Teenage Engineering (TE) / Central Processing Unit (CPU) / Pocket Operator & CA-X / Synthesizer & Case / 2022

Back in November of 2020, I tried explaining to my mother what was happening within the Supernatural fandom, which she understood none of. I told her about it so often that whenever I'd go "oh god not again" near her, she'd say "what language did they go canon in this time?"

Jump forward to now, November 3rd 2023, and I receive these texts from my mother:

she downloaded Tumblr just to be aware of what the fuck is going on with my silly little gay shows

rodeo with Castiel

The gay shot

I want to watch Supernatural. Not the real Supernatural, but the secret fake Supernatural that lives in my head.

Jack: “DAAAAAAAAAAAAD, Claire is being mean to me!”

Castiel: “If you continue doing that, Claire, you won't have ice-cream as dessert.”

Dean: “But we still love you.”

Castiel, looking at Dean: “Why do you say that everytime I'm scolding one of them?”

Dean: “I'm…”

Castiel: “Don't answer! You're going to say something sad. Then I'll feel bad for you and then I'll want to kill your dad.”

my new Destiel theory: Dean couldn't say I love you not because of his own denial of the fact but because Chuck refused to write it like Chuck's weird psycho-sexual obsession with Dean made him so twisted that rather than allow his character to follow a natural arc that the character itself wanted to follow (see s8 rewrite of "I love you" into "I need you"), he just kept dodging it through increasingly ridiculous and pathetic ploys. he couldn't bear to watch Dean choose free will (Cas) over his heavenly ordained plan, so he just kept fucking with their relationship (see every divorce/widower arc, and all the other will they/won't they shit). really puts Cas's "What's real? We are." into context. like they are, in fact, the only real thing, despite Chuck's attempts to dismantle their relationship.

We need a Destiel kiss in whatever spn thing Jensen ends up making.

“But I don’t want to kiss a man,” Jensen says.

Well, you should’ve thought about that before you decided to play Dean Winchester because HE kisses men and HE is in love with Castiel. Now, get out there and do right by him.

11x17 / 15x18

Michelle: He did it for me. Dean: Michelle, this gonna be very hard. But you will be okay. And eventually, eventually you'll get back to normal. Michelle: No I won't. They said I could leave… an hour ago. But where am I even supposed to go? After everything we survived together… I watched the man I love die. There's no normal after that.

Me when I remember that Dean was supposed to gently and lovingly touch Cas’ face in Tombstone:

post case nap in a musty motel

never meant to be

And there was only one bed! Happy (very late) Valentine's Day @oakenorcrist! I'm really happy with how this pinch piece for the Steddie Valentines exchange came out!

That's it, it's time to put all blondies in gay jail until they learn how to treat their boyfriends

This is so Destiel coded