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rosicheeks · 1 year

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What's like one big goal you're hoping to accomplish this year?

(PS I hope you don't get COVID! Even a "mild" case sucks, my sense of taste has yet to fully recover months later!)

Oh BOY that’s a complicated question hahahah. To try and put it simplistic as possible - figure out what I want to do with my life. Or like what path to take?

#first of all thank you! I really hope I don’t get it either. I mean I’m not super worried about me cause I know it’ll suck but I’ll be fine #but now that I live with my parents I’m scared that I’ll accidentally give it to them and both of them aren’t doing the best physically #but there’s nothing I can do now…. tbh I’ve been slacking with masks and being cautious so I should probably go back to that #masks are just expensive and I’m broke #need to either find my disposable or buy new ones #I hope your taste comes back soon!!! that sounds awful 😔#anywayyy to your question #right now I just kinda feel lost in life #I need to feel like I’m going somewhere again #cause right now I just feel like I’m in limbo????#obviously would love to figure out my mental bullshit but idk how realistic that is #honestly would just love to figure out everything that’s wrong with me so I can start to feel idk normal?#idk this is probably more loaded than you were expecting haha #but especially ever since the move I’ve been so fucking lost and I want to figure out my life but idk where to even start ya know #but yeah I guess that’s my goal #on a smaller scale I would love love love to get more traffic and sales on my Etsy #I just really want to make my Etsy shop a way to be creative and make money at the same time #cause paint and art shit is expensive 😭#and when you’re already broke it’s hard to justify buying paint or canvases ya know #buuuuut if I get more sales and a bigger profit then maybe it’ll be worth it???#also I LOVE seeing my paintings somewhere else its just so bittersweet #cause I love my paintings so much so it’s hard to let go of them #but the thought of someone else hanging them up and seeing them everyday????#it’s so heartwarming 🥺#like I could help warm up your space???? with color and some love 🥰💖#I just love it so much #thanks for the question lovely 🥰🥰🥰#ask #lovely mutuals

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nonokoko13 · 5 months

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I KNEW IT I KNEW LOILOI HAD THE POTENTIAL TO BE THE HOTTEST WOMAN IN SXF

#spy x family #is this spoilers?#i guess so #sxf spoilers #FUCK YEAH #gender goals #if there was a actual girl like that I would become her simp and stan n°1 #where is my lesbian yor x lottie content 🧍‍♂️#guys we have a mission #loid forger #agent twilight #god it feels like it has passed decades since last time I talked about sxf #dw I still read yall

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getvalentined · 1 year

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咲さんの橋 (1986)

A group of young girls wake up in a strange place, and come to the horrifying realization that there's only one way to "escape."

Saki's Bridge is a mid-80s psychological horror OVA produced by now-defunct Go For A Punch! Studios, known for the creation of several short one-off animated features. One of the most unique features of Saki's Bridge is the absence of a soundtrack; due to the volume of characters, the team chose to direct the minimal funding allotted to the film toward hiring highly skilled voice actors to portray each one in a distinct and recognizable way rather than paying for the composition or licensing of any music. The intense voice acting placed against a backdrop of low, ambient sound effects lends the film one of the eeriest vibes in Japanese media.

#saki sanobashi #go for a punch #unreality #art tag #this came out more 90s than I wanted #but I've been working on it for HOURS #so I'm calling it done #it looks NOT AT ALL like my work #so goal achieved I guess #yeah I went with different nomenclature #I haven't seen it done this way in a while #but if this WERE real I feel like that'd be the actual name #especially since that implies it could have been misread #saki-san no [hashi/bashi]#saki's bridge #we all cross over eventually

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another-clive-blog · 4 months

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Thinking about the Clive and Bill parallels again...

Both started with pretty average goals (gaining money / getting closure). Both became obsessed with said goals to the point of going through with their plans no matter the cost. Both became consumed by the desire to pursue a goal that isn't actually achievable (You can get more money but it will never feel like it's enough. You can lash out in anger but it won't make the anger go away). Both ended up killing innocents.

And yet.

Bill getting rid of his humanity in the hopes of getting money. Clive getting rid of his money in the hopes of getting his humanity back. Bill claiming he despises people like Clive when he has himself killed innocents for his own selfish plans. Clive claiming he hates politicians and scientists but still using science to build a mecha and politics to justify its use. Bill hiding everything, hiding from Claire that the machine isn't ready, hiding his crime from everyone. Clive exposing everything, exposing his secret base to Layton, exposing Bill and Dimitri's crime by his staging. Bill covering up the incident while Clive broadcasted his crime inside the fortress.

I don't know where I was going with this. Maybe that prime minister Bill looks like a honest citizen, just your regular Londoner really, while Clive is so obviously violent and destructive : and yet, Clive is the dove and Bill the hawk. Funny.

#In today's episode of 'Syl states the obvious' LOL #But yeah basically looks can be deceiving for them both I guess =)#This is once again a very simplified version. Hence why I don't go into too many details #Like Bill losing his humanity is the very moment he decided the risk was worth it. It's not even the explosion itself #Clive doesn't feel like a human because he's so alienated. He's ready to kill people. But he's hoping to get saved. Wrong actions ofc #It's actually so very important to me that Clive goes to jail but we aren't told a thing about Bill. Bill keeps everything a secret #Dimitri also has parallels with both. One day I'll write a good detailed analysis about these 3 #clive dove #bill hawks #professor layton and the unwound future #professor layton and the lost future #unwound future spoilers #lost future spoilers #my analysis #This goes without saying but they're both assholes btw. Idc about the actual goals or characters they're both in the wrong and messed up

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the-valiant-valkyrie · 2 months

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ouh... mm unicorn fabby?? ouh... and um? earth pony solaris? 🥺? and erm um maybe even dragon zor? hello can anyone hear me hello

#forced my family to watch the m.lp movie for movie night tonight. jokes on them though they liked it. yay #side note they're taking it off of net.flix soon so watch it now if you want to #anyways this is a thought that i had for a while but watching the movie reminded me of it #fabby and solaris are NOT those ponies for rari.jack reasons. i mean like yeah they are. but also they're just coded that way #i GUESS i could see solaris as a unicorn for the flight/space motif but. one. i want her to be built like a brick wall. its essential #and two. i think it matters more if she accomplishes her goals through brute force and hard work rather than being born-#-with the ability to do what she wants. as that's kind of her motif from the start isn't it #anyways i've given this more thought than necessary #zor with a HUUUGE hoard of gold its their favorite they love it so much. their yummy treasure.#and their silly little ponies to collect it for them or else. yay

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lazlolullaby · 7 months

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temporal temp work, a Batman Beyond and WFA style fluid comic canon crossover (but mostly Bruce amnesia recovery/character study)

Bruce lost his memory. He has no idea who Batman is, or what he's done for the past 30 years of his life.

Bruce is still a detective, despite the holes in his memory. He keeps noticing little tells, bruises, signs of lying. He knows he did something in his spare time, he's not sure what.

The batfamily decide that if it's not going to come back easily, then they should treat it as a retirement for Batman. They all came to an agreement, that they would be "as civilian as possible" around Bruce as to not put pressure on him to perform as Batman when he's not ready.

Alfred and Dick had gently explained that they won't tell him anything until he comes to a conclusion by himself and tells the family. If he gets it correct, then they can talk about it. If he doesn't, they can't. The Batcave is still open for him to find.

(he's in the world's most elaborate detective game, basically.)

in the meantime, Bruce focuses more on the company, on bonding with his suddenly large brood of kids, and legal methods of fixing Gotham.

Everyone's backstories remain similar to what the press knows. Jason's case is special, as he's dead. So Jason explains that he did survive, he was mad at Bruce for a while, so he got out to get his own place. They are slowly repairing their relationship.

Damian also flat out goes: "Yeah I was grown in a jar for the League of Assassins." and everyone nods and goes along with it. Jason even says he's seen the jar.

He even starts to bond with Tim, Jason, and Duke again over investigating crime. (well. More for the kids to solve it.)

The ones that fight the most for Batman to come back, the ones that make the most progress in getting Bruce to remember are Tim and Terry, since they were the ones that got him out of his funks in canon.

Bruce has nightmares. Despite losing the context of the fears, he still has them, he still can remember some Caped Adventures. He blames that for his nocturnal sleep schedule.

The Justice League dropped by in capes, trying to get him to remember.

Bruce gets totally suspicious that he's funding an entire space station. It takes him a week to crack every. single. founding JL member's ID, and even some sidekicks...Except Batman and his merry brood of birds and bats. (It doesn't help that the Dark Knight has been missing. no new data.)

The Gotham Rogues are starting to get gutsy. The Batfamily is stretched thin. It gets to the point where either scientists or magicians step in and try to "Summon Batman".

This is where Terry comes in. He gets summoned with Ace the Bathound. They survive on the streets of Gotham, then find Nightwing and Red Robin facing off against a Joker that's "pining for his eternal rival"

Tim is barely in danger but Terry's instincts go full throttle and he starts to roast. They see Ace has a harness with a Wayne Security badge and a license that are both dated for decades in the future.

Dick and Tim take Terry home. Say he's a friend in a tight spot, but Bruce sees right through it. Terry is the seventh black haired kid to be sheltered by Bruce and he knows it's a ploy to jog his memory. He's not having it. Terry also isn't interested in playing along with that either, instead loudly acknowledging he's got family already.

Ace gets along well with lots of the Batfamily. Terry makes a comment that he was trained as a PTSD-support dog. He knows how to sit and block people from getting into your space, how to use his weight as a grounding method. Bruce starts researching getting one for the house.

The batfamily train Terry on the streets for a few nights just in case. Nightwing goes back to Bludhaven. Dick does as well, and Bruce figures the connection quickly. The Justice League is seen with a new Batman.

Terry decides to annoy Bruce into becoming Batman again. Being ever so slightly off kilter, but still dedicated to helping. Always saying "If the guy I'm temping for doesn't like it, he can come out and do the job again."

Terry sees Bruce's psych profiles and list of Batman and Batman II suspects and makes a comment. "You writing a murder mystery or something?"

"Or something."

"What's the seventh rule of Knox's 10 commandments of detective fiction?" Terry asks.

"The detective must not commit the crime?"

"Mmm-hmm. Good thing you're not writing."

Bruce is getting tired of not knowing. Not getting better. Terry talks about how he was an assistant to an old man. That he also had trouble with being less active than he used to be.

Batman II shows up to save a hostage Bruce Wayne, and Bruce plays 20 questions. "why are you here in Gotham?"

"someone has to. And I already promised that I would."

"who did you promise? Why does it have to be you?"

"What makes this work is that I chose it. I work so I won't destroy this legacy. Me. My choice."

"You didn't say who you promised."

"The last guy who wore the bat...he got swallowed up by it. Didn't even think of himself as anything but Batman at the end." He shrugged. "Separating yourself from the mask is important. You know about Superman, yeah? He needs that job. He needs his friends and family, if not to feel human, just to be the best he can. Bruce. You have your friends and family. What are you willing to do to protect it?"

idk i can't figure out a suitably appropriate and dramatic emotional situation where Bruce figures it out. But he does.

Bruce gathers all of the family in the Wayne Study for a Classic Detective Reveal. He goes through the Batfamily one by one an unmasks each of them correctly, even confirming the ones who had other identities.

Bruce takes up the Cowl again, this time with a little more restraint and respect to his Bruce Wayne identity.

Terry goes back to Neo Gotham, stronger and happier that he knows the Batfamily.

#batman beyond #Batfamily #bruce wayne #fic ideas #terry mcginnis #ace the bathound #Idk pick out your favorite thing #there's lots of jumping off points and potential fics here #but mostly it's about Terry the kid with no real goals until Batman #see Bruce flounder without a goal until he remembers he was Batman #Bashing my action figures together because emotions are hard #no capes au #But only for Bruce Wayne I guess #also yeah i implied that Old Bruce died and Terry is working through some of that #don't worry about Neo Gotham Max and Matt have got it covered #lazlo's lulls #anyway thank you for reading!

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cherrysnax · 14 days

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havin the weirdest crisis of my life

#this is like. did related so im gonna sound completely uh #what’s the word. odd and shit for a sec okay? okay #so I’ve been here. hi im cheri silver yknow me for about 20 years total but jay used to front for years when we were in middle school #im not the. original host I guess but I’ve been around since #we were in the early single digits and never left #so im the host right? I existed to go thru the Trauma #but. it’s been my life for so long. my parents don’t know Her #they’ve only known me #but like. we’re finally starting to let go of that trauma #errr not let go but make peace with it. and we’ve been holding onto it for so long. I’ve been holding on to it for so long #but.. who am I without it? like yes that’s my trauma but also. is my purpose over?? is that why we haven’t been able to draw?#I’ve been the host for 20 years this is my life #my friends my gf my life my hobbies it’s mine not anyone else’s #I let others take the wheel when I can’t (or they forcibly do it for me) and jays been gone for like 3 years he only came back because I’ve #been being traumatized everyday recently. but like. will I have to go too??#reintergration is not really our goal. never has been but like #if we do. will I be here or will She come back? we’ve had false alarms before but it’s mostly been decided that it’s my front my life #maybe im just triggered all the time and that’s why I feel extra out of it #less myself #New Traumas are happening to us everyday #but yeah. I dont talk abt this aspect of my life much but it’s so scary to think about #I’ll talk to Chevy when they get off of work tomorrow abt it if it’s still like. freaking me out #I am me. we are a bunch of niggas but I am me.#did niggas when the identity disorder makes them dissociate smh #😫

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jklpopcorn · 2 months

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So.. this absolutely wasn't meant to be posted AT ALL as it was supposed to be just another short doodle but

well.. um

yeah

have an additional sketch as well

#my art #felix #ocs #artists on tumblr #this was completely self-indulgent #this wasn't actually done with my normal set up but instead with a cheap tiny tablet and krita on another laptop #which was not meant to be used for a full piece #but i guess i got used to drawing on it after 200 doodle layers #but still i am highly unfamiliar with the program especially when it comes to coloring #but still! came out quite good ignoring all the things i sped through because again #wasn't meant to be posted #anyway this was inspired by a song i found like two days ago and to keep my motivation to finish this i listened to it for 3 hours straight #while drawing #it worked #also yeah it's the catboy he's the victim of my wrath atm #the context of this is that a hero had overworked his sidekick and a villain took advantage of it by lowkey mindcontrolling them :v #miraculous style #his temp theme is being eepy #in their villain arc the first thing they did was f*ck off for a month and get some proper rest #goals ngl #also the catboy keeps rotating his prononuns like rotisserie chicken and i think at this point i should just give up and go for any pronoun #this thang wasn't made to contain gender #and i keep writing catboy bcs catperson is a little bit awkward i think unless you're literally describing them #also catboy is funnier

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bugeyedfreaks · 7 months

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Tbf, if it wasn’t for the reboot I would’ve never found your blog, so it’s done 1 good thing at least!

I'm glad you found my blog too, and thanks for stickin' around!

#i mean yeah my blog's goal has always been to just talk puff and was made way before the reboot even was a thing #and it was unfortunate that said reboot... was what it was #but it brought many of us powerpuff girls fans together so we could all cope with the horrors we were witnessing #every cloud has a silver lining i guess

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emiliemaria · 3 months

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#everyday I wonder if there are other people like me who are doing absolutely nothing to help themselves #like #i have almost only nd a'd depressed friends and family #but they all do something to help hem go through it #like they don't let it spoil their whole life #whil i've been waiting since my teen years for things to be better on their own #while*#like I'm living this way because I don't do anything lmao #this is all my fault like I don't have any goal in life it's actually crazy #i could end it all because it wouldn't change a thing #but I'm procrastinating it too because that's all i'm good at #waiting #until death i guess #but don't worry guys i'm still trying to find positive stuff in my daily life so i don't jump in front of a train #like yeah nice i read this fic that will be updated weekly so I can't go before finishing it #or wow i still have so many books to read #and things to draw #and food to taste

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saline-coelacanth · 11 months

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I feel like none of my followers are gonna understand this but I don't care I wanna talk about Endless Ocean

Endless Ocean: Blue World is such a sad game for me personally because you spend the entire game looking for an ancient ruin and then you finally go into the ancient ruin where there is an entire room filled with coelacanths, but then the whole place gets closed off and you gotta wait forever to reopen it because it costs so much money, so I'm basically blocked off from seeing my favorite animal for a really long time unless I put it in the aquarium

It's very sad

#endless ocean #endless ocean blue world #endless ocean 2 #i might post more about this game because i love it so much #you have no idea #it is the main reason i love marine biology as much as i do #but yeah basically i miss my coelacanths and i want to go see them again #also the whole goal in the game is actually to find an ancient treasure #but the treasure is inside the ruin #so it checks out i guess idk i couldnt think of a better way to word it

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seariii · 3 months

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You know what? Worst case scenario that I don't finish my personal drawings for vslentines, I'll just post them a day (or a couple) later, who cares. It's cute Saori art, and she and all of the characters deserve to have some fun

#i have a really cute idea for a drawing of her with mappi but idk if i have the skills.... i could still try it...#but yeah that one's for later #seari talks #sigh... i feel like i didnt do a lot today but.. i do feel a lot better and a little more capable... so improving my mood was todays victory #i didnt do everything i had planned but the most urgent stuff is done... and as scary as it is i guess it could be fun to look aroudn...#whatever happens... its gonna be useful. we gotta do it scared heh #and after this is done and we see how everything plays out ill try to retake therapy... even if for just two sessions...#.... omg wait I'll actually be Mitsumi for real JAJAJAJAJAJA damn at least she had a goal im just trying my luck...

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vieraslaji · 7 months

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status: suuria määriä homeisen leivän keräämässä

#dude i'm so mad idk why this is bugging me so much #i see shit like it all the time on tiktok and i just roll my eyes bc yeah whatever america is the world's punching bag we're used to it #but idk i guess tumblr just feels like a safer kinder space?#and it sucks to see people confidently saying that english is only useful for casual conversation #as if millions of people don't get married in english every day #as if english speaking parents don't experience the same amount of joy at hearing their baby's first word as other people do #as if because i was born speaking the current lingua franca my words mean less in the language i feel the most comfortable in #and honestly the way the rest of the world talks about english does a really fucking good job of making us ashamed of ourselves #so mission accomplished i guess? but if that's not the goal #if people are just talking idly and can't see why that's hurtful #then please reconsider your assumptions #or else. bread.#angloposting #amerikkapaskaa

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nite-puff · 8 months

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ur taka-coded to me........ thorough and focused

YES!!!!

Glad I come across that way.