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heartpascal · 2 months

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Your platonic Joel fanfics feel a lil treat. Your spoiling us 🤭🤭

🤭 i am glad i can be of service!!!! i may .. perhaps .. have another lil treat in store for yall!

its a joel & daughter!reader fic! it’s about 8K words!! joel and reader barely interact tho 😭 maybe i could write a part two one day (it is entirely angst and has some heavy shit fr)

#heartpascal says #YALL DECIDE FOR ME PLEASE #i shall give a week on the poll but i usually decide within a couple days 😭 i just like seeing <3 #also polls r so scary bc idk if ANYBODY will vote #anyways #LET ME KNOW YALL

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joelsgu4tar · 8 days

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JOEL MILLER FIC RECS

⇾ 18+ minors DNI, read at your own risk! ⇽

an appreciation to all my favourite writers out there you deserve all the love <3

Series

— Something To Fight For by @auteurdelabre | After a disastrous blind date you decide to stay away from the miserable Joel Miller forever...

— I Know Who You Are by @punkshort | A fall on patrol causes you to lose your long-term memory, forgetting the identities of your friends and loved ones. You have to learn all over again how to survive in a post-apocalyptic world, and you learn things about yourself along the way.

— The One You Need by @loliwrites | When you move into town hellbent on keeping everyone at arm’s length, your neighbour Joel finds his way into your life.

— By The Grit Of Sandpaper by @penvisions | An offhand comment from you inspires Joel to branch out and create helpful kitchen wares. And it seems everyone has been gifted one from him, except for you. It makes you rethink the casual friendship you had developed...

— I Wanna Be Your Lover by @shellshocklove | Miserable after losing your job, your friend drags you out to a club to dance away your sadness. on the dancefloor, you meet a handsome stranger, who then whisks you away into his fantasy world as his assistant for his porn career. what happens when the lines get blurred?

— If The Door Wasn't Shut by @heartpascal | months of travelling with Joel and Ellie come crashing down on you, the fear is suffocating.

— Stay In Bed by @psychedelic-ink | After your grandfather’s passing, you find yourself moving into his home in Texas. You meet the Millers; Tommy, his older brother Joel and his daughter Sarah. With time, you and Tommy become close friends and Sarah visits you often. But Joel…Joel keeps his distance.

— That's A Real Fucking Legacy by @wyn-n-tonic | When Tommy disappears in search of a better life with a promise to come back for you, his years of absence and the grief it leaves behind drives you and his brother closer together until the man you're sharing a bed and starting a family with is Joel Miller and not the one you always thought it would be.

One-Shots

— No Time To Die by @davosmymaster | The main difficulty of being Joel’s closest friend is not falling in love with him, but you still do. Those feelings are buried until you join him on a mission to trade supplies with Bill and Frank. With your life now hanging by a thread, Joel is determined to get you to safety, but the clock is ticking faster than he can run.

— White Lies by @poeticpascal | Joel would do anything for you. He does anything for you. And he makes sure you don't know a thing.

— Saying Thanks by @vivwritescrappythings | Joel is your grumpy patrol partner who doesn’t even talk to you in the streets of Jackson. But one night a man grabs your arm at the Tipsy Bison, and Joel’s decided he doesn’t like it.

— Soft & Sweet by @cavillscurls | You share your first kiss with the last man you ever expected: your older, grouchy, overly protective patrol partner, Joel Miller.

— Who We Are by @gracieheartspedro | Being stuck on the road with an older guy you've been crushing on for ages won't be so bad, right? wrong. because he's been pining after you, too. and one of you will have to give in eventually.

— Warm Me Up by @tightjeansjavi | While on patrol, you and Joel find yourselves caught in a treacherous snowstorm.

— Love In the Time Of Cordyceps by @sameheart-sameblood | When the world ends, you promise you'll never love again. Joel Miller makes that rule hard to stick to.

— Puppy Love by @absurdthirst | You always follow Joel Miller around, you've got his back. You're in love with him. Putting up with Tess's nickname of puppy dog, you don't realize that Joel feels for you until the end.

— Light The Flame by @yeollie-plz | Your mom moves the two of you back to Texas and attempts to reignite an old flame. What will happen when she learns his candle now burns for you?

— Best I Ever Had by @endlessthxxghts | Someone tries to hit on you on your night out with Joel, insulting your man in the process, and oh you don't like that. You blow off some steam in more ways than one.

— Make A Move On Me by @freelancearsonist | You've been teasing Joel every day since he started remodelling construction on your house. He finally works up the courage to do something about it - but not in the way you expect him to.

— Fire Walk by @motherofagony | A chance encounter at a motel has you crossing paths with a stranger in a blue t-shirt.

— Cry Baby by @psychedelic-ink | bodies have been dropping left and right in the most brutal ways in Jackson. As the relentless wave of deaths continues, your mind becomes increasingly restless. however, you find a sense of comfort and solace in the presence of Joel. who might be hiding secrets of his own.

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fxllfaiiry · 1 year

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「 ಌ 𝐉𝐎𝐄𝐋 𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐑 𝐅𝐈𝐂 𝐑𝐄𝐂𝐒 」

✰ fair trade - @wndalovebot

✰ sleeping bag - @quin-ns

✰ small favors - @grippingbeskar

✰ weakness - @cevansgoatee

✰ save a horse, ride a cowboy - @mandoalorian

✰ one bed - @frannyzooey

✰ too close - @foli-vora

✰ blushing - @talaok

✰ where you belong - @lavendertales

✰ this fic <3 - @forever-rogue

✰ pistol - @cosmictheo

✰ you’re my purpose - @mellowsaturns

✰ radio static - @/foli-vora

✰ good thing - @pedros-mustache

✰ sweet, sweet sugar - @unrefinedmusings

✰ not a thing - @/cevansgoatee

✰ for you, anything - @/mellowsaturns

✰ clean sheet - @egcdeath

✰ grumpy x sunshine <3 - @luveline

✰ no time to die - @davosmymaster

✰ not-so formal introduction - @guess-my-next-obsession

✰ say you love me - @thot-of-khonshu

✰ pulling away - @yesimwriting

✰ touch starved!joel - @/luveline

✰ I'm right here - @orangevtae

✰ darlin' - @charnelhouse

✰ blood in the cut - @wheresarizona

✰ love in the time of cordyceps - @sameheart-sameblood

✰ singing in the shower - @sunflowersteves

✰ a way to quiet the mind - @inlovewithquestionablecharacters

✰ this blurb - @anchoeritic

✰ the crooked kind - @heartpascal

✰ i lied - @flightlessangelwings

#joel miller x reader #joel miller #the last of us #pedro pascal x reader #pedro pascal #joel miller smut #joel miller x you #ellie williams #joel miller x y/n #the last of us fanfic #joel miller fluff

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ohjoelmiller · 1 year

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joel miller fic recs vol. 2 ✯

⇾ 18+ minors dni, read at your own risk! ⇽

happy reading and enjoy! thank u writers we ❥ u!

previous ⇾ vol. 1

series ✰

come home — by @imtryingmybeskar

the hawk and the canary — by @dino-fart

confused warmth — by @rise-my-angel

daughter’s best friend — by @coolgrl111

texas sun — by @from-the-clouds

my bestfriend — by @mannaima

mrs. miller — by @fantasyqueen502

the stable girl — by @guess-my-next-obsession

fallacy: reject me, i get it— by @cherry-clafoutis

the beginning of us — by @companionjones

one-shots ☆

i’m right here — by @orangevtae

morning, darlin’ — by @mandoalorian

dinner date — by @juletheghoul

running free — by @aphroditesmoon

lucky & pt.2 — by cherry-clafoutis

not a thing — by @cevansgoatee

for you, anything — by @mellowsaturns

say you love me — by @thot-of-khonshu

i won’t let go — by @youlightmeupfinn

untitled — by @forever-rogue

fears — by @nonexistent-introvert

blushing — by @talaok

warmth — by youlightmeupfinn

what comes after — by @jobean12-blog

gift (giving) — by @inklore

maybe now — by @supernaturalgirl20

tricks of the trade — by @mypoisonedvine

connected together — by @flightlessangelwings

these burdens we carry — by @thedgeoftheuniverse

if he wanted to — by @sl-ut

in the dead of night — by @egcdeath

love in the time of cordyceps — by @sameheart-sameblood

from eden — by @nexusnyx

religion's in your lips — by @millersdjarin

safe and sound — by @disturbedbeautywrites

it's chemical that make me cling to you — by @cockslutpadalecki

perilous companion — by rise-my-angel

short days, long nights — by @frannyzooey

us against the world — by @ynscrazylife

after the end of the world — by @narcosfanficworld-blog

gone soft — by @blathannabeaga

weakness — by @cevansgoatee

the price of a life — by @criticallyacclaimedstranger

a way to quiet the mind — by @inlovewithquestionablecharacters

seeing joel again — by @imamotherfuckingstar-lord

late spring — by @heartpascal

save a horse, ride a cowboy — by @mandoalorian

the gold — by heartpascal

i never stopped loving you — by @musings-of-a-rose

never enough — by @joels6string

mini pedro pascal fic rec list ✫

the seat filler — by @whiskeyncoke-redux

(series) wildest dreams — by @i-magines

sunflower — by @writersblog20

strawberries & champagne — by youlightmeupfinn

papi — by @missbabyjay

#fic rec lists #joel miller smut #joel miller x you #joel miller imagine #pedro pascal x you #joel miller #joel miller x reader #pedro pascal smut #joel miller one shot #joel miller angst #joel miller fluff #joel miller x y/n #joel miller x f!reader #pedro pascal imagine #pedro pascal x reader #pedro pascal #pedro pascal fanfiction

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shortbk · 7 months

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Joel/Pedro/Javier Peña Angst Recs

Hey! So this is my first ever post where there’s a lot to say (lol). BUTT I wanted to share this awesome list of angst bc I am and always will be craving it. These are some of my favorite ones that just hit the spot. Also please go give all of these writers a follow and leave a lovely message if you can bc they are great and have worked pretty hard on these fics. Thanks!!

Joel Miller

Character Development : @just-some-random-blogger

Breaking Up Slowly (series) : @guess-my-next-obsession

Joelxreader : @simoncowellstit

The Great War (series) : @stylesispunk

Joelxreader : @forever-rogue

If the Door Wasn’t Shut (series) : @heartpascal

Keep Your Eyes on Me : @mgparker

What About Me : @pedrosbestie

Same Old, Same Old : @guess-my-next-obsession

Do You Want Me or Do You Not? : @mylostloversbookmarks

All My Faith : @heartpascal

Chasing (series) : @pedropascal-whore

Say Something (series) : @toxic-seduction

Hug Me : @nonexistent-introvert

Joelxreader : @joelslastofus

It’s You, It’s All for You : @delreykenn-punk

Unforgivable Mistake (series) : @lionlena

Selfish : @awxcoffeexno

Break Beneath the Weight : @heartpascal

Call My Name : @toxic-seduction

Meet at Our Spot (series) : @addictedtotlou

You Don’t Look At Me (series) : @sunshineshobi18

Pedro Pascal

Betrayed (series) : @creedslove

Wildest Dreams (series) : @i-magines

Time to Move On : @malopascal

Caged in Pain : @plussizeappreciationfics

My Guy, My Angel : @avenging-fandoms

The Last Goodbye : @pinchofhoney

Arrangement : @pedge-stuff

We Don’t Love Each Other (series) : @lionlena

Afterglow (series) : @urf1lterr

Shame (series) : @imaginesbymonika

The One Where Pedro Breaks Your Heart : @creedslove

Javier Peña

Deserve It (series) : @creedslove

Agent Whiskey

Heartless (series) : @creedslove

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And as you can see I have some favorites *cough* *cough* Mari and heart pascal❤️

(But srs thank you to all of the writers in here that break my heart in the best way!! Keep going you’re doing great sweetie!)

#pedro pascal #pedro pascal angst #pedro x reader #joel miller #javier peña #agent whiskey #joel miller x reader #joel miller angst

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bellaramseysbitch · 10 months

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Dear Author,

I wanted to say thank you so much for providing me with tears of happiness and sadness. You're such an amazing person, and when I get notifications that you posted, I genuinely smile. I hope you realize how happy you make so many people, and I just wanted to show my appreciation for you. 🫶🏾🫶🏾 Please don't forget to put yourself first. You're not a machine, and sometimes people can (be assholes) not appreciate you as much as they should despite how much you do for them, so don't hesitate to take a break if needed. Anywho, I wanted to let you know that you're loved and appreciated if not by anyone else by me.

Okay, bye!! 👋🏾

@angelelliee @absgay @astro-ellie @alt-vera @amhrosina @booppooo @buckymorelikefuckme @bigpinkcolalips @brekkers-desigirl @butterflykissiies @catsfor2 @chvoswxtch @chrisevansredbelt @elsweetheart @elliewlums @elliesflower @forever-rogue @from-the-clouds @frvnkcastles @ftcwriting @fuckyeahpedropascal @girleavinghell @grippingbeskar @guess-my-next-obsession @heartpascal @hope-drunk @imperatorkhaleesi @juletheghoul @moodywyrm @millersaurora @marauders-whoreslut @ohcaptains @ohraicodoll @ownedbyfictionalwomen @psychedelic-ink @pedrito-friskito @soft-and-lush @sillyblues @sweetdollly @supernaturalgirl20 @sl-ut @tightjeansjavi @theendofevangelionn @whore-era @whatwouldsylwrite

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itevilhag · 24 days

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ok ok I had an idea for a story about Joel Miller: in his journey he meets a young girl (a bit like Ellie) who he takes under his wing and everything, he is cold and distant at the beginning because he doesn't want to get too attached to the reader (since he was traumatized by Sarah's death, BUT also the disappearance of his second daughter, we imagine). After months of coldness between them Joel begins to get closer to the reader, and because of a sign or something she says he realizes that it is his missing daughter. I don't know if it's very clear, in any case thank you I love your stories!!

helloooooo anon!💗

This sounds like a very lovely request but I don't think i can write it😭 I'm not really into writing right now. The last tlou fic i wrote was a year ago and i haven't written anything since, but there is a fic by @heartpascal called "I was born waiting" that i can recommend that is maybe similar to this request AND IT IS VERY GOOD.

I'M SORRY THAT I COULDN'T WRITE THIS FOR YOU, ANON

#evilhag answers #askssss #the last of us fanfiction

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heartpascal · 7 months

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just read through a half written fic from back in APRIL???? made myself kinda sad tbh. and goddamn why did i not finish this!!!!!

one of my fav lines from it: He was terrified, suddenly, that you would die down there, alone, whilst he was upstairs looking for the very thing that might just save your life.

dare i try to continue it? it was a request too oml 😭

#heartpascal says #not sure where exactly i was going with this #but am i ever #aka izzy never plans fics EVER #(maybe i should start?? make my life easier when i inevitably stop writing these fics and wanna pick them up months later??)#hmmm #something to think about perhaps

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heartpascal · 3 months

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your “if the door wasn’t shut” series seriously like altered my brain chemistry.. i read it when you first posted it and waited for each update before the entire thing was posted. it is now the only fic that i go back and reread in it’s entirety like once a month. seriously you are so talented and i know people message about it all the time but i just had to let you know again - your talent for writing is unreal

stop it rn I LOVE NICE ASKS 😭 you cannot tell em something i wrote changed your brain chemistry and expect me to be normal about it!!!!!!!!! thank you sm for reading ONCE let alone rereading :’) this is still surreal to me btw and i did in fact tell the loml my bff about this the moment i saw it. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!!

that series is so <3 to me. idk. it was the most invested i had ever been in something i had written myself and this is so so validating. thank you for reading and sending this ask and for your compliments :’) you are too kind!!!!

#heartpascal says #this is such a fucking lovely ask i cannot tell you #nothing like a beloved tumblr anon to inflate my ego omg????????#no but genuinely this was so so lovely to see #i am sobbing and screaming and crying #i don’t think i ever could’ve finished that series without y’all’s support so THANK YOU!!!!#love you sm anon

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heartpascal · 4 months

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just found a fic i was working on early last year. it is unfinished. but it is already ELEVEN THOUSAND WORDS. idk what i was on when i first started out here bc how was i writing all that 😭

its series based and i got up to episode five. which is just insane to me. idk if im gonna continue it but DAMN

#heartpascal says #jfc yall #it’d be cool to finish it but like #idk if i CAN #and if i try god knows how long its gonna end up being #ill consider it tho #maybe #(it’s angsty as fuck idek where it was going)

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heartpascal · 1 year

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[SPOILERS FOR TLOU PT2]

so i was listening to "the other side" by ruelle and "wait for it" by leslie odom jr. and had this depressing thought regarding that maybe bonus scene of "if the door wasn't shut" series but like- what if it was reader who abby kills instead of joel? hear me out but- joel killed her father right? and probably made her go through sm pain and grief right? so what if somehow she finds out how much reader means to joel.

"did we ever see it coming?

will we ever let it go?"

and blinded by her need for revenge, she 🏌️ the reader instead, wanting joel to feel the same pain and grief she feels and twists the knife even deeper saying that her death is on him. the reader who didn't even go with them and had no idea what even happened in that hospital and absolutely had no part of it was killed because of him. that her death will be on his conscience. she was just someone who was caught in the crossfire because of her relations with joel and ellie.

"i don't want to lose part of me,

will i recover?"

and joel, ellie, and tommy just watches her get 🏌️ by abby. i'm- IMAGINE THE PAIN TOMMY AND MARIA WILL GO THROUGH 😭😭😭😭 reader whom they basically raised as their own just gets killed just like that 😭 maria gonna lose another child 😭 AND READER'S SHOP IS JUST BURIED IN FLOWERS 😭😭😭

"i don't want to know what it's like to live without you,

don't want to know the other side of a world without you."

what's even more depressing is that she's still young and still had a life ahead of her and it's just cut short because the world is cruel just like that. (especially in the tlou universe cough)

"death doesn't discriminate,

between the sinners and the saints,

it takes and it takes and it takes."

and joel just breaking and wondering why he's still when so many people that he has know and cared and loved has left him (i'm going for the sarah's mom left route and tommy leaving joel to join the fireflies) or died (sarah, tess, bill, frank, sam, henry, and now reader) AND WHAT IF THEY JUST MADE UP TOO?!?! I CAN'T- 😭😭😭

"(and we keep living anyway),

we rise (and we fall),

we fall (and we break),

(and we make our mistakes),

and if there's a reason i'm still alive,

when so many have died."

might go back to this if ive thought of even more but for now i'm ending this here and gonna cry about it 😭😭

THE LAST OF US PART 2 SPOILERS!

howl you have HURT me with this one. so badly. my heart hurts. i’m gonna add my thoughts hope this is ok <3

FIRST. LETS TALK ABOUT THE SONGS. especially the other side by ruelle?? HELLO??? “i don’t want to leave here without you” …. stop it. i’m in so much pain. “i don’t want to know what it’s like to live without you” SCREAMING. this hurts me so much and it fits for all of the characters AND AND “i don’t want to know who we are without each other” i cant do this today howl i really cant. it’s interchangeable between the scenarios as well i-

“and if there’s a reason i’m still alive when everyone who loves me has died” stop. i’m gonna cry and shout and sob and yell.

lets think about this scenario, shall we?

warning: graphic content, death, weapons, blood, canon-typical, grief, aftermath of r dying. you should know what’s happened if you’ve come past the keep reading thingy. pls read at your own risk <3 its not written as a proper fic/drabble (although there’s an idea) but still, be careful of the content you consume !!!!

lets say that reader and jesse were partnered up to take joel and tommy off of patrol. lets say that reader is fucking terrified when the miller bros don’t show up. lets say that jesse agrees to go and find dina and ellie while reader goes ahead to look for joel and tommy, fearing the worst.

lets say reader hears that gunshot, and rushes in, guns blazing. lets say she shoots owen in the shoulder when she pushes the door open, because he’s the first person she sees. lets say manny takes her down, gets her gun off of her, while joel is yelling as he realises who it is.

lets say joel is yelling, “get your hands off of her” and “don’t you touch her” while the others hold him down, tommy already knocked flat out. lets say abby is stood there, looking between you baring your teeth as you’re held down by manny and joel yelling for you. lets say she’s angry, she’s angrier than she’s ever been. lets say that she looks at you and sees herself, and she looks to joel only to see what he took from her.

lets say reader is looking at joel, at his leg that’s almost beyond saving, lets say reader is praying that jesse, dina and ellie are quick. she’s sure that if they got here soon, the four of you could get the upper hand. joel would be okay, if only the others were quick.

lets say abby looks at joel one more time, and spits “move him”, and she looks to reader while the others pull joel away, while he’s kicking and screaming the whole way.

lets say they pull reader over towards the wall, all looking at abby nervously.

lets say when she swings at reader’s head the first time, she’s still struggling, looking over to joel as one of the group hits him across the head with their gun. lets say the second time, she goes down, and they don’t need to hold reader against the wall anymore.

“don’t,” reader would say, “please, i-” lets say abby hitting her again would cut anything else off, and some of the group have to rush to the door when it opens, and reader blinks bleary eyes over to see ellie, and almost sighs with relief until she’s taken down.

lets say reader waits, vision swimming, to hear or maybe see jesse and dina come through the doorway, guns blazing. lets say reader tries not to cry when they don’t come.

“stop it! she had nothing to do with this” ellie would say, despite not knowing why the group was here, why they were doing this. “i’ll kill you, i’ll fucking kill you! stop,” she would be begging, pleading, as they hold her head against the floor, lets say she’d try and pull away, try and get to reader as abby would swing again.

lets say joel hears ellie scream as he starts to wake up, his first and only image being reader with her face covered in blood and- they hit him across the head again, and he’s out.

lets say jesse and dina come, and dina almost doesn’t shout for jesse to come down. lets say jesse almost passes out when he pushes the wooden door open. lets say that he shouts, and he’s on his knees beside reader in a second, not touching, hands just hovering, and lets say he doesn’t know what to do. lets say he holds in his tears as he turns to where tommy is blinking into consciousness. lets say he blocks the man’s view of you until he’s pushed aside.

lets not say how joel is unresponsive when he wakes up, even though dina had pulled a sheet to cover the sight in front of him, lets not say that none of them can get him to speak even when they pull him up, on his half-fucked leg, tourniquet wrapped around his thigh from the very group who had-

here’s what we shouldn’t think about this situation!

lets not think about tommy having to go home to maria, to his son, and look her in the face to tell her what happened. lets not think about maria demanding to see reader, demanding for someone to tell her it’s not fucking true.

lets not think about how joel can’t be there when reader is buried, stuck in the infirmary, because he’s alive. he’s alive and reader isn’t. lets not think about that.

lets not think about how jesse would blame himself, would never forgive himself for letting her go searching alone, how he would carry that blame forever.

lets not think about ellie sitting in reader’s shop, looking at the clay reader had set out that morning, ready for when she’d be home later on in the evening. lets not think about all the flowers that would be laying outside of the shop, obscuring ellie’s view out of the windows.

lets not think about tommy leaving maria when she needed him most.

lets not think about ellie and dina going after him.

lets not think about joel, finally being let out of the infirmary, heading back to Rancher Street, not knowing what else to do. lets not think about joel being completely despondent, about him finding the mug that reader had made sat on the counter from the coffee he’d had in it just before he had gone on patrol.

lets not think about joel finding out his whole family has gone to avenge reader, when its his fault she’s gone. lets not think about him limping to the stables, demanding to go after them. lets not think about jesse helping him sneak away.

lets not think actually.

(i could add more to this. expand on other things that could happen in this situation. but. i’m sad. i will if yall want tho >:])

#heartpascal says #tlou part 2 spoilers #tlou part 2 #tlou2 spoilers #the last of us part 2 spoilers #the last of us part ii spoilers #the last of us part two spoilers #the last of us 2 spoilers #tlou part two spoilers #tlou part ii spoilers #tlou part two #tlou2 #can you tell i’m trying to be thorough #PLEASE #howl <3 #tlou 2 spoilers #tlou 2 #tlou spoilers #the last of us spoilers

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heartpascal · 9 months

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guys i am happy to report I GOT THE GRADES!!! passed my a levels!!!

#heartpascal says #the life updates have been going crazy recently smh #BUT YEAH #I AM GOING TO UNI IN SEPTEMBER 😰

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heartpascal · 10 months

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hi my beloveds. this is a heartpascal life update! and it’s a nasty one :’)

so i had to say goodbye to my dog today, which, as some of you can probably imagine, fucking sucked. me and my family r honestly devastated but i know he’s not suffering anymore and that helps (somewhat). but yeah. it’s fucking rough as hell and i am very very sad. this dog has been with me for the past 10 years of my life (which is over half of it… so a long time!) and i couldn’t have loved him any more. i’ll love him forever. and i’ll be missing him that long too.

i got no idea where i am rn so either i am going to be comfort writing at some point or am going to be on a bit of a break. i’m not sure which yet, but as soon as i know, you’ll know.

i love you all. and if you have any pets, give them some extra love for me <3

#heartpascal says #life update for you guys #cw pet death #tw pet death #just for any of you that wanna avoid seeing this (which i would totally understand)#so this is what’s going on in my life rn #i’m sending you all love #i hope you’re all doing okay #but yeah #i hope to have an update for you all soon but erm. who knows!

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Wheeree havee you BEEEN😭😭

yallllll it has been a crazy time truly!!! but i am still here i swear 😰 and still writing! kinda! its just slow going!!! i will post something soon i promise 😭 (although camilla if you see this i will not be posting anything look away) honestly though i miss my blog i miss writing for you guys 😔 soon. i will post something soon.

#heartpascal says #life has been insane i apologise #also camilla is my beloved friend who has discovered my blog 😔#so hi camilla if you ever see this!#i have been struggling to find the time to write honestly!!!#between uni and working over christmas and all sorts of other things #idk #BUT SOMETHING WILL BE POSTED SOON #JUST FOR YOU #faceache111

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heartpascal · 4 months

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guys i have actually been doing some writing recently but i’ve only written 117/1,500 words of an essay due on wednesday so um. it’s gonna be a bit of a wait!!!

but in the new year i will be posting something. at some point. in january for sure.

and maybe (if i can actually write something worthwhile) i’ll post in feb as a lil anniversary type thing!!! that’s about the time i got really into writing so :’)

#heartpascal says #we shall see #feeling exposed on here now that the loml camilla has found my tumblr #BUT ALAS #WE THRIVE #and i have nothing to be ashamed of so all is well #ANYWAY #i really will be trying to get some writing out next year #i swear it #i do miss writing #life has just been. crazy #passing me by if you will #going far too quickly

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me pulling up to your account whenever the slightest inconvenience happens to read every single joel fic

HELP. i cannot tell you how much of a laugh and giggle i had at this image. and you have got me kicking my feet rn you are so kind. i am glad the fics can be of use to you!!! i am truly honoured 🫶

hoping to have something out in the near future for you guys (but mostly you bc of this ask specifically). sending you sm love.

#heartpascal says #ackermanbitch #you are the loml REAL #you are too kind #too nice #this image will never fail to be so real and true to me #also #me coming to write fanfiction when any minor inconvenience occurs #(aka me starting a zillion fics and never finishing any of them)#SLAY ILY I HOPE YOU ARE WELL #i am sorry for the inconveniences that send you my way #but i am glad you are here <3

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