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Westmoon Chapter 10 Part 9 to 13 - Lucien
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This follows after Victor’s part of Chapter 10 which is translated here.
I don’t think anyones translated the previous Lucien related chapter from WM3 but this is ok to read without.
I’m using the term Strangelings to refer to the Rarewood residents because that was the original term Elex used in karmas and the glossary even though they can’t seem to make up their mind between Strangeling, Strangling (lmao), Monster and Stranger (w h y) in the main story. 
Also I ended up using the term ‘dreamland’ because I couldn’t think of a better word and I’m not sure if/how Elex translated this term previously. 
Sorry in advance for completely butchering the poetry :’) please take them all with a grain of salt.
10-9
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MC heads towards Rarewood but there seems to be a lot of demonic aura around it. It used to be a lush forest, but now it’s wrapped in a dark demonic fog.
She smells smoke, blood, and sees ruins and the dead bodies of Strangelings, faces twisted in pain.
Last she saw Lucien, he was going to investigate the source of the strange demonic aura approaching Rarewood. Did he fail?
As she laments, the pain in her heart seems to affect her Occulstone and she feels a stabbing coldness. She falls to the ground in pain.
When she opens her eyes again the nightmarish scene is gone, the bodies have disappeared, and a group of Strangelings are happily chatting amongst themselves in the lush forest…
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MC: Rarewood is back to normal?
I blinked in disbelief, the purple flower in front of me bloomed splendidly as if everything just now was an illusion.
However, the coldness didn’t disappear along with the scene change, instead it seemed to pierce even deeper.
MC: What happened to Rarewood… and where is Lucien?
I anxiously parted the bushes and saw the vast water view just like I remembered - the misty lakeside along with its gentle breeze.
A familiar white figure emerged from the mist with his slender physique and wind-like robe.
It was Lucien.
I sighed in relief and hastened to his side.
MC: Lucien! So you were here!
Out of breath, I watched Lucien as he gently brushed away the leaves from my clothes and smiled.
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Lucien: How come you’re in such a hurry? Is something wrong?
I relayed everything I just saw to him, after which he frowned slightly and nodded.
Lucien: Rarewood is indeed surrounded by demonic aura. I’ve also seen what you’ve seen, but those were just illusions caused by the demonic aura.
Only then did I nod my head reassured, although I still had some doubts.
MC: But besides that, the Occulstone within my body is also abnormally cold, why is that?
Lucien casually waved his hand and a warm yellow light flowed from his fingertips into and throughout my body.
Lucien: Your Occulstone is even more shattered than before, the demonic aura here will affect you.
MC: So that’s why… but how can I just sit back and watch while Rarewood is in danger.
MC: I’ll stay and disperse the demonic aura with you, if something goes wrong then my powers can help you.
To prove my point, I added another line –
MC: Don’t worry, I know my limits, I won’t mess around. It’s just a bit of coldness, I’ll just wear more clothes.
Lucien took my hands to his lips, exhaled a few warm breathes and gently rubbed my palms.
Lucien: In that case, I’ll have to bother you with this. I’ll quickly find a way to disperse the demonic aura so you won’t have to suffer long.
I couldn’t help but smile now that I’ve achieved my goal.
MC: Before that, looks like I’ll have to bother you by staying over for a few days.
Lucien smiled and nodded at me. The wind swept through his hair, casting a shadow and making it hard to see the light in his eyes.
10-10
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A warm breeze passes through in the hazy morning light, bringing with it a wisp of rich fragrance.
Last night Lucien brought me back home and came up with a simple plan for the next few days.
We decided that he would be responsible for investigating how to get rid of the demonic aura, while I’d help him with eliminating any that made its way into Rarewood.
This morning I saw Lucien in the kitchen about to prepare breakfast so I offered to show him my skills.
Some bustling later, I placed a basket of prawn dumplings and two bowls of YangChun noodles on the table and clapped my hands together with pride.
MC: Have a taste?
Lucien picked up prawn dumpling, tried it and judged it with a smile.
The texture is perfect and the flavour is fresh and crisp. Indeed the skill of a professional.
After sitting down and eating for some time, a young voice came from outside.
Ian: Smells so nice!
A small furry head popped in through the door and Ian’s eyes flicked between Lucien and I.
Ian: Mister, Missus, you made breakfast? I could smell it from a long way away.
Ian: I don’t like the dough knots my mother made me this morning so I’m still a bit hungry. Can I have a try?
MC: M-Missus…?
Lucien meanwhile was full of good humour and put a bowl of noodles in front of Ian.
Lucien: If you want to try Missus’ handiwork, then I’ll have to test you on your homework first. Let’s see… how about you recite one of the poems you learnt yesterday.
Ian: That’s easy! The world is all but a dream, how many autumns count one’s life? Leaves in the wind echo through empty corridors at night. Traces are left on the brow.
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Lucien: Of all the poems, this one…
T/N: The poem Ian recited was about loneliness and the transience of life.
Darkness seemed to flash across his eyes, before he nonchalantly pushed the bowl forward with his fan.
Lucien: Well done, eat it while its hot.
The boy contently came over and sat down gorging himself while praising nonstop. I looked around a bit puzzled.
MC: Ian, how come Max didn’t come with you? Are you usually inseparable?
Ian: Max? Who’s that? Is Missus get the wrong person?
MC: Huh?
I looked at Lucien, but his expression showed no signs out of the ordinary, so I decided to drop it for now and find a different time to ask about it.
Ian quickly finished his bowl of noodles and licked his lips, haphazardly picked up his school bag and rapidly spoke.
Ian: Mister, Missus, I need to go to school now. Recently a lot of people in the village are sick so my mother told me not to run around.
MC: Okay, off you go then. Stay safe.
After Ian left, I tidied up the table with Lucien while absentmindedly asking.
MC: Lucien, why does Ian not remember Max?
Lucien neatly stacked the cleaned bowls and chopsticks and shook his head.
Lucien: The strange occurrences in Rarewood are all related to the demonic aura, there are still questions even I’m still looking for an answer to.
Lucien: But I think all these mysteries will be resolved once the demonic aura is dispersed.
I nodded and was about to ask another question when I accidentally burped.
Immediately my face flushed, I turned around, and gently pat my stomach while awkwardly laughing it off.
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MC: … Breakfast was too good so I overate a bit. How about we go for a walk, it’ll also help us digestion.
Lucien smiled and naturally took my hand.
Lucien: Okay, where do you want to go?
MC: I want to go to the lake pavilion! Ever since the last time I visited Rarewood, I’ve been wanting to go sit there again.
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We left his abode, walked through the bamboo forest and arrived at the pavilion.
The lake was dotted with countless elegant lotus flowers, gently rippling in the breeze and reflecting the green mountains in the distance.
Lucien led me by hand into the pavilion and I discovered that besides the tea cups, there was also paper and brushes on the table.
On the paper was an ink stick. The scent of ink and lotus intertwined in the wind, creating a refreshing fragrance. I leaned over and lightly read it aloud.
MC: The sun sets to the west, taking ashes with it.
Lucien: What do you think of this verse?
MC: The brushwork is elegant and graceful so of course it’s excellent. However… the line itself gives off a feeling of helplessness and inevitability.
MC: Lucien, why did you write such a verse?
Lucien: I just happened to think of it while practising writing and decided to write it down.
Warm sunlight shone down, dyeing the tips of Lucien’s hair with a golden glow. Looking at his light smile, I couldn’t help but feel anxious.
MC: This verse is still incomplete. If it’s alright with you, how about I help finish second half?
I picked up the brush, dipped it in the ink a few times and after thinking for a while, started to write.
Lucien looked at the latter half of the verse and was stunned for a moment. Then he moved aside the weight, picked up the paper and carefully looked at it before reading it aloud.
Lucien: ... The stars appear in the sky, the world comes back to life.
MC: What... do you think?
Lucien put the ink stick back onto the paper nodded his head.
Lucien: When the sun sets, humanity is full of regret, but once the stars appear, the world can bring back all things.
Lucien: The half you added breaks the grief expressed in the former half, and brings in a wider perspective. I like it very much.
With a warm gaze, Lucien casually picked up the brush and drew a few strokes on the empty half of the paper and transformed it into a lush forest with fireflies scattered about.
Seeing my amazed expression, he dangled the brush in front of me.
Lucien: Would you like to try as well?
MC: You know my art skills, definitely not presentable.
Lucien: No worries, I’ll teach you.
T/N: MC agonised over decorating a fan for Lucien in the date.
He prepared the ink and gestured for me to have a seat.
I held the brush in my hand as Lucien circled me from behind, his well-defined hand wrapped around my right hand.
Feeling his warm breath behind me, my hand shivered for a moment, accidentally creating a splotch of ink on the paper.
MC: … Sorry
Lucien: Relax, let my hand guide you.
He once again held my hand and helped me put brush to paper.
Lucien’s brush movements were calm and steady, I quickly got used to his rhythm and started to draw.
He blended colours on the inkstick and took my hand to draw the heavens and stars as if drawing the scene of the verse.
Lucien: Not bad, you’re a quick learner.
MC: Clearly it’s your drawing skills that are great~
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Before I realised, twilight had arrived. I absentmindedly looked towards the lake. The wind caressed the lotus flowers showing glimpses of Lucien and I’s reflection in between.
But in the next moment, the reflection in the lake showed a destructive scene of ruins and fragments.
I rubbed my eyes and looked again, the reflection once again transformed into a tragic and violent scene of deceased Strangelings.
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MC: …!
Why did the illusion appear again? I stood up in disbelief, but Lucien waved his fan and disrupted the surface of the lake.
When it was calm again, everything was back to normal.
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I turned back and met Lucien’s eyes, deep as ink. After a period of silence, Lucien lightly placed his hand on my shoulder.
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Lucien: Alas, I invited my beloved to the lake pavilion, but my beloved really did come for the lake itself.
He gently joked around to try and sooth my unease.
MC: Lucien, the scene appeared again just now.
Lucien: I know, Rarewoods defences aren’t tight and demonic aura often slips through as a result.
Lucien: If this continues, the residents may be affected by the illusion, I will think of way to resolve this as soon as possible.
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After this incident, neither Lucien nor I were in the mood to walk around the lake, instead we walked back to the abode in the moonlight.
Lucien took me back to the bedroom and pulled down the curtain.
The white gauze blurred his face, as if forming an invisible boundary between us.
Lucien: You still have patrol tomorrow, so go rest early. Good night.
Not waiting for my response, Lucien left the bedroom and closed the door.
The room fell into silence, I lay on top of the bed, recounting all my suspicions over the past two days.
As soon as I arrived in Rarewood, I saw an image of destruction, but then it mysteriously disappeared. This was the first.
Ian didn’t remember Max, and the illusion at the lake. This was another two.
MC: Lucien said this was due to the demonic aura, but I didn’t feel any demonic aura at the lake.
In the haze, I felt like some kind of conjecture about to break through, yet it did not break through.
Gradually I became tired and slowly sunk into a deep sleep.
That night, I had my first dream since coming here.
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The calligraphy from the day flew out of its scroll, stardust fell transforming into specks of florescent light flying through the forest.
In the next moment, rain pattered down, and the fireflies were destroyed by the relentless raindrops.
In a flash, the world lamented as one, Rarewood fell into eternal rest, the sky was dyed the colour of blood.
MC: Ah!
I woke up from the dream with my back drenched in sweat. After wiping off the sweat, I pushed open the door and left the room.
Lucien’s study was wide open, there was no one in the room.
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MC: Lucien…
Thinking of all the strange occurrences in the past few days, I realised they all pointed to Lucien.
The chilliness in my body was worse tonight, I went back to the bedroom to put on a cloak and then left to look for Lucien.
Along the way, the surroundings kept changing, in one moment, broken tiles and bricks, in the next, a silver cotton field.
Amongst the chaotic mirage, I quickly spotted a white figure.
Under the vast sky, a large force field was spread out from the lake, enveloping the entirety of Rarewood.
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The source of the force field was a snow white light, Lucien floated on the surface of the lake, endless Occult overflowed from his body providing a steady stream feeding into the light.
I felt very familiar with this little white light, it seemed the coldness was coming from there.
Lucien’s robe shook, snow white fox ears and a foxtail quietly emerged. He himself was unaware, and just focused solely on supporting the force field.
I reached out my hand to gather occult, wanting to help him. But he gave a wave and interrupted my motion.
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Once the force field was stable, he returned to the lakeside in one gentle leap but suddenly lost his balance and blood gushed out from the corner of his mouth.
MC: Are you okay?!
Lucien, not okay: … I’m okay.
His complexion was terrifyingly pale, his forehead full of sweat, I supported him to go sit at the pavilion, grasping his hand tightly.
MC: Don’t move, I’ll suppress the demonic aura for you.
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Hearing my cold tone, Lucien froze for a moment and looked up at me as if thinking of something.
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MC: What. Why are you looking at me like that?
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Lucien: I’m just wondering if there’s any excuse I can give that will make you less angry at me.
His words made me speechless. I gave an angry laugh.
MC: Do I need to wait until you can’t hide it anymore before you finally tell me the truth?
Lucien: Actually, the plan was that tomorrow I’d…
Before Lucien could finish, he violently coughed a few times and his face became even paler.
My heart softened. I wasn’t bothered to continue arguing about what he was hiding any longer and approached him.
MC: Maintaining the force field puts a lot of burden on your body, we can’t have anything go wrong at this critical moment.
As expected using pros and cons to talk to him was effective. Lucien silently nodded his head.
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Lucien: Since the great Sorceress has spoken, this one dares not disobey.
I hurriedly used occult to heal him, it was only until his complexion became normal that gave a sigh of relief and wiped the sweat my forehead.
After sitting in silence for a bit, Lucien first broke the silence.
Lucien: Why did you come here?
MC: I had a nightmare and woke up uneasy, so I came to find you.
Lucien nodded, some coldness flashing through his eyes.
Lucien: I’m assuming you have some guesses about the current situation, right?
MC: Yeah, there’s been too many strange things these few days, on the way here I thought about them and came to a conclusion.
Lucien: Go on.
MC: Lucien, Rarewood’s already been destroyed by the demonic aura, and where we are now is just a dreamland isn’t it?
Lucien: That’s right. So, what do you think is the reason I set up this dreamland?
I closed my eyes and focuses my senses. I seemed to be able to feel the occult of the Strangelings of Rarewood being protected by the force field.
MC: The Strangeling aura is being protected by the force field, are you trying to stall for time to save more Strangelings?
And even if you fail to save them, at least they can meet the end of their lives in a beautiful dream.
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Lucien: Your mind is always so calm and bright, it’s hard to hide things from you. But there’s one part that’s not entirely correct.
Lucien: This force field serves not only to protect the Strangelings, but more importantly traps their occult within Rarewood.
MC: Why?
Lucien: Strangelings aren’t like humans, when there are a lot of casualties, the dispelled occult can explode and destroy all the surroundings.
MC: “A lot of casualties”… are you saying that all those Strangelings…?
Lucien: Within Rarewood, only you and I can be considered as “alive”.
Although I had some guesses, the situation was much worse than I anticipated.
MC: Including Ian and them…?
When I thought about how the all Strangelings I’d met even just today were at the end of their lives, I inevitably felt distressed and shivered.
MC: So in Westmoon, there was never a utopia to begin with?
Lucien held my hands, shook his head and sneered.
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Lucien: The world is unkind and treats all things the same. Humans, Strangelings, and Demons, can try as they might, but the eyes of god are indifferent.
Lucien: But of course, just going along with the flow is not the attitude a chess player should have.
Lucien’s expression as he spoke was as if in defiance of the heavens. Though I was swayed by his words, my heart was still heavy.
MC: This game of chess has witnessed too much bloodshed. I won’t let you treat me as a bystander and face these dangers alone.
MC: At the very least I can help you think of ideas, disperse demonic aura and finish this game of chess.
Lucien: Even if the Occulstone were as perfect as before, it would not be enough for this force field. Even I am just making a best effort.
Lucien: In addition, the damage to your Occulstone is irreversible, you can’t overuse your occult any more.
MC: I immediately felt indignant and angrily withdrew my hand.
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MC: Looks like I can only freeload off the dreamland and watch the fire burn from across the river.
Lucien lightly laughed, actually agreeing with my joke.
Lucien: Not a bad proposal, just having you staying here is already an enormous benefit to me.
Lucien: However, I’ve never regarded you as a bystander or chess piece. As far as I’m concerned, you’ve always been my confidant, break through this game with me.
Lucien smiled and winked at me.
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Lucien: This time I was in the wrong for hiding things from you. I hope the great Sorceress will find it in her heart to forgive me, and continue working with me in the future.
Although I was a bit gloomy before, thanks to his words I couldn’t help but smile.
MC: I’m not that petty~.
The breeze blew, rustling through leaves and branches. I looked into Lucien’s and lowly spoke.
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MC: You accompanied me for a three year long dream. Now it’s my turn to accompany you.
10-12
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Next day MC patrols around Rarewood, dispersing demonic fog.
She finishes around sunset and goes to the school to wait for Lucien’s class to finish.
Lucien: How come you’re here MC?
I turned around, at some point Lucien had appeared behind me, a flash of surprise in his eyes.
MC: I hear the village gathering is very lively today, want to go have a look?
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Lucien took my hand and led me to the markets, passing by many beautiful flowers along the road, gently swaying in the wind.
I planned to pick some young buds along the way back to keep on the window sill. They would be beautiful once they bloomed.
As soon as we entered the crowded market place, a voice called out to us.
??: Mister Lucien, I didn’t expect to see you here. Is this your wife?
I looked up in surprise and saw a woman waving at us from the pastry stall.
Stall lady: My kid studies at your place, I’ve heard him say that Mister Lucien teaches very well.
Stall lady: Last time when I went to pick him up from school I saw you from a distance, but you probably don’t remember.
Lucien: I remember, you’re Ian’s mother right?
Stall lady: Yes, yes, yes that’s right!
Stall lady: Ian often mentions you, saying Mister Lucien is gentle and refined, smart and profound, Missus is warm and beautiful, an perfect match with Mister Lucien.
Stall lady: Seeing you both today, that boy is really right!
MC: You flatter us…
The woman took my hand enthusiastically and continued complimenting me. I looked towards Lucien embarrassedly, but he just looked at me with a smile.
Stall lady: You have great timing, I just finished cooking a batch of GuiFei cake with fresh walnuts inside. Quick, come try some!
Stall lady: Recently, a lot of people have been suffering from illness because of demons, so business has been hit. If you like it, I’ll give you more for free.
After saying that, she picked one up with her chopsticks and handed it to me. It was hard to refuse so I took a bite, but then froze on the spot.
Although the texture was soft and gluttonous, there was no flavour at all, it was hard to call it delicious.
Another customer happened to come over and picked up a GuiFei cake to try.
Passer-by: Sweet but not sickening, rich flavour of dates, absolutely delicious!
Stall lady: When is it ever not delicious!
I ate another two piece, but it still tasted like chewing wax. I stared blankly at them and couldn’t find anything to say.
Could it be that only people of the dreamland could taste food? Then what I ate earlier…
I looked at Lucien, but saw that he also picked up a piece to taste and nodded in satisfaction.
Lucien: Truly unforgettable.
Lucien’s praise made the stall lady even more delighted and she gave us even more pastries.
While I was puzzled, he turned over to me and winked.
I got the hint and decided to ask him about it later.
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Thoughts rolled through my head as I followed Lucien back home. Along the way I saw those little flowers fluttering in the wind again, but I wasn’t in the mood to pick them.
We entered the study and there was a tea set on the table as well as a bunch of trimmed flower, exactly the ones I had in mind.
Lucien: Seeing that you liked them, I picked some for you this morning.
Still worried about the dreamland, I could only shake my head with pity.
MC: It’s a pity. The flowers you gave me before, I took care of them diligently but they’re still about to wither.
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Lucien: Flowering seasons end, flowers bloom and flowers wither, that’s all there is to it.
T/N: *sobbing about Traces of the Past*
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Careless words fell to caring ears. After Lucien’s words, both of us froze for a moment.
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In the silence, Lucien rolled up his sleeves to grind the tea.
The tea in the porcelain cup was light, specks of tea powder floated in the water, the aroma was rich and fragrant.
I took a sip, the tea was a bit bitter at first but still sweet and refreshing.
Lucien: How is it?
MC: Your tea brewing skills have always been excellent, plus you’ve accounted for my tasted. Of course it like it.
The breeze picked up, blowing a flower into my cup. At this moment, I seemed to have realised something.
When the villagers gave me food earlier, I could not taste any flavour at all. But every time Lucien cooked me food, I could taste it.
I suddenly stopped, and put down the cup in my hand.
MC: Lucien, why can’t I taste the pastries that Ian’s mother gave us?
Lucien: If there are issues with the five senses, then it means this dreamland has reached its end.
Lucien’s response was so blunt, it made my heart prickle.
MC: Then what about this tea? Did you… use your Strangeling powers for this cup of tea?
Lucien looked at me quietly and then nodded.
Lucien: Yes. You don’t like it?
MC: I like it. But you’ve already spent a lot of Strangeling powers to maintain the force field. You don’t need use it on these trivial details.
I looked down, clenched the tea cup tightly in my hand and spoke the words from my heart.
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MC: I’m really worried about your body.
Lucien looked back at me deeply, his gaze clear and resolute, though concealing something in his smile.
Lucien: Don’t worry. I’m an expert at handling these kinds of situations and I’m not that fragile.
I shook my head and reached out to wrap his cold fingers.
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MC: I’ve always believed in you, but at a time like this, you can also believe in me.
Lucien looked at our intertwined finger and finally gave a sigh.
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Lucien: Since that’s what you want, I won’t insist on it any further.
As expected, when he stopped using his Strangeling power the taste of the tea became lighter and lighter, until eventually it became as bland as water.
Gradually the moon rose and neither Lucien nor I lit up the lights, we simply sat together in silence.
In the dim moonlight, Lucien’s clothes appeared whiter than snow, looking cold and lonely.
I gave a silent sigh, but Lucien noticed my small movement.
Lucien: You seem a bit sad.
MC: I was just thinking, that although the dreamland is beautiful, it is still fake and will be broken sooner or later.
Then it will be over in a flash, and there would be no return to the broken dream.
Lucien: You really think, that everything in the dreamland is fake?
I was a bit stunned, and shook my head.
MC: My bond with them is not fake, and every day I spend with you is not just a dream.
Lucien smiled but did not continue, instead he used his fan to open the window.
There was a little light in the darkness outside the window, which then became two, then three…
One by one the fireflies flew into the room, warming the otherwise still house. They gathered together in a ray of light like sparklers hovering by my side.
Specks of light reflected in Lucien’s eyes, like melting snow. I watched his sleeves flutter in his calm.
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Lucien: Whether real or fake, I’ll always be with you.
Lucien reached out and our fingers intertwined.
The ripples in my heart calmed, giving way to joy.
MC: Thank you for the firefly you gave me, I will always remember this beautiful dream within a dream, I will never forget it.
10-13
T/N: Follow along with the video for beautiful music and voice acting :> The music was so on point !!
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Wind passes through the bamboo forest creating a rustling sound. The sun is shining and the birds are chirping.
The morning light weaves a magnificent pattern giving everything a warm golden glow.
The dreamland continues.
Lucien: You’re awake?
A gentle voice sounded in my ear, Lucien all dressed in white was smiling at me.
MC: W-why are you here?
Lucien: Hmm, there was a lazy cat who wouldn’t wake up no matter how I called. So I could only enter her room to have a look.
My cheeks were hot and I quickly hid under the quiet. Lucien lightly chuckled.
Lucien: Get up soon. Today we’re celebrating the harvest. Everyone in the village is going to the village head’s home for dinner including us.
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After washing up, I followed Lucien to the village head’s home.
The smell of dirt drifted across, and the sea of rice paddies swayed in the wind.
The village was very lively today, along the way I even heard the sound of firecrackers.
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Everyone gathered around an elderly man with short stiff beard and brown sunken eyes.
Village head: The harvest is very good this year! I especially set up a banquet. Everyone eat well and enjoy yourselves!
Villagers: Yeah!
Lucien and I were seated at the same time as the village head. The most important seats besides the village head’s.
The table was full of fruit candy followed by the cold dishes, and after that poultry and fish and so on.
I picked up my chopsticks and tried some food. But now I couldn’t even taste the texture of the ingredients anymore, it was like chewing on dry soil.
Seeing us seated, Ian’s mother came over with Ian so say hi.
Ian’s mother: Mister Lucien, Missus, how are the dishes? Do they suit your taste?
I didn’t show any strange expressions and Lucien also looked as normal.
MC: Your skills are getting better and better! Wait till I’m free, I’ll need to ask you to teach me how to cook.
Ian’s mother: Hahaha, you’re welcome to come over any time. Ian, come on, where’s your greeting.
Ian: … Hello Mister, hello Missus.
Ian lowered his head with tears on the corners of his eyes as if he’d just been crying. I paused and leaned over to ask.
MC: Ian, are you okay?
I saw Ian’s mother secretly squeeze his hand wanting to bring him back. I thought it strange, but waited for Ian to open his mouth.
Ian: Mister, Missus… what about Max? Where… did Max go?
Tears welled up and fell from his eyes. His mother patted his back to comfort him.
Ian remembered Max? Then did he also remember the real past?
I covered my face with my sleeve and quietly asked Lucien.
MC: Ian seems to remember, is it because the dreamland can no longer support itself?
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Lucien: Yes. There is no more time left.
At this moment, a large group of people came over to give us a toast, we could only get stuck in the midst of it all.
Villager A: Mister Lucien, Missus, thanks for all the hard work!
Villager B: Yes, yes, it’s all thanks to Mister Lucien and Missus’ care that we can be so happy.
All the villagers seemed to be surrounding Lucien and I. It was as if we were the protagonist of this party.
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MC: You’re welcome…
On the surface I was responding to all these conversations but in my heart this strange feeling reaches its peak.
I looked towards Lucien, only to see his expression become graver and graver, his usual gentle expression completely dissolved.
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Lucien: So you all knew already.
As these words fell, the excited atmosphere before us receded like a tide. Everyone looked at one another with panic in their eyes.
Village head: … since it’s come to this, I’ll tell you what happened.
I stared at the village head in a daze, his eyes were filled with sadness.
Village head: Actually these days many people have had dreams of dying, we remembered the past and some also guessed the reality.
Village head: We are not humans, but Strangelings. And this is a dreamland, isn’t it?
Lucien looked around at the Strangelings present and finally gave a nod.
Village head: Mister Lucien, I know you are kind but there are some things that are inevitable and cannot be undone…
Village head: A long time ago, I thought that becoming a Strangeling was a painful and sorrowful thing.
Village head: But over time we also realised, that no matter how we change on the outside, our hearts will never change.
Villagers: That’s right! We’re proud to be Strangelings!
I wanted to object. I wanted to tell them that their fate was deliberately twisted by others.
If not, they could’ve spent their entire lives in Serenos.
But I couldn’t open my mouth, at a time like this, there could only be silence.
Lucien was dazed for a moment, and in that moment I seemed to catch a wisp of undetectable grief in his otherwise indifferent expression.
After all is said and done, he still saw these Strangelings approach their death and return to dust.
Village head: After drinking this bowl of wine, we will have no regrets in life!
All the villagers picked up their drinks and looked at us in unison, their eyes flickering with gratitude, sadness, relief, and despair.
Lucien picked up his wine, raise it to everyone and drank it in one go.
Everyone laughed and drank with him. I also picked up the wine bowl and drank the water like wine.
So flavourless, yet so pungent, as if choking me to tears.
Suddenly a strong vibration shook the ground, the room collapsed, the lake overflowed. The dreamland could no longer hold itself together and broke into pieces.
Lucien pulled me towards the edge of the dreamland. I couldn’t help but keep looking back.
All the villagers returned to their Strangeling forms, Ian had his head down the entire time but suddenly seemed to remember something and shouted at us.
Ian: Mister, Missus! Max might still be alive!
Ian: I knocked him unconscious and put him in a tree hole. The demonic fog came so quickly I don’t remember where.
Lucien: Ok, we will find him.
Ian nodded, his expression filled with sadness, gratitude, and regret and waved at us.
I felt pain in my heart and decided to no longer look back. Footsteps were like walking through fire, and the sounds behind us gradually faded into nothing.
We finally returned to the edge of the force field. Lucien reached out and touched the force field he created with his own hands, ready to destroy it with his own hands.
I heard Ian singing loudly in the distance. The poem he recited to us with a smile just two ago, XiJiang Yue.
Ian: The world is all but a dream, how many autumns count one’s life…
The singing came through the sounds of collapse, serving as a final farewell to us and the days of the past, sending us off.
I finally couldn’t hold back my tears and hugged Lucien from behind.
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MC: Lucien, the dream is over.
Lucien: I’m here.
Lucien: No matter inside the dream or outside the dream, I’m always here.
Lucien had his back to me. Despite his soothing voice, his hand touching the force field was still.
Lucien: Are you ready?
I softly hummed in response but hesitated in my heart. I didn’t know whether this question was also directed at himself.
Before I could come to a conclusion, the autumn wind abruptly picked up, blowing Lucien’s long hair and sleeves.
In the next moment, Lucien activated the magic array and rays of light shot into the sky, washing the world away.
Everything in the dreamland ends with the sun setting to the west, taking ashes with it.
Something fell into my hands with the wind and I inadvertently grasped onto it.
The day is bright, everything before us receded like a tide and all sounds returned to silence.
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After the light dissipated we returned into Rarewood.
Ruins remained, spoilt flowers fell from the branch before me landing at the tip of my shoe.
Unfulfilled dreams, dreams of grandeur.
T/N: The original line makes reference to ‘Records in the Pillow’ and ‘The Governor of Nanke’
The sky is speckled with stars, and out of season snow falls down burying the bloodstains.
We heard a faint coughing sound. Lucien and I looked at each other then immediately began to look through the remnants of the forest.
Following a trail of blood snaking across the ground, we found a boy fainted behind a rock.
The fluff of his ears trembled in the cold wind, his furry tail was wrapped around his body.
MC: It’s Max!
We hurried towards him and Lucien checked for signs of breathing.
Lucien: He’s still alive.
Lucien transferred him some Strangeling power and after a while, the boy slowly woke up.
He first looked at us at a loss, then looked around at the surroundings before hugging Lucien’s robe and crying.
Max: Wahhh, Mister…
Max: Ian and I were playing outside when suddenly a black fog appeared, we tried to run away but it caught up to us...
Max: Then I got knocked out by Ian and don’t know what happened, only to find out that Rarewood is already…
Max cried until he was out of breath, Lucien gently pat his back.
Only then did I realise that reason why Max was not in the dreamland was precisely because he was still alive.
I felt a trace of joy in my sorrowful heart. I suddenly recalled the verse I wrote.
The stars appear in the sky, the world comes back to life.
Once Max had calmed down a bit, I looked towards Lucien.
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MC: Lucien, what will you do next?
Lucien: Max is still young, it’ll be hard for him to survive along. I need to find a place for him.
His voice was even, and showed neither joy nor sadness. I couldn’t help but ask.
MC: And how about you? Are... you alright?
Lucien shook his head and looked at me calmly.
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Lucien: There is no alright or not alright. If we use your words of playing chess against the heavens, I’m at the disadvantage and it’s hard for one to consider that as alright.
Since he was unwilling, I didn’t press further and changed the topic.
MC: A few days ago, I went back 100 years into the past and saw a group of strange people putting occuliths into people.
MC: That scene reminded me of how the Strangelings of Rarewood were persecuted by the Royal Occultists...
Lucien: You think it’s those schemers who once again targeted Rarewood?
I nodded. The thought of the invisible hands behind these tragedies set my heart on fire.
I need to return to Serenos, there are many related records there. I want to find out the truth behind it all.
A faint glimmer of gratitude showed in Lucien’s gaze. He took my hand and gentle rubbed it.
Lucien: When the force field was broken just now, the Strangling power and demonic aura cancelled each other out. All the demonic aura around Rarewood is gone.
Lucien: Do you still feel cold?
Since the dreamland was destroyed, the icy feeling in my heart also disappeared. I shook my head.
MC: Don’t worry, I’m fine now. On the other hand, supporting the dreamland has taken a toll on you. Don’t push yourself over the next few days.
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Lucien: Okay. Once I get Max settled down, I’ll join up you.
Heavy snow fell silently from the sky, making crisp sounds underfoot.
Those who passed away in the dream were left behind, buried in the snow.
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sturniolosstar · 3 months
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can you write a cg & little scenario for angel?
i love your work, thank you 🙏🙏
little one
c.sturniolo & m.sturniolo
cw - fluff, crying, age regression, pet names, stockholm syndrome, female reader, third person pov, readers pov, angel’s au
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You’re their angel again, that’s what they’ve been saying for the past week.
A week.
It’s been a week since you’ve been with them. Seven days since they took you and cared for you.
Every morning you come downstairs, breakfast is set on the table. Every time you run out of a product, a new one is on your vanity within an hour. Every night when the three of you are on the couch, they let you pick whatever movie interests you and watch without complaints, holding you close to them as a reminder that they’re your safe space.
They’ve been babying you, taking care of you, showering you with acts and words of affection at every chance they get. And you can’t help the way your mind gets all fuzzy afterwards.
You love the way they hold you, caress you and kiss you, making sure you’re comfortable and happy every second of the day. Anything you ask for, they comply to because you’ve been good.
A week has officially finished, and it’s now the first day of the second week.
And the fuzziness in your mind can’t help but grow. You don’t know what the feeling is, but you love it. Your heart flutters and your mind melts whenever they give you the affection you crave, the affection that initiates the feeling in your little head.
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readers pov
I’m crying.
I don’t even know why, but I am.
I woke up and felt icky. I couldn’t even bring myself to go downstairs and to face Chris and Matt, no matter how much my body and mind is screaming for them.
I’ve been dependent on them for a while now, and I can’t seem to put a finger on why because everytime I try to think about it, my mind gets this fuzzy feeling, like it’s slipping somewhere else.
My room door opens and I see my two boys standing in the door way, their faces seem to drop when they see the current state I’m in. And that seemed to be my last straw before I started sobbing.
“Hey- hey, angel. You’re okay.” Matt sits down next to me on the bed, and Chris stands next to it, both of them staring down at me.
I shake my head no. It’s not okay. I don’t know what isn’t, but it’s not.
“What’s bothering you?” Chris kneels down
“I- I don’t know.” I whisper, because it’s true. I genuinely don’t know what’s causing me to cry, I don’t know what’s causing me to feel like this.
“You don’t know?”
“My head feels all fuzzy everytime you guys are near and everytime I try to think my mind doesn’t work- I don’t know!” My mouth can’t seem to hold up with the pace of the thoughts flowing through my mind and I’m not even sure they understood what I said with the way I worded it.
I can barely see with the way tears are steaming down my cheeks and the way they fill my waterline but I could make out the way they looked at each other. A look of realisation.
“Oh, honey. That’s okay.” Matt smiles, his arm wrapping around my waist as his thumb gently caress my hip, making my muscles relax.
The fuzzy feeling my body and head seemed to crave came back.
My mind came to an ease, my thoughts slowing down as my breathing evened and my tears stopped.
They smiled at this. Matt kissed the top of my head as Chris grabbed my hand, intertwining my fingers with his own.
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I can’t help the giggles that escape my mouth as I run downstairs, Chris and Matt chasing after me as they laugh with me.
I can’t even make it to the living room before Matt comes up behind me and grabs me, spinning me around to stop me from running which causes me to squeal.
He smiles down at me as we both laugh, Chris coming to stand next to him as he looks me.
“Y’know we love you.”
I smile and nod, causing both of them to kiss the top of my head, the same way they do every time I slip into this mindset.
I don’t know what it is, how it works or how it even happens, but that’s the least of my worries. It doesn’t even worry me at all with the way I’m taken care of.
On top of the kindness they spoil me with everyday, it seems to get even better when I’m little.
They’re more than just being my boyfriends, they’re my caregivers. They care for me in ways I didn’t even know I needed and I wouldn’t change that for the world.
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curtsycream · 3 months
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I read ur cg kiribakudeku x little reader and I LOVEEEEE IT IT'S SO CUTE
So maybe Ch kiribakudeku where the reader loves to nap BUTTTTTT only really with bakugou so everytime she's sleepy she crawl to bakugou (she's like 1 and cant really walk so she crawls everywhere) and climbs on his lap and start to fell asleep and when she cant sleep with bakugou she cries just wanting her daddy and her other cg tries to comfort her 🌺
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Missing You
KiriBakuDeku x Little Reader
I felt bad halfway and decided that hey why not have her realize that she was neglecting Kiri and Deku by only wanting Baku. Thanks for the request though, halfway through all of them atp
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Midoriya and Kirishima noticed a shift in their dynamic it started the week Bakugou was away for hero work. She acted normally the first few days he was away but the last few she wouldn’t stop crying. Out of headspace she understood that he was working but in her headspace she felt alone.
While she had two of her caregivers it still felt weird for Bakugou to not be there. He was the one that would read her bedtime stories and make sure she ate her vegetables. Yet without him there she felt as if she couldn’t do those things.
It took everything in Midoriya and Kirishima to try and calm her down at nights. They tried their luck at reading her bedtime stories but it wasn’t the same. The way he used silly voices for characters or would cut her carrots up into little stars. She missed it.
“How about Llama Llama?”
“No…”
“What about-”
“No, wan daddy.”
“I don’t think this is working, Eijirou.”
So the day that Bakugou returned Midoriya and Kirishima were relieved. Bakugou knew the second he got home that she was less than corporative with her other caregivers. It was evident in the dark circles under their eyes and the concern they held when she finally saw Bakugou.
Y/N on the other hand was happy as she no longer had a reason to cry at night. The second dinner was over and she had her bath she crawled her way into Bakugou’s lap. Her head was against his chest as she listened to his heart beat. He didn’t waste time as he rubbed her back in a soothing manner.
“I’ve heard you’ve been crying all week, what’s that about?”
She let out a small noise of surprise at his words her pacifier discarded as she looked up at him.
“I know it sometimes seems scary when one of us is away from you. But no matter what we will always come back, understand?”
She nodded her head listening to him speak as she did her best to process his words.
“Good, but also remember that when one of us is away the other two still love you just as much. We all hate to see you cry and it hurts when you only want one of us.”
Thinking back on the week she remembered how distant she was with Midoriya and Kirishima. How she would cry even when they did their best to cheer her up and make her smile. She knew they were trying their hardest to make her happy but she didn’t care much at the time.
Bakugou’s eyebrows furrow at her warbling bottom lip, “no need to cry muffin, they still love you. It’s okay..”
The sound of her crying alerted Midoriya and Kirishima who made their way into the bedroom. “Is she okay?” “Are you alright, baby?”
The concern in their voices made her sniffle was she reached out for them. Her arms didn’t stay empty for long as Kirishima followed by Midoriya wrapped her up in a hug.
“Sowwy.”
“Don’t be sorry, baby.”
“Yeah we understand, Izuku cries a lot when Katsuki leaves too.”
“Eijirou! I don’t cry!”
“Sure.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?!”
“It means sure.”
Y/N didn’t care much for their argument as she snores lightly with her head on Bakugou’s chest. A smile on her face as she snuggled against the rather explosive man, happy.
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rhodesrider · 5 months
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hi, could you write something with judgment day!cargiver x reader!little where the little is sick and doesn't want to take her scary medicines (like injections or suppositories)
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Running Away
CG! Judgement Day x Y/N Fem! Little! Reader (Special guest Seth R.)
-Minors DNI-
Warnings: Mentions of Regression, crying, mediation fear, comfort
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“Yea just give me a second I’ll catch up!”
Seth yelled back at Cody and Sami as he walked in to the locker room humming and opening his locker. He grabbed his bag and turned around soon seeing a figure hiding in the showers behind the curtain. He was curious and slowly walked towards it hearing sniffling and shuffling. He pulled back the curtain and was confused. “Y/N? What are you hiding in the men’s room for?” He whispered. He looked close seeing she’s been crying from her puffy eyes. “Hey, are you ok?” Y/N was non verbal, she didn’t wanna speak at all. Seth squatted down some sighing. “Did someone hurt you?” She shook her head no. Soon Seth heard a faint yelling, Rhea was looking for her. “You’re hiding from them again about your meds?” He summed up. This isn’t the first time this happened, when JD was on smackdown and trying to get her to take her meds she hid in the bloodlines lounge room. Roman caught her and calmed her down seeing she regressed and she panicked not wanting her meds. But he reported her in and she had to take them. She did that in the women’s locker room, and Charlotte and Becky found her, they were actually in the middle of a verbal fight which made Y/N panic more but they calmed down and helped her together, got Rhea and took her meds.
Seth sighed and got up sitting on the bench in front of her, “I know it’s scary. But those help make you feel better Y/N.” She didn’t say a word still just stood in the corner. “You know I take them too.” She looked up some curious. “I take them for my back injury, and they help so much so I can continue my job.” Seth smiled. “Yours helps so you don’t have to feel sick or anything.” Seth explained as he pulled out his phone. “Becky had to help me so I can get better too.” He showed a picture of Becky and him taking a picture in the physical therapy office. “And trust me it was hell.” She looked at the photo and smiled. Seth patted the seat next to him and she slowly went over. Sitting down he pulled out another photo, him looking miserable. Y/N frowned seeing Seth in pain like that, “We all have to fight Y/N, even if it sucks.” He smiled and pulled out his pain meds shaking them some. “I already took mine, now I’m going to dinner with the guys and play video games at home with the wife.” He got up getting his things together. “Gotta stop running kid.” She frowned and felt bad, hearing the faint yelling of her name again from Damien and Finn this time.
“Want me to tell them you’re in here? Or you need a friend to walk with you?” She looked over and she nodded. Grabbing his hand they walked out together, she was nervous biting her nails since this isn’t the first time and she gets in trouble everytime. Rhea was looking around the stage and soon saw Y/N with Seth. She kept her cool because she didn’t want Y/N to cry. “Found her.” She yelled and the guys stopped looking getting back to Rhea. Rhea ran up to Y/N relieved knowing when stuff happens like this she’s regressed and scared. “I’m so sorry Seth I-“ “It’s cool me and her had a conversation and hopefully this is the last time she runs away.” Y/N felt so bad, it’s just too much when she has to take them. “Her side effects are what she hates the most, I can’t do much about it..” Rhea said feeling bad herself wishing there was a better way to deal with what Y/N deals with. “Just make her feel comfortable, that’s all you can do.” The guys caught up finally happy they found Y/N. Starting to feel worst, Y/N shed a few tears hugging on Damien sniffling. “It’s ok baby we aren’t mad but this has to stop.” He said in a soft tone. “I know the meds don’t make you feel the best either but I assure you it’s to never harm you.” Finn said as well giving her a forehead kiss. Rubbing her tears away, Rhea smiled. “Please please princess no more running.” Y/N thought for a moment thinking about the wrestlers comforting her, Seth was the one that took the cake. Showing her that it’s gonna be tough yes but you have to beat the odds and fight through it. She nodded and Rhea gave a sweet kiss. “Thank you.” Rhea said to Seth. “I’m glad to help. Now imma get going we are all going out to eat.” “Can I come?” A soft voice said. Seth looked down seeing a pouting face that was also hungry. “Come on, not the eyes.” Y/N batted them some and he folded. “Fine fine, stop with the face. You guys can come.” They celebrated and followed along to the car. But still the meds were needed to be taken.
At the little get together, Y/N stared at the pill. Sitting in her pill box, glaring at it not wanting it at all. Her caregivers giving her eye contact and even Seth Cody and Sami worried. She sighed and she got the juice taking the pill quick. They were all relieved. “Can I have sweets now?” Rhea smiled. “Yes baby you can have sweets, I’m so proud of you.” She hugged Y/N happy she didn’t have to force her or make her cry knowing how much she hated it. Y/N peeked at Seth and he winked going back to his conversation. She smiled and soon was rewarded with the sweets she desired after eating her food. Later in the car, she wasn’t even tired but her head was a bit foggy, Rhea held her close and hummed to her as she fell into rest.
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Not since sokovia?
Content - age regression, cg!pietro, platonic!cg!avengers (mainly auntie!nat), crying, soft toys, sippy cups, cuddles, kind of forced age regression but not really, angst with a fluffy ending, not proofread, don’t like don’t read.
Summary - when you haven’t regressed in a long time your fellow avengers help you, and you get a new caregiver.
Authors note - I’m not kidding, this has been in my drafts for 4 months and I completely forgot about it, reblogs are greatly appreciated, I hope you enjoy<3
Translation - my love = moya lyubov', little rascal = nemnogo negodyay, baby bunny = zaychik
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6 months.
It had been 6 months since you last regressed.
You knew because the last time you allowed yourself to enter your comforting headspace it was the night before you raided struckers hydra base looking for lokis sceptre, the night you met pietro.
You were the most unlikely pair but somehow you just worked in perfect harmony.
You didn't think your heart could beat so fast until you saw those bullets coming towards him, luckily steve had thrown his vibranium shield fast enough to block them from hitting him of the child that he stepped into save.
You had stuck around together alot after that he could always make you laugh when you were sad and he just got you, he was the perfect partner.
But you still felt like you had to keep your regression a secret from him, not to mention wanda.
The two of you got along quite well, it was a journey for to you trust her after all the things she made you re live in your mind but once you gor to know her you understood her perspective.
Everything was going very well except your secretive situation and you weren't the only one who was beginning to notice it.
Your fellow avengers were too.
Everyday they expected their little avenger to come down the stairs and see them but Everyday they had been disappointed and worried.
Everytime you got close to slipping one of the twins would come in and you would fight it off, they were beginning to get very worried.
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You were sitting on the sofa watching a show from back home on the ridiculously sized plasma screen that tony had bought for the common room.
Seriously, it was so big that you had to move the sofa back to see the graphics.
A few minutes later you were alerted to natasha coming down the stairs and coming to join you "morning nat" you smiled at her. "Good morning Y/N" she yawned sitting down beside you.
Looking towards you she could see the tension in your features, you looked so uncomfortable.
"Y/N can I ask you a question?" "Yeah okay"
"When was the last time you let yourself regress?"
Yep, you really didn't want that to be the question.
Looking forward you tried to ignore it hoping she would desist with the questions you knew it was a long shot but you figured maybe it would work.
It definitely didn't.
You were so on the edge with all of the questions you could feel yourself slipping each second "please tell me it's at least within the last month" "Tasha please" "the last two" she asked with desperation "tash please" the last three-" "Natasha!" You whined tears slipping down your face "Oh babes I'm sorry" she sighed embracing you gently.
"I didn't mean to make you upset I'm just worried about you" she said moving a stand of hair out of your eyes "I know" you whimpered into her shoulder
"sokovia" you heard her say quietly.
"What?" "Y/N please tell me you've regressed since sokovia." She said tenderly. You remained silent avoiding her eye, lying was never something you were good at.
"Oh honey" she sighed rubbing your arm gently “you know what, I don’t have anything to do today I can help if you want” “no” you mumbled you weren’t going to give in.
“Y/N is this because of pietro?” "no of course it's not" you exclaimed beginning to get frustrated moving up from your seat and storming back upstairs leaving Nat on the sofa alone.
“Oh Y/N” she sighed getting up and moving to the kitchenette where all the others were “we need to talk to the twins.”
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It had been a few hours since your outburst with Nat, you felt bad about it but at the same time if you regressed then you wouldn’t have been able to come out.
Moving back down the stairs you went looking for Natasha to apologise, you found her and the rest of your fellow avengers sitting in the main room surrounded by your little items and a children’s show playing in the background.
You tried to leave by steve picked you up and placed you on the sofa ignore your kicking.
“Y/N this is not healthy, you need to regress” bruce said sternly turning up the volume on the television slightly.
“But it’s-“ “nuh uh” tony said picking up your soft kitten toy and passing it to you “no arguing little one, you need to regress your regressing”
You had been battling your little mindset for 15 minutes before it took over you, god it felt lovely after so long.
“I’m sorry” you mumbled cuddling onto your soft toy and relaxing into the sofa looking at Nat “oh it’s okay lovely girl” she chuckled placing a kiss on the top of your head.
An hour and a half went by and you were very relaxed, you didn’t fully realise how much you missed it.
All of a sudden you heard two pairs of footsteps coming down the stairs and you sat up and threw your toy to the side.
“Hey hey, what’s all this?” You heard Pietro’s sokovian tongue come towards you, you expected him to get confused and leave the room, but he stayed.
He placed a kiss to the top of your nose and lifted you up onto his hip signalling to Wanda to pick up your kitten.
“It’s okay moya lyubov', I’m staying” he whispered sitting down on the sofa with you laying against his chest “I’m staying”
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You had been little for a few days after that due to you being big for so long and pietro got the gist of things pretty quickly, the other avengers told him how you like things and Wanda had a go too in case she ever wanted to babysit you.
You were currently sat on your beanbag with a discarded colouring in book on your left and your soppy cup on your right.
You felt your eyes getting sore and tired completely exhausted “dada” you mumbled softly to pietro reaching over to the sofa “yes nemnogo negodyay?” “I’m tired”
“Let’s get you to bed then” he chuckled lifting you up on his hip, gently placing you down on the bed he pulled the thick duvet over you and passed youa soft toy.
“Have a nice sleep zaychik”
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v3nusxsky · 1 year
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Hello!!! How are you??? I currently have exams and I'm stressing.
Anyways, I was scrolling through tiktok when I got this idea!
I was watching a Larissa edit and I noticed that she had A HUGE MIRROR ON THE WALL???? like at the right side of her desk. So I was thinking cg! larissa x little! reader, where reader likes to draw everytime they regress. One day, Larissa was busy and she was feeling extra stressed she didn't notice reader entering her office. Reader saw how busy and stressed Larissa is and thought of something to do for her. Before reader can come up with something they slipped to a little mindspace and decided to draw for Larissa. Maybe a few hours after, Larissa decides to take a break from work and when she swivels her chair to the side to look at herself in the mirror what she saw are papers taped on the mirror with silly little drawings. Just pure fluff I miss Larissa :(((
Thank you!! lovelots <33
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Pretty picture| Agere
*Authors note~ this is for anyone who've had to deal with exams either currently or the past month or so"
Trigger warnings~ age regression, little r  mentions of bare breast
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You had been trying to prevent this slip that had been brewing for a while. Your girlfriend was extremely stressed with Wednesday Addams arrival bringing so much extra work, you knew that all too well. The child seemed to be a danger magnet. Although it wasn't to say Larissa hadn't noticed the warning signs of an oncoming regression yet every time she asked you if you needed to slip you always told her you are absolutely okay. Larissa didn't want you to put off the slip as she knew you often got awful headaches when ignoring your own needs.
You were completely caught off guard when you slipped into your headspace during your planning period. The little one immediately picking up some paper and coloured crayons you had stashed in your desk draw for her. Items in hand she toddler down the hall to Larissa's office, the blonde too busy dealing with emails and frantic phone calls from parents and alumni to notice the arrival.
You felt like crying, your momma didn't even notice you were here, but that's when you spotted the mirror by her desk. A plan formed in your little mind and you happily settled on the floor to put it in action.
You drew all sorts of pictures, some of cats which happened to be an animal Larissa was fond of or pictures of you and your momma doing a variety of  activities. You even tried to write momma and colour in all the lines. Soon enough the mirror was covered head to toe in your little art work. Larissa still not noticing your presence until you stumbled and fell trying to put the last picture in place.
It was your cries that shocked the woman into taking a break, "love bug? That you baby?" She murmured jumping off her chair to scoop you up into her arms, "shh baby you're okay momma has you you're okay" she murmured while holding you securely to her. "Oh darling did you draw all of these for momma?" You nodded sniffling your tears away as you hid in her neck and mumbled, "wanted momma happy" causing the older woman to rub your back and shower you in kisses. "You make your momma so so happy darling, look at you go my amazing little artist."
Soon enough you were babbling about your work before sleep tried to over come you, you'd had a rough day so Larissa abandoned her work for the rest of the night in favour of snuggling in bed with her favourite little one. If there was one thing absolutely certain, the blonde would do anything for your well-being and happiness even if that meant watching baby shark on repeat until you fell asleep nuzzling into her bare breasts.
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royalty-unknown · 2 years
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You. Are. Loved
Cg!Eddie Munson x Cg!Steve Harrington x little!reader
WARNING : angst/fluff, SELF-HARM!, Toxic families, Anti-agere(form parent or gaurdian) ,Poly relationship, Age regression, violence(Slight hitting),Big space *Only for a little* crying, Shaking, slight Aggressiveness from Steve but nothing serious, Mentions of blood, bad grammar, terribly written, mistakes, cursing, partially based on a true story. DON'T LIKE DON'T READ! thank you~
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Hewo! This is my Second story and I’m just want to say this is sfw ONLY and not a kink. It is a coping mechanism used to help in many different ways and is NOT ddlg. Heads up it's kinda longish ngl but this is my second time writing a story so I put much thought into it! Please take note that this is partially based on a true story aka my life. (DISCALAIMER) SELF HARM IS NOT AN AESTHETIC!! 
Half Summary: You didn’t quite know why you self-harmed…Fucking hell. yes you did it was beacause of your family/mom/dad/gardian/etc Constantly body shaming, yelling, controlling, (etc) and most importantly neglecting (at) you so you used Age regression as a way to help you. Your boyfriends Steve Harrington and Eddie Munson were your Caregivers and loved you so much and never judged you. You felt like age regression was really helping you get past the past..That was until your mom/dad/guardian/etc walked in your room as you were trying to shift with your Paci in your mouth and bottle next to you while watching cartoons..She took everything
“M-Mom (/dad/guardian/etc) wait! Give it back!” y/n said “NO What is this bullshit! Your acting like a baby and its Stupid you know God wants us to grow not act like a baby be the big girl you oh so claim to be and figure out your problems like a normal human being and GROW THE FUCK UP!” your mom said yelling and shouting at you which you were sensitive to and throwing the paci and bottle away. you flinched and whimpered. She left and slammed your room door shut. You broke down in tears as you started to pack your stuff, just some clothes and the f/c (Favorite color) stuffie that Eddie and Steve gifted to you after learning about your age regression about 2 years ago. Then you see it..The box that you keep your razor in you set down your f/c (Favorite color) bag with cute fidgets, keychains and things that you can play with which Steve and Eddie also gifted to you as one of your birthday presents.
You opened the box, saw the razor and everythings came back to you, that feeling that never gets old. Eddie and Steve knew about your self harm and you told them you stopped and you did..at the time you told them. You tried to stop but everytime something bad happened you did it. You had been clean for about 2 months now and today you told yourself only 5 cuts…but 5 turned into 10…and 10 turned into 20…. And before you knew it you were at 38…you were crying so much just wishing Steve and Eddie we’re there to stop you..now you felt like your arm was ruined by cuts..you put the razor back into the box and packed it still sobbing. You had no Idea why you still lived with your parents/parents/guardian/etc . You just didn’t when you turned 18 (or age) you could move out but you didn’t in hopes to fix things but no you made everything worse you thought. You grabbed your bag and left getting into your car. You're still sobbing and crying and you started to drive. You didn’t know where you just drove not even noticing that your cuts we’re bleeding badly and needed to be treated soon, you left at 2:22pm and didn’t stop driving until about 10:22pm your walkie was in the passenger seat eddie and steve decorated it for you it was f/c (Favorite color) with f/t (favorite things) type stickers it buzzed and then you heard steve's voice “Y/n?? Y/n come in! Where are you?” You thought about not picking it up but that would just cause them to worry more “Y/N/? Baby are you ok??” Eddie said you slowly picked it up hesitantly but still you pressed that button now there was no going back “y-yes..” you said weakly with a slight crack in your voice. “Baby! Oh god! Where are you? It's been 3 days!” Steve said then it hit you..You 're driving for three days straight, you 're thinking too much. You looked at your arm and saw a lot of dried up blood  “Sweetheart!” Eddie called “y-yes s-sorry um…” You looked around to see that you weren't far from Steve's house “I-I actually am heading to steve’s house..” you said as you drove there “No. No. Well yes come here but tell us where you have been and where you are now.” Steve said it in a tone that scared you slightly. You put the walkie down and drove to Steve's house ignoring the questions from Dustin, Nancy, Steve, Eddie and Max as well. About 1 hour later when you were at Steve's house you grabbed your bag and opened the car door shutting and locking it then walking up to his door putting your sleeve down so they didn’t see the cuts. You opened  the door to see a Steve whose head was in his hands slightly in his hair while his leg was bouncing up and down and a Eddie who was mumbling things about you and pacing back and forth they,turned their heads to the door because it opened and saw you.
Their eyes widened and they ran up to you and hugged you “Where were you y/n??” Steve said “We were worried sick” Eddie added on. It took you a moment to reply but you shrugged and just walked up to Steve's room causing them to let go and follow you “Hey! Answer me!” Steve said, grabbing your arm slightly raising his voice..You flinched and tears fell out of your eye’s..not only because he yelled but because he was grabbing your arm too tight..the same arm you cut “O-Owie!” You said starting to shift into little space “Let Go!” You said snatching your arm back but his grip only got tighter causing you to let out a quiet sob and tried to hit his chest as hard as you can over and over but the punches only came out as soft little hits (The same exact thing that mike did to hopper when mike found out hopper was hiding el) “Y-”steve started trying to stop and hug you Hit “H-Hey” Eddie stepped in and held you from behind wrapping his arms around you waist but you hit him saying “Lwet! gwo!” hitting him again the punches became softer and softer until you're just bawling your eyes and heart out into Eddie’s chest. Steve let go of your wrist and hugged you not knowing exactly what to do, eddie picked you up rocking you and gently shushing you he himself didn’t know what to do but he just thought this was the best Idea you sobs tuned into cries which turned into whimpers which turned into sniffles which turned into soft snores Steve got out your f/c (Favorite color) pj’s and made a bath while eddie laid you down slowly taking off your bottoms as to not wake you up he did the same with the shirts and undergarments and it wasn’t until he picked you up and brought you to the tub that he noticed..the cuts..”s-steve” he whispered “hm?-'' he stopped when he came in and saw your arm “baby…” he walked to you and gently picked up your arm so as to not wake you up and closed his eyes with some tears falling and sighed. “I’ll get the first aid kit..” Eddie said wiping his eyes to avoid tears but they still left his eyes. After 20 mins you were washed up and your scars were wrapped and treated. Steve picked you up and wrapped you in your f/c (Favorite color) towel and took you to the bed lotioning you (Etc) and putting on your pj’s (For my black girl audience like me or just audience that wraps their hair up if there’s any they did wrap your hair up scarf/bonnet etc) and laid you down putting a paci in your mouth and your bottle with water in it on the nightstand next to you. They got in the bed on each side of you, kissed your forehead, put their foreheads together, hugged each other then kissed each other's forehead saying good night, laying down and going to sleep. 
10am You woke up, Not sure where you were and not remembering anything you rubbed the sleepiness out of your eyes and realized you were in your boyfriend(s) home in his bed alone and you had your pj’s on, paci in your mouth and your arms were wrapped. You started to panic they find out about you cutting before you could get too deep in thought the door opened to reveal your two lovely boyfriends with f/p/b/f (Favorite pancakes/ breakfast food) and eddie with your bottle filled with milk “Morning little one” Steve said “Morning bubba” Eddie said “M-Mornwing daddies” you said looking into your lap playing with the bandages not sure if they were still upset about the cutting “Sweetheart look at me” Eddie said setting the bottle on the nightstand and sitting on the bed and grabbing your arms and folding them so your hand was over your cuts on each arm “No.” you unfolded your arms confused and he folded them again “No.” Eddie said you unfolded them getting that he’s saying no to you cutting and he folded them again “No.” Eddie said grabbing in between your folded arms holding them together “Talk to us..we are here we love you and you and us both know that this is not helping.” Steve said, setting down the tray of food. You were sobbing Eddie pulled you onto his lap and hugged you, Steve softly sushing you and Eddie holding you close to and rocking you. Once you stopped crying they sat you down and each wiped each eye “Talk to us baby..What made you do this to your pretty arms?..” Steve said, taking off the bandages. You let everything out and told them everything from your family/mom/dad/guardian/etc being toxic to your mom/dad/guardian/etc throwing away your paci and bottle. They were furious by the time you finished talking. “Live here.” Steve said “h-huh-” “Live here. So this can stop. we can stand seeing you struggle like this little one” steve said “We will talk to you about it when your big again but until then~” Eddie started planting kisses all over your face while steve kissed over top of your cuts causing you to let out giggles and laughs “Your pretty” Eddie said in between kisses “Your worth it” Steve said in between kisses and more compliments and kisses just kept coming until you heard “You. Are. Loved.” Eddie said, `` Which made you smile as your lip quivered “You hear us little one? You. Are Loved No matter what. So promise us you will talk to us when you're sad or you feel like you want to hurt yourself again. Please..” Steve added on it took you a second but you said it “I prwomise daddys.” they smiled “Thank you princess” Steve said “Thank you sweetheart” Eddie said “I’s wuv chu daddas” you said “We love you too little one” They said sitting up steve wrapping your arm up and eddie Cutting up your b/f (Breakfast food) into smaller pieces so you don't choke and once steve was done you 3 ended up eating, cuddling, and watching cartoons all day.
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Word Count: 2092
Hi guys this was my second story please let me know your thoughts and opinions but in a respectful manner! I know that this was somewhat scrambled-ish, rushed,and depressing. But hopefully this is good and not too bad! And again I will hope to improve as I go and continue writing stories! But anyways hope your drinking 1-4 water bottles/cups of water and eating at least 1-2 meals a day! Until the next one my lovely Victims~
Your Friendly Neighborhood,     
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kitty-agere-fics · 4 months
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Big Kid Problem
CG!Nayeon, Little!Reader
Note: Not written as fem!reader, but reader does have period (gn pronouns are used…At least should be used…)
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The night had actually gone normal. You had been in your big headspace when you went to bed and when you fell asleep. Very early in the morning, around 12AM, you woke up, feeling…off. You glance around the room and whine softly. You push the blankets away as you feel something wet. There is blood on your pants, your sheets, and your blanket. Your breathing pick up and you cry out.
"Mama! Mama!" You cry out, pulling the blanket back up to cover the stain, "Mama," you scream, needing Nayeon to come help you.
Nayeon wakes up, hearing the screams. She quickly gets out of bed and runs down the hall into your room. "Oh, Sweet Baby," she soothes softly, going over to you, "What happened, Baby?" When you don't respond, she strokes your hair gently. "Come on, Baby. Talk to Mama."
"Mama," you whisper softly, "Mama, something happened." You look away, upset. Nayeon gently reaches out and tilts your head up so you can see her eyes.
"Tell me what's going on. Don't try to hide from be, Y/N," she says softly, but sternly. You hesitate, but push the blankets away, revealing the blood stains. You start to cry again, and Nayeon pulls you into her arms. "Shhhh, it's okay, Sweet Baby. It's okay," she soothes softly. She picks you up and carries you into the bathroom. She starts the bathtub and undresses you, gently soothing you. "Mama's gonna help you get all clean. It's okay, Baby." She promises.
She kisses you on top of the head and puts some toys in the bath to distact you as she helps you clean up. After she cleans you up, she quickly runs into your bedroom to grab you clean pants and a pull-up. She also quickly gets some stuff set up in her room.
"Okay, Sweet Baby, let's get you out of the bath and get you all nice and dry." Nayeon comes into the bathroom, setting the clothes on the counter. Nayeon pulls you out and gently runs her fingers through your wet, tangled hair. She gently dries you and dresses you, then carries you into her room.
Nayeon takes you into your room and you see everything set up all nice. There is your favorite teddy bear sitting on the pillow with your paci and your favorite sippy cup, which you know is most likely filled with hot chocolate. Nayeon sits you on the bed and runs out of the room, quickly returning with a heating pad that she places on your belly. She gets you all nice and comfy under the blankets with your cup and your paci and your bear.
"Wan' blankie," you whine softly.
"Sweet Baby, your blanket needs to be washed. I am going to wash it while you sleep, okay?" She lays you down, careful and gentle. She gently puts your paci in your mouth and kisses your forehead.
"Mama, stay," you whine softly.
"Why do you want Mama to stay, Sweet Baby?"
"Mama make the hurties go 'way," you reach out to her and whimper as you start to feel the cramps. Nayeon puts the heating pad a little lower on your belly and hums softly.
"There, is that a little better, Baby?"
You nod slightly, but there is still something bothering you. "Mama? What's goin' on? Why do I feel funny and why there blood?" You pout softly, this is a conversation that you have everytime that you get your period when you are regressed.
Nayeon hums softly, gently stroking your hair. "You're having your period, Sweet Baby," she tells you, her voice gently and soft, "It's something that happens to your big body, do you remember us talking about this?"
You nod slightly, still thinking, "I still your baby, Mama? I have big kids problem, but I still baby?"
"Of course, Sweet Baby. You are my baby as long as you want to be." She kisses you on top of your head again, "Go to sleep, okay? I love you." She hums a soft lullaby and strokes your hair as you fall asleep.
Once you are asleep, she quietly sneaks out of the room to go and get the dirty sheets and blankets off of you bed as well as your dirty pants. She stays up to switch everything from the washer to the dryer and then longer to remake the bed. The only thing that she doesn't put back on the bed is one of your blankets. It is a super soft, super cozy blanket in your favorite color. This blanket is your favorite, the one you'd asked about. Nayeon takes this blanket and takes it back into her bedroom where you are asleep in the bed. She draped the blanket over you and gets into bed herself, holding you close.
"Good night, Sweet Baby," she whispers, "Sweet dreams. Mama loves you so much."
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kiyocuck · 5 months
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i make fun of taka's death all the time, and i dont give a shit about him dying since he literally has 0% chance of surviving (shin tsukimi reference), and also his death cg is so fucking funny they chose the worst angle to draw him in FOR SOME REASON LIKE SAYAKA, CHIHIRO AND JUNKO ARE ALL FROM THE FRONT, FROM MAKOTOS POV, BUT NOOOOOOOOOO TAKA NEEDS TO HAVE SOME FANCY WEIRD ANGLE THAT LOOKS LIKE SHIT JUST SO YOU CAN SEE MAKOTOS JAW DROP OR SOMETHING LIKE ?????????????????????????????????????????????????????? (and i guess also him being paralyzed from the death but that does Not get brought up ever so who cares!)
i had a different topic going on, my point is that, as much as i make fun of him, everytime i remember hes not like. at the future foundation or whatever or that Makotos alive and hes not (the naeishi brainrot) my guts twist like WHAT DO YOU MEAN MAKOTO DOESNT EVEN MISS HIM AND DIDNT EVEN CARE WHEN HE DIED what do you mean. he doesnt have a picture of him and mondo framed on his future foundation desk or whatever and occasionally looks at it going I miss my wives Tails, meanwhile the others are like MOVE ON OH MY GOD ITS BEEN YEARS
what do you mean makoto didnt drop to his knees sobbing crying and throwing up when he found his body WHAT DO YOU MEANNNNNNNNNNNNNN IM SO MAD
on one hand im happy hes dead with mondo cuz i CANT see taka living if mondos dead in ANY UNIVERSE LIKE THAT JUST CANT happen mathematically. on the other them both being dead and makoto being alive and not giving a shit abt them makes me wanna fucking implode i Hate this franchise naeishimondo is literally canon and they dont care:"""((((((((((((((((
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thedinonuggetthief · 2 months
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If you moved away— (draft piece)
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🕊| somewhat game spoilers, maybe angst(?), AGERE fic, platonic!Sunflower. (With cg Basil and Regressor Sunny) This is what I have so far in my drafts and lmk if yall want a full version<3
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"Sunny's moving..?" Basil repeats what Kel just told him. He didn't want to believe it- no. He couldn't. This was the first time he saw his best friend for the first time in 4 years and he's moving away?.. he'll lose him again after getting him back?
Basil shifted uncomfortably in his seat as every small noise became irritating to him. Kel's smacking lips everytime he ate, Sunny's death glare, everytime the spoons and forks hit the glass plates— it became too much. Basil cleared his throat, trying desperately to calm down without crying then and there. "Um.. if you guys don't mind, I gotta go to the bathroom" he hushed before getting up to rush to thr bathroom. "What's up with him?" Kel asked with his mouth full. "Guess he really had to go" Kel shrugged as he continued to eat.
Sunny opened the bathroom door slowly, peering in to see Basil staring directly back at him. "Guh!" Basil took several steps back to give Sunny space. "Oh, its just you.. sorry I was just about to leave the bathroom" he smiled but then it faltered as he sighed. "Is it true you're leaving?.. I mean, you just came back. I finally got to see you again, and you're leaving again?" Basil had an obvious look of distress. "Are you really saying goodbye?" He held back a sob as he gritted his teeth. Basil sucked in the air before turning away. "Why did I expect you to stay?.. I mean. That house was a death trap. Who would want to stay after you experienced something so horrifying?" He turned back to sunny. "I don't blame your mom if she didn't want to stay. Heck, I would too.. I can't even step foot in that house without getting trauma flashbacks." He scratched his neck
"It still hurts, yknow. We did everything together. Went to school together, did.. everything together." He fumbled with his hands bit. "We really tore apart.. Kel's still here, but he has better things to do.. Henry's in college, Aubrey wishes we were dead.. she doesn't want anything to do with us anymore.. and now you're leaving" he forced a chuckle. "I wish we were still 12. Maybe being 16 is too early for us, huh?"
Basil stepped closer and brought Sunny closer to his chest.
"Above anything, I missed you.. my sunflower" he muttered
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wolfy-star1401 · 1 month
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{ a thanks to @sw124 for the little inspiration for this }
Little Scary Nightmares
Characters : Little! Basil & Cg! Professor Ratigan
This story contains : Basil being injured, mention of cigarettes, Nightmare, Basil being physically assaulted, k!lled { only in the nightmare } and trauma healing
Summary : Basil woke up regressed due to a nightmare which very upsets him, fortunately Ratigan is here to help.
Here he was………Basil, finally about to catch the fried he had been on to for days or even weeks.
This guy who had been wanted for a lot of heinous crimes was finally bringing him to justice. But sadly that didn’t last long.
The chase went on until the scoundrel arrived at the dead end,
„the game is over, you better surrender yourself or–“
but before he could finish his sentence Basil was hit behind his head by something really hard which resulted him falling hard on the ground.
As he tried to get up, a foot was placed on his back and pinned him back to the cold, dirt plastered soil. While his arms were held against his will.
He heard the cruel chuckle of the evil fella „ Oh you foolish detective, did you really thought I worked alone ? Ha ! Now, how about we have some fun with ya, hu ?“
Basil looked at him with an very angrily, trying his best not to show any fear „ you *cough* you wouldn’t dar–agh!“
Basil managed to say only having one of goons force his head pinned down. He could feel this satisfied the monster.
„ now fellas, I think we have a new little play thing to entertain us, so which one of you‘s gonna being?“
Everything went very fast for Basil. First he gets face kicked until his nose bleeds, then gets used as a litteraly punching bag and now he gets kicked around, everytime with no chance of defending himself.
Now on the ground he tried to plead for them to stop, to no avail.
When he thought it couldn’t get any worse, his clothes get ripped apart, leaving him with a few scratches on his body.
Their leader was now kneeling beside him and made the now beaten mouse to look at him. „ Now I think we deserve a price for our hard work, do you think, hm ? “
He pulled out a knife and lowered to the point of almost impaling Basil’s chest, Basil was now panicking.
Please, don’t-
Basil
I won‘t tell !
Basil
Please, don’t kill me…. Especially like thi-
Basil !!!
Basil open up his eyes just to see that…. He’s no longer in an abandoned alley anymore, but he’s laying on a bed in a kind of familiar room, which had a scent of cigarette smoke
and he was now looking at his nemesis, Professor Ratigan who was looking surprisingly concerned.
„hey, are …… are you alright ?“ he asked
Basil just looked at him confused and unable to question him as he realized. His head was not feeling like it had been filled with cotton, which made the headache worse.
He felt his lips trembling, his mouth trying to speak but failing and tears filling his eyes as he remembered.
Before Ratigan could say anything, Basil began to wail unconsolable. The tears were flowing down from his eyes, rolling down his cheeks and he was hyperventilating.
Ratigan was at the lost of words on what he was suppose to do now. But he decided to act fast, he carefully picked up Basil and cradled him in his arms.
„ Shhh, breath kid, Shhhh, hush now, papa’s here “ he said while making small circles on Basil’s back, carefully reminding himself to be gentle with the kid.
„ Maybe a stroll in in the fresh air might help" Ratigan thought to himself as he exited the room with his crying little still in his arms.
Everytime one of Rarigan‘s henchmen came across them and before they could ask their boss, he gave them the death glare and they went silent after that.
Later they’re arrived to their destination, it was an abandoned garden house which was taken over by overgrown plants and weeds.
After a while basil slowly calmed down, Ratigan lucky found a bench to sit on.
„ there you go, now would you like to tell me what had upset you that much ?“ he asked kindly.
Basil held his bandaged hand close to his mouth, his index finger almost in it.
„ N…. nightmawe " he mumbled in a childish tone.
„ oh really, what happened ?" Ratigan asked.
Basil swallowed.
„ I was casing a bwig two a empy plawe … an ther were a growp of mean guys an .. they bet me up an th… th… big meanie wate too….“ with every word basil was saying, new tears were welling up threatening to spill.
Ratigan realized what the little mouse was telling him. He remembered caning across the new criminal who was threatening his title, and how he finished him off while the rest of this wannabe’s gang were dealt with by Felicia.
He was about to call it a night as he noticed the unconscious body of the detective.
At first he wanted to leave him here but then he decided to take him to his new hideout/ lair to recover and after that they can finish their rivalry once and for all.
Never could he predicted that something like this would happen.
He sighed wiping away the tears that had been poured down with an cloth tissue, he‘d pulled out from his jacket pocket.
„ oh sweetheart, those mean fellas will no longer troubling you " he said.
Basil who was now sniffing and only small hiccups escaping from his mouth was looking at him with glassy eyes.
„ I can see that the dream was scaring you really bad “ Ratigan said emphatically while cupping Basil’s right cheeks and caressing it with his thumb.
Basil nodded while rubbing his eyes.
„ but you’re save now, and I make sure no bad dreams or nightmares bothering you, you have my word “ Ratigan says before nuzzle his little one close to him.
„ now how about we go back inside, get something to drink and have you right back to bed, does that sound good ?“ Ratigan offered.
Basil shyly nod.
Later after they arrived back, Ratigan told one of his henchmen to make the drink ready while he made the little detective ready for bed.
While they were making it, Ratigan was preparing basil for seep time.
He checked if something needed to be changed, he gently pulled the the index finger out of Basil’s mouth.
As he was finishing him up, there was a knock on the door, it was Fidget who was holding a bottle with cold water in it like requested.
The bat handed it over to his boss who thanked him, and not very long they were out of the room, closing it behind them.
Ratigan picked Basil up and laying him on his back in his arms, and placed the nibble of the bottle to the little one‘s mouth which Basil nervously and shyly took.
While basil drank the icy cold water which felt good for his throat and tummy, Ratigan cradled him while humming a nursery rhyme song.
After he was done, the bottle was removed from his mouth and placed somewhere else, he could feel his eyes feeling heavy.
He barely noticed that a pacifier was placed in his mouth. It was brown colored with a green color flower on it.
Ratigan continued this until the little one was fast asleep. He put him back in bed and tucked him in.
He‘ll figuring out what to do next with him but for now he keep an protective eye on his little detective.
That’s a promise
@nottapossum @iceagere @nostalgic-woodwind @innocentlittlelambsnursery @hey-little-mya @jacksdinonuggets
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mooodyblue · 1 year
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Hi I have a little E request where Elvis is little and he reads a magazine where it says he has a new girl or something and he gets mad and rips up the picture of him and the other girl when asked why he says because it’s not mommy
hope i didn't drag this one on too much, thank you for the request! enjoy! 🫶🏼
no! | little!60s!elvis x cg!reader
warnings: agere, little space, angst
wc: 691
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everything was going fine today. you were sat with elvis on the couch catching up on some reading while he did the same, reading a magazine he was on the cover of. "people really write some rubbish in these things..." he scoffed.
you glanced over at him then back at your book. "i don't know why you read those things. you say the same thing everytime you read them."
"well, i gotta know what they're sayin' about me. i'm curious."
you rolled your eyes and went back to your book. anytime you caught elvis reading the paper or a magazine with an article on him, it always ended with him angry at some rumor someone started about him. there was no way for you to hide the magazines either, he'd find his own way to get ahold of them whether you kept them from him or not.
elvis turned the page, eyes widening at the large photo of him and another woman with the headline 'ELVIS AND HIS NEW WOMAN!'. he felt his cheek get hot, his jaw clenching as he read the full article. "no...." he muttered. flipping the page again, there was another photo of him and the same woman, a costar from a movie he had recently worked with. "no! no! no!" he yelled.
you closed your book immediately and looked over at him, "what is it?" you braced yourself for another rant from elvis as always, but you could tell something was different this time.
he refused to hand you the magazine, eyes glued to the photo of him and his co-star. people loved to write about elvis and the many women he's been with in public, claiming that were dating or engaged. to the press, he was pretty much dating every single woman he ever came in contact with and it angered elvis to see them write about him in that way. it was far from the truth, he loved you and only you. you cared for him like nobody else could. whether it was being with him on set, letting him cry on your shoulder when things got overwhelming or taking care of him when he was in his headspace, you were always there for him.
"elvis, let me see the magazine." you asked nicely.
"no!" he gripped the magazine tightly, fists red as he refused to let go.
"elvis." you said again, but sternly. "hand me the magazine."
he shook his head, eyes getting cloudy as they welled up with tears. right as you finally got a good look at the photo, he tore the pages out and ripped them angrily, throwing the magazine against the wall. "it's not true! it's all trash!"
he'd gotten angry about a lot of things people say about him, but you'd never seen him so worked up about something as small as this. "elvis, honey. it's just another rumor! i know it's not true, you know that!"
"no!" he shouted. "t-thats not-!
"then what's got you so worked up? c'mon baby, talk to me." you said softly, holding his hands in your lap.
he looked at you, suddenly feeling smaller with a different look in his eyes. a look of vulnerability and sadness. "because it's not you." he sniffled. "that's n-not you-that's not my mommy."
you sighed and pulled him closer allowing him to snuggle up to you. "oh baby boy, it's okay." you rubbed his arm up and down softly. "you know how much mommy loves you. she loves you so much. she knows how much you care for her and how you don't want her to fall for those silly rumors. isn't that right, buntyn?"
elvis nodded, feeling himself fall deeper into his headspace. "buntyn thinks mommy's gonna leave. don't wanna be alone."
"sweetheart," you cupped his face. "mommy is never leaving you, ever. not today, not tomorrow and not in a million years. she doesn't care what silly piece of paper says, she's not leaving your side."
"still love me?"
you tapped his nose with the tip of your finger, smiling softly at him. "to the moon and back, baby. always."
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pumpkzsafeplace · 9 months
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For you and/or your daddy
(Vent, tw- mentions of depression, aniexty, ed, and unintentional sh)
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It's getting bad again... I've lost interest in pretty much everything. I only really feel happy when I'm small. Lately everything just seems kinda pointless. Everyday I wakeup, lay in bed for awhile, get up, and so sit on the couch all day. Eventually my mom will text me and give me some chores. I don't know why but everytime she texts me it just makes me mad. I know I don't have anything better to do but it just kinda makes me mad that all I do is chores. I've hardly left the house all summer, maybe 12 times. And 3 of those times were to go to school. I've also noticed that I've been eating less. I know it's not good for me but I don't know what to do. I've never really talked to any of my friends about my ed and even if I wanted to talk to one of them about it I don't really know how to bring it up. I've been shakey recently and I don't know if it's from aniexty or from a lack of me eating. I just feel kinda spaced out most of the time and I don't like it. I use to go to therapy back when I was in 6th grade (for context im going into 9th grade) and I've thought about going back. I didn't really like therapy, it might of just been my therapist, but the whole experience just wasn't very good. Anyways, the other day I accidentally did something and it really hurt. I have a bad habit of digging my nails into my skin. When we were driving back home my baby sister started crying and I didn't even realize that I was digging my nails into my hand until after it was too late. It's still healing, but it hurts really bad :(
A lil' cg update: I still have a cg, the only time we talk is when I message her first. We barley talk and I honestly keep forgetting that I even have a cg. I know that she's really busy but I kinda feel like she doesn't even wanna be my cg. She doesn't really baby me at all, or talk to me very much and it makes me sad..
I'm really sorry for rambling so much.. I just really don't know what to do anymore. I just know I needed to talk to someone before it got too bad....
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hihi lil bug’ 🌼
💼: Hello little one, I decided to take this one if you don’t mind- due to the sensitive topics.
I’m sorry it’s gotten bad again- our minds can be dangerous things sometimes. Especially if we fuel them with things going wrong, then can spin it and almost make us feel out of control of our own bodies.
The same happened with Pumpkin- well still does from time to time. Have you tried to make any friends? That helped Pumpkin a lot. I know you can do something on here- like an application of some sort to help? But i’m not to sure I’m sorry.
Also, not leaving the house doesn’t equal to you being bad/ or you being worthless. Sometimes time passes by us so quickly, you can simply blink and it’s the end of summer. And just because you didn’t go out and do this wonderful and spontaneous plans, doesn’t mean that your summer was a waste. You looked after your body, you rested and let your mind heal after school- that’s more important than anything.
I do think therapy is a good choice though love, especially regarding the eating disorder. Pumpkin never went and she still struggles so much now- so please- if you see the signs early, go and get some help with how to cope. You should never have to feel like you’re unworthy of food, or that food is a chore.
If it’s due to the depression- then use quick meals. Noodles, Ready Meals- they’re all accessible and can be made quickly. Please just make sure to have something in your tummy, okay?
Pumpkin used to dig her nails into her palms when she was stressed before things progressed & got worse- I know that sometimes it can’t be helped but maybe a fidget toy can be used instead? Just something to play with to distract your hands whilst your mind is going through this.
Regarding your CG- maybe it’s time to look for another. If you’re not feeling looked after then maybe you need to speak to them and explain how your needs aren’t being matched. If they’re going through something themselves then it’s understandable- but communication is a key thing & stuff can’t be solved without it.
I’d have a talk to them and see what’s going on. If they’re still refusing to talk or take action, then maybe look for another. Like i said earlier- applications and such could be a good help.
I hope I have helped- I know you wanted Pumpkin but this hit a little too close to home as one would say.
Big hugs from her though, and Me and Good luck.
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kiankiwi · 1 year
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cg Jerry during the weekend, ft. baby e pt.2
so after lunchtime elvis naps so Jerry cleans him with some wipes and takes baby to the nursery so he could have some sleep.
he takes advantage of the time to clean the mess he made "is he always like this?" he asks us and we tell him "I just told him to be himself, he's happy you know "
jerry just sighs and continues to clean until baby wakes up bc el likes to babble when he wakes up. when he gets baby jerry wrinkles his nose when he notices baby needs a change so he changes him diaper but not his shirt
his shirt is so dirty it's going to be a nightmare for jerry to clean up
jerry takes baby to the garden and just let's us play with him while he orders some pizza for us and also some dessert for us.
when he gets back he sees baby in a puddle while trying to eat a chunk of grass and jerry yells at him like "elvis presley don't you dare" and baby gets scared and cries. he has a meltdown, his crying gets worse when Jerry changes him again
it takes around an hour until baby finally calms down, he has a paci that bobs everytime and instead of taking comfort from his new two day cg baby just crawls towards us and cuddles against us.
baby spends the day playing with us until dinner and he wobbles to Jerry, like while Jerry is paying baby just peaks like "oh hello"
we're talking to Jerry and baby is sitting in his highchair while having some crackers and a bottle until Jerry decides to give him a big slice of pizza and baby just wolf down the slice. and he also gives baby a cupcake and baby eats it bc he already forgot the cupcake incident .
and we look at Jerry like "are you serious? he just got better from the cupcake incident!" and immediately elvis tummy grumbles and baby whines.
he needs a change, it's pretty obvious and baby just cries bc he feels yucky and jerry looked at baby surprised and with his nose wrinkled
again, he gets a lot of changes that night. jerry doesn't notice until he sees baby walking with a full diaper and bc he also starts to sign at him for help
at the end of the day tho, Jerry sleeps in his bed with baby elvis who is sprawled in only a diaper, no shirt on and with a paci in his mouth
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Awwwwww! Jerry learned nothing! And I love how we didn’t just let cg Jerry have him on his own! And the part where merry yells so e crawls toward us for comfort bc Jerry is usually the fun one. So many messy diapers but Jerry needs to learn lol plus the pizza probably made his tummy angry too! Just let him have a bottle lol
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Hiding! I was makin a page in my journal of stuffs to help a carer smile n feel good in Carerspace. So I was wonderin what kind of stuff can a smol do to help you feel good, as a Carer? ~ 💙
hey sweetie!! so sorry it took me seven hundred years to get to this but tumblr kept going black everytime i opened my inbox :,] for me personally i just like kids so i tend to be fairly happy being around them anyways but heres some extra stuff!!
♡ might be a bit long ♡
♡ the first one i can think of is saying you appreciate them!! any quick variation of 'i love you' or 'you're the best' reaaaaallly makes me melt :] ♡ try and involve them and be silly with them in your regression. i get kinda sad when a kiddo's just kind of watching something and replying with one word answers and things, because i love being involved and playing with a baby and being stupid together. ♡ show them things!! i love seeing cool stuff babies like!! new stuffies, cool bugs, nice new clothes, whatever!! ♡ ties into the last one, but i loooove hearing about interests, special interests and especially small interests!! ♡ make them cool stuff!! colouring, drawings, tiny crafts!! when people make me drawings just for me i cry and immediately make them my lockscreen :] ♡ introducing your comfort stuffies or toys!! that always makes me happy because i love meeting even teenier friends!! ♡ lastly but this is important, set boundaries with a cg before you go full on tiny with them. please. it makes me so happy. people just turn up on me tiny and now suddenly i have to care for them before i know their name. please tell me your name and maybe pronouns, or a nickname you like and things you don't like in littlespace. set boundaries. please.
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ikemen-girl · 3 years
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YAAAASSSSSS
Then can I have a scenario where Ieyasu who secretly head over heels to MC (They are married) but appears as if he didn't care at all? And his reaction when MC tell him she's pregnant 👀👀👀👀👀👀?????
THANK YOUUUU HEWHEWWWW
Heyaaaa Ame-Chan🤗🤗✨✨😍😍, I loveeeee you and thank youuuuu so much for this request😏😏❤❤❤❤😘😘😘😘✨✨💗💗💗💗! This is my first work on my fav tsundy baby boiii Ieyasuuuu😍😍💗💗✨✨💯💯! Hopeee you have an amazing weekend ahead✨✨❤❤🤗🤗😍😍! Hereeee youuuu gooo~💃💃!
IKESEN HEADCANON💗⚔:
Ieyasu reacting to MC being pregnant🤰🏻❤:
Credits to: sakamaki_1429 on Instagram for this beautiful CG💛💯✨.
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You were well known for your gentle heart & compassionate personality as an Oda princess🥰😇💗 while Ieyasu was known for his sharp mouth & cold personality😒😠💢 as a warlord of Tokugawa Clan. Your brothers Nobunaga🍬😏, Mitsuhide🦊😏, Masamune🐯😁, Hideyoshi😩💗 and Mitsunari😍😇 doted on their little sister so much💗💯✨ and you were immensely grateful for their support and love towards you🥰❤😇.
Nobunaga was the type of brother to pamper you with everything you want with a smug grin on his face😏❤🍬✨, Mitsuhide being the type to tease you everytime😂😏💗🤗 but he also helps you at the the very last moment making your problems non-existent💯👍🏻😏😘🤗, Masamune would literally feed you anything you desire no matter the time of the day👨🏻‍🍳🤗🐯😁, Mitsunari being the type to approach whenever you feel down🤗😇❤🥰, he will brightem your day like the angel he is😇💗👍🏻💯 and Hideyoshi being the type to worry over his little & precious sister, 24×7😥💗🤗😍.
The credits of your pure❤, empathetic🤗 and caring nature😍 despite staying in the warring era⚔ obviously goes to the efforts of your brothers👬🏻, you were raised up in the very warm environment💗😇 while your to-be partner Ieyasu😒 grew up in the cruelest environment possible making him shutting his emotions away deep inside his heart making him often come across as a cold or rude person😒.
You and Ieyasu had been married together to strengthen the alliance through family relationships between Oda and Tokugawa Clan🎎🎊🎉❤. And trust me, when I say, that your doting brothers are worried over you due to Ieyasu's reputation is an understatement🤣. "Hey Ieyasu, you better give her a konpeito everyday, got that😏?" "Hey lad, take care of my kitten, will ya🐯😁?" "Lord Ieyasu, she is very pure, please love her with all your heart😇💗" "You should probably work on your communication skills😏🦊" "Lord Nobunaga, are you really sure that you want our precious sister to marry with this person😭🤨?" "Shut the hell up!", said Ieyasu rolling his eyes🙄. "Please don't worry about me, I will be fine💗���🤗!", you said with a gentle and reassuring smile to ease your brothers' worries💗. Even though they all were smirking at you proudly, you could clearly see the sadness in everyone's eyes😕 on seeing you go away from Azuchi Castle🏯.
You looked towards him riding in your palanquin and he sharply diverts his gaze away from you riding on his horse🏇. Ieyasu is the kind of person who has no value for love in his life, forget about placing love as his priority, he only focuses his attention on becoming stronger & gaining more power. Despite everything, he couldn't deny the fact that you exuded warmth and happiness around everyone❤.
To be very honest, he was jealous looking at you for the first time as you could express everything you feel just by your face, you were so optimistic towards life💗🥰, seeing your radiance made him annoyed for certain reason maybe because he could see himself as a child before he was sent as a hostage in you right now, he was just like you once upon a time, pure, innocent and oblivious to danger in the outside world. "To think I will have to deal with her all my life, what a pain!", he thought pinching the bridge of his nose. Well Ieyasu, just you wait and see🤣😏!
He took you to his Sunpu Castle🏯 located in Suruga after marrying you. It was surrounded by a lake & it was very beautifully constructed❤💯. It was your new home as you are Lady Tokugawa now, you were excited to begin your new life as his wife. Ieyasu guided you inside the castle and told all the maids to look after your needs. You looked around the new surroundings with high curiosity🤩 which made Ieyasu roll his eyes🙄.
"Um..Ieyasu..where is your room..?", you asked curiously. "My room? You don't have to do anything with it, the maids already arranged everything for you, so you can do anything you want in your room", he replied with a stern voice. "We are a married couple so I thought--", you continued but was interrupted by his cold voice. "So? Our marriage is nothing more than a political alliance so I don't see any reason to entertain beyond anything than it is required & besides, I have no interest in weaklings like you", he replied which made you froze in your tracks with shock,you felt a sharp pain in your heart. He turned his back at you and strode towards his room. The maids and vassals of Ieyasu were quite warm and welcoming towards you and they made you feel at home❤🥰🤗. "I think she is the blooming flower🌸 our Lord needs in his life, I truly think she will melt his heart with her warm smile💓🥰", a maid said with a hopeful smile. "I agree with you, Lord Ieyasu is blessed to have her as his wife, she is an angel💯❤😇", another maid replied with a bright smile.
Next day, you insisted in helping in the work of the Sunpu castle despite the protests of the maids😍💗. "What are you doing😳?", Ieyasu asked, his eyes went wide to see you cleaning polishing the floor💯. "Ieyasu, I thought to help around the castle, can I do it😍❤?", you asked him. "I don't care untill you don't get in my way😒", Ieyasu sighed which made you smile with happiness🥰 & something stirs in his heart seeing it😳💓. You continued doing everything you can to make everyone happy around you💗 with the feeling to made your days extremely productive💯 also following Ieyasu around despite his constant grumbling😒🤣.
A week later, you heard from the vassals that Ieyasu was in angry mood and stressed with his work👀. You made a warm tea & spicy dish🍵 & went inside his room, worried for him😥. "I don't need your concerns, stop annoying me for god's sake", he grumbled in a low voice massaging his temples, his table occupied with many documents🤦🏻‍♂️. "As you wish", you answered. Ieyasu looks up at you and his eyes went wide with shock😳 seeing the extreme hurt in your beautiful eyes & pained smile and before he could say anything else, you slid the door closed🚪.
He told himself that he didn't care but he couldn't erased the memory of you being hurt, you only came to cheer him up & he let his emotions got the better of him, he hated himself for it & he went outside to look for you, to apologize for his mistake🙇🏻‍♂️. You were cleaning the kitchen after keeping the tray back when Ieyasu came behind you. "MC--", he called your name but you weren't ready to face him yet so you went outside quickly. He sighed as he turned his attention back towards the tray of tea which was still warm accompanied with a spicy dish. "How did she knew about my favourite dish🤔?", he wondered as he took a bite and took a sip of tea. It was very delicious and relaxed his nerves but it only made him more worried. Since that day, you avoided him & went on with your daily activities, Ieyasu tried to interact with you but you fled away at the sight of him. Ieyasu could see the way, you grow stiff & the fear in your eyes, it reminded him again of his childhood, he felt guilty😔.
After 3 days of constant awkwardness between you & Ieyasu, you were returning to the Sunpu Castle after purchasing the fabrics, you needed for your commission work & the strap of your heel broke causing you to fall down on the hard ground. Your ankle twisted which made you cry in pain. You got up and started walking on bare foot towards your home, holding your sandal in your hand after realizing you didn't carry extra coins. You staggered inside the castle & made it back to your room. Ieyasu came outside his room after finishing his work & noticed bloodstains on the floor which lead him to your room. He took a glance inside to find you removing the thorns from your foot, whimpering. He quickly went back to his room to carry his medical supplies💊.
"I am coming inside!", he announced before stepping inside your room. "Huh? Ieyasu😳!", you exclaimed as you wiped your tears away. He bend down before you and inspected your foot carefully placing on his knee with a stern expression. "How can you be so clumsy😩?!", he asked in a strict tone but you could see the concern hidden deep in his eyes. He washed your foot and applied ointment making you clutch his shoulder in pain. "This pain is nothing to waste your tears away for!", he said with a cold tone Ieyasu dictionary: Don't cry, it will heal very soon but he dressed your foot with very delicate hands. "Thank you💗🥰😇!", you said with a very sweet smile making his heart pounding wildly in his chest💓, after a long time, you expressed genuine happiness DUE to him❤ WHAT IS THIS WARM FEELING😳? . He quickly got up and went outside your room without as much as a word *ahem*.
That was the incident which acted as an ice-breaker b/w you & Ieyasu❤. He caught you walking around & working hard with the support of your right foot, next day as you were too stubborn to rest in the bed for the whole day & do nothing, well, Ieyasu could relate to you on this behaviour🤷🏻‍♂️. You suddenly found yourself in air. "Woah! Ieyasu, you don't need to carry me--😱", you exclaimed, startled as you cling on him. "Keep quiet🙄!", Ieyasu said coldly as he carried you in his arms everywhere you needed to walk & everytime without any complaints & all the people of the Sunpu Castle were extremely shocked🤯😱😳 seeing their Lord Ieyasu carrying you around with a grumpy expression on his face😒. You were quite embarrassed receiving all the attention😳, your cheeks growing warm, yet you were grateful❤🥰😇. You made him his favourite tea🍵 & spicy dish🌶 as a thank you gift for him on your recovery & he accepted it with a grumpy face😒💗. "I am sorry", Ieyasu whispered glancing at you. "Huh?", you exclaimed, shocked😳. "I apologize for my mistake for letting out my anger on that day!", Ieyasu said it in a single breathe & he was blushing furiously. You giggled seeing his flustered expression & nodded your head😂💗👍🏻while he glared at you😠.
Next day, you saw him feeding a baby fawn🦌. "Wasabi, eat it slowly🙄!", he lightly scolded her. "You have a fawn as your pet, Ieyasu😳😁?", you exclaimed, surprised, a wide grin on your face as you caressed the head of Wasabi💗🥰😇. "She is an emergency food supply! Nothing else!", Ieyasu said, letting out a deep sigh🙄😒. You burst out laughing at his sentence😂 while he glared at you again😠. "Sorry! I didn't mean to laugh😏🤭💗!", you said trying to stifle your laughter. "Whatever! I don't care😒!", said Ieyasu as he continued to feed Wasabi🦌🌿.
This acted as a strong proof for you that despite his cold exterior, Ieyasu was a very compassionate person deep inside🥰 & you were quite determined to broke through his shell that he has built around him💯💗. You noticed the bow & quiver of arrows in Ieyasu's room while cleaning the corridors and you came up with an idea to know him better💃🏻💯. "You want to learn archery🏹?!", Ieyasu asked, looking at you with a dubious gaze. "Why😒?" "Pleaseee🐶" "Just stating a fact, I am a strict teacher!", Ieyasu sighed🤦🏻‍♂️. "Thank you, I am ready for it!", you exclaimed happily😍💗🥰💯💃🏻. He taught you very patiently even when you struggled with the basics💯. Ieyasu often spotted you practicing on your own when you were unaware of his presence which made him smile softly seeing your dedication☺️💯💗 No, I am not smiling😒! Yes Ieyasu, we can see your face😏! Ieyasu gifted you beautiful gold earrings as your reward for working so hard as a student💗✨💯. Your happiness knew no bounds as you hugged him tightly making him stumble backwards. "Hey😳!", he barely avoided the fall holding you. "Thank you, thank you so much, Ieyasu💗🥰😍🤗!", you said, happiness and excitement written all over your beautiful face💗.
You and Ieyasu went to Azuchi Castle to meet your brothers after a long time. "Come here🤝🏻", said Ieyasu as he held your hand. "I don't want you to fall down, it will be a pain!", said Ieyasu with his usual cold tone😒 but still it made your heart warm staying so close by his side💯🥰💗. Your brothers were more than happy to have their darling sister back🕺🏻💗🥰😏😍💯. But one of the messenger of Azuchi Castle came to give a letter to Ieyasu that arrived for him during the banquet to give him while everyone were celebrating together. It took only a moment for him to scan the letter with his eyes and he stood up with seething rage which surprised everyone including you. "Ieyasu, what happened?", you asked, concerned😥. He crumbled the letter and went outside the room without as much as a word. You pick up the letter and read it, "Traitor to Mikawa, Ieyasu Tokugawa, we will give you a very painful death!", your eyes went wide with shock as you excused yourself to go after him. He was in your room standing in the corner, his shoulders tensed. You went behind him & gently touched his shoulder. "Leave me alone!", he said, his tone harsh. "No, I won't leave you alone!", you said with a determined voice as you gently embraced him from behind. He couldn't bring himself to push you away at that moment. "Those Imagawa survivors want to kill me now, huh? Pathetic! They were the one who abused me emotionally & physically in my childhood & they want my loyalty, the audacity to see such a dream", said Ieyasu with a sarcastic chuckle, his fists clenched so tightly, his knuckles turned white. You caressed his knuckles when he held youd hand in return. You let out a gasp of surprise as he told you about his journey as a hostage during his childhood. "You are my wife so you would have known sooner or later, it's better if I told you before you go asking around", he said with a detached voice😒 but you could see the pain in his eyes. "I promise you that I won't let happen anything to you!", you said holding his fist making his eyes go wide, he could see the fire in your eyes, making his heart feel warm hearing someone desire to protect HIM💗. "Let's see, it's quite late, we should go to sleep", he said as he went to his bed, the tips of his ears red. "Yasu...Ieyasu....", he jolted awake with cold sweat all and panting heavily, tears streaming down his cheeks. "Ieyasu, you were having a nightmare but it's okay now, you don't need to be afraid, you are safe", you said in a gentle voice like you were talking to a child, stroking his back. He turns to look at you and hugged you tightly. "There, there, you are very strong, you know that?", you gently whispered to him. Ieyasu despised being vulnerable infront of anyone but he felt very comfortable around you to show his real self for some reason, he let you give him your warmth by caressing his hair while the same time, gently stroking his back and whisper words of encouragement in his ears, he starved for that warmth since years, no one did that for him ever when he was kicked and beaten thousand times over & over. He fell asleep in the very same protective environment on your lap as he kept holding your hand during his sleep as you looked down and realized the cruelties he survived & became the strong warlord he is right now, your admiration love😏💗 for him only grew stronger in your heart.
"Before you leave, carry this with you as a lucky charm💗!", you said as you presented him with the wasabi doll, you made for him praying for his safety. You gave him while he was going for his operation & his chest tighten with feeling of warmth as he hugged you close to his chest, unable to resist himself🤗😍💗✨.
Ieyasu got gravely injured while being captured in the trap of Imagawa survivors on his next operation given by Nobunaga. YOU along with Nobunaga and Mitsuhide came to his rescue which came as a big shock for Ieyasu, you found the wasabi doll fallen on the ground which also showed you the path towards him but also your heart was overwhelmed with worry for him. He didn't expect you to came rushing towards danger for him. He felt a mixture of emotions as he saw you came riding on your horse, he felt surprised, happy, confused, he couldn't pin point this feeling. You successfully lured the Imagawa survivors in your trap using your wits as your brothers wanted and even Ieyasu was surprised seeing your intelligence through his fading consciousness as it gave Ieyasu the moment & adrenaline rush to kill his torturer, the rest of the torturers went outside only to be killed and captured by Nobunaga and Mitsuhide. He stumbles towards you as you caught him in your arms as he said in a soft voice, "Thank you for coming here to my rescue...silly, reckless girl..." as his consciousness drifted away.
He was brought back to Azuchi Castle and you tended to his severe injuries and high fever always staying by his side, taking care of his needs, despite his critical situation, you were filled with hope that he will be okay. You held his hand in both of yours and looked at him waiting to respond to anything straight for 2 days without blinking an eye. Mitsuhide and others told you to take rest and he would look after Ieyasu but NAH🙅🏻‍♀️, you are not budging from his side anywhere making everyone worried for you as well. "Please open your eyes, Ieyasu", you said to him in a pleading voice. His hand twitched in your hands as a response. You looked at him hopefully, "Ieyasu, you can do it!", you said encouraging him to come into consciousness by gently caressing his hair. His eyes fluttered open as a response and you were overcame with a sense of relief as tears roll down your cheeks. Through his hazy vision, he could see you by his side, smiling with tears of happiness. "MC..", he murmured. "Congratulations Ieyasu, I am so happy that you made it back, you are so strong, I am so proud of you💗💯🥺", you said with a gentle voice holding his hand again which he heard very clearly and his heart felt so genuinely happy despite being in pain from the aftermath of the injuries. You quickly ran outside to give this great news to other warlords. As Mitsuhide, Nobunaga, Hideyoshi and Mitsunari was narrating Ieyasu about how worried you were when you got the news, your desperate plea to come to his rescue, the way you took care of him staying by his side, suddenly all the exhaustion of working hard to look after him for 2 days hit you alltogether and you fell asleep by his bedside before he could say anything more. He gently caressed your hair and this was the first time, Ieyasu smiled so affectionately at you, he had fallen in love head over heels over you❤🥰.
He realized that he fell in love with you way longer before, even though he was jealous seeing your innocence & warmth looking at you for the first time as it reminded him of his painful childhood yet he grown attached to it despite everything, the way you constantly followed him around with your cheerful warmth even after his harsh words to stay away from him on your first day at his castle, your down to earth nature with everyone around, the way you worked hard and with full honesty, the guilt on his heart when he acted like he didn't care but he felt like kicking himself for the hurtful expression in your eyes, the way your cheeks grew warm when he carried you in his arms, the way you smiled at him after you recovered, the way your eyes glittered with happiness even when he was extremely strict with you as a teacher, your happiness when he gifted you beautiful earrings, the way you encouraged him when he showed you his vulnerable state, the way you came to his rescue him despite the way you stayed by his side to tend to his wounds & needs when he was in critical condition, how could he have not fallen in love with a woman as amazing as you were💗?
Despite his hatred for being helpless and appearing vulnerable infront of anyone, all thanks to you, he got the strength to tone down his stubborness and recklessness. Dang! You even scolded him sounding like him for trying to get out of his bed, company really matters in terms of behaviour, mind you🤣. "What do you think you are doing, huh🙂?", he froze mid-way while trying to stand as he turned to look at you standing with a strained smile with a tray of rice porridge at the door that sent shivers down his spine making him immediately gulp down with unease as he retreated back into his bed. "You can't get out of the bed untill you are heal completely, not under my watch😠!", you said angrily as you shoved the spoon of the rice porridge into his mouth. "Be gentle😐!", Ieyasu grumbled loudly. "I am trying very hard but you make me so angry sometimes! Will it hurt you so much to listen to me atleast for now, huh? It's only for your own good😠🤦🏻‍♀️", you said angrily. He went silent and whispered a small sorry which made your eyes went wide, "What did you say🤔?", you asked him. "Nothing! Now feed me, the porridge is getting cold🍲!", said Ieyasu as he opened his mouth to you. You rolled your eyes like HIM as you continued taking care of him🙄.
A month later, when Ieyasu recovered properly from all his injuries under your care, a banquet was held in order to celebrate his recovery, there were cheers of happiness all around seeing you both arrived together, hand in hand in the hall as everyone looks at you both with welcoming eyes💗🤗😍. Soon enough, everyone were celebrating eat a lot of delicious food made by Masamune and drinking happily. "Ieyasu, do you really think, you should be drinking so much just after you recovered🤨?", you asked him seeing drinking sake cup by cup at a fast pace, eyeing him suspiciously. "Mmm...MC...you are so adorable....💗😍", Ieyasu slurred on his words. MC.exe.stopped working💓😳 Ieyasu giggled and hugged you😂💗🤗 infront of all the Oda warlords making them all gasp with surprise including Mitsuhide😱. You slapped your forehead, yep, he is quite drunk🤦🏻‍♀️. "It's rare for him to drink so much😏", Mitsuhide commented with a sly smirk towards you which made you quite flustered😳. You excused yourself and dragged Ieyasu in your room throwing his arm over your shoulder. "Now, come on, sleep here!", as you dragged him on the bed when he caught your wrist pulling you down under him. "Um..Ieyasu, what--😳", he suddenly pinned your arms above your head and kissed you deeply on the lips making your mind go blank. "You do some crazy things to my heart💓", he started showering you with kisses making you also feel desire growing for him in your heart. You wrapped your arms around him and pulled him down towards you. You and Ieyasu made passionate love��� for the first time on that beautiful moonlight🌌.
Next day, you got up and quickly dressed up for the day when Ieyasu woke up feeling the headache. "What happened last night? My head is killing me!", he groaned clutching his head which made your heart ache with pain. You prepared the medicine & gave it to him, you also offered to give him head massage which he accepted reluctantly💆🏻‍♂️.
"Ieyasu, I want to say something important to you", you said sitting infront of him. "What is it?", he asked turning his curious eyes towards you seeing your serious expression. "I love you, Ieyasu!", you confessed your feelings for him deep inside your heart. You waited with a bated breathe to hear his response but his eyes widen with surprise, you were afraid that your confession may even destroy the caring bond you both built over months together but you couldn't deny your true feelings from him any longer and you wanted him to know, no matters if he feels the same or not for you. "What nonsense are you speaking, MC? I don't care about your feelings! I don't love you!", Ieyasu said coldly as he stood up. "Ieyasu, wait--" "This discussion is over!", he cut the topic in a sharp tone. "Lord Ieyasu, Lord Nobunaga requests your presence in the war council", a maid informed him. "I am coming!", he said as he strode outside the room. Despite your conviction, you felt your heart broke with such a harsh rejection of your feelings💔.
Ieyasu was given the order to go into the battle to crush the will of their enemy to fight ever again by Nobunaga. He thought that he will be the best person for this responsibility and Ieyasu also wanted to prove his strength in this battle. You also offered to take care of the forces as their nurse in the upcoming battle. Nobunaga gave you the permission knowing well you are the pride of them💯. Fierce battle took place between the forces. You were worried for Ieyasu as he only recovered just few days ago while you were taking care of the injured.
Suddenly your vision went blurry and your head spins, you fell unconscious. When you gain your consciousness, you found happy faces surrounding you in the relief camp. "Congratulations, Lady Tokugawa, you are going to become a mother!", the doctor informed you. "What?!", you exclaimed, happiness swell inside you when you touch your belly💗. "My baby", you muttered the words happily, tears rolling down your cheeks to received the news. But the happiness was short-lived when you received the news that the forces of Ieyasu were overwhelmed in terms of numbers & surrounded by the third forces. "I will bring the reinforcements from Azuchi Castle!", you announced. "Milady, but--", the maid interrupted but you showed a calm smile & your strong resolve to everyone💯🤗. You mounted your horse after avoiding the eyes of your enemy as you ride towards Azuchi with the emergency news🏇. Hideyoshi immediately took action as you both went towards the battlefield again. You noticed Ieyasu amidst the chaos when he finally won the battle & tension left your shoulders but you caught an injured enemy going behind Ieyasu to attack him with sword when he was catching his breathe after winning the battle, without wasting any moment, you quickly took your bow and arrow with trembling hands and shot the person in the leg causing him to fell down & groan in pain🏹. Ieyasu whirled around & realized that you saved his life. "MC!", he shouted as he came running towards you as all the tension left your body & before you could crumple on the ground, he caught you in his arms, thousand emotions ran across his face,"You are so reckless! I am so sorry! Thank you for saving my life", he hugged you tightly, voice too thick with emotion💛✨. You hugged him back,"I am so glad that you are alive and warm!", you said happily💗.
When you both were alone after a long time together in the tent, Ieyasu sat down across you as you wrapped bandage around his injured arm. You were suddenly overcame with the sense of worry about telling your condition. You were scared that he might not be ready to become a father of a child, he might feel burdened by the news, his rejection towards your feelings made a lump in your throat. "MC!", Ieyasu touched your shoulder when you came out of your trance. "Huh? Ieyasu? What?", you asked him. "Are you okay? You look extremely worried right now?", he looked at you with a concerned look on his face.
"Ie-Ieyasu..I..", you broke down into tears. "Why..why...are you crying😨?", Ieyasu panicked. "I..I..am..pregnant..", you finally confessed the news to him with tears. Ieyasu.exe.stopped.working 😳 He froze for a moment from the shocking news, it was too much for this poor boi to process everything in his mind, he suddenly remembered the passionate night you both shared with each other & made his cheeks warm🙈. "I..I am..going..to become a father?", he asked again after coming out of his shock😲. You nodded. "Please...please...don't hate our baby...", you hiccuped your words. "Wha?! What are you saying, MC😱?", exclaimed Ieyasu, completely taken aback. "You..you..don't love me..I didn't want...to burden you..", you cried which broke his heart when he realized your feelings. He embraced you in his arms as he wiped your tears away gently. "I am so sorry MC for hurting your feelings before, for being such a contrary fool, I love you so much, it hurts! Yes, I thought our marriage was nothing more than an political alliance but you took away my heart, you are the most beautiful blooming flower of my life🌹", he started speaking his true feelings slowly, caressing your hair gently. "You are speaking the truth?", you asked him, surprise written all over your face, startled by his revelation. "Yes, I am sorry for not being honest with you, when you confessed your love to me, I was baffled with the emotions swirling in my chest and tried to shut it down, I am so sorry!", he said with an apologetic smile. "I hate you", you cried into his chest. "I love you", he whispered softly rubbing your back. "Stop it!", you closed your eyes, tips of your ears red making him giggle happily😂.
He held your hands and for the first time, he showed the most beautiful smile as the tears roll down his face. "Thank you...thank you...so much....for giving me the chance..to become a father...I promise you that I will do everything to protect and love you and my dear child..my heart is bursting with happiness...I can't believe that I am feeling so much gratitude towards god for giving me you both as the blessings in my dark life..💗", Ieyasu said as he closed his eyes and let out a sigh filled with happiness. You gently wiped his tears as he embraced you again, "I am looking forward to your birth, my dear child", he said with a very soft and happy smile💗😍😇.
When you both returned to the Azuchi Castle, he announced the news of your pregnancy to everyone standing besides you, holding your hand tightly in his as you both smiled happily and the sun shining down on both of you with it's warmth💛🌞. Cue-Hideyoshi crying happily😭💗. Nobunaga smirking like a big child: Hooh~I am going to become uncle😏💗💯. Mitsuhide: This news is so much amusing, Ieyasu took his bold step quicker than I thought😏👍🏻, fufufu💛🦊. Masamune: Right Mitsuhide, our lad did a great job, I can't wait to pamper the baby kitten💙😁😻. Mitsunari: I am so happy for MC-sama and Ieyasu-sama💜😇! Ieyasu: Purple cabbage, stay away from my MC and my child😒💢. "Ieyasu, be nice🗣!", Hideyoshi lightly scolded him. You laugh happily with tears in your eyes seeing the excitement all around😂💛🥺💗😍.
He was very attentive during the time of your pregnancy💛. He was always by your side to tend to your needs💯. He even used to quickly finish all his work in order to spend so much more time with you💛🤗😍😘. His contrary side toned down so much which used to surprise you so much😳😱, "Are you really my Ieyasu😳?" "Ofcourse I am, what do you mean🤨? Wait a minute, are you okay😱? For improving your eyesight, you should consume this herbal drink💊", said Ieyasu as he started grinding the medicine. "WAIT! IEYASU! I didn't meant that! I am perfectly fine! Stop worrying so much😱😳!", you exclaimed, stopping him from being paranoid. Ieyasu being the best healer in Azuchi Castle would make you all type of massaging oils and medicines that would help in making the journey of your pregnancy go smoothly💆🏻‍♀️. He would always encourage you to do exercises which are healthy for your baby by doing it together with him🧘🏻‍♀️🧘🏻‍♂️💛💯. He would welcome your mood swings without saying anything snarky in return which made Nobunaga smirked so much with amusement😏💯, Ieyasu wondered how his jaw has not fallen yet😒💢. He was being so different from his usual grumpy self which freak the hell out of Masamune😱 as he used to knock his door during late nights to order request quickly to make you something to help with your cravings🍜, the super grumpy warlord around Masamune was being nice to him😳😱 for sake of your happiness☺️💛. He would quickly carry you in his arms whenever he found you facing difficulty during walking around🤗. Ieyasu cried hearing the movement of his baby resting his head on your belly😭. He used to scold the heck out of Mitsuhide for even attempting to tease you so much🗣💢 which surprisingly shut him up🤐 and Hideyoshi was gawking at the reaction of Mitsuhide😱😳. Whenever Mitsunari was around you, he used to freak out so much😱 because he is known for his clumsiness & he definitely don't want any walking risk near you🙅🏻‍♂️😒. Ieyasu was a big walking pillow to you as he used to give you the most soft cuddles whenever you needed him🤗💛. He found your smiling face when you were in his arms so cute, he couldn't resist himself from kissing you so much at the moment making you purr adorably😘💛😍 fufufu. He would make you lay down your head on his lap and sleep whenever he is busy with his own work.You couldn't believe that there was a time when Ieyasu was so cold towards you and now looking at him made you realize how deeply you were in love with him💛🥰✨.
When the time came for the birth of your baby, Ieyasu panicked so much despite himself😱 which took all of the mental strength of Nobunaga NOT to punch him in the face to calm him down💢☺️👊🏻. He eventually calms down when all the other warlords told him that panic will not do anything to help you but create more trouble instead. When you were giving the birth, he stood by your side holding your hand, kissing you softly on the head😘💛, encouraging you throughout the process💗.
You both were blessed with a baby girl with emerald eyes like Ieyasu and brown hair like you👶💗. Ieyasu was so happy that he couldn't speak for a moment, his heart filled with happiness, tears stream down his cheeks when he holds her gently in her arms🤗😭💗🥰. "She looks so much like you, she is going to be wild girl like you💗🥰!", Ieyasu giggled happily seeing the innocent daughter😂💛. "Her nature is going to be like you!", you pouted at him😒 and he kissed it away😘💛. "Thank you so much for giving me my entire world, MC🌏💗! Thank you so much, I love you💛✨🥰", he said gently embracing you while kissing his daughter.🤗😘
EXTRA~
"Papa😍!", your little girl hugged her father as he took her in his arms 🤗💗 while he was feeding Wasabi🦌. "She is so naughty😩!", you sighed entering the room. "What did my naughty princess do again🤨💛?", Ieyasu asked, raising his eyebrows at her watching your tired expression. "I did no such thing Papa, hehehehe😂💗😍", she said giggling happily on his chest. No, Ieyasu definitely didn't melt at her daughter antics💗."Hoooh~ I will tell you Ieyasu😏, she ate a handful of your favourite spicy pickle today🌶, she tickled Nobunaga & ran away🏃🏻‍♀️ when he refused to give her his favourite konpeito, laughed loudly when Mitsunari accidentally fell down the stairs🤣, hit the boy in the town who was trying to flirt with her👊🏻, I think the only good thing she did today was helping Mitsuhide escape from the nagging of Hideyoshi🙅🏻‍♀️, I mean I also used to save him as well but Hideyoshi got angry at me many times for favouring him🤨, so I guess not🤔? Oh god, the stress is killing me🤦🏻‍♀️!", you said slapping your forehead, letting out a wry grin😅.
"I am so proud of you, my dear daughter, you did great💛😍🤗💯!", Ieyasu chuckles happily with a smirk listening to the adventures of his little girl😂💛. "Don't encourage her mischievous behaviour😒, I thought I would be the one who will pamper her to no ends and you will discipline her but the situation is entirely reversed, I see🤦🏻‍♀️😅!", you said shaking you head at both of them. Ieyasu was kissing and cuddling with his daughter so much that it made you jealous☹. "Someone has completely forgetten me, it seems😓!", you sighed sadly. "Who has forgetten about you, my silly and cute wife🤗💗😘?", you were suddenly embraced by him and kissed by Ieyasu, he nuzzled on your cheeks happily which made you giggle happily😂 & the little girl blush furiously🙈. "Mumma, Papa, love me too💛🥺!", the baby girl tugged on your and Ieyasu's sleeves with a needy voice💛🥰 & you both cuddle with her & kissed her happily on either side of her rosy cheeks together💛😘🥰. Ieyasu has truly got the whole world in his arms and he swears to protect and love them at all costs in his life👨‍👩‍👧💛💯✨🌎.
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