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lavenderbexlatte · 7 months

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day 19: in the bath

mamamoo 1.1k words gender neutral reader insert Reader x Ahn Hyejin (Hwasa) NSFW

🖤 warnings: ...tbh this is pretty tame, i have a thing for water that maybe comes thru here idk🖤

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She's a vision, haloed in the light from the parted window shades, in the warm foggy air above her bath.

You're just watching her. A not-so-secret spectator, taking in her beauty as you linger just outside the bathroom door. She knows you're home, so it's not like you're actually peeping. You're on an errand for her, actually; bath snacks are a must for your favorite lady, and you're not about to make her stop relaxing just to grab them herself.

The snacks are in your hand already, all set to deliver, but you can stand here for another moment.

She luxuriates.

She draws one pretty leg out of the bathwater, hooking it over the edge of the tub, bare to the air. Steam rises from her skin.

Her long hair is piled on top of her head, giving you a lovely view of the slope of her neck, her face in profile.

So beautiful. You can't stay away.

You go in, then, and she beams at you when you hand over the packet of potato chips. That leg goes back into the bath, so she can sit up properly and tear open the packet.

"I don't think those are gonna survive the bath," you point out.

Hyejin shrugs. "Only if I drop them in."

Which she doesn't plan to do, you know. Not her precious chips.

You see Hyejin in states of undress a lot, but this kind of full-body relaxation is truly something else.

She's always sexy, and she's always gorgeous, but when she's completely comfortable, she's transcendent. Carefree vibes aren't easy to come by, not sincerely, when someone does what she does. Eyes always on her, expectations always rising.

Here, she's just Hyejin.

In the claw-foot bath. With her chips.

"Didn't you wanna get in?" she asks you.

"I wouldn't want to disturb your nice time," you reply.

It's not self-deprecation, it's just honesty. She likes to be alone, sometimes, and that's fine. It doesn't bother you when she wants her very limited free time to be just that: her time.

But she shakes her head. "You wouldn't."

"I would have to go get unready," you muse.

She groans. "That's no fun."

You sink down to rest on your haunches beside the tub, leaning over the edge a little, just to get closer to her face. The water smells like flowers, something lightly perfumed. The steam is enticing.

"How long are you gonna stay in?" you ask.

"Forever."

You grin. "Then don't be impatient."

Hyejin pouts. She reaches out, long fingers and long nails, and takes hold of your face by the chin, squeezing so gently.

"You don't want to spend time with me?" she asks.

You know that tone.

"Of course I do," you tell her.

She rises onto her knees, carefully rolling her chip bag over and dropping it to the tile floor. She leans into you.

"Then come play with me."

Hyejin kisses you slow and sweet like honey. Detailed, attentive, like she's trying to put a spell on you. She doesn't need to, of course. You're already too far gone for her. But there she is, the dampness from her bare shoulder pressing a warm spot into your shirt, while her tongue maps out the back of your teeth.

She's like a siren, you think, deliriously. A mermaid luring you in.

When Hyejin pulls back, you bite your lip, and open your eyes. She's there, and she's beautiful.

She studies you for a second. "Is your phone in your pocket?"

"No," you tell her mindlessly.

"Good."

She throws a handful of water at you. It splatters down the front of your shirt, and you yelp in protest.

"Oh, you're already wet," she says innocently. "You might as well just get in."

You stand up. She's won. You'll just strip and join her, like she wants so desperately-

"I said, get in."

Those long pretty fingers wrap around your forearm, before you can react, and one good strong tug has you tripping over yourself and falling into the tub.

You catch yourself on one leg and one arm, luckily avoiding all your important bits (teeth...nose...) smashing into the side of the tub. It isn't very sexy, considering you're still clothed and now extremely waterlogged, but most of you is in the tub. Water sloshes out onto the floor from the impact.

"There," Hyejin says, satisfied.

She really has won, now.

You can't even be annoyed about it. You would have gotten in, anyway, but this is kind of more fun.

"I'm still dressed and everything," you tease. "How is that any help for you?"

"Oh, now, I get to take it all off," she grins.

Taking off a very warm, very wet t-shirt is also not very sexy, but Hyejin seems to enjoy the game of it nonetheless. She's laughing as she peels the long sleeves down your arms and throws the whole wet mess across the room.

Your comfortable shorts are easier to get off, but they're also heavy with all that absorbed water. Hyejin wrings them out before she throws those, too.

When you're as bare as she is, just warm skin in the steamy water, sending relief into your muscles and a pleasant tingle up your spine, Hyejin arranges you like her own little doll. She gets you sitting flat on the bottom of the tub, and she plants herself right in your lap.

"What did I say?" you chastise. "Impatient."

"I am," she nods.

"You're lucky you're cute."

"I always get what I want, don't I?" she replies.

Her gaze is so sultry. It's not the same as the face she sells, with her pristine makeup and strong aura. It's much more quietly assured. The confidence of knowing exactly how short of a leash she's got you on. Assurance of how much you adore her.

And you do, of course. You adore her.

"You do," you say. "How could I ever say no to you?"

You pinch the side of her leg playfully, making her jump and slosh yet more water over the lip of the tub.

The overflow valve really doesn't work in this thing. Inconvenient. That's what it's for, dammit. Save you from cleaning up messes like this. You'll have to look at that later.

Your home improvement thoughts are immediately derailed when Hyejin grinds down on your lap and trails her hands up your shoulders to meet at the nape of your neck, holding you close.

"I want something else, now," she says, voice low.

Impulsively, you reach for the oversized scrunchie keeping her hair in place. "Can I?"

Her quick nod has you unwrapping the hair accessory, letting her sleek coppery hair fall in waves around her shoulders.

The damp ends of her hair sticking to her skin, to yours, the hungry look in her eyes...

She just might be a siren. Ready to eat you alive.

#kinktober 2023 #kpop kinktober #mamamoo fanfic #mamamoo smut #hwasa fanfic #hwasa smut #mamamoo hwasa fanfic #mamamoo hwasa smut #ahn hyejin fanfic #ahn hyejin smut #kpop fanfic #kpop smut

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trancyzp · 2 months

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⸺ me escreva, maria ⭑

para doação dia 16/03/2024⭑ capa adotada por kanfleurs⭑

#capa para social spirit #capa para fanfic #capa de fanfic #capa vintage #capa para spirit #capa para fic #capa de spirit #design simples #mamamoo #moonbyul #hwasa #trancyz #2024

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earlff · 5 months

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ㅤㅤ– DOAÇÃO DE CAPAS DA AESPÉROLA.

oioi, amorecos! tudo bem com vocês? venho anunciar que depois de 2368 anos, estou fazendo uma pequena doação de capas para vocês (com direito a um bônus no final). leiam atentamente as regrinhas vius, é de extrema importância que saibam direitinho como funciona aqui. beijinhoss!

epa... falta as regras!

a história terá que ter no mínimo 400 palavras;

o tempo para ser utilizada é de 30 dias, passou dos 30 dias e não foi postada, você entra na minha blocklist!

eu que escolho os donos das capinhas, mas não pense que será por afinidade vius! irei analisar as respostas postas no formulário e escolherei minuciosamente;

para reservarem a capinha, terão que preencher esse formulário!

acompanhe o andamento nesse cronograma;

por favor me credite nas notas da fific;

me mande o link dela postada.

agora sim podem ir :)

1 — entre cartas e patas (haerin, hanni e minji) – disponível – alteração no título e user

2 — flores florescem (hwasa) – indisponível – alteração no título e user

3 — sinfonias melódicas (jakehoon) – indisponível – alteração no user apenas

4 — chill kill (joy) – disponível – alteração no título e user

5 — dois amores (seulrene) – indisponível – alteração apenas no user

6 — bluesman (jayhoon) – indisponível – alteração no título e user

7 — 1993 (joyri) – indisponível – alteração no título e user

8 — love game (minji e danielle) – indisponível – sem alterações

9 — harmonia rebelde (wonbin e shotaro) – indisponível – sem alterações

10 — catcha (hanni e haerin) – disponível – sem alterações

e foi isso amores, espero que tenham gostado!

– BÔNUS!

amo vocês! <3

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panda-writes-kpop · 7 months

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Eyes On Me

A/N: Guys, girls, and non-binary pearls, I apologize if my author's notes have seemed a little dry. I've been running on empty for a while, but luckily, I have fall break for school coming up. I've also reorganized the the WIP a small bit, so feel free to look at the upcoming fics for the spooky season and beyond. I hope you all are well, in all seriousness. (I've got two small requests to work on before the requests open back up, so look forward to that in the upcoming future.)

TW: Paparazzi

Summary: The media tries to ruin your night-out with Hwasa, but you won't let them ruin your relationship or your mood.

♡ Masterlist ♡

The bright, flashing lights of the cameras blind you as Hwasa takes your hand and leads you through the mob of reporters and photographers.

“Excuse me, let us through!” She calls through with a gentle warning, and you know that if the sea of people don’t part, Hwasa isn’t afraid to get a bit more forward with her response.

Luckily, the reporters and photographers move, but that doesn’t stop the questions from flying or pictures from being taken.

“Hwasa, when did you and them start dating?”

“How does it feel to be dating one of the most popular and famous idols in Korea?”

“Do you think you’re worthy of the admiration of Hwasa, or will she quickly be rid of you like-”

Hwasa cusses them out under her breath as she lets you get into the limousine first. You thank the stars that the windows are tinted out when Hwasa slams the door shut behind them.

Once the car pulls away from the sidewalk, Hwasa shoots you an apologetic look.

“Y/N, I’m so sorry about this. I didn’t think they would follow us to the restaurant, and then wait for us to come out.”

You sigh before shaking your head and looking her in the eye.

“It’s not your fault, Hwasa, it’s just like they said: you’re one of the most popular idols out there.”

Her eyes widen as she reaches over and grabs your hand.

“You don’t really believe everything they say, right?”

“No, I do not.”

She sighs in relief, but does not let go of your hand.

“You’re one of the most important people to me, and I don’t want to see you hurt because of something that’s supposed to be about me. Let me know if they make you uncomfortable, and I’ll make them back off, alright?”

You gently squeeze her hand.

“Most of them are just innocent people trying to do their jobs, so don’t be too hard on them, alright?”

“I won’t, I promise.”

#kpop x reader #kpop imagines #kpop scenarios #kpop #girl group imagines #girl group scenarios #girl group x reader #kpop fanfic #girl group #mamamoo imagines #mamamoo #hwasa #mamamoo hwasa #hwasa x reader #mamamoo x reader

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ryujenini · 4 months

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Hi! This is a request for fluffcember!

Could you do Wheein x Reader where Wheein forgets something at home (lunch/phone/etc) and reader brings it to work for her and the other members tease Wheein for being so shy and blushing a lot 😊

Fluffcember Day 23

Wheein x Y/N - This Ones A Keeper

Wheein had left for work about an hour before you woke up, you went downstairs to start making yourself some breakfast when you see that Wheein had left her lunch and her phone laying on the table, you smiled adoringly at how clumsy and forgetful she could be sometimes before going back to preparing your breakfast and then getting ready to make your way to the studio to make sure Wheein had her things and actually had something to eat

You got in your car and started the 25 minutes drive, stopping on the way to get Wheein's favourite dessert and also making sure to get 4 drinks for her and her band mates and then continued on your way, smiling at the thought of getting to see your favourite girl again since you already missed her

The guards let you in with no hassle since they knew who you were at this point and told you what room Mamamoo would be practicing in so you made your way there, grinning to yourself as you caught sight of Wheein through the window laughing at something hwasa said

You knocked on the door lightly as everyone turned to the door, the second Wheein saw you a blush plastered across her face and you could hear the other 3 let out a symphony of ooooooohs and Moonbyul doing kissy faces towards Wheein only making her blush deepen as she went to get the door for you

"Hey Baby, you forgot your lunch and your phone so I bought them here for you and stopped to get you and the girls coffee on the way" you said holding up the bag and the coffee's as Wheein let you into the room

Hwasa looked at the coffees and nudged Wheein in the side before saying "this ones a keeper" winking and going off to hand out the drinks, which made Wheein smile and you shyly and interlace her hand with yours and say " i plan to" as she led you to the table to sit down

"I got a little surprise for you" you said to her, pulling the slice of cake out of the bag and handing it to the blonde haired girl who's face lit up looking at the sweet treat before leaning in to kiss you on the cheek once again causing the other 3 to tease her which just made you laugh and pull her in even closer until she was sat on your lap hiding her face in your chest out of embarrassment as you traced circles on her arms slowly making her less embarrassed as she stayed in her place just lifting her head to stick her tongue out at Solar who was copying their current position sitting in Moonbyul's lap practically being cradled

You stayed and had lunch with them before going home much to Wheein's disappointment, making sure to give everyone a hug and giving Wheein a quick chaste kiss on her lips and forehead before leaving back to the apartment to watch bad reality tv and wait for Wheein to come home later that night and tell you all about everything that happened after you left, which was mostly a lot more teasing in between recording sessions and the girls secretly being happy that you and Wheein had found eachother

#fluffcember #fluffmas #mamamoo #kpop #wheein #fluff #imagine #one shot #drabble #fanfic #hwasa #solar #moonbyul #ryujenini

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kojiveri · 9 days

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Roda o Disco - capa para doação.

Hwasa x Moonbyul.

#capa para fic #ibispaintx #social spirit #capa de fanfic #fanfic #spirit fanfics #fanart #capa para social spirit #spirit icons #mamamoo #hwasa #moonbyul #k pop

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druh19 · 4 months

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༝ Hwasa icons |like and reblog if saved|

#spirit fanfics #spirit icons #chaos!squad #120x120 #aesthetic #icons #soft #hwasa #hwasa icons #mamamoo hwasa #mamamoo #hwasa i love my body #hwasa mamamoo #green #redhead #christmas #black #druh19 icons

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thecoreseven · 10 months

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७ hwasa . . . 120x120

curtida ou reblog são bem-vindos/like or reblog are welcome ♡ icons por @woojiniepk

#icons #120x120 #spirit fanfics #thecoreseven #hwasa #kpop #mamamoo #maria

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xmaeve · 2 years

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➸ Antes do sol nascer, quero sentir você. ▹ 🔔 Status ✘ Doada. ▹ 📍 Feat ° @universezstuff ▹ 🎙° música.

#capa de fanfic #capa para social spirit #capa de kpop #capa divertida #capista de doação #capa doação #capa clean #mamamoo #hwasa #wheein #kpop #mamamoo illella #wheesa #ahn hyejin #jung wheein #mamamoo edits #Spotify

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shykpop · 1 year

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Hwasa icons

Like or reblog, If you save/use

Credits always welcome

Ask is open

#icons #120x120 #spirit fanfics #icons 120x120 #kpop #kpop icons #mamamoo #hwasa maria #hwasa #mamamoo hwasa #hwasa mamamoo

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hotlink907 · 1 year

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What do you think Mamamoo's opinions on edging are?

Edging is another one of my favorites kinks actually! I've written quite a few stories about it, but not too many Mamamoo ones. Hardly any Mamamoo actually.

Solar: Loves it! Both giving and receiving. Solar is a wild time in bed, and for her, edging lets her extend the fun. She loves winding her partner up and getting them really needy and whiny. Of course, she always lets them have a massive orgasm at the end. The edging is the way to get there! She also likes receiving it. She's not too whiny--she's got good control over herself, so if you get her to break, it's a big deal!

Moonbyul: Moonbyul is experienced but oh so caring and kind. She knows what edging is and she's really good at it, but she's not sure she wants to do it to you. If you can convince her that you want it though... then you better watch it. Because she knows you so well, and her hands are like magic. She'll have you begging in no time.

Wheein: Wheein isn't really into doing it, but she loves having it done to her. She's like putty in your hands, and it doesn't take much to break her demeanor and really get her whining for your touch. She loves feeling how much she wants you.

Hwasa: Oh, you're in trouble with Hwasa. The queen of edging. She won't even let you know she's going to do it--one second you'll be on the brink of orgasm, and the next second, you'll be begging her to keep going. She can tell how close you are just by the look on your face, and she's so good at reading your body. For her, it's like a game. She's not necessarily cruel (unless you want her to be!), but she loves showing you how much control she can have when she wants.

#kpop fanfic #mamamoo smut #wheein smut #solar smut #moonbyul smut #hwasa smut #mamamoo imagines #kpop imagines #ask

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prettygirl-gabi · 1 year

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It's Always Been You

"I may not deserve you but after that I’m not going down without a fight, because it's always been you"

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Summary: You had liked Seonghwa since the day you met but you never entertained the idea of being with him because you figured a popular guy like him would never date a girl your size. Coming to terms with this didn’t mean you’d stop defending him in a world full of ungrateful girls. So you reach your breaking point when you’re sick and tired of watching girls miss out on something that would be so good for them. Thing was, Seonghwa heard everything you had to say. He planed to prove you wrong.

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Paring: !non idol Seonghwa and Femreader (plus-size!)

Rating:

Teen And Up Audiences

Category:

F/M

Fandom:

ATEEZ (Band)

Relationships:

Park Seonghwa & ReaderAhn Hyejin | Hwasa/Park Seonghwa

Characters:

Ahn Hyejin | HwasaReaderPark Seonghwa

TW:

Fat Shaming, Body Image, Swearing, Angst with a Happy Ending, Fluff (if you squint)

Language: English

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I wrote this while being sick and thinking about a previous relationship I was in. We are all beautiful in our own ways. It might take a while to notice but it is true.

☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆

“Looking good today HwaSa” you could practically see the smirk on Seonghwa’s face from the sound of his voice. Looking up you saw his eyes trained on the black haired girl beside you, who had yet to put returns you had finished rewinding back on the shelf, her nail file much to important.

Ahn Hye Jin or HwaSa as we called her, was everything you were not. Slim but thick, tall but not to tall, she was perfect. Seonghwa loved her for all of those things including her tiny waist. It had givenher that perfect hourglass look. You on the other hand hated her for all of those things. She wore dresses with lace flower patterns and you still wore the same tattered converse, ripped and worn in all the best ways. Your jeans and Motley Crue T-shirt didn’t and couldn't compare. You were just not the same.

“Thanks Seongie” you hated the nickname, especially how it brought a smile to the fluffy haired boy's face.

“I was wondering if you were free Friday night, I’m having a movie night with the kids and was wondering if you wanted to join?” you had lost count of all the attempts Seonghwa had made to ask the girl out. There had to of been a billion by now.

“Sorry Seongie that sounds pathetic spending Friday night with underage kids” she sneered, meanness dripping from her tone. Seonghwa's smile faltered only slightly and despite how much you hated him for still trying he was still your friend.

“Then what’s your ideal date HwaSa?” your tone was sharp, accusatory, and just plain angry that she couldn’t see how great a guy he was. Not that she deserved him anyway.

“A fancy dinner, wine, making out in a movie theater, third base in the back of a BMW. Nothing to do with babysitting” she responded promptly. Seonghwa hummed with satisfaction, a dopey grin on his face. The sentence immediately making him forget how rude she was in the first place. His mind now only in the backseat of a BMW.

“Classy” you quipped, and she offered a forced smile but knew you were judging her. Yet a girl like you didn’t really get under her skin. How could you when you guys weren’t even in the same league of girls.

“We could do something else, maybe a movie?” you didn’t hide the roll of your eyes as Seonghwa tried again.

“Maybe another time Seongie, I’m busy this weekend” a lie and you knew it, and maybe he did too. Finally picking up the stack of tapes you rewinded she moved off to place them on shelves.

“Get real Hwa ” you snipped, the moment she was out of ear shot.

“What’s your deal?” he asked and you shook your head, amused he couldn’t see how shitty she was.

“My deal is that Ahn Hye Jin sucks, you’ve got so much more going for you” you said pushing a new tape into the machine and hitting rewind. Hwa moved behind the counter, taking Ahn Hye Jin ’s previous spot.

“She doesn’t suck, she’s cool and hot. Hard to get but I don’t give up” he smirked as he crossed his arms and you groaned, annoyed that he was so blinded by her fake appearance. She was nothing more than a girl who peaked in high school and Seonghwa qwas so much more.

“She’s not cool nor is she hot. Don’t you ever think? If she actually had anything going for her she wouldn’t still be stuck here working in a video store” your anger caused the words to rattle out and Seonghwa's face dropped.

“Wonder what you think of me then?” you instantly realized your mistake and began shaking your head. You wished Yeosang or the rest of the boys wasn’t at school and was here to defend you.

“That’s not what I meant Seong-” but he was already shaking his head in offense and pushing himself off the counter.

“It’s exactly what you meant Y/N” he spoke harshly, hurt by his friend and the words you had spoke as he walked into the back room. Sighing you dropped your head on the counter, upset you pissed him off.

“What’s wrong? Did he deny you?” HwaSa chuckled as she returned to the counter now free of VHS tapes. HwaSa viewed life as a social ladder. She was on the top, Seonghwa was below her, which is why she never dated him, and you were all the way on the bottom. She was out of Seonghwa ’s reach but you were miles away.

“No HwaSa, thanks for having faith in me” sarcasm laced your tone as you lifted your head.

“How could I have faith in you, you’ve never had a date in your life” she chuckled, annoyed you gave her so much crap when she saw you as absolutely nothing. She didn’t even think Seonghwa should be talking to you.

“Shut up HwaSa ” you spoke, not wanting anymore shit, already angry enough.

“You want to know why you haven’t had a date Y/N?” HwaSa expression turned menacing as she moved towards you, mean girl genes firing through her bones. “Because you’re fat, short, and weird, and no guy is attracted to that”

“You know what?” normally HwaSa would get to you, break your heart and allow tears to pool in your eyes. But today was your breaking point. She could treat you as badly as she wanted but you were done with her treating Steve like that.

“What?” her amused expression didn’t falter as she waited for some lame comeback bound to fall from your mouth.

“You’re a bitch Ahn Hye Jin. Nothing more than a washed up high schoaol mean girl. You’re gonna spend the rest of your life in this God forsaken town, running though men like their a God damn marathon, until you end up stuck with some creepy old man who knocked you up, and you’ll never be anything more than that girl from high school absolutely everyone hated” HwaSa was shocked as you continued to raise your voice at her, and the use of her real name alerting Seonghwa from the back room.

“You don’t know what you’re talking about” HwaSa began to shake her head but you were beyond angry now, laughing as you approached her. Seonghwa moved to the door, listening to everything you both said.

“Yes I do, because everyday you treat Seonghwa like shit when he thinks you’re the best thing on earth. Do you know how crazy that is? Hwa is the greatest guy I know. He cares for so many people when he doesn’t even have to, including me and the guys, he even drives Woo's younger brother to school everyday even if he doesn’t have to be up for work, because he’s such a great guy. He’s the kind of guy who would treat you right and every day for no fucking reason you tell him no” HwaSa opened her mouth to speak but you quickly held up a hand, not done with your spiel.

“Not to say you deserve a guy like that because you don’t, and twenty years from now, while your holding your child on the porch of your trailer home, you’re gonna be wishing you said yes to him. Every day I hope he’s gonna walk through those doors and ask me out instead because I know what he’s worth. He may be way out of both our leagues but at least I appreciate him. The only reason he still asks you is because you are the skinny, pretty girl, and that fucking stings. Yet I guess that’s how this cruel world works. So leave us both the fuck alone from now on” heavy breaths left your mouth as you finished, Hwa having heard the whole thing, shocked to hear such passion come from you.

“Okay, I’m sorry” HwaSa muttered, before rushing from behind the counter. “I’m gonna take off, my shift is up anyway”

“Bye” you snipped, and she wore a guilty expression as she quickly collected her things and fled the building. You dropped your head back on the counter, now worked up from the drama. Seonghwa finally walked out the back room, knowing that se was gone.

“You think I ask her out because she’s prettier than you?” your shoulders tensed at his voice, not realizing he heard the whole thing. “Because you’re way prettier than her”

“Don’t lie to me right now Hwa, guys don’t date big girls like me” you looked up as you shook your head at him. Seonghwa didn’t care the enthuse the idea.

“I never asked you out because I thought you were too good for me” you furrowed your eyebrows as he continued to talk anyway. Seonghwa had always thought you were pretty and on top of that you were also the best person he knew.

“I’m nothing special and you’re kinda the coolest person I know. I ask HwaSa out because she’s the kinda girl I’m gonna end up with, not because of her looks compared to yours. I’m just not good enough for you” you scoffed, not believing a word because you truly had never heard kind words like this before. It was also hard to believe he could feel like same way you had all this time, used to people avoiding you because of your size.

“I’m not looking for the you’re not fat, you’re beautiful speech. You weren’t supposed to hear what I said. So can we just drop it” you said turning away from him, uninterested in this lame attempt at making you feel better. You had accepted your fate a long time ago.

“You are beautiful Y/N. Fuck, why can’t you see that? I never asked you out because you were the most amazing thing I’ve ever seen and I didn’t want to ruin that” tears pooled in your eyes because if you let yourself believe him and it wasn’t true you weren’t sure you’d ever recover.

“You’re a great guy Hwa, you wouldn’t ruin anything. I would” Seonghwa’s heart warmed because he heard how you had defended him like that. Not even he thought he was so great and apparently you noticed him more than he thought you did.

“Thank you for defending me, and it made me realize that I do deserve someone who would defend me like that. So go out with me Y/N, and not just because of this whole thing, because I’ve wanted to date you since the day we met” you shook your head, the tears now falling down your face.

“Seonghwa if you hurt me, I just can’t. I wouldn’t be able to handle it” Seonghwa felt his heart break as he looked at you. Really looked at you and he felt terrible he had never made you realize how amazing you were in the first place. He was selfish staying away because you deserved to be shown you were just as beautiful as any girl he had dated.

“Let me prove you wrong” he said gripping your arms and you looked up at him, tear filled eyes, and he felt the wind get knocked out of him from the look in your eyes. The fact he never realized you loved him back before was shocking because he could see it written all over your face.

“Okay” you muttered and before you could even react he tugged your lips against his. Arms gripping you for dear life and your eyes were wide as you realized what he had done. He had kissed you and you had never even expected it. Then you realized how soft his lips were, how he tasted like chocolate and cherries, and his warm mouth soothed every ache in your heart. Your hands gripped his shirt as you settled into the kiss, relaxation taking over you, eyes fluttering shut as he moved to wrap his arms around you. If you had known yelling at Ahn Hye Jin or HwaSa as you've call her would make Park Seonghwa kiss you like this you would’ve done it a lot sooner. You weren’t even fully sure you were supporting yourself anymore, knees weak from the fire he has ignited in your stomach.

“Holy shit” Seonghwa panted as he pulled away, a dopey smile on his face, because he had never felt like that from kissing a girl before.

“I know” you panted right along side him and he let out a giddy chuckle, moving to pull you back into his arms.

“I may not deserve you but after that I’m not going down without a fight, because it's always been you”

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❁ 𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐎 𒑟 𝐁𝐋𝐀𝐂𝐊𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐊.

❰ 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐎 𝐎𝐁𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐀𝐃𝐀 𝐀 𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐀𝐑 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐆𝐎. ❱

❁ situação:

Vocês haviam se conhecido em uma premiação, você estavam próximas naquele dia, uma troca de olhares intensa, a qual foi notada por suas companheiras de grupo. A mais velha estava admirando o quão confiante você parecia em palco, pois, havia debutado à pouco tempo em um grupo que vinha chamando a atenção de quase toda a Coreia. Debutando na SM. Com um conceito inovador, uma mistura de sensualidade com um visual meio obscuro. Seu grupo demonstrava ser forte, todas às integrantes tinha uma personalidade admirável, e entre essas, tinha você, a qual não media a língua quando se sentia ofendida. Logo, acabou ficando conhecida pelo talento, e claro, o pavio curto com pessoas estúpidas. Foi impossível não se encantar contigo, e naquele mesmo dia, acabaram por conversar. Você deixou claro o quanto admirava o trabalho dela, e à partir daquele momento, passaram a se aproximar ainda mais. Trocando o número de celular, indo a restaurantes, e passando um tempo juntas na residência uma da outra. Seja pra assistir um filme comendo besteiras, ou, conversar um pouco sobre banalidades. Não tardou para o primeiro beijo acontecer, assim como a primeira vez, quando menos esperaram, estavam apaixonadas.

O relacionamento estava indo bem, apenas às integrantes de ambos os grupos sabiam sobre o mesmo. Apoiavam, e nem mesmo escondiam a torcida pelo casamento. Até que em um fatídico dia, o CEO responsável por sua carreira acabou descobrindo sobre o relacionamento. Ele a conhecia bem, sabendo que não aceitaria terminar a relação com a garota, o mesmo optou por ameaçar sua namorada. Claro, usando um meio que sabia que ele cederia facilmente. Afinal, se ela realmente a amasse, ela não se permitiria acabar com a sua carreira, certo?

── Eu amo a SN, você não entenderia.

Havia firmeza em sua voz, seus olhos demonstravam o quão enraivecida se encontrava. Quem ele pensava que era pra se envolver na relação de vocês? Não terminaria contigo, estava certa disso, ao menos até escutar algo que à desestabilizou completamente.

── Se realmente a ama, vai ser sensata, e não vai se arriscar a prejudicá-la, sim? ── A garota não entendeu onde ele estava tentando chegar, o mesmo apenas riu, puro escárnio. Era a hora do xeque mate. ── SN é estrangeira, sabe o quanto ela é excelente no que faz, possuindo inúmeros fãs, tanto na Ásia, na América onde ela nasceu, e até mesmo na Europa. Mas, também sabe que ela recebe alguns haters, seja por algumas vestes consideradas indecentes aqui na Coreia, pela personalidade forte. Agora imagine, minha querida. ─ Respirou fundo, cruzando às pernas. Enquanto a jovem em sua frente apenas fechava às mãos, apertando os punhos, sabendo onde o mesmo queria chegar. ── Se o relacionamento de vocês vaza em toda a mídia. O estrago que vai ser. Você não tanto, possivelmente receberá um pequeno hate, mas, está há anos nesse mercado, possui uma base sólida de fãs, rapidamente vão tratar de pintar você como a menina que acabou sendo desvirtuada pela estrangeira indecente. Compreende onde quero chegar? ─ Sim, ela compreendia. E, pior. Ele estava certo.

── SN tem muito mais a perder do que você. Pense nisso, não seja egoísta.

E, saiu. Satisfeito com a semente que havia plantado na cabeça da garota.

...

⭚ lalisa manoban.

Por dias, a mais velha pensou nas palavras daquele homem, e o quão cruel ele conseguia ser. Se sentiu um ser humano horrível por negar todos os seus convites para sair, demorar pra responder suas mensagens, negar toda a atenção que você merecia. Chorou no seu quarto, sozinha, enquanto vestia uma camisa larga sua, a qual possuía o seu cheiro. Passou horas analisando suas fotos, tocando em cada pedaço da mesma, desejando que fosse sua pele. Enquanto tentava se convencer que estava fazendo a coisa certa. Ele estava certa, não podia, e nem seria egoísta, você estava tão feliz, e quando se ama, você apenas deseja ver a felicidade da pessoa amada, mesmo que precise sacrificar algo, ou, alguém. Nesse caso, ela sacrificou a si mesmo, e tudo o amor que nutria por si, apenas para vê-la seguindo feliz. Lalisa, era uma mulher forte, mas, no momento, se sentia tão pequena, frágil, e somente a imagem de você chorando, fragilizada, ao ler a mensagem que a mesma digitava pra você, a fazia se sentir um monstro. Mas, era necessário.

"Sn, desculpe por demorar tanto pra te responder, estive bastante ocupada. E, nesse meio tempo, estive pensando nisso que temos. E, percebi, não dá mais pra continuar com essa relação, você ainda é muito jovem, apenas dezoito anos, ainda está vivendo tudo o que precisa viver. Enquanto eu, estou em busca de algo mais sólido, eu quero formar uma família o mais rápido possível. Meus pais pretendem ter netinhos o mais rápido possível. Acho que nos precipitamos, sabe? Isso nunca daria certo, temos planos diferentes, temos ideais diferentes, e mesmo que na cama a gente combine tanto, assim como em nossa mente, na vida real, às coisas seguem de uma forma diferente. Peço que me perdoe por qualquer coisa, por ter feito você acreditar em tudo isso. Foi divertido, mas é a hora de chegar ao fim. Adeus, por favor, não me procure mais."

Quando colocou o ponto final naquela mensagem, a mais velha soube, era o fim não teria mais volta. Havia acabado. O dedo estava trêmulo quando o direcionou para a sua mensagem, bloqueando o seu contato logo em seguida, deixou o celular de lado, e deitou a cabeça por cima dos joelhos, chorou por horas, você a odiaria, pois ela tocou em um dos pontos mais sensíveis pra você, sobre família, filhos, dando a entender que tudo não passou de uma pequena diversão para uma mulher entediada. Você a odiaria, mas, se fosse para vê-la realizando os seus sonhos, e sendo feliz, ela aceitaria ser a vilã da sua história.

⭚ Kim Jisoo.

Jisoo, pensou durante dias, em uma forma de fazer isso. Diferente de Lalisa, a mesma não se isolou de você, pelo contrário, buscou passar a maior parte do tempo ao seu lado. Curtindo os últimos momentos, tocando-a, beijando-a, e fazendo juras de amor. Precisava terminar contigo, e isso à destruía, mas, era preciso, necessário, era para o seu bem, afinal. Ela sempre prometeu que cuidaria de você. E ela faria isso. Não queria te machucar, não queria te ver chorar, mas, era impossível fazer isso sem olhar pra ti. Ela precisava disso, ela precisava vê-la uma última vez. Estavam jantando, quando, a mesma se mostrou cada vez mais silenciosa. Enquanto brincava com a aliança de namoro que haviam trocado logo no início do relacionamento. Você conversava sobre o plano da viagem para a França, mas, a mesma parecia nem mesmo escutá-la.

── Jisoo, amor, ei, está me escutando?

Você indagou, enquanto aproximava a mão para tocar a mesma, vendo-a puxar a mão rapidamente. Como se estivesse repelindo o seu toque. Seu coração apertou sem entender o motivo disso.

── Não vamos mais para a França.

A mais velha disse firme, enquanto você apenas piscava os olhos sem compreender onde a Kim queria chegar.

── O quê? Como assim? Já compramos às passagens, meu bem. Estava tudo combinado, o que mudou? ─ Tentou tocá-la novamente, mas, a mais velha repeliu o seu toque mais uma vez. ── Por que está repelindo o meu toque, Jisoo? Pare de me tratar dessa forma, estávamos bem até uma semana atrás, até você começar com toda essa frieza. Que caralho está acontecendo?

A mais velha respirou fundo, apertando os olhos, aquilo doeria mais nela do que em você, acredite. Estava na hora de colocar toda a sua prática em atuação em prática.

── Eu tenho outra pessoa, SN.

Foi firme, direta, os olhos frios e escuros direcionados a ti. Seu coração saltou na caixa torácica, o talher que jazia em sua destra caiu no prato, causando um tilintar incômodo, nem mesmo conseguia acreditar no que havia escutado. Nem mesmo na facilidade que a mesma falava sobre aquilo. Estava sendo traída todo esse tempo por ela? Pela mulher que amava?

── Não pode está falando sério, Jisoo. Eu não consigo que foi baixa ao ponto de me machucar dessa forma, me iludir, me trair?!

Seu tom de voz já estava alto, demonstrando o pequeno descontrole, não conseguia acreditar. Viu quando a mesma retirou a aliança, enquanto levantava da cadeira, colocando a alça da bolsa no ombro, e se preparando pra sair.

── Na verdade, eu não a traí de certa forma. ─ Você não compreendeu onde a mais velha estava tentando chegar. ── Você sempre foi a minha amante, SN. Quando demorava pra te atender, eu estava com ela, quando passava um tempo sem te ver, era com ela que estava. É com ela que pretendo me casar futuramente. Eu estava entediada, e precisando relaxar um pouco, você foi... a minha diversão, apenas. Estarei mentindo se disser que sinto muito.

Às lágrimas que tentou esconder para não demonstrar fraqueza, desceu por sua face, enquanto a mesma exibia um sorriso de puro deboche em seus lábios. Viu quando a mulher deixou a aliança na mesa, como se nada fosse, não importasse. E, quando a mesma se afastou, a sua vontade era de ir atrás dela, exigir explicações, estapear a face bonita, mas, suas pernas não a obedeciam. Uma pena, pois, se fosse, encontraria uma Kim Jisoo entregue às lágrimas em seu carro. Aquilo estava doendo mais do que a mesma havia imaginado. Se sentia um ser humano horrível.

⭚ Park Roseanne.

── Eu tô cansada de você. Você é insuportável.

Seus olhos arregalaram quando escutou aquela frase saindo da boca de sua namorada em meio a uma briga. Rose era sempre tão calma, amável, o seu porto seguro. Mas, fazia uma semana que a mesma vinha lhe tratando como um lixo. Flertando com outras pessoas em sua frente, e depois, fazendo com que se sentisse uma louca por duvidar dela. Não atendendo suas ligações, indo para festas com suas amigas, e passando tempo suficiente com uma de suas dançarinas, a qual deixava explícito o quão interessada estava nela. Rose sabia de suas inseguranças, se abriu para a mesma sobre o seu primeiro relacionamento, o qual foi extremamente abusivo. O qual fez com que se sentisse um ser humano horrível, o qual não merecia ser amado, e agora, se sentia uma completa idiota por ter entregado o seu coração de bandeja, dito tudo, confiando novamente em uma pessoa, pois, o olhar que a mesma te dava no momento a fazia se sentir pequena novamente, insuficiente, péssima. Não soube dizer se foi proposital, mas, a mesma estava no banho, quando pediu para que pegasse o celular dela. O qual estava desbloqueado, estrategicamente em uma conversa, justo com a tal dançarina, o teor da conversa lhe partia o coração. Era pior, ambas debochavam de você, aquilo lhe partiu o coração. A garota flertava com ela, e a mesma apenas fingia que não entendia, permitindo que a dançarina dissesse inúmeras coisas ao seu respeito.

── Eu sou insuportável por te pedir uma explicação pra essa merda aqui? ─ Jogou o celular na mesma, sentia o seu sangue ferver, e a vontade de voar em cima da namorada era imensa. A loira se defendeu, enquanto a olhava com ódio.

── Não tem uma explicação, SN. É apenas a verdade. Você me sufoca, é grudenta, eu tô cansada de você. Preciso de ar fresco, preciso ficar distante de você. Sabe, agora eu entendo o seu ex namorado, ele não estava tão errado em tudo o que te disse.

Aquilo foi o fim pra você. Não conseguiu acreditar que a mesma estava usando algo que lhe confidenciou contra si, usando algo que à machucou imensamente para atacá-la. Sentiu o coração comprimir, e pretendia chorar, mas, não, não daria o gosto de chorar na frente da mesma, não seria fraca, não na frente dela.

── Desculpe se o meu amor te sufoca, Rose. Quando eu te ligo pra saber como você está, é porque eu me preocupo com você. Quando preparo algo pra você comer, é porque eu sei que não vinha se alimentando direito. Quando tento passar um tempo ao seu lado, é porque raramente eu contigo uma folga, assim como você. Mas, eu vou deixá-la livre de tudo isso. Está solteira á partir de hoje.

Retirou a aliança, deixando-a sobre a mesa de centro da sala. Rose nem mesmo se mexeu, não queria se arriscar, pois sabia que não aguentaria, e se acabaria em meio às lágrimas.

── Eu só quero te dizer algo, Rose. ─ Suspirou, enquanto abria a porta. Depois voltaria pra buscar às poucas coisas que havia no apartamento da agora ─ ex namorada. ── Quero que você, e a puta da Hyun, vá para o inferno. E queimem juntinhas, sua mentirosa desgraçada.

A porta bateu, o primeiro soluço reverberou pelo cômodo, até que a mesma caísse de joelhos, enquanto às lágrimas caíam por seu rosto. Acabou.

⭚ Kim Jennie.

Jennie, foi diferente. Diferente das demais, ela não tinha um plano, apenas aproveitou uma oportunidade pra ferir o seu coração. Havia sido chamada no escritório, uma ideia, um contrato de namoro com o integrante do BIGBANG, Ji-Yong, mas, conhecido como G-dragon. A mesma pensou, em outra situação, jamais aceitaria aquilo. Conhecia o rapper, eram amigos, se admiravam, mas, sabia o quanto você era amiga do mais velho também. Caso aceitasse, acabaria sendo uma traição dupla, mesmo que o popularmente, G-Deus, não soubesse do relacionamento de ambas. Jennie, sabia que precisava por um ponto final na história de ambas, mas, não conseguiria olhar em sua face e terminar. Preferia machucar o seu coração, ao menos assim, você não a olharia nunca mais.

Estavam juntas, ainda tinham às pernas enroladas uma na outra, os olhos fechados, e um fino lençol cobrindo ambos os corpos. Haviam trocado juras de amor momentos antes, enquanto se amavam, Jennie, sentia muito, tudo aquilo teria que acabar. Ela a magoaria, e você a odiaria. Nunca mais veria o seu sorriso doce pela manhã, nem mesmo teria a chance de encher o seu saco enquanto trabalhava, apenas pra poder te arrancar do escritório e te derrubar no tapete da sala, enquanto a enchia de beijos por todo o seu corpo. Você era o ponto de paz da rapper, e ela desejava ser o seu também, mas às palavras do CEO de sua empresa, ecoando em sua mente, não permitia que tivesse paz.

Viu quando você ergueu o corpo da cama, enquanto afirmava que voltava logo. Sabia o que iria fazer, sempre que passavam um tempo juntas, você optava por preparar um café da manhã pra comer. Estava sempre cuidando dela, o que era engraçado, visto que era a mais nova, e ainda assim, mais responsável que ela. Tinha os olhos fechados, quando, escutou o som de algo se quebrando, e juntamente ao estilhaço do copo, foi o seu coração. Você tinha acabado de ler a matéria que haviam publicado naquela manhã. "Kim Jennie e G-Dragon assumem o relacionamento. Amigos próximos afirmam que ambos estão juntos há muito tempo, mas, optavam por manter a discrição." Quando você voltou para o quarto com o celular em mão, a mesma já estava pronta.

── Por favor, me diz que isso aqui é mentira, Jennie.

A voz embargada serviu para aumentar a dor no coração da mais velha.

── Não, não é. Eu sinto muito. Nada disso foi verdade.

Em nenhum momento ela olhou em seus olhos, pois, sabia que não suportaria. Não conseguiria mentir enquanto olhasse em seus olhos.

── Você é uma maldita mentirosa.

Disse, ácida. Enquanto catava suas roupas pelo quarto, vestindo-as rapidamente, queria sair dali, queria desaparecer de perto de Jennie, e assim o fez. A mais velha escutou o baque da porta se fechando, e tentou respirar normalmente mais uma vez, não conseguiu, estava tendo uma crise de ansiedade. Não teria mais o seu ponto de paz, e sim, era uma maldita mentirosa.

Chegamos ao fim. Espero que vocês tenham curtido.

Deixem seus comentários, babies. É um incentivo.

Deixando claro que isso aqui é apenas FICTÍCIO, não busco ofender ou difamar nenhum idol citado.

Estou aceitando PEDIDOS.

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