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tokuteasings · 9 months
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OKAY this was coming a couple miles away from me, soooo how about some kissing HCs with the fashion croc himself, Gentoku? 👀 -Ryuki Friend
Took me like 70 fucking YEARS to complete it but fuck it. HERE. IT. ISSSSSS
Warnings: I miss Sawa so slapped it in here because I'm gay and I want more Sawa content. Also fuck it, slapping Kazumin in here. Other than that...nothing much? I hope you enjoy it my dear~! ;)))
Sidenote: thanks to @maou-the-tree for helping me think of ideas for kazuminmin
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Himuro Gentoku:
Kissing Gentoku are a set of beard burns that honestly aren't as bad as you think they are. They're calming, scratchy, and burn in the best of ways. In fact, that's how kisses are with him. A burning whiskey being sent down into your body and the wonderful effects of alcohol making you float into the clouds but then be punted back down to earth into the awaiting hands of your croc of a lover. It's a goofy sort of grin to his lips, one you don't expect from him but you know it because it's...it's simply Himuro Gentoku.
Actually, he adores kisses. Sure he's busy a lot of the time and only has cheek kisses and lip pecks to spare whenever you two get to meet for only a brief second...but he adores every single little bit of it. Again, his dopey smile is on display and he def wants to merely admire you just a bit longer before he has to return to his unfortunate job of papers and headaches. "Just...just one more..." he would always beg, to you or to himself? No one is sure persay but he is a bit greedy. He almost seems like he'll swallow you whole...
It's sooo different when you two are alone though. Gentoku were calmly walk up to you (a pep in his step, a smile to his face, this vibration in his body that merely makes him want to sweep you into his arms and kiss your breath away) and pressing his lips to yours in this fashion that makes you simply melt. His arms wrapped around you and smiling into this kiss with passion ebbing and flowing into you; it's hidden behind a dam and he's carefully letting it trickle out to see you, to nourish you. But if you want to break that damn and let it be unleashed...well...that's another story. ;)
Gentoku is actually secretly pretty clingy but he's able to hide it rather well. There's hints of it whenever you two show affection to one another. His arm around your waist, his hand at the small of your back. But he actually cannot live without your kisses! It gives him energy throughout the day. So sure he may send you texts of how much he loves you and misses you, but giving him a kiss during work or in general makes him the happiest man alive.
Also since you two go out clothes shopping a lot, he loves it when you two grab each other by your clothing and kiss! It's the best way to shut up Gentoku and honestly, it's how he gets flustered the most. He stares for a moment but shrugs and goes back in for the next kiss. Sure yoou two kinda...uh...end up making out in the fitting room but it's fucking worth it.
Takigawa Sawa
Kissing with Sara is simply...a home. A place for her to rest her wings, her legs, her brain, her heart. It's coming home to a spouse you never knew you had but it makes you feel complete in a way that's like going on a honeymoon as newlyweds and never leaving that phase. It's sweet, adoring, and if she could, she would take a snapshot of this moment to forever display in her mind or in her phone. Her cheeks are always left flushed with adoring rose, picture perfect.
Speaking of the said photos, Sawa has definitely saved a picture of you two kissing to her phone. It's like her screensaver, lockscreen, homescreen, etc. It's various kissing pics of you two! She tends to longingly stare at these damn photos that everyone rolls their eyes and sometimes playfully gags. This earns a huff from you and her to be honest.
Sawa can limit herself on her kisses, in theory. She does need them to give her energy and it gives her suuuch a cute bounce in her step and a squeal from her lips. She's shining brighter than ever, happier than ever. There is a small (read: medium to high) chance that she may jump into your arms to give you kisses if you give her one. It's like, once you two kiss, you'll never stop. Sure sometimes she WILL get a bit pouty when she doesn't get them at regular intervals but...she'll live...probs.
Due to this, Sawa is hella not shy about public affection. Sometimes she does get a weeee bit blushywushy in this "Oh, you, darling~!" kinda way, playing coy before diving in for another kiss. But in general, Sara def loves giving kisses. It's almost a ritual when you two kiss, one in the morning to wake up, one before and after work, sending kisses via texts, or vids of one another blowing kisses, then kisses before bed, etc, etc. A routine.
Honestly, kissing Sawa leaves you both breathless. In a way that kinda says, "Idk when we'll see each other again but let's make every part count but also GOD you're so fucking CUTE lemme just kiss you" it's those two moods and there is no difference. This blurring of sensations into one another that makes it holy belong to the two of you and only the two of you...
Sawatari Kazumi
Kazumin's kisses are...not greasy icky (the Korean slang for this is like corny or cheesy) but passionate and sometimes a bit corny. Simply because his passion is far too much. It's burning, it's going to burn you but never harm you. It's whiskey sliding down the back of your throat and making you feel oh so airy. It doesn't matter if it burns on the way down because it's all you want. It's the feeling of getting drunk but also getting high and giddy. It's that euphoria...I think that's the best way to describe his kisses. Euphoria that starts off slow then bursts into flames. Maybe dips you while kissing idk, he probs would.
I HAVE to talk about the first kiss because Kazumi was so fucking nervous man. An outward monologue of sheer worry: "What if I mess up? What if they don't like it? Oh my God, I'm about to kiss the person of my dreams. Alright, Kazumin, get in fucking gear, you can do this. Take them by the collar of their shirt and just fucking kiss-" just kiss him to shut him up. Please. It's literally one of the best things in the world. Actually, always kiss him to shut him up. Listen he gets super flustered from this.
Kazumi does need the kisses semi-regularly, similar to Sawa. However, he will pout and make it much more audible that he wants your kisses. He's quite the dork so cheek kisses are a must for him. Forehead kisses too! He loves quick little pecks of affection because they can always turn into something more!!! Cheek kiss? Nose kiss? Bam! Suddenly he's kissing ya on the lips. Kazumi is predictable and yet not at the same time, and for him, it's so so easy to get lost in the kisses and the sheer idea of kissing you. It's addicting.
The Hokuto Trio are like, literally the biggest fucking hypemen. Which leads us into PDA, Kazumin wants it, a lot. Kazumi has like, some chill depending on the type of PDA. Holding hands? Perfect, it's fine. The trio are squealing and snapping pics, that's fine. But kisses? Oh, Kazumin is dying on the inside this is true but it won't mean he won't kiss back! He's fucking READY to kiss back spontaneously! Actually he does a lot of those kinds of kisses, surprises and what not. The trio tend to like squeal and be like: "YOU GET EM BOSS" please help them. Kazumi tells them to leave you alone but like, listen, they're ya fam now and they just!! want!!! you two to be happy!!!
To be honest, I think out of all of the kisses present in Kazumi's mind...chest kisses are one of his faves. It's the heart where his passion lies, where you lie. To kiss his chest right over his heart makes it stutter and scream because of course it would. Just for you and only you. Passion begins within the heart, curling up towards the brain and setting it alight. Fires that follow after a trail of gunpowder to just burst into fireworks that are meant to show off but sometimes they do and sometimes they only become simply embers to warm yourself up to. That's the thing about kissing him, loving him. Sawatari Kazumi is warm. Sometimes that warmth can burn others, but it's meant to be that bonfire that gathers people together, keeps them safe from the darkness and warms your soul. That is what you two are.
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cutieshonie · 3 months
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♪ → YOU MAKE ME WANT TO SCREAM! ← ♪
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pairing; scaramouche, ayato, childe, kaveh , gn!reader
content warnings; toxic relationships, unhealthy relationships, toxic boys, smut, arguments, verbal abuse, rough sex, making up sex, crying, degrading, emontional abuse(?), reader has no vision and is just a normal citizen, attempted physical abuse, dubcon, attempted killing(? Idk scara almost uses electro to shock you), threats of murder
notes; I was listening to mars argo and this song made me have a idea, (it's called runaway) and @cutiesgawr said that I should do like toxic smut or angst thing, while their doing another lyric one ! These boys are toxic, so deal with me ;3 btw
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🎞️ SCARAMOUCHE is rather someone that makes you want to scream, his arrogant attitude, his ignorance. His neglection to you, your relationship. All he wanted to do was to get that gnosis, take revenge on those who wronged him. His cruel words, you finally had enough as you can feel tears coming. It wasn't due to sadness but rather due to anger, you harshly rubbed at your eyes as you clenched your fist. You bit at your bottom lip, you inhaled and exhaled. "Scaramouche, I thi-" before you could say your words, he cutted you off. "Just leave me alone, I don't want to deal with you." He said, looking at you with a blank look. You suck on a breath, you wanted to scream right there. "Scara! You bastard! Can you atleast pretend that you care!?" You yelled, you glared at him, he had a dark tint in his eyes as he smiles and looks at you. "Why should I care? I didn't even need you! I could fucking kill you!" He screamed, you stepped back as he laughs and walks towards you. "What's wrong, baby?" He teased. "Where's all your confidence gone? Hah?" He said, you flinch as he corners you, he lets out some electro, seeing a purple light makes you more scared. Your body shakes in fear, how dumb can you be to say that to someone who has an advance! "Hm, you work for that fox girl. Right?" You peek open your eyes as you slowly nod your head. What was he going to do? He leans towards you, his lips landing on yours, you gasp as you push on his chest. Your hands slowly fall to your side, was he finally giving you attention, he pulls away as you whine. He chuckles as rubs at your hips. "I am sorry, baby.. how about I make it up to you~?" He says in a melodic voice, your face feels hot as you nod. He sucks on your neck and bites on it softly, you gasp as you realize that he was going to do it outside. His hands land on your legs as he makes you wrap your legs around him. "mfhm! Scara, w-were outside!" You cried, he hums as he take soff your lower clothing, you closed your eyes as he takes off his lower clothing. Revealing his hard dick, he aims it at your hole. He pushes into you, going you down as you slowly take him. "Mmh!" He groans and moves quickly, you gasp and cling onto him, your back is against the wall as he slams into you, his dick hitting those special spots in you, it makes you go dizzy. You can see stars, he groans in your ear, your hole clenches move around him, your toes begin to curl, you moan loudly. Not caring for someone heard you or not, your eyes roll back as you climax. You let out a sigh, he lets out a small moan as scara climaxes, you can feel his dick twitching in you, you can feel him filling you up. He gently sits you down, your mind feels all mushy. Scara can be a bastard but I guess your into bastards like him!
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🕰️ AYATO is a wealthy and praised man, a perfect husband! He was but he wasn't so great, his silver tongue wasn't something that was healthy. Him manipulating you, and everyone else made you mad. How stupid can you be for not realizing it! You have a smile to Thoma as you walk by him, he gave you a smile. You walk down the halls to his office, standing infront of his office, you exhaled as you open the door, ayato was at his desk. Writing on papers, he looks up and smiles, he looks back down, you walk towards him, you were going to talk about his behaviour and actions. "Ayato, I want to speak to you" you remained calm. "Hm? What is it, sweetie?" He said, you sighed. "Why are you manipulating me?" You said, he looks at you and tilts his head... His simple action made you mad, how can he pretend that he doesn't know?! "I feel taken advantage of!" You yelled out, he smiles softly and looks at you. "Ah? What do you mean dearest? Why are you talking crazy?" He said, you clenched your fist as you glared at him. You wanted to scream at him so badly. "Stop pretending! Ayato, you know how cruel it is!" You slammed your fists onto his desk, he doesn't say anything as he looks down and looking at the messy desk. "Sweetie" he got up and you backed away, he smiles as he grabs your wrists. Twirling you around as he gently lays you on his desk, you glare up at him. "Dearest, I could never, I think you been to stressed... How about I make it up to you?" He said, you raised up an eyebrow, what did he mean. He goes down as he looks up at you, his lips curling into a smile. "Wha—!" You let out a moan as his mouth lands in your crotch, you games down at him. "What do you say?" You gripped at the desk, your heart was racing. Your eyes were focused on him and you didn't even feel yourself nodding to his question. His mouth goes back to your crotch, sucking at your sex through your clothing, he smirks as you whine. He takes off your lower clothing, looking at your underwear. He smirks and take sit off, slowly. You whined and he lets out a chuckle, he was amused by you. His tongue touches your sex as he slowly licks at it, his mouth goes on your sex, licking and sucking. You moaned and closed your eyes, your eyes roll back as his mouth doesn't stop pleasuring your sex. Your sex leaks out your pre-cum/juices, you gasped as his teeth touches your sex. Your eyes were completely rolled back, your chest goes up and down, you were seeing stars. He kept on going, soon you were to climax, he sucks more harder, you whined and grip at his hair. You climaxed. "How about we continue later, after I finish work, m'kay?" You nod, he smiles.
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🪐 CHILDE is a dangerous man you feel inlove with, his job was risky to be with. His bloodlust and wanting to fight was also dangerous, you grip at your clothing as he practiced and practiced and kept seeking out the blonde traveler. Didn't he know that he can get hurt?! Your hands grasped your clothing, he loved you and you know that! He would give you anything but he was selfish. He wanted power and he kills people, he kills so that he can satisfy his needs, his killing and fighting does that for him. Childe craves more and the world gives him so little, he comes back battered! You didn't like that and you always wanted to scream at him, you feel powerless. You didn't equal to him at all, he had a advance to you already but he was a bigger advance! You gripped at your clothing as you wait for him, you wanted to confess how you felt and you hoped that he wouldn't take it the wrong way. You got up as you faced him, he had some cuts in him, he looks at you and smiles sheepishly. "Childe, can I tal-" he walks by you, you look at him as glared at him. "Listen to me!" You screamed, he stops in his tracks as he turns to look at you. You exhaled and clenched your fist as you tried to hold in your anger. "What is it?" He said. "Stop, being so.." you said, muttering. "What? Stop being what?" He said. "Stop being you!" You blurt out. "What? Stop being me?" He said, his eyes having a dark tint. "That's not what I meant! I meant being so... Selfish!" You yelled out, he glares at you. His glare makes you get goosebumps. "Selfish? Hah! How am I being selfish?" He said, taking a step to you as you take a step back. "I am giving you all you want and you call me selfish? Don't make me laugh!" He said, you flinched. "Argh! See! You don't get what I mean and you just want more and more!" You screamed to him. "More and more of what! All you do is stay at home while I do my job and you dare to speak to me like that?!" He screamed and he takes steps towards, his hand raises up as his weapon comes out. Your eyes widen as you fall to ground, you look up at him as a dark shadow covers his face, he drops to floor as he holds your cheek. "Sorry, baby" he says, you look at him in confusion. "Sorry, baby. Semes like we are both stressed, I didn't mean it..." He said, he kisses you. "Sweet baby, how about we forget about all of this. I think we both need to get rid of our stresses.." he says, you look at him as his hand lays on your thigh. You gasp as he smiles at you, looking at you with a warm look. You were both mad at eachother and now he wants to have sex? You tried your best to be mad and say no but he looks so sweet and warm... What happens if this your last chance if this happening, you and Childe never had sex in while .. you nod your head as he kisses you. Slipping his tongue into your mouth, lifting you up as he lays you on the bed. Your hands gripping at his shoulders. You kiss him as he fastly takes off your clothing and his, his dick is standing up as it leaks out some pre-cum, you moaned when his dick touches your skin. His dick teases your hole before he finally enters you, he puts you in a mating press. Your legs tucked as he kisses you before moving fast. "Fuck... Baby, you feel so good~" he says, his dick hitting spots in you, fast and hard. You can feel yourself ready to cum, your eyes roll back due to his fast movements. "Ahh! Childe!" You cried, your hands grip at his hips as he slams into you. His fast, needy actions show as he is about to climax. Moaning and groaning into your ear, your eyes roll back as you arch your back. His dick hitting at spot in you, your hole clenches and you climax. He kisses your neck and he slams into you, his dick twitching and he fills your hole up. We'll your selfish for his dick and his love and he seems to be selfish for your body and love!
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🚬 KAVEH is someone you admire, his job and how hard he works. But he works about to hard, it's quite concerning. He was a sweet lovable man that you loved so much but you he doesn't spend time with you that much. You know he is busy but does he have to drink, it isn't a the best way to escape from struggles. You wanted to talk about it with him, you wanted him to take a rest and just focus on himself and you. You smiled as you set up dinner ans the bed, you pat yourself on your back, you wait for him. "KAVEH!" You got up as you heard the door open, you see your blonde boyfriend, he looks at you. You smile as your hand rests on his shoulder, you tilt your head. "L-leave me *hic* alone!" He said, you look at him as your eyebrows furrowed, he was drunk. You could smell it on his breath, you sighed and smiled. "Kaveh, I made us dinn-" he walks by you and towards the bedroom door. "I don't want!" He cried, you grab his wrist. "Kaveh, you have to stop" you said, he glares at you. "Just leave me alone" he said, you frowned and point at the table. "Kaveh, I made us dinner and drink some water." You said, his eyes roll. You kept in bothering him as you try to drag him to the kitchen to grab a glass of water. He shakes his head and he groans, you want to scream at him. He wants listening and you were starting to get mad. He pushes you as you gasp and look at him, he opens his mouth. He starts spewing out nonsense and words that hurt to you, you grit your teeth and he moves to you. His hand raises up as you lift up your arms. He stops as he sobs, you look at him and he stops to the floor..wiping away his tears. "Sorry.... I am just a fucking mess, I don't want to hurt you and I am so sorry!" He sobs, your eyes tear up and you hug him. It wasn't his fault. "I am so sorry, sweetie.." he cries, you nod your head and kisses his cheek. He loks at you as he kisses you, his hands under your shirt. You pull away. "Kaveh, your drunk an-" he cuts you off. "No... It's okay, I want it, I I want to make it up to you... My love" he says, you smile and he nods his head. You both make your way to the bedroom as you both tangle with eachother, hands in hair as you makeout, you moan and whimper. "I love you so much, I am so sorry, baby.." he says, kissing your chest as he takes off his pants in a hurry, holding you close. "I love you too!" You say, you moan when his dick enters you. You wipe away your tears as he fucks you. Bending you as his tongue sucks on yours, fucking you slow then faster. Your eyes roll back and he begins to moan really loud. Whimpering in your ear as he goes faster, getting sloppy. Your legs tremble in pleasure and his dick twitches. Warning you for his soon-climax. You kisses him harder, slamming your lips together, you both climax at the same time, holding eachother close. You smile and look at him, h kisses your neck and smiles. Well the food probably goes gone cold but oh well!
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prttykittes · 5 months
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Hi kitty! Could I have the bsd men walk in on their S/O touching themselves/teasing? You can choose who and what happens after💕💕thxs kitty!
:3 | I hope you enjoy this!! (⁠=⁠^⁠・⁠ェ⁠・⁠^⁠=⁠)
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ෆ Dazai, Fyodor, Chuuya X GN! reader[you/your]
CW. masturbation, teasing, praise, fingering(could be afab/amab) caught masturbating, voyeurism(the boys watch u), guiding masturbation, nipple play
A/N :: loo loo loo, did anyone watch south park before? My favorite characters are Wendy, main four, bebe, Craig's gang — written by a minor
[MASTERLIST] — (⁠ノ⁠^⁠_⁠^⁠)⁠ノ works in link here!
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彡DAZAI !! — Ꮚ Your hands were working on your sex, your fingers dancing around your sex. Your other hand under your shirt, your fingers toying with your nipple, oh this felt good but it would probably feel better if Dazai was doing it..his long slender fingers toying your body, your back was arches while you imagine Dazai was the one touching you! Your hands were shaking as you felt your climax, but too busy in pleasure, you missed to hear the door open. Dazai hums as he take soff his shoes, cracking his knuckles as he walks towards your shared bedroom, he smiles when he hears your voice. "Mmh!" He can hear your muffled moans, he opens the door fully but you still didn't notice, your toes curling in pleasure. Your mouth being muffled by the shirt your wearing which was his, he leans against the door frame, his arms crossed as he watches you. His eyes watching your face and hands, he walks over and he can feel his dick throbbing in his pants. He sits down, rubbing your thigh as you continue to pleasure yourself. He leans towards you, his mouth near your ear, he begins to whisper into your ear. You bite more harder on the shirt when you can hear his voice, your finger sticking onto your sex as you cum, your legs shake. He smiles and kisses your cheek, telling you how good you did! Your chest going up and down as you open your eyes, seeing him. You gasp as you thought you were just wearing his voice! He chuckles and kisses your cheek, your face goes darker at the kiss. His finger going down to your hole, tracing his finger around it. You mewl, oh how cute you are. He's going to prepare you then put his dick into you!
✪ FYODOR !! — ≧ Your back was arching, your mouth wide open as you pleasure yourself. Fingering your hole, your fingers pumping in and out of your warmth! Your fingers weren't so long and slender as his bug it will do until he gets back! You felt guilty about doing this without him, you close your eyes and imagine him. Imagining him next to you, his slender fingers teasing your hole. Your head throws back as you let out gasps and moans. You take out your fingers and bring it to your lips, you suck on your fingers to get them more wet. Bringing your digits back down to continue fingering your hole, you grunt as try to push your finger more deeper in. Your other hand gripping on the bedsheet, you imagine fyodor harshly fingering you, his beautiful and handsome face!! You let out a gasp when you feel a hand grabbing your wrist, forcing your fingers out of you. "How needy" you can hear his voice, opening your eyes as he stares down at you. Your face going darker as you gasp and his fingers entering your wet warmth mouth. Getting his fingers wet by your drool and saliva, he pulls it out with a pop! His fingers going down to your hole, he spreads your hole open with his other hand, then he rams his two fingers in. You mewl and clench around his fingers, his fingers feel much better than yours! Oh how it just felt!
彡CHUUYA !! — ✿⁠ You let out a loud moan, your face covered with his underwear, you sniffed it. It was moist with his white liquid, it smelled like his dick. Your mouth stuff with his underwear, your fingers playing with your hole as you imagine his dick going in and out of your hole. Your fingers playing with yourself as he plays with your mouth, you mewl when your fingers hit a spot inside of you. Your hips humping your fingers faster, wanting to climax really bad!! Tears swell up, the pleasure making your mind go hazy. Your legs shaking so harshly, your sex leaking more! Your fingers go in and out more as you suck on his underwear, imagining it's his dick your sucking on. You wanted his dick so bad! When is he going to be back from work! You whine when suck up the rest of his sticky white liquid, imagining he came in your mouth. You whine because you wanted more his seed!! Your fingers stop moving as you take it out, you were starting to feel frustrated, you wanted him. So that's what you got! The door to the bedroom was open, you remember closing the door! You gasp as you grab a blanket and grab the lmao from the nightstand, this was embarrassing. You heard a noise from beside you, you threw it but it stopped. You gasp when you realize it was Chuuya, you hug him. He smiles and kisses you, he saw your show and he was fucking hard. His tent against your leg, he can't wait to do stuff to you, whatever you were dreaming about was about to became real!
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vivalas-vega · 2 months
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match // new perspectives universe // jake 'hangman' seresin x reader
heyooo - i'm back from the dead - it's been a while since we've seen these two and for this one we're going back in time !! this is kind of a rewrite of something that’s already happened in the main chapters 🤭 i haven't written jake and jupiter in what feels like forever so this feels rusty to me lol but hopefully you enjoy!
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match // new perspectives universe // jake 'hangman' seresin x reader
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part of my new perspectives series !! it will make a lot more sense if you're caught up on these two:
prologue - one - two - three - four - five - six - seven - eight - nine
word count: 4.8k
warnings: language, mention of alcohol, college/med school/residency inaccuracies (I didn't go to college and it shows lol any and all knowledge on any of this comes from tiktok or greys anatomy)
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Sitting at your vanity (if you could even call a plastic set of drawers with a handheld mirror duct taped to the back a vanity) you briefly thought to yourself that you should be excited… and you were, for the most part. Today was one of those days that marked the start of a new chapter. You’d been lucky (or unlucky, depending on how you looked at it) to have had a few of these already… first opening your acceptance letter into college, then med school, and now you were getting ready to find out where you had been matched for residency.
The excitement and nerves you were feeling were subdued because really the only thing you could focus on was the fact that the only person you wanted here wasn’t… and you didn’t know where he was. He could have been on a ship halfway across the world or at a base a handful of hours away but in the end it didn’t really matter much… he wasn’t here, and that was just part of the deal. You knew what this was long before it got to this point, and that point was only accentuated by the floppy haired boy walking into your dorm just as you stood from your spot in front of the window to change.
“Well, don’t you just look darling,” he teased and on another day you might have laughed… struck a pose and had a witty comeback, something about ratty college tees and soffe shorts being on all the runways these days, but it wasn’t another day. It was today and your future was hinging on something written in an envelope waiting for you across campus and this boy wasn’t the one you wanted teasing you today. 
You undressed and stood with your back to him, a silent request for him to help zip your dress and he obliged just as quietly. There was an expiration date on you and Matt, this much you knew… but the way his fingers trailed down your arm and the lingering question he’d been asking all month told you he wasn’t on the same page. He had a vision for his life, one that very much included you and perhaps you felt a little guilty for continuing to keep him in your orbit but the more logical part of you reminded you that the vision you had for your life had been set in stone long before he showed up. He saw residency right here in California, with you by his side. He saw you switching your area of focus to general medicine, something less demanding to create room for starting a family, something you’d do within the next few years. You hadn’t had the heart yet to tell him that sounded like your own personal hell.
Your vision was Boston, in a cutthroat surgical residency program before moving on to whatever hospital offered the best fellowship for your chosen specialty… that was the one area of your life you’d yet to nail down. Most of your peers pursuing the surgical route knew what they wanted to focus on, some vying for cardio or neuro, others trauma or general but not you. That was the one thing you were leaving up to fate, deciding to instead let yourself make that decision a few years into residency… and if that fellowship happened to come along where the boy you missed more than anything was stationed? Well, you wouldn’t be one to complain. The vision didn’t include Matt, it never did. 
And so, as you turned to face him with a tight smile you wanted more than anything to tell him this was over, that it would be best to head into residency as individuals but then you saw that look on his face and you couldn’t do it right now… not right before finding out whether or not you were getting everything you’d spent the last eight years working towards (seven for you, but you wouldn’t point that out to him anymore than you already had). You’d wait until after, even if that meant walking into the ceremony with someone you had already decided you wouldn’t be seeing after today. 
“Hey, did you guys get settled okay?” you asked your parents as you set your bag down on the table and exchanged quick hugs. You’d already seen them this morning when they’d arrived and they’d decided to give you a little space to get ready. 
“Your mother has taken photos of about a dozen things at the hotel, taking notes for our upcoming remodel which… I was just informed of this morning,” your dad said and you laughed. Matt said his hellos before going off to find his own parents and you rolled your eyes at the look your dad fixed you with. “He’s still around?”
“Oh hush,” you replied. Your purse started ringing and you fished around lip gloss and old flashcards to find your phone, immediately feeling more settled at the voice on the other end.
“Hey you,” Jake said and you actually let out a sigh of relief. “How are you feeling?”
“Oh me? You know, cool as a cucumber. Not freaking out at all,” you answered with a small laugh and he just chuckled.
“Of course not, not like there’s anything big going on today.”
“Definitely not, just a normal day around here,” you said.
“I just wanted to call and tell you to breathe, because you forget to do that sometimes-”
“I do not-”
“Yes you do, and to remind you that no matter where you end up you’re going to be just fine.” 
“Thank you,” you said softly. “I know you can’t say where you are but I hope you’re flying safe today,” you added.
“Always do, sweetheart. I’ll call you tonight, yeah?” 
“You better.” you said with a smile as you hung up and put your phone on silent just as the announcer gave the two minute warning. You could practically feel the rising tension in the room, a mix of nervous excitement and pure dread. So many fates contained within tiny envelopes and as you picked yours up you found the whole notion of this rather silly. You felt bad for anyone who got news they didn’t want today, having to find out in a room full of people celebrating and you prayed to a god you weren’t sure you even believed in you wouldn’t be one of them. 
“I think I’m going to, uh…” you started, looking at your parents and then back at the envelope in your hand. “I’m going to just take a minute and open it myself, if that’s okay?” you asked hesitantly and they nodded.
“Whatever you want, honey,” your mom replied and you turned around as the announcer told everyone to open them. You took a deep breath, because you did forget to breathe in times of stress, and with shaking hands practically ripped the envelope apart to pull out a folded piece of paper… a piece of paper that you hoped contained two specific words. 
Massachusetts General. 
Your shaking hands persisted as you read and reread what was right in front of you. Massachusetts General. You blinked and read again, did it really say that? Massachusetts General. 
“Oh my god-” you started as you turned around to show your parents with the paper facing outwards but they were gone. Really they’d only stepped a few feet to the side but they, and everyone else in the room, may as well have disappeared because all you could focus on was him, standing right there in front of you in his dress whites looking so proud as he read the words in your hands that quickly fell to the floor in shock. “Jake?” you asked so quietly, your mind still not catching up but it didn’t matter, in an instant you were launching yourself at him and he caught you with ease as you wrapped around him.
“Hey you,” he repeated his words from just a few minutes ago on the phone and you let out a sound that was mixed with a laugh and a sob as you clung to him. “You did it, I knew you would.”
“What the hell are you doing here?” you asked as you pulled away slightly to look down at him and he just beamed up at you.
“You didn’t really think I’d miss this, did you?” he replied and you just smiled, but it was quickly wiped away as you heard someone clear their throat behind you and you didn’t need to look to know who it was as you slid down Jake’s body to the floor and turned to see Matt, who was looking at the pair of you skeptically.
“Jake’s here,” he said, trying to muster some kind of enthusiasm but it fell flat, “yay.” You stifled a chuckle as you looked at him expectantly, “I matched here, what about you?” You knew what was coming as you took the paper your dad held out for you and Matt nodded softly when he read it. “I thought we talked about staying here for residency?” You didn’t miss the way Jake scoffed behind you, clearly disgusted that that was the first thing out of his mouth.
“You talked about it, Matt… I was always clear about my goals.” you said firmly. “But this is what we’ve both been working for. Congratulations, really,” you said, wrapping him in a tight but quick hug. “Go, celebrate with your family. I’ll see you at the party later.” you finished, nudging him off and  when you turned around Jake was giving you the most unimpressed look.
“Don’t even, I will not be seeing him at the party later, if you must know.” 
“Is that so?” he asked with a smirk and you rolled your eyes as he chuckled.
“Congratulations, sweetheart,” your mom said, pulling you in for a hug.
“We’re so proud of you,” your dad added, pressing a kiss to the top of your head and you went to respond, to thank them for everything they’ve done for you but they didn’t give you the chance. “Go celebrate and spend time together, and have fun at the party tonight.” 
“What? No, you guys flew all this way… I thought we could go out for dinner-”
“Hush, you two have some catching up to do,” your mom replied. “Besides, I think whatever celebrations you get up to tonight are best kept from us,” she added with a knowing smile and you tried to fight your own. 
“We’ll do breakfast, just the four of us like old times… but we won’t wake you too early,” your dad said and you watched as Jake gave them hugs before they slipped away. 
When they left he turned to look at you, all pride and adoration, and you flushed under his gaze as you gave him a look that said what? “You fucking did it, Jupiter.”
“I fucking did it,” you replied, your laughter bright and uncontrollable as he lifted you from the ground and spun you around.
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“How’d he take it?” Jake asked as you entered your dorm, and you chuckled as you took him in, sprawled out across your bed, one leg hanging off the side because he simply didn’t fit. 
“About as well as could be expected,” you said and he laughed as he sat up.
“So… not well at all?” He laughed again when you nodded. “Tell me about this party we’re going to.”
“It’s pretty standard, I expect things will go as they always do with a campus party… just a little more celebratory with a slight drinking to numb the pain vibe from some.”
He nodded, “all your friends got what they were hoping for?” 
“For the most part… a few didn’t get exactly what they wanted but that’s kind of how it goes… matching is about a little bit of hard work and a shit ton of luck.”
“So, I’m guessing dress whites aren’t the vibe for tonight?” he asked, watching as you discarded your jewelry onto your desk and you chuckled as you turned and walked towards him, stopping in between his legs.
“Not at all,” you said with a shake of your head and you laughed again as he pouted and rested his hands on the backs of your thighs. “But they were a nice touch, you look very official and handsome,” you added on, hoping to turn his frown upside down.
And you did, he looked up at you with that same look he’d given you in the event hall. “I know you know this, but I really am so fucking proud of you, J,” he said and you softly smiled, feeling crimson creep onto your cheeks and you quickly diverted, trying to break some of the intimacy of the moment by pulling the hat from his head and plopping it on your own.
“Well, you should be, cowboy,” you said, stepping back and grabbing two beers from the mini fridge that doubled as a nightstand, handing one to him and he looked at you expectantly as you both cracked them open. “Because your best friend got into the fucking brig,” you said as you clinked the cans together and he let out a few cheers before taking a generous gulp. 
He stayed by your side as you got ready together, only engaging in a few quarrels due to the lack of space that only got smaller when your roommate Katie showed up, and you couldn’t help your amusement as the two of them got on each other's last nerves. Their relationship was very akin to that of siblings, they’d scream at each other through the phone on facetimes when the other was pulling too much of your attention and on the rare visits Jake managed she’d spend the whole trip pouting about how no one else existed when he was here.
“Are we not going to this party together, Katie?” you said, interrupting her latest spiel about Jake’s evilness, as she put it, and she held her hands up in surrender as you laughed. She put on a good show but you knew she liked having Jake around, it meant she got to see more of her favorite version of you… party Jupiter. And party Jupiter was in full effect as you strolled down the street lined with fraternity houses. The parties you attended these days were typically on the other side of campus and not quite as rowdy, you couldn’t even remember the last time you’d been down here but it had been negotiated that the frats held parties for the med students this year, to give you all one more truly college party before everyone went their separate ways into a new journey of adulthood. 
“You’ve been here before, right?” you asked Jake as you watched him mix you a drink and he nodded.
“Mmhm, your third year of undergrad,” he answered and you snorted.
“Oh god, yeah,” you briefly reminisced on that party, one with no cause, and the shocked look on Jake’s face most of the night. As it turned out, you had actually been understating just how much Stanford kids like to party that day on the phone all those years ago. You mingled with Jake in tow, socializing with friends you hadn’t seen since the beginning of the year to due rotations and interviews across the country, and really emphasizing the fact that you wouldn’t see each other for a number of years after tonight in your drunken states much to Jake’s amusement.
You weren’t much of an emotional drunk but that didn’t seem to be the case tonight… Probably something about the finality of it all, going from college to med school didn’t seem like a huge transition for you because you stayed in the same place, but this was different. After graduation next week you’d be packing up and moving across the country, to somewhere that couldn’t be more different than where you were, and you would officially be a doctor. 
Jake watched as you let loose, cackling with friends about professors or that one time you stole a dozen mice because you couldn’t bear the thought of them being used for research (and you maintained that you’d been in the right each time it was brought up). The last time he’d come to visit you’d been so entrenched in your coursework he actually became worried, watching you study for hours on end from your bed as he realized this is what your life was. You’d always done a good job at completing everything before he arrived so you could focus on the fun but that visit just wasn’t the case… There were exams to prep for and applications to be sent out and interviews to be scheduled, and all he could do was half-heartedly read a book he’d plucked from your shelf about internal medicine and force you to come up for air every now and again.
But this time was completely different, there was nothing to worry about because you were done. You’d gotten to the end of your journey here at Stanford and were in that blissful reprieve period where there truly was nothing to fret over, and it simultaneously warmed Jake’s heart and broke it to see. On one hand, you were finally getting a true break after years of achingly hard work… but on the other that break would only last a few days before you went into a tizzy packing to move cross country and start your residency. He knew you were happy, and that you would be happy in Boston but he also knew things were only about to get harder, and that a few days of true relief weren’t enough.
Granted, this wasn’t how you felt, despite the fact that as you downed your drink and chatted with Katie about her upcoming move to Nashville you had no idea this was going through his head… you felt nothing but joy knowing that you got to spend the next few days with Jake before diving into your future. Residency is what you feel you’d waited your whole life for. You did the hard stuff, you laid the foundation and stuffed your nose in a book for years and now you were finally going to be able to do. 
“I think I might actually miss these parties,” you said as you sat down by the edge of the pool with a sigh, unclasping your heels and actually moaning in relief as you dipped your feet into the cool water and Jake chuckled beside you. 
“I find that shocking considering that after that one your third year you said you never wanted to set foot on this block again.”
“I’ve grown, things have changed,” you protested which coaxed another laugh from him. “God, I can’t believe I’m leaving this place soon. It almost feels like just yesterday I showed up here with nothing but a suitcase and a dream. And you! Mr. Top Gun graduate,” you added, nudging him playfully.
“Don’t let Coyote hear you, he’ll bust my chops even more than he already has.”
“I miss Coyote,” you said, leaning your head on his shoulder. “Are you going home for Christmas this year?” you asked and this took him slightly by surprise, considering it was spring and he didn’t expect you to be looking forward to anything other than residency.
“I don’t think so… the way it lines up I’d have to fly in on Christmas Eve and leave the day after… I think the short trips make my mom sadder than me not going home at all.”
“They do,” you said. “For my parents too. I don’t know why but they do. What do you think about me coming to you this year? If you’re on base.”
“I think that sounds perfect,” he replied, turning to press a kiss on the top of your head. “I’m sorry I can’t stay for graduation,” he said and you lifted your head to shake it, waving your hand dismissively.
“Truthfully I don’t care about graduation, it’s more for my parents and yours. This was the important one,” you replied, giving him a warm smile. “I still can’t believe you pulled off surprising me. How long have you known you’d be able to make it?”
“Since you first told me the day,” he answered and your eyes widened as you hit his chest.
“You asshole! You made me think you couldn’t come and this was your plan all along? I was really sad, you know.”
He let out a loud laugh, “yeah, I know. But it was worth it! The look on your face was priceless.”
“You’re unbelievable,” you muttered.
“Had to get you back for my tap out ceremony somehow,” he pointed out and you sighed, because he did have a point.
“That’s fair. Though, I could argue that it was a surprise for me as well, mine was not premeditated.” 
“To-mato to-mato,” he replied. “So, when do you make the big move?” 
“Well, tomorrow you’ll be helping me scout apartments, tough part is I’ll have to pick a place sight unseen so we’re going to have to be very thorough in our search and then hopefully I’ll be out there within three weeks… My program starts in four.”
“Unless a last minute deployment pops up, I think I can meet you out there… help you get settled and all that.”
“Really?” you asked, eyes wide and full of hope as you beamed up at him and he chuckled, knowing you were definitely drunk right now. “Seeing you twice in one month? I don’t think we’ve gotten that lucky since we were teenagers.” 
“Well, I don’t know about that,” he said with a suggestive raise of his eyebrows and you were startled by your own laugh, not expecting the turn in conversation. 
“That’s right, forgot I was talking to Hangman, eternal stud.” you joked. Briefly you thought joking about it should sting, and deep down maybe it did a little, but this was the first time it’s come up and the sting wasn’t the first thing you noticed.
“You haven’t done so bad for yourself either,” he said and you just gave him a deadpan glare.
“Really? You think Matt was making me feel lucky every time?” you asked and he went through the same range of emotions. He thought it should hurt, and it did somewhere deep down, but it wasn’t the first thing he noticed.
“He wasn’t? Then what was the point?” he exclaimed and you hid your face in embarrassment. 
“Oh, I don’t know! Truthfully it spiraled and I didn’t have time for anything else so…” you trailed off before letting out a groan. “Oh god, I’m a terrible person.”
“Now, how did we end up there?” he asked, brows furrowing in confusion at your statement.
“I knew all along I’d dump him right about now, how awful to not do it so much sooner.”
He shrugged, “maybe… but knowing you he did get lucky every time so don’t feel too bad. Broken heart or not he reached the mountaintop, good for him.”
“That’s a better, if not slightly twisted, way of looking at things.” you mused, resting your head on his shoulder again.
“Tired?” he asked and you nodded. “Don’t quite have the stamina of an undergrad anymore?”
“Shut up,” you said. “It’s been an emotional day.” 
“Wanna go home?” he asked and you nodded, allowing yourself to be pulled up and you awkwardly shook your leg over the pool to rid yourself of excess water, to which he just shook his head in amusement. 
You spent the walk back towards your dorm lost in conversation, giggling about nothing in particular and squealing when he picked you up and tossed you over his shoulder, “Jake! I’m too drunk, don’t make me hurl,” you laughed but he didn’t seem to care, carrying you like it was nothing until suddenly you were on the move again, sliding down to the ground with Jake’s firm hands on your waist to guide you. Your brows furrowed in confusion when you noticed you weren’t at your dorm but instead in front of a shiny car.
“I love Katie,” he started, but was cut off by the questioning look you gave him, “really, I do, but you didn’t really think I was crashing in your dorm, did you?” he asked and he did have a point… the last time he visited she was on rotation so he crammed himself onto her tiny bed and complained all the next day… there simply wasn’t anywhere for him to be this time around. “I have a hotel room a few blocks away, do you want to come stay with me? Or I can walk you back to your room,” he added the last part a little hurriedly and you chuckled, you thought you just caught a glimpse of a younger Jake… nervous and not wanting to overstep. 
“Are you kidding me?” you asked, gesturing towards the door and he was quick to open it for you, “a night away from that thing they call a bed sounds like heaven.”
“And here I thought you just wanted to spend more time with me,” he said after walking around and getting in the driver’s side.
“Well, that’s certainly part of it… just not the main part,” you teased and he shook his head as he navigated towards his hotel and you looked over at him in amusement when you entered the parking lot. “Very fancy, Mr. Seresin,” you said as he opened the door for you and he extended his hand which you gladly took.
“Shut up and come on,” he replied and you did as you were told. Following him through the hotel and to the elevator, where they opened to reveal a cozy and beautifully decorated rooftop bar and you just looked over at him, eyes wide and questioning. “Tonight was a goodbye to your college life, and I thought what better way to end it than here, welcoming in this next chapter?”
“Jake…” you started, the lingering alcohol in your system still present enough to have you feeling a little more emotional than usual. You sat at a cozy loveseat positioned in front of a firepit and thanked the waiter when he brought over your cocktails, gin and tonic for you and something whiskey based for Jake. 
“To you, Jupiter. You’ve worked so hard the past seven years, and you never once wavered when things got hard. You are nothing short of incredible, and being here with you right now, marking this occasion… it means a lot to me, and I’ll never stop being proud of you.” he said, and you felt your eyes well with tears that mirrored his own.
“Stop, you can’t cause then I’ll really lose it,” you warned, laughing softly as you wiped your cheeks. “Thank you… not just for saying that but for being you, and for being here. I was a wreck all morning and then I turned around and saw you and everything felt… settled. You being here means more than you know.” you said and you clinked your glasses together before taking a sip. “I’m really proud of us.” you said added a few moments of silence. “Do you remember the day we decided to break up?”
“Vividly,” he chuckled and you couldn’t help but laugh too.
“God, we were so young, with such big dreams… and going into it all so devastated… I wish we could go back and tell them it wouldn’t be for nothing, that we made it.” 
“We did make it didn’t we?” he asked and you nodded, a smile creeping onto your face. He reached out to tuck a strand of hair behind your ear and you didn’t know if it was the weighty realization that seven years ago you broke each other’s hearts to pursue the dreams you’d just achieved or the alcohol or just the fact that you simply wanted to but you leaned forward and let your lips brush against his. Soft and questioning but he pressed forward and captured you in a searing kiss. Years of pent up emotion and love spilling out, and you smiled when he chased your lips as you pulled away. 
You didn’t need to say anything, didn’t need to acknowledge any of it. You both knew it didn’t change anything, you both might have made it but only to the next stepping stone… it still wasn’t the time. You kissed him once more before scooting closer and resting your head on his shoulder, his arm wrapping around your waist as you just enjoyed the moment for what it was. A celebration of what was to come.
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smallestapplin · 2 years
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Iiiiit’s noodle-lovin anon again! With angst! AGAIN!
What if the snek twins unintentionally snapped at s/o after we tried to calm them down from who knows what happened that day and we end up running out into the forest to recoup?
Snek twins go out and search for us, a teary panicky mess, and soff reunion ensues after feeling helpless and thinking we were gone for good.
I take pity and give this angst happy end :3
We on a angsty roll today! I hope poly is okay!
nothing too mean, and reference to a mating cycle but its only mentioned.
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🔲Ingo&Emmet🔳
- their mating cycles are coming up. You’ve been their mate for two years now, you know what’s going on.
- You know their emotions are running wild and on high. You’ve caught them hissing at each other several times the last three days.
- They always try their hardest to behave and keep a leveled head, but it always ends with them bottling it all up.
- It was only a matter of time before they exploded.
- They started getting huffy with each other, before an argument broke out. Arguing over something as stupid as who gets to hunt.
- You thought you made a timetable for this when the season hits, so you tried to settle them down before getting it.
- “Stay out of this! I’m verrry tired of you interfering!”
- “Not not! We can settle this without your help!”
- You jump back, not expecting to be on the receiving end of their hisses. The ends of their tails slamming against the ground, their fangs barred at you.
- You stay silent and take a few steps back, letting them get back to arguing before leaving.
- You just wanted from fresh air and to give them time to calm down as well.
- Knowing they don’t mean it, they have been getting better around this time of year, only occasionally slipping up like that.
- You left to a spot you had found a while ago, nice and enclosure by the trees around you. It has the perfect basking spot.
- The twins argued, arguing who should hunt this time to prove who’s the better mate.
- They couldn’t agree, only huffing and leaving to their own hideaways in their den.
- Staying like that for hours, coiled on their own, in their own rooms.
- Two hours had passed when they realize something is wrong.
- You usually walk out for air, yes.
- But you’re never gone this long.
- “Emmet? Is our mate with you?” Ingo yells from across the cave.
- He hears a quivering monotoned voice answer back “funny, I was just about to ask you that.”
- They nearly slam into each other, as they slithered out of the dens. Panic etched on Emmet’s face, while Ingo’s voice is rushed and frantic.
- They rush out of the den, the older twins booming voice calling for you.
- “Darling! Darling we are sorry! Just please come back!”
- “Dear! Please come home! Where are you!?”
The two are tears lining their eyes, their calls and yells for you only grow louder and louder.
“W-what if something got them? What if they are hurt somewhere?”
Ingo doesn’t respond, deep down thinking if he did it would become a reality.
“We will find them, it’s okay.”
The twins slither on, not caring to be quiet.
They want to make as much noise as possible, so you’ll hear them.
You wake up, not realizing you fell asleep in your resting spot. You look up to the sky and realize it’s gotten so late.
Your mates must be worried.
Your thoughts are confirmed when you hear two panicked voices calling for you.
Your voice isn’t as strong as Ingo’s, so you decide to leave your hiding spot and follow his voice.
You know the way back to the den if needed.
The second you’re free from the thick foliage, you’re tackled. All the air being knocked from your lungs.
“Mate!”
“Oh mate! We were so worried!”
“We are sorry! Verry sorry! Please don’t leave us!”
“We will never do that again! Please, dear, we are sorry!”
You’re being held by two sobbing snake hybrids. Their coils are wrapped around you, holding you in between them as they sob into your neck.
You wiggle your arms free, moving them up to run your fingers through their disheveled hair.
“Shhh it’s okay, I’m not leaving you two, not ever. I just came out here for some air and to relax.”
That only seems to make them sob harder.
“I love you both, I’m not going anywhere.”
You kiss Ingo’s temple before kissing the top of Emmet’s head.
They love you, they were so worried, they feared something had hurt you, or worse.
They are awful mates.
But they will make it up to you! They will do anything they can to prevent this in the future!
And you know they will.
You don’t doubt them.
You just let them hold you like this for a moment more.
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sloanaffirmations · 1 year
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analysis of andrew scott lyrics makes me want to listen again... i was only mean because i hated the lyric about wifi bars... i dont disagree though and it must be hard to find good rhymes all the time
Wifiiii barssrsrsssss and all the gassss in our carsrsrssssssss
I just think like wow. He is right. Is it . It is. It does provoke feelings of. Feelings of almost. Of an almost sort of wicked sort of . Am an almost sort of. Repulsion. To hear ghere somebody say spell it out like that in a blunt sort of facts manner. To hear someone say wifi bars in a song It does give offf. It gives soff the proof that andrew scottt. Is an olde no is from a different generation. But i think like wow. I f i was born in the 80s id be a teen in the 90s and maybe id also understand htwifi barrsrsrsrsss and all the gasss sin our carsrsssssss and how hostage i am because of the way in which time effects being and fofrm form. He is spotting. And i perdonally think like wow . Personably i think that initially maybe it was a reactionary statement. And i think damnh. Lets give him a reaction. I will never nknow ever since webkinz circa 2005 i HAVE NEVER KNOWN LIFE NOT HELD HOSTAGE BY WIFI BARS!!!!!!!!! SAY IT LIKE IT IS!!!!!!!!!!
If you come to terms with the fact he is spitting. You dont have to do this. For example. But if you come te to terms with the fact that he is spitting. Like damnnn I am held hostage by wifi bars kind of. And then after this which you have implied that is has happened. You have implied that you believe these statementd .After this you think. You know what lets not sugar coat it. Wifi on the phone looks like bars. It is shaped as though something sort of like a bar (non. Alcoholic) say it like it is andrew!!!!! SAY IT!!!!!
Also i meant born in 60s be a teen in 70s be a college student in 80s be a rock star 90s-present
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royaletiquette · 1 year
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“It’s nicer when you’re here. It’s better.” (soff Marlo for Hibiko)
'be nice to hibi' | @distopea
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"You're only saying that because maids aren't trying to shoo you off when I'm here since they don't approach me needlessly." She laughed off the compliment, looking over to the man laying next to her blanket. He had been shuffling over in the grass every half hour or so as the sun moved between the trees so he could stay in the heat. An oddly warm day for the time of year, but neither were going to complain about the peace it gave the day, and the pleasantness it gave the garden.
Keeping her middle finger in the middle of the book as it was closed, Hibiko waited for Marlo to go back to sunbathing. Plucking a strand of grass, she dropped it from a safe height to land on his face. "I know you've been caught sneaking around out here, more than a couple of times at that. I told you maids talk," spoken like a teasing warning. Which, wasn't untrue, she just wasn't sure what would happen if he was spotted too many times. Her parents would find out and maybe hire something to take care of it. An unnecessary hassle she would feel responsible for. “Apparently there’s been a silly looking fox trying to steal our fruit or something?” 
There was no malice in her voice, however. Hibiko understood that he was an animal after all, and it wasn't like she could always be there to escort his explorations of her home. (Nor did either of them want that.) Some things were best left in the shadows, like the mischief he got into when the princess wasn't there. "Just don't scare my horses, please. If they're suddenly spooked and you have a hooved-shape bruise on your back, I'm not forgiving you."
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angrelysimpping · 2 years
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this is incredibly random but not a day goes by where i don’t think about the chocolate scene with eden during halloween like it genuinely lives rent free in my brain
@///@ Eden is.... Eden..... is... uh
here's some stuff from my "Eden Research" doc that makes me lose it every fucking time 👉👈
possible spoilers for Eden's stuff, btw
"You keep skipping the good bits," you say. "Let's hear it all."
Eden assents, but hesitates before each lewd passage, as if making sure they aren't too licentious. Or maybe he's building up the courage. His blush deepens as he reads.
[Sir, you literally kidnaped PC, decided they were your spouse, and then demanded they fulfil spousal obligations, read the raunchy bits of your Victorian lit damnit]
You clasp Eden's hand and hook your fingers through his own. You catch a quick blush on his face, before he brushes it off and pulls you closer.
[Taking Eden's hand holding virginity 🥺]
Eden stands with his back to the door, and removes his clothing until he's left in his underwear. They come next, leaving him naked.
You enjoy the show, knowing he wants you to watch. You ogle his muscled chest, and then allow your eyes to wander down his toned abdomen. | + Arousal
He has trouble meeting your gaze. He tries on the first item, a pair of plain white briefs. It suits him well enough. He looks at you, and you nod. He smiles a moment.
He slips them off and pulls out the next item, some navy boxershorts. He seems a little more confident. The fabric contours around his large cock. You suspect he's enjoying himself more than he would ever admit. | + Arousal
He slips off the clothes, and picks up the last item, a black g-string. There's not much fabric. He slips it on, and poses before you. He turns on the spot, letting you view him from all sides. You feel your enormous penis react to his teasing. | + Arousal
He slips off the garment, slower than he needs to. He seems relieved. | + Lust
"Did you enjoy that?" he asks. He sounds angry, and lustful. He pushes you onto the bench.
He climbs atop you, still naked, and plants a vicious kiss on your lips. It lasts only a moment before he pulls his body up, straddling your chest. He uses one arm to steady himself against the wall behind you. He presses his penis against your lips.
Eden moans softly as the last of his cum pours into your mouth. You clean his penis up with your tongue.
"Needed that. Good boy. You know how to use that mouth."
He strokes your hair a moment before getting dressed.
You accompany him from the shopping centre once dressed.
[PLEASE SIR. SIR. YOU CANNOT DO THIS. I prefer the "Eden putting on a show" scene to the "putting on a show for Eden" scene, even if Eden gets angry-ish]
Rushing to a nearby cabinet, you grab one of the jars and return to Eden. Gathering some on your fingers, you carefully apply the salve to his deeper wounds. Eden releases a small hiss at the pain, but otherwise doesn't stop you. Taking the hint, you continue, making sure to apply the salve as gently as possible. Over time, Eden starts to relax at your soft touch. In fact, by the time you're done, he's almost dozing off.
With Eden barely conscious, you lean over and press a quick kiss to the bandages on his chest. Eden opens his eyes to look at you.
"Was that necessary?" he asks.
"Yes," you smile.
[I'm soff 🥺]
[I will not put the whole primal play scene here but know that it lives in my head playing on repeat. That said:]
You are in the clearing outside Eden's cabin. The surrounding trees are so huge that you have to crane your neck to see the sky. There's a small farm plot where Eden grows vegetables. Behind the cabin is a spring at the base of a cliff.
You see Eden polishing his gun. Your arrival prompts a glare from him.
"You weren't supposed to escape me," he says, looking you up and down. "I'll fuck you raw if I have to. Next time, you're mine."
He stares at you for a moment longer, before returning to his business.
[If you succeed in escaping Eden then return to the cabin, they say this and uh....yeah @////@]
[And stuff that Eden says during encounters that I think are Eden specific but if they're not, they definitely sound better coming from Eden]
"You're mine." Eden says. "Only mine."
"I'm the only one who's allowed to do this to you," Eden says.
"If anyone else lays their hands on you," Eden says, "They're dead."
"Only I can touch you like this," Eden seethed.
"Say it," Eden growls. "Tell me that you're mine."
"You're my possession." Eden says. "Mine alone."
"Don't forget who you belong to," Eden says.
"I own every single part of you," Eden growls.
"I hope you know how much I need you here."
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nakunakunomi · 3 years
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Hewwo can I ask ❤ + nature for mochi boi Katakuri? there was nothing for him at this event yet D: btw thank you so much and have a nice day/night :D
First Kata for the event! I really enjoy writing for the big soff mochi man, he's such a sweety. Hope you enjoy!
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Katakuri enjoyed his Merienda all by himself, and once you were a solid couple, with no more secrets, he loved to share his Merienda with you.
There was something cozy about spending time with him in his little mochi house, enjoying some donuts with tea, listening to him hum happily as he snacked, catching up on your days. Even at the busiest days, you could always count on that little break, it made you always look forward to something.
You understood that Kata really appreciated, and just really needed his privacy, hence the little mochi house, but you were always a little sad. Whole cake island had so many wondrous and beautiful spots where a donut feast would be just as fun, if anything even more nicer to be had.
So you arranged him a suprirse. With some help of the homies, you managed to get some part of the forest closed off. Around merienda-time, you asked Kata to follow you into the woods, going to the spot you had perfectly arranged already.
He was a little apprehensive at first, but when you explained all the measures you took (and presented all the snacks you had prepared, including his favorite donuts), he relaxed a little.
You climbed onto his lap, your favorite spot for snack time due to his massive size, and made yourself comfortable as he did the same. The fresh air only added to the experience and it was one of your favorite merienda-memories to date.
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tokuteasings · 5 months
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Jeramie might be a hybrid but i don't care, HE CAN HAVE USSSSSSS 😭😭
I JUST WANT HIM TO TIE ME UP SO BADLY AND LITERALLY, WE'RE BOTH SIMPS FOR ALMOST EVERYBODY IN KING-OHGER 😭
bitch
mood
my lil bro simps more for jerarara than I do but lORDY
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lihikainanea · 3 years
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i’m shy and get embarrassed easily, so i have NEVER SAID WHAT IVE WANTED but i can’t hold back anymore, I’LL TELL YOU WHAT I WANT. actually, it’s not a want, it’s a need.
i need a really sub tiger (whimpering, spaced out look, needy, sucking on his fingers, etc) and daddy bill. sweet nani. TIGER call him daddy. i need big protector and provider vibes from bill.
also, i’ve read every single one of your posts ATLEAST 15 times. this page right here, feels like a safe space.
much love
ohhhhhhhh thank you bb! I love messages like this <3 I'm glad you submitted an ask, that's a big step--I'm proud of you, boo. This space is open and safe for everyone, it's all I've ever wanted to create, so to hear you say it--to know that you felt comfortable submitting an ask--bubs, that makes me so happy <3
I'm feelin soff and subby tiger these days. Not only because of this deadly heatwave that has been sweeping the entire fucking continent, not only because work has been hell on earth, not only because I'm finally on vacation next week after not taking time off for a year and I feel like I'm crawling towards the finish line, bruised and battered, on all fours pleading for mercy.
Oh wait, that's exactly why I'm feeling soff and subby tiger these days, so small and where she can just disappear into her bubble of safety and just know that she'll be taken care of.
If you’ll allow me to self-project for awhile, as I’m wont to do rather frequently--maybe tiger has had to be Boss Bitch for awhile. She’s not having a hard time at work--no no, quite the opposite actually. She’s killing it. Stepping up when she has to, working long hours. Maybe her boss quit all of a sudden (hello, self-projection again!) and tiger is just stepping in and getting shit done. And ike a Queen, that ‘tude is bleeding into other aspects of life. Bill has a wonky shelf that needs fixing and while he’s usually quick to fix those things, it’s lagging and tiger just thinks--fuck it, and fuck you too. Bill comes home and she’s power drilling the thing back in place. Changing the light bulbs. Replacing the battery in her smoke alarm. Doing all the groceries. Cooking. Working late into the night. Picking up his dry cleaning. Her friend is going through a bad break up--tiger is there, packing her shit up with her, finding her a new apartment.
Tiger can sometimes be a bit of a procrastinator--which Bill likes, because then he gets to step in and do things for her and he loves the smile she gives him when he does that--but lately? Bill can’t get there fast enough. Tiger is handling it all, knocking it out of the park, and making it look easy.
The problem is she also kind of works herself into a tizzy--because tiger doesn’t like having too much control. She can absolutely do everything herself, but part of what she enjoys so much in her dynamic with Bill is that she doesn’t have to. She doesn’t have to be in control, or have all the power. She can give that to him, and she can just float in that place free from all burdens and responsibility and know that she’ll be taken care of. There’s an immense power in relinquishing control. And like everything, tiger swings violently from one extreme to the other--she has all of the control, she’s handling shit, she’s handling shit like a boss--until she gets real small, because she doesn’t WANT to handle this much, she doesn’t want to be the boss bitch anymore, she needs a balance where she can be ballsy and courageous in her professional life but that balance comes from being able to be subby with Bill, being able to be put on her knees and be his good girl.
Yin and yang.
And Bill senses it. He probably knows by the crazy twitch in her eye, her subtle irritability, the way a problem no sooner arises that tiger is throwing some power tool, some 7-step coaching programme, some advice from years of therapy--just something at it. Bill barely has time to mention that something in the house needs fixing, let alone fix it himself--because tiger is all over it and then some.
Bill knows the pendulum is swinging just a leeeeeeeetle too far one way.
And maybe the next day when tiger gets in from work--she has a list of shit she needs to get done tonight, and she’s still tapping away more on her phone: bake brownies for a work potluck, fix the chain on the toilet, scrub the bath tub, build the IKEA shoe cabinet she bought, give Bill head because it’s been awhile, put the final tweaks on a presentation. And her nose is in her phone when she walks in the door, so she doesn’t see Bill standing there in the hallway--doesn’t see the way he has his arms crossed, the authoritative set to his jaw, his pinched eyebrows.
“Hiiiiiii,” she calls out blindly down the hallway as she toes off her shoes, drops her purse on the floor.
Bill doesn’t respond. Her eyes are still on her phone, her thumbs going a mile a minute.
“Did you get the drill bits I need?” she’s still yelling because she hasn’t seen him yet, “That fucking IKEA cabinet Allan key bullshit won’t--oof.”
She walks right into his chest, stumbling back a step or two as she startles. And then she notices--notices how tall he’s standing, notices the set in his eyes, his clenched jaw. His crossed arms.
“Hi,” he says simply, lowly.
“Hi,” she stammers, “I uh, didn’t see you there.”
“I know,” he says--and then he reaches out, takes her phone from her hands. He puts it in his back pocket and crosses his arms again.
“On your knees,” he says.
“Why?” she mumbles it before she can stop, and it’s just automatic when she’s been like this--question everything, oppose everything, demand answers. But Bill just cocks his eyebrow, bends a little at the waist and gets his face in close to hers.
“You don’t get to ask questions tonight,” he whispers, and it’s soft but deliciously menacing and threatening. Tiger bites her lip, and she’s so mesmerized by him, already so turned on, that she’s rooted to the spot and she doesn’t move.
“Tiger,” he says harshly, “I won’t repeat myself.”
“Oh,” she snaps to her senses, shaking the fog from her brain. She drops to her knees. “Sorry,” she mumbles.
“Do you like all of this, tiger?” he weaves a hand in her hair, gently tugging it so her eyes are on him, “All of this control? All of this power?”
“I don’t know.”
“Try again,” he says, “All of this responsibility, fighting everybody’s battles. Taking care of everyone else--but who is taking care of you, hmm? Who’s taking care of my sweet girl?”
And her walls are starting to come down, that pendulum is starting to swing back ever so slowly in the natural direction.
“I am,” her voice cracks, and she says it so lowly he barely heard it.
“What’s that?”
“I am,” she says again, just a twinge louder but even then it’s barely a whisper.
“You are,” he says, “Just handling everything like a big girl. And do you like that? Not letting me take care of you? Not needing me?”
“No,” she admits.
“And is that part of our deal?”
“No,” she says again, leaning forward and bunching his pant leg in her fist. She just wants to touch him, wants to be close to him, and Bill would never stop her from doing so in moments like these. He presses his thumb to her lips, easing it inside. She sighs and her shoulders sag with relief.
“Then I think we need to fix that, don’t we?” he asks, “I miss my sweet girl.”
She whimpers around his thumb, inching on her knees closer to him and resting her forehead on his thigh.
“Do you want me to fix it sweet girl?” he murmurs, “Get you back right again?”
She nods, but he snaps his fingers and he swears that she moaned a little.
“Yes,” she says immediately, “Please, Bill.”
“Oh, I like the sound of that,” he says, and he withdraws his thumb from her mouth, closing his hands around her shoulders and lifting her so she’s standing in front of him, “I think I need to hear that a little more.”
She whines, but he slams his lips to hers. He kisses the hell out of her, all tongues and teeth, pulling away as she gasps for breath.
“If you want me to fix it kid,” he purrs, “Then you’re going to beg for it.”
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cosmiclatte28 · 3 years
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Sunny day (Renjun x reader)
a/n : quick oneshot because I wanted to enjoy the nice sunny weather more but can’t.. so here’s a oneshot for you.
Warning : ending is suggestive but you can read until the end of the fluff part. 
Comfort, fluff, flirt (?), suggestive ending! 
side character : Jaemin, Dream is frat boys and Renjun is your boyfriend.
enjoy!
The mundane elevator rises as you lean your heavy shoulder to the wall and taking a breather from the long walk you had from your last class. It’s almost the weekends and you’re motivated to finish your homework and chapter readings before the weekend. Why? Well so you can sleep through Saturday and Sunday! You glance when the elevator dings and the door slowly opens.
You nod your head to the other passenger riding the lift with you and slowly dragging your heavy legs to your room. You smile upon seeing your tidy room which you strictly tried to keep tidy!
With a rush you take off your shoes, hang your jacket and toss your bag to one of the chairs available. You wash your hands and skip to change your tight pants into loose comfortable ones. A sigh leaves your lips when you squint to the window that lets in the bright spring sun into your room. What a beautiful day to be outside yet here you are, inside your room already turning on your laptop because you have to finish works. Not that you don’t want to enjoy the sun, no it’s because you know if youre out there you’ll probably be laying around on the grass toasting your body and forgetting time and work. So, for your goodness you stay inside.
Before you can open your task, a ring comes to your phone. Curious you pick it up and frown when you notice it’s your boyfriend calling. Weird? He said he will be busy today in the lab for his final research, he even told you to not call or text him for he wont have the time to reply.
“Yes?” you pick up the call with a question.
“Oh hey babe, just wanna know where are you right now?” his voice sounds calm from the other side.
You take a seat and lean back “Um in my room? Why? Do you need anything?”
He chuckles “Can’t I call my baby? The weather is pretty outside, why are you in your room?”
You sigh “Because Renjun, two of my professors decided to give me 2 chapters worth of quizzes and homework, in the beginning of the term! God bless me.” You laugh dryly in the end and Renjun just laugh out loud on your suffering.
“Well, welcome to hell. Anyways, I say you try to do your work but make sure you’re feeling this warm weather.” He reminds you again to at least enjoy the sun and not stress or tire yourself out.
You nod “Okay boss. Aren’t you busy? You told me today not to call you but here you are asking me to enjoy the sun.”
He suddenly switches to video call and you can see him sitting on the grass looking so happy with his cheeks Sunkissed. You chew on your lips, annoyed and jealous.
“What? You said you were busy!” you pout.
He giggles “I am, I just take a break here. It’s frustrating in the lab, Jaemin had gone mad.” He whispers though Jaemin looks just fine in the frame next to Renjun.
“Hey Jaem!” you greet when the other man takes a glance to the commotion coming from Renjun’s screen. He only smiles and says hi before sleeping on the grass.
“You could’ve told me  earlier and we can enjoy the sun together.” You look sad, Renjun feels guilty now.
“Oh sorry, it was impulsive. I am sorry, look I’ll take you out on another sunny day. Promise, just let me also finish my lab today and I’ll see you around.” He blows you a kiss and you force a small smile.
“Come Jaem! Let’s finish today’s work and go home.” Renjun says before you say goodbye and turn the call off.
To say that you’re not in the mood to study now is an understatement. You want to go out but you’re also too lazy to change and Renjun’s lab is too far from your dorm. Jaemin had to drive for the sake of their time and legs.
After one glass of water and an encouraging message from Renjun, you start to stick your nose to the ebook and powerpoints.
Three hours pass by and your alarm rings, it’s seven already, time for dinner. Nicely you turn your computer to sleep and before you can decide what to eat, there’s a knock on your door. Without much care you open the door only to see your boyfriend already in front of you with a paper bag on his right hand and a big smile on his face.
“Busy?” he asks as he peaks over your shoulder to see if you have any guest.
You close your door and stand in the hallway with him “What are you doing here? How can you come here?” you look around confused because Renjun did not have the access card to your building.
He grins “I have my way, have you eaten dinner?” he comes back to his first question to which you shake your head “Nope.”
He smiles and takes your hand ‘Great! Lock your door and we’ll eat together” he hurries you “Faster while the sun is still up”
You smile as you take your key and phone plus access card and grab his hand to go down. Once downstairs, he chooses the sunny spot where you can sit with him on a mattress he brought.
“Did you prepare this?” your eyes twinkle when you see the foods he takes out from the bag.
On top of the red and white chequered picnic mat, there’s your favourite comfort food.
Renjun just smile “No, I bought this on the way here thanks to the dining hall and Jaemin’s urgent picnic mat in his car. I seriously don’t know why he has this picnic mat ready, but it’s handy.” He pops open a sparkling apple drink you both like and toast it with you.
“Cheer up honey, you’re going to be alright. We’ll finish your homework. I can stay with you tonight.” He ruffles your hair when you’re enjoying your meal
You smile and nod “Okay, I still have your clothes from last time.”
He pinches your cheek “Cute, okay I’ll stay here then. The boys won’t mind, they’d probably wont notice I am not there.”
You feel sorry but at the same time laugh at him coz that Is so true. There’s no way Dream will realize he’s not there. They’re too busy with ensuring no one burns their hands or the house down.
You watch Renjun from the side, the young man is busy eating his food too. Judging by how he eats, you guess he skipped lunch with Jaemin earlier. Guess their research was that important. Before Renjun can catch you gawking at him, you toss your head away and control the heartbeat that’s thumping in your ribcage.
Why are you nervous? He’s just Renjun your boyfriend. But why can you feel this happy and glad to have him? Like you’re the luckiest person ever?
Maybe you really are the luckiest one to have Renjun. You continue to finish your food and drink.
The weather really feels great today, your day also turns bright just because Renjun decides to come and visit you for small picnic dinner under the sun. You’re glad over simple things like this and you’re always surprised Renjun can never fail to make you feel happy again. He indeed is your ray of sunshine and happiness source.
“Renjun-ah,” you whisper in his ear and he turns his head to face you.
Before he can pull his head back from the close distant, you quickly latch your lips into his and he pull your neck closer to him “Thank you,” you whisper to his lips before crashing in to another kiss where you taste his plumps lips.
Renjun feels butterflies filling his stomach again, it’s not your first kiss but it definitely feels the best. Is it because you’re this happy and he is also happy he made you enjoy the sun for a while or is it because he loves you more and more after seeing more colors of you?
Whatever that is, he’s glad he made this decision and stay with you afterwards.
“So, what homework is this? Can I help?” Renjun walks by your side hand in hand.
You giggle “Sadly it’s not your thing, I got this Renjun. You just have to be my moral support.” You press a kiss to his cheek and he blushes “I can do that.”
“Is your research going well?” it’s your turn now to ask him. He nods “I just need one more test subject.”
You raise your brow “What for?”
He smirks “To test the side effect of my stress of doing this project.”
You soff “You mean you want me right?” you cross your arm over your chest and Renjun clicks his tongue “Do I sound that clear?”
You stick your tongue out and pretend to think “Sort of, but I am booked for my works tonight. Go use the bathroom” you playfully wink and kiss his neck before sitting down on your computer and acting like nothing’s wrong as you continue where you left off.
There on the corner of your eyes you can see Renjun gritting his teeth when you tease him and leave semi-hard.
“Woah you got triggered that easily? Must really be from your hours of lab with Jaemin.” You chuckle and stop when Renjun appears with a chair next to you. You don’t like how calm he looks and you don’t like how his face is so calm as he sits calmly on your right and with his eyes glued to the screen his hand is already roaming around your body tracing arbitrary lines, ghosting your skin with his callouses fingers.
“Now we’ll see who ends up laughing.”  He kisses your ear and breathes into it making you shiver and hard to focus.
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2lim3rz · 3 years
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Rating Primarchs By Cuddling Ability and If I Actually Would
This is purely opinion of course lol
HOWEVER: To clarify, I am not doing Primarchs I just have 0 idea on if they actually would cause I don’t know their personalities too well
RATING SYSTEM: 0 [I would never cuddle even if It’d kill me] to 10 [ple ase, I beg]
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Fulgrim - 7/10 - Fulgrim’s probably the BEST person to cuddle with out there, a definite 10 but he loses 3 points because I personally wouldn’t cuddle Fulgrim. Sure it’d be a awesome cuddle but I just don’t vibe with him personally
Perturabo - 10/10 - Perturabo keeps his room cold as all hell and we all know it [but it makes it 10x better cause you can cuddle to stay warm], and plus he’s no doubt a BRICK. You’re gonna have to teach him a bit on how to cuddle probably, which is just fine.
Leman Russ - 9.5/10 - Would get a 10/10 but he no doubt sleeps with his Thunderwolves on the bed because he’s a wolf dad like that, so you’d have to fight for a prime spot. When you get to it though, VERY good cuddles
Rogal Dorn - 6/10 - He gives good cuddles. That is all.
Konrad Curze - -4/10 - Konrad. He’s a stinker, he’s also more likely to bite your face off than actually cuddle. BUT if you somehow go through all that, he’s a pretty okay cuddler, definately not the best and it’s more like a choke hold
Sanguinius - 10/10 - Nuff said. Feathers? Warm. Comfy. Soft. Play with each other’s hair. Soff.
Ferrus Manus - 3/10 - I hate giving Ferrus such a low rating, but while he is similar to Perturabo in some aspects, he also keeps his room surprisingly warm and that sounds like suffocation central. Bonus 7 points because I love him, so he gets a 10/10
Angron - 6/10 - If you somehow manage to cuddle Angron/get Angron to cuddle you, you’re going to find yourself in the tightest hold he can get away without killing you. It’ll also be very quiet. Just accept your fate and cuddle him
Roboute Gulliman - -7/10 - -7 points because I don’t think Roboute would ever cuddle anyone other than his eldar gf. The only thing that will convince me they’re not a pairing is if GW personally looks me in the eye and says it
Mortarion - 1/10 - Mortarion doesn’t cuddle, I can’t see him cuddling
Magnus the Red - 8/10 - WHILE he is very good, cuddling for Magnus is more like ‘Let’s both sit in a super comfy blanket and pillow fort/I sit in the comfy fort while you sit on my lap and we both read books together’ Actually, update 10/10
Horus Lupercal - 8.9/10 - Fucking bold to assume I’d rate my man Horus low. Also, he’s a cuddle king. Can’t tell me otherwise.
Lorgar Aurelian - 2/10 - I also can’t see Lorgar cuddling, but more like both of you chilling in a room together in companionable silence
Vulkan - 7/10 - Get past the bone crunching grip, and you have a very warm furnace to cuddle with. Points deducted cause while Ferrus’s room is warm, Vulkan’s is stifling
Alpharius Omegon - 5/10 | 5.5/10 - Both are alright at cuddling but one’s a bit better than the other and no one knows which one it is
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kaebedom-me · 3 years
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i was only musing about biker au but you know what consider this your formal biker au! poly chaeya request. don’t let your biker bf dreams be dreams
LeS G O LES FUCKING GOOOO
i- HAHA, it got too long so i had to make a cut
I'm going to make ch💙ya established in this au because i do what i wAnt
Them being in different gangs but still working together/ hanging out/ having sex. We stan
No to loose plot for this au yet, just me going of
Methinks, Mondstadt is one bike gang and Liyue another and like the Fatui ? But idk if i see anyone else as bikers yet
But xiao on a bike? Stan. My heart? 💓 (i haven’t met xiao ingame but that one fanart on him on a bike almost got me simping)
I like to think Kaeya and Childe does what they want mostly, like bike gangs usually they just get together to ride somewhere it's really chill
Childe owns like so many bikes dude he's so fucking rich he can have any bike under the sun
But his favourites are sports bikes. Like I just see him adoring his Ducatis
His second and third favourites are dual sports bikes and cruisers
Kaeya heavily prefers cruisers. Just because he's chill like that
Like have you see those thighs???? He doesn't just get them from any old bike mdudes
Also enjoys naked bikes and touring bikes uwu but prolly has a scooter or smth for the memes
“yeah, I ride” and brings his a Vespa or smth in his full leather get up HAHHAHA
His main cruiser,, the engine fucking purrs it’s just right. kinda like a deep rumble, like you can hear it coming and going but once it’s out of earshot it leaves you with this feeling
Kaeya also being a little handy? Like he can take a look at his and Childe’s bike and kinda know what’s wrong, when to change something etc.
You guys....... sweaty Kaeya half dressed, hair up in a bun, working on his bike and with little grease smeared on his face and hands because he’s just been so focused on fixing up his bike-
Childe stumbles in to grab something and instantly is hard
Childe enjoys washing and polishing the bikes, will wash and polish Kaeya’s bikes before he does his too because he’s just sweet like that
Mmmmm wet Childe from washing the bikes, Kaeya will seduce the moment he sees, doesn’t even care if Childe is finished or not
If this AU has like some plot or smth idk yet but them being a brains and brawns duo? Like Kaeya plotting stuff and Childe beating the shit out people??? Yeah, I’d like that dynamic on them
🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 them taking turns driving each other? so they can snuggle and relax while the other enjoys being held. quality date right there  
Childe’s guilty pleasure is to have Kaeya drive him while he snuggles. He loves the thrill of riding but nothing can beat being close to Kaeya like this
Childe loves helping Kaeya remove his helmet and giving him chaste kisses to his lips, nose, cheeks
Deep inside the speed demon, he really is just a soff boi enjoying some quality time with his bf doing their favourite thing together
Can,,, can you just imagine the two of them in leather jackets and tight jenas i- erotic as hell
Childe very obviously stares and Kaeya whenever they go out riding together and Kaeya always puts on the tightest fucking jeans that show off his thighs good shit
Hi, hello, welcome to my high ponytail Kaeya agenda 
The sexual tension of this fucking AU.......... The potENtIAL I want these two to have the time of their livES
He has to take extra of his hair too because helmet hair is not cute so he finds different ways to tie it up and stuff 
Kaeya totes have different eye patches to match his outfit too like ok chill damn extra much
Anyways, Childe is a speed demon, the adrenaline he gets from riding fast and reckless? He needs that daily dose of blood rushing in his veins
Has the most feral fucking look after too and fucks Kaeya into oblivion after
Sex on the bike? Sex on the fucking bike babes!!!!
Kaeya riding Childe while they’re on the bike i-
Kaeya being extra good at riding because of his cruising skills too? mmF
He has so much like friction burns on his thighs because they can never take off their clothes in time before fucking like is2g
Childe cannot ride cruisers without thinking of Kaeya and Kaeya makes it his life goal to burn it into his brain and get Childe to the point of erection every time he’s on his cruisers
They swap jackets too whenever they go on long riding journeys without each other
Childe has more than once rutted against his cruisers to the thought of Kaeya
Fucking shameless too!!! Takes a pictures and sends the aftermath to Kaeya
I live for bottom Kaeya knowing he just does things to Childe while he being completely fine. Like he won’t go on his cruiser and immediately think of Childe, he still can enjoy the feeling of riding a bike? But Childe every time he uses his cruisers he gets Kaeya brain rot
Kaeya 100% gives Childe hand jobs whenever Childe rides AHAH Childe might be soft for Kaeya’s rides but Kaeya gets off of the adrenaline from the speed and just exerts it this way
Also the thrill of the speed + being potentially caught while his giving a handjob on the road + Childe losing focus on the road??? 
Kaeya won’t let Childe crash but the thrill......... sends shivers down his spine
i- not me getting carried away w ch💙ya biker hcs and forgetting this is a poly request (i do not see)
you can ride a bike too if you want uwu. but if you don’t, they’d love to have you ride behind them
They thinks it’s cute when you have to hold onto them. You can do two things
1, you don’t hold onto them for support, instead hold onto something else for support lmAO. They’d be so offended HAHAHHAHA
2, you can put your little hands up or down their clothes while you’re holding them for a fun little good them
Childe, the little shit, speeds up the moment you’re safely secure on the seat just to hear you scream and hold onto him tightly
Kaeya prefers slow rides late at night, where you can put your head on his shoulder and hold him tight, smth chill, sometimes y’all can talk
His cruiser,,,,, you know it just sends the nicest vibrations just right ;)
Childe’s rides are more no chill, more like completely no chill at all
If you’re the type that gets off from fast nerve wrecking rides then the adrenaline will also lead to feral sex after too
If you ride too!!! the three of you just picking a quiet route to speed through the night on? then stopping somewhere to just vibe and talk and stuff
Thinks its so fucking sexy that you’re into bikes too like you’re sexy on your own but having the same passion as them???��
Sad though that all three of you can’t be on the same bike? But that’s ok, y’all just take turns being the one on the back
If you don’t ride, but have an interest in learning!!! Childe will throw himself at the chance to teach you 
Is actually? Surprisingly??? A really good instructor? Like for a speed demon he’s really safe and tells you all the safety tips and all
It’s his natural care giving side 🥺🥺🥺 he wants you to be safe before you guys go anything doesn’t want anything bad to happen to you
Kaeya if you approach him to learn he’s really sweet about it too
Him being able to balance your body weight and the bike no problem while you try to get used to the weight of the bike and balancing
His thighs could just crush you mAN
You cannot get away from bike sex man, if you refuse, literally swap with me 
They’ll try to convince you though, they’ll always find a way to do it at least once
I reckon they’d start with having you on your knees and blowing them while they lean against their bike then fucking you against it
Hopefully, it’ll open up the idea of having sex on the bike!!!!
Kaeya giving you tips on how to ride Childe while you’re riding him as he’s straddling his cruiser
Childe pins you lying on the seat of the bike while he pounds into you
Them taking you to quiet spots a little out of town to fuck your brains out (or ya know to talk and see the sunrise and stuff)
It’s always the prettiest places too, a little secluded, but very worth every effort to get there
Like they make it so romantic too?? Not sure if it’s the atmosphere or just them but it always steals your breath away
Ugh rides near the beach where you can hear the waves, the purr of the engines and the sounds of their laughter. I’m so WeAk
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nompunhere · 3 years
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Hi! I was wondering, what do you think about Brum vore?
bigge. soff. flufy.
I don't have a lot of ideas for him, but I did have this headcanon where, in certain AUs, or possibly just in general, higher beings can sizeshift. The other higher beings wouldn't use this ability much, but G/rimm certainly would. He'd use B/rumm's belly as the optimal nap spot (aside from the inability to hang upside down in there but let's just ignore that part for nowwww)
Very soft. Very warm. Constant sound of an accordion through the wall. A low rumble/hum whenever he speaks. Good stuff
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Where Roses Bloom
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Pairing: Natasha Romanoff x fem!reader/OFC
Prompt: I’ll keep you warm. Hold me closer
Note: Thank you for sending this in. This was pretty gay wasn’t it
Warnings: soff
Genre: Fluff 
Count: 1587
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You've always liked summer. You loved the warm breeze on your skin, the smell of fresh flowers, and clear skies. 
There's something about the long days and short nights that puts you at ease.
"Hey," A voice from behind comes before they sit down.
You look slight up to see Natasha settling next to you, hanging her feet off the ledge and slightly dipping into the lake.
"Everyone's looking for you, lunch is going to be served soon," Natasha says softly as she gazes onto your face. You're looking out onto the lake, spots of sunlight hitting the water, and the only ripples created by your foot dipping in and out.
"Okay," you say after a moment, "what are we eating?"
"Hm, I think Steve insisted on grilling steaks, and Tony is goofing around and trying to use his suit to cook everything. It's like Kitchen Nightmares in there."
You chuckle, "Who's Gordon Ramsay?"
"Believe it or not, Clint," Natasha smirks and offers her hand to you to take, and pulls you up.
Natasha continues to hold your hand as you tilt your head with the image in your mind of Clint and Gordon Ramsay's face merging together.
The seven of you have saved the world from peril time and time again. This particular villain was a tough one, and no one came back unscathed. 
Pepper had forced the seven of you to take a break because it's not like the world could end back to back (though, you subtly knocked on wood when she said that). So, she had Tony ship the 7 of them out to his lakehouse on some unmarked land. 
It was quiet.
Peaceful, like a glimpse of a life all of them secretly yearn for. 
You can't help but notice how Natasha's hand feels warm, that she's a warm person.
Lunch is an interesting affair, and you think most of it ended up on Tony more than being eaten. 
Now everyone's in the living room, and you're watching Steve figure out a Wii remote and bouncing back and forth with the body senor.
You can't help but think that you're all pretending that the mission didn't affect them. 
Like Tony almost being unable to save Pepper.
Like Steve losing civilians in his care.
Like Natasha didn't watch you die in front of her. 
Coming back was something you couldn't even explain. 
One moment, you were being hurdled off a cliff, breaking through the ice at the bottom and into the ocean. Broken bones and the cold preventing you from being able to swim back up. Natasha dived in after you, pulling you out onto the freezing ice. 
It was so cold. 
You could barely even hear Natasha telling you to hang on, feeling warm drops of her tears hitting your face. 
And when everything was over, all you remembered was waking up in a SHIELD's hospital, and everyone rushing to hug you in relief while explaining about some alien ritual. 
"Steve has no rhythm," Natasha says quietly next to you, grabbing your hand subtly and hiding it behind your backs. 
You grin, "I think he's just stiff. Give him a couple days playing Just Dance, and he could be on So You Think You Can Dance."
"Wouldn't that be quite the season?" Natasha laughs, and Steve looks over at the two of you, squinting his eyes in suspicion.
You stick your tongue out at him, only spurring him on to come to pull you out to play Just Dance with him (which you do absolutely destroy him at with no mercy).
The day continues on with activities here and there, everyone forcing themselves to relax and unhunch their shoulders.
It's fairly rambunctious with the boys trying to out-compete each other until they manage to tire themselves out late in the evening, everyone voting for a movie to end the night. 
You and Clint get the popcorn, coming back to see that Natasha has saved you a spot, and you know it's for you because she legitimately kicked Clint out of the seat with her foot when he tried to sit down.
You roll your eyes playfully at her before taking a seat, sinking in and sliding until your hip touches her hip, arms pressed against one another, and you get that feeling of warmth again.
The movie is playing, some action movie that everyone likes to pick apart for being unrealistic, but you're not really paying attention.
You think about the roses you saw growing along the driveway outside, and think about how beautiful they were.  
You think about Natasha, but you can't just think one single thing about her.
You think about how you've slowly grown closer to her over the time you've spent with her. You think about how she's wonderful and open and warm.
You think about the grief on her face as you died in her arms, and her clenched jaw, and glossy eyes when you woke up in the hospital.
You think about how the words, 'I love you,' grow within you but stop short of blooming. 
Because you and Natasha are both people who actually might be over adept at saying, "I love you," without actually saying it.
Like right now, with Natasha holding your hand, thumb pressing against the back of your hand, hidden from anyone to see, might just be another way of saying it. 
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Bedtime comes faster than you want it to. Everyone retires to their room, and you find yourself lying in bed, staring at the ceiling.
You had fallen asleep briefly, but woke up from a nightmare and been chilled ever since.
You don't talk about it to anyone, what you've been dealing with ever since coming back.
There's always a chill that follows you. You're always cold, even when sitting out in the blazing sun. Sometimes it feels like water is filling up your lungs when you're lying down and trying to sleep. 
But you're an Avenger, so you brave it out, lying alone in your own bed.
But it's not quite the same in this lakehouse. It's not your room and not your bed. You don't hear the drops of water occasionally hitting the sink like you do in your room. 
You bite your lip as you sit up and look at your door. 
You crave it now more than ever.
It's something that inflamed in you, relentlessly fighting its way out until you couldn't resist anymore.
And so, you got out of bed, snuck quietly out to the room down the hall.
You open the door quietly, but you know Natasha already knows it's you.
Still, she looks groggy as she sits up to see you. She presses her palm to her eye, ruffling her hair as she gives you a small smile.
"Hey," she rasps, and you lick your lips. 
Natasha opens her covers for you, and you think about how ridiculously easy it is to slide in next to her and let her place the covers over your shoulder.
The time is both too early and too late to be up, but you notice that Natasha's room has a giant window for a wall, and you get a view of the garden outside.
Roses are blooming there too.
Your arms slide around her waist, placed just below her back, while Natasha puts one arm over you, her other arm on her pillow bent as she rests her head on it.
She doesn't say anything, and it makes you relax more in her arms. 
"Can we just talk?" You say, and she nods, rubbing circles on your back.
And Natasha launches off about her favorite vodka and how it's made, what tastes good with vodka, and how weirdly hard it is to get it.
Honestly, the topic is random, and you don't care much about drinking, but the rhythm in Natasha's voice and the warmth surrounding you start to soothe you. Your face is partially hidden, pressed to her chest as you listen to the reassuring sound of her heartbeat.
And when you look past her, you see the roses again. You think about how sometimes it feels Natasha words plant seeds in you, and her touches are just shy of making flowers bloom until you've become a garden.
And when all the words come to an end, you still hang onto the sound of Natasha's heartbeat in the silence.
"Couldn't sleep?" Natasha asks gently, using her fingers to comb through your hair, and giving you goosebumps.
"I..." You start to say but then pause. Natasha doesn't say anything and pats your head as if to say you don't explain anything to her.
But you think about the roses blooming in your chest, and you bite your lip.
"It's cold," you say at first, unsure of what else to say. 
"...Do you need more blankets?" Natasha says just as hesitantly.
"No, it's always cold...I'm always cold," you mumble, and Natasha gets it right away because it seems to be always reading between the lines with the two of you. 
And it's everything shifts in Natasha because it's the only thing you've ever shared about it since coming back.
Natasha pulls you closer, hand sneaking under your shirt boldly as she rests her arm on your bare back, fingers just right under your shoulder blade.
"I'll keep you warm," she whispers, her nose dragging across your face as her lips brush against yours, "Hold me closer."
And you think perhaps in her warmth, that's where roses bloom.
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