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mysticheathenn · 4 months
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What are you Destined for?
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Hi there! Remember to take what resonates and leave what does not. This reading does not supplement your need to seek professional help.
Take your time when choosing your pile. Ask yourself the question and choose the picture that you can’t stop looking at. Listen to your intuition.
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What steps to take that will lead you to your destined life?
Messages, Signs, and Synchronicities from your Oracle Cards.
Pile l:
Where are you currently in life? (Tarot: Knight of Wands, Eight of Wands, Five of Swords, Eight of Pentacles, Two of Pentacles, and Eight of Cups)
Shuffling your cards, a sign that says dead end pops up in my head along with the song Energy by Keri Hilson. Currently, you may be at a job that doesn’t fulfill you or doesn't give you any kind of balance in your life that you desperately crave right now. Some of you may have issues with if not colleagues possibly the higher-ups at work because you don’t feel appreciated and like the song energy it’s draining you day in and day out and you don’t see the light at the tunnel some days. Some of you wish you could quit but you know people around you will see you as a fool because maybe this job gives you good benefits, discounts, it’s “stable”, or maybe it looks good to have on your resume but inside you’re dying. You know you can’t keep doing this job forever and know you need to leave soon but aren’t sure when to leave or even how because for just a few of you, you may not have a backup or even know what you want to do with your life. Maybe you’re a part of the group where your parents have told you X was a good career choice and you never thought about looking into anything else because you trust the opinions of others or trust in something that’s more predictable than having constant downs and ups.
What are you destined for? (Tarot: Knight of Wands, Eight of Wands, Five of Swords, Eight of Pentacles, Two of Pentacles, and Eight of Cups)
Travel, flexibility, and freedom are what you are destined for. I’m hearing influencers or even content creators for a lot of you. Just remember content creator doesn’t always mean social media you could possibly be an artist and use social media to help promote your brand. The song Belle from Beauty and the Beast is playing in my head. It’s the song where Belle is singing about longing for adventure and the great outdoors something more than this everyday life that has everyone satisfied and content with not wanting more.  You want to be your own boss and not have to deal with the constant drama of having other people around you telling you what you can and cannot do. This may be specific for only just a few of you but maybe you have a manager who doesn’t like to let you take time off from work or even play favorites with who they allow and don’t allow to do things. For those who want to be influencers, I’m mostly seeing travel, and artists (writers, bloggers, painters, sculptors, etc) again you don’t have to be but I’m feeling this pile wants freedom or at least a job where they can wake up how celebrities do. If you want to do nothing all day, that’s what you do. If you want to go to Bali at the drop of the hat that’s what you do and so forth. You don’t want to be tied down to a desk job your whole life and I’m here to tell you you aren’t. You are destined for this life pile 1 but it’s up to you to walk away and come up with a plan that will help you on this journey.
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Pile ll:
Where are you currently in life? (Tarot: The Hermit (reverse), 6 of Cups, The Fool, Temperance, The Moon, and The Tower (reverse))
Healing. I kept hearing the word healing over and over again in my head. Some of you are on a spiritual, religious, or even personal development journey where you are currently in solitude trying to work on your shadow self and other areas in your life that either haven’t been going well for you or something happened to where you had to take a step back and see the red flags to a situation that you were color blind before. For some of you this could have been a relationship (platonic or romantic) that forced you to see someone for who they really are and caused you so much pain to the point you just want to be left alone right now to heal and replenish yourself because you feel you can’t depend on anyone else. You feel everyone is out there to hurt you right now but you know deep down you don’t truly feel that way you’re just hurting and need to do some inner journey work to figure out what and where you go from here. I’m here to tell you it’s nothing but up from here boo.
What are you destined for? (Tarot: The Hermit (reversed), 6 of Cups, The Fool, Temperance, The Moon, and The Tower (reversed))
Generational Curse Breakers. With the 6 of cups someone handing over a cup filled with nothing but goodness and loving energy while you have a cup that is sitting behind you empty on a broken rock states you want to do and show up better for the next generation whether in your family or for people around you. You are walking down a new path that no one in your family or in your friends group has walked down before because you have seen growing up what certain environments, behaviors, or even thought patterns can do to a person and you don’t want that for yourself. You want to be able to uplift people, see people thrive, and grow in a loving environment. You want people to see and feel nothing but peaceful and calming energy from you like maybe your dream is to be that safe space for those you love or for your future children if you decide that’s what you want. You are done with people handing out traumatic experiences and passing them off as trophies or something that should be normalized. Good for you babe! I’m proud of you.
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Pile lll:
Where are you currently in life? (Tarot: Five of Wands (reversed), Seven of Wands, Knight of Pentacles, Ace of Pentacles (reversed), Ace of Swords, Five of Cups (reversed)
Rolling in the deep by Adele is your song pile 3. Even though the lovers, 3 of sowrds, or even 2 of cups isn’t in your pile I am sensing some of you are going through it with a relationship. Maybe you thought you found your prince charming and you wanted to prove that you’re a ride or die to the point it left you empty, drained. The meme “I done ride and died, ride and died so much I died” is coming to mind. Some fo you thought this person was some sort of savior for very few of you this person may have provided you a certain lifestyle only to throw it in your face constantly making you feel like a burden. This doesn’t have to be romantic as again no romance cards are here. This could be family, a job, or even friends who you feel you have given your all to and you’re just tired and left on E. The saying no one is coming to save you is coming to mind. You have to save yourself.  
What are you destined for? (Tarot: Death  (reversed), 6 of Cups, Wheel of Fortune, Temperance, 6 of Wands, and 10 of swords (reversed), 10 of Cups, and The World (reversed))
Victory is what you are destined for pile 3. Finding your community that loves and appreciates you for you exactly. You are the only pile where your destined for cards are different from the where are you currently in life question. So this tells me that you are going to go through a transformation. People you were once attracted to or would attract in your life (again doesn’t have to be romantic as no romance cards) will leave you alone as your energy is going to be changing for the better. You will be thriving to a point in your life where in order for people to reach you they need a bean from Jack and the bean stock or an extremely tall ladder for those who don’t know that children's story.  I’m not getting too much more information on this question as it’s quite straight forward and I rather not repeat myself. Just know your environment, yourself as a whole will be changing. There was a tweet that once said "I want the next person in my life to have to go through God in order to get to me."
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ancientgoddessofegypt · 3 months
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WHAT IS YOUR LIFE PURPOSE? WHAT ARE YOU MEANT TO DO? WHAT ARE YOU HERE FOR?
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From Left (Pile 1, 3) Right (Pile 2, 4) Middle (Pile 5)
PILE 1 - 'HEALERS OF THE NILE, PROTECTORS OF THE EVE'
Psychic Tarot - Heartache & Loss + Sacrifice + Self-Master
Heart Oracle - Balance + Joy & Stability + Choose Your Battles + Sadness & Isolation
A lot of this pain you have transmutes itself into laughter, joy, and appreciation for life itself. A lot of people adore you and enjoy being around you because you heal them with just being who you are. You guys may of had a childhood that separated you from others. You could of been bullied, or felt like an outcast in some way. Some of you could have also dealt with depression or some sort of heartbreak that made you who you are today. You are a beacon of joy to others and without you a lot of people wouldn't have been able to see the light. When you feel like you're hiding there is always something that forces you back into the spotlight. You are like the sun and you've been brought here to show people what its like to live in your power, your truth and exploring the gifts God gave you. A lot of people who are depressed themselves, carrying pain and trauma will see your light and we'll see that there truly is hope in this world. You remind people that giving up is not an option, and you yourself get up everyday trying to make the world a better place to exist. So if no one ever told you thanks for all you've done, all you've been for them. I'll say it for you. You're efforts have not been unnoticed, and in due time you will see that the healing work you've put in will be another persons story that gets them out of bed. I'm not joking.
You're made for so much more, and you know it. Allow your vibe, your presence to be the journey. You don't have to do anything more. Just being yourself in this world is enough.
God bless you.
PILE 2 - 'GIVERS OF SUCCESS. MORPHING INTO YOUR TRUE REALITY.'
Psychic Oracle - Truth (Sideways) + Firm Foundation.
Heart Oracle - Seek the Truth + Win or Lose + Master + Victory & Success + Daydreams & Decisions (Sideways).
You guys are a big deal in the astral realms. You guys have an infinite connection to the spirit realm but through out life you guys weren't sure how to build that relationship with the divine. Some of you are a bit stubborn, hard headed, and even a bit arrogant. But it takes time to surrender to the divine. It takes patience, practice and diligence to agree with your life's purpose. With that being said, a lot your gifts are calling you to be an influencer in some way. Yes, I said it. You're called into the spotlight, but in a way that benefits the community and society as a whole. You guys are starlight with this alien consciousness that deserves to be noticed by the masses. People can't get their grip on you, and that's okay. Your purpose is equipped for bigger things, big magic I call it. Your called to be at the top love, do what you will with that. You came here already knowing what's within, I apologize if anyone or anything convinced you otherwise. You'll have that on your road to success. They'll never get why it was them who had to wait for the success they looked for, craved even. But you, never showed despair or an angst for not getting what you wanted. It was simply just not your time. Divine purpose is in letting the brain connect to the physical realm and find things to create during that time. You have big dreams kid, so let your voice, your mind, and your presence be the movement. Everyone will open their hands in order to help you guide the way to the Kingdom of Heaven. Influential Order. Dynamics Changing. Opening Doors To New Paths. There Is One Way, And It's Yours.
Take this time to learn yourself, you have more gifts and abilities than you know.
God Bless.
PILE 3 - THE SIREN. THE EMPRESS. THE KING. THE WITCH. THE POWERFUL MATRIX ASCENDER.
PsychIc Oracle - Accelerated Motion + Movement, Choices, Decisions + Passion Ignited
Heart Oracle - Dreams Coming True + New Vitality + Crown Chakra
There's power in your name. Your voice holds energy that can't be mistaken as weak. You have abundance written all over you, yet you still don't see your purpose. What makes you love your life and what is meant for you. A beautiful life. A world meant to be enjoyed and embarked on with full autonomy and free of the judgement of others. There are times where you wonder what roads to take, but there are none. It's just you, living, breathing, succeeding and just being in love. You have 'no purpose' to fulfill. Your purpose is to just be in enjoyment of the world and to view the stars as a magical infinity where all your dreams can come true. You have to learn that not everything is about you in this lifetime, that your world isn't like others. So don't make it out to be. You're blessed in areas that others work hard to get. Please remember that you're a goddess, a god, a king or queen or whatever you choose to label yourself as. You don't have to work hard in this life, let me remind you, you came here to succeed NATURALLY.. That is a gift. You're honored in past lives and this one you're honored in this one. You just have to make way for yourself to receive. Be open to the divine and what its promised you. Just take time being seen for all that you are, and watch how things come for you with ease and grace. No distress. Just practice gratitude in this life, thats literally you're calling. Special Presence. Love & Life. Appreciation Of The Stars. The Most High Watches Over You. Joy In Your Flesh. Being Present For The Moment. Enjoying Wonders Beneath The Soil. A Garden Awaiting To Bloom.
God Bless.
PILE 4 - LOVE & BALANCE. SPIRITUAL HEALING. MORPHING INTO ONE.
Heart Oracle - Spiritual Union + Balance + Master
Bonus Reading: New Vitality
A love from the Gods. Creators of the Promise Land. The adams and the eve. The Apple & The Tree. The Great Awakening. A spiritual love that surpasses time. A love worth dreaming and waiting for. Your higher-selves needed this. So you could show the world what is true. There is a billion stars in the horizon, but yet you two showed the world that the universe lives in you.Theres so many realities one could take, yet this is the one for you. You've been called, chosen for this. Your calling is connected to your romantic lover. Its graced with protection, love, grace, connection, authenticity and a reality that no one knew was possible.
The energy is felt across thousands, and this love is worth a million times more than that. You'll be protected in spaces that are deserving to see you and come in contact with you guys grace. Always remember to keep quiet about your union as some people's evil eye can try to infect itself into you guys love. Not all has to be private, but again, not many souls can view this perfect union. You are God's Angels on Earth.
You are connected to a higher love, a union that meets pass social standards and beliefs. God Bless.
PILE 5 - PERFORMING FOR THE UNIVERSE. STARS. CALLING AWAITS YOU ON THE LARGEST STAGE OF GOD.
Psychic Oracle - Firm Foundation + Memories Of Love + Stand Your Ground
Heart Oracle - Shine + Hope + Heal
A God Or Goddess that's been called to be on stage in some sort. Artistic abilities are strongest when you show them to people. You might be a leo or have leo placements. You might have 5th house placements. You might have neither. Either way, you have a destiny that makes you shine like one, thats for sure. You have been given the grace to keep these efforts flowing. Sure the humble beginnings made you feel like this was going no where, and there could of been weight you were holding that kept you beneath waters. You have to give yourself time to see yourself in that light again, thats ok. Feelings of being ungrounded might of been common in the past, but now you are more aware of your talents than ever before. And that counts for something. You've been given the green light to be a star since birth. You didn't know at the time, but at some point it became apparent. Give yourself time to grow in your talents and gifts. The stage is awaiting your gracious gifts. We really get a kick out of it. Also the number 17 in tarot is significant. 17 came up twice for you and its a simple of hope and making a wish come true. You can have the world if you asked, don't forget it. Always be you in a world that tells you otherwise. If you ever felt scared of your own gifts, now is the time to cast out that vibration. You're meant to be seen in all your glory. Remember it.
Unique talents will be what gives you the greatest joy & its what keeps you feeling alive.
Ase! God Bless.
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spiralhouseshop · 8 months
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supremegentle · 2 years
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disclaimer : this is just made for fun.make tarot to be a guide in your near future and always remember you are the creator of your future-what do you do now will be the result.please before to read make sure your energy is not heavy ( sad , upset , angry etc. ) because it will turn out to be unaccurate and badly it will not resonate with you.how to choose?just relax and take a deep breath,feel the pile you are drawn too.
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PILE I
they feel lost and actually don't know who is the real them or keeps pretending so no one will gonna worry about them,good that can be passed as an actor/actress.this person is a truely a leader and thinks about the future.they don't believe that dreams should be remain only dreams they grab the opportunity of everyday and moment,they isn't afraid to take risk.due to their confidence multiple of people follow , looks up , and respect them.a very competetive person who wants to be successful , wealty , and much more stronger than others.sometimes they doubts their selves too likes "what if i didn't make it and "what if i failed or made a mistake" but due to their will power and optimism they can do it.a youthful or have youthful face or way more younger than you, who's carefree nature no matter what age they are.someone who loves to wander/explore , new places , learning , skills and even the new beginning.they are willing to fulfill the emptyness within yourself and wants to nurture you.this is someone who makes everyone at ease and comfortable.they believe in kindness that should normalize it.if giving is a gift they winning on it and understanding who cares for everything that have lives especially the children , animals and to our mother earth.contantly looks for how they can improve themselves to be better and will know everything without actually seeing the person physically also they often blame themselves as the reason why their relationship/s becomes another failure.
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this person likes to be in there home or comfort zone , such a homebody and introverted they don't like crowded places.somehow intellegent and good at calculations and may have work where calculations and brainstorming is required.often gain success and abundance through this certain fields hence may own a huge bussiness or can be C.E.O of some company ( i see a wealthy person here so they can be ) .they badly wants to end some cycle in their lives or want to change who they are maybe more intereaction to humans or even cutting toxic people who are not longer serving them.they feel alone and depress right now , a huge dissapointment or loss has just recently happen into their lives maybe loss some multiple money or have been stolen by a person they trust the most and felt dissapoint because of it.so , instead of getting furious just wanted to relax and alone time to think.omg , this is a strong soulmate connection , may fall in love at first sight like you'd be and them "this is it , my the one" wow.may meet them in occation or event especially in weddings where they held it on garden or may meet they during celebration in garden where both are choose same cups or have same cuplinks.for some reason i'm getting you may married very quickly or can be arrange marriage since we have agreement here.possibly may meet three years from now or have three years age gap.mostly who choose this pile may married at 25-28 years of age.they look younger than their age or just younger than you.this person have big ears or has very sharp hearing noises , heart shape lips that is egregious with gorgeous white teeths.for some i'm getting this person may have feminine looks or aura , may work where alot of feminine is need to deal like being doctor ( gynaecologist and ob-gyne ).may put effort in accessories and often wear it especially rings they like wearing those things.they may shower love their family.people first impression to them is cold , unapproachable , and selfish but actually opposite to it since they're just shy and kind-hearted.they good at sports such as volley/basketball , they likes to play volleyball during summer vacations in beach or may own a resort in some warm countries.likes to travel/visit in warm countries too and into tanned skin girl/boy or southeast asian girls/boys.
PILE III
this person loves to protect themselves from any harm of enemies or just protective over their love ones.they're powerful enough(doesn't mean powerful already in politics)that can rule other's or might be in high position in work environment and high status family,may look feminine or it's just their aura.this people are intellegent due to their expeirences.loves to nurture and showed care for love ones.sometimes missed new opportunities because lack of focus and ignore to deal the problems or struggles.like the saying" there's rainbow after the rain"all their worries will wipe away and will bloom and go with the flow of there success.they're waiting on something maybe a new job or being promoted or just waiting for new love interest.if your fs is men they probably has beard and muscular body,meduem hair lenght or height,body and for women tanned skin with brown to jet black hair color, a petite body,brown eyes color, a very distinstic nose and a round face.this person may be older than you(6 years gap)or just look older that there actual age.possibly may meet six years from now.might named as six too.often wear expensive clothing and accesories especially necklaces , bracelets and some rings,might have tattoos as well around shoulder.may meet in near water or may work related to sea like seaman or sea captain in ship or might meet too in a cruisin.they like travelling through water(ships).this is your soulmate indeed lucky to marry them.they can be a famous good singer or they just good at singing.you might married in middle twenties to early thirties,probably your wedding is in lavish garden or in church or the wedding is in church and the reception area is in garden.they likes color red or that's their aura,might own red motor or vehicle.this is someone who likely to lived in cities and own an apartment/unit and to suprise they don't like messy things keeps things organize , neat and clean.most of people who choose this pile their fs has strong fire sign(leo,sagittarius,aries)leo and sagittarius are very strong to this reading.they traditional and enjoy mesuems.some of there negative aspects are rowdy,possesive,hard headed,and childish.i see south america here so maybe that's where they came from.first born child is girl or may already have child who is girl.
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astroismypassion · 1 year
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Astrology observations 🌄🌄🌄
Credit goes to @astroismypassion
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🌄 Mercurial Moons, Gemini and Virgo Moons, dislike permanently taking care of someone, of others. They only love the role of a caretaker for a small period, for example if they are hosting a lunch, a dinner. But other times, they don’t want to deal with other people’s needs. They have this mindset that each person is responsible for themselves and has to cater to themselves only and not others. They are very preoccupied about their own survival, own needs and when they need something from others they already plan that in advance so that they deal with others as little as possible, because they value being self-reliant so much. Negatively, this can manifest as only wanting to hang with people when they themselves have something to say and being a bad listener. They only respond to talk more themselves and discard what you have to say. Since they come up with solutions, new perspective, ideas during hearing themselves talk at aloud with others. 😬 Sorry guys, didn’t intend to come at you like that. 😅 But recently I’ve had much more Gemini, Virgo Moons interactions that allowed me to get to understand them further. And I came to the conclusion that Mercurial Moons are really preoccupied with their own everyday survival and how they will fully make true their OWN plans at all costs.
🌄 Venus Neptune aspects and Pisces Venus people become more spiritual once they have a crush on someone or are falling in love. They could watch more tarot pick a card readings, dream about them, think about what they could be doing at the time they think of them. They also become far more intuitive. Even if usually they are so rational, logical with their decisions, once they are falling in love, they really use intuitive side to guide them through the connection.
🌄 If you have Pluto in the 1st house synastry or even Scorpio Rising/Pluto in the 1st house in the Composite chart with someone, you judged YOURSELF in front of them when you were meeting them for the first time. For example: if you met them at a party, you taught “Will they think I drank too much?”. Or if you met them in a school hallway, you could have taught “Why was I standing like that??” or even “What did I say THAT?” etc. Basically there were feelings of judgement, shame, being too self-conscious, too much in your own head/mind and was probably not as present in the moment as you would like to, you felt spaced out a bit or detached. Maybe even under some substance influence, but maybe not too much, for that Neptune would have to be involved as well. I think the other person just makes you cringe at YOURSELF a little too much.
🌄 I can’t say how many times I’ve seen Aries Ascendant in the Composite chart of people who dated purely out of physical attraction. Besides that, both people wanted their OWN needs to be met by the other person. They wanted to fulfil their own agenda through that person. Also, it gives very high school, teenage, selfish kind of romance. But not the kind of high school boy/girlfriend you end up marrying, but more like that 7-months relationship. So this reminds me of when one person really badly wants to be in a relationship or they want their first relationship to happen and other more self-focused reasons.
🌄 Similarly, I have always seen Neptune on the Ascendant, Neptune in the 1st house in Synastry, Pisces Rising in the Composite when people had first meeting at a party or a gathering, where there was drinking involved (or even other substances), so the sobriety aspect of the interaction was challenged.
🌄 However, Neptune and Uranus might have been involved on the Ascendant or in the 1st house when the first “meeting” was not in real life. You might have seen their social media profile first or your first interaction was through virtually messaging each other.
🌄 Capricorn Moon women (one celebrity example would be Kourtney Kardashian Barker) usually keep a short haircut. They could go even a step further and want to straighten their hair. So they could end up looking quite strict, detached and a bit cold/cut-throat. This to some extent rings true for Moon conjunct Saturn and Saturn in the 4th house women as well. But I noticed that they have curlier hair than Capricorn Moon women, but short as well.
🌄 Capricorn Moon women also really embrace their age. They are not scared of getting older, they more like “I just LOVE being 45!”
🌄 And they have dealt with strong emotional turmoil in one or two long relationships. They don’t even experience many heartbreaks from several short-term relationships, because they often don’t even enter that kind of relationships. So I think emotion/relationship wise, their time for fulfilling relationships is around 30-35 and then again after 45. Because usually before those ages, they most often don’t get their needs met.
🌄 Often times Pluto is involved on the Ascendant, in the 1st house in Composite/Synastry chart in romantic relationships that have ended just as quickly as they have started. HOWEVER, the only difference with Mars/Aries Ascendant when it comes to relationship being shortly lived, is that the effects, CONSEQUENCES of an ended relationship with Pluto/Scorpio Ascendant fade out veryy slowly and the relationship very slowly dies out. With Aries you just move on to greater things, with Scorpio you will probably still dwell on ended relationship, analyse reasons for going wrong, go through healing first. So even if the person is no longer actively in your life, you might still analyse every aspect of the relationship you had with them at the time. Therefore, the full dissolution of the connection is far slower.
🌄 When you have a lot of Gemini, Virgo placements in the Composite chart with someone, you end up feeling confused, drained during and after interacting with the person. Take can end up making you scatter-minded, hard to concentrate, having a lack of focus as soon as you start interacting with them. When you are on your own, you’re calm and peaceful, but when interacting with them you could end up confused, make mistakes or like you can’t express yourself clearly through words in their presence. So check this in the Composite chart. Not only Pluto, Neptune, Uranus make you confused in a connection.
🌄 Gemini Moons like to have two or three homes that they go back and forth to. They spend a few days there and go back to another home other days ideally. However, if they make a PERMANENT move to another home, to another city or even country, they have hard time adjusting to the change and end up feeling dissatisfied with staying there. They love having options at which home to stay for some time. These people also need a lot of space to move around in their home. Or it can manifest as literally wanting to have a lot of rooms, even if they mostly live in just one room. They just want to have THE OPTION of more rooms they can go to. Often I noticed Gemini Moons dream big of moving somewhere, but when they do it, they have such hard time accepting new living situation. And they end up critiquing or nit-picking their new home, living area, new neighbours etc.
🌄 Sign over the 3rd house show who you drive in your own car with you.
Aries: you like to drive by yourself, only you in the car
Taurus: you drive rich people, people you highly value and those who have have an effect on your self-worth, talents, your partner, friend
Gemini: you drive your close friends, elementary/high school friends, you go on road trips with friends to another city
Cancer: you drive your mother, sibling, your children, family members, close friends
Leo: you drive your crush, a romantic interest, someone with whom you flirt with, you drive someone who is arrogant, confident, childlike, flirty
Virgo: your co-worker, you drive your pet, your gym partner, your friends, colleagues, people you see on a daily basis at work/in your studies
Libra: you drive your wife/husband, person you are in a long-term, committed partnership with, a business partner
Scorpio: you drive with your intimate partner, someone who you share a deep trusted bond and with whom you are physically intimate with, influential people with power/wealth
Sagittarius: you pick your friend from the airport or drive them to the airport
Capricorn: you drive your parents, grandparents, could be even a boss, people who have high status in society
Aquarius: you drive acquaintances, people who share your hobby/an interest, you might not own a car, but you use car share
Pisces: you drive people to the hospital or you might not own a car lol
🌄 If you have Aquarius 12th house in the Composite chart you could still remain friendly to each other and continue to be friends even after breaking off a romantic connection.
🌄 If you have Cancer over the 8th house you are more prone to experience strong emotional turmoil after ending an intimate partnership. This could result in emotional breakdown, emotional trauma from relationship. I advise to be mindful with whom you are connecting if you have this placement in the natal chart, because you might not even be fully aware how sensitive you are and especially to people’s energies. Past person’s energy can still linger around you. Also, these people in particular I noticed, have hard time keeping a bond amicable after dating that person. They have hard time staying friends with a person they were in a partnership with. Because they emotionally connect so much with that person, that just a platonic relationship doesn’t seem sustainable for them.
🌄 If you have Mars, Saturn or Chiron in the 7th house in the Composite/Synastry chart committed partnership is more prone to not happen. I’m not saying it’s impossible though, there are always exceptions.
Credit goes to @astroismypassion
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shinestarhwaa · 10 months
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KING OF SWORDS || PARK SEONGHWA
Summary: After a long time of barely speaking to each other, one cold dangerous night led to butterflies.
Part of Ateez Tarot Event (July 2023)
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Learn more about this card here
Note: I took literal inspiration from the name of the card for this fic. I hope you'll enjoy it!
Genre: Angst, Smut
Pairing: King/husband!Seonghwa x Wife!Fem reader
Word Count: 2.2K
Tags/warnings: Arranged marriage, Royal AU, dirty language, baby-making, breeding kink, unprotected sex, rough sex, Seonghwa has OCD, fear of storms/thunder, anxiety/panic attack, oral sex, fingering, big dick Hwa, mild hairpulling
Taglist: @anyamaris @a-soft-hornytiny @whatudowhennooneseesyou @star1117-archives @wooyoungmybelovedhusband @pyeonghongrie-main @woosanbby @dreamlesswonder86 @lemonhongjoong @babesindestroyland
ENJOY!
You and your husband; king Park Seonghwa have not exactly gotten off at the right foot. To be honest, you couldn't stand each other, it was like that from the beginning. But out of all the women in the country you were chosen by the late King Seongwook, Seonghwa's father, to be his son's queen.
There was no other choice than to say yes, or you'd go to jail for denying your king's orders. So there you went, leaving your family and moving into Seonghwa's palace. It was grand and white, so white that every single piece of dust was easily detectable.
Seonghwa took it seriously, so he had about hundred servants ready to clean the entire palace everyday. Until today you haven't found out the reason for his clean-obsession yet.
You didn't know much about him, actually, even after 6 months of marriage. You got married in the cold winter, in a beautiful church. All the leaders of friendly countries were invited along with your family, watching you and Seonghwa put on a show.
That was only the third time you'd met him, and you felt repulsed by the way he pressed his lips on yours to 'seal the deal'. He was a good kisser, sure, but you couldn't stand his personality at all. You cringed everytime you looked at him.
Now you had been married for 6 months and everyone has been expecting the two of you to start creating your own family, put children on the earth to heir the throne once Seonghwa would step down or die.
But you and your husband barely spoke to each other in private, you didn't sleep in the same room and you had never had sex with him. Yet, you were aware you had to give in soon, everyone is waiting for you to give birth to the firstborn baby of the new generation.
For a while you figured they didn't have a say in what you did, baby or no baby. Then you started to realize the importance of it, and you decided to do it, let him do his thing for a minute or three and move on with your life.
You wandered the hallways of the palace, long dress flowing as you paced down the stairs. Suddenly you were taken aback by the flash lighting up the staircase. You looked outside the large window, resting your hands on the windowsill. Storm.
You knew Seonghwa was out tonight, there were rough battles going on in the country as the citizens fought each other over political cases you didn't understand. Seonghwa would visit the towns in conflict and even though you just feel hatred for him, you got worried.
You worried when he was away for too long. You'd check the stables to see if his horse had returned safely, or ask the staff. It puzzled you, how your feelings changed for him from time to time. There had been zero affection in those months, so what changed? The desire to be with someone, maybe? Him being your only shot at love, maybe?
The heavy rain ticking on the windows made you sigh as tears pricked in your eyes. The thunder was loud and the world turned darker and darker, angry grey clouds covering the sky.
Your body shivered, but you couldn't look away. Ever since you were a child and almost died in a storm you panicked whenever one happened near to you. The closeby lightning freaked you out more and you felt your breath start to pick up.
You sank down to the floor, arms wrapping around your knees. Your breath hitched as you tried to focus on your body, trying to relax. But the loud thunder and the bright lightning feared you. You shook and shuddered as you tried to stop panicking, tried to stop the tears from flowing down your cheeks.
"Y/N? What happened? Are you okay?"
You had never heard him be concerned about you before, but here he was. Your husband kneeled down in front of you, taking you in his arms. He had a few scratches on his hands and jaw. You figured maybe a villager attacked him, other than that he seemed fine.
"D-Do not go out again in a storm, Seonghwa. I'm fucking telling you, do not do that again!" You cried. Seonghwa's eyes widened as he saw how upset and scared you were and all he could do was nodd.
Suddenly the lightning struck closeby and the power went out immediately, making you shriek and hide in his chest out of fear. "You're really scared, aren't you? Okay, I'll fix it, stay here, I'll just get-"
"No, no, don't go, don't leave me," you pleaded. Your trauma kicked in and you felt it was hard to breathe. Seonghwa nodded, understanding how badly you needed someone with you right now. He took you in his arms and lifted you up, carrying you all the way to his bedroom, which was nearby.
Seonghwa sat on the edge of the bed and held you close, rocking you slightly to comfort you. "I'm sorry I went out in the storm without telling you... I didn't know you cared."
"I-I didn't know I did either," you sighed as you calmed down. "Storms just scare me and I worried about you... I thought you...could die out there."
"I won't just die... they call me king of swords for a reason, I can defend myself when I need to...," Seonghwa mumbled as he pressed an unexpected kiss on your cheek.
"Seonghwa...,"you whispered as you felt his hands slide over your body. "We need to talk about sealing the deal, consumating our marriage... We need an heir for the throne," Seonghwa said calmly. You nodded. "I know we do, we really do, I understand. It's just hard for me to be with someone without feelings."
"You don't have zero feelings for me," Seonghwa stated. You knew he was right and there was no going against him, he was stubborn and always got his way, winning any argument.
You nodded slowly and dried your cheeks. "I don't have zero feelings for you either, Y/N. You're still my wife, my queen and you're the one to birth my children, the future heir."
The beat of your heart was loud, breath shivering as you felt his fingertips graze your thigh. "You're right." The tension between you and him had never been this big before. Maybe it was the intimacy mixed with the feeling of his safe arms.
"Let me put a baby in you, please," he suddenly pleaded. You slid your hands over his chest, nodding slowly. "Let's do that."
His hands were fast, finding the buttons on the back of your dress, undoing them as he attached his lips to yours. You melt into his touch as your lips move against each other. The kiss soon got more heated as he took off your gown, leaving you in your white, angelic lingerie.
Seonghwa looked at you in true awe for the first time, laying you down on the bed. He discarded himself of his clothes quickly, revealing his toned body. The only thing covering him was his underwear, something you had never wanted to take off of him so badly before.
His lips attacked your body, peppering kisses down your neck and chest, licking the valley of your breasts. You didn't expect Seonghwa to be this intimate and sensual, since you had prepared for a simple session of penis-in-vagina for 3 minutes.
But Seonghwa proved himself to be different, undoing your bra and focussing on your breasts. He licked and sucked on your nipples, making you whine out loud. "Fuck, Hwa," you moaned.
He smirked as he kissed down your stomach. "New nickname? I like it." Your husband slid off your panties, revealing your glistening wet sex. "Already this wet for me? I didn't peg you for an easy one, love."
You blushed lightly as he spread your legs and licked a stripe up your pussy. "Tastes so good, precious," he mumbled as he slid his tongue through your folds. Precious.
You didn't know what exactly changed between the two of you, but something definitely did. You felt your body tingling all over, back arching when Seonghwa's tongue entered you.
His tongue was rather skillful and sinful at the same time. He looked up at you as he fucked you with his tongue. You wanted to look away but you couldn't, letting out moans with every thrust of his long tongue.
Your eyes never lost contact with his and it only made you wetter, arousal building up inside you. "Seonghwa, fuck~ that feels so good!"
Seonghwa grinned a little as your moans picked up, becoming more frequent and louder, noticing you were getting close to your climax. He thrusted 2 of his fingers into you as he moves your tongue from your hole to your clit, licking it up and down, flicking it with his tongue.
"Fuck, I'm gonna cum, Hwa, gonna fucking cum," you moaned loudly, running your hands through Seonghwa's soft raven locks. Seonghwa moaned against your pussy at the words, clearly getting off of your pleasure.
It didn't take long before you came hard, unraveling on his tonghe and fingers. You moaned loudly, and Seonghwa swore to God it sounded like an angel singing. He rode out your orgasm and moved away from your wetness.
You panted softly as you watched him take off his underwear, revealing his long hard cock, truly a sight to behold. The title of King surely fit him in every way. You gestured him to sit on the edge of the bed as you got on your knees for him.
"Oh, sweetheart you don't have to do this," Seonghwa quickly said, showing a softer, more gentle side of himself. "I want to... I want your cock in my mouth... I want to get you ready to fuck a baby into me," you breathed out, stroking his cock with your fingers.
Seonghwa threw his head back when he felt his cock slide into your hot, wet mouth. The feeling of your tongue flattening against the throbbing vein on his length as you bobbed your head up and down made him go crazy and moan your name loudly.
"Fuck, yes baby, you're taking it so well," he grunted as he thrusted forward into your mouth, making you gag slightly on his length. When he felt himself getting close he pulled you off his length.
You knew for sure this wouldn't be the last time you'd be intimate with him. It felt just right, and you'd be lying if you said you weren't dying to have him cum all over your body. But that'd be a waste of time if you're trying to have a baby.
You got on the bed and laid on your back, spreading your legs for Seonghwa. He was quick to hover above you, aligning his cock with your entrance. "You ready, princess?" "I'm actually your queen, Seonghwa, but I'll let the nickname slide. Yes I am."
Seonghwa grinned. "You're right, my queen," he said, hissing as he entered you slowly, pushing his cock inside entirely. You whined at the stretch of his big cock inside you.
He was quick to thrust his hips into you, immediately hitting the sensitive spots inside you. "O-oh, Seonghwa!" You moaned loudly, gripping onto his hair. "Fuck, baby, I love your wet pussy, such a greedy little pussy," he moaned.
You pulled his hair back, making him grunt out your name. His thrusts became faster, rougher and harder with every moan you let out.
"So good, so good!" "Yeah, baby? You like my cock? Like my cock in your wet little pussy? Bet you wanna be bred by me so bad, wanna be filled up so bad," he grunted. Seonghwa fucked you so well, beyond your expectations.
You learned the king wasn't one for a quick fuck and go, he took his time and he fucked you deep and hard, passionately, making sure you were feeling good. He was an amazing lover and you already knew this was going to be a daily occasion from now on.
His brows furrowed together as his thrusts got more sloppy, signaling he was close to his climax. "Fuck, baby, I'm gonna cum, gonna breed you full of my cum, gonna but my baby into you," he moaned loudly.
"Yes! Breed me, breed me full of your cum, please, please give it to me!" You moaned loudly, clenching around his dick. You felt his member twitch inside you as he stilled his hips, releasing his seeds inside your cunt.
Your walls spasmed around him as you reached your second orgasm, moaning his name loudly. He rode out your orgasms slowly, milking himself dry inside you. He then slid his cock out of you as he laid next to you, panting loudly.
"I hope it worked," you said after a few minutes of silence. "For whatever it's worth, I think you're really good." Seonghwa smiled and took you in his arms. "You're really good too..."
"I'm sorry for the way I treated you before. I promise to treat you with more respect from now on," he spoke as he kissed your head. You weren't sure if it was an act of love or his way of doing aftercare but your repulsed feeling did not show up. Your heart beat faster. You even smiled.
"Me too," you said as you kissed his cheek. Maybe you and the king of swords were meant to be after all.
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graceetarot · 10 months
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Tarot readings are a form of divination using Tarot cards to get insights into different areas of your life, past, present, or future, love, career or custom questions.
Cards in tarot decks represent different archetypes, symbols, and meanings.
Cards are interpreted based on their positions and interactions and placements to provide guidance, reflections, and potential outcomes to those who are getting a reading done.
Why do people get readings done ?
Tarot readings are often used for self-discovery, personal growth, making choices, to get more insight on a situation, help with healing , and spiritual exploration.
You can ask tarot cards many questions related to yourself , decisions, emotions, life and future, you could ask about love, career, personal growth, or any specific situation you want insight on. The cards are a tool for reflection and guidance.
Focus on questions that empower you to make informed decisions and understand the underlying factors influencing your situation.
examples of what you can ask ;
What do I need to know about my current situation with ___?
What is the potential outcome if I take a certain path ?
How can I overcome challenges I'm facing right now?
What can I do to improve my personal growth?
Is ____ a good person to keep in your life?
what can I do to better my well-being and happiness?
What lesson can I learn from a recent situation or relationship?
What’s next for you ?
What do you need to release in order to move forward ?
Remember, the tarot cards are a tool for self-reflection, so when asking questions be specific and sincere to get the best insight you may receive.
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What is the process of a tarot reading ?
First reader will set the intention of the person seeking the reading , the person will focus on a specific question or situation they want insights into. This sets the intention for the reading.
the reader will shuffle the deck , to mix the cards while focusing on the question / topic asked about / the seekers energy
The reader then lays out how many cards is needed , some times readers pick the cards , sometimes they let them fly out , I always let mine fly out and pick themselves & lay them out positioned in the form they come out in, the cards are around each card also play a big part in interpretation.
The reader starts interpreting each card with their own unique symbolism and meaning. The reader interprets the cards based on their traditional meanings, their position in the spread, their interactions with other cards and their own intuition and if they get any extra messages
After the cards have been interpreted and through that process the tarot reader provides insights, guidance, and potential outcomes related to the seeker's question or situation.
Readers can also rely on their intuition and empathetic abilities to connect with the seeker and offer personalized insights beyond the basic card meanings.
Tarot readings are not to predict the future with certainty but to help give guidance, self-reflection, and a broader perspective on the your life journey and questions.
Tarot decks have 78 cards , The major arcana 22 cards and the minor arcana 56 cards .The major arcana deal with big life events and spiritual lessons and the minor arcana deal everyday situations and experiences.
Tarot cards have so much symbolism. Each card carries multiple layers of meaning, allowing for deep interpretations.
Remember, how accurate and effective the reading will be depends on the reader's empathy ,knowledge, and the openness of the person to interpretation.
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thecryptidbard · 2 months
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It’s been a minute but finally had time to do another Ghosts Tarot card—although this one isn’t technically a ghost!
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I chose this card for Jay because I think it gets to some of my favorite parts of his character arc that we’ve seen so far. Despite being unable to see the ghosts, Jay is incredibly involved in the ghostly happenings of Woodstone, and he’s often a guide or sounding board for Sam as she deals with them. However, in season two we also got to see just how much the move from the city was impacting him. As involved and supportive as he is with all the ‘ghost things’, there’s still a level of separation even from those he shares his everyday life with. However, The Hermit is not just about solitude; it’s also about being in a time of personal change and new purpose, which we get to see as Jay starts building his own restaurant from the barn ground up. I think he perfectly represents that balance of the hermit card—even though at first glance it may seem like the card represents isolation, it’s really about being on your own journey of growth, a journey that’s only possible by withdrawing a bit from the outside world. I’ve really enjoyed how the show has highlighted that with Jay’s character so far, and I can’t wait to keep seeing this journey he’s on as the restaurant gets closer to opening!
Another reason I like this card for Jay? It totally looks like a powerful D&D character, something i imagine Jay would love. For that reason, I didn’t make a whole lot of design changes from the original Colman Smith card (which can be viewed here), although I did update the original’s lantern, and instead have Jay holding the Possession Sconce.
I’m hoping to get back to making more of these soon, but in the meantime, would love it if you checked out my other Ghosts Tarot card designs here!
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starsinkpop · 12 days
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ATEEZ Jeong Yunho Tarot Reading - May 2024
Disclaimer: I do tarot readings for fun, so please read them with a grain of salt. Don’t take my words too seriously and just keep an open mind. Tarot is a divination tool that can’t predict the future, as every single individual has their own will and makes their own decisions. Tarot is not a fixed fate. It should be seen as a guidance and a good friend that just has your best interest and gives you advice when needed. I’m not putting anyone in my readings on a pedestal nor am I trying to harm anyone. One last side note, I’m not a native speaker, so please excuse any wrong spellings or poor grammar.
Date of Reading: May 11th 2024
Decks: Tarot of the Divine, Wild Mystic Oracle, Romance Angel Oracle
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Yunho’s overall feelings and energy this month - IV The Emperor (R)
In May Yunho could be dealing with some anger issues and immaturity. He’s lacking structure and could be a bit chaotic this month. He even seems to be a bit foolish and irresponsible. Yunho could also be having some issues with an authority. He needs to calm his nerves a little and needs to let go of his controlling issues.
Career - Six of Wands (R)
In his career Yunho has to be careful to not let his ego and pride take control. Yunho is lacking confidence and could feel like a failure this month. It feels like he doesn’t think he’s enough. He fears he’s lacking achievement and he seems to be quite fame hungry in May. It’s a bit of a twisted vibe I’m getting here and I don’t really know how to put it in words. On one side it feels like “I’m the best and no one gets on my level”, on the other side it’s giving “I’m a disappointment for the whole group”. It’s as chaotic and the emperor in the beginning said…
The six of wands in reverse can also talk about being mobbed or hunted 😬 kinda getting airport mobbing vibes here, I haven’t seen much lately but I’m sure it’s stressing him out quite a bit.
Love - 0 The Fool
For Yunho’s love life I see some fresh start. He seems to be open and excited for a new adventure and could have an extra level of spontaneity. I see him going on a few dates. And meeting new people. However, he’s urged to not be too innocent and trusting and still pay attention to any red flags. He could also get back in contact with an ex or a past fling. Overall, I don’t see anything negative in his love life and he’s just going to enjoy himself.
Advice - Dragonfly/Joy
See the joy in the world and seek your happiness. Find pleasure in everyday life and live for the moment. Luck is on your side, go for what makes you happy and don’t waste your energy on things and people that stop you from having a good time. You’re a magnet for joyous moments.
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If you want a more in depth reading on certain areas, feel free to ask me!
Love, Nicky 🫧
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9800sblog · 7 months
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seonghwa ideal type please like the one u did wtih mingi thank you 😊😊😊
seonghwa tarot reading
ideal type personality and appearance
do I have his energy permission to do and share this reading? 10 of pentacles
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personality
9 of cups - someone he'd be proud to show off, "one of the guys" (friends with his friends, comfortable with his masculinity), his favorite person in the entire planet, he'd be obsessed, wish fulfillment, dream come true. someone that makes him feel like he won in life by just existing, that gives him crazy intense emotions, someone that wouldn't let him think of anything else, he wants to be intoxicated. he really does seem to like those that have collections, it comes up time and time again. someone that enjoys all his nerdy, and be proud of his achievements, big or small, be it in ateez or animal crossing. may prefer someone more experienced than him, whatever that means for him. maybe someone with a big family! (immediate family, chosen family or relatives) or who wants a big family, aka have many kids, pets or live nearby friends, whatever seonghwa sees as family.
the hermit - probably inclined to spirituality, not so much in a religious sense, but someone who is introspective and not afraid to go deep. not afraid of seonghwa's darkness, secrets, failures and dreams. may prefer a leader type, someone that will make the first move, that he can just sit around and wait for (like a soulmate, not that he wants someone he would be lazy with). again, may prefer someone with more experience, whatever that means to him, that could guide their relationship with more ease. seonghwa may have some difficulty figuring out what he wants in life and romance. a night owl! haha not surprising as he often complains about struggling to sleep. someone he could have interesting talks at night, and could help him rest and get comfortable by telling stories and things like that, talk him down. someone a bit mysterious, that only he could figure out exactly and that could figure him out, the only person in the world he'd dare or care to be his truest self, no lies, no secrets, no fears.
the devil reversed - he may not be into parties and nightlife, as that's what this card indicates, he seem to want someone who would prefer staying home with him, having a date at their apartment than going out with a bunch of people, drinking and dancing non-stop (that's his job, he does that almost everyday already!). the person doesn't need to be against these things, just not mind missing out on them. seonghwa may find it interesting if the person leads an extra healthy lifestyle, like plant based diet, sober, athletic, things like that. this person is also very giving, doesn't need to tie anything because they are confident, like someone who doesn't feel the need to save a bunch of money and just spends it on the things that make them happy, instead of living in worry that it might one day end and the future will be fruitless.
4 of swords reversed - coming up again, doesn't want someone that lays around doing nothing all day, someone who is lazy or just boring (on his terms - may get often frustrated living with mingi, as they always say he doesn't have friends and don't even hangout with the members, he just sleeps and watch tv kkkkkkkk that's just my sister and me). seonghwa wants someone that won't get easily overwhelmed by his schedule, that won't just sit around waiting for him to come home, but do their own thing. someone that has learnt how to deal with struggles and difficulties, someone that has done shadow work, as he may think he already did that too. he likes it if the person takes good care of their home and specially room, like beautifully decorated and very comfortable, with all the things they like. someone with a lot of stories to tell, who holds much information about topics they're interested in, he may have nobody in his life who is genuinely and intensely interested in his hobbies, so it seems really important that they could share that. (sorry seonghwa but I find star wars, football and animal crossing crazy boring, my bad bro)
wheel of fortune reversed - creates their own destiny, he may think it's interesting if the person doesn't follow a typical plan of actions, doesn't follow the status quo. may also like someone who is interested in history, fiction and/or things like that. wants someone who is not independently balanced and needs him for a few things, this person may have daily struggles in the way they function, it may not run smoothly. he may also like it if he can do one grand act of chivalry to "save them", but I'm not sure what it could be, maybe pay them a house, idk..
appearance
the emperor reversed - I could only think of darth vader, emperor of the dark side WHY??? (I never finished star wars). seonghwa seems to prefer a more masculine appearance, with broad shoulders and prominent facial features. the person may look a bit intimidating at first look, may have an intense eye and/or stare, that would leave him not knowing what to do. the person may look bored or tired at first, might be someone who's face doesn't show their real emotions, hard to read. he seems to like a bit flashy style, in a domineering way, leather jackets and heavy accessories. this is still someone that fits the korean standard in a way, but not the typical partner he's expected to go for. this may be someone with very recognizable face, who looks feisty.
page of wands reversed - red, black and silver come up oftenly. looks younger than they are, a sexier look (to korea standards). red lip may be something he really likes. may have long legs and a big, well cared for, hair; he seems to like headpieces like hats and tiaras too. him and taylor swift have similar types, honestly, same venus, moon and mars signs, they look for similar things in a lover, "you look like bad news, I gotta have you" that type of thing
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examples that fit my interpretation
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none of the pictures are mine, all from pinterest
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staytinyville · 7 months
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Heuning Kai
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PLEASE REFER TO MASTERLIST TO GET FULL TAROT READING EXPERIENCE
↣ Summary: After an accident leaves you terrified, you subconsciously conjure a monster that feeds off your anxiety. However this monster begins to grow feelings for you. 
↣ Characters/Pairing: Huening Kai x gn!reader
↣ Genre: fluff
↣ AU/Trope info: anxiety monster!Kai, depressed!reader, sorta jujutsu kaisen type deal
↣ Word Count: 1.3k
↣ Warnings: anxiety attack, sorta PTSD, this might make some of you guys uncomfy because of the things going on atm around the world, if you need someone to talk to I am open.
↣ A/N: THE LAST OF MY STORIES MAN. THE JOY I FELT. I was really trying so hard to finish these quickly and I feel like I rushed them too much to the point where they kind of sucked. I hope you enjoyed reading them all if you did. And if not I do hope you got the right tarot reading! Do tell me if you did. I love to know if it resonated. 
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THE MOON
Illusion, Fear, Anxiety, Subconscious, Intuition
When the moon comes out in a reading it is meant to signify that you are projecting your fears into your everyday life. You might have some kind of trauma with a painful memory or experience that left you unsure about yourself. In order to understand these better you have to connect yourself with that part of you you might not be willing to see.
This card can represent a time where you are not sure about things. You are second guessing things, so with that in mind make sure you pay attention to the signs. Do not allow yourself to fall pray to a fast decisions without checking out all the options.
Pay close attention to the lunar cycle in how it plays roles in your everyday life. Connect with it's spirit wanting to help you navigate through a time in your life where you might not be sure of yourself.
XVII THE MOON
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There was a time when you had enjoyed going outside into the world, but as of late it was hard to want to do that. There was something preventing you from going out and it only festered your anxiety and depression more. 
It gave itself the name Kai. 
It sucked to have him glued to your side but you had no one else to blame but yourself. Ever since that accident you were in things took a turn and you became scared of everything around you. Because of this your fears had manifested something that would haunt every other living soul on the earth. 
You could remember the first night you had met him. You were curled up in a fetal position as a nightmare was plaguing you and causing a cold sweat to run through your body. You woke up startled when you felt cold hands stroking your shoulder that had been uncovered by the blankets. 
Whimpering, you wanted to think it was nothing, but it continued its ministrations. So you slowly opened your eyes, and were met with glowing eyes. He looked like such a boy with a goofy grin on his face as he faced you, one hand tucked under his head. 
Your breath got caught in your throat as you began to shiver from being in the same bed as someone else. Who was this man and why was he in your bed?
“I’m not gonna kill you.” Were his very first words to you. “If I kill you, I kill myself and that’s just a dumb idea.”
He gave you a grin. “I’m Kai. Your anxiety monster.”
And so you spent the next couple of months with the man who manifested from your own feelings and fears getting to know him. He tired you out a lot but you guess that was just his job. You learned he was clingy and loved to torment you.
However for you, you had learned to live with him. He was a bit annoying but you knew it was only you who created him. He was your own imagination come to life. A part of you might be scared of him but for the most part, you were quite happy because he was almost like a friend. 
A toxic one that seemed to find joy in your misery but there were good things about him that you found yourself feeling happy about. 
He would always watch over you, like a guardian angel, making sure you wouldn’t walk into traffic or go down the wrong alleyway. He also would sneer at any person who got too close to you like a jealous boyfriend.
Everytime you would ask him about it he would explain to you that if you found someone to occupy your time, you wouldn’t be sad anymore therefore he would go away. But you knew that your anxiety wasn’t going to go away anytime soon. If at all. 
“Good morning, my sweets!” Kai’s goofy grin was the first thing you saw every morning and the last thing before you closed your eyes. 
You had asked him once why it was he looked the way he did. An attractive man who had a baby face that would make anyone swoon. He explained to you that he looked that way because he was meant to embody your dream man. You frowned at his answer but as he continued you understood his reasoning. 
You were worried one day the man of your dreams would come up to you and all you would feel is anxiety over acting like a fool or looking like a fool. You guess it made sense seeing as Kai would be seeing you at your best and your worst. 
“Good morning, Kai.” You sighed, turning onto your back. 
He began to pout, feeling something bubble under your chest that made him squint his eyes. He shuffled closer to you, trying to curl into your side. He frowned when you didn’t reach over for him like you usually did. 
He raised his head to look at you. “Something is wrong.” He told you.
“I feel like today is going to be a bad day.” You spoke softly. 
Kai’s pout deepened, feeling a bit bad for your problems. He was meant to feed off of them but as the time went on he quickly fell in love with how strong you were even with everything going on. 
You would try your best to get over your fears, even if they came back. You had mottos you told yourself over and over again to keep pushing forward. Kai had never met a host like you and it made his non-existent heart beat just a tad. 
For the rest of the day, he kept a watchful eye on you. You were sluggish in everything you did, nearly breaking things. You barely had any energy to move to your couch or reach for the remote that was on the other side. Kai kept grunting when you wouldn’t do anything and he would have to take over for you. It would get small smiles, knowing that the monster cared for you in some passive aggressive way. 
However when you turned on the tv and saw that there had been another natural disaster in some part of the world, your mind began to shut down. All you could see were the buildings knocked over or fallen completely. 
You suddenly felt a weight on your chest, tightening around your lungs. You could feel sweat on your skin as you were reminded of the long time spent in a small space under a collapsed structure. The dust that stuck to your skin and made your eyes burn. 
Kai’s eyes went wide as he too began to feel the tightening in his stomach. While it was something good for him, all he could feel was remorse as he turned to watch you. Without thinking about his own health, he shut off the tv and was quick to take you into his hands. 
The moment you felt someone touch you, the breath you were holding came out in a choked sob and they wracked through your body loudly. You clung to Kai as you were reminded of those people who helped to take you out of the rubble.  
He tried to shush you, tightening his hold around your whole body. Maybe it wasn’t the best way to calm down a survivor of a disaster, but for you it wasn’t about the way he tightened your hold on you, it was about how you weren’t alone in a hole. 
You could feel his breathing on your body, could hear his whispers in your ear, could see the color of his shirt. You weren’t someone dark without help, you were sitting on your couch with the monster that was supposed to be feeding off you. And yet here he was, trying to calm you down. 
And when you pulled away to fall onto the couch all numb, he didn’t hesitate to keep you on his chest and allow you to unravel on your own. Your voice was hoarse and quiet but he was able to hear you just fine. 
“Kai, what are you doing?” You whispered. 
“I’m your anxiety monster. I feed off your anxiety.” He answered, looking up at the ceiling. 
“Then why did you calm me down?” You asked him. 
“Because I don’t like that kind of anxiety.” He began to massage your scalp. “It tastes bitter.”
You smiled softly, your lips moving as you gave his covered chest a kiss. “I’m sorry for tasting bitter.”
“It’s okay. I’ll accept the anxiety you get when you’re trying to open a can of biscuits.”
You laughed out loud and swatted at his chest. “It’s a real fear.”
“I know.” His lips touched the top of your head making you go back to laying on his chest. “You also freak out over spiders. Those are the best kind of meals.”
“Thank you, Kai.” You said it so quietly, in such a small voice–it made the monster smile. 
“You’re welcome.”
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Merlin Tarot Fest - Round 1 Masterlist
Very belatedly, please see the masterlist for the first round of the Merlin Tarot Fest! All creations were posted July-September 2023.
FIC:
i will wait by the river by g0blincat
Tom the Blacksmith gets so much more than he bargained for when he decides to adopt the baby he finds floating down the river in a basket. Eighteen years later, Merlin has grown into quite the proficient swordsman-- and quite the powerful sorcerer. When Crown Prince Arthur Pendragon convinces his father to hold an open melee with a knighthood as the prize, Merlin, his brother Elyan, and a ragtag group of commoners decide to enter. They soon discover that there is much more at play in the tournament than stuck-up knights and a contemptuous king. As Arthur becomes smitten with Merlin-- whose skill with a sword is unparalleled-- he discovers that there is so much more to this strange, mouthy blacksmith's son than he had initially imagined.
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I’ll be your strength – and you be mine by adrift_me
Merlin’s words ring in his ears louder than the surrounding silence. "I have magic, Arthur." “Why now?” Arthur asks, fearing to meet Merlin’s eyes. Will they be the unfamiliar gold? Will they be full of fury? Or worse, gentle and crystal clear, as he has gotten used to knowing them.
Merlin reveals his magic to Arthur, and Arthur has a lot to think about.
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Unwavering by adhd_merlin
Merlin and Gwaine get along splendidly — except when they don't. In which there is a fight, a fight, and a discovery. (Set pre-S5.)
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The Great Unknown by TheGhostMagus
Back from the Disir, Arthur made the decision to bring back magic, plunging both Merlin and Arthur into intense reflections.
Is Mordred a real threat? Has Arthur made the right decision? And what's wrong with Merlin?
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The King’s Cards by smartypantsflute
The queen's pregnancy has made Arthur realizes some changes have to be made to Camelot. Gwen tells him about a fortune teller who is never wrong. Arthur decides it's best to talk to this strange woman to learn what is in his future. But this woman looks familiar...
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the echoes of a thousand voices calling your name by ExcaliburnRowan
After Camlann, Gwen rides out to bring Morgana back home.
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Home is where the heart is by Brechtjeeatscheese
Merlin is a history teacher with no friends and a boring life.
That is until Arthur Pendragon and his friends enter his life. Suddenly he has friends and his life is everything but boring.
Featuring; falling in love, keeping secrets, chaotic crying and realising that family is not blood but the people you can come home to.
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The Rise and the Fall by HadrianPeverellBlack
Camelot was recovering.
Merlin had never realized how strong its inhabitants were, but after seeing their ability to return to everyday life after the horrors Morgana had subjected them to, he had to realize it.
Camelot wobbled, tried to hold on, and it did.
They had defeated Morgana, they had won. And, now, they could reap the fruits of that victory.
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Magic Comes From Within by Pearl09
During a tough battle that injures Arthur, Merlin's magic is revealed. Now Arthur is left to deal with the consequences, angry, paranoid, and slowly discovering something he never knew before.
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The Breaking Oath by Aro_Tarot
After seeing a sketch of Archdruid Emrys amongst his father's things, Arthur wanted to grow up to become a druid. He saw the beauty in nature but for some reason, his father hated druids, especially the archdruid. Instead, Arthur grew up to become a green knight, an Oath of the Ancients paladin. When he father died, he put his all into helping those around him, and due to this, he ends up stumbling across a druid in need. In the end, he's the one that really needs help.
A short story of Arthur, Merlin, and Gwen taking place in the Forgotten Realms.
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Nothing by Flower after Blooming Flower by undermycoat
When Arthur sends him away, Merlin doesn't know what to do. For awhile, he tries going after every dark-haired, dark-eyed man in the Five Kingdoms, just to forget his blue-eyed, blond-haired prince, but it never works. Eventually, he returns to Ealdor. That ends up being for the better, however, when said prince ends up in the village too, lost, confused, and unable to remember his own name.
Merlin knows it’s up to him to send Arthur back to Camelot, but that's a lot harder to do when he can't leave with him. Perhaps the appearance of a familiar foe can get him moving, though.
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The End of the Beginning/The Beginning of the End by SpookySweet
What is life, if not to love? And what is love, if not pain?
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All I Want by Shana_Rose
Taking another deep breath, Arthur asked himself, for the thousandth time, what would Merlin say if he was here?
The image of Merlin riding next to him came quickly, painfully so.
"Your first act as King was lifting the ban, they may still be suspicious, but that’s a good first step on making peace with the magic community.”
He clenched his fists tighter, careful not to pull on the reins as he did so. And wished for things he could not change. Now king, Arthur goes to meet the Druid leader, Emrys, to make peace.
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Crooked Trajectory by queerofthedagger
“How did you find me? How did you know I would be here?”
“I know you,” Merlin merely says, because it’s true, and he refuses not to say it out loud just because Arthur might want to pretend otherwise. He’s told enough lies.
Arthur could take Morgana's betrayal and Uther's death, could take the loss of Lancelot and the fact that Merlin had magic. Barely and his days singed with grief, but his kingdom always came first. The revelation, though, that Merlin had been by his side through all these years and hardships solely due to some prophecy? That—well, that is the one truth too bitter to swallow.
When he leaves for an ill-advised break to his mother's childhood home to get away from it all, more things come to light than the simple and irrevocable fact that no authority—no king, no prince, no destiny—could ever make Merlin do anything.
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king of wands, the world, cups. or: merlin and secrets don't mix. By regicsillagok
what if merlin overthought and arthur was not quite as much a dolt as he seems
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The Search for the Crystal Cave by thenerdyindividual
The year is 1901, and Merlin is a recent graduate of Camelot University's History Program. He lives in a crummy flat with his childhood best friend Gwen, and they both dream of doing something more with their lives.
When King Uther falls ill, Merlin sees his opportunity to earn his postgraduate degree, and change attitudes towards magic in Camelot. He makes a proposal to the king and his two children; fund Merlin's expedition to the Isle of the Blessed, and Merlin will bring back knowledge of great healing magic that might just save the king's life. While Princess Morgana and King Uther both reject his proposal, the king's bastard son Lord Arthur Pendragon has a different idea. Using his own money, he puts together a team. Merlin, the historian. Gwen, the cartographer. And Arthur's old friend from school, Gwaine, the muscle.
Together, along with Gwen's brother Elyan who they pick up along the way, they sail to the Isle of the Blessed in search of the Crystal Cave without King Uther any the wiser. Magic, adventure, and romance abound, and it's a race against the clock to find the cave before King Cenred!
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The Last Bear by littelgreyfish
On a hunt, Arthur kills the last bear in the British Isles, and there are consequences.
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The Lover to the King of Swords by Crimson_Fanfic_Writer_7
“Come on, Arthur! This is the first time they’ve had this festival in over two decades!” A raven-haired man in his mid-thirties exclaimed, grabbing his satchel from the kitchen table. “We have to go! It’ll be our first time and a way to really connect with the community.”
Another man, Arthur, walked up behind him and gently wrapped his arms around his lover, resting his chin on the man's shoulder.
or Arthur and Merlin go to a festival and get a lot more out of it than they were expecting
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Always by youdgetbored
merthur hurt/comfort
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ART:
The Once and Future King by Corisan
The cards I drew were The Emperor and Four of Swords.
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The Lovers (Greed) by kairennart
It's all about choices.
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All because of a butterfly… by Laevateinn
The first time Merlin felt like an outcast, he was six. Or maybe seven. He can't remember his age with precision, but he can remember how he felt then.
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Love returned and Sorcery by GYRHS
Based on the Sidhe staff and the Chalice that appeared in the Labyrinth of Gedref.
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Waiting For This Moment by sugareey
It's when they're surrounded by water that's surging and plummeting down the rocks that Merlin and Arthur decide to take things to the next level.
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a-star-is-here:
Page of Wands
Nine of Cups
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Art by wortvermis
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Art by magicinavalon:
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Art by multifandombullshitbabes
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FIC + ART:
Remember Us, My Love? by mischel
“Please, don’t do it, Emrys” they all tell him. He doesn’t listen. After 500 years of waiting, there is nothing Merlin wouldn't do to bring Arthur back to life. And that includes erasing his love for the king in order to use it in a dark magic ritual.
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☆Bewitched~
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The wizard Kwon Soonyoung x the love witch reader
Tw: Supernatural au, both reader and Soonyoung are aged up and in their twenties, Reader and Soonyoung's families are close friends. Reader has daddy issues and reader's father has left their family for years.
| word count: 1440 | main masterlist | witchy "ber" masterlist | taglist: @hongmingoo @shuabby1994 , @nishloves , @unlikelysublimekryptonite , @asyre , @yumiyumis-blog |
Ps: this is not very historically accurate.
Chapter 1 -
Song rec: from the start by laufey/ must be love by laufey.
from the start/must be love
Kwon Soonyoung, a family friend's,more accurately your mom's friend's son, the infamous wizard and exorcist (not really but he knew how to perform an exorcism so yeah) was the man who never really tried to get close to you as friends or maybe he did, it was quite complicated. He always has had, what we say in typical terms, called professionalism and a stern character while he's around any of his co-workers or other fellow wizards and witches. He never let his guard down around you despite you both knowing each other since you guys were ten years old. Not that he was like that from the start. He was bubbly and you both were friends which got substituted with this professional aura. You weren't used to it. Things with your family weren't going too right as well. With your mother and father going through separation since your father had another woman in his life, you were left with your mother. "It wasn't as bad anyways" you thought but there was an after effect. But one way or another, things just find their way to be okay, to be happy somehow and you were. Living in your own house, you made more or less good earnings with any medicines, potions, handicraft stuff. Of course at first glance people might think you live in vain and poverty but no your family had a good reputation in the town you lived, especially your mother's side was more or less wealthy. So a simple life with your two cats was an everyday thing for you.
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"Soo who do we have here? Mr Kwon Soonyoung huh?" You raised your eyebrows with your lips having a tight lipped smile laced on them. "Okay enough for my dramatic talk, why are you here? You never come to my house until it's 'business' or 'work' stuff. A tarot read? Do you want that?" You asked as you crossed your leg, leaned back on your couch with your hot coffee waiting on the center table in front of you.
"Well you aren't exactly wrong but i need help with something else this time?" He said really calmly looking straight into your eyes.
'Yeah always a calm and reserved look in things like these' you thought.
"So basically it's just you gotta help me with an exorcism. Basically it's a girl this time and as you know I do not prefer dealing with women or girls who have been possessed" Soonyoung said, very calmly.
"Well yeah I remember the last time the woman who was possessed, after coming back to his senses very quickly found herself in your arms, you holding her and then accused you of harassing her. It was fucking weird" You stated, deadpan, now taking a sip of your coffee.
"Yeah and then you slapped her and she fainted and fed her a potion. So later on when she wakes up she forgets what happened before. I still don't understand. Why did you slapped her- that was so outta the blue" he said, staring at you with an awkward smile like a deer caught in headlights.
"I needed time to make the potion and I had the urge to slap her after witnessing her show of unnecessary drama where she thinks she's a damsel in distress trying to get of "a little too dangerous spirit" off of her "beautiful body" and coming up with those accusations. Just quote unquote speaking of what she said." You sipped on your coffee. "Be glad I didn't bash her head with a damn chair" And then flashed a warm smile towards him.
Soonyoung would be lying if he didn't feel chills running down his spine.
"Anyways when are we meeting this new one you're talking about? Also how old is she?"
Soonyoung sat on the sofa beside you and crossed his arms. You looked at him.
"Well, the day after tomorrow. She's around twelve years old."
"AROUND TWELVE!? Are you kidding me right now!?" You exclaimed being surprised at the fact that it's a child.
"Calm down, you'll make me go deaf. Don't scream like that" Soonyoung said outta annoyance.
"Excuse me sir, she's a kid. You can most definitely handle her, you won't even need my help then" You said stating a matter of fact.
"It's her father. Her mother left her father. And you know fathers are protective towards their daughters, so you automatically get it why. right?"
"I see. Alright then" you said, your voice almost dropping in the end to a whisper.
Yeah you got it even if you didn't experience it. You wondered though, how it might feel. But at the same time being in your twenties made you feel like you should automatically get a grip on yourself and let it be the way it is. Telling your younger self you'll someday be old enough to understand, is, what you wished for though sometimes. You were always a bit lost in thoughts though every time someone would talk about their father like now.
"Y/n? Are you okay?" Soonyoung looked at you with a worried look on his face.
"No I'm not because you're sitting beside me" You said with an annoyed look on your face. He let out a chuckle and stood up.
"Okay I'll get going now" He stepped ahead towards the door across the hall room but stopped halfway and turned around. You raised an eyebrow and looked at him.
"What?"
"Don't you think you should show some courtesy to at least walk me to the door and open it for me?"
"Oh I see" You stood up, walked towards him and stopped beside him.
"Happy now? Mr. Always professional." You said with a smile on your face.
He smirked and leaned closer to your face.
"Okay Y/n seriously stop calling me that and what about the door" He said in a lower voice.
"And what if I don't, what will you do?"
He was now stepping closer to you. You were now, the one stepping back almost about to knock over the table on which the lamp was kept. Soonyoung quickly slide his around your waist and pulled your closer with your hands instinctively placing on his chest to stop before you got any closer than you already were.
"So tell me, is this very professional of me? No, right? So drop that name honey. Just call me Soonyoung okay?"
"Oh. Say please" you smirked.
He pulled away and started walking towards the door hiding his slightly flushed face. And to his horror you did notice that.
He cleared his throat and then said "Okay I'll get going. See you day after tomorrow then"
"Absolutely Mr. Kwon Soonyoung" you said like you're pronouncing each and every letter of his name just to tease him more.
You got back to the sofa and sat finishing off your leftover coffee and smiled at the thought of him getting all flushed up because of your words.
Just then you saw a small piece of paper flowing in your room towards you and then falling on your center table. You took the paper in your hand. It was a small note which read.
“Well thanks for always helping out Y/n. And if being unprofessional, might as well be complimenting your 'just woke up an hour ago' look. You look pretty in that black nightdress and mismatched socks make you look cute”
From 'Mr. Always professional'
"Soonyoung you freaking idiot who writes all this" you cursed and whined. You took the cushion beside you and hugged it. 'He's again making his so-called advances in a flirtatious way' you thought.
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Kwon Soonyoung, who was your friend from the start but now makes you wonder otherwise about your feelings towards him. Making you feel like a lovesick fool who gives your heart a fluttering feeling everytime you see him. You wonder "it must be love" but you don't really know if all his advances, as in his flirting, are just for fun or have some intentions behind it. But a part of you thought you might as well should do something about it.
And well you did.
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A/n: finally I posted this. Sorry for keeping y'all wait. I did proofread twice. But if there's any grammatical errors please lemme know.
Thought of giving an orange theme for the first chapter despite the reader being a love witch.
Love y'all! Gonna post part two after sometime, haven't started it yet so yeah.
.・✫・゜・。..・✫・゜・。..・✫・゜・。..・✫・゜・。.
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trashland-llamas · 1 year
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How the Stardust Crusaders react to y/n being trans
Trans reader
Noriaki Kaykoin
Doesn’t phase him one bit as he knows some cultures have a 3rd gender and even more beyond that
Rambles about how some cultures even view trans people slightly akin to deities
Entirely open to learning how being trans affects their everyday life, his questions hesitant
The hesitancy coming from his want to be respectful, doesn’t let it stop him from asking
Seeing y/n jump as to reach a mug from the top shelf, about to climb the counters, Hierophant Green will just pick them up
Kujo Joestar
Don’t ever tell this dude if you wore your binder for too long
Man views y/n as a sibling and will immediately go into older brother mode
Not letting them spar or do anything remotely considered exercise for a week
Y/n’s stand annoyed at Star Platinum, giving it the silent treatment—eventually getting tired of it, Star Platinum makes y/n & Kujo reconcile
If the Crusaders have to dress up for anything, expect Kujo to be a tad overbearing
Going to fight whoever dares to look them up and down
Jean Pierre Polnareff
Is a little confused but he has the spirit
Takes quite a while to use the right pronouns and name but Polnareff’s good at correcting himself
Is the type to fight anyone if he’s hears them saying anything transphobic towards y/n
If mtf, he’ll playfully hit on y/n, trying to smooth talk himself into a date.
Never really works though as one of the other Crusaders will cockblock him
If ftm, he’s just like ‘oh cool another homie,’ in that he starts involving them in his ruff housing
‘En garde!’
Confused the fuck out of y/n the first time it happens, realization slowly dawning on ‘em
Muhammad Avdol
Didn’t say anything but he had noticed y/n’s stand change before coming out
Figured they’d eventually tell him if they wanted him to know
Is the most chill about it really, door’s always open if they want to talk
Offers a tarot reading or teaches them about tarot if they’re the type of person where it takes a minute to collect all their thoughts
Helps educate Polnareff about shit whenever dysphoria gets too much and y/n simply doesn’t want to deal with his questions
Is the one y/n takes with them to buy stuff, whether it’s a binder, breast forms or a packet. Knows he’ll be the least weird about it.
Hell, he’ll do the talking part with the cashier if y/n doesn’t feel comfortable or up to task for it
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has hyunjin healed from his breakup? 🤍
hyunjin's love life - july '23
based on tarot. i do not know these idols personally. energies are always changing. what i say is NOT straight fact. pls take it with a grain of salt!
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so, back in april i mentioned he was still pining for someone who's leading him on. whatever the two had going on, was something that brought a lot of light into his life. it seems like he's been longing and seeking to be with this person for long now. a lot of attachment, pining, reminiscing, daydreaming.. having a pisces stellium, including his venus, just makes him incredibly dreamy. in a way where he'd constantly be thinking about how beautiful the world would be if he could finally win over that special person in his life. honestly though, i just see most of it being in his head. like, there's so little action here.. especially from the other party.
i do see a particular moment of disappointment and loss here though, which seemed to have caused a bit of a change in him. i see huge escapist tendencies in him, and it seems like hyunjin tried to cope with his sadness by surpressing whatever sorrow he was experiencing. like, straight up ignoring. probably ignored that person as well, in order to avoid the hurt. i can really see that queen of wands energy just unwillingly messing with him, texting him again although they called things off, just to test their power on him. they're aware of the grip they have on hyunjin. i do believe they've now stopped thus the hermit (= card of isolation) in the end.
there is this sense of emptiness, but it's almost like, the fantasy lives on in his head. as i said, much of their bond doesn't seem to have been based on actual practical matters, and more of an obsession with what if's, and would's.
it's a bit of rollercoaster ride with him, which once again makes sense when you're drowning in pisces placements. it seems like he just takes everyday as it comes. some days, he feels strong, like he's surprisingly alright. but on other days, this feeling of loneliness still ends up overwhelming him. i get a lot of self-awareness for him, he seems very emotionally mature. so, i think he's aware of his bad habits and what he needs to fix in order to keep going with what he needs to do. this continuous state of inner loneliness is something he seems to have grown accustomed to.
he's still not letting go of that person, deep down. i can see him remaining attached to them for a looong time. it just isn't something he expresses outwardly. he also seems to be aware that deep inside, he'll forever have a thing for them. like.. the type of love you seem to have moved on from, but after seeing them years later, your heart still skips a beat at their sight.
overall, his energy is actually pretty alright. peaceful, better than it was before. he's become good at dealing with difficulties, and much stronger and wiser than he thinks. i feel like a lot of the lessons he's learning while experiencing this, are helping him figure himself out. he's soul searching for sure. i get a sense of acceptance, but also reluctance to really let go. i think he still needs some time to move on.
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The Occult and Mental Health
"The psychotic drowns in the same waters in which the mystic swims with delight."  - Joseph Campbell
Mental illness and the occult tend to be divided in opinions however there have been many studies done to express the positive and negative traits that comes with religion, spirituality, and mental illnesses.
Mental Health Awareness
This shouldn't have to be said but mental illnesses shouldn't be considered a trend to gain recognition. It also shouldn't be used as an excuse all the time so someone can be an outright jerk. Online, however, this has been used many times as a trend and it is why many people have a hard time believing others and empathizing with them as a person who does suffer from different ailments.
People who have mental health issues can still lead a semi-normal life, however some individuals have high functioning ailments, and this makes things more difficult. There are obstacles and inhibitors every person struggles with.
Knowing boundaries is important. No one should work themselves to the point stress causes a loss of control.
Mental Illness and the Occult
How can metaphysics be an asset or hindrance?
Spiritual practices can serve people in many ways. The primary thing about the occult is it is a catalyst for change and can help individuals deal with everyday stressors that we tend to experience.
However, there are times when a person becomes so overwhelmed that they are left in a vulnerable state. It is advisable that whenever this takes place an individual shouldn't try any form of divination, until they have had time to clear their mind.
Forms of divination to not be used during such overwhelming times include tarot, evocations, channeling, energy readings, etc.
What is recommended mostly for relaxation and clearing the mind is meditation and grounding techniques. To protect yourself and your space there also needs to be shields implemented. This is important so you will not keep yourself out in the open.
If the mind is not clear, then how can anyone properly focus on their spiritual workings?
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