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only-goose · 2 months

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Relax

A/N: This is my first SPN fic, I hope it's good.

Sam Winchester x Female!Reader

Synopsis: Your tired boyfriend is trying to dig up all the lore he can on a new creature. He's been at it for hours and just won't take a break, it's a good thing you're pretty convincing.

Warnings: titty sucking, mommy kink (if you squint)

"Cmonnnnn Sammy, it's 1am, you can't sit there all night. You gotta come to bed at some point." You said as you walked over to him, coming behind him, wrapping your arms around his neck and kissing his cheek. He leaned his head into yours and sighed. "I have to figure this out, Y/N. Something doesn't add up and it's driving me crazy." You have his shoulders a squeeze as you replied "Why don't you come try again in the morning, give yourself a break and come back with fresh eyes. I'll even help you!" Sam chuckled, everyone knew you hated researching, reading was never on your to do list.

"Thank you for the offer gorgeous, but I'll sleep easier if I can just figure this out" the yawn that followed that sentence was far from convincing. "Guess I have to take a different approach." You swung your leg around, perching yourself on his lap "I'm gonna try something you've been wanting to try" Sam looked up at you as he said "What do you mean beautiful?" Your smirked and sent him a wink "You'll see, baby"

*Flashback*

You’re chilling on the bed you share with Sam when he comes sauntering in, “I have a question” he states as he stops at the end of the bed. “Well, hello to you too handsome” you chuckle “what’s up?” He comes over and sits next to you as he says “you know how I get in those research funks, how I just can’t figure it out and no matter how hard you try, you can’t make me leave?” You give him a look when you say “of course I do, I hate it when you get all funked”

Sam chuckles when you say funked. Even after being with the boys for years, hearing Sam laugh still gives you butterflies. “I think I know a way to make me forget about my funk for a little bit” he says. You raise your eyebrow “if you say sex, I’m gonna slap you!” Now Sam full blown laughs, “that’s not what I was going to say” then he starts stuttering “well-I-ya know-it-umm-when…”

After amusing yourself a little more, you cut him off. “Spit it out, Winchester!” Sam signed, a defeated look crossed his face when he abruptly says “I wanna suck your tits!” As soon as he realised the word that came out of his mouth, he turned beet red. He all but ran out of the room while you sat there shocked.

You quickly jumped up, running after him. “Sam, Sam wait! Please Sam, let’s just talk!” You caught him running I got the control room, catching the door before he could lock it. “I’m sorry Y/N! I didn’t mean for it to come out like that. I know it’s weird and I’m sorry I made you uncomfortable.” Sam rambled. You giggled a little, finding his word vomiting amusing. “What?” He leaned his head to the side. “Well, Sammy, what if I told you that I would be down to try that,” you started. “One condition though” you said as he nodded. I get to start it randomly, when I feel like that would be a really good time” you watched his face to gauge his reaction. “Ok” he replied with a smile.

*End Flashback*

“I remember” Sam said with a small smile. “Well” you said as you lifted up the hoodie, revealing to him that you had no bra “have at it.” Sam broke into a grin, placing his hands on your ass to bring you closer, kissing you as a silent thanks. He attached his lips to your right nipple and began sucking. He shoulder relaxed, arms shaking around your waist while yours played with his hair.

There was absolutely nothing sexual about what was happening at all, just a pure distraction. After a few minutes, Sam licked over your right nipple a few more times before switching to your left one, sucking on it as hard as the first. Dam signed contently as he eventually worked his way to the valley of your breasts, kissing and sucking the skin there.

You pulled his head back for a minute, sleep evident in his eyes. “Ready for bed Sammy?” He looked up with tired eyes, “yeah” he said he picked you up. Slowly, he made his way through the hall with you still wrapped around him. Upon finding the bed, he gently layer you both down as you drifted off to sleep, Sam’s head against your chest.

A/N: Hope you like it! Requests are open!

#sam wincester x reader fluff #sam winchester fanfiction #sam winchester imagine #sam winchester oneshot #sam winchester fluff #sam winchester x reader #sam winchester x you #supernatural fanfic #supernatural imagine #supernatural x reader #supernatural #spn

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takitafulily · 6 months

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Misadventures of the MCs #10

Working the Night Shift: Night 1 - 5

Disclaimer: No Mcs were harmed during their night shift :>

(In honour of the FNAF movie release)

(1st Night)

LTD!MC: Woo! I got the easy night! Probably a good thing too-

LTD!MC: I can chill until 2am and then just keep an eye out for Bonnie, Chica moves at 3... oh shit what does Foxy do again?-

LTD!MC: ...Guess I gotta keep an eye on Pirate's Cove

(2am)

LTD!MC: *checks camera* Aaaand Bonnie just left the stage, let's just pray he's not right outside my door...

LTD!MC: Ok good, he's in the dining area, I'm fine... let's keep it that way...

(3am)

LTD!MC: Haven't died yet, Chica just left, time to multi-task...

(4am)

*Both Bonnie and Chica are at the door*

LTD!MC: Nonononono goawaygoawaygoaway come on please be nice...

(5am)

LTD!MC: Phew, ok I'm alive, one more hour to go, Foxy's behaving, Bonnie and Chica please be nice...

Golden Freddy: *appears*

LTD!MC: WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU?????

LTD!MC - Failed

(2nd Night)

MM!MC: ...I feel like I should be offended they gave me the second night but honestly maybe they're right-

MM!MC: Let's see... Golden Freddy already got LTD!MC, so it's unlikely he's going to come after me... Bonnie and Chica... keep checking Pirate's Cove and... I'm all set!

MM!MC: *checking cameras* Ok Chica's gone... where is she... wait FUCK BONNIE'S GONE TOO OK SHIT

MM!MC: Chica's chilling in the kitchen judging by the jiggle... and Bonnie's down the hall...

(1am)

*Bonnie's by the closed left door*

MM!MC: HA TAKE THAT-

*Sees Chica by the right door at the last second*

MM!MC: OH DARN IT YOU PIZZA CHICKEN!

MM!MC - Failed

(3rd Night)

WHB!MC: I had to actually fight OB!MC for the third night. Everyone left the first night for LTD!MC cus no offence they're kind of a wimp. MM!MC got the second night cus they can't throw a kick to save their life. No way am I taking the fifth night cus that's just asking to die, and why would I make my life harder by taking the fourth night?

WHB!MC: As long as I keep flicking to Freddy and check on Foxy every hour, I'll be fine.

WHB!MC: ...Chica is gone. Let's get this show on the road. Freddy, lights, Freddy, lights, Freddy, lights, Freddy, lights...

(1am)

WHB!MC: Hourly Foxy... nothing, fucked up my rhythm but Freddy is only in the Dining Hall so I'm still fine, Chica's is being a cute little stalker and won't leave my fucking door but my power should be fine.

(2am)

WHB!MC: Bonnie's gone, hourly Foxy... still nothing, Freddy, lights, Freddy, lights, Freddy, lights, Freddy, lights- oh hello Chica! *shuts right door*

(4am)

WHB!MC: I'm alive I'm alive I'm alive~ wait- where did Foxy go?

WHB!MC: ...shit shit shit shit shit shit

*goes to shut the left door but Foxy manages to barge in*

WHB!MC: Well hello there-

WHB!MC - Failed

(4th Night)

OB!MC: Everyone's failed so far, I don't have high hopes myself but let's give a go I guess.

OB!MC: RIP Phone Guy, may you rest in pieces.

OB!MC: Huh? Oh I'm the only one who's bothered to listen to him, poor guy.

OB!MC: Hm, you know what? Since I'm gonna die anyways let's have some fun.

OB!MC: I'm not gonna check the cameras, I'm just going relax and listen

(1am)

OB!MC: I've come to realise these- *shuts door on Foxy* metal punks are extremely- *shuts door on Freddy* ...fucking loud.

(3am)

OB!MC: Huh. I'm still kicking ass. Pat on the back for me I guess.

(4am)

*Foxy is banging the left door and Chica is outside the right door*

OB!MC: I'm getting kinda bored actually, what can I do to kill time...

(5am)

*both doors are open, absolute silence*

OB!MC: Ah~ Ah~ Ah~ Ah~ stayin' alive~ stayin' aLIVE-

*shuts door on Bonnie*

OB!MC: ... that was close.

OB!MC - Survived!

(5th Night)

TWST!Yuu: The others think I'm gonna die since I have the hardest night. Fuck them, we ball.

TWST!Yuu: Woo ok! LET'S GO! HOURLY FOXY, FREDDY, LIGHTS, FREDDY, LIGHTS, FREDDY, LIGHTS, FREDDY, LIGHTS-

(1am)

TWST!Yuu: FREDDY, LIGHTS, FREDDY, LIGHTS, FREDDY, LIGHTS, FREDDY, LIGHTS- FUCK YOU BONNIE *shuts door*

(2am)

TWST!Yuu: FREDDY, LIGHTS, FREDDY, LIGHTS- ok my throat's getting sore let's stop yelling for now

(4am)

TWST!Yuu: Two more hours! ...aaaaand why am I on 20% ...I haven't even used that much power!

(5am)

TWST!Yuu: Shit, 1%... *anxious leg bounce*

TWST!Yuu: Oop- Hello Bonnie... and Chica... pleaseletmemakeitpleaseletmemakeit

*6am Jingle*

TWST!Yuu: FUCK YES LESSGOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

TWST!Yuu - Survived!

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pianostarinwonderland · 1 year

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what a time to be a twst fan

oh boy, I know I'm late but that's because I unfortunately have responsibilities, but like. what the fuck, I can't not say something about this

they announced March sched a day before the last day of the month . huh. and Japan doesn't have Feb 28 as a holiday so Hm

but anyway

what the fuck, dorm Malleus on early March????

they're not gonna wazowski him on anniv dorm banner???????? you can actually get him???????????

or will they pull what EN did for bday Malleus and run dorm Malleus banner the same time as the anniv banner and not add his card into the anniv banner WWWWWWWW

but also anniv banner is just a glorified standard banner, and all dorm cards are automatically added to standard SOOO huh. that's funky.

anyway. HELLO???????? MAGIC 3??????? FOR LIMIT BROKEN SSR CARDS?????????????????

oughhhhhhhhh this is so fucking exciting how is it gonna be like. are there new effects the card can do??? can you do more duo magic????? can you deal 4 hits in total??? rn I'm just so excited about doing magic 3 with my lv110 dorm Azul because HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOW STRONG WILL YOU BE YOU SEXY BITCH

what. is boost in HP/ATK for LB though. like. is it like a buddy boost thing ??? guess we'll find out soon huh

OK GUEST ROOM FINALLY WILL HAVE VOICED LINES???? THANK YOU????????? suddenly I am playing the guest room with volume every day

BUT EYO EYO OTHER PLAYERS CAN VISIT OUR ROOMS!!!! I'M ACTUALLY SO EXCITED ABOUT THIS ONE ;;;;;;U;;;;;; I'VE ALWAYS WANTED THIS FEATURE EVER SINCE GUEST ROOM WAS INTRODUCED LAST ANNIV, I'M SO EXCITED

I wonder if only friends can visit. It would make sense

ok but hello??????? SPARK SYSTEM IN TWST?????????? 200 PULLS GUARANTEED SSR

I am fully believing that the spark system is here because Yana Toboso had to throw 300 rolls for Masquerade Azul and she didn't like that at all. Everyone say thank you to Azul Ashengrotto.

900 pulls silk Jamil JP player must be malding in their seat right now though

Also I have known people who threw 400-500 rolls for Halloween Jade. Rip to them too

ngl I will miss the gacha horror stories of needing to throw more than 200 rolls to get one single copy. there's a kind of thrill those give.

but at the same time, thank GOD I'LL BE OK!!!! THERE ARE THREE AZUL SSRS TO EXPECT IN THE FUTURE, THAT BEING CLUB, TSUM, AND HIS BIRTHDAY NEXT YEAR, AND IDK WHEN CLUB AND TSUM WOULD HAPPEN!!! There is no need to feel like it is never enough

anyway at least I'll still kinda get the EN gacha horror stories. I'm sorry guys but .. I like hearing about others suffering in gacha .......

the fact that there are still going to be more updates.... like. what Else are they gonna do

actually, unified exams being late March is so sudden??? We just had them. BUt I'm not complaining, I got 109k in the last one. this time. this time I'm getting SSS.

ALS OSNGOIDNGSNONODSINGSODNOGNSONG CLUB FLOYDDDDDD GNBRHBJRBRBRBRHBGF NEED THE OCTA CRUMBS

course, can't forget about the latest update ramblings, but that's gonna be in a separate post after I go through 19080980180481209850128042190 messages worth of people screeching and links to tl summaries but it's like. 1am. and I need to sleep.

haha how fitting, right? absentmindedly hums Once Upon A Dream

#twisted wonderland #twst #twst jp

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vicxy · 3 years

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Pick A Pile Reading: Choose a Villainess 🥀🃏

Hello everyone, I decided to come up with this PAC for you guys to read as I go through all your asks. I’m really sorry for not being able to release it sooner, and thank you to those who are supportive. As you can probably guess from the title, the topic of this PAC is: What kind of villain would you be? I hope this will be to everyone’s liking, please leave some feedback so I can improve! This is meant to be a lighthearted (?) PAC for entertainment purposes, so don’t take it too seriously :) Please keep in mind this is a general reading so some might not resonate. I will also add a small part with things I think you need to hear.

“A hero will sacrifice you for the world, but the villain will sacrifice the world for you.”

Choose the pile(s) you are drawn to. Happy reading!

☾ Pile one: The Enchantress

I see a yellow gemstone for this pile, some of you might resonate with that? Maybe Opal? 7, 9 or 20 might be important numbers for you. Virgo, Pluto, Fire, Aquarius, and Moon energy here. Quite a lot of sword energy too. Capricorn, strong Jupiter, Libra, and Air dominants here too. I see that as villains, some of you could be quite scheming, not really in a bad way though. Wise beyond your years, you have a lot of foresight, and are probably the types to plan a coup or be the mastermind behind things. Maybe Junko from Danganronpa but with less of the crazy. The ones who are desperate for knowledge, but might have went about it in the wrong way. As a villain you might not show yourself much. I got “cartographer?” You might be sensitive to criticism, and hate it when you are questioned by your minions. The second type of villain I see from this pile is the sneaky type? Not the mastermind of the “main” villain, probably the one who betrayed the heroes’ side for the villains’. It might be because you didn’t feel included or like you were part of the heroes’ side. As a villain, you could be good at gathering information and using manipulation in order to achieve your goals. A spy, perhaps an assassin. Lowkey gives me Sasori (Naruto) vibes. The last type of villain I see here are the types who can get too hung up on things. Unable to let go, they let their past mistakes consume them and they turn evil, possibly to run away or to avoid something, possibly their past situations. Self conscious and unable to face their true self. In the past, the people in this pile could have had bad habits limiting their personal growth. Right now, some of you could be quite stressed. You should take a break and pamper yourself; impulsive as it may seem, it would be the best for you in the long run. The future is promising for this pile but roadblocks or conflicts right now need to be removed / resolved in order for you to advance. Good luck!

☾ Pile Two: Harley Quinn

Leo, strong Mars and Air, Pisces, Cancer, Libra, Moon, Mercury. The first type of villain I see here is the stubborn type. The ones who fight doggedly until the end even when they know they’re wrong.Quite impulsive, you could start fights easily and that could get you into trouble. Enemies are made easily. Some of you could be passive, or too defensive. On the other hand you could also be the type to give up easily, but mostly I see stubbornness. The second type of villain I see here is one of my favourites. If I could put it in one word, it would be smooth. Jesper from Shadow and Bone vibes. Intelligent, social, charming. Probably the type of villain to have their eyes everywhere, you know what is going on at all times. Also the type of villain to have a glib tongue, easily talking your way out of things / trouble. May be particularly interested in puzzles, mysteries, and mind games. Good at strategy. The third and last type of villain I see here is the type that can be perfectionists. Probably not villains by choice, these people are very avoidant. You probably dislike conflict, and try to avoid them, which can cause even more problems for you. Maybe the type to lie about something and lie more and more as to cover the lie. Eventually it snowballs. You could be idealistic as well, so you try to create a “perfect” world. Which is to say, your ideal one. In the past, a lot of you might have been unsure of where to go or what to do, but you could’ve been enlightened by something or someone recently and now know what to do. Trust yourself. Right now, I think that some of you could just have gone through something important or great in general. The efforts you’ve been putting in will pay off, so hang in there. In the future, some of you could be leaving from toxic relationships. You will also be more decisive, and in control of your life. 5, 6, 7 and 10 could be important numbers for some of you.

☾ Pile Three: Cruella

Lowkey weird but I saw the anemo symbol for this pile so maybe some of y'all play genshin impact? (pls if y'all do dm me I'm ar 55 with nothing to do) Strong Taurus and Mercury here, Cancer, Gemini, Leo, Virgo, Jupiter, Saturn. The first type of villain I see here is the one who was always known as the outsider. Down on their luck and probably weren't the types to get opportunities from others. There is something lacking in these people's lives, yet they don't know what it is. Reliant on others. These are the types of villains who victimize themselves and make you pity them, but stab you in the back right after with no sympathy whatsoever. The second type of villain I see here is somebody with very low self esteem. They might not have a sense of self direction and let themselves get used by other villains? Probably afraid of failure and disappointing others. On the other hand, this villain could also be opinionated and arrogant. Especially reckless, they are mostly bark with no bite. The type to give you threats but gets defeated in an instant 💀 They could also be the type to want recognition, maybe even obsessed with success. That will be their downfall. The last type of villain I see in this pile is the dramatic type of villain. The ones who make a mountain out of a molehill. Probably the ones who try to take things too far, or like putting on a big show with their abilities. They could also be the whiny type, the ones who get mad when they don't get what they want. Unresolved anger issues too. Lastly, they could be the villains who had gone through some kind of transformative experience in their life to make them this way. In the past, you could have felt very "stuck" and bored with your own life. You could also have lessened interactions in your social life due to responsibilities. Try letting loose sometimes. You could have also neglected some serious issues which you needed to face. For some of you who have been struggling or anything like that, rest assured that things will blow over soon. Hang in there, and remain grounded. For those of you who have put effort into something, I see that the rewards you get might not be up to your expectations. At least now you know what is worth you investing your time in; sit back and reevaluate your situation.

OKAY I'm finally done, it's almost 1am and I'm gonna catch some sleep. I really really hope this was alright, good day everyone! Please leave feedback so I can improve, I have a feeling this one is quite bad lmao. 💖 thank you for all the support thus far!

#astrology #astro notes #astrology observations #astro observations #thank you #astrology notes #tarotblr #tarotcommunity #pac reading #pick a pile #pick a card

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srta-doppe · 3 years

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hi May i request a headcanon for ran smiley and angry with sukuna fem reader . thank you

it's been a while since I saw jjk and I haven't read the manga (yet), but I hope this is what you had in mind, anon! ♡ i'm not familiar with the [character] reader thing, so I guess a personality similar to the character? i hope so!!

also i'm still trying out things on the format, but I think i'll stick to no pictures because it's easier, sorryyy

RAN, ANGRY AND SMILEY WITH A SUKUNA READER

notes: fem!reader, mentions of violence, specially on Ran's side

— RAN HAITANI ;

Oooh boy. You're perfect for him!

He loves seeing you broke some bones. He just sighs like a fool in love while you smile like a maniac in the middle of the battle.

"Isn't she pretty?" Ran talks to himself while the guy he's beating up just cries as another bone seems to be broken.

You're teasers. Rindou avoids being with both of you when he senses you don't feel like teasing Ran, because then he will be the target, and yeah that's not happening.

Fights are expected. You love each other, but your egos are too big sometimes. Neither of you wanna apologize, but you miss each other.

Sometimes it's you, sometimes it's Ran. One of you knocks at the other's door at 1AM, food in hand and a grin on their face.

"Hello babe, you hungry?"

The other just grins back and give them a kiss instead.

"You're the best. I love you"

Physical language more than actual words.

— NAHOYA KAWATA (SMILEY)

Similar to Ran, you both make a good pairing.

You're more violent than Nahoya, but that's fine. As long as he keeps seeing your smile, he's alright with it.

Except when Angry comes into picture.

Look, he loves you a lot. He will tease his twin with you, but he won't be as annoying as Ran, because he knows how sensitive Angry can be, and he doesn't want his brother to cry.

You probably tried at least once, though. And it ended up on an fight, probably. Unless you stopped before actually making Souya feel bad.

Probably not very fond of Toman. Yeah, they're strong and all, but you feel like they're too soft. You will beat anyone who talks shit about Toman or your boyfriend tho.

Only you're allowed to do that.

— SOUYA KAWATA (ANGRY)

Souya knows how to deal with you because he's been dealing his whole life with Smiley.

So yeah, he's pretty chill with you.

At first you will mock his constant frown, and it gets you off-guard to see how kind he is.

And alright you might be crushing a bit on this grumpy faced boy with a soft heart.

That won't save him from your constant teasing, thought.

But he has a crush on you so that's alright.

Kabedons will occur. You love seeing your boyfriend all flustered while you corner him.

It doesn't really matter if you're taller, shorter or even the same height. He will get all red when you do that.

Souya is your soft spot. You just love him so much, you would kill everyone if they dared to lay a single finger on him.

Or send them heavily injured to the hospital, maybe, just because Angry wouldn't want you on a reformatory.

Praying that no one tries to be a smartass and mock you for being a softie for you boyfriend, because your fists are faster than your mind and they will end up losing a teeth. Or two.

#tokyo revengers #tokyo revengers x reader #tokrev #tokrev x reader #ran haitani #ran haitani x reader #souya kawata #souya kawata x reader #angry tokyo revengers #nahoya kawata #nohaya kawata x reader #smiley tokyo revengers #angry x reader #smiley x reader #headcanons

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softxsuki · 3 years

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Luvie, I've had some horrible weeks with panic attacks, unexplainable sadness and unstoppable crying and 2 days ago I found out that I - medically- have depression :c and I'm just very lost cause everyone around me doesn't believe it cause "I have nothing to be sad for in my life" so I guess I just wanted to request a Yoongi one-shot where he comforts reader through this tricky situation cause I need comfort from my honey boy 🥺 - 🌊 anon

Yoongi Comforting Reader with Depression

Pairing: Yoongi x Gn!Reader

Warnings: Mentions of depression, sadness, hinting of suicide even though reader doesn’t mean it, hopelessness (lemme know if I missed anything)

Genre: Angst to Fluff(ish), Comfort

Post-Type: Oneshot

Word Count: 2.3k

Summary: In which you’re diagnosed with depression and your family doesn’t take it seriously, so you storm out the house in frustration, leaving you alone with your thoughts. (not alone for long tho)

[A/N: Hello 🌊anon <3. Thank you for taking your urgent requests to me! I always feel happy that I can write something that someone needs to feel some sort of comfort. I did my best here! I don’t know why it took me so long, so sorry for the wait. I was dozing off while writing though because its 1am now. I kept getting distracted by my dogs and my mom heh. ANYWAY, I hope this is alright! Let me know if you’d like me to add/alter anything and I’ll do that right away. Also ignore any mistakes, I’m 5 seconds away from passing out. Hope your honey boy is able to reach you with his words through this oneshot <3.]

It was a brisk evening as the sun was setting ahead of you on your walk back home from the Psychiatrist’s office. You had been feeling off for a while with unexplainable feelings of sadness, and finding yourself crying uncontrollably for no clear reason as to what was triggering it. And now, you felt numb after the news your psychiatrist had just given you.

“Depressed…” you mumble to yourself, testing how the words sounded coming from your own mouth.

You didn’t know how to feel about the news. Still trying to process what exactly this all means--you just felt lost. You don’t even realize the second you get home, but you find yourself staring at your front door as if it would just magically open on its own.

Your Psychiatrist just threw the news at you and let you move on with your day. They did give you a brief understanding of what this means for you, but you could only mindlessly nod to their words as your mind wandered elsewhere in that moment. At least I have an answer to these feelings now…

Entering your home, your parents instantly notice your downcast face and as usual, have something to say about it.

“You always have a miserable look on your face Y/N. You’re young--too young to be moping about anything yet. Just wait till you’re my age,” your mom laughs.

“I’m depressed,” you announce, still feeling numb, as if all this wasn’t real at all.

“Oh, please. All you young people say that now-a-days. You’re not depressed, you just need to think more positively and be happy! Enjoy life, you’ll get over this phase soon enough.”

This phase?

You weren’t even surprised at this point at your mothers words or your father as he wordlessly agreed with her, nodding his head as he scrolled mindlessly on his phone.

You were already feeling confused and frustrated as it was, and having your parents dismiss your announcement so easily with little care just dug a knife into your heart.

“Must you always invalidate my feelings so easily? I went to a Psychiatrist. They’re the one who told me I had depression. Instead of hearing that my feelings aren't real, it would be amazing to have a little support from you both right now. Or is that too much to ask of you?” you scream out, your frustrations getting the best of you as tears threaten to spill from your eyes.

“There you go again, getting overly emotional. You probably over exaggerated to your Psychiatrist so they had no choice but to throw that diagnosis on you. Get out and live a little instead of always being cooped up at home. There’s nothing in your life that you should be sad about. You have a roof over your head, two parents that care for you, and food on your table every night. That’s more than what most people your age have, so be grateful.”

“Right, thank you so much mother. I’m magically healed now. We’ll see how real this diagnosis is when you find me dead. Don’t bother following me,” you mutter as you walk out your house, slamming the door roughly behind you.

You weren’t actually out to harm yourself, you just impulsively said that to shock your parents into hopefully understanding that your depression was in-fact real. You also wanted to scare your mom a little because of her ignorance. It really got your blood boiling whenever she didn’t listen to you.

It was a chilly evening, the sun now long gone as only the moon and stars above gave you company on your walk. You didn’t even want to return home. You contemplate calling your boyfriend, Yoongi, but you decided against it. You just want to be alone and you don’t want to bother him, even though you know that his presence would bring you peace instantly; you just couldn’t find it in you to dial his number.

You could feel your phone vibrating in your pocket in that moment and glance down at the number. A call from your best friend. Ten missed calls from your mom, five missed calls from your best friend, and a load of messages from both of them, including your father. You decide to open your best friend's messages, not really wanting to hear from your parents at the moment.

Best Friend: “Y/N? You there? Your mom called me, she sounded panicked. Where are you? I’ll go to you now.”

Best Friend: “Y/N? Please pick up, idk where to go look for you.”

Good. I want to be alone.

Best Friend: “It’s already dark out! Idc how grown you think you are, but being out this late alone is dangerous for anyone! At least just let me know you’re okay.”

Am I okay? I really don’t know anymore...

Best Friend: “I’m calling Yoongi.”

That message was sent ten minutes ago. You had been walking out on your own for thirty minutes already, losing track of time from your spiraling thoughts.

Y/N: “No don’t!” you quickly respond to your best friend's message even though it’s a good ten minutes too late and they most likely called Yoongi already.

Y/N: “Hello?????”

Y/N: “I swear if you call him…”

Best Friend: “Too late :).”

You sigh, mentally beating up your friend for now getting your boyfriend involved. You already felt like you didn’t deserve him, the last thing you wanted was to annoy him with your confusing feelings. What if he didn’t want the drama and dumped you because you were depressed? You didn’t know what you’d do without him in your life, he was the one constant person in your life that you couldn’t afford to lose.

“Tell him I’m fine,” you type out, about to press send, but your screen is blocked from an incoming call from Yoongi.

Panicked, you decline and shut your phone off, chucking it into your pocket. Was he calling to yell at you? Or maybe your best friend filled him in on your diagnosis and he’s calling to break it off with you. Just let me at least hold on to you for a little longer. I can’t lose you Yoongi.

You wipe your falling tears as you finally arrive at your location-- the playground. It was a place you had known since you were younger; happy memories that now seemed so distant flooded your mind. A memory full of feelings that felt foreign to the now thick fog that you were submerged in--a fog that you couldn’t find your way out of.

You drag your feet over to the playground and plop down on a swing, gently pushing yourself back and forth. A cool breeze caresses your face, sending a shiver down your spine, as your mind once again spirals out of control.

You didn’t know how to come to terms with your diagnosis, and your parents were absolutely no help. You didn’t feel like talking to your best friend, and you also didn’t want to involve Yoongi in your madness, in fear of scaring him off.

Loud sobs forced their way out as you stopped swinging and leaned down into your lap with your hands covering your face. The sadness you felt was uncontrollable as you gasped for air between each sob, using your complete loneliness in the park to cry as loudly as you pleased. You don’t even hear the pounding of shoes stop near you, or see the shadow hover over your crying form until you hear someone call out.

“There you are,” a familiar voice speaks softly from in front of you.

Your head jumps up to see if your mind is playing tricks on you or if the owner of that voice really is there in front of you. As you glance up, you find yourself face to face with Yoongi’s soft, loving eyes that make you melt instantly. The tears continue to slowly fall down your face.

Yoongi reaches down to wipe your tears, and speaks again.

“Need a hug?”

You finally fully break down, jumping off from the swing and into his warm arms, tears staining his shirt as your loud sobs drown into his chest.

“I got you,” he hums, patting your head soothingly without ever letting you go as he leads the both of you onto the ground, “I’m right here.”

Yoongi continues to whisper soft praises and affirmations in your ear until all your tears have run dry. You’re both still sitting in place on the playground floor in front of the swings. The cicadas hum around you as the stars twinkle in their place in the pitch black night sky. The only light around is from a stray street lamp and the rays of moonlight that glow perfectly across Yoongi’s face.

“I’m sorry,” you finally say, now embarrassed at being so vulnerable around him.

It was a side of you that you had hoped he would never see.

“No need to apologize baby. I’m just glad I was able to find you tonight so you wouldn’t have to be alone with all your thoughts like this.”

He leads you back over to the swing you were sitting on, and takes a seat on the swing beside your own.

It’s quiet again as you both swing gently. You know he’s desperate to question you about your actions and about whatever it was that was bothering you, which your best friend must have filled him in on a bit, but he remains silent.

“I was diagnosed with depression today by my Psychiatrist,” you whisper so quietly that you’re sure Yoongi doesn’t hear you.

He silently nods his head though, letting you know that he’s listening to you, and reaches a hand out to lace in between your own fingers as the both of you continue to sway back and forth on your swing.

“I knew something was off with me Yoon,” you continue, “I was so desperate to figure out why I was feeling the way I was feeling. So many sleepless nights where I would just be hit with this overwhelming feeling of sadness; inescapable tears that just appeared in my eyes for no reason at all. I don’t even enjoy the things that I used to love doing. It’s like all the energy has been sucked out of me and I’m just this shell that’s sitting here. Breathing, blinking, eating, sleeping, and repeating that whole cycle every day. I just don’t know what to do,” you take a deep breath and finally look over at him.

Yoongi is still silently listening to you, glancing up at the sky as he does so.

“And I’m sorry for not telling you sooner. I know you’re always busy with your own responsibilities, I didn’t want to burden you with my own confusing emotions. I understand if you don’t want to be with me anymore after hearing all this. It’s a lot and you don’t have to put up with me.”

Yoongi takes that moment to give your hand a gentle squeeze and looks over into your eyes, and sends you his infamous gummy smile.

“I love you,” he blinks, eyes never leaving your own as he gives your hand another gentle squeeze, “Though I don’t know exactly what you’re going through despite my own confusing feelings that I used to have when I was younger, I can however offer you my undeniable support. You’re one of the most important people in my life and I want you to know that you’re not alone and you’re never going to be alone for as long as I’m around. I’ll never leave you. While you’re going through your depression and all these other emotions that you don’t quite understand--I’ll be here with you. And when all is said and done and this passes--I’ll still be here with you. Never think for a moment that I’d ever abandon you my love.”

You smile back at him, a real smile for the first time that day since receiving the news from your Psychiatrist. At least that was one thing that you didn’t have to worry about anymore.

“How is it that you always have the perfect words for every moment. That’s exactly what I needed to hear, thank you baby. I just wish I had parents who could acknowledge my feelings in the same way you do. I know they love me, but they don’t understand me at all. It’s...frustrating.”

“I’m sorry about all your frustrations and pain Y/N. I wish I could take it all off of you, but I can't. So instead, I’ll be here next to you every step of the way. Whenever you need me, whether it be just to talk--we’ll talk, if you need to see me--I’ll be over as quickly as possible. You’ll get through this, we'll get through this together; I believe in you. You’re so incredibly strong and have overcome so much through your life, and this bump in the road is no exception.”

“Stop, you’re going to make me cry again,” you choke out, overwhelmed by the love you felt for Yoongi as he tried his best to comfort you in your time of need, “I truly don’t deserve you, gosh.”

“If anything, I don’t deserve you,” he retorts quietly under his breath, but you don’t hear it, “Now, what do you say we go for some ice cream? I’m pretty sure there’s an ice cream shop nearby that’s still open if we run for it.”

“Sounds incredible.”

And with that, he jumps up from the swing and holds his hand out for you to grab. You place your hand in his and the both of you run side by side to the ice cream store for some late night cold sweet treats. It was a better ending to the night than you had expected based on how horrible your days and weeks seemed to be; you felt grateful that you weren’t alone in that moment.

Though your depression didn’t just magically disappear after your talk with Yoongi, you now knew that the possibility of getting better was just that--possible. And you just hoped that you could get through it, all with the support of the man by your side.

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Posted: 9/30/2021

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The first time we meet (karlxreader)

y’all may know Karl Jacobs the famous Minecraft streamer and best friends to Sapnap. Well that’s not the case for me i know him as my boyfriend but i never seen him in real life before just discord vc’s.

i’m most know for my minecraft streams too because i’m the first female faceless streamer. There’s a lot of male faceless streamers like dream,corpus,ranboo, there’s a lot more but you never see female faceless streamers but then there’s me.

Me and Karl met on Minecraft Mondays we were on the same time and ending up winning it after that me and him talked every day we became good friends then it turned into feelings so now we are dating.

We have been dating for 5 months and he has never seen my face before i have seen his but he hasn’t seen mine, I guess i’m just a insecure about my self here’s that thing i have what is called Heterochromia iridum which means the colored part of the eye (iris) is multicolored.

So i have two different eye colors I have a dark brown eye but then i have a Crystal blue eye. I always hated my eyes so i never showed my face to anyone.

Karl always wants to see my face but i tell him the same thing over and over aging which is “I don’t feel comfortable showing it” which he completely understand and never pushes me to show him.

So that brings us here we’re i’m laying in my bed listening to a true crime podcast Karl always makes fun of me for listening to podcast he says that there are for old people i just laughing at him and say we’ll i am old.

i’m listening to the podcast when i heard a ding my phone lit up with a message form Karl it read.

i closed out of the message and thought to my self what surprise dose Karl have for me. Putting that thought to the back of my mind i decided to go on Twitter.

i tweeted something laughing at all the comments that my friends comment. when it was 9:00 i finally got out of bed and started my morning routine.

i walked into my bathroom and took a shower and washed my face when i was done i got out, brushed my hair and teeth,

i walked out of my bathroom turning off all the lights and closing the door and walking to my closet to pick out some clothes.

i picked out my clothes and put them on when i was done with everything i went down stairs and made breakfast for myself.

Since i wasn’t streaming to day i don’t have to step up everything,today was my relaxing day but i still had school work to do.

i finished my breakfast, i walked over to my dining room table and sat down i opened my laptop and began my school work, knowing y’all i don’t think y’all want to seat through this part so i’ll see you when school is done.

Karl

Hey guys it’s me frog boy just kidding it’s me karl since some of y’all don’t know me let me say a couple of things about me.

First thing is i have a amazing girlfriend named y/n she is the most important person in my life and i hope to spend the rest of my life with her.

Speaking of my girlfriend we have been dating for 5 months. Wow that’s crazy right you know what’s also crazy i have never seen her face before not like i’m complaining i don’t really care if i see it or not but today that’s going to changes you see i message one of y/n’s friends saying i’m going to surprise her and they gave me her address.

I was driving to the store to pickup some stuff to make a goodie basket for her when my phone dinged

i looked over and saw that y/n snapchated me i picked up my phone and opened it

I put my phone down so I could continue driving then i got another message on my phone.

I opened it and this time it was a message from her.

putting my phone down for the second time. I finally made it to the store.

I got out of my car and walked in the store. I grabbed a cart and began looking for some stuff to put in the basket.

Ok i got the basket now time to look for stuff to put into it. I know she likes candy so I'm going to get some of that and some monsters.

When I finished shopping I went to check out. I paid for everything and headed out of the store to my car.

Once I got in I put everything in the basket neatly. I took a picture of it.

a/n- i take post anymore pictures so you will have to go to my wattpad and see them there the story is called one shots and my wattpad is ReaganGuillott

I took a picture of it and posted it on instagram and I made sure I posted it on my spam we’re y/n can see it.

laughing at the comments my friends made i started to drive again. It's going to take 3hrs to get there so i’m going to be back.

Y/N

Oh hey there I didn't think y’all would have come back and yes i did finish my school work it took me about 1hr to do so.

i heard a ding i looked down at my phone and i saw

i opend it and saw that it was nick

I snapped him back and he snapped back saying ok fine.

I was starting to get a little hungry so I made a little snack. Can you guess what I'm making? Everyone loves pizza rolls.

When I was done making them I sat down on my couch and began walking some Netflix.

By now it was 1am in the afternoon and I was beginning to get bored.

I can clean my house so that time will pass. but who just cleans there’s house for fun, not me.

I walked towards my room trying to figure out what I can do that will be fun.

Then an idea popped into my head: I can play minecraft. I walked over to my computer and sat down on my chair. I got my headphones and put them on my head.

I pulled in my lights so that it could be colorful.

I logged into my PC and began loading minecraft.

I started up a world and began playing it. I built a house, a farm, and a water fountain in front of my house.

then all of a sudden i hear a knock on my door.

karl

i finally got to y/n’s hometown. I'm so nervous. What if she gets mad at me for seeing her face and she breaks up with me.

putting all of the negative thoughts away in the back of my head I begin to think positively.

I pulled into her driveway and got out of my car and got the basket out and began to walk up to the front door.

I took a deep breath and knocked on the door waiting for her to open the door.

I waited a couple of minutes then the door opened and standing in front of me was the most beautiful person ever.

She had pale skin and long black hair that came down past her shoulders and along her cheeks and nose she had these most adorable freckles ever. And then her eyes were the most beautiful eyes, one was dark brown and then the other one was crystal blue.

“Hello my love” I said looking up at her.

“Karl” she said, her voice cracking little, you can see a tear fall from her long lashes on to her cheek.

“Oh honey” I say, putting down the basket and walking over to her and wrapping my arms around her tiny waist.

While I was holding her she began to shake, I felt my shirt getting wet but I didn't care because I had the love of my life in my arms right now.

We just stood there in silence just enjoying each other Company. I finally let go of her and moved away from her.

“Can I get that kiss now?” I said, smiling at her.

“How do you know I was talking about you? I could have been talking about someone else” she said.

“Oh I just know,” I said.

I looked into her eyes, she looked up at me and looked at the ground.

“Could you not look at them please” she said i looked at her confused.

“look at what” i said

“My eyes i don’t like them that’s why i am a faceless streamer and that’s why i didn’t let you see my face it’s all because of my fucking eyes” She said starting to get angry.

“I was bullied as a kid because of them they said i looked like a Alien they called me two eyes just because of my fucking eyes” she said

“baby” i said

“don’t i don’t want you sympathy” she said

“My love look at me” i said

She finally looked up at me i put my hands on her cheeks.

“Honey your eyes are the most beautiful eyes ever don’t let people tell you otherwise so what they say that you look like a alien they are just jealous cause you have some badass eyes and they don’t” i said

She looked up at me and leaned in. I felt her breathing on my lips.

I leaned in and put my lips on hers.

are lips we’re moving together i then licked the bottom of her lip asking for entering she opened her lips and i put my tongue in hers.

are tongues fought for dormancy when we got a little carried away so I parted our lips and rested my forehead on her looking into her beautiful eyes.

“Thanks you” she said

“You're welcome,” I said.

I stepped away from her and picked up the basket and gave it to her.

She took it out of my hands and we walked into her house.

She walked over to the kitchen and put the basket on the counter.

“So what do you want to do now” she said looking at me.

“i don’t know” i said

“do you want to take pictures with me” she said

“sure”

When we were finished we laid on her bed cuddling just talking about life.

" i love you y/n" i siad

l i love you too" she said

And that day became the most amazing day every because i got to spend the next week with the woman i love.

#karl jacobs #mcyt x reader #karl x reader

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historicfailure · 3 years

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Hey! (Note in advance: 2 part comment due to character limit, 1 of 2.) It suddenly hit me the amount of insane effort, brain racking, and motivation it takes to get those fascinating story ideas in your head to words on a page that are really enjoyable for people that aren't you and actually need context and backstory, not an overflow of excitement. Scrolling through Ao3, I just had a surge of appreciation and respect that y'all can write 50,000+ word fics when I can barely do 2,000. ~ 1AM

Continuing, fanfic writers like you are so underrated for the masterpieces you whip up for countless fans, and I don't know how you find the inspiration or manage the workload. Believe me, I've tried, and just the idea of a deadline or others depending on my work for their pleasure stresses me out. So, what I'm trying to say is, thank you for writing! Out of all of us, you guys deserve to be with these characters the most. (Well, except for Kakashi. I called dibs already.) <3

Sorry for the -- what is this -- triple post? I'm probably just overusing the chat feature by now. But um, half-asleep me applauds you on the Iruka post, it honestly just felt too relatable as I'm living on 5 hours of sleep right now (without even reading fanfic, my goodness). Hope you're getting enough sleep! I'll probably disappear for a while again, but take care! :D ~1AM

~ X ~

Hello there, welcome back! :D Sorry I only got to it know, there were some troubles with my internet yet again ... sigh.

I’m not going to lie, there is lots of work involved in writing. As you point out, there’s the planing phase beforehand, a little bit of outlining (more or less, depending on each person), the actual start, finding the right words, motivation to keep going, proofreading and posting on multiple platforms. It’s fun, definitely! However, especially longer fanfics can be draining, in between RL and work commitments etc.

Despite all of that (or maybe a little bit because of that...?) writing is something I do for fun. Fanfiction is my way to unwind and relax and sharing it with people is... I guess when I started to post them I thought to myself: “Well, I already wrote it, so why not share it? If just one person is happier because of my work, then it was worth it”.

And not every fic needs to be 50.000+ words long! Sometimes shorter fics are just as lovely and depict so much feeling ^^ To be honest, short fic-writers always amaze me because I simply can’t write short fics T^T Could be because I’m a non-native speaker/writer, so I always take lots of words to make sure everyone understands what I’m writing about. There also could be other reasons, of course xD Point is: short fics are just as valid as long fics. The internet is such a large place for so many people that someone out there will love your work. That is my POV on my motivation, and probably will be my POV for as long as I write fanfiction ^^ (or anything, tbh).

Oh gosh, I really hope you finally catch some sleep! Thank you so much for your lovely asks, and no worries about abusing the ask-function xD It’s there for a reason, and I always love to answer these asks! :D

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