Headcanons I’ve become obsessed with:

•Slytherin Dorcas Meadowes (I know some ppl like her in Gryffindor but Slytherin Half-Blood DM just makes me feel things man)

•ADHD/bipolar James Potter (hear me out, I’m bipolar and I just see a lot of the characteristics and signs subconsciously in focus when ppl are writing James)

•Pandora and Evan being twins (yeah pandora as a Lestrange can be vibes but there is just something about Reggie having the rosier twins at his side)

•Narcissa and Regulus positive relationship (she loved and mourned him your honor)

•different ethnicities/nationalities for all the characters (desi James and French Blacks and Welsh Remus and ughhh they all just hit different when they aren’t standard copy and paste media)

•unhinged and insane rosekiller (no explanation needed)

•genderfluid Sirius (not everyone’s cup of tea but let’s be honest, it heals the hurt teen in me that wanted to hear ‘they’ but only ever got ‘her’)

•Peter and Marlene besties (it’s hurts to think about the canon of it, but god do I love them)

•fat Lily Evans (mother. My queen. Whenever I feel shitty about my thighs rubbing together I look up fanon lily art and tell myself she’d think I was a masterpiece too)

•tattoos (every single marauders era character having so many tattoos centered around their friendships and relationships and things that make them happy)

•Sirius supporting Jegulus (bc healthy sibling relationships are okay to strive for)

•the black sisters being in ANYTHING AT ALL (Bella and Andy and Cissy are my Roman Empire)

•raising their kids in a village together (Harry and Neville and Draco and Luna just being loved and cherished by all the adults)

•‘side characters’ in the era making appearances?? (Alice and Frank and Emmeline and Gideon and Fabian are my loves too)

all i did last night was get emotional, cry, and draw

havin a normal one, dudes 🙃

slooper!!!!!

small doodle i decided 2 digitalize

goodnightyy now :3 queueueing tjis weee

when ppl redesign mlp characters and they add a sewing needle and thread onto rarity’s cutie mark… or add a book onto twilight’s… do NOT do that!!!!!!! you don’t understand them like i do……!!!!

whyyyy does nobody ever come back to this group fjdkdl they show up once for a first time and then never return !!! its kind of crushing bc some ppl I've been like... excited at the prospect of seeing them again and then they just never show up ever again :')

and I didn't even get to draw anything good while sitting there !!! AUGH

on another note im so fuckin miserable

When u only get one comment on an update u posted despite a pretty decent number of hits on it but ur still super ready to start writing the next chapter, now THAT is PASSION

Me realizing ladue is not an attention grab will not work as an attention grab it is So much smaller than discacc & even discacc updates I'm lucky to get much engagement with each update

BUT. And here's the key. Ladue is Fun.

I'm enjoying this au so Maybe it's not getting me as much attention as discacc is but it's still so fun to write so MAYBE. For one moment of my life. I will not stress the small details much.

just found out the guy i was frenemies with in middle school got a boyfriend

...

not to offhandedly brag or anything but i just want to state Somewhere that ppl commenting on my post-war fic telling me that it’s the best azula redemption arc they’ve ever read straight up makes me CRY. like. wtaF that is such a high compliment and i have no idea how to say thank u so i’ve barely been replying to the comments

i will never, ever, shut up about kieta hatsukoi. sorry to the 9 people who will witness such absurdities

love is crazy it will literally make you listen to hurricane and molasses the hush sound and if you were to ever get lyrics tattooed on your 8ody itd 8e from either of those songs and it will make you wear a ring and it will make you want to cry that your ring is just a flimsy itty 8itty ru88er 8and in hiser favor8 color and so you pick through all your rings that are supposed to 8e yours and ask pick one. and wear it every single day only taking it off when washing your hair (it snags otherwise) and it will make you wring your own hands and it will make you understand long-term rel8ionships and committed rel8ionships and wanting them in the first place and f33ling 8etter 8c of them and monogamy and only liking one person and not 8eing interested in anyone else and getting angry when other ppl like you like that and snappy when they try to get with you like that and it will make you understand wedding dresses and happily ever after and it will make you walk outside in the sun and take a d33p 8reath and realize holy shit, you're here. you're here in the same world as xr. you made it this far. it's not like everything else didn't exist 8efore you talked 8ut now it's like, oh my god, everything fits now, everything makes sense now. and it has made me write and it has made me make poetry and it has made me want to share it to desper8ly get ppl to understand this thing that has taken over my life (falling in love) AND IT'S MADE THEM WANT TO START WRITING TOO? and. i could go on

T/////Eight story amounted to basically nothing so I guess I'm back here to the other stupid as shit game I give too many chances on a more full time basis again (minus still writing my As///u/////Lil////i fic I love that thing too much and people in my DMs are counting on me for more)

At least I'll always have my friend and her best ending

And her faggot

EDIT: Ok it was nonsensical and full of holes like swiss cheese but now that i've calmed down this was always a goofy silly dumb game that cares less about taking itself seriously as it does being cool and fun, so while im disappointed and im allowed to be disappointed, im not running away with my expectations on this like others have. Tekken is still fun and will always have a place in my heart. And I do appreciate receiving some things I've always wanted regardless of my upsets with their execution flaws. They were finally able to make me feel like my favorite characters have closure on some level regardless, and that has to be commended.

is it bad that i wanted to push everyone away that i don't want them to love me but i can love them and i can hold on to but never loves me i don't deserve any of it