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happy74827 · 1 month

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He’s Got The Fire

[Johnny Lawrence x Female!Reader]

Synopsis: To your surprise, Johnny shows up at your window unannounced, but it doesn’t take long to realize it’s not for kicks {GIF Creds: pilvimarja}.

WC: 2076

Category: Slight Hurt/Comfort, Slight Fluff

Honestly, I’m surprised I haven’t started writing this franchise earlier given how it’s about equal with my love for BTTF

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The sun had already gone down a while ago, the air was crisp, and the sky was starry. It was the perfect evening to watch the moon rise. The wind carried a chill, and the trees were almost bare, swaying in the breeze.

With a sigh, you closed the book you had been reading and stretched your legs, looking out the window of your room. By now, everyone had been asleep for a few hours, and you worked on upcoming assignments to pass the time. But when you had gotten to your last one, you just couldn't be bothered anymore, so you set it aside.

The quietness was nice, and the light from the moon cast a blue-ish glow on everything around you. You were so calm, but there was still something that had you feeling off.

Johnny.

He was never around much lately. It wasn't surprising, but it was disheartening. Ever since that championship loss a while back, he had been training even harder, and when he wasn't training, he was out doing god-knows-what.

You understood how important Cobra Kai was to him, but the fact that he was putting everything else on the back burner really had you worried. He had a tendency to go down the wrong path and not think about the consequences until after the fact. You hoped that wasn't what was happening this time.

Pulling your knees up, you rested your head on them and looked out at the night. There was a full moon, and you wondered if Johnny had noticed. He used to love taking walks at night just to see the moon and look up at the stars.

He had changed so much since then. That fire inside of him burned so brightly that sometimes you wondered if it would burn him, too.

Sitting like that for a while, you lost track of time. It was easy to get distracted and drift away from reality when your mind wandered. It was something you were trying to work on, and you were actually doing pretty well.

Until you heard a pang on your window.

Sitting up, you looked around, wondering if a bird had flown into it, but you saw nothing. Your mind immediately went to a branch falling or something like that, and you were ready to dismiss the strange noise and go back to daydreaming.

But the pang came again, and your heart leaped in your throat. You stood and cautiously moved toward the window. At the same time, a face popped up from below, and you shrieked.

He motioned for you to open the window, along with attempts to hush you. It was a very frantic gesture, and you felt your heart rate rise. You quickly opened the window and stuck your head out.

"Johnny?!" You whispered-yelled, and he was pulling himself up. "What are you doing?"

"Shhh!" He held a finger to his lips and looked behind him, and your eyebrows furrowed.

"Johnny-"

"Do you want the whole neighborhood to know I'm here? Let me in!"

You stared at him for a moment longer before helping him through the window. It didn’t go as smoothly as one would expect, like the movies, but he managed to tumble in. You stood there, arms folded, as he dusted himself off.

You haven’t seen him in so long, and the day you choose to miss him, he shows up out of nowhere. You would’ve called yourself psychic if it weren’t for the fact that Johnny always did the unexpected.

He looked… good, to say the least. The red jacket still fit him perfectly; his blonde hair was combed and fluffy, and his eyes were still focused and alert, even if his body language seemed a little sluggish.

To be honest, Johnny was the most beautiful person you had ever laid eyes on. His sharp jawline, his toned muscles, and that cocky smile of his. The way his eyes crinkled when he laughed and the way he always looked at you like you were the only girl in the world.

For a while, you didn’t understand why he chose to pursue you, of all people. He could have anyone he wanted. You weren't exactly a social butterfly, and you always got nervous and shy in the presence of others.

Johnny was the opposite of you. He was outgoing, and his charisma attracted everyone to him. And the way his voice was so smooth and deep. He could be the most annoying person on the planet, but when he said your name, you would melt.

So when he asked you out, you thought it was some sort of joke. I mean, he was the hottest guy in school. And you were just… you.

But then you realized there was more to him than just the bad boy exterior. He had a sensitive side, and his vulnerability was endearing. His family was… well, a lot. His mom was nice, but she had her fair share of issues, and his stepfather was a piece of work.

It only took one date to realize the Johnny you were accustomed to wasn’t the real him. The real him was like you… except he could kick ass and had some pent-up anger issues.

And yet, here you were.

"Johnny-" You began, but he stepped toward you and wrapped his arms around you, resting his chin on the top of your head. You stood stiffly, arms at your sides.

"God, I've missed you."

That was the last thing you expected him to say. You felt your face heat up, your chest warm up, and your shoulders slumped. You melted into his embrace, wrapping your arms around him.

"I've missed you too."

You could feel him grin against the top of your head, and he squeezed you a little tighter. He was so warm, and it made you forget the fact that he was literally climbing through your window at almost midnight.

After a minute or so, he pulled away and held your face in his hands. You were looking into those piercing blue eyes, and you could feel butterflies in your stomach.

"Why are you here?" You asked, your voice a little above a whisper.

He hesitated, and that was the moment you knew something was wrong. He sighed and ran a hand through his hair.

"I, uh… I needed to see you."

You raised an eyebrow, but you didn't say anything. You were waiting for him to elaborate, but when he didn't, you sighed and grabbed his wrist, pulling him towards the bed. You sat on the edge, and he followed.

"Johnny," You said, turning toward him and placing a hand on his knee. "Talk to me. What's going on?"

"Nothing, I just… wanted to see you."

You didn't say anything. You knew better than that. So you waited.

"Okay, okay," He sighed. "Look, I'm not gonna lie to you, but I can’t tell you why."

"That's reassuring."

"It's just… things are… well, I just needed to get away. It's nothing, I'm fine, don't worry."

You were silent. You didn't really know what to say. There was so much going on, and it was hard for you to believe him when he told you not to worry.

"Is it… Is it Sid? Your mom?"

"Just…” He shook his head and stood, rubbing the back of his neck. He started pacing, and that was when you knew he was really upset. “Just drop it, alright? Everything's fine."

“You ignored me for the past two weeks, Johnny. Something is wrong."

He stopped and glared at you, and you froze. You were taken aback by the expression on his face. He seemed frustrated and almost angry.

The look… you knew it wasn’t directed at you, but you couldn't help but feel a little intimidated. He was always so hot-headed and stubborn, and when his mood shifted, you had a hard time knowing what to do.

He seemed to realize his expression and looked away, rubbing the back of his neck with a sigh.

"Sorry, God, I'm sorry, it's not you. I'm just-" He sighed and plopped back down on the bed next to you, running his hands over his face. "I'm a fucking mess, okay? Just forget I came."

It was weird how, in certain situations, you could completely shift into a different person. You’ve seen it in movies and TV, and it was a cliche. You didn’t think it would ever happen to you.

And yet, the second you heard the words come out of his mouth, you were hit with an overwhelming urge to turn his head towards yours, grab his face in your hands, and kiss him.

So you did.

You couldn’t really tell him why you did it. It just felt like the right thing to do, and it was an impulse. You figured it was the best way to let him know that you were here and he wasn’t alone.

The second your lips met, he was leaning into you, grabbing your waist and pulling you closer. You could feel the passion and desperation behind the kiss, and it took you a moment to match his energy.

He was rough and intense, and he pulled away after a few moments, moving to your neck. You gasped and gripped the collar of his jacket, feeling the heat of his lips on your skin.

Absence makes the heart grow fonder, they say. And it was true. You had missed him more than you had thought. You had almost forgotten how much of a force he was to be reckoned with.

You let out a shaky breath, trying to form words, but failing. Instead, you tugged on his jacket and pulled him towards you, hoping he would get the message.

And he did.

His lips found yours again, and he was pushing you back, holding himself above you with one hand. His other was moving up your shirt, his fingers grazing your stomach, causing goosebumps to rise.

Your breath hitched in your throat as his fingers danced across your ribs. His lips were rough, but they moved with such grace and delicacy it was hard to keep up.

He pulled away for a moment, and you looked up at him, catching your breath. His blonde hair was messy, and his eyes were a little hooded. He looked like a mess, but you couldn't find it in yourself to care.

You reached up and brushed his hair back, giving him a soft smile.

“Is that…” His eyes peered away from you, and you raised an eyebrow. "Do you still have that damn elephant?"

Your eyes followed his, and you spotted the elephant in question. It was a gift Johnny had given you back when things were different. Come to think of it, you weren’t even sure you were together at that point.

"Why wouldn't I?" You asked, and he chuckled. “Ozzy's special."

"You named it? What are you, ten?"

You swatted his arm, and he laughed again. His eyes found yours, and you couldn’t help but smile at him. It felt like old times.

"Don't make fun of him. You gave him to me."

"Yeah, whatever," He rolled his eyes, but his smile remained. "Can't believe you kept him."

"I keep a lot of stuff, Johnny. Especially when they're meaningful."

He was silent for a moment, his eyes still focused on you. The moonlight was shining through the window and casting a shadow on his face.

"I keep a lot of things, too."

Before you could say anything, he was leaning down and kissing you again. You could tell this one was different, more meaningful, like he was pouring his heart and soul into the kiss.

And he was.

He wanted you to know how he felt about you without actually saying it. And although you weren’t really sure what was going on, you had a feeling this was what it was.

The fire inside of him was burning again, but finally, after so long, he realized that he needed to take a breather every now and then. Add some water to the flames.

It was a delicate balance. And although he may be bad at showing his feelings, talking about them, or acknowledging them, you were there to make sure he didn't lose himself in the heat.

And maybe, just maybe, the flame was a little more subdued, and the burn a little less harsh.

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writersblog20 · 1 year

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Let’s make some music Smut version

Pedro Pascal x reader

Summary: As a singer, Pedro has been your biggest fan and after some ‘inspiration’ you’ve got just the right idea to surprise him with

Warnings: reader gets picked up quick, SMUT, sensual and intimate sex, oral (M/F receiving), creampie, no condom (Don’t do this, please!), petnames, begging, fluffy sex, love bombing and probably more smut related things

Words: 4,2K

A/N: I’m not Spanish but tried to make it work with translation so if there are any mistakes, I’m very sorry. Also, I was a bit high when I wrote this so there are probably some mistakes

Let’s make some music Smut version

You were an upcoming artist. You’ve worked in the movie industry as a second director for tv shows and movies. That’s how you met your boyfriend Pedro. But you wanted more. You really liked the idea of making music and produce it. Your current genre was R&B and female empowerment type of music. The type of music to get your feminine side more to the front. Think of the music of SZA, Yaya bey, Jhené Aiko and many more great artists like them. That was the genre you went to, the high vibrational music.

So here you were, in your own make shift studio to record an album and Pedro kept fishing to hear something, extremely curious as to what you made of it. You told him that after finishing your first song, he would be the first to hear it and he couldn’t contain his excitement. And that moment was now. You were beyond nervous and considered just stopping because it scared you so much. Pedro never heard you really sing, at least not like this.

You walked nervously into the garden, where Pedro was sitting in a chair, in the sun, reading his script. You walked up to him and he looked up from hearing you. His eyes lit up the moment he saw you and immediately smiled. He put the script away for a sec and hinted for you to sit on his lap. His arms around you as he peppered your face with kisses, making you giggle. “I finished the song… You want to hear it?” you asked him nervously and he picked up on your nerves but his eyes lit up like nothing before as excitement took over. “Of course! I can’t wait to hear it! Let’s go!” he told you excitingly and it helped with your nerves. You stood up with Pedro and before you could move, his hands were on your waist. “But first, give me a kiss sweetheart.” You smiled and kissed him tenderly.

You held his hand and led him into your studio. You sat him down in the chair and Pedro hinted again to sit in his lap, which you gladly did. You sat sideways on his lap, your knees up while he drew circles with his finger on your knee and on your back. He couldn’t stop smiling and you played the song.

You felt your nerves go up but the moment Pedro’s eyes started lighting up even more and looked with the utter most adoration at you. “Baby…. This…. this is amazing!” he told you halfway through the song and the best part was still to come. You started smiling as well and felt flustered the way Pedro looked at you in complete awe. The moment that the best part came, Pedro was blown away by your talent. “Oh my god…. Look… You are already a goddess, empowered woman but this…. This is just high vibrational goddess energy and when I thought, I couldn’t love you more, you keep surprising me! I love you so much and this song…. Please make an album, I’m begging you!” he told the last part whining as a joke, making you laugh. You felt so moved by Pedro’s words and that was all the encouragement you needed, because if he didn’t like it, he would be honest with you. “No but I’m serious. This really is amazing and you have so much potential and talent. You need to shine your light and you do that by this music. Release this song and then make an album because this is going to bring you places you’ve never thought of. It’s amazing Y/N and I mean that. I have the upmost adoration for you and I’m your biggest fan!” You felt flustered and shy from his words.

“Thank you Pedge. I never could’ve done this without your support!” Pedro chuckled. “You deserve to be seen. The light you radiate is helping people and I’m sure that this song, is going make people feel really good. Trust me!” You smiled and cupped his cheeks lovingly. Your thumb softly rubbing his cheek as he blushed. You put your lips lovingly on his. Pedro moved you so your legs were on both sides, chest to chest while the kiss deepened and got more heated by the moment. He got out of the kiss for a moment and looked at you with blown pupils. “I love you.” he told you and you felt your heart softly melt. He kissed you again and it was so sensual this time. Pedro cupped your cheek softly, his other hand on your lower back, pushing you closer to his body. Your lips felt raw from the sensual kiss. You softly bit his lip and at that moment Pedro pushed you even closer to his body, making you softly grind on his lap and he deepened the kiss, moaning into your mouth. You felt high by the electricity, your whole body covered in goosebumps because of the effect he had on you, how sensual he was with you.

“Let’s get you to the couch baby, I’m hungry.” He told you, voice husk. You chuckled and kissed him again. Pedro stood up, his hands underneath your ass as he carried you to the couch in your studio, music still playing softly in the background.

He laid you down on the couch gently and hang above you. He looked into your eyes and it was all so sensual and erotic that it made your head spin and feel like you were high. His hand was placed next to your body, holding himself up as his other hand teased your body by stroking it with his fingertips, giving you even more goosebumps. His hand came back to your cheek. The back of his fingers went softly over your cheek, to your neck and collarbone. Before he softly kissed your neck, giving it some pecks before he softly sucked your spot. You let out a shaky breath and went with your fingers through his hair, trying to pull him even closer. You needed his body to touch yours so you arched your back so your body would gaze over his own.

Pedro noticed your neediness and lowered his body and softly grinded against your body. Escaped moans left your lips from the high tension and the sensation Pedro gave you while he still sucked on your sweet spot in your neck. Until he stopped, making you frown. “Get your clothes off baby.” You were quick to do what he asked, while he got out of his own clothes and helped you to get the t-shirt over your head.. When you were left in your lingerie and Pedro’s hands caressed your waist, pulling you closer to his own body. The warmth radiating from his body to yours, made you yearn for more.

The lights from the salt lamps illuminated his face and body in a perfect way, leaving you mesmerized by the man in front of you. Pedro connected your lips again and softly pushed you down again, laying you on your back. Pedro pushed your legs a bit up so he could lay in between them. His large hands softly going over your soft skin of your legs and placed a quick kiss on your knee before he kissed your thigh, your leg over his shoulder. He made his way up with his lips, keeping eye contact with you. He pulled your lingerie off and didn’t even give you time to get ready because his tongue was already connected to your pussy. You arched your back from the sudden but good sensation. His tongue digging deeper into you before he gave your clit attention. You tried to keep your moans in and buried your fingers in his hair. “Don’t keep it in. I want to hear you mi amor.” He told you but whimpers and whines already escaped your throat. You pushed your hips up so you could grind against his face. Pedro had a smirk and continued to suck your clit and swirl his tongue around as he looked deeply into your eyes.

You felt the high sensation coming closer and Pedro noticed it too. His tongue in your pussy again. He got your other leg and put it over his shoulder as well. His hand grasping yours and linked your fingers through his and let it rest on your stomach. His other fingers dug into the flesh of your thigh and he merciless started to eat you out. The sounds your pussy made, felt illegal to say the least. “Come on, give it to me baby.” he murmured while still, eating you out. You felt the rush of ecstasy wash over you and your tensed every muscles you had.

“Breath honey” You were so lost in the feeling that you didn’t noticed that you stopped breathing. You took a gasp of air and your limbs started to shake. You gasped for air and Pedro smirked as he ate you through your orgasm, knowing that he could give you, quite literally, a breath taking orgasm. If you’d ask him what was the most beautiful thing he ever saw, he would answer: You, through an orgasm. Of course he wouldn’t say that to the public but it was true. You, in a orgasm, was the most gorgeous thing, he ever laid his eyes on.

Pedro got away from your pussy and hang above you again. His brown eyes, piercing through yours. He adored your face for a second and kissed you softly while you were still out of breath. You carefully sat up and placed your hands on his chest, carefully pushing him down. “your turn.” You told him and cupped him over his underwear. He was already rock hard from eating you out. You rubbed your hand up and down until you took his underwear off. Your hand slowly going over his shaft. Pedro let his head fall down with a groan. Your tongue started beneath and you slowly made your way up. You heard Pedro groan and, this time, you had smirk. Knowing that you could make him feel just as good as he made you feel.

You took his cock in your mouth and stopped teasing him. His hand in your hair, keeping it in a ponytail. You weren’t even trying to be decent with sucking his cock. You made a mess and Pedro shamelessly loved it, taking him in good. Your hand cupping his balls. Pedro moaned above you and you looked at him with lust in your eyes. “Oh my god baby.” he told you as he made eye contact and let his head fall back, his hand over his face while you violently bopped your head. Pedro stopped you “I need to be inside of you NOW.” He laid you down and crawled between your legs again, his lips leaving kisses on your stomach, breast and took in a nipple, sucking it gently while his other hand massaged your other breast. Your hand going through his hair and you pushed your hips up again so you could feel his naked body against yours. His lips started sucking the sweet spot in your neck. You moaned out and felt yourself getting even more wetter by the second. You took his cock in your hand and guided it to your pussy. Pedro cupped your cheek and the moment he felt his cock against your entrance, he stopped sucking your neck and made eye contact. You guided him in slowly and you felt yourself getting more stuffed by the second. Pedro focusing on the features of your face. He pushed his hips carefully forward and pushed his cock all the way in. He gave you a minute to get used to his size. Pedro brushed his nose against yours and connected your lips in a sensual kiss. He moved his hips carefully, his cock going in and out of you while he kept kissing you.

“estas bien cariño? (Are you okay sweetheart?)” You hummed and nodded, you grinded your hips slightly. Pedro had the pace torturously slow and it drove you wild and made you needy in a sec. “Deeper” you whined. Pedro placed his hands on your hips and pushed them up so he could go deeper. He still kept his pace slow “Please, Papi.” That was the thing that drove Pedro, when you talked dirty in Spanish. Pedro picked up his pace, pounding into you but still kept it sensual.

He buried his head in the crook of your neck. His arms around you, keeping your body tightly against his own. Your arms around him as well “Te amo. Te amo mucho.” He kept repeating in your air between rigid breaths. His hot breath against your skin and you felt yourself grow closer again. All of your sensation were overwhelmed by the feeling Pedro gave you. It was intoxicating. You squeezed your walls and Pedro moaned out in reaction, his arms tightening around you. “I’m not going to hold it longer if you grab me like that, mama.” He told you. “I need it” you whimpered out and grinded on his cock, deep buried inside of you. “Come in me, papi.” Pedro groaned out and you started, seeing stars, coming hard on his cock, which you clenched. Pedro couldn’t hold it in any longer and came the same time as you. You felt him fill you up, milking him out completely. You squeezed even more when you heard Pedro moan and groan in your neck.

Pedro collapsed on you and rolled off of you. heavily breathing and both covered in sweat. Pedro’s hair sticked to his forehead and you softly went with your hand through his damp hair. The windows a bit condensed because of the heat of earlier. You laid down on Pedro’s chest, your fingers softly drawing circles on his bare chest. His arms lazily draped over your naked body as he softly stroke your spine with his fingertips. He tucked the blanket more up so you wouldn’t get cold and kissed the top of your head. You looked up, your eyes meeting his brown, loving and kind eyes. You connected your lips to his, needing him closer. Pedro cupped your cheeks and kissed you back, still a bit out of breath. “You okay mi amor?” Pedro asked you softly. You nodded and looked at him with a lazy smile. “Yeah, just tired.” You told him and Pedro looked with adoration at you. “Let’s get cleaned up and get you into bed.” He told you, sitting carefully up, with you in his arms. You hummed in content. Pedro gathered the clothes and gave you your shirt quickly. You put it back on and Pedro wrapped the blanket around your shoulders.

Pedro guided you to the bedroom. He sat you down on the bed for a sec since your legs were still wobbly. He walked to the bathroom to turn the hot water on for a warm bath. He put all the nice things into the bathtub that you loved. Some oil that smelled nice, bath salt, bath bomb, just anything that made you feel good.

“I’ll be right back, Cariño” you nodded as he walked downstairs. You heard the water filling up the bathtub and Pedro was back in no time with a bottle of wine and two glasses and some strawberries. He smiled lovingly at you. “Come on baby girl” he nodded to the bathroom. You stood up and Pedro immediately threw an arm around your shoulder, wanting you near.

When you arrived into the bathroom, you saw that he had lit the candles, put the fresh, clean robes down, soft music playing in the background and you immediately felt peace. “Thank you Pedge.” Pedro placed his fingers underneath your chin, grabbing it slightly and gave you a kiss. “Anything for you, mi amor”.

Pedro helped you first to take of your shirt and underwear and quickly took off his ‘remaining’ clothes. Pedro stepped in first in the bathtub, holding your hand and guided you with his help into the bathtub. Once you were in, Pedro sat down and helped you sit down as well, making sure you wouldn’t slip. You leaned your back against his chest, the warmth of the bath and Pedro’s chest was enough to make you visibly relax into the man you loved so much.

His arm around your shoulder, keeping you close while he poured the wine in the glasses with his other hand. He handed you your glass of wine and poured one for himself. You leaned more back against Pedro and absolutely enjoyed this attention and love to the max. It seemed Pedro wanted and needed you just as much as you needed him right now. Just want to be around each other, never losing physical contact. He needed to hold you close right now and you needed to be held. You slouched more against his chest and now both arms were around your body.

“I love you so much Pedge.” You told him with your eyes closed, enjoying the contact. Pedro couldn’t contain the smile that you brought to his face. His eyes slightly watering. “Baby, I love you so much. You have no idea.” He told you and let his lips rest on your head. You softly rubbed his arm that was around your body, your hand going over his that held you around your waist. Pedro turned his hand over and took it in his, linking your fingers linking through each other. You heard the rain getting more violent as it splattered on the windows, thunder in the distance and you felt almost high from how relaxed you were. You sipped your wine and Pedro let go of your hand, going softly over your arms with his fingertips, sending more goosebumps over your body as he moved up.

His hands landed gently on your shoulders as he started to massage the knots out of your muscles. You let out a soft content hum which made Pedro softly smile, knowing that his mission was successful. He even started to massage your head, releasing it from all stress that might be on your mind. You felt groggy and would almost fall asleep if Pedro didn’t spoke up “Let’s get you out and let me give you a proper massage.” He told you and you felt spoiled.

“You don’t have to do that Pedge.” He chuckled. “Cariño, lo quiero” (Darling, I want to) He mumbled softly into your ear. Pedro slowly taught you some Spanish and you smiled upon hearing him speak it. “Entonces está bien” (Then it’s okay) You softly hummed back and Pedro lit up hearing you speak Spanish. “me gusta cuando hablas español” (I like it when you speak Spanish). He softly murmured in your ear, his lips gazing your ear as he confessed. That’s when you got the idea. Make a song for Pedro. The thought of surprising Pedro with a partly Spanish song was what made your heart skip a beat and couldn’t wait to jump back into the studio but right now, it was time to relax. Tomorrow, you’ll go to the studio to record and make a new song. Dedicated to Pedro. You smiled at the idea.

You moved a bit so Pedro could get out of the tub. He placed a towel around his waist before taking your hand, helping you out and wrapping a towel around your body. Pedro carefully placed his hands on your waist, pulling you closer. Your arms were around him. The urge to feel him closer taking over, not even trying to resist it. You were pretty clingy after sex and Pedro knew that and he would give you everything you needed with love, not minding it one bit that you got clingy. In the contrary even, those were the moments that felt (and was) the most intimate between the two of you and he loved that he got to see a side of you, that nobody else could. It was a sign that you were so comfortable and safe around him that you could show your vulnerable side.

While you were getting dried up, Pedro put his underwear on and led you to the bedroom. He put the soft warm light on and placed a towel on the bed for the oil. You unwrapped the towel and laid down on your stomach. Pedro placed the towel a bit over your butt and legs so you wouldn’t get very cold. He got the lavender oil and made sure to use enough for your skin as well. He sat a bit on your butt so he could give you a proper massage and you were totally fine with that. Pedro loved, and was so proud of you that you learned to accept his care and give it completely to him. He made sure to create the safest and comfortable environment that he could for you and he was doing a pretty good damn job at that.

Pedro rubbed his hands so they were a bit warmer and softly started to rub the oil onto your skin and started off slowly with the massage. You felt yourself completely relax. When he went to your shoulders and neck (where the most pain was) he placed more pressure. You let out a low groan “You okay mama?” he asked you gently, knowing that it hurts a bit but he had to go through that in order for you to feel better eventually and you knew it. You nodded “Yeah, just keep going.” You murmured out a bit from the stinging pain. “Okay, if you want me to stop, you tell me okay, baby girl?” you let out a soft yes and he continued. The worst part was over finally and you started to relax more. You focused on Pedro’s warm hands rubbing your body and the rain heavily ticking on the window.

Pedro slowly started to make an end to the massage, his fingers releasing the pressure on your muscles until he softly went with his hands over your back. “You’re okay now, Cariño.” He got carefully off of you and walked to the closet to give you a shirt of him. You sat up and Pedro was by your side in a sec. “Don’t get up to quick princesa. I don’t want you to get dizzy.” He told you softly and helped you with his shirt. “So your muscles keep warm.” He told you when he saw you looking confused. (You always slept naked). You nodded and Pedro helped you stand up and opened the covers for you to crawl under. You felt so relaxed and warm that the fuzzy feeling was at full capacity right now. You laid down on your side, facing towards Pedro’s side, waiting for him to get in. Your eyes following his every move. Pedro noticed and smiled at how extra clingy, soft and fuzzy you radiated.

Finally he crawled in and you immediately crawled against him. Pedro let out a chuckle and wrapped his arms around you, pulling you closer. “You’re extra clingy today, is everything alright baby girl?” Pedro softly asked you and you felt guilt and a bit of shame crawl over you. “Sorry..” you whispered out and Pedro leaned back so he could look at you. You were unable to make eye contact until Pedro softly cupped your cheek and his pinky underneath your chin, making you look up at him. His eyes so kind, you could drown in them. “Don’t ever say sorry for that. I love it when you are clingy. Means I get to take care of you. These moments are my favorite because you let me completely in. I just want to make sure that you’re okay.” You felt relieved and smiled softly. “Yeah, I just… I don’t know it’s stupid.” You chuckled a bit feeling silly. “Hey, look at me. It’s not stupid. Tell me.” You shifted a bit in his arms so you laid down on his chest. Your chin resting on your arm while looking up at him. “I don’t know, I just want you closer. Just want to be enveloped by you…” Pedro smiled and pulled you closer. “I can do that. And I feel the same. Just want to be with you, touch you. I love you so much.” He told you with a soft smile, his eyes radiating so much adoration for you that it made you feel giggly. You smiled and felt flustered. “I love you too Pedge. I can’t imagine a life without you.” you told him honestly. “Good. Because I’m not going anywhere.” You smiled and felt relieved. You hugged him tighter and whished each other goodnight and fell asleep into each other’s embrace.

Part 2

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Does the Moonlight Shine On Paris? (viii) | Finale

Idol!Yoon Jeonghan x Idol!f!Reader

1k words ; cw : none I m.list tags: friends to lovers; fluff; minor angst; idol au; elements of slowburn; second male lead scoups;

Yoon Jeonghan realizes a few things about you after sharing a drink with you in Paris.

It was around 2:00 AM when you finished practicing the choreography for your upcoming comeback. Your schedule is about to get even more hectic since the preparations for it have just begun. Usually, you'd be home earlier than this but you really wanted to get the choreo down. The other dancers have already left before you and you insisted on staying. Hence, the reason why you were alone in the studio now.

Suddenly, your phone started to ringing while you were getting ready to leave. ‘Who would call me at 2 in the morning?’ You thought to yourself.

Joy immediately replaced your confusion and your eyes lit up when you saw the caller's name on the screen. But, you wondered why Jeonghan was calling because he would usually text first before anything else to make sure you were available.

“Hey! What's up? Why are you still awake?” You answered gleefully.

“…”

You raised your eyebrow at the silence that was coming from the other side of the line. Thinking maybe he must've accidentally dialed your number.

Eager to get some sort of response from him you asked, "Uh, Hannie. Are you there?"

"Mhm..." He finally answered.

"Phew. I thought you got kidnapped or something. What's going on?" You laughed.

Your ears were once again met with silence before he answered. "Nothing… I just wanted to hear your voice. I love your laugh, by the way. Wish I could hear it in person right now." His voice sounded groggy and some words sounded slurred. From the sound of it, you guessed that he was probably drinking.

"Did you drink?" You inquired.

He replied slowly with noticeable pauses in his phrases, as if thinking carefully about what he was going to say, "Yeah... A little bit... With Seungcheol. He found out about us… But it's all good… I'll explain to you tomorrow when I'm feeling sober.”

You gulped, worrying about how the whole situation turned out. "So, you guys didn’t fight or anything?"

"Heh... we didn’t so don’t worry. I can take you out on all the dates that I can now." He smiled then took a deep breath before he continued.

"Y/N... I'll never make you cry or feel neglected or pushed aside. If you ever feel unsure of what we have, I'll give you all the assurance you need. Heck, l'd even run to you right now if it was the fastest way to get to you. All you have to do is ask, my princess."

All of a sudden he sounded sober. It was like his thoughts were laid bare in front of you. You were a firm believer that drunk words are sober thoughts. And here he was saying all of his heart’s contents out loud. He did tell you that he liked you after your little movie date but this is more than you expected from him. It made you feel warm and fuzzy, similar to the feeling you felt when you first kissed him

"I'm sorry, Y/N. I didn't mean to let it all out... But I just wanted you to know how I feel about you." He continued.

"Thank you, Hannie. I… appreciate it and I really like you. You know that, right?" You bit your lip anticipating his response. You couldn’t come up with more words because of how your mind went blank over the affection you were receiving but God knows, if you could just give him a big warm hug right now, you most definitely would.

“Ahh… I like you too. A lot. I just want you to know that I’m ready to take the risk with you. Anywhere. Anytime.”

‘God. I must like Jeonghan more than I thought.’ You tried to cover your face with your hand that was unoccupied by the phone. The blood was now rushing to your face and all the way to your ears. And you were sure that if anyone was in the room right now, you’d never hear the end of it.

Your conversation was lengthy but filled with endearment. His drunk ramblings would stay in your mind for the days on end and whether he would remember it all tomorrow or not was not an issue to you as his drunk thoughts would now become the secrets that you would keep close to your heart.

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3 months later

“Hannie!”

You open the door for your boyfriend. It’s been three months since you and Jeonghan started dating and you’ve never been happier. Tonight, you were having dinner together with the meal that you cooked for the both of you.

“I missed you so much.” He wrapped his arms around your waist while you gave him a hug above the shoulders. You gave each other the tightest squeeze you could.

He gave you a peck on the lips, still not letting go. “I missed you, too.” You answered.

You had just finished your promotions and it was his idea to celebrate it at your apartment so that you could rest a bit yet spend time together.

“Come on, the food’s gonna get cold.” The hug was broken off and you grabbed his hand instead to lead him to the dining table. He fixed the chair for you to sit on before getting to the seat in front of you.

In the time you’ve been dating, Jeonghan has been nothing but a gentleman to you. You’ve seen sides to him that you wouldn’t have seen if it weren’t for your girlfriend privileges. Yes, he would tease you sometimes but it was nothing you couldn’t handle. But mind you, you had a couple of incidents you could tease him on as well. Like how it turned out that he was crushing on you for years or how he would drunk call you and be all mushy. Although Jeonghan would never be ashamed about how he loves you, he would sometimes cringe at the things he would say, thinking it was so out-of-character of him to say those things. But nonetheless, you were the only one that could bring that side of him out.

After shortly rummaging through his bag beside him, he pulled out a long box. “Here it is. I think it would go wonderful with the steak tonight.”

“Oh my…” You looked at the familiar packaging in your boyfriend’s hand. “Is that what I think it is?”

“Yep. It’s the same brand of wine we had in Paris. I bought it when Dino and I went back to Paris for a schedule.” He smiled at you before handing you the wine bottle.

Memories of that night flooded you as you remembered how you and Jeonghan shared your thoughts with each other. “This is kinda making me feel emotional for some reason.” The rush of emotions was evident in your tone.

Jeonghan sat in front of you again after getting the cork screw from your kitchen drawer. At this point, he has been in your house multiple times to the point where he now knows where everything is. It was his second home after all.

“Say… If we didn’t share a bottle of wine that night would we be here right now?” You wondered while still staring at it in your hands.

“I’m not quite sure about that myself. But I am sure about one thing.” He took your hand.

“What is that?”

He then kissed your hand and said, “I would’ve still found a way to be with you, regardless.”

You smiled at him and put the bottle down, putting all your focus on him. “Oh, Hannie. I love you so so much.”

“I love you too, my princess.”

The moment made you realize how thankful you were that you shared some wine with him that night. Oh, how glad it made you feel that you went out of your hotel room that night instead of watching some random series on Netflix to fight your jet lag. If it weren’t for that, you wouldn’t have realized how amazing it was to love and be loved by the man in front of you.

‘Please, may he be the last man I’ll ever love.’ You thought to yourself as you casually thank Paris for the magic it brought to the two of you.

-END-

author’s note: thank you so so much for everybody’s support! this series has officially come to an end! (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀) i initially had it planned as a oneshot due to the chokehold that PFW jeonghan had on me but i’m glad that it was able to make it to 8 chapters. i’m planning to post an athlete!seungcheol oneshot soon so i can at least use my 2+ years of training in jiu-jitsu. lmao.

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Love Again

Chapter 4

“Are you sure you’re okay on your own? It’s no problem to stay with us a bit longer” Amber looks up at me, hopeful. “You heard Da. You’re more than welcome babe” I smile at her, thinking back to the week I’ve just spent with her and her family.

Meeting her parents for the first time wasn’t half as scary as I thought it might be. They were very welcoming and lovely and I didn’t feel like it was rushed or uncomfortable, to take that step in our relationship. Amber’s brother Zane, who was a sound engineer at the recording studio we used for our album, had joined us with his boyfriend. I was relieved to see another familiar face. We all had dinner, went for a walk and just got to know each other on a more personal level. None of that fancy musician stuff. Amber’s dad was kind enough to invite me around for another Sunday roast whenever I was down in London again. And I promised my girlfriend I’d make use of that one last time before I leave for tour. So I said my goodbyes to the Ketteler family and Amber and I took the tube to King’s Cross Station so I could catch my train back home. That’s where we’re currently waiting.

“I kna, but I’ve got to get back home like. Wash my stuff, see me mam, get some last-minute shit sorted before we fly oot.” I chuckle and run my hand over her long brown looks before my hand stops at the small of her back. “But in two weeks I’ll be doon here anyways. Cana fly from Newcastle to LA. We’ll all be flying from Heathrow”.

“I’ll miss you so much” she pouts, and I feel the same when I think about touring and how long I will be gone for.

I just sigh and pull her closer to me. “No need to worried about that just yet, I will see yous again before I leave. I’m not leaving without a goodbye like.”

Before I know it, my train is ready to board and I pull Amber up from our chairs and into my arms. She instantly wraps her arms around me and buries her cheek into my chest

“Call me once you’re home, alright”

“’Course” I tell her softly before I loosen our hug so I can press a fond kiss onto her lips.

Grabbing my suitcase and green backpack, I gently squeeze her hand one last time and make my way over to the platform to board my train. I see Amber waving goodbye before she leaves the station and returns back to her family home.

Now with a four-hour train ride ahead of me, I opt to watch a movie to pass some time.

Throughout I get texts from my mam, asking me when I will arrive back in Shields, and if she could pop round for dinner. Owain wants to know if the lads and I have gotten any closer to finalizing our setlist for the upcoming gigs. And Dean wants to know if I still need him to give me a lift home from the station.

I respond as quick as I can so I can get back to my light entertainment. But an Instagram notification stops me. Without thinking I quickly click on it and the app opens on my phone. It’s a story posted by the official Eden’s Crush account, Y/N’s band. Apparently they’ve just made their way into Amsterdam to play their first show tonight.

Eden's Crush Instagram Story

I can’t wait to see the videos from the gig, seeing the girls in action. Seeing Y/N at what she does best. She deserves this so much, I couldn’t be prouder.

I’m wondering if she knows that. I really haven’t been the best friend in the last few weeks. And even though I’ve enjoyed my time with Amber and her family, I kept thinking about Y/N and how she’s over 600 miles away from me, and will be for the next few months. And the last time I saw and actually spoke to her, we ended in a fight.

God how could I let this happen? To not even say goodbye before she started the most important journey and tour of her life so far?

Before I know it, the familiar neighborhoods of Newcastle come into view and the train comes to a stop. I exit and make my way into the car park, where I can see Dean happily standing and waiting in front of the red Fiat.

“Alreet mate, welcome back” he greets me with a pat on my back before opening the trunk and storing my luggage inside.

“Aye, thanks mate” I return the sentiment and we both climb into the two front seats, driving off towards home.

I’ve still got Y/N and the last time we saw each other on my mind, I am unusually quiet during our ride. Which my friend seems to notice as well.

“Got something on your mind?” he asks me.

“Nah, it’s alreet like” I respond with a little bit too much sadness in my voice. I’m definitely not convincing my best mate.

“Ceemon now Sam. Did something happen with Amber?” he asks concerned.

I sigh and shake my head

“Nah we’re fine. Good like. It’s Y/N actually.” I clear my throat before saying “I’ve just missed her. More than I first realised” I tell him honestly.

My confession catches Dean by surprise and he turns his head and looks at me a bit too long, probably. Given that he should be focused on the road ahead of us.

“Have yer talked to her at all since your fight?”

I shake my head and turn my face towards the window, not wanting to see the disappointment in my friend.

“Think it’s her first gig tonight. You should shoot her a text, wish her good luck”

“A’ll figure something oot, reet.” I tell him a bit frustrated now. I know that he’s right and I shouldn’t snap at him. But I hate being treated like a bairn and people pointing things like this out to me. She’s my friend, I know how to talk to her.

As we pull up and come to a stop in my driveway, I give Dean a quick hug and tell him thanks, before getting my stuff out of the car and walking up to my front door. Unlocking it and stepping inside, I set my luggage down in the foyer before quickly making my way into the kitchen and sitting down at the table. I pull out my phone and open Y/N’s contact. My finger hovering above the number before I finally press it to connect the call.

I’m not sure where we stand exactly, but I need to talk to her, to know she’s okay, to hear her voice. I need to know that our friendship still has a chance.

After a few rings I hear her answering

“Hi”

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jmdbjk · 11 months

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Mid-year recalibration

It's been a year since Festa Dinner 2022. A LOT HAS HAPPENED SINCE THEN.

And on January 1, 2023, I posted my "predictions" for the year. "Predictions" in quotes because most everything I write is sort of slightly unserious, not to be taken TOO seriously, begs for you to please use your common sense... also I haz a little sarcasm dripping here and there when I express my thoughts. Drip, drip.

So let's see the status of my "predictions":

Solo albums... wellll, I sort of got that right, Jimin's FACE was released before Yoongi's D-Day. We're still waiting for Tae and Jungkook. RM keeps putting off enlistment to work on new music. I'm gonna have to drag him by the ear to training camp... get yer ass in there so you can come back sooner than later!! But we did get to see him for Festa and I'm thankful for that.

New prediction: Jungkook comes through with a chart topper that doesn't involve a collab.

Speaking of Tae, I said he'd do more acting before music and though it's not really acting, he's been in a few reality TV shows: "In the Soop: Friendcation" and "Jinny's Kitchen." There are rumors he was spotted on the set of a K-drama and now possibly he was in Spain for a movie...or was that for an upcoming solo MV? Surely he'll have at least a little bit of music before he enlists? Honestly, I wouldn't mind seeing him actually acting in a drama... we wait.

New prediction: Piano bar listening party for his solo release.

Military enlistment... wow so far I've struck out. Joon is still hanging around. Yoongi has extended his world tour (which I'm happy to say I've been to a concert). And HOBI IS ALREADY ENLISTED....

😭

So 3 strikes I'm out because obviously their enlistment timing is unpredictable. Right now I'm just hoping that by May 2024 (yes almost a year from now) they'll all be in so we can have a New Year group reunion on Dec. 31, 2025. Of course, I hope they go much sooner though it kills me to know we have to watch them enlist again and again.

My other predictions were hit and miss:

Yoongi did cut his hair so I was wrong about that. Also sad. I loved his long hair. And this NBA ambassadorship came outta left field. The D-Day world tour was the bomb he dropped on us, his big project. Oh well, guess there won't be any tangerine soju coming from his non-existent citrus orchards. Ha!

Hobi DID release more music, On the Street, and it WAS a collab with J. Cole. AND he became fashion ambassador for his fave: Louis Vuitton. God I miss him so much. Instagram is so quiet without him. Everything is so quiet without him.

We finally got PJM1 and it has a name now, FACE and Like Crazy has broken records. Jimin as an artist has broken records as we knew he would and he is still making music. And he's travelling the world being a Dior and Tiffany ambassador and snatching everyone's wig, eating everyone alive and just being Jimin. His constant happy smile has been the most meaningful thing to me this year. I'm so thrilled he is happy.

Jungkook... the Bunkoo has stumped me. The Calvin Klein contract is amazing. His spontaneous lives have been wonderful. Cooking for us has been awesome. None of that could have been predicted. He's the sweetest king of spoilers and support for Jimin's stuff. I also did not predict I would love him even more this year. But here we are.

NOT ON THE PREDICTION RADAR WHATSOEVER:

Jimin on a Fast & Furious franchise soundtrack collab. I NEED MORE JIMIN!

Tae and Jennie "soft" revealing their relationship publicly. Like WHAT? But they did that.

Also blonde Tae... I never thought we'd see a blonde Tannie again.

Attending a Suga/Agust D concert and meeting up with Army friends I met on the internet. HIGHLIGHT OF THE YEAR!

[I can't believe I saw Yoongi in real life. This close.]

2023 is already half way over. I have no idea what will happen this second half of 2023. It's a mystery.

As much as I am reveling in having so much to look forward to every day and every week, and as much as I wish this didn't have to happen...I (selfishly) really want them to get enlisted so they can be back together as soon as possible in 2025 (at any point in 2025). The first time I see them together in 2025, I am going to cry with relief. However I am always the first to say BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH FOR so I know I shouldn't even been saying any of that...

Anyway...

I guess at the end of December, I will be looking back and saying "well, who would have thought THAT would happen?" More of "not on the prediction radar." By December, Jin will only have six months left. Time is flying faster than I thought it would when back on June 13, 2022. After that heartbreaking Festa dinner, we were staring down a bleak two and a half years of being Bangtan-less....well that didn't happen did it?

#bts festa 2023 #bts military service #2023 predictions went off the rails a little #okay a lot #taennie soft reveal was the real bomb tho am i right?#like what? jaw drop

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holdmytesseract · 1 year

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Against the odds

Chapter Three - Stuck in the Past

a/n: We're heading into the next round, hehe! 😁 @ladycamillewrites

Word Count: 2,8k

Warnings for this Chapter: swear words, past trauma? bit of angst, talks of babies and pregnancy stuff, Chris being the best big brother ever

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"And you really think I should accept the role?" You asked, looking uncertainly up at your brother, while biting your lip. Chris nodded, a big smile on his face. "Yes, you absolutely should! Didn't you hear what Tom said, twenty minutes ago? He'd love to work with you!"

The two of you had just returned from the restaurant you had dinner in with Tom and were now back in the hotel room Chris shared with you.

"Yes, of course I heard that, but... I don't know... You two really think this is a good idea?" Chris nodded, smiling brightly. "Yes, yes it is! This role is perfect for you! No, no, hold on-" Chris lifted a finger and shook his head. "It's made for you, Y/N. I'm convinced that you would absolutely nail this role - without a doubt. My little sister and best friend together on the screen? Hell, yeah!" You still looked at your brother with an uncertain expression, still not entirely convinced. Chris sighed, noticed the look on your face. He stepped closer and placed his hands on your shoulders. "I mean it, really. This is such a big opportunity for you. A new chance... All you have to do is take it." Your Y/E/C eyes met his. "Come on, Y/N, come oooon!" Chris smiled that boyish smile, gently shaking your shoulders. You sighed, giggling at his behaviour. "And besides, you could spend a lot of time with your Tom." Chris said, wiggling his eyebrows and let go of your shoulders, only to elbow you slightly. "Chris!" You exclaimed. "He's not my Tom!" Your brother just giggled. "Suuuure." "He's not! For God's sake, I saw him today for the first time in years!" "That's true, but you admitted that you like him." You narrowed your eyes and pointed your finger at your bigger brother. "I admitted absolutely nothing, Mister! I just told you to not call me Arielle in front of him!" Chris rolled playfully his eyes, "Yeah, yeah, whatever." and thrusted your mobile into your hands. "Now go, call your agent and accept this damn role!" You rolled your eyes, but smiled. Maybe Chris and Tom were right. Maybe this was a big opportunity for you. A second chance. "Okay, okay, I'll call Diane!" "Finally!" Chris cheered, making you snort out a laugh. So, with Chris literally glued to your ear, you phoned Diane and accepted the leading female role in the new, upcoming movie 'The Moralizer', alongside Tom freaking Hiddleston - your revived schoolgirl crush.

After that, Chris made you call Tom as well to tell him you accepted the role. Your brother's best friend was, of course, over the moon and beyond excited to spend the next few months with you.

"See! That wasn't so difficult now, was it?" Chris snickered, nudging your side gently once again. "You happy now?" You joined his banter. "Yup. I am very happy. Knowing my little sister will become the biggest movie star ever in a few months!" "Pfft." You scoffed, shoving him playfully. "But the most important thing is, that you are happy - which is inevitable, 'cause sexy Tommy is waiting for you." Chris stated, wiggling his eyebrows once again, smirking. Yeah, he really loved to tease you, but his demeanour shifted quickly, when he noticed that you weren't smiling anymore. No, you were rather looking utterly sad and thoughtful. Shocked, he realised what he had just said and regretted his words immediately. How could he ask you about your happiness, when you just had gone through so much shit. "I-I'm sorry, Y/N." He apologised immediately, taking you in a warm embrace. "I didn't mean to-" "I know." You interrupted him instantly, burying your head in his chest, before the tears were ready to fall.

You didn't know how your mood turned sour so quickly, but something about Chris', talking about happiness, made you fall in that dark hole again, you so desperately tried to stay away from. You had been happy... So very happy…

"I'll go now, okay?! See you later, hon!" You yelled upstairs, trying to reach your boyfriend, Nate. No ten seconds after the words had left your lips, you heard a door close shut, followed by heavy footsteps. Nate appeared on top of the stairs, looking down at you. "Where are you going?" He asked in a sharp tone, frowning. You blinked. Why was he asking? You told him yesterday about this... "I, uh, I told you I'd go out with the girls tonight, watching a movie in the cinema?" Nate scoffed, folded his arms over his chest. "Of course you go out for a girl's night. What else..." You were slightly confused at his words, but deep down you already knew what was coming your way. "What do you mean?" "You always go out with them. When do you plan on spending time with me, huh? I'm your boyfriend, aren't I?" You knew it. It was always the same discussion... Please, not again, you thought, but knew that this discussion was inevitable. Nevertheless, you tried to dodge the fight, which already lingered in the air.

"I'm always spending time with you, hon. I was with you for the last three days." Nate scoffed again. "Yeah, sure thing. Sometimes I think those bitches are more important to you than I am." Your eyes widened at his sudden harsh words, causing to turn your mood sour as well. He had no right to call your friends that. "Nate..." You placed your hands on your hips, clearly pissed off now. "That's complete bullshit - and you know it! I didn't have a girl’s night out since months! I spent the last three months travelling with you to every fucking away football game you had - and you accuse me of spending more time with my friends than with you?!" Nate flared his nostrils and took a few angry steps down the stair. "Yes, yes I do, because it's true! You have hardly time for me! Since the very beginning of our relationship! There was always something more important than me!" He was now yelling at you, causing you to yell back, of course. "No, it is not true!" "It is! Surfing, modelling, your friends, parents or brothers - there's always something!" You were completely appalled by that sentence, coming from his mouth. "What the fuck, Nate?! Surfing was my job, okay?! Just like modelling! My friends are important to me as well, and my parents and brothers... Hell, they are family, Nate! Family!" You took a few threatening steps up the stairs as well, hands clenched into fists. "What do you expect from me?! To stay glued to your ass 24/7?!" You saw how the anger flashed in your boyfriend's caramel brown eyes and radiated all over his sun kissed body. "No! I just want more attention! When was the last time we had sex, huh?!" You rolled your eyes. Of course, he was going to play this card as well. He always did. Sometimes you believed that Nate loved your body more that he loved you. "Pfft." You scoffed. "So that is what this is actually all about, huh? Sex? That's everything what is important for you, right?!" "Yes! I think that's very important for a working relationship and you are just denying me that!" You shook your head with a sarcastic laugh. Oh you were so tired of those stupid, childish discussions. "You know what?" You spat, had clearly enough. "Why don't you go out in one of your clubs or tanning studios? I bet there are a lot of girls, who would love to spread their legs for you, because I am apparently not enough! Oh wait, no, I've got an even better idea!" You exclaimed in mock surprise and gave him the most ironic smile possible. "Why don't you just go, fuck yourself?!" With those words, you turned on your heels and literally stormed down the hallway, slamming the main door of your luxurious apartment shut behind yourself.

You didn't know why your thoughts gravitated towards this particular fight with your ex-boyfriend. Probably, because it was one of the biggest fights you ever had - and there had been a lot... The gentle touch of a hand on your shoulder ripped you out of those thoughts again. "Y/N, hey..." You heard your brother's deep, but now soft voice calling out. Only now did you realise that you were crying. You looked up, meeting Chris' blue orbs. "I-I'm sorry, it's just..." "Nate?" You nodded, wordlessly, as fresh tears streamed down your face. Chris took you into another embrace, trying to comfort you. "What did he do? Talk to me, please... This morning maybe wasn't the right time or place to talk, but we can talk now..." Talking with Chris about all those things helped you immensely. Always had. You had a great connection to Liam and Luke as well, but Chris... Chris was something else. You couldn't point out what exactly it was, just that it was like that. You nodded against his shoulder and backed up from the hug. "Okay, yes..." Chris guided you towards the small sofa in the corner of the big hotel room and sat down with you. He looked at you, patiently waiting for you to start - whenever you'd be ready.

You took a deep breath and decided to reveal to your brother what had happened three days ago. It wasn't the fight you were thinking back to earlier. He knew about that already. But he didn't know this - yet. "Well, there's... Uh, there's this one thing I never told you about Nate a-and me..." You started, kneading your fingers nervously. Chris nodded. "Okay, go on... You know you can tell me everything, right?" Now it was your turn to nod. That was one thing you loved endlessly about your brother. He always had a sympathetic ear for you. Always. "Y-You know that Nate and I were almost three years together..." "Yeah and I'm still trying to figure out how on earth you managed to put up with that asshole for so long." Your brother's words educed a small chuckle from you; making him smile softly as well. Chris had never liked Nate. "Yeah, me too... Anyways... What I wanted to say is..." You took another deep breath. This wasn't exactly easy for you. "Nate and I we were, we... We were trying for a baby." Chris's eyes widened slightly at your words. He visibly didn't see that coming. "You were trying for a baby?" He asked, still a bit shocked. You nodded, defeated. "Yes, but... Like you see, it never happened. We tried for a long time, but it didn't work - and well... Someday Nate started to blame me. Said I was apparently doing something wrong, because he was doing his job perfectly, of course." You swallowed hard, as the memories started to flood your brain again. "H-He said my body was fucked up." You desperately tried to suppress your tears, but you couldn't. "W-We had a lot of fights and discussions about this topic. O-One time he even claimed that I was just kidding him. That I would just pretend to want a baby. He accused me of just using him and that I was still taking the pill behind his back, but it wasn't true... None of it. I really wanted this... You know how much I love kids..." You shook your head, wiping away the tears from your cheeks. "Well... Now, afterwards, I'm actually glad it didn't work out. I wouldn't want that jackass as the father of my kids." Chris was literally speechless. He couldn't believe that Nate did this to you... Blaming you - and only you for not being successful in having a baby. It was cruel. Actually, a man should be supportive and not accusing! "I-I don't know what to say, Y/N... I'm so sorry this happened to you. What a jerk." He wrapped his arm around your shoulders and pulled you against his side. "Let me tell you this... Nate's not worthy. Not of your love, nor your forgiveness and certainly not of being the father of your future children. He's worthy of nothing. I know it hurts like hell, but it's good that you got finally rid of him." You nodded, resting your head on your brother's shoulder. "I know, I know..." You snivelled. "Thank you." "Of course." He squeezed your arm gently.

You both were silent for a few moments, until you shifted and fished for your mobile in your pocket. "I haven't told you yet what he did a few days ago..." You unlocked your mobile, opened Instagram and clicked on yours and his chat. Why you didn't block him yet was a mystery, but after what he pulled off three days ago, you were definitely going to block him - after showing it Chris. "Here..." You gave Chris your phone - and once again his eyes widened. "He sent you that?!" Your brother asked, voice clearly on edge. You nodded, inhaling deeply. "Yeah..." It was a picture. A picture of an ultrasound, to be precisely. Underneath the picture was a text message.

Finally achieved now something you were never able to give me. Definitely better off without you.

You didn't know what hurt you more. That he already had a new girlfriend or that she was obviously pregnant. Of course, you knew that he did this only to rub salt into the wound, but nevertheless... "I can't believe this... This asshole knows exactly how to hurt you." "Unfortunately, yes..." Chris inhaled deeply, deleted the chat and blocked Nate, before he put your mobile aside, taking both your hands in his. "I know this is bad, but don't let his words get the better of you. Don't let them in, okay? I promise you, someday the right man comes along and you are going to have this too - and hell, you're going to be a lot happier than fucking Nate Thompson, okay?" You wiped again a few tears away. "Okay." Your brother hugged you once again. "Good. And now let's take your mind off of this piece of shit." Chris exclaimed and sprung up, suddenly switching into his role as Thor and pretending to summon Mjölnir. "The God of Thunder to your rescue!" His childish behaviour made you laugh, clearly achieving his goal.

Barely a week later, it was unfortunately already time to say goodbye again. Before the shooting of 'The Moralizer' was going to start and a new journey for you to go on, you had your last model job - for now. And that job demanded from you to be in Paris in exactly 48 hours - and about 16 hours were you going to spend in a plane. So, here you stood now, at the Hartsfield-Jackson Atlanta International Airport, ready for your flight to Paris. Chris and Tom accompanied you to the airport, of course, in order to make sure you arrived safely.

"Oh, I am going to miss you so much..." You almost sobbed, clutching your brother close to you. "I'm going to miss you, too-" He started to smirk, something you weren't able to see. "Arielle." Chris whispered in your ear, causing you to roll your eyes a slap his back playfully. "Stop that!" He just laughed and hugged you all over again. Then it was time for you to say goodbye to the handsome Brit, standing only a few steps away from you. He had a smile on his face, watching how close you and his brother-from-another-mother were. You turned to face him, smiling as well. Now that you looked straight into his beautiful baby blues, you couldn't wait for shooting to begin. "Tom..." You started, stepping over to him. "It was great to see you again." He wrapped both his arms around your waist, embracing you in a warm hug. Once again, that intoxicating scent of his cologne hit you, causing your head to spin and your knees to weaken. "Likewise, darling. I can't wait to work with you on set soon." You hugged him back - of course. "Me neither." You two parted once again, smiling at each other. A voice, coming from the speakers of the big building told you, that it was time to board your flight soon. "Well..." You sighed. "I think I have to go..." Both men nodded. "Take care of you, you hear me?" "Of course, big bro." "And be safe." "Of course, Tom." You smiled at them, and waved goodbye. "I'll see you guys - and have fun with shooting the remaining scenes of Ragnarok!" "Oh, we absolutely are going to have fun, right brother?" Chris said with a wink and clap on Tom's shoulder. "Yes, I am very certain that we will be well entertained, brother." Tom answered, putting on his Loki smirk - as you called it. You couldn't help but giggle and shake your head. "Bye guys!" "Bye, Y/N!" They said in union and watched you leave.

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hellomystraightlacedfriend · 1 year

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I watched Spider-Man: Across the Spiderverse today and these are my unfiltered thoughts:

- God it's beautiful

- also the soundtrack just worked so fuckng well

- I love love LOVE how Gwen's universe is animated. All those soft pastels oh my god. I was caught off guard - it was just stunning 😭😭😭

- love that they had Gwen in the band and the beginning with the drums accompanying her narration - and the drums followed Gwen throughout the movie!!!!

- hope the bandmates show up in the next movie. They seemed cool. I am assuming the girls talking to Gwen were Em Jay and Glory

- liked the glimpses we got of Gwen's and her Peter’s friendship

- liked the scene with Gwen and her dad 'can you stop being a cop for a moment'

- as a whole I really loved Gwen in this

- I love Rio!!!!!!!!!!!!! So, so much ❤❤❤ I was 100 percent full on crying in the scenes between her and Miles - yes, I do cry easily but still, emotional stuff. (I might also have a crush on Rio shhhhh)

- the Spot in the convenience store was a fun scene

- I didn’t really care for the mix of live action and animated. I can see it being fun for some people but it did kind of take me out of the movie. Preference thing.

- Miguel is an interesting antagonist. He's destroyed a world, and he lives with that guilt. I don’t blame him for being hostile to Miles - although Miles didn't get bitten by that spider on purpose so it seems kinda unfair. They probably shouldn't have told Miles about his father’s upcoming death tbh

- Pavitr Prabhakar is an absolute delight!!!! And I'm glad that he and Hobie are besties!!!

- I really liked Jess Drew's design. Very distinctive. That said, in my opinion, she was kind of a flat character - especially since she was so prominently advertised. I think the problem is that Jessica Drew's main themes in the comics are not guilt, loss, and responsibility. Well, at least not in the 616 universe, which is the one where we saw her get pregnant.

- Which brings me to...I didn't really like the whole idea of every Spider person having the exact same Canon where someone else's death is what made them a hero. I don’t think that's really true for Jessica Drew or Cindy Moon or Matt/ie Franklin or Anya Corazon, so this also kind of just fell flat to me. Which is a shame because it's part of the movie's framework, but I was just completely unconvinced

- I also still think it was unnecessary to give Jess a husband - especially since he's never seen and plays no role in this movie whatsoever.

- I loved Mayday Parker!!!!!!!! She is the cutest thing!!!!! Squirmy, happy, active baby!!!!!! Awwwwwwwwww 💕💕💕

- was a little sad that there wasn't more Mary Jane Watson, but this movie is bursting with characters so not surprising

- Miles being sent to the wrong universe and his uncle still being alive there 😮😮😮

- Miles' counterpart is a villain!!!! SCREAMING!!! OH MY GOD!!! That was so much fucking fun!

- am excited about the upcoming sequel and this movie (despite my criticisms) is definitely a fave!!!!

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destinyc1020 · 6 months

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I saw saltburn, Oh my god what a mess of a movie, first a positive its looks absolutely beautiful the cinematograhy is gorgeous. Now The script on the other hand is awful and while the films starts off great ( the first 20-30 minutes or so) it quickly decends into something stupid and pointless and very obvious. The movie tries hard to be edgy but in the end its just an overlong deranged perdume ad that throws away its class politics/ themes and says nothing outside of one person being overly obsessed over another person. Its a pointless mess, that gets weird ( weird not in a good way- like barry drinking JE bathwater isnt the craziest thing in the film)

Despite the very bad script , one dimensional characters and bad choices from the director, the acting was great I wish they had more to work with b/c rosamund pike is so good, alison oliver scene stealer, JE was also really good he did what he needed to do but barry was amazing, it sucks emerald fennell wasted him b/c he was doing everything to save a really bad film. Barry does some incredible things literally he proved to me he is a leading man he needs more leading roles. JE I think hes a good actor but in supporting roles, I cant see him as a leading man at all, but when hes across great actors I see his potential but without them he isnt very good, he hasnt shown me he can lead a film but he can definitely be a good supporting actor.

Thanks for your review of "Saltburn" Anon lol 🤭

I have heard that this is a movie that you either LOVE, or HATE... like, there's no in between lol. 😅

Sounds like it's a pretty wild ride... JUST like the reviews from the film festivals stated.

Its a pointless mess, that gets weird ( weird not in a good way- like barry drinking JE bathwater isnt the craziest thing in the film)

Ewww.... 🤮🤮

I'm a germaphobe, so this literally made my stomach flip flop. 😩

Sooo.... it looks overall Anon, the film plot and writing SUCKS, but the actors all did a very great acting job in the film? Am I summarizing this right? That's what it sounds like.

You know, I wouldn't be surprised if this film still gets some film award nominations just simply because of the great acting and because of how weird and out there it is. The Academy seems to love films like this also. So, I wouldn't even be surprised. 😄

Not surprised to hear JE did well playing a privileged, private school frat boy, since that's somewhat close to his own real upbringing lol 😄😅

I'm really glad to hear about Barry! He's def going places. I felt he did well in "The Banshees of Inisherin" when I did my whole round of Oscar-nominated-films movie watching before this year's Oscar awards ceremony. 😌

I can't wait to see Barry with Austin and Callum Turner in the upcoming "Masters of the Air" series!😁 I love them. Those 3 are definitely going places. 😊 I'm looking fwd to seeing Callum in "The Boys in the Boat" as well.

I just have two questions for you Anon:

Would you say that this film was like "The Talented Mr. Ripley" (Matt Damon, Jude Law) in any way? 🤔 Or, totally different?

Soooo.... about THAT scene with Barry.... 👀 Care to elaborate on it? And what was the context of the FF? 👀 🙈 Did it seem necessary? Or was it just gratuitous?

#saltburn #review

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plentyoffandoms · 2 years

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Hi, may I request number three from your awesome Your body is wonderland masterlist with my fave Cash Wheeler with a twist that they are married and OC is wrestler too

Photo belongs to @adamhangmanpage

Cash Wheeler x f/Reader (18+)

Main Masterlist ♡ AEW Masterlist ♡ WWE NXT Masterlist ♡ Your Body is a Wonderland Masterlist ♡ Cash Wheeler Masterlist

Warnings: Some swearing. Descriptive sexual acts. Minors do not read.

Just like all my other stories, this has not been proofread, but please enjoy.

Gifs and photos do not belong to me.

I Hope you like it.

#3. Let's make out, have sex, cuddle and have a deep talk. Then let's have sex again, go out to eat, then go back home, watch a movie, and have sex again.

Daniel - Cash Wheeler ☆ David - Dax Harwood ☆ Michael- Wardlow

YN's POV

Daniel looked so happy talking with David and Michael about their upcoming match. It is gonna be their first one together since the end of The Pinnacle and I couldn't be more happy for them.

But I am bored out of my mind. Even though I am a wrestler myself, I try to let it not run my life completely, which is very hard to do.

But being in this business and being married to one member of FTR, makes it difficult. There are times when it is just Daniel and I and he is talking nonstop about it.

I usually have to bring him back down to earth. Either with changing the topic, shoving food in his sexy face or literally getting on my knees and taking him down my throat.

So now I am sitting next to Daniel, scrolling through my phone as they talked. He told me this would only take a few minutes but it has been over an hour and enough is enough.

Every time I said his name to draw his attention to me, he would just tell me one minute love. Just a second.

I was going to say his name again but I figured he would just tell me to hold on so I decided to do the next best thing.

I text him.

'Let's make out, have sex, cuddle and have a deep talk. Then let's have sex again, go out to eat, then go back home, watch a movie, and have sex again.'

I waited for him to look at his phone. It took a bit but he finally looked. I saw his facial expression change. He sat up straight and cleared his throat, but he didn't even look at me.

I felt defeated so I decided to go and get something from the vending machine down the hall.

I stood there trying to pick between my two favourite snacks when I felt someone touch my waist.

I went to turn around to punch them but he said my name. I gasped when he pulled my body flush against his.

"You have exactly thirty seconds to get into that closet down the hall YN." He growled lowly into my ear. I shivered as I knew I just poked the bear.

Daniel let go of me and slapped my ass, not hard, but to let me know I better fucking move it.

CASH WHEELER'S POV:

"Couldn't wait until we were done could you?" A jumbled answer came from her mouth. My hand was covering it to keep my wife's screams and moans from alerting anyone that we are in this tiny, cramped closest.

But even I was having a hard time keeping quiet. I groaned when I felt her clench down around my cock.

"Fuck, you feel good baby. Always do." I punctuated each word with a hard thrust, slowing down my pace but not the power behind the thrusts.

"I'm gonna cum in you, and you are gonna go back to that room and sit there with my cum leaking out of you." Just the thought of her sitting there, smelling like me, almost made me finished.

I moved my hand from her mouth and wrapped it around her throat, squeezing it just how she likes it.

"Oh God Daniel. Oh fuck, oh fuck." She was almost squealing now as my pace got quicker and her airflow was slowly getting cut off.

"When we leave, you're gonna suck me off all the way home YN."

Her hands were grasping at my wrist but I knew she was okay. I wasn't squeezing that hard. She can still say her safe word if she needs too.

I am so close that I am now pounding and rutting into her at such a brutal, rough pace that she is going to be swore.

But I need her to cum.

I have never left her unsatisfied and it won't happen now.

"Come on baby. Cum for me. Need to feel you soak me." With my other hand, I reached down and started to play with her clit and her head flung back against my shoulder, her eyes wide and her mouth fell open to scream.

I covered her mouth with mine as she screamed out her orgasm. The lower half of her body was shaking as I came not even three seconds later.

The both of us groaning into one another's mouths, which turned into gentle kisses.

"You good baby?" I asked her as I moved her hair out of her face.

"Never better love."

We fixed ourselves up as best as we could and went back to the room. David gave us a knowing look and Michael just chuckled.

"Change of plans. Tony needs us on tonight. YN is to be at our side." Michael said.

I could just imagine YN's look right now that I didn't even need to look at her, eyes wide, looking at me. Her silently pleading with me for her to change her underwear, but I didn't acknowledge her as I went back into a conversation with the two men.

Once they were busy, I leaned over to which to YN, "they better be on later. That is your punishment for pulling what you did. When we get home, you better be in position."

I went back to being all smiles when talking to David and Michael, but I knew YN was watching me.

She thought she wouldn't be punished later for the stunt she pulled. Making me hard infront of my friends, but she should know better.

Mmm, tonight is going to be fun. So much fun.

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cosettepontmercys · 6 months

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Hi! I'm sorry I took a few days to reply. Omg I'm so sorry you don't have a voice right now! That sounds so awful. Just try to drink as much water as possible I guess and hopefully it gets better. I think baking is a lot easier for me too..just because I don't make that many cooking recipes or anything and it's harder to know what dishes to make. I also think it takes a lot longer and same here..everyone is better at it than me and never gives me enough time to learn or anything. But I definitely think it will be a New Year's resolution for me to work on it more and just try harder. I hope your voice has at least gotten a little better since I last replied to you and that you're feeling better overall. Hopefully you can start the new year healthy but I hope you feel better sooner than that haha. The only time I've ever lost my voice is at concerts. I remember after my Taylor show, my sister lost her voice and couldn't talk for three days..but I've never had laryngitis. Well I also enjoy apple pie and I'm a fan of most desserts actually.

I think I will be happy with any vault songs she gives us and some of those are familiar to me too. I'm not sure why she didn't release Let's Go (Battle) but I think Need could be put on rep eventually..even if we know it's for Lover, it almost sounds more like rep. But it also reminds me a little of False God too so I'm not sure. I think she will add Beautiful Eyes to debut honestly which would be good since I don't really listen to it. The holiday album I'm more iffy on but I guess it could come this year maybe? I think I heard a rumor about it so idk.

Well I think I might have been confusing that one with NFU cuz he says I just miss the way that we talk..but I agree that I should give it another listen. But I really liked that one, and Glitter and Honey. I'm sorry you couldn't make the concert..that's such a bummer. Btw Saw you in a Dream is one of my fav songs ever but I actually haven't heard many other songs..just a few besides her newest album and maybe her EP before that. I don't actually know what my vinyl player looks like because it's unopened so I have not played anything on it yet but I hope you find what you're looking for and get lucky.

I liked him and think he will do good in the role but only saw one clip so far which was Wait For Me. I will have to look for more. Ooh who is the euryidice stunt cast? I hadn't heard about it. I still haven't got a chance to watch the parade performances or any Dancing performances actually. The only thing I saw was Taylors tour choreographer talking about the Vigilante Shit chair dance which is cool. She is the same choreographer who worked on the La La Land movie so that's pretty cool and I love the dancing in that movie so maybe I will watch a few. I also like the dancers in the tour during Lover and Enchanted.

Well I guess one goal I have is to finish more books that I start lol. Then of course finish the ones I'm in the middle of right now which is going to be paired up with a few on the list. My sister wants to read more too and I have a few in mind we can read together already that we never got to..which is the ones about twins and also the Night Circus. We also started Daisy Jones together a long time ago. Read more books that I own and are on my shelf and I made the goal of reading two books a month so far so we'll see how that goes. Wow that also is the same number of the year which is 24! So hopefully I stick to that. I also said that this year and failed miserably lol. I think I only read two full books this year and maybe two I was in the middle of from the previous year lol. Or maybe I will try to finish one or two I'm in the middle of right now before the year ends. I do not know many upcoming releases yet but Emily Henry and Carly Fortune are definitely two I'm looking forward to and the If he had been with me sequel. So I am supposed to reread that with my sister maybe next month since it comes out in February I think. Or Night Circus and Starless Sea too..idk cuz maybe those will take more than a month though. If you have any other books you think we can read together this year let me know. There is also the Today Tonight Tomorrow sequel and I hope to read the first one as it gets closer. What are some upcoming ones you're looking forward to?

So the movie was good! Like it was a pretty good and faithful adaptation I think. But I also didn't love it as much as other people really seem to either. It felt like they changed a few little things from the book or maybe just cuz I speed read it..oops. Although I'm not sure if you would get it as much if you didn't read the book..like if it would be confusing. I filled in a few things for my sister for example. I feel like the narration in the book made things clearer that was hard to show in the movie. The performances were good though at least. I liked the songs but I need to listen to the soundtrack again. It did not feel like the kind of movie I would wanna watch again really and it was kinda long. In fact it just made me want to rewatch the Hunger Games again and those movies were a lot better. It's just my opinion though I guess. I do like all the edits I've been seeing or connections and reading people's analysis though. I think we are also going to see the Renaissance movie this weekend too and I will probably enjoy that more lol. Although I'm worried it looks more like a documentary of the tour than the full concert..which kinda sucks cuz we didn't get to go.

I know she's been working on it a lot so I guess I wonder what will happen. What genre would you hope for in her new music? I've always wanted her to try more rock honestly so it makes sense why I loved I Can See You so much. I know it might be about her breakup though so I'm not really sure. Red also had hints of rock like State of Grace which is another one of my top favorites so I still have some hope. I also wonder if the music she's working on now could be for her upcoming film too..which it seems like no one has considered. That's so awesome that you saw all of your faves live this year..omg! If I ended up going to Paramore..then I could have said the same haha. They are definitely going to be one of my top artists haha. So I got Say Don't Go right technically but I think that was the only one. I also forgot that she already sang Afterglow or else I wouldn't have guessed it. Yes omg! I think that was my favorite pairing of these shows but I would've been fine with Innocent and Now we don't Talk. I love Say Don't Go but dislike it's Time to Go lol. Now that she's resetting the surprise songs next year, it will be harder to guess..which also makes it more fun! She also says there's extended version of the movie for her bday but didn't mention Cardigan in that list. Also she just put You're Losing Me on streaming finally. Maybe I will finally appreciate this song more but its also kinda just there for me lol. I wish I liked it more. I think it's honestly one of my least favorites out of all the songs she has released this year so hopefully TS11 has better songs. I hope you feel better and continue to have a good week. Happy wonderful Wednesday!!! 🩷

hi friend !! it has been ... ten (?) days without a voice now, which is just very frustrating but i'm mostly still in good spirits! the one downside is that my friend is coming into town friday through sunday, and i'm worried i won't have a voice by then still. but i can't really do anything about that, so we'll see. might have to continue doing text to speech robot voice! it's her first time in seattle too which makes it all the more interesting! but yes, staying hydrated, sitting next to the humidifier and just hoping i'll feel better soon! i went back to my best friend, the doctor's, and he gave me some new medication yesterday so hopefully that'll do it's magic soon! i'm surprised that i didn't lose my voice from eras weekend at all, but i did from boston (although that one is more so because i got sick → got laryngitis). guess it also makes a huge difference that eras took place over the summer!

what's your favorite dessert? mine is a toss up between black forest cake (what my mom makes for my birthday every year), tiramisu, and chocolate cake! but i also love oatmeal raisin cookies (probably my personal favorite thing to bake). my mom's also really good at baking bread, and i definitely need to pay more attention to her little tips and tricks when she does!

oh i could see the false god/need comparison! two of my close friends really want need to be released, and i hope it is for their sakes! i would loveeee the holiday album to come soon but i feel like it might be a "end of tour" gift next year? maybe? if tour is even over by then?

i was listening to i miss you already + i haven't left yet on vinyl yesterday as i worked! was thinking of you 🤍 i do think i still like his debut album more than i miss you already, but i also have listened to that one more/longer/etc. so maybe it's just recency bias! i feel like i'm starting to get burnt out (?) on new music? if that makes sense. but i'm also really excited for the holly/MUNA into your room, and then noah kahan/gracie abrams everything everywhere remixes that come out this week! but i think that's different since it's not new new music? i've been listening to fruitcake ep by sabrina carpenter a lot though! that one's really fun. saw you in a dream is soooo good and i also really like f a r a w a y ! but sunshine baby is definitely my favorite.

i heard rumors about lizzy mcalpine as eurydice? which i don't know how to feel about! for many reasons! here's an audioboot, if you're so inclined! i did see that quote and i thought that was really cool! i'm really excited that eras movie will be on streaming; i've got like ~ $25 amazon digital credits saved up, so i'm going to be streaming it on her birthday i think! just a little something fun! i notice new things every time, and i like picking a dancer — or two — to focus on! i would love to see a a BTS documentary of eras after it's done; i'm so curious about the quick changes, the rehearsal process, etc.

two books is still two more than you previously read! it's not a competition, and reading is supposed to be fun!! i almost started a new book tonight but i was too tired and then i remembered i haven't replied to you yet so i grabbed my laptop to do so! i think i'm going to try to work more on my les mis/night circus annotations tomorrow, and that'll probably be the last time i get to read until sunday or monday! i also need to update my reading thread — and make my 2024 reading tracker in google sheets! so much to do! i usually do a post on my book blog for 2024 anticipated releases, but i'm SO out of it that i can't even think of anything aside from my friends' books that are coming out!

i've never seen the hunger games movies aside from the first one, but i think what i want to do is do a series reread, watch the movies, read tbosas, then see it? maybe? or maybe read them all then watch them all? i have no idea! but all my friends have been talking to me about it and i have to be like WAIT I HAVEN'T READ IT YET DON'T SAY ANYTHING !!! it definitely has taken over my entire fyp, and i'm always in awe of how good people's editing skills are! i hope it's the full concert; you'll have to let me know how it is since i won't be seeing it for a while (if i end up seeing it)!!

i'm also not the biggest fan of it's time to go! i love the "but i've got me" line and think it's so symbolic of how this entire tour has been for her, and hearing her sing it live has definitely made me like it a bit more but i'm still not the biggest fan of it for some reason! out of all the surprise song combos in 2023, which one was your favorite? i wonder if cardigan will be on the streaming version, or in a physical DVD exclusive? we'll just have to wait and see! feels weird for her to exclude just cardigan. i did not expect her to release YLM today! i woke up and my phone was blowing up from friends about it haha! i do like it more with you know, proper production, dolby atmos, etc. and not ripped from an audio somewhere, but it's definitely not my favorite!

hope you have a good rest of your week!! 🤍 are you doing anything fun this weekend/anything you're looking forward to in december? love you!

#post: answered #🩷 anon

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anjaliiiiiii · 7 months

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Some nights you dance with tears in your eyes

EROS

a shubman gill fanfiction

❝ Am I your temporary fix? ❞

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warnings

mild language, depression, blood and other explicit content.

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How can I say this without breaking, How can I say this without taking over, How can I put it down into words, When it's almost too much for my soul alone.

The music softly played in the background. Aadvika laid on the floor. Her cheeks stained with silent tears and her arms tainted with blood. A small sigh left past her lips as she saw the mess on her arms. She knew it was wrong. She always did. This was no way to grieve. She should go out, talk to people, make more friends and live her life. After all she was just eighteen years old but when has she chosen the right path.

She softly got up and peeked through the curtains. The night was still young. She quietly made her way to the bathroom. Opening the tap, she gently rubbed her arms with water trying to clean the wounds. She slowly looked up at the mirror and couldn't help but laugh at her disheveled state. Here stood Aadvika Yadav, the rising star of bollywood, known internationally for her beauty and emotional range of acting. In her mere five years of acting, she has worked with the likes of Shah Rukh Khan, became the audience's favorite for her simple way of living and no-nonsensical attitude, often called as 'princess of bollywood' and here stood the princess, who was struggling to even make it past a day.

Her phone buzzed, a message from SRK's team regarding the time and details of the match. Kolkata Knight Riders, a team co-owned by SRK, was having a match with Mumbai Indians in Eden Garden. He wanted everyone to go to match with him as he saw it as a way of promoting their upcoming movie, Jawaan. Aadvika being herself, refused but after a lot of insisting from SRK, she agreed. She was supposed to reach the hotel, near the stadium by ten in the morning. She looked at her arms again.

"God save me now." she muttered as she went back to cleaning her arms again.

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Shubman stood at his balcony. He sipped his drink and looked around the city. He shivered slightly as the night was a bit chilly and the only piece of cloth keeping him warm was the towel draped around his waist. He looked at his phone and scrolled a few articles.

'Sara Tendulkar and Shubman Gill dating?'

'Suhana Khan has found love in this KKR batsman.'

'Sara Tendulkar to be this KKR cricketer's wife-'

Shubman slammed his phone on the coffee table kept in his balcony. He was annoyed by even the thought of these articles. Is this all media saw about him? Why can't they write about the his batting skills or even criticize him about it?

'This is what you get for dating celebrities so early in your career.' his mind said. He knew it was wrong to get linked up in a relationship with Sara so early in his career but the other boys of his age did the same thing as well so was he wrong?

'Because you were spotted with models and then Sara broke up with you. Now you are a cricketer who was dumped and is slowly losing his form.' his mind reminded.

Shubman let out an scoffed at his own condition. He looked back at his bedroom through the glass mirror. He could see the girl, who was barely covered by his bedsheets stirring in her sleep. He thought of ways to smuggle her out of his room in the morning without letting his seniors know.

'What was her name?' he thought. He pondered over it for a bit but then gave up, it's not like he has ever remembered the name of girls he has slept with. He looked at the time. It's 2:30 A.M. He took one last look at the city and then proceeded back to his room, not knowing what the upcoming day had in store for him.

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#shubman gill #deepikapadukone #indian cricket team #viratkohli #ipl2023 #cricket #lovers #sports au #angst with a happy ending #depressing shit

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Let’s make some music part 1

Pedro Pascal x singer reader

Fluff version

Summary: As a singer, Pedro has been your biggest fan and after some ‘inspiration’ you’ve got just the right idea to surprise him with

Warnings: Mention of smut, aftercare, fluff, mention of anxiety. Mostly just teeth rotting fluff

Words: 2,8K

A/N: I’m not Spanish but tried to make it work with translation so if there are any mistakes, I’m very sorry. There is a smut version in the making!

Let’s make some music part 1

“Let’s get you to the couch baby, I’m hungry.” He told you, voice husk. You chuckled and kissed him again. Pedro stood up, his hands underneath your ass as he carried you to the couch.

~time skip~

You collapsed on Pedro’s chest, heavily breathing and both covered in sweat. Pedro’s hair sticked to his forehead and you softly went with your hand through his damp hair. The windows a bit condensed because of the heat of earlier. You laid down on Pedro’s chest, your fingers softly drawing circles on his bare chest. His arms lazily draped over your naked body as he softly stroke your spine with his fingertips. He tucked the blanket more up so you wouldn’t get cold and kissed the top of your head. You looked up, your eyes meeting his brown, loving and kind eyes. You connected your lips to his, needing him closer. Pedro cupped your cheeks and kissed you back, still a bit out of breath. “You okay mi amor?” Pedro asked you softly. You nodded and looked at him with a lazy smile. “Yeah, just tired.” You told him and Pedro looked with adoration at you. “Let’s get cleaned up and get you into bed.” He told you, sitting carefully up, with you in his arms. You hummed in content. Pedro gathered the clothes and gave you your shirt quickly. You put it back on and Pedro wrapped the blanket around your shoulders.

Let's make some music part 2

#Pedro Pascal #pedro pascal x reader #pedro pascal fanfiction #pedro pascal imagine #pedro pascal fluff #pedro pascal imagines #pedro pascal fanfic #pedro pascal fic #pedro pascal oneshot #pedro pascal x you #pedro pascal x ofc #pedro pascal x female reader #pedro pascal x singer

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f1-motogpobsessed · 11 months

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Chapter One of My Fabio Fic <3

Hey my lovelies! So, I decided to try and gain some exposure, to post the first chapter of my Fabio Quartararo fic here on tumblr, in the hopes of interesting y’all enough to head over to wattpad to read it :3

It’s called Along for the Ride, and it’s about a girl named Rose who meets Fabio and had no idea who he was, and he loves it because he gets to be himself around her. But with the upcoming season about to start, theyre trying to figure out how to manage their relationship, or situationship for the time being :)

Enough blabbering on from me, enjoy the first chapter! I’ll link the story at the end :)

Chapter One - They Meet

Rose’s research papers, notes and flashcards were scattered all across the table that she’d managed to snag about two hours earlier. The coffee she had ordered had been sitting in the same spot for so long that the condensation had started to drip down the side of the cup and was inching toward the surrounding papers.

She decided that having a break was probably a good idea at this point, and that getting up to get a fresh coffee was her best bet. She’d closed her laptop and made her way to the register, placing her order with the barista who looked thankful it was just one simple drink. She waved her down to the end of the counter where her drink would be when it was ready. They’d continued talking as she made her drink, absentmindedly talking about the weather, and how if it wasn’t raining outside there would probably be more customers. While she can’t say that she minded the lack of people, it made working on her final paper that much easier. A slow coffee shop so close to Los Angeles was a hard thing to come by, and she was taking as much advantage as she could.

As the small talk lulled, She kept glancing at her table to make sure all her stuff was still there. There wasn’t anything she needed to be worried about, unless the 75 year old man two tables over decided to ditch his coffee and newspaper to steal her laptop. Highly unlikely, she thought to herself, but the thought was enough to make her smile. The barista called out her drink, and gave her one last smile before heading back to the register to handle the person who had just walked up.

If she hadn’t been so focused on looking at her table, and grabbing her coffee she might have heard the door to the coffee shop open, and the footsteps behind her. But because she didn’t, she grabbed her drink, hastily turned around and immediately collided with the body of the person standing right behind her.

“Oh my God, I’m so sorry!” she said awkwardly as she stepped away, realizing that they had stayed touching for a moment out of shock from what had happened. She immediately dropped to the floor and tried to scoop up what she could of the ice and put it into the cup, and noticed the man walking right past her and all I could think of was that he was leaving. God, that would be bold as hell, but so shitty. She turned to look at him and saw that he was already heading back over holding napkins that he’d grabbed from the counter behind her. He crouched in front of her and began helping soak up the spilled coffee.

“No, I'm sorry, I wasn’t watching where I was going.” He said hastily. She had noticed an accent but couldn’t place it right away.

“I guess that makes two of us,” She replied, trying to ease the tension. He looked up and smiled at her kindly while gathering wet napkins in his hands. She offered the mostly empty cup to him to place the napkins in and he gladly accepted.

“Either way,” He starts, “I do think that I’m more sorry, seeing as it was your coffee that took the fall.” He had a kind laugh, and she could finally piece together where his accent was from, he’s French.

In movies, whenever a French person is portrayed they always have this thick, harsh accent that is almost always unintelligible. But this man was soft spoken and seemed quite gentle.

“Well actually, I think you’re right. I’m not as sorry anymore.” This made him smile as he took the cup from her hands and put it in the trash beside him. “My name is Fabio by the way. I thought you might want to know the name of the man that owes you a new coffee.” He’s definitely cute, She’ll give him that. Smiling, she said, “Well, Fabio, my name is Rose. I would say that It’s nice to meet you but I could think of a few nicer ways.” Rose extended her hand, and he gladly accepted.

“Rose,” he repeated, “Please let me replace that drink of yours.” She nodded appreciatively and they headed to the register. She reordered her drink from the barista who originally took her order, and he added his drink after.

“Thank you, Fabio.” She said as they walked over to the pick up counter, “It’s my pleasure.” he stated, coming to a stop right before the scene of the coffee spill. “So, can I ask how your day is going so far?” Fabio asks, She assumes to try and fill the silence that fell over the two of them.

“Well,” She tried to think of something more exciting than what she was actually up to, but failing, she decided the truth was her only option. “I was finishing my last assignment for a class I’m taking. Once I’m done, I’ll officially be on my winter break.” She motioned to the messily organized table across the cafe.

“You’re a university student then?” He asks interestedly. “Yeah, I thought that being in a public space with others around might force me to just get this assignment over with, so I can finally start my vacation.” She replied. He nodded in understanding.

“Can I ask what brings you here today?” She asked, “Other than spilling a stranger's coffee.” She added quickly, smiling so that he knew she was joking. He returned the smile, “Well, I was supposed to be meeting some people here, but they canceled on me just as I walked through the door. That’s actually what had me looking at my phone when I so rudely bumped into you.”

As he finished his sentence, the barista called out their drinks. He handed her her drink, and she thanked him with a smile.

“Well, if you have nothing to do now, you’re more than welcome to join me,” she said, causing him to smile. “While we finish our coffees of course. You just have to promise not to spill mine again.” He laughed and nodded in agreement. “I think I can manage to control myself.”

She guided him over to the table that she had been occupying all afternoon. “I’m sorry for the mess, I promise I’m usually more organized than this.” She hastily tried to fix the papers and wrangle the notecards, and he helped her stack up the papers and asked, “So, what topic are you researching?”

The rest of the afternoon was spent talking and getting to know one another, almost as if it was an impromptu first date. Rose shared that she’s a cultural studies student in her last year of college, and she was very interested to find out that Fabio was actually in town for meetings with sponsors for his racing team. He races motorcycles for Yamaha sports. She wasn’t even aware that was a thing, her extent of racing knowledge started and ended with NASCAR, she was embarrassed to admit. Though according to Fabio, MotoGP, as it’s called, is kind of a big deal all around the world. More embarrassment for her.

While they’d been talking, the daylight was leaving, or what little light there was coming through the storm clouds. Rose managed to finish and submit her last assignment,

“So, I guess it’s starting to get late.” Fabio started, as he was helping Rose put her notes away, and gathered up the small bits of trash that accumulated from straw wrappers and empty coffee cups on their table. She nodded, “It is, I hope that I didn’t keep you too long with all my talking.” She realized they’d been sitting there for so long, and truthfully neither of them had looked at their phone much at all. He laughed and got up to throw out the trash he had collected, “All of the talking we have done has been so refreshing, It’s been so nice just having a regular conversation with someone.”

She smiled, grateful that he wasn’t showing any signs of regret about sitting there with her for so long. “I will say though, I will have to call an uber to get back to my hotel. The people I was supposed to be meeting with earlier were going to be my ride back.” Rose looked at the time on her phone, “It’s nearly 5 o’clock, I doubt any Uber would be here quickly because of the afternoon rush.” she grabbed her bag and turned to face Fabio who was staring anxiously at his phone. “You’re right, all of these cars say they're 35-40 mins away!” he exclaimed. “Well, if you’re comfortable with it, I wouldn’t mind dropping you off, it’d be so much quicker than waiting all that time.”

He looked at her with surprise, “You would do that? My hotel is about 30 mins away, though.” Rose smiled while grabbing her keys out of her bag. “Well then I guess we’d better start driving.”

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cometcrystal · 2 years

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it’s your first kiss charlie brown review (copy pasted from my letterboxd) (CONTAINS SPOILERS)

HOW MUCH OF THIS WAS REAL. I ACTUALLY CANNOT FUCKING TELL.

for most of this, i thought it was just a weirdly mean special. charlie brown usually gets the short end of the stick but my GOD. lucy is given the ball to hold THREE TIMES and charlie brown is still blamed. (lucy has never done anything wrong BTW). peppermint patty, who is usually oblivious and stubborn but well-meaning, insults chuck constantly, even joining lucy and frieda in bullying him at the dance. even LINUS says losing the game was charlie brown's fault.

and then there's the titular kiss. very sweet little scene with cool animation. i like heather as a character and im excited to see her in the 2015 movie when i finally get to it in 8 months. it's nice to see nice things happen to charlie brown

AND THEN. AND FUCKING THEN. CHARLIE BROWN ***WAKES UP*** IN HIS BED.

and i was like OHHHH that makes perfect sense. his insecurities about messing up were manifesting in this dream. everything was 10x worse than normal because thats how dreams are. and then it pivots to a dance where he gets to kiss his crush on the cheek, and he was chosen to be her homecoming escort. it puts chuck flying around the sky in bliss in a dream context instead of just a visualization of his emotions in the real world

so then what. he sees a program for the homecoming game and dance on his side table drawer. picks it up and leaves the house. finds linus. i assume linus would be like "are you excited about the game tonight, charlie brown?" because that would make sense. chuck was dreaming about the upcoming game.

NOPE. linus goes on to recount literally everything we just watched. the game, the loss, the dance. and even the events that took place at the dance AFTER THE KISS, which apparently charlie brown **DOESN'T REMEMBER AT ALL.*** he was apparently a charismatic party animal who charmed the whole school. and he DOESN'T REMEMBER IT. AND THIS ALL HAPPENED.

i saw one review call this kafka-esque, and cited charlie brown's memory loss at both the start and end of this special. and i didn't even CONSIDER his memory loss at the start of this thing. if he was on the homecoming escorts float in the parade, why wouldn't he know that HE was an escort??

was linus making shit up??? did this all really happen??? was it all just a dream, and is the conversation with linus also part of that dream???? did the events of the special really happen, but in a much less exaggerated and over-the-top way, and what we watched as the audience was his mind's recounting of events in a way that reflects how he feels about them??? i literally don't know. there is so fucking much to unpack here.

i didn't think i'd have this much to say about this thing. i was like "aw man it's just a football special this isnt that interesting and also everyone is really mean" NOPE apparently reality is falling apart

#happiness is a meta tag #peanuts

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jmdbjk · 1 year

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The air is different...

All my thoughts and ramblings have been piling up. I have had to resort to just jotting down notes. Some stuff is already outdated because: already resolved or already happened. Time is moving swiftly yet at a snail’s pace. 2025 is still an eternity away. Yet...

I was talking to my friend the other day and I remarked “it’s like there's been this paradigm shift since (Jin enlisted)... Jin is handling weapons on the daily, Jimin is blonde again, JK is too skinny, Tae eating Mexican food, we're speculating about Yoongi driving military generals around like some sort of movie plot (because we were)... it's like an alternate universe or something.

In this au fic, Jin becomes a sniper on special ops teams. Except during a mission he gives away his position when he starts laughing his windshield wiper laugh. Or better yet, he uses his windshield wiper laugh as an audible secret signal to his fellow green berets...the enemy never suspects...

Once Jimin enlists, he becomes South Korea’s own version of Mata Hari, exotic dancer turned spy and infiltrates North Korea and returns with the news that their ramyeon sucks. My god, they don’t even put eggs in it. And as I said, Yoongi ends up driving military generals around. Strangely, he’s the chauffeur that won’t shut up and gives them a more simplified and rational viewpoint of how ridiculous this all is. They actually listen. He is also in high demand making individual regiment OSTs. You know, the things they chant while they are doing marching drills...there she was just a walkin’ down the street singing do wah diddy diddy dum diddy do...

Anyway. Humor is a coping mechanism and last couple days have been very emotional. Someone please write that fanfic asap.

Let’s talk about Slender Jungkook... He’s turned into some sort of mysterious Slenderman of BTS. This gluten-free-meat-restaurant-protein-heavy diet has made him a lean mean bunny. It’s sort of startling to see slim JK juxtaposed next to the others. Especially Jimin who appears to be getting bulkier. Kookie is not filling out his puffer jackets and baggy pants...or even slim pants, as much as he used to.

Okay, here’s the deal, I understand there is content in the bank supposedly to last us until 2025... we’ll see... but I already know I am not buying Legos, special coins or Korean postage stamps. Those don’t count as content or merch. Just sayin’. I know they tried to tempt us with Cookie Kingdom nonsense but that was a washout for me.

What we did get: Indigo merch... we got Jack in the Box merch, we got Wootteo and The Astronaut merch... you know what that means? We will be getting merch for Jimin’s album... and everyone else’s as well. Jimin, if you’re reading this, I will pay money for a nice flowy robe-like garment that screams “Jimin would wear this while lounging on his couch wearing nothing else.” And jewelry, hell yes. Give me some dangly earrings that Jimin designed please. If he comes out with some sort of leather merch, the implications...(closes the door on my imagination before things get out of hand, so to speak.)

Jimin... I beg of you, please design a robe like this:

The thought of stuffed animals and pillow cases as his merch... I hope not.

I know this was days/weeks ago but WTF Yoongi? He is channeling 19th century rakish scoundrel here.

And Tae’s fo-fo and how he’s definitely catering to the wimmins. Swooning could be heard across the planet when his fo-fo hit the internet. I saw someone say Tae was not channeling Darcy, he was more of a Willoughby. If you know, you know I guess. What got me was the horse... the ultimate phallic symbol.

Now Taeyang having Jimin feature on a song for his upcoming album. I don’t know BigBang except for some negative things I’ve read. I do know who G-Dragon is. He supposedly has an apartment in the same complex with Joon and Jimin? I might be wrong about that. So we supposedly get to hear Jimin on Taeyang’s song in January. I’ll take anything. We’re desperate here.

I know this post was all over the place but that’s how I’ve been this last week or two. This time of the year also does not offer any calm respite either.

We have even more changes coming. The air is already different with our Jinnie’s military service started. The past was honestly the best, but we need to look to the future, to their future when they return to us in 2025. They will be different. We will be different. Hobi, Jin and Joon have shown us artistically how much they’ve grown this year. We supposedly still have four more artistic efforts coming before the end of 2023. And we have six more enlistment days coming.

My feelings are still raw. I know they were all emotional but my heart is still aching. I have no better words to say about being able to see all of this unfold in front of my eyes than I’m grateful to be part of it, even with how intensely emotional it is.

#slenderman JK #jimin #jungkook #jin #taehyung #yoongi

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mi4011seminiwickramasinghe · 2 months

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Assignment

Part two : Research on the 3 Animators of choice

Animator #1

Everfreshchannel (Primary Research)

After interviewing him, this is what I found in regard about himself.

Sebastian Pfeifer is a 2d animator from known for fluid animations. Freelance 3D generalist, animator, rigger, designer. From Büdingen, Germany.

He was first interested in animation as a child, watching Warner Brothers cartoons such as Johnny Bravo, Two Stupid dogs. He was first interested in fluid animation specifically when he watched the movie Akira (1988), an animated cyberpunk movie which features fluid and flawless animation, inspiring many upcoming actors, including Sebastian himself.

He stated that currently one of the most important things to him is his cat.

He is a self taught animator who first started out as a graphic designer in an advertising agency and switched to animation later on after teaching himself the ropes of it. The animation shown below was one of the first animations he had done back in 2017.

vimeo

He stated that his journey regarding animation has been going great and he has been enjoying every single part of it. While working in graphic design he had started doing animation as a hobby and had gained the attraction of studios and clients and in 2021 he decided to quit his graphic design career and pursue animation as a whole. Most of his clients are from around the world including France, Australia, UK etc.

Regarding his animation style he has stated that between using 3D and 2D animation he uses 3D animation more often due to needing references. He usually uses 3D animation for the animation and draws it over in 2D frame by frame creating a smooth transitioning animation.

The topic of most of his works include behavioral patterns, the things that you consciously or subconsciously do over and over again, creating a loop that you are stuck in.

Keep reading for the interview.

All right, so shall we get started? OK, so I go to AOD, which is a design school based in Sri Lanka, and basically we've been assigned a project where we have to do research on an animator of our choice and we have to do in depth research on them and we have to choose an aspect of their life and we have to animate it in their style. OK. Yeah.

Speaker 2: { 0:37 } That's interesting.

Speaker 1: { 0:38 } Yeah, very interesting.

{ 0:40 } So I I wanted to choose you as one of my options because like I said in the e-mail, when I saw your like animations at first like in caravan palaces like video, I was like Oh my God this is really this is really cool and I really wanted to get to know more about you. So I was wondering if a question that I wanted to ask is like if you could like if you wanted someone to like an animate like talk about 1 aspect of your life. Like what aspect do you think it would be?

Speaker 2: { 1:21 } Oh, oh, that's a tough question.

Speaker 1: { 1:24 } Take your time.

Speaker 2: { 1:26 } That that that's a that's a tough question. I don't know why this is. This is like, I mean there are so many aspects to life so it's the it's it's really tricky to to choose.

{ 1:44 } So I mean the topics in in in my work are usually several aspects of life, you know, but so and the the, the main topic, it's not in all of my works, but but in in a lot of them it's about, it's about behavioral patterns, you know stuff that you you consciously or subconsciously do over and over again and you basically are not able to get out of the loop. You know, because you even though you might, you might know about it, you know, you know, like about your flaws or about your your behaviors that might not be healthy for you or whatnot, but you still do it. So that's the that's the main topic of my work.

{ 2:54 } And yeah, I guess I would basically see someone tackle that topic as well. But I mean, they're not in my head, so they don't know about my, about my flaws and about my behavioral patterns. So it's a bit tricky. So yeah, I would, I would actually leave it up to to you what you would would kind of focus on what you would like to focus on. I mean I I do have a cat. I feel strong about my cat so.

Speaker 1: { 3:43 } Oh, I've actually seen one of your animations on a cat. Was that?

Speaker 2: { 3:48 } Inspired by? Yeah exactly. Yeah. And I actually just released another one on on.

{ 3:56 } I just posted it on Twitter a couple of minutes ago and this also involves my cat.

Speaker 1: { 4:02 } Oh, I will check it out. Umm, so you said something. You said that most of your animations are influenced by behavioral patterns like due to the fact that they're in a loop, right? So is that why, like most of your animations are in a loop?

Speaker 2: { 4:20 } Yeah, exactly.

Speaker 1: { 4:20 } Oh, I see. That's that's interesting to know. I would also like to ask like what? Like what made you work with caravan? Like, did they reach out to you? Or like, did you reach out to them?

Speaker 2: { 4:38 } Yeah, they their their manager reached out to me. Yes, they they found my work on social media and liked it and asked me if I wanted to like a music video for them. And after I did the first one, they asked, hey, do you want to do another one? And so, yeah, there we are.

Speaker 1: { 4:56 } Right. And how long did these two projects take you?

Speaker 2: { 5:01 } They took about. They took about two months each. Oh.

Speaker 1: { 5:10 } Wow, that's that's impressive.

Speaker 2: { 5:14 } Yeah, it's actually quite fast. I'm, I'm, I'm. I'm quite efficient in my workflow.

Speaker 1: { 5:21 } So you animated the whole thing by yourself, right? Yeah, that that is very cool. I wanted to ask, so like what got you into animation in the 1st place? Like what inspired you to get into animation like?

Speaker 2: { 5:40 } Basically watching cartoons as a kid.

Speaker 1: { 5:43 } Oh.

Speaker 2: { 5:43 } So I just watched, you know, like the, the classic, you know, like the classic Warner Brothers cartoons.

{ 5:53 } So those I I grew up with or you know the Hana Barbera tune tunes and and I also love like the the, the more weird ones that that were on on Cartoon Network and stuff like I don't know if you know Johnny Bravo or Two Two Stupid dogs or whatever or cow and chicken. I love those.

Speaker 1: { 6:23 } I see what inspired like the fluid aspect of like your animations.

Speaker 2: { 6:29 } Oh basically just just watching other people do it. So I'm I'm, I'm was always inspired by by other animators that did like a similar thing. So I think the first time I encountered that kind of that kind of organic fluid animation was when I watched Akira also as a kid.

{ 6:58 } But then they were like, you know, like some, some Japanese, any majors like like Mazzanova, Heroka and and whatnot that just inspired me over the the past decade or two all.

Speaker 1: { 7:20 } Right. So did you go into like any school for animation specifically, or is it all self-taught?

Speaker 2: { 7:30 } No, it's all so I've taught. I started out as a as a as a graphics designer in print actually.

{ 7:39 } So I've been I've been freelancing for for over 20 years now and when I when I started out I in my in my early 20s I I started working in an advertising agency as as a regular graphics designer. And then I I I opened up my own business and yeah I did like a lot of, a lot of yeah, classic graphic design for for, for footprint, a lot for the music industry back then like like record covers and stuff. And but since I always was was interested in the in the moving side of things I I just taught myself on the side a little bit of of animation. So I started learning after Effects. Then I I started learning 3D software and then at some point I I started a little bit with frame by frame animation. And so yeah, those days I just combine everything basically.

{ 8:54 } So I I use three DI, use 2D frame by frame, I use stuff in After Effects, whatever, whatever gets the job done most efficiently.

Speaker 1: { 9:04 } Hmm, I see. So I believe the fire animation was the first one that I saw on your page. Like the first the which one? There was like a fire animation that you did. I think that was like the first one you ever posted.

Speaker 2: { 9:24 } Oh yeah. Yeah. That was like, way, way back. Yeah, OK.

Speaker 1: { 9:29 } Around what time was that like? What year was that like?

Speaker 2: { 9:33 } I don't, I don't know. But.

Speaker 1: { 9:35 } Don't give like a request.

Speaker 2: { 9:37 } Those were like like experiments I did in in in 3D to do 2D looks. So I I've did. I've done a lot of of those experiments back then and I still do.

{ 9:53 } So I guess that was I would say. I mean, I I I did stuff before, but I only started using you know like social media and stuff. So that one I think I put on Vimeo, I don't know 2017 or something like that. So not too long ago I was before all of that I wasn't much on on social media or or didn't didn't care about that. I see.

Speaker 1: { 10:41 } All right. And how has your animation journey been so far? Like, has it been rough to, like, keep up like?

Speaker 2: { 10:54 } No, I'm I'm, I'm actually loving it.

{ 10:58 } So it just, you know I was working as a as a regular graphics designer for for quite a while so that I started working professionally in animation also only started I would say. So it's now like seven years ago, something around that where I got my first like animation gigs from studios and stuff before I had like my regular graphic design clients and I just did the the, the animation thing for fun on the side. But at some point, yeah, like studios started noticing me and yeah, just gave me, gave me jobs.

{ 11:52 } And that that increased to to a point where in in 2021 I I ditched my main regular client entirely and said, OK, now I'm not doing like graphics design anymore. I'm just doing animation now. But that was, yeah, that was basically just three years ago that I'm I was going like full animation before I had them animation jobs on the on the side here and there. But then I I went for it, and in retrospect, it was the best decision I've ever made.

Speaker 1: { 12:35 } I mean, I believe you are in Germany right now, right?

Speaker 2: { 12:42 } Yeah.

Speaker 1: { 12:43 } So is the demand high either like the?

Speaker 2: { 12:49 } Ohio, my my my my clients are mostly not from Germany. I, I, I work for studios all over the the globe.

{ 12:57 } Basically a lot of a lot of studios in in USA, a lot in France, actually a lot in the UK, but also like other countries like Australia and you name it.

Speaker 1: { 13:21 } OK, so regarding your animations, do you use a combination of 3D and 2D animation when it comes to like your fluid animations?

Speaker 2: { 13:31 } Yeah, so I always use 3D in one way or another. Sometimes it's just for reference, right? So sometimes it's just, you know, like a reference for for, for character perspectives and whatnot. And then I I draw over over it in in in 2D frame by frame.

{ 13:53 } Sometimes it's it's partially actually 3D that looks like 2D and then parts are drawn over it. So sometimes you know like I'm I'm happy with the look and everything in in in 2D but in 3D. But then there's just a couple of things that that that need frame by frame animation and then add this on top of that and and and try to match the the, the the style which I which I output it from from 3D like regarding the the the line work and whatnot So and how much is is 2D and how much is 3D like totally depends on the project. Sometimes it's sometimes it's 90 or 95% 3D and only a little bit of of 2D and sometimes it's entirely 2D frame by frame. It it depends.

Speaker 1: { 14:53 } Oh, so taking the music videos that you did for Caravan, Yeah, So those are mostly 2D, right, I believe.

Speaker 2: { 15:04 } Those are mostly 3D.

Speaker 1: { 15:05 } Actually, oh really.

Speaker 2: { 15:07 } Yeah, those are mostly 3D. You couldn't. You couldn't do that.

Speaker 1: { 15:10 } In Yeah. No, that that makes sense now.

Speaker 2: { 15:15 } And that's, you know, like that's also when I do, when I do Commission work, you know, that's that's always a thing. I try to think about OK what's my deadline and what's the budget you know like and then I have deadline and budget and I can I can think about OK what what style can I can I use or what style can I can I pull off in in in in 3D to make it to make it efficient and just add a little bit of 2D here and there to make it more believable And then it gets gets quite quite efficient because of of course in in in 3D you can you can do a lot more in in much shorter time.

Speaker 1: { 16:00 } Oh, well, I actually thought that was 2D animation. That's.

Speaker 2: { 16:05 } Good then, goal achieved.

Speaker 1: { 16:08 } Oh oh God, that's that's about the questions I have for now. I I'm so sorry. This is like my first time interviewing someone. I'm very nervous.

Speaker 2: { 16:25 } You're doing great, but don't worry.

Speaker 1: { 16:29 } I'm not sure if I have. I might have any questions in the future if I do.

Speaker 2: { 16:36 } If you have any, just just drop me a mail and I try to try to answer your question if something something pops to mind.

Speaker 1: { 16:51 } Alright, so if I'm I'm thinking about like an animation I could do for your based on your life, and I'm kind of getting the idea of like doing a fish, 'cause I feel like I don't know, like animating a fish.

Speaker 2: { 17:13 } I actually have a pond in the garden but and they used to be fish in there but there's none left so all the cats and and you know like like big birds got all the fish from the pond so there's no more fish at the.

Speaker 1: { 17:29 } Pond oh, what's the name of your cat, actually?

Speaker 2: { 17:35 } The name of my cat is Stinkovich.

Speaker 1: { 17:39 } Oh.

Speaker 2: { 17:40 } It's. Yeah, it's basically it's his nickname, but it morphed into his calling name, right. So his name on paper. His name on paper is Mr. Orange.

{ 17:56 } That's because you know, it's it's it's one of the babies of my of my sister's cat. And when she gave birth, she, my sister gave all the kittens like different colored necklaces and he had an orange one, so that's why he was called Mr. Orange. So they were all like called after the color of them necklaces. So there wasn't Mr. Gray and Missus Pink and whatnot.

Speaker 1: { 18:24 } That's adorable.

Speaker 2: { 18:40 } But why did you want to do a fish? I'm curious about that.

Speaker 1: { 18:44 } OK, so I want to do a fish, because a fish, I mean, it technically lives in water, so it has very like fluid motions, right?

{ 18:52 } It's very smooth and it travels very elegantly, so I I feel like that's what your animations look like to me. Like, it's very elegant and it's very it's very mesmerizing, so I wanted to like capture that using a fish.

Speaker 2: { 19:14 } Yeah, that's a good idea.

Speaker 1: { 19:16 } Maybe I could use a cat, yeah.

Speaker 2: { 19:20 } Adding a cat always works.

Speaker 1: { 19:27 } I'm so sorry, I don't think I have any more questions at the moment, but it's fine if I could e-mail you, right?

Speaker 2: { 19:39 } Yeah, anytime. Great.

Speaker 1: { 19:42 } Thank you so much for this interview. I really appreciated this. Thank you so much. I really look up to all of your works, They're really amazing and I'm really happy to have like call due on this.

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