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Geoff from Touchy Feely Sweet Thing is asexual!
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anyone else have multiple traumatic memories associated specifically with holidays/family vacations? because that is a topic I never see discussed in all the So You Had A Shitty Childhood, Now What? self-help books i've been reading. but for me, it was a significant thing. and the more i think about it the more it seems like this would be an (unfortunately) common experience. would be grateful to hear if this matches other peoples' experiences...
#not a shitpost#serious post#ask to tag#tw trauma#cptsd#c-ptsd#and if so we should TALK about it#because it means there are a whole group of survivors out there whose mental health regularly worsens during holidays#like i know i am most certainly not the only person who feels an undefined Dread hanging over christmas/my birthday/july 4 etc#bc too many shitty things happened during those times and now my brain is hypervigilant bc traditionally these are the Danger Times#and this seems like it would be particularly common for survivors of abusive/dysfunctional households (aka most people with c-ptsd)#because holidays/vacations typically mean 1) the whole family is together/being forced to interact#2) and undergoing external stressors e.g. travel/relatives aka 'outsiders' visiting/routines & coping mechanisms being interrupted etc#3) there is social pressure for this to be a Fun Family Bonding Experience which only highlights the cracks in the foundation#and exposes the common Everything Is Fine/We Are A Happy Family lie#4) the cognitive dissonance of feeling tired/anxious/stressed/afraid during a time when you are 'supposed' to be Making Good Memories#and then everyone is angry/tired/anxious/triggered and things boil over and something or someone goes Very Wrong#weird that i'm posting this in october when halloween is...sort of the ONLY holiday i have only good and happy feelings towards#i got lucky there#also i have positive feelings towards Labor Day but that's for socialist reasons
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Blacked out in front of my tablet and woke up with sketches of my Touchstarved mc + Kuras my beloved. woops
#I found out dr. kuras is 6'6 I said hold on lemme get a stool so I can climb this man#touchstarved#touchstarved game#touchstarved kuras#kuras#sleepyscribble#oc.emma#my mc is meant to be a self insert but also like. I wanted to come up w a design and character arc and everything jkvkvk#so I ended up basing her on my personality/looks but taking her into a direction that would fit the game#she's like. me but 'characterized' and a bit exaggerated for the sake of being a character yk#the way she turned out is that she's basically a friendly happy go lucky mage who laughs at her own misery but hides#a deep layer of self loathing underneath all that bc of her curse#having been cursed all her life she believes she's a monster and the sunny personality is a way for her to 'make up for it'#but at the same time she feels like a farse. like she's only luring ppl in to an inevitable demise#and she thinks she's selfish bc despite knowing the danger she poses she still goes out there and puts herself among ppl#bc she craves human connection. even tho she feels guilty for 'indulging' in it#anyway I love the cursed mc concept in this game <3 it's been really interesting to think abt how that would affect someone#also I kept her physical features looking pretty much like mine#bc I wanted to draw myself in a cute way. teehee#but the clothing I was basically thinking like. early game simple clothing that she didn't rlly pick for herself#and maybe later I can have an updated design w something she would actually pick for herself
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231003 ♡ Happy Birthday Bang Chan!
#chan#bang chan#stray kids#cb97net#createskz#*gfx#*m#long post#all the stars in the sky couldnt compare to how much i love you... thank you forever and for always...#i will be by your side till the sun sets okay?#together always... im happy here with you#you changed my life and made me into a warmer person...#i think im so lucky that the universe led me to you... im so grateful that you exist here with me...#my everything... you are always my brightest sun and i hope to continue to be your moon#how many times can i say thank you till my tongue grows numb it still wouldnt be enough... to say thank you to you#because of you i am here still today... because of your kind words i was able to hold onto who i was that night#im never truly alone because you're always a part of my heart and who i am now.. you exist inside my very heart#you are so truly and deeply a soulmate to me...#i love you... so much..
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o yeah btw i liked these guys from the latest crk update..... detective gays.... macaroni and cheese....🤭
#i finished the story it was fun#whyd i have to get invested in the cookie npc yaoi... need them to kiss#i thought cheddars design was kinda boring (esp after the golden cheese update where every design slapped... hes also cheese...)#and he looked rly similar to almond so i think they couldve made him look more diff#but i still liked them LOL... esp macaroni cookie he's sooo cute#tsk macaroni cookie does everything... hes even an attack dog... what do u do cheddar cookie?#ur lucky to have such a cute smart and useful hoobae...😙#i saw some cute fanart of them on twit so i'm happy :)#joking i dont think cheddar is completely useless but it makes me laugh bc he has the#'my job here is done ;)' 'but u didnt do anything' *dramatic exit* vibe#at the v least he's good bc he has faith in his partner...😙#if they arent already dating theyre def gonna start dating... doesnt take a detective to figure that out...#like stop playfully bantering in front of me🙄#oh btw i liked their kr voices so much#cheddar's voice was... insanely good how could they just use this voice on an npc#like his voice makes up for any complaints i had on his design#and macaroni sounds cute... i looked it up and apparently its jeong ui-taek?? who also voiced archbishop cream and 1 of captain caviars crew#voicing a bunch of cute npcs but no playable cookie yet...#im curious how they sound in other lang tbh...
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i was watching some 2016 tlsp videos for research right. hadn't done that in a while. needless to say it took approximately 0.5 seconds after they came on stage for an unprecedented wave of grief to hit me like a truck
#first of all who gave those videos the right to transport me back to when i first discovered tlsp and binged watched everything every day#second of all THE ENERGY ON THAT STAGE...........like do people who were there in 2016 realise how lucky they were to witness that#they were having so much fun they were so happy and cough in love cough........and the pure JOY that oozed from every performance i just.#i physically feel sick i might need to stare at a wall for a moment. pulling my hair out actually#ramblings
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#and they lived happily ever after#no but this scene was so pure and precious and joyous#the way they walk off holding hands ready to put that bureau credit card to G O O D use#gives me life#i love happy go lucky dana it is everything to me#txf#the x files#x files#dana scully#fox mulder#david duchovny#gillian anderson#msr#mulder x scully#scully x mulder#hollywood a.d.
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when does "home" emerge from just the place where I put all my stuff?
(belated) happy birthday, @nyx4 ( ´ ▽ ` ).｡ｏ♡♡♡
#kinnporsche#kinnporche the series#vegaspete#asiandramanet#tuserskc#kinnporsheedit#vegas x pete#vegas theerapanyakul#bible wichapas#build jakapan#late happy birthday my love#i think i already told you everything on discord#but i'm extremely lucky to have met you#it may not be your birthday anymore#but i wish you still get to eat yummy food#and maybe even cake!#ilyyy#💗💗💗
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HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE!
LETS GO INTO 2024 WITH A SMILE!!!
#mikutimetalk#I'm genuinely so lucky to have met and talked to so many people this year.#Getting to message#vc#and even get to meet up and hang out with so many lovely people.#I've made so many friends. And i think that's the reason that despite everything#im still happy and wouldn't take this year back for anything#Thank you#to all my friends#all of my mutuals#everyone#Thank you for all of the laughs#smiles#late night messages#i dont know man this year has just been so lovely. i'm just mainly happy i got to meet so many new people this year and smile so much when#things got bad#im really tired so its hard to format my thoughts but i think the easiest way to put this is#THANK YOU!!!! THANK YOU EVERyONE!#THANK YOU FOR BEING IN MY LIFE AND THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME HAPPY!#LETS CONTINUE TO BE HAPPY FOR MANY MORE YEARS TO COME!#YAY#thank you everyone for making 2023 a lovely and wonderful year. I hope to see you in 2024. :)
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hold me back pls
#babblings#good lord he is even prettier in cloee up#anime staffs pwc staffs i take back everything bad i ever said thank you#im coughing and its hard to breathe rn so happy twt tl also full of yoichi#im going insane#i kicked the wall in reflex when i saw this i was lucky#also that art with nagi#IM EATING GOOD APRIL FOOLS WHO YOICHI HAPIBAAAA
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did you guys ever play happy mouse? its a short horror game with mickey mouse characters, tw for everything under the sun though, i got obsessed with this game a couple months ago.. the oswald stand in character was pretty cool :)
#make-dy#gif warning#happy mouse#oswald the lucky rabbit#seriously tw for like blood and gore and suicide and everything. its graphic. only play if you can handle it
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HAPPY 96th BIRTHDAY TO OSWALD THE LUCKY RABBIT!!!💙✨
This Lucky Rabbit had changed my entire life completely and I cannot be more thankful for it! So enjoy this art piece of him!💙✨
#disney#oswald the lucky rabbit#my art#happy brithday#Still can’t believe he��s 96 this year wow#he means everything to me#art
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Mav is gone. I have a thousand things I want to say but I don't have the bandwidth to write a proper post right now.
Send me asks so I can tell Mav's stories. I want to talk about him and remember all the funny and good stuff.
#about mav#tw pet death#he was the coolest dog in the world#i am so lucky that i got to plan his last days#he was truly happy right up until the end#i got to plan his last adventures and walks and meals and kisses and i got to tell him everything i wanted to tell him#and im so lucky for thay#but i dont feel very lucky#i just feel so cheated#i shouldve gotten ten more years#he only turned five last week#it isnt fair it isnt fair it isnt fucking fair#so send me asks so i can tell you the good stuff#you can ask anything and if its too personal i just wont answer#pinning thins so you dont have to scroll through a thousand asks to figure out whats happening
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i love being in love i love being in love specifically with my boyfriend and living with him now... life is so beautiful its all about loving so much and if lucky being so loved in return (TO ME !)
#genuinely life has been crazy and so hard and this move and trying to build a life and figure shit out has been Insane but having him with#me makes it all so worth it and so much easier and so beautiful and just like. its so Good... being with him is so good and im so so lucky#i love him so much hes truly truly my everything and the person i wanna be with for the rest of my life and thats so beautiful and somethin#i didnt know id ever have or could have especially with how much he wants that with me too and is just as in love with me... wah.. im just#happy and proud and excited to have him and to be sharing our lives together and to be able to reach milestones and plan them and plan our#future for real... we are taking so many steps together and i love it even on the hard days i know hes there and we're gonna be okay
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There is heat. Actual heat on my skin.
While Jen and I amble along the edge of St. Stephen’s Green I'm dimly aware that she’s saying something, and really, I should be listening because it is her birthday and she deserves my undivided attention, but the sun has just appeared from behind a building and for the first time in months I am experiencing its warmth on the side of my face. Months of dark, wet gloom have almost made me forget what this feels like. It’s a familiar rush, actually… MDMA. Yes. That’s what it's like.
“Are you listening to me?” She says accusingly, and she snaps sharply into focus.
“Yes, of course.”
“Well then what did I just say?”
“Um,” I peer around for clues. It is the fourteenth of March. The shops and restaurants surrounding the park have begun to put cheery little shamrocks in their windows, and the Shelbourne Hotel has hung tricolour flags up above the grand doorway. We squeeze in close to the iron railings to allow a slow moving crowd of Canadian tourists with fluffy green Viking hats, and Guinness t-shirts under their coats pass by. “Uh, you were saying that you hate St. Patrick’s day.”
She scoffs, “Um, well, I do hate St. Patrick’s day, it’s gimmicky, but that’s not at all what I was saying,” she makes a swing for my arm and I manage to dodge her, “I can’t believe you weren’t listening to me on my birthday.”
“I’m listening now, sorry, sorry…” The sunshine glints between a gap in the bud laden branches overhead and I squint against it. God, that really is nice…
“...driving me kind of crazy, like, honestly, if we could even talk about something else for a minute…”
Oh, shit. I focus really intently on what she’s saying. “Michelle,” I announce triumphantly, “This is about Michelle.”
She rolls her eyes, “Yes. Of course. If someone could enact a ban on her going on and on about Evan all of the time, it’s like, Evan this, Evan that, ‘Evan is so sweet, he’s just not like those other boys’…”
I snicker, “Oh, they’re just in love. Don’t be such a misery guts.”
“Yeah, nobody goes on about it as much as them. I get it. It’s been like, six months now can they not just cool it?” She heaves out a sigh, “And I’m just saying, I’m not a selfish person, right?”
“Nuh uh, never.”
“But if we meet them in a minute and all they do is gaze lovingly into each other's eyes I’m going to be mad, okay? I’m going to be fully upset about it. It’s my birthday. They can bloody think of things to say to me.”
I sling my arm around her as we amble through the gates of the park. The spring flowers are in full bloom now, and the smiling faces of the daffodils beam up at us from the borders along the path. “Of course they’ll make a fuss about you, Jenny, they’re not monsters. Yeah, they’re full on with the PDA and talking about their big feelings but they love you and they’ll want your birthday to be special.”
“Well, good,” she says primly, “This is my one day.”
“They’ll have me to answer to if they don’t behave.”
“Ooh, big scary Jude,” she giggles, “Will you shove them in a locker or flush their heads down the toilet?”
“I never did that to anyone!” I elbow her gently in the ribs, “who do you think I am?”
“Like I don’t remember the breast-pocket-ripping rampage you went on in first year!”
We’re both tittering as we round the gentle curve of the path and are assaulted by the sight of Michelle and Evan in the grass by the Pavillion, lying horizontal and open mouthed kissing each other. I gasp and shield Jen’s eyes with my hand.
“Ugh! No! Too late, I’ve seen them,” She cries, and I spin her around to me and get into her eye line instead so that she has something appealing to look at instead. “Do you think it’s too early in the year for ice cream?”
“No,” she says. “Are you gonna buy me some?”
“Yeah, as many scoops as you want. Maybe when we come back those two will have finished their little performance.”
“Ugh, yes please. How do you always know what I want before I do?”
I shrug, “talent.”
“Jude Turner,” She shakes her head as we walk towards the exit together, “you're such a friend to women.”
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#lucky boy 2009#FINALLY spring#i got so sick of that awkward winter lighting#everything looks better with flowers#tw: drug mention#lets be honest nothing hits like those first rays of sunshine after the winter#especially for us northern folks wooop#today 4th march is actually Evie's birthday aww happy 31st
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diavolo calling ik his daughter feels so much crueler when you realise the ghost of her actual dad is literally there the whole time jhsshdhjsj
im really curious abt ik's story before becoming a demon though
i was thinking about that actually!!! okay so in this au, since the rules about demons and the devildom are different, i also get to make up new lore for how demons are born
so there are natural-born demons and human-born demons, and there's not too much difference apart from the way they're created; natural-born demons just sorta spawn in the devildom, while human-born demons are created from the remains of dead humans by certain scout demons
normally, human-born demons are created by violent/angry/spiteful/vengeful/etc. deaths, and the nature + abilities of the demon depend on the circumstances of their death. ik's death was an accident while playing like regular kids do - which is why she's mostly benign, and has weird cartoonish powers
these sort of deaths are usually left to reapers, but in this case the scout demon took pity and decided to give her a 'second life' of sorts by bringing her back as a demon - though, as is the case with all human-born demons, she doesn't remember her old life at all, and is only vaguely aware of her origin
i'd place her as originating from a few centuries in the past, plus she's used to all archaic magic tech in the devildom, so she is very wowed by human technological advancement. levi shows her super mario and she is totally enthralled
#answering asks#anon asks#ik (though having tragic notes) is actually a more whimsical happy-go-lucky character here#but zhao is really Going Through It#he'd have figured out (or at least suspected) the being-turned-into-demon thing#or potentially is just so deep in grief that he'll resort to any means necessary#but he ended up dying and being stuck as a ghost because he tried employing the same sorts of occult arts that sonno was in the present#this also means sonno could potentially come back as a ghost and either ruin everything#or be stuck in sitcom purgatory where he can't do literally anything and everyone is dunking on him all the time#jtta aus#the office demon au
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