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chi-haku · 11 months

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its 5-star day!!!! which means i get to do my fave thing and rank the album based exclusively on my first listen. ive only heard all of these once with the exception of the title so these are just first thoughts. my rankings always change insanely after like a week (looking at my maxident rankings im always like …weird!!)

rankings of the album below the cut!

1. fnf - oh my god i cant believe theyre singing abt five nights at freddys… this song is genuinely so good though; it makes me feel the same joy as i cant stop or the view does upon first listen. its emotional but its danceable, its got everything.

2. collision - THIS SONG WASNT EVEN RLLY ON MY RADAR AS A POTENTIAL FAVORITE?? (talk abt a collision haha!!) but dare i say it is actually my favorite?? (edit: its actually my second favorite) its a really fun track; this is one i would hope would get a dance tbh bcuz i think itd look really cool

3. topline - this song is such an ear worm its been stuck in my head before it even came out; it simultaneously serves cunt and bad ass at the same time; tiger jks verse eats. love the vocals in it too, and the BOM DIGGY DIGGY BOM BOM BOM BOM. its a rlly fun enjoyable song def gonna be on my list of faves

3. youtiful - i thought it was gonna be cringe which it kinda is but its also heartwarming and a bit sad. it would probably rank a bit higher if it didnt have some tough competition but ‘the universe in ur eyes’??? UGH IM BASHING MY HEAD INTO A WALL SCREAMING OK ITS CHEESY BUT ITS ALSO GREAT. our first tie because in making this these two kept switching ranks over and over

4. DLC - ok dlc standing for dance like crazy is so cute. this song makes me wanna just vibe and have a great time; just dont listen to the lyrics they make me a bit sad just a little bit. also the pre chorus whisper with a harmony right underneath? YES PLZ. eating this for breakfast this is so good

5. hall of fame - WOAH! early on i was like oh its nice but maybe not my fave until the kinda tron-ish break down before the chorus its kinda hypnotic—ONE SMALL STEP FOR MAN ONE GIANT LEAP FOR MANKIND made me giggle lol—the instrumental of this song is v interesting i like it a lot (this was actually below #6 for a hot second before i made a last minute call)

6. superbowl - you whisper in a song and thats it for me it kills me sorry!! someone said this is god menu pt 2 and it is its so good (i dont care that the lyrics are goofy i love it) this ones rank was shakey until the end that rlly sold it for me. noticing a trend of rlly strong outros on this album

6. get lit - i rlly struggled with this and superbowls ranks so theyre getting the same rank. skz knows how to make an amazing party song fr. i love a lil edm moment i wish they would do even more like side effects level breakdown

7. s-class - okay this song is a bit all over the place but kind of in a way that fucks; like its a mess in a way that if would blow my mind to play a shooter too! i do love IN’s breakdown he gets i LOOOOVE his voice. also the last bit before the end starting at like 2:35 to the end kinda reminds me of og skz in a way i rlly enjoy

8. item - really like the instrumentals they r playing w this album. im kinda predicting that this will be the song on the album that grows on me a lot; i really enjoy the breakdown towards the end and the videogame core of it all

honorable mentions (i dont rank previously released songs!!):

the sound - i didnt like this song like at all when it came out but it IS better in korean.

time out - we know her, we love her, she cant be in the rankings because she would top them and im biased cuz i listen to it all the time!

#zannah speaks #zannah listens #stray kids #5 - star #stray kids 5 star #this album is really good as expected from my literal faves #gonna have it on repeat all week #gonna play fortnite to it later today fr after work

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amelia-yap · 2 years

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@white-rose-week day 1: parallel

different yet the same

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ink-asunder · 7 months

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Having demand avoidance in a medical setting is literally hell. Like, patient autonomy is already absolute ass. It's only made worse when doctors CONSISTENTLY tell you what to do and act like you HAVE to do it instead of consulting with you first like normal fucking people.

#also “”“”medical necessity“”“” is NOT an excuse here.#ive been to plenty of doctors that thoroughly discuss a range/timeline of treatment and explain it IN DETAIL before saying “thats what i-#-recommend“ instead of just going ”okay were gonna do this. im gonna explain the prep to you a mile a minute and if you have any follow up-#-questions im just gonna repeat part of my spiel with no clarification. and if i cant answer your questions too bad :)“#not to mention how many doctors just force you to do things that WILL NEVER WORK #like one therapist tried forcing me to do emdr when i was only IN HER TOWN for the summer and i had no internet access when i was at college #im pretty sure emdr takes several weeks to work and i did not have that kind of time available to me. i couldnt just drop out bc of ptsd.#also the number of times ive had to decline an ESI is stupid. I've already had 2! they didn't work! i had a bad reaction to the meds!#why am i being forced to do it again?#also back surgery. i cant do that because i am a white trash rural kid and our home (which we built ourselves) CANNOT be accessible enough #for spinal surgery recovery. but i went to the surgeon and he was like “thats valid! and also surgery literally wouldnt help you so idk why-#-they sent you here.“ : l It's cool to be right all the time lol #its like. no wonder i developed medical demand avoidance after so much traumatizing and malpracticy bullshit in my life #demand avoidance #medical demand avoidance #chronic illness burnout #chronic illness #chronic pain #medical tw #ptsd #disability #medical neglect #medical trauma #vent #this might be too personal. if i do delete it ill have it rb'd on my boar-deer-whitetrashbutterfly blog first #idk i just havent really been able to find anyone else talking about this specific effect of being chronically ill/disabled.

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feline-evil · 2 months

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I can't think of anything that could kill a generative ai system faster than letting it pull from blogs on here, its going to be fed so many erroneous callouts and pointless discourse posts that its gonna generate a way to speedrun offing itself

#jay talkin #im making jokes but fucking hell the internet sucks nowadays #i love witnessing the rot in real time (<--said extremely mentally healthily haha u can trust)#im listening to monkey wrench on repeat. feeling normal #i mean hey yr shits already been jacked by ai if it was gonna be. sorry. it woulda happened like last year at its peak #sites being more open abt it now and adding opt out toggles dont mean its just suddenly gonna start happening #believe me they were all already trawled by little ai fucknuts already. sucks but its the truth #ai bros notably do not care abt legality they have already trawled every site. all u can do is fight back best u can #damage has been done. dont fall into despair via scaremongering and doom posting #do what u can to protect yrself and yr shit snd spread info on how to do that #glaze yr art if yr an artist. opt out of shit when u can. its fucking rough out here #ai is p solely focused on ripping off whatever is most marketable or 'realistic' bc it is a capitalist leach #and nobody involved in it has a soul enough to recognise art if it spat in their face #it fucking sucks that we're still dealing w it but i promise u this capitalist mass-market tendency #is gonna end up w it poisoning itself w its own shite imagery to the point of death so #it WILL fuck off eventually. hold on w the hope of that ok. n protect yr shit. alright #oh and dont share any info u wldnt want stolen but u shldnt be doing that anyway for internet safety reasons #love u all my artists in arms i hope ai dies sooner rather than later and i hope u get to piss on its corpse #love the lawsuit speedruns this place is pulling lately. yall hadnt had yr fill last week huh

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fluffs-n-stuffs · 5 months

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"Do you not realize it? Do you... truly not see what this means?"

The next Destiny Bond update is in progress! ❄️✨ –> Check out the latest part here 🔷 –> New to the series? Follow from the start! 💜

#we back for the winter season bois :} ☃️#got some Particularly Fun parts I wanna have done before the end of the year--that I'll hopefully have time to do over the term break !!! 💫#it's actually so? insane? how we're nearing the end of the year already??????????????HUH #just a little over a week and some Ridiculous cramming I'll have to pull off (no thanks to past me sdskjfs) before I'm free for the holiday #I mean I'd--still have freelancing to do of course but without the looming dread of actively avoiding college responsibilities at least /lh #it's even more insane somehow looking back on when I actually started this whole comic that spiraled Wildly out of controlSKDJFNSDFS #to think that this all started from a prompt I had a few days after my birthday--into its own whole story I wanna see through is---#honestly something I'm really proud of. something I'm really happy I got to do for myself since it's-above all a passion project if anythin #I'm a lot slower these days what with juggling my own mental crises here and there on top of work for sure #but I get to come back to working on this whenever I find myself feeling down or with some free time to unwind and it's--really nice 💖💕#and we're still in the beginning I swear to god we're still so early I'm so sorry this is gonna take so longSDHFIUSHDNFKJSDHS #but it bears repeating how thankful I am to everyone who's joined along for this ride- who've been so wonderful and patient thus far #to know that even a handful of people out there tune in to this silly ol thing and are genuinely excited for its sporadic updates--#--has been a definite highlight in what's been a- Ridiculously--almost comically cruel year (in ways I can't begin to express skjdfnsdfs)#and what with this holiday season being all about giving and gratitude---I want to emphasize on how thankful I am for all of y'all 💖💖💖#I'll see what surprises I can sneak in to my schedule these coming weeks- the insanity of these following updates included hehee ✨#Destiny Bond comicverse #mystery man eusine #eusine pokemon #pokemon #pokemon fancomic #pokemon gsc #pokemon hgss #comic wip

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cornrowsandcornbread · 6 months

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watching the series finale of a show (and it’s actually a good series finale) you are fully and deeply emotionally invested in can be oh so beautiful yet oh so painful

#i’ve experienced this a few times and i just experienced it again watching aot finale last night #i’ve been crying all night LMFAOOOO #eren fighting for a freedom he never actually experienced #the cabin… what could’ve been between eren and mikasa #eren and armin telling each other they’ll see each other again in hell #mikasa killing eren…. holding his head…. armin rushing to hold his head…#armin visiting the tombs of eren and mikasa as a old man #jean and connie almost dying #the cycle repeating itself with the little boy at the end #OOOUUUU I BEEN CRYING #i’m gonna have all consuming aot thoughts for the next week then hopefully i can move on with my life #attack on titan final season #attack on titan #aot #shinjeki no kyojin #anime #my movies & shows

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ko-neko-san · 4 months

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Alright maybe I'm just an idiot, but how is trump allowed to run at all if (more than one) entire state has said he's ineligible to run in that state?? Does an entire states government saying you don't count as a candidate not like. Defeat the purpose of "elected by the people"? I mean I know we all know it comes down to how the college votes and that who we put there helps determine who gets to be top dog but like. Whole states are saying he doesn't have the eligibility, and he's still (to my understanding) in the middle of a federal trial??? Someone explain cuz rn I'm confused and mad

#us politics #i just dont understand #for weeks ive had “you dont have the votes” in the back of my mind #but hes supposed to win in iowa to be the rep candidate?#like. “never gonna be president now” on repeat but somehow he might have a shot?#how come this criminal can run but reps get bent all the way outta shape over the other guy's kid?#why does this guy get to do whatever he wants but yall cant handle some kids hanging out in a public place?#like bffr #make it make sense #i hate it here

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baishouqijia · 7 months

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me after doing absolutely nothing at work : today drained me...

#✧ : filed. admin.#i spent all day in excel playing money tetris :y mind-numbing. i hate having thoughts but no energy to type them out.#i haven't said a word abt the pantalore because i have been rotating it in my mind since the leaks of it a few weeks ago and i think i am #just repeating what the board of pantalones have already said: bro is gonna crash the economy and reap the benefits. i kiss him on the head #anyway at some point i'm gonna refresh my graphics ;; i am tired of blues and silvers. i crave blues and golds.#BUT if anyone wants to chitchat my disc is @pomelheim ! i'll be vibing and farming any last primos for neuvi tomorrow #gl on your pulls all neuviwanters!

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shea-like-the-butter · 11 days

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Wednesday, April 24th 2024

Who are to fight the alchemy?

#the sun has been out all week & I am thrivinggggg #gonna die bc of my crush but isssss chilllllll I’m fiiiiiiiiiine 😭#also gonna be real upset next week when it’s irrational to have TTPD on repeat constantly #like y’all expect me to be a functioning member of society & like listen to the news ?? rude #me #ootd #outfit #band tee

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theprincessandthepie · 3 months

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good god. I am finally done i think.

#this fanvid is thirteen minutes long. i have been ‘almost done’ for like. a week.#i have been working on this bitch for a month. i am. so tired.#i still have to do captions. and render the final version and upload. but i think i got caught all the errors on this last render.#so i should be good??? hopefully??????#god. you know a fanvid is kicking your ass when you have a 20 page google doc of accompanying notes.#also i made a shorter version (aka just the last four minutes) bc i know my ass is gonna wanna put that part on repeat.#and also most people do not enjoy spending 13 minutes of their life watching one fanvid.#(most people also do not enjoy spending over a hundred hours MAKING said fanvid but i digress.)#anyway it is for game of thrones. bc i am a deeply strange person.#anyway shoutout to the four very passionate commenters on my Brutus vid. they are the real heroes of this story.#all four of them were like ‘wow the exploration of Robb and Sansa’s relationship you talk about in the description seems really cool and #interesting. would love 2 see that!’#and i was like 🥹 ok 🫡#but god. i had to work for that shit. HOW did the creators of the show and also GRRM not also find that dynamic so incredibly compelling #that they had to spend hours of THEIR lives exploring it. why only me. please. i am starving. starving for footage.#personal #my posts

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ghosttownwherenoonegoes · 1 year

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Tw vent in tags

#i csnt do this anymore #seriously considering dropping out again #i can't keep up and always end up in shitty situations bc i never follow my schedule properly 😩#i hate the way i keep repeating the same cycle #I don't see the point in trying anymore #i AM trying no matter what i say but I'm just... idk #im starting to emotionally shut down #just told Taylor i didnt have time for eddie like???? i always have time for eddie #i think fi i stay up all night i can save this #fix the beinf so far behind its almost impossible to cstcj up #im either gonna lose my shit and break stuff #or keep goinf bc like ozzy says #kickinf back dont make it #i csnt do this im sorry Uncle Wayne 💔#im gonna cry just thinking abt how disapproving and disappointed in me he would be rn #im 2 weeks behind on uni #1 week is last semester one week is this semester #still catching up on last semester before i can start the assignment due in 4 days and its a big one #and ehile this frantic catch-up is going on the new semester is ongoing so im behind there too #fuck this i wanna drop out so bad #sorry eddie and uncle wayne for disappointing you #im so angry at myself i could vomit #stupid fucking lazy bitch #this happened bc pulling too mzny hours at work #but i need the money to support my parents #this is all for a future i dont even believe in so whats the point???#im never gonna achieve my dream of beinf a neuropsychologist #im not a natural hardworker snd i always do thus and i hate myself

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futureghost97 · 5 months

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#day 4 of having an illegally short break ♥️#I hate my fucking job #I get a half hour break IF they don’t take it away today #coworker Becca has an hour and a half break #coworker Todd only works 4 hours total today which means he has 3.5 hours off #how on earth is this equitable #all at once I am dealing with: hormone imbalances & a miserably painful period & a cold & intense stress bc of my upcoming medical leave #oh and my short-term disability claim has yet to be processed (it’s been almost 3 weeks) sooooooo #no clue if I’m gonna be properly compensated while I’m out #even though I did everything right and stayed on top of everything #I feel like I’m drowning and all I wanna do is sleep but I have no more PTO so #12 days til my medical leave (including today): will I make it?#my stuff #all I want to be is happy #and I can feel this job making me a more miserable and unpleasant person with every passing day #I do not want a repeat of last year #but it feels like it’s inevitable 🙃

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notjanine · 2 years

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i am in suuuuuch a weird headspace rn, my brain is like. i want half a boyfriend i want a husband i want an easy carefree hookup i want to have sex with only one more person in my entire life i want to have a slut era i want someone to fall in love with me i want to ruin a man's life. who am i

#like okay i said that guy was messy and maybe i am messy too #but only internally! i can at least be consistent and honest in my communication and behavior #but idek what is going on with me #is this a belated quarter life crisis is this being thirty is this what happens when grad school and an internship scramble your brain #scramble your brain so hard that your emotions and physical desires also go haywire #this month is gonna be so weird for me and like i'm depressed enough to not care if i live or die which is when i do my best flirting #and i (theoretically) will have enough time off to take care of myself and get good sleep and do skincare and hair care and work out #and do all the little things to make myself feel more confident #anyway all i know is. i have baby steps initiated progress on some things.#but also the mutually agreed upon six-month post-breakup communication moratorium with my ex is almost up and i am half tempted to call him #i am also half tempted to mess with the OTHER guy in our internship cohort even though that would be THEE messy bitch move #(do not let me do it physically stop me from doing it if it seems like i'm going to)#(but y'know he's. nice. nearby. single. quietly hilarious and has full lips and a similar schedule to my own. pls stop me)#(we might hang out next week. i will not WILL NOT invite him over. i repeat do NOT let me invite him over)#earlier this week i talked to a close very cool and fun and social friend about wanting to start dating again and she was like #Oh i know like ten guys for you lemme have another party and invite all of them and you #and i'm thisclose to being like. actually just fucken see if any of them will go on a blind date with me next weekend.#what the FUCK is wrong with me rn #ANYWAY lemme go work out and finally start the vampire show #bc exercise will distract my body and that toxic relationship bullshit will put a damper on these desires right. right??#starting to understand why so many religions are like watch out for sins of the flesh or whatever. like how they're like temptation is bad.#lizzo_boys.mp3

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alas--pringles · 5 months

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I've started a collection. I love how only one of these is actually on spotify, and 3 had to be stolen from YouTube 🙃

Link to the files from YouTube videos if anyone else wants them (Wash Your Hands and Cherry are on bandcamp)

#UNMUZZLE PHANTOM TOBIAS #randy moore #just call me a moore connoisseur lol #unmasked ghouls #phantom ghoul #the playlist is called Heart Eyes Motherfucker #its only 20min long but im gonna have it on repeat anyway #if anyone is confused. these are all randy singing #a thousand weeks has like 3 singers but hes one of them

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imwritesometimes · 10 months

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I am good at stuff. I'm good at cooking. It may not be michelin star restaurant level food but it's good. I'm good at baking. I'm good at taking care of my family. I'm good at some computer stuff. I'm good at taking care of my cats. I'm good at making ppl laugh. I'm good at helping ppl. I've written stuff ppl have enjoyed.

#I'm having a very rough go of things rn. these last 2 weeks have just. absolutely nearly killed me.#I am trying. I am trying SO HARD. to come back to the surface and walk among the living again. so hard.#I'm gonna have enchiladas for dinner! I handled the shit storm dropped in my lap today! didn't cry abt it!#which honestly given my very thin mental line rn was surprising! but I kept it together! and handled it! and didn't freak out!#had some cherry cheesecake whipped yogurt I put in the feezer and it was SO YUMMY! and felix & santino liked it!#doing laundry! clean clothes! making food! we have food! it's gonna be ok!#gonna just. sedate myself tonight so I don't have a repeat of last night. and take it. one hour at a time now.#erin explains it all

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lamby-grahamy · 8 months

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#hey whoever invented the ALEKS homework portal deserves to fucking die #i am too exhausted to elaborate but anybody who’s used it ik you get it #how does all this negative reinforcement and work treadmill improve students’ work #i don’t mind repeating the problem type til I can get multiples right in a row #that’s fine #idc about that #it’s the knowledge checks and the timegating if you get too many problems wrong that’s the worst #every time I’m done with my homework i get a suprise test that adds more work to completely redo if i get a single problem wrong #it’s impossible to schedule around homework because i have no idea how long it will take #and i am never ever done #even when i feel accomplished it adds more for me to do #this is a nightmare #how am i gonna do sixteen more weeks of this shit #literally this website’s philosophy is ‘the beatings will continue til morale improves’ and i want to crawl under a rock and never come out

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