hey don’t cry, there are probably thousands of people reading smut at the same time as you, ok?

going thru my notes i made for community and im so right everyone should let me cook

stardew valley bachelors as harvest sprites (aka. budums)

you are a MAN. that likes MEN.

this is actually on loop in my head. my skull is missing my brain bc this video is just echoing repeatedly in it instead.

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Digital portrait of Alex from 2021 🥁🩷

ppl will really just call trans men things like "transandrophobia truther" and "tmra" with full intent to parallel pejoratives such as (forgive this one being the first that jumps to my mind) "9/11 truther" and "mra", the latter more than the former serves my point best for these parallels being drawn to implicitly conflate trans men with the image of the famously misogynistic, angry, conspiracy theorist cis white man. and so often it's done without any reflection or thought at all towards what's drawing even that hypothetical angry white man towards thinking the way he does (i'll give u a hint, 9/10 times it's issues within the patriarchy! i never said this angry white man was able-bodied, or making stable income, or even het!)

like u rly will just eat bioessentialism from the box as long as the labels are changed huh?

williamsracing sharing is caring 🥰

i love dream. he makes a stupid dumb descision, is told its dumb, and then immediately buckles down and commits to it. absolute legend behaviour. nobody else is doing it like him.

2009

Alex continues to drive the taskmaster fandom (me) insane.

milex and 'iris'

whatever you do, do NOT listen to 'iris' by the goo goo dolls while thinking about milex.

specifically skip the first verse 'and I'd give up forever to touch you, 'cause I know that you feel me somehow; you're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be, and I don't want to go home right now' knowing that maybe they are reluctant to choose another person to be with forever, because it's with each other that they're the happiest;

don't, under any circumstances, think about the eycte tour during the next verse ''cause all I can taste is this moment, and all I can breathe is your life; so and sooner or later, it's over, i just don't wanna miss you tonight';

and most importantly, please, mute the chorus which doesn't need any explanation and which goes 'and I don't want the world to see me, 'cause I don't think that they'd understand; when everything's made to be broken, i just want you to know who I am';

and i'd also suggest putting on something else entirely instead of hearing the words 'and you can't fight the tears that ain't coming, or the moment of truth in your lies; so when everything feels like the movies, yeah, you bleed just to know you're alive' specifically if it makes you think about 2018 and the hardship they must've had to face and the pain they had to go through just in order for them to be okay again. logging off

was yapping to my friend (who just watch her first f1 race with me!) about alex's appendicitis pipeline just to give her the idea on the significance of carlos' appendicitis to the grid in the future. rest assured that she wasn't expecting the twist and turns!

There's not enough AR fics taking advantage of the fact that Cray is a big popstar in the books with songs that are often in the top 10 and it's very likely his songs would still be on the radio even after his death (which would probably get covered up). I just want random Cray songs in the background and Alex having flashbacks to eagle strike lol

Men in collars. You agree