#i see someone say the game sucks for a weird reason and go ok that was a bad review the game was really fine
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sorry for venting about ff16 in tags - i always feel bad hadkfjghdfg
It should not surprise me by now but seeing how a bunch of people act and talk around big popular game and how they talk about it online makes me feel insane sometimes
#I just need to mute more if it and come back to think on it in a few months when it isn't blowing up#kickguyreply#ffxvi spoilers#im just crabby cause of work and it overflows into negative feelings on video games ADHFGLKAHDFG#i'll pop back in to review it later when i feel less crazy over it all#i see someone say the game sucks for a weird reason and go ok that was a bad review the game was really fine#and then i see someone say its the best writing of any game and i go no way that is crazy to say this game is not That good#it was fine is where im at now - i wouldn't buy a ps5 for it#but i haven't finished those late game sidequests so who knoooows maybe its actually Really Really good#I'll always salute this game for letting 2 men kiss on screen in a mainline big franchise game#and I think it had a lot of big fun cinematic moments#I just wasn't into how any of the women were written and that can really sink a game for me sometimes adkfjghadg#moved my tags rant here instead of on the fun positive gif post
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stranger
pairing: idol!hyunjin x photographer!f.reader
contains: smut, cursing, hyunjin being jealous of felix, orgasm denial, edging, pet names (darling, love, toy), unexpected end?? clue: it’s in the pictures.
note: don’t really like this but i wanted to post something T-T it’s also inspired in imagination because who doesn’t love the secret relationship trope?! btw sorry if there’s any spelling errors :(
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the sounds of the way his hips collided with your skin and your moans were the only ones rumbling in the small room where the mess started. atrocities were the only things the stranger behind you would say every time he entered your pussy, every time he touched and felt you. is it weird that hearing him say such things makes you go crazy? your mind went blurry, the rhythm of his thrusts was getting faster and faster, rougher and more memorable. this moment will be tattooed in your mind for a long time now. let's hope it reminds you of the reason why you should behave when it comes to this stranger. “don't.” hyunjin felt how your walls began to suck his dick deeper into you, clenching and implying that your orgasm was close. he took his length out of your wet hole making you sigh, it frustrated you to feel empty after being so close.
his hands grabbed your shoulders, turning you around and letting your back rest on the door where your cheek had been glued on. your chest felt heavy, he was edging you, you didn't even realize that his teasing did have an impact on you and your watery eyes were proof of it. he had always been like this, he knew he had you in his hand’s palm, he had involved you in his game, so it was not uncommon to see him try to cause your annoyance. after all, what were you going to do about it? “what happened, darling? don’t wanna play anymore?” it surprised you how he sounded so calm and relaxed. as if I hadn't been fucking you for what it felt like hours so now... oh right, he wasn’t the one being edged. the smirk on his face said everything; although, according to him, he was punishing you for “not behaving”, he was clearly enjoying it.
there was nothing better for him than to see how your back arched, how your body squirmed while being sensitive. seeing you cock drunk, sicking his touch and then take the pleasure away from you. he liked to make you dizzy, make you upset, see you beg and practically cry over his cock. wait, why do we call him a stranger though? ok so. your job is simple, you receive models or artists and take pictures of them for events, promotions, magazines, etc. that being said, it would be very rare to call him something else that wasn’t stranger, because if so, you’d get attached. after all, you weren’t lying, he was just one of the many celebrities you took pictures of, what special quality could he have for you to call him other way?
blah blah you know, let’s just call it a fuck buddies situation and “we ain’t official cuz you’re an idol and im a photographer and omg the world is against us and can’t be together” typa thing…… ?????? for example, did you wear a shorter skirt than usual to work? no problem! that stranger who carefully observed every move you made and who coincidentally always made excuses to go to the photography studio, will be there to tell you that you have limits—created by him.
jealous that someone other than him could have the privilege of seeing you wearing such a thing? pft of course not. what about all those times when a strange car would pick you up from work when, according to you, you weren't in anything or with anyone? well, maybe someone was making that a habit to get to know you better.
in a few words; hyunjin + you = confusing situation.
the guy was nothing to you, obviously there can’t be nothing between a simple photographer and an idol, right? well, that question was going through your mind now, but to think that you have nothing more and nothing less than hwang hyunjin himself destroying you, shook it somewhere else. “hyunjin... please” mhm, as if a dumb phrase like that one would make him take pity on you.
or will it work?
surprise! no.
although yes, hyunjin is and has always been the romantic and sweet type when it comes to having some kind of love relationships; that does not take away from the fact that he is quite ahem possessive. his chest went up and down as he breathed heavily, the veins on his neck popping out, jaw clenched, offended by your request. wasn't it enough for you? first you make him jealous then you have the guts to ask him for more? he didn't listen to you and attacked your neck with licks and bites, his warm breath tickling your skin. he noticed you started to play with his hair though “can’t control your hands neither?” he said and put your hands aside. his words were firm, voice deep, raspy.
you had no choice but to bite your fist, muffling the moans that escaped your lips unconsciously. “‘oh felix, there's no problem with this! oh felix, don't worry about that!’” hyunjin said, mocking how you were talking to felix earlier. "tsk, pathetic" he spat as his lips went down to your collarbone, hands firm on your hips, keeping you pinned to the door. just a few minutes ago he was inside you, length touching that sweet spot that made you lose your sanity. but you forgot you made him jealous, you had broken the rules –although the comment you made to felix was stupid and harmless– and hyunjin was going to make you feel like shit about it.
“should we open the door? show your cute little felix how desperate you are, hmm?” his tip had been in contact with your entrance, teasing your clit with just the tip, driving you crazy. if he continued you’d come right away “thought i didn’t see how you blushed? too bad, darling. i saw too much.”
what did he expect tho, for you to see the lee felix SHIRTLESS, and have no reaction? cmon now.
they were in the studio, the two boys mentioned before were getting ready for a photoshoot in collaboration with cosmopolitan, and since you saw them –especially felix for some reason– you didn't stop complimenting their outfits and style for the occasion. “really? ‘wow felix that looks so good on you!’”he imitated you mockingly and with an annoying tone. it was squeaky. you began to regret making him jealous, but you quickly reconsidered when he bit your neck once again, making you moan in pleasure “god, y/n. fucking embarrassing.” at this point you accepted you lowkey liked this side of him.
“shit- hyunjin, please!” you managed to talk after containing your breath, what you do when you’re nervous, especially when it comes to him. “please what, darling?” you felt him smirk against your neck, you were giving him what he liked the most, which was seeing you beg “if you want me to do something you must ask for it properly, don't you think?”
“please! hyunjin, i wont- it wont happen again” you didn't convince him, instead he growled against your skin, rolling his eyes. yes, you couldn't see his face clearly due the room being dark, but you still could tell he had that typical judgmental face. “i said, what do you want. go ahead and tell me, y/n” he said and continued to click his tongue, his jaw tense and eyes staring at your lips, waiting for the long-awaited phrase to come out of these.
looking up at him with watery eyes, you swallowed “fuck, hyunjin i need you inside me, i want you and only you right now, i need your cock, can you pleas-” and finally your requests worked before you could even finish the sentence. his cock made its way back to your core, you moaned at the feeling of him fucking you again, walls hugging him tightly. it shocked you how after all the times you had been like this with him, his cock’s size inside you was still surprising.
“there we go, look at you being nice. wasn’t that hard, was it?” he began with slow thrusts, finding that familiar spot that made you lose it all. he softly slapped your cheek after talking “respond before I get bored and leave, love. maybe felix could come and replace me...” he said it in order to blackmail you but actually, leave you? hell no, and even less when you had obeyed his orders. let's say he said it to add more tension into the situation, since he knew you would just give up and beg. “it was easy! it was easy h-hyunjin…” he was satisfied enough to now focus on your pleasure and planted a long kiss right behind your ear after hearing you.
how unpredictable, first he destroys you and then makes you feel like a queen... ok not so much like a queen because you're going to see what the guy is going to say next, but yea he was being nicer.
“my cute toy, letting me do whatever i want to you” he kept kissing you neck until he pulled away and looked at you “hope you've learned,” he said, warning you, “remember that this little thing saves everything we did here, okay?” he stroked your cheek while smiling. “but don't worry, love” he put the tiny camera in his back pocket to continue to thrust into you “i don’t think felix wants to see that i’m the only one allowed to fuck you, and fuck you this good” this guy's ego was incredible.
you we’re definitely going to make him jealous again, oh and you were definitely going to try to take a look at that video…
#hyunjin#stray kids x reader#stray kids fics#hyunjin smut#hyunjin x reader#hyunjin imagines#skz x reader#skz#skz smut#stray kids smut
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Jaz my man, Oppy and Para if I may ask so kindly :3€
(I can’t talk I have the exact same flags as you)
Also challenge accepted
Here’s slay the princess characters x voice reader because someone has to do it (headcannons still cus I am NOT a writer)((don’t even look at anything I post which all includes writing it’s just the art backs up the writing)
I will feed you good
Characters: voice to the opportunist, voice of the paranoid
Cw: voice of the opportunist existing, heart lungs liver nerves, uuuuuuh mention of deaths bc ofc, slay the princess spoilers
Voice of the opportunist:
Platonic:
-I keep asking why, but I’ve come to the conclusion that everyone kinda sucks in this game
-whatever they are all terrible people but in a good way
-in the witch route the whole goddamn time he will be trying to convince everyone to do what he wants and backstab the princess
-if you agree with him he will be louder with his ideas
-i do believe that he is the kind of guy who has alot of ideas but doesn’t say it outright unless someone also shares them
-he also jumps ships to whatever is winning
-so if you are backing him up that’s giving him more confidence in what he is doing
-I feel like if you change teams to be on team save the princess he will shut up more like in the thorn chapter if you get the smitten
-if you two become buddies I think he would just repeat stuff you said like it’s his idea
-if your chill with that I think he would do it more
-if you aren’t chill with it I think he would change tunes and say something like
“Oh really? Great minds think alike”
Or
“I was just repeating your great idea, don’t take it personally”
Romantic:
-he will be more obnoxious
-he is absolutely the kind of guy to want to show off infront of someone he likes but in a way that makes him look aloof or something
-but like in the real game when he is sucking up to people to get them to what he wants it’s VERY obvious
-I’m picturing this happening during the thorn chapter
“What if we-“ <—the vot hero probably
“I don’t care what you think”
“Y/n what do you want to do?”
-probably will huff if you want to save the princess annoyed
-he’s the number 2 suck up (number 1 is the broken for obvious reasons and the smitten is number 3 bc he isn’t a suck up he just is always like that)
-the razor chapter I 100% think he would take the opportunity to try and look tough or something
-like Everytime he tries to look smart literally everyone can see through it
(Don’t ask any the photo I didn’t have anything voice of the paranoid related so here’s something that almost made me need to “heart lungs liver nerves” to breathe again after I saw this pfp)
Voice of the paranoid:
Platonic:
-if you both were tangible I see him hiding behind you
-even if your shorter
-even if your skinnier
-he will find a way(this is a threat)/j
-if in the nightmare route you help him “hearts lungs liver nerves” every once and a while to give him a break he will thank you
-I see you having to calm him down after he gets paranoid alot
-may or may not work
-if you both are extra good pals I see him asking you to tell him a story or something to distract him
-maybe he also wants to look at a bird
Romantic:
-I see him as being VERY clingy
-he will ask you a lot of things
“What if (insert something about something bad happening)”
-of course you will tell him it will be ok
-welll I hope you do
-it would be weird if you told him that everything will go wrong
-after you tell him everything will be ok I think he will relax a bit but he will still ask you things
-probably the kind of guy who asks if you love him every single night before you go to sleep
-of course by law you have to say yes.
-he will get paranoid about stuff like what if something was secretly happening with you that makes you not like him but of course you probably will say that’s not true
-he needs some rest
Enjoy your food
#slay the princess#stp#stp opportunist#voice of the opportunist#voice of the opportunist x reader#voice of the paranoid#stp paranoid#voice of the paranoid x reader
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⤷ ✧ Ace Trappola with a crush
Gender neutral
- order 37 | Headcanons | Ace
Note: I hate him and his handsome face, a different style of writing (kinda)
⇥ Malleus Draconia • Deuce Spade ⇤
Ace is probably the most realistic character in terms of behavior. He acts exactly how the guys at school act. I mean, I think the reason why I like him so much is because he’s so funny. He’s also lowkey flirting with us. (He wants us fr)
He would do the compare hand sizes thing. “Hey prefect, let’s compare hand sizes!” His plan probably backfired because then other people started joining in.
He probably started to blend this attraction into his natural behavior.
“Why did you grab my hand.”
“My bad?”
Why did his hands just magically grab onto yours? I don’t know, must be some weird magic.
“You wanna hangout?”
“Sure”
“Okay it’s a date”
He always says that and everyone is kinda sick of hearing. OKAY WE GET IT YOU HAVE A LITTLE CRUSH JUST KEEP IT DOWN.
But on those “dates”, you usually end up with a third and fourth wheel. Grim and Deuce. Grim naturally follows you everywhere like a chaperone. Then Deuce feels left out and casually slips in.
Ace tells you not to text him in class but he ends up doing exactly that.
This class sucks
Hey
I see you look down at your phone just answer me
You told me to not text you in class
Well I’m bored
Ok
You catch him staring at you in the middle of class, he doesn’t even look away when eye contact is made. He just smiles THEN looks away. No shame.
People just got used it, it was questionable at first but then it was like “maybe it’s just an Ace-Prefect thing?”
I can also imagine a spin the bottle game going on. Epel, Deuce, Kalim, Cater, Ace and, of course, you. Kalim was up and he spun the bottle and guess what— it landed on you.
As soon as he saw it come to stop, he grabbed it from the middle and chucked it over the fence.
“ACE!?”
“Yer hella salty for that”
“Yeah, so what?”
“Great, now none of us can play…”
Ace thinks Kalim is the most dangerous since Kalim acts the same Ace does but doesn’t even realize/mean it.
If Ace was pining for you, it would probably be really annoying for you. I’m just speaking from experience since I’ve had someone do these exact things to me, he probably does a bunch of romantic stuff and then says “no I never did that” or claims it to be platonic or a joke.
Picked you up and spun your around for a second and then dropped your on your butt.
Definitely takes bites of your food even if he doesn’t like it, he just wants to bother you.
He would challenge you to croquet and absolutely whoop you. There’s probably some sort of rule that gives Ace the authority over you. He doesn’t demand anything but just uses bragging privileges.
#twisted wonderland x reader#twisted wonderland#twst x reader#ace trappola x reader#ace trappola#twst#ew ace trappola#personal writings
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ok i was sleep deprived tweeting about this but i got at least 6 hours of sleep last night so im ready to approach this with a degree of normalness. anyway remember when i said i was going to start shipping bloombolt ironically. well lets just say ive been thinking about things they have in common LMFAO but you’re likely unsurprised this is actually my way of saying Here’s How ShigeGou Can Still Win-
ANYWAY THE POINT BEING. goh? terrible friend. god he sucks. actually, chloe doesn’t even consider him a friend, at least not to his face (probably because he thinks friends are a hinderance to his goals and he’s got a lot of problems that make him think he doesn’t need friends he just needs to be the Bestest Coolest Guy Ever Who Knows Everything About Pokemon). in their debut episode they are 6 years old and she introduces him as someone who “hangs around my dad’s lab a lot” (possibly could be “comes to play at my dad’s lab a lot,” which isn’t REALLY much better - still holds the implication that he comes to play with her dad’s pokemon or his cool pokemon-related technology rather than her). she says to professor oak she invited him to pokemon camp simply because he’s always at her dad’s lab and she knew he’d like it.
ok now hear me out here. aside from the fact that she doesn’t EVER call herself goh’s friend, there is zero indication that chloe dislikes goh. actually, she tries pretty hard for him! she clearly likes him, or at least feels bad for him because she can tell he’s lonely (i theorize this is because he’s just like her. that her father’s status as what professor oak himself in this same scene calls A GENIUS has resulted in her feeling somewhat isolated. it’s probably in that “adults always want to talk about how great my dad is and the other kids pick up on it and think i’m Weird And Annoying because all our teachers and their parents seem to think i’m Special” way). it seems that her refusal to acknowledge that they Are friends stems more from the fact that she is aware - perhaps from experience - that attempting to establish that they Are friends will only make him push back, and maybe push her away. she is playing a game with rules that he decided on because his Complex is so ingrained in him even at 6 years old that he tells her to her face I Don’t Need Friends >:(
if this is sounding at all familiar, perhaps you’ve heard my pallet childhood friends spiel. if not, not to worry, for i wrote all about it here. the tl;dr here however is that whether or not ash and gary being childhood friends who go like see movies together or whatever is a late-series addition, there’s actually no good reason to think they DON’T have some kind of established relationship prior to the season one pilot. actually, it seems more as though gary has made the decision for the both of them that it’s time to stop being kids and start being serious - on the day they get their first pokemon, he declares ash his rival and begins calling him satoshi-kun in order to establish that we are not friends, you don’t take this seriously and so i won’t take you seriously until you show me you’re worth being my rival.
you could argue ash isn’t as understanding as chloe, so rather than you know, bringing him his homework and whatnot, he just gets pissed off. HOWEVER, they actually both do the same thing: reach out, constantly, and get rejected over and over. in jn002 goh stands chloe up and then when he finally responds to her messages all he says is essentially “i’m doing something more important than that, sorry” and her reaction is “he always does this.” likewise, ash takes gary’s rival declaration seriously! every time he sees the guy, he wants to battle, to prove himself to him (that he’s worthy, that he’s better than gary thinks, etc etc). for a good 200 or so episodes, every time gary shows up, all he does is walk away from ash. barring that, making fun of him for being no good at battling, yet never actually engaging him in a battle to prove it. the first time gary actually tries to battle him is after they’ve both received eight (uh. or ten) gym badges. the first time they actually battle is way after that. and then he wins and continues to just walk away again, until pretty close to the end of the johto arc (though there’s a little more respect there).
anyway the parallel is pretty obvious. at least to me. there's something deeply wrong with them both <3 which is why then in the project mew arc, who is the one telling goh that he has to be good at teamwork? that he has to learn to cooperate with people in order to achieve his goals? obviously ash is the one who taught goh about The Meaning Of FriendshipTM, but gary occupies a unique position of actually understanding why this is a skill he needs to work on, because it's something he had to learn the hard way too.
on the other hand! ash and chloe have their own fun solidarity: world's shittiest, most emotionally repressed childhood best friend who is allergic to the word friend to begin with
#taylor.txt#*meta#i guess. LMAO#im still not there like im not shipping it. but at the very least i am more here than ever for them Bonding in general
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As game Lambert #1 fan 5ever the Nerflix Lambert sucks but not bcs of what people think? (I didnt read book of elves I love and respect myself sometimes )
As in game Lambert is kinda fun in that he got actually defined compared to Novels and Hexer where he did not exist ad character proper. He is deeply mean and sarcasric person, being willing to chew out his closest friends and enemies alike. He isnt as morally concerned abt stuff as geralt and when someone asks him to kill a monster he'd do it. Fuck he'd even go as far as use Axii to make two bandits die in horrific way. This is after all his lot in his shitty miserable life. He hates witchery and witchers and the very concept of this much suffering ("But you kept the table" he says furious to Vesemir as they stand above screaming Uma). His attitude is just such a complete 360° from Geralt' silent acceptance of what was done to them. It truly becomes the only voice of like hey fuck what happened to us, fuck it all to hell. Hes an utter fucking dickhead and hell provoke people for no reason (talkinf abt geralt and triss in front of phillipa for no reason) (i deadass dont think he would fuck up yens stuff on purpose tho #;#&#&)
His main core personal element is revenge. In his short appearence in w1 he proclaims desire to slaughter salamandra for killing Leo. In W3 he goes on massive revenge rampage spanning CONTINENTS for a guy we dont know (and thats pretty cool to me, implying he has adventures outside geralt, both him and eskel). He says his first action after he left Kaer Morhen was to find and kill his dad ( and him being sad he couldnt save his mother his life is all just empty revenges that will never fill the holes of people hell miss).
But also main Core element of Lambert is also love as cheesy as it sounds. He cared deeply for Leo and Aiden and even his own mom. After Triss. Got conked out by a mage guy in witcher 1 he cared for her and watched over her (they were hardcore inplying shipping which is funnt but whatever). He literally puts his life on line dor Ciri and Geralt. The thing is he is dickhead but he will do Everythinf for those few peoples he has left in his life.
The Point is games being games and larger allowed Lambert to have depth and nuance. He is imo one of the most interesting and coolest game characters. Netflix Lambert however did not have the time for variety of reasons to get that.
One is Lambert is very minor person in books. Second is that the show didnt...realy care abt witchers past vesemir maybe. So he wasnt a focus. In the end what we get is disappoitninf character not helped by the fact most witchers in netflix are cannon fodders for baba yaga.
ONE issue that I have is people saying Lambert was a dick to Ciri and thats OOC. While I cant speak from the POV of books (altho my friend who did read them say he is sexist), from POV of game thats untrue. In fact I believe game Lambert would VERY much be a fucking dick to Ciri fron a start. It doesnt even need to have sexist colouring to it. This dude HATES witchering. He hates the mutagenesis and the pain of it all, the destiny in it. I firmly believe he wouldnt be OK with a bew trainee and guess what? While he didnt live through instructors not giving fucks abt new witchers because like 1/20 live to become witchers he LIVED through it. On his skin. I firmly believe Lambert being DICKHEAD to ciri at first is nit only a whiff of the complex game!Lambert but a decent start of its own standalone character.
In witcher 1 also wheb tou tell him Leo died he laments he "was not ready". Leo. Just like ciri never got his mutagens (take this with grain of salt because leos whole character is weird tm). So him being an miserable instructor who will push you until you cry is in character ingame. This guys has ten layers of issue.
What Netflix misses is the fact we dont SEE lambert getting to his relationship Ciri where we see rhem albeit briefly in game (willing to fight to death for her). We just have this awkward jump from utter hostility to them beinf kinda pals after baba yaga fight. In the end netflix lambert is just. Boring.
Also hes not a balding fuck and i cant forgive that
#Lambert witcher#The witcher#I lov witcher 3 lambert so much hes my legit fave sbsbs#I love that I can only enjoy loyal mean gays who bullied a kid once#there was actually dickhead fellow trainee of geralt in hexer who i suspected of being like base for lambert characterization in the games#because the games were v much made in context of hexer
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what do you think about the new girl page? seeing lots of divisive opinions on that one
mm. mmmmmm. hoooooooo boy ok let's talk about this. i guess.
to sum it up succinctly? it strikes me as bizarre. like, just bizarre. it's weird on multiple levels and fucks with established characterizations of susie, kris, AND noelle. it's messy and i think it was a poor choice. and for now i'm tentatively bonking toby over the head with a hammer (i will get into why it's tentative for now, rest assured) and i'm also bonking everyone praising it and immediately incorporating it into their views of the characters.
to break it down further...?
in and of itself, it's like. alright, we've got this indirect and yet very clear confirmation that susie was adopted/temporarily housed by (and is still bouncing around in the foster care system) a human family and has/had a "mother" who abuses/d her. so she's lashing out. she's redirecting her pain and trauma onto the one human in hometown. who was also adopted. by a family of monsters. a family that is kind and loving. that's not fair, why didn't she get to be a dreemurr, why did kris steal her chance, this isn't fair this isn't fucking fair-
she's a hurt, scared kid. and i don't necessarily think this is a. well i don't want to say "i don't think this is a bad scene to canonize" because it is a bad scene - it's uncomfortable and it caused me a lot of pain to read. but it's not like unforgivable, and it doesn't make susie a bad person.
i will never hold a grudge against a kid for lashing out when they were never taught love and kindness and acceptance. i will never hold a grudge against a child for being scared and hurt and so so so so angry at the unfairness of the world.
my issues with it arise from the way it just... doesn't... make sense. if susie was truly so horrible to kris, why were they so quick to trust her? hell, why was she so eager to be their friend? there should be a hell of a lot more tension between them. the things susie said to kris were genuinely pretty awful and can't be swept under the rug Just Like That.
it also completely contradicts the way chapter 1 is set up, where we slowly piece together that susie never actually bullied anyone. sure, the way the blog post is written makes it sound like she only went after kris when they were alone, but that kind of visceral hate isn't going to go completely unnoticed. i mean, noelle picked up on it before seeing the classroom incident, yeah? i feel like someone would have said something. and i feel like MK especially would have made one off-hand comment about how much susie seems to hate kris Specifically instead of just repeatedly saying that they've never seen her actually do anything bad, but, b-but, BUT she still sucks kris lol.
also, noelle's "i always thought susie can't be that bad!" comment makes noooooooo fucking sense if she saw this unfold. because she literally saw that yeah. she's that bad.
it puts kris and susie's current easy natural loving friendship in a very weird light, and i very much dislike how many people are jumping to accept it. yes, i also love depth in characters' relationships. i love layers and complexities and tensions.
depth =/= toxic. and that's what this blog post does. it makes it toxic. it makes noelle's crush on susie toxic and uncomfortable as well. (seriously: "maybe i should buy apple shampoo so she bullies me instead? XD" ?????????????)
now you will note that i said i am Tentatively bonking toby over the head with a hammer. there is another reason why i don't like people jumping to incorporate this whole mess into their understanding of kris and susie's friendship:
... how do you know this is a scene from our game's current timeline?
it's pretty obvious deltarune has some fuckery going on irt timelines and resets similarly to undertale. on that same note, i've always loved how quickly susie and kris Click, but it has always made me raise an eyebrow. because that is not two teens slowly realizing they have more common ground than they thought and slowly letting their guards down around each other. that is two already best friends reuniting.
the way i've come to understand it is this: in the very, very, very first instance of "deltarune", it took kris and susie a very long time to become friends. BECAUSE of what happened in the classroom and whatever else. they only began to trust each other a heartbeat away from the end of the world. and then they fail. and then the timeline resets. and they do it again.
and the... feelings, the vague memories and the déjà vu. they linger. distantly, susie remembers a time when they were almost friends. and as the timelines go on, again and again, they just build up. things begin to change. their stories become brighter and brighter, despite ultimately ending in the tragedy that [gaster] wishes to prevent. until we get to this point where susie feels like she should be furious with kris for Something, but she can't bring herself to. and thus our current timeline, the beginning of Our Game, is born.
i stand by my theory that kris and susie's friendship will be what prevents the roaring or the angel's heaven or whatever other apocalyptic events ralsei decides to tell us about later. the red soul's intervention has nothing to do with it. they have lived countless lives together. they know now, just intrinsically, that there's no one they can trust more than each other. they are best friends till the end.
and by god is it going to be a happy one.
toby still gets a bonk over the head if this is the case btw because i ultimately disagree with using "ogh. timelines." as character development but i'll accept it if it means this stupid blog post isn't real (anymore). otherwise, he is going to need to pull some fucking magic out of his ass to explain this properly to me because it literally demolishes 2 chapters of build up and development ABFNDBDKGKFGKFJKGKDG 👍🏾
#i love deltarune very much but i do think toby's writing in many aspects is lacking#ESPECIALLY in terms of timelines and the red soul and player involvement and like. whatever. perhaps he will tie it all in by ch7 but...#as of now that is both undertale and deltarune's biggest weakness. you can twist however you want#but a from a purely canonical viewpoint it doesn't make sense. it Doesn't. we are all extrapolating and guessing and it's annoying#toby is amazing at characters and character interactions and humor and relationships. he is not so amazing at the . meta nonsense.#i'm serious ddlc is the only game that i've played that handled the incorporation of the literal player decently#everyone else just does this weird unexplained confusing Mess and uhghhh. stop itttt stop trying to be 'cool' and 'smart'#just letyour stories be stories. they are real enough as they are. i promise.#anyways... yeah this wasn't it#mailbox
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FNAF Movie Cast spoilers! If you care about that! I don't but some of you probably do!
Ok ok ok so I've been scrolling through Tumblr due to the wonderful news that FNAF is finally getting a movie!! So, people have obviously been talking about what that movie might entail, and it's possible someone's already explained my thoughts but I'd like to put them out there because they're driving me crazy
So I was scrolling and I saw a user mention that they really hope William Afton and Mike Schmidt are related like in the games, because of that sweet sweet Afton drama and that made me think, "Oh shit ya, I really want that too, but they don't have the same last name, weird" so if they don't have the same last name, that brings in the potential that they aren't related, which sucks because it'd be so interesting to see the Afton family interact!
I mean, they kinda look similar! I'm no face expert, but they do share a similar smile.
Of course I do believe that the movie is going with their own timeline mostly, but I do believe it'll answer some of our questions! Anyway, so I believe I have a theory (A game film theory) about what's going down, but that leads me into my next tangent.
So, who is Mary Stuart Masterson playing? It says female villain, but can we try and figure that out using meta logic beforehand? I have 4 theories
1. She is Mrs. Afton.
Now I kinda do and don't like this one, so let me explain. The title says "female villain" so the movie wants to keep it hush hush on who she is exactly, which means she is some sort of plot twist villain, she's someone we don't know at all, or someone we know little about, just like Mrs. Afton. This actually explains the Schmidt Afton difference. It's possible that Mrs. Afton's maiden name is Schmidt, she divorces William, and changes her kids' last name in the process. Now both Abby (which we all know is an anagram for Baby, come one) and Mike are named Schmidt, so unless Mike has a daughter for some reason, they are most likely siblings, being the in universe Michael and Elizabeth. If we go by this theory, we can assume that the Crying Child incident still happened, causing Afton and his wife to divorce, she takes the kids in the process because he's a psychopath, changes her name back to Schmidt along with her kids, and she gets some of the franchise in the divorce, leading her to want to get revenge on Afton for ruining their family with his animatronics by manipulating the animatronics into attacking security guards so the place never gets restored or revamped. This leads her into being a sympathetic villain, even though this theory is hurt a bit by the fact that if William Afton is a villain, which he probably is, then it makes little sense for the movie to have two villains which are actively against each other plus why would she put her son in danger? I do like this because it gives us Afton lore and drama but it also makes Mrs. Afton a villain, putting hate on her and less on William, which I'm not sure I like.
Leading me to my next point
2. This female villain is Vanny/an animatronic.
This one I like less to be honest. The cast already has a Vanessa, so why would they separate Vanessa from Vanny? What would they gain by doing that weird twist? If this female villain is an animatronic, who is it and why do they get a bigger role? It's most likely not Golden Freddy, since it's much more likely a child plays that role, and putting in a new animatronic would be weird. Even if we guess Springtrap will be in the movie, why would a woman play him instead of Matthew Lillard and that doesn't get rid of Mary Stuart Masterson being called "Female villain" unless they genderbend Springtrap for some reason.
I'm actually now thinking she might voice The Puppet which is an entirely new can of worms which I haven't thought about. It makes sense the puppet would want to attack someone in the FNAF restaurant, the puppet can manipulate the animatronics to do her bidding, this movie doesn't follow all the FNAF lore, so it's possible that they just get rid of the Charlie aspect. Ok I literally just thought of this so feel free to dispute me about this because I haven't thought of it clearly yet
3. This female villain is a person we've never seen before.
This is probably the most likely option in my opinion. What I'm thinking is if this is a stand alone movie, with it's own universe and only some true ties to the game series, then they could go with the classic 'Manager or boss who seems kinda nice but they're either a bit sus or too nice and then BOOM at the end they were behind it all along!' trope. It's possible this female villain is just a manager who works or used to work in Freddy Fazbear's, has some vendetta, and uses Mike to obtain or do something for their own benefit, planning to leave him to die while they succeed in their goal. This does introduce the problem of "Why is this random chick the villain if we've never even met her before?" But it also makes sense for the movie to do this if this movie isn't too close to FNAF's universe.
All in all, I think the "We've never met this female villain" and "Its Mrs. Afton" are the most viable of the 4 theories, but they still have their problems and I'm completely open to these theories being absolutely torn apart, which they probably will if we get more trailers explaining what's going on, I just really want to talk about FNAF and my head is buzzing with ideas! Feel completely free to talk about these with me in the comments, I'm just super excited for this movie (and Security Breach Ruins, but that's a different rant)
#fnaf#FNAF movie#five nights at freddy's#fnaf movie#fnaf movie trailer#fnaf theories#film theory#theory#fnaf william afton#fnaf michael afton#fnaf mike#fnaf fandom#fnaf baby#fnaf elizabeth#matthew lillard#josh hutcherson#mary stuart masterson
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⚱️<- for volfoss character ask 👍
YIPPEE ok i KNOW the girl u will like so so much <3
tossing veycer there for scale and also because hes important to their fucked up sibling dynamic. but i think sheala would make u go insane analyzing.
sheala has a LOT of depth and theres a lot of politics involved (one day i think i will have to make a heres volfoss' politics in a silly slideshow or something bc there is so much.) so i will do my best to explain why i think you would like her :)
first off. she is very good at hiding her tragedy and well um. theres not a better example of this than on the ikuaipe route (shes part of the ikuaipe army, which is like one of the 3 major countries in volfoss). to simplify it as much as i can, there is a war going on bc asdenia (one of the other big 3 countries) refuses to export rare metals to ikuaipe, who use them to make drugs. there is no reason explained for WHY they stopped this but thats all u really need to know about the war bc its complicated and they get into a lot of stuff w the drugs (specifically on like. how withdrawal is handled and how restricting supply from people isn't immediately going to fix their issues etc, its handled very well) in detail in game but. sheala's older brother is veycer who is the head of the army (he fucking sucks. i hope he dies soooo bad but he is also written with depth and like. kind of even tho he DOES some over the top evil stuff [like well. the incident im about to get into lol], he still is given enough character that he's fleshed out properly. all of the "villains" are but thats besides the point.) plays a very big part in well. why sheala would make you go make so many character studies on her.
anyways dear god. politics explained and hatred for veycer being put in there in advance. sheala goes on a mission (where shes a commander, so has a decent amount of responsibility there, and more specifically is leading the rear of the troops, veycer is leading the front) and gets ambushed pretty bad. to the point that when shalvas (who you would also love. but it would take me like 3x as long to get into his diseases. i promise youd love him tho, hes the silly protagonist) arrives, theres just one soldier left of her unit bc the rest of them were killed, and that soldier dies shortly after. sheala is facing one of the four heroes (who basically are some of the strongest characters in the world, and are sworn to remain neutral (they are not by the point of the war, so one of them is fighting on the side of asdenia. its a lot of politics im so sorry) and a BIG amount of very tough enemies on her own when shalvas arrives. shes dealing with a ton of guilt about the entire team she was leading dying (which honestly like. she couldnt do much about bc of how strong the guy thats part of the 4 heroes is) and is completely determined to stay, even if it costs her her life. she's someone thats very loyal and very stubborn and this is not so great for her. thankfully, shalvas is able to persuade her by basically saying hey. if you died it would cause more trouble for veycer than if you lived. thats the ONLY way she would go back despite being in pretty bad shape and being completely willing to let her life go there.
on the way back, shalvas clearly is having the very awkward moment of ok. she is clearly upset and i do not know how to make it better (he is like. very very blatantly written as autism to me, so he communicates in a way thats very awkward a lot of the time, or just is silent. which is honestly very cool of him), so after Sheala apologizes for everything to him, he tells her that she can always fight the hero again (because yk. she didnt die lol) and then IMMEDIATELY denies it when she asks if hes comforting him. their dynamic is really nice because its just like two weird as fuck guys trying to be friends.
which um. well you see. veycer sucks so bad. and he is incredibly mad at how badly sheala fucked up with letting her troop get killed (guy that loves to get so mad soooo much of the time for no good reason other than its fun for him). and hes having a little moment of its fun to do drastic punishment and despite another army officer (who youll def see a lot if you play, his name is auveon. hes friends w sheala) begging him to not do it, he orders sheala's execution. (and when i tell you i felt like i was going to puke reading this for the first time, i do mean it. this is the 2nd route ive done, so id already seen a lot of her and liked her a lot, and ofc the more ive interacted w her in this (and the last route) ive cared a lot more about her. so it was like oh ok. we are suffering). veycer basically is just like well um. she fucked up BAD and she cant get any leniency for that. yeah even if she IS my sister, people would see me as a weak commander if i gave her a lesser punishment so um lol. all of the soldiers are pleading with him to not do it and auveon asks if sheala wants to plead her case and um. well she says "I will follow Your Excellency’s orders. I am prepared to give up this life at any time if I am told to die." like. what is your DEAL.
she is fine eventually tho, just got demoted and veycer had the fucking nerve to be like omg i loveee my family thank you shalvas for protecting her. which is then like ok. did she know he wasnt really going to do it. or is he just lying to shalvas for fun. its insane to me they have such a fucking weird dynamic bc sheala worries about veycer a lot and then veycer is like um. ok i kill you with rocks and hammers. but i promise i love you.
ANYWAYS. some of the other things i really like about sheala. she has a quick temper and will NOT hesitate to call someone out on BS (this gets her in trouble a lot but shes very capable. when i fought her in the first route it was the worst fight of the game bc she is THAT strong) but she is also very kind as a person. she and turi-marrya (shes a water maiden but is also genuinely so fucking cool and i could go insane over her. easily.) in both routes ive played, despite being on opposing sides are very kind to each other and very polite (both of them having a lot of respect for the other, given some events in the game.) i think just like the way that she is facing a lot of tragedy (mainly due to VEYCER.) and yet is still brave enough to keep going but also does have a lot of moments where the grief does hit her and she is clearly struggling to deal with it. i think youd love her.
#asks#♟#ask to tag#<- due to the um. well the everything but mainly the war talk#like. some of this might not have as MUCH weight bc u dont know a ton abt shalvas (my fault bc whenever i start thinking abt him i blow up#and thus cannot post insanely long metas abt him) but i hope it still is like. accurate. she reminds me a lot of law and robin#sorry this is like. also so long. the politics. and also i care sheala a lot. and shes very well written and ik my explanation is NOT doing#her justice. which is why u should play volfoss ^-^#sorry so much of this was i hate veycer soooo fucking bad i hope he dies but like. its kind of important bc the fucked up horrible sibling#dynamic is very fun. like sheala while kidnapped is like man i worry abt veycer :( and veycer is just like well ^-^ shes not going to tell#them anything so im not going to rush to find her. but i think its silly. sorry for how long this is
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miles morales meets lucas sinclair- a crossover
miles was just walking down the streets of brooklyn, new york when suddenly a portal opened up. he looked around to see if anyone could see what he was seeing and ofc nobody did. then, miles ponder on whether or not he should go in, ‘i mean, why would a portal just open up outta nowhere?’ though, his thoughts would soon be interrupted when the portal started to suck him in. “wa-!” miles started to say then he went shooting down the portal. “AHHHHHHH!!” miles shouted(ya’d think after all the portal jumping he’s done, he’d get used to it but nah) after a while, he finally landed somewhere (can anybody guess where it is?) miles got up, dusted himself and checked his surroundings. ‘i’m definitely not in brooklyn no more.’ he thought and started to walk as a way to better see exactly where he is.
miles walked for a short time when he saw a sigh that said welcome to hawkins, indiana! ‘weird, why would the portal take me here?’ and where exactly is here?’ he thought but decided to go and find out. soon, miles made it to town and was greeted by what looked like a bunch of people dressed in 80’s fashion. he decided to ignore them and to keep looking for a way back home.
miles kept walking when he bumped into someone.(can you guess who that is?) it was the one, the only lucas sinclair. “hey, you good man?” lucas said as he lended miles a hand, mikes took it gratefully. “uh, thank you-.” miles began to say but he was distracted by lucas’ outfit and his overall look. lucas had on what looked to be like something that his dad would’ve wore a long while ago. “uhm, i have a kinda weird question but what year is it?” miles asked, looking lucas up and down. “it’s ‘86, why?” lucas asked curiously. “oh, no reason!” miles said nervously. “uhm, ok so what brings you here in hawkins of all places?” lucas asks as he gestures for miles to walk with him.
“well, i guess i just fell here?” miles said, slightly rubbing the back of his neck while walking. “yea? well, this town is a little- what do you say? weird?” lucas informs miles. “i’ve seen weird, i’m pretty sure i can handle this lil town.” mikes chuckles and lucas smiles at that. “we’ll see, where ya from?” “brooklyn, brooklyn new york.” miles answered. “cool, cool so, do you wanna maybe hang out?” lucas asked with a half smile on his face. “sure, when?” miles asked also with a smile on his face.
“how about now?” lucas said, grinning as big as possible. he grabbed miles’ hand and ran. “hey-!” miles shouted as he was pulled.
they stopped once they reached the arcade. “the palace?” miles questioned “yea, you ain’t got one of these in new york?” lucas asked curiously. “nah, not that i know of.” miles answered “well, let’s go then!” lucas said excitedly, again grabbing miles’ hand and pulled him inside.(miles secretly loves that he keeps doing that)
once they got inside, lucas got some tokens and miles decided to look around. ‘it really does look like the 80’s in there.’ ‘where the food at?’ he thought.(this is me cuz wherever i go, i gots to know where the food at) “hey, kid ya lost or smth?” a strange dude says to miles, miles turns his head in the direction of the sound. “uhm, no?” “who are you?” miles asked quizzical. “i’m keith, the owner of this fine establishment.” keith answered a little snobbishly, chomping down on his cheese puffs. “hey miles, ya ready to play some games?” lucas said while walking over, shaking a bucket of tokens.(idk this is from my experience of arcade games so) “oh, yea! see you, ig keith?” miles said with confused look on his face.
lucas sent keith a glare thankfully, miles didn’t see it and they headed over to the arcade games. “so, whatcha wanna play?” lucas asked looking at all the old games he used to play here(and still does, secretly tho) “hm, i don’t really know how about you choose?” miles answered and asked, smilingly. “how about we play dig dug?” lucas said, turning his head to miles. “sure, how do you play?” miles asked
they played for a good while. there was plenty of laughter and goofiness. miles got a higher score than lucas which queued lucas to hollering about why is miles so good. “how are you that good?” lucas huffed “well, let’s just say, i know my way around a stick.” miles teased, lucas rolled his eyes playfully. “ready to head out?” lucas said grinning. “yea, yea sure c’mon. i wanna see the rest of the town!” miles said impatiently, pulling lucas by hand. “ok ok-!” lucas chuckled and they were out.(the arcade that is)
lucas gave miles the proper hawkins tour. the last stop, the sinclair residence. lucas opens the door with his key and they head inside. erica’s on the couch when she hears the door open. “who’s that?” she said turning her head around to lucas and miles. “uh, just a friend.” lucas said with a hint of regret in his voice.(this boy is down, babe) “oh yea, miles this is erica, my lil sister.” lucas said to miles with a half smile. “oh, hey.” miles said with a lil smile on his face “yea, hello to you too.” erica said and walked up to lucas. “is he your boyfriend? and please let him be better than jason.” she whispered in lucas’ ear.
“wait what-?” “ERICA!!” lucas said, blushing very hard. miles busting out laughing.
@adorewillbyers @foodiewithdahoodie @adoremaxmayfield @butterflies-for-michael @verashalurks @thebylerfiles @pimplepogue @l0v3c0r3e @willbyerswithglasses @willbyerswithagun @tinylittle-superfan @geolikesstrangerthings @background-character-341 @no-ordinary-demigirl
#lumi#lucas x miles#miles morales#lucas sinclair#stranger things x spider man into the spider-verse crossover#stranger things fanfiction#fanfiction
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REDSTRING.BOARD.NET, a shady conspiracy theorist forum akin to somethingawful, reddit and 4chan
A hotbed for mundane humans to explore and discuss their experiences with the supernatural (real or imagined), it's become the canary in the coal mine for many secretive organizations looking for breaches in the collective charade.
It's harder than you think to find what you're looking for, the forum's a barely moderated mess oozing with crazy people who think they're sane and sane people who think they're crazy.
In the end you stumble across a thread that piques your interest.
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Thread started by USER: comradewaffulz (CW)
DATE: AUG 5th 2121 06:54
"URSUMBA/URSUMBRA ONLINE REAL?"
CW: [a video of a black rabbit shaped creature with glowing eyes looming over a child's crib, taken from the doorway to the child's bedroom]
CW: ok but, i'm not crazy right? this looks like one of the enemies from that ursumbra game everybody played back in high school?
CW: like??? there's been a spike in missing children's cases lately and when the cops go to check out the crime scenes theres always black goo around and the parents mention at least one of their kids toys is missing, thats *too* close to the main storyline to be a coincidence right
UrsumbraUnderlord (UU): [user was banned for this post, reason: unrelated]
[DELETED USER] (AG): oh my god how is a bot on here
[DELETED USER] (PR): lol get fucked
PR: but you're right CW, it is stupidly similar. if it wasn't for the fact that kids are actually disappearing i'd say it was a PR stunt.
AG: are you a PR stunt lmao
PR: shut the fuck up
AG: you'd think they'd test the goo tho
PR: maybe they have.
AG: good point…
CW: id say its weird that none of this has hit the news yet but lbr if anything on this board was in the news iit would be for the wrong reasons
PR: it'd be fucked up if the devs tried to claim this shit.
CW: but like... is this happening BECAUSE of the game or did the devs know about these creatures and make the game based on them
PR: if there's anything remotely like the game they're probably absolutely exhausted of this shit
KintsugiKitsune (KK): LOL COULD U IMAGINE?? BEING A WHOLE ASS NIGHTMARE AND SOMEONE MAKES A STUPOD GAME ABOUT U GRTTING YOUR ASS BEAT BY A FUZZY BUNNY
KK: ID GO APESHIT TOO LOL
PR: people are going missing KK
KK: SUCKS TO BD THEM LOL
[CW has kicked/banned KK]
CW: God you suck
CW: anyway
CW: I wonder if anything fucky has happened in game since this shit started
PR: I mean I doubt it, that would be too on the nose right? Some true creepy pasta bullshit
CW: ok but, has anybody checked?
AG: game's basically dead, the dev team abandoned it shortly after launch cuz it wasn't making the money they hoped it would.
AG: wasted big bucks on pop culture tie-ins for merch and item skins too
AG: if anybody still plays they've probably been around since day one
PR: I heard they quit cuz they couldn't get Server Moon to host for them
AG: por que no los dos?
AG: the original game was pretty ok for an rpgmaker project, dunno why the studio that bought it thought something that intensely personal would translate into an MMORPG though
AG: anyway, if you wanna see if the game is borked you'd have to do it yourself CW
CW: fine, I will
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The last message is dated a week after the thread started and merely asks if anyone has seen comradewaffulz.
There are no further replies or answers, no other threads on this topic.
The gap in your knowledge stares back at you like an empty eye socket and chills you to the bone.
This isn't an isolated incident, this has been going on for at least a year.
Maybe even longer.
And nobody's noticed.
You thumb the little foil packet in your hand, feeling the chip inside floating delicately in its bath of stasis gel.
You wonder if this is really worth it.
If you couldn't just… back out now and find a halfway decent lawyer to cover your ass when the Tower comes knocking.
…but now you're curious.
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i wanna ask for advice, and i apologize if it sounds weird or stupid. im in the northeast and i recently transferred to a state school after doing community for a bit. it's a big school with a lot of people from all over, which was really exciting at first because i thought i'd easily find people with similar interests, and also to really get in the dating game. However, it's been hard to find people are into nerdy shit like me, which has also made it to hard to find girls because i like nerdy girls. but the hardest part, and this is where i apologize again for sounding weird or stupid, is that... i haven't really seen any fat girls here. i've seen a couple but only in passing and never again. i attribute this to my school being a party school so people who aren't really into that or are generally shy just chill in their dorms, but it really sucks because i like being social just not in the frat way, and there's really no nerd clubs or anything outside of esports. i'm just kind of disheartened because i find myself not being attracted to 98% of the girls i see here, either physically or emotionally, and the ones i do like may not be leaving their dorms because of the environment here. so ig my question where would i look for nerdy fat girls in a place like this? (again so sorry for showing how much of a dumb kid i am). i know "fat woman" isn't some universal demographic where i can go to an exact place and always find them, but what else should i do? should i look into dating apps? are there any other types of clubs or things i should look into? i also just want to note that i love feedism and fat-related kinks, but at the end of the day I just like big girls so being into those kinks isn't something that's a must in a partner.
also with that being said, and ik i made it seem completely dry here, there is one girl i've seen relatively consistently on the way to classes and in the dining halls who is really really pretty and seems like we'd have similar interests, but idk how to introduce myself. we've only walked by each other and never talked so i have nothing to work with. would it be appropriate to stop her on the way to class or walk up to her at the dining hall and say sum like "hey i've seen you a couple of times on campus and thought you were pretty" and continue from there? i just don't want to look like a weirdo trying to talk to her or make her uncomfortable.
i hope all of this makes sense despite being all over the place. if you do happen to read this i want to preemptively say thank you for taking time out of your day to read this silly shit. I'm going to be transferring out of here for next semester due to reasons outside of socializing, so maybe things will be better at my next school but i would still like to make the most out of my time and make some sort of connections. especially because i've never been in a relationship before and really want to start putting myself out there. thanks again and have a good rest of your day!
ok so I see two main questions here hopefully I give a good answer.
1)I think the idea of seeking a partner based off appearance is fruitless. Ik that sounds harsh, but from my experience, i've found I've been the happiest in relationships that I kinda find myself falling into and build with the other person. I think actively seeking someone who fits your physical preferences will leave u feeling really self conscious, it'll invite negative opportunities to go "why do they not like me am I not enough" and that shit is defeating and soul crushing. If I were you, I would prioritize school and maybe dabble in something like a dating app with no real stock in the game.
if u want to meet more nerdy ppl tho, try a local game store with game nights or maybe a local convention. both my partner and I have had success meeting other like minded ppl at places like that :3
2) In terms of the girl ur eye-ing, if she has similar interests as u, maybe point out merch if she has any. Be like "wOAH I love your Pikachu keychain, is that your favorite pokemon?" I wouldn't force anything beyond that if she doesn't seem interested in conversation. even if she has short answers and is preoccupied with getting to class, she's still gonna have that memory of "that guy who was chill and complimented my Pikachu keychain" which is inherently a plus
dont feel obligated to follow this advice, for all I know it could be the worst advice ever. Either way I'm rooting for u anon!
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35 - January 7, 2024
Ok one more (hopefully last) entry for this very emotional night. I want to write a letter to JC because he has had such a major influence on my life here in NYC.
JC:
I met you through EXTREMELY weird circumstances. In case for some reason either of us forget, these circumstances are: I was hanging out at Henny and Gumpy's place just playing video games shortly after I moved to new york (early June 2023) when they told me Joe would come over. I already knew Joe from when I visited NYC earlier in 2022 with Royo so I was excited that Joe was coming over. I was even more excited and surprised when they said that Joe's boyfriend was also coming over, since I didn't even know he had a boyfriend, and because i was new to the city and so excited to meet new people. Right when you and Joe walked through the door, I remember I immediately felt good energy because you were so welcoming to me and so energetic. As we played videogames throughout the night, I ended up moving back to the bed while you lied on the foot of the bed, and somehow this turned into you (and some other people, I think mostly Gumpy and Joe?) sucking my dick while Henny and some others played videogames. It was such a fun and weird way to meet someone, but I could already tell that I liked you as a person (beyond physical attraction).
I don't even remember how it came about that I hungout with you and everyone else (Kevin, Tommy, etc.) but I'm assuming it has to do with meeting you again and talking to you more at Bubble T at Elsewhere. I met Kevin that night (which of course kicked off a somewhat dramatic situationship) but I also got to know you more, and if I remember correctly, this kicked off me hanging out with you guys on an almost weekly basis.
As we hung out in group situations more, it became clear to me that you were someone I wanted to be close to and that you were genuinely a great person. This was made even more obvious to me when you were always so open to hanging out with me one on one to go on "dates" or to let me vent about my boy problems (mostly with Kevin at the start).
Now, you have become someone that I look for at every social situation I go to. If you aren't at an event I'm at, one of the first things I do is ask other people where you are or just immediately text you to ask you when you are coming. You make me feel happier and warmer every time I see you, and I always feel comfortable coming to you with any problem I need to talk about. When you say things to me like that I have become part of your "family" in NYC, you don't understand how nice that is to hear while I am navigating my life here in NYC.
You are one of the few people in my life I would be genuinely devastated if we don't stay friends long into the future.
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ok long post incoming about my spiritual/religious beliefs bc im having a bit of a realization of where I stand on this
ok so I’m gonna state this right off the bat: i absolutely don’t believe in the judeo-christian god that the majority of conservatives do (and regular christians), so when I refer to god, im referring to the force/forces out there that I believe to be something similar to. ok got that out of the way, so let’s go on.
obviously y’all know about the religious trauma I’ve endured my whole life, so trying to figure out what I believe is definitely pretty difficult. i was a staunch agnostic until grandma passed. I’ve seen things that are definitely signs to me that she’s looking out for me from beyond and had dreams, but I’ve still been denying the possibility of an afterlife or places where spirits go. these things are too weird to be coincidences which is why it’s got me thinking.
do I believe in the general idea of heaven and hell? yes, but not like what Christianity believes them to be. say all you want about how supernatural sucked ass, but the idea of personal heavens has rlly stuck with me, bc heaven as a general concept wouldn’t be the same for everyone obviously. what one considers to be heaven could be absolute hell for someone else, which I’ll get to in a minute. i believe that ‘heaven’ is whatever you want it to be. actually, I believe in more of a general afterlife like purgatory, where the vast majority of people go, even exceptionally good ppl bc they don’t get an upgrade just for being ‘better’ in life. just bc you did more impactful things doesn’t mean you get the special treatment in death. y’all might think it’s kinda mean, like you don’t get rewarded for good work. but personally, everyone who wasn’t reprehensible or utterly vile gets the same treatment in the end.
I do believe in the whole ‘veil’ thing between worlds, bc I’ve had encounters with what would be considered ghosts/spirits before and I have a sort of ‘sensitivity’ to paranormal stuff. call me stupid for believing in that, but a friend’s kid has the ability to actually see and talk to spirits and I 100% believe him. i have a thing where I’m very susceptible to paranormal ‘signals’ as I’d like to call it. like I can easily see odd patterns of happenings/‘signs’ from spirits (like grandma) and recognize that someone is trying to tell someone else something. I’m also prone to having dreams involving spirits like grandma, and the one I had might’ve actually been a sign about my cousin possibly dying, (he’s alive, but he’s got some sort of cognitive degeneration issue) but that’s another post for another day. so I don’t consider myself a ‘medium’ or anything and I don’t offer my ‘help’ to ppl bc it’s not like that.
now, hell. i don’t believe in a centralized hell (but Dante’s version of hell definitely rules) like Christianity, but there’s definitely a place in the afterlife for the most vile of people (think Pat Robertson). just the like the personal heavens, I believe that there’s personal hells which for Robertson, would be a gay pride parade (and no I’m not joking) for example.
is there a devil? nope. my whole thing is, is that there’s a mix of forces in the universe, call them god or satan, it’s up to you. but since the universe is so vast and we understand very little of it, there’s got to be forces out there beyond our control. because sometimes things really do happen for a reason (like my grandma’s passing which made me confront my issues with myself and is leading me down a better path I hope) as a way to guide you. and no, I don’t believe that’s the case for horrific events like natural disasters and abuse. i believe that the universe itself is purely neutral on the alignment scale. the forces don’t discriminate on who is affected by everything, so everyone is fair game.
that may seem a little harsh, just like how I think nobody gets a special reward after death no matter how good they were because we’re all on the same level playing field spiritually. it’s all just straight up neutral. I rlly hope y’all are understanding what I’m trying to say. everyone (talking about the vast majority) is equal in death and that’s how it should be. the forces may push you a certain direction, but you have the choice of listening or not and you won’t be punished for choosing ‘wrong’ bc there is no true wrong choice. it’s all based on how you think about it.
so in conclusion: i don’t fucking know what’s on the other side. fate is a very tricky concept that I haven’t fully formed an opinion on yet. and nothing is truly set in stone, it’s up to you but you won’t be punished for choosing a different path. I had that near death experience in 2019 that landed me in the psych ward for the last time bc of the overdose with the alcohol, but I didn’t see Heaven or hell or god, it was just an out of body experience and briefly, nothing. shit’s all weird and we’ll never truly understand it, we’re not meant to, so do whatever the fuck you want in life, bc you only get one actual life.
god that was long and stupid but I just needed to get this out.
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maybe this has happened but i've never really seen anyone give hannah the "did nothing wrong" treatment.
like people did it to josh the most. a lot of it happened to chris, matt and sam and sometimes mike, ash, jess and emily (with some criticisms obv)
but like every time i've seen hannah brought up a lot of people tend to only really dislike her and call her stupid and never give her that "oh she did nothing wrong!!! pure soul!!!" like they've kinda done to the other characters like no one really tries defending her from what i've seen (most of it is outdated bc this fandom died off ages ago on tumblr and i've seen a lot of this on tik tok)
i've said it before and i'll say it again; what they did to hannah was absolutely sexual harassment. you lure a girl to a private room with a suggestive note, toying with her feelings all the while and then film it? that is textbook harassment and in her own home as well
and yet nobody has sympathy for her like it's so strange to me. i got into a small little argument with someone on twitter about this and they really kept trying to say it was Hannah's fault like ?!?!? 😭😭 how is it her fault that she's just going through what every straight (debatably) girl has gone through; crushing on an attractive guy like
like it's so weird to me to absolve blame of everyone involved just bc hannah "made moves on mike" like that's not a fkn valid reason to sexually harass someone?(!(! and whatever i know it's fake and it's just a game but like. i'm saying this as someone who's been sexually harassed and been made to feel like i was the stupid one and i was the one in the wrong. like it's such a shitty feeling and jt sucks to see it happen in like. a favorite game of mine (and current special interest)
sorry to my moots who don't gaf abt this game i just have a lot of feelings ok 😭😭😭
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MIRACULOUS FIC RECOMENDATIONS!! (Part 2)
You can find part 1 here.
The first one was really popular! So I decided to make a second part.
The rules are the same:
All of the fics will be rated Teen and up audiences or lower. Also if I don’t put the author’s tumblr is because they didn’t put it in the fic or/and I couldn’t find it.
The only thing that changes is that I would be putting the pairing in the description of the fic.
Without further ado...
Written in the Stars by Boogum (@botherkupo here on tumblr!)
Pairing: Marichat and Adrienette.
He was the god of destruction. She was a princess whose kingdom had been prophesied to fall. To save her people, she became his wife. To save him, she would have to do the impossible. The castle has secrets, the gods are watching, and time is running out.
Chapters: 37/37
TW for mild violence.
Arrange marriage, God AU. While I'm making this list, I still haven't finished the fic, but I had to recommend it because is THAT good. The way I gasped out loud while reading some of the plot twists. The worldbuilding is so good, and even if you aren't into AUs that deviate a lot from cannon like me, I 100% reccomend it.
Need a Lift? again by Boogum.
Pairing: DJWifi
Getting stranded on a foreign planet sucked. Luckily for Nino, his rival was willing to give him a lift home. Unluckily for Nino, she was beautiful and funny and he might just be in love with her.
Chapters: 1/1
Space Bounty Hunter AU! Really sweet and funny. If you are into flustered!Nino then this fic is for you.
hey, you by peachcitt (@peachcitt here on tumblr!)
Pairing: Adrienette
“Have you ever had a dream about someone that changes the way you think of them?”
or Adrien has a dream about Marinette.
Chapters: 1/1
Okay so, peachcitt is one of my favorite ml writers. Everything that they write is sooo good y'all, and i'm already a sucker for adrienette, so I cannot recommend this fic (or any of theirs) enough.
double dare again by peachcitt (I told ya!)
Pairing: Ladrien (with lots of sided ladynoir)
“Don’t ever do that again,” Marinette says, maybe a little too emphatically, and Adrien looks at her, his expression quiet. His cheeks, Marinette notices, are a little red.
“But I wanted to save you,” he says.
or Ladybug and Adrien can't seem to stop running into each other. (whether that is on accident or on purpose is nobody's business but their own, of course).
Chapters: 30/30
This was a ladrien june fic! Every chapter corresponds to the day's prompts but it also continues a story. If that doesn't make you want to read it then I don't know what it will. I fear fanfic writers, they're insane.
(not) so much by therentyoupay (@therentyoupayfanfiction here on tumblr!)
Pairing: Marichat and adrienette
(The claws are sharp, but the host of Destruction—for all of his loudmouth chaos and lack of reserve—is paradoxically careful.)
Chapters: 1/1
In which Chat Noir pays a visit not long after Marinette has made a pretty difficult decision, and they accidentally make a routine.
Prompt: Marinette gives Chat a hickey. Adrien has a suspiciously similar looking hickey the next day at school...
Gotta be honest with y'all, I did not expect this fic to be as good as it is. The adrienette has everything a stablished!Marichat should have. Marinette conflicted with her feelings? Check. Adrien being a hot mess bc That's My Girlfriend But She Doesn't Know That? Check. Them being absolute idiots? Check. It's good!
Doctor, Doctor, Give Me The News (Your Lips Is The Only Cure I Could Use) by BreG21.
Pairing: Adrienette
Rainwater sloshed up from the pools they had made on the sidewalk and coated his jean pants with every step he took. He couldn't bring himself to care.
He sniffed away some of the water that dribbled down his matted head. "Yeah?"
He paused as if to consider his words while Adrien stared down at him, so lost. "You weren't wrong when you thought you knew. A part of you wanted it to be her, but it was too perfect, you let the illusion fool you because how would you get that lucky. But trust me, Adrien. You weren't wrong."
He wasn't wrong? What was he not wrong about?
You weren't wrong. You want it to be her.
And it finally clicked as a small gasp wisped past his lips. He wasn't wrong.
In which, Plagg falls ill, and with Fu gone and Ladybug being the guardian now, has to go find her civilian self-even with the knowledge that she might not like that-is shocked to realize that even with having the kwami that was supposed to embodied the very being of bad luck, Adrien could conclude the very opposite of what he had thought for so long.
He was so very lucky.
Chapters: 1/1
I screamed so hard while reading this fic. It's just one of those who gets the characters right. Do you like a good reveal? Go read this now.
Operation Mega Sleepover by InTheWild (@smellerbeee here on tumblr!)
Pairing: Adrienette
When Alya and Nino drop out of their long awaited mega-sleepover at the last minute, it leaves Marinette and Adrien alone together for the night. An Adrinette one-shot with lots of fluff and sleepover shenanigans.
Chapters: 1/1
I just,,, I love adrienette fluff so much,,, I love them,,,
You, Me & A Little Bit Of The Future by joonapeach.
Pairing: this is a fortunate case of all lovesquare shenanigans™
Marinette expects some disaster on her first outing alone with Adrien.
She just doesn't expect that disaster to be her future self passing off a baby for her to take care of with Adrien.
(Alternatively... two idiots obliviously in love cooing over their daughter while acting like they have no idea whose kid this is.)
Chapters: 1/1
I think the description says anything that it needs to be said. It's really sweet and funny and I love how they just change their minds so quickly and get emo for literally nothing. Peak shakesperean dumbasery.
The entire Marry That Girl series by Miraculous_Max (Maximilian_Alexander).
Pairing: Adrienette
Let’s say Marinette has a special sketchbook. This sketchbook is filled with drawings of their future house, of Adrien as an adult in multiple occupational settings, of Marinette and Adrien’s wedding, and most importantly, their future children.
Let's say Adrien found this sketchbook.
Works: 8 (All are 1/1 chapters)
Just realized how this list exposes me as number 1 adrienette sucker... oh well. I love how Adrien doesn't feel weirded out by the intensity of Marinette's crush. He likes it! He's as weird and romantic as her! That's one of the reasons I love the lovesquare so much and it makes me happy to see that everyone is in the same boat with me.
Strenght by 11JJ11.
Pairing: Adrienette
Marinette knew she was much stronger than she looked thanks to being a hero. So when her class had an arm wrestling contest she knew that she could beat all of them with ease, but she wasn't expecting anyone else to come close.
Chapters: 1/1
Good ol' accidental reveal feat. the entire class shenanigans. I, once again, screamed for an adrienette fic. Who could've thought.
Super Fan by Taliax.
Pairing: Ladrien
It was a good thing Alya was holding the phone and not her, because it would have slipped from her fingers and shattered. How had she not noticed? She had been there, and somehow she’d missed her crush looking at her like she was an angel sent from heaven.
Forget the perfume ad. This picture was going to be her new desktop.
(In which Marinette realizes that she and Adrien might both be obsessive fans.)
Chapters: 1/1
Canon divergent from after Gorizilla. They're so dumb. That's my opinion on this fic.
How to Kiss Your Crush in Five Minutes or Less also by Taliax.
Pairing: Ladrien
He just needed to know if Ladybug needed Chat Noir. He didn't expect to learn just how much she wanted Adrien.
This would be the best five minutes of his life, if he didn't expect her to forget it.
Chapters: 1/1
CW for making out.
Set during Desperada. I promise there's a happy ending. Also Luka is there for some reason, felt really bad for him.
Laying Down the Rules: The Gabriel Agreste Clauses by LadyKae
Gen
Adrien leaves the manor on a dark and stormy night and seeks sanctuary at the only place he feels safe: The Home of the Dupain-Cheng Family. When Sabine learns why her dear boy is fleeing to her home in the middle of the night, she makes a personal visit to one Gabriel Agreste.
There's more rules in play, but not for Adrien and Marinette.
Chapters: 1/1
This is just Sabine going to beat the fuck out of Gabriel and it's really satifying ngl
4am. by hannieks
Pairing: post-reveal lovesquare
In which Adrien has the cat tendency to wake up their owners at stupid o'clock, and Marinette just wants to sleep. Cuteness ensues.
Chapters: 1/1
Really short but really sweet. If you like Adrien acting like a cat then you would like this.
Can I Date You(r Character)? by midnightstarlightwrites (@midnightstarlightwrites here on tumblr!)
Pairing: Adrienette
Adrien turned to her, something unreadable in his gaze. “Are you ok with this?” he asked.
And what a loaded question that was. Was she ok with it? Was she ok with the one guy she couldn’t seem to get over in real life kissing her in a game of Dungeons and Dragons? When she put it like that, it seemed a bit silly to get so worked up.
It was just a game...right?
She was ok with it, right?
“Sure,” she lied. “I’m ok with it.”
When Adrien's character falls in love with Marinette's, they decided to date in-game. What could go wrong?
Chapters: 7/?
THIS ONE IS SO CUTE. You want to scream??? Read this.
two idiots and a hamster by Boogum (again) and carpisuns (@carpisuns here on tumblr)
Pairing: Adrienette
How do you hide your superhero identity from your roommate? (spoiler alert: badly)
Chapters: 5/?
Once @anna-scribbles described this fic as "is literally the closest i’ve ever seen a fic come to matching the energy of canon", and I couldn't have described it better.
And that's all for now! Next time I will probably make an only DJWifi list since I've been treating them so dirty lol.
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