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sunkissed-zegras · 8 months

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✮ 𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐤 𝟏 = 𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐞, zegras' have more fun

♡ ─ summary | y/n shows off her first week of uni and the captain of the hockey captain purposes something...

♡ ─ warnings | absolutely nothing, maybe mention of needing to bulk??, and playful insults/"bully" (per usual)

♡ ─ taglist | tbd

♡ ─ ev's notes | ahhhh i'm so excited for this series, please send in some requests if you have any! i'm still thinking about who i want little miss zegras to end up with, can y'all help me with that LMAO. i'm so indecisive

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ynzegras ann arbor, michigan

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ynzegras | week 1 @ umich, done ✅ tagged: briesbagels, lhughes_06, dylanduke25 september 2, 2022

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briesbagels | so YOU stole my camera???

↳ ynzegras oops... mb it just ended in my luggage, idk how

↳ pchandler68 I LITERALLY TOLD YOU BRIE. U WERE WRONG.

↳ briesbagels a. i'm never wrong 😗 and b. you did steal my anaheim sweatshirt i saw it on facetime

↳ ynzegras how does bro fit in that, he needs to BULK!!

↳ trevorzegras y/n skinny shaming scandle?

↳ ynzegras scandal**

lhughes_06 | that's such a terrible pic y/n, how could you do me and dylan like that???

↳ ynzegras yall look fine... stop being dramatic

↳ lhughes_06 we look like 2 middle aged fathers taking a pic after helping their kids move into their dorm 😟😑

↳ dylanduke25 speak for yourself man, i look sexy 🥵

↳ pchandler68 fr that smile 🥵🥵

_quinnhughes | LUKE lmao 😭

↳ ynzegras HAHAHAHAH HES SO FUNNY

↳ _quinnhughes he looks scared

↳ lhughes_06 she forced me to take that pic so YES i was scared. 😣

↳ trevorzegras BULLIES. they are BULLIES. first me and griffin, now luke and dylan. u have a problem y/n

↳ ynzegras idk ab bullying but it's pretty funny

pchandler68 | is that my cup in the fourth picture??

↳ ynzegras no bruh i brought this from home

↳ pchandler68 FUCKING LIAR THATS MINE. GET UR OWN CUP

↳ briesbagels GET UR OWN SWEATSHIRT. its a cup, get over it 😑😑

dylanduke25 | lovely pic y/n🫡 great photograph taking skills

↳ ynzegras thanks bud 🤞🏼

griffinzegras | i see you've found another brother huh?

↳ ynzegras awww u jelly?? ur still my fav

↳ griffinzegras YEAH ID HOPE SO?? I AM UR BIOLOGICAL BROTHER 🤨

↳ ynzegras i actually i take that back, i think i got a concussion from ur fucking driving

↳ griffinzegras who bought you starbucks for the past two years EVERDAY before school?

↳ ynzegras i can't remember CUS I HIT MY HEAD SO HARD

trevorzegras | miss you sista

↳ ynzegras i literally saw u like two days

↳ trevorzegras i can still miss my baby sis

↳ avazegras 📸📸 hmm? baby sis?

↳ trevorzegras i miss u both okay??????

↳ ynzegras sure... okay

nolan_moyle | new hockey manager??

↳ ynzegras yeah no

↳ nolan_moyle please 😥😥 it would mean the world to our lukey boy

↳ lhughes_06 na i really don't care

↳ nolan_moyle not helping our case there 😐😐

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leclerc-s · 6 months

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track 002. la del insta

─── ❝ todo comienza y se termina ❞ ───

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NOVEMBER 2022

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redbullracing i have been told that my previous caption was not appropriate, so here's a boring pr one scripted by salty spice himself, daniel ricciardo returns to red bull as our reserve driver. it's wonderful to have you back daniel.

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📍isabellaperez alternate caption was the honey badger is back mother fuckers!! read it and weep!!

user43 i love red bull's admin and their chaos. wonder where christian horner found them.

↳ redbullracing he found me on the streets of monaco and picked me up by the scruff of my neck and told me he had a job for me. who was i to deny salty spice?

↳ danielricciardo you would love her less if you had to see her everday.

↳ maxverstappen1 at least you got a break for a while, i've been suffering for four years

↳ estebanocon you two have it easy, i've been suffering since 2016.

↳ schecoperez i've been told to say that i've been suffering for 19 years.

↳ isabellaperez fuck you guys (except tio checo. i love you)

↳ alexalbon don't worry isa, you're my favorite red bull admin

↳ isabellaperez thank you lily's boyfriend! you're my favorite williams driver!

user07 red bull admin is checo's niece?? plot twist. honestly though, i love her.

christianhorner this is not the caption we talked about isabella.

↳ redbullracing i would say sorry but we both know it's going to happen again. it's been happening for over 4 years.

user92 she's been apart of the team longer than checo? it's kind of iconic. but why red bull and not aston martin when checo was racing with them at the time?

↳ isabellaperez aston martin didn't have a position open and red bull did. it also allowed me to travel with my uncle which i've been doing since 2011, i was only going to stop because the fia demanded it due to covid.

user59 so do you live in monaco or mexico with checo?

↳ isabellaperez used to live in LA but the influencer life was not for me (check out my youtube channel) then i was convinced by my sister and arthur to move to monaco. i travel to mexico all the time, i have to see my mami of course!

BAHRAIN 2023

the youngest mclaren driver stood off to the side, nervous for his first ever formula one grand prix. his teammate seemed less nervous, but still nervous to a certain degree. oscar truly didn't want to fuck this up, not after everything that happened in the last 6 months for him. he noticed a brunette girl staring at him from across the pitlane, she gave him a small wave before turning to go back inside the redbull garage.

the younger brunette turned to look at the slightly older one, "who was that?"

the older one turned to look at him, “you don’t stand a chance. she's checo's niece, very overprotective that man is. not excluding you know, max and daniel. take it from me, i've tried.”

“i asked who she was not if you tried to get her number.”

“oh, i have her number, but i have a girlfriend, you pastry. matter of fact," lando said, "you have her number too."

“it’s piastri! you know this!” oscar shouted as lando skipped, literally skipped, away from him. oscar rolled his eyes at the older drivers actions before turning to go back inside the mclaren garage.

the brunette girl stood outside the redbull garage again, with daniel ricciardo at her side. she turned to look at the empty spot oscar had once been in, then back at daniel, “can't believe i still think he's cute. he's the enemy.”

daniel laughed, "he's not the enemy isa. you're allowed to have a crush on someone."

isabella rolled her eyes, running a hand through her hair, “i hope him the best at shit-claren.”

“isa!”

the girl laughed, “it’s true!”

redbullracing posted a new story

alexa, play the boys are back from hsm2!!! welcome home honey badger!! we've missed you!! (salty spice told me no more cursing on official red bull posts)

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isabellaperez we're back people!! bahrain 2023, praying for a better result than last year. please f1 gods, don’t give us a double dnf. (but at least ferrari had a 1-2!)

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danieljricciardo i know you aren’t liking your posts from the official redbull racing account

↳ isabellaperez what good is it running the red bull account if i can’t like my own posts?

user82 paddock princess is back people!!

↳ isabellaperez am i royalty like charles? people’s prince and poddack princess?

↳ charles_leclerc you wish you were as cool as me

↳ isabellaperez at least i don’t wear questionable pants.

↳ georgerussell63 she got you there buddy

user75 isabella running the red bull racing account but still being a tifosi will always be hilarious to me

↳ isabellaperez corporate espionage at it's finest (i'm kidding christian, please don't fire me)

logansargeant is it considered treason if i follow you?

↳ isabellaperez idk let’s ask alex_albon, is it treason?

↳ alex_albon he’s in the groupchat? how is this treason?

↳ logansargeant good to know

logansargeant and oscarpiastri started following you

redbullracing posted a new story!

1-2 in bahrain! what a way to begin the season! congrats maxverstappen1 and schecoperez (i’ve been told by helmut that i need to be more ‘professional’ whatever that means)

duckling to get over my crush on oscar i’ve decided to ask arthur for ollie’s number.

super max oh for fucks sake, don’t do that

duckling maybe i should text austin then.

honey badger DON’T YOU FUCKING DARE!

honey badger i will fucking confiscate your phone isabella estrella perez

duckling i don’t have a middle name. my sister does, it’s maria. honey badger i could not give less of a fuck. don’t you dare do such a thing.

super max I WILL CALL SEBASTIAN ISABELLA PEREZ!!

duckling don't threaten me with sebastian, max! that will do nothing!

super max added one person

honey badger had changed the group name to 'redbull's four musketeers'

paddock dad do i want to know?

super max ISABELLA WANTS TO TALK TO AUSTIN! TELL HER IT'S A BAD IDEA! duckling fuck you, you stupid maxi-pad

paddock dad isa, why would you do that?

honey badger SHE HAS A CRUSH ON OSCAR AND IS AFRAID OF LOVE! duckling i am not afraid of love. i’m afraid of falling in love, two very different things daniel super max yet another thing austin ruined for you. love along with getting a pet. paddock dad how the hell did he ruin getting a pet for her? honey badger honestly don’t remember but i think it was something along the lines of how his cousin had one and it got killed by a car. duckling i still want a dog he didn’t completely ruin that. paddock dad never let a man ruin anything for you or so my wife says

super max you might want to mute this chat seb, it was created to help isabella over any and all problems, small or big.

duckling okay fuck you verstappen

super max no thanks. i have a girlfriend. honey badger we're aware. we've heard nonsense super max do you really want to go there ricciardo? your wife wrote a song about only buying a dress so you could take it off honey badger DO YOU LIKE MAKING HER EYES ROLL VERSTAPPEN? DO YOU?

isabella had been so focused on her phone and texting back the others that she didn’t notice the person coming at her. she crashed into the person and her phone fell to the floor, landing with a loud crack. at least the crack sounded loud to her, but not louder than the ‘mierda’ she let out. she bent down to pick up her phone and so did the person she had bumped into, both reached for her phone, bumping heads.

“fuck,” isabella softly whispered, “you have a hard head,” she told the other person as she rubbed her head.

the person laughed, “guess that’s a good thing for an f1 driver.”

isabella’s eyes slightly widened when she realized who she had bumped into. she would recognize an australian accent anywhere, she had grown up near daniel ricciardo. oscar piastri was too busy inspecting her phone for any cracks to notice the expression she had made. he handed her the phone as both stood to their full heights, he was noticeably taller than her.

"no cracks," oscar told her as he handed back her phone. she smiled politely at him, "thanks."

"and your friends are blowing up your phone. i think you had like 10 messages come in while i was checking to see if it had any cracks. not that i read them-"

isabella waved him off, "it's just max and danny, they were arguing about who had the horniest songs written about them."

oscar laughed, "i'm oscar piastri."

"i know, i'm isabella perez" she replied, "i saw your alpine tweet, plus arthur talks about you a lot."

"i know," oscar replied, "arthur leclerc? you two know each other?" he questioned as they began walking together. isabella didn't know where he had originally been heading but now the two were walking back to their hotels.

"he's dating my sister, dulce? you might know her."

"oh, you're isa. i always wondered why they called you isa and not bella."

"because i will stab anyone who calls me bella," isabella emptily threatened. too enthralled on her phone she failed to notice the small smile on oscar's face.

"okay, bella."

isabella quickly looked up, glaring at him, "i'm glad you dnf'd."

"ouch," oscar dramatically muttered, "you wound me bella."

the two were interrupted by a voice shouting for oscar. they turned around and were met with the sight of alex albon and logan sargeant, both williams drivers also walking back to their hotel.

"alabono!" isabella shouted, rushing to hug the bleached-blonde. the taller driver opened his arms and accepted the hug, "hi, isa. did you have a good day?"

"no, charles dnf'd, so the ferrari in me is crying. however, the redbull in me is screaming for joy."

before alex could reply a ding interrupted him and caused isabella to look down at her phone. her eyes widened, and she handed her phone over to alex, "can you give this to max or danny later? i'm catching a flight on air-max later tomorrow."

alex nodded, "see you in glendale. or sooner."

"bye alex, bye logan, bye piastri!" isabella shouted as she ran off. logan looked confused between isabella's phone and alex, "why'd she give you her phone?"

the phone dinged again and alex sighed as he switched the phone to silent, "it's quite the story, one that either isa or dulce should tell you, not me."

"okay," logan said, he turned to oscar, "why'd she call you piastri?"

"oh, i called her bella," oscar replied, as if it was the easiest thing in the world. alex's eyes widned and logan knew their was a story there but he didn't pry. he wasn't close to any of the other drivers besides oscar, so he wasn't going to ask. he could be nosy sometimes but even he knew his limits. alex didn't want to talk about isabella's phone so maybe the phone had something to do with calling her bella.

"surprised you're still standing," alex said, "last time someone called her bella she kicked him in the nuts, and they had just met. he stopped calling her bella after that."

the two rookies exchanged looks as alex pocketed isabella's phone and pulled out his own phone and began to type furiously on it. logan's phone dinged moment's later but he ignored it, not wanting to make oscar suspicious. however, when his phone kept dinging oscar turned to him curiously and logan waved him off, silencing his phone.

"just friends from home, they were planing a party," logan quickly lied. oscar shrugged him off and logan was quick to divert the conversation to a random topic.

alex albon OSCAR CALLED HER BELLA AND HE'S STILL STANDING. NO BALLS WERE KICKED!!!!

dulce perez HE WHAT? BUT SHE HASN'T LET ANYONE CALL HER THAT FOR YEARS! EVEN AUSTIN WASN'T ALLOWED TO CALL HER BELLA

daniel riccardo THIS IS BIG NEWS PEOPLE!

lewis hamilton will you people shut up? some of us have an early flight to catch tomorrow.

fernando alonso mute them, i usually do that until the next morning. lewis hamilton i should start doing that

daniel ricciardo CARLOS DROP EVERYTHING NOW!!!

bailey winters MEET ME IN THE POURING RAIN! daniel ricciardo NOT THE TIME BAILEY! bailey winters IT IS ALWAYS THE TIME FOR DAPHNE JONES SONGS!

carlos sainz what happened? what did i miss?

arthur leclerc that's not fair, i've known her for years and i still get punched on the arm when i call her bella

dulce perez that’s because it’s usually “this is the skin of a killer bella” lando norris to be fair it’s a great line, and robert pattinson is great. team edward all the way daphne jones for legal reasons, team jacob natalia ruiz shall i tell suki lando’s in love with her boyfriend? lando norris CAN I MEET HIM? TELL ME I CAN!!

carlos sainz QUE ESTÁ PASANDO?! SOMEONE EXPLAIN!!

logan sargeant what’s the big deal with him calling her bella? it’s her name, no?

carlos sainz QUE? HE CALLED HER WHAT? dulce perez the only people allowed to call her bella was our dad, tio checo too, but ever since dad passed she hasn’t let anyone call her that. she says it was his name and only his. arthur leclerc her ex tried calling her bella and she kicked him in the nuts when they first met. he still did it every time he was angry at her. charles leclerc which was everyday and she always cried because only her dad was allowed to call her that. logan sargeant so the ex was an asshole? max verstappen biggest understatement of the year.

logan sargeant and that’s why she gave her phone to alex earlier.

mick schumacher HE TEXTED? AGAIN? I WOULD STRANGLE HIM IF I WOULDN'T LAND IN JAIL

daniel ricciardo i’m going to punch that guy. take a hint dude.

logan sargeant why don’t you guys just block him?

dulce perez oh why didn’t we try that? WE DID THAT YOU AMERICAN!

natalia ruiz seb said we needed to teach her to not reach out to him on her own. we're starting with confiscating her phone anytime he texts her and we give it to her the next day. it was hard to get where we are now, trust me. she used to fight us on it but now she just hands her phone over.

mae jones we're not quite sure what the next step is but we're making progress. maybe we can get her to block him on her own.

george russell so what exactly is the next step in operation osbella? obella? iscar? what's the official name?

fernando alonso how about 'all of you need to stop being invested in isabella's love life and go the hell to sleep?"

lando norris yes papa nando. fernando alonso that's going to stick isn't it? max verstappen absolutely lando norris 100 percent daniel ricciardo already making t-shirts lance stroll papa nando, papa seb, and uncle lewis mae jones good luck explaining that one to isa and oscar in the other groupchat.

¡leclerc-s speaks! it's austin gp weekend! (i live in california) anyways hope you enjoyed this one before quali today or after. expect more posts this weeked, maybe? i'm not sure yet.

¡disclaimer! this is in no way making assumptions about the people involved in this story, this is all fake. it is a fanfiction please don't take any of what is said seriously. this is all for entertainment purposes and as a creative outlet for me. enjoy!

#leclerc-s #the honest series #oscar piastri #formula 1 #oscar piastri x female oc #formula 1 fic #fanfic #fanfiction #f1 #f1 smau #f1 social media au #f1 instagram au #f1 fic

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rainstops · 1 year

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thanks to you i like the rain

scaramouche x reader - modern au

summery: you and scaramouche saw eachother everyday, but you never talked to him. then he disappeared, but he was still bound to change your life.

a/n: sorry for grammar mistakes or any mistakes at all, if there are any since english isnt my first language. but everything is written small on purpose

when you moved into your new house, you didn't expect to see the same boy at your busstation everday. when you first saw him, he was wearing a white shirt, jeans and a light brown jacket. the spring breeze was cold. his eyes were lowered onto his phone, and a few strands of his purple hair fell into his face. you didn't move that far away, which means you still went to the same school, and as far as you can remember you never saw him before in your school. not even once he looked up from his phone, and he kept his headphones plucked into his ears at all times.

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everyday you saw him, and not once did he look at you once instead of his phone. everyday you got on the same bus as him, but never got off the bus at the same time. sometimes you saw him on the bus after school, but rather rarely.

then suddenly he disappeared like he had never entered your life. you didnt see him anymore. you still took the same bus everyday around the same times, but he didnt. it was crazy how a boy around your age you never even talked to can make you think about him that much.

thats when your mothers work shifts changed. she now left the house around the same time as you, and offered to drive you to school, every second week. and without hesitation you accepted her offer. who would prefer to squeeze into a bus every morning?

then one week, your mother was sick so she didnt leave the house. which meant you had to take the bus again. unfortunately it rained that day. maybe you could make it to the station without arriving soaking wet? well, you couldnt.

this was probably the only time he noticed you first. the purple haired boy laid his eyes onto your wet school uniform, and on your hands which were probably cold from the tempatures, which were holding your phone, which screen was covered in raindrops. you tried wiping them away, but your hands were just as wet as your screen. if not, then even wetter.

he let out a quiet sigh as he got a step closer to you, holding his umbrella over your head as well. that was when you noticed him as well.

you looked up to see what stopped the drops of water fall onto your face, when your eyes met with a transparent umbrella. your vision followed the hand who was holding the umbrella, to notice the boy, which you had missed a little, even if you didn't know him. his eyes were glued onto his screen as always, and white headphones still in his ears.

"thank you", you smiled.

those were the first words he ever heard from you. you werent sure if he heard you since he was wearning headphones, so you checked for small changes in his usually unbothered facial features. he pressed his lips into a small line, and blinked an unusal amount of times, as his shoulders seemed to relax.

"n...", he started, like he was rethinking his decision to say something.

"no problem"

part two

#scaramouche #scara #scara x reader #scaramouche x reader #kunikuzushi #wanderer #genshin impact #genshin #genshin impact x reader #genshin x reader #rain #rainstops #genshin fluff #genshin impact fluff

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phoenix-is-the-hottest-thing · 1 year

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To be honest when I first played Star Rail I didn’t expect them to make Luocha this shady.

Like, it’s established early in chapter 2 that the only reason the Astral Express crew gets into the Luofu is because Silver Wolf hacked them in (which almost gets them arrested). So... how did Luocha get there? How could he possibly show up after them? He wasn't already on the Luofu since he didn't know why everything was on lockdown, and he was heading out to meet with Tingyun so he wasn't traveling with her, and since HER ship was the last to come through before the Astral Express... uh??

Additionally, despite the docks being on lockdown for multiple hours, Tingyun was there with guards— what was she looking for? Survivors? Seems unlikely, since everybody was evacuated a while ago, and she’s someone from a trade guild, not a rescue professional. Sure, maybe she meant to look for Kafka, but she’s displeased when asked to do this later on… and if she’d been looking for somebody why not use a Diting to begin with, since that’s what everyone uses to track Kafka down? Is it only because she’s a Foxian and doesn’t need one, or was she looking for someone who wasn’t supposed to hide from her? Was she looking to meet with Luocha... DESPITE THE LOCKDOWN THAT SHOULD BE STOPPING HIM FROM COMING IN?

We know the amount of time between Trailblazer, March + Welt leaving and Dan Heng leaving the train by himself is something like half an hour, so there’s no way the docks re opened long enough for Luocha to casually get there by accident. Either he’s been there since before lockdown and hid (until Tingyun's ship came in?), or Silver Wolf also let him in, possibly using the Astral Express as a cover.

Then, after Tingyun's gone, a lone rookie Cloud Knight wound up in the exact same area, and found someone Tingyun missed (although the Foxians are noted to have sharper senses). If Luocha had been hiding, why wasn't he hiding from Sushang? If he wasn't hiding, how did he get into the port? It doesn't make sense... for a honest man.

I think it’s most likely that he’d been hiding in that area waiting for a contact to lead him inside the Luofu, though I’m not certain whether it would be that half an hour or two days. Tingyun was looking for him, as he later confirms that's who he was set to meet with… maybe since she was distracted by the Astral Express crew, and in Jing Yuan's direct line of sight, Sushang was sent to meet him instead?

This sounds like it could be intentional. Like, just look at the facts. Cloud Knights move in squads, but a legitimately less than two decades old rookie was sent in the allegedly evacuated danger zone (WHERE AT LEAST ONE ENTIRE SQUAD ALREADY GOT BEATEN) alone to "rescue civilians"?

Whoever thought sending Sushang alone was a good idea was using her as a tool, most likely a tool to sneak Luocha in. It’s made very clear that she is NOT strong enough to be there alone, she gets wounded and then downed even with Dan Heng’s help and Luocha has to heal her. Additionally, she has no idea about safety protocols, since she sponsors both of them in without asking questions, even though Dan Heng is forbidden from entering the Luofu.

Sushang is actually quite perfect here. She's new, she's very young, she's eager to prove herself and save people, she's very uneducated and lacks knowledge that would help her point out Luocha (or Dan Heng) as suspicious. Additionally, Tingyun does know her, as seen in her voicelines:

About Sushang Sushang is very kind and comes to my shop everday to ask: "Is business difficult? I'll help you!" "Did anyone smash your shop? I'll help you!"...

She’s the perfect scapegoat if someone needs to take the fall for dangerous people sneaking in later.

Now the question is WHY. Why would Luocha need to hide despite his cover as a merchant, why would he need to get snuck in by a naive Cloud Knight when Tingyun seemingly fails to meet him, we know he’s been on the Luofu before so this is clearly a special occasion...

And most suspiciously: Why is Tingyun's "About Luocha" line this, when he explicitly says that he was going to meet her?

A businessman from beyond the sky? And he's not on the Whistling Flames' records... Weird, why can't I remember him?

There’s also Luocha's suspicious coffin, and his Abundance alignment… HM.

Tingyun's sussy fascination with the Abundance could give her a motive to lie in her voiceline... She seems worried about Foxian lifespans. Her character stories show that she does genuinely care about Yukong and the Luofu, but considering that she only has a hundred odd years left and Yukong knew her as a child, Yukong probably doesn't have that long left. Maybe she wants to find a way to extend her life? Being her successor as Helm Master gives them a close relationship to ponder upon...

Another possibility is that she's being genuine, of course. Since Luocha has been shown to use the Abyss Flower and has the ability to reconstruct structures he understands similarly to the Core of Reason/Void Archive's power, he might have access to the memory-altering Fenghuang Down divine key, too. In which case, she wouldn't be lying...

Hard to tell which is the liar for now, though.

As for WHY he might have these divine keys, whether it's because Luocha could be Void Archives in disguise, or because he's a callback to Seven Swords visual novel's version of Otto Raksha, also remains to be seen. Both are in the realm of possibility.

Since an Emanator was the one to sneak it in... Could it be Luocha, and the Stellaron was once hidden in that coffin…? "Someone he met once" seems to be something of an understatement considering dangerous vines seem to be coming from it. Dude are you hiding a whole ass Yaoshi in there or something?

Conclusion:

Luocha is suspicious, and either him, Tingyun, or both are lying.

Tingyun was most likely looking for Luocha when she met the Astral Express crew instead.

Sushang is being used big time, though Luocha doesn't seem to have it out for her at least (he had numerous opportunities to let her die and didn't) so we can probably count on him continuing to keep her from dying. I'm sure this will not backfire in any way. Cough.

#honkai star rail #hsr #hsr spoilers #theories #long post

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ell0ra-br3kk3r-writes · 2 years

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Queen of Shadows

pairing: nikolai lantsov x shadow summoner!reader

genre: fluff

nikolai masterlist

el's thoughts: i loved writing this!! this pairing owns my heart now! @eloquentree thank you for requesting!!! @maliciousbrekker and @jahayla-parker thank you for helping me work out how to write a powerful reader and help proof read it<3

“Ah, there she is!”

Shoulders back, head held high. Y/N walked towards where Nikolai, Zoya and Genya stood in front of a large table. Her eyes, empty and cold as she looked over the sea of young faces staring at her with both fear and amazement. She couldn’t blame them of course and she wouldn’t want to. The stories that went around about her were quite terrifying. She used it to her benefit, it instilled a ready fear into people. It was a silent dare to cross her, but a warning at the same time.

Growing up with the Darkling as her father, she was raised to walk and act as if she was a queen. That was the one thing she took with her for the rest of her life. Give people a reason to fear her and carry herself like a royal. She was a royal in her own respect. Queen of shadows, thanks to her father.

It was easy for people to assume that Y/N stayed loyal to her father through everything. Only her closest… Friends knew the struggles she went through during the civil war. No one would ever be able to understand her better than Nikolai.

He stood by her side through everything. He helped her understand that the wrongs of her father didn’t carry onto her. She was her own person, and she had the power to create her own legacy. And he wished, hoped and prayed to every Saint he could think of that she would choose to make her legacy with him by her side.

“What’s she doing here? What could she possibly teach us? She’s a murderer! A heritic!”

Her eyes snapped to a brown eyed boy who stood from his seat, face holding a scowl. She walked forward just enough to show him he had her full attention. “You’re right, I am a murderer.” The room stilled instantly, everyone sat up straighter as a thick silence fell over the room. "The number of people I’ve killed is five times the number of years you’ve been alive. I also fought beside your king in the civil war, and we put my father six feet in the ground.” The glare her eyes held was bone chilling. “So if you want to talk about who’s qualified to help prepare you all… Think about just who you’re talking to.” Her voice was smooth, never changing the dangerous tone once as the words fell from her lips. Sharp enough to cut through the young man’s pride.

Brown Eyes sat down sheepishly, muttering apologies.

Once everyone else had left the room, Nikolai turned to his girlfriend and smirked. “We’ve missed you around here.” Y/N smirked back, “Of course you did. I’m quite pleasant to be around.” The blonde laughed, “I’d say the kids would think otherwise.” She scoffed, “Kids… you’re not that much older than them yourself, darling.” Her eyes lit with pride when Nikolai’s cheeks tinted red and he avoided eye contact. She walked to him and grabbed his chin softly, directing his head to look her in the eyes. “Have you really missed me while I was away?” Nikolai nodded silently, “Everday.” His voice stuck in his throat making it sound like a strained whisper.

Y/N’s smirk returned to her lips, she loved the visible effect she had on him. Knowing he did the same to her, but she could control it better and they both knew that.

He was the king of Ravka and she was the queen of shadows. They both couldn’t have been brought up anymore differently, but they were to rule side by side. One day.

#nikolai lantsov #nikolai lantsov x reader #nikolai lantsov x you #nikolai lantsov x y/n #shadow and bone #shadow and bone x reader #shadow and bone imagines #ellora.writes

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Dating Austin Butler Would Include

You’d meet through friends and instantly hit it off.

But he’s a workaholic.

So you probably wouldn’t be able to go on an actual date right away.

But he’d text you every day.

And they’d evolve into phone calls and facetime .

You’d fall asleep on the phone together.

You’d essentially be a couple before you’d even gone out.

He loves date night no matter what it is.

But his favourite is when he gets to cook for you.

And he’s an amazing cook.

‘Aus this pasta is amazing.’ ‘Better than sex?’ ‘Hmm, I think I need both to accurately compare.’ ‘Say no more.’

He’s quite assertive in the bedroom,

But he’s all about your enjoyment.

And he loves cuddling after. He’s definitely big on aftercare.

He always has to have you near.

His love language is definitely physical touch; forehead kisses, his hand on the small of your back, holding hands in public.

It’d make you touch starved whenever he was away.

But he’d always make up for it when he was back.

‘We really should do something today.’ ‘I thought staying in bed was what we were doing?’ ‘I meant something productive.’ ‘Oh, babe this is plenty productive.’

He’d be so excited to introduce you to his friends.

You’d pray Ashley liked you [you know how much they mean to one another].

Seeing him with Jupiter would melt your heart.

You’d know he’s the one you wanted all that stuff with.

But Austin’s lifestyle is a little chaotic.

So you’d start with a puppy.

He’d be like a kid on Christmas.

He’d literally buy everything you could ever need from the pet store.

‘Oh, so this is where you’re both hiding?’ ‘Hey I came for a nap, he followed.’ ‘Should I be offended he likes you more than me?’ ‘What can I say I have a way with boys.’ ‘I’ll say.’

Having your lil puppy would make missing him a little easier.

When he was back he’d have to sleep on the edge of the bed because the two of you had gotten into a routine.

He’d propose soon after.

With the most beautiful ring you’d ever seen [he’d definitely spend hours agonising over the perfect ring for you].

Wedding planning would be agonising with him in and out.

Because he would want to be involved in everything.

But it’d all come together eventually.

He’d look so handsome in his suit .

And he’d definitely make you cry with his vows.

You’d make sure his mom was included somehow [like a remembrance table or save her a seat].

He’d 100% cry.

And though he’d say he was not a dancer he’d spend all night with you on that dance floor.

After you were married you’d start trying for a family.

Maybe even take some time off from work or quit altogether so you two could be a family and you could go with him as you wanted.

He’d be nervous but so excited.

Seeing him with your baby was the best feeling ever.

Singing them lullabies, playing peekaboo, falling asleep holding them.

As they got older he’d teach them how to play the guitar.

‘Look what I did mama.’ ‘That’s amazing baby.’ ‘By the end of the year, we’ll have a full band.’ ‘This ones not even done cooking yet Butler.’ ‘Details.’

Whenever it all got a bit much [parenting, tabloids, long distance] he’d always be there to cheer you on and remind you that you weren't alone.

He’d definitely be fiercely protective of you and the kids. The only time he gets properly angry is when someone is rude about you.

But you can always talk him down maybe a little too well [baby no 4 anyone?].

THIS IS PART OF MY CHRISTMAS CHALLENGE. I’LL BE POSTING AN IMAGINE EVERDAY FROM 1ST - 25TH DECEMBER. THIS AND ALL IMAGINES WILL BE UPLOADED IN THE LINK POSTED DAY BY DAY.

ADVENT CALENDAR OF IMAGINES

#my writing #my headcanons #austin butler #dating would include #christmas challenge #austin butler fluff #austin butler imagine #austin butler headcanon #my headcanon

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crypt-keepers-den · 2 years

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Domestic Life W/Hawks part 4

Warning: the reader has been given no pronouns but is able to be impregnated, enjoy 😊

The soft rays of light filtered their way through the curtains landing unpleasently on your face, groaning at the fact that your husband must have opened the blinds before leaving for work you turn over and bury your face into his pillow,sighing into it enjoying the smell of his cologne.

Bzzz Bzzz Bzz

the annoying sound of your phone ringing finally broke your sleepy haze, picking the phone up, you grogily answer it "hello?" "hello Mrs/Mr/Mx Takami this is your Midwife Julia calling about your pre natal examination, we were wondering if you could come in at 10 for the examination?" wait what no keigo was supposed to come with you..shit whyd they have to move the appointment forward. "yeah um thats no porblem ill see you then" ending the call you quickly dial keigo's number praying that he picks up.

"hey baby-"

"keigo they moved the appointment forward"

"when?" "10 o'clock"

"ill see you there"

"but baby what about work-"

he cuts you off explaining that you and the baby come first, he'd meet you at the hospital in 25 minutes. Quickly getting dressed and heading out to your car. Arriving at the hospital, you quickly sign yourself in and take a seat in the waiting room, not spotting keigo anywhere you started to worry; maybe he wasnt able to get out of work; you couldnt blame them he was the number 2 hero, but you wanted the father of your child to be there for every appointment. Maybe it was selfish but he worked so hard everday so why couldnt you steal him away every once in awile for a 30 minute appointment that told him the wellbeing of his child.

Almost on cue a pair of red wings burst through the doors, a pair of golden eyes searching around the room before relaxing when he spots you, he pushes his hands through his golden locks; his cheeks red from his quick flight. "hey dove, thought i missed ya" you give him a small laugh teasing him "i thought i married the hero that was just too fast" he pouted a little, sticking his tongue out at you; taking a seat next to you, keigo held your hand, silently playing with your wedding ring. "TAKAMI" both of your heads shot around to the nurse quickly getting up and follow her into the examination room, "alright hon, im just gonna ask you to pop up onto the examination table and dad you just take a seat" the nurse began to feel around your tummy "everything seems healthy, any cravings lately?" keigo laughed telling the nurse about you waking him up at 4am because you wanted a milkshake and some chicken nuggets.

the nurse laughed before turning to you again "okay time for a few serious questions; any heart burn, gas reflux, bleeding, chest pain, abdomin pain?" you follow along shaking your head at each question, "how bads the nausea?" you give a brief answer that you were being sick regulary in the morning but beyond that it wasnt bad.

"okay! well honey you seem healthy and happy, lets have a little peak at the little one and make sure their doing just as well" keigo's eyes lit up "we're gonna get to see the baby?" the nurse nodded and you excitidly smile at him as he nears the examination table, his hands took their place on your shoulders as he peeked at the ultrasound screen, the nurse applies a small amount of the gel to your stomach; a small gasp leaves your mouth at how cold it was but your attention is quickly grabbed when the ultrasound machine starts show the contents of your swollen tummy.

"and theres baby...if you guys look here youll see baby's head annnd theres its little feet" keigo couldnt take his eyes off the screen "thats our little bean dove" he plants a soft kiss to the top of your hair, tears well up in your eyes having caught sight of the little person growing inside of you "Do you guys wanna hear baby's heartbeat?" you both nodded rapidly causing the nurse to let out a soft laugh.

The soft thumps of its heartbeat echoed in your ears, "baby's healthy and very content, would you guys like a print out of the ultra sound" you, still focused on the tiny human's heartbeat, didnt answer "yeah can we have 2" keigo softly played with your hair, watching your face contort in joy. The nurse gave keigo the printouts and a pregnancy diary to help keep an eye on both carrier and baby should something happen, you wait for him softly carressing your growing bump, "hey Dove, ready to head home?" "yeah"

#keigo fluff #bnha keigo #keigo takami #bnha hawks #takami keigo #mha hawks #hawks #keigo takami x reader #hawks x pregnant reader #bnha #bnha 362 #mha dabi #touya todoroki #himiko toga #todoroki touya #my hero acedamia #my hero academia #boko no hero academia

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skzfairies · 2 years

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KISSES WITH ITZY

warnings: might be a little suggestive — but no nsfw.

YEJI.

kissing yeji would be like coming home after a long and stressful day. as soon as her lips meet your own, you can feel all the pent up tension and frustration wash away, your body subconsciously melting in her arms. her feather like touches always make you feel like you are floating along with the clouds, away from any harm. she makes you feel at ease, safe and cared for. whispers of ‘did you eat today?’, and ‘how was your day?’ against your lips as she gives you a hello kiss — taking your coat and your keys from your hands. handing you a snack to eat with a quick kiss before she rests her head on your chest, leaving small kisses against your shoulder every so often — relaxing you even further. forehead kisses after you fallen asleep, pulling the blanket closer to your body and moving your hair out of your face, leaving one last loving kiss on your cheek before going to do the dishes. kissing is her love language — her way of saying ‘i love you and i care.’

LIA.

i think kisses with jisu would be short yet sweet. loads of forehead and cheek kisses when you see each other, and before you say goodbye. loving gazes and soft pecks, secret kisses in the shadows of the crowd. bringing your intertwined hands to her lips — leaving you flustered and shy. just overall very soft and adorable — it makes you feel like a lovesick teenager. like you both are everyone’s favorite underrated otp in the movie. you don’t want everyone’s eyes on you at all times — just being with each other is enough for you both.

RYUJIN.

kisses with ryujin would be playful yet passionate. leaving barely there kisses on you lips before pulling away with a smirk — only for you to pull her back in seconds after for a deep passionate kiss. she would grip your hips and smile into the kiss, chuckling when you pull away. “just cant have enough of me, can you?” she would ask — but you know that ryujin was only playing with you, she would pull you in for random kisses anytime, she craved to feel you lips against your own at al times. her kisses are slightly possessive as well — purposely kissing you with so much eagerness before you leave — it makes your lips red and bruises, that way everyone knew you had someone who loved you.

CHAERYEONG.

kisses with chae would be so comforting and encouraging. whispering small nothings and compliments against her lips after a particularly long day — telling her how proud of her you are and how loved she is. reassuring kisses when you know you won’t be able to see each other — telling each other everything would be okay without words. kissing your tears away when you’re upset, and sweet kisses before you go to sleep, telling you to dream of her. out of the blue kisses from her when the both of you are together, whispering “i love you” against your lips.

YUNA.

i imainge kisses with yuna to be silly and innocent. suprising you with a kiss and giggling into her hands when she sees your flustered expression, affectionately biting your shoulder before running away, a bright smile on her face. talking about your future under the stars — kissing with lopsided grins after one says something cheesy. big hugs and long kisses after not seeing each other for a long time, whispering that you missed her so much when you pulled away. counting the stars in her eyes and pecking her cheek, looking away when she looks over at you in embarrassment. constantly being shy and giggly, even if you had been dating for years. you feel like you are falling in love with her over and over again everday — your love will never grow old. it always feels like fresh, new and young love with her.

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darkangelfae · 8 months

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#flower #kim junsu #nate #tokyo ghoul

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stars-heal · 2 years

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Do you have favorite comics outfits?

I have! Actually, in the series I, most of the time, rather overlooked their outfits because they always seemed to stay the same throughout a season (and I'd often find myself only adoring Stella and Flora all the time uwu). But since I started reading the comics, I just fell in love with the variety of outfits there is, so I'm just going to ramble about the ones that stand out the most imo 🧡💛💜💚❤️

Bloom's waitress outfit

The idea of Bloom working to finance herself to be able to go to school in Alfea is just something that seems so perfectly realistic to me (especially because, coming from earth, it'd be odd that she actually would be able to change the currency of her money just like that) that I couldn't overlook how adorable she looks in her waitress uniform. I love Bloom in trousers. I don't know what it is but when she started wearing skirts in the later seasons in the show, I really missed her wearing them. They just fit her and her personality so well. So, seeing her with trousers as part of her waitress uniform made me so happy. She looks so good in this uniform, it's a 8/10 for me! However, I'd also love to see how she would look like in a blue (or orange) colored uniform. But the apron with the frills look SO cute and adorable!!

Bloom's welcoming party dress

10/10 It's shiny and it's blue, and I would dance with her immediately at any prom or party, also hoping that some of the glitter in her hair would be in my hair at the end as well😌🤫. And she paired the dress with her everyday shoes!!! I love it when they do that in the comics. They'll take parts of the girls' everyday outfits and remake them. Something simple, but it really does make a difference!

Bloom's alternated default look

Recently in the comics, Bloom started to wear this outfit more often, and I think it looks great (apart from the skirt, it definitely would look cuter if she was wearing her default pants from s1). She has tried a few different looks throughout the comics (up until this point where I am at rn), but I think this one fits her the most. When I think of Bloom, I think of fire and hearts, and that's why I love her adding hearts to her outfits! For me it's a solid 7/10 :D

Stella in "all blue"

Stella in blue! Crop top, jeans skirt, sandals - I enjoy Stella experimenting with her outfits, and she does it A LOT. I especially like the alternation of dark blue and light blue. Still, as much as I think it looks great on her, I miss more warmer and brighter colors. However, with a little more color variety, it's a 9/10 for me!

Stella's alternated default look

Aaand here we have Stella's 10/10 outfit. A remake of her everday outfit! Green tanktop and another longer skirt - this time in orange. This just fits her perfectly, and it's definitely something I'd count as one of her everyday outfits. If she isn't in the mood for experimenting but still wants something different from her default everyday outfit, she would wear THIS! And she has a shiny bracelet!!! I think it's so cute 🌟

Tecna's "beach trip" (ok they actually just fixed the boat for Stella but ... beach!)

That's exactly how I imagine Tecna would go on a beach trip. With a sweatshirt and three-quarter length trousers, paired with some nice sandals. Nothing crazy or wild, and definitely not with the intention of getting a bit of a tan. Nonetheless, she would absolutely wear a swimsuit under this outfit, just in case she'd want to go into the water anyway. 7/10 (+ how cute is Stella's bag here?! It has her name on it and STARS)

Flora's alternated default look

Floraaaaa, my beloved! I'm so sad about the fact that there was no better screenshot I could make for this outfit of hers, because I think it's stunning. It's, again, a remake of her default everyday clothing, and it just fits perfectly into her bohemian-style, which I - personally - love so much!!! Her default green top, paired with these long pink trousers and sandals is just top tier, and I'd give it a 11/10 immediately.

Musa's alternated default look (but funkier)

I think I have a thing for knee-length jeans skirts… It's another really bad screenshot, but I love Musa's outfit here so much. The red knee-high shoes are badass, and her skirt zipper, which definitely looks like a devil's tail, is just wild. Red and blue are just colors that fit her so well, and she mixes them perfectly. 10/10 (although I prefer her wearing trousers much more, but I can make an exception)

I want them to wear these all the time

Yeah, I'm a total fan of these outfits and no one can change my mind🥺😍

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If you’re unhappy with the pacing of Waking Dreamer, what if you rebooted it? I know rebooting a series is a shit-ton of work, but it might give you solace to rewrite it with the changes you want to see

Just a suggestion. I honestly really like the series. As I said before, it’s really unique and I look forward to seeing what happens next. It’s important that you like it too, though

-Same person who said they liked Waking Dreamer

(Also the same hate anon who calls people short)

I've considered it a lot

I think I just catered a lot to the whump of it and less to the plot to try to keep people interested and ended up just missing the red herrings

Idk I might just do a whump version of it on the blog and rework it for an actual novel at some point? less of the bad dreams more of the everday mystery and mindfuck of Aaron trying to figure out if he's going crazy.

Like. One of the concepts I just couldn't make fit in this is the reiteration of 'the woman'. Instead of her just showing up in the dreams once or twice, he's supposed to be seeing her randomly throughout the day and thinking the's hallucinating. That adds a LOT of rising action for him but isn't really whump based so I cut it because this isn't the right medium for it.

So.

The whole plot got rushed and fucky and it's meh

I think I'll just keep going with it and do a rewrite for the actual plot and content when I'm done. Consider this a first draft or something?

If I'm writing this for a whump blog for whump readers I should just commit to it and move on to the whump shit.

#siigh #talking this out is helping thank you #love you hate anon

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muzanswifey · 2 years

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Ahh cielinde is gone now aswell I think. She was one of the reasons I start tumblr and she got me into reading you and xxsabitoxx (I think that’s the user ) anyhow are you doing?

Awful 😞

Ngl cielinde leave took a toll on me

She was legit such an inspiration and bestie and i miss her everday

WHY CIELINDE WHY DID U LEAVE ME??????

Ill try to persevere but fuck am i sad rn 🥲

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sapphircs · 3 months

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WHAT IS LOVE? - DRABBLE

It was a lovely evening for Thinya, spending some quality times with a few friends at the tavern after a long day of work. Ale, fruits, bread and cheese were filling the table accompanied with laughter and tales that kept them all interested. Most of the group was always discussing interesting topics, some that they experienced and others that brought their curiosity up. That night, one of Thinya's friend asked the question: "What is love after all? How would you define it or what is the experience you had with this feeling?"

This question left the group quiet. Some of them were waiting for answers, other were searching for an explanation. The oldest and wisest dwarf cleared his throat and simply smiled as he remembered the early years when he courted his wife: "Love is a beautiful feeling. On the physical part, it brings you new sensations such as tingles in your stomach, butterflies tickling your body, red painting your cheeks and heat working better than the fireplace of this tavern." At this last comment, the group laughed, thinking of this nice definition of the word love.

Most of the group experienced this romantic side of love, most of them being married and having a family. Thinya never did, a part of her longing for this, longing for the sensations, the happy feeling of being appreciated for who she was, admired and loved by a wonderful dwarf. She listened carefully to the stories, her green hues trying to experience this feeling in her imagination. How wonderful must this be? Coming home at night to a partner who receives her with opened arms and wrapped them around her to hold her tight. A feeling of protection, this must be. The touch of his lips on her temple and few words whispered in her ear to tell her how much he missed her. At this thought, her body shivered. She didn't hear her neighbor calling her multiple times, only when she felt the touch on her shoulder. "Thinya?"

The dwarrow dam jumped, her dreaming session vanishing as fast as a lightning tearing the sky. She looked at him and then the rest of the group before asking: "I'm sorry... What did you say?" The dwarf smiled and simply formulated another time his question: "What kind of love did you witness in your life? You must have at least one memory or something?"

Thinya looked at the group who was now curious to hear about her experience. She looked at her ale, took a sip of it and looked up to try and recall one memory she cherished particularly. A tender smile came across her face as she relived this one again. "I actually did receive love once in my life. Not the same love than all of you with your partners, naturally. But this was for sure love." The dwarf sitting by her side nodded and smiled before encouraging her: "Love doesn't have to be romantic, love can be any other kind of attention that makes you feel valued and appreciated." Thinya nodded at his answer before continuing her tale.

"I experienced love for the first time of my life with my parents. I had the luck of being a wanted baby, with two beautiful souls who tried as much as they could to create a mix of their love. I'm the result of that. Not only was I expected, but my gender was an extra surprise for both of my parents and they vowed to protect me and love me as much as they could." Thinya stated, scanning the group to see their faces showing fascination. "My mother showed me love by always brushing my hair, calming my fears and young sorrows. Not a huge sorrow, just the typical sorrow a tolder would have. Mine was seeing my father leave to the mines everyday, separate himself from us for a matter of few hours. My mother's embrace was often comforting me and the activities she had for me were always making me forget the short absence of my father."

Thinya paused as she took a sip of ale and smiled. "My father would tell me everday that I was the most precious gem he ever had in his life. His way of showing me love, was also spending time with me and showing me his passion and the reason why he was leaving home for a few hours. He started bringing me to the mines with him, explained to me the gems, their particularities. This passion transmitted resulted, a tragedy and decades later, into making me a jeweller as well. I will simply always remember the light in his eyes whenever he was seeing my mother, or simply me and my newborn brother." As she finished explaining her experience, Thinya simply concluded by saying. "That was love. Pure, strong and protective love."

The group remained quiet for a few seconds before one simply said: "That is absolutely right. Thinya simply explained another kind of love, and I thank you for that actually. I think it's time for me to go and see my wife and kids." At this sentence, all nodded and simply decided to call it a night. Thinya was thankful for this delightful evening. She didn't walk back directly home, the dwarrow dam simply decided to go on a detour and greet the stars shinning upon the Lonely Mountain. As she leaned over the stoned balcony, Thinya smiled and looked at the stars before whispering: "I've experienced loved from my parents. Will I experience this romantic love one day?"

The only answer Thinya received was a shooting star flying upon her head. The wind simply caressed her face as the dwarrow dam added: "Thank you, Mahal. Please, send all my love to my parents and brother."

And with those last words, the dwarrow dam return back inside of the mountain, her heart filled with love and hope.

#( ✨ drabble )#( ✨ hobbit )#( ✨ thinya of erebor )

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iridescentspacewhale · 7 months

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everday I miss hana from deno and everyday I hope her actress is living an amazing life

she was such an amazing actress in my eyes but I respect her decision to leave the industry....she was so young and obviously going through things I just feel so blessed that she was on deno for the time she was :(

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fkinmissinhim · 1 year

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March 12th

I have been up since 10pm after a depression sleep to try and end the day sooner... it's after 4 am now & I can't stop thinking of how much i miss you as I clench your sweater to my chest, trying to remember good memories without the sadness creeping in wishing you were here to hold myself and not pathetically trying to smell the last bit of you still lingering on your sweater.

Mom broke down & cried yesterday over American Reject's song gives you hell, I sat beside and stuck my arm around her like you'd do for me and I squeezed her arm telling her I was always there.

It's not and never going to be the same without you but I think you'd be proud of us, hopefully of me... at least see I am putting an effort in... I will be there or her always & I can't thank you enough for teaching me unconditional love to translate that into other relationships and be there for people 🤍

Thank you, for everything.

I could write one of these everday writing down as many things as i could think of daily and I still wouldn't have as many days left as I need to truly get it all out.

I meant it when I said In our life time I could never express my love for you & boy was I right unfortunately but I hope you give me a chance in the next life to try

Till we meet again

Love you always,

Your Princess🩷

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i question myself alot.if im perfect. im enough. have i say smtg wrong. have i tried . have i gave up. am i even goodlooking. will i be locked . is this life. is this love . am i cursed . i question alot on me. most of the time i feel like theres no meaning in this world for whatever ive been through. but i tried my best. do i ?. i wanted peace. ive been looking for peace in so long. idk where is it. im lost. im hurt. i hate nyself. i lost hope. i wanted everything to be perfect but none have happen. we’ve been fighting for the past few days . i hated myself for that. i hate being weak. beinf controlled. controlled by my parents. i hate things happen in my way.like fuck shit happens. i wanted to marry my first love. but wanted to. but she wanna break up after everything happen. but im questioning if she love me. like how i love her. like things didnt go as planned when we want to get married. and i thought she said its fine. i know u tried but im not going anywhere. i thought she wud said dat. but no. it keep haunting me if she really love like she will go through everythinf with me. like. i cud imagine if my dad were to ask me tk get married amd she cant. i understand that. its hard on love. it hard to understand each other when both lovers couldnt understand each other. i admit it. but i do understand where shes coming from. i never want leave her like this. not even leavinf her at all. but i wish . js one day. when i did kms. i hope everyones happy living their own peace. without me burdening anything.

for my love . i love you always. i will always love you no matter how much u hurt me no matter how much anything happens. i love you. ure really one of the mosg best woman . i love you with my whole heart and i wish u know that i will go through eveything with u. ive always have ny eyes on u. only you and nvr anyone. u tried ur best. ur best to understand me. helped me. makw me happy. and everything else uve always been. but im sorry. im sorry i wasnt good enough. i didnt try wnough. and things didnt go as planned to make us married to each other but engaged. i know u nvr want that . and im sorry. i remember how happy and excited u were about us tunang with each other. ure the most cutest beautiful lazy with that wide smile. i miss you alot. i miss my nina where shes not worrying bout anyth but js to be with me as long im her side. i wish i cud really marry u but im trying. im trying everything i can i js hope u know what ive been go through to the point i hate myself. im sorry for hating myself. i really cant do anything because everying that is said in my head is true. but i love you alot u know that. i love you more to the point i dont love myself no more. uve always been my first love and no one cud replace dat. it sucks seing us like this. fighting with each other. and asking for break ups. u know i hate that . but its fine. ure mad. and i cant be mad because im stupid. i shouldnt even be mad. but i hope u cud see ur bracelet everday for what it says. because my mum still like u. my dad still say he like u. because uve made me happy. i hope u know that. i didnt wanna tell u cuz . nothing else can work . i cant do anything bout it. but trying tot think hard . harder than a math question the point im having migraines. ive been cryinf almost the wholeday nina. it sucks. i wan u here now. but fuck. i wish we could talk to each other again go through everything again. im sorry i keep making u doubts . and everyrhinf else. i hope u still love me for who i am. i hope u still want me for who i am. accept me. im js tired of this week. and i hope u know i will always love you

and to everyone. i hope u guys find peace and happiness . on urself. someone once said. theres always something u will love yourself . and that my first love. but it dont work on me anymore. thank you.

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