what a random assumption Jonathan

so that popularity poll huh

Moon 71 - Calm

Not much to say, but sometimes there doesn’t need to be.

so that ichinii school rivals au

Any Eda, Raine, or Reada in that beautiful sketchbook of yours? And sorry about the bots stressing you out.

not in my traditional sketchbook, but i do have this raeda piece i never got around to finishing 🥺 plus an owl beast doodle

hiiii haha. hello. exceptionally awkward introduction bc idrk how to start something like this so let's just jump right in. im taking a break from this account for a bit. i know i said i wanted taob out before halloween and currently im fine sticking with that deadline, but if i decide i need longer away then i will take longer away. every time ive reassured people that id never abandon a fic and updates will always come eventually i never once considered that my writing and ability to feel safe and comfortable on this site would be actively taken from me, so im not even going to apologise. i dont want this either and more importantly i dont fucking deserve it. i dont know what it is in the past year, if ive hit a certain amount of followers or 'popularity' that's made it so the natural ratio of positive to negative interactions must in turn go up, but there's been a serious uptick in weird asks for me. the annoying part is that a very small amount of them are actually objectively mean and hateful, the rest are just weird and invasive from people who seemingly dont realise that's what they're being. ive reached a point where i dont care if the intentions are good. it's not my job as a 20 year old tumblr user of all things to defend the morality of someone who couldnt even bother to come off anon. unfortunately, after blocking only one or two anons, the weird asks have decreased substantially, which says all you need to know about the fascinating and exhilarating lives led by these people, but ive also gone on to turn anon asks off entirely. this is something i actively fought against doing and had to be pushed into by my mutuals (who have been the coolest people on planet earth during this entire thing). turning off anon was a big deal to me even if it sounds silly. i felt betrayed and like id been backed into a corner because it was so vehmently something i DIDNT WANT that to feel like i had to do it anyway for my own mental health??? that sucks. so even though ive 'fixed' the problem, im still kind of reeling and uncomfortable every time i come on tumblr. i hope it's just something i need time to ease because i'll truly be devastated if this becomes 'ruined' for me. tumblr exists as the only place in the world where i am honestly every facet of myself without shame or hesitation; losing that would be insanely harmful to me. and to the people who cant appeal to the actual human behind the post, let me put that in words you can understand: we wouldn't get any more writing 😦😦😦 riots and fires and sirens, i know. so yeah. to anyone who has sent me an anon ask and you're now wondering if you were part of the problem, im firmly of the belief that you'll know if you are. when i say 'weird asks' i dont mean 'you sent me a para about your personal life just to vent or ask for advice' or 'you sent me a really deep emotional compliment about the impact me and/or my writing has had on you' - i love asks like that, so much that i put off taking a break and turning off anon solely for the joy they bring me. im sorry that it might feel like you're being punished too bc of the actions of what in reality is a HANDFUL of weird people, but this is what i feel like i have to do to feel safe and not go insane every time i log in. love you guys, hopefully ill see you soon x

meowzers

Learned how to make pins and now I don't know how to behave.😭🙏 THANK YOU @oohbuggypie FOR GIVING ME PERMISSION TO MAKE THESE 🛐 Kaiser pin based off of this and Hondo pin based off of this🕺💃

Also I FORGOT TO ADD THE WRITING ON PISTON'S HEADBAND I'M SO SAD ABOUT IT STILL 😭 I'll remember next time I swear 🙏

I’ve been listening to the tboi: antibirth ost lately and the “machine in the walls” song specifically is just very Lord Eclipse to me in terms of how it sounds and I can’t really explain it. It’s just been making me think abt him a lot

Like. I feel like Lord Eclipse’s universe could have been a very interesting and almost horrifying world if the show wasn’t bound to a vrchat format. like. could you imagine? Moon walking through the library and finding a large, open area that’s illuminated by the sunlight pouring in through a stained glass depiction of Eclipse?

Could you imagine if the reveal wasn’t by the man himself beckoning over Sun and talking down to him, but instead Moon follows Sun as he enters what used to be a throne room to tell Lord Eclipse that he’s done his errands and tasks for the day? Could you imagine Moon and Lunar’s horror upon realizing that Lord Eclipse no longer looks like the stained glass windows as his long, centipede-like form uncurls and he tells Sun that he’s not done yet, because someone is inside the castle?

Could you imagine if, instead of a stand-off between Moon and Lunar and Lord Eclipse, their final interaction is Moon sprinting through the shining castle halls for dear life because Lord Eclipse has taken it upon himself to find and hunt the other animatronic, and despite his uncoordinated hands sending him crashing into walls and pillars, he has surprising speed?

Wouldn’t that be horrifying? Wouldn’t that be awesome?

this'll prob be a flop poll but I'm just a curious person and do this anyways.

How many people do you follow that you have their post notifications on? (like do you have 5 people's post notifs on, 0 post notifs on?? do you have EVERYONES post notifs on?)

if your in the lower range, feel free to share whose notifs you have on (if u want ofc)

sooo i recently started teaching my parents how to play dungeons and dragons, and they let me draw their characters

(this is a wip, i’ll post the finished version soon)

character infodump below the cut!

paxan (right) is played by my mother. he’s a blue dragonborn barbarian who ran away from his clan because of their obsession with violence and war. despite his gruff appearance, he is very kind and gentle, and only fights to protect those whom he loves, and frequently finds himself finishing fights skorpa started.

skorpa (left) is played by my stepdad. he’s a tabaxi bard who plays in a death metal band and loves insulting people. his quick wits and sly nature often lead him into trouble that he can’t resolve on his own, thus relying on paxan for protection.

i’m going to be dm’ing a one-shot with them soon!! this is my first time dm’ing and im so nervous lmao but i’m sure it’ll be fine :)

if anyone has some tips for how to help new players enjoy the game more i would greatly appreciate it!!

thunderstorm whump

A Whumper with a Whumpee who's afraid of storms makes a fake weather radar to make Whumpee think that the storms outside are going to be way worse than they actually are so Whumpee is worried and waiting for the storms to get worse 🙏🙏

Whumpee is afraid of storms and gets anxious even at the sight of dark clouds

Whumper making Whumpee stay tied up outside/in a doghouse during a severe storm

Whumper has to briefly untie Whumpee to relocate themselves to a safer area during a severe storm

Whumper leaves Whumpee to fend for themselves while they take shelter from a storm

Paranoid Whumpee thinks that the flashing of lightning outside is someone taking pictures of them through their window

Whumpee tries to escape during a storm and ends up taking shelter under the first covering they see, sitting under it soaked and shivering and covered in mud until Whumper finds them and takes them back

Whumpee escapes during a storm and knocks on the first door they see, well aware that they look insane with all of the mud, grass, leaves, etc stuck to them

Rain falling so quickly that it hurts when it makes impact on skin

Whumpee getting their fingers crushed by a heavy metal storm shelter door, either accidentally or on purpose by Whumper

A rescued Whumpee who's afraid of storms getting unintentionally exposure-therapy'd out of the fear because of the sheer amount of storms where they live

dreamer is everything i wanted and more bye guys i’m deactivating!

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why is pepe so pretty???? like fr now

have you seen the stories and the post i wanna dieeeeeeeeee

he’s literally soo pookie

i wanna put him in my pocket jajajajajajajak

i need a pepe fic, im on my knees actually

i will do everything for a pepe fic, LIKE EVERYTHING 🙏🏼🙏🏼😀😀

im sorry for this but i couldn’t take it anymore 😭😭😭😭😭

AND I MISS YOU💜💜💜ly🩷

PEPEEEE !!!!!!!

you're right, he's SO pookie!! i aint never seen anyone this cute 🥺 during the first day of testing i was like "😠 why is everyone only posting pics of his car? let me see that cute face??", and then yesterday we got so much 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

ari omg i saw ur ace!gojo rb... 😞ace!stsg is so important to me they r both sooooo

ALEXIS MY LOVE MY LIGHTHOUSE MY SAFE HARBOUR <333333 .. you Get it. you understand.

obv it’s just a self-indulgent comfort hc let’s be clear but like. it makes sense.. in my brain… let it be known that every single one of my gojo fics are written w ace!gojo in mind 🤞 he just gives me those vibes and by that i mean the Voices told me. they speak nothing but the truth.

also have you seen this loser’s colour scheme…. whole ace flag just walking around. he knows what he is!!

phdjshdjs NO BUT GENUINELY ace!gojo is one of my favorite jjk hcs Ever and ace!stsg in general is very good and real…. i remember making a post once that was like. the sashisu aroace pipeline… and it was just demisexual (sugu) -> demiromantic asexual (gojo) -> aromantic asexual (shoko)….. they mean the world 2 me T_T aaa at some point i’m gonna have to write the explicitly ace!gojo fic myself i think….. making my own food 🍳🍳🍳

alexis i’m genuinely so so happy that you see the Vision btw ilysm we are holding hands in my brain <33 imagine him sneakily buying one of those ace rings… none of his coworkers know what it is except shoko and he loves it. calls himself the undercover ace and makes the most insufferable puns known to mankind…. he Cannot be stopped 😔😔😔

funniest thing in my art class was presenting my sculpture and hearing the critiques while internally thinking like "um youre misgendering this object here by using he/him... you see it's actually based off of a shadow that uses she/they pronouns" like god i felt so stupid i couldnt say anyhting