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vanityangel · 3 months
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TOA LIONA AEW DYNAMITE (JANURARY 31, 2024)
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ofdarkestdesires · 2 years
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FreeUse's Gifset snippet: 1E leading into 4B for Kuro Kasai and Chel.
After making their union official in the eyes of the elders of El Dorado, the city's "Protector God" Kuro and his bride Chel retire to their temple to consummate their marriage. What starts hot and heavy, slowly devolves into the couple baring their true feelings for one another in the throws of passion.
New Freeuse M/F 1E & 4B: Kuro and Chel
Finally! Ugh, she’d thought that ceremony would never end! The new high priest who had officiated the wedding just seemed to drone on and on and Chel was beyond annoyed. She had been basically married to her divine master for a year now, this was just a formality! Thankfully, the long-winded sermon finally ended, and the two were free to consummate their marriage in the temple in peace.
And gods did they consummate it.
“GODDD~!! FUCK FUCK FUCK~!! OH MY LORD, KURO~!! FUCK, FUCK ME HARDER~!!”
Chel’s voice rang through the temple, amplified by the pure golden walls around them. The bronze-skinned beauty moaned out desperately, bucking her hips hard back into him and her black hair a mess as she took his rough and ruthless thrusts into her from behind, her body arching back towards him. “Yes~!! Fuck, give it to me~!”
“Oh, you know I will, my dear~!” Kuro chuckled, tilting her head back to kiss her, before suddenly flipping her over onto her back and thrusting hard again, burying his cock deep into her as he forced her into a deep mating press. “This is us now~ for the rest of time, as the gods have blessed us~ you will be mine~”
Chel moaned as he thrust harder into her, but his words made her blush slightly, and she wrapped her arms about his neck. Her previous wild lust dissipated somewhat, and she pulled him down into a passionate kiss, her lips curving against his with desire, before breaking with a gasp and staring deep into his eyes.
“Forever, my love~ now, and forever, I shall be yours~” she murmured, her eyes glowing not with lust, but with true love and adoration for the powerful divine being over her. “No matter if I am reborn into another life, or remain with you in spirit all my days, I will always be yours~”
Kuro smiled at that, and his lips dropped to hers as well, holding the passionate kiss as his hips slowed to a deeper, more deliberate thrust. “And I will always be yours, my love~” he promised in a hushed whisper, holding her closer to him, as though he was worried she might disappear.
And for the moment, they just held each other, at once at peace and rejoiced being one another’s most important thing in the world.
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spynorth · 2 years
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I know we just talked and we're going to talk again and you probably know what I'm going to say already but I need to say it anyhow. You know I love your writing. The depth, the intricacy with which you craft words into something so evocative and vivid but in a way that appears effortless to the reader, it's a gift you've always possessed and one you've honed to an art on Killian. But since creating this blog, you've proven that it's not just a fluke, that lightning really *can* strike twice, and it's been nothing short of amazing watching you develop Lucas into something that is both true to canon and also utterly *yours* in a way that no one else could ever duplicate no matter how hard they may try. You are a gift - to tumblr, to the world, but mostly to me. I love you more than even the most eloquent words can say, and I am perpetually awed by you and the talent that seems to simply flow from your fingertips. You are my love, my soul mate, and the greatest inspiration that I could dream of. Thank you for being in my life, for being the most incredible writing partner imaginable, and for being mine. I love you.
FUCK EVERYTHING I'M CRYING LIKE AN UGLY PERSON.
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first of all, I want to post a disclaimer (since you said we just talked) saying that you are not the 17 minute phone conversation person that i said goodbye to 6 times before finally hanging up. anyways, now that that's out of the way ..
You told me not to uno reverse this and to just post it and let it be mine, but I don't know how to not take advantage of this opportunity to tell you just how much this means to me but also how every praise you have given me is something I've learned from you. From the day we met on Hook and Guy you've always been my biggest supporter and fan and also my greatest mentor and coach in the art of writing. God, I think about the hours we've spent writing both on here and off. The hours we've talked, discussed, combed through every second of a muse's canon and (I wish i was kidding) even in some instances had like 32 tabs of research open for something that should have been a stupidly simple crack verse. The times we've done kik or wire, the times we've scrapped blogs or abandoned them because they just weren't fitting ... I've grown so much as a writer over the last almost 9 years and I owe that to you. I am constantly stretched to match you, always inspired by you and I have learned so much about characterization and depth and world building from you. I always say that I know a muse is gonna stick when they exist for one of yours and that usually stands true .. but Lucas has truly done what a muse of mine hasn't done since i first made hook. I saw a gifset and I've been hemming and hawing for like two years and I'm so glad you were like please just do the thing.
You are my inspiration, the love of my life, the person who I trust to be devastatingly honest with me. Thank you for all of the times we've watched various hook things, the hours you've spent watching me annotate peter pan and listening to me compare it to other media. Thank you for listening to me now talk about william blake and kafka and milton's paradise lost and all of the ways I think they relate to lucas and how i plan on reflecting it in my writing. Thank you for being one of the best fucking writers I've ever come across in my life. You are my favorite author and you always will be. You've taught me how to take things off a simple document on tumblr, how to make the words paint a story and a picture that isnt just a retelling, to create something that's a glimpse of life. You've taught me to channel my hurts and my demons and my triumphs and bottle them up until i can release them across a page. I'm so blessed and grateful to have a partner who takes writing as seriously as I do, who knows that despite the fact that it's just roleplay, I use it to push myself to be better and to write further than I did the day before. We both do. Thank you for recently teaching me that its ok to just write about bread lmao.
I fell in love with your writing before I ever saw or met you on tumblr. I saw these words on a page, read them.. and my heart just let out a sigh. Oh. There you are. Anyways this is super long now and I don't even know if I've said everything I wanted to say but .. thank you. For everything. Always. Thank you for not sighing when I said I made a lucas north blog so that he could ship with aurora and be guy's clone in an effort to explore nature vs nurture. Not once were you like "can we please just do the spiderman meme plot where they stare at one another and say dude!! you have my face!! because its easier?". You just went with it and I've wrangled you in and you've layered it deeper so it's gonna be so intense now. I love you so much. Thank you for supporting me over here. Killian is never going to go anywhere. I'm stuck with him forever. Sometimes I catch myself writing a reply here while I'm zoned out and I see something about his one hand and an Irish accent and I'm like ... wait his what now?? Thanks for reading a ridiculous number of books with me. Thanks for being you. Thanks for being the love of my life and my best friend. Thanks for showing me twenty three year old me that I wasn't alone. And for reminding me even now when I try to forget. I love you so much. There's no one else I'd rather listen to adam lambert with.
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terrainofheartfelt · 3 years
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"It's you, it couldn't be awful"
A Playlist For Dair Appreciation Week, Day 7 - Fave Quotes & Lyrics
I haven’t the faintest idea how to make gifs (seriously I think all of you are witches) so I made this playlist, because there is nothing I love more than scrolling through my spotify library and just projecting all over it.
Track listings and links with opinions & lyrics under the cut, because this thing is long, because I have no restraint.
(Note: I intentionally left off all tswift bc if I didn’t, we’d be here all day)
Section 1: The Bops
Little of Your Love - HAIM
A bop that embodies the energy of the 4b arc, and an energy of “Oh for crying out loud, Humphrey”
You’re just another recovering heart / I wasn’t even gonna try / you wouldn’t even give the time
Stop runnin’ your mouth like that / ‘cause you know I’m gonna give it right back
Hate That You Know Me - Bleachers
It’s “You owe me ten / You owe me twenty!” & “I was hoping it would go away / I was humiliated” & basically all of While You Weren’t Sleeping, tbh
Some days I, I wish that I wasn't myself / No luck! / And I hate that you know me so well
I Like Me Better - Lauv
Heavily featured in all y’all’s gifsets—and rightfully so!!! It’s also like the perfect counter to the previous song.
To not know who I am but still know that I'm good long as you're here with me
Sweet Talk - Saint Motel
It’s about Blair roasting Dan for filth and him being completely charmed by it.
when you laugh / I forget that it's about me / But it's alright / Yeah, cause being your punchline / Still is something
No Reason to Run - Cold War Kids
In the perfect version of the show that lives in my head, this is the end credits song that plays as the two of them frolic in Rome.
I have evolved like a fish growing legs / Woke like a lightbulb clicked in my brain
You Make Lovin' Fun - Fleetwood Mac
The song for the couple that fucked in an elevator. Bless the work.
Sweet wonderful you / You make me happy with the things you do
No Matter What You Do - covered by Jakob Dylan and Regina Spektor
The energy is “I have a lot of affection for you but you are so annoying.” And this is the obligatory post-breakup s6 song.
No matter what in the world you do / Hey, I'll always be in love with you
Don't Take the Money - Bleachers
I see so much love for tswift on this website (valid) but I feel like the world as a whole sleeps on her collaborator Jack Antonoff bc he is brilliant and his act Bleachers has some of my favorite songs ever. Like this one. Antonoff has said before that the title phrase is more metaphorical than literal, like an idiom that means don’t take the easy way and give this up, because it’s genuine. Real “I want to have a sleepover with you” vibes.
Somebody broke me once / Love was a currency / A shimmering balance act / I think that I laughed at that
In the Morning - Nina Simone
It’s about the domesticity! And the “Our relationship is our world”! And the “we’re young and still have so much life to live so everything’s gonna be okay.” did i title a smut fic with lyrics from this song maybeso.gif
Please be patient with your life / It's only morning and you're still to live your day
This Must Be the Place - Talking Heads
This is a canon dair song bc @mysteriesofloves titled a fic after this song, them’s the rules. But for real, this is such a good one. The lyrics are intentionally scattered, a little bewildered, like “how did we get here? how did this happen? who found whom?” and finally “who cares? we found a home in each other.”
The less we say about it, the better / We'll make it up as we go along
Cleopatra in Brooklyn - Frank Turner
Chosen for the title obviously, but the lyrics capture the royal/5b arc pretty well, I think. The narrator carries this tongue-and-cheek comparison of the woman he’s singing to to Cleopatra through the whole song, comparing himself to Marc Antony, and ending with this really earnest kind of declaration. I’m obsessed with this songwriter he’s a genius please give him a listen.
These people are adjectives to your proper noun
I'll come find you when your fortunes fail you / I'll die with you when the gods desert you
Morphing into Section 2: Pure Vibes
Walking on a Dream - covered by Andrew McMahon in the Wilderness
The original is by Empire of the Sun (and omigod I just realized the coincidence), but I first heard it covered by McMahon, and he’s one of my favorite musicians of ever so I just love his rendition. And this song is sort of like...about finally deciding that the reality of love with someone is so much better than the idea of it.
Thought I’d never see / The love you found in me / Now it’s changing all the time
Wake Me - Bleachers
Jack coming for my life yet again. This song is so romantic but also so melancholy? Which is such a Daniel Humphrey Vibe.
And I'd rather be sad with you / Than anywhere away from you
All I Want - Joni Mitchell
I’m a white girl with a mother who grew up in the 60s, so I love Joni. And this song is so bubbly and joyful, but it’s also about a relationship between two imperfect people and wanting it to work anyway. Big “Despicable B” vibes!
All I really want our love to do / Is to bring out the best in me / And in you, too.
Dust to Dust - The Civil Wars
A friend in undergrad got me into the Civil Wars by showing me their live videos, and they have such incredible musical chemistry - like, the synchronicity of their ensemble is so good that it even comes through on their studio recordings and it makes these simple lyrics hit SO HARD.
You're just lonely / You've been lonely too long
NFWMB - Hozier
Ok, this had to be like the first ask I ever sent @bisexualdanhumphrey bc they wrote this fantastic meta post about Hozier and Derena but I said: “consider: NFWMB is a Dair song.” And they said, “You right.” I stand by it, and that’s why this song is on this list.
If I was born as a blackthorn tree / I'd wanna be felled by you / Held by you / Fuel the pyre of your enemies
Friday I'm in Love - covered by Phoebe Bridgers
This song - especially this cover - gives such Secret Friendship Arc vibes a la the end of 4x16...the inherent romance of eating pizza and falling asleep on the couch together
Always take a big bite / It’s such a gorgeous sight / To see you eat in the middle of the night
A Case of You - Joni Mitchell
Queen Joni again. Like! I am a lonely painter / I live in a box of paints. & The “You’re the star of Dan’s book” of it all in these lyrics!
I remember that time you told me / You said “Love is touching souls” / Surely you touched mine / ‘cause part of you pours out of me / In these lines from time to time.
Longing to Belong - Eddie Vedder
This is my thinly veiled attempt to tell more people about this: a song written and performed by Pearl Jam’s Eddie Vedder on ukulele, that is actually the softest love song in the history of western music.
All my time is spent here / Longing to belong to you
Bones - Josh Record
Okay, so, that Moment on the Couch at the end of 5x02? That’s this song.
And darling, when your feet are cold / Wait up, I'm coming home / And all of you I will hold / My love will clothe your bones
Cinnamon Girl - Lana Del Rey
The song for when you reach the end of plausible deniability - One all consuming paralyzing thought & You need to go back to Brooklyn - and it scares the heck out of you.
There's things I wanna say to you, but I'll just let you live / Like if you hold me without hurting me / You'll be the first who ever did
You and Me - You + Me
You can be flawed enough but perfect for a person
Section 3: Songs for Dancing in the Kitchen with Your Lover at 1 am
Cigarettes and Coffee - Otis Redding
The “Dan and I have a real connection song.” It’s about the romance of commonplace things when they’re with the right person.
But it seemed so natural, darling / That you and I are here
I'd Be Waiting - Nathaniel Rateliff and the Night Sweats
It’s “I just want to spend the day with you” but in like, slow-dance, sexy harmonies format.
If you ever get lonely if you never did
Never My Love - covered by Jakob Dylan and Norah Jones
The “Words of Affirmation” love song they deserve, and an underrated love song from Laurel Canyon, imho
What makes you think love will end? / When you know that my whole life depends / On you
Dancing in the Dark - covered by Morgan James
Okay so these lyrics are such Dan lyrics to me, it’s charmingly self-aware and self-deprecating. And this cover by Morgan James turns this staple rock song into something ~sexy~
I'm dying for some action / I'm sick of sittin' round here trying to write this book / I need a love reaction / Come on, gimme just one look
Oh Me Oh My (I'm a Fool for You) - Aretha Franklin
They’re literally always making each other laugh! It’s about feeling safe enough to be uninhibited and unselfconscious in your joy.
To make you laugh / I would be a fool for you
I Fall in Love Too Easily - as done by Chet Baker
No one, but no one sounds as sweet or as smooth as Chet. I know it, you know it, Hozier knows it. And this song and it’s titular thesis is so Them, it’s such a central part of their respective characters, and one of the things that makes them compatible.
My heart should be well schooled / 'Cause I've been fooled in the past
For Me Formidable - Charles Aznavour
Due entirely to this fic (Part II of a god tier s4 au) This is the end credits song for their full feature length Nora Ephron romcom.
NSFW Honorable Mention: Dinner & Diatribes - Hozier
it’s the definitive “men get pegged” representation, iykyk
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juwon-ah-moved · 3 years
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hi friends! this year had its highs and lows and i’m ready to let go of it, but i won’t let go of the beautiful people i met on here in the past months, and those i already knew and who keep bringing joy onto my dash! i got into a new fandom that brought me many joys and new beautiful people into my life and i couldn’t be happier about that! you’re all cool so here’s my humble thank you to you ♡
i don’t follow that many people, i kinda find comfort in seeing the same familiar faces on my dash, but i have been trying to look around more because honestly especially the (lgbt) fandom for asian dramas/”bl” has so many nice and funny and talented people that it’s a pity not see who else is on here! so here’s to hoping i’ll meet even more awesome people in 2021 :^) also, if i forgot anyone, i’m really sorry! and to those of you who i for whatever reason haven’t followed back but who are always around, i want you to know i see you and appreciate you showing up in my notes, it genuinely makes me happy and know that you can talk to me any time! love you! <3
okay i talk too much, here we go:
@amasawaseiji aaaa edo!! now we pretty much only talk outside of tumblr but we did meet on here and !!!! ur the only italian i respect jdskn ur seriously one of the nicest and funniest people i know and ur a very dear friend to me, i know i always tell u but it never hurts to hear so: i love you!!!! i hope 2021 will be a good year for u and that we can finally see each other again, i will fight covid :(
@petekaos rahul, what can i say!! i feel so lucky to have gotten the chance to know u this year, we had so many never-ending convos, on here, on twitter, we shared heacanons (ram and bohn friendship forever, @ perth Listen To Us) and you’ve been a great friend to me, you’ve always supported me even when i was at my worst and i will honestly never forget that. ur kind and funny and we can go from talking about serious stuff to laughing about u quoting gandhi and that’s friendship to me! u also have read i think 2 of my fics before i posted them at this point and both fics mean the world to me and the fact that u supported me through the process of posting them when i was so insecure also means a lot to me! as do all our conversations about my engineer, manboss, petekao, etc. just... i love you! never forget to take care of urself <3
@pangwave daaaawn u are such a kind and strong person and i really appreciate how u were there for me when i was questioning earlier this year. i know u understand a lot of what i was going through and in general we have stuff in common that i know if i talk to u about, ur gonna understand. i wish u the best always and we should catch up one day, please know i am always here for u, for anything! and u have such good taste and i love seeing u on my dash :) !
@yioh yuraaaaa im gonna say it again i need to find a nickname for u. u have the worst one for me but it is so endearing at this point that i love it sjdsk ur such a nice presence on my dash and i like coming by ur askbox every once in a while bc first of all i love you, secondly u always have the best replies to asks. i can’t explain it ur just nice and ur energy is amazing !!! ur art is also so pretty and warm and makes me feel... home. i wish u the best with uni and with ur life and aaaalso ur The cherry magic blog to me. see cherry magic? think of yura. also given always makes me think of u. i associate so many little pieces of media with u bc ur just so lovely when u talk or blog about the shows and movies and stuff u like that when i see those things i immediately get reminded of u idk!!
@gigiesarocha cata!! even if we haven’t talked that much, u are such a light on my dash and i always love seeing ur posts, be it gifsets or reblogs. u have amazing taste! when u said u still listen to the playlist i made for u i was so happy, im glad u liked it :’) keep being the sweet person u are!
@morksuns sumaya!! u beautiful human!! it’s always so nice to see u on my dash, i know this will sound like a silly reason but for example i love ur tagging system, it’s so satisfying to look at u tagging everything. i just think it’s neat. u have great taste in shows and great opinions (both on Good Shows and on Bad Shows/Rep) and i know i can trust u! also, ur very pretty and i love ur moodboards! i hope ur 2021 will be filled with good things <3
@lesbian-earn may! oh my god okay, i literally have been following u for 2 seconds but! we’re getting to know each other a little and talking to u is really so nice and ur such a sweet person!! ur support for my itsay fic warmed my heart so much and so does ur general kind words and OFC the cat pics u send me. what a blessing!! i wish u the best of luck with ur exams and i hope we can talk more because i already am fond of u! <3
@brightwin jelly!! u are such a warm and kind light in this fandom and i honestly enjoy even just seeing ur url, before i see any post, because u just bring so much positivity with u! ur gifs are so pretty and i can always tell they’re yours immediately. i miss them and u tbh!! i hope ur doing well! :)
other people i love following a whole lot: @fushiguroo @labontas @mrchicsaraleo @speedrunsuicide @ikarosapollo @panncakes @makotokyoqoku @burfee @class2clown @metawwin @leoyunxi @asianmelodrama @lesbianspeedy @earthfluuke @wjmild @lakornladies @torfight @khaotungthanawat
honorable mentions for my football sideblog (@franckkessie): @captvandijk @montosmadman @hendos 
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twinferns · 3 years
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wandavision finale, and i have thoughts
im truly speechless.
if you haven't yet watched yet it prepare to cry.
spoilers below the cut
- so we really just jumped into it huh? right back in the street.
- let me tell you i cackled when wanda threw that car at agatha, and the wicked witch reference? amazing
- UH WHITE VISION BIG SCARY NO THANKS
- YUH JUST AS I PREDICTED, WHITE VISION GOES FOR WANDA BUT REAL VIS SWOOPS IN
- it shouldn't be but peter fietro pietro holding monica in his man cave is sending me
- the white vision/thanos parallels are both so cool and heartbreaking, like how he went straight for the mindstone i-
- MY MAIN MAN JIMOTHY WOO BACK AT IT AGAIN - FLOURISH
- can agatha shut up for one god damn minute about yOuRe GoInG tO dEsRtRoY tHe WoRlD
- oh ho ho sarah monica returns this is very disturbing
- all this pietro/peter/fietro build up for a BONER JOKE - oh so pietro (please idk what to call him someone help) was ralph all along? then why did they cast evan peters? and then how would he have super speed?
- this is breaking my heart, poor wanda is trying her best but it's all too overwhelming this is gonna make me cry
- HAYWARD BETTER GET HIS UGLY ASS AWAY FROM THE OPENING OF THE HEX
- i need therapy after watching vision nearly disintegrate again, and the twins falling apart, im gonna sue kevin feige for emotional distress, you have no idea how much pain i felt watching billy and tommy screaming for their mom
- oh god the family group huddle was so cute but then agatha had to go and ruin it
- petition to let wanda have one minute of pure happiness, 60 seconds, that's all, just give her a god damn break please im begging you marvel
- "boys, handle the military. mommy will be right back" I SCREAMED OMG
- BILLY AND TOMMY ARE THE POWER DUO WE DESERVE - what kind of fucking psychopath would shoot at fucking children, and then upon seeing someone step in front of them KEEP FUCKING SHOOTING - bless monica rambeau for willingly taking bullets for billy and tommy without knowing that she was bullet proof
- "nice tricks." "i like yours too" THEYRE TOO CUTE - DARCY MY ICON BEATING THE TRAFFIC JUST IN TIME TO ABSOLUTE WRECK HAYWARD, "have fun in prison!! :)"
- lmao not the visions having a battle of philosophy they would, but like real vision made a good point about who the real vision is and the ship of theseus
- white vision really said "gtg have an existential crisis!"
- agatha really uno reversed on wanda
- not vision shielding the twins im gonna cry not like im crying already or anything
- PERIOD WANDA USING THOSE RUNES HUGLYFKHJ - "but i dont need you to tell me who i am" AND THEN THE GOD DAMN COSTUME SCARLET WITCH COSTUME SHE LOOKS SO DAMN AMAZING AND IM LOSING MY FUCKING MIND - yes wandaaaa slurp that power out of her like a smoothie
- well ig agnes is back?
- their walk home literally made me cry, like it feels like a walk home on a warm summer night after a fun family outing to a restaurant or something, and the kids are jogging ahead laughing and playing, while the adults stay back and watch fondly but it's the last time theyre walking home together and now im sobbing
- can someone please edit a gifset of the first ep when vision carries wanda through the front door, and the last where they close the door for the last time i will love you forever
- no you dont understand i have no words for the amount of sadness i felt watching them tuck the twins into bed, and making it all domestic and fluffy but in reality their world is closing in on them and-
- "boys, thanks for choosing me to be your mom" the emotional damage this did to me
- the vision goodbye scene messed me up big time
- "you are my sadness, and hope, but mostly you're my love" im not kidding when im say that im making kevin mf feige for my therapy
- "we have said goodbye before, so it stands to reason..." "we'll say hello again" if this isnt a tease that vision is coming back im screaming
- "so long, darling" so much pain
- it feels like narnia where they come out of the wardrobe and nothing has changed, like wanda's just standing in the empty lot as if nothing happened
- MID CREDIT SCENE OMG FURY IS SENDING FOR MONICA OMG OMG OMG - end credit scene too babeyyyy
- i respect my girl for retreating to the mountains after that, but she's astral projecting??? while her body does stuff??? is she gonna try and search the multiverse for the twins??? bc if that screaming told me anything, it told me that the twins are coming back
- so i dont think wanda is gonna be a true villain, but the world is gonna perceive her as such, and she's gonna have to work to redeem herself in the eyes of the world
im winded yall. this is has been a long journey since jan 15, and we made it. all i gotta say is i lowkey miss the standby scene
ill see yall in like two weeks for falcon and the winter soldier, gonna go binge all of wandavision to feel something again!!
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i-am-just-a-kiddo · 3 years
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2020 content creator review
i was tagged by @vishcount as usual, thank you  💕  i answered the questions below the cut, and everyone that is tagged is there too, if you just wanna skip my ramblings and go straight down there.  (also gosh i hope all the links work rip)
1. first creation and most recent creation of 2020: 
this lan wangji oneshot, apparently. i can’t remember when i actually wrote it, but my ao3 tells me i posted it in january 2020. i remember i just wanted to explore lwj’s time of mourning and dive into his mind of that time, even if it made me eternally sad?
my most recent 2020 creation that is public, is the second chapter to this casmund/edmund character study fic i started writing in 2016. i did not expect to return to that but rewatching the narnia movies did that to me. i guess it’s one of those ever-returning fandoms
2. one of your favorite creations from 2020: 
my niemo (nie huaisang/mo xuanyu) fic, no question. diving into this, i fully knew that this pairing probably has a tiny audience and honestly, i did not expect to churn out 30k for them. god. am still suffering because why the fuck did i do that to myself (and everyone reading). thank you vishie for standing by me all the time.
3. a new style you tried this year and a gifset edit that uses it: 
my historical taegi AU set in silla korea - i don’t think it’s actually a new style writing-wise, but it was an entirely different process of creating. i did a week of only research, diving into amounts of academic texts and sources to figure out my frame and setting. it was so much fun and in the end, with everything i learned, it felt like the fic was only just the ‘by-product’ of my research. though i must say, writing the story itself was challenging in a very different way, by that i mean that the characters made me furious and yet i had to write it like that cause i like to suffer :) 
as for gifset, am not sure? i can’t think of any so i am just linking the daechwita mv cause it’s iconic. i guess this mv is more joseon inspired, while my setting was silla somewhere between the end of 7th and beginning of 8th century; but it was the final straw to finally make me write that historical taegi au i always wanted to write with hwarang tae. also this mv inspired me to have yoongi as a tyrannical king cause why not amirite?
4. a creation to be proud of: 
my wei wuxian oneshot during burial mounds; i had a lot of fun writing him and projecting all my nightmares onto him. i went in without a plan and ended up with something i am actually quite proud of? it gave me so much space and room to just...pour out my words and not worry too much about anything else. 
5. a creation that took forever: 
my post-canon wangxian adventure or qinghe chaos, as i lovingly call it. i think i started writing it in november 2019? not entirely sure about that, i only know it took ages. i wanted to create a whole new political environment, as it takes place somewhere around 70 years after canon (they wanna be immortal, shut up) and it was fun thinking of new challenges and new obstacles that face the new generation of cultivators. unfortunately i did not have the capacity to write a full blown political conflict. that’s why i never really incorporated all my thoughts into the story itself, but hey, if anyone has questions i have notes (and vishie, once again, is the most blessed person to plot with me, ily)
6. your creation from 2020 that received the most notes: 
am gonna measure this by kudos on ao3 in that case, which would be the aforementioned lwj oneshot Cold Moon, Long Nights Moon. I feel incredibly fond of it and i’m really happy that people liked it. it feels special somehow and i just want to thank everyone who read that and liked it.
7. a creation you think deserved more notes: 
oh i wrote many fics that year for smaller fandoms, which makes me grateful for every single feedback i received. i think i had hoped my previously mentioned historical AU would receive more, but it’s okay because i still loved it. 
another one is this princess sook myung/ah roh fic that i wrote for my ‘make hwarang gay again’ series. i finally finished this show and it furstrated me so much - the gay potential that went to waste, the horrendous writing for female characters. i liked the chemistry between ah roh and the princess, and yes i get it, it’s a rare pair and this fandom is kinda dead, but. the girls deserve their shine and love (though still, i am grateful for every single kudos i receive and i am still proud of it)
8. a new fandom you joined and a creation you made for it: 
i joined many new fandoms this year for which i wrote, but i want to mention my shang xirui character study for winter begonia, because it was very interesting to explore that? and i had fun too, it was one of the first things i properly wrote after my hiatus, so i felt quite proud. also once again, this fandom has way too little content and the show is underrated. 
9. a creation you made that breaks your heart: 
i wanna mention two here. first is this wen ning & song lan oneshot that was a pure joy and also very sad to write. i just love these two so much, and i love them together even more. i have many thoughts how much comfort they could give each other and believe me, i have many more that i want to explore in the future. 
the second one is the mu nihuang & xiao jingyan oneshot i wrote for the nirvana in fire gift exchange 2020. it broke my heart, but at the same time it felt like something was healing too? it hurt at the pain both characters go through, but i also felt fond that maybe, they were not alone.
10. a ‘simple’ creation that you really love: 
hmm there are a few, i mostly want to mention my fei liu character study? it has no plot or anything, it is just an exploration of his mind and thoughts, which was an absolute joy to write and somehow so easy. 
i also quite like the yyy series i started - maybe i can write more for these two because they somehow give me the feels.
11. a favorite creation created by someone else: 
alright here we go folks:
first i want to mention my dearest @vishcount because newsflash!!! i am the biggest fan. of course i need to mention your wondeful, stunning, breathtaking masterpiece that is your xicheng novel (and yes it is a novel, i say so). it is still ongoing and you started it in 2019, but i need to mention it here because it truly is something that is lifechanging. i feel so blessed that i get the front seats and vip access to all the updates, to all your thoughts and ideas. you go through a lot with it and i am never not proud of you ❤️ another one i want to mention is this wei wuxian & mo xuanyu oneshot you wrote for me because i am still crying about it. i have no words.  honourable mentions: your easter islanders (lan wangji and jiang cheng) and this xicheng soulmate au 
another creator i want to mention is @the-cloud-whisperer and their nirvana in fire fic Heroic Woman(烈婦) , which is absolutely wonderful.  i found you through your ATLA fics (which i adore) and saw you posting about nirvana in fire and this year, finally, i watched the show and was blown away. i love your other NIF fics too, but this one feels very special because i always thought li yang’s character was so incredibly fascinating. thank you for writing this 💕
for more other creations just look at my bookmarks on ao3, there is the untamed, nirvana in fire, yyy the series, hwarang, winter begonia and original sin (from 2020 and many more if you scroll further) please give everyone i mentioned love!!!!!
12. your favorite content creators and blogs that you appreciate: 
oh boy here we go. once again @vishcount, @the-cloud-whisperer, @intyalote, @sassyassassy, @isabellaofparma, @passionpeachy, @finny-red, @guzhuangheaven  @honeyiling, @holmesandwhatson  @bloody-bee-tea, @leoyunxi, @gusucloud, @ohsehuns and many many more that must slip my mind.
all of you, consider yourself tagged in this game and even if we never spoke to each other, i greatly appreciate all of you and i want to give some love. if you feel like doing this, i hope you can have fun!  💕
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hello u 🎨 if ur still doing it of course!!
nesssssssssssssss im sorry this is so so late 😭 I wish I could’ve done this sooner but I’ve been exhausted out of my mind asdfghjk but Im so happy to finally do this for you!!! <3 Lets go because I have a lot to scream about sdfghjnmnm 😌
I OPENED YOUR BLOG AND I WAS GREETED BY THE GREATEST GIFSET OF ALL TIME!!!! MAIN. DANCER. JIMIN.  THE MOST PERFECT GIFSET EVER???? ALL THE MOMENTS YOU CHOSE??? absolutely breathtaking. breathtaking is an understatement tbh. i could write an essay on jimin’s dancing skills lmao 😭😭😭😭 could look at him all day could ramble about him all day 😭 the colouring of this gifset (actually literally every gifset ever you make but we’ll scream about that later) is so perfect i can’t get enough of it and the way he’s biting his lip in the 8th gif haha jail for him :))))
OKAY NOW COMING O YOUR CLOURINGS. NES. NES???? NES. YOUR COLOURINGS. EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM. JUST KNOCKS THE AIR OUT OF MY LUNGS AND I WANT TO KEEP STARING AT THEM. I KNOW WHOSE GIFS ARE THESE JUST BY LOOKING AT THE COLOURING I DON’T NEED NO WATERMARK NO URL TO LOOK AT TO TELL THAT THEY’RE YOUR GIFS. THE TEALS AND REDS IN YOUR GIFS I AM SUCH. A. SUCKER FOR THOSE AHHHHHHH and the way your gifs flow as smooth as water? literally how ......... thank you for blessing my lie with every gifset you make <3333
 im looking at your gifs tag and i don’t know which ones to choose because?? i love??? every single one of them??? this is gonna be so difficult but here we go anyway :’)
THIS MOMENT said it in th tags and i’ll say it again.. thank you for making such big beautiful gifs of this moment like it deserves. he’s literally the most ethereal ahhh im gonna sound like a broken record again but idk i just love this moment so much and this gifset is beautiful as fuck i have nothing else to say but just stare at him for eternity 
yoongi seesaw THE QUALITY?????? THE COLOURING???? THE WAY THESE GIFS ARE SO FRIKKIN SMOOTH? LIKE VELVET ?????? I DON’T EVEN MAKE SENSE HAHA BUT GOD THIS GIFSET MADE ME MISS SEESAW MORE THAN I ALREADY WAS 😭😭😭😭 
DRUMMER JK ASDFGHJKLKJHGF BOY REALLY WRECKED ME THAT DAY 😭😭😭😭😭 THE BLUE IN THIS SET IS SO SO YUMMY AHHHHHH literally every shade of blue that you turn the original blues into makes me go 😋😋😋😋 because blue is my favourite colour sdfghjkl specially these shades!!!! and i also am a huge fan of the orange and blue colour combination dfghjkl so its just my fave colours and combinations and drummer jk in one gifset i don’t need anything else <33333
ABSOLUTELY IN AWE????????????? GOD I WANNA CRY HE’S SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL AND YOU MADE HIM LOOK EVEN MORE ENTHRALLING UNREAL OUT OF THIS WORLD BEAUTIFUL 😭😭😭😭 THE SPARKLES THE COLOURING THE SHARPENING THE QUALITY THE MOMENTS HIS GRACE HIS HANDS HIS SLIGHT SMILE IN THE LAST GIF HIS HAIR HIS EYE MAKE UP HIS OUFIT LITERALLY EVERYTHING IM JUST ON THE FLOOR SCREAMING I LOVE THIS GIFSET SO MUCH I WANNA TATTOO IT ON THE INSIDE OF MY EYELIDS TF 😭😭😭😭😭 im sorry for screaming but im just so!!! in awe!! of him and this gifset ahhhhhhh!!!
im gonna stop here but i want you to know that im in awe of your talent and i love love loveeeee every single thing that you post!!!! thank you so much for blessing my dash with beauty ily <333 
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panncakes · 3 years
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ah, i was wondering if tumblr ate my ask abt s2, lol. glad u saw it in the end! since u asked, GOD i have feelings abt the finale. i watched it on my phone whilst at work yday bc i just couldnt wait until i got home. although there are a few things i had issue with, the good parts outweighed them for me and i just loved it so much!!!! two of my favourite things: bun showing affection to tan (the hug after the commander was arrested + his romantic line in the last scene) made my day bc we know he's stupid and in love but having him display it like that is just lovely; and the absolute euphoria of watching the m/oat scene - IT WAS SO CUTE? i mean i wish m quit being a cop but still. i'm happy for them. also as soon as tan turned up with that box i just KNEW he was pulling some dramatic gay shit and Boy. fjskcjkdf I LOVE HIM HE IS SO FUCKING STUPID AND HE LOVES BUN SO MUCH. literally tan has become one of my fav characters of all time and i'm so surprised considering mod is relatively short. i wish we had more time with them but what we got was lovely and enough for them to worm their way into my heart permanently. i'm rly gonna miss mod and maxtul as well, but i know they'll continue being idiots with each other in the future even if they don't work tgt again bc their friendship is so strong. it's at least comforting to know that. thank u for letting me rant with u each week, it's honestly been a pleasure. i'm excited for ur voted gifsets!!! hope all the content creators in this fandom don't leave so soon 😭 i'll still need my fix for a while to come. - 🐢
fully agree with you!! there’s a lot of things that i could criticise about the finale but honestly i’m so happy with the ‘happy ending’ portion of the episode (including the kids/nam/dr oat etc) that i don’t even care aldjfjsk
and yessss affectionate bunn 🥺 we truly were blessed
i think tan just spoke to a lot of us because he’s so crazy and loud with his love from day one; like yeah he might be shady and yeah he has his secreta but he’s so genuine and unashamed with his interest in bunn from day one it’s truly refreshing to see in a character like that (especially since it never once is referenced as a problem). i love them both deeply but yeah i agree; tan truly is something else!
and thank you for ranting with me each week!! it’s gonna take me a minute to let this show go so i’m definitely not planning on shutting up about it any time soon; and from what i’ve seen i’m not the only one haha ❤️
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elvencantation · 4 years
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gyadl ep16 liveblog
-oh my god i’m so bad a badminton i kept forgetting i had a partner cause i got too focused and whacked her on the nose 😂
-also what’s with the weird sort of but not rly matching outfits?
-of course he’s gonna correct her stance physically. it’s supposed to be cute so i hate it
-i admit tianying is adorable
-oh sketchy time!
-my boy fusheng is back!!
-i missed him!!
-WAIT IS THAT LUO CHENG WITH HIS HAIR SLICKED BACK??
-ofc he had to mention tianying 😒
-u gonna make my boy mad
-FUCK HIM UP LFS
-oh no he’s leading u away on purpose
-i think i’ve seen a gifset of this alley scene
-LFS’S SMILE WITH THE MACHETE OVER HIS SHOULDER AS HE SEES HIS OPPONENTS OMG
-omg him just yelling at them. ahhhh i love him!!!!!!
-he’s covered in blood and i probs shouldn’t find that hot...?
-A CHURCH IS A ROMANTIC PLACE?? SINCE WHEN XXC???
-ofc tianying’s regular voice is so sweet!
-back to lfs thank god cause idc about xxc
-luo cheng i love youuuu
-ah it was too short!! back to xxc
-oh my god i SO don’t care about what u have to say xxc 😒
-oh no qikai is leaving xxc and lfs alone
- oh no fusheng bb ☹️
-oh honeyyy
-i wanna hug him!
-OH NO!!! he’s being honest!!
-i’m GONNA START CRYING
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-so glad someone finally asked him. i like shuang-jie! more shaung-jie for lfs! he deserves kindness!!!
-oh god his face breaks my heart
-AAAAAAAAAAAAA
-and these bitches be out here playing badminton again
-hhhhhh i hate this so much. i know it’s all too possible for xxc to be more of a dick than before but i still don’t expect just how his dickishness shows itself
-why do i feel like xxc is gonna interrupt them or something?
-more sketchy ppl thinking they can get away with standing up to lfs
-LUO CHENG LOOKING ALL GROWN UP IN A SUIT WITH HIS HAIR SLICKED BACK
-WHERES MY GREMLIN DIDI? HE LOOKS SO SLEEK
-i love how lfs can just- reach out a hand and someone will put a machete in it. badass
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-hot
-of course it was literal women he kidnapped 😒 y i k e s
-lfs grinning with a machete in his hand is... how do you say... hot?
-oh no they making my poor boy qikai sad ☹️ he’s so sweet he doesn’t deserve this
-oh god the way lfs runs in to see her
-ofc he assumes somethings wrong- that confused little blink is adorable
-‘we hope to get your blessing’ WHAT A HORRIBLE WAY TO SAY THAT
-dear god without that it might have worked. just her being like- i don’t want to ruin ur frienship with xxc (which, it’s already ruined cause xxc is a fucking asshole)
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-LITERALLY STAB ME IT WOULD HURT LESS THAN THIS. WATCHING HIM HAVE TO PRETEND TO BE OK
- THAT LITTLE HEAD DUCK SMILE THATS SO ENDEARING ON SHEN WEI IS BECAUSE THE SMILE IS FALSE TO LUO FUSHENG
-and lfs still looks at xxc with that amused indulgent smile because despite all the horrible things xxc has done to him lfs STILL FUCKING LOVES HIM
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-hhhhhhh this is so awkward i can’t
-XXC HOW ARE YOU SO FUCKING SELF CENTERED? YOURE ASKING HIM TO MOVE ON FOR YOUR SAKE, BECAUSE *YOURE* UNCOMFORTBLE OR WHATEVER
-SHUT THE FUCK UP AND THINK ABOUT SOMEONE OTHER THAN YOURSELF FOR A SECOND
-DID HE FUCKING HIRE A SECRET PHOTOGRAPHER YOU CREEP XXC WTF
-ughh and now they made xiao meimei’s crush awkward i JUST WANTED NICE THINGS FOR HER AND QIKAI THEY SEEMED TO BE GETTING ALONG
-also did xxc srsly forget he’s already engaged to hong lan? and how well it worked last time when he tried to go against his father?
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-YES AND THAT MEANS YOU SHOULD RESPECT HER FUCKING BOUNDARIES DICKHEAD 😒
-also tianying is too cute and i want her to kiss my cheek
-or even better, fusheng’s
- is it bad i feel a little happy i didnt see any hong lan in this episode?
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ruensroad · 4 years
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for the rest of forever
I’m sappy today and wanted to write weddings, thanks to this show and gifset. SO, here’s a Jinyi wedding for @this-solaris-life. Set in a historical-esque au in a Song-inspired Imperial China.
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He’d known since he was thirteen that he’d be marrying one Lan Jingyi. Ever since the day he’d pleaded with his mother to break his engagement to a girl, because he’d seen a boy stand up for another in the fields and proclaim, loudly, that any bullies had to go through him and had felt that moment go right to his heart, it’d always been Lan Jingyi, the very boy who’d taken a punch from a bully and given one back, muddy faced and utterly grinning. He still wasn’t sure how he’d gotten so lucky with such understanding parents, or with a matchmaker who’d tracked Jingyi’s family down with their courtship offer, but he was lucky, so lucky, and he’d long ago stopped wondering how.
Especially on this day of all days, auspicious with sunlight and a sweet smelling breeze. With his home draped in reds and a gown to match, his family laughing outside the door as they tested Jingyi’s mettle with too hot soup, swordsmanship displays, and very loud, gushy poetry that made his cheeks flame to hear. With laughter outside and cheering, with Sizhui at the door biting his lip in good humor, and Zizhen at his side, smoothing down his hair.
This day of all days, where he was not an Imperial Guard, not a soldier or son of a powerful family. He was just Jin Ling, a grumpy, yet glowing bride, and a man in love.
“I think Lady Jiang is making him hop on one foot now,” Sizhui laughed just as Jingyi’s voice rose again, breathless around what had to be the sappiest love poem Jin Ling had ever heard.
Zizhen snickered and adjusted the hem of Jin Ling’s robe, where it was currently hiding one of his wedding shoes. Jin Ling’s idea, that. “Probably for the best. The only good way to stomach your Xian-ba’s soup is by sweating it out through physical exertion.”
Sizhui nodded in amused sympathy. “Shu-shu said it was so hot it could melt steel,” he said, wincing. “I hope hopping and talking is helping him, not making it worse.”
“It’d better be helping,” Jin Ling huffed, impatient. He hated this bride business for all the waiting. Waiting for Jingyi to cross from his home to Jin Ling’s, waiting for Jingyi to get through his crazy family’s games. Waiting so many years for this day, only to wait more. It was infuriating. “If you lot make me a widow before he even gets in here I’ll break all your legs.”
“Yes Mistress Jin,” Zizhen huffed right back, far too used to his moods to be properly threatened. Unfair. “He’ll make it. He loves you, after all. So he’ll make it.”
Jin Ling blushed to his toes, but merely scowled in response, not that his traitorous friend and cousin cared. Sizhui, thankfully, went back to listening at the door, and lit up just a new round of cheers sounded outside. “He’s coming now. Get ready!”
“Oh, we’re ready,” Zizhen laughed and tossed the veil over Jin Ling’s head, letting it drape just so over his hair and shoulders. Jin Ling immediately hated the way it obscured his vision and told him so, but the damned veil was not moved. “Patience, A-Ling. You’ll appreciate this, i promise.”
“I’m still stuffing it down your throat later,” he complained, squinting hard to see through all the red, and could make out the shadowy shape of the door, as well as the gleaming white robes Shizui was wearing. “Let him in. I’m done with waiting.”
“Not even going to wait for a bribe?” Zizhen gushed, sounding ready to float away. “How romantic you are, A-Ling. I had no idea.”
“Did I say later? I think I’ll stuff this down your throat right now.”
“A-Ling.” Sizhui this time, in his gentlest voice, which always made Jin Ling pause and calm, if begrudgingly. “They’re getting the paper money ready, it’ll be under the door soon. Just a little more patience.”
Jin Ling bit his tongue and couldn’t stop the singing of his heart when Jingyi called for entrance from the opposite side. Sizhui and Zizhen teased him, per tradition, until the packet of money passed to them, then finally, finally, the door opened and footsteps moved towards him.
He could not see Jingyi’s face, or any part of him, but the smell of his favorite incense clinging to his robes had Jin Ling grinning and a tremble shooting down his spine. He heard Jingyi’s breath hitch and felt his own heart jump, even before two hands gripped the end of the veil and lifted.
There were few things in Jin Ling’s life he remembered with utmost clarity. The sight of Jingyi in wedding red and gold, awe plain in his face and dark eyes wide with love… he would never forget it, he was sure, for the rest of his days, even if he wanted to die from embarrassment.
“Jin Ling,” Jingyi’s voice was hushed and hoarse and that too went right to his heart, making it skip in place.
“Stop staring and find my shoes,” Jin Ling huffed, cheeks aflame under such an intense stare. He was a soldier, for Gods’ sake, a warrior. To be reduced to a true blushing bride…
Jingyi chuckled at that command, that same wild grin flashing over his face, and he obediently started searching the room. “My Mistress Jin, are you so ready to be mine?”
“Maybe,” Jin Ling gave him the sass right back, and stuck his chin in the air in full challenge. “Depends on how stupid you look climbing the bookshelf.”
“Sizhui’s idea, I take it,” Jingyi sighed as he reached for the barely visible toe of red at the top of the upmost shelf, but even with a jump only managed to bump it back out of sight. Jin Ling laughed in victory as Jingyi was indeed forced to climb the bookcase to retrieve it.
“Sizhui’s idea, Zizhen’s placement,” Jin Ling said and stuck his foot out at him expectantly. Jingyi sighed, but his smile was all fondness when he slipped the shoe on.
The second shoe, like a well hidden treasure, took much longer, and Jin Ling laughed the whole way through. Given the shoe was between his thighs, Jingyi got his revenge with a quick pinch, but even that was not enough to dull his mirth. Jingyi barely managed to get the second shoe on before Jin Ling was pulling him into a quick, secret kiss, grinning wide against his mouth.
“We haven’t even gotten to the vows yet,” Jingyi admonished, but there was nothing but laughter and love in his voice.
“I don’t care,” Jin Ling huffed, because he didn’t, and stole one kiss more. “I’m tired of waiting. You’re here and you’re mine. I can kiss you now whenever I like and no one, not even you, will stop me.”
That had Jingyi blushing, laughing, and smiling that toothy grin that had captured Jin Ling so completely, so many years ago. And as Jingyi turned and knelt before him so Jin Ling could be carried on his back to the waiting carriage, Jin Ling knew it was forever. This laughter, this trouble they could and would make together.
Because today was his wedding day, the start of the rest of his life, and he had never been so blessed. And he had the rest of his life to make sure Jingyi felt it too.
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lemoncakepanda · 5 years
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Top 50 NaLu Anime Moments {Pt 2}.
Read pt 1 here.
Without any further delay, let’s get back to my top 50 anime nalu moments, and today we cover moments 40 up till 31! This part of the list is probably the most fluffy one, as it’s about to get kinda angsty from the next part on, but hey, let us enjoy our small moment of happiness.
40. Lucy's naked bell roll with Natsu. (Ep 194).
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And we starting off kinda kinky, but hey, it’s a form of love, lol. Anyways, I truly love this moment because it was one of the first where you could start seeing that Natsu was actually attracted to Lucy. The anime didn’t include it (idk why) but in the manga he gets all blushy after having his face and hands rubbed in every single inch of naked Lucy, and I loved seeing how he reacted to it. And the first official boob grope (!!!) that results in Natsu getting slapped, which he deserved, lol. While not the only one, this is probably the most fanservice NaLu moment you’re gonna get on this list, so don’t worry, I didn’t include all the boob/@ss gropping scenes, I just really love this one especially.
39. “If any of you bastards hurt Lucy, I will turn all of you to dust.” (Ep 83).
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Okay, but listen! As... as an honorary Natsu fan, I love when he gets all serious and goes all out on his enemies, and this scene, esp for someone who was slowly losing hope on this ship, really fired me up! It’s moments like this one where you can see how Natsu really cares for Lucy, at the point of injuring himself in the process. And the line, I love that line so much! I often use it in gifsets I make because I adore how protective he is of Lucy, even now that she’s able to fully defend herself, he still... wow. At last, I like this scene because it showcases how close they are and how much Lucy means to Natsu; ofc he’d be upset if any of his other friends got hurt, but y’all know he’s especially protective of Lucy and has been for a while, even back when the ship was only platonic, and there is a reason for it.
38. “Someone give us hope.” (Ep 119).
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As I’ve commented on this moment before, I don’t have anything much different to add this time, only that it gets to my heart how much trust these two have in each other, and how much they inspire each other. I chose this moment because it’s one of the most obvious to how Natsu and Lucy’s relationship works: they give each other strength. When one is feeling down or hopeless, the other will step up and stand by their side. It’s a beautiful cycle between them. Zeref commented once that Lucy was a cheerful person, who had a huge impact on Natsu’s growth, and he ain’t wrong about that. This moment is proof of it.
37. “Let’s reform our team.” (Ep 109).
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Or in Kain’s words, Natsu and Lucy getting all “flirty and hot”. God, I love Tenrou Island arc. Not only it’s what turned me into a hardcore nalu shipper, but it’s also great storytelling, and very compelling fights. The choice to combine Natsu and Happy with Lucy vs Kain and Ultear was a great one, considering they’d been kinda distant from each other since Edolas and had not really interacted much, and even during arcs like Oracion Seis and Edolas, which had been successors of the Fantasia and Tower of Heaven arcs, which barely had any Nalu in it, it felt like a breath of fresh air to see them together again and staying together, like the team they’d been since the beginning. It also showed how in sync they are with each other and how well they work together. Truly one of the things that made Tenrou Island such a great arc.
36. “Lucy, come home already.” (OVA 4).
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Words cannot describe how much I cherish this omake, or in this case, the ova, where Lucy follows Natsu to find out where he and Happy live. For those of you who have not watched it, it’s set in a flashback where Lucy tells the girls about the day she followed her two lousy friends to get revenge on them for always breaking in her house; she successfully finds their house, and there she finds out Natsu keeps memories of all the jobs he’d gone to, two of which include the first job he and Lucy ever went in together and her old maid outfit, which brings a sweet smile to her face. Despite finding their house, Lucy’s plan to surprise them fails because they never show up, so she goes back to her apartment. And, surprise surprise, that’s where Natsu and Happy had been all this time. And we’re left with the heartwarming conclusion that, although they annoy the fck outta her, eat all her food, mess up her stuff, and hog her bed all to themselves, Lucy loves having them around. They turn her house into a home, they give her someone to come home to, they give her all the company she never had when she was a child. ‘Twas a very nice conclusion to the story, and served as a nice confirmation to something we’d always suspected.
35. Watch Out for the Guy You Like! (Ep 50).
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This, in my opinion, is one of the most hilarious FT episodes; even though it results with Lucy finding out all her delusions of Natsu were, well, just delusions, and Natsu just wanted her help to dig a hole, I have so much fun watching those delusions, watching Lucy stop for a moment to actually consider being with Natsu; I think it’s what opened the door to her crush, even if she completely closed her eyes and tried to ignore it. Also, shoujo-like Natsu was a blessing given to us by Mashima which I’m forever grateful for, lmao. But really, I think this omake/episode is actually very important to Natsu and Lucy’s relationship; it showed that all her delusions depicted Lucy’s idea of how a romance should be, and then (spoiler) in the end, she kind of gets that romance, but not in the way she imagined, and it turned out to be exactly the way it needed to be. So, for that, I really like this and find it essential to the ship.
34. Their reunion. (Ep 276).
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This moment, originally, was not part of my top 25 Nalu manga moments, and that’s because, while I do love it in the manga, I love it so much more in the anime. It felt more dramatic, with the camera shifting from Natsu and Lucy finally locking eyes after one year apart, and they’re both so goddamn shook! I like that they added this detail in the anime, because you could really feel like it was two people who used to always be together, and then spent 365 days without seeing each other, being only there ever in thought. I also like how they’re both blushing, that little showcase of how happy they are to see the other again, and the small tingle of bittersweetness because we know it’s not 100% okay between them. You know drama’s gonna follow because actions have consequences. But for that one moment, you’re just as happy as Natsu and Lucy to see them reunited once more, the way it’s supposed to be.
33. Lucy makes her choice. (Ep 49).
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While I feel that this one goes without saying, the reason I chose it can be explained in two sentences: 1) Lucy has met a guy who’s like the male version of her, is kind, a gentleman, and has a nice vibe with her, but she puts all of that potential aside for the one thing she is sure of, and that’s her partnership with Natsu. 2) Have you seen Natsu’s face when she shows up in that train, ready to leave with them? He’s so shook, he blinks like three times, as if trying to make sure she is really there, that she’s real. And then he just opens the biggest smile, because she chose to be there with them; it’s the first time they’re not dragging her to a job, she simply chose to come along, and you can almost hear the sound of Natsu’s heart going all fluttery when he realizes she cast her ‘date’ aside to go with them. Another moment that, I feel, helped deepen and shape the relationship these two have today.
32. “Make me purr!” Drunk Lucy round 2. (OVA 9).
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Again, nothing really different to add on this moment, only that I like how the ova extended and showed Lucy jumping on Natsu in the most s&xual way ever, and how Natsu has all the strength in the world to remove her from him, but “supposedly” is unable to do that when she’s all over him touching him in a very intimate way. Aham. I see right through you, dragon boy. Also, isn’t it interesting that Drunk!Lucy directs all her attention to Natsu if he’s around? Nvm that there’s other guys around, all she cares about is him. I love that. It says a lot about Lucy’s hidden feelings.
31. Reaching out for each other before being separated. (Ep 247).
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Tartaros is my favorite FT arc, despite not having that much Nalu in it, it’s probably the arc with most emotional weight, because of everything the characters went through and makes you really feel for them. And although I love the ships, I love the story 1st and Tartaros was indeed amazing story-telling. With that said, I also enjoyed very much the little/subtle/few Nalu moments the arc provided, and one of them is the scene where Natsu and Lucy are being pulled in by the Alegria, and they reach for each other. It’s commonly said that when things get tough, you focus on what’s important to you, and it was very sweet/heartbreaking to watch Lucy and Natsu struggling to get to each other, as they were both unaware of what was going to happen, they were just trying to stay together. You can easily say it’s only because they were alone together, but hello, Mashima did not need to make it like this. It was his choice to make Natsu and Lucy reach out for each other in a way that’s mostly seen between couples, esp in shõnen, and the anime made it even more beautiful.
Part 3 will come up tomorrow!
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justlikeeddie · 5 years
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otp meme
List your Top 5 Canon and Top 5 Non-Canon OTPs. Then, tag 10 people to spread the love, and so on and so on…
I was tagged by @rcmclachlan! It’s fun to excavate your fandom history!
This is a GOOD QUESTION in that, y’know. What is a canon OTP? (What is a pairing? What is canon? What is ‘is’?) The answer, for this post, is “whatever made it easiest for me to split these into two sets of five”.
CANON OTPs
Aziraphale/Crowley, Good Omens
This is canon. “Fight me”? No need. Fight Michael Sheen.
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Do say: “And when I’m off in the stars, I won’t even think about you!”
Don’t say: Hey, have you thought recently about the fact that Crowley’s snakeskin shoes might actually just be his feet?
Look at an art: A little ancient Grecian collusion by @seraph5
Read a fic: nothing but the wild rain by @singlecrow
Have I written it? In a desperate exercise in exorcism immediately after watching the show, yes: Going Native and Riding in Cars With Demons. And I have about five WIPs in charliekellypepesilvia.jpg frantically plotted notes stages. Watch this space. (For some time. I’m a bizarrely slow writer.)
Flint/Thomas, Black Sails
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Do say: “People can say what they like about you, but you're a good man. More people should say that. And someone should be willing to defend it."
Don’t say: I was enjoying the show so much that I ignored the fact they made captain flint gay but to wrap up the series on the notion he would put his sword down to pick daisies with his male lover is just too much to bear. I miss the 90’s
Look at an art: Journey into the Dark by @riisinaakka-draws
Read a fic: Unaccommodated Man by @septembriseur
Have I written it? Yes, although astonishingly, I only ever finished one fic: Some Affair.
Strange/Arabella, Jonathan Strange and Mr Norrell
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Do say: “The excitement of it was very much to see how you would look at me. The excitement of life was very much to see how you would look at me.”
Don’t say: HE WAS A MUCH WORSE HUSBAND IN THE BOOK AND HE LET HER DIE AS A TREE (I know. I know)
Look at an art: Padua by @cobbledstories
Have I written it? Not as a foreground pairing, although I do have a very detailed Strange/Arabella/Grant fic that lives eternally in my head in the hope it will one day fit a Yuletide request.
Morse/Joan, Endeavour
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Do say: “You mean the world to them. You mean the world…” [trailing off in tears]
Don’t say: You do realise he’d make her miserable and she deserves better? (I KNOW)
Cry at a simple gifset: :′′(
Have I written it? No, happy to let the show itself continue to take anything that Morse might hold dear and crush it into the dirt, no need for me to help.
Jake/Amy, Brooklyn 99
Truly the opposite to Morse/Joan in every possible way, aside from the involvement of law enforcement personnel
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Do say: “There’s a typo in this crossword puzzle.”
Don’t say: …Title of your sex tape. (Or anything about Season 6, which I haven’t seen yet.)
Look at an art: Jake & Amy by @ivy6am
Have I written it? No, because Brooklyn 99 is an example of that rare and complete joy, Show That Textually Contains Literally Everything I Want From It And Then Some.
NON-CANON OTPs
Sam/Gene, Life on Mars
My “formative” tag on Tumblr is probably overused, but, like. Extremely. Formative. Truly the ur-fandom in terms of my future trope and fic interests. God bless you, weird mid-00s genre experiment broadcast at a particularly impressionable point in my teens.
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Do say: Gene Hunt constructs intricate rituals that allow him to touch the skin of other men.
Don’t say: The ending of Ashes to Ashes is canon.
Watch a vid: There Is Too Much Light In This Bar by AbsoluteDestiny
Read a fic: Tangible/Intangible by @lozenger8
Have I written it? I went back to this fandom for Bent for Yuletide a few years ago, but everything else was written when I was literally 17, so caveat lector.
Merlin/Arthur, Merlin
Genuinely wondered whether I should have included this in the canon list. Two sides of the same coin? Merlin's mum desperately trying to get them together about halfway through the first series? “I was born to serve you, Arthur”? As ever, in thinking about this, I’ve just made myself furious again that this objectively fucking stupid children’s TV show remains one of the most emotionally and erotically resonant pieces of media I’ve had the misfortune to consume.
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Do say: “I could take you apart with one blow.”
Don’t say: “I could take you apart with less than that.” (It’s been nearly eleven years since this exchange aired on children’s TV and I’m still reeling)
Watch a vid: Alone by sisabet
Read a fic: Past Imperfect by @thehoyden
Have I written it? Yes, although, again, I was a teenager and didn’t really know how to words: Cross You Off My List. I also have a passionately-planned and half-written epic about the ten years of their evolving relationship from boys 2 men (not the band), and its delicate balance between private interaction and public performance, which I thought I was finally going to finish for the ten-year anniversary of the show last year, but at this rate, might be done in time for the twentieth.
Fraser/Kowalski, due South
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Do say: “Partnership is like a marriage, son.”
Don’t say: Anything that will wake the Vecchio anon.
Watch a vid: Goody Two Shoes by @laurashapiro-noreally and pipsqueak
Read a fic: Kowalski is Bleeding by @cesperanza
Have I written it? Weirdly way less of it than makes sense for the amount of time that this was my primary fandom, but yes, published some time after the fact: Homecoming and Poles.
Strange/Grant, Jonathan Strange and Mr Norrell
Surprise double-entry for JSMN! Except not at all a surprise, because I am into so many aspects of this book and show that I could probably have filled most of the ten entries with JSMN rarepairs. (Please, talk to me about the criminally underexplored sexy class politics of Strange/Childermass.) But anyway, Strange/Grant was, somewhat to my surprise, my takeaway pairing from the TV adaptation.
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Do say: “There are any number of magical things my friend could do to prove it,” while looking like you’re about to combust from how excited you are by the prospect.
Don’t say: HE WENT TO VENICE IN A PUDDLE WITH NO GOODBYE (I know)
Look at an art: Major Grant by erebusodora (technically only one half of the pairing, but it’s just a very nice painting)
Read a fic: Wilderness by @the-omnishambles, ie The First Strange/Grant Fic On The Internet
Have I written it? Yes, went a bit mad in 2015. A peculiarity of the Iberian Peninsula (long, slightly sad); An England that is dead (shorter, sadder); and Sound and Vision (no redeeming features).
Charles/Erik, X-Men
Again… IS THIS CANON. Explain any single thing that happens in any of the X-Men timelines if this pairing isn’t at LEAST unconsummated canon
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Do say: “I couldn’t disobey you even if I wanted to.”
Don’t say: Sorry, what exactly was the plot of X-Men: Apocalypse?
Look at an art: A sketch by loobeeinthesky (the watch!!!)
Read a fic: Wisteria by by @columbinepurples
Have I written it? Yes: The Width of a Circle.
In turn, but only if you’re bored and like making a list as much as I do, tags for:
@confusinglyamusingly
@butteronmyroll
@johnnyvod
@the-omnishambles
@sixohsixoheightfourtwo
@cribins
@septembriseur
@itsmapes
@deputychairman
@drawsaurus
(You don’t… have to go into as much detail as this… I think you’re just supposed to say who the pairings are, but listen I’m staying with my parents this week and I have a LOT of tumblr downtime)
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quinnmorgendorffer · 6 years
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top 3 valencia moments and/or top 3 heather/valencia moments
Bless thank you!
Top 3 Valencia Moments:
Valencia breaking up with Josh in the season one finale. We all know I actually have a very soft spot in my heart for Josh, but I absolutely adored her laying down the truth. It was never about him and Rebecca; it was the fact that he really wasn’t willing to commit to her and kept her on the hook for YEARS.
"Am I dead...*gasp*...how did I die?”
REMEMBER HOW SHE IS CANONICALLY DATING A WOMAN AND HER FLIRTING WITH HER AND THEN KISSING HER AND BEING OBSESSED WITH TAKING SELFIES WITH HER IS JUST PERFECT!! 
This was so hard because I’m obsessed with every moment she’s on screen ever?? Honorary mentions to: the royals dance with Josh; every song she’s ever sung in; all the times she smiled at women, as you pointed out in the best gifset I’ve ever seen (thank you so much again for that birthday present omg); and all of the scenes in “Josh’s Sister Is Getting Married!”
Top 3 Heather/Valencia Moments:
I always shipped them in theory, so right when we they first for real interacted and Heather’s comment of “I always knew I kinda liked you” made me happier than I thought possible
"I don't know how these girl groups work. Did I do something wrong?" "No, you didn't; you're doing great."
Singing in harmony in this latest ep during “No One Else Is Singing My Song” WRECKED me. I’ve loved their other moments they’ve sung together, but something about that turn and harmony just...GOD. 
I need to also make a special note of “Bitch get out of my way bitch” because there is absolutely no hetero explanation for that scene okay it’s canon that V loves Heather
ASK ME MY TOP 3 ANYTHING!
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Tagged by @sometimesrosy! thanks babe, wow I haven’t written fic in months 
1. what is your most popular fic by kudos? comments? bookmarks? are they all the same?
my most popular fic by all marks is We Can Have All That We Ever Want, my first poly rangers fic and the month where I wrote about 15k in like 3 weeks. even though the verse hasn’t been updated since may, it’s still getting a lot of kudos. 
this fic has 719 kudos, 103 comments, and 122 bookmarks and it has been read 10,290 times. 
it’s all insane
2. do you have a favorite of your fics? if not, do you have one you’re most proud of? why?
I’m most proud of my Stydia Big Bang fic, it’s a world war ii au that’s 20k words long called Love in a Warzone. 
I researched a lot for this fic and really got in the zone writing it and seeing people have such great reactions makes my day. 
3. what fandom/ship (if you write for more than one) is your favorite to write for?
I really enjoy writing for the Poly Rangers ship, I feel like I’ve carved out a tiny niche within the Power Rangers fandom. But at the same time, I absolutely love writing Bellarke fic because they’re my babes and I love them so much. 
4. do you have any fics that got more popularity/attention than you expected? if so what were they?
I was shocked at how popular my angsty supercorp fic was, We’re Not Lovers, and also my post finale Olicity spec fanfic was, I don’t think anyone could ever love you (the way I love you)
I wrote them both on the same day, the day I wrote 5k words in like 11 hours. 
5. where do you get your ideas/inspiration from? do you have a fic that you feel is particularly unique in that area?
mainly from my desire to see the fic and realizing I have to write it myself. A lot of it stems from headcanons and needing to write missing moments or first kisses, I have a surprising amount of first kiss fanfics. 
I think my most unique idea is my Ambassadors of Earth verse, which is where the entire universe thinks all the rangers are dating. I keep coming back and adding lines to my word doc at points because I always have ideas. Also the reincarnation series I’m co-writing with @justiceleague2017dirzacksnyder is completely unique and literally comes from a gifset that she made. IT’S GREAT
again for some reason I get very creative because of the ot5
6. do you have a favorite character to write POV for?
I adore writing all the Rangers povs but Jason and Trini come most easily to me. Actually, the vast majority of my fics are multi-pov but I find it easiest to write Bellamy, Lydia and Trini. 
7. what’s your favorite sidepairing to include?
I think I included Scalia in LOVE IN A WARZONE when I first came up with the idea last November and to almost predict canon is honestly super cool. I don’t actually include a lot of side pairings
8. do you have a fic you feel is underrated in comparison to your other fics? or you just wish more people would read?
LOVE IN A WARZONE, it’s a 20k, world war ii, character centric au that has been read by so few people. I think it’s completely underrated and I wish people read more of it. 
also Fates’s Rewrite, a modern dectective bellarke au with some reincarnation mixed, it’s one that I stopped writing, not because I don’t have ideas but there was literally no feedback at all and I don’t have the desire to write it when no one’s reading it. It’s probably my most fascinating idea but I just haven’t had any spark at all
9. what’s something you would go back and change in one of your fics?
god, I always want to go back and do another round of editing. but it’s more I want to add things. I’d add more Bellamy and Clarke stuff to Fates’s Rewrite, right not it’s just a lot of the Greek Gods and that’s less important. 
10. what is your favorite sort of comment to receive on a fic?
“Holy shit, I fucking love how you're writing this, what you're including, and the time you're taking to create honest, vivid introspection for EACH GODDAMN BEAUTIFUL CHARACTER. Bless bless you. I'm avidly looking forward to the next chapter and where you will take this after all the "intros" are done!! (Or maybe I'm assuming too much, I love this fic regardless).” this comment on  We Can Have All That We Ever Want is my favorite comment, sometimes I just go find this comment and grin like a loon and feel better about my writing. That fic also has some of the greatest comments I’ve ever received and sometimes I just go and read all the comments and want to write fic again. like now 
11. what are your favorite genres of fic to write? (e.g. modern au, hurt/comfort, fluff, angst, etc.)
fluff with angst is my sweet spot but I also really love missing moments
12. what are your favorite tropes to write?
5+1 things, outsider PoV, fake relationship, I love fake relationship
13. do you write fics similar to what you enjoy reading or completely different? both?
both
14. what’s your writing process like?
I get the idea and it usually just sticks itself in my head for hours, nagging at me. Eventually I write it down and depending on how my muse is, I write it all in one go or it happens over months with a random burst of inspiration here and there. 
15. multi-chapter, oneshot, or drabble?
drabble collections, a lot of oneshots but I also do write a decent amount of multi-chapter fanfic, especially in my drafts
16. if someone was only going to read one of your fics, which would you want them to read?
honestly, either LOVE IN A WARZONE or We Can Have All That We Ever Want
I tag: @blyedeeks @lydias-martin @stilesprefers-screamers @justiceleague2017dirzacksnyder @ohmypreciousgirl
questions are copied below
1. what is your most popular fic by kudos? comments? bookmarks? are they all the same?
2. do you have a favorite of your fics? if not, do you have one you’re most proud of? why?
3. what fandom/ship (if you write for more than one) is your favorite to write for?
4. do you have any fics that got more popularity/attention than you expected? if so what were they?
5. where do you get your ideas/inspiration from? do you have a fic that you feel is particularly unique in that area?
6. do you have a favorite character to write POV for?
7. what’s your favorite sidepairing to include?
8. do you have a fic you feel is underrated in comparison to your other fics? or you just wish more people would read?
9. what’s something you would go back and change in one of your fics?
10. what is your favorite sort of comment to receive on a fic?
11. what are your favorite genres of fic to write? (e.g. modern au, hurt/comfort, fluff, angst, etc.)
12. what are your favorite tropes to write?
13. do you write fics similar to what you enjoy reading or completely different? both?
14. what’s your writing process like?
15. multi-chapter, oneshot, or drabble?
16. if someone was only going to read one of your fics, which would you want them to read?
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thetourguidebarbie · 7 years
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Hey would you ever consider writing Bonnie x Caroline smut? 'Cause you're reallyyyy good at it and the fandom really lacks on those. I know they're a improbable pair, but after reading through the ones available i started shipping Baroline more than i ever thought I could!! Sorry if its too random
So I reblogged this fucking amazing baroline gifset a few days ago by @stefensalvatore​ and I saw the way Caroline was looking at Bonnie and suddenly felt inspired to write some femmeslash. This is like 2.5k words (???) and it has zero readover because I’m hungry and it’s a college AU and I AM NOT SORRY.
I only have two other femmeslash prompts (one Katholine and one Rebekoline), so if you want to send some in I might write them, but no promises!! Anyway, hope you enjoy
The humid September air was pressing against Caroline’s lungs, sweat running down her forehead, and her breathing was ragged by the time the team finally set their boat down where it was supposed to be stored. Her arms were exhausted from rowing, and she was ready to get a cold drink and plop face down into her bed. The rest of the crew team seemed about as ready to collapse as she was, and the only one who didn’t look like she wanted to die was Bonnie, their coxswain, who turned around with a huge smile on her face. “Good practice, guys! You’re already almost there and we’ve only been back a few weeks,” she said encouragingly.
“I think I’m going to die,” Katherine muttered, wiping her forehead with the back of her hand.
“It’ll get better as the semester goes on,” Bonnie said, chugging some of her water bottle before spraying some on her face, trying to get cool before they walked the five minutes to the locker room for showers.
Caroline couldn’t help but trace the drips of water with her eyes as they trailed down Bonnie’s neck to the collar of her t-shirt, the fabric already sticking to her skin from sweat, unconsciously licking her lips as Bonnie turned around to put the water bottle in her backpack, the wet lycra clinging to her ass in the most delicious possible way.
“You okay, Care?” Bonnie asked, glancing over her shoulder at Caroline, who tried her best to look like she hadn’t been considering what Bonnie’s legs would look like spread wide for her tongue. There was a gleam in Bonnie’s eye, a small smirk on her face, and Caroline got the feeling that she knew exactly what was running through her mind.
“Yeah. I’m fine,” Caroline said, redoing her ponytail for something to do with her hands, which were shaking from adrenaline.
“Would you mind helping me put the equipment away before we head back to the locker room?”
Caroline nearly groaned out loud. Someone had to do it, but she did not want to be that person. She hadn’t kept up with her workouts as rigorously as she should have over the summer, and she felt like she was a walking vessel of pain. Still, Bonnie was looking at her with wide, hopeful eyes, and she couldn’t find it in herself to throw Katherine under the bus.
“Okay.”
They slowly began to gather the oars and put them in the shed, and she noticed that Bonnie kept giving her glances through the corner of her eye, her gaze almost…appreciative?
They didn’t know each other very well despite being in the same class. Bonnie was tiny and had been the coxswain for her fancy-sounding boarding school’s rowing team, and she ended up being on varsity as a freshman while Caroline had only made the varsity team at the beginning of the last semester because Hayley Marshall broke her arm and they needed someone to take her place.
She’d been a lot better at subtly ogling Bonnie back then, too focused on catching up with the rest of the team to do much, but now she was up to speed and had more time to appreciate the way the uniform clung quite nicely to Bonnie’s curves. She wasn’t sure whether that was a blessing or a curse, especially since it meant the mostly innocent interest had turned into a full blown crush.
She had been fairly sure that Bonnie wasn’t interested, but it was nice to dream.
“You’ve been doing really well, Care,” Bonnie said abruptly as she set the last oars down in their case and shut the lid.
“Thanks.”
“Really. You’ve been working really hard, and it shows.”
The words were innocent, but somehow the way they fell off Bonnie’s tongue made them sound sexual, and Caroline felt a flush stain her cheeks in a way that wasn’t at all because of the hot, humid weather. “Thanks,” she said again, wondering where her usual brash confidence had gone, and Bonnie gave her a bright smile.
“No problem! Okay, let’s head back. I’m so ready for a shower.”
“Me too,” Caroline groaned, stretching before falling into step beside Bonnie as they walked in a comfortable silence.
By the time they got back to the locker rooms almost everyone had left, Katherine and Liv lingering as they packed up their stuff by the lockers. “We’ll see you at breakfast?” Katherine offered when they entered, and Caroline nodded eagerly, Bonnie chiming in with an affirmative next to her.
Caroline pulled off her t-shirt in one practiced movement, rolling her shoulders and taking a deep breath before starting the fun after-practice-yoga of getting off her sports bra and shorts. She wriggled her thumbs under the waistband and started to tug down, shimmying slightly to try to pull the stubborn fabric over her hips, and she froze when she felt a hand rest on her hip.
“Want some help?”
Caroline’s eyes widened, her breath catching, and when she turned to face Bonnie she found her staring at up at her with heat in her eyes. She seemed tense, a bit nervous, but confident enough to take the first step, and Caroline swallowed audibly before foregoing an answer and bending to press her lips to Bonnie’s.
There was a moment in time where Bonnie stiffened before Caroline felt her hands winding in her hair, her tongue darting across the seam of her lips, and she felt her lower belly ache as she stroked Bonnie’s stomach under her t-shirt. When she pulled back, Bonnie was breathless, her eyes hazy, and Caroline grinned, confidence surging through her now that she knew Bonnie wanted her, that her feelings and desires weren’t unrequited.
She tugged lightly at the hem of Bonnie’s shirt before helping her pull it over her head, dropping it on the floor and finding her lips again as she walked them back, sitting down on the locker room bench and pulling Bonnie to straddle her, hands wandering down her spine to feel the soft skin of her waist. Caroline pulled away to plant light kisses along Bonnie’s jaw before nipping and licking at her neck, sucking lightly to create marks, smiling when Bonnie rolled her hips, searching for friction.
“Put your arms up for me,” Caroline said before dragging her tongue across the dip of Bonnie’s shoulder and pulling back as Bonnie did as she requested. Caroline tugged the sports bra over Bonnie’s head and cupped her ass as she pressed kisses down Bonnie’s clavicle before running her tongue along the underside of Bonnie’s breast, and she moaned, arching her back as Caroline moved up to swirl her tongue around her nipple. “You’re so beautiful, Bon. God, this is so much better than what I imagined.”
“You thought about this?” Bonnie asked, clearly amused as she steadied herself with her hands on Caroline’s shoulders, and she looked up to meet Bonnie’s eyes with a wicked smile.
“Oh, yeah. A lot. You?”
“Ye–oh my god, Care…” Bonnie said, interrupting herself with a moan as Caroline tugged her nipple between her teeth before soothing the bite with her tongue before nuzzling her other breast with her nose and repeating the motions, her hand coming up to cup the one she’d left, brushing her thumb over Bonnie’s sensitive nipples.
She tried her best to pay attention to what made Bonnie’s breath catch, made her back arch as she moaned, and she found that she liked unraveling the mystery bit by bit, was excited to savor the small discoveries. Bonnie’s fingers were in her hair now, tugging lightly as she moaned, and the pleasurable sting of it made Caroline flinch, squeezing Bonnie’s ass lightly.
She pulled back, watching Bonnie carefully for any reaction as she reached between her legs and pressed the heel of her palm to Bonnie’s covered center, smirking when she threw her head back and moaned, rolling her hips against Caroline’s hand. “That feels so good…”
“Yeah?”
“Yeah,” Bonnie breathed, nodding. “Can you go a little higher?”
Caroline obligingly moved her hand up to press against what she suspected was Bonnie’s clit, grinning when the other girl swore, her fingernails digging into Caroline’s shoulders. She watched carefully as Bonnie approached her high, tempted to let her tip over the edge when Bonnie’s breath sped up, but she pulled away at the last second. Bonnie let out a whine, rolling her hips and breathing harshly, and Caroline couldn’t resist nipping the swell of her breast lightly, making Bonnie squirm. “I was about to come.”
“I know,” Caroline said, trying not to giggle. “But I promised I’d help you with your uniform.”
“No, I promised you that,” Bonnie said, her lips twitching, and Caroline shook her head as she gently pushed Bonnie away.
“Later,” she said, dropping to her knees and gesturing for Bonnie to sit, which she did, her fingers clutching the wooden bench as Caroline looked up at her, tapping her knee to encourage her to spread her legs.
“Is this okay?” she asked as she slipped her fingers under the hem of Bonnie’s shorts, and Bonnie swallowed before nodding, her tongue darting over her lips. Caroline couldn’t help but smile between light kisses to Bonnie’s inner thighs as she gently tugged moved her hands up to the waistband of the clingy lycra, tugging it down a bit. Bonnie lifted her hips to help before standing up on shaky legs, watching with hungry eyes as Caroline tugged the shorts down her legs, sitting up on her knees to run her tongue along Bonnie’s hipbone.
Bonnie gasped, sinking back down on the bench before opening her eyes and opening her mouth before closing it again. “You good?” Caroline asked.
Bonnie nodded. “Yeah, but I want to see you.” Her eyes darted down to Caroline’s sports bra, and Caroline quickly pulled it off, flinging it away carelessly before shaking her hair over her shoulders.
“Better?”
Bonnie swallowed and nodded, taking a shaky breath. “This wasn’t how I pictured this would go,” she said, her breathing growing more shallow as Caroline bent forward to flick her tongue against Bonnie’s skin.
Caroline grinned. “Yeah? How did you expect it to go?” she asked before bending forward again to press sucking kisses against her inner thigh, just inches from where she knew that Bonnie wanted her touch.
“Do that again,” Bonnie breathed, not answering her question, and Caroline shook her head, her tongue flicking against the skin just beside her pussy.
“I want to know how you expected this to go.”
“I don’t know if expected is the right word, actually. More like, the way I imagined.”
“Do you fantasize about me, Bonnie? Is that what you’re saying?” Caroline asked teasingly, setting her hands on Bonnie’s hips and encouraging her to sit at the very edge of the bench before moving forward on her knees.
“Yeah.”
“What do you think about?” Caroline asked, needing to know what made Bonnie tick, what she wanted, what would make her fall apart.
“Make me come and I’ll tell you.”
Well, and how could she say no to that?
The sound Bonnie made when she flicked her tongue against her clit was satisfying, intoxicating, and she needed to hear it again, to hear more. She bent forward and pressed her palms to Bonnie’s thighs, spreading them wide and swirling her tongue around her entrance before pressing her tongue inside. She paid attention to what made Bonnie cry out, her hands moving to grip Bonnie’s hips and pull her closer to her mouth, and she’d known Bonnie was close when she started, but she still wasn’t prepared for the deliciously harsh jerk of Bonnie’s hand in her hair, the way her pussy pressed against Caroline’s mouth as she rode her tongue, drawing out her high as long as possible.
Bonnie was breathing hard when she came down, leaning back slightly as she caught her breath, and Caroline watched greedily as she ran her tongue over her lips to clean them. “So, how was that?”
“Fishing for compliments?” Bonnie asked, her voice still breathy, thighs twitching when she started to move. “It was amazing.”
“So, about my question.”
“Nope. Shorts off. Now.”
Bonnie’s jaw was set, her eyes staring at Caroline with a look in her eye that made Caroline suddenly feel desperately sensitive for her touch, and she wriggled out of her shorts as fast as possible, discarding them to the side and watching with wide eyes as Bonnie moved to the ground, pushing Caroline flat on her back.
She felt Bonnie’s fingers run down her slit, and her hips jerked, her eyelids fluttering. “Like that?”
“Yes,” Caroline hissed, her back arching as Bonnie’s teeth met her nipple.
While Caroline had tried to go slow, wanted to draw out Bonnie’s moans and gasps for as long as possible, Bonnie seemed to prefer to build her up quickly. “Fuck, Bon.”
“This is what I pictured,” Bonnie said quietly, watching Caroline with greedy eyes as she dragged two fingers around Caroline’s slick entrance before dipping inside. “I wanted you on your back, desperate and loud for me.”
Caroline’s breathing was already ragged as Bonnie hooked her fingers against her walls, moving them around until she found the perfect place to hit to make Caroline’s back arch, her eyes rolling back in her head. “Bonnie,” she whined, her hips jerking as Bonnie fingerfucked her, her nails dragging lightly down her walls as her other hand held Caroline’s hip down against the floor.
“I’ve been thinking about it ever since I overheard you and Katherine in the locker room last year. You were talking about what you liked and I wanted to see it, to make you come the way you like it. Rough and fast. That’s why I thought it was weird that you were going so slow. I thought you might have been joking, but you look so fucking hot like this.”
She’d never taken Bonnie for someone who liked dirty talk, but the day seemed to be full of surprises, and she was totally okay with it. “Keep talking,” she gasped, and Bonnie grinned.
“You like it when I talk to you? Do you want me to tell you all the things I want? Which of my fantasies you star in?”
“Yes,” Caroline whined, her back arching, her high so close, and Bonnie’s other hand snuck under Caroline’s body to lightly press a finger against her back entrance. She shattered, her hands clenching, toes curling, Bonnie’s name falling off of her lips as she clenched around her fingers.
“I think we’ll have to save that for next time,” Bonnie said, bending down to press her lips to Caroline’s.
“Can next time be in the shower?” Caroline asked, her voice teasing despite being totally fine if Bonnie took her seriously.
“Duh.”
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