Tagged by @dithorba (thanks bud)

“Rules: shuffle your 'on repeat' playlist and post the first ten tracks, then tag ten people.”

10 songs from my “on repeat” mix on shuffle:

- patterns of behavior by smiling broadly

- Our Lady of Sorrow by My Chemical Romance

- Wth>You by Linkin Park

- I Don’t Like My Mind by Mitski

- Analog Sentimentalism by Parannoul

- More Rain by Twinkle Park

- STAR LOVE by Coaltar Of The Deepers

- Jupiter Pop by Wintermute

- Come 2 Me by Johnny Goth

- closer by awakebutstillinbed

Feels like this describes my essence very well…

Now, 10 people I’m tagging arbitrarily if you wanna join in:

@princeofouterspace @brandnewcitymp3 @lucifers-lamer-gayer-sister @trans-gothic @voidelle @raptorbricks @ghastlyglazed @albeinalms @teainthesnow @velvetcrowe

Keep it groovy, mutuals ✌🏽 XOXO

I’ve noticed I’ve been tagged in some things and I promise I’m not ignoring you, I’m just away on holiday and will be returning tomorrow! Hopefully when I’m back on my laptop I can properly check my notifications and block any bots that followed me while I was away >.<

I’ll never get over that it took just one strangers small moment of kindness to change Xie Lians path. All of the suffering he went through, all of the despair, the disillusionment, all not forgotten or even forgiven, but reconciled. All because one person, not Hua Cheng, not family, not his ex friends, not his people, reached back to him when he’d been starting to lower his own hand in defeat. It’s possibly my favorite and most meaningful part of TGCF for me, because for me it stops being about these two guys who were meant for each other and were impossibly lucky enough to have found each other, and becomes a story about a person who had lost his way in his world so thoroughly that he lost himself, only to be found and put back on his feet by that same world that he mourned so terribly. His world stops being a concept of scale of numbers, black and white, good and bad, and becomes about the individual. What he can do to help individuals, the connections he can make with them. Their histories, their names, their faces. Inside each person is it’s own world. He’d been knocked off his pedestal, and the fall hurt to the point of breaking. But now that he’s risen to his feet, he’s able to look all these people in the eye, and they’re so much taller than he’d seen before.

EVERMORE by taylor swift (feat. bon iver) — “and i was catching my breath, floors of a cabin creaking under my step. and i couldn’t be sure, i had a feeling so peculiar, this pain wouldn’t be forevermore.”

my #swiftiegiftexchange2024 for @lovesickallovermybed!!!! 🫶🏽🫶🏽

Really sorry guys but I’m all out of forehead kisses today😔

All I’ve got instead is mentally cradling your face and resting our foreheads together and reminding you that you are good, that you deserve love and kindness, that you’re welcome here, that i care about you and i hope you’re doing okay

Yeah sorry idk if that makes up for it….sorry for the inconvenience….

Tagged by @odeblr to catify myself! Thanks for the tag!!!

I give extreme orange cat vibes. I am very stupid, and I joke that my younger sibling has the braincell all the time. I actually wear glasses! And Halloween is my fav holiday so we had to add Halloween deco.

Tagging (no pressure): @loveable-sea-lemon @haahka @boysbeloving @we-survive-endlessly @rainknow @staticmonster999

Since all the eggs seem to have been left in lab rat kindergarten im willing to bet that they won’t be there on saturday/the first couple days back(sans pomme and richas)

which is a good reason to explain why not all the eggs are present when the islanders ‘wake up’ if the admins aren’t available to log on and/or they need all hands on deck the first couple days to play npcs or do behind the scenes work

however thinking about the in-story implications of this. which are straight up fucked. you break out of jail escaping some manner of horrible torture and think you’re safe and free but in reality your jailer always had the ability to just teleport to your “safe” room and take away your children while you slept.

hi my beloveds. this is a heartpascal life update! and it’s a nasty one :’)

so i had to say goodbye to my dog today, which, as some of you can probably imagine, fucking sucked. me and my family r honestly devastated but i know he’s not suffering anymore and that helps (somewhat). but yeah. it’s fucking rough as hell and i am very very sad. this dog has been with me for the past 10 years of my life (which is over half of it… so a long time!) and i couldn’t have loved him any more. i’ll love him forever. and i’ll be missing him that long too.

i got no idea where i am rn so either i am going to be comfort writing at some point or am going to be on a bit of a break. i’m not sure which yet, but as soon as i know, you’ll know.

i love you all. and if you have any pets, give them some extra love for me <3

whenever someone’s tired or wants to quit you so often hear “don’t give up!” or “you can get through this!” or “i know you will overcome this!”

but what if i can’t? what then? what if i give up? what happens then? what if i can’t keep going? what if i can’t keep “hanging in there?” tell me, what on earth do i do then? i don’t think i can continue on like this. everything hurts too much. they always have an answer, but what can they say then? am i still worthy of care? am i still worthy of attention, of love? what if i lose this battle? what if i give up? please tell me what happens then? can i bear it? can the world bear it?

I’ve had like the worst week in my entire life, and I can just imagine Hotch comforting reader and just making sure she knows she’s loved. Man I wish I had that :( I feel like he would be so SO cuddly and just like constantly checking in reader to make sure she’s actually okay.

posting this as an emergency before the week ends so it’s on time 💗💗 i’m so sorry you haven’t been okay, sweets :(( i hope it gets better for you super super soon and that as soon as monday comes good things are back in your life <33

listen. you are important to aaron. which means that he worries about you constantly. it matters so much to him that you’re okay, that you’re happy. so he always makes sure you are!

when he’s away for work you get a text from him every half an hour, even if it’s just a heart emoji, that you’ve shown him how to use! or maybe a quick “i love you” or “missing you like crazy”. anything to show you that you’re on his mind!

and when he finds time to call you, he is so so soooo sweet. he calls you sooo many pet names and his voice gets all soft and he tells you about how much he misses you and how he’s going to hold you all night long 🥺🥺🥹🥹💗🫠

and when he’s at home he’s aaaaall over you <33 when he knows you’re not doing okay he holds you so you can maybe cry in his arms, or talk…or you can just be quiet and he rubs your back and kisses the top of your head 🥺

he tells you that everything is going to be okay. that you’re never alone because he’s always gonna be right there to protect you and love you 🥹 forever 🥺🥺💖

he makes sure you eat well!! and that you’re hydrated! he will cook for you and bring you water or your vitamins or he’ll make you some nice tea or coffee! anything you want!! :))

and ohhh the cuddles!!! <3333 you’re attached to him the whole time, he literally gives you no other choice. he wants you there. and you just snuggle into his neck and smell him and kiss him and everything is just…better. it’s safe there. you know you’ll be okay because he’s got you!

he makes sure you know that no matter how awful everything feels at the moment, it’s not forever! because good things will come again! and you’re gonna be happy and you’re gonna be smiling again! and he’s gonna be there every time, for every smile or tear, you’re never gonna be alone, he’ll be right there by your side <33

is it gay to be so overwhelmed with emotions by thinking about someone you care about so much you almost want to pick up writing again

only way i got through the day was hallucinating megumi beside me the entire time

if you’re an atheist who spends their day telling religious people they’re lesser somehow for being religious, I hate you and I hope you have a horrible day.

it is,,, my birthday,,,,

Imagine trusting a man enough to let yourself be the perfect ✨passenger seat princess✨ at least 98% of the time.

Wonder what that’s like…

Did you stretch today?