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protectingstucky · 1 year
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when stray kids in 2 kids room said “i hope you won’t make yourself unhappy in order to make others happy, that’s my biggest wish” and when they said "when i think about you, i feel like i have another reason to live" and when they said "i'm not afraid to do anything when you're with me” and when they said “they’re like twins, like real brothers” and when they said “so that’s what you think of me” “what do you even know?” and when they said “you’re weird” “no i'm not” “i like weird” and when they said “i was really tired yesterday” “yeah i joked around a lot to make you laugh” “you did that for me?” and when they said “don’t bottle things up, i'm always here to listen, you can tell me if you need an ear” and when they said "regardless of our friendship, you are someone i want to learn from" and when they said “you have the power to heal other people's wounds with just a few words” and when they said “i listen to everyone, but i listen to you the most" and when they said “you’re my parents’ favorite” and when they said “thank you so much for protecting us, it’s not an easy thing to do” and when they said “because of you i am who i am” and when they said-
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incorrectskzquotes · 9 months
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Hyunjin: Seungmin?
Seungmin: Yeah?
Hyunjin: Do you need a hug?
Seungmin:... Haven’t I been through enough?
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quokkawritesarchive · 3 months
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BE MY VALENTINE — HYUNMIN.
pairing: hyunjin x seungmin genre: smut, NSFW warnings: drunk confessions, oral (s. receiving), dirty talk, cum swallowing a/n: it’s part of my valentine’s collab! i may have got a little bit carried on with the plot and went way over the word limit…
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it was a particularly sad day for a romantic person like hyunjin. after years of being an idol, he craved for love. he just wanted to find a person who’s gonna accept him the way he is and understand him fully. hyunjin was a hopeless romantic after all.
seungmin, on the other hand, locked up his feelings long time ago. he knew it won’t be possible to date anymore because of his constant work and crazy schedule. but deep down, he also craved for love, he wanted to find the right person too.
that’s how both of them ended up drinking on valentine’s day like some losers. all other members were busy doing something — jisung distracted himself with writing lyrics for a new song, jeongin was watching some k-dramas, minho and changbin went to the gym, and felix and chan were playing genshin and spending their entire salaries on a new banner. everyone has found some way to distract themselves from valentine’s day. no one wanted to think of how lonely they truly were.
since hyunjin’s dorm was basically empty and jisung locked himself in his room, it was mutually decided to drink there.
seungmin was a fan of beer, but hyunjin stuck to the good old soju. he wasn’t really a drinking type, but the occasion left him with no other choice but to get absolutely blacked out.
the bottles were carefully grouped up on the coffee table, while the boys were sitting on the floor and watching something on tv. none of them paid much attention to the screen, as they were already tipsy.
“when was the last time you kissed someone?” hyunjin suddenly asked, breaking the silence that had been going on for the last half hour.
seungmin stopped mid drinking, shifting his gaze from the tv screen to hyunjin’s face.
“dunno… like a few months ago? when we went to the strip club for chan’s birthday, i think?”
hyunjin nodded rapidly, indicating that he still hadn’t forgotten that day.
“yeah i remember how i found you making out with some bitc- some girl on the sofa.” hyunjin quickly corrected himself, earning a laugh from his friend. “why didn’t you rent her for the night? she was all over you.”
“ugh… i think that’s exactly why i didn’t rent her. because she was all over me.”
hyunjin put on a “don’t lie to me” look and seungmin sighed.
“i don’t know… just… didn’t feel like it…”
“didn’t like the kiss?” hyunjin suggested, opening another bottle of soju in the meantime.
“maybe.” seungmin avoided the question carefully, dancing around it like fire. “that was last year, jinnie. i-“
“don’t remember?” hyunjin chucked. “okay, you don’t have to answer truthfully.”
seungmin felt his cheeks burn. despite the fact that he really wanted to tell the truth right now, he knew he would regret it tomorrow. he hid his sexuality this whole time not to end up telling the secret the second he got drunk. especially at this moment, when hyunjin looked so cozy in that hoodie and glasses, with his hair smeared as if he just woken up from the nap.
“you good? want some water?” hyunjin waved in front of seungmin’s face, waking the latter out of his trance.
“no, no, i’m good.” seungmin replied nervously. has he been staring this whole time?
“let me actually bring some water. we’ve been drinking non stop, it’s time to sober up a bit.” with that, hyunjin disappeared into the doorway.
perhaps hyunjin was right, and it was time to sober up. if he continued to stare like that, it would end badly for both of them. seungmin slammed his own cheeks a couple of times to calm himself down. and it actually worked. by the time hyunjin returned with two glasses of water, seungmin was already feeling much better and less sleepy.
both of them emptied their glasses in silence, as if the talk before had never happened. after a few bottles of alcohol, the water seemed to come straight from heaven.
“so… what about you then?” seungmin asked, not being able to shut his mouth entirely. once the unusual topic like this was brought up, it was hard for him to move on. it really affected him, he was dying to know hyunjin’s answer.
“what is it to you?” hyunjin said surprisingly sharply.
“ah, cmon, dude. you asked me first! now it’s your turn!” seungmin laughed it off, but he got so concerned deep inside. why did hyunjin become so defensive all of a sudden?
“i’m gonna steal your answer and say i don’t remember.” hyunjin winked, earning an irritated growl from seungmin.
“yeah, yeah, of course. i know you’re dating someone secretly, that’s why you don’t want to answer!”
“and what if? are you jealous?”
seungmin got shut up so hard. he couldn’t even think of a proper comeback for like ten seconds, staring dumbly in response. by the time a minute had passed, it was just awkward to even say anything, so he just took another sip of beer.
“so… you are jealous?”
seungmin cursed under his breath. he needed to leave right now, before it was too late. if he doesn’t, he will ruin everything. everything.
“why did you ask me that question for?” but instead of leaving, seungmin got straight to the point. he was digging a hole for himself.
hyunjin smiled and looked him dead in the eye. “the first one? let’s just say i didn’t ask to hear how you liked making out with that girl.”
“then why?” seungmin’s eyes started flickering between hyunjin’s eyes and lips.
hyunjin’s eyes dropped down to seungmin’s lips as well as he said almost inaudibly. “because I wanted to kiss you.” 
seungmin didn’t know how, but it happened. one second his gaze was captivated by hyunjin's inviting lips, and the next his eyes were closed with his own lips pressed over hyunjin's. he wasn’t sure who leaned in for the kiss first, it didn’t matter anymore. but the fact that they were even doing it couldn’t sit right in his mind. he was scared of losing himself quickly, trying so hard to control the moment. their lips parted for a moment to inhale, and then met again for the second time, with a slower and gentle pace.
the tv kept playing in the background this whole time, but all they could hear was the sound of their lips moving, exchanging saliva and pulling away for a moment to tilt their heads. their noses brushed every time, which felt even more intimate than the kiss itself.
hyunjin’s lips were as plump and soft as seungmin imagined. the sharp taste of soju filled seungmin’s mouth, mixing with the taste of beer he was drinking. the slow kiss quickly progressed as hyunjin brought his face impossibly close, deepening it further.
the pace had picked up as well as they continued to glide of their tongues over each other so languidly. all they could worry about was the urge to taste each other more.
hyunjin’s hand finally made it onto seungmin’s thigh unintentionally. almost reflectively, he began to slide his palm on seungmin’s inner thigh, causing the latter to moan deeply inside the kiss. hyunjin’s mind already felt floaty because of the amount of consumed alcohol. but now that seungmin was responding to his kiss so eagerly, desperately, submissively… he felt like on fire. he wanted to touch seungmin more. kissing was not enough.  
after minutes of heavy make out and hyunjin’s hand caressing his inner thigh, seungmin’s cock began to grow bigger in his pants. with another accident brush of hyunjin’s palm over his groin, seungmin finally broke off the kiss, pulling away with swollen lips. hyunjin was staring at him with desperation in his eyes, breathing heavily, lips as equally glossy and swollen.
they were silent for a second, until hyunjin spoke. “you are a pretty good kisser. no wonder that girl was all over you.”
“shut up!” seungmin growled, hiding his face in embarrassment. “we are both drunk. we should stop, otherwise we will end up fucking each other.”
hyunjin’s lips grew into a smirk. “what if i want us to fuck each other?”
seungmin turned away completely, feeling his dick grow bigger at the words. “fuck- don’t say that. i’m so hard already… we shouldn’t be doing this.”
hyunjin laughed and then tugged seungmin closer by his t-shirt, ignoring his speech entirely and making him yelp in surprise. “let me help you then.”
hyunjin was not blind. the outline of seungmin’s dick poking his pants so deliciously was grabbing all his attention. and after seungmin expressed his wishes, it was impossible for hyunjin to stay away. he knew what seungmin wanted and how desperately he needed it. his dick screamed for touch, for any relief.
hyunjin reached his way into seungmin’s mouth for the last time, not wanting to pull away. their tongues danced around each and over their bottom lips once again, before hyunjin broke the kiss.
excitement was rapidly building up inside him. he finally got what he’d wanted for years. that night, on chan’s birthday, he was crushed by the sight of seungmin making out with that girl. he looked like he enjoyed it, and hyunjin was so surprised when seungmin ended up politely declining her further offers. but now… he could finally feel his lips with his own.
true to his words, hyunjin reached into seungmin’s pants, straight into his boxes.
in a matter of seconds, the entire length of seungmin’s dick was open on a plain sight. hyunjin stared down at it, precum all over, dropping from the tip further down the length. it was endearing to see seungmin so aroused for him, so desperate for his touch.
“let me know if i should stop, ‘kay?” hyunjin said against the skin as leaned in, planting series of kisses on seungmin’s inner thigh. he let his lips brush near the hip, kissing it slowly before biting on the soft skin.
seungmin nodded lightly and shut his eyes, holding his breath. his hands reached for hyunjin’s head, interlocking his fingers in strands of hair and pushing him lower.
hyunjin’s hot breath tickled the tip, and seungmin almost let out a loud moan, but quickly bit his lip. he had almost forgotten jisung was still in his room down the hallway and actually could walk in any second.
but a quiet moan did escape his lips when hyunjin kissed along his tip, softly and slowly. he then trailed down his tongue from the head all the way to the base while using his other hand to softly run it across the inner thigh. the cock was already painfully hard from the heavy make out, so hyunjin could apply barely any effort to make seungmin moan in desperation. he watched how the thick string of glimmering precum connected his lips and seungmin’s cock.
hyunjin looked up only to see seungmin’s clouded eyes and his bottom lip sucked between his teeth. the embarrassment was crushing over him. but it wasn’t embarrassing to hyunjin at all. rather the opposite; it was hot. seeing his friend in such a state was so hot. he immediately felt his own cock growing harder and bigger against his pants, which was slightly uncomfortable; but he chose to ignore that feeling for now. the image of dripping and hard swollen dick in front of his face was much more exciting.
running his tongue down the dick from top to bottom for the last time, as if licking a lollipop, hyunjin finally pushed it inside his throat until he started choking slightly. hollowing out his cheeks, he started bobbing his head up and down, trying to take more than he possibly could.
“ah-“ his actions finally caused seungmin speak up. “your mouth is so warm.”
the praise only made hyunjin to bob his head faster, the tip of the cock hitting the back of his throat repeatedly. seeing the impact of his own actions on seungmin’s body gave him a sense of confidence. seungmin panted above him, his fingers digging deeper into hyunjin’s hair as he pushed him further down his cock.
it became messy quickly. the spit started running down from the corner of his mouth, dribbling all the way down his chin and onto seungmin’s thighs. but hyunjin didn’t care; the messier the better.
the sounds of slick connecting with hyunjin’s lips sliding down the entire length filled the room. seungmin felt himself getting anxious again, since jisung was still somewhere in the dorm.
“don’t be shy, min.” hyunjin spoke as if he was reading seungmin’s mind. “i bet he is wearing headphones. he always wears them when he writes new lyrics.”
seungmin replied breathlessly. “w-we’re not hundred percent s-sure…”
“okay, then next time we’ll go to your dorm.” hyunjin smiled, sinking back down on the dick.
next time… the words repeated in seungmin’s head. he could no longer tell if it was an empty promise or a real chance that it would happen. but right away he came to the conclusion that he wanted this to happen.
finally feeling the satisfaction of having something warm wrapped around his cock had him in chokehold. hyunjin was skilled, seungmin could tell it from the way he got him worked up so quickly.
fighting the inner shyness, seungmin lowered his head once again only to be met with hyunjin’s ardent gaze.
“‘m g-gonna cum if you keep looking at me like that.” he swallowed hard.
hyunjin’s eyes nearly rolled in satisfaction just from hearing that. he was so addicted to praise. and the only thing that worked as good as praise were the high-pitched whimpers leaving seungmin’s mouth.
“then cum for me.” hyunjin said without breaking eye contact.
that alone made seungmin’s breath hitch in his throat as he started shamelessly fucking into hyunjin’s mouth.
hyunjin wasn’t sure what was prettier, seungmin’s shameless actions or the moans that were leaving his mouth.
the thrusts became more rapid; seungmin grabbed onto hyunjin’s hair till it started to physically hurt. seungmin’s head threw back as he spilled loads of hot cum down hyunjin’s throat. he didn’t pull away, sucking it all effortlessly and tasting the saltiness of the cum. it still felt unreal how he had managed to ruin his friend like that in such a short time.
seungmin’s face completely changed as he realized hyunjin had swallowed everything that just came out of his dick.
“hyunjin.” he said with a concerned tone.
“c’mon, don’t look so disgusted.” hyunjin chuckled, leaning in closer. “you taste good.” 
he then found seungmin’s lips again, letting him taste himself on his tongue.
he really couldn’t stop kissing him. 
his lips were addicting like drugs, making hyunjin light in the head. the way they melted into each other for another good minute was almost like they’d been dating forever. even with seungmin’s shyness, everything felt natural, as if it was meant to be.
the loud slam of the door down the corridor made them jump away from each other.
“jisung.” they said in sync.
seungmin barely managed to shove the dick in his pants, and hyunjin took a pillow from the couch to hide his own erection.
“you guys okay?” jisung appeared out of the darkness of the corridor. “you look like you saw a ghost.”
“yeah, you.” seungmin responded in his usual manner, making hyunjin laugh.
“whatever. alcoholics.” jisung sighed, looking at the pile of bottles on the coffee table.
hyunjin and seungmin exchanged looks again. little did he know what was happening here just moments ago.
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xsainttt · 1 month
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MY BABBYSSS
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in a city full of lonely people, i just want you all to myself
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seungmoonandstars · 4 days
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𝐼’𝓂 𝓈𝑜𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒
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Kim Seungmin/female reader → Kim Seungmin/Hwang Hyunjin
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synopsis: someone is cheating // pt 3
pt 1 // pt 2
rating: angst/fluff/explicit ಇ ꩜ (contains: m/m oral, alcohol, Seungmin drinking but consenting)
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This is not the first time getting into bed with Seungmin before sunset—to sleep, at least. You changed the bedding while he showered, and now he’s wrapped up in the top sheet, shorts on, but chest bare and out for you to see. You turned the air up, and the room is much cooler than it should be, so you can see the little goosebumps pricking up all over his arms...making his hair stand on edge.
“Do you want another blanket?”
He nods slowly, sleepily, and you crawl to the end of the bed and pull one out of the chest. The burn of his eyes on you makes you shiver a little, and you hope the entire time that he’ll get up and reach for you. But he doesn’t. He’s comfortable on his pillow when you return and pull it up to his shoulders. Youou were right about his eyes being on you.
“Thank you.” He whispers it and pouts, and you remember now that you haven’t kissed him on the lips at all.
Not once since he returned last night. You don’t even know if you should, or if you can. What if you do, and he doesn’t want it? Nothing about your conversation today has made kissing him seem out of the question, but still, it’s hard. The chest kiss was you on auto-pilot, and thinking back to it makes your stomach swirl.
“Minnie?”
You are still sharing the same bed, after all. How much could he hate your kiss?
Colors pop up in his vision as he squeezes his eyes, and then he opens them to you. The look you give him isn’t the warm one you usually have one, but it’s not cold. It’s somewhere in the middle; it’s unsure and sad, and he’s given it to you so many times in the past. Seungmin pulls the blanket up even further, and folds his arms around it before speaking…“Lay down, get some sleep”
You do, and you’re relieved that he stays put when you scoot a little closer.
“Seungmin?”
“Yeah, what’s wrong?”
“Uhm…nothing, nothing. Goodnight, love.”
He’s silent. He closes his eyes, and he’s asleep.
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You can almost hear him before you open your eyes. His stare is so intense, and you feel whatever thoughts he has radiating out of him.
“Seungmin? You okay?”
He looks away for a moment, and then back, and he swallows hard before he starts to speak. “You said you didn’t sleep with him…you said that last night.”
The memory of last night makes your head ache; Seungmin’s tone, his face, as he grabbed you so softly, even though you don’t think he wanted to be so gentle. The look in his eyes when he thought about you fucking someone other than him. Lying to him is not an option, but last night was…intense, and a little bit scary. You don’t immediatly answer his non question; instead you sit up and push the covers away from you, because you suddenly feel very warm. You feel like you might throw up.
“Was that the truth?”
Seungmin has been avoiding straight answers all day, answering your questions with his own. Pulling that on him this time won’t work. Too much silence won’t work either, because you can sense his patience dwindling with each quiet moment that passes.
“Once”
That single word is the most difficult one you’ve ever had to say to him, and it doesn’t even come out right. It gets caught in your throat, along with any hope of a deep breath. But Seungmin says nothing, and he doesn’t move, and it scares you even more. You don’t even have the courage to look at him.
“Once.” He repeats it, but he’s not questioning you.
“I was scared last night. I didn’t know what to do, or say in the moment. I don’t want to lie…again.” You stop and wait, and you still don’t look at him, but he says nothing. You can’t even hear him breathing. “Say something…scream at me, I don’t care. Please say something.”
The bed shifts as he gets out from under the covers, walks to the dresser to throw on a clean shirt and sweatpants. You watch him from the corner of your eye, trying to figure out what he’s feeling, and what he’s thinking, but he gives you nothing.
“Are you leaving?”
No answer. He closes the door gently behind him, and you struggle with the urge to run for him. What’s the point? You can’t keep delaying the inevitable, because it’s getting harder and harder with each new word you speak to him. If he’s going to go, he needs to go now. But there’s no sound of him opening and closing the front door
He’s sitting in the dark at the coffee table, head in his arms, phone a few inches from his face. The glow of the screen is the only light you can see, so you click on one of the kitchen lights. Maybe he came out here to get away from you. If that’s the case, you respect his space, and you head to the kitchen to make him something to eat.
Eventually, he looks up, and eventually, you catch him staring as you walk from one end of the kitchen to the other. He doesn’t look angry, and he doesn’t look upset—the empty look on his face is worse.
“Are you hungry?”
He snaps out of it and lifts his head to nod. Seungmin is usually hungry, and he’s always a good eater, so cooking for him, and doting on him became your way of showing affection after the first few months together. It still is, and he knows that’s why you’re in there right now. Sometimes it feels like it replaces everything else, but it's been that way for a while. Seungmin hasn’t been as affectionate as you might need, especially lately, but you never complain. He wishes you would have complained. Even more, he wishes he wouldn't have been so oblivious to everything.
You don’t notice him getting to his feet and walking toward you—not until he’s right next to you, and even then, you stare pointedly at the broth simmering until a soft hey reaches your ears.
“Hi, it’s almost ready”
“I’m sorry”
“You’re sorry…what are you sorry for?”
“I was reading your email again. I read it a few times.”
You jump when he reaches for and touches your cheek.
“You didn’t do—“
He kisses you. Seungmin pulls you closer and places a kiss on your temple.
“You didn’t do anything wrong”
And then he does it again. “I didn’t help. When I come home, I don’t treat you the way that you deserve. I fall asleep and I wake up and I leave again.”
“I’m not gonna pretend you hold any of the blame for this, so stop it”
“Why can’t we both be guilty?”
“Because you didn’t go behind my back and sleep with someone else. You didn’t cheat on me, Seungmin. Physically…emotionally. I did it, and it’s there forever.”
“But do you want to go back and change things?”
“It had barely even happened yet and I wanted to run away. I wanted to run home and call you, tell you everything, beg for your forgiveness. But I didn’t.”
“When was it?”
“A month ago, maybe a little more. I did call you the next morning, because I slept through all your messages. You must have been working, though.”
“You were with him yesterday, before I got here”
“No, I was home all day. I don’t know why he messaged me when he did. I haven’t seen him in weeks, and I only saw him once after, because I told him I was done. I think he messaged the wrong person.”
Seungmin stares at the simmering broth as he thinks, then turns off the burner.
“I can show you the messages when I turn the new phone on. I will. You can read everything.”
“So…bad timing”
“Maybe good timing, if it got us here. I hate not telling you everything that’s going on in my head.”
“Should I be doing that more often?”
You grab his shirt and pull him close again, “yes, all the time,” and bring him back down for a kiss, finally, on his lips. But it’s light, and it’s hesitant, for both of you. It feels like it’s been months, and you don’t know how you could stand to kiss anyone else.
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Seungmin wakes early the next morning. He looks at you, still sound asleep, curled up tight under the blankets, and the familiar ache in his stomach returns—the one he gets every time he has to leave you. The one he’s never actually told you about. But he’s going to get up quietly, and he’s going to pack up his things and leave without making a sound. He’ll text you later, after he leaves you waiting for a few hours, but right now he needs out of here.
The only problem with the dorm is he still won’t be alone. He deals with it, though. Jeongin forces him out to lunch, but he’s unsuccessful at figuring out what specifically is eating away at Seungmin. He has to know it has something to do with you, though, because otherwise, he wouldn't be here. Even after a few early drinks and video games, nothing comes out. He tries his best to seem okay, and the distraction of the dorm helps more than he thought it would.
By the time 8pm rolls around…then 9, then midnight, he’s surprised you haven’t sent him a single message. He worries, because that’s what he does, and then he starts to type out a text.
I think being away for a while will be good for us
The two of you are always apart, though. Why would he say that? Seungmin backspaces and starts again.
If you’re still awake, goodnight, if you’re sleeping…good morning
It’s a little more blunt than he intends, but he sends it anyway, and the read notification appears as soon as it’s delivered. Seungmin waits a few moments for you to start typing…but you don’t.
“You heading to bed?”
He turns and sees Felix peeking around the corner, a little apprehensive. Seungmin hasn’t done well at masking his sadness since he’s been here.
“Yeah, I think so”
And as soon as Felix disappears again, he goes to the kitchen and grabs two bottles of soju, and the last bottle of beer. Still, as he drinks and writes in his journal, he waits for a reply. He could just text you again, and part of him actually wants to, but he’ll force himself to wait until morning, at least.
But a few minutes later, a text does come through. It’s not from you, and it’s not from any of his dorm mates—it’s Hyunjin.
“Seungminnie!! Are you sleeping yet? I miss you! I haven’t seen you since we got back”
Hyunjin doesn’t know about Seungmin’s troubles, but if he did, he’d be very concerned. Maybe he is the one to go to; to talk to, confide in, get some advice. Any of his hyungs would be willing to help, but Hyunjin probably owes Seungmin a few hours worth of listening anyway. And he’s always a comfort.
“I’m still up… a little drunk”
“Come over!”
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Seungmin is a little surprised at himself, getting up and getting back into sweatpants to walk down the long hallway. Hyunjin begged when he initially said no, though, and Seungmin is too nice to just ignore him.
Everyone else must be asleep, because Hyunjin answers after a few soft knocks. First he peeks, just to be sure it’s Seungmin, and then he smiles as he slowly opens the door.
“We have beer, if you’re not still too drunk!” He pulls him in and walks to the kitchen, “oh, that is Chan's…we won’t touch that,” he points to an apple soju tucked away in the back.
“Okay, maybe just one beer”
“You seem tired. Well, drunk I guess. You’ve been quiet, how are things with your girl? I haven’t seen her in some time.”
Because you rarely get out to see any of them. You do go out with friends on occasion, at least that he knows of, but generally, you stay hidden away. The thought makes Seungmin pout, and again he fights the urge to text you.
“What’s that face for? Is something going on…are you two having trouble?”
Seungmin shrugs.
“How can you have trouble when you’re hardly together?”
“That’s the trouble”
Hyunjin ooohs and brings his hands down on Seungmin’s shoulders. And he squeezes. “Yes, it’s hard to maintain and keep balance when you can rarely see each other. Texts and phone calls only do so much.”
“She cheated on me”
His hands drop and his eyes grow, “cheated? Oh Seungie, I’m sorry. You guys broke up?”
“Uh, not officially”
“But you’re going to, I assume. That seems unforgivable.”
It is. It should be. You said yourself that you don’t deserve his forgiveness; that you don’t deserve him. Seungmin doesn’t see it that way, though. At least not completely.
“I feel guilty, too. I haven’t been there for her recently, not in any way.”
Hyunjin reaches again, this time grabbing Seungmin biceps and squeezing, “you do your best, I know you do. Relationships are hard, especially for us. But you’re hurting, and I don’t like that. If she did it once, she—“
“I know, I know”
He can’t imagine you doing it again, though. It could be the email, and the letter. Maybe it’s just how defeated you’ve been, and how willing you are to tell him everything—he never asked to see the messages the two of you shared, but he can read them if he wants, apparently. He doesn’t think he wants to do that, though, because he’s afraid it will just make things hurt even more.
“You deserve better than that, Min.” Hyunjin turns and heads toward his bedroom, and Seungmin follows. “You deserve to be taken care of.”
“She does take care of me, and I know she loves me”
“Seungmin…”
“Yeah?”
“Sit, let me help”
His voice is soft, but a little demanding, and Seungmin listens without protest.
“I don’t want you to forgive so easily and get hurt again”
“I’ll be okay. And I haven’t figured it out yet, anyway. I’m giving it some time.”
“Can I ask a silly question, Minnie?” Hyunjins sits and sets his hand on Seungmin’s shoulder. He squeezes, pushes his thumbs into the tight muscles.
Seungmin groans and takes a long drink of his beer, making sure he doesn’t sober up too much yet. He should’ve grabbed two. “Yeah, you can.”
“Have you…well, I know you haven’t cheated, but have you thought about it? I mean…thought about anyone else in that way? Romantically, sexually.”
If Hyunjin is trying to make it easier for him to break things off with you, that wasn’t the best question to ask. Now he thinks back to a few times he did have more than romantic thoughts about someone other than you. Men and women both. He has never acted on any of them, but he did get hard from his fantasies on several occasions, and he came spectacularly without your face in his mind. One of those times, it was the man almost sitting in his lap right now.
Seungmin feels for his phone in his pocket and pulls it out, but Hyunjin grabs for it, sets it aside, “down,” and he gently coaxes him onto stomach.
“Jin-“
“Hush, Minnie…you’re always around to help me when I need it. You always listen, you’re always so patient.”
“I try”
“I owe you”
“Do you? You’re listening to me right now…”
“Please, just a few minutes. I bet you haven’t done this in a while.”
It’s true. It feels like he hasn’t properly relaxed in a very long time, and he certainly hasn’t had time to get a massage, to sit in the sauna and clear his mind. Work has been constant, and when he isn’t working, he’s trying to sleep, he’s practicing, writing…wondering how you are. Seungmin tenses at the first real touch against his back muscles, then eases up, and sighs. “Careful, I’m ticklish”
“Oh, I know”
His hands move down slowly...roughly. He doesn’t hold back when he feels a knot on one side. Seungmin doesn’t mind the pain, only hisses and breathes through it.
“I wish I could figure this out. I know what I want to do, but at the same time I’m worried I’m going about this all wrong.”
“You’re a smart boy, you’ll probably figure things out just talking about it. This is what you need.” Hyunjin’s touch softens, and he traces back up Seungmin’s spine with his fingers, over his neck and into his hair.
Seungmin sighs again, and the sound that escapes him is a little embarrassing.
“You didn’t answer my question yet”
Hyunjin lightens up when Seungmin starts to turn onto his back, but he lets a hand run across him as he shifts down—lets his finger graze over what little bit of ass he can get to through his sweatpants. Seungmin stares awkwardly for a moment—knees up, legs open—but Hyunjin looks at him like he’s been missing him and waiting for him for weeks. Months. He’s looking at him the way you look at him.
“In my mind, yeah, I guess I’ve cheated. I’ve thought about other people, and…gotten off to them, and the fantasies.”
“Gotten off?” He smirks and licks his lips, “who do you think about, Seungmin?”
His face warms, and probably turns pink. Luckily it’s a little dark in the room. There is no way he’s going to admit to Hyunjin that he once came very, very hard watching a video of the two of them together. But the way he’s being looked at right now—studied, undressed, maybe—it’s overwhelming, thinking of you, and thinking of him. Seungmin doesn’t know whether to get up and stop this, or lean in and move things along. He shakes his head and tries not to pull back when Hyunjin grabs his hand. He doesn’t want to pull back. He keeps still and lets him touch, and massage.
Then he raises Seungmin’s knuckles to his lips, “you can stop me,” kisses across his palm and down his wrist. But he isn’t stopped, even when he pulls closer, and lips meet lips. It’s calm and it’s anxious all at once, just figuring out exactly how the other moves, and it doesn’t take long get the hang of it. They disconnect and Seungmin falls backward, and he feels wet lips press hard against his bare stomach. He decides he’s not going to stop him, but his heart is pounding, and the guilt rises up in him again when he looks down and sees a mess of dark hair spread across his torso. But he won’t stop him.
“Hyunjin?” Seungmin sighs and runs a hand across his shoulder. His cock is throbbing and pulling all the blood from his brain, and he can feel nothing but want right now. “Hyunjin.”
“Hmm…what is it, Min?” He slows down, “should I stop?”
“No, no don’t stop”
He watches as his sweats are pulled down, painfully slow, and just before Seungmin is finally free, Hyunjin peeks up at him and presses a finger to his lips.
He nods in understanding. Of course he’ll be silent, because being found together like this would make things much worse than just awkward. But as soon as the warmth of his mouth hits, Seungmin forgets everything bad that could happen, and everything bad that has happened. He sinks into the bed and feels his body melt away. And he’s drunk; he’s definitely still drunk, and he can’t believe how hard he is, considering the amount he’s had tonight. But his mind wanders—the up and down of Hyunjins mouth, the squeeze of hands on thighs and hips, it’s perfect and he’d be fine with this lasting for hours, but his mind still bounces back and forth between this, and you—your face, your voice, your mouth. And then it’s Hyunjin again, making you feel so good after so much sadness.
“Is it good, Minnie?”
Seungmin moans, and it’s so much louder than he intends, but Hyunjin only giggles as his tongue slides up and over his cock, and he’s swallowed again. Hips buck up, needing more, and Hyunjin takes every inch. Seungmin is still surprised by how hungry Hyunjin has been for this. He knows exactly what he’s doing, because he’s been waiting, and wanting.
“So good…please, I need to come”
“Mm not yet, no”
“Please”
“I need you a little bit longer”
The bed shakes a little as Hyunjin relaxes on his stomach, and Seungmin doesn’t have to look to see what’s going on—he can feel the steady strokes, and the slow, lazy kisses moving up his length, and then back down. The licks, savoring every inch of him. He‘ll have to plead more if he wants to come, and he will. A fistful of hair and a tug makes him giggle again.
“Please, please let me come, I need it so bad”
“I know, sweet Minnie, you’re so cute when you beg”
Another moan as he swallowed again, and this time Hyunjin means it. He’s good at it. The tight squeeze of his throat sets off sparks in his head, and he can’t hold on. It builds in him, and it’s been so long since he’s been here, and came like this, even with you. But he pushes the thought away for now, because his brain feels like it’s shutting down, and all the matters is this, right now; the lips wrapped around his cock, and the heat pulsing through every part of him, making him shake as he empties himself, and it takes so much to not scream, so he bites down hard on his own hand to keep this in the room.
Now it’s so quiet, it’s scary. Hands still caress his thighs, and Hyunjin’s mouth is still there, licking up anything he may have missed. Seungmin feels so sensitive, but it’s good…the soft, careful touch of his tongue. After a few moments, he finally finds the energy to prop himself up and look down.
“Lucky girl,” Hyunjin smiles and gently pulls at his sweatpants until Seungmin is covered again. “I hope she does that for you whenever you want.”
You do, and as the feeling slowly returns to the rest of his body, and his mind catches up, he sees your face as you kneel for him, or as you sneak under the covers to finish waking him up.
“What are you thinking about, puppy?” Hyunjin’s head rests comfortably on Seungmin’s hip, “hmm? I see big thoughts moving around up there.”
He sees right, and he feels guilty needing you after what he just did. But maybe he should feel like this, because that’s what you felt, getting yourself into the mess you made and trying to run away at the last minute. But Seungmin didn’t run, and he’s perfectly comfortable right now, and the strangest part is how easy, and how fast it was.
“Thinking about her?”
Seungmin looks down, “I’m sorry.”
“No, it’s okay”
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skz-fanfic-recs · 3 months
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comment any song on this post, and i'll give you a skz fic that matches it's vibe.
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arkust · 6 months
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Hyunjin se apaixonou em 1977, mas 1977 era rude demais para se apaixonar pelo amor daquele rapaz.
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Hyunjin via as belezas de um mundo inexistente criado para vosso amor quando tinha um vislumbre de Seungmin sobre seus olhos, era belo, belo como milhões de pedras preciosas, belo como constelações, belo assim como o amor que pairava no ar quando estavam juntos, não tinha tempestade que os parassem quando se encontravam naquele pedaço de mato e transmitiam seu amor com toques, e a magia de seus corações assim como conto de fadas.
Mas conto de fadas eram apenas histórias, e Hyunjin viu ela ter um final infeliz quando a cabeça de seu amado voou para longe quando o condenaram a morte por pecar, mas o que estaria errado em seu amar? Não ter amado suficiente aquele homem a ponto de mostrar pro mundo que não há nada de errado quando os planetas conduzem vossos corações machucados pelo tempo a ser curado por uma pessoa?
O conto de um amor que ficará guardado em memórias, esperando reecontrar sua memória mais linda em breve
Hyunjin viveu seu melhor conto de fadas onde as fadinhas não o deu a opção do seu tão esperado final feliz.
> plot feito em inspirações de icons.
> psd by @colour-source
> icons 120x120
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coracat · 7 months
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#doação de capa - stray kids
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status: indisponível
personagens: seungmin x hyunjin
alterações: user e título
Eis que para matar o tédio eu resolvi fazer uma coisinha com dois personagens que o ny escolheu para mim sem conhecer o SKZ, resultado: ficou adorável e eu tô com dó de deixar mofar. Então que uma das duas unidades de fãs de Stray Kids que me seguem aceite escrever com essa belezura aqui, mt bjs.
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felixify · 1 year
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Skz Cafe edition
Hyunjin : * holds Felix's hand *
Felix : umm..I think you've got the wrong hand sir
Hyunjin : Are you sure ? Cuz this feels like it were meant to be
Felix : I'm sure
Seungmin , from behind him : I'm sure he's sure . I'm here
Hyunjin : don't you feel some sort of connection between us ?
Felix : I'm not buying , my husband * points towards Chan * is .
Hyunjin : oh * waddles back to seungmin *
Seungmin : oh I'm not buying either
Hyunjin : What !
Changbin , from the front of the line : I don't mind paying for you darling
Hyunjin striding across the store and grabbing Changbin's hand : at least someone who cares about me
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idlerare · 1 year
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aeyunaa · 1 year
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❝ 𝐒𝐄𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐉𝐈𝐍 ❞
★ Sweet dreams
|| Top!Hyunjin
II Bottom!seungmin
Warnings below cut
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★ Somnophilia: A somnophiliac, person with somnophilia, is a person who has a fetish for touching/caressing a person sexually when they are asleep or unconscious. This can also include sleep rape or oral sex which is understandable.
This Story contains:
Member shipping, Somnophilia, Anal penetration, MalexMale, oral sex, hair pulling, rough sex, ass groping, daddy kink?, deep throating, cum eating, spanking, fingering, dry humping, crying, nickname such as slut.
Let me know if I missed anything!
Minors dni
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It was already 12pm and the lights were out. seungmin couldn't stop moving around in his sleep from a specific dream that was occuring. Minutes later, he sprung up from bed while panting heavily, his cheeks heated up as sweat trickled down his temple. He lifted the sheets before sighing. He was hard.
You see... The dream Seungmin was having was no where near a nightmare- but was him having a special time with his band member: Hyunjin. It wasn't new considering he's been having these types of dreams since he started gaining mad feelings for the boy-- but the more he dreams about it, the more he gains.
He wiped the sweat from the side of his face before kicking his legs off of the bed and stood up. He went out to Hyunjin's room carefully and closed the door behind him. The boy was asleep. And by the snores, he was out.
Seungmin made his way over to the bed and carefully crawled on. He poked the olders arm but got no response. He let out another sigh as his shorts began to get more tighter at the sight of the sleeping boy. He bit his lip, impatient- he slowly removed the blanket that was covering the boy before eying his body: he was only wearing a white t-shirt and boxers. He bit his lip a little harder, 'causing him to let out a small whimper. "Seungmin..." Hyunjin moaned out, slightly stirred. Seungmin covered his mouth with his hand, sitting there incredibly still. He noticed that the older was talking in his sleep but was confused of why he said his name. But regardless,, it was hot.
He waited til the boy was fully asleep before straddling him. He let out a quite moan feeling the others clothed member against his own. He lightly placed his hands on the others chest, rubbing himself against the other. It felt wrong but it indeed felt right. As he continued to grind down on the older, he felt a pair of warm hands on his behind, causing him to gasp. He looked down at Hyunjin who was still asleep.
Seungmin let a small smirk crawl on his lips as he tried to take off his shirt. Successfully taking it off, he grabbed one of Hyunjin's hands and placed it on his hip. He went back to his original position, rubbing himself against the olders clothed member, feeling it twitch within his boxers.
Letting out small whimpers, he threw his head back letting his body take over and quicken his pace.
Just then, he felt both of Hyunjin's hand pushing down on his hips. "W-What are you doing..?" Hyunjin's voice ringed in the now silent air, voice still groggy from waking up. Seungmin's head snapped back towards hyunjin, biting on his lip again. "I... U-Um... Had a d-dream..." He tried to muster out, feeling himself getting pushed more down, letting out another moan.
"That doesn't explain why you're on my dick, sweetie." Hyunjin hands slipped down to Seungmin's behind, giving it a light squeeze. "What a sight to see from waking up. C'mere."
Seungmin's cheeks brightened as he hesitantly brought his face closer to the others. As his face was close enough, Hyunjin gentle grabbed the youngers chin, squishing his cheeks with his hand. "Being a dirty lil slut, mn?" Within a matter of seconds, Hyunjin's lips crashed onto Seungmin's, catching the younger by surprise but instantly responded back. Without asking for permission, Seungmin parted his lips as Hyunjin slipped his tongue into the others mouth, exploring every part of it with a tinge of sweetness.
Feeling in the moment, the younger continued his rubbing on the older. This caused the both of them to moan. And boy, did it sound beautiful.
Hyunjin replaced his hands onto Seungmin's ass, messaging it roughly but pleasurable. Seungmin let out a shaky moan into the kiss as he felt Hyunjin's cold hands slide into his short, moulding his ass cheeks, feeling him spread it and message it again. Seungmin pulled back, looking into the olders eyes. The evident smirk on the youngers lips made Hyunjin even more hard, squeezing Seungmin's ass as it became unbearable.
Seungmin slid down while seductively biting his lip, making sure to wiggle his hips as he does so causing Hyunjin to groan. As he came face to face with the olders twitching bulge, he palmed it teasingly. This action caused Hyunjin to grip onto the bed sheets, biting down on his teeth as he eyed the younger's every movement. Seungmin bit his lip in anticipation before hooking his finger onto the hems of Hyunjin's boxers, pulling it down. And there sprung out Hyunjin big veiny cock. Seungmin bit down on his lip at the sight, grabbing a hold of it. He gave it a squeeze as the older groaned out once again, throwing his head back. Seungmin started pumping Hyunjin's cock slowly, using his thumb to press down on the tip making the older to moan once again.
Licking his lips, he brought his lips closer to Hyunjin's cock, teasingly licking the tip, precum oozing from it deliciously. Seungmin swirled his tongue around the tip and places his mouth on it, sucking on it. He pulled back with a pop as be quietly giggled, watching Hyunjin stare down at him with an impatient look, mouth agape as he breathes heavily.
Seungmin felt his short tighten once again at the sight before placing most of Hyunjin's cock in his mouth, of course, swirling his tongue around it as he goes more in, feeling it hit the back of his throat. The feeling made him let out a small moan that hummed throughout Hyunjin's cock, the vibration causing the older to grab a handful of Seungmin's hair, pulling him back up and down. As if getting the memo, Seungmin kept bobbing his head as Hyunjin guided him.
The older brushed Seungmin's bangs away from his eyes, almost cumming at the scene of the younger with his messy red hair, his flushed cheeks, and his teary eyes as he stared into Hyunjin's and he mouth-fucked his cock.
Hyunjin bucked up his hips into the younger's mouth, causing the younger to whimper. A few more thrusts and he filled the younger's mouth completely. Seungmin swallowed every bit of it, licking his lips and the rest off of Hyunjin's cock as if it was melted ice cream.
As he finished swallowing, he looked up at Hyunjin with teary eyes and red, swollened, plumped lips. This caught Hyunjins attention, feeling himself get hard again after his release. Hyunjin sat up and patted in front of him signalling for the younger to follow. "Turn around and rest on your elbows." Seungmin obeyed the older's command, doing the position he instructed.
He felt hyunjin pull down his short, tugging it forward for Seungmin to take it off. He obeyed once again and got back into position, sticking out his ass for the older. Seungmin felt the older run a finger along his hole, a moan slipping out of his lips at the feeling. Then, he felt a stinging pain on his right ass cheek, arching his back with a loud moaning. He liked the pain. One on the left side 'Smack', and so on. Hyunjin continued as both his ass cheeks were a tinted red, licking his lips.
Hyunjin spat on his middle-finger , running it along Seungmin's hole again and slowly pushing it in. He felt the younger clench around his finger and he began going in and out. Seungmin's back was arched as he gripped onto the bedsheets, rocking forward and back for more. Hyunjin noticed the neediness of the younger and inserted another finger. Seungmin moaned out loud at the stretch, "M-Moree~" He pleaded, wanting more. Hyunjin did just that as he inserted a third finger, going at a faster pace in and out of Seungmin. Seungmin was a moaning mess in a matter of seconds, fucking himself onto Hyunjin's fingers.
As he felt something in his stomach building up, he kept going til he released. Hyunjin smirked at the sight of Seungmin slowing down and breathing heavily. Hyunjin pulled out his fingers and smacked the younger's ass once again, causing him to whimper.
"Come sit on Daddy's dick, babyboy." Hyunjin demanded as Seungmin trembled to get up, catching his breath as he does so before placing himself on Hyunjin's lap, aligning his hole to Hyunjin's cock. The older was spreading the younger's cheeks, pushing him down onto his cock, fully in. This caused Seungmin to arch his back, his breath hitching at the wide stretch, panicking at the amount of pain and rushes of pleasure coursing through his body. "D-Daddy-- i-it hurts." Seungmin whined, a few tears streaming down his reddened cheeks. Hyunjin brought a hand up to Seungmin's face and wiped the tears with his thumb, giving the younger a reassuring smile as he looked into his eyes. "It's gonna hurt for a bit but it'll feel amazing soon." Hyunjin leaned in and placed his lips onto Seungmins. It wasn't rough and quick like the last. It was soft and gentle, passionate. Seungmin began to feel a load of pleasure and bit onto Hyunjin's bottom lip, drawing it out as his back arched, moans slipping passed his lips onto Hyunjin. Hyunjin took this to pushing the younger up and down slowly. This wasn't enough for Seungmin so he went down on his own pace onto Hyunjin's cock, fast and sloppy but so pleasurable. This caught the older off guard as his own moans collided with Seungmin's, faint skin slapping filled the room.
Seungmin's bouncing became more sloppier and he began to feel tired in the process. Hyunjin did the favor and thrusted upwards into the younger, exactly hitting his prostate. Seungmin let out a high pitched moan, clawing at Hyunjin's shoulders as the older continued to thrust upwards into the younger.
Seungmin felt the familiar building up in his stomach as his legs began to feel more weak. "C-Close-ee'" He managed to moan out as drool trickled down his chin. Hyunjin quickly got up and laid down Seungmin as he was on top, quickly thrusting into the younger with Seungmin's leg over his shoulder, hitting the younger's prostate over and over again. Moans began to get louder as if they were yelling, the creaking of the bed increased as the amount of smell of sex lingered in the loud air. But the two were too distracted in their world to realize it.
"I-Im c-cumm-ing!!" Seungmin yelled out, his legs shaking continuously. Hyunjin kept his pace as he let out deep growls, shooting his cum into the younger, causing Seungmin to let out a high pitch voice at the feeling of getting filled, cumming on his stomach.
Hyunjin slowed his pace from ridding out his orgasm, pulling out as Seungmin's hole was completely filled with his cum dripping out of it.
"H-Hyunjin..." Seungmin called out, catching his breath. Hyunjin fell beside him while pulling him closer. Kissing his neck and leaving dark hickey's.
"I love you, Minnie." Hyunjin whispered against the younger's neck, loud enough for him to hear it. This made Seungmin smile, looking down at the older with half lidded eyes. "I love you too, Jinnie..."
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granc-miniverse · 4 months
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What Do You Even Know?
Description: seungjin skz fanfiction, reuploaded to tumblr from wattpad
This is an ongoing fanfiction, updated regularly on Wattpad (once every week or so, twice/thrice maybe if I'm feeling up to it- but don't expect anything please 😊)
Tumblr posts for this fanfiction will not happen as often due to less activity, however I aim for once/twice every fortnight on this platform.
DISCLAIMER
The actions, words and thoughts of any persons mentioned in this story do not relate to any actions, words or thoughts of the person they're associated with in real life. Please do not take any of this seriously because they may or may not be similar to these characters in real life. This fanfiction is written for fun and because I feel very single.  Please do not use the content in this story for legal or official uses, as it is in no way attributed to Stray Kids or any other mentioned people/artists in real life. Thank You, GRANC.M 
Look out for updates and I'll keep yall posted, so have fun reading
- granc
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5ish · 2 years
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my loves ⋆ * ・. ゚
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Snow is falling
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