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#i can SEE it like a film i just cant get it on the paper
thefandomlesbian · 6 months
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I'm in a weird spot in my writing where I can see everything happening exactly perfectly and can put about five percent of it into words.
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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 years
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#ay ay ay. my head feels like its stuffed completely full of cotton. bulging at the seems#its just that wrung out ive been crying too much feel. i just had to do a bunch of application stuff yesterday night#and there were way too many tears so i work up out of focus with salt in my eyelashes. so i wasnt that productive despite the fact i really#need to b rn. and i met with my boss for our weekly meeting and its just so many things i have to do#like theres this procedure for some new equipment we have and im testing it out but like she wants to see it in action and im like treading#close to dangerously unstable so the chances i burst into tears in public is quite high which is why i hide in my apartment and only go to#the lab when no ones there. but no im prob gonna have to go in Thursday and have to go drive like and hr away next week so we can hopefully#have all the equipment we need for another project thats gonna kill me. plus we got contacted by a group we were gonna work with last year#who wanna work with us again. which is objectively good like itll look real good on a cv to b involved and like even non science ppl would#prob find it cool. but i csnt feel any of that bc i dont kno how im gonna be able to go back and forth contacting the other lab group i#have to work with in order to do everything. which its like itll b fine#ive done it before. 2 of the 3 things i have done before so itll be fine. it just doesn't feel like it#it feels like im dissolving into pieces and everythings spinning too fast. theres a film between myself and everything else so i cant touch#anything and it cant touch me.#and its weird bc i know that burning myself out is what got me here but i still cant detatch myself from the soul crushing guilt of not#making every second productive. its disorienting bc my brain will b like: u should just stay here over break and get stuff done#and like no. thats objectively the worst thing i could possibly do. i just feel like a wet glob of paper towels. ive already committed#myself to only 13 days being gone. only have to trudge through like 21 days 1st. how? no idea#like im sure itll b fine but somethings gotta give before my brain implodes beyond repair. if were not there already#ay everytime my boss says something nice abt me to someone it just feels like a knife in the gut. like shes not lying but i just feel like#ive fallen so far that shes talking abt a past verson of me and it makes me sad. like idk how obvious it is but im sure i have terrible#vibes irl lol like the sort of pained twisted up little smiles u make when u dont wanna lie but u dont wanna b honest ay#itll b fine. i can feel the floorboards giving way so somethings close to giving just have to see where and in what form the metaphor#actulizes. hopefully it does so quickly bc im bored and tired of living like this. and i dont really wanna go home and explode into tears#like a child and have my parents deal with me. which they would bc theyre great. i just dont wanna worry them sigh...#unrelated#i should sleep bc i gotta get up and burn my brain out being a scribe tomorrow morning. at least i get to hang out with someone cool
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janovavalen · 5 months
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✧in her comments || walker scobell x fem!reader
—small warning: the faces that are shows as ‘y/n’ are just for the aesthetic…—
in her comments p.2
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yourinstagram finally in vancouver guys OMGG?🧍🏽‍♀️
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dior.n.goodjohn good now hurry up and get here im bored
→ yourinstagram omg hello? can i get a hi?
user22 OMG WAIT IS Y/N FILMING IN PERCY JACKSON!?🤨🤨🤨
→ user37 WAIT MAYBE??
user11 guys don’t be quick to assume she could just be seeing her friends who r filming percy jackson…
_xochitl.gomez NOOO COME BACK I MISS YOU ALREADY😭😭😭
→ yourinstagram I MISS YOU TOO BABY I WAS LITERALLY GONNA CRY ON THE PLANE
→ user77 xochitl and y/n are so adorable 😭
jennaortega miss you already, have fun!
→ user44 dude jenna and y/n being friends is insane when did that even happen
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yourinstagram at the hotel!
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user222 y/n listening to sade is honestly a vibe, she’s literally wife material
→ yourinstagram yall flatter me sm🤭
user11 the messy get ready aesthetic is so real😭
→ yourinstagram i really be making messes like they get on the floor too
dior.n.goodjohn girl ik ur not making a mess in that hotel room already…
→ yourinstagram …i’m getting ready.
yourmom make sure you clean that up, AND BE SAFE!
→ yourinstagram i will‼️
user0 y/n’s mom caring for her over insta comments is adorable omg I WISH MY MOM DID THIS
user33 literally jealous☹️
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iamcharliebushnell those are my shoes?🦼
→ dior.n.goodjohn you can share
→ yourinstagram sharing is caring🤲🏽
→ iamcharliebushnell OHH so when i asked for your food you threw paper at me..riiiight😒
user77 DID Y/N, CHARLIE AND DIOR JUST COMMENT ALL TOGETHER??
user2 nah guys i think y/n is filming in percy jackson…idc what yall say this is official
user66 nah bc ik something was going on when y/n posted she was flying to vancouver 😗🤲🏽
used82 THIS is insane and i’m so here for it all
leahavajeffries so beautifullll
→ dior.n.goodjohn AWH TYY<3
user01 throwing paper is so real when it comes to food‼️
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yourinstagram these yellow pants are probably my fav by far, thanks walker for letting me hold your dog<3
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walker.scobell your welcome😭
user81 IF Y/N IS HOLDING WALKERS DOG AND WALKER JUST LIKED THE POST THEY DEFINITELY MET!!!
user11 i can practically smell the shipping edits through my phone right now
user68 guysss let two opposite genders be just friends they don’t have to be dating 😭
jennaortega is thought you said you’ll never come in a three mile radius of a chihuahua
→ yourinstagram just spill all my secrets it’s okay
dior.n.goodjohn my beautiful girll 💛
→ yourinstagram KISSES KISSES KISSES!
user19 their friendship is something i live for
iamcharliebushnell you wanted my sandwich so bad you took a pic
→ yourinstagram i meannnn…you can make one for me if you want i don’t mind at all🤲🏽🤭
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walker.scobell y/n recommended i wear blue striped shirts to embody percy what do you guys think?
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yourinstagram if you guys disagree with the blue shirts BURN IN HELL—IM JOKING OMG IM JOKING
→ walker.scobell Y/N YOU CANT SAY THAT ON HERE YOUR GONNA GET US IN TROUBLE
→ yourinstagram IM SORRY IM SORRY OMGGG😭😭😭
user22 y/n forgetting she’s like thirty million famous on insta and on nonstop movies is so comforting
user110 literally living for the walker and y/n duo hello?
user60 love them sm, LOVE THE BLUE SHIRT WLAKER KEEP IT ON KEEP IT ON
leahavajeffries guys walker listens to y/n regardless
→ walker.scobell leah it’s okay…you don’t have to act like annabeth anymore we’re off set
→ leahavajeffries this is me on a daily 😭!?
→aryansimhardi it’s true
→ yourinstagram literally rolling in the deep
→ argansimhardi STOP
user45 THEY KNOW GUYS THEY KNOW
user71 THATS INSANE Y/N OMGGGG😭😭
user51 GTFO OF HEREEEE AHAHAHAH
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leahavajeffries y/n let me try her ice cream it was mid
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yourinstagram that’ll be the last time you take anything from me…food wise
→ leahavajeffries IM SORRY BUT WHAT? U ADDED TWO SEPARATE THINGS ON TOP OF ONE ANOTHER LIKE NO
→ yourinstagram last time.
walker.scobell i thought it was good?
→ yourinstagram thank you walker<3
→ iamcharliebushnell simp bro..
user17 THEY’RE SO CUTE?
user210 walker backing up that y/n’s ice cream combination to say it’s good was so cute to me idk why😭?!
dior.n.goodjohn see? i’m not the only one saying you guys are cute?!
→ walker.scobell i mean🤷🏼
→ user710 DIOR ALREADY SHIPS, ITS OFFICIAL AND WALKER NOT DENYING IS OMGGGGGGG
user619 WALKER DIDN’T DENY IT GUYS I REPORT HE DIDN’T DENY IT
user373 EVERY ONE STAY CALM
jennaortega y/n you’ve got some explaining to do🤨
→ yourinstagram WHAT?😭😭😭
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yourinstagram walker wanted to be posted soo @ walker.scobell are you happy now? also thanks for dinner<3
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walker.scobell so happy 🤭
→ yourinstagram bro😭😭
dior.n.goodjohn THATS WHY YOU DITCHED ME AT THE HOTEL? u went to dinner with walker instead of me☹️!?
→ yourinstagram IM SORRY I THOUGHT YOU KNEW? — conrad fisher
→ dior.n.goodjohn not the time to be REFERENCING TSITP
iamcharliebushnell the ship is almost sailing guys 🏂
leahavajeffries they’re literally always taking pics of each other
mckennagraceful WHATTTTT
aryansimhadri guys literally help they are with me rn and they’re laughing so loud at a cat vid.
_xochitl.gomez Y/N AND WALKER WHAT? BRO BRO BRO BRO
user623 WHAT DID WE SAYYYY WHAT DID WE SAYYYYYY WERE RIGHT WE WERE RIGHTTT
user80 walker reminds me of a clingy pet the way he’s slapping y/n’s face like that😭
user100 HELP Y/N SHES BEING SLAPPED BY WALKER😭😭😭
user103 THEYRE SO CUTE I KNEW IT
user71 MAKING EDITS RN
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dior.n.goodjohn i cannot express how much i love taking 05’s of everyone
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yourinstagram i’m glad u didn’t post the one of me sleeping bro.
→ dior.n.goodjohn never do u dirt like that<3
iamcharliebushnell she never can take mine bc i slap her phone she knows better — luke c.
→ dior.n.goodjohn CORNY AHHHHH
→ yourinstagram charlie that wasn’t it im sorry to have to inform you that your plate has been stolen.
walker.scobell bro send the one of y/n 🤲🏻
user148 WALKER WANTING Y/N’S PICS AWH
User189 yall get handed a snack and turn it into a meal😭
user1047 lowkey living for walker and y/n and the percy jackson family<3
_xochitl.gomez they’re all too cute im ngl
→yourinstagram YOUR CUTER
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yourinstagram literally filming and i fell in dirt. walker gave me his jacket tho to it’s okay
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dior.n.goodjohn she fell so hard that her shoe half broke guys…
→ yourinstagram ALRIGHT ALRIGHT CALM DOWN
walker.scobell it’s okay y/n we can get more shoes tmr
→yourinstagram u better wake up too
user391 them going to the mall where i live while im at school is killing me
user616 they’re too cute, (shipname) for life
iamcharliebushnell I WANA GO?
→ aryansimhadri ME TOO!?!?
→ leahavajeffries SAME HERE
→ walker.scobell 🧍🏼…
user637 them tagging along when walker wanted to be alone with y/n is hilarious
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yourinstagram they took my phone SHOUT OUT TO ARYAN’S DAD BRUH😭
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leahavajeffries i wish i was there omg 😭
→ yourinstagram I WISH YOU WERE HERE TOO!
aryansimhadri my dad scared me so bad
walker.scobell who are these handsome men in your phone!?
user637 they’re too cute ALL OF THEM
user111 aryan turning around so fast is literally me
user7191 jealous ashhhh
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ey3s-with0ut-afac3 · 19 days
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hii!!! could i request the outsiders (seperate) with like a theater kid reader
OH MY GOD YES OFC.
The outsiders with a theater kid!
(as someone who's so into films and acting, I love this.)
I'm gonna try to make these gender neutral and both platonic and a romantic relationship (romantic= pink, platonic=blue)
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Ponyboy:
* I can already see him asking you to act out scenes from his books😭
* Absolutely admirers your confidence
* he's a good lair (as mentioned in the book), so I would assume he's a good actor and would gladly help you put with whatever.
* GOD, THIS BOY LOVES SEEING YOU PREFORM.
* he's 100 percent gonna let you do stage makeup on him
* he gets so giddy when you get on and off stage
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Soda:
* Okay, lowkey, he thinks what you do is KINDA cool
* I don't see him as a huge theater person, but he's supporting you
* he's at least tried to do some sort of improve exercise with you once (if yk the freeze one thats what I'm talking about if not I can explain in the comments)
* Now, if you two are dating, this is gonna change a bit. He's more into it, just because you like it.
* Like ponyboy, he's gonna go to like every performance you have
* If you need help with a script, he'll be happy to call out you're line but he just can't read and perform at the same time with a straight face.
Soda trying to help
Soda:"VERONICA **giggles** OPEN THE, OPEN THE DOOR PLEASE**starts laughing**
Y/n:"What's so funny?"
Soda:"I just can't read it with a straight face😭😭"
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Darry:
* Like the other brothers he's gonna TRY and help
* He's gonna stare at you like "🫥" when you use theather terms.
Y/n"It says I have to be stage front and with a 3/4 turn"*showing the script*
Darry:"wtf..🫥😦"
* He'll call out lines you missed but do NOT expect him to have any emotion
* He's gonna make an effort to come to youre shows but let's be for real, he's so damn busy
* He's let you do stage makeup on him ONCE
* like ponyboy said in the books, hes to busy to draw or read, so with this i feel like its more a you thing, he cant oay attention to it much but he trys!!
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Steve:
* He has most DEFINITELY snagged you're script to read for fun
* He thinks it's nerdy but what ever
* If you asked he's would help call out or act out lines with you
*IM CRYING HES MAKING IT TO ALL OF YOURE SHOWS.
* he has gotten into your makeup more than once and ended up looking like Ronald mcdonald....
* He definitely zones out at shows, but he's gonna act like he saw everything... just let him get away with it😭
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Twobit:
* 100000 percent enjoys the theater kid vibe
* I so think he would be a theater kid, and you two would be in a performance class. That's how you two met
* Please just let him read the script for his entertainment 💀
* Let's be honest, he's gonna show up to show a little tipsy, and you two will probably end up drinking after the show
* he lives for this shit. It's so entertaining to him😭🫶🏼
* Like Steve, he's gotten into your makeup
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Dallas:
* Yeah no...he thinks it's nerdy
* if you ABSOLUTELY needed help, he'll sit down on his bed, you'll sit next to him, and go over lines
Y/n: "Heather duke...I forgot the line 🫥"
Dallas: *eye roll* "Heather Duke, no discernible personality, but her mom did pay for implants." He would call out call out from the paper script
* Like darry, he's gonna give you that. "🫥😦" Look, when you start yapping in theater, kid
* Okay, dating wise, he's a bit more open to the whole thing
* He's gonna go to your shows, but don't expect much. He's just not into it. He'll tell you that you did a good job, tho!
* He gets annoyed sometimes, but he doesn't day anything because he doesn't wanna hurt you😭🫶🏼
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Johnny:
* He likes that you're confident. He knows he'd be scared to be up on stage
* He wants you to read the scripts like ponyboy reads gone with the wind to him in the book and movie
* He really only thinks about it when you bring it up
* He LOVES going to see you perform. It's so entertaining for him
* He would so tell you how good you did and what not after
* Dating him, I feel, would be a bit different. He would help call out lines, but that's really it. On top of that, I feel like he'd be nervous??
THANK YOU FOR READING!! Have a good morning/after/night🫶🏼
-Leilani
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wigglepiggle · 7 months
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object show dashboard simulator(unreality!!!!)
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HELP!!!! last challenge one of the contestants in the show I'm in just straight up ran away before the challenge was over and we cant find him. I feel pretty bad because he was really mad at me and maybe that's why he ran away? I don't know but can somebody please offer guidance I'm kind of worried about him we haven't seen him since August 12th 2022 and I don't think anyone else is even trying to find him!
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Oh no!!! D: Is there an update to this story? Did you find him yet?
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No unfortunately, it's about to be two challenges since he disappeared! I don't know why nobody's looking for him not even the host is! I want to but I think he's still mad at me so I'm a bit nervous. Well hopefully he turns up tomorrow because there's another challenge? I don't know. I really want this to be over. Thank you for your concerns though.
#i hope he gets back safe and sound!!! good luck with finding him and your challenge! #love from pericolo!
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what the fuck so sometimes I visit the object show I used to be in's contestant grounds at night when objects are asleep to fuck around yk but I swear I walked past the waterfall and there was just someone crying in there.. I did not go in because I didn't feel like getting my ass kicked or something I have no idea who that was
why is everyone depressed on paper puppets what are they doing to you objects
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LMAOOOO ITS CAUSE MOST EVERYONE ON THAT SHOW ARE PUSSIESSSSSSSSS ITS SO FUNNY
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yeah well watch this cool shit
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ACE WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS GET THIS FUCKING THING OUT OF THE CABINS RIGHT NOW
[various really blurry pictures of a small creature with straight ears and big back legs in a cabin room. they're taken as if the photographer is running around while taking the picture]
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almost 1 month since I grabbed a random small creature from somewhere along my journeys and placed it in the cabin chainsaw was in for paper puppets and it scared him so bad he yelled on here about it and everyone clowned him so hard he deactivated🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉 (dw I got the creature out out it is unharmed I have it with me right now)
[one picture of the creature, it has the same straight ears and big back legs. you can now see that it is white. A hand is petting it on the head and it seems happy]
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Does NOBODY remember Teardrop Burger and the incident I swear that's all we'd talk about in like 2019...
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I still don't know if that was real or not or we just made it up to make fun of Gelatin's Steakhouse
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Hey I'm not from Goiky but I'm curious, what's Teardrop Burger?
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Eh it was more of an objblr thing than a Goiky thing but basically Teardrop opened a burger stand near the inanimate insanity 2 filming grounds to compete with Gelatin's Steakhouse and she accidentally or on purpose poisoned a bunch of people with how dirty everything was. or so they say. it basically a huge inside joke lmao Teardrop Burger never existed but it's cleanliness was about the same as Gelatin's Steakhouse heh gelatin was pissed for weeeeeeeks after
#my mutual explains this best! love td burger best joke objblr has ever made #we should bring it back it would make the new season better if everyone was dying of food poisoning #/j
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the dead guy was my great great great great great grandpa too HELP his name was rook btw
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coming back to this post I always I thought everything seemed slightly haunted in the boto grounds I guess this was why hehehe
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Shieldy. my friend and mutual. what do you mean it seemed HAUNTED???
#PREV YOU CANT JUST LOREDUMP ON ME LIKE THIS WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE DROWNED IN THE LAKE YOU WERE GONNA SWIM IN #WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE SPOKE TO YOU IN THAT MOMENT
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Come on down to Gelatin's Steakhouse for our special 2-for-one deal if you buy a shirt from Flower's Fashion Store!
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WHO HIT MY DIMENSION MACHINE WITH A CROWBAR
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valentineluvr · 1 year
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when you get a tiny injury on ur hand..
sunoo x gn!reader!
tw: mentions of food, small injuries on one’s hand
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- sunoo is still at the dance studio practicing the bite me choreo
- UR BOY IS HARD AT WORK! WORKING HARD TO PLEASE U AND ENGENE!
- so u decided to prepare a cute little homemade dinner meal for the both of u :) SPAGHETTI!!
- easy to prepare. tasty. u cant go wrong with it.
- u were probably like trying to get the tomato sauce jar open when oops!
- ur finger gets cut by the metal lid ☹️
- it’s like. super tiny tho. so u don’t really pay much mind to it. just slap on a bandaid and we r all good!
- sunoo gets home and when u reach up to kiss and cup his face that reads exhaustion, he feels a plasticky film on his cheek?
- immediately his eyes widen and he is all alert fretting over you when he sees that little brown bandaid wrapped around your pointer finger
- “hello?? when did this happen? are you okay? have you cleaned it? why didn’t you text meeee~~”
- ur just giggling at how worried he looks over u and how he’s rapping questions at godseed wondering how ur clumsy ass got hurt again
- after reassuring him that it was just a tiny cut and it’s absolutely nothing to worry about, his fretful eyes that were glued onto ur figure then fixated onto the 2 steaming plates of spaghetti on the coffee table!
- he perks up seeing the dish, letting out a tiny gasp at the visuals (u did really well preparing it good job!!)
- he got so excited learning that u cooked for him, that he nearly forgot to go shower and wash up first!!!! sweet boy was so touched :’)
- after a hasty shower, he comes back to find u cozy on the couch flicking through netflix shows
- he lets out a sigh of relief after getting to sit down, but then going alert again seeing the still bandaged finger on the remote control.
- “no. honey let me do all the work. don’t put any stress on your hand.” “it was basically just a paper cut—-“ “I DONT WANNA HEAR IT!!”
- best believe that he fed u the spaghetti that u cooked, even though he was excited to gobble his own plate up :( he prioritized taking care of u first :(((
- pouting the entire time u tell him how u got the cut
- “my poor baby :( we are throwing out the jar that hurt u”
- u hoped that he was focusing on the spaghetti instead of the growing pink tint on ur cheeks. he got so close to ur face it made u flustered! he was so sweet taking care of u too SIGH
- he did that thing where he put his hand under the fork to make sure nothing falls out. wipes away any stray sauce left at the corners of ur mouth if u had a big mouthful.
- I WNAT HIM 😭😭😭
- honestly he took ur small cut as an excuse to take care of u :(
- u guys go to sleep with ur tummies full, hearts full, blushing cheeks and bandaged finger!
- bonus: he wakes up in the middle of the night just remembering that u forgot to change ur bandaid…. u looked so peaceful sleeping, he didn’t want to wake u up so he changed it for u as gently as possible!
- pulls out a princess bandaid from the bedside table and peels off ur old bandaid as gently as he can and puts the new one on!
- and then he presses a tiny kiss to ur finger :(((( and then reaches up and presses another onto ur forehead before wrapping his arms around you
- if only he stayed awake to feel your hot cheeks and smile against his neck (u woke up as soon as he shifted away from u to grab a bandaid)
a/n: first post kinda nervous! i love having delusional thoughts i hope whoever reads this enjoys it hehe
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eightdoctor · 8 months
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please elaborate on the Paul films you think are good (I’m assuming Withnail is one of them lol)
hello thank you for the ask!! i always love getting them :3 but yeah upon looking at pauls filmography ive realized ive seen wayyy more of his tv stuff than his films (most of which are kinda just really bad but made good by the fact i get to look at him) and i think his tv stuff is usually way better than his movies so im just gonna go through all the movies ive seen. with him
i should note im literally mostly ranking these on how paul llooks in them. because i watched these during quarantine and its all a blur
withnail and i <- literally my favorite film of all time i can quote the whole thing. i watch it in my head when im bored. it changed me irrevocably. i love it and also paul is justsuch a wet sopping pathetic sexy beast in it
paper mask <- ok i did like this one. it's kind of insane and an entertaining watch and it's one of his movies that ive actually seen multiple times. paul plays the banjo and sings in it a bit and he's also really cute in his little outfits while committing medical malpractice and identity theft
the doctor who movie <- you already fucking know what i think of this one baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the biographer <- oohhhh he's wearing glasses...... and a cute sweater.........i found this one interesting enough. i think
hotel! <- blantant fucking airplane! ripoff but still kind of really funny in my opinion if you like that sort of humor. peter capaldi is also in here
the rainbow <- isn't good but you get to see his bare ass and watch him run naked in a field so that has to count for something i suppose. i also think it has his first ever sex scene in it so it's funny to watch
dealers: this one is about the stock market and i dont remember shit from it but i sure did watch it !!!!!!! but hes a little business boy in a little business suit and even wears a turtleneck
catherine the great: this one is only for the most skilled paul mcgann watchers as his brothers are in it and literally i can't tell them the fuck apart. and i dont remember anything in it except paul has a scar (hot)
lesbian vampire killers <- this fucking sucks. james corden is in it. it's supposed to be a comedy but none of it is funny except for the parts with paul :)
the monk: not good in the slightest but he has a tonsure which is hilarious. to me
downtime: it's fine i think. im putting it last because i cant even remember what he looked like in it
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lunaekalenda · 1 year
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Hello queen. Can i request an angst with porco where the reader is madly in love with him but just cant get him? I feel moody so i need pain, suffering and despair😩😩
sure! i do need that too i'm feeling you 😩 also sorry this came up so late ! hope you like it!
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"See, it has nothing to see with you..." He starts, eyes fixed on the white straw of his milkshake. You're sitting in front of him in silence, attentive to every single one of his words, as you feel tears starting to form on your eyes. Porco keeps his gaze low as he searches the right words to break your heart.
You can't even remember when you started to like him. Maybe it was when he arrived to your high school, several years ago, with his little group of friends. He looked friendly, nice, always smiling to everyone and always there for anyone.
You remember your first interaction, of course. He was late for his training, and Reiner was waiting for him at the end of the corridor. Bad luck he had running into you, who tried to leave the council's room, always so full of papers, with bags hanging on both your arms. The scene seemed to pass on slow motion, all the papers flying around you, as he gripped his hands to the door, avoiding falling. You didn't even know where to start apologizing, you felt way too shy to say anything, and less, to the new guy. You tried to start.
But he smiled at you.
It was so sincere, so pure, that it was stuck on your mind for months, as your words got stuck on your throat.
"I'm sorry." he said, simply. "I shouldn't be running on the corridors, and less, near doors." he smiled again as he kneeled on the floor, getting all the papers as he could together. You quickly helped.
"I should have checked if anyone was passing by, sorry." He dismisses it with a wave of his hand, smiling again, as he fixes his eyes on you.
"I'm Porco. Nice to meet you, even under this circumstances."
You started to find him more and more around, on the breaks, at lunch time, and he even got closer to your friend group. It wasn't rare to see both him and you spending time together with them all on summer, during winter holidays and after your graduation. You and your friends went to all his matches, cheering on both him and Reiner, and having a drink right after it, regardless of the result.
All the time you spent together started to make your heart nervous, pounding like crazy every time he was close to you. You wanted so bad to spend time together, and alone, for once. But he didn't seem to catch your intentions, at least, that's what you thought.
"Wanna go to the movies?" you ask him on one of your groupal karaoke sessions, when he sat by your side after singing. You were too shy, but the dark room and the color lights helped to hide your expression. Porco smiled.
"Sure! Hey!" he yelled, automatically after. "When are you all free for a movie?" you felt your soul dropping to your feet, as he turned and smiled at you under all the claps and the overall discussion about the films.
You tried so bad to have a date, but he kept making them groupal, inviting Reiner, your friends, or a mix of all of them. You tried for months, asked your friends for help, gave up and tried again when you felt a little interest by his side. And, finally, you asked him to go to the café near your uni alone. And here you are now, getting rejected by your crush, on a café known by being a romantic place. You even let him choose you a drink, and it's not even close to what you like. You suspect his attention was never on you, but on someone near you instead. After all, there's one girl in your group.
And she does like Vanilla Coffee.
"It's just... You probably misunderstood my signals." he sighs.
You've never been who I like.
"I thank you for your interest and I apologize for not being interested back."
There's someone else on my head.
"See, uh... You are very kind, and truly a friend I can rely on."
But you're not who I want.
"But... It can't be reciprocal, sorry."
Without a word more, he stands up, with a uncomfortable smile, paying for both your drinks and leaving quickly, as tears start to fall on your cup, the table and down your cheeks before you even realize.
Outside, Pieck waits for Porco with a smile, as he holds her hand to walk towards the park.
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bonesandthebees · 3 months
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ello bones hope youre doing good
just found even more cool songs thanks to you, how do you always have more???
also WE COULDVE HAD YOU DOING ASL??? aw man :( (/lh)
anyway, I just turned in my paper that ive been working on for the last few months (yay, finally, it ate like all of my free time and energy) and suddenly I have too much free time and not much too read or watch (I had saved so many fics I cant manage to read anymore)
any coming of age books (or fics) or movies recommendations? (I need me some honey and tangerines vibes yk? ive been listening to the playlist too much again. one day I think ill read that fic again, but today is not the day)
much love to go you all in the ask box, eli <3
I'm doing pretty good! went to a yoga class tonight and I'm seeing the tommyinnit live show tomorrow so it's shaping up to be a pretty great weekend!
I actually filmed a video to post here on language day and everything but I wanted to redo it so my face wasn't fully in frame but then I just didn't get around to it :( oh well next time
OOO congrats on turning in that paper!! that's a huge accomplishment, I hope you get a great grade on it. and yay for free time!
oh boy ok coming of age recs I can do this. I haven't read any coming of age books since I was a teenager though so keep in my my memory of these are all hazy
books:
the perks of being a wallflower by stephen chbosky - hallmarker of the coming of age genre, read this when I was 16 and cried, even if you've seen the movie I highly recommend the book
aristotle and dante discover the secrets of the universe by benjamin alire saenz - literally was one of my favorite books for so many years. I read it when I was 15 and became obsessed with it. I still look back on it so warmly it's just such a great book
it's kind of a funny story by ned vizzini - also read this one when I was like 16ish. I remembered enjoying it but not as much as the other two I've listed here. still very good though!
movies:
cha cha real smooth (2022) - actually one of my favorite coming of age films I've ever seen. it's a coming of age film about a guy in his early 20s instead of in his teens which is refreshing in its own. it hit particularly hard for me because I saw it when I was 22 and freshly graduated from college unsure what to do, the main character is 22 and freshly graduated from college unsure what to do. it's also a very unique setup and I really loved how they pulled it off
the edge of seventeen (2016) - this might be a controversial pick because the main character is actually pretty insufferable in this, but that's part of why I enjoyed it. the character is meant to be insufferable. she's a teenage girl dealing with the hell of being a teenage girl and she sucks! it's an intentional thing and it does it very well! I would say it still falls flat in some areas, but I'm mainly recommending it because it's so refreshing to have an mc genuinely be a shitty person
sing street (2016) - I count this as a coming of age movie but it's also kind of a music movie? it's incredibly fun no matter what. the songs are so catchy, the characters are all great, and the relationships are just all very well done
the kings of summer (2013) - genuinely why do I never hear anyone talk about this movie. I haven't seen it in so long but I remember it being incredibly funny with a great dose of summertime whimsy
hunt for the wilderpeople (2016) - tbh I never thought of this as a coming of age movie and it might be a bit different than most of the films on here but I was looking up lists of coming of age movies to try and remember which ones I've seen and I saw this one mentioned a few times. if you're a fan of taika waititi films, in my opinion this is his best one hands down. it's hilarious but also incredibly sweet and heartwarming at the same time
moonrise kingdom (2012) - very charming and storybook esque in the way all wes anderson films are, but with a really sweet story between two kids at its core. again, different from most of the ones on this list, but definitely an enjoyable one all the same
hope this list helps!
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dylanmunson · 2 years
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baby parker part 10
pervious | next
an: this is part 6+7 on wattpad! enjoy.
baby parker series | master of masterlists | wattpad
Eddies POV 
I barely slept that night, but neither did y/n. After coming home from Harringtons, parker was so tired so she went straight to bed. We watched a film and cuddled, then made our way to the bedroom. 
y/n's back is towards me, her breathing is steady but i know she isnt asleep, but i also dont wanna interrupt the silence. She turns over and wraps herself into my side "hey baby" i mumble, she hums, "cant sleep either?" she shakes her head. "anything i can do?" she shakes her head again, "alright sweet" i sigh softly kissing the top of her head. 
After a while i feel her doze off on my chest, yet sleep wont take over my body. 
I didnt sleep at all that night, i lied to y/n saying i fell asleep shortly after she did, but i didnt, it was just one of those nights i suppose. 
Dropping Parker off at steves house, he still had the bouncy house in the garden from the party, we said our good byes to the little girl as she was carried away by dustin who had shown up just as we did. We get into the car and drive to the hospital. 
"Nervous?" she says i shake my head "whyd i be nervous?" i smile taking her hand in mine, she shrugs "doctors and hospitals init" she smiles softly, i nod understanding, they arent the most comfy of places. 
arrive at hawkins central we walk hand in hand to the front desk, where a lady signs y/n in before telling us a midwife would be with us shortly. We sit in the waiting room and my leg begins to bounce, y/n places her hand on my knee "its alright" she smiles. I nod taking her hand into mine again "just want little one to be ok yano" i shrug, but she nods "i get it" she smiles "but for the record" she grins "you dont have to worry about being a good dad, because you already are with parker" she smiles "so so good with her ed" she smiles leaning against my side, i nod "i just dont wanna mess up" she nods again "we all mess up a little, but we learn from that" she smiles. 
"Ms y/l/n" someone says, "come" she smiles as we walk into the doctors room, she lays on the bed, lifting her top up the doctor smiling at her "so lets have a look shall we" the doctor / midwife says grinning, turning the machine on before putting some jelly thing on y/n's lower tummy. 
She pulls out a wand of sorts and begins rubbing it against her lower stomach where she had applied the jelly. She looks at y/n before looking at the screen. "sorry its cold" she chuckles "is everything ok?" y/n asks, the doctor nods "everything is good yeah" they smile turning the screen. 
"and theres baby" they smile pointing on the screen, "its a little bean" i grin, "our little bean" y/n smiles. "edddie baby your crying" she says squeezing my hand "sorry sorry" i mumble wiping my eyes, "its alright, its an emotional time" the doctor says smiling, "you are" she smiles looking at the screen before handing y/n some towel to remove the jelly, while she looks at the paper work. 
"right you are around, 8 weeks, congrats" the doctor smiles again. "i'd like to see you again in 3-4weeks is that ok?" she smiles "wonderful, i'll go get the scan printed and you booked in" they smile before walking out. 
y/n's finished cleaning up the jelly, and sits on the bed smiling at me, "how ya feeling" she mumbles "our baby" i grin placing my hands on her tummy, she nods "yeah our little bean" she smiles placing her hands on top of mine. "i dont wanna tell anyone just yet" she sighs, i nod "of course whenever your ready" i smile standing up and kissing her gently, as the doctor walks back in with paper work. 
"scans for mum and dad, and this is paper work for your next appointment" they smile "see you then!" "bye, thankyou" we walk back into the waiting room saying thank you to the lady at the desk, before walking back to the car. 
"do you wannna grab some food? then we'll go grab parker" i grin "eddddieee" she frowns, "what? whats wrong?" "youve got work, as much as i'd love to have a meal without P around" she sighs, "baby" i say softly, "what if i drop you off at steves, go to work then take you out on a date say wednesday?" i grin, she smiles softly "if you wanna munson" i nod "i do, id really like to take you on a proper date, yano since we havent actually gone on one" i chuckle. 
Coming to realise we havent actually had a proper 'grown up' date. "if we can get someone to watch P then sure" she smiles, leaning back in the car. i nod "ive got it covered dont worry hunni" i grin before driving off to steves house to see our little girl. 
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A week and a half had gone by since the appointment, you had left your pervious job and had gotten a new job that allowed you to work from home, and it paid fairly decent as well. They had even provided you with a computer. 
Eddies laying on the floor in the living area as your sat at the table in the kitchen trying to get some work done, he's playing with parker, trying to get her to stand by herself. All you can hear is her giggling and "dada" every so often. "babe quick!" you hear eddie say, you get up from the table and walk into the living area, seeing eddie holding parkers hands as she stands up, he slowly gets go and parker stands there grinning at you. 
"awh hey baby" you smile "dada" she giggles looking at her feet. "c'mere baby" he grins opening his arms for the little girl. "dada ooooff" she says pointing to her dog teddy, "can parker get the doggie?" you smile, bending down to her level showing her the toy, she grins and makes grabby hands before taking a step forward. 
You look at eddie as he looks at you before looking at the little girl again, she takes another step before falling forward into eddies chest "you did it baby!" he grins kissing her face "you did it" you smile moving over to kiss the girl. "mummas so proud of you baby" you smile kissing her head. She grins and tries to climb off of eddie, she stands up and tries to take some more steps, she wobbles a few times but generally get the hang of it. "My heart cant babe" eddie chuckles rubbing his eyes. 
You smile nodding "shes growing up so fast" you sigh, biting your lip. "ive gotta get back to work hun" you sigh kissing his head before going back to work. You move slightly though so your able to see eddie and parker better. 
Thats how the day goes, parker carries on trying to walk around the room while eddie laughs and guides her. You finish work around 4pm and go and join your boyfriend and baby on the living area floor, as parker is now getting more confident in taking steps. "so proud of you baby" you grin as she cuddles into your side. She smiles up at you and yawns, "she didnt nap did she" you chuckle, playing with her hair as she cuddles further into you, eddie shakes his head. 
"nope sorry hun" he sighs, you shake your head "its alright" you smile kissing the little girls head. 
"Hendersons coming over to watch her for a few hours tonight, so we can go out" he smiles. You nod "i dunno bub" he nods, "well good thing i have a solution isnt it, Waynes away and ive still got my key, how about we just have a movie night and take out over there" he smiles "then at least we arent far if anything does happen" he smiles, you nod. "im sorry" you chuckle, he shakes his head "its fine hun" he grins, kissing your head "i am gonna have to leave you to get some things ready though soon" he smiles, "what you planning munson" you smile, he shrugs kissing parkers forehead as she dozes off to sleep. 
7pm came around and dustin was playing with a now wide awake parker, you had prepared food for the both of them incase they were hungry, parker having had dinner after her nap. "and if you need anything call us" you sigh, Dustin nods "i got it dont worry" he smiles, "now go!" he grins "shes also started walking a bit so watch her" eddie smiles, he nods "go now!" he says. 
You kiss parkers forehead before leaving your home to walk across the road to the munson trailer. Eddie opens the door and you notice he's hung fairy lights around the living area, blankets and pillows decorate the floor, as a projector is projecting a film onto the wall, thats been cleared of waynes hats. You smell pizza and garlic bread as you walk in as well. 
"eddie" you smile softly, he grins "hey baby" he chuckles, "you like?" he smiles wrapping his arms around your waist, "i love" you smile kissing him softly. "great lets eat" he grins taking your hand and leading you to the blanket fort before bringing over the take out. "i also got a shit ton of snacks" he grins "since yano we cant drink or anything" he smiles placing a hand on your tummy. 
"you could still have a drink ed" he shakes his head "naa, i've got my girls to look after" he grins. 
You finish eating and are now half way through the second film when the phone rings, you laying comfortably so eddie gets up to answer the phone. 
"hello munson.. henderson? what? slow down" 
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livawritesshit · 1 year
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Ink Demon! X Selv Preservative Reader!
Gender isnt really implied but i imagined it to be , AFAB Think whatever makes you happy!
Like He tries to manipulate you and make you do stuff you dont want to and shit and you finally have enough and tell him off
Slight Angst? Crying Swearing Violence Slight fluff , The ink demon wants you to be his partner in his hell of a domain lol, but you dont want to knowing nothing would come out of it , slight manipulation? But it doesn’t even get that far
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It was yet another day in the ink demons lair, just as depressing and empty as all the other times he would make me sit in here , im tired of this shit! He keeps trying to make me do his work it all leads to nothing anyway . Every. Single. TIME. I hear something outside ,splashes outside the wall , hes back .. you have to be fucking kidding! I hurriedly , scribble Down on the paper i found last Time i escaped for a little bit , writing on it saying i had left and i domt ever want to see him again, perfect! I slide it where i was previously sitting , i hurry over to my makeshift hiding spot behind the film tapes, as i Peek out , noticing him Enter the room , he looks around for a moment before growling , is he angry? He notices the paper and picks it up , there goes a few seconds before he lets out a Roar and hurriedly leaves , supposedly to find me . im not even sure why hes so obsessed with me .. im not That special theres Audrey and uhh Alice ,
oh no! Alice is a bitch! , i sit for a moment before Looking if he were to come back, and sure as hell he did , he was thrashing slightly , his ink seemed more liquid as if he were panicing . Serves him right! I Watch on as he searched around not even thinking i would ever hide under his Old tapes , if he were to find me now he would for sure kill me.. then he lets out that damn .𝑾𝒉𝒊𝒎𝒑𝒆𝒓. It makes my heart ache every time , i hesitate hiding for Long , he sounded so pained.. no i cant! hes just trying to manipulate me .. nothing special ! he keeps whining and whimpering , looking around before laying Down on the floor by where i previosly had sat nuzzling?… his head against Where im guessing my warmth was slightly lingering , he whimpered and whined constantly most likely trying to make me leave my spot ,
maybe some minutes passed? Time is crazy Down here.. before he Got up slowly walking off . I wait and he doesnt return , i quickly get up from my spot making sure to be quiet , before sprinting off , Freedom! I make Way to heavenly toys , before getting away . Alice was gonna kill me! Most likely after last time.”where can i hide?..” whispering to myself , a few miracle boxes were nearby , thats great! . I walk over to a door ,
𝘛𝘩𝘶𝘥 .. 𝘛𝘩𝘶𝘥. as my heart rate goes up and thoose voices tell me tp hide yet again whenever im near him, i run off to a miracle box slamming the door shut , as i wait inside, i can hear him , 𝘏𝘦 𝘏𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘮𝘦.. Thats not good.. I hear him run as he stops in front of the door clawing at it growling , I hold my breath . He stops and leaves , as I huddle closer to the wall , if theese miracle boxes didn’t exist I would have been dead long ago..
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I wanted to stay in the miracle box and never leave .. i was safe.. for once in this hell of a studio, he was so obsessed with me.. didnt he have Audrey to chase around ? She was a danger! Not me i just sat around .. “that fucking demon..” i felt anger rise , i could feel my vision go blurry remebering audreys sweet face and voice and little Bendy . Not the hell of a a demon hes become now. He was so silly and never wanted to hurt anyone.. he just wanted someone who loved him .. not like joey that fucking bitch! If hes alive ill strangle him and rip out his eyes , i clawed at the Walls , as tears streamed Down my face , i just cant help it , i just wish i had never taken that job offer! I punched the wall , effectively making my hand hurt like hell , “fuck!” I wanted to scream , why does this happen to me! , i knew he could hear me , i cant give a shit . It would be better to die and be free from this everything Down. Here is trying to kill me left and right anyway! , he was coming and he had heard me. Fuck”im so fucking stupid i need to calm Down and Think!” I whispered to myself , he was banging on the door clawing at it, doing whatever he could to possibly harm the door , he whimpered like a puppy. He had made a few small dents but the door never budged, he was whining now , low growls as he tried to get in , the door was creaking like hell , almost as if begging for him to stop , he never .. did stopping for moments before coming back with more agressive attacks, the door slightly moved i could almost hear him smile , as he was practically going on feral on the door , it moved again one of the hinges coming off, i could hear him step back before launching his body against the door as it fell off and opened , revealing him standing there with that evil smile that was permanetly sketched onto his face ,
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He walked over on all fours like a animal , i could feel his gaze on me like i was a delicious Chunk of Meat, he opened his mouth , closing my eyes i knew he was going to eat me , but the pain or teeth never came a Long forked tongue licked me , as i felt him Press his head against my chest , as if he wanted me to coddle?.. him , a deep PURR emiting from his throat like a growl , his head nuzzling against me , he had pushed himself on top of me like a dog wrapping his limbs around me , covering me in his ink as i struggled to get him off , he kept on licking me spreading his ink everywhere on my clothes and face , seemingly satisfied before grabbing the nape of my shirt dragging me off like i was a cat! “Let go of me! I didnt ask for this!” I struggled thrashing about to make it as difficult as possible before making him lose a grip on me , as i shook off his ink most of it falling off, he whined as he most likely knew i was about to run off again as he quickly grabbed me again to cover me in his ink yet again. “Stop doing that its disgusting! Ill smell like you and Audrey Will get scared!” He whimpered licking my face, ..“sᴏʀʀʏ“ he had to wheeze it out as if talking made his whole body burn in pain, yet i was dumbfounded that he talked , “what?..” i turned to him , his ink looked more solid then when i was gone , “please put me Down Bendy..” he didnt oblige until we came to his lair , making sure i couldnt escape as he Picked up the paper handing it to me before pointing with his claws to where i had wrote ,𝑰 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒆𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒊 𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖, saddening , he was trying to guilt trip me into staying in this hell hole? “Seriously you can’t fucking expect me to want to stay here! Or even see you again? You keep holding me prisoner ! Everything down here wants to fucking kill me left and right wherever I go something wants to rip off my head as if I killed their family with a butter knife! Especially you!” I point my finger at him accusingly , he growls “you used to be so sweet and generous , look at yourself you kill and slaughter. manipulate , nothing ever leaves you unscathed! Like Audrey ! Look at her now! you emotionally Tore her apart , nobody would want to stay here! Except you because you know you have nowhere Else to go where you wouldnt be called a fucking monster and you know it!” I hissed back at him surprised at my own tone , he didnt do anything , he just sat there , god the tension in the air was heavy.. “I’m not really sorry I know it’s all joeys fault but you make people fear you bendy… thats why they often most cases are so hostile fearing your there .. i cant do this and i dont get why you dont just kill me , you just bring me back here everytime .. i Dont want to be here” his head lifted slightly , his gaze was pointed at me , “why do you keep me here?..” he sat up moving closer to me , i slightly moved back earning a whine from him, he kept moving closer and i kept moving back , until i hit a wall , he was gurgling something? Ink spilling off him as if he were crying , “.. ʀᴀʀᴀɢғʜᴀ.. ʟʀᴀᴠᴀ.. ʟᴏᴠᴇ.. ʜʀᴀʀɢᴀʜ ᴍɪɴᴇ..“ he was reaching out for me with his clawed hand , i shook my head , “Bendy i couldnt love you even if you werent like this.. you keep me stuck like a prisoner , you made me seperate from Audrey.. we aren’t the same species so it couldn’t work ..I’m sorry I can’t love you with all Theese barriers in the way .. “ he seemed to gurgle as his hand stopped returning to him as he sat on the floor across from me his ink spilling rapidly but recollecting onto him , he 𝑾𝒂𝒔 crying..?, he didnt make a single Sound except his ink falling and recollecting onto him , a whimper left him as he turned and left , ok that made me feel like shit but i cant handle that i cant love him. Even if he were to change … i scooped off some of his ink , looking at it for a moment before placing it on the floor , he had just left without a trace? , i need to find out what is his deal with all that? .. “Love?… mine..” something clicked, he wants me to be his mate..
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As i sat there pondering, I had to make boundaries, if it were to EVER happen , he would kill me if he went on a rampage most likely.. the footsteps came ,he had returned as my heart rate and the voices arrived , but i didnt listen ,as he went into a corner of his lair , curling into a Ball his ink still pooling and reforming around him , i Got up walking over , “Bendy..?” I reached out to him stroking one of his horns , he purred before pulling away slightly , i had really upset him with what i Said.. “im sorry i was so harsh on you .. i just coudlnt help it , you wouldnt like it if joey just trapped you and made you stay all alone ..” he turned to me , before turning around to stand on Two legs , “Hello.. come sit with me wont you?” I patted in front of me , he hesitated it was obvious , he sat Down leaning his head towards me stopping to check if i would push him away, i wouldnt this time , he leaned in his head making contact with my lap , stroking his head , complete silence except his deep purrs , he was staring at me again , “Bendy .. listen to me okay?. If this would ever happen you would have to respect me , i dont want to do your job i am not a puppet for entertainment , i truly am flattered you would Think of me in that Way, but you need to stop manipulating me.im tired of it ..” he let out a slight whine as if to say sorry , he had moved his face up towards mine his hot breath on my face
He licked me once , as if to agree or maybe something else ? No idea , he bumped his forehead against mine , it’s slightly hurt since he was mostly solid “ow..”
He licked me again, I’m guessing he’s apologising , as he grabbed me , with such tenderness you would think it were a blanket but no it was the ink demon who was ruled to be feral aggressive, shows no mercy, yet here he was coddling me as if I would break , my neck was starting to hurt. Ow “please let me go i can walk by myself “he whimpered , he was trying to speak so I patiently waited “.. ɪ ᴄᴀʀᴇ .. ғᴏʀ . ʏ/ɴ ..” i Sighed”i know i know.. but please let me go . “ he obliged , as he sat and stared like a puppy , “your honestly like an animal.” He was gonna be a piece of work but ill make it work ..
ᴛʜᴇ ᴇɴᴅ..
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asmutwriter · 2 years
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Welcome to the Freak Show (Part 9)
So I’ve seen a lot of tik toks recently of if Eddie had a kid and honestly I live for it but I cant decide if I want to put that into this story line or not. It would work with the idea of how I’m doing this but I’m not sure if I want it do it or not
Eddie x Reader
WORD COUNT: 2917
From beginning / Previous / Next / Master List
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WARNINGS: smut, swearing, I guess public sex, fingering
DISCLAIMERS
-  This is fiction. Please always talk to your partner before doing anything and make sure they are ok with what you are doing beforehand 
Saturday passes. You continue watching films all day. Waking up Sunday morning, you both have a more practical day. Doing the washing up, tiding the house a bit. You have a shower and then both do your homework. Watch another film as you have time before it gets to about 9pm. He says he should go home. Sadly you agree with him, concluding you’ve had him round yours the whole weekend it’s only fair he goes back to his house before school the next day. You feel a lot happier and safer in your house now, having him staying with you helped calm your nerves.
You see him walking around on Monday and Tuesday, but Wednesday he’s not in your shared history lesson. You shake it off, this wasn’t unusual for him. Thursday comes about and he’s sat beside you during the lesson. One of your friends comes over to you both. “Eddie... can we swap seats?” he looks at her, then looks at you
“Why?”
“So me and Liz can talk to each other” she smiles sweetly at him. “I’ve already asked the teacher and she says its fine, so long as you’re happy to move” he looks away, licking his bottom lip slightly as he looks at her again. 
“How about I move up one and you sit with us both?”
“Eddie you don’t ha-” you try and interject 
“That works perfectly for me!” she squeals, coming over and sitting in the middle of you two. 
Because of this it becomes difficult for you to chat to him. He sometimes asks you still to help him with questions when he doesn’t know the answer but other than that he stays quiet beside you two, listening to you chatting away throughout the lesson. 
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A few months pass of this new seating arrangement. You’re 18th birthday and party happens. Then Halloween. Then Christmas, leading into New Year. Each event having a party. You and Eddie have become distant. You still would acknowledge each other in the hallways but you couldn’t talk like how you normally do due to your friend being between you, literally and figuratively. 
So when you walk into the lesson and see the seat between the two of you is empty, you are filled with joy. You sit down, grabbing your books out of your bag and setting them out in front of you. You can feel the boy watching you, his eyes following your hands as you lay everything out. You don’t quite know what to do, should you speak to him. You feel rude ignoring him but what sentence do you open with? ‘Hey sorry I’ve not spoken to you in 5 months, social norms at school suck right?’ It just didn’t seem to sound right in your head no matter how you could word it. You starts anxiously chewing on the end of your pen. He tears a piece of paper from his notebook. Scribbling on it before handing it to you
“Stop chewing your pen. You’ll damage your teeth” you let out a small chuckle, moving the item from your mouth. The teacher talking means she wasn’t paying attention to you and your silent conversation. You draw a very bad middle finger on it, handing it back to him. He looks confused “The fuck is that?”
“My middle finger” he chuckles slightly, muffling it with his hand. The tension between each note filling you with excitement yet dread. He passes the paper back
“Let’s try and be civil humans shall we?” You shake your head slightly at him as he writes again “I guess I’ll start. Hey, how are you?” You smile, biting your lip slightly
“Good thank you. And you?” he nods, eyes scanning the room to see if anyone has picked up on your silent conversation. You write down on the paper an address of some woods near the school “Meet me here around 3. Catch up properly then” he nods, taking the piece of paper and placing it in his pocket.
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You sit with your back against a tree doing your homework. You are conscious of the time, your shift for work starting in a couple of hours. You hear footsteps approaching you, looking up you see Eddie walking towards you, his eyes looking at the surroundings. You pat the floor next to you as he comes and sits down. His eyes go to the work you’re writing “Do you ever not work?” you shake your head
“Got to stay on top of my grades. Or else my mum will kill me” he chuckles slightly, leaning his head against the tree. 
“I’m sorry I’ve been so distant” he says, so soft it’s practically a whisper. You shrug 
“I’ve also been neglecting our friendship”
“I just... school is a bad place to talk to people who aren’t in the same social group as you” you nod, halting your pen at his words “and I’m sorry about that”
“I’m sorry I haven’t been making as much of an effort as I probably should be. But I agree, school sucks” he tilts his head as he looks at you
“I have an idea” he grins at you, standing and looking triumphant “how about we screw all that friendship rules shit and we still hang out”
“But-” he puts his finger to his mouth, shushing you
“Sh sh sh. Hear me out. Once a week, say every... Wednesday. We meet here” you smile at his words as he holds his hand out “what do you say, my queen? Fancy hanging out with the freak of Hawkins once a week?” you take his hand as he pulls you up
“I would be delighted to hang out with you. But I don’t see a freak” he looks at you confused. You smile “I see a king”
“Well then m’lady, let us dance as royals shall we” he says in a bad British accent as he starts dancing with you. Singing cheesily as you laugh. You both stop as you smile at each, you brush the hair out of his face
“I’ve missed this”
“Yeah? I suppose I’ve missed it to” you smile and playfully ruffle his hair
“You’re such a dork” he laughs 
“What did you say?” you laugh, running away from him as he chases you around some trees. He grabs you by the waist
“Gotcha!” he smiles as he pulls you into him, your back pressed against his body. Your hands go to his wrapped around your middle, feeling his watch
“Oh shit!” you look at your watch. ”I’m sorry I have a shift tonight” he pouts at you as you go over and put your stuff in your bag. “I’ll see you here next Wednesday, yeah?” he nods, both waving to each other as you head to work. 
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Although you don’t talk during school, over the next few weeks you both meet up and chat for an hour or so on Wednesdays. Catching up with the various gossip from each other. Mainly you telling him all the ‘popular people’ gossip and him laughing at you and their problems. 
One day as you walk to your meeting spot Alice walks over to you “Who are you going to meet?”
“Excuse me?”
“Well, for a few months you were distant and seemed really down. But over the past month, month and a half you seem a lot happier. Plus you said that you can’t walk home with me on Wednesdays anymore, so I assume you meet up with someone” you stay quiet, eyes focused on the ground. 
“I have been meeting up with someone, but please don’t tell people I’m meeting up with someone. Please” you look at her, eyes pleading
“You’re secret is safe with me” she pretends to lock her mouth “Who is it?” you shake your head 
“I can’t tell you that. Now I’m going to leave you here and go meet them” you smile at her, waving goodbye as you almost run off. 
You get to your spot. Him already being there and lying on the floor “I was worried you weren’t going to turn up”
“Sorry. Alice wanted to speak to me”
“Is she ok?”
“Yeah... she was just- it doesn’t matter” you lie next to him. “I realised we’ve been doing this for about 6 weeks now”
“Have we?”
“Yeah. We started meeting early February and next week is the last week of March”
“Jesus time flies by”
“We’ve not got much longer left at school...” you anxiously grip at your shirt. He notices, placing his hand over yours 
“It’s ok. There is nothing to worry about”
“Will we still be friends?”
“Of course! We can still meet up every Wednesday. Or we can ring each other every week, depending on how our adult lives go” you nod as he gently rubs the back of your hand with his thumb, turning his head to face you “You’ll be fine. We’ll be fine”
“I want to leave this place... find my own home somewhere...”
“Hell, can I join?”
“Of course. We can conquer the world” you turn to face him, seeing him looking at you. You smile, silence filling around you as you focus on nothing else, only him. He places a hand on your cheek, gently stroking your cheek bone before leaning in and kissing you. As suddenly as he started, he pulls away. You let out an annoyed huff. 
“What was that?” he lets out a chuckle as you cross your arms, making a pretend annoyed face at him
“That was not a long enough kiss” he laughs, kissing you again you can feel him smiling. One of your hands goes and rests on his chest, scrunching his shirt up as you grip onto it. He pulls away as you feel you both needing air.
“Was that better?” you nod, biting your lip slightly as he smiles at you. His thumb still gently tracing you cheek. You lean forward to kiss him again. This time it being a lot more heated as you feel his hand go to your lower back and pull you closer. His hand moves down, resting on your ass cheek as you lift your leg up slightly. His hand strokes down the length of your thigh before rolling you over onto your back. Being able to positon himself between your legs. You bite your lip as he hovers over you, one hand keeping him up and the other still resting on your leg. You feel the one on your thigh move, undoing the button on your jeans. His eyes dart from your crotch to your face as you stay fixed on watching his hand. He agonizingly slowly places it into your trousers. Watching your face as he tries to find that spot through your underwear. He knows he’s found it when you moan out, grabbing a hold of his shoulders
“Shit...” you moan out as he smiles, kissing you again as he rubs slow circles over your clit. Smiling as he can feel you moaning into his mouth. He kisses down, kissing your clothed breasts as he grabs the bottom of your shirt with his teeth and pulls it up over your boobs. Smiling as he starts kissing the parts of them that are shown with your bra on. One of your hands goes to his hair as the other digs into his shoulder “Please...” without needing to elaborate more, you feel his fingers go into your underwear. Slowly rubbing around your entrance before gently pushing into you. You whine out and grip his hair tighter. He sets a steady pace as his mouth continues to attack your chest. He comes back up to be level with you, smiling as you have a look of bliss across your face. He can feel you start to tighten around him
“Are you close beautiful?” you nod as a soft moan leaves your lips. Feeling him chuckle and pull his fingers out of you. 
“No! Please!” he laughs slightly evilly as your hand leaves his hair and grabs at his hand again, placing it back over your core as your eyes plead with his. He kisses you again, moving away from your grip as he pulls your trousers down a bit more. 
“I want to feel you” you nod, letting him take off your trousers fully. He sits back as you try and be as seductive as you can and open your legs for him whilst maintaining eye contact with him. Your hand trailing down to rub over your needy hole. “Fuck. You’re going to be the death of me” he moans out, leaning forward and kissing you again as you hear him undo his trousers and belt. Your hands go to either side of his face as you feel his tip prodding your entrance. He pushes into you slowly making you dig your nails into the side of his face slightly as you moan into his mouth. Once he’s fully in you he kisses your neck, slowly starting to thrust into you. His hand comes up and grabs your boob, squeezing it as his thrusts start to get faster. 
“Eddie... shit” you moan out. His hand that was on your boob goes between your legs, rubbing circles on your clit. Feeling your high approaching you grab his hair, pulling him up so his lips meet yours as you moan into his mouth. “Close. Gonna- please?” he smiles, kissing you again
“Cum for me gorgeous” those words making you go over the edge. You moan out, walls clenching around him as you hit your high. You hide your face in his shoulder as he continues thrusting, a few moments later he pulls out of you and sits up. Releasing himself onto your stomach. He stays sitting up as his eyes trail over your body. Your eyes shut as you come down from your ecstasy. He leans down and kisses you. Your hands coming up and gently resting on his chest. He pulls away, grabbing his bag and grabbing some tissues he cleans you both up. Then helps you place your clothes back on your body as he also makes himself decent again. He lies next to you, taking your hand in his as he brings the back of it up and gently traces it over his lips.
About 10 minutes of silence passes, both just relishing in each other’s presence. Him looking at the sky as your head is titled towards him, your eyes shut. He kisses the back of your hand before speaking “You don’t talk much about your parents or your brother, how are they doing in Canada?”
“Michael rings and writes when he remembers. He’s at college so I understand more why he’s too busy to chat to me...”
“And your parents?”
“My parents promised to ring me every week but they’ve kind of forgotten about me. I get a letter from them once a month with money in to pay for food and bills. But that’s about it” you look away from him, looking up at the trees branches swaying softly in the wind. “I wasn’t a planned child. My parents wanted a boy, a smart boy at that. And they got him. He is naturally smart and kind”
“Is that why you are constantly working?”
“I guess so. Trying to prove to my parents that I can be something other than their mistake child. But it’s difficult. What’s the point in being the most popular, getting good grades, trying to get the hottest guy, having the perfect life... if my parents don’t even acknowledge its existence?”
“Have you got it...?”
“What?”
“The perfect life. Have you succeeded in that?” you turn to face him. Your eyes scanning over his face, the light of the sun making his eyes look beautiful.
“I’d say my life is pretty good at the moment...” he nods as you fiddle with the bottom of your shirt “How about you? What’s your ideal life?” he kisses the back of your hand again before he stands up, dusting the leaves off of him 
“Oh I dunno. I want to be some sort of rock star. Being able to play my guitar up with the legends of metal” he pretends to play guitar, making the noises of it as you laugh and sit up slightly to watch him “That’d be pretty cool” he thinks for a moment before leaning against a tree opposite where your lying “I’d also like to have kids. Not many. One maybe two. But have them with the woman of my dreams” you nod as you look up at the sky
“You’d be a good dad I think”
“Really think so?” 
“Why wouldn’t you be? Your kind and caring. Look out for other people first. Those are the main qualities of being a good parent right?”
“I guess so... just imagine a tiny Munson running around playing guitar and all sorts of instruments” you laugh
“A teeny tiny you” he nods and chuckles as he outstretches his hands to you
“Come on. It’s getting late. We should get going”
“No I don’t want to”
“Come on. We can’t stay here all night”
“Why not?” he laughs and grabs your hands, pulling you up. 
“We just can’t” he grabs your bag and puts it over your shoulder “let’s go. I’ll see you tomorrow in history anyway” you nod as he smiles, kissing your forehead before he walks away waving at you
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ffjj5 · 2 years
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Okay lets do this. Lets find out who the person behind ffjj5 is 😃
Thank you to @onthecuterside for tagging me in this game. Lets put some information about little old me, out into the world.
Name: Caroline. Family call me Cal, but the majority of people stick to Caroline, except one very dear friend who calls me Fudge Fairy ( its a joke from a very drunken teenage night out, and it has stuck for 24 years!).
Sign: Libra, October baby, not too many days away from Jimin, but a good few years away. I am considered the caregiver among my friends. A typical Libra trait. I am always Mum when we go out, rounding up the drunken women on their 40's who should know better �� and wiping away the tears when the wine has kicked in.
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Favourite band/artist: Other than BTS who are a whole different level of fandom to others, it would have to be, P!nk, Elbow, Prince, Halsey, Billie Eilish, Troye Sivan and then a complete curve ball, The Prodigy. They were my first gig back in 1996 and they blew me away. P!nk is my hero, I love her honesty, her unwavering strength in saying what needs to be said and her song writing is special. Empowerment, heartbreak or fun she has a song for it all.
Last Movie: Top Gun Maverick. I know the original film word for word and it is very beloved so I was sceptical but seeing it in IMAX it didn't disappoint.
Last Show: We Own This City (I love me some John Bernthal). Elite, which is a Spanish show on Netflix. My absolute favourite genre of show is true crime and I have just finished watching I just killed my Dad.
When you created this blog: January 2022 I joined just to learn about Jikook and find like minded grown ass people to have grown up conversations with. Then in Feb 2022 I decided to dip my toe into blogging, and here we are 6 months later.
What you post: The majority is Jikook, their dynamics, their moments, their history and their love. I also post about Jimin and Jungkook individually .Occasionally Jiminie Kitty will make an appearance as will general life stuff.
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other blogs: No, this is my one and only. Its my first venture into the world of blogging.
Followers: 321. I never thought for one moment I would get that many. I appreciate each and every one of them for reading my ramblings.
Do you get Asks: I do but I am very particular with the ones I will answer.
Average hours of sleep: 7-8. I am lucky that I am a good sleeper, it hasn't always been the case, I went through a tough time with anxiety and insomnia a couple of yrs ago, so I thank my lucky stars I can now get some quality sleep. Those early morning hours are lonely when you cant sleep.
Instruments: Not one😢. I love music but I have never had the opportunity to learn an instrument. I always wanted to play the saxophone.
What I'm wearing: PJ's as I am in bed writing this when I should be doing some study prep.
Dream Job: Criminal profiler (Criminal Minds style)
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or forensic psychologist. I am starting a degree in October in Criminology and Law with view to enter the police force as a Civilian investigator.
Dream Trip: New Zealand, Italy, Bali, South Korea, so many places. I have never had the chance to travel but I recently got a passport so now the world is my oyster, I just need to find the funds from somewhere.
Favourite songs: The majority of BTS songs. Elbow-Perfect weather to fly, One Day like this, Grounds for divorce. P!nk-Try, Dear Mr President, Raise your glass, Glitter in the Air. Sophie B. Hawkins-Damn, I wish i was your lover. Prince- Beautiful ones, Starfish and Coffee, Purple Rain, The Morning papers. Halsey- I am not a woman, I'm a god, Without Me, So Good. Troye Sivan- Angel Baby, Strawberries and cigarettes, Happy little pill, Animal, WILD.
I love learning about people so I am tagging @rosasusannah, @spankpjm,@queer-and-qute, @theschizotypalsolilquy
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penelopeloveshere · 1 year
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So its just me or...? because in a while I cant get it out of my head... Haladriel/w Celeborn like Cyrano-Roxanne-Christian love triangle's dynamic (that drama was so painful and beautiful to me as a teen, lifechanging really, the hungarian translation is STUNNING, and the whole tragic and wonderful story about love, I cried over the whole book, wrote my thoughts on the edge of the paper, highlighting my fav parts) and the film with Peter Dinklage and the songs, wow, doesnt help at all!!!! Its just getting worse!
So I dont know... Def an AU but how? Halbrand/Sauron/Mairon is not ugly like Cyrano but morally grey/evil(?) And he knows that Galadriel could never loves him, but he is in love with her, so in secret Halbrand writes her letters in Celeborns name. Maybe when Galadriel and Celeborn were meeting again they had some issues, they felt they dont know eachother anymore, they were apart too many years and Galadriel already suffered because of the strange feelings for Halbrand, but she wanted them wash away and Celeborn had his own problems too. So Halbrand always watch Galadriel from a distance and he wants her happy with that Celeborn guy at least if he cant give her anything else. So he writes her letters in Celeborns name. In the first he asks her that they dont mention the letters in face to face because in writing they can be more open and somehow they share a hide-out where they can exchange their letters. So it will be a beautiful conversation about everything in general, tales, poems, feelings, traumas, Galadriel's beauty and how he desire her, maybe a little smut "what I'd do with you" , how old they are and how it feels, and of course he never say the whole truth of everything (like in the show) but he doesnt lie in general etc etc
So Galadriel is getting happier and her feeling for his husband are stronger than they were, she is nicer and kinder with Celeborn in person and because of this he is happy too and they can solve their problems, they lay together and Galadriel is getting pregnant with their daughter. And Sauron is watching EVERYTHING from the distance and its so painful and angst and aghhh, he let her go, no more letters etc.
Bonus: when they are going back to Valinor and organize their things in lothlórien, Celeborn finds Halbrands letters and asks Galadriel who wrote them. (The signature was always just "your love") and Galadriel is in total shock but yeah... She is figuring out
*why am I doing this to myself*
Maybe its just a complete crazyness but I had to write! And for gods sake, in the movie they had lyrics like this:
The way I feel is like falling stars Diving into cold ocean wave Words can only get me so far They cannot describe the way that it hurts 'Cause every time I see you I am overcome I try to tell you Tell you how much I need you But I turn and run Your letters to me are like music They're just a mask in a lonely coward's game What is it you're so afraid of losing? I might lose everything if I lose the pain 'Cause every time I see you I am overcome It'd make you laugh to think someone like me Could keep someone like you Look what I've become
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fieurissons · 2 years
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long ask (AGAIN) hey its seoksoonhoon anon (so you can put a name to words)
i just needed ur input on this. (not limited to seoksoonhoon but i probably will eventually make this about seoksoonhoon especially because i had this new discovery where im convinced japanese is their love language (see: soonyoung asking jihoon to live in japan with him. see: seokmin going "i love you jihoon" in japanese and soonyoung saying "i love him too". seoksoon wooahaeing behind woozi in japan behind film.)
i just cant help but think about soonyoung and him wanting to just hold someone's hand 25/8. the moment he stands beside someone (coughs SEOKMIN) he has a tendency to always hold their hand or bump his shoulder against said person or grab some part of their body etc. hand on shoulder. wanting someone's hand on shoulder. wanting head pats and stomach rubs (also because seokmin gets stomach rub privileges which he thinks is very unfair.) grabbing jihoon's wrist after he finishes peeling a prawn for seokmin and licking off the sauce on his fingers because Leave No Sauce Behind but also jihoon is fond and lets him do it but also because it's familiar and comforting. his presence and all. and also i just feel like man needs something to channel all his overflowing energy into at any given moment.
movement to me is hoshi's love language?? how he expresses feelings?? in a way. like it's the way he works (i said vision is jihoon's and sound is seokmin's) (just. jihoon not looking at soonyoung sometimes because he's the brightest star in the sky and maybe. maybe jihoon is undeserving of this beauty but also he's so so deserving and he knows that when soonyoung lifts his face so they look each other in the eye and they break out into fits of laughter or something.) (and also how seokmin feels so deeply and greatly for music through his covers, through hearing woozi's guide audios like "this is how i should portray the emotion of this line" and "the emotion in the singing of this line" and also hearing soonyoung hum or himself hum random melodies in the middle of the night)
movement i think is about naturalness and familiarity. and getting so much enjoyment out of it. and it shows. like he'll creep up behind wonwoo while he's gaming (for the snwuists ily yall are very cool too) and knows how important it is and will merely put a supportive hand on his shoulder and when he loses the match there's a backhug because it's familiar. he dances and breathes and loves and hugs and touches because it's familiar. he also goes to the gym with jihoon and wonwoo (soonwonhoon is not a bad concept at all) or hits seok's butt or grabs seok's thigh or lies down beside seok naked because it's familiar. et cetera.
feelings feel realer when on text and paper because i just know its not as big of a deal as i ever make it out to be. for all i know (i do know) this could be all the members but i just feel it a lot more for hoshi with his passion for dance and general antics aka vibrating & jumping on the floor when he gets excited
(if i was a stronger person i would be able to resist the temptation of my beloved seoksoonhoon. alas i am not enough to stand on my own against this. uhm. here we go.)
seoksoonhoon in japan. i want to see seokmin grilling meat for jihoon and soonyoung and soonyoung yelling SEXY HAN NAMJA again because we all know it is very important. i want soonyoung and seokmin to do the dramatic grab-each-other-by-the-neck-and-lean-in-teasingly thing under sakura trees while jihoon takes a picture. i want jihoon belting to anime OSTs while watching anime on his phone with seoksoon pulling a soonwoo when they were watching vocal unit hug live performance. hand on chest and all. i want jihoon reciting his attempts at japanese lyrics (poetry) to seokmin at night in bed while stomach rubs (jihoon stomach rubs are a frequent seokmin-exclusive occurance by the way). i want so badly for soonyoung to purse his lips to look like the taiyaki (fish red bean pancake) and jihoon keeled over from laughing while seokmin poses with his own taiyaki. i want seokmin to smooch soonyoung's taiyaki and soonyoung whining about "give me a kiss too!". i want jihoon to get a polaroid camera and learn all the photography tricks from seokmin so he too can capture the beauty of life in its visual form and paste them in a collage. i want them to come back from japan and get tackled by the rest of the members going "when is it our turn" "be our tour guides" "ok deal room service next japan concert we split into 4-5 groups so everyone can take advantage of the member who knows japanese")
..... these night time thoughts should belong in a google doc or blog post some time. not now though i spent too long typing this. my impulse control is daytime + shining (diamond) responsibilities. it is not daytime.
oh my! honestly, I still owe you a reply on the ask you reblogged. but let me respond to this first.
omg the "I love him" and "I love him too" public declaration lives forever rent-free in my mind! soonyoung just finding it absolutely necessary to be a part of the "we love jihoon" discussion is truly something so soonyoung. and him asking jihoon to spend a year in Japan with him -- I have definitely incorporated this bit into a fic that is how obsessed I am.
I'm with you on the hand-holding there. 100%. also he wants to link arms soooooooo badly. when he stands next to anybody and sees an opening he'd just slip his arm around theirs like. the man has Touchy Disease. and yes of course who doesn't envy seokhoon belly rubs when the one time we get soonhoon on top of each other (in the soop) jihoon practically kicked soonyoung away? lol. no I have to acknowledge they had a moment where their heads were put together watching something on soonyoung's phone and that was. sweet. and intimate. (let's not forget "jagiya" and "you're back?")
wow -- you assigning a sense to each one of them is so. brilliant! soonyoung being tactile / jihoon visual / seokmin auditory... perfect. thinking about bumzu sharing the story of how they created highlight, soonyoung explaining the gist of the song he wants through movements. also how excited he was to tell jihoon when he wrapped up the choreography for spider. oftentimes there i's something deliberate about the way he moves and touch. paying attention to angles is one, only reserving his lips for his members even when he's drunk another. but then you see him vibrating on his feet whenever he gets excited (refer to power of love when jihoon did wooahae and he just absolutely lost it)...hm I need to lie down.
headcanon: jihoon sometimes asks seokmin to sing him a lullaby and its both a privilege and an honour seokmin treasures the most. the reward is obviously infinite belly rubs <3
!!!!! sexy han namja !!!!! is crazy when you think about soonyoung falling in love with a local chef because "he looked so handsome" and him wanting to be a chef because of that. @ God, the men you put on this earth to hunt for food and build homes are falling to their knees at the sight of a capable mate providing nutrition LMAOOO. and nooo imagine them acting out the grandpa grandma skit again with pink leaves falling around them and jihoon's just! completely endeared! I honestly think that whenever jihoon starts singing, seoksoon would just drop everything they're doing to listen to him because that's their man! and they want to hear what he has to say, even if that means watching a 6-hr live on the tooniverse :<
the collage would be so cute because I do think jihoon would be a fan of hand-crafted or personalised gifts. he made a song for seungkwan's birthday and treasures the ones given to him a lot: mic from soonyoung, which he used to record, may I remind you, versace on the floor kljshdlkghdlksjhfg (we need a full cover holyshit) and hoodie from wonwoo.
HAHAHA lol well if it helps I'll tag our asks as seoksoonhoon so if you ever want an archive you can find them easily on my blog. p.s. best pairing thoughts often come after 9 PM when you're avoiding thinking about real life and just wants to indulge yourself in some fantasies. <3
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richardsphere · 3 months
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Leverage Redemption Log: The Paranormal Hacktivity Job
Well, guess its time for the plotline that all multi-season shows eventually have to do: Who believes in ghosts/magic/ghost-magic and are they right. Either that or our heroes are going to pretend to haunt a house for reasons unknown. --- ESTABLISHMENT FONT says its 4 days before halloween (which, means its a haloween special...) Shots around the house, pictures on the cabinets, duck-shaped cane. "Aunt Mildred", is it weird that i've never seen a show that had a mildred that wasnt an aunt? Prediction: The mother is doing the haunting (Aunt left the house to the daughter in the will), either that or Aunt Mildred used to be a criminal, got money from a heist stashed in her floor/walls and her old buddies are trying to get the loot by buying the house. (unlikely, generic backstory robbers tend to be less subtle) Note: Whomever is faking the haunting has style, the smoke, the little candles lighting by magic. (I think the blood-mirror is a bit cliché, and also a bit "generically blamefull" with the whole "did it"-non specificity thing) but they get a good... 7/10 for showmanship.
But the house is legit on fire now (whatever is hidden better be gold/diamons and not paper money or stock certificates or these criminals fucked themselves)
Generic Goons 1 and 2 walk away from the scene (Parker was probably preparing to con/heist them before this happened) --- It is now that it springs to mind i havent yet commented on the sequel series new leader/intro thing. I dont mind the smokey-ness, but i think the insertion of playing cards and a time bomb are both really generic ways to get a James Bond-vibe across, and misleading in that i've yet to see a single time bomb in this season, and only 1 episode with any kind of gambling. --- It is now Halloween, and Breanna is to Haloween what Parker was to Christmas.
Parker brings Client here to double-check her read with Sophie who insists that they are definitly not doing any crimes without her.
--- Breanna and Parker investigate (disguised as arson investigators). They find an attendance list from the funeral party/event/whatever-it-is-called, (low attendance)
Stuart the Suspecious walks in and tries to stop our investigation. He is probably just a real cop. (mentions the investigators have already been over, but gives up after only the tiniest smidgen of police code. I think if he was a criminal he would've been more insistent)
Tiny Box with a speaker hidden in the walls. --- I agree with Parker, Human brains suck.
"i dont mean literally in here..." thanks for clarifying. --- So its a real-estate scam (scooby doo villainy) ... still a bit suspicious on the detail (the cane and the clients insistence it was mildreds exact footsteps. You cant copy a dead persons natural walking cadence unless you knew them when alive)
Parker plays her Conitinuity card with the victim. (i think it was Tara's second episode?) --- Time for the Con: Pretend to let them con you (while secretly filming it for the client)
Breanna is verry disapoint to have to let them tamper with their breakers. --- Newby Conman is the only one to catch on that maybe this is a bit too convenient.
Deke was our Candleman. (I side with Deke, they were a masterstroke. I also agree that they very much backfired and were not worth the investment. But they were a good idea in theory)
The marks have clients ready. they are heavily armed and have blueprints underneath their armorstashes. (prediction: house is alongside the parade-route. This is an assasination on Breanna's favourite politician) --- I dont like the way that the frame came loose (Breanna's computers say its disengaged the "bolts". Which implies they have electronic nuts and bolts. Which is nonsense. Now the frame is said by Deke to be made of iron so i can believe it to be attached to the wall with electromagnets. so the scene works, the presentation of it as being remote-deactivated BOLTS is just weird)
Effects department Comping a skull over Deke when electrocuting him, while a lovely home-alone reference, just looks wrong in this show. --- Good news for Sophie: The assasin lives by the adage "if you're good at what you do, never do it for free".
Our hitman is, unfortunately (for him) extermely superstitious (wears two different saints around his neck). Also interesting that our heroes all know enough about saints they can not only recognise them, but name their relevant domains/patronages. --- Sophie legitimately looks like she wants to adopt Deke into her theatregroup.
--- Hamilton takes a taser to the neck, Crutches are down and its time to start the counter-haunting. --- Oh we're doing the "fake-out murder offscreen before the comercials" thing. (its very clear Sophie realised that Deke didnt have murder in his bones and has convinced him to just get out of this life. She does love herself a good death-scene) --- Hamilton breaks out of the wardrobe he's been stuffed in and just trips face-first into unconciousness (Parker is disapointed she doesnt get to tase him) --- Elliot and Harry at the bar, Elliot is proud of Breanna for her first ever assasin-takedown.
Ok you know what, the executive producer credit being written in blood is legit funny. 10/10 gag.
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