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vikuo-kuma · 3 months

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Perfect the way You are

A/N: being bombarded with request 😔

Warning: guaranteed to have sensitive topics, but it will be fluffy, either way if you’re uncomfortable with anything weight related you don’t need to read it, 🙏 (also smh Dot)

Requested

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You always seem to find yourself staring at any sort of reflection. Whether it would be a mirror or even a window, you were always met with a vision of your younger self, being slightly thicker side. Even though, you had lost weight, your past always seemed to have ways to haunt you. Through the way you eat, through the way dark thoughts always find their way back into your mind.

Nevertheless, you had managed to slowly recover from your way of thinking, through the help of your parents’s support. But one thing still remains the same, it was the portion of food you would eat.

In time, though, your confidence had also improved, it was enough to ask your parents if you could go to school again.

And to your surprise, they allowed you to. Although they had agreed to let you go to school, tears were flowing down your parents’s eyes, finding themselves proud of your improvement on your self image. It was safe to say that they cared a lot about you and your mental health, seeing that your parents had bombarded you with many questions, ‘Would you be ok?!’ ‘Do you know a way to contact us?!’ ‘Update us whenever you can!’.

The usual things concern parents would say. It took you about an hour reassuring them that you were okay, and that they shouldn’t have to worry too much. Eventually they finally left, letting you to go into the school of magic at last.

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During the months in school, you had made friends, which would then lead to the creation of friend group consisting of Mash, Lance, Lemon, Finn, and Dot. They had truly made you feel comfortable, they had made you feel safe. That safe feeling almost made you forget about your experience from the past. Yet somehow it was brought up once again.

You were at a picnic with the group, enjoying your time and the company they gave you. There was a variety of foods, spread on the table, making your eyes shine brightly. As you were ecstatic, wanting to try each dish that had caught your eyes. So, you grabbed a bite, tasting each delicacy your friends had brought. You haven’t noticed but they were all looking at you, smiling. They were glad they finally got to see you eat, knowing that you usually held in your hungry when it came to hanging out.

But that’s when Dot decided to speak up, “You know.. if you keep eating too much you’re gonna get fat”, with a smirk, it was a friendly gesture but it seems to have triggered something within you.

There was a sudden stop in your motion. Like you suddenly froze, the fork from your hand dropped onto your plate. Fat. That word was repeated over and over again in your head. It was like a key to destroying the wall you build around that experience. You closed your mouth, pursing your lips. Your mind started to cloud itself, filling it with dark thoughts you had pushed away long ago.

“Rig-” “What’s wrong with that?”, a voice had spoken up, interrupting you in the process, it was monotonous, very recognizable. Huh? Your eyes wandered to the sound of the voice. It was Mash, he was munching on a cream puff as he spoke. “I think that’s what makes them unique”, Mash continued to express his thoughts, you had a shock expression resting upon your face. You felt kind of weird, in a good way.

“Mash, I was joking..”, Dot tried to defend himself, but the dark haired male look at him confused. “But aren’t jokes supposed to be funny?”

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Note: Love yourselves people 👹

#mashle magic and muscles #mashle x reader #anime #anime x reader #shounen #character x reader #fantasy #fanfic #x reader #oneshot #mash burnedead #mash x reader

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dollfxcx · 10 months

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Hello!!

Pennywise x reader smut where he's trying to get past his heat?

But with the slight difference he has the clussy/female genitalia ( I just don't see to much content of him this way but I would love sm to see that bossy bottom clown! ) IF you're comfortable with that!!

I'm sorry it took so long but I had a bit of a writer's block. I had another request for penny in heat and wrote it but that one had, like, male genitalia and shit so I believe I overdid the heat topic back when I wrote that one.

I tried my best tho so I hope I won't disappoint 😔🙌🏻

TW: nsfw, otherwise none

Word count: (1.5k+)

You carefully observe yet another shiny rock that Pennywise has brought you. It is round and smooth, very similar to the other twenty that you have carefully placed inside a satin bag, which is now resting on your bedside table.

Another fine addition to your collection. It's been a week now that Pennywise has limited himself to doing three things, giving you rocks that are vaguely different from normal driveway pebbles (as already mentioned), dedicating himself to perfecting his nest and whining, which he is still doing as he curls up like a huge cat on his new round shaped bed. About a week ago he raided clothes that you no longer wear and out of them he built a nest, not particularly large but spacious enough to accommodate his enormous size which, as you can see, has grown in the last few minutes . Even if he's…well, whatever he is, the signs of what he's going through are as clear and recognizable as dawn. You get out of bed, your hands are shaking slightly, and you approach his nest, which is located in a corner of your room, squeezed between two walls, as if he wanted maximum protection, and in front of the mirror. Pennywise stares at you sideways, shifting slightly with a stifled moan to make room for you. He tries everything not to make eye contact with you, but he's forced to when you grab his legs and spread them, placing yourself between them.

"What's the problem?" you asked, running your fingertips up and down his inner thighs. If he wasn't in this situation you would never have dreamed of doing this, but you know very well that, no matter how hard he tries to hide it, your touch is all he needs right now. Pennywise growls softly, you hear it coming from deep in his chest like a rumble of thunder, but even if he bares his teeth in a (feigned) threatening way, you hardly flinch.

"Don't play dumb, you're smart, for a human." he mutters, his thighs shaking slightly under your touch. You smile at him and lean on your arms to reach his eye level. His golden irises melt to a deep blue with the blink of an eye, his lips part slightly, allowing you to see his buck teeth peek through them. His gaze is attentive, but not disinterested at all, it's as if he were asking you, praying you, to help him. Obviously he's too proud to do that, at least for now. You cup his cheeks, skin soft and warm from the heat that's making him feel so sick, desperate for release. He looks at you adoringly and if he wasn't the one who needed help, you'd beg him to fuck you right then and there. But this is not the right time. In one fluid motion, your hands slide to the back of his neck, working his clown costume collar to take it off as fast as possible. When you finally throw it across the room, you notice with pleasant surprise how flushed the skin of his neck is, his Adam's apple bobbing up and down every time he swallows expectantly. You chuckle as you slide your hand down his chest, slowly unbuttoning the rest of his suit, Pennywise throws his head back with a strangled whine.

"Stop that." he orders ruefully, his eyes half closed, and you immediately cease every movement. His head snaps up and he glares at you, you can't help but laugh at his needy reaction.

"What? You told me to stop and I did, Penny." you go back to work on his costume, finally pulling off the top part.

"Stop... teasing me." he clarifies, dragging the letter S, which vibrates on his tongue like the hiss of a snake.

"What if I don't?" you ask, pulling off, with a sharp tug, his shoes, which roll on the floor with a jingle of bells, Pennywise sighs heavily when your fingers start to lower the hem of his pants.

"I will c…hew your head off and f-feed on your flesssh." he almost stammers, involuntarily arching his back to make it easier for you to take off his pants. When the job is done, you can't help but sigh, his body is slender and pale, his crotch is plain, without any hint of genitals, just like what a Ken looks like.

"Mhh, though I'm sure that I'd be more useful to you alive than dead. Don't you think?" you whisper in his ear, pressing there a kiss as your lips slowly drift down his jaw and neck, occasionally sucking at the skin and leaving soft reddish spots on his milky white skin, as if a painter had dropped blobs of gouache on a brand new canvas. Pennywise squirms slightly at your constantly inflicted stirrings, his head hanging to one side like he's a broken puppet, completely at the mercy of your movements.

"Open up, pretty boy." you murmur as your knuckles tap lightly on the flesh of his crotch, action that makes him shiver further. Though you hear him growl at his now complete loss of command, he does as requested, he opens a thin slit more or less where his cock usually sits, beautifully flushed like the rest of his most sensitive parts, as you've noticed.

You lick your lips briskly as your forefinger draws a line from his navel down to his slit, applying light pressure on it to dilate it a few millimeters. Pennywise squirms lazily, probably fighting his instinct to bite your hand off, his teeth sharpening slightly.

"You're being so good, it will all be over soon." you assure him while your forefinger sinks further into his slit, from which a thick and transparent fluid is leaking. You lick it off your fingers without ever ceasing to look into his eyes, he arches his back letting out a groan.

"Sit down for me, will you?" you suggest, but you don't wait for him to do it, you pull him by the arm and position yourself behind him.

"Now spread your legs." you murmur into his ear, you see him take a quick look at the mirror that's right in front of the both of you, the same mirror that's showing him from a perspective he's never seen himself from before. Your fingers return to his slit, which has opened further, as if he's inviting you, praying you, to fill it as soon as possible.

"Look at you, all wet for me. You want me this much?" you ask, your fingers insert themselves into him with a speed that takes his breath away, his head rests on your shoulder, a whimper trapped in his throat makes you throb, your thighs clench. Your fingers pump into him quickly, your thumb tracing slow circles around his clit. His lips are open wide, his jaw looks dislocated, so you stick two fingers into his mouth for him to suck on, to make him feel a little better. It seems to work as you feel him lapping at your fingertips, a light purr coming from his throat.

"Keep looking at us, don't take your eyes off yourself." you hiss in his ear, his legs suddenly and abruptly spasm as you increase the speed of your thrusts.

"I need you as much as you need me. Say it. Tell me you need me." you almost implore him while you kiss his neck, you then slither back onto your knees, in front of his body flushed by need, depriving him of any contact. Pennywise lets out a frustrated wail, his hips trembling and buckling in search of your magnanimity.

“I n…eed you” he then stammers, desperately seeking his release.

"Good boy." you compliment him, jerking your head down and allowing your tongue to dig into his warm, wet opening. Pennywise gasps and moans for the first time, it's a loud sound he's been holding back until now. You hum against him, your lips closing around his clit and sucking hard, and he's so overstimulated that, out of the corner of your eye, you see his claws getting sharper with every passing second. Then he says something you never expected. He says your name, once, twice, three times, over and over again like it's a mantra he needs to hold on to in order to keep himself from going crazy.

"Y/n, Y/n, Y/n... please." he gasps, his hair tousled and his eyes narrowed, his claws dug into the soft fabric of his nest as he cums hard, with a guttural sound that sounds like a cry, trembling feverishly under your tongue which is cleaning away every trace of him. When you sit back down, he can hardly look at you.

"Come on, it's not that bad, being fucked once in a while, right?" you tease him, cupping his face and kissing the tip of his nose, he grabs your hand and sucks your fingers needily.

"Need to feed." he briefs you, brows arched in concentration, seeking to savor your arousal and the release of him together.

"Whatever you need, Penny. Whatever you need."

#it 2017 #pennywise #pennywise the clown #pennywise x reader #it (stephen king)#pennywise headcanon #fanfic #fanfiction #pennywise the dancing clown #pennywise x you #it fandom #pennywise fanfiction #clownlove #clownfucker #ao3feed

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charseraph · 2 years

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You’ve probably answered this before, but do you have any advice for anyone wanting to make their own spec bio species? I tried making my own but I feel like they’re too humanoid of designs but that’s also what I’m most comfortable with😔

Don’t worry, I’m happy to answer! 🤲🏼

I found that finding a shape, even the most ‘unusable,’ ‘un-animal-able’ shape around you, and then replicating that shape as accurately as you can in a sinch (no streamlining! Shaky messed up lines are ENCOURAGED, living things are all imperfect squiggles, so minimize your erases and undos!) can help with silhouette ideas.

(The reason for that is that instead of deleting a ‘bad’ drawing outright, you can start anew or copy only the parts you liked, and then boom! You’ve got one drawing you’re happy with and another you’ll more likely than not return to in the future, however far.)

(A dozen fast, improvised designs can beat out a single painstakingly planned one. It seems counterintuitive that quantity can be better than quality, but that’s only if you know the quality ahead of time! When it comes to concept art, more is better at the very beginning.)

Once you’ve replicated a handful of shapes, don’t add eyes and ears. In fact, don’t draw anything you’d think of as something an animal would have. The frequent fallbacks are tails, claws, paws, toes, ears, horns, fur, wings, joints, teeth, snouts, and hexapedal, quadrupedal, and bipedal bodies with heads in the front. These things are not universal, they are just our earthly scope of our closest relatives.

Modeling an alien species after insects, birds, reptiles, or sea life will make your alien nonhuman, but still earthling. These categories won’t necessarily arise in an alien world. Evolution doesn’t produce birds as we know them, evolution takes the most convenient source material and produces something to fill the niches birds occupy, and birds happened to be that source material.

I like to think about building a species like building a robot. How does a robot know where it’s going? Light sensors, maybe. Those don’t need to be orbs, or even at the front. How do some robots move? They don’t necessarily need spines or toes or claws or tails. How is fuel acquired? Lots of earth animals happen to have a hole in the front that sucks it in and breaks it up for refinement. Does it only have to be this way?

The more you separate life from Earth and relate it more to processes, means to the goal of continuing one’s design’s existence, creating more and more alien but still feasibly alive creatures becomes easier.

Above all, it should be fun. Researching biological precedent and basis from actual animals isn’t absolutely required, because those processes are based on logic—through which you can invent (or accidentally independently replicate) your own symbioses, organs, life cycles, and body chemistries.

Earth nature is like a template: working too closely from it can make you something that’s feasible, but could be recognizably earthly. Imagination is like raw resources: difficult to refine into something that makes total sense at first (from a lack of reference and guidance), but, with the right balance of templates and shots in the dark—you can make something positively, confidently alien!

You don’t have to do this if you don’t want to of course! It’s not a rule set, and you aren’t doing anything wrong if you don’t do them. The ultimate goal is to enjoy creating, not just the end result. Your aliens should be fun for you to draw. The amount of worldbuilding you want to do is your choice alone and no one else’s. Stopping at a single species, culture, planet is perfectly OK. Don’t let guides or other worlds pressure you into making more than you’re craving to.

If you ever make any drafts, however small, I’d love to see them. I’m always down to hear about people’s alien ideas, I sometimes throw in some fan art to help out. I wish you the best of luck, fun, and ease.

#char speaks #ask #thank you for asking!#speculative biology

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whatsintheboxmh · 7 months

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I know negative discussions aren't fun, but I feel the need to address this issue again for the sake of our fandom.

Tagging photos as "my art" when they've been edited to look like hand-drawn sketches in a sketchbook, or using the same tag for AI-generated images while hiding the software manipulation, isn't fair.

The people responsible probably can't provide evidence of their ability to create lifelike hand-drawn art, and they can't show their artistic process through videos or detailed updates. Instead, they simply pick and modify photos to make them seem hand-drawn.

I don't want anyone in our fandom, whether they're praising my art or are excellent fanfic writers, to waste their time on someone who's being deceptive 😔

Liars typically won't admit it, so it's crucial to educate ourselves and learn how to spot AI-generated art and Photoshop tricks easily. You should find helpful information with a quick Google search. Feel free to ask me if you want to know more.

Deception is harmful, and even if I were to confront a liar directly and they stopped, someone else might try to deceive you. They'll pretend they've drawn something by hand or show you AI-generated art to take your time.

Tumblr has many talented artists, and there's no need to praise liars. Honestly, I didn't know about sketchbook-style art at first, but AI-generated art is quite recognizable...Could there be a feature in Photoshop that creates sketch-like art? I had the same thought, and after some searching, I found something that matched the style perfectly 😢

I've learned a lesson too, and what we can do is educate ourselves and, when we come across liars, block and ignore them. Please, I urge you.

#PLEASE😭😭😭

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augustsails · 2 months

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It’s time for: I’m indecisive so I’m going to make a poll time! (There’s a more thorough explanation beneath the poll if you’re confused/interested)

The reason I’m indecisive is because Saturday is considered the main and biggest day of the con. It’s the day I’ll be doing the most stuff and wearing the outfit for the longest, but honestly they’re both comfortable so I’m not worried about that. I just can’t decide because I cosplayed Mad Dog on Saturday last year, and while I have re-vamped my Mad Dog cosplay, the Partitio one is brand new and potentially more relevant/more recognizable! If you’re thinking about clicking option 3, you’re definitely right. It doesn’t really matter…but it’s fun! If you don’t know these characters but are truly so invested in this poll, I’ll put pictures of them under the cut:)

Mad Dog:

(My cosplay will be more accurate to the pixel sprite…sorry no cool weapons😔)

And Partitio!

(The only thing I’m honestly missing are the suspenders and I can’t believe I’m only just now realizing I didn’t think to get any coins!!!!😭😭 I need to get some stat…maybe I’ll just genuinely give out cents to people who recognize me lol)

Anyway, I think that’s everything. And if you read all this, wow! Hi! I will be posting pictures of my cosplays to tumblr;) because I’m excited (but don’t expect like high quality, just a lot of passion but sadly not enough time)

#I don’t think I really want to tag this with anything lol #hello #as I type this I think I know which one I want to do when but I’ve made it this far I’ll see what opinions y’all have #it surprises me every time #Love y’all <3 :3

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webginz · 8 months

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games ive tried to play but just couldnt figure out or get into:

most shooters, esp call of duty. i cant see very well so all the grey colors mix together and i can never see who im meant to shoot. it just isnt fun. shooters like fortnite, overwatch, even halo, have bright colors and recognizable enemies, but i still struggle even in those games 😞

sadly this also meant i really couldnt get into red dead redemption 2. i just cant see whats going on because everything is brown. also the controls were so confusing. i just gave up.

sims 4... making characters is fun but after that... its so boring... im sorry 😔

any of the 3d cg pokemon. im sorry but they look awful like no effort was put into them and cost 3x as much as the pixel ones did.

sports games. do i need to explain this one...

wow/any mmo really. so much shit on the screen, pay to win, confusing in general

fighting games. i like smash but im not good at it. and i hate memorizing moves. so it just isnt fun.

car games like forza. i dont like cars LOL

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sugar-petals · 2 years

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since taeyong has been complaining recently

that he ‘likes pink but it doesn’t suit him’

i think it’s about time we have a chat.

like — come on.

this man clearly needs to be handed a mirror.

pink is his color.

in every possible shade.

that’s a fact recognizable by anyone who can look at him.

he’s not called roseyong for no reason.

because you can surround him with this color all day every day.

hell, i’ve never seen better eye makeup in my life.

‘pink doesn’t look good on me 😔’ — i call baloney, lies, and fake news all together!

who does a sultry pink lip like him.

shocked and appalled by this man’s lack of self-awareness.

...long story short.

pinkyong for the win let’s go

#taeyong #nct #lty #lee taeyong #taeyong thread #nct thread #roseyong #long post

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seokmins · 2 years

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heeey!!! i was wondering what are some of favorite things about seokmin??? i recently came back to caratland after years of distance and he caught me by surprise!!! he became very dear to me too quick!!!

Hiiii <333 welcome back to caratland!! I hope your comeback is welcoming and fun for you 😚 ty for such a fun lil ask 🥺 what are your fav things abt him and/or svt?

Haha sorry it took me a bit to answer this. I really do love seokmin a whole lot, he also caught me by surprise when I slipped into the diamond life! Like, no one believes me but he was like my 5th bias lmao 🤣 but yes, he has become so precious to me so some of my fav things?

His personality

I'm not throwing shade on my other biases or any idols when I say this but I just find him really full dimensional? I know I make fun of his long posts (and how he never replies to me on weverse 🙄) but it's smth that's so cute abt him? I enjoy every lil paragraph and post abt the weather or his food sm. And like he's super sweet right, voted to be the sunbae everyone wants but he's also the same member that gets in so many fights 😂 and he has this really cute silent treatment when he's upset and stuff, I just find him super authentic. His laugh is so loud and infectious. He's a lil stupid and goofy but so sweet and I know there's the whole debate on industry personality but I don't think that's so much the case with him

His talent

I like to kick myself all the time bc I've always been a 97 simp lbr and it took me so long to notice him but now I see him everywhere in old videos 😭😭😭 and he's so recognizable???? Or is that just my obsession showing now? But yeah! I think his vocals are so outstanding amid his generation and my fav thing abt svt is even though they have so many members AND a large vocal unit, they never overshadow anyone? Idk but it jsut seems like in other groups, it's v distinct abt who's THE vocalist (again no shade) but in svt they always harmonize really well and while seokmin's been an amazing vocalist since day 1, I think his musical really heightened his talents and his confidence and I love to see and hear it! Now I just need woozi God to let him flex his ranges more :( I miss his lower octaves.

His visuals

Everyone knows I'd be lying if I didn't mention this 😔 I think he's just so handsome? I think his features are so striking and he's just sooo good looking I will cry!

Hahaha I hope that gives some answers 💀 I really just love everything abt him :(

#Bdjdjd excuse my rambles I could talk abt him forever lbr #*everyone nods and says there she goes again*#Ty anon this made me so happy tho <3333 #nonny 🎭#elv's inbox

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ragnvdnir · 2 years

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Yes this is Detective 🍰 at your service, Your Highness. 🕵️✨

"I enjoy you seeing try tho, maybe i shouldn't have given you hints so you can try guessing longer," too late ;D well unless you have other stuff that you want me to try guessing- try playing hard to get by being more cryptic with symbolisms and/or recognizable but subtle references. 🤔🧐 Idk how to give an example but i'm used to doing that 😰 maybe... Look back on our crazy ass drama when you haven't known who the secret mystery anon was yet 😍 oh how i missed those times when you're going through a crisis bc of me 😎 i feel like trying that again 😎 but if u really want examples id try to think of some by later or tomorrow after our first day of exams 😋 as your loyal advisor why shouldn't i give you some when Your Highness asks for it? 🥰

I can relate with not liking your actual irl name tbh, my in-game name too is basically a name i'd rather like to be called or the name i put when games needed it 😌 and fyi since you have shared smth abt you, i have like 3 names. You and your siblings are really being 💅💅💅 with that royalty references 🤨🤨 if you're curious if im laughing when reading your messages: DEFINITELY. Im like cackling everytime bc it's so fun to talk to you 🤬😍 like most of the time, i dont like how passive-aggressive ppl are on the internet (typical GenZ behavior tbh 🙄 i mean i am GenZ too but i'm much more like a polite person bc im sexy 😎) but when it comes to you, Ein, it feels so funny and actually not offensive 😍😍😍 (this is coming from a person who gets offended easily by ppl who display rude attitude)

Thank u too for the goodluck wishes!! I gave up studying lmao it took me like 2 hours to finish one SIMPLE lesson bc i keep spacing out 💀💀💀 so yeah continuing is futile, i'd just speedrun it in the morning 😍💗 Gonna do my best and not die bc my Queen actually cheered me on 😳😋💨 i def wont leave u bc as your royal advisor, you might do more impulsive shit than ever before so u better consult me first if you have some tempting thoughts to actually act on 🤬🤬🤬 this is for your safety and so you won't regret anything 😩 your kingdom would def be in shambles at anytime with one dumb mistake 🤬💨 so dont decide stuff with your goofy ass impulsively and without your royal advisor's approval 😌😌😌 Gotta get you married off to either Prince Vyn of the Richter Clan or Emperor Diluc of the Ragnvindr Kingdom 😍 so behave your self young lady ✌️😌

I'm happy you're enjoying the playlist i sent you 😍😍😍 tbh im sorry to break it to you but like clair de lune and merry go round of life is too repetitive for me already so im so done with those popular pieces😌 there's so much more classical music out there SO ALSO tell me if i should send more playlist links bc for sure i do have a bunch to send you 💪💪💪

BONUS: *classical music playing in the mansion* "These music is my favorite" (what you said). "Actually you're my favorite music." (what diluc said). idk figure it out maybe 😋 i have your "voice" in mind but if you have other interpretations then that's cool. Yes it's cringe or whatever but anything for this man 💪💪💪

Also i think ur now experiencing my long-ass asks 😍 how do you feel about it 🎤🎤🎤

— 🍰.

you're not only a criminal (refers to the mystery game) but also a detective now? i see🤨🤨

yeah ik, its too late now 😔😔 bae idk how to be cryptic when im a blabbermouth and a honest person😇😇☝️naurr bc i was just said the "come out and show yourself" as a joke but somehow you really did gave me hint and that's how it all started🧐🧐 ngl i miss those times too (i sound like a grandmother reminiscing her youth days😟) examples would be very much appreciated, gl on your exams again, show the teacher who's the girlboss😼😼

us dissapointed on our parents now 🤝🤝🤝 but ig i got used to being called like that(my irl name) oooh three names? cant relate i only have one word name😶😶😶

we are girlbosses😼😼😼 mom said we may not be rich but we are rich in terms of name. mom is the real mastermind here💅💅

uhm as u should? im putting on my make up clown everytime i answer your ask and u won't laugh? thats offending maam🤨🤨 (oh no what i have done to you to say things like this😟😟 but slayy😼😼) im afraid that one day i might offend ppl for acting like this so im glad you're finding it punny👉😻👈

tbh i dont study even though i have a big exams coming up, i just give my all to my stock knowledge (self reliance at its finest😼☝️) and somehow i still manage to pass when most of the time i just listen to my instincts (if the answer sheet is multiple choices)

i will dear advisor🙄 (affectionate) but maybe i wont bc ik you will clean the mess i always do😽😽 im sorry but im not dainty like those other young ladies so lemme do what i want😾😾 and why marry one when i can just marry two and create a harem😏😏

ik merry go round of life is repetitive already but i still love it bc that masterpiece got me feeling like a royalty 😔👉👈 claire de lune isn't exactly my fav bc i prefer the ones with violin😗😗 go and send them to me anytime, i wont mind😉😉

i see your back into your fairy godmother agenda🧙🧙 nah but that actually made me stifle a smile

*grabs the mic* okay so ehem ehem! it feels nostalgic actually *mic drop 😼😼*

#—letters 💌#talks with: 🍰 anon #you have so many alias now👀#i edited this for 🍰 anon's information!#apparently cutting yourself off is ableist so i deleted that part #im really sorry i didnt know :((

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thevastnessof · 3 years

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making foam props is my passion

#sky speaks #😔#i hope i am not just a random library patron to u but also a recognizable alt kid who comes in to use the public printer like every week #i need templates!!#i will use maybe half of them for actual projects

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nenasspot · 3 years

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I JUST found out that mingi's been seen at the airport with the rest of ateez!!!!! I've missed him sososososo much and I know this doesn't mean he's back completely but literally just those airport fan pictures have made my day :))))))

#he's my giant babie and I love him okay #8 makes 1 team 😔🤟🏻#literally every time they've said it I teared up #never knew I could miss an idol this much #6 months babieeee #I hope he's doing well and feeling okay #and I'm so happy that kq gave him all the time he should need #6 months is a long time for a label to give an idol!!!#surely in a group as upcoming as ateez and a member that's visually AND audio wise SO recognizable and trademark ateez #nena talking into the void #kpop #music #ateez #mingi #song mingi #kq entertainment #MINGI IS BACK

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catbatart · 2 years

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Old Timey WS Followers Can Have an Old Piece of Writing...

...as a treat. Old old old like 2016ish? little write up of my sad ‘desh right before his surgery.

I do not claim this to be good writing and I know most of my followers and mutuals are no longer WS folks, but for anyone that was and wants a little bittersweet slap in the face with the trout of nostalgia, I will set this here like an offering at the roots of the oldest tree in the grove for an old forest god 😔

An out-of-focus image of someone's face (or at least the lower half of it) flickers on the screen. A human someone. A woman with thick glasses balanced on her nose and half of her head shaved comes into view as a timestamp flickers in the corner- twenty years after The Fall.

The camera adjusts as she speaks, revealing dozens of freckles over a smiling face. A sad smile.

"Alright so-" she begins quietly, still fidgeting with the lens. "He's supposed to be in bed, right? He's got a big surgery tomorrow-" There is a soft clanking as the camera is turned around to peek through a door. A figure is perched on top of what appeared to be a sturdy metal dresser with a chron clutched in his spindly fingers. With the way his thumbs are moving, it appears as though he is playing some kind of game on the screen.

"As you can seeeeee-" the voice behind the camera gets louder and the figure sat up straight. "He is definitely not in bed." It was Wraith. Grey skin, white hair, pale blue eyes- but he was different. For one, he was not quite so gaunt. He was thin, certainly, but thin in a way that simply appeared to be his body type rather than corpse-like. He was clad in what appeared to be a white undershirt and white slacks- both made with the kind of thin fabric used in medical gowns. His hair was fuller too. No shaved sides- just a mop of messy, thick hair pointing out in odd directions. More immediately noticeable, however, is the full face. Chin, jaw, lips- it is all there.

"Nat-!" the voice comes out with an amused indignance- the kind one might show a younger sibling- as the camera moves up toward him, a weird crackling sound accompanying the movement.

"You are literally two feet away from the bed that you are supposed to be in-" the voice behind the camera scolds. "It's like you're doing it just to piss off Doc." Pre-Wraith- no, Zoran- gives a rather smug little smirk directed just above the camera, which has to point upward to catch his face.

"That's exactly what I'm doing-" He absently runs a hand over the metal plates of his throat and his expression wavers. "My last night being able to... you know-"

"Talk? Eat?" the woman interrupts. Zoran grins, flashing pointed teeth.

"Well, my last day eating was yesterday. Not allowed anything the day before. A last meal of mush and nutrient gruel. Eva had me try whiskey for the first time. Last time too, I guess. But yeah. Last day getting to talk and Doc wants me here? Couldn't even leave to say bye to Kix-"

As he speaks, the camera shifts and the crinkling starts up again as Nat appears to be sitting on the edge of Zoran's medical bay cot before refocusing on the mordesh.

"Yeah, about that-" The human's hand extends, clutching a large plastic bag out to him.

"What's that?"

"Well you gotta open it to find out, ya dingus-" Nat scolds from behind the camera. Zoran reaches forward to grab the large, shapeless, crinkling bag and pulls out an obnoxious amount of brightly colored tissue paper. "Don't toss that paper. We'll probably need to reuse it on your birthday." The mordesh snorts in response, setting it delicately to the side before peering back in the bag.

His bright, cyan eyes widen slightly and he gives a small gasp.

"Kix- what the-" he pulls a large lump of brown leather from the bag, unfolding it until it is recognizable as an oversized leather coat. His mouth hangs slightly open from surprise.

"You get so cold all the time. Dunno what it was like back home for you, but I'm sure the ship ain't helping. She told me you, and I quote- 'need to keep your skinny ass warm.' Her words. Not mine-" Zoran had already tugged the coat over his arms and is busy rolling up the sleeves.

"This is her favorite coat-"

"Yeah, well, you're our favorite Mordesh." A familiar tinge of blue stains the man's cheeks as he rolls his eyes.

"Gee, thanks. My competition is, what, Arne? Don't let him hear you say that."

"Arne's a weenie, and if he ever leaves the engine room, I'll tell him that to his face, too." The camera jolts up as Nat slips off the bed. Her hand comes into view, freckled with chipped blue nail polish tipping each finger as she gestures vaguely at Zoran. "Up. Off. Cmon, I need to put the camera there- Go sit on the bed." The man lets out a melodramatic sigh and slips off his perch, moving to sit on the edge of the bed instead as the camera finally gets its sturdy positioning on the flat surface.

"Why are you even recording this. I look ridiculous right no-"

"Yeah, med outfit and Kix's coat? I'd say so too-" Nat mutters as she makes sure the framing is right. "I want you to have something from us. Something to remember everyone by, you know?" She pauses briefly. "How're you feeling? Okay if I sit by you?" Zoran nods and moves over just a bit to make room. "Oh, thanks, now I need to re-frame-" The camera shifts again as Zoran flashes a large, toothy smile at the temporarily hidden camera woman.

"Just here to help."

"Yeah, yeah, yeah-" The woman reappears in view and gives a little hop to sit on the edge of the medical cot beside Zoran. "How about hugs. You cool with hugs today?" The mordesh gives a small nod and extends an arm, which the human promptly burrows herself under, burying her face in the side of the Mordesh's coat-clad chest and wrapping her arms around his middle. She says something muffled into him, indecipherable with the recording's audio, but it causes Zoran to laugh.

"Hey, hey, it's okay. It's not like-" his voice wavers slightly. "I'm not dying or anything. Just... you know-" The human's shoulders begin to shake a bit and Zoran's face falls. "Hey, it's okay-"

"-don't deserve this-" the woman's voice finally clears as she pulls her face away, sniffling. Zoran's brows are upturned into a sympathetic little smile.

"Doc and Eva are gonna be overseeing it. They'll make sure I come out alright. And I mean-" he hesitates and his face falls. Nat cannot see him, but the camera catches the candid expression of sadness and dread. "It's just my mouth, right? I'll still be me."

"Y-yeah-" Nat sniffles again, miserably. "And we're still here with you, you know? And Kix-" she absently tugs on the leather jacket. "S'like she's here too. Always givin' you a back-breaking Granok hug, yeah?"

"Yeah," Zoran nods and carefully reaches over to adjust the glasses that had gone askew on Nat's face.

"E-Eva is gonna take good ca-"

The screen flickers and clears again to Nat backing away from the camera and Zoran laughing in the background. He is sitting cross-legged at the head of his cot while Nat retreats back to her seat at the foot. Between them is a scattered deck of cards.

"- take you to notice the flashing red light?"

"I am VERY EMOTIONAL right now!" the human snaps lightly. The puffy redness around her eyes was enough of a testament to that.

Zoran has taken to reshuffling the cards into a new, fresh deck and splitting it without the finesse or flourish.

“You go first this time.”

They take turns throwing down down cards, both poised at the ready, hands hovering. After about eight seconds, Eva’s hand slams downward while Zoran’s twitches. A smile creeps over his face. “That’s a queeeen-” he says in a teasingly sing-song way.

“Fuckin-”

“Keep going,” the mordesh urges, and they toss two more cards down before Zoran’s hand strikes out like a snake. Nat sighs.

“Another one? Oh come ooonn-”

“What’s goin’ on here?” a gruff, male voice calls from somewhere off-camera and Nat scrambles to hide the cards. Zoran is trying to hide a grin by biting his lower lip. “Nat, what are you doin’ here? Spokino, I told you to be resting-”

“No,” Zoran is quick to correct, “you told me to stay in bed. I am staying in bed,” he gestures at himself, and then the cot.

“Uh huh. And I’m sure you’ve been there the whole time?”

“The entire time,” the Mordesh assures with a very solemn nod. Nat is completely blank faced.

“Right, you’re a terrible liar. Nat, out.” The woman pouts to the man off camera.

“C’mon, Doc! You’re taking off his mouth tomorrow! How is that fair? He should be able to-”

“Jaw. Removing his infected jaw and throat. It’s fair because it’s keeping the infection from his brain.” Zoran cast his gaze down at his lap where his hands are folded. Nat’s eyes follow the man who steps into view. He is a broad, bearded human with tired eyes and greying hair. He looks at the camera.

“You’re...recording him.”

“Yeah!” the girl snaps. “Mordesh live forever, right? He needs-”

“‘Living’ is a bit of a misno-” the man begins before Nat slugs him.

“I want him to have memories, Doc. Shut up.” The man sighs and seems to concede.

“Wrap it up,” he says quietly. “Only ten more hours. He needs his rest.”

“Yeah, yeah, yeah. Shoo. Get,” Nat insists, waving her hand.

“Five more minutes.” The man turns and leaves. The other two are silent until the door clicks closed off camera.

“Right so…” Nat looks to Zoran, frowning. “M’sure Doc’s already run you through. You might not get to talk. For...awhile.” The mordesh nodded.

“Yeah. He did,” he quietly affirms.

“But you know, I hear some other ships have been working on modulators for ‘desh with similar problems! We can always rendezvous in a few years and we’ll get to hear your voice again before ya know it!” The optimism is a stretch, and it is clear that even she knows it.

“Yeah.” Zoran offers her a weak little half smile. “Before I know it.”

Nat sighs and shifts so she is sitting beside him again, leaning on his shoulder.

“Uh, so… any last words, I guess? For the camera? Remember, this is your recording so make it something you’ll wanna hear!”

Zoran’s face contorts and he considers for a moment.

“Well… future-Zoran… Uhh, You might not be able to talk for awhile. That’s okay. These guys aren’t going to care. And you’re gonna think you miss fried cheese sticks for awhile. I know you will. But they’re really not that good and they always make you sick, so don’t even worry about it.”

Nat nods and sniffles again.

“That was really beautiful, Zoran.” It is supposed to be a joke, but even from the camera view, there are tears in her eyes. “I gotta pack up before Doc rides my ass again, but I’ll make sure to get this on a chip for you, okay?” The Mordesh nods.

“Thanks, Nat. See me as soon as you can sneak past Do-”

And the recording ends.

#wildstar #wraith #writing #not art #OLD SHIT #single tear rolls down my face

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glittertrail · 2 years

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I was tagged by @aquafinha to do this (thank you Katie🥰💖)

1. Why did you choose your url?:

for a long time my personal brand was the friend that loved glitter vfx and makeup in general, ofc i would go all out and leave trails of glitter everywhere lmao also i like having a url that is recognizable but not fandom affiliated

2. Any side blogs?:

yes lmao so many but the active ones are only @ellavaday for rpdr stuff, @ccantaloup for cute animal videos food and reminders to be kind to yourself (it is where a lot of... not particularly good stuff used to be documented and instead of deleting it i decided to rebrand it and keep it as a reminder to myself) and @ateneawrites for fic writing (this one's a baby and it's brand new bc i haven't written for fun in a good 6 years, i'm rusty but definitely having fun at least)

3. How long have you been on tumblr?:

2010ish

4. Do you have a queue tag?:

nope, y'all gotta figure out if i'm online or not by yourselves lmao (it's not hard i usually blog a lot of things in a row when i'm online vs one post every half an hour when i'm not)

5. Why did you start your blog in the first place?:

i had just moved to a new continent and didn't have many friends and was bored

6. Why did you choose your icon/pfp?:

because i lost my old one😭 i put a cute pic of a ghost for halloween and lost the one i had before of a bottle shaped like a heart that said poison 😔 the one i currently have just looked okay with the no header look i like on mobile

7. Why did you choose your header?:

i don't like the look of headers 😬

8. What’s your post with the most notes?:

in this blog? It's buried bc this blog is old as sin but it's either a post about leon orcot from psoh or effie trinket from thg, rn it's a screenshot of choriza may's last look on the rpdr runway because this might not be the drag race blog but the stickers of a peach with "chocho" written on it definitely belongs to this blog lmao

9. How many mutuals do you have?:

probably about a hundred-ish but i am not sure since the rpdr blog is quite more popular than my main

10. How many followers do you have?:

this blog has about 1.1k and the drag race blog has about 4.8k followers (which is absolutely insane but most of those have to be inactive by now tbh.. that sideblog exploded when i first made it bc of t&k), fully have no clue about the other ones but those are the ones i frequent the most

11. How many people do you follow?:

367

12. Have you ever made a shitpost?:

have i made anything but shitposts?

13. How often do you use tumblr each day?:

i started to check it daily again just recently, kind of left it abandoned in 2017 but i'm here probably more often than i should currently

14. Did you ever have a fight/argument with another blog once?:

never, the unfollow button is right there and blocking is not hard should that not suffice

15. How do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?:

same as katie, i get annoyed, it usually just ensures i ignore it, specially, no offense, if it's got to do with the us

16. Do you like tag games?:

love them

17. Do you like ask games?:

love those too!

my favorite thing is the mutuals that will send you things to your ask box unprompted too btw or play things like "assign me a time period in history" or a dessert (@msaudreyanne @woodswit @jackredfieldwasmyjacob are probably some of my favorite people to follow bc of those things)

18. Which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?:

depends on what we consider famous, i think some of them have got def more engagement than most, if that counts as famous then @woodswit @msaudreyanne and @legallybrunette1997 qualify

if we go by "people that represent their fandom" i think I'd be remiss not to add @goldenliartrash and @sapphicfolch to the list (hello ministericos how are we doing) and then @ellanainthetardis (or hayffie fanfiction god) and @junosjukebox and @veronicasanders (for rpdr fanfiction specifically)

19. Do you have a crush on a mutual?:

a couple that i'm v good friends irl with now since i firmly believe in being a tiny bit in love with your friends 🥰

(no pressure) tags: @kindlichekaiserins @sapphicsupremacist @dykegoblins @amillcitygirl @gardenarcana @poliearbear @lissette @timelordsensate @katya-zamos @doumekiss @1-800-heller @papitati @stephanieschildren , any of the people i tagged before while answering this and anyone else who wishes to do this

#tag thingie

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ynainna · 3 years

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aether hcs for a fic

note: this has personally been in my mind for awhile and while I deal with not writing this fic for awhile since I’m busy with other fics, I thought of dropping some bread crumbs for this 😩 I’m sorry I’m so inactive buttercups. THIS WILL BE THE BEST I CAN GIVE FOR NOW 😭 🤧 🤚

SO SPOILERS FOR THE ARCHON QUEST Ch IV: We will be Reunited

It’s canon divergence for this fic as instead of Aether leaving the ruins and just being a mourning confused sweetheart, he goes detective mode 🕵️‍♂️

but since he’s so recognizable with his foreign getup and gigantic reputation in Teyvat, he goes undercover (no this will not be a spy au- or at least I’ll try not to make it a spy one😭 )

His undercover involves cross dressing because I just really want to make a pretty aether who defies gender norms 💅🏻

His fit is basically a whole ass traditional esque Liyue or Inazuma inspired depending on how far the divergence I want to make this (I’m pretty sure I’ll try to mix his whole traditional female fit with a variety and not just one culture👏 )

HIS HAIRRR!!! since they don’t have colored contacts (in their timeline so far anyways) his eyes would be pretty recognizable bc he’s very distinct!! Very otherworldly our sweet charming Aether! so he does the next best thing and it’s HAIR COLOR!! 💇‍♀️

Hair dye doesn’t exist during the time where the countries we’ve been in were inspired from so he changes his hair color via natural environmental things like the ancient civilizations!

Anyways, Aether has light colored hair which is also very distinct since there’s not really a color like that in Teyvat (IN MY FIC OFC 😩 🤚) and with his very distinct features he really needs to hide it so his chances of being found are slimmer

BUTTT!!! as I’ve said before he can’t change his eye color with fakes so he has to hide his other most distinguishable feature!

HES GOING TO WEAR MAKE UP 👏 🙌 like the pretty eyeliners Xiao and Zhongli got going on but red and very hmm, sexy?? No no, feminine ish?? it’s hard to describe so I’ll find a reference picture of a character’s make up later and post it!!

BUT HIS HAIRSTYLE IS GONNA BE LIKE THOSE KOREAN DRAMA UHH ROYAL ONES like the little low bun with a hair pin stuck there??? god help me it’d look so good!! (I’ll try to share some art that I’m trying to draw to give me some inspiration for more!!)

besides his looks (bc my mind has been on that for so long) this will be based on after a week after running into Lumine

BUT DURING THAT WEEK HES PREPPING!

Paimon is very against this undercover thing but she lets him be solely bc Aether looks so determined and she thinks that’s better than a mourning and gloomy aether

aether doesn’t tell anyone else about his planning but barely anyone sees him during his prep week and even then it looks like he’s in a rush so ppl barely have time to talk to him

so the day he goes “missing,” or when he blends in as a citizen and starting his undercover thing he’s got going on, everyone is like: !!! where frend?!?!

It isn’t super obvious that he’s gone missing, or as they thought, since they won’t notice until a week or two bc they know he travels a lot and is super busy esp recent days but when no one hears a whisper in the wind or any commissions that Aether usually takes disappear then alarm bells start ringing

obv they can’t just abandon posts but there’s ears out and they’re super worried 😔

Xiao is very concerned and is always up and about either searching or is up on the balcony or at the highest mountain tops just watching for a hint of his existence (he even thought about heading to monstadt to look) 🏔

Zhongli Xiansheng IS VERY CONCERNED 🍵 even if he’s just so out of it while doing paperwork during his work hours, often contemplating about any signs or anything relating about the resident outlander

Childe well,,,, 👺 he’s in Snezhnaya first and foremost and doesn’t hear anything until a week or two (3-4 weeks after ppl notice he’s gone) before he’s set to return back to his post in Liyue. Even if Childe is fatui and is very well informed, he was busy with family and just a LOT of paperwork bc u can’t tell me being a harbinger that’s out on expeditions isn’t a lot of paperwork and meetings and a whole bunch of shit 🗿

Xinyan, Xiangling, Chongyun and Xingqiu are conspiring with one another there’s not much else to say than that. They’re just there making theories and sometimes acting on them as they eat in the confines of the Guhua clan’s residence or at Wangmin’s

The Qixing are very sneaky but very worried, they can’t extend much of their resources to search for him even if they owe a lot and have formed attachment bc they have duties and Liyue comes before that

Their spy network doe is very dry since there’s no information flowing in about traveler and it frustrates them very much!! Ganyu as cute and busy as she is, is even more concerned and a workaholic cause she needs to get her mind off of it before she stresses even more in worrying 😓

THE MONSTADT TEAM!!!

Knights of favonius you already know 🙌

Jean is concerned and often when on break contemplates out looking out in the window wondering where or how he’s gone (don’t tell anyone but she’s spending her free time looking for clues and reading up on things! Lisa helps doe, they’re seen almost all the time together just reading books and talking quietly as they bounced ideas and concerns with one another)

Kaeya is already hand in hand with his sus friends that which are his spies 🥴🤪😼 but things are also not popping up and he’s just yknow.... nothing on his hands 🤷‍♀️ he is actually more productive in his work than procrastinating on it bc he needs brain juice working and when he finishes it his mind can just go around like a hamster ball as he thinks about the situation

Diluc with his network of information is also left with nothing tangible to grasp that would help with finding Aether or Paimon and he is frustrated even if he doesn’t show it. He’s all grumpy and is more prone to take up his stand at the bar hoping to gain information from any blabbers but it’s fruitless 👊 😔 his night patrols are quiet most of the time so most nights he spends time thinking about it or searching for Aether!! or as much as he can anyway

KLEE!! 😭 🤧 is super worried, comes out of solitary confinement only to see everyone busy and serious faced and she’s so confused like ??? So when she asks everyone just looks solemn or puts on a smile to tell her everything is fine or they’re busy or a case came up but she finds out after Aether isn’t there for his roundly baby sitting to take her to places to fish bombing and when she asks Albedo she finds out that way too

Albedo is... quiet, tries researching and consulting the books of alchemy that would help with tracking someone down but it can’t really do much. He tries to attend more meetings now to see if there’s anymore information they learned or gain but is ultimately disappointed when none are given. It’s hard taking care of a sad Klee when he’s also worried (so they’re just a ball of cute sadness)

Sucrose and Noelle hang in the library just looking for ways to help or researching as well as tracking Aether’s steps!! They bond though, and they run into Amber and Eula who are also in conversations with one another trading ideas with one another on their theories and ideas. They’re super concerned and Amber is this close 🤏 to cry and yell bc she remembers her first day with Aether and she just wants him to be okay 🥺

Venti 🧐 is basically just tiring himself out as he no longer has a gnosis to boost his OG elemental powers so he’s just tired as he’s consistently using and expanding his powers far more than the limit he should pass. Dvalin has tried to get him to rest but this shit ain’t working. Windrise is not doing wonders rn 😫 🤚 if anything it makes him more determined and more pushy with himself to just do more bc it reminds him of Aether.

Mona tries to scry but its fruitless and she goes even more broke bc she’s using resources to find any possible way to help enhance her Hydromancy to help find Aether (all she knows is he’s alive bc his constellations still reside in the sky) she does get frustrated and tends to have all nighters once in awhile in her determination to just FIND

The Adventurers are just clueless and try to do the commission Aether normally does thinking he may show up there or have left signs, they ask ppl they meet to see if they’ve seen him and even rope in Razor to help them search in the wild throes of Teyvat (it’s not very fruitful)

Anyways before I basically just spoil my whole Fic plot line 👩🏻‍🦽🙎🏻‍♀️🧍‍♀️🧎‍♀️

BASICALLY THEY WILL MEET AETHER AGAIN!! and how?? Well, when I actually write this fic you’ll know 🥴💁🏻‍♀️

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