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bazlk · 1 year
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just take him
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i can’t help but see the double meaning in ellie’s words. i feel like it’s probably obvious. literally, she’s telling abby to take lev.
but she also has flashbacks to joel right before she lets go of abby and stops drowning her. him playing the guitar on the porch. the last time she saw him before watching him die.
so when she says “just take him”, i also hear “just take joel”. she’s done fighting, she’s done with this whole revenge plot, she knows that killing abby isn’t going to bring joel back, she’s known it the whole time but she’s hit rock bottom now.
just take him. he’s gone and he isn’t coming back. you won.
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trulybetty · 2 months
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honey, I won't be home.
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pairing: jackson!joel x reader word count: 1,712 warnings: tlou2 spoilers, angst, mentions of a wound, mentions of blood, neither in graphic detail, bee stings, mention of alcohol, no descriptions of reader, use of a nickname, no y/n estimated reading time: 9 minutes summary: ellie arrives at your door with news that turns your world upside down ao3: linked
a/n: I went back for a rewatch of tlou2 play through for research and ended back in my jackson!joel feelings and leaning into what I want to write as opposed to trying to make other things work and this was the result. if you want to read it in relation to Drip you could read them as the same reader.
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honey, I won't be home.
It was early evening, you were drying dishes when the first shouts could be heard through Jackson. The glass in your hand slipped out of your wet fingers, hit the lip of the sink. The crack of glass on ceramic sounded like a shotgun in the quiet of the kitchen while the screams and shouts from outside echoed. Your attention torn you reached into the sink and recoiled instantly when the bite of cut glass hit your open palm. 
“Son of a bitch,” you hissed as you pulled your hand back, the soapy water already turning pink, the gash on your hand hard to see for the blood muddled with the watery suds. 
As you rinsed off the soap and inspected the wound, you winced at the sight of the jagged cut as the metallic tang of blood tickled your nose. Your eyes darted around for a clean dishcloth, panic at your heels for both the open wound on your hand, and for whatever it was going on outside as the shouting sounded like it was getting closer. 
Just as you found a dishcloth there was a booming knock at the door. 
“Dammit,” you cursed again as you wrapped your hand with the cloth you’d just been using, wishing you could have found a clean one. But the shouts were coming from behind the door now and with the continuous banging of the door, it felt like if you didn’t let them in they’d knock the door down. 
“For Christ's sake,” you muttered as you unlocked the door swinging it open, half expecting to see Joel there sheepish for being gone so long for the patrol he’d left in the early hours for and then for forgetting his key again. 
But instead, it was Ellie. 
Maria was at the bottom of the steps, frozen in a shout she’d been poised to let out at Ellie, but with your arrival, she’d fallen silent. 
You looked at Ellie, her face pale and bruises blooming at the side of her face, her lip split. If it weren’t for your hand wrapped tightly in the damp dishcloth pressed against your chest coupled with the intensity of the moment, you would have reached out to take her face in your hands to inspect her injuries. 
The usual spark in her eyes was gone, left was just a hollow emptiness that seemed to age her beyond her years. You looked down to the bottom of the steps, Maria, usually the picture of authority and composure within Jackson stood as a silent sentinel, her expression unreadable and her eyes avoiding yours.
“Honey,” Ellie’s voice cracked.
You still inwardly cringed still at the nickname all these years later. You wished you’d adopted it through a means of a term of endearment, something sweet bestowed upon you as the name suggested.
Eugene had christened you with the name years ago. You’d tried to remove a beehive from a property being prepared for new residents. You’d thought the hive was dried and inactive, but no — you were wrong. In the process of trying to remove it, you’d been stung multiple times, earning you a painful trip to the infirmary.
Then, that night, under the dim lights of the Tipsy Bison Eugene’s deep voice had carried over the general chatter as he regaled the tale. The clink of glasses and laughter had echoed around you as you sat centre of unwanted attention. Eugene had raised a glass of whiskey, sweetened with his prized honey salvaged from the hive, and toasted to you with a mischievous glint in his eye, using the new nickname he’d bestowed upon you.
It was also the night you’d first met Joel.
Your heart, already racing from the accident in the kitchen, now threatened to beat out of your chest. Your throat felt tight and your mind was swimming with possibilities of what the tension between Ellie and Maria meant, what the shouting before you opened the door was about. Then came your sudden realization that Joel should have been back from patrol with Tommy by now, especially if Ellie was back.
It all accumulated in a fear so intense, that it was nearly paralyzing.
“Ellie,” you spoke cautiously, breaking the heavy silence. It took a moment or two to control your breathing with the new weight that sat on your chest, so heavy it threatened to have you on your knees, “Ellie,” you said again, your voice strained and barely above a whisper, “what’s happening?” the weight was crushing, the tension in your body only serving to keep you on your feet, “Where’s Joel?”
Ellie’s tear-rimmed eyes looked up at you, she looked as if she was carrying all the weight in the world. For a brief moment, you mourned the childhood she should have had. That she shouldn’t be outside of the walls of Jackson on patrol, that she shouldn’t have witnessed the things she had in her short eighteen years. 
“Joel,” she started, her voice a volatile cocktail of grief and anger and you felt the heckles of panic at your heels again, working their way up to your chest, the moment stretched out so far it felt like hours before she spoke again, “He… he’s gone.”
The simplicity of her words belied the complexity of emotions they unleashed.
Gone. 
Gone.
The term was too small, too simple for the enormity of what it implied. Joel, your Joel, the man who had been a constant in your life since arriving in Jackson. The man who had seen you through so much, who had become not just your partner, but a part of you, could simply not be ‘gone’.
Your mind reeled as you tried to make sense of Ellie’s words, but it was like grasping at smoke. The world was suddenly tilting, just falling into confusion and disbelief. 
“Gone? Ellie, what do you mean gone?” The urgency in your voice rose, the panic evident, the grief in your throat growing, threatening to choke you, “What happened? Ellie?”
Your voice now a desperate plea for this to be a misunderstanding, just all a mistake.
Ellie’s eyes flooded with tears, spilling over as she looked at you, a tempest of tragedy on her face.
“I’m sorry,” she whispered, her voice barely holding it together, trembling with the weight of the news she was delivering, “I– we… we were too late. The weather delayed Dina and I. Something went wrong. He–Joel… he was attacked. He was attacked. He… he,” she bit her lip as she tried to force the words out, “he didn’t make it,” her words broke, shattered by the sheer force of her grief.  
The cold winter air around you felt thick as time itself paused in the face of such inconceivable news. Ellie took you through what had happened, you tried to listen, but the pounding of your heartbeat in your ears threatened to drown her out. Left only with your thoughts of Joel, Joel Miller, the pillar of strength and safety in your world, the man who had survived against all odds, whose resilience and will to protect had been unbreakable, almost stubborn, was no more.
The newfound foundation of your life in Jackson, built together with him, had been ripped away in an instant. 
The pain in your hand, from just mere moments ago in what felt like another lifetime, once sharp and demanding, faded to nothing against the gaping wound in your heart. 
But as you clutched to the doorframe for support, the world spinning out of control, you saw Ellie. Really saw Ellie. Not as the bearer of some of the worst news possible, but as the young woman who had been thrust into a world of loss and survival from too young an age. The girl who had lost so much, yet fought so fiercely for those she loved.
The girl who in that moment, needed you just as much as you needed her.
Instinctively, without even realizing it, your stance softened, your grip on the doorframe released. Ellie, who had seen Joel as a father figure, even through the hard moments, who had been a constant presence in your lives, was now a part of your family through shared grief as much as shared love.
With a shaky breath, you reached out with open arms. She paused, just for a moment, causing you to hold your breath in anticipation. Then before you could say anything she collapsed into your embrace, her body wracked with sobs. You held onto her so tightly, as if your hold on her would keep you together, that as long as you were holding each other, the world around you couldn’t completely fall apart.
You stroked her hair, whispering words of comfort, that felt hollow in your own ears, but it was all you could offer, “It’s going to be okay,” you lied, because in that moment, nothing felt like it would ever be okay again.
But for Ellie, you could be strong. You had to be because if you couldn’t, you knew you would surely fall apart.
The cold Jackson air whipped around you, your bare feet were numb a contrast to the warmth of Ellie’s body pressed tightly to yours, her arms tight around you. You could feel her heart beating against your chest, fast and frantic, mirroring your own despite your seemingly straight face.
“You did everything you could, Ellie,” you whispered into her hair, knowing full well that nothing you could say could possibly erase any of the weight of guilt or responsibility she felt for Joel’s death.
Maria, who had silently been observing until now, approached cautiously. You glanced up, meeting her eyes, a silent exchange passing between the two of you tears glistened in her eyes mirroring the ones threatening to fall from your own that you were fighting to hold back.
The night was falling fast, the shadows of Jackson stretching long across the ground, it felt like an ominous presence mirroring the grief that had crossed the threshold of your home, a sanctuary no more. 
As the first stars of the evening began to peek through the dark clouds you squeezed Ellie a little tighter.
For now, you hoped it was enough to get you through the night.
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assiraphales · 1 year
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no golf pls and thanks
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memes-saved-me · 1 year
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Joel died knowing Ellie cared about him, that somewhere deep down she forgave him and wanted him to be in her life. The last thing he heard was her screaming for him to get up, begging for his life. Joel died knowing he was loved but probably thought Ellie and Tommy were about to die along with him...
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imaginesuperheroes · 1 year
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Hey, hey, what about all the talking about actions and consequences and how Henry giving up Michael in order to save Sam is a mirror/parallel of Joel killing the doctor to save Ellie and then the consequences is that the people those deaths left behind came back to kill them and Abby actually succeeded and how they’re introducing already season 2 and I wanna cry?
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heartpascal · 1 year
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[SPOILERS FOR TLOU PT2]
so i was listening to "the other side" by ruelle and "wait for it" by leslie odom jr. and had this depressing thought regarding that maybe bonus scene of "if the door wasn't shut" series but like- what if it was reader who abby kills instead of joel? hear me out but- joel killed her father right? and probably made her go through sm pain and grief right? so what if somehow she finds out how much reader means to joel.
"did we ever see it coming?
will we ever let it go?"
and blinded by her need for revenge, she 🏌️ the reader instead, wanting joel to feel the same pain and grief she feels and twists the knife even deeper saying that her death is on him. the reader who didn't even go with them and had no idea what even happened in that hospital and absolutely had no part of it was killed because of him. that her death will be on his conscience. she was just someone who was caught in the crossfire because of her relations with joel and ellie.
"i don't want to lose part of me,
will i recover?"
and joel, ellie, and tommy just watches her get 🏌️ by abby. i'm- IMAGINE THE PAIN TOMMY AND MARIA WILL GO THROUGH 😭😭😭😭 reader whom they basically raised as their own just gets killed just like that 😭 maria gonna lose another child 😭 AND READER'S SHOP IS JUST BURIED IN FLOWERS 😭😭😭
"i don't want to know what it's like to live without you,
don't want to know the other side of a world without you."
what's even more depressing is that she's still young and still had a life ahead of her and it's just cut short because the world is cruel just like that. (especially in the tlou universe cough)
"death doesn't discriminate,
between the sinners and the saints,
it takes and it takes and it takes."
and joel just breaking and wondering why he's still when so many people that he has know and cared and loved has left him (i'm going for the sarah's mom left route and tommy leaving joel to join the fireflies) or died (sarah, tess, bill, frank, sam, henry, and now reader) AND WHAT IF THEY JUST MADE UP TOO?!?! I CAN'T- 😭😭😭
"(and we keep living anyway),
we rise (and we fall),
we fall (and we break),
(and we make our mistakes),
and if there's a reason i'm still alive,
when so many have died."
might go back to this if ive thought of even more but for now i'm ending this here and gonna cry about it 😭😭
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THE LAST OF US PART 2 SPOILERS!
howl you have HURT me with this one. so badly. my heart hurts. i’m gonna add my thoughts hope this is ok <3
FIRST. LETS TALK ABOUT THE SONGS. especially the other side by ruelle?? HELLO??? “i don’t want to leave here without you” …. stop it. i’m in so much pain. “i don’t want to know what it’s like to live without you” SCREAMING. this hurts me so much and it fits for all of the characters AND AND “i don’t want to know who we are without each other” i cant do this today howl i really cant. it’s interchangeable between the scenarios as well i-
“and if there’s a reason i’m still alive when everyone who loves me has died” stop. i’m gonna cry and shout and sob and yell.
lets think about this scenario, shall we?
warning: graphic content, death, weapons, blood, canon-typical, grief, aftermath of r dying. you should know what’s happened if you’ve come past the keep reading thingy. pls read at your own risk <3 its not written as a proper fic/drabble (although there’s an idea) but still, be careful of the content you consume !!!!
lets say that reader and jesse were partnered up to take joel and tommy off of patrol. lets say that reader is fucking terrified when the miller bros don’t show up. lets say that jesse agrees to go and find dina and ellie while reader goes ahead to look for joel and tommy, fearing the worst.
lets say reader hears that gunshot, and rushes in, guns blazing. lets say she shoots owen in the shoulder when she pushes the door open, because he’s the first person she sees. lets say manny takes her down, gets her gun off of her, while joel is yelling as he realises who it is.
lets say joel is yelling, “get your hands off of her” and “don’t you touch her” while the others hold him down, tommy already knocked flat out. lets say abby is stood there, looking between you baring your teeth as you’re held down by manny and joel yelling for you. lets say she’s angry, she’s angrier than she’s ever been. lets say that she looks at you and sees herself, and she looks to joel only to see what he took from her.
lets say reader is looking at joel, at his leg that’s almost beyond saving, lets say reader is praying that jesse, dina and ellie are quick. she’s sure that if they got here soon, the four of you could get the upper hand. joel would be okay, if only the others were quick.
lets say abby looks at joel one more time, and spits “move him”, and she looks to reader while the others pull joel away, while he’s kicking and screaming the whole way.
lets say they pull reader over towards the wall, all looking at abby nervously.
lets say when she swings at reader’s head the first time, she’s still struggling, looking over to joel as one of the group hits him across the head with their gun. lets say the second time, she goes down, and they don’t need to hold reader against the wall anymore.
“don’t,” reader would say, “please, i-” lets say abby hitting her again would cut anything else off, and some of the group have to rush to the door when it opens, and reader blinks bleary eyes over to see ellie, and almost sighs with relief until she’s taken down.
lets say reader waits, vision swimming, to hear or maybe see jesse and dina come through the doorway, guns blazing. lets say reader tries not to cry when they don’t come.
“stop it! she had nothing to do with this” ellie would say, despite not knowing why the group was here, why they were doing this. “i’ll kill you, i’ll fucking kill you! stop,” she would be begging, pleading, as they hold her head against the floor, lets say she’d try and pull away, try and get to reader as abby would swing again.
lets say joel hears ellie scream as he starts to wake up, his first and only image being reader with her face covered in blood and- they hit him across the head again, and he’s out.
lets say jesse and dina come, and dina almost doesn’t shout for jesse to come down. lets say jesse almost passes out when he pushes the wooden door open. lets say that he shouts, and he’s on his knees beside reader in a second, not touching, hands just hovering, and lets say he doesn’t know what to do. lets say he holds in his tears as he turns to where tommy is blinking into consciousness. lets say he blocks the man’s view of you until he’s pushed aside.
lets not say how joel is unresponsive when he wakes up, even though dina had pulled a sheet to cover the sight in front of him, lets not say that none of them can get him to speak even when they pull him up, on his half-fucked leg, tourniquet wrapped around his thigh from the very group who had-
here’s what we shouldn’t think about this situation!
lets not think about tommy having to go home to maria, to his son, and look her in the face to tell her what happened. lets not think about maria demanding to see reader, demanding for someone to tell her it’s not fucking true.
lets not think about how joel can’t be there when reader is buried, stuck in the infirmary, because he’s alive. he’s alive and reader isn’t. lets not think about that.
lets not think about how jesse would blame himself, would never forgive himself for letting her go searching alone, how he would carry that blame forever.
lets not think about ellie sitting in reader’s shop, looking at the clay reader had set out that morning, ready for when she’d be home later on in the evening. lets not think about all the flowers that would be laying outside of the shop, obscuring ellie’s view out of the windows.
lets not think about tommy leaving maria when she needed him most.
lets not think about ellie and dina going after him.
lets not think about joel, finally being let out of the infirmary, heading back to Rancher Street, not knowing what else to do. lets not think about joel being completely despondent, about him finding the mug that reader had made sat on the counter from the coffee he’d had in it just before he had gone on patrol.
lets not think about joel finding out his whole family has gone to avenge reader, when its his fault she’s gone. lets not think about him limping to the stables, demanding to go after them. lets not think about jesse helping him sneak away.
lets not think actually.
(i could add more to this. expand on other things that could happen in this situation. but. i’m sad. i will if yall want tho >:])
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yelena-bellova · 1 year
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MAJOR TLOU2 SPOILERS BELOW
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Does anyone else think they might keep Joel alive in s2? Pedro is a huge draw and for them to kill him off would cause a big drop in numbers, and numbers are God in Hollywood. I’m not saying the show wouldn’t still do well, it obviously would, but it just feels like this could be one of the “radical changes” Craig Mazin mentioned in his interview.
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tloubraininfection · 10 months
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It`s such a shame they ended up cutting this from the game, could’ve been such a sweet little scene! I love Ellie`s British accent and her “a million DOLLORS” pfff And that Thank-YOU! What a dork!❤️
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skoulsons · 1 year
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Tlou2 spoilers
It’s a bit upsetting they’ll be taking future days out of s2
I believe it’s confirmed. For those who don’t know, the song came out in 2013, so it wouldn’t fit the new timeline of the show where the virus starts in 2003 instead. Pearl Jam would be dead by 2013, and even if not dead, surely not making any music to release AND for Joel to learn it on guitar
But…that scene, that song is such a welding point for them. He promises he’ll teach her how to play guitar AND she’ll get to hear him sing. So, he plays this song AND sings some of it for her. It’s to say “I love you”. It’s to show how she saved him. The lyrics that he sings (and the song in general let’s be honest here) are so incredibly fitting to their relationship.
And, every time you come across a guitar in tlou2 (with the exception of the dance flashback? I think?) Ellie tries to play future days. Because it’s their song and because she’s remembering him through it. But it’s just so difficult to do because he’s dead, but that song means so much to her and she’s practiced it day in and day out, with and without him.
If I ever were to lose you, I’d surely lose myself. They’ve probably sung it together more times than not. And every time she plays, she gets out only that ^ much, I think even less at one point
The song is so vital to them, so for Craig and Neil to find just as impactful and important of a song to use for Joel and Ellie will be difficult, and I really hope they find a good one
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kenj1sl0v3r · 11 months
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i NEED an 800k word fanfiction of reader finding abby and lev after santa barbara and patching both of them up and abby and lev healing after whatever hell they experienced there and just learning to live a somewhat normal and maybe even a quiet life in a house somewhere like ellie and dina I NEED IT !!!!!!
my babies deserve a happy ending and it was not given to us !!!!!!!!
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i’m so anxious to see pedro and bella in the upcoming seasons as part 2 joel and ellie.
but i’m also equally as excited to see gabriel as tommy.
tommy with joel and tommy with ellie. gabriel and pedro. gabriel and bella. i’m not ready to have my emotions shattered but i also really want my emotions to be shattered by these three.
this is a tommy and gabriel luna appreciation post because i don’t see enough of them.
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tlouramblings · 11 months
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The Truth Flashback Part 2
A rant/break down about this flashback scene from the the second game.
Part 1
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Joel saying this just fuels Ellies anger even more. Every time she tried to talk about it he shut her down.
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I wonder where she left the note. Did she leave it in her garage for him to find? Did she leave it at his house? It really paves the way to see how much of a head start she wanted.
Again, her anger is fueled because she couldn't take his lies anymore. She doesn't want him to hug her or even try to comfort her.
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His face when she gives him the ultimatum. He knew he would have to tell her one day but deep down he was hoping he'd never have to.
He nods for a couple of seconds, accepting that his actions have caught up to him and now he has to face the consequences.
Then he shakes his head a little bit, he knows that once he tells her they will never be the same. She will hate him for taking her choice away from her. She will be to blinded by her anger to realize the Fireflies took away her choice first.
Maybe for a split second he thinks about lying to her again. Bending the truth so he doesn’t have to tell her the full story. But hearing her threaten to leave stops him.
Hearing her say she would rather take her chances out there in the cruel world that already caused her so much pain, because she can't handle the lies anymore makes him finally admit to it.
He finally chooses honesty.
He can’t risk her seeing through another lie and leaving.
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He pauses for a second and looks up to Ellie. He wants to see if she has any reaction, any fear to his words that might make her justify what he says next.
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He’s vague. He knows she already has an immense amount of survivors guilt, so he spares her the gory details in hopes of her not questioning further.
But she also knows what he’s capable of, it doesn’t take long for her imagination to fill in the blanks.
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assiraphales · 1 year
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your blog gave me hope that they might change the stupid ending from part 2 of the last of us game. but i saw a snippet from a podcast or something and one of the showrunners was talking about how the moment where joel's teaching ellie how to hunt (and he hits the target, and she's so impressed and he's proud of himself and happy that she's proud of him etc etc) and their relationship in that moment is "the best it's ever gonna be" for the two of them... Im gonna throw up i just want them to be happy
!! spoilers ahead !!
realistically I know that they're not going to change anything (its a major plot point that unfortunately drives part 2's story) BUT I am on my hands and knees begging that they pity us. like season 1's whole message is that love is what really matters, and finding that one person/reason to live for. that there is hope in a cruel world. it's unfortunate to me because joel & ellie's story is what people care about. and while there's room for other characters in the story, I think joel's abrupt.... departure.... anyways i'm sending subliminal messages for a coma plotline instead of a six feet under plotline :/
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gingerthesnap · 1 year
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please god let tlou3 be “ellie realizes her life has value beyond her immunity.” and yeah, it’s going to be fucking difficult, but she’s already taken the first step to recovery. she let abby go. i want to watch her stumble and claw and fight her way back to herself. i want to see her become an incredible leader, a wise mentor, a loving, adoring parent. i want to see her tackle new dangers and challenges alongside her community. i want her to find meaning. i want her to be the person she deserves to be. i want her to feel true joy. to seek and achieve closure for everything that’s happened. i want ellie to just…be. as much as one can in the world of tlou.
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memes-saved-me · 1 year
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"But Joel killed dozen of people for her" oh sweetie just wait until next season where Ellie does worse
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