what I say: “it is what it is”
what I mean: “I have cried about this for hours and have probably self harmed and contemplated suicide over this.
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do i masturbate or self harm? these are life’s greatest questions.
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you ever just want to cut even if you don't really have a reason just because you miss the feeling of the cuts or am i losing it
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Why does my pencil sharpener blade work better than my box cutter like????
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okay you know what
1,000 notes and i’m gonna make an active attempt at getting clean and trying to figure out how to learn to enjoy life.
i don’t mean this in an attention seeking way! well kind of. i think i would be a bit more incentivized to recover if i had a couple hundred eyes on me instead of just my friends and family.
i’m tired of being sick. i’ll still use this account to vent but i wanna prove to myself that someday i’ll be more than my addiction and mental illness
i’m at a day right now, which is a very big milestone for me. i hope i can continue to make strides towards somewhere better.
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Relapsing isn’t real
I was never clean in the first place
I’ll always be dirty
There’s no restarting
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i hate it when people tell me to just stop cutting, like bitch its either this or killing myself, you chose
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I know somethings wrong with me when i get happy and decide that i need to cut
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