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holyandhaunted · 29 days
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This Good Friday I want to share my favourite poem by Jay Hulme, a queer, trans and Christian poet God as a carpenter. Jesus as a familiar to wood and nail. The beauty of all Creation evident and true even in pain.
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image and image description taken from Jay Hulme on Twitter
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ivaspinoza · 17 days
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Devotional Desire
Sometimes, the poems get stuck inside my throat. Sometimes, the words run through my mind so fast that I can only see their spectre, mere foam. In vain, I try to catch them, but they laugh; nymphs of an enchanted forest, hiding behind flowers and trees, dancing in the wind. And there I am, under the light, exposed to their mystery, unable of discerning, lost in their realm – the realm of meanings and seamless feelings that are simultaneously universal and unique, just another glimpse of eternity to me.
Sometimes, I hum a melody for you and then put some words around it. I remember thinking about writing them down so a friend could sing with me, but your sweetest voice told me no, don't do it. Those small songs were supposed to be our eternal secret. Only I sang, only you listened. The angels leaned forward, but no notes were taken. It is stored in another dimension, far away from prying eyes, far away from bad intentions. No one can touch our secret or corrupt the levels of descent in my devotion. What is the praise of men compared to the whisper of heaven in your shoulders? Worms in a plate of bones.
Now it's another season. I sing a lot less while I try to listen. I'm not very good at it, I confess, I insist—help me discern your voice in this, at times, abyssal experience. You lift me up with a kiss! I'm yours, I'm yours, my eyelids are half open, and my face is covered in tears. Obliterated from the inside out, fully naked it is. So I recite the spectre of these words I gather in the forests of my wild mind and offer you a poem. In the silent night, ceiling-staring all the time, trying to see past the firmament, piercing the skies, I pray in poetry; my verses shakily whispered. I feel you, hypnotic and soothing as fire. You smile; our secret is safe in my childlike, devotional desire.
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Christmas isn't about twinkling lights
Or getting the perfect gift right.
It's not about all the great celebrations
Or about the best Christmas decorations.
It's all about Jesus and our adoration
The One who came to save all nations.
The son of God and son of man
Came to serve His fellow man.
Love incarnate, love devine
Came for us all and left heaven behind.
There's never been a gift so fine
We celebrate that at Christmas time.
Love, Amy
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boybasher · 1 month
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my poem:
I burn my hair
Cloud up my mind
And break my own heart
Blue eyeshadow and dark eyes
Tight hips with f-cked up childhood stories
Dreams of bunnies with bows
Pretty is my priority
So I trap myself in my room
3 Coats of mascara
I’m only beautiful when I’m untouched
I like the boys with f-cked up teeth
Dirty Smiles
And a taste of whiskey in their breath
Love is annoying
I don’t text back
If you want my words
Come and kiss my mouth
You know where I sleep
Where I dream
God Is Real
Touch me and you’ll see
Electric veins, warm blood
He’s in me and he’s in you
I hate you
And I love you
And I’m losing my f-cking mind!
Convinced myself
You’re one of a kind
I never left town
An hour that way
An hour that way
A black hole we call the Central Valley
My town is small
Cars race by
As I close my eyes
And wish myself into another story
Where I’m queen
And everybody loves me
Where roses are gifted freely
And hugs aren’t scary
Love’s not torture
And a ring doesn’t mean slavery
Bound to god
My mouth belongs to me
I let out a whisper as my heart talks
My legs loosen up
Come over and get to know me
I’m just a girl
Confessing her sin to anyone who’ll listen
Amen
To any man who’ll put up with me
Living life can be so lonely
When you have nothing to hope for
Maybe a lobotomy could fix me
I’m shocked when he sticks around longer than my pack of smokes
I go through these bros, like a Pack of Marlboros
I hope In another lifetime
I look forward to waking up
My body too heavy
Living in my brain, more than I do in my own home
Did you really think you could fix me?
I’m tired of playing mommy, when I’m empty of my own
Be my daddy, you’re older than me
He calls me Heaven
Little does he know
I’m Living Hell
I’m a burden to everybody
My body is lumpy and bruised
From cuts I was too afraid to deepen
He told me to try vertically
They prey on the pretty
Robbing energy
Stealing all of me
Lacking energy
I sell my milk for free
To whoever’s watching
Offering me ecstasy
He’s my Shot of Hennessy
My one before the one
My in-between boyfriends
My husband’s out there
My husband’s out there, right?
They never stay
Why would they
I can’t give you a baby
Only a promising holiday
My heart’s for breaking, not for keeping
My shadow reminds me
Of my mortality
No ones following me
Yet I still run like he wants to murder me
I close my eyes
Hoping this is all a nightmare
I don’t need rest
I don’t need a nap
I need a coma
Chew on me
I’m sweeter than a cigarette
I don’t last as long
I burn at both ends
Complaining to nobody
I’ll turn up the beat
Knock myself out
Regret I ever dreams
I’m my own boyfriend
And to be honest, I would dump me too
Void of a woman
No matter how much pink lipstick I apply
My smile doesn’t change
Happiness is an expensive mistake
I don’t wanna fix him
Who’s gonna fix me?
I’m broke in more ways than one
Beauty is pain
When you’re born this ugly
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a-queer-seminarian · 1 year
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A poem for Holy Saturday, when we remember that for a short while, God lay dead in a tomb. Let us make space for hopelessness and grief to be felt.
You can also read this poem here.
ID: a grayscale video of a white genderqueer person with short hair reading a poem they wrote.
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lionofthegoldsun · 18 days
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[God is Majestic]
In fields of gold, where sunbeams dance and play, God's majesty shines bright, in a wondrous way. His beauty's seen, in every single grace, A reflection of His loving embrace.
The heavens declare, with voices loud and clear, God's glory, and His power, so pure and dear. The stars and moon, they dance and sing, A celestial choir, with God as their king.
In the depths of the sea, where darkness reigns, God's light shines bright, and calms the soul's pain. The waves and tides, they ebb and flow, A divine symphony, that we all know.
In the heart of every man, woman, and child, God's love resides, and His beauty's wild. For He is the one, who gives and forgives, And in His love, our souls forever lives.
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soonsweetheart · 4 days
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I miss you.
Miss your smile, your warm hugs. Your laughter.
You know me? I know you too. Right?
God, I hope so. I think so. I want to. I need to
Know you.
Even the stars worship You?
Bring me down, off this throne of sin
and to my knees for my own sake
Bring me down.
Strip me of the pride, vanity, doubt.
Peel off the thick, rough bark of this world,
Until I bleed.
Bleed.
Just like my Father did, bearing the cruel crown of thorns brought on by my own mistakes.
My own choices.
With your almighty hands, you bled for me.
I pray someday you’ll let me
Bleed for you too.
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esoteric-dyke · 7 months
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an ode to judas iscariot
sitting down at a table
you took the bread
cracking under your grip
you ripped
flesh
from bone 
torn sinew to
soft dough
you passed it to me
and we ate in
company
and 
i found god
under that crust 
at the bottom of my bowl
on your lips
in the smell of the crook of your neck.
you placed your
hands-
sunk with the 
weight of stigmata
-on mine
like an oath
sworn in silence.
you tasted like wine
and blood
and the last of the bread sat
on your tongue
and i have been hungry
for an eternity
before now.
in the lines of your face
i saw my reflection
and i told you
i love you
and you
said it in turn 
and i was crying
because you were
my kingdom
and my
blood
and pain
and yours was always
the
world.
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Hello, Jesus. Yes 
It’s me. Shampooing my hair on the 
Shower floor. And hoping
 the water washes 
Like dirty snow and patched up drains.
Dear Lord, I stared at the fridge
And tried to care. Tried. Tried. 
Jesus, my breaths 
Are short and fond of disappearing. 
Lord, I am sorry for all I am not 
Which is much. And heavy. 
And I believe 
You love me still. 
Jesus, I feel your love
And cringe away. Afraid 
of being seen and knowing 
What poor excuses choke my tongue. 
And still Your hands keep reaching 
Until I, so tired, my ribs silent and sore 
Hold on to them. 
Love you. So my heart beats. Love you and I wish I was more and I 
Believe You when You say
It will be. And I will be. And we will be
Together.
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The sky is just such good poetry inspiration right now. Like, my camera sucks so it won’t do it justice but it’s just a masterful tapestry of shining pastel pink, sprinkled with glorious gold, on a canvas of soothing pastel blue.
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“The heavens declare the glory of God” indeed 😭 💖💖💖
I neeeed to write a poem just based on the pure, transcendental beauty of that sky omg <333333
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justcrazyfaith · 1 year
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- A Poor Methodist Woman.
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ivaspinoza · 21 days
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The attack we forgot
Ages ago, they sharpened their axes and decided carefully how it would be done. First, slowly, step by step inside your open mind, then they kicked the door like swat and messed it all up. Turning tables, breaking walls, destroying bedrooms, spraying the white sheets of your bed with blood and then twisting all the protection bars and mirrors. Now you are blind and confused and they are opening the chest of virtue, that was under your bed. They picked beauty by its fragile neck, and murdering it was so easy - then, they removed the meaning. If they can make you believe it, they will help you kill the sacredness and secrecy. Yes, with your own hands, so they can blame it on you and rub your nose against the mud, like the pig they think you always were, accuse you of the things they made you perform. Now you're horrible, they say, after perverting the design and convincing you to not stay. The chaos is the exit, says the open door, and will you run? Will you let reality be undone? Will you call good what is bad and bad what is good and lay your head at night on a suffocating pillow, blaming your sickness on the useless doctors you know will never help you? Or will you look up and ask for meaning once again? For beauty to resurrect and to get rid of that pain? Will you face duality, mountains and valleys, and swim into the abyss if you must, so you can check how all of it began? Will you be brave enough to watch the first ray of light that came through the voice of eternity? The power floating on top of the waters that would make your mind forget, right before entering this world... Will you reach out for such a glorious presence? Because your heart did not forget.
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Sometimes we outgrow a friendship
Sometimes a friendship outgrows us.
Nothing particular really happens
There's no disagreement or fuss.
Sometimes God will remove people
We must remember that and trust.
Sometimes a friendship just doesn't work
Often we just lose touch.
Sometimes a friendship is but for a season
For some unknown reason.
Again we must simply trust.
God knows what He's doing
I mean, He made us from dust.
Losing a friend can be difficult
But by no means, will we combust.
Just get back up
Knock the dust off your feet.
Get out there once again
Another friend you will soon meet.
Just don't forget what you've learned
Apply it and adjust.
And always remember
It's in God that we trust.
Love, Amy
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deweyedlikethedoes · 3 months
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how thin is the veil
between me and the spirit?
i would like to know.
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aniah-who · 4 months
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I need you, Jesus. I need you like how I needed you the day that I first found you.
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a-queer-seminarian · 1 year
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Glory to the God who shows us how to rest.
How can you take the time to rest today?
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