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bonesblubs · 5 months

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I’ll never get over that it took just one strangers small moment of kindness to change Xie Lians path. All of the suffering he went through, all of the despair, the disillusionment, all not forgotten or even forgiven, but reconciled. All because one person, not Hua Cheng, not family, not his ex friends, not his people, reached back to him when he’d been starting to lower his own hand in defeat. It’s possibly my favorite and most meaningful part of TGCF for me, because for me it stops being about these two guys who were meant for each other and were impossibly lucky enough to have found each other, and becomes a story about a person who had lost his way in his world so thoroughly that he lost himself, only to be found and put back on his feet by that same world that he mourned so terribly. His world stops being a concept of scale of numbers, black and white, good and bad, and becomes about the individual. What he can do to help individuals, the connections he can make with them. Their histories, their names, their faces. Inside each person is it’s own world. He’d been knocked off his pedestal, and the fall hurt to the point of breaking. But now that he’s risen to his feet, he’s able to look all these people in the eye, and they’re so much taller than he’d seen before.

#not art #bones rants #you can disagree this was just my feeling on itttt #bc I feel like we’ve all maybe been in that moment of despair where you’re at rock bottom #and someone somewhere that has no bearing on you offers a small bit of kindness for nothing more than to do it because it’s right #and that despair doesn’t retreat #but now it must make room for the hope that lives beside it #as you grow around both #okay maybe I’m projecting #to delete later

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elsfairy · 1 year

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so many thoughts about bartender!sevika but just

imagine your friends set you up on a date with this girl, who is very much your type: tall, muscular, very.. black cat-like (cough cough). and she’s funny, you can’t help but laugh at her jokes and sarcastic remarks,, and bartender!sevika HATES IT. she’ll spend the whole night staring the girl down, occasionally glancing at you and your pretty lil mini skirt and tank top and just >:((. at some point you get cold and your date wraps you up in her jacket, which conveniently has her last name on the back, which makes sev insanely jealous.

you stay for a couple hours but the date doesn’t end up working out, you two disagreed on a lot of things and you weren’t really interested (too busy staring at sevika’s tight ass shirt) and she eventually got up and left. and sevika comes back from the storage room, surprised to see you sitting alone with no jacket and a sad pout on your face. she comes over and comforts you,, telling you that girl was a waste of time and you deserve someone better (hint hint). when you tell her you don’t think you’ll find that person, sev takes the opportunity to ask you out with a shy smile, holding one of your hands

:((((( i love her

THE WAY I HAVE READ THIS SO MANY TIMES, UGH MY HEART 😩

no bc this is so true, especially because my version of Sevika in my concept of her being a bartender is a little more nervous, and flustered. she does have a snarky streak to her. especially if it involves someone else trying to be with you. Listen, she's a jealous girly.. she just wants you all to herself okay? but she for real will be hard side-eyeing your date for the longest time. you're laughing at her jokes? Sevika is silently wishing your date would stumble over one of the chairs. you're smiling at her compliments? Sevika is for sure waiting for your date to make a fool of herself. Sigh, i can see her thinking so many unholy thoughts if you're wearing a mini skirt, like how badly she wants to just run her hands up and down your thighs, gripping them with her metal hand, leaving little pretty marks on your skin.. i can go on and on... YOUR DATE PUTTING A JACKET ON YOU? BABE SEVIKA IS DAMN NEAR JUMPING OVER THAT COUNTER. she's jealous... what more can i say....

okay, i thought you said staring at sevikas tight ass..... at first glance when i read that LMAO, i mean shit me fuckin too babe. but you get itttt! Sevika wears those tight-ass shirts, her muscles are literally almost ripping the fabric because they are so big.... who wouldn't gawk at that sight?? i would ruin my own date if she walked into a bar i go to </333 sevika would stumble over herself, a frown on her face when she comes back to find you there alone :((( can just imagine the way she practically rushes over to you, asking if you're okay, asking if your date had said something that upset you or hurt you :( because she's genuinely concerned about you, and just wants to make you feel better :((( her holding your hand..... stop please... i will fall to the floor, rip up my carpet and cry. RAHHHHHHH I NEED HER?????? I LOVE HER TOO???? give her to me, please 😔🥺

#anon #ask #sevika #arcane sevika #sevika arcane #arcane #bartender!sevika

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rogdona · 6 months

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I have been thinking about our ocs mainly about which ocs of mine would be friends with your ocs and the idea of it is stuck in my head

i feel like Elias and Rogdona with Erick and Philip maybe

Oh and Ullula would probably get along with mother of all or the red moon

i don't know, what do you think?

who would get along with who in your opinion

YESSSS SAMEEE ITS BEEN IN MY HEAD THE WHOLE TIME I LOVE ITTTT💕💕💕💕

however im so sorry to say u chose the worst and most complicated ppl to be friends with 😭😭😭

the thing w the first two is that it is VERY hard to get them to like u, however i think w some (A LOT OF) persistence u could maybe get them to begrudgingly admit u may be friends

the main conflict w those two however would b their morality and it clashing w ur characters...

i hateee putting characters on 'good guy' and 'bad guy' boxes but these two would definitely be badddd...

they go killing ppl and it isnt a 'noble' reasoning like killing horrible ppl they just get whoever they can kill without getting caught..if a kid wanders a lil too far....well 🤷

ur not gonna catch em crying either, neither feels bad ab it. elias is v goal oriented and justifies himself w that and rogdona.....well hes himself thats like a hobby to him 😵‍💫

elias is also veryyyy mistrustful so if ur character disagrees a lot w him hell be suspicious, and if they always agree w him hell also be suspicious AND if they also kill ppl hes not gonna trust em at all, ullula forbid they turn on him🙃🙃 despite all their time together he still doesnt truly trust rogdona

ULLULA AND THE OTHER GUYS HOWEVER!! i think they could b friends!!

i dont remember much ab mother of all (i rlly gotta reread the lore 😭😭) but u said the red moon was a god!!

i think ullula could get along w most god characters

u see, shes meant to be humanitys guide and protector, so if ur character is a force of pure good or evil she may not like them very much at first but she recognizes that conflict is necessary for guidance and protection to be needed, and peace is necessary for there to be a conclusion

ullula is also v skittish and tends to disappear at any sign of trouble thats out of her hands, but if they can deal with that im sure shell appreciate it and be a good friend

#ask #should i tag the ocs???? fuck it i will #oc tag #oc ullula #oc elias #oc.rogdona

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electricea-a · 4 years

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My muse is: Canon / oc / au / Canon-divergent / fandomless

Is your character popular in the fandom? YES / NO.

Is your character considered hot™ in the fandom? YES / NO / IDK.

Is your character considered strong in the fandom? YES / NO / IDK.

Are they underrated? YES / NO.

Were they relevant to the main story? YES / NO.

Were they relevant to the main character? YES / NO /

Are they widely known in their world? YES / NO.

How’s their reputation? GOOD / BAD / NEUTRAL.

How strictly do you follow canon?

I try to follow the main story as best as I can and stick to canon mostly.

SELL YOUR MUSE! Aka try to list everything which makes your muse interesting in your opinion to make them spicy for your mutuals.

He’s been through so much shit and through it all, he keeps smiling and stays loyal as heck.

Now the OPPOSITE. List everything why your muse might not be so interesting (even if you don’t agree, what does the fandom perhaps think?)

He can be blunt to the point of being rude, he’s loud, he’s dense, he can be dumb. He could be considered boring in comparison to the others.

What inspired you to rp your muse?

His appearance! Was really unique and out there.

What keeps your inspiration going?

Writing and roleplaying with him.

Some more personal questions for the mun. Give your mutuals some insight about the way you are in some matters, which could lead them to get more comfortable with you or perhaps not.

Do you think you give your character justice? YES / NO. / I try my best which is all I can ask for.

Do you frequently write headcanons? YES / NO.

Do you sometimes write drabbles? YES / NO.

Do you think a lot about your Muse during the day? YES / NO.

Are you confident in your portrayal? YES / NO. / I try, but I have my moments.

Are you confident in your writing? YES / NO. / Eh, it’s up and down.

Are you a sensitive person? YES / NO. / There are good days and there are not so good days.

Do you accept criticism well about your portrayal?

Yep, as long as there’s a valid reason and not just ‘hey your muse sucks’.

Do you like questions which help you explore your character?

Very much so!

If someone disagrees with a headcanon of yours, do you want to know why?

I mean, I would like to know why but more out of curiosity - definitely not trying to browbeat someone into accepting my headcanon instead.

If someone disagrees with your portrayal, how would you take it?

Honestly if someone disagreed with my portrayal or disliked me as a mun, I would have fully expected them to have either unfollowed or found another blog to write with. I don’t really see the point hanging around muns or blogs that you clearly dislike.

If someone really hates your character, how do you take it?

It is what it is, I can’t control how people feel about him. In-character, it might make for some tense and fun angst but OOC, I expect people to either vent about him with like-minded people or keep it respectful.

Are you okay with people pointing out your grammatical errors?

I encourage it!

Do you think you are easy going as a mun? I hope so! I try.

tagged by: I stole itttt.

Tagging: Everyone and anyone!

#( ooc. )

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loxxxlay · 5 years

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a4 spoilers below

okay seeing all these posts this morning, im getting upset so im gonna explain where im coming from:

im not mad that thor is fat now. i actually went through 3 phases once i read the spoilers about it:

one, briefly mourning the biceps that we all know i love.

two, GETTING SUPER EXCITED AT THE POSSIBILITIES. i definitely headcanon thor as becoming an alcoholic and losing touch with his physical health post-IW. i have like 3 fics lined up to read that deal with thor being overweight post-iw. i also have considered changing a post-iw fic im writing to include thor as being overweight too. i fucking love this idea of thor in canon showing signs of the huge grief and depression hes gone through. finally!!

and then three: i found more info, and while plotwise it might have been set up this way, thematically it seems to be insensitive. hes shamed by the people he loves--which Im well aware is a common experience, more on that later--but rather than for realism, it seems to be for COMEDY. so basically his weight gain is the butt of the joke. his suffering, his depression, his coping mechanisms are the butt of the joke.

okay more on my personal experience. i am not currently overweight, but i used to be throughout high school. and i got a really fucked up self image because of a few things ppl said. in college, i did ballet and basically starved myself for 2 years and became so thin that everyone started worrying about whether i was annorexic (i dont think i was but the fact is i did become underweight). that was a long time ago. ive finally regained my sense of hunger lol, and i am a decent weight right now, if a little chubbier than im comfortable with. many ppl call me "thin." however, even now i still binge eat during spikes of depression. im also very close to a family member who is currently overweight and used hard drugs and alcohol as coping mechanisms during one of their brutal depressive episodes.

in my weight now, i know i am privileged. but that doesnt mean i was always this way and that i dont understand the reality behind thor's experience. and its really frustrating that i feel i have to self-disclose all this information about myself simply to be able to say "i dont want to risk seeing fatshaming of a beloved character in end game"

like, this doesnt even add to the fact of gamora's treatment in IW. i saw DROVES of people who said that they thought the russos were very respectful of her character and the abuse she suffered. while i respect those ppl's opinions and their enjoyment of the movie, i INTENSELY disagree. and because of that, i dont trust the russos anymore.

and so just because now, loads of people are saying thor's mental illness and weight gain were treated respectfully* doesnt mean i will agree???? like ive read the comments characters made to thor. i know about the "go eat a salad" line. and whether i ultimately agree with ppl or not about whether it's respectful, im too emotionally vulnerable to risk being in a crowded room for 3 hours unable to escape while listening to ppl laugh at a line--a line that has been said again and again to *my* family member when *i* was the one to rebel against ppl who would laugh and *i* was the one to reassure her and make her feel better about herself because she hates that she is fat. if i have to relive these kinds of things during the movie, then there is absolutely no way i will enjoy it. im fucking sorry for not being willing to risk it -_-

so yeah, in short, to all the posts im seeing today trying to imply i (and ppl like me) are fatphobic for not wanting to go see and potentially not liking endgame: it's not that thor is fat. quite the opposite. it's that i dont trust fatshaming used as comic relief, esp in the hands of the russos.

just like, it's not that gamora was abused. as u can see by my focus subjects in writing, quiiite the fucking opposite. it's that i dont trust a representation that has her killed by her abuser, thus validating her abuser's "love" for her.

*i respect every overweight person or every alcoholic person (or anyone who used to be either) if they enjoyed this movie and/or thought thor's experience was respectfully depicted. i, in no way, want to rob you of your much-desired representation. it makes me super happy for you to know you felt fulfilled. ❤❤ all that this post is asking is that you respect me for my opinion.

p.s. i have not seen endgame yet. my opinion might change when i do. the premise of this post is that i dont want to see it right this moment because, based on the knowledge i have, the risk to my mental health is too great.

NOTE: PLEASE DO NOT TRY TO ARGUE WITH ME OR CONVINCE ME IM WRONG. ive read like 5 million different opinions on thor being fat before i made up my mind, and i am WELL-VERSED on anything u could possibly say. (at least as much as i can be without seeing the movie.) i dont want hear it anymore. i dont want to defend my feelings anymore. i already had to like literally 50 times yesterday and im ooooverrrrr itttt. 😭😭😭😭 let me be upset and unwilling to go see endgame at this time. i promise you, despite my opinion, the world will keep spinning. your own enjoyment will stay strong. ❤❤❤❤

#a4 #a4 spoilers #lox talks personal #a4 wank #iw wank #long post #lox whines

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