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rosekeu · 6 months

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the pit of despair : attack on titan

a/n: this is just a draft.. seeing how this story preforms and how much people like it. im still gonna continue it but i need feeback to see if posting it on tumblr is worth it.

levi ackerman x reader | erwin smith x reader

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chapter 000 : past naivety - pt.1 " the start of something. "

"Could you please stop yanking on my collar, Mellilla." You smile to yourself, messing around with Erwin was definitely one of your favorite moments of the day, and hearing his father talk about history was entertaining too, but today you had no intention of listening. Erwin, being the observant child he is, was able to take note. As for the nickname, Mellilla, it meant little sweetheart or little honey in Latin. It came unphased to you, your mother started calling you that since you were born, and it just stuck like glue and spread around the walls like a prayer.

"Why are you so jittery?" Erwin turned in his wooden desk, looking at you with an unamused expression while doing so. Your smile only grew wider.

"Erwin, you're not going to believe it. My father and I are going to give out more candy, and he mentioned this time that this location was especially special, so I can't wait!!"Your comments were thrilled with loud joy; your classmates were confused, and you mouthed 'sorry' all around. Erwin doesn't seem to respond to your words at first, but the gleam in your eyes as you speak tells him all he needs to know. His look softens, and a little curve appears on his lips. "Sounds interesting."

"I know, right!"

Your father was a well-known candy maker, and your mother did a little bit of everything. You name it: politics, business, art, teaching, or cooking. She was well-known inside the confines of the walls. People frequently respected your mother's versatility and ability to achieve in a variety of fields. Her wide skill set established her as a respected member of the walls, and she was always eager to provide a helping hand wherever it was required.

"Well, this is our last lecture before lunch, so try to sit still till' then." Erwin responds, taking both of his hands to grip your shoulders and give them a firm squeeze, then returning his attention to his father's explanation at the board. You sighed to yourself, lazily gazing around, attempting to focus but failing miserably. Still, after a time, the lecture ended, and you dragged Erwin, who was still putting his notes in his backpack, to lunch.

"Y/N! Slow down!"

As you both ran through the school corridors, you made it first to the cafeteria, where you had your first plates of lunch. Your wide smile soon disappeared and turned into a mixture of disgust and surprise.

It was bread and the most nasty beans you could ever imagine. Along with a nice glass of water. You glanced at Erwin to see if he had the same expression, and he did, but more subtly.

"I think this is the worst lunch we've had in years..." you whispered to Erwin, trying not to attract attention. He nodded in agreement, his face reflecting the same disappointment. The tasteless bread and overcooked beans made you both gag at the sight. Exchanging a knowing look, silently deciding to bring your own lunches from now on. You looked at the lunch lady serving the food, she's been working here since you started primary school, which wasn't long since you were only in 5th grade.

"Miss, is this our—"

"Yes, dear, food supplies have been taking way longer than they should to get here, so this is all we have for now... be grateful, Mell." You sighed, realizing that the lunch lady was just as frustrated with the situation as you were. It seemed unfair to blame her for the lackluster meal when she had no control over the limited supplies. Nevertheless, you couldn't help but feel a pang of disappointment as you reluctantly took a bite of the tasteless bread.

"So, Mellilla, you know I'm going to join the survey corps, right?" You pricked and prodded at your meal. Ever since you've known Erwin, he has shared his dreams and aspirations with you, not only wanting peace for the world but also knowing the truth. Using his father's knowledge to encourage him as well. As much as you admired him, you couldn't help but feel a sense of unease about the decision. It was the most dangerous regiment of all.

"Yeah, yeah, you've told me all about it." You said this as you were holding a gloomy expression. You couldn't help but wonder if it was worth it. "I want you to be part of my squad. You're going to help me uncover the truth. And maybe become my wife..." Erwin mumbled the last part, and you didn't seem to catch it.

"Do you think we'll be able to do that? Sounds hard." You said, holding your head in your palm as you looked at him. He met your gaze and smiled. "I believe in you and myself. I want you by my side to help me reach my dream."

You thought he sounded like an adult, but Erwin has always been that way. Proper speech and decorum were something you really needed to work on. But nonetheless, you thought about joining the scouts and fighting the titans. It wasn't your ideal life, but you couldn't ignore the sense of purpose and adventure that came with it. "I'll have to think about it..."

You both continued chatting as normal, and soon enough, the bell rang. One more class until the end of the day. As you walked to your next class, thoughts of joining the scouts lingered in your mind. The idea of fighting titans seemed daunting, but deep down, you couldn't shake off the feeling of curiosity that came with seeing the sights outside the walls. Freedom...

The hope of being free to explore the world outside the walls was appealing, especially when you considered the wide scenery and unknown wonders that awaited ahead. You were never the most bright child, not like Erwin. He was bright, excelling in practically every subject, notably history and math. You were more artistic and creative, and you often sought solace in your imagination.

Painting, writing, and music were your escape from the hectic world. Dancing, in particular, and music go hand in hand. You liked it, as the town's bands marched about, you couldn't help but join in and dance.

The school day was quickly coming to an end, and you were throwing your bag over your shoulder. As you walk out of the classroom, you notice Erwin chatting with his father at the teacher's desk. You approach him and softly tap his shoulder. "I'm leaving, and I won't be able to see you until tomorrow," you said as he turned to face you.

Erwin nods, and before he can respond, you hug his figure.His father chuckles at the sight. Erwin couldn't help but stand still with a red face. "That's alright. I will be here tomorrow, you can come and see me again." he said.

"I'll miss you!" You sang happily, skipping out of the classroom. Erwin's eyes were glued to you until you turned the corner when you were out of his sight. As Erwin watched you disappear, a smile tugged at the corners of his lips.

"So that's the girl?" His father asked with a hint of amusement in his voice. Erwin nodded, his smile growing wider.

"Yeah, that's her."

"Y/N huh? She's special y'know."

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Opening the door with uncontained excitement, you found your father getting the multitude of boxes ready for delivery. Hearing the door creak, your father's eyes landed on you, a huge smile playing on your lips. "I'm ready, father! I just need to change out of my uniform!" You yelled, hurriedly taking off your school loafers, almost tripping in the process.

Your father laughs, "No rush, Mell. I still need to pack some boxes."

You run to your room, taking off the uniform with ease and quickly changing into a white blouse and a fairly long light blue skirt, matching white gloves, and a blue ribbon for your hair. As you emerged from your room, your father looked at you with pride in his eyes. "You look absolutely stunning, Mell," he exclaimed. "Now we can tackle these boxes together and get them ready for delivery." With a renewed sense of excitement, you joined your father in the task, eager to help him complete the job efficiently.

"Where is this special place, father?" You asked about placing each candy in its designated box.

"Well, it's a surprise for now, Mell. But I can say that you need to be respectful. You'll meet many different people— people that live in conditions you can't even imagine." Your father smiled, but it didn't hold warmth or happiness but a bit of sadness as he continued to pack the candies.

"It's a place where we can make a difference, Mell," he replied. "We'll be bringing joy and hope to those who need it most." As you carefully placed the last candy in its box, you couldn't help but feel a sense of confusion.

The sudden excitement you were feeling all day turned into a pit of uncertainty in your stomach. Your father is now loading the candy boxes into the carriage, and the chaperone is assisting you in climbing up the steps inside. The road was rocky and uneven, but you had packed your purse, which included a spare hair tie, a pen, a bandaid and a short chain with a tiny jar attached. It was empty, but you fantasized about filling it with something important in the far future. You kind of treated it like a good-luck charm.

The road seemed never-ending, and eventually you fell asleep, but your father woke you with a soft shake and said, "We're here."

You rub your eyes and squint, but when you looked at the open door, there was no sunlight shining on it, it seemed dark and gloomy. You wondered if you were still dreaming. You stepped out of the carriage hesitantly, holding onto your father's hand securely. Before you could even question your whereabouts, your father had beat you to it.

"This place is called the underground, where stealthy criminals and blood-ridden murderers live." The tone of his voice holds a seriousness. And you take a step back in fear, your breath seemingly getting ragged.

"However, people who have given their lives and, in return, have been given the bare minimum live here too. Children who have been forced to fend for themselves on the streets, as well as the elderly who have been abandoned." Your father gets on one knee to look at you in the eyes, firmly holding your gloved hands in his. You feel a lump form in your throat as your father's words sink in. The weight of the underground's reality starts to bear down on you, and you can't help but wonder why. Why has society failed these people... and left them to suffer in the shadows?

"Children like you and Erwin were blessed enough to be born into stable lives. These people haven't. They have been left to suffer and struggle, to be forgotten by society. It's a harsh reality that we often overlook, but today we try to offer them hope. With such a simple thing as this." He digs out a lollipop from his pockets and twirls it in his fingers.

"We can bring an even small smile to their faces." You nod, swallowing the lump in your throat. As your father and his team brought the countless boxes into the center of the town, you couldn't help but stare at the surroundings. The houses looked lifeless and dull. Many adults give sketchy glances from their windows and the streets.

But the children seemed to be gleaming with unexplained joy, hurriedly running towards your father's workers and waiting patiently for the sweets. The children's eyes sparkled with anticipation as they eagerly reached out their hands, their smiles contagious. It was heartwarming to see their excitement amidst the otherwise somber atmosphere of the town.

Your lips curled into a gentle smile as you watched the scene unfold, and children were also lining up to you. Silently pleading with joyful smiles for the sweet treats. You opened a box and started handing them out, receiving many thank-yous along the way. This feeling of giving someone a glimmer of how beautiful and good life can be, was something you wanted to feel more often.

As your box ran out, you could spot a kid around your age, if not older, about Erwin's age. He held a scowl, his clothes looked torn and dirty, and he seemed to be keeping his distance from the other children. The boy noticed that you saw him and turned the corner, now out of sight.

Curiosity piqued, and you decided to go find him. You stepped around the corner, and he wasn't there. As if vanishing into thin air. Then, seemingly out of nowhere, you were shoved to the ground, landing on your hands and knees.

You turn your head, and it's the boy you saw earlier. You're now getting a better look at him. He had dark hair, gray eyes, and pale skin, and he had a decent cut on his cheek. You looked at him up and down and noticed the dagger he held in his hand, which made your eyes widen. You stood up, dusting off your skirt, and furrowed your brows. "What was that for?" you questioned, your voice holding hesitance.

The boy doesn't respond, only boring his eyes at you, glancing at every part of you as if he were searching for something. His gaze lingered on your face, and you could feel his intense scrutiny. "Uhm.. That cut on your cheek looks pretty bad... I have a bandage if you'd like." You smile warmly.

Again, he doesn't respond, only tilting his head. "Give me your bag." He states, his voice firm and commanding. You hesitate for a moment, unsure of his intentions, but ultimately hand over your bag to him. As he rummages through it, you can't help but feel a mix of curiosity and unease about what he might be looking for. "You're not going to fin—"

"This doesn't have shit."

He throws your bag on the ground, and you pick it up, checking if all the items are inside. Then, when you look up, he's already walking away. "Hey! Wait up!" You run to him, and he turns to face you, but you're already too close to stop and end up tackling him to the ground.

"Sorry, I just wanted to catch up with you," you said, still panting from the surprise attack. He shoves you off of him. "What's your name...?" You said you were trying to make a conversation but failed as he didn't respond.

"My real name is Y/N, but most people call me Mellilla. You can call me that too." You chuckle, hoping to get a response from the boy. He leans on the wall, sitting with his eyes looking at the dirt. You scoot next to him. You search for the pen in your purse and grab his hand; he rapidly slaps yours and pulls his away.

You can't help but feel a sense of disappointment. "It's to show you how I write my name so you remember... People say I have pretty handwriting, so don't worry!" you said, making a second attempt at grabbing his hand this time he lets you, intently watching your every move. You write down your nickname.

Mellilla ♥

He looks at the name, "Strange nickname for a strange girl."

"Hey! I'm not strange! If anything, you're strange for holding a knife and threatening me." You huffed.

Silence engulfs the atmosphere once again. "Uhm... My father sells the candy you were looking at earlier. I can bring you some if you'd like." You fidget with your thumbs, and he glances over at you momentarily.

"You don't need to say anything! I'll bring you some!" You cheered happily, standing up from your spot and hurriedly running back to your father, who was still giving out treats and talking with some citizens. You managed to steal a pretty small box that held each type of candy. When you came back, the boy was still there, and your smile widened. You came crashing with the box, excitedly sitting next to him.

"So since I don't know which one is your favorite, I brought you one of each!" You exclaimed, quickly explaining each one of them. "This one is my personal favorite... It's a chocolate truffle filled with strawberry cream! IT'S SUPER GOOD!!" you gushed, holding one in your hands.

"You have to try it!!" And the boy grabs the little chocolate ball from your grasp and stuffs it into his mouth. He chews it thoughtfully, and you eagerly await his reaction. You notice his face transform from grouchy to a tiny smile. "See, I knew you'd like it!!"

"Levi."

"Hm?" You said, as you packed all the candies again and pushed the box towards him.

"Levi. That's my name." You made an 'Oh' sound and nodded. "Nice to meet you, Levi," you replied with a warm smile. You looked at him again and noticed the cut on his cheek once more.

"Let me put a bandaid on that, Levi." You offered, and he nodded as he looked at something else. You scooted closer to him, being able to see his face better—a pale, almost ghost-like complexion. It seemed unhealthy. "Do you eat a fair amount?" You asked, peeling the plastic from the bandage.

"Why does it matter to you." he spat, turning his gaze elsewhere. You paused for a moment, taken aback by his defensive response, but not hurt. "Well, it's just that you seem pale, is all."

You gently grabbed his chin to face you, and you placed the small bandage softly on his cut. His eyes never met yours, but they let you examine his face more. Dirty. That's how you would describe it. His skin was covered in a layer of grime, giving it a rough and unkempt appearance. The dirt seemed ingrained, as if it had been there for quite some time. It made you wonder about his living conditions and what he had been through. Dark almost jet black hair, greasy and eyes gray like a dreamy fog.

"All done! Here." you said, taking off the blue ribbon that decorated your hair and wrapping it around his wrist, making a bow.

"So you never forget me!" You smiled, and as if on cue, your father's voice could be heard. "Mellilla! Where are you!?"

"Well, that's my father, I have to go." You stood, shaking off the dirt they had collected on your skirt. He stood up too, his eyes looking at the ribbon you placed on him. Walking away from the alley , Levi right behind you, and your skirt got hung up on the corner.

"Ugh! I'm stuck!"

You yanked on the blue cloth in vain. Levi observed your struggle and pulled out his dagger, kneeling on one knee to cut the cloth. "Oh no... My mother is going to be furious."

You looked at the hem of the skirt, the obvious missing chunk being the center of attention. Levi sighed and handed you the torn fabric, saying, "Aren't you wealthy? I'd imagine you can get this fixed quickly." He said, holding the torn fabric in his hands.

"Well, it's not that simple. I'm supposed to be responsible, you know?" You said, a disappointed look on your face.

"It was an accident." He states.

"I guess you're right... well goobye Levi!" You said running towards your father. And he subtly waved back.

"Tch, strange girl."

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The carriage ride back home was chatty, with all the employees talking cheerfully, and you sat quietly thinking about the boy you had met. "What happened to your dress, Mellilla?"

Your train of thought was interrupted. "Uhh, it ripped as I was running. It got stuck somewhere." You said, gripping your dress anxiously, trying to hide the tear.

As the carriage continued its journey, you couldn't help but wonder if you would ever see Levi again. The memory of his subtle wave replayed in your mind, leaving you with a sense of longing.

'What a weird boy.'

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Levi walked along the dark streets of the underground, a box of candy in hand. His mind was filled with thoughts of the strange girl. Mellilla. He looked at the name written on his forearm, and his brows furrowed.

Who was she?

And why was she so kind?

He brushed his thoughts aside as he got back to his little hideout, expecting to see his fellow friends. The bickering he heard outside made his thoughts true.

"That's not how you play the game, Furlan!" A female voice spoke, followed by a chuckle. "You're definitely cheating!" The voice added.

"Isabel, you're being such a baby." Another voice said ,sounding exasperated. He recognized the voices as those of his friends Isabel and Furlan, known for their playful banter. Curiosity piqued, and he hurriedly made his way towards the source of the commotion.

As Levi opened the door, his friends' faces turned to look at him. Their eyes widened in surprise at his sudden arrival.

"Levi!" Isabel exclaimed, dropping the cards and rushing towards him. "What's in the box?" Furlan questioned.

"Candy."

"Weird.. There's rarely any candy down here. How'd you get it?" Isabel asked, walking beside him to the table. Furlan hummed in agreement. Levi explained that a candy company was giving out free candy and a girl managed to give him a whole box of it.

"Wow, that's so sweet!" Isabel stated as she rummaged through the package, attempting to read each label. Furlan is doing the same thing.

"Did you get her name?" Furlan asked, now opening one of the colorful lollipops in his hands and popping it into his mouth.

"No, I didn't catch her name," Levi lied as he sat on the dirty couch. Making the long sleeve he was wearing fall down to his elbow and up to his wrists. Smoothly covering up the pen marks you had left him. He let out a sigh and leaned back against the couch, his eyes fixed on the blue ribbon on his hand.

"Nice to meet you, Levi." Your smile. He would say it was contagious.

Isabel shrugged and said, "Well, at least we have plenty of candy to enjoy now." Furlan nodded in agreement, savoring the sweetness of the lollipop as they continued to explore the contents of the box.

Mellilla. The strange girl.

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nerdysleepybunny · 2 years

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hi! ray's your favorite, right? could i get a ray x fem reader fluff where the reader is kinda like what emma is to norman? also if the reader can be a kind and sweet generally quiet person too that would be nice. tysm!

Of course, thank you so much for the ask! I’ve never written so many fics in one day, so this makes me really happy! Keep filling up my ask box. <3

🩷☁️N E R D Y S L E E P Y B U N N Y☁️🩷

Fandom: The Promised Neverland

Character(s): Ray

Reader: Female

TW: None, just fluff!

Style: Hcs

Summary: Ray loves you very much, specifically for how kind and quiet you are. This can be seen as either platonic or romantic. Hope you enjoy!

You were a mother figure at the orphanage. You helped cook, set the table, tucked in the babies, played with all the other children, took care of kids that got hurt, and genuinely showered everyone with love. Even Mom felt like her job was taken from her!

Ray loved you a lot for this, you brought out a softer side of him. He helped you care for everyone else, even though he never really cared about them before. This was all your doing.

Whatever you needed help with he was there for you. You could tell him anything and count on him for whatever.

He got you to discover the secret of the house, and was there for you as you cried and cried over a child you could’ve saved.

Ever since then, you became even more of a mother figure, treating every child as if they were your own. You got extremely protective of them, and Ray adored it. Yet he could tell Mom was catching on.

He tried to talk her out of some shipments, at least for the younger ones. He couldn’t stand to see you crying over another lost child.

His plan failed, and Mom was now more suspicious than ever. As if she were warning you, she shipped out one of the toddlers just for fun.

You were devastated. You were just starting to get close to that one, teaching them how to walk and how to say mama. You cried for hours, not leaving your room for days. Ray was there for you the entire time, giving you your meals and laying with you as you cried yourself to sleep.

He eventually talked you into leaving by convincing you that the children needed their mother back. After some back and forth bickering, you sobbed into his chest and thanked him over and over. He smiled and pat your head, wiping your tears. You were back to your old self in no time, being the true mom everyone needed.

Ray knew another shipment was closing in, and knew you’d get depressed all over again. You guys had a month. Better to start now rather than later. He told you everything. Him being a spy and spilling everything that he knew so far. You two made a plan to escape with everyone.

You two became aquatinted with Don and Gilda, letting them in on everything. They were in charge of training, and in the meantime Ray would boost your mental health so you would be in tip top shape in order to guide everyone.

Ray’s time to be shipped out was nearing, but you two had a plan. He’d pretend to run off and hide. Norman and Emma helped you figure out about the trackers, so all he had to do was cut off his ear and the plan would be set.

With everyone’s help and your motherly instinct, nothing would ever get in the way. You’d never stop until every last child was safe in your arms.

🩷☁️N E R D Y S L E E P Y B U N N Y☁️🩷

Another ask down! Hope you all enjoyed, keep blowing up my ask bin! Love you all! <3

#bun writes #bun asks #the promised neverland #tpn ray #tpn isabella #tpn x reader

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frizzle-mcshizzle · 5 months

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I FEEL SO BAD FOR JOSIE POOR CHILD :(((

another question for Funsies; how did Quintor end up in the neutral territories?? I've entirely forgotten how it works in canon but don't they have to light leap to get there? or is it kind of more he just Popped up one day and cyrus was like 'he's MINE don't question it'

(i'm totally gonna forget about the questions about josie's design so I'll just leave this here as a reminder to myself to send those cause i have to go to sleep lmao)

gotta project my daddy issues somewhere lol

(its light leaping using a light yellow crystal btw, also they apparently can make one use crystals??)

ok so Quintor had a physically abusive father who pushed him to hard to young to be a soldier, and would physically punish him when he didn't do enough and a push over mother who didn't stop her husband from harming their child. but he had to deal with it because his father was a respected soldier and no one could imagine him hurting his son. when Quintor mentioned what was happening at home people thought he was lying for attention and it just made the abuse worse.

when his father died in battle protecting his soldier when he was 9. he thought it his father was put in the hall of hero's and deemed a amazing man and was idolized by the community. Quintor had to deal with people constantly asking what his father was like, and how lucky he was to have such a hero as a father, how he had quite the legacy to uphold. one day he blew up and screamed at his mom about how his father treated him and how he wasn't a hero and how he was nothing but a fake. his mother scolded him and told him that he needed to respect his father and that his father was only doing what was best for him.

at 10 Quintor decides he had enough and steals a random crystal to the neutral territories from his parents bedrooms and takes a tent, some weapons and food and light leaped to the neutral territories.

he lived on his own for about a week, then Cyrus found him trying (and failing) to hunt a deer, Cyrus killed it for him and told this tiny child that he would help him skin it and break it down of he came back to his camp, and it took some arguing but eventually Cryus convinced him to come back to camp for just one night and he literally never left

how the conversation kind of would've gone down under the cut because the way im writing it is gonna be long

Cyrus: come on kid lets go back to my camp, ill teach you how to skin it and break it down,

Quintor: no i don't want to you're not my dad

Cyrus: well then, ill take my deer back to my camp and share it with my sisters

Quintor: its not your deer!!

Cyrus: i killed it, you didn't, and if you want me to share you're gonna have to come back to camp with me because i don't have my hunting gear with me and can't break it down

Quintor: *angry 10 year old noises*

Cyrus: you coming or not

Quintor: *sigh* yes im coming

(back at the camp)

Quintor: i thought you said you had sisters?

Cyrus *gestures to the twins sitting by the fire*: yep they're right there

Quintor *looks between Cyrus and the twins*

Quintor: but they're elves!

Cyrus: so what, family isnt blood kid, its what you make it

Quintor:

Quintor: you can choose your family!!!

Cyrus: yep, *hands him a bar of soap* now go wash up in the river, you smell like death

Quintor: yes sir

(after Quintor runs out to the river)

Calista *cooking dinner*:Cy, who was that?

Cyrus: some kid i found in the woods

Calista: yes but whos kid is it?

Cyrus: i don't know but hes mine now

Calista: Ida, Cyrus just found a child in the woods and wants to keep him

Idelia *not even looking up from her notebook*: finders keepers

Calista: that doesn't apply to children

Cyrus and Idelia: it does now

Calista: so does this mean we have four months to feed now

Cyrus: well im not about to leave a 10yo alone in the woods im not your council

#kotlc #keeper of the lost cities #josie lore #twin sophie! au #thanks for the ask!

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ravenbled · 9 days

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heavenbreaker thoughts. feat. discord things

i still have to fully solidify a lot of what HB's motives and ideology are in my brain, but i have been munching on the stain shit seraph and i kinda talked about during our bnha watch. i think on the extreme downlow, shota targeted heroes that only cared about themselves, and those who cared too little about themselves to throw themselves into danger( essentially self sacrificing ). Causing Problems On Purpose to see how heroes would work. then targeting the Shitty Ones.

i think sometimes he might've been working with akkie in the beginning as the two both got into their respective activism niches. but like. he got a good ol case of the "took it too far on his own", alcohol content 74%.

and i really do think that he kept heavenbreaker so far fucking underground during his early years. nobody really knew about HB past a name, and none could really make a connection just from discretion alone. his actions were mellow-ish in terms of ideology, nothing compared to what comes after when aksha goes missing. i think then it just becomes even more of a generalized anger towards the very world itself, rather than shitty heroes in a shitty hero society. more on a private/public info post incoming, but i think only nezu really found out from the Bad Shit and made the connections. he started getting reckless. he was quickly becoming the one thing he was actively seeking to destroy. started from a good place. ended with almost getting himself killed several times from all the bad shit he was putting himself in

i think he actually just gives up when aksha disappears, even if hizashi tells him he’s looking for her. and not gives up his act and gets it together, i think he gives up as a hero entirely. what good are they if they, if he, can’t save or protect those closest to him?? addiction gets worse and subsequently so do heavenbreaker's actions/general ideology. he puts targets in hospitals sometimes. he loses himself until hizashi physically shows up in the states and does something about it.

and shota does a complete 180 once he does, once he moves back to japan and fixates on actually helping to find her. it's almost like someone grabbed his hand that had been so far beneath the surface and finally pulled him up for air. not like yet not unlike guiding a child having a tantrum to somewhere else for a perspective change. literally.

i think he looks back on these years with disdain and regret, yeah, but he also uses it as fuel to make sure he stays on most heroic and just path he knows how. uses it as fuel to teach his students that hero work isn’t flashy and fun, it’s dangerous and tragic.

imo i gotta work out the details, but i think the only way he becomes a teacher is 1) hizashi + possibly nemuri genuinely begging nezu, telling him shota is would be a good fit for homeroom and 2) shota promising nezu through and through that he’s done with that life, and wants to commit to walking the path of a pro-hero

i'm cooking an hc that in the beginning of his teachers days, he actually struggled a bit with flashbacks. he'd be going to hold out a hand to help a kid up or he'd be in the middle of saying something to someone, and he just gets this flash. or right in the corner of his eye, someone or the person he's talking to is bloodied to the point of near-death and its just this jolt.

rough timeline: first emergences of heavenbreaker: ages 18-22 aksha disappears: age 22 heavenbreaker gets increasingly more and more aggressive and agitated: 22-25 shota moves back to japan: 25

on the flip-side of that:

i think honestly. the difference between shota's normal verse and villain verse is that he just. doesn't stop. he never becomes a teacher, hizashi doesn't get through to him. au where everything goes wrong, and part of that is his mental health and its deterioration

villain verse is literally just au where everyone fails their dice rolls

#headcanon.#heavenbreaker hc.#villain verse.#early hb was a public menace #late hb was violent and dangerous

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ursbearhug · 7 months

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THAT ONE MOTHERFUCKING TIME I *DON'T* NEED TO GO INTO THE OFFICE NUMBER 7 THERE IS NO MOTHERFUCKING QUEUE TO IT! Are you FUCKING kidding me?

Also I want to somehow ramble about that stupid clown class we have, for some godsforsaken reason, on classical studies of all places; social campaigns.

To pass the class we have to prepare an entire campaign, down to a t, with all the stupid ass details, like cost, where, when, what form et cetera. So in the fit of rage, since this class is blatant and outrageous waste of my time and braincells, I made almost finished plan (without the cringe details, because literally nobody gives a shit) about teaching boys how to sew. This alluding to this one tweet where a guy jokes about girls learning how to do make up rather than cook - since he can't or won't eat foundation - and getting clapped by a girlie wishing death upon mankind when they die out of starvation because they refuse to use their own two hands to prepare their own meal. Though the focus was on boys mainly, I wouldn't turn down other interested. As this thing is also a group project that part of it has been lost in the translation.

I personally think her social justice warrior brain would overheat, combust and explode if I as much as suggest that men are fucking stupid and treated like children, no matter their age, status or occupation; and should not be spoonfed and treated extra nicely till the heat death of the universe. Sitting through most if not all of her lectures truly feels like Virtue Signaling up to whazoo. I don't know. I don't feel the need to brag about how good of a person I am if it brings nothing to the conversation. I fail to see these as example either, since example is meant to show correlation or similarity between situations.

But she also called this project 'repetetive' because somebody else in other group had similar one. Okay, and? Ever heard about panantropolic ideas? And even if, I was on this turf first because these kids are 18. So if somebody's supposed to adapt to others, then it's not going to be me. I will be cringe boomer in this case. And also also literally who the fuck cares? I'm trying to pass this class in as little effort and as quickly as humanly possible. Miss me with your originality complex, I'm classical student, I've never heard of it. Take your cringe ass romantic (the period, not the quality) ideas out of my face, you fucking cringe normie.

Cringe ass subject for cringe people. You can't change my mind.

One hour update;

You'd think, or at least assume, that with how 'progressive' today's society is, talking to children wouldn't be such a forgein concept and "ugh so 2016". But it seems like talking to children is still as unattainable and unfathomable as it used to. Maybe instead of forcing your child off of the door frame and have them screem their lungs off in horror, sit down with them and talk about their feelings and fears. Hospital can be scary but doesn't have to be. Talk with them about the procedure. A lot of our fears are really blown out by unknowable and inexperience. For instance; needles don't hurt nearly as much as people make it out to hurt, but that doesn't make them painless either. Yes doing certain thing hurts or is really uncomfortable, but it can get worse untreated. Children are really smart and they can understand human speech, so maybe utilize it and talk with your kids about whatever and everything. Hospital visit really doesn't have to be nightmare fuel.

I don't know the time update:

I think more people, who are not cis men, could use some of the delusion and audacity of most generic white man. "Oh nobody would date me". Believe im yourself sweetcakes. There are like at least 10 alpha males for every shy beans like you, that never have and never will satisfy a woman, let alone be able to form normal, healthy and flourishing relationship with anybody. And also remember that endgame is either; crush your enemies, watch them tremble and hear the lamentations of their widows or having a family. It's pretty much the same.

I have finished my healing process. With the stamp and all. I guess I just have to learn to live with the massive scar it has left.

#will delete later #percy does things

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nosuchthingasagruffalo · 1 year

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Resolutions Chapter two

Kathryn hadn't slept in a week, she ran computer models and experimented with vaccinations she managed to cobble together in their replicator. Sophia still wasn't getting any better and her breathing had become more and more laboured. Feeling science was failing them he embarked on a vision quest, he couldn't recognise any of the animals he saw and searched in vain for his father. The dreamscape was a lush forest where he would normally easily find his guide but he could only see her shadow flitting behind a rock. If he squinted hard enough he could almost make his brain visualise his mother, begging her what to do but he was never sure if he was really seeing her or if it was his desperate mind playing tricks,

The weeks wore on and Sophia was fading, Kathryn would barely let Chakotay take Sophia alone in case something happened whilst she was in the other room. One day whilst she was trying to nurse the baby in bed she felt her slowly slipping away, she called Chakotay and he came and cradled their daughter as she slowly slipped away.

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Kathryn and Chakotay hadn't spoken to each other properly in days, in the months that followed their baby's passing Kathryn alternated between feeling numb and crying inconsolably in her now separate bed. Chakotay finished cooking the evening meal and came to see Kathryn, who was looking more upbeat than she had in a long time.

"It's time Chakotay, we need to make another baby, I can't go on without Sophia, we need to try again. I'll be more careful this time, I shouldn't have given her uncooked fruit, I know what to do now" she looked up at him desperately.

"I don't know Kathryn, aside from all the previous reasons - what will the child do once we pass, who will be their company, how will they survive when our rations are gone. I just don't think I can go through all that again, I'm sorry'. Kathryn glared at him and turned over silently as Chakotay crept away.

Over the next few weeks Kathryn felt like she was breaking, without her daughter and Chakotay preventing the possibility of another child she felt angry and aimless, she called Chakotay to her room. "I think I need to move away, try and build a cabin somewhere, I feel like I'm in limbo here, alone with my thoughts. And you nearby, the promise of what could have been, what will never be, this is eating me up". Chakotay sidled into bed with her "it's been hard on me too you know, it's not just your own loss, your own regret. That's not fair to tell me I'll lose you too. I wanted this more than you did at first remember? I'm sorry, I understand if we want to try again I know you don't have many years left. I don't think this is a good idea, I really don't. However deep down I want to try before it's too late, my head is warning me to stay away but my heart just wants our baby back".

Kathryn smiled back up at him and kissed him. Not passionately or deeply but more than she had in a long while, she quickly undid her trousers and put her mouth to his penis "woah slow down" Chakotay murmured but Kathryn was on a mission. As she felt him harden she wriggled beneath him and opened her legs "now when you come you need to stay inside me for at least a minute, then I'll wait for ten minutes with my legs in the air. I'll start tracking my cycle and let you know he best days for sex" she instructed. "great" Chakotay grimaced.

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Fortunately for Chakotay it took two cycles for Kathryn to become pregnant with a baby boy, she had grown to 39 weeks and was uncomfortable, grouchy and happy. She rubbed her belly and giggled as Chakotay kissed the little hand that pushed out. "I can't wait to meet him" she smiled, "you're going to teach him how to make things and cook things, and I'll show him the stars and the plants and he will be so happy." Chakotay kissed her on the forehead, "you know you said you thought the contractions had been building up today, do you want me to examine you? Today could be the day" Kathryn kissed his lips "yes please, I just know I'll have him in my arms soon."

The day wore on and Kathryn was dilating further and contracting more regularly, Chakotay had administered some pain relief but Kathryn had made sure it was only a small amount as she didn't want to slow the birth down. "Sweetheart you're still only 6cm, you seem very tired" Chakotay paused before logging into the medical portals "I think you might end up needing some help with this". "you're sweet Chakotay but I know my body, he will be here soon".

The hours wore on and a little progress had been made, Kathryn was tiring more now so Chakotay rubbed her feet and gave her some water to sip. "I think I should start pushing soon" "are you sure? The contractions aren't really coming any faster" Kathryn whispered "less talking and prepare to cuddle our boy, make sure you scan him for viruses before doing skin to skin" Chakotay nodded, unsure what to do next.

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Later that evening Chakotay sat in amongst the trees and sang songs to his newborn son, he pointed out the constellations of this strange planet. Yes this was worth the heartache and risk he thought to himself, the years stretching out before them would be good.

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chovexrawni-blog · 7 years

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That’s a personal failure I don’t remember..

#how could I fail to teach my own child to cook?#i should... rectify that #;speak for herself [online post]

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hi! figured i’d drop a request for you :))! Maybe some general bf hcs for reki and langa? Just in general how they would be as a boyfriend or how they would act in a relationship?

Hi!! Thank you so much for your request, I’ve been excited to do one of these. I hope you enjoy it!

➯ random boyfriend headcannons

➯ characters: Reki Kyan and Langa Hasegawa x gn reader

➯ warnings: none! Just some fluff for these two boys:)

Reki:

-Literally the most enthusiastic person you’ve ever seen. He’d be happy to just sit in silence with you because come on, it’s YOU. There’s no one he’d rather be wasting the hours away with.

-Your biggest hype man, EVER. You post something on Instagram? Get ready for a flood of comments, all from him. You could put your phone down for two minutes after posting, and you’ll come back to 99+ notifications of just reki commenting along the lines of “woah suddenly I’m on one knee” “DAMNNNN” and many, many more.

-Never leave your phone unattended around him. He won’t snoop, but be prepared to come back to your camera roll flooded with just zoomed in pictures of his face, his mouth, his eye, ANYWHERE. Mf is spamming your whole phone with pictures of him for you to come back to.

-He has to always be touching you in some way. Whether it’s holding your hand, your waist, a casual arm around your shoulder, there has to be something. He’ll put his hand on your ass sometimes while you walk in public.

-Honestly doesn’t even think PDA is anything out of the ordinary. Like, you’re his s/o??? Yes you’re in his lap, yes you’re in the middle of the skatepark, so what? You’re his, and he’s happy he can make everyone aware of that.

-I saw a post on here that said he would peel stickers off fruit and stick them to peoples’ foreheads, and I fully stand by this. However, it doesn’t just stop at fruit stickers. Anything remotely sticky, whether it’s tags from clothes, tape from a food box, even random sequins and bits of glitter he finds around, it’s immediately being stuck to some part of your face.

-Loves casual dates. Stopping by food stalls, browsing in clothes and game stores for a few hours, and skating around with you until it’s time to go home is a dream for him. Be prepared for day-long dates, because he will clear his entire schedule just to spend the day with you.

-His family adores you. His mother is always goading him to bring you over more, complaining that she misses her "honorary son/daughter/child". His sisters love you too. Any time you come over there’s immediately three tiny bodies shooting at you, grabbing you by the waist and dragging you over to wherever they’re playing. Reki tries to drag you away, wanting to have you for himself, but you always try and stay for at least five or ten minutes. Secretly, he loves that you get along so well with his siblings, going soft at the thought of how you would act with children of your own.

-He loves playing video games with you. Sitting in his lap, the two of you could spend hours switching from game to game. One minute you could be burning down a village in Minecraft, the next complaining while Reki whoops your ass in Mario Kart. His mom brings you food for your breaks between games, and she’ll even stay for a few minutes to talk to you while Reki shifts underneath you, glowing red from embarassment.

-If you can’t skate, he would beg to teach you. If you accept, he goes all out. He’ll make you your own customised board just for practicing, making sure it’s absolutely perfert for you to learn on. But if you can skate, get ready for endless races and competitions to see who can nail a new trick the quickest.

-Adores when you come to S to support him. He loves looking into the crowd and seeing you there cheering him on before he goes into a beef. If he wins, he’ll race over to where you are in the crowd, picking you up and spinning you around, kissing you without a care in the world. However, if he loses he’s thankful you’re always there to pick him back up and make him feel better afterwards.

-Loves cleaning you up after a big fall, kissing your bruises and cuts better. He’ll carefully wrap each injury with care, telling you how brave you are, no matter how small the cut. Secretly, he loves when you baby him after he falls himself. Seeing you wipe away the blood from a new cut and place a small plaster on it with such tenderness melts his heart in a way only you could.

-Speaking of plasters, this man has one for every occasion. Princesses, pirates, aliens, cats, dogs, sparkles, stripes, you name it, he’s got it.

-The type to sneak you out at two in the morning to get a slushee with him. Honestly, he’s up so late making boards for people he just has no perception of time.

-Spams your phone with TikToks or other funny things that reminds him of you. It could be a very specific thing, or a flower or cloud. If he thinks of you when he sees it(which is fairly often), it gets sent to you.

-Talks with his hands a lot. He’s a very expressive talker, so when he’s telling you a story it feels like you’re right there in the story with him.

-Please just kiss him. His cheeks, his forehead, his hand, his shoulder, his temples, his lips. Anywhere, he’ll melt under you. Mf is touch starved to the max.

-Always knows how to make you laugh. His laugh is infectious, it could get you out of your darkest moods.

-Sleeps with his head on your chest, and one hand in your shirt little perv.

-His social media is like a SHRINE for you. His highlights, his posts, his stories, EVERYWHERE. He’s just so proud to be able to call you his that he wants the whole world to know.

-Kisses in the rain while you run home, skateboards in your hands after the weather forecast failed you once again. He’s just so happy in the moment that he can’t contain himself, so he’s pulling you into him in the pouring rain, kissing you hard while your hair gets drenched.

-You don’t need to steal his clothes, he will literally give them to you because “you just look so cute wearing them”. Occasionally, he’ll take one of your hoodies, and even if it doesn’t exactly fit him, he’ll still keep it near him while he sleeps so he can keep your scent close to him.

Langa:

-This man is so oblivious to obvious hints, but still manages to pick up on the smallest of details? It’s incredible, honestly. He could describe the exact colour of your eyes with the most insane detail, but he still won’t notice when you try and hint that you like him in the first place!

-You two have a bit more of a low-key relationship, but you’ll make your usual appearance in his Instagram posts, or on his Snapchat story with a casual caption like a simple heart, or “my love<3”

-Not very big on PDA, not because he doesn’t like it, but because he doesn’t think of it. However, when he does feel like he’s being too physically distant, he’ll link pinkies with you as you walk along, or rest his head on your shoulder while you watch a video on your phone.

-His mom adores you, which is why Langa despises bringing you to his house. You always seem to leave with seven of his baby photos from his time snowboarding in Canada, a new recipe from his mother that you complimented, another one of his hoodies, and more miscellaneous stuff that you don’t even know how it ended up in your bag. He has a little shelf in your room specifically for this random stuff, and he always adds to the collection when he comes to your house. He’ll leave a keyring, a small toy, a Polaroid, anything honestly.

-Loves dates that you can experience. The movies, aquariums, museums and the zoo are common dates for the two of you to go on, but other than that, he adores going skateboarding with you. He’s been improving, and he loves when you notice little things he’s been picking up on, whether it be a new trick or simply how he balances himself on the board.

-Adores old Disney movies. Yall will binge a ton of them in one day, having full-blown musicals in Langa’s living room. When any of the romantic songs come on, like “So this is Love” from Cinderella, Langa will stand up and offer his hand to you, as the two of you waltz around his sitting room, humming the tune of the song.

-Study dates are frequent with the two of you. If you happen to stay up late studying and fall asleep on each other, his mother will cover the two of you with a blanket, tidying some of your books and leaving with a smile, happy with the knowledge you were making her son the happiest he’s been in quite a while.

-Slow dancing in the kitchen while you cook is a regular. When a particularly sappy love song comes on while he stirs the pot, he’ll turn around and hold you close to him, twirling you around the kitchen.

-Reki constantly jokes that he is a third wheel, poking fun at the two of you, Cherry and Joe, and Shadow and “his little girlfriend back at the flower shop”. He’ll hang out of Miya, whining about them having to stick together since they’re the only two “lone wolves”. He’ll usually get a well-earned thump into the back of the head from Miya, but it’s still funny to watch the whole thing go down.

-Tends to be shy when giving you clothes, so instead of asking you to wear them he’ll leave them out in places he knows you’ll find them, or he’ll come up behind you and plop it in your lap, murmuring about how cute it would look on you.

-Please do this man’s makeup. He will sit so still for you, waiting patiently while you dab eyeshadow at his eyes, trying not to blink so you don’t mess up his mascara. He’ll sit there mesmerised for a few minutes, taking in how he looks, and simply whisper “you do this every day?”

-Evem though he’s not a very openly affectionate person, he is stuck to your hip behind closed doors. He’ll lie in your lap for hours, staring up at you while you mess with his hair, pulling it into little plaits and pigtails.

-I can’t even describe how the two of you sleep. It’s simply a mass of limbs, and no one knows exactly what belongs to who. Somehow one of yall will end up upside down, and-why is Langa on the floor??

-He could talk about his time in Canada for hours, and you’d just lie on his chest and listen to him. Every once in a while he’ll look down at you to see if you’re still listening, and his heart will melt a little every time he sees you staring back up at him, eyes wide with interest.

-This man NEVER gets jealous. You’d literally have to cling to another man for it to click in his brain that Oh. He doesn’t like that.

-He’s not big on texting, but if you call him he will stay on that call with you for hours, even after the two of you fall asleep.

-Whenever he falls(which is quite often), you’ll always have plasters on hand to help fix him up. He always flushes bright red when you kiss his cuts better, and never knows just what to do with himself afterwards.

-When he skates against tough opponents, you’ll always give him a kiss for good luck. Of course, this doesn’t stop you worrying, but you know Langa wouldn’t go out of his way to get injured. And if he does, well, at least he’ll have you there to kiss his bruises better.

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dudeandduchess · 3 years

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Kyojuro and “I like the way your hand fits in mine.” if you have the time and energy please. Thank you.

Hey hey, Ren!!! I hope you like it! ❤️‍🔥 I had this idea since a couple of days ago, and me and Biz just fleshed it out during a jam session. Now, here’s me polishing it for a fic. The prompt was just so perfect that I had to put it here. I hope you like it! 😌❤️‍🔥

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Kyōjurō x F!S/O: Ramen Nights (Fluff, Modern AU, SFW Scenario)

Summary: Wherein Kyōjurō’s wife wakes up with a craving for ramyeon. Full domestic fluff.

Kyōjurō didn’t even know what time it was. All that he knew that was there was something shaking him awake. At first, his initial thought was to wake his wife up and run out of their apartment— with her slung over his shoulder— in case it was an earthquake. However, he was proven wrong, and really dragged from his sleep, when she called his name out in a whisper.

“Kyō? Kyōjurō?” (Y/n) uttered in a tiny whisper, all while moving her hand on her husband’s arm, to start poking his chest. “Kyō, wake up.”

He didn’t even want to open his eyes, and everything in his body told him to keep sleeping, but his wife’s soft pleas had him cracking his eyes open, all while he stretched his arm that she had been using as a pillow. “Mm? Yeah, baby? Are you okay?”

Instead of answering immediately, (Y/n) had to pause— both physically and mentally— as she made the mistake of looking too closely up at Kyōjurō. Even with how horrible the light from her bedside lamp made her look, it still made the blond look so handsome.

He was so close to looking ethereal, in her opinion. But she wasn’t going to tell him that; he already had a big enough head— especially with her entire family loving him so much. Deep down though, she still believed that he was the most handsome man in the world.

“(Y/n)? Is something wrong?”

At that, the young woman quickly shook her thoughts from her head— knowing that she would pick them up at a later hour. Then slowly, her lips quirked up into a small smile, as she made sure to give her husband her best pleading look. “I’m hungry, Kyō. I want some ramyeon.”

Her craving played right into her husband’s skillset too, which had her waking him up in the first place. Had she craved for anything else, she would have gotten up and done it herself, because for all of Kyōjurō’s perfection, he also had some flaws.

Like how he couldn’t cook anything except fried eggs, rice, and instant ramen. And that hadn’t been without months of teaching Kyōjurō how to do things just right— including cleaning the kitchen up spotlessly afterwards. Even Senjurō had been pleasantly surprised when Kyōjurō had made him rice and a fried egg when he came over to visit.

“Ramyeon is the spicy one, right? That Korean one you like.”

Slowly, (Y/n)’s small smile tipped up into a sweet grin, silently thanking the gods that she had such a kind husband. “Yes, the one that has the same name as your dad.”

“My dad… Shin…” The young man mumbled softly, before cracking a smile and turning so he could press a kiss to his wife’s forehead. “Dad ramen. That’s funny.”

It really wasn’t, but Kyōjurō was just so adorable that (Y/n) didn’t have the heart to tell him that. “With two eggs, okay?”

“I know, baby. And add green onions if we have them, as well as mushrooms,” The blond answered with a grin, as he reluctantly pulled away from his wife and got out of bed. However, even if he had already kissed her forehead, he still leaned down and brushed another kiss against the top of her head.

“I love you, Kyō,” (Y/n) bid gently, all while trying to bite back a blush and a flustered smile that wanted to make themselves known on her face.

However, her effort was all for naught when Kyōjurō answered, “I love you more.”

And with that, he slipped his home slippers on, before making his way to the kitchen to make her request. All the while, (Y/n) sat up on the bed and turned the TV on to keep her occupied while waiting for her midnight snack.

After all, she didn’t want to miss out on another one of hers and Kyōjurō’s ‘Ramen Nights’. Safe to say that it was a common occurrence in their household, that’s why it had gotten a name in the first place. And it was during those nights that she got to spend time with her husband— without life getting in the way and cutting their time short; as the world was already asleep, and they were free to just bask in each other’s company.

Thankfully, it didn’t take long for Kyōjurō to cook her ramyeon; coming back to their room with it in a bowl paired off with only one set of chopsticks.

They were so used to that song and dance that (Y/n) immediately turned the TV off, before hitting the switch for Kyōjurō’s bedside lamp— illuminating their room even more— before she set off to wait for him to sit down by the end of her bed. And once he was all settled, she gingerly climbed onto his lap— wanting to straddle him, but settling for sitting sideways instead.

“Made with extra love,” Kyōjurō whispered as he handed the bowl over to her, all before pressing the gentlest of kisses against her cheek. “Just for you, baby.”

“Thank you, Kyō,” (Y/n) uttered sincerely, giving him a peck on his lips in return— and also earning the most adorable blush on his cheeks. Even after five months of being married, and two years of being together, he never ceased to be so cute whenever she caught him off guard.

After that, all conversation between them stopped; it was just the two of them enjoying each other’s company— with (Y/n) taking turns feeding Kyōjurō too. They were in their own little bubble, and it was obvious that they loved it there; judging by the tiny smiles and the lingering kisses that they shared every once in a while.

“This tastes even spicier from your lips,” Kyōjurō whispered after pulling away from one such kiss. He even made a show of licking his own lips, then winking at his wife— which was totally worth it when she started giggling like a teenager. “You make it so spicy, baby.”

“What would I have ever done without you, Kyō?”

“You don’t have to think about that, since I’d have always found a way to meet you,” At that, the young man took the empty bowl from his wife’s hands and set it down next to him on the bed. Then he wrapped on arm around her waist, as the other one wrapped around one of her hands— which she had set down on her thighs.

Slowly, he brought the hand up to his lips and pressed a kiss to each of her fingers; before rubbing his thumb over her knuckles in an effort to soothe her. “After all, you’re my soulmate.”

(Y/n) felt her tears prickling the backs of her eyes at that, but she blinked in the hopes of keeping them at bay. She didn’t want to ruin such a good time with the waterworks— even if her pregnancy hormones were the one responsible for her being so emotional.

Seeing that, Kyōjurō brought her hand back up to his lips, before tightening his grip on it. “Have I ever told you how much I love the way your hand fits in mine? Like you were made just for me.”

It was a clear ploy to distract her from her tears, but it only served to make her heart melt even more for her husband. “You’re too perfect for me, Kyō.”

“You’re wrong, baby. You’re the one who’s perfect; my perfect wife.” Those words didn’t fail to finally have the waterworks running; (Y/n) could even feel her face scrunching up into one of her undesirable crying expressions, so she quickly wrapped her arms around her husband’s neck— even burying her face against his skin.

“I love you.”

Instead of pulling her away to check on her, Kyōjurō brought his arms up and wrapped them tightly around (Y/n)— even rubbing her back as she kept on whispering her words of love for him. He would be crazy to even turn her away, when he loved every single thing that she was saying; especially adding in the fact that she was pregnant with their first child.

Kyōjurō could only hold her closer to him, before pressing a kiss to the side of her face, before grazing his lips by her ear. “I love you the most, (Y/n). I’m never letting you go.”

#rengoku kyoujurou x reader #rengoku kyojuro x reader #kyojuro rengoku x reader #kyoujurou rengoku x reader #rengoku x reader #kny x reader #demon slayer x reader #rengoku kyojuro #rengoku kyoujurou #kyojuro x reader #demon slayer fanfic #kny imagines

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jedimasterbailey · 3 years

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Hello, may I ask for some Barriss and Luminara headcanons?

OMG YES YOU CAN! 👏🏻😭 I was literally going to beg people to ask me for more Mirialan headcanons because my real life has been tragic and I could use some more wholesome Mom-inara and Barriss content. Fellow Mirialan stans, as always feel free to add on to these headcanons 💚💙 I always love seeing what other people come up with. I’ve also linked my other headcanons of these two down below…hope you enjoy ☺️

1.) The heart shaped belt Barriss wears actually once belonged to Luminara when she herself was a Padawan. Barriss’s blue cloak was actually handmade by Luminara and gifted both items to Barriss on her first official day as a Padawan.

2.) When Barriss was a child, Luminara would always bring her back a little souvenir from her missions as a Padawan/Knight.

3.) Luminara did a lot of reading on Mirialan mother/daughter customs in preparation of taking Barriss under her wing. Ever since she met Barriss, she was very determined to become the best Master/Mom to her much like her own Master was. After all it pays one to be prepared right?

4.) Luminara was the one to cut Barriss’s hair when she officially became a Padawan as per tradition (similar to how human Padawan learners cut their hair short but without the braid). Luminara is personally very fond of Barriss’s short hair thinking it suits the girl’s personality the best (even though she thinks her Padawan is beautiful no matter what she looks like). Barriss finds it soothing when Luminara brushes/fixes her hair after long, stressful days.

5.) Being the biggest supporter of Barriss’s healer studies, Luminara would help her Padawan prepare for big exams/assignments by pulling all nighter study sessions with her. She’d make them snacks (since she is 100% a great cook) and tea and schedule mandatory breaks so Barriss isn’t just staring blankly at her reading. Luminara constantly reminds Barriss how proud she is of her.

6.) Barriss practices her healing ability a lot on Luminara and insists on taking care of her Master whenever she’s sick/injured/stressed. Luminara of course does the same for Barriss but she worries so much more since she doesn’t have the gift of Force healing and doesn’t want to fail her girl.

7.) They observe and celebrate Mirialan holidays together but always invite their friends to join them (Luminara loves sneaking invitations to Ahsoka because she knows Barriss is too shy to ask).

8.) They like to keep up on the latest literature and holoentertainment together. Ending the day falling asleep with a movie on snuggled up together are cherished moments for both women.

9.) Luminara always loves to give Barriss a hard time about wearing high heels to Geonosis. She can’t let it go same as Barriss’s curtsy to Ahsoka.

10.) They fly in sync with each other just like their fighting style.

11.) Luminara tries very hard to get Barriss into speeder bike riding but Barriss being a healer has issue with her mom going above the speed limit in Coruscant without a helmet.

12.) Barriss likes to make/gift floral arrangements to Luminara to show her love and appreciation.

13.) They too are competitive with each other like Anakin/Obi-Wan and Anakin/Ahsoka when it comes to coming up with battle plans, slicing droids, etc. But of course it’s their infamous snowball fights that has everyone excited.

14.) Gree and the Clones love observing and being around the mom/daughter duo. They love hearing the banter and will laugh at anyone who claims the Mirialans aren’t dramatic.

15.) Self care is important to them so they have mother/daughter spa days together (Ahsoka eventually joins them).

16.) Barriss gets very upset/protective of Luminara if people try to hit on her or is disrespectful on their missions. Nobody tries anything with Barriss with Luminara’s death glare.

17.) When alone, Luminara and Barriss always end their conversations with an “I love you”. Luminara always gives Barriss a forehead kiss and Barriss always goes running and springs for the hug when Luminara returns from a mission.

18.) When apart, they always pray for one another before bed as they usually pray/meditate together before bed back at the Temple.

19.) Luminara secretly put together a holocron for Barriss to have later. She recorded all her lessons and documents memories of their time together so that no matter what happened in the future, Barriss will always have her Master.

20.) Not only did Barriss set Luminara’s body free from Imperial custody, but she gave her a proper burial in accordance with Mirialan customs. She was also able to get in possession of her Master’s lightsaber (which she keeps forever) but wears the green kyber crystal around her neck always. Barriss new lightsaber hilt looks similar to Luminaras hilt as well as her attire.

21.) Luminara actually knighted Barriss as a Force ghost after they reconciled and Barriss finds peace within herself. Barriss learns to commune with her Master in the netherworld so that they could still be connected.

22.) Barriss along with Ahsoka tell the Skywalker twins and other Jedi all about Luminara and pass on her teachings/story.

#luminara and barriss #luminous lineage #my luminous beings #them 💚💙#luminara unduli #barriss offee #mom inara and barriss #umm barriss #master and padawan #thank you so much 💚💙#mutual <3 #star wars headcanons #star wars #ahsoka tano #obi wan kenobi #anakin skywalker #luke skywalker #leia organa #the clone wars

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i-need-air · 3 years

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Hey it's me again ❤️

I'm just gonna whisper something in your mind (is that even possible?)

Having a baby with Hybrid Katsuki.

Just that. Imagine girl. Perfection.

Ok, real talk here. Every time I see a request from you I uwu a little bit bc I know for a fact whatever you're requesting will make me get so immersed and involved and I'm gonna 💕💞AAAAAA💕💞 while writing AND [lemmecatchmybreath] it happened once again skdjdkfkf Hope you enjoy and sorry it took longer than normal~

Word count: 1.8k

× listen 🥺 I already started and I'm melting, ok?

× when he finds out you're having a smol baby together?

× he freezes and looks at you in a whole different light

× if you're getting pregnant, he will definitely smell the change in your scent and will know even before you do; he'd be instantly by your side with a bewitched expression on his face, taking your cheeks into his palms to just soak everything in yet he's shaking slightly

× and even if you adopt [hopefully a smol hybrid], something deep inside of Katsuki, burried and long forgotten surfaces

× this is the life he always wanted, he always craved even in his darker moments

× this happiness, this fulfillment, this joy

× I absolutely believe he will diligently read and learn everything about the baby to come; will educate himself like no other, deciding to be the very best father he could ever be

× his life was rough and he was stolen away from his biological family, he will now have a chance to have his own and he will not fail you or the baby

× when you hold the little bundle of sunshine in your hands, head down admiring the beauty of a new life, he will stand there, again in shock, again soaking this moment in... so beautiful, so perfect

× will he ever tell you that? of course not; angry ass wild pomeranian—

× but his face gives him away every single time and when you tilt yourself to hand him his new son or daughter, he falls in love for the second time in his life;

× he burries his nose in the soft and fragile skin of the baby's head and breathes in, his instinct kicking in to defend, protect, care, look out for...

× watch carefully because once the baby makes a noise, he'll still, unsure of what to do, but smile so softly as the baby coos in his arms securely; that right there is the best image you can have of soft Katsuki.

× the first few weeks are actually horrible, sorry to break it to everyone aksjskdj not because he doesn't know what to do or does not want to help; on the contrary, he is so incredibly attentive but he also recites the books he learned by memory at this point and it's getting absolutely infuriating;

× although understand him, please; he wants to prove he's a good dad 🥺 except you wanna smack him bc he scoffs if you suggest something he isn't sure about.

× you will find him standing by the baby's crib as it sleeps; he's just???? making sure this is not a dream????? don't question anything though

× can we hc Bakugou with a daughter too? [ already established in the Hybrid!Kiri hcs that Kiri'd have daughter bUT i just really really like beefy men with tiny daughters;;; my heartttt;;; ]

× his little angel, no discussion, no argument, his daughter can do NO WRONG!

× he's very down to earth though, don't get me wrong, he just absolutely adores spoiling her

× speaks softly into her ear, the lowest you'd hear from him

× gruff, raspy, gutural voice ofter overused to scream now low and soft as he holds her into his chest; doesn't do baby-voices or anything like that, but calls her his angel then smirks at you if you're watching;;; then starts softly complaining and bitching about you to the baby 💀 all while rubbing her back

× omfg his hand is as big as her tiny back; guys, call an ambulance, I'm—

× Katsuki would be the type of little shit to pull what I just said then grab you and glue you to his chest too; he'd look down at you both, eyes shining in such adoration he'd take your breath away just before he continues his ranting about you;

× once the baby starts being more interactive, her giggles specially the ones induced by her daddy will make him melt; absolute diminute baby with a small wiggling tail clapping her chubby hands at her dad? his eyes would widen suddently, ears snapping high in surprise and he's taken back by the emotions overtaking him

× he's gone, man; she has him wrapped around her tiny little finger and you can't do anything about it

× instantly acts all in denial if someone is around though; scoffs to hide is obvious smile, placing a palm on his mouth to further block it out and tickles her with the other, earning another fit of giggles

× please, don't tell him his whole tail is waving from side to side

× the only clear giveaway apart from his ears and it's;;; a d o r a b l e;;;

× specially when your daughter also starts wagging her tail in response whenever he does it;

× "Hey, come see what the dumbass is doing!" or "Look at what she did" while showing you a video; proud pappa 🥺

× we're bringing back Proud Bakugou bc hIS DAUGHTER iS tHe BeSt; no, seriously, his kid is the mf best in the world and he will start this presentation with—

× now sit down with me and accept this: the baby; yes, your sweet daughter; mhm, that adorable screeching angel; mhm;;; she'll talk so early it's disturbing.

× at 6 months or so she's already saying mamma, dadda, kitty, woof-woof

× seriously terrifying how sharp she is and how she cannot shut up; for the love of gOd, Katsuki, this is all your fault... it doesn't matter, he just smirks as he has another reason to brag to anyone about his child

× did that street vendor look at him funny? "I'M GONNA FUCKING TELL YOU ABOUT MY DAUGHTER—"

× super-protective of her and fucking hates with a burning passion if anyone dares to do that thing where they match up babies saying "Maybe they'll get married when they grow up"

× hands down, no filter, he just looks deep down in whoever had the audacity and says "Like fucking shit they'd deserve her."

× drag him away before he throws fists

× he will definitely if you don't drag him away and you know it, they know it, the baby knows it and cheers for pappa, the whole world knows it at this point and they're buying tickets to watch the shitshow

× chest carrier and walks around with the kid like a boss

× man has shit to do, don't even dare to judge him;

× handles fits really well, he's impressive to say at least

× she's spoiled, yes and always has new toys, coloring books, whatever she wants but the moment she throws fits, he puts his foot down

× baby would be smol angery bb all adorable in all her Bakugou genetics anger and he'd just stare, tapping his foot

× literally waits in place until she calms and looks up at him with big, round eyes, puffy red cheeks and ears lowered

× mission accomplished; he nods then picks her up;

× and you're there amazed??????

× "The fuck you lookin' at?" lil shit still has a foul mouth tho, but make him get just as pouty and embarrassed as the child in his arms by saying something cheesy like "How amazing you are as a dad 💕"

× all rainbows and unicorns until she starts repeating insults and fr tho, Katsu almost shits his pants, fearing your reaction. Will, hands down, chill out with the insults even if he meant no damage with them; he has this unreadable expression on, a mix of shame and fluster, dread too? he's sorry, ok????

× loves, loves, loves cooking for you both and once the kiddo has her own special chair to sit at the dining table together, that's when he sees it: his dream

× you, wiping some food off her cheek with a loving expression, talking about your day casually, baby giggling while she moves her face away playfully; he loves you both so much.

× has these rare moments where, at the end of the day once you're settled in bed, he'd hug you tight and thank you in his mind for... for this... all of it...

× once she starts walking they're both a disaster

× seriously, do not expect the household to be silent ever again [ well, that dream was gone long ago anyway lol ]

× "Where the fuck do you think you're goin'?"

× rapid giggle running around from place to place

× "Oh, for fucks—"

× "Katsuki." you only need to say, catching him in his insults

× 😳 ... "Kid, come back, we're goin' to the park." Skdjkdfkl

× sudden adorable tiny fast steps approach him bc they're going for walkies!

× he is very careful with her and teaches her about stranger danger; also teaches her how to growl and even if her attempt is a total failure, small rawr leaving her lips, he's like "Yes. Good job. Now give it more heart."

× he growls as an example

× she growls back, sounding like a cute lil pup 🥺💕

× as she grows up, she obviously acts more like her father yet he knows when to stop the bad behaviors and it only takes a warning growl from him to get her to cease

× yet somehow you're the strict parent at the end of the day??????? tf????????? who made the rules??????

× starts calling her brat, squirt, lil shit 💕lovingly💕

× "your child" if she did something bad

× "Your fucking child kicked the ball into the vase and broke it." Aha, nice one, Katsuki. Good job.

× not to brag but her puppy eyes don't work on him but yours do; the problem is her puppy eyes do work on you bc she's the light of your life so if she wants something; she'll puppy-eye you knowing you'll get it for her bc daddy loves you very much 💕💞

× literally evil mastermind; didn't I tell you she's sharp? pft, she's playing you both so hard

× every day he comes back from work she runs to him at the door, tail wiggling happily behind her as she stretches her arms to be picked up and he always does, without a doubt, then proceeds to kiss the top of her head

× come out to greet him too? the whole loving routine is his absolute thing and wants to see you, have you kiss his cheek; he complains but adores it soooooo much!

× you have a family night; BONDING WITH MOODY POMERANIANS. Yes, plural, and it sounds perfect~

× even if it's just one of those animated movies he hates so much, he'll watch through all of it and make sarcastic comments just to make you both laugh; will grin satisfied asf if he manages to do so bc he's the best.

× will definitely want another kid, so how about maybe a boy??? hmm???

× asks you if you're up for the idea and if you agree, he'll roll his eyes and crack his shoulders, acting so very uninterested and purely exhausted yet his smirk would give him away:

× "Knew you'd torture me with another devil"

× throw him out, istg— 💀

#bakugou katsuki headcanons #noire writes #bakugou katsuki x reader #bakugou x reader #hybrid!bakugou #hybrid!au

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lovebecomeshim · 3 years

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hello! your zutara posting today has finally motivated me to ask this question because I came to atla very late(last year, to be specific) and I Love It Very Much but am 1000% out of the loop as far as why what remains of fandom (at least that I've seen among my friends) is so very strongly zutara. I'm not opposed to it per se I just don't really know what has driven it to apparently be such a popular ship? can you help me understand and maybe convert me a little bit?

Hey!! Your ICON! :D I can try but I’m not sure how coherent I’ll be; however I AM sure someone a lot more competent will be willing to add to this. Either way, I’m glad you asked because my plan was to drag down as many people as possible with me.

*smacks the hood of zutara* this baby can fit so much mutual love and support!

This got so long, I’m so sorry. I don’t know how to put it under a cut on mobile and it already got deleted once so I’m scared to mess with it lol. Moving on.

I’m gonna start this with a disclaimer that im on mobile so formatting is tricky and I’m also really new to atla in that I only completed my first watch through in like 2019??? So some of my info is all just based on what I’ve picked up from Discourse 👀 so anyway the sparknotes version: zutara was wildly popular from the beginning. To the point where the atla crew internally disagreed on which ship should be endgame. (Ex. Bryke [showrunners] asked the writers to rewrite The Southern Raiders to make Zuko seem less ideal for Katara than Aang [which failed, depending on who you ask]; the animation team purposefully created a visual parrallel between Oma and Shu in the Cave of Two Lovers and Zuko and Katara in the catacombs under Ba Sing Se in the Crossroads of Destiny; etc.)

The ship was popular enough that Bryke actually chose to display zk fanart at a con for the sole purpose of mocking the fans, but that’s neither here nor there. The entire episode Ember Island Players, while a love letter to/parody of the whole show, was an opportunity to address zutara’s viability as a canon pairing (while, again, mocking zutaras for romanticizing that catacombs scene). Point is! It’s always been popular but with it not being endgame, there’s got to be something that’s given it staying power.

And that’s honestly got to do with three things: their dynamic, thematic cohesion, and potential.

(You know what... you know what, it’s four things. The fourth is they’re so aesthetically pleasing together and individually. Like, they’re just good looking people [specifically when they’re grown but they’re also cute kids] and that absolutely doesn’t hurt) (but it’s not the Point, it’s just nice to point out sometimes)

The dynamic is hard to get into without also looking at the canon pairings, but I think I can do that without unnecessary bashing. It’s just that part of the magic of zutara is really highlighted by what they give to each other that their other relationships don’t.

First off, it’s classic enemies to (would be) lovers. The absolute truest form of it. It’s not too different from how CS started out: a rogue antagonist with a job to do—but no personal vendetta against the future love interest—who is deeply and emotionally invested in his personal storyline (revenge/redemption) with little regard for how it effects other people after his entire life and genuine good nature are marred by suffering, and a fierce warrior girl with a strong moral compass and her own personal investment in stopping him (protect her family and save the world doing it). Obviously frustration and animosity grew between them by the nature of them being on opposing sides, but that just lends itself to the sweetness of their later reconciliation.

The thing is that while they’re wildly different on the surface (he’s a hot-headed prince of a fascist regime who is trying to capture the Avatar to please his father; she’s a nurturing daughter of the chief who is trying to protect and train the Avatar in order to topple his father’s throne) they find out that they have so much more in common both in their experiences and their personalities.

(What follows is an excessive use of the word “both” and I’m sorry about that)(I can edit it. I can do that. That IS an option............)

They both have an innate sense of justice that they are determined to see done (zuko, at the war meeting, sticking up for the Earth Kingdom kid when the guards torment his family, choosing not to steal from the pregnant couple despite his circumstances, abiding by his word to leave the SWT should Aang come willingly, etc.; katara, literally.... at any point). They both have pretty one-track minds at accomplishing certain goals once they’ve put their mind to it, regardless of a lack of support in that endeavor (it goes without saying I guess, but zuko’s entire hunt; katara’s determination to get the earth benders to fight back, her determination to absolutely destroy Pakku until he agrees to teach her, etc.). They both lost their mothers at young ages. Their worlds are war-torn and traumatizing to them both, if in different ways, but that ultimately forces them to grow up too quickly to be wholly independent individuals. They both have issues with their fathers (for WILDLY different reasons, but). They both hold extreme prejudices that they need to learn to overcome (which ties into thematic cohesion)(bit like Lizzie and Darcy in that way but magnified by a million). They’re both extremely emotional and empathetic—which can and often does result in loud outbursts. Katara’s a bit better adjusted and can temper her anger for longer than S1 Zuko can, but they both feel that anger deeply and have no compunctions expressing it (Katara is, usually, more justified, particularly in S1. Again, S1 Zuko is severely maladjusted but at the point when they could’ve feasibly become a couple, he’s so much better off with the way he carries himself). They both struggle with feelings of inferiority in their bending abilities when confronted with prodigal benders like Aang and Azula, but have the work ethic required to double down and become two of the most powerful benders in the three remaining nations. This is a little more minor but it is a parrallel that appeals to some shippers that they both have these alter egos in the Painted Lady (notably fire nation coded) and the Blue Spirit (water tribe coded) that are pretty different from who they are day-to-day and are useful in accomplishing a purpose that they as themselves cannot.

(I’m.... I just realized that this could potentially get very long. Should I have made a slide show with bullet points??????)

Anyway, similar. I know there’s more but there’s literally so much to love about zutara that I’ll drive myself a little crazy trying to compile all the ways they’re similar. (Just gonna say that at this exact moment I went back to add more similarities.... so okay then)

Once they’ve reconciled, we see how all of these things only lend themselves to a deeper intimacy together than they share with literally anyone else. There’s a steady partnership that positions them as the mom/dad of the gaang, while also providing the support necessary to allow the other to not have to carry so much responsibility. A lot of zutaras will point out how zuko is actually depicted doing the more domestic chores that are normally relegated to Katara once he joins the gaang, since the others in the group are two 12-year-olds and sokka. The one that sticks out the most is how he makes tea for the group and then serves them, while Katara is able to just relax with her friends around the fire. Fanon expands upon this a lot to Zuko helping with the laundry or the cooking or whatever else needs doing since he, as a once-refugee, is used to doing his own domestic tasks. Before Zuko joined, Katara was the one mothering everyone, sewing for them, cooking for them, etc. She’s always tending to the needs of the group, and that includes emotionally. She does the emotional labor for the gaang 99% of the time, but when she’s the one falling apart, she’s usually doing it alone and without the comfort that she normally provides for others. Until Zuko. And that’s before they’re even friends.

Which is WHY people romanticize the catacombs of Ba Sing Se so much. Katara is verbally attacking Zuko out of her own righteous anger but also her own prejudice when Zuko, surprisingly, chooses to be vulnerable with her. He’s been on a journey that’s opened his eyes a bit, but he’s never actively chosen to expose the rawest parts of his past to anyone. But for some reason he chooses to do that with Katara of all people. While she’s yelling at him. He sees her humanity, and for once can look past his prejudice and empathize with her. And this time, when she breaks down, she gets to be comforted. Katara normally talks about her mother when she’s trying to explain to someone else that she sees and understands they’re pain, as a form of comfort to them. Here, Zuko uses the exact same tactic. He sees her and he understands. And for zuko? He’s not being shut down. He’s allowed to articulate his pain regarding his mother without being ignored and made to internalize it, and he’s allowed to process how he feels about his scar out loud without being told that he deserved it. And then he lets her touch his scar, something we’ve seen him actively avoid before. He’s completely open to her and she’s completely open to him and all it took was one five minute conversation. She was about to use the little bit of Spirit water that she had, that she was saving for something Important, to heal the scar that still daily causes him pain just because they had, somehow, connected.

Plus there’s the whole parallel to the star-crossed lovers forbidden from one another, a war divides their people—

And then zuko messes up, he regresses, he gets what he wants and he HATES it. And the sense of justice he had as a child has been restored to him against his will and he can’t think of anything he wants to do more than the Right Thing, so he joins team avatar. Before he does that though, we get to see his relationship with Mai, which is where comparison really comes in. And what we see is Zuko, fresh off of his encounter with Katara in the catacombs, trying to be emotionally honest with Mai... and getting shut down and dismissed. Which is just how Mai is and it’s fine, but not for Zuko. Still, he keeps trying, and he keeps getting ignored or scoffed at or yelled at. Which is really a larger symbol for how he doesn’t fit in his old life anymore, but again that’s about thematic cohesion. He tries to articulate his anxieties about returning home, he tries to make romantic gestures, he tries to explain how morally conflicted he’s feeling—and Mai diverts to some kind of physical affection to shut him up and a parting comment that is pretty much always, in essence, “I don’t wanna talk about this.” So they don’t. On the other hand, once zuko and Katara are friends, we see him again emotionally distraught and caught up in his anxieties about facing Iroh, and it’s Katara who comes to him and listens to him and comforts and encourages him.

Similarly, we have Aang clamming up and getting uncomfortable whenever Katara shows any negative emotion, usually resulting in him making excuses or running away. Or, in the case of the Southern Raiders, lecturing her on how she needs to just let go of her anger about her mother’s murder. People have talked this episode to death and usually better than I ever could, so imma... keep it brief. There’s a serious disconnect between Aang and Katara in his ability to empathize with Katara and her needs that has her tamping down her vulnerability and amping up her anger. He tells her that he was able to forgive his people’s genocide and appa’s kidnapping (petnapping? Theft??), which is blatantly not true but also not an entirely equal parrallel to Katara’s situation, and continues making these little remarks throughout the episode. But it’s Zuko that Katara opens up to. It’s with him that she’s able to talk about the most traumatic day of her life, and it’s with him that she’s able to get the closure she needs, cementing their bond as friends and partners. This disagreement between Aang and Katara is then... never resolved. They just never bring it up and hear what the other is saying.

There’s a fic called The Portraits of Ember Island that has a line that so completely sums up the heart of the matter for why people love their dynamic. For context, zuko has woken up early to help Katara with the cooking and they spend the whole time just letting one another talk, and zuko stops to ask why she always just lets him talk. And so she stops to ask why he’s always helping, and it goes as follows:

There’s just... so much mutual support! Trust! Intimacy!! And it just continues like that from the Southern Raiders on, listening to each other, advising each other, watching each other’s backs! And then! Literally saving each other’s lives!! I will never be over the last Agni kai. Not ever. Zuko may have been willing to jump in front of lightning for anyone, but he actually did it for Katara. And in a show, that’s the thing that really matters. It’s a fulfilled trope usually exclusively applied to romantic pairings, and it ended up applying to Zuko and Katara. And then she ran out into the middle of a fight with tunnel vision just to get to him.

Also!! Also Zuko pushing Katara out of the way of the falling rocks at the Western Air Temple!! And Katara catching him as he fell from the war balloon that he fought Azula on!! Before they’re even getting along, they’re the ones reaching for each other. They come to this place of equal ground, as partners, who watch each other’s backs, call each other out but still listen attentively and understand, and provide the support that the other has been sorely lacking up until they knew each other (whether that be from lack of effort or lack of understanding from others, or an unwillingness to accept it for themselves).

Then, trailing along under the surface of this, we see the themes of the show totally embodied by Zuko and Katara as individuals and in their relationship to one another. There’s a YouTuber, sneezyreviews, who has a, like, 2-hour explanation on why she not only loves zutara but also believes that their endgame would’ve actually elevated the writing of atla to new levels particularly because of thematic cohesion and resolved character arcs. It’s the zutara dissertation I never knew I needed, and it’s funny and eloquent and effective, so I’m just going to sum up her section on thematic cohesion to the best of my abilities and then link it for whenever you have the time. And I HIGHLY recommend it, especially if you want a full understanding of what makes zutara so great and gives it such longevity.

Guru pathik has a line that goes something like this: separation is an illusion; things that seem different are just two parts of the same whole. Iroh also tells Zuko something similar: balance and strength are achieved when the different nations come together and influence one another and celebrate what makes them each unique. And this lesson is a massive central arc that both Zuko and Katara go through, moving past a black-and-white, good guys-vs-bad guys, us-vs-them mentality and into a greyer, more nuanced view of the world. Zuko sees the fire nation from an entirely new perspective and while he still loves and hopes for his nations future, he surrenders his blind loyalty to them in exchange for an unflinching loyalty to peace and love. Katara too had to come to terms with the fact that cruel people exist in the earth kingdom and water tribes, while some fire nation citizens are just regular, kind people who also need and deserve to have someone speak on their behalf. And this is honed in directly on how they view each other. They grow in their individual journeys to be open to the humanity in the other and then, once they’ve found that, they’re able to grow more in compassion for others in a beautiful feedback loop. And this is all matched in the symbolism repeatedly and intentionally associated with them in canon: sun and moon, fire and water, yin and yang, Oma and Shu who found love despite their warring nations. Their individual arcs are completed in each other and complement the themes of atla beautifully.

The canon pairs... just don’t. Which, again, is fine. But the very things that give atla longevity and popularity are anchored in zutara. Kat@ang doesn’t accomplish this. They’re... nice. Sweet. Especially when you erase a good portion of their interactions in S3. It could’ve been just a sweet love story. (Personally, the dynamic between toph and aang accomplish the same thing that zutara does, with complementary personalities that fulfill the theme of opposites blending in harmony) M@iko, on the other hand, is less sweet but I think wasn’t even supposed to last. Zuko’s relationship with Mai seems to represent his relationship with his old life as a whole. He can’t be emotionally vulnerable, he’s goaded into abusing his privileges, his agency and opinions aren’t respected. They just don’t have common ground with which to discuss anything that matters, so they don’t. As far as themes, the relationship doesn’t fit with atla. It’s zuko returning to and sticking with what is (on the surface) like him, what’s expected. Fire nation with fire nation. Fluid water bender with the flexible air bender. Like with like, separated from what is different and challenging and complementary.

And all of these things combined of course lead to the potential for the ship. I don’t know how familiar you are with the post-atla canon but... well, miss “I will never turn my back on people who need me”, miss “I don’t want to heal! I want to fight!” ends up living quietly in the SWT as a designated healer who turns a blind eye to the water tribe civil war happening right outside her front door. Which can be fine! People change! Some people just wanna stay inside. I just wanna stay inside! But the potential future for zutara is so much more satisfying, with Katara becoming the most unconventional Fire Lady the uppity old cads who are stuck on the old ways have ever seen. Fanon has her serving as a voice for the other nations within a kingdom at the point of its biggest political upheaval, as a confidante to Zuko who can actually help him while he’s trying to figure out how to move forward and make reparations. They have the opportunity, together, to accomplish what they both have set on their hearts to fight for: positive change that lends itself to harmony and balance. And the steambabies! A popular headcanon is that their firstborn daughter, the crown princess, is actually a waterbender, which causes such an uproar among the people who are adamantly clinging to the old ways. It’s just a future full of potential to be forces for good together, full of trust, intimacy, joy. The exact era of peace and love and balance that zuko announces that he intends to ring in with the start of his reign as Fire Lord is, again, magnified by the very personal zutara relationship. And we love to see it.

tl;dr zutara isn’t for everyone. Some people just don’t vibe with it. Some are nostalgic. Some love the canon they grew up with. Some have been disappointed for years. Some just see themselves in other characters and want their happiness instead. Whatever the reason, that’s fine. But for me, I love the way these two, from the moment they give each other a fair chance, are able to lower their walls and prejudices to see the other for the kindred spirits they are. They see each other’s humanity, and their response is to pour out love and support and compassion. I love that they’re a power couple in battle. I love the symbolism and, honestly, soulmatism that colors their every interaction. I love that they embody the whole storyline of atla in their relationship and how it develops, which is notably why their seasonal arcs always culminate in each finale with how they relate to one another. I love that zuko adopting a waterbending move is what actually saves his life and then katara’s. I love the chemistry! And I love the future they could’ve had, instead of the ones they were given.

So, in conclusion: I just think they’re neat and I hope you do too, at least a little bit. Even if it’s just respectfully from a disinterested distance cause you do you. And now here is the video I mentioned. I’m sorry this post got so long and then I gave you an even longer homework assignment, but I can’t recommend it enough. She says it all better than I can.

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#zutara #atla #zutara rant #like really the way the canon relationships were written throughout s3 #it would’ve been more believable for zutara to happen #or at least be hinted at #all of the major issues presented in those relationship were dug up extensively and then... never resolved #and then they just slapped some kisses on a screen and said ‘there all better’#and we just kinda had to say ‘oh ok guess it’s all better then’#this got long I’m sorry #I wrote it all out and then tumblr ate 2/3 of it #which is why it took so long #and what I’ve written now doesn’t even match what I had before #because there’s too much to say about why I love zutara #and the stuff I left out the first time is what came out this time #rip to my original thoughts but this post is different #anyway that’s why this took so long #and I should’ve just made a PowerPoint...#I can do that too if you’d rather not read all of this lol #I won’t be offended #this is incoherent #Alia rambles uselessly #also hoping this doesn’t end up in any wrong tags because I don’t wanna step on toes lol #it’s not anti!! it’s just critical #in a compare/contrast way #I can pinpoint the moment when I started trying to rewrite my points from memory #because everything gets shorter and more succinct #like... I really said all that??? sounds fake and I don’t remember it anyway so here’s the condensed version #with no!! smooth!!! transitions!!!!#also why am I so lazy with proper grammar over text

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hii miss Saturn! i really liked the Athena fanfic and i was wondering if you could write a part two?

Hello my darling!! Of course! (Everyone knows id die for domestic Techno)

Athena pt.2- Technoblade

Warnings: swearing.

After Nathaniel had asked for permission to date Athena, Techno quietly lingered about. Not in the creepy way of course, but rather in the protective manner.

He knew you trusted Nathan, after all, Enderman were known for being protective, and precise beings. If Nate didn't see Thena worth his time, he would have left her alone ages ago.

After that little night, Nate ended up lingering around for a long while. Visiting very frequently to be honest. He found a happy comfort within your small family. Your house was always quiet- Unless Techno riled your boys up of course.

You were very happy to say that Nate made his best attempts to get to know your family. Since you all were very important to Athena, he made sure to try and understand why. He would often help you with Dishes, or cooking. Sometimes he even would help feed your youngest son Apollo. Ares, your middle child, was a little harder for Nate to warm up to. But after a while of lingering, Ares did find Nates company relaxing.

When summer rolled about, Nathaniel was able to persuade his parents into letting him stay with your family for a few weeks. Of course being in the middle of the tundra it was still cold, so there wasnt much to do. But nevertheless he never complained. Instead he asked to help with chores. Even going as far to ask Techno if he could help split wood, for the stove and fireplace.

Techno gave him a weird look in the beginning, this thin, nimble boy was asking to wield a axe. Usually to split wood it took a mighty, hefty swing. (See you know this because you often watched Techno split logs. It was oddly so attractive.) But Techno gave you a quick glance, and in return he earned a little nod, Techno gave a sigh and took the boy outside.

Instead of being a typical hardass about it. Techno went into dad mode. Teaching Nate how to handle the Axe like he was his own son. Explaining what was the proper way to hold it and what he should be weary about. As you watched from the window with Phil, the It never failed, anytime Techno was thrown a child, he somehow just knew how to work with them. Obviously in the beginning he wasn't too fond, but he learned there were perks to children. Especially his own. The two of you smiled fondly at the bonding boys.

"He’s such a good teacher..." you said softly. Watching your husband with loving eyes. It never failed, anytime Techno was thrown a child he just knew what to do. In the beginning he obviously wasn't a big fan of kids, but in the end he realized there was more too them, then what met the eye. Just like his own children. He loved them all, Athena, Ares, and your little Apollo. He saw that everyday there was a new challenge or new thing that popped up, amusing or not they made his day. You felt Phil's firm hand rest on your shoulder, bringing you out of your thoughts.

"He always was... He's a lucky man you know" you smiled a little more at Phil's words. "You two created a beautiful family..." with the thought of your family, your hand subconsciously came down to rest on your stomach. Of course Phil noticed and gave you a knowing look. "Don't tell me there's another one" his gaze went soft and joyful when he saw your pink cheeks and cheeky smile.

"Haven't told him yet... He's been busy with his boys" Phil gently hugged you, Cherishing the sweet moment. The idea of a fourth baby running about the house had you slightly on edge again. But when Techno nuzzled his nose into your neck and asked, you just couldn't say no.

“Thought he said he was done after three?” Phil mused, earning a giggle from you. You eased into his arms like they were Techno's.

“What can I say... He made a persuasive argument”

After that night everything just, seemed to fall into place. Techno was more than happy with the idea of a fourth child. After all he was the one that offered the idea. The sweetest moment that night however, was one you sadly missed. But Techno would forever fondly cherish it.

With you peacefully asleep in Tech's arms. His hand rested gently on your stomach, a protective habit he had taken up since your first child. Well you both faced the fireplace, he would press gentle kisses to your forehead. A soft and loving show of his affection for you, and the new addition.

Nathaniel, who rested on the love-seat, similarly had Athena asleep in his lap. only instead her head was in his lap. With easy, gentle fingers he brushed stray hairs away. Admiring her beauty that her father had given her. After today Tech and Nate and grown closer together, often exchanging words more often throughout the night.

When techno looked up from your stomach, he gazed at the young boy in front of him. With his gentle nimble fingers he gracefully played with your daughters hair. Admiring her the whole time. Techno saw how he looked at her, it was the same way he looked at you. Not a drop of malice could be seen in his face, all he had for her was love.

"You really love her... Don't you" Nate looked up slowly at Techno's words. Nodding ever so slowly. Tech’s eyes lingered on the boy before him. The idea of some boy being with his daughter left him uneasy still. But if he had to choose any boy he was happy it was Nate.

"She's my world..." Nathan said softly, his voice just above a whisper. His eyes glanced down to you before looking back up at Tech. His normal hardened gaze was replaced with a comfortable gentle look. "(Y/n) said Thena will have another sibling, I uhm... wanted to say congratulations sir..."

Techno hummed gently, rubbing his thumb softly over your stomach. Your future child nestled within. "Just... just call me dad, Nathan... You've been around long enough to deserve that much..."

Nates eyes lit up, a warm smile gracing his lips. "Thank you, Dad..."

#technoblade x reader #technoblade x you #techno x reader #techno x you #minecraft x you #minecraft fanfiction #dreamsmp x reader #fanfic #fanfiction #tb

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kittydemon9000 · 3 years

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Okay so once again, 3 am thoughts have gifted me with yet another au. It is by no means original but screw it: SmithSwap

The only things I’m switching is their ages, so now Nya is the older one, but it. Gets. Fun.

For specifics, as of the Pilots/S1 Nya is 15 and Kai is 11, because I want bebe kai

Now, prior to Wu showing up, it’s pretty much the same as canon only with roles reversed. Nya mostly runs the shop while Kai is trying to everything he can to make things easier for his big sister, and I mean everything. The only one Nya doesn’t stop him from doing is cooking because Kai is the better chef, though neither can figure out why. Nya also likes to tell Kai stories of their parents since he can’t remember them too well, much to his disappointment.

ANYWAY, Wu shows up, Kai gets upset he’s insulting his sister’s work, then Skulkin show up. Kai does get snatched, much to Nya worry and canon continues.

Okay but also tiny spinoff, it also would’ve been hilarious if Nya still got kidnapped because then when the guys meet Kai they’d be like “who is this sassy lost child?”

So then while Nya’s training, I’m actually going to say what happened when Kai is captured.

You see, a side affect of being really freaking old is that your perception of time changes, specifically how long periods seem shorter. Garmadon decided that because of the prophecy it would be best to snatch the Master of Fire, who he thought would be Ray.

So you can imagine his surprise when his Skulkin bring in a kicking, screaming 11 year old child.

He is, understandably, not happy and very confused.

He sends the Skulkin away and tries his best talking with Kai. Like, as little malice as he can in a gentle voice, and he actually learns a few things. 1) both Ray and Maya went missing years ago, 2) these kids have no idea about anything regarding the Elemental Masters, 3) Kai’s sister has been raising him since their parents went missing, and she’s only four years older than him

Understandably, he is concerned, but also sees this as an opportunity. If he raises the Master of Fire to be loyal to him, then he’ll never want to fulfill his role in the prophecy, thus ensuring his victory. also he really misses lloyd and now when he returns he’ll have two kids!!! how amazing is that

So yeah Kai’s stay in the Underworld isn’t that bad. This Garmadon guy is pretty nice, tells him awesome stories about his parents, teaches him a bunch of things(mostly how to fight), and really just acts like the paternal figure he never had(Garmadad is canon, no matter what form you can fight me on this). The only part that sucks in Samukai, but he’s just a jerk and Garmadon makes sure he’ll never actually do anything to hurt him. He does miss Nya a lot though.

Anyway back with Nya and the guys.

They don’t actually know the exact reason why she was here at the beginning. All they know was that Wu originally left for the Master of Fire and came back with her instead. They know she has a brother, but aren’t quite sure how he falls into it.

They learn her full story the night they’re heading to the Temple of Fire, at which when they’re winding down Zane brings up how she never actually told them how she met Wu.

They are very concerned when they find out the whole story and swear they’ll help her get him back, which is nice.

Then she sees Kai But Actually Garmadon, follows, and bam Sword of Fire time. She isn’t able to fully use it, but she’s able to get a few sparks. However, things then start to take a turn for the worst.

Kai is actually here, very confused why Garmadon’s having him tied to the ceiling, but hey Nya’s here! But then oh no he then realizes that Garmadon is the bad guy, which gets him upset and more then a little betrayed.

Seeing him hurt his sister, the one of raised him, actually has Kai pick up the sword and use his powers. Under normal circumstances, it probably wouldn’t have been bigger than a few sparks, however Kai has his big sister in danger, dealing with the betrayal of an almost father figure, holding the Sword of Fire, and being surrounded by his element.

So yeah. Not that small of a fire.

The guys and Wu are actually able to to witness the truly incredible fire blast he lets out from the camp, put two and two together, and start heading over. Wu didn’t follow Nya…..because plot and was the able to help them fight off the Skulkin.

Anyway, it’s more than enough to dissipate the shadows, however it also wakes up the dragon. Garmadon, who is sort of panicking because That Was Not Supposed To Happen, ends up scooping up an unconscious Kai and the Sword and retreating to the underworld, leaving behind a very pissed Nya and an equally pissed Fire Dragon.

But yeah, Nya deals with the dragon, they get the other ones and head to the Underworld with Wu this time, and he’s actually the reason they’re able to get past all the Skulkin.

But yeah, Samukai gets vaporized and Garmadon about to leave when a feverish Kai makes his way in and begs Garmadon to not do it and that they can fix things.

And Garmadon….actually pauses for a second and you can see the conflict in his eyes before he shakes his head and says “there’s no going back for me” and walks through. Kai then collapses and the end up heading back home.

As for what’s up with Kai, who would’ve guessed tapping into a kind of power you aren’t supposed to have access to yet in a high stress situation would be bad for the body. He has a really bad fever but he’s fine after a few days.

The few month timeskip in between the Pilots and S1 is mostly spent training Kai, so they have quite a bit less free time. However when S1 starts and Kai hears about Lord Garmadon, he actually wants to check it out himself first.

So yeah, he meets Lloyd by himself and it actually doesn’t go that badly. Kai actually buys some candy for them to share and they leave the town, and Kai actually starts talking with him. Eventually the topic comes up about Garmadon and Kai gives a rough basis about how he sort of got kidnapped, and then his work in progress plan of making him good again. Lloyd is completely down with seeing his dad again and says how they could probably get his dads attention if their got their own evil army.

And because they’re both stupid kids, neither of which have had parents before, Kai thinks it’s a great idea.

So yeah. That’s why they find the Serpentine here.

Ofc, it isn’t a right away type thing. It takes them about a month before they find the Hypnobrai Tomb, and Kai just plays off all his time spent out as him having made a friend, which they can’t exactly argue with.

Ofc, canon still happens and when Kai was busy training Lloyd ended up finding the tomb and releasing the Serpentine, and they do their regular Canon Nonsense.

However, Kai is not too happy about the whole Attack Villages things and after a bit comes clean to the ninja about their original plan. They very much aren’t happy, but admit his heart was in the right place and they doubt he’d pull something like this again.

Fast-forward a bit more, Kai is mostly chill with Zane’s “weirdness” and unfortunately stays home when the Hypnobrai burn down the Monestary. It’s only because the dragons were able to get out and protect him that he was still alive. Nya’s actually the one who yells at Zane this time around because again. Kai almost died, but it’s all cool later and they find the Bounty :D

Anyway, Canon again continues. Kai is still really good with the dragons and is a little upset they need to leave. He also gets along really well with Ed and Edna. Then when Lloyd joins Kai is a little….well he doesn’t hate him but he does spend a while avoiding him.

Eventually Nya has enough of their dancing around each other and locks them both in the same room so they can talk it out. Turns out the reason Kai was avoiding him was because Lloyd’s betrayal really hurt since they were supposed to do it to find Garmadon, not hurt people. They have a tearful apology, then Kai learns how much of a jerk the Serpentine were and is like “the next time I see any I’ll protect you, since you’re like my little brother and as a big brother it’s my job to keep you safe”

Now it’s Samurai Time :)

You see, this time around Kai has double reasons for being the Samurai. 1) Yeah, he hates being left behind and wants to be involved but also 2) he wants to keep his big sister and big brothers safe

So yeah, that happens. He does think it’s pretty funny when they keep trying and failing to one up him though.

But then :) He gets captured with Lloyd :)))

So yeah, that sucks but it only gets worse because while Kai was able to “summon” his Samurai Mech, he had to send it off to get the ninja away. So that sucks.

Garmadon eventually shows up to help since the Serpentine stole both his kids, much to Nya’s chagrin.

Then comes the freaking Volcano Scene and this one is from Nya when she rescues Kai, then has to choose between Lloyd or the Fangblade. She ends up unlocking her True Potential by essentially leaving behind all negative feels she had for Lloyd and accepting him under her protection just like she did Kai.

The sheer torrent of water easily cools all the lava and thoroughly soaks them. But hey, even Kai has to admit being wet is better than being burnt alive. Also when the ninja start wondering aloud why the Samurai didn’t help Kai bashfully admits he was the Samurai, and this thoroughly impresses the ninja since Kai is like, 12 at this point.

Uhhhh, S2 isn’t too different. Kai is super happy that the dragons are back and is easily Ultra’s favorite. He isn’t hit with either Garms spell nor the Tomorrows Tea, but is there to comfort Lloyd and says that even though he got hit with some magic stuff Kai is still going to protect him since he’s still his older brother. On the Dark Island Kai is heartbroken Nya got corrupted and swears he’ll help fix her. When Garmadon gets purified Kai looses his shit and gets so excited since let’s goooooo not only is his dad not evil anymore they can go out in public together :DDDD

S3, also not too different. During the whole Love Triangle nonsense Kai’s just sitting there so confused. Also Pixal joins team Kai’s Older Siblings. Him getting captured was just him being at the wrong place wrong time. He has a really fun time time in space though, which was nice.

But uh. Then Zane hecking dies, which hits everyone really hard, especially Kai. Only this time, Nya ends up taking Kai back to Ignacia and opens up the forge again, pretty much cutting all contact with the other ninja, Wu and Garmadon. While it might’ve been boring and lonely, at least in Ignacia they were safe.

Kai is…honestly really miserable, but hides it well. He can barely get up some mornings, but does so anyway since he’s desperately trying to act like things are normal, despite how Nya doesn’t talk very much. He misses the other ninja a lot, even Pixal despite not knowing her for very long, but doesn’t want to tell Nya since again, trying to make things normal again. Nya also doesn’t let him out of the house too often, only really if she’s there to watch him.

This routine goes on for about two months, until Lloyd shows up to try and get everyone back together. And Nya.....Nya doesn’t like that.

She and Lloyd end up having a bit of a passive aggressive argument that is progressively getting louder until Kai just. Snaps.

He yells at them to stop fighting, how they’re acting so horribly and that he wished things could go back to normal, how Zane wouldn’t want this and that he’d be disappointed in them.

The two visibly flinch.

Then Kai realizes exactly what he just said and who he said it to. And he runs.

Nya and Lloyd both spend some time in silence, mulling over what Kai just said because he was right. Zane would hate what’s become of the team and how they separated.

Nya ends up being the one to break the silence, asking Lloyd where and when to meet.

When Kai doesn’t return from the woods, she ends up leaving a note before she leaves, explaining where she’s going and how she’s sorry.

Meanwhile, Kai is having a slight breakdown in a Tree Base he made years ago.

But yeah, fast forward a bit and Kai’s getting ready to sneak onto Chen’s Island, but in a slightly different way than canon. Instead he takes a slightly experimental ship that’s basically a smaller Bounty which he calls the Destiny’s Wish. Think of the comparison like a Car vs a Go Cart. Comfortably, it can fit 2 people long term, but for quick trips can carry as many as 10, but it’ll be a tight fit and the Wish might have some trouble flying.

So yeah, he’s on his own and he doesn’t arrive until a few hours before the EMs all get dropped from the plane. Shade is actually the one to find him first, but has a moment of pause since Literal Child and gives Kai enough time to kick him into a tree and run. The whole chase actually lasts about two hours but unfortunately Kai isn’t able to get back to the Wish and gets caught.

Now for the fun part :)

So all the EMs(and I do mean all because he wanted to “thank them for their contribution”) are in the throne room, their powers snatched, when Chen said aloud “But it is such a shame that we don’t have the Master of Fire, the we’d be able to complete the spell.” and for the briefest second the Ninja Fam are relieved but then Chen does a whole “SIKE, WE GOT HIM” and has some of the guards bring Kai out.

The Ninja are, understandably, freaking out. The EMs kinda are too since Child but only a little bit and it’s not personal

But then just as Chen’s about to snatch his fire, Kai starts saying how Chen cheated since Kai never got to play in a match. Chen refutes it since His Game His Rules but then Kai says that age old statement to get siblings to do Stupid Shit: “What are you, scared?”

Chen is not scared, thank you very much. And you know what, since you’re so confident fine, you now get your own challenge!

So yeah, now Kai has his own challenge.

What is it you might ask?

A vertical obstacle course with a time limit. If Kai doesn’t grab the Jade Blade, the exit closes.

Not that bad you might think. After all, Kai’s been training with the ninja for the past year, he’s probably got this in the bag.

Yeah welllllllll, a little bird told might have told Chen that a certain Master of Fire couldn’t swim.....so he uses Nya’s power to gradually fill up the room and forcing him up.

Surprise surprise, it was rigged against him. I’m talking platforms having false bottoms, ladders being oiled, high pressure water jets to knock him off, the works.

Kai is so close to making it. So close..... but Chen can’t have that happen now can he :)

So yeah, Kai ends up falling in and Nya almost drags all the EMs into the water trying to get him.

Luckily it’s at that moment Lloyd bursts in with Garmadon, frees the EMs and gets Chen’s staff. The EMs bust out and just as Nya’s about to dive in the whole thing starts draining, like an enormous whirlpool.

You see Chen actually thought ahead and realized that “hey, if the kid dies he’ll loose his power” so he made a plan that when Kai was going to fall in, he would use one of the tubes that shot water but in verse and suck him in. Luckily he was able to pull it off before the gem was smashed because if not MMM.

So yeh, Kai is now captured, but still on the island. Skylor reluctantly copies his powers(she got sort of close with Nya and this is the little brother she was gushing about), and Anacondrai happens. However, the two are able to escape, Skylor’s actually able to figure out the Summon Dragon thing, and then they head back to the main group.

Then comes the inevitable question of “how did you get here anyway?” and then Kai shows them The Wish. He actually ends up flying back with Garmadon before all the EMs learn how to Summon Dragon so they can warn people about the ensuing danger.

So yeah, they head out, the Pythor thing happens, canon then Sad because Garm still needs to do the whole sacrifice thing D:

That one hits Lloyd and Kai really hard, but they both use each other for comfort so it isn’t as bad as it could’ve been.

But yeah, this is getting long so tbc for a part 2 :DDD

#Smith swap au #kai #kai smith #nya #nya smith #ninjago #info dump

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artistic-heartbeat · 2 years

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So basically, I was scrolling through Facebook last night, and found that one really popular Fem!Papa cosplay posted in one of my groups. It inspired me to sort of design my own female front man for Ghost. And while drawing, the gears in my brain started turning in my head, and made me come up with some silly little ideas.

Here's some of my headcanons that nobody asked for.

(Note, these are more meant for an AU that my partner and I have in which Ghost never became a band, despite young Nihil's attempts, and remained a church.)

((sorry in advance for poor writing sjsjsj))

Meet Mary Benedetto, the mother of Terzo Emeritus.

-After Nihil's failed attempt at turning the ministry into a band to spread the word of Lucifer, and ultimately screwing up his relationship with Sister Imperator, Nihil fell into a deep depression. To try and help himself feel better, he ended up sleeping around with multiple women, giving him Primo and Secondo. Those relationships never were serious, but when he discovered he had eligible progeny to take over the church one day, he requested that he take custody of Primo and Secondo, which the women did gladly, not wanting to have anything to do with Nihil anymore. For the most part, he had the ghouls practically nanny his children, only advising them when he needed to make sure they knew what their futures were in the ministry.

-later down the line, when his eldest sons were in their teens, he found himself missing Sister again, and felt the need to bury these feelings by involving himself with another woman. Enter Mary, a loyal member of the church, who adored Nihil from the moment she met him during service. He found her attractive, and pursued a relationship with her, giving him his third and final son, Terzo. During her pregnancy, Nihil began regretting this relationship, knowing that no one could ever replace his one true love. Mary loved him, but knew that he would never return the feelings she had for him. However, out of a small moment of kindness and weakness, Nihil allowed Mary to remain living in the ministry among himself, his sons, and the ghouls, and she was to raise their son so he wouldn't have to. He was a busy man after all, and he had other issues to worry about.

-She stayed within the dormatories above the cathedral, raising Terzo with the help of the ghouls. Mary loved him more than she could ever love anyone, herself and Nihil included. She had a new purpose, and it was to love and care for her child, and teach him how to become a respectable man. Teaching him proper manners, how to cook, how to treat women, and that loving himself was the most important thing that he could ever do.

-While the three sons were still young, Nihil began developing major health issues, and feared what would happen to the ministry if he were to pass. His eldest son wasn't even an adult yet, and the role of Papa was not a role for any average member of the church, or even the Ghouls or Cardinals. Though he didn't necessarily see her completely fit, he consulted with Mary, informing her that if something were to happen to him, she was to take over the ministry until Primo was ready to take over, in which she would then need to step down. Mary, loving the ministry, and finding sympathy for Nihil, she reluctantly agreed, and underwent training for what she would have to do as "Papa."

-Luckily for the both of them, Nihil's health improved slightly, and death for him was no longer imminent. Years passed by, and she continued to raise Terzo, and eventually begin schooling him. Primo had taken over as Papa for a few years at this point, and was preparing to pass down the role to his younger brother Secondo. Around this time is when a familiar, suspicious, looking figure began making his way up in the ministry, becoming a Cardinal. A few years after that, Sister Imperator returned to the Ministry.

-Despite her putting up a front, Sister still had feelings for Nihil, and felt threatened by the presence of Mary within the ministry. Nihil assured her that there wasn't anything going on between the two of them anymore, and that she was just there to raise his son. He made the poor decision to joke about how Mary used to be sort of an insurance policy, which made Sister feel even more threatened.

-Over the next few months, Sister began slowly poisoning Mary, causing her to fall extremely ill. She could not risk Mary getting in the way of her plan for her son to eventually become Papa.

Terzo was extremely worried for his mother, as he had formed such a strong bond with her. In her final months alive, he took care of her to the best of his abilities, but seeing as no one other than Sister knew that she was poisoned, no care that he gave her truly helped. In the end, Mary loved her son. She didn't regret a single thing in her life, as everything led to the birth of Terzo. Her final moments were spent laying in bed, holding Terzo to her chest as he cried.

She was buried in the grave yard of the Cathedral, where Terzo visits her grave frequently, and thanks her for raising him to be who he grew into.

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