So, I mentioned yesterday that there was a piece I saw where Stelle was wearing a rather fancy dress, and though I personally adore it because she looks so pretty, Stelle herself was hit with a very strong wave of dysmorphia. (Super brief mention of 1.5 events present! Not tagging spoilers due to it being about two weeks since the update dropped, but I'm giving a heads up regardless.)
Stelle has always, I think, been someone who prefers more neutral clothing, and though she has absolutely no problem with being referred to with feminine pronouns at all, she herself does not like the idea of presenting as particularly feminine. In fact -- and this scares her -- she sometimes does not want to be perceived a physical entity at all. While I do stand by my take and new understanding that Stelle is on the nonbinary spectrum (her disgust was both dysmorphia and dysphoria!), this does go a little deeper: Stelle is very very conscious of the Stellaron housed within her body.
Feeling the weight and warmth of the Stellaron inside, knowing she's artificial, frankly makes her want to tear herself out of her own skin sometimes. In the wake of her possession by Cirrus, I think this feeling only worsened with her horror and disgust at being robbed of her autonomy. That line of thinking became something along the lines of I am (in) a vessel, and this vessel has been tainted. It's very, very awful. And, on her worst days, when the paranoia starts to kick in, frankly? She's not sure if she is Stelle or if she is the Stellaron. Is her dysphoria a factor caused by the Stellaron desiring freedom or having its own thoughts? She doesn't know. There's no way for her to verify the person she used to be before, after all. She has no memories from before the space station. She doesn't trust Kafka.
But she knows the Stellaron speaks. She heard the voice of Cocolia's Stellaron. She knows the one within her pulls towards the desires and wishes of the worlds she's in, too. She's felt it. The existence of the Stellaron within her is why she walks on the Path of Destruction in the first place, its response to the desire of the people of Belobog to survive is why Qlipoth granted her the powers of Preservation. She knows it's why she can adapt to the Paths so fluidly.
She heard its call on the Luofu, too, heard it all throughout the battle with Phantylia.
On her best days, she just doesn't like being seen as very effeminate, because that isn't her. But on those particularly bad days, when she starts to lose sense of where the Stellaron ends and where Stelle begins, she'd really... rather not be perceived at all. Having eyes on her just makes her all the more conscious of the cancer she's housing, stable or not. This ties into her regular discomfort with being spectated by crowds, why she insists she's plain, why she dislikes dressing up.
That being said, no one aside from her twin Caelus (@celestial-narwhal) or Dan Heng would be aware of this extreme discomfort. It's something she keeps extremely close to her chest, and with her resting neutral, straight-faced expression one would find it near impossible to tell what sort of day she's having inside.
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I Can be everything and anything, at once
A 27 years old Phantom was challenged to a bet, by his co-workers at the watchtower. Green lantern stated along with the the other heroes that If he could help every single one of them at least once in a month while not using any his powers and he also had to be physically and mentally there as he helps them. the cherry on top was that he needed to use his real identity instead of his ghost form in this mission.
If Phantom successfully conceals his civilian identity, while helping them, he gets to know everyone's deepest darkest secrets.
But if he loses, he must do everyone a favor and must keep it no matter how outrageous it is.
Ofcourse Phantom agreed, because he was no bitch, okay so maybe he is, he only accepts bets like this if he knows that'll he'll win. so yeah.
Besides, having no powers for this, is really a piece of cake, if you're a raging gender fluid that knows his way around makeup and can easily change the sound of his voice, to be honest the shapeshifting parts that he got from his powers are basically just add-ons.
Well what was he waiting for? afterall he needed all the blackmail he could get, not as Phantom but as Daniel James Fucking Fenton, this was an opportunity to go batshit crazy and he was absolutely stealing it.
The very first hero Danny approached to help was Wonder Woman, who thanked Danny who was now disguised as a woman wearing a long ass Red wig, and some clothes he "borrowed" from Jazz who just joked about Danny being her twin, and wished him luck.
"Thank you, young lady for your brave actions to help me." Wonder woman sincerely thanked the boy in disguise as she held both of Danny's hands as gratitude "may I ask the name of my savior? "
"My name's El, It's a pleasure to know you." Danny smiled a little wider.
The second was Flash, which Danny found completely amusing because of the way he helped the speedy hero, who tripped while patrolling around the city.
Danny who was now in a more gothic attire( thanks to Sam's help) caught the hero's wrist before he embarrassingly fell face first on the ground.
"You okay there sir?" Danny asked, as he kept a firm grip on the man's wrist to make sure he doesn't fall.
Meanwhile Flash who thought he was in those korea tv romance dramas only blue screened for a few seconds before finally get his shit together. "yeah- um- name's Flash, and you are?"
The hero tripped on his own words, making Danny amused as fuck. "James, it was nice to finally meet you"
Okay, about like three weeks in, and Danny managed to help almost everyone in the watchtower, and only a few more to go,( he didn't get why most of the heroes he helped either started to stutter or blue screen in their spot once they talk to him. like damn is this how all of you treat every civilian who interacts with you? that's just sad) but at this time, Dan and Elle found out, and were now demanding to join, with the excuse of basically being Danny but in alternate or clone form, which Danny had no choice but to give in, I mean he wasn't breaking any rules so technically this was alright.
Danny wanted to take a break so Dan took over this time.
currently Nightwing was observing the outside of the gala, Bruce was invited to, something about a bunch of drugs being hidden within the crowd, and was now being passed around.
He intently remained focused on his observation, while also keeping a conversation with Oracle and the others on the comms, he didn't realize that he was too far off the edge of the railing he was standing on, until he missed a step.
Nightwing would never admit that he let a quiet squeal to his siblings ever as he fell, he closed his eyes and braced for impact, he would never expect to fall into the arms of a man 3x bigger than him, he stared at the man, and the man stared at him. 'holy shit' Nightwing thought.
The man, chuckled making Nightwing internally scream. "When I wished for Desiree, to make someone from above to save me from this trash party, I didn't think it would be one of the birds of gotham, to come and fall for me let alone the handsome one."
Okay Nightwing was now full on red from blushing, he was put down gently by the man on the ground, before offering a handshake, once Nightwing accepted the handshake, Dan pulled the hand closer to his mouth then gave a quick peck on the back of the hand vigilante's hand. "My name's Dan Masters, it's a pleasure to meet you."
his siblings can eat dirt on how they were teasing Nightwing Right now, but this was fucking worth it.
And the last to have gotten help from Danny was John Constantine, Danny actually had a reason on why he saved John for last, and that's because John actually knows Danny's identity, so for this mission he asked the help of his daughter Elle.
Elle had helped John by fixing a ruined summoning circle, who also helped him negotiate with a demon, and somehow all day, Elle just stuck to Constatine's side, her explanation? 'He'll die without me' fair point John thought as he took the kid, to order ice cream and to hangout in the park.
"You know kid, you remind me of someone." Constantine stated while keeping his eyes on what's infront of him, which was just a bunch of trees.
Elle who sat next to him, still eating her Ice cream looked up at him and said. "Really?"
"Yeah like you two literally have the same aura and all just a little different, but I don't know who yet." He replied and ruffled the kid's hair. making the girl laugh.
"Hey John!" Danny greeted behind them, and then all the gears inside of Constantine's head began to work. he let out a groan as he realized the girl beside him was the clone of the man behind him, well he needed to kiss that secret of his goodbye. here on this spot right now or he'll die of embarrassment if he waited any longer.
"Danny, let's go on a date." Constantine stated, not facing the Man.
this comment made the Father and Daughter choke on literal air.
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something i've been thinking about
Taking a gender studies class as my GE, since im such a feminist and oh so excited to talk about the spectrum of gender that I am on. So I attend the class with some of my good guy friends-- they've always been respectful and understanding of my pronouns and identity.
When the class starts, something seems so off about the way it's run. First warning was that I was the only femme presenting person in a class of around 20 people. Second warning was that the professor was always staring at my tits, but i couldn't be sure. Third warning was the fact that i couldn't remember any of the class, I just remember entering and leaving feeling lighter than ever.
Of course since I started taking the class, there had been changes to the way I act. I suddenly couldn't stand my female friends, they were so whiny and annoying. I started dressing sluttier, going out more, getting too drunk. Worst, I could only get off to extremely misogynistic porn. Id spend so long just scrolling through degrading, disrespectful videos so i could finally cum. I started missing all of my classes, except for my gender studies class, and spending all my time with the guy friends I attended the class with.
They started changing too. They no longer used the right pronouns, only calling me she/her, sometimes even it "as a joke". They started getting touchier, groping me sometimes but playing it off as friendly. But soon they would ask me to suck their dick, or just a handjob, because my slutty clothing was making them so so hard. And i would do it because it's my fault. Then my mouth wasnt enough, and they needed my cunt but they promised to use protection. Theyd tell me I was such a good girl. Then it didnt feel that good with the condom so they would force me to do it raw; I had to understand. Soon, I was just the groups cumdump, a stupid little bimbo fnally learning its place.
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furina who has sex with a human first time…hm..
”What is this..?“
She points at the long object, pointing at the strap-on in the box of the toys you bought.
”It‘s uh..a strap on, also known as a dildo. It‘s a replacement for a penis which attaches to straps or a pair of knickers and can be used for vaginal or anal penetration of any gender identity.“
You get a little embarrassed for having to explain everything to Furina because she doesn‘t know how this all works. Poor baby never had done this before, and this is her first time with you.
You kept explaining the toys to her, toys such as all sorts of vibrators, dildos, butt plugs, nipple clamps, etc. You see the red blush forming on Furinas cheeks as she listens to you explaining everything.
You get even more embarrassed when she points at your clothed pussy. ”And..whats that? I have it too, right?“ How more pathetic can this precious woman be? Has she really missed out this much in the last 500 years? You give a quick nod, feeling visibly flustered as you try to process the information you just heard, then you reach down, unzipping your pants and letting them slide down your legs onto the bed. You place your hands on the waistband of your underwear, slowly and gently pulling it down over your hips, putting it on the bed next to you.
”Uh..where you pointed at, it‘s the..um..“
You let out a fake cough before continuing to talk. You get more embarrassed every second.
”..it‘s the vagina. it’s the elastic, muscular part of the female genital track, and it‘s where you put in the penis and where a baby descends during childbirth. And yes, yes, you have it.“
”Can I touch it?“ Furina looks down and reaches down to touch yours, not knowing that you’re sensitive down there, making you hiss so you quickly pull her hand away, flustered. ”Don‘t..don‘t do that, Furina.“
Shes so innocent during all of this that she even takes off her white shorts and pulls down her underwear to touch her own cunt back and forth slowly. You feel yourself flushed with excitement and arousal as you look at her touching herself so innocently..not even knowing what shes doing. You listen to her quiet noises, her damn noises that make you so wet.
Her eyes slightly widen when you took her wrist and guided her fingers to your wet cunt, guiding her fingers back and forth on your cunt as you start to let out noises as well, back arching slightly. You let her wrist go, and Furina does what you just guided her to do. Moving her fingers up and down your cunt before accidentally slipping one inside you. That took you by surprise.
“N—nhh..Furina…! Just like that..you‘re doing so good…just like that..in and out…“
You reach out to the box beside you and take out the strap-on you desperately want inside you and hand it over to Furina. You help her put on the strap and then position herself on top of you, between your legs before gripping the strap and slowly sliding it inside you, gripping her hips and helping her move back and forth until you let go of her hips, moaning softly as she gently thrusts inside you.
”Nnh..like..this? Am I doing good…?“
Such a baby…you love her so much. You nod weakly and she picks up speed, pounding in and out of you faster as she stares down at the strap in amazement and hunger, seeing it thrust into your pussy so easily, it makes her think how it would feel like when she puts her tongue inside you if that works. Precious girl doesn‘t know much about this all and just does what you tell her to do, and she just accepts it. You dug your nails into Furinas back making her whimper, but she doesn‘t mind, continuing to thrust into you.
You knew that you‘re going to cum, so you wrapped your legs around her waist, hoping to get the strap even more inside you as possible. Your moans and whimpers echoed through the whole room with her quiet grunts and other noises.
With one final thrust, lots of cum squirts out of you and on the strap while it drips down to the bed sheets, making it messy. Furina looks down at the white sticky liquid and is fantasized, reaching out to touch it, the liquid wrapping around her fingers before she puts her finger into her mouth, having a taste of it. The view makes you embarrassed and you quickly pull her arm away, looking at her with big embarrassment.
”Fuck…nnh…hah…I didn‘t know you are so good at this…“
”But I..never did this before. Also the taste of the liquid tastes good..can I have more? Can I stick my tongue down there…?“
Huh..? Did you hear that right? You pull on her cheeks and pout, getting her to whimper, and she pulls your hands away from her cheeks. Sighing, you answer her question with a fucked out face.
”Go on…but do you even know how it works? Here, let me help you.“
You help her lay down between your legs, gripping her hair gently. ”Take out your tongue, pretty girl,“ She complies, and you already let out a noise as you felt her tongue on your messy cunt ”Like this..?“
You nod and guide her head up and down, and she already kitty-licks your pussy with that shy face. Fuck, you just want to fuck her until she can‘t move anymore for at least a day, but you know you‘re too lazy to do that right now. Shes even licking all of your cum, taking it into her mouth before swallowing it all. Does she seriously love it so much already? God, she learns fast, you thought.
”Mmmh…! Just like that, good girl…you learn so fast…“
Maybe next time, she‘s going to be even much better. You‘re first going to show her how it all works today.
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