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#commitment affirmation tape
godlytransurfer · 1 year
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GETTING AND SUSTAINING COMMITMENT - AFFIRMATION TAPE TEMPLATE
Hello my loves, happy new year! To cut it short it has come to my attention that men seem to worship me but “totally DONT” get real weird when there’s serious commitment involved and their friends “totally don’t” start to piss me off and my dates and quality time are “totally not” screwed up, SOooOo I decided to create an “injection” of flipped beliefs towards it, so if ur done with fuckery too, buckle up ur seatbelts!!
If y’all have been here for a while u already know. Go to ReadLoud and pass there onto ur box and adapt as u like. I always choose Sally voice and speed 3.
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Everybody knows that I'm a good person and that I didn't do anything wrong.
Once I decide I want them, they see me in a perfect light forever and only think highly of me.
Everything always goes well for me.
Once I decide I love them, they love me even more and never give up on me.
Once I decide I love them, they love me even more permanently and it never goes away.
Once I decide I want to commit to them, they want to commit to me even more and never give up on me.
Once I decide I want to commit to them, they are sure they want to commit to me immediately and for the rest of their lives.
We want to commit to each other. We are always safe, secure and happy to commit to each other, we are sure of it. And we are not scared because we know only good and amazing things await us as a couple.
We are always able to sustain our commitment and our desired lifestyle with each other.
He always wants the same exact things with me that I do with him.
Once I decide I want them, their friends, family and career always come second to me.
Once I decide I want them, they refuse to be with anyone that isn't me in any way.
Once I decide I want them, they do everything to be around me and live with me.
Once I decide I want them, there is nothing in my way.
Once I decide I want them, everything and everyone brings us together. We get along perfectly and our bond grows even stronger.
Once I decide I want them, we become inseparable and everything goes well for us.
Once I decide I want them, I become their favorite person.
Once I decide I want them, they will do literally anything to be with me and our relationship becomes the number one priority to them.
Once I decide I want them, nothing is more important than me to them and they act like it.
Once I decide I want them, I'm the only one they like, love, want, are attracted to and connect with.
Once I decide I want them, I'm the only one they need.
Once I decide I want them, we automatically belong together and no one can take my place.
Once I decide I want them, they can't be taken from me.
Once I decide I want them, everyone and everything else is nothing compared to me.
Once I decide I want them, everyone and everything else is a joke compared to me.
Once I decide I want them, they gladly and immediately abandon everything that doesn't serve our relationship.
Once I decide I want them, they don't care about anyone but me.
Once I decide I want them, they want me even more and nothing nor anyone can change their mind about staying with me.
Once I decide I want them, nothing nor anyone can keep them away from me.
Once I decide I want them, they can't get enough of me.
Once I decide I care for them, they care for me even more and consistently prove it to me. 
Once I decide I care for them, me and our relationship is all they care about.
They always want to support me and it brings them joy to take care of me.
I am never asking for too much. People will gladly do anything for me above all things.
Once I decide I want them, they always put in consistent effort into me and into our relationship.
Once I decide I want them, they're always respectful, sweet and affectionate to me. They always treat me like a god and they always appreciate me.
One I decide I want them, I only get the best treatment from them.
Once I decide I want them, they're super clingy towards me in all the ways that I love.
Once I decide I want them, they'll do anything to adapt and become the best partner for me.
Once I decide I want them, they'll do anything to make me happy because making me happy makes them happy.
Once I decide I want them, they want to be with me and talk to me 24/7 and our conversations and time together are always great.
Once I decide I want them, they know I am the best for them and they invest in me.
Once I decide I want them, they're always honest and transparent with me. We know we can trust each other.
Once I decide I want them, they are my rock.
Once we commit to each other, we are each other's rocks. We bring each other peace, stability, happiness and we fulfill each other's needs perfectly. I'm the only one who can do that for them.
They know I'm the real deal, I was born with it and no one else can replicate it.
Once I decide I want them and we're committed to each other, they're always super romantic towards me and we're each other's best friends.
Once I decide I want them and we're committed to each other, I am the closest person to them on all levels.
Once I decide I want them, I am extremely attractive to them on all aspects.
Everything about me is always attractive and lovable, specially to them.
Once I decide I want them, they want to stay by my side forever no matter what.
Once I decide I want them, they'll do literally anything to be with me, to stay with me and to be my husband.
Once I decide I want them, they are literally convinced I'm their one and only soulmate and the best thing that has ever happened to them and no one else matters but me.
Once I decide I want them, nothing nor anyone has power over them but me.
And once I commit to them and we're committed to each other, they keep that energy and dynamic with me forever.
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goodgirl4daddy4evr · 20 days
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Hypnotized lesbian sucks Priest off before her wedding
Tw: religious abuse. Are you gay? Have you been told you're going to hell for being gay? Does that trigger you?
I was given this prompt by @kingofobsidian 🥵
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I was getting ready for my big day. I wasn't sure it would ever come. Or include me in a dress, marrying another woman in a dress, in her family's church. Her parents took her to a very open and affirming church that my soon to be wife felt safe coming out in when she was a teenager and now felt joy to return to so we could celebrate our love. I hadn't been to church in a while but we'd been doing counseling with the priest in preparation for marriage. He was so nice, I really felt like I could be open with him about my fears and insecurities. It helped us talk about them as a couple. We each would have our own recordings to listen to about marriage and the commitment we were making. I would always zone out listening though so I'm not sure how helpful they really were. My finance felt the same.
I was in the recreational area bathroom when I asked my maid of honor and friends to give me some time alone to reflect. My strapless dress was not staying up over my titties that well, we had to use some tape and I was fiddling with it when I noticed it in the mirror again. I'm startled out my headspace of frustration at my chest's incompatibility with strapless tops when there's a knock at the bathroom door. "Hello, Becki? It's Father Tom. I just wanted to check in on you. May I come in?"
I look at myself in the mirror, my bleached blonde hair half up, and share a confused look with myself before turning towards the door. Father Tom looked like he always did, all in black with his white collar poking out. Now that I think about, I don't remember if he has to change too. He smiles and chuckles, looking at my chest.
"Oh Becki, your dress is a little lopsided."
"Ugh, is it really that noticeable?" I turn back to the mirror and inspect the dress while I notice my worried look. Father Tom comes up behind me and I don't notice he's reaching out to touch me until he is. I look up in the mirror to see him tower above me and his hands on my shoulders. His eyes are starting at my titties in the mirror.
As if his stares could cause it, the tape finally unstuck on one side and most of my left titty popped out.
"Oh my God!" I cover my nipple. I look at him. I turn around. "Oh my- my- ah I'm sorry Father! I'm sorry I just- I'm just sorry!"
His hands came to lay on my back now and he's smiling again. "Oh Becki, sweet girl, you have nothing to apologize for." He looks into my eyes very intensely while mine are searching his face for an answer as to why.
"Remember, Becki? Remember?"
And that's when I drop my hand. I do remember. I look into Father Tom's eyes. They look so deep.
"Don't you remember, Becki? From your recordings? You know what marriage between two women is about don't you? Don't you remember, Becki?"
"It's about serving cocks together. It's when lesbians become a package deal for superior men. Women can't satisfy each other's needs. Only cock can."
"Ohh yes, you do remember, Becki."
That's when I feel myself pushed to the floor on my knees looking up at the first man I would ever service. In my wedding dress. Waiting for him to marry me to another woman.
He's unbuckling his belt as he speaks. "Now Becki, this will be just your first taste of cock. You'll be coming back every week for your sacrament, Becki, I want you to remember." His thumb rubs on my lower lip. "Now Becki, remember those recordings? I want you to think back to what they said, Becki."
"Start slow first. Lick all up and down. The wetter the better. Suck on the head. Suck on the balls. Use your hands. Open your throat."
He pets my hair before taking out his cock. I can't believe it. It's so much bigger than I thought they could be! It's like big tits! Big cocks only exist in porn! But I have big tits. Oh my god, do regular men have big cocks?
"Becki, remember..."
Father Tom moves his cock closer to my face I can't stop staring at it, it's so beautiful and I want it in my mouth so bad. I wanna suck and slobber all over it and suck his cum out so he put it all over my tits. I bounce and grind as I move forward and grab the base of his cock to lick all over his cock and get him nice and wet for my mouth.
"Oh! Becki I'm so glad your training took. I'll have to talk to your new wife after I marry you. Make sure her training took as well. You're both so beautiful. Made for taking cock. To marry you both would be sin if I did not claim you for my own. You thoughtless women denying your purposes. You should be grateful that I've saved your souls. I'm going to bless you with my holy seed and you'll need to receive this sacrament daily."
I look up with my big eyes, "Thank you, Father." and I take him in my mouth. I suck on the tip of his cock with my hand rubbing the base. I swirl my tongue around his head, tracing the part right where the head meets the shaft. When he puts his hand on the back of my head I suck him deeper. And deeper. And then my hand doesn't fit. I bob my head sucking from as close to the base as I can get to the bottom on the head and up and down and up and down. And hold. And up and down and up and down and up down. And hold.
It's when I start to juggle his balls that he grabs my head with two hands and begins to thrust in earnest. I finally understand what facefucking is. He's just using my mouth. Using my mouth to cum. He thrusts and thrusts and slows down and rolls his hips and thrusts and thrusts. Both my titties have fallen out of my dress and drool is dripping onto them from my mouth. My eyes are starting to water and it's starting to hurt. I'm making all these noises choking on his cock, looking up at him. He's staring at me.
"Look at me, Becki, look at me. Look at the man that has saved you. You will be blessed! Ohhh I'm putting it on your tits! I'm putting it on your tits!"
He lets go and I cough and gasp and catch my breath and look at him as he rubs his cock and lines up his cock head in the middle of my cleavage.
"In the name of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, take your daily blessing, and may it cleanse you."
He unloaded his milky gooey white cream all over my flushed red titties. Spurt after spurt came out, more than I thought was supposed to happen. After he finished milking his cock I held up my titties to show off to him and he put his cock between my titties and rubbed his cum around.
"Ohh Becki, my child, I'm so glad I saved your soul for the Kingdom of Heaven."
He takes a step back and pulls out his phone from his pocket. I'm a little dazed when I hear the camera sound.
He chuckles "Now we can clean you up for your bride. Let's fix that dress."
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hauntedpearl · 7 days
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pyromaniac dean au always on my damn mind bc i saw this post by @autisticandroids and my brain went hmmm what if Lisa and Ben were in the pyromaniac au. and like yes okay technically i thought we were doing like a s1 thing but also this is an au so who cares no rules.
anyway. what if in between John dying and Jess murder there was like this small period of time when dean did kind of stop setting people and things on fire, but like it didn't stick and also Lisa and Ben were involved probably possibly. like v close to canon parallel. i am still thinking about why he would stop the arson, even temporarily. but I think he should. I think cas should also have started stalking him at this point!!! this is p much fully reassembling the fic events but also MMM IT'S GETTING MORE FUN I THINK!
thinking out loud again. and like with Ben it was a) dean going insane about protecting ben from hunting to the point that he is john-like with him for the opposite reasons — normal parental overcorrection in people I think tbh w you. and b) he did inadvertently cause whatever harm befell those two and then he had to, like, functionally murder them and then he just kept going like that.
w my arsonist dean, it really is just all about control and trying to ground yourself in some version of reality when you're coming unmoored. he has an obsession with fire from a young age and sets controlled fires bc he's fucked up about fire and what not having control over it can do. he becomes a firefighter bc in his head that is also a way to control it. he starts committing crimes when his father dies bc that is a trauma that kind of sends him reeling ala empty spaces dean and like doing this thing where he's orchestrating the lives of these people is doing sth to him I think. he's projecting on everyone and he's saving himself but it's like never enough.
so the only reason he would have to stop arson would be if he was able to, like, exercise that control over his life in some way. a stable relationship dynamic is good, a ritual is good, a kind of mindless droning on of life where everything is exactly as he expects it to be is good, it's grounding. I think ultimately it doesn't work bc it's not good for the other people in the situation. like!!! obviously!!! also it's just not sustainable. it's impossible to truly control every aspect of your life and dean cannot handle the slightest bit of deviation from his Plan™. like so I think the break can be slow bc he starts freaking out over small things like someone not turning off a light or not locking a door or something like that. but it's all a v mild reaction all things considered and within the realm of acceptable. but also I think Lisa is On Edge bc she's not an idiot.
thinking about what would push dean over the edge when he's in this domestic farce of a situation. like I thought about maybe ben getting into his office or something — places, things, he's designated as Personal and like Don't Fucking Touch It. and it's like bc he's in such a precarious state of mind, he's like twigs and duct tape yk? so perhaps he blows up at the kid. and it's like literally nothing. it could just be a really cool looking zeppo or whatever that's on his desk and Ben takes it bc he just wants to show off to his friends or sneak out and smoke a cigarette like a normal 12 y/o. anyway he blows up at the kid and maybe Lisa is like nope. get out. that's it. line crossed.
or maybe he does have a come to Jesus moment almost immediately and they Talk About It as a family and he's like trying to make amends or whatever. either way. glass is cracked now.
idk how but I think it would be fun if there was another fire now in this house (lolololol IM SORRY i just think everything dean touches should be on fire bc of him I think the universe can affirm that to him over and over let him hurt everyone he loves and then go crazy like!!!) and like smoke inhalation CAN cause a coma!! (well like it's cyanide and/or CO poisoning technically but yk.) so maybe ben does go into a coma. maybe dean and lisa look at each other and Lisa like lowkey knows he's doing fucked up shit but she's also like I am not killing myself and my son over this get out like i don't wanna see you I don't wanna hear from you go get your head on straight somewhere and if you think you can handle being normal then maybe we can talk but no get out.
and dean leaves bc he also senses that she senses that sth is v wrong with him and about him, and he realises that he's really just gotta find some way to fix his fucking life and he tries to change so he tries to go find sam and then he kills Jess (still not sure if the fire is on purpose or an accident!) and becomes full crazy i think.
ps: just like as a random possible addition to this already convoluted au, cas being the one to somehow laterally be involved in causing the fire and also the rescue w lisa ben (for canon parallels also bc i just think he's so funny in this fic like why isnhe doing this??? no reason he's just a freak and he's obsessed.)
pps: honestly in the state that he is!!! jess' fire can fully not be his fault, but he still is around and Fails To Save Her and sam could just end up putting the pieces together for other stuff and he connects the right dots but like his main dot is not connected to all that!! but bc he's also obsessive and crazy he's like IM GONNA KILL YOUUU
anyway. ANYWAYY.
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shybunnie20 · 2 months
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These are some thoughts I had about Eddie and Dustin’s friendship while listening to Black Sabbath’s Die Young. Plus a little video edit
Warning: Recounts of Eddie’s death, swearing
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Perched atop the roof of the Munson trailer, Dustin bangs his head along to “Master of Puppets,” perfectly in sync with the whining amp beside him. It’s ingrained, thanks to Eddie, who introduced him to a different world of music. Eddie entrusted the younger boy with his cherished tapes, and Dustin wore them out, eager to report back with what songs he took a liking to.
Eddie’s bedroom was a sanctuary of sound where he assumed the role of mentor, guiding Dustin through the labyrinth of famous riffs and lyrics. Eddie was a purist, a devotee of the raw power of metal. He kept Dustin well-versed in the history of it and made sure that he understood that mainstream bands like AC/DC, Mötley Crüe, and KISS—while undeniably popular—fail to embody the true spirit of heavy music.
Eddie took it upon himself to school Dustin in the art of headbanging, imparting the proper technique. He demonstrated how to get the most movement out of their curly hair without completely fucking up their necks. Even so, pulling a muscle is a right of passage.
Dustin has never been one to shy away from being himself, and in Eddie, he found an older reflection. Eddie faces plenty of adversity being misunderstood, poor, and a failed graduate twice over. Despite that, he remains true to himself. In Dustin's eyes, he's the most badass motherfucker because he has heart.
Eddie sought out Dustin in the lunchroom, recognizing his younger self in him. He embraced Dustin wholeheartedly before they even learned each other’s names. Eddie shattered the assumption that high school has to be bleak for outcasts.
All of those moments have led to this. Eddie, whose light had shone blindingly, has been torn from the sky and lies on the cold ground. Gasping for breath with blood-stained lips, he insists that Dustin can become the man he can no longer be. 
Eddie gradually dims while wrapped in his friend’s embrace. With his dying breaths, Eddie pleads for Dustin to promise that he’ll lead their friends. With the agony of mortality closing in on Eddie, Dustin affirms his commitment to finding the strength to go on.
It’s a bitter pill to swallow, but Eddie needs Dustin to know that he believes in him. Dungeons and Dragons isn’t merely a pastime—it’s their haven. Hellfire Club is a family bound not by blood, but they’re family all the same.
Dustin nods, his cheeks wet as the tears roll from them. He isn’t sure that he can keep his word, not when Eddie is sputtering his parting ones. Amidst the thundering pulse in his ears and the sky, Dustin takes on the burden of etching every tremor of Eddie’s final utterances to memory. Each fleeting second slips away as the grains of sand cascade within the crystal confines of time. 
Eddie is more than someone Dustin shares memories with, and the moment Eddie’s heart stills, he has become one himself. Eddie is now a memory devoid of breath and a heartbeat, a distant echo of what once was. Yet, Dustin will remain steadfast in his resolve to resuscitate the essence of who Eddie was.
While he never got the chance to showcase his talent for more than a few drunks at The Hideout, Eddie did get to play for Dustin. He got to headline the most metal concert in the history of the world with his best friend.
Eddie the Freak, Eddie the Banished, Eddie the Remembered.
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★My Masterlist
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south-of-heaven · 4 months
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Hello, can you do a Nikki Bella request when Nikki proposes to reader after their match on Monday night raw or Friday night smack down pls, thnx u❤️
Through it all || Nikki Bella x Reader
Summary: Nikki has something special to ask you after the taping of RAW.
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The arena buzzed with the aftermath of an intense tag match—victory was finally yours after multiple grueling bouts against AJ Lee and Tamina. As the cameras faded to black and the opponents made their exit, the air was charged with a mix of adrenaline and relief.
You and Nikki stood in the center of the ring, the remnants of the battle still lingering around you. A victorious smile graced your lips as you basked in the glory of your hard-fought win, celebrating the triumph with Nikki by your side.
But then, in a moment that caught you completely off guard, Nikki's demeanor shifted. She locked eyes with you, a glint of determination mixed with an inexplicable nervousness shining in her gaze. Before you could even process what was happening, she knelt down on one knee, the world around you fading into the background.
Your heart raced as Nikki's voice cut through the air, her words filled with unwavering certainty and vulnerability. "I know we've had our battles, our victories and defeats, but through it all, one thing has remained constant—I love you more than anything in this world. Will you marry me?"
A whirlwind of emotions swept through you—shock, joy, and an overwhelming surge of love. The arena's noise seemed to fade into a distant hum as all attention centered on Nikki and the raw, heartfelt declaration hanging in the air.
Tears welled up in your eyes as you nodded, unable to find words amidst the overwhelming emotions. But your heart sang with a resounding 'yes', a resolute affirmation that echoed through the quiet moments that followed.
Nikki slipped a ring onto your finger, a symbol of love and commitment that sparkled in the arena lights. She rose to her feet, pulling you into a tender embrace, sealing the moment with a kiss that spoke volumes—a promise of a future filled with love and shared victories.
The cheering of the crowd in the background became a symphony of celebration, resonating with the joy of the moment. Surrounded by the euphoria of the win and the depth of Nikki's heartfelt proposal, you knew that this victory, this moment, would forever be etched in your memory as the start of a new chapter—a testament to the love that had conquered all battles, leading to a lifelong journey together.
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777-maple · 2 months
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90 Days of Manifesting My S/P (success?)
I am embarking on a 90-day Affirmation Tape Experiment to manifest my S/P after two years of trying. I am grateful for the journey's duration; it brought invaluable insights into myself, love, and the art of manifestation. After four months of no contact, I focused on self-concept, and now, we're back in touch, although there are some current "blockages" to navigate.
- There are only six months until he plans to go into the military.
- I am manifesting him NOT going into the military and just getting his EMT certificate.
- He goes to school and works, so there is not much time to talk.
- I am manifesting that he texts me every day, and we see each other every weekend.
In the past, subliminals were my go-to, but I transitioned to various manifestation methods and manifested plenty. With my S/P, everything was hot and cold because of my inconsistency. I am rediscovering the efficiency of overnight tapes.
I am committing to nightly loops of six affirmations for three months, with updates every two weeks (but also just whenever I want).
- [S/P] and I have the perfect relationship.
- It is so easy to manifest [S/P] because I am a master at manifesting people.
- It was so easy to manifest [S/P] being a whole new person.
- I manifested [S/P] so quickly.
- I have always been wanted, desired, and irresistible.
- I have always been magnetic, unforgettable, and irreplaceable.
- I always manifest quickly, no matter the circumstances.
Day 3, visible changes are not here, but I am committed to this challenge. Also, why didn’t I try this earlier? I did; however, the affirmations messed up my sleep. How did I fix these sleep challenges? I devised a new method: ambiance on a timer for three hours, smoothly transitioning to affirmations while asleep.
Day 6, I can tell my resistance is way less today, I have the tape playing continuously from when I arrive home to waking up, excluding social times. I have been noticing a pattern with my wavering thoughts. Instead of thinking the stereotypical “this won't work,” I often face thoughts like “I need to do more for this to work.” I found myself thinking that I should affirm for 30 minutes a day for specifics; I stopped this thought because if we have a perfect relationship, he would already be doing these things, and I wouldn’t be thinking about specifics like this. In general, I have been watching my thoughts and keeping that mental diet. I have also been finding myself affirming automatically throughout the day, but I am not trying to force it because I do have that limiting belief of not doing enough, and I need to show myself that affirmation tapes are the ONLY THING I need to manifest. I have considered the possibility of listening 24/7 during winter break, but I do not want to face burnout like I have in the past while trying similar challenges. I am just committing to nightly listening for 90 days. I have realized past failures in manifestation challenges; I am determined to break the cycle. I’m planning on reaching out on Dec 21st (it is currently Dec 13th) because then he will be off break, but for now, I am committing to the tape and living in the end. Stay tuned for updates.
Day 9, he texted me first 😱 and called me; I had the tape on; however, I wasn’t paying attention, doing laundry and watching Suits.
Day 10, he texted me first again. Literally so in love with me. Only day 10, wtf.
Day 11, he was going to come over, but he got food poisoning, so he just called me, and we spoke for a few hours. He keeps texting me first like nonstop.
Day 13, no contact today; on delivered. Reminding myself it’s part of the bridge of events. Tarot cards advise patience. Planning to text on Christmas if no contact by Friday. Keeping a hopeful mindset.
Day 14, feeling insecure, but committed to listening for 90 days. Recognizing past patterns of worrying and waiting for things to work out. Living in the end.
Day 15, a confidence dip; can’t stop thinking about him. I’m concerned about cycles repeating. Putting away tarot cards to avoid uncertainties. Prioritizing gaining confidence again.
Day 16, more confident, realizing I don’t need to do more to manifest. Reminding myself of the promise not to affirm during the day. Embracing the belief that everything will be perfect by day 90. Standing firm and focusing on the journey.
Day 18? Had a really cute dream about him and me being together. I have been tackling those limiting beliefs and opposing thoughts fr 💪. Christmas is tomorrow.
Day 21 had another really cute dream about him.
Day 22, I can feel my mind and my limiting beliefs purging; I have this belief that negative thoughts and feelings always tend to be a big sign that something is about to manifest. This is what I wrote in one of my posts once, “Everything only has meaning if you give it meaning. After observing the process of manifesting something new multiple times, I've noticed I often hit a sort of rock bottom. In the beginning, it involved a few days of confidence followed by uncertainty and worry. But persisting through it always led to improvement and successful manifestation. I've learned to assign a new meaning to these tough days – they're a massive sign that what I'm doing is imprinting on my subconscious. It's like my subconscious is "fighting back" against this foreign idea, but if I persist, it'll absorb and manifest. The resistance might show up as opposing dreams, intrusive thoughts, or even the opposite appearing in the 3D. Take it as a sign that after persisting, your subconscious will be impressed and manifest. Just stand firm during this time. Stand on business.” I almost had a mental breakdown, but I just sat down and affirmed out loud for maybe 10 minutes till I was feeling better, then I reminded myself of this. I often feel the worse mentally right before I manifest something, and when I persist and make it through this “purge,” the desire is right around the corner. This may be a limiting belief; however, I know that with time and practice, being able to ignore these feelings will come even easier.
Day 23 feeling hella confident again 😮‍💨
Day 25: He texted me first this morning, New Year's Day, nonstop flirting. I go back to school in 2 days. For the past 4 days or so, I've been using the 4v1 method, “I maintain a mental diet by monitoring my thoughts throughout the day. If a negative thought contradicts what I'm manifesting, I stop myself and affirm the positive opposite four times”—definitely helping.
Day 28, Jan 4th: Okay, so we reached 28 days, and whoa. I never expected anything to happen this quickly; I thought I'd get to day 90 with maybe a text. I feel like I've learned a lot about manifesting in these past 4 weeks; I've got discipline under control. I'm doing well with a mental diet. This is the only method I've stuck to for more than 3 weeks. In an earlier draft, I wrote about how I always struggled to get past week three, and you can see that I started to face some struggles around there. However, those doubts I expressed barely impacted my manifestation. For the past 3 days, he and I have been talking a lot. He has been calling me things like "hun," saying stuff like “I'd love to… I'd love that” (using the word love towards me), and just last night made a “joke” about us being romantic. I never expected all of this to happen in less than a month. I am living in that end. He is treating me like a princess. And we should be seeing each other this weekend. As long as he doesn’t get food poisoning again, lol. I don't know what happened during those days we weren’t speaking, but you just have to remember that those are the bridges of events, and you need to trust where you are headed. I will continue to update; just know things are going well.
Day 30: He left me on opened, but I’m staying optimistic. I think it’s because I've been feeling kinda weird these past two days, and I found it kinda weird how much he has been texting me. Just negative thoughts, but it’s okay.
Day 31: He texted me; we’re good.
Day 36: We have been speaking every single day; he has been calling me so frequently. He compliments me, tells me so many sweet things. He’s coming over on the 26th (it's the 12th today), and we plan on going out before the 26th just to see each other because we haven’t been face to face in months. My plan after this is to create a general tape to listen to for the rest of the year.
Day 40: Things are going fine, still texting every day. I'm adding a new affirmation to the tape [S/P] calls me every single night, and he is always so excited to talk to me. Just because this is the one thing about our relationship I want to change. He’s only called me like 3 times in the past 2 weeks. I should be seeing him this weekend, but I don't know; we haven’t really discussed it.
Day 43, Jan 19th: We haven’t spoken these past 2 days; he’s been stressed, I guess. But I am still making more progress over the past 40 days than in 2 years. I am just hoping we are together by the 90th day, and I may add something to my routine; I decided to have two tapes going at once for the next 47 days. This next tape will have affirmations addressing the problems I have seen with this tape; however, I am keeping the original tape, just 2 at once, you know. And the subconscious is smart; if it hears two affirmations layered, it's not gonna get confused. The new affirmations: - [SP] always treats me like a princess. - [SP] calls me every single night; he texts me “good morning” every single day, and he puts effort into seeing me every single weekend. - [SP] puts effort into our relationship; he is always showing me how much he loves me, and he is always very excited to talk to me. - Everything about me and [SP]’s relationship is consistent and exciting. - [SP] asked me to be his girlfriend in the most perfect way. - I always manifest in 3 days or less. What are the problems I have been seeing? Consistency and getting bored of each other. And when I get bored, I start doubting, then it manifests in the 3D. I 100% believe this is the reason for all the on and off silence over the past 43 days. Yet I would say that for half of the 43 days, we have been speaking, so honestly that is a win. I am just amazed by all the progress.
Day 53: We haven’t spoken in 4 days because I left him on open, and I was kinda mad at him. We were gonna go out on the 26th; it’s currently the 29th, but he said his leg hurts too much, and he's still stressed (he injured his leg a few weeks ago, and he has a boot on). I have sort of been spiraling these past few days. I found myself going into old patterns like I used to before. At the beginning of these 90 days, I told myself that I would not affirm throughout the day, that I would just rely on the affirmation tape. I think I started to freak out about time a bit considering I only have 40ish days left of this challenge, and I was scared that I would fail and disappoint myself. But no matter what, I am manifesting this guy, even if it takes a little bit longer, and I am so close to extending the time just to relax myself. So this is now the 120-day challenge instead lol. Just kidding but maybe just to calm me down. I feel like I failed just a little bit. I entertained some negative thoughts which obviously manifested him away. I think I just got attached to him and the 3D. Anyways, from this point forward, I will only be using 1v4 to affirm, no more affirming 24/7. However, I have been trying this new mini experiment since last night. I could never visualize to sleep or affirm to sleep; however, I discovered that if I think my affirmation slowly and align it with my breathing, I can fall asleep that way. This will just be a mini experiment. I will still be using both tapes, just because I think those extra affirmations are needed. I feel like these past few days I have been doing too much to save my feelings. I fell into the old habit of “if I affirm a lot, I will manifest quicker,” which never worked for me. I fell into the old habits of “needing to do more” instead of just trusting. Now I am reminding myself that I don’t need to do more, that this is a part of the bridge of events. There is nothing I need to fix, nothing I need to do, my desire is here.
Day 54, I had a dream last night where he confessed his feelings to me. I don’t remember exactly but it was like “I really like you, I can’t stop telling my friends about you” and other stuff. The affirmation I have been repeating to bed is “S/P asked me to be his girlfriend”
Day 73? Feb 19th, I haven't updated in a while; I sort of went on a spiral and could not, for the life of me, get out of it. However, on Feb 17th, I sent him a memory from 2 years ago, and we spent all of yesterday talking. We were on the phone for approximately 6 hours straight. He told me that he is feral for me; we talked a bit about our relationship, and he definitely loves me—I can just tell. I think we may actually be hanging out soon; it’s just scheduling with work and school. On to the manifestation stuff, I am still listening every night, but during these past few weeks, my confidence in it has dwindled. I am mostly relying on my mental diet now. I may just start affirming more so that I can really keep my mental diet up. I don't know; things are going really well between the two of us; I'm not worried.
Conclusions: I decided to "give up" on this challenge here. I learned a whole lot about manifesting; however, I do not think this is beneficial for me anymore. Remember when I said I couldn’t ever get past 3 weeks? Well, I definitely made it past 3 weeks now. I am starting a new challenge to finish things off. I learned discipline like crazy, which was something I could never do. I saw physical proof of manifestation multiple times over 75 days. I understand the importance of a mental diet so much more now. Trust me; I am not giving up, and I am providing this resource to people so they can understand that the process is sometimes not a straight line, and these experiences are crazy normal, especially if you’re new to manifesting. One last thing: some people can say it is sad I didn’t get him in 90 days; however, I broke through so many limiting beliefs. I completely changed him as a person, and this is the most success I've had with him in 2 whole years. So I am pretty happy for myself.
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hey boy. curious what you think perez's reaction was when she learned strahm had died? k thanx <3
absolutely losing my mind at getting called "hey boy," thanks for the weirdly flippant gender affirming greeting lmao <3
anyway! that's a question I think about a lot, but it kind of depends on how you interpret their dynamic. as far as I recall, the movies never really make it clear whether she was fully aware by the time she and Erickson showed Hoffman the Baxter tape analysis. (mind you... I have so many bones to pick with Saw VI it's practically a skeleton, so I don't revisit it as often as I do Saw 04 and Saw V, and I have the memory of a goldfish.) my thought is that she definitely suspected Strahm was dead by that point, because he did pretty much disappear. I've always read their dynamic as being pretty close for coworkers, so I think she would be really upset, especially considering that he never found out she survived the events of Saw IV. I doubt she would have a full-on breakdown at the thought of Strahm getting killed by Hoffman, but she'd obviously be shocked and horrified, especially with the knowledge that Hoffman framed him for crimes he would never commit. (I could write an essay on Strahm's warped sense of morality but I do hope we agree that he wouldn't do all that shit.) I also think she would probably blame herself at least a little for withholding the news of her survival even if it was Erickson's idea, because she knows him well enough to be aware that losing her, getting Sawtrapped himself and then getting kicked off the Jigsaw case must have been what drove him to the actions that got him killed. and this is why her dying in VI upsets me (aside from the needlessly violent fridging she gets ofc. Saw writers I'm in your fucking walls) because she died knowing she'd never be able to stop Hoffman and clear her partner's name.
in conclusion, thanks for sending me this emotionally destroying ask, I love crying over Strahm and Perez at 10 AM
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WIP Wednesday, baby! (even if it's sunday)
Tagged by @totally-not-deacon!! Gonna tag : @maccreadysbaby, @jasmineofthecommonwealth, @derinthescarletpescatarian because even if you're not in my Fallout community I know you are an amazing author and... yeah, as I am bold, I will be bold to the brim : @chadfallout76podcast
If @badastronaut27, @atombonniebaby, and @willinglyghoulified want to make my day.... feel free!
Now for my part... I like to write scene between Danse and Nick. They have a kind of torturous relation where each other doesn't dare to said out loud they respect each other... but they are
Danse is no longer subtle; he gestures with his hand and surely he wants to be discreetly asking me to get closer, but I believe that if our two friends weren't so preoccupied, they wouldn't have missed it. Before I join him, I apologize to Sturges and Nora. He pushes me inside Nora's house and slams the door behind him, as if he's worried that someone has been following us. His actions are becoming increasingly odd. "Was that— 
"I have committed a grievous error." Born or being involved with the Brotherhoods? He walks around the room nervously, passing his hands one after the other through his hair, as if he can't determine which one will calm him down. I light a cigarette and settle calmly on the couch. "What kind of mistake?" I ask him without looking up. He pulls a holotape from his pocket. I admit that for a brief minute, I was at a loss for words. How did he get hold of that? Which of these is it? Then I notice something strange. It's not one of Eddie Winter's or Jonathan's holotapes. It's one I've never seen before, I believe.
"I-I-I… It inadvertently escaped from Nora's bag. I surmised that it had some connection with the Railroad. I am aware that she is currently engaged in handling the situation, and I have been instructed to dutifully divulge any pertinent information— 
"Ready to betray a dear friend?" That I sardonically let down. "This is irrelevant." "I consider it is an extremely important matter. Are you truly willing to sell the Rail Road, knowing how valuable it is to your friend?" He sinks into the sofa and places the holotape on the living room table. 'Hi honey!' is now totally legible to me. In the land of no-joy, it does smell horrible. "All right, moral question number two for later. Is this from Nate?" "Affirmative. Initially, I failed to comprehend the objects that reached my hearing. I must insist that the information conveyed in this audio log appeared rather perplexing to my understanding. I possessed scarce knowledge regarding Nora… prior to the cataclysmic conflict.” Personally, I'm shocked by my curiosity. I understand that this tape must be incredibly intimate, especially given Danse's unsettled aura, but the investigator in me wants to know, and this band in the middle of the table requests that I read it. I resist temptation by closing my eyes. "I heeded every word." He decrees it as if he had perpetrated the world's worst abomination. I'm not sure what's on that tape, but given who owns it, I believe it's in those waters. "I guess she doesn't know you got your hands on it." "Affirmative. That is precisely why I am beseeching your assistance." I'm not feeling it. "We must endeavor to replace the holotape within Knight Nora's bag. I require your assistance, for she permits only her synthetic pet to approach." The synth pet send you to hell. However, we don't require a crisis among the companions. We'll need to invest in the Institute shortly, and sending a crazed or disturbed Nora isn't a good idea. "All right, I'll do it. It's especially satisfying to know that a high Brotherhood officer will owe me." As the man in front of me expresses terror, I silently savor my cigarette. I admit that I may have just unburied the hatchet between us, but one thing is certain: it is far better to be beholden to me than to any other relative of Nora's capable of sending the holotape on to her luggage. "Don't worry, I'm not that crazy. I just want you to remember who helped you on the day my life will be on the line." He nods slowly, recognizing my first remark was quite amusing. He may grow to grasp my nature better over time, probably a long time. "Also, let me tell you 'bout a day I thought I was peeking at a case, and it was Nora's diary." His look shifts from shock to fury and comprehension. "You are human, despite your armor and pompous titles. Humans make mistakes. Just be cautious the next time."
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Myria McFadden, 28 (USA 1987)
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It was December 7, 1987 when Myria McFadden underwent a legal and lethal abortion. She didn’t realize her life could be in danger until it was too late.
Myria underwent a second-trimester abortion at the hands of abortionist Hazel Tape. After the abortion, Myria was having trouble breathing. She went into both heart failure and lung failure. Although she was hospitalized at Holy Cross Hospital in Silver Spring, Maryland, she died the next day. She was only 28 years old.
It is unknown if Myria’s killer was formally investigated or charged with anything for this unnecessary death. However, Tape was later fined thousands of dollars by the medical board after she committed fraud. The disciplinary notes show that she “affirmed in her 2011 renewal application that she had obtained the required CME credit hours when she had not.” Pretending to have completed appropriate courses and claiming she was qualified when she wasn’t was dangerous and would have put her clients at risk if she hadn’t been caught in time.
Women deserve better than abortion.
https://www.findagrave.com/memorial/60517348/myria-a-mcfadden
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"United States Social Security Death Index," database, M A Mcfadden, Dec 1987; citing U.S. Social Security Administration, Death Master File, database (Alexandria, Virginia: National Technical Information Service, ongoing).
"Find A Grave Index," database, Myria A. McFadden, Burial, Washington, District of Columbia, District of Columbia, United States of America, Mount Olivet Cemetery; citing record ID 60517348
Maryland Death Certificate
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Tips for looking more masculine
Makeup! It's quite handy for shading if you want to give a more masculine definition to your face,it doesn't have to be flashy just some blending with contour and foundation!
Another great thing is altering your clothes! certain clothes have different fits on the body depending on the stitch and material.there are several videos that can teach you how to do this yourself!
Binding! Binders are a great way to flatten your chest but there're also several alternatives to binders such as trans tape.Trans tape is meant specifically for this please do not use duck tape it'll hurt like hell and can give you rashes.
Some sources to help!
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affirmindia · 1 month
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Why should businesses consider using Water Soluble Packaging?
As sustainability climbs up the corporate agenda alongside demands for improved customer experience, water soluble packaging presents a next-generation solution to traditional plastics. Completely dissolving in water after use, water-soluble pouches, films, and pods cut single-use waste while enabling consumer convenience and production efficiency.
As pioneers in soluble technologies, Affirm India’s SmartSolveTM allows businesses to tap into these benefits. Read on to understand key strategic reasons to make the switch.
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1. Aligns with Eco-Values
Today’s consumers preferentially seek out brands acting decisively on sustainability. Transitioning from conventional plastic or polymer packaging to water-soluble pouches, therefore, signals eco-commitment to customers. Known for enabling zero-waste cleaners and laundry pod capsules, water-soluble packaging is intrinsically perceived as a “green” alternative. Adopting soluble pouches, sachets or films allows companies to credibly reinforce sustainability credentials – supporting investor relations, brand reputation and customer loyalty.
2. Enhances Supply Chain Efficiency
Using water-soluble sheets, tapes, or labels helps make manufacturing and shipping more efficient. They dissolve cleanly, so there's less need to stop and clean up, which saves time even when things are moving fast. There's no waste or extra costs from sticky messes during production. Plus, parts can be packed tighter before they're put together because flat water-soluble sheets take up less space than bulky packing materials. Overall, water-soluble solutions help businesses save both time and money.
3. Unlocks Product Innovation Opportunities
Rather than directly replacing incumbent materials, water-soluble technology enables new forms of packaging, delivery, and functionality impossible with standard films and containers. Edible water-soluble wrappers for food on the go present new formats to explore. Programmable SmartSolveTM material allows brands to alter dissolution rates, strength, imprintability and more to create multi-phase capsules tailored to active ingredients. Thermal sensitivity supports just-in-time customized printing and codes for limited-batch products. The problem-solving potential catalyzes product development creativity.
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4. Drives Competitive Differentiation
Thanks to companies like Affirm India, big brands like P&G and Reckitt Benckiser are now using water-soluble packaging for their laundry and cleaning products. However, many other industries haven't started using this tech yet. Companies that start using water-soluble materials could get ahead of their competitors now. They can offer unique products and meet customers' growing demand for eco-friendly options and rules from authorities. This smart move can help a brand stand out and keep its place in the market.
5. Creates New Revenue Streams
Finally, water-soluble solutions present entirely new commercialization avenues alongside upgrading existing offerings. For example, electronics manufacturers can supply soluble customized printed circuit boards enabling new Internet of Things (IoT) devices. Specialty chemical businesses can create water-activated adhesives for consumer convenience applications.
Garment markers gain soluble stitching threads, maintaining production integrity without signatures on finished items. The wide scope of possibilities allows both ingredient suppliers and end-product companies to access emerging high-growth markets.
Conclusion
As a global leader in water-soluble films, pouches, and solutions, SmartSolveTM by Affirm India empowers businesses to adopt water-soluble packaging to drive sustainability, unlock innovation opportunities, and cement strategic advantage. Transition to water solubility now to futureproof your brand.
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astralforecast · 2 months
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dreams to ap
First, begin to acknowledge the importance of your dreams in your daily life. Treat your dreams as valuable insights and messages from your subconscious mind. In effect, think of them as an actual form of communication, as real as your physical experiences.
Second, begin a daily dream log. Record every dream you can, even the small fragments. This should be done immediately upon waking, either by writing or using a tape recorder. Pay close attention to the feelings, emotions, and sensations that you experienced during the dreams.
Third, firmly express your desire for increased clarity and awareness within your dreams. As you drift to sleep, strongly request that your complete conscious awareness be present in your dreams. Make a firm, verbal commitment to yourself as you fall asleep that you will recognize, recall, and consciously experience every single dream.
Fourth, repeat a strong affirmation to yourself as you fall asleep each night. For example, "As I fall to sleep, I remain aware," or "Now I have a fully conscious out-of-body experience," or "I become aware in my dreams."
Adventures Beyond the Body - William Buhlman
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chestbinder1234 · 4 months
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BQ Chest Binder: Unveiling Comfort And Confidence With Trans Tape And More
Introduction
In the realm of gender expression and comfort, BQ Chest Binder stands as a beacon of empowerment. With a diverse range of products designed to cater to individual needs, BQ Chest Binder has become synonymous with comfort, style, and confidence. Among its innovative offerings, the Trans Tape takes center stage, revolutionizing the concept of chest binding. In this comprehensive exploration, we delve into the world of BQ Chest Binder, focusing on the groundbreaking Trans Tape and other offerings that redefine the landscape of chest binding.
Understanding the Need for Chest Binding
Chest binding is a practice embraced by individuals seeking to affirm their gender identity. It involves the use of specialized garments or tapes to flatten the chest, providing a more masculine or gender-neutral appearance. BQ Chest Binder recognizes the significance of this practice and has curated a collection that not only addresses the functional aspect but also prioritizes comfort and style.
The Evolution of BQ Chest Binder
Founded with a vision to provide inclusive solutions, BQ Chest Binder has evolved into a brand synonymous with authenticity and diversity. The journey began with a commitment to creating products that cater to the unique needs of individuals navigating their gender identity. As the brand gained recognition, it expanded its product range to offer a comprehensive selection of chest binding solutions.
Trans Tape: A Game-Changing Innovation
At the forefront of BQ Chest Binder's offerings is the Trans Tape, a revolutionary product designed to redefine the chest binding experience. This transparent binding tape offers a secure fit while remaining discreet under clothing. The adhesive nature of the tape ensures a snug yet gentle hold, allowing for freedom of movement without compromising on effectiveness.
Trans Tape Options and Versatility
One of the key strengths of the Trans Tape lies in its diverse range of options. Available in Light Beige, Brown, and Black, users can choose a color that aligns with their personal style and wardrobe. The versatility of the Trans Tape makes it suitable for various occasions, whether it's a casual day out or a special event. BQ Chest Binder understands that self-expression knows no bounds, and the Trans Tape is a testament to that commitment.
Price Range and Accessibility
BQ Chest Binder recognizes the importance of affordability and accessibility in supporting the diverse community it serves. The Trans Tape is priced competitively, with options starting from $31.09 AUD. This commitment to affordability ensures that individuals from various walks of life can access quality chest binding solutions without compromising on comfort or effectiveness.
Navigating the BQ Chest Binder Website
The BQ Chest Binder website is more than an online store; it's a platform designed for inclusivity and user-friendliness. With sections like Home, About Us, Products, Help Centre, Contact Us, and Order Tracking, users can easily navigate and find the information they need. The Help Centre serves as a valuable resource, addressing frequently asked questions and providing assistance to users at every step of their journey.
Customer Service and Support
BQ Chest Binder goes beyond providing products; it offers a holistic experience through its dedicated customer service. The brand understands that individuals may have unique concerns or queries, and the customer support team is committed to addressing them promptly. This emphasis on customer service reflects BQ Chest Binder's dedication to creating a supportive and empowering community.
Inclusive Approach and Celebration of Diversity
BQ Chest Binder takes pride in its commitment to inclusivity. The brand recognizes and celebrates the diverse identities within the community it serves. The range of products, including the Trans Tape, is a testament to this commitment, offering options that cater to different skin tones and personal styles. BQ Chest Binder's ethos is grounded in the belief that everyone deserves to feel comfortable and confident in their own skin.
Ordering Process and Confidentiality
Placing an order with BQ Chest Binder is a straightforward process that prioritizes user privacy and confidentiality. The website employs secure payment methods, ensuring that personal information remains protected. The discreet packaging further emphasizes BQ Chest Binder's commitment to providing a safe and confidential shopping experience for its customers.
The Impact of BQ Chest Binder on the Community
Beyond the products themselves, BQ Chest Binder has made a profound impact on the community it serves. By providing accessible and high-quality chest binding solutions, the brand has contributed to the empowerment and well-being of individuals navigating their gender identity. Personal testimonials and reviews stand as a testament to the positive influence that BQ Chest Binder has had on the lives of its customers.
Looking Ahead: Innovation and Advocacy
As BQ Chest Binder continues to evolve, innovation remains at the forefront of its mission. The brand is dedicated to exploring new avenues to enhance the chest binding experience further. Whether through advancements in materials, design, or inclusivity initiatives, BQ Chest Binder remains committed to pushing boundaries and challenging norms in the pursuit of providing the best possible solutions for its community.
Conclusion
In the world of chest binding, BQ Chest Binder stands tall as a trailblazer, redefining standards and empowering individuals to embrace their true selves. The Trans Tape, with its innovative design and versatility, encapsulates the brand's commitment to providing not just products, but a holistic experience rooted in comfort, style, and confidence. As we navigate the landscape of gender expression, BQ Chest Binder remains a beacon of inclusivity, celebrating the diverse tapestry of identities within its community. With a dedication to affordability, accessibility, and continuous innovation, BQ Chest Binder paves the way for a more empowering and accepting future.
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Catholic Pendant Necklace - A Symbol of Faith and Hope
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A cross necklace is a popular gift for many occasions. It is a great way to show your love and appreciation for someone who is part of the Catholic faith. It also demonstrates your commitment to the Catholic lifestyle. It is a symbol of faith and hope, and can be worn for both formal and casual occasions.
The history of the cross pendant at this page dates back to the Roman Empire, when it was used as a way for believers to remember their suffering after Christ’s crucifixion. It soon became a symbol of Christianity as a whole and is still worn by Christians today.
Choosing the right chain length is important. You can select a choker length, which is the shortest, or a long necklace, which falls just above your collarbone. It is best to choose a length that will suit your neck size and face shape.
Petite women should consider a shorter necklace, such as 16 inches, while average height women can choose from longer lengths like 20 inches. It is also important to choose a chain that is heavy enough to maintain the pendant without breaking.
Wearing a cross necklace can be an affirmation of your faith and help you to stay focused on what matters most in life. It can be an everyday reminder that you are a child of God and that He is always by your side.
You can give a cross necklace as a gift to anyone on your list, from a baby who has just been baptized to a friend who just finished her confirmation. It can be a special token of your love and support, and will serve as an heirloom that will last for generations.
Another way to show your faith is to wear a medal or rosary. These are a cherished tradition among Catholics of all ages. They often include images of Jesus and Mary, and are blessed by priests. They are also an effective tool to ward off the evil spirits that can cause illness and harm.
The reverse side of the medal carries the Vade retro satana, or “Step back, Satan,” formula that has been used to ward off spiritual and physical danger since the 15th century. It is sometimes carried as part of a rosary, but can also be found individually.
If you’re looking for a special Catholic pendant necklace, we have a wide variety of styles to choose from. You can find a simple gold or silver cross, or a more ornate design with gemstones and other details. See this resource for more details!
Confidence in yourself is a must-have for any woman, and wearing a cross necklace is an excellent way to express your faith in yourself. It will keep you grounded in your beliefs and give you the strength to overcome whatever may come your way.
You should choose a chain that fits your neck well, and you can do this by taking a moment to measure your neck with a soft tape measure. Once you have done this, you should add two inches to the measurement. Get more facts about jewelry at https://www.britannica.com/art/jewelry/The-history-of-jewelry-design.
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Acediaverse! Kingpin Fic
Summary/AN: Haha not tagging this one. You might have questions... and you are in the right to have them... I don't have answers and I am sorry for that.
The Kingpin in this is the version @hollowsart has designed for her spiderverse/sona.
My nostrils burned from the dusty air in the dark, impossibly large drawer I had been slammed into. Pens longer than I was tall and other office supplies of surreal sizes surrounded me.
I kept myself as still as a statue. Refusing to move a single muscle. What was going to be a quick swiping of a paperclip or pencil had turned dangerous! The Kingpin had returned to his desk much earlier than I had expected.
“Mr. Osborn… this better be good,” he huffed. The cadence of his voice caused my world to shutter. Or maybe it just felt like it.
“Nice to see you too. Sir.” a calmer, clearer voice sounded off in the distance. “It is. I have some intel on our cryptic culprit.”
Slowly, cautiously, I moved one of my feet to step forward. If I could find a hole or crack in the drawer, I could slip out.
 A creak that seemed to cut through the air emitted as I eased down, causing me to wince.
It wasn’t until my elbow smacked against something, the men paused for a second. It felt like I was a present part of their conversation, like they had caught me committing a social faux-pas.
Kingpin took in a sharp inhale, “Well, that will be all Norman, you can head out…”
The other man gave an affirmative “Mmhm,” as the sound of footsteps descended away from the desk. The door shut, and I let out a breath I didn’t even know I had been holding.
“...As I take care of another problem!” Light flooded in as I nearly lurched forward! The tape dispenser I had hunkered down behind provided no cover as a large hand snatched me up.
The tightly wound fist released over the surface of the desk, dropping me haphazardly down onto the lacquered wooden surface.
“You! It’s about time we met.” He exclaimed. His arms encircled me like silky purple prison walls. “I was worried for a second that Norman’s intrusion would’ve given you a chance to slip away.”
A heavy gulp trailed down my throat as I backed away from the giant man that had ensnared me. The gentle brushing of a large palm on my back caused me to leap forward, as if it were a hot iron.
“Oh? Now not so brave now that I’ve caught you…” his thumb wrapped around me, pushing me against his fingertips. “I know it’s you who has been playing those little tricks on me.”
I struggled against his grip, my voice erupting fourth as if he squeezed it from me “Let me go! I won’t cause you any more trouble!”
He chuckled, “Oh, I don’t want you to leave…” He watched me struggle, bemused. “You’ve made me quite curious with your bold actions.”
My mind had all but one thought, and that was “Get out”. I paused my kicking and thrashing for a second, staring at his thumb before I bit down. Hard.
I released, only to bite down again. Pulling on the calloused skin I had pinched between flesh.
A hard press from his thumb into my rib cage. The air in my lungs was squeezed out of me. I was forced to unlatch. “Stop that!” He scolded. His jaw clenched in an angry scowl.
I stared up at him before biting right into the pad of his thumb.
He huffed, lifting me in towards him. The sudden darkness of his shadow as he drew me near made me release my jaw.
“Fine. If you cannot behave…” he sighed as he pressed my feet down into his breast pocket, ���I will just wait until you’ve calmed down.”
A large finger pushed me down into the smothering fabric, “Hey! No! Stop!” I protested, fighting against him as the silky lining engulfed me, silencing me and my pleas without mercy.
His voice was much more imposing now that I was right against his chest. I felt it in my core as he said “Just, settle down.”
I made a small dejected huff, looking up at a small, white wrinkle where light filtered in through. Shifting around, I positioned myself to be more comfortable in the stifling fabric.
The low, steady thumping of his heartbeat made it’s way to my ear, providing a strange yet comforting ambience as I settled my head against his chest.
His thick chest muscle below strained against his suit with each inhale he took, padded with a layer of fat. The motion reminded me of a rocking chair.
For a second, I could forget I was in the pocket of a large crime lord… and instead maybe in a nice sleeping bag, snuggled away on a camping trip.
I shut my eyes, curling up in a small ball as I let sleep take me. The smell of his cologne replaced the dust that had burned into my sinuses earlier.
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Q&A with Christopher Beem
The author of The Seven Democratic Virtues: What You Can Do to Overcome Tribalism and Save Our Democracy discusses what democratic virtues are and why they are important.
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What do you mean by “democratic” virtues? Aren’t virtues all the same?
Virtues are agreements made within groups about how members should behave toward each other and outsiders. Every group has them: from a nation to a monastic order to a street gang. Many virtues are practically universal. Just about all groups value hard work and fairness, for example. But groups are also distinctive. They all make different choices about how to organize themselves, and those choices reflect their answers to the most fundamental questions of human existence: How should we live together? What is important and valuable? What is it that makes us us? These answers are not always articulated, but they are always there.
Democracy has its own answers to those questions. All democracies affirm the idea that human beings are free and equal and capable of self-government. In a democracy, all citizens have the right to live the way we want. We also hold a tiny piece of sovereignty—we all have a say in how our society operates. A set of virtues follows from those answers. I call them the seven democratic virtues: humility, honesty, consistency, courage, temperance, faith, and charity. These seven help us agree on what we owe each other, and they make it possible for our form of government to operate. These seven virtues also help us combat our extreme and dangerous polarization.
Why should I be virtuous when the “other side” may not be?
Because democracy stipulates that we are fundamentally equal, democratic virtue is reciprocal. If we practice humility or honesty or charity, and the other side does not, we are not obligated to continue. In fact, from a political point of view, it would be foolish to do so. But it is also foolish to try to run a democracy when no one is committed to those virtues. Without any agreement about how we treat each other—without any humility, honesty, or charity—the rhetoric ratchets up, leading to ever more distrust, antagonism, and even enmity. Under such conditions, the future of our democratic society is something we can no longer assume. There is more than enough evidence of this process going on right now.
Evidence from game theory shows that over the long run, the best strategy is to respond in kind but to periodically—and for no good reason—act virtuously anyway. We do this in the hopes that this time, that virtue might be met in kind. It is difficult, to be sure, requiring discipline and patience. The best I can say is that it is a better strategy for restoring our democracy than any other.
You say that our problem is cultural and not political: what’s the difference?
It’s both. It’s always both. There are many proposals out there to change our political procedures in the hopes of improving our political culture. I support many of them. But that is a difficult process. And it is especially so now. Those advocating for institutional reform are constrained to use a broken system to fix a broken system. That is why even advocates admit that the short-term prospects for any of these proposals are dim. What’s more, there are problems that no political innovation can fix. Ranked choice voting, for example, won’t do anything about the fact that we sometimes have to duct-tape people to their airplane seats.
As I noted, democracy is a distinctive way of organizing society. Democracy says that simply because we are human beings, we have the right to rule ourselves, to think and believe what we want, and to make decisions about how we live our lives. To talk about culture is to insist that as democratic citizens—as sovereigns—there are responsibilities that go along with these rights. What’s more, it means that reform of our democracy cannot be left up to politicians. It is up to all of us. Committing—or better, recommitting—to a set of democratic virtues is one way that all us can help improve our culture.
One more thing: changes in the political culture can change the political calculus, pushing politicians to act and thereby spurring political innovations. In fact, this is almost always the way things work. Profiles in political courage are very rare. Most politicians won’t even engage policy questions until a change in popular opinion demands it. There is a story, perhaps apocryphal, that FDR ended a meeting with activists by saying, “You’ve convinced me. I agree with what you’ve said. Now go out and make me do it.” My point is that prerequisite to reforming our politics is the reform of our own actions and behaviors.
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