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tchaikovskym · 1 year

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I think book Sophie's inner monologue regarding Howell could be summarized as "fuck, I love that guy."

And it's just yeah.

I mean, Sophie just learned how to enjoy freedom (from being old). To just be her weird self, doing whatever she pleases and not hiding a bit.

And in her freedom, she realizes she's in love. The freedom being free of all the emotional webs, the burden of thinking about your every step, your role in a society. Old age gave her that. And what she ends up doing anyway? Having feelings! The thing she wanted to escape from! But oh! She's not losing her freedom a one bit by being with him! She just has a guy to share her weird self with, who loves her back.

#creation of insomnia #hmc #sophie x howl #sorry im reliving fictional romances tonight and thinking about them #yeah im normal. im totally fine #my boss told me today that i WILL have husband and kids #and i was like. huh.#really #she said it like its inevitable #but girl. girl. youre wrooonnggggf dndhdj hehehe #no one knows im queer and its suffocating but also hilarious

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dear-sophie · 2 years

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#my art #artists on tumblr #celestial #creation of insomnia

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breakitoutwildbreak · 3 months

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When you lose sleep just thinking about Soundwave’s thighs…

#maccadam #transformers #wavewave #shockwave #soundwave #tfe #shockwave x soundwave #transformers earthspark #Shockwave be thinking what can I do to get my hands on those hips?#Dumb fanart #I was supposed to draw them both in berth together with the minicons and their creation but I couldn’t be bothered #This is not helping Shockwave’s insomnia #He could use some appethighsers

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insomnia-draws · 1 month

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Stolas x Blitzo I drew this for Valentine's Day but still have yet to finish it

You can find my other socials at the link in my bio

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vroomian · 1 month

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like 400 words of me rambling to myself about another hazbin oc

armadillo sinner demon, five eyes and four hands, slow and steady, not bothered by much. self-contained. defenses set to max. runs errands in hell. something of a freelance contractor who spends most of their time exploring hell. smokes, but only fun cigars. handyman who can fix most things. gender???? big and bulky. looks slower than they are.

jailbreaks a bunch of tech shit, does some magic because you do need to know it in hell. doesn't bother with most of the pagentry of hell because they're not really worried about it. just plans to enjoy the rest of eternity. what did they go to hell for? worked for drug runners and never went out their way to help anyone in life? worked for deeply unethical people just because the money was good, was an overall netural person but their effects on earth was bad. or something. ace sex positive?? they had no real relationships, a bit of a drifter who has no family. good with their hands but no formal education to speak of.

they died in 2018 so very recently dead, but found their footing in hell pretty easy. knows their way around a bunch of trades so it was easy enough to set themselves up as a relable handyman just by not cheating their clients.

meets alastor after the events of season one when he needs someone to fix his microphone? oc doesn't let al intimidate him, or anything. if he wants to kill them he can kill them, but then good luck getting ayone to fix his microphone. they don't do work for free. so they get two favors out of al in exchange for fixing the raidio and their silence.

husk is the one who knows oc??? they did some work for him in exchange for something??? i have no idea i just like husk lol. worked for the vees as a tech for a while and just quit because the spyware was bad and the tech was junky.

oh they have a lot of pride in their work! it's satisfying in a way that nothing else is so they care more about it than they do about anything else.

#vrrm vrrm #this sneak peek into my character creation process is brought to you by: Insomnia TM #my entire brain latched onto this character and will not let go lol #alastor/oc perhaps???#no idea #not enough thought yet #any listening animal

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s-creations · 9 months

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I'm sorry if this is a lot.

💧,🔥 and 🌩 for Mario and Luigi.

If thats okay with you...

I’m gonna put the answers under a ‘Read More’ line as a few of the answers go into some heavy topics. TW: Bullying, Insomnia, Eating Disorder/Issues

(Answer for the OC Emoji Asks List - Focus on 'Yellow, Purple, Red, Green' Series.)

💧 DROPLET - random angst headcanon

Mario

When overly stressed, Mario will pull at his hair. Sort of the idea of self-inflicted pain will break him out of the situation in some way. It’s something else for him to focus on.

Luigi

Luigi’s stutter is mostly due to the taunting and bullying that he received during his school years. (If he’s right about something, he’s mocked for being a know-it-all. If he’s wrong, then he’s being stupid and shouldn’t talk.) But it officially started because he didn’t start talking until he was 5-6 and wasn’t a strong talker because of it.

🔥 FIRE - do they have any self destructive tendencies? What habits do they have that hinder them from becoming their best self?

Mario

He’s never told Luigi about this, but he’s experienced being unable to sleep long before their arrival to the Mushroom Kingdom. Starting an incident in school (see Luigi’s entry below), became more frequent after their parents passed away, and worse still when there was the worry of them being possibly separated. Staying up thinking about how he was supposed to handle everything. How he should be paying better attention to what’s happening with Luigi. How he’s supposed to keep them together, how he was supposed to convince adults that they could take care of each other. That he could care for Luigi no matter how young they were.

It then became a nightly worry about how Spike was treating them and how he was supposed to get them out of there. Eventually turning to how they were going to start their business and making sure there was enough money to make sure it happened.

The nightmares only truly started when they arrived to the Mushroom Kingdom. First starting the same as when they were on Earth. Mario unable to sleep as he was thinking over every possibility. The worries of becoming a hero and how he not only had to keep Luigi safe from a new range of dangers. But how they were both heroes needing to keep Princess Peach and a Kingdom safe.

He only started having nightmares after his first encounter with the Boos. He was finally able to sleep. In turn, making him have horrible nightmares. Now his worries are visually playing out in his mind instead of his thoughts.

Luigi

It’s not a secret that he doesn’t like to eat. Mario became overly protective of making sure Luigi was eating something substantial for himself after a scary time in their school years. What Mario doesn’t know is why it started.

When Luigi was younger, under the age of 10, he’d snuck down to get a glass of water from the kitchen (as that has filtered water that he could drink without issues). When he was reaching the middle of the stairwell, he overheard his parents talking. About how expensive the hospital bills and medication for Luigi was and how it was all piling up. With a worry of how they were going to pay everything off and make sure the daily items were still covered.

Since Luigi blames himself for this hardship (even if his parents and Mario tell him it’s not his fault), he decides to cut back on eating. As that’s the only thing he can really control on a day to day basis. First it was asking for smaller portions of everything so there could be more servings of everything else.

When the twins could make their own meals, Luigi would pack as little as possible. Eating it quickly so that when Mario asked, he could just say he’d been super hungry and couldn’t help how fast he ate. Eating just enough to keep the hunger pangs away, but never looking or feeling full.

He figured that was his punishment for causing so much damage for just being here.

It comes to a scary head when Luigi passes out in school one day in the middle of class. (Either in Junior High or High School, I’m not sure which at the moment). Luigi’s body was basically shutting down and needed to be rushed to the hospital. He survives, but now feels guilty for causing more damage than he intended.

To this day, Mario had no (full) idea as to why Luigi did this. The only explanation given was that he was just trying to help. Not only did Mario make sure he handled everything when it came to Luigi eating, but this was truly the first time that Mario felt that he failed at being a good older brother.

Because what can you do when the biggest bully against you little brother is apparently himself?

🌩️ LIGHTNING - are they scared of lightning?

Lightning specifically, no, not really. If anything, they’ll jump more at the sudden brightness than anything else. Luigi feels more alive when there’s a storm in the air now. (Huh, isn’t that weird.)

#emoji ask game #mario #luigi #mario and luigi #s-creations #character asks #yellow purple red green #tw: bullying #tw: insomnia #tw: eating disorder #tw: eating issues

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idiedlike50yearsago · 5 months

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While y'all were sitting there. doing zitch. doing nada. I was out there, Inventing pyramid Jenga.