gets turned on if he thinks about it too long -_-
Fyodor sometimes likes to fondly watch you while you're sleeping, so the nightgown really adds cuteness points for him
He's always praising you for looking beautiful even in your sleep- probably compares you to Sleeping Beauty because he's messed up like that <3
He always holds you gently while you two sleep and presses soft kisses to your neck because that's like the only part of you he can access lol
Overall he acts very calm but is lowkey just a little TOO into it
Mykola:
Mykola is so dramatic about it. He's like 'MY EYES HAVE BEEN BLESSED BY AN ETHEREAL BEAUTY FROM THE HEAVENS' or something else dumb like that
But the thing is, he actually means that. He's just very theatre kid-esque in his delivery which makes it seem like a mockery lol
He just thinks you look so cute! He spins you in his arms and pinches your cheeks
Asks you to give him a couple twirls in the same way that your mother does when you're trying on a new outfit
I believe that 'yangoliatka' is a term of endearment in Ukrainian that means 'angel'? If so then he would ABSOLUTELY call you that (I'm so sorry if that's wrong- I don't speak Ukrainian T-T)
Picks you up bridal style 'to practice' because you kinda do look vaguely like a bride. When you get shy he just laughs (menace behaviour)
You know those noir films with those really drawn out but trying-to-be-romantic sex scenes (where the girl inevitably wears one of those fancy nightgowns?) Yeah he'd try to recreate one of those because he thinks it's funny
Poe:
Yeah uh. He was absolutely the one who bought it for you in the first place.
He's just an old-school romantic boy and thought you would look beautiful in a nightgown! (spoiler: he was right)
Poe thinks you are ethereal, gorgeous, stunning, exquisite, graceful, elegant, ravishing, all of the above
In short he's totally enamoured with you and lets you know how beautiful you look even though you are wearing pyjamas
He's a gentleman and asks if you're alright with him cuddling you in case he creases it or something (plus he's also very much content to just sit beside you and admire you)
His heart is beating so fast as he pulls you into his arms because in his head is probably some insane paranoia about how perfect you are and how unworthy he is or something
He probably starts spilling all this poetic prose about how you outshine all of the beautiful women in history (y'know like Aphrodite, Cleopatra, Helen, and also Annabel and Lenore duhh)
He will be buying you more of these in different colours and styles for sure
Before anyone comes at me- yes I am doing the asks out of order. Sometimes ideas come to me much faster for one prompt than they do for the other, but I promise I am doing my best to complete all of them. Also imagine being Poe’s sugar baby awhhh maybe I should write it
#bsd#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#bsd x reader#bungo stray dogs x reader#x reader#bsd fanfiction#bsd fanfic#fanfic#fanfiction#bsd dazai#dazai osamu#dazai x reader#bsd ranpo#ranpo edogawa#ranpo x reader#bsd fyodor#fyodor dostoyevsky#fyodor x reader#bsd mykola#mykola hohol#nikolai gogol#mykola x reader#bsd poe#edgar allan poe#edgar allan poe x reader
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🌿w e e k l y 🍄 t a g 🕯️ w e d n e s d a y🌙
thanks @darlingian for writing this week!! and thanks for tagging me @creepkinginc @energievie @metalheadmickey 💖💖💖
which character from any media would you like to have as a father?: oh hey yeah i am going to have to also say Bob Belcher. He is dad goals.
if money, laws, time, and effort were no object, what animal would you want to have?: im sorry i have a whole entire me and 2 kids to take care of i dont want anything else lmao
what is your Chinese takeout order?: veggie fried rice and veggie egg rolls!
what's your favourite emoji?: omg i dunno uhmmmm 💖 is probably up there!!
would you rather have a library, greenhouse, or home theater in your house?: okay i am a legendary plant killer but i would LOVE to be able to just hang in a greenhouse. thats my vibe. i just cannot be responsible for those plants ok
what childhood tv show do you think of the most fondly?: david the gnome!
what was your tumblr like when you first joined?: for a really long time my tumblr was just my silly little artworks, from like 2011 to late 2014. in 2015 it became more of my dragon age artwork and fandom blog. and then a few years ago i just started reblogging whatever the fuck i wanted. and well now its a whole mess huh. my beloved trash pile.
what clothing style do you love but don't feel compelled to replicate yourself?: cottage core and dark academia
if you were plopped into a fictional world, which one would you know the layout of the best?: Thedas hoo boy
what is your favourite piece of art?: hmmm birth of venus by william-adolphe bouguereau
do you have a water bottle? what does it look like?: aluminum cup with a straw style, its blue and green and has a leaves design on it
what fanfic trope is a quiet fave? uuhhh...i dont know if i have a quiet fav?
do you carry a daily bag? what does it look like? what's the weirdest thing in it?: lately its been an addidas black drawstring bag. i just dug through it and found absolutely nothing un-normal haha?? i guess the most uncommon thing in there might be the epi-pens??
If you had to ship Mickey with another Gallagher, who would it be?: what kind of choice is this?? im going to go ahead and be a cheater and say i BFF ship mickey with debbie
what is a fanfic trope you didn't expect to like and then very much did?: ack...again i dunno?? i just like all the basic things and i dont know enough about the other stuff? maybe i need to try more things that i think sound unfun lol
Do you think s11 Mickey can still carry s11 Ian?: lmao hes so inexplicably swole, yes absolutely
who got custody of the killing bat when they sold the house?: i want debbie to have that, she deserves it.
Okay here's some nuggets who i think might want to play!! @michellemisfit @too-schoolforcool @mickeysgaymom @heymrspatel @gallawitchxx @gardenerian @callivich @juliakayyy @mmmichyyy @jrooc @sam-loves-seb @crossmydna @suzy-queued @tanktopgallavich @lingy910y @transmickey @rereadanon @palepinkgoat @sickness-health-all-that-shit @suchagallabitch @thepupperino @sleepyfacetoughguy @tsuga-of-mars and also you person not tagged you can lie and say i tagged you as always i will corroborate~
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so. what do you think they were doin in there? collars, like greenie said could be? pancakes? holding each other and crying? bath time? watching pretty in pink?
ooohh LLAL headcanons!!
i think they communicated in some way before sirius actually went to remus's cottage. i have the hc that remus left hogwarts partly to try and go find/help sirius. his life was literally frozen in time whilst sirius was in azkaban he's just been waiting around without realising it so i think when he finds out sirius is innnocent and he's now out in the world remus cant sit still. so when sirius rocks up at his door one eve its not entirely out of the blue and they've already got some sort of foundation whatever that is
definitely did a lot of talking about harry and figuring out wtf just happened and what's going to happen, how to plan for and fight the war etc
honestly sirius would never have gone to stay with remus to start with if it wasn't him being sent there by dumbledore. he clearly wanted to be independent and on the run like there were so many other things he could have done than live in a cave outside of hogsmeade lmao. so i think there's a lot of suffocation and struggle there
they spend the first couple weeks dancing round their bullshit just like they've done all year, just like they did in the shack. 'forgive me remus'/'not at all padfoot old friend' like the way they interact here is such a dry understatement its them saying i know we've fucked up beyond belief there's too much hurt here to comprehend its almost laughable to even try and we have a job to do so lets push it aside. then that vibe just carries on
obvs at some point this all crashes bc sirius has been running on manic adrenaline for a year and has zero emotional regulation, and remus has been burying his feelings for over a decade. idk if its one big argument that feels a bit simplistic for them. but i think you know it gets really raw and real
and the thing is they literally dont have any choice but to get past it. the war is wound into their very relationship they cant do it without each other. they are trauma bonded to the core - they've seen and understood each other at their very darkest. and in some ways its a good thing, they can be true partners in a way no one else can, but in some ways its so toxic, bc they both accept the kind of hurt and betrayal that trauma breeds. they love each other bc of the darkness, they hurt each other bc of it, they cant be without each other bc of it
from then on its def a lot more holding each other and crying, a lot of vulnerability they dont know how to navigate, a lot of stumbles and falls. but remus has the advantage of 14 years more emotional maturity even if sirius is stunted af, and they both have so much more determination to try and so they do and they learn
bittersweet tender jokes about remus teaching sirius things he missed, sirius discovering new things with amazement, sirius doing sweet things for remus he does remember how to do (he would be so proud about making remus pancakes even though he'd never admit it)
i absolutely LIVE for soft emotional comfort baths together. i stg i write them into every hurt/comfort fic. they're everything
their first moon together again <3
padfoot running haywire in the fields and valleys behind remus's house just bc he can. long walks together. lots of cosying in front of the fire
sirius just disassociating constantly, having no sleep cycle. remus a wreck with anxiety too so half the time they just nap together on the couch
i think it takes them a while to have sex bc i think both of them just cant. whether physically or emotionally theyre both so scarred and have had defensive walls up for years and it takes a while to peel them down. so it just sort of happens slowly and hesitantly as they figure out what that means for them now. i love reading LLAL smut its so so beautiful and its always what i'd choose but in my heart of hearts i know they were just crying through handjobs that didnt always go anywhere
anyway i wrote two fics with v dif LLAL headcanons here and here and i also have to rec @msalexwp's bday fic for me which is my definitively fave LLAL fic of all time
#ty for this ask anon this is the special interest of my special interest#wolfstar#lie low at lupin's#otp: i'm mental about you#asks#hp#meta#hp meta
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oh my god oh my god, i’m wearing my dress on saturday!! tree we are officially living in parallel universes. also your dress sounds so pretty, go live your best cottage core life bestie! (also we totally took dumb photos at prom that is a thing that happened, it’s now canon in the tree-indi universe)
the world is tiny and there’s are a reason it spins in circles- i’m so freaking happy you got to meet your friend!! and come out to them!!
also at prom i met an acquaintance from middle school who got me into the queer side of the internet. and we weren’t friends or anything but i still cried and hugged her when i saw her. there are just some people in the world who completely change your life.
*also every time you mention coming out to more people, just know i’m rooting for you! ilysm harsha!*
awww tree, you partner sounds so sweet, i’m so happy for you babe!! the only telugu terms of affection i know come from movies lmao, but my favorite is banagru konda- like a mountain of gold! that’s so cute! <3
honestly, leave your mark bestie. also i graduated high school and i wrote my initials on the wall, so i understand the urge to be remembered lol.
*rests chin on top of your head cause your itty bitty* mWah! mWah!
i wrote half of this ask like two months ago and finally sent it today, so srry it’s been forever, but tell me what you’ve been up to! 🥰
- indi <3
grrr this is the sixth time i'm rewriting this tumblr better work now!!
YESS WE MATCH!!!!!! it was super fun, i spent a lot of time on the lake and got to talk to one of my friends for hours so i was really happy. we did take photos and we goofed off in a photo booth and all our pictures look horrible but we love them!! hugging you!!!!!!!!!!!
omg.............. youre so right. how dare you blow mind with only a few words im kissing you rn >:( !!!!!!!!!!!! it was really nice to be able to talk to them after so long and it felt so surreal bc like. we're both completely different people now and its like i know i know you but i dont really know you anymore but i still want to connect with you anyway!!!!!!!!!!!!!<333
awhhh im so happy for you!!!!! imagine how strange it would be if you hadnt known them, we never would have met!! :( that is too scary to think about i love you too much and youre the bestest. truly i am mad the whole world doesnt know you but im quite content to have you allllll to myself 🥰
*awh im rooting for you too!! and also to myself. if it werent for the tiny tree hanging upside down from my ribcage and swearing at me, i would not even be here. thanks spideytree! u r a real one. i love you more*
they ARE and i love them to pieces<33 i completely forgot about bangaru konda!! im adding it to my list. no one has ever used pet names for me so the only ones i know are from movies too!! be glad i didnt start singing bangaru kodi pitta honestly. no hate to jeevi garu, but. that song fucks in ways i do not want it to fuck. also i recently remembered chiluka, like parrot so im going to use that too.
CONGRATULATIONS!!!! are you excited to leave, or more nervous about the future? give me ALLL the details ilysm!! with your encouragement i will write tree all over the place! or maybe i will draw little trees everywhere? well i cannot draw. much to think about!
*reaches up on my tippy toes and still barely reaches your shoulders (youre 5'6", right?) and gives you a little kiss on your shirt* mwaH! mwaH! mwah!
dont worry, i love hearing from you no matter what<33 ilysm<3
my internship started monday! we're virtual every day minus thursdays, the first day, and the last day. its really fun, i get paid to sit around and listen, and raid the snack bar every hour!! im living. truly in my gwen stacy era. also one of the facilitators is really hot 😳 he's colombian but he grew up in greece so he's got this cute accent and he told me i had a kind gaze and thats why he's been inadvertently staring at me when he talks to the group of us. we got into an argument over time travel and free will today (plus a couple other interns) and he's super smart and we were literally yelling at each other for 15 minutes straight and the other facilitator had to come break it up bc the five of us were about to brawl lmao. its been really nice!
also im working my way through a ninjago rewatch and im taking more of a liking to cole now, where before jay and kai were my favorites. kai is still top tier but cole is very quickly climbing up. they are so gay!!!!!!!!! *froths at the mouth* IM EATING THEM
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! stay safe and have fun and give the moon a kiss before you go to bed and i will give the moon a kiss before i got to bed and it will be like we are sending kisses to each other!!<33333
#also im craving pani puri so much bc of the ms marvel episode im going to DIE#do you watch ms marvel?#indiphannon#asks#the tree speaks
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could you maybe do another beach day with the reader (maybe female but gender neutral is perfectly fine) but with George, Karl and Quackity this time?
🏵 Your Tea Is Ready 🏵
Warnings: Slight NSFW
Genre: fluff
| George |
Cottage core swimsuit? Yes please
Totally didn't buy you a swim suit matching his for your birthday a few weeks prior in prep
Absolute slander how dare you
Actually woke up early for this event, well with the help of Dream XD of course
"So what do you think they'll wear?"
"I already know"
"Pervert"
"It- Its not like that! I bought it for them!"
"Pervert"
When you finally arrive boy is he floored!
Hes never seen you like this before and it had him rather flustered to say the least
"Fix your dick before they come over here"
"I dont have a boner Dream!"
"For now"
When you come over to great him hes arguing with the god, though he quickly composes himself in your presence
"Hey! We match!"
"Yeah! Yeah I saw how good it looked on you and thought I'd buy my own pair, I hope that isnt weird"
"No! I think it's really cute! We look like a couple"
Your little giggles had him burning up, imagine how he felt when his overworked mind processed your words
"Hey, you're looking a lil red george, you okay?"
"Oh hes fine, we slept in today and he forgot to bring sun screen in the rush"
Thank the heavens he had the god as his wingman, he was still recovering from the heart palpitations you had given him
"Do you have any Y/N? I'm sure he'd appreciate the help"
"Of course! George forgets stuff all the time here!"
Okay he was a little less thankful as the god egged you on
His attention was quickly brought back to you as you smoothed your sun screen across his reddened cheeks
A soft sigh escaped his lips as he rested his head in your hand
"You tired already george? Why dont we go swimming! That might wake you up"
Feigning a yawn be brought his hand to his mouth
"Maybe, As long as you're with me"
You gently punch his shoulder and begin to lead him to the water
His eyes falling to the curve of your ass
"Today seems like its gonna be fun day, doesn't it george?"
George can only nod along, swallowing thickly as he let's you pull him into the ice waters
"This is going to be fun"
"Fuck off"
| Karl |
Honestly the only reason he even came to the beach party was for you
Dont get me wrong he has nothing against social gatherings
In fact he loves to wind down with a good party with a few friends
But parties never ended well in the smp and he didn't feel like it was worth it
Much to Quackity and Sapnap's chagrin
"Come on!! Phil's making food! So is Niki! This is the buffet of a life time!"
"I dont know, I have some organizing I have to do for the library-"
"That hottie Y/N will be there"
"Huh? Y/N's gonna be there?"
"Woah! Now you're interested loverboy! If I knew that would've worked I would have said it from the start!"
"Shut up! It's not like that!"
"Sure think Karl, sure thing"
Most likely wears his hoodie over his swim trunks
Hes just a little self conscious y'know
The bois show up just a little late, fashionably you could say
"Hey! Karl! I didn't think you were coming"
"Yeah, sapnap and Quackity swayed my mind"
"To be fair we did have some extra help"
That comment earned a rather harsh elbow from Karl
"Well I'm happy you came! Come on let's go get some hot dogs"
"Yeah, that sounds good"
"Count us in! Do you know if Niki is here yet?"
"Maybe? I haven't seen her yet but I just got here"
"Me and Quackity are gonna look for her, you two have fun!"
You wave them a brief goodbye, still holding Karl's hand
"Why are they acting so weird?"
"Its Sapnap and Quackity, what else could you expect"
"I mean you're not wrong, now let's go get some food before Tommy eats it all"
| Quackity |
Was probably the one who organized the party
He had some extra money from winning a few at the casino, and was he more then happy to spend it on seeing you in a swim suit
Hes just, a little bit of a perv to say the least
Hires Niki and Fundy to make sure the food comes out good, afterall he wants to make it perfect for you
Invites only a few people, sure he wants to spend the day with you but if it were just the two of you things might get a little awkward
After all you weren't quite dating yet
Makes sure to invite you just a bit early so you two get just a bit of alone time
"Hey Big Q! Hows it hanging?"
"Hey! Y/N you're early! Excited to see me huh?"
"Early? I thought I was on time"
The nervousness in your voice drips guilt into his mind
"Dont worry about it! Now we have some alone time, Mamacita"
He purrs pulling you closer to him
You giggle and take hold of his cheek in your hand, running your fingers across his scar
"You're one hell of a flirt aren't you?"
"You know it, Hermos(a/o)"
"Hey! Quackity! Y/N hows it going!
"Hey love bugs!"
"You've gotta be kidding me"
"Niki! Eret! Love the sun hats! "
#dsmp x reader#mcyt x y/n#dsmp imagine#mcyt x reader#mcyt imagine#mcyt x you#dsmp x you#george x reader#george x y/n#quackity x y/n#quackity x you#quackity x reader#karl x you#karl x y/n
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random ft sexuality headcanons bec im rewatching it for the first time since i was like 9 and realizing just how gay it is,,
Natsu:
whats a pronoun?
not in a condescending way hes just a dumb bitch
i honestly doubt he knows what pronouns are in terms of language as a whole actually,,,
honestly? pan vibes.
like the concept of homophobia just,,, was never introduced to him
Lucy:
bi(male pref)
her dads definitely homophobic because layla definitely had an affair with a female maid or something
trys and fails to correct natsu when he inevitably uses the wrong pronouns for someone
Gray
cishet
but like in the bi wife sorta way
hes probably really chill about it haha cold pun
always addresses you with the right pronouns
Erza
okokok hear me out,,,,
pan
like as teenagers, her and mira were gfs they broke up a bit after lisanas (how tf do you spell her name) 'death'
there were no hard feelings or anything but they thought they worked better as friends
she also went to mira for relationship advice when she fell for jellal lmao
aggressively supportive (be whoooo youu areeeeeee foR YOURRR PRIDEEE)
Wendy
wendy is an adorable baby lesbian with a puppy crush on chelia/shelia and it's the cutest thing ever
she does not know how to handle it
erza is not very helpful
Juvia
pansexual
she'd dedicate herself to love regardless of gender
i don't really have much to say on this one tbh
Gajeel
with peace and love; homophobic
leVYS TRYING OK
lily would also get mad at him
actually post timeskip he isnt homophobic
i just remembered the whole loving isnt a sin thing lmao
he learned to be open minded bec he was afraid that levy wouldn't like him if he wasnt
hes right she wouldn't
neither would lily
Levy
pan? i guess? honestly when i first saw her she gave me cottage core lesbian vibes but her and gajeel are super cute so,,,
she seems like the type who doesn't want to cut off any options for herself
probably really sweet and supportive if you come out to her
honestly just a really good person
Laxus
homophobic asf before the battle of ft arc
after tho?
oh boy
mans did some self questioning
turns out hes just a gay king with some heavy internalized homophobia
Freed
does this really need explaining?
freed justine is the gayist man i have ever seen in my life
like calm tf down mr.i-will-follow-you-even-if-doing-so-leads-to-hell-justins
this man HAS to be a theater major
like bro you are so fucking extra
he an laxus are in love mashima told me himself
Bickslow
ok. hear me out.
he/they non-binary.
i dONT EVEN KNOW WITH THIS ONE IT JUST MAKES SENSE IN MY HEAD OK
Evergreen
bi(male pref)
idk she just gives the i-like-women vibes
i still think her and elfman are super cute tho,,,
idk man
Mira
bi(fem pref)
i already explained my mira hc with erza a bit
she just radiates bad bitch energy tbh
like you know mira fucks (and she knows it too)
Elfman
with peace and love: heterosexual
bi wife energy
supportive king
this man was raised by women he knows better than to be homophobic
putting this out there: afab
and leaving it there bec i dont even know with that hc lmao
#its kinda hard for laxus to be homophobic when his squad is just a big queer club#elfman has written by a women energy ngl#fairy tail#text post#implied gruvia if you really squint#jerza#fraxus#kinda mirajane/erza? not really? idk#ill probably post another one of these about sabertooth#wendy x chelia#idk what wendy and chelias ship name is lmao#how does one tag
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!!! A COURT OF SILVER FLAME SPOILERS !!!
Alternatively, Asli finished the book in like six hours and has many, many thoughts.
ON THE TOPIC OF NESTA, SOME CASSIAN AND NESSIAN AS A WHOLE.
holy shit. this is a lot.
She has grown so much, and I mean that by the little things.
I love that sjm didn’t make it so she was addicted to the wine and sex
Okay I understand Nesta was frustrating sometimes because she really was stubborn but some of the shit Cassian said was really out of line. Especially when he screamed that no one like fucking liked her.
Cassian was down so bad this entire book and I knew that the moment he said he hadn’t bed a female in two years. He was STARVINGGG
Her determination in getting down those stairs, I probably wouldve tested myself down a window or something.
I liked how she bonded with the House. It was a refreshing, different take on loneliness and finding a friend.
The House and how it looked after her. It was the biggest thing in her journey.
One theme I see in Nesta a lot is self sabotage, especially when it means the safety of others. She’s ready to throw herself in front of them.
Her banter with Cassian was really nice to read.
WHEN SHE MENTIONED HAVING A THREESOME TWICE I DIED
Cassian and his backstory was rip. It was really sad thinking about how little kid Cass really regretted some of the things that even he couldn’t control.
sjm did not disappoint with inner thoughts. Those were really refreshing.
She wasn’t vividly jealous or furious at Mor and Cassian’s friendship and I really liked that take.
Cassian’s silent jealously when Helion tries to flirt with Nesta and she dodged it LMAOOO
When Cassian kisses her in front of their family to help her get out of the map
Her silent bond with Az! That kept me going honestly. He was a sly bastard sometimes.
Sometimes I really questioned somethings, like those fast smut scenes but that’s just my preference.
Her marching down to Amren’s after she finds out they voted against her having the weapons she Made
Not to mention how she told Feyre about the baby and the labor risk out of anger, that really hurt both of them and me.
When she stayed silent during her punishment hike with Cassian. Each thought tore me apart.
When he warned her about falling and she was glad he didn’t see the expression on her face. How she didn’t mind if she fell down and how it would better.
When she cried after all those days of silence and finally told him how she felt underneath all that.
He softened up fast too and blamed himself for not realizing all this time why she hated the fire.
Can we talk about that dancing scene with Eris? And how Cassian was secretly exploding on the side as he remembered her mother wanted her to marry a Prince just like Eris.
WHEN ERIS ASKED RHYS WHAT HE WANTED IN EXCHANGE FOR NESTA TO BE HIS BRIDE AFTER LIKE A COUPLE DANCED LMAOO
The Solstice scene had my heart. The gift Az got Nesta and how she hugged him after he told her about it. How Cassian smiled at the sight.
HOW CASS GOT HER A LITTLE MUSIC BOX RECORDED WITH THE MUSIC FROM THE BALLROOM AND HOW HE ASKED THE MUSICIANS TO PERFORM IT FOR HIM AFTER EVERYONE LEFT SO HE COULD GET IT FOR HERRRR
They really kept shit away from each other till it exploded in an argument and that’s a reoccurring theme with this book couple.
WHAT MADE ME SO FRUSTRATED WAS HOW HE WANTED TO STAY IN HER BED AFTER SEX AND SHE WANTED TO CUDDLE BUT THEY DIDNT SAY ANYTHING AND ASSUMED THE OTHER DIDNT WANT IT
The topic of mates was RUSHED. Like I mean really rushed. First they argue, he says shackled and then the next time they get to speak (after the forced Blood Rite and labor scene) they accept it? I dont know, it didn’t sit with me.
I wish Nesta would elaborate on why she didn’t believe in Mates even more and Cassian would actually listen for once. Again, rushed.
The ending was fast paced in my opinion. We could’ve really had more to go off of, I needed more domestic Nessian.
ON THE TOPIC OF NESTA, GWYN, EMERIE
I am obsessed with Gwyn, Emerie and their friendship with Nesta.
I love how Gwyn and Nesta started, both gritting their teeth and still appreciating that aspect of each other.
How Nesta raced to help her with a book even when their first encounter wasn’t the friendliest.
Gwyn being persistent in paying back her small debt. I love her.
When Gwyn applied to defense lessons after Nesta defended them from the scholar priestess.
Emerie, my homegirl. I love her to death. The way she easily befriends Nesta, how Nesta stands up for her when her cousin comes to bother her.
I don’t know if it was just me, but Emerie and Mor might possibly be something. Either good friends or interested lovers.
THE WAY EMERIE BONDED OVER SMUTTY NOVELS WITH THE OTHER GIRLS AND LET THEM BORROW HER STUFFFFFF
Gwyn helping Nesta with her research on Valkyries. Muah.
Gwyn and Az, I feel like something might happen here and if it does, I do not want any Elriel drama getting dragged in, MY GIRL GWYN HAS BEEN THROUGH ENOUGH OKAY
Gwyn thinking she doesn’t deserve the purity jewel the other priestesses wear and her backstory honestly just broke me. She endured so much.
Emerie and everything she lost. Her mother, her brother, her wings and any dreams she had of flying. How she distracts herself with work and gardening to keep that off her mind.
The way the girls all developed inside jokes, jokingly hanged up on Cassian at training and always had Nesta’s back.
The way they were dedicated to each other even during the Rite when they couldve let one another behind and won.
HER SISTERSSS I CRIED I WOULD DIE FOR THIS MF TRIOOOO
ON THE TOPIC OF THE INNER CIRCLE + THE ARCHERON PARENTS
Fey-ruh was pregoooo she and Rhys raw dogged it
I felt really really bad when no one fucking told her she would die because the baby had wings and she wasn’t fit to give birth like that. Like. What.
Can we talk about how they fucked when Feyre was in her Illyrian form and didn’t think the thing through?
Rhys, I can’t stand the guy. First he wants to make a bargain with his mate that they die together and then he wants to keep it from her that she can die when giving birth to their kid.
I think what pissed me off the most was when he was trying to help Cassian get Nesta out of a nightmare/power “episode” and had to experience what she did with the Cauldron and seeing Elain and Cassian hurt. He said he knew she was feeling something but seeing and feeling it yourself was different. Yeah, what else did you think smartass.
Rhys has a habit of keeping important shit secret, Amren is no better either. I think that’s what pissed me off the most. They sometimes kept the too important shit away.
As much as Nesta grew, so did Feyre. They both developed pretty good in my mind, I don’t hate her as much as I despise Rhys sometimes. All and all I love how she and Nesta ended up.
Amren....I get her point about Nesta using and abusing their friendship. At the same time, sometimes she was too harsh.
Elain, darling old cottage core aesthetic Elain. I found her to be a little insufferable sometimes. How she showed up unexpectedly at the Library to talk to Nesta and they got into an argument was funny to me since Nesta pulled out some stuff on her.
ELAIN THANKING NESTA AND SAYING FINALLY AFTER SHE TELLS HER TO “OH FUCK OFF” AT THE SOLSTICE PARTY WAS SO RANDOM
Elain and Lucien is some fucked up shit. I understand how she doesn’t want to acknowledge the fact that they’re mates and all that but you can atleast thank the guy when he gives you a gift on Solstice.
I feel bad for Lucien because as sweet as Elain might show to be, she’s really hurting him and could just reject him if she really doesn’t want him.
AZ AZ AZ I LOVE HIM AND HIS SLY MOMENTS
Az when he cockblocks is the best thing. Do it more often.
Az and Nesta’s bond is something I want to see more, as well as how she literally thought about a threesome with him and Cassian.
Morriiiiigan. Everyone mentions her beauty and how she’s like the sun walking and I admire that. She wasn’t as annoying as I thought she’d be on the topic of Nesta and Cassian being an item.
She also wasn’t in the book as much which made sense since she was in Vallahan. I did like how she accepted Nessian towards the end.
The long awaited Mrs Archeron. Some of my theories about her proved true! About how she groomed her daughters into marriage ideologies at the worst age. 12 and 11? What the fuck?
The way she called Elain a pretty thing with no ambition at 11, no wonder Nesta and Elain have no proper knowledge of survival like Feyre did. She was set on making sure Nesta married someone who would treat her well, Elain married someone rich since her beauty was beyond all three of them.
Literally Mrs Archeron was not okay LMAOOO why are you telling your daughters this when they haven’t even bled yet damn CHILL
I felt bad since she didn’t care for Feyre and only their father doted on Elain and Feyre. Nesta was kept all to her mother to feed off Mrs Archeron’s narcissism.
Not to mention she died a year later
I found it funny Elain mentioned how at 15, Nesta even had their dad fearing her. Like it’s your daughter, wdym you fear her
The backstory on how Nesta treated him and how she feels now looking back. It was saddening and I unfortunately know the regret of not doing somethings. It must eat her alive.
I enjoyed reading this book, even if I wasn’t content with the ending. I tabbed a LOT of things so you’ll probably catch me editing and adding more to this in the morning. Thank you for reading all the way down here! 🤍
#nesta archeron#nessian#acosf spoilers#acofas#a court of silver flames#acotar#a court of thorns and roses#cassian#feyre archeron#elain archeron
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Part twoooo!!!
Now the discord gang!!! Also i wanted to share this song that reminded me of everyone so if you guys like u can listen to it!!👉👈🧡🧡🧡
@love-hajime MY ANGEL MY BESTIE AND BEAUTIFUL WIFEE!!! ILY SM AND I CANT WAIT TO GO BE COTTAGE CORE LESBIANS TOGETHER AND HAVE A WHOLE LOT OF FARM ANIMALS AND LIVE OUT OUR DREAM!!!SHE SO SMART SND GREAT AT EVERYTHING I STILL BE SIMPING FOR HER ON A DAILY BASIS EVEN IF WE ALREADY KNOW EACHOTHER FOR A YEAR🧡🧡🧡
@kyoutxni ah the stinky smelly man with small weewee!! My one and only papi who i love more than anything in the world!! Hes such a brat but in the best way!! Although things do be hard sometimes he still always keeps going and im prouf of him!!and look up to him like when we first met i still dont think ive learned everything about u and thafs okay i like u being a mystery to me!!! So ilyyyy stinkyyy and youre doing so good hun!!! :)))🧡🧡🧡
@anju-writes-deactivated20211002 WHY DID U DEACTIVATE UR ACCOUNT??? … still she very much is so deserving of a place on thos list even if he betrayed me by lying and breaking my heart!! But its okay she my chechi and my baeee such a sneaky sweetheart!!!! Ilyyyyyy🧡🧡🧡
@babydai daiiiii cutieeeee!!!🧡🧡🧡 she had two sides to her!!! shes both too nice and too good at flustering others!! Like please teach me your skills maam😩 but also please fix your sleep schedule i just want u to be healthy ilyyy🧡🧡🧡
@sebbyzoldyck … i dont wanna say anything cuz i know youll somehow find a way to turn it around on me. But still your my friend and its important for my friends to know i love and appreciate them so thaf means u too!! You already know what i think of you smh youre one horny and cool ass mf so fucking cool even I genuinely doubt that you exist and are just a character some person is playing!!! Doesnt make u any less fun to talk to!! Youre stories are very comforting and your writing has no business being that good smh!!! Imma stop here cuz i know u enjoying this too much smh ily tho scary man🙄🧡
Thats all now i leave and never comeback again good bye people!!! Ilyyyyy all and yall better love yourselfs or in stealing your organs!!!🥰🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡
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• Golden Hue
➵ Summary: A small series of events leads to you spending your free afternoon on a hill with your friend Gundham Tanaka
➵ Pairing: Gundham Tanaka/ Female! Reader
➵ Genre: Fluff, Friends To Lovers, Bonding, Deep Talk, Mutual Pining,
➵ Word Count: 1.637k
➵ Y/N’s Talent: Unspecified
➵ Authors Note: AHDIHDHKBD IM SORRY I CANNOT WRITE GUNDHAM DIALOG FOR SHIT SO IM SORRY DONT ATTACK ME IM TRYING SKDSJDBJJHB
Exhaustion.
That was the only you could way you could describe how you felt. A deep lethargy had lay to rest in your body and etched itself into your bones.
School was always making you work hard but this part week had really overworked you. Finally the weekend was coming up and all you wanted to do was lie down and sleep forever until you were nothing but a memory.
But life has a funny way of changing things.
You see, you never were supposed to be outside at the park in the first place. But before you could get to your dorm you had been stopped by Mahiru to talk to you about being a model for some of her cottage-core photos, then when you finally got to your dorm you realised you had locked your keys inside your dorm. and when you went to find the ultimate lock-pick you were stopped by another one of your friends who was looking for their missing dog.
And that’s how you ended up at the park at 7:38pm
The sun was starting to hang low in the sky and you couldn’t see anyone else at the park except for your friend who was climbing the statue and yelling out their dogs name. And not to be rude but you wanted to hurry up and find this dog so you could go home. Hearing a bark in the distance past the trees you yelled to your friend who must’ve heard the same thing as they jumped down from the statue and ran toward the noise, Before they did turning at you to yell
“please stay here in case I’m wrong!”
So now there you were. Alone in the park and waiting for your friend to come back. Tired and beginning to hit the wall as they say you slowly walked over to the nearby hill, somehow managing to make it to the top without falling over. Flopping into the grass you lay down.
You didn’t even hear footsteps until someone lay right next to you.
“Hello There Mortal”
Ah, Your lips twisted into a small smile as there was only one person you knew who had that mixture of the way they talked and how deep their voice was.
Gundham Tanaka.
Right then you couldn’t even be bothered to lift your head so you kept your eyes closed and smiled in awareness.
“Hey Gundham”
“Our meeting must have been foreseen by the elder gods as I have been thinking about our last meeting”
The last time you’d seen Gundham was a few weeks ago when one of his Four Dark Devas had wandered off and ended up in your room. Your roommate (having a cat) was not fond of this as San-D nearly became San-Dead if it wasn’t for you recognising him and deciding to bring him back to his master. But the fact that as soon as the hamster saw you it decided to jump at you and hide in your clothes.
To be honest even though you were friends you hadn’t seen each other in a while. But neither one of you saw the need to explain or give your excuses. You both were ultimate's at Hopes Peek Academy of course you weren’t always gonna have time to hang out. But seeing this moment as a chance to catch up you slowly opened your eyes and had the pleasure of getting an eye full of a beautiful lemonade pink sky. And as a soft wind blew making the flowers and grass tickle your sides you couldn’t remember the last time you felt this okay.
“How’s life been treating you?” You craned your head lightly to see the boys face. His eyes fixated on the sky he answered you without much thought.
“As well as life at this academy can be”
Nodding you turned your head back to face the sky.
“Have you ever thought about the fact that when we’re looking at the sky we’re not just looking at the sky but out into space and far far into the universe?”
Shaking his head he seemed to change the way he looked at the sky as if he was considering what you just said.
“Well is there any proof that any of this matters and were not living on a giant dog write now? For all we know we could be made up things in San-D’s head”
He chuckled at that. And a tiny head poked out of his scarf as if it had heard its name. You wouldn’t be shocked if he did recognise his name given how amazing Gundhams Ham- uh Devas were.
Crawling across the grass and onto the chest the tiny creature looked down at you and feeling a laugh rise from your gut you dramatically gasped and threw your hand over your head.
“I have been defeated”
You couldn’t see from the angle but were pretty sure Gundham was rolling his eyes as the rest of the Devas seemed to want to join in on the conquering of planet (Y/N) as Cham-P waddled over to you and crawled on top of you as well while Maga-Z and Jum-P seemed to be happy on Gundhams head and chest.
“If we are all living in Sand-D’s head I can guarantee that I would be ruling over everyone as the supreme leader of the Tanaka Empire!”
You giggled slightly, Even when the two of you were alone if was rare of him to break character, which is why it was a shock when he said
“Maybe all of this is just in our heads”
But you learned not to make a big deal of it when Gundham dropped some of his walls. You wanted to make him comfortable so whether he was Tanaka the Forbidden One or just Gundham you still talked to him like you were (Y/N).
“I heard about a thing called Solipsism, It’s basically a theory where everything you see is created by your own mind like you said”
“Oh really?” He titled his head quizzically, which looked a bit weird since he was lying on the ground but he still managed to pull it off. Swatting at your leg feeling something itch before realising it was just one of the flowers you turned your head to look at him once more. A deep feeling of happiness set into your gut as you began to realise how much you’d missed Gundham, even just talking to him like this made you feel so....whole. Even though you hadn’t known each other as long as others at the school have. You’d only known each other for about a year now it definitely didn’t feel like it.
To say that you bonded easier with Gundham than the others would be an understatement. An odd testament when you realise exactly how different Gundham is to the rest of your classmates. But to you, that just made him more approachable.
Yawning slightly you leaned up, putting your arm on the ground next to him hovering over his head. Picking one of the flowers you smile lazily as you tucked it behind his ear.
“It’s very hard to explain so to cut it short its basically the belief that nothing outside your mind exists”
Laying back down you couldn’t but laugh, There was a deep pink tint to his cheek. Though you couldn’t tell whether it was from the sunset or a blush at first you managed when the sky changed from pink to orange, and then the hue lighting his face was almost golden. But the pink was still there, and it matched with the flower you’d put behind his ear very nicely.
“If everything around me is my imagination your the best thing I could come up with”
If you weren’t sure his cheeks were pink before you were now. And you began to worry you’d overstepped your bounds. Moving to quickly get up and apologise but his hand reached out across your stomach and slowly pulled you back down onto the grass with him. Turning your head back to face him you saw one of his rare smiles, though he had pulled his scarf up past his mouth you looked over at Jum-P on his chest and couldn’t help but giggle at the hamsters knowing look.
His hand reached out and picked a flower, but he must’ve lingered with it in his hand for to long as Maga-Z jumped off his head and and grabbed it out of his hand, crawling over to you and pushing it behind your ear.
His voice came out a little muffled due to the scarf over his mouth but you still heard him well enough.
“Tell me more about that theory”
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Epilogue:
It was pretty dark by the time the two of you decided to go back to your dorms. And it was only halfway there you remembered.
“Fuck!”
Gundham looked over at you confused.
“What’s wrong?”
You sighed, “Shit I forgot my dorm room is locked, I was supposed to go find a locksmith but then my friend needed help finding her dog-”
He interrupted your rambling by grabbing your hand.
“You can spend the night at mine”
By now you were used to Gundham talking normally. But you shook your head.
“I couldn't-”
“You’ve got nowhere to go, As long as you don’t mind a few animals you can stay with me”
You looked up at him, he was already pulling you toward his dorm.
“I’m not leaving someone I care about in the cold when I can help”
As he opened the door to his dorm a smile stretched onto your face. You had to remember to thank your friend later, and give her dog a snack.
#Gundham#gundham x reader#Tanaka#Gundham Tanaka x Reader#Danganronpa#Danganronpa 2#Super Danganronpa 2#Danganronpa Scenarios#Imagines#Danganronpa Imagines#x Reader#Fanfiction#Fluff#Mutual Pining#Danganronpa Fanfiction#Gundham Tanaka Fanfiction
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Wish I Was Sarah PT.1(Kiara Carrera X Reader)
Kiara had first met you 3rd of December.You had been at a party,a christmas party to be specific.You were a kook which meant your parents forced you to go to all the big mansion parties all the time.All of the big ones were there,Sarah Cameron,Topper Thornton,Rafe Cameron,Kiara Carrera.All of them.
You had worn a sweater over a simple t shirt,too lazy to put on a dress like all the others.Your parents were just glad that you had agreed to make an appearance even if you looked like shit.You had sat in the corner of the couch,earbuds in.You were listening to Sweater Weather,thinking it was funny because you were,in fact,wearing a sweater.
Kiara had stood at the snack table for a while,holding a disgusting monstrosity of a cookie,debating on picking off the sprinkles and throwing them away.She had never really been a fan of sprinkles.She had glanced around the crowds,the moms talking as they ate cheese cubes,the dads talking as they drank beers and wine,the other teens probably getting high up in the bathroom.Then her eyes fell on you.
She felt her face heat up immediately,staring at you for a while.You were underdressed for the occasion,your earbuds in as you sat curled up on the couch,seeming tired of being there.She debated herself in her head,trying to decide whether to approach you or not.Eventually she gave in,walking across the room with fake confidence,sitting down next to you.She watched as you tensed up,your eyes going wide,your bottom lip between your teeth,wondering what she wanted.
You pulled out an earbud,looking up at the beautiful girl that had decided to sit next to you of all places. “Hey.”She smiled,holding out her hand to you. “Im Kiara.”She introduced herself.You pulled out your other earbud,a small grin on your face. “Hi.Im (Y/N).”You shook her hand,feeling your face heat up a bit. “So um….yeah.What song were you listening to?”She asked,trying not to laugh at how dumb she sounded.You showed her your phone,finding yourself moving closer to her on the couch. “You like Frozen ll a lot.”She laughed,watching you scroll through the playlist.
You nodded,handing her an earbud to make her listen to Lost In The Woods. “Ive never seen Frozen ll.”She admitted,watching as your jaw dropped and your eyes widened. “Kiara!Oh my god-whats wrong with you?”Your voice became higher as you talked,your hand covering your mouth.She laughed at you,shrugging. “Wait,have you seen the first one?”You asked.She nodded,watching as a look of relief came across your face. “Okay,did you like it?”You asked.She shrugged once again,smiling at your enthusiasm.
“The second one is better I promise.”You answered.She rolled her eyes,leaning back against the couch. “Im serious!The soundtrack,the animation everything is so much better!”You exclaimed,shaking your phone as you spoke.She nodded. “Yeah,whatever you say.”She replied,watching as you tried to convince her. “You have to watch it!Please?”You pouted.She nodded,making you clap your hands in excitement as you went into your disney plus app.She watched as you scrolled through the movies,a big grin on your face because you had easily defeated her.
“Its so cold in here.Who puts air conditioning on in december?”She complained out loud.You handed her your phone for a moment,not hesitating to pull off your sweater and hand it to her. “That’s pretty warm.”You told her,not really thinking about it.Her face turned red,biting her bottom lip as she held back a smile.
She had originally regretted her wardrobe choice of a green dress,the fabric light and flowy,her arms exposed which caused goosebumps to rise across her caramel skin.She didnt regret it now though as she pulled on your sweater,the warm fabric making the goosebumps go away.Her heart was thumping as you moved incredibly close to her,handing her an earbud and holding your phone in front of the two of you.
As you reached the point of Into The Unknown it was announced that dinner was ready,ham,turkey,potatoes,corn,rolls,pretty much everything imaginable.It disgusted you that you all had a feast of expensive,high quality food while people in The Cut were lucky to have a meal a day.The adults called the other teens downstairs for the meal and you promised Kiara that you’d finish watching it after.You two decided to sit next to eachother at the table,your sweater still on her.
She offered it back to you,saying that she didnt want to get food on it but you told her that it was fine and that it looked better on her anyways. “So the movie...what do you think about it so far?”You had asked softly as Kelce and Topper came down the stairs. “Its good.Its good,like you said,better than the first for sure.”She nodded,eyebrows furrowing when she noticed your eyes falling away from her and towards someone walking down the stairs.Sarah fucking Cameron.The blonde was wearing a nice,light grey dress that looked amazing on her figure,her hair in pretty braids.
Kiara saw the look in your eyes,the way they were full of wonder,mesmorized by Sarah Cameron.She felt like dying,like being eaten up by a black hole as she wondered how she could be so stupid.She had thought that maybe you were interested in her but it was probably because she had been the only girl there.Now that Sarah was here she would be lucky if she could get your attention back again.
“So what do you think of the theory about Elsa?”She asked,glaring at Sarah.Your face heated up,taking your eyes off of the pretty blonde and back to Kiara. “What theory?”You asked,glancing over at Sarah every couple of moments.Kiara tried to hide her anger,covering it with a small grin. “The one about her being a lesbian.What do you think of it?”She asked,trying to learn more about you and if she even had a chance.You bit your lip,looking over at the plate of biscuits.
“I mean,I think at this point we all just want representation in disney and in like,media in general but I dont think Elsa is a lesbian.I feel like she might be aromantic or maybe...well,I dont really know.There’s nothing-well,you know she actual might be a lesbian,”You paused,leaning forward to grab a biscuit and put it on your plate.
“There’s this one scene in Frozen ll,ill point it out to you that has like vibes to it.But then again just because she doesnt have a male love interest doesnt exactly mean she’s a lesbian.Moana and Merida didnt have guys that they were in love with but that doesnt mean they’re lesbians.Merida might be a lesbian,have you seen how good she is in nature and cooking fish in the wild?And how she knew those berries were poison?Thats some cottage core lesbian shit.What was I talking about?”you asked,realising you had gotten caught up in the topic and had forgotten the original question.
Kiara smiled,glad to hear you speak so passionately about something. “If Elsa is a lesbian.”She held back a laugh,watching as the realisation came across your face. “Right,so the answer is yes but also no but also yes.Like at least fifty percent yes but also no but im 1000% confident in Merida being a lesbian.”You confirmed,cutting open your biscuit.She nodded,trying to think of a new topic before she lost your attention again. “So the whole thing of people shipping Else with Jack Frost.What do you think of that?”She asked,laughing when your fists slapped down in your lap,gaining the attention of Rafe and Sarah.
“Dude literally it makes no sense!Jack Frost isnt even disney!Like the only reason anyone ever shipped them was because they have the same powers but Jack is like 300 years old and hes like...energetic and giggly and child-like and immature and she would get so annoyed so quick!She’s introverted and serious and of course theres nothing wrong with that but she gets like too embarrassed too fast and I cant see them ever getting together or even being friends.Like,Merida is most definitely a lesbian but if they’re gonna ship Jack with anyone it should be her!Their personalities are so similar.”You huffed,biting into a half of your biscuit.
She nodded,grabbing a scoop of mashed potatoes and putting it onto her plate. “Yeah,definitely.So who is your favorite disney princess?”She asked,sending a bitter glare towards Sarah.Sarah had been staring at you during your passionate speech,filtering out the other voices to listen to you.She found you fascinating,intriguing.She was trying to figure out why she didnt know you or if you were new to the island.You glanced her way,smirking to yourself when you saw her blush. “Um...I dont think I have a favorite.They’re all powerful and wonderful in their own ways and they all have pretty cool stories.Except Pocahontas,I hate that they romanticize colonization and in reality she was like ten and he was in his late twenties.The soundtrack was great though.”You shrugged,taking a sip of root beer.
She nodded,listening in to what the old folks were talking about.There were more people outside who had opted to take plates of food out there.Kiara wouldve preferred to go outside but it was colder out there and she hadnt been prepared.Her mother was looking at her from across the table but Kiara couldnt care less,too busy searching for your parents. “Hey,(Y/N)?”She asked quietly,getting your attention off of your biscuit. “Where are your parents?”She asked.You shrugged,getting your own scoop of mashed potatoes. “I think they’re outside.I dunno.”You answered.She nodded,continuing to eat,sending a glare towards Sarah every couple of moments.
“Eat faster so we can finish the movie.”You told her,not thinking about it as you spoke.She smiled,hurrying to eat. “Wait,why dont we just go outside and watch it?”She suggested.You bit your cheek,trying to figure out why you hadnt thought of that.You nodded,standing up and picking up your root beer,balancing it on your plate and walking out of the house,Kiara close behind you. “Where are we going?”She asked.You grinned,careful as you walked down the hill. “I know a spot.”You answered,walking across the sand of the beach.
You had explored pretty much all spots of the beach and had found your favorite one,a cave behind a wall of rocks that you had personalized.You walked towards the rock wall,slipping through the crack. “What is this place?”She asked,still following you.You smiled,turning on your phone flash light so you could see the lantern that you had put in there,turning it on.Her face lit up,looking around the cave.Pillows,sheets,blankets,pretty curtains hanging from the walls,a bin of paints so you could paint the rocks. “Thats such a good question.I really dont know how it got here,I just went through the crack one day and kind of just found it.”You shrugged,sitting down in the pile of pillows and patting the spot next to you.She sat down,shifting so she was as close to you as possible,leaning her head against your shoulder to test the waters.You pulled the earbuds from you phone,turning up the volume of the movie.
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8 more days until my husband graduates from bootcamp.
I cannot believe I survived almost 8 weeks without him. Was I alone in it? No. But I need to honestly stop knocking myself of the credit I deserve.
Still remember the card ride we were on when he was complaining about how dead end his job was and how better off we’d be financially if he had joined the Navy.
We were brand new parents. Hit with a fucking pandemic, living in a shit hole and feeling like shit holes. Our daughter was five months old. I had no job and we didn’t know what the next couple months were going to look like. Let alone the next couple YEARS. It was scary, dark and sometimes felt hopeless.
I remember being at home all day with the baby while he worked. Breastfeeding, watching TV, entertaining the baby and waiting for him to come back. Not knowing when things were going to change or how.
“Then why don’t you just do it?” I said. And from that moment we had a plan. I can’t believe everything started from a simple conversation and now we are at the end of the hardest part. Not only that, but we have ANOTHER child on the way.
I seldom take the time to give myself slack or credit or really admire the life I have. The things I do. I’m always concerned with not doing ENOUGH.
My husband left in May and since then I’ve successfully weaned our impossible daughter off breastfeeding. Gotten her on a schedule. Managed to feed, change and entertain her for weeks. I’m growing a human. I’ve moved out of our apartment. Dealt with the emotional turmoil that is pregnancy and being totally cut off from your spouse. I’ve done a lot and honestly I didn’t let it destroy me.
I’ve had some really great times through all of this. Like my daughters first birthday and birthday party. Watching her grow, become more interactive, silly, independent. Going to a carnival for the first time in forever. Going to the lake. Dying my hair. Going to the museum. My anatomy scan of the baby. The tiring walks we take in the mornings before nap time. The desperate nap time car rides. Going to the YMCA for swim time. I’ve done my best to enjoy all the little things. Despite it all. Even the joy of getting a letter from my husband can make my day.
But here we are almost at the fucking end! I’ll finally have a little bit of sanity back. And hopefully some more information about the future.
I’ve really had to push myself so much these past few weeks. In a way I think it was totally healthy for me to have this time alone. SO much has happened the past two years it’s insane. I never got to digest any of it. The thing about having kids is, I don’t think you ever do. Everything is go go go until those really big moments happen where it all kind of hits you. Like when the Princess at her birthday party was “crowning” her an official princess and the fact that I’ve been holding this little girl for over a year hit me. I could remember her very first cry and how it made my heart flutter. That’s when it hits you.
Or when she’s sleeping and I get to just look at her peacefully and remember the sleepless nights on my end when we just brought her home. Nobody lies when they tell you enjoy every moment because it goes so fast. It does! It’s time consuming. It’s hard work. It’s never quiet. I guess on the rare occasion that it is, you can truly soak it in.
Being away from my husband forced me to take risks, do things I didn’t think about doing before, being more organized, on top of things. In control. I mean I think we spent the first 9 months of her life not having a clue how to do anything. She was the boss. There was no order at all and we were both a wreck on the inside and out.
I used to not go to the store alone with my daughter because I was afraid of this, that and the other. I also never took the car seat out by myself or knew how to install it. Didn’t like driving with her alone in the backseat. Was afraid to feed her real food instead of baby food I knew was impossible to choke on. All these fears I overcame! I stopped dreading mornings as much and instead prepping for them mentally.
Also I started to slowly but surely get rid of people from my high school off of social media which I know sounds silly but it gives me anxiety. However when I actually do it I feel so much better and don’t regret it at all. I’m rapidly approaching my mid 20’s and it really is time to let go of the past. I’ve had such a hard time closing chapters and realizing I’m in a new one. Social media makes it THAT much harder but I think it’s even harder to break from it as a whole. It’s just unrealistic since my generation was raised on it. It’s so ingrained in me. It’s much easier to just create a safer space for yourself than force yourself off of something that provides creative expression.
I genuinely enjoy MY OWN content I just get annoyed by others. I’m still healing and processing past events and relationships. But those things were real and deep so I need to be forgiving with myself about it. But I definitely have gotten to points in the past where it’s like all I would think about. Now I’m not allowing myself to have SO MUCH dwell time. I need to live and be present. But also gentle with myself as I dont have THEE most stamina out there. Like seriously. Catch me with dizzy spells all the time.
Another big thing I accomplished was changing my name (again) legally which was A PROCESS! I’m never changing my name again. Seriously it is not worth it. Props to my 21 year old self for doing the most and going knee deep with transition but JFC was it a mess to get out of.
This is such a long post but it’s been a long summer so far.
Anyways. When it comes to genders I’ve time and time again come back to the same conclusion that I’m just fluid. A few months ago I was very turned off my anything feminine and felt more masculine again but when I get into THAT mindset I’m very one track mind. Blinders on.
The reality is I’m capable of feeling feminine and being happy in it. Like currently I’m VERY femme vibes and I’m comfortable with it. I’ve found a happy medium. Will I ever grow my hair rapunzel long again and flaunt around like I’m a cottage core princess? No. That’s just not me. Ironically enough I love that aesthetic I just know it isn’t ME. I’m way more rough around the edges. And that’s okay. I’m learning to stop trying and to just BE.
I’m excited to see how my marriage will feel after coming back together. We weren’t in a super strong place a few months ago. I always knew we have a solid foundation but there’s always so much to work on. Most of it comes from the inside of either of us. There was so much lack of being people. I think most new parents go through that but nobody wants to talk about that.
The first year of parenting is supposed to be some magical quirky shit show that everyone has a good wholesome laugh about. When in reality it’s just a flaming messy shit HOLE that you laugh about otherwise you will cry about it. But you end up crying regardless.
Anyways. The bottom line is. I’m ready to fucking move on. Move OUT. And go forward. This is just a little mile marker for me to say “you did it! you got through those dreaded 8 weeks!”
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Katara!
KATARA KATARA KATARA
why I like them
oh god where do i even start. katara just contains so many multitudes - she's sweet and feminine and caring and attentive but she's never reduced to just that, she's never just 'the girl', she's also allowed to get mad, to be petty, to laugh at her brother, to be headstrong and stubborn, to express vulnerability, to cry and to laugh, to make ridiculous facial expressions and *be* very expressive. she's dealing with a lot of trauma not simply from the loss of her mother but that loss represents also how her tribe have been decimated by the fire nation, how she's the last waterbender, how all this pressure exists on her shoulders (but also pride, but also determination, to bring it back) and that is expressed subtly throughout the series with the same depth and love that male characters are afforded with regard to their respective traumatic experiences. and despite all this she never tries to stop making the world good? She's always pushing for change, she's always wanting to make things better, she's relentless and doesn't give up when it comes to her vision for a better world... she has such a big heart. and that coexists with a deep anger in her, and deep hurt. Not to make an ocean metaphor so early on but she's as deadly and deep as the ocean but she chooses to be kind and warm and that's so powerful.
why i don't
honnestly while katara's instincts to mother people are a sad symptom of how she was forced to grow up to soon and automaically asigns herself a role of emotional responsibility she has mixed feelings about, i know that if katara tried to mother me, i would be annoyed. but that sounds more like a me problem.
favourite episode
oh it's either the episode where she beats the fucking shit out of pakku or it's the southern raiders. the first one because it's so gratifying to see how she's grown and developed as a bender and really come into her own. the second because... god i love how *messy* the southern raiders is, and it really taps into what i love about katara - she's flawed, she runs off on an ill-thought out revenge mission with zuko, she's got a great capability for darkness as she quite seriously considers murdering a man she has every right to loathe and to kill - but she chooses against it, in the end. it would not be right for her, if not him. she chooses what's right for her in the end.
favourite season
I'm gonna be a wee bit controversial and say book 1 had the best conception of katara's arc from student to master and really saw her grow and flourish, from someone yelling at her brother' oafish prejudice to a real master, that really solidified her as an idealist and presented that as the strength that is, that showed her struggling with petty jealousy of aang's progress and had her stumble in ways that made her character comeplling and interesting - like what an introduction to her character! book 2 had some fantastic moments but i can't think of anything particularly remarkable about hee character arc - largely because it tied into aang's romantic arc i think at this point. book 3 had some absolutely fantastic moments (scam queens katara and toph!! painted lady!! southern raiders!! the final agni kai) that really shone but also book 3 lays a lot of groundwork for fanon i hate (e.g. katara as the mom friend - wish that headcanon would die tbh)
favourite line
fuck there's a lot of good ones but my underrated fave is when sokka says he's kissed a girl before but she's never met her and katara says 'Who? Gran-gran? I've met gran-gran' and it's bruuutaaall
but my favourite serious line is 'I will never ever give up on people who need me'. powerful.
favourite outfit
water tribe anything!! and i actually think her book one/book two braids are her best hair. underrated katara hair. personally she looks just adorable in her parka in the flashback to when she was like. eight.
OTP
katara/personal fulfilment
katara/happiness
katara/fulfilling her goals and dreams
katara/loving minor background character who is never named
there's some ships i like in AU situations - yuetara is actually one i lov, especially with waterbender yue, i just love the whole sea/moon thing as well as katara and yue rebelling in loud/quiet ways, being girlfriends who refuse to have their lives defined by the expectations of older men, who have a great sense of duty towards their nations and won’t let gendered expectations stop them.
and most of you know i like the messy drama of katara/azula in a lighter AU situation where they're like, school or academic rivals, and the legacy of imperialism isn’t quite so personal (and azula makes better choices, obviously), but it’s not as much as i “ship” them as i just find the potential dynamic interesting, they’re both driven by a sense of duty for their home, it’s just that means *very* different things depending if you’re SWT or FN.
none of them are OTPs though - they’re more just fun thought experiments
brotp
katara & sokka - absolutely love their sibling dynamic its amazing. both have been impacted negatively by the shit in their lives and are not always dealing with it in functional ways but theyre there for each other, through thick and thin, always have each other's backs, they roast each other and bicker and sometimes make stupid decisions and sometimes lash out but at the end of the day their love pulls through, they’re able to work past those conflicts.
katara & aang - honestly while i feel kataang was just so poorly executed in the show (listen guys I just can’t after ember island players, i know that was a bad episode, but i can’t) & i cant imagine katara wanting to leave the south pole after the war for long spells (it would have to be long distance love, lots of profound and heartfelt letters and occasional visits, if anything, but i dont know if that’s what katara wants or needs? so maybe it wouldn’t pan out?), but regardless, i really do think these two had a life-changing friendship where each really represented hope for each other, that's at the core of it, they both truly believe in each other, and inspired each other. katara & aang good.
a headcanon
chief katara anyone?? chief katara?!?!
oh oh OH i also think that katara, while primarily a combat bender during the war, actually takes to healing a lot more after the show and gets proper healing training at some point with the help of a trained medical expert and maybe yugoda. tbh i feel like the show was a bit dismissive of healing as an ability - i feel like having that is *extremely* useful in any combat situation, you always have a medic on hand - but i understand why katara, who wanted to be recognised as powerful regardless of her gender, and wanted to hold herself in a fight alongside sokka & aang, pushed for combat waterbending training because that is what 'powerful' looks like to her in the moment. obviously katara is capable of incredible healing feats (see: saving aang) but i think given we see her as a healer in lok (not a decision i necessarily disagree with) would mean a shift in focus. i think katara actually comes to realise she likes healing a great deal, but really she excels in all aspects of waterbending and is the south’s most respected master who helped rejuvenate southern style waterbending
unpopular opinion
the main reason people think katara is straight is because we see her have very few meaningful interactions with other girls outside of toph. ATLA as a show is a bit romance obsessed, and very heteronormative in that regard, and so interactions with minor characters almost always line up with a potential crush for sokka or katara, and later, zuko (suki, haru, jet, yue, song, jin....). we rarely see katara build friendships with other girls and it’s such a damn shame.
(anyway bi katara for life)
a wish
the version of the puppetmaster we saw was actually fire nation propaganda, i feel like katara would have felt deep compassion for a prisoner of war and after maybe some clashes, would have agreed to help smuggle her out of the fire nation and secure passage home for hama, and tried to assure her that she still has a place there. the treatment of hama in that episode was awful (but also hama was written to be almost cartoonishly evil, very much an evil witch in her cottage in the spooky woods? like the whole horror movie / spooky story opening was such a big tell) and tbh i reject the thesis that we saw ‘katara’s dark potential’ in that episode completely, or that bloodbending as a power is inherently dark, or katara’s use of it to stop hama ‘corrupted’ her. I feel like katara might feel this way as a teenager perhaps but with time (she can be a little black and white at times), and especially with more training as a healer, i think she might realise that’s not the case, she’ll realise that she was right to try and oppose hama, her elder (she was lashing out rather than really trying to oppose the fire nation), and it wasn’t a betrayal of her or her beliefs, but also her use of bloodbending wasn’t wrong or evil inherently at all? and maybe she’d find ways to use it for healing purposes? anyway my wish is that, i like the idea that they meet again, speak about their differences, reconcile a little / come to an understanding, and katara learns more from hama again
an oh-god-please-don't-ever-happen
anything where katara’s character is reduced to a comforter or a healing device for a man and his trauma. particularly zuko. (they don’t have that dynamic in canon thankfully, zuko would never, zuko respects her too much)
5 words to describe them:
idealistic, hard-working, powerful, headstrong, kind
my nickname for them:
chief. or comrade. :^)
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how about being his college kouhai and getting stressed out then he helps you through your stress in “various” ways
Thx for the ask 💖
Yk what's still sending me? Kita being in class 7 (class 5 is college prep already) and having only 100's in his tests and even though he could have chosen a higher education path he just graduated from Inarizaki and started his career as a rice farmer... (ngl I was kinda like hmmm why? But he did choose to do something that he enjoys <3 so fuck climbing the career ladder bc everyone expects you to do something you really enjoy <3 thx kita and also cottage core suits him <3
Soo now for the actual writing (was lazy to proof read and like their is no sex in it ... even though the ask was about it ... sorry feel kinda dumb now and I didn't like edit it to make it easier to read maybe I do it tomorrow or maybe I just pretend I never wrote this hot trash ...) -> hinted 18+ ?, college au, embarrassingly self indulgent 🤕
Kita watched you all day you're running around the campus back and forth from class to class and going to the library in between your classes. You look so stressed did you even ate today? He asks himself seeing you like this makes kita feel uncomfortable he helped you with the time schedule so you can study without getting time pressure and if you have trouble with the material he is always ready to study with you. But you are not really having any of those problems ... you just have this paper you want to ace. Kita doesnt understand why you all stressed over one paper bc you dont got anything to do in the other classes? What Kita doesnt know is that feel jealous of him. He gets the full points in all his tests, projects and terms you wanted to be the same kita always smiles at you and says "next time" when you dont get the full points. Kita doesnt praise much and is quick to call you out but maybe it is childish of you to feel like this but seeing kitas face when you get a 100 out of 100 paper is maybe worth it? Kita sees the lights your dorm its Friday and you overwork yourself? He messages you before going to your dorm. You didnt even saw the message but hear someone knocking on the door is your roommate already back from the party? It's only 9pm. Opening the door "Kita?" "The lights were on and I thought I drop by. You move you're body to the side so kita can come in "where is you're roommate?" "Partying" "and you?" "Studying" kits looks at your desk books and papers were spread around "what ate you studying for?" Kitas eyes pierce yours and you get the feeling as if he's about to scold you "just a paper Kita I just wanted to prepare myself ok? I was about to relax anyway" who are you trying to fool? Kita saw through you like he always does "do you want me to help?" Kitas response trowed you of guard. He makes his way to your bed and sits on the edge on hand is peting you're blanket motioning you to sit next him. Walking towards him, you already know what going to happen slight excitement fills your body and you sit next to him one thigh touching his. Looking at kitas face you expect him to make the first move not letting him know that you know what's going to happen. " You know right that you could just do more harm than good if you overwork yourself right?" His hand is brushing your hair behind you're ear "yes Kita" "than let me take good care of you tonight alright?" He whispers in your ear and feel his hand is caressing your thigh.
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Frozen Heart [Honeymoon Drabble]
Author: @the-omni-princess
Summary: After the war against Hydra, King Bucky comes home to take what has been promised to him since he was young, you. But he is not the same person as the young boy that you grew up with. Can she break through his tough shell and bring back the young man she once fell in love with? Or will she be forced to marry the monster everyone thinks he’s become?
Word Count: 1.8K (This was supposed to be a drabble -_-)
Pairing: King!Bucky x Fem!Reader (Royalty Au!)
Warnings: Smutty smut smut
A/N: A honeymoon drabble that literally was only asked by one person ( @cassandras-musings you beautiful human)and I really wanted more smut (legit nowhere to put it story-wise tho) so this was born!
No beta so be warned
DONT READ THIS IF YOU HAVENT READ THE SERIES AND/OR YOURE UNDER 18
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Some people would have told you that dancing the night away on your wedding night in your heels was a bad idea. Those people are cowards. Sure, your feet wanted to murder you, but you were currently wrapped up in Bucky’s arms, so those people could suck your metaphorical dick. You both had collapsed onto the bed of the master bedroom of the cabin at the base of the woods on the mountain. The snowstorm kept you away from your actual Honeymoon destination, a small beach island miles away from the Northern Kingdom, so this would have to do for now. At least you were in a huge wooden cabin, alone (though your guards were set up not too far by), and finally in the arms of your new husband.
Bucky’s right hand reached out interlacing with your left. “Gods, we should have left the party hours ago, My Love.”
You chuckled, sitting up slowly. “We definitely should have. Maybe we would have had the energy to consummate out marriage like you were suggesting earlier.” You were entirely teasing, but you saw Bucky’s eyes widen as he quickly sat up.
“No, no, no, no,” he quickly rushed out. “We can totally do this, give me like ten minutes to calm my heart from dancing before we do anything.”
You laughed at that, kissing his cheek sweetly. “I think I can wait ten more minutes,” you teased before kissing him soundly on the lips. You quickly deepened the kiss, smirking against his lips as he gave you a small growl. “Down wolf,” you pulled away, letting your hand drift over his arms. Somewhere during the night, he had taken off his suit jacket and rolled up his sleeves, looking like the human personification of pure sin.
You stood, amused as he leaned forward to chase your lips. You gently took off his crown, running a hand through his hair before placing the silver band on the dresser then placed your own crown beside his. You then placed your royal crested ring down, Bucky’s soon joining yours. You moved to take of the constellation necklace, only for a warm arm to wrap around you, tugging you against a thick wall of muscle. “Leave it, babe. Let me help you undress, my beautiful, stunning Wife,” Bucky whispered into your ear, sending shivers down your spine. The dark timbre of his voice sent a jolt of warmth to your core.
“Why of course, my dear Husband,” you tilted your head forward, shuddering faintly as the coolness of his metal hand pressed against the back of your neck. Your coronation cape fell to the floor first, then, Bucky slowly unfastened each button on the back of your wedding dress. Agonizingly slow, teasing you. “James…” You warned lightly. He smirked behind you, knowing he was in trouble since you used his first name. Finally, he popped the last button off, helping you tug the lace off your shoulders and letting it billow to the floor in a neat pile. You stepped out of it, turning to face him. He groaned lowly, sounding like it was trapped in the back of his throat. Your wedding dress had a built-in bra, due to the sheer lace illusion all over the design, leaving you in only white lace panties, with a navy-blue lace garter on your upper thigh.
“Fuck me, y/n/n,” he murmured, in pure awe of you.
Chuckling at the choice of words, your hands started to undo the buttons on his shirt. “Well, I am trying to, My Love,” you gave up on the buttons, a rough tug breaking the last two free.
Bucky gasped softly, thoroughly surprised, “Gods, you’re utterly perfect,” he muttered, blue eyes looking down at you.
You took a step back, frustrated, “Can you please get naked already? Your stupid belt hates me,” you sounded bitter, wanting to seem sexy by taking off his clothes, only to be foiled by his pants.
He scrambled to pull his shirt off, and nearly tripped over his shoes and pants as he shimmed out of them. Left in only black boxers, and the necklace you gifted him, he looked back towards you. You sat on the edge of the bed, legs crossed at your ankles, biting your lip as you watched him. “If you wanted a show you should have told me, I would have been happy to oblige,” your eyes slowly made their way above his chest and looked up to see him smirking. Smug. Well let’s change that, shall we?
You uncrossed then crossed your legs at your thighs, pressing them together and making a show out of teasing him. “Oh, trust me, baby boy, I’m getting quite the show,” you practically purred. His jaw went slack, and you couldn’t help the little smirk on your face. “Well? Going to stand there all day, My King,” you made sure to emphasize that, biting your lip as you gave him your best look of innocence. You could practically see him gulp.
“Oh, you’re definitely going to get it,” he growled, firm and precise in his movements as he came closer. He ran his thumb down your cheek, tilting your chin up to face him. “I know you can’t get pregnant again since you already are, but how about we practice?” he teased, “We can christen every single room in this cabin, and then when we go to the actual honeymoon cottage, we can christen every single room there as well.”
You shuddered, nodding as you let your eyes close, leaning into his touch. “I am yours, and you are mine,”
“From this day until my last day,” he finished, smiling warmly down at you. “I’m going to have the privilege and honor of loving you forever,” he sunk to his knees, now below you. He gently spread your legs, pressing a kiss on your inner thigh. “And ravaging you,” he smirked, sucking a mark onto the sensitive flesh. You moaned softly, running your hand through his hair.
“You absolute wolf,” you groaned out as his kisses and marks trailed higher.
He ripped the lace panties off, then tugged the garter off your leg with his teeth. His smirk was feral, “You love it though.”
“That I do, but I liked those panties,” your breathing hitched as he pulled your thighs over his shoulder, taking a long slow lick up your already slick core. You whimpered softly, your free hand holding your weight up.
“I’ll make it up to you,” Bucky didn’t waste any more time. His mouth attached to your clit, making you moan out. He ran his thumb against your folds, thoroughly enjoying your mewling. You knew you were already dripping, but seeing your arousal soaking his hand sent a fresh wave of slick straight to your core.
He slipped two fingers into you, quick to curl them against you just as his tongue swirled your clit. “F-fuck, right there,” you mumbled, falling back onto the bed as your hips bucked against him. His tongue swirled in patterns against you, setting your body on fire as you squirmed against him. He locked eyes with you, sinful, voluptuous, darkened blue eyes which sent a chill down your spine as you cried out. It was then that you realized he was swirling letters against you.
Despite the growing knot in your stomach, you couldn’t help the giggle that comes out of your lips. He paused, giving you a look, “I am literally knuckle deep in you right now, what could possibly be so funny?”
You writhed, still in his grip, biting your lip as blush crept up your cheeks. “Are you seriously writing your name with your tongue?”
He went red, chuckling as his fingers slipped out of you, “Caught me, My Queen,” he smirked, a bit self-assured, but he was going down on you like a champ, so you weren’t about to complain.
You sat up, tugging him onto the bed and straddling his hips quickly as you tugged his boxers off. “My turn for tricks,” you smirked, the vantage point letting you look down on him as you slid down onto his length with a groan. With every roll of your hips up and down his cock, you felt the coil in your stomach tighten. With every fervent shock shooting down your core and up your spine, your grip on his shoulders tightened. “Fuck,” you murmured, rolling your hips harder.
He groaned below you, face nuzzled into the crook of your neck. The coolness of his metal necklace and arm touching your smoldering skin sent more waves of pleasure straight into you. His grip on your hips tightened as he bucked up into you, making you cry out softly as he nudged your g-spot. “Gods, just like that, baby,” he mumbled as you tightened around him.
You moved faster, teetering just on the edge of your release, moaning and panting his name like a prayer. He twitched below you, hips rolling up to meet yours. Knowing he was close you tilted his head up, kissing him roughly, sucking on his bottom lip with a groan. “P-please,” you slurred, seemingly drunk on the pleasure as you tilted your head back, eyes fluttering close. Bucky’s lips attached to your neck, sucking, nibbling, and licking his own marks to claim you.
He latched onto your pulse point, tugging your hips down onto his hard. “Just like that, fuck, I know you’re close. Cum for me, baby,” he groaned, pressing his nose against the back of your ear. His right hand slithered in between your two slick bodies, hastily rubbing tight circles against your bundle of nerves; he was desperate to make sure you came before he did. You cried out, signaling your release as you tried not to collapse on him, still bucking your hips to ride out the waves of pleasure shooting through you. He moaned out against your skin, your own walls milking his release, gripping down on him like a vice as he came hard.
The two of you clung to each other, sweaty and sated, at least for now. He tugged you up the bed, collapsing beside you and cuddling close. “Gods, can we do that again?” you joked, still haven’t caught your breath yet.
He laughed, smiling at you fondly. “Whatever you wish, My Queen,” he kissed your forehead before tilting your head up to give you a sweet kiss, one you would never say no to. “From now until the end of time.” Bucky smiled warmly, finally, for the first time in his life at rest. Finally, able to enjoy life and everything that came with it.
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► ( lalisa manoban & nonbinary ) according to the school’s records, calypso “cal” saetang is a 21-YEAR-OLD junior studying film, and they live over in gordon. they are a sagittarius, so that must be why others describe them as individualistic, honest, detached and regretful. when i see them, i’m reminded of old journals and diaries with chunks of writing scribbled out, film burning out in an old projector, the faint glow of a television screen late at night. ( gibby, 20, they/them, est ) ◄
andddd we’re on intro number two !!! i still don’t have my braincell but like pls take my bby calypso tyvm.
basics.
name: calypso saetang
nicknames: cal
age: twenty one.
gender and pronouns: nonbinary, they/them.
sexual & romantic orientations: bisexual, biromantic, femme leaning.
major: film.
housing: gordon.
backstory.
trigger warnings: mental illness, death, death of a sibling, grief.
the eldest child of the saetang clan, when calypso was first born, everything the light touched was theirs. they were the shining star in their parents eyes, the single most important thing to exist in their life. cal was their princess, an invisible crown placed upon their head the moment they took their first breath, and they never really got to experience the true power that this held.
why didn’t they get to experience? well, it was simple. another baby came along only moments afterwards, a twin with eyes that shined just as bright as cal’s. they were two halves of the same whole, and for a brief moment, maybe they were equal.
it didn’t last, however. azalea was said to have been, “brilliant” by their doctors growing up, something calypso never showed signs of due to undiagnosed adhd, and immediately the two were different. while azalea excelled with starting to read eons above the level of her peers, calypso found themself with their head in the clouds, distanced from even many of their peers at school.
with the taste of greatness on their tongue, the saetang’s weren’t satisfied with a prodigy for a daughter while their other child left away to rot. no, they wanted stars — two golden ones in their family, to bring them greatness. it starts simple: “calypso, you should be more like your sister,” and suddenly both children are found at odds with each other, a battle that calypso was never destined to win.
it wasn’t that calypso wasn’t capable - no, they were, but they weren’t like azalea. while she could dance and sing, they preferred to be behind the scenes, often dreaming up book and movie ideas and a life much different than their own that they’d scratch away into the depths of journals and diaries that could never meet the eyes of another. they weren’t the same.
this war, often fueled by their parents, started a war between sisters. everything cal could do, azalea could do better - a frustrating game of cat and mouse despite how hard cal would try. by the time the two got to high school, their relationship was irreparable - they shared nothing anymore other than their own face.
during their senior year of high school, the two were permanently split by the ways of nature as azalea passed away only weeks before their graduation. despite the two never being close, it seemed to hit calypso the hardest, who suddenly began to hide away in their bedroom.
in fact, the only reason they left for haddon was to get away from it all - their old swingset in the backyard that hadn’t been touched in years, her old bedroom across the hall, the area where they carved their names into the windowsill in their bedroom, their parents, all of it.
this is SUCH a bad ending to this intro but like ba dum tss that’s where they are now !! they’re in film bc they’ve always been passionate about film and they wear their sister’s bracelet on their wrist always as their tribute to her! also don’t really talk to their parents anymore as they find themself harboring a lot of anger towards them for the rift they caused, but sometimes it’s just them trying to place blame on the lack of closeness the two had on someone other than themself.
study.
trigger warning: drugs mention.
if you say your favorite movie is by [ redacted bc i dont want anyone 2 be offended hello FDHJKFHAJK ] cal will kick you out of whatever room you are in with them. if you are outside, cal will kick you to the sun without any hesitation.
they’re quite opinionated which, is that for their own good or not? only time will tell. they never seem to be able to politely mask their disgust when someone says that they adore the newest adam sandler movie or that, god forbid, friends was funny ( no offense to anyone if u like that, pls know i adore u fdsjhdfhkj ). they can just be a bit pretentious at time, something they will swear they aren’t as they, “don’t care enough” to do such a thing. which, spoiler alert: they do care enough and if you are, unfortunately, someone they talk to, they will ramble to you about how pixar isn’t actually that good but dreamworks ruined itself trying to catch the high of shrek.
they are... a complete pothead though and frankly if you ever need weed they are there for you
they get really philosophical about life and movies the higher they get though so you have to be prepared for some ramble about how everyone is a main character and that tik tok trend was wrong and this idea that some people are more important than others is exactly what capitalism wants you to think.
they tend to be very detached tho - one of their biggest “fatal flaws.” they don’t usually give a fuck if they hurt you, not because they don’t care about you, their emotions just aren’t completely... there
consider them * linkin park vc * numb.
they are very passionate abt hamsters too like they have one named saturn and you WILL see them put it in their pocket and take it to parties simply to go hide in the bathroom and play with it bc their priorities are clearly in check
honestly they just like rodents n probs want a chinchilla too which, valid
was an e-girl before being an e-girl was cool, basically just meaning they are emo. a valid emo, but still they’re quite emo.
they were probs honestly interested in the school because of it’s dark history - the perfect setting and scene for a dark documentary on such a subject, or even a spooky place to shoot a movie. it’s kinda morbid and out of touch but hey, that’s calypso.
they also think the minions are kinda cute so pls roast them
wanted connections.
friends. — i just... i love platonic plots....
best friends. — hONESTLY it’d be really cute if there was a trio that was like, super super sweet bubbly cottage core girl, soft boy, and emo enby n so i am asking for that tyvm
enemies. — i can’t put frenemies down for them bc unfortunately cal is super quick to snip snip bUT LIKE ENEMIES ??? there’s a lot to do here, though frenemies might work if its like, used to be friends n now isn’t like idk listen my brain is gone
exes. — like ?? yea ??
other connections. — did u see my braincell leave ?? did u ?? reread n you’ll see the exact moment it left i swear
#had:intro#mental illness tw#death tw#death of a sibling tw#grief tw#this isn't coherent n thats very on brand for me#* ✧ ˚ 𝐢. reflections .#drug use mention
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