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#but jaguars is so fun to say in this song
kierancaz · 4 months
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Taylor Swifts pronunciation of “jaguars” in King Of My Heart will never not make me giggle
Like ok yah it’s for sure jag-gU-aRs u go girl
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ladykailitha · 1 year
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Star Child Part 1
This one is fun because I like the idea of both of them being famous.
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Newscaster: In entertainment news today, Indiana is hosting it’s own Love Loud concert for the first time this year. The idea which spawned from Dan Reynolds of Imagine Dragon’s fame in his own home state of Utah, is to be a celebration of all the kinds of love that are out there, but mainly focusing on the LGBTQ+ community, as proceeds from the concert will go toward charities helping disadvantaged LGBTQ+ children and youth.
The headliner, or shall we say, headliners as Corroded Coffin and Steve Harrington formerly of the boy band, The Kings will be co-headlining tonight. Both are Indiana natives, having made it big. Corroded Coffin, best known for their heavy metal riffs and hard hitting lyrics, formed as a band in their high school and made it big in just two short years. Last year, they sold out Madison Square Garden in under 5 minutes.
Which couldn’t be farther from Steve Harrington’s music if it was designed that way. Steve Harrington made it big in the boy band The Kings, with bandmates, Billy Hargrove, Tommy Hagan, and Jonathan Byers. At the height of their stardom, Steve broke away to write his own music and shot to the top of the charts with his first hit single ‘Drowning in Your Brown Eyes’. Since then Steve has charted ever single he’s put out since.
Steve Harrington will open for Corroded Coffin who will finish off the night with the kind of explosive showmanship they are known for.
Other acts tonight are...
Eddie turned off the TV in his hotel room, having seen what he wanted to. It was nice to see that his band was given the same amount of air time Steve Harrington did. More, technically. It only took selling out MSG to get that kind of recognition. Which was fine. It was what it was. Metal would always be looked down on as other. But that Steve was only mentioned in reference to his old boy band made him smile.
Considering that asshole had made their sound check hell. And worse he didn’t have his band to bitch to, because all three of them were suddenly enamored with pretty boy Stevie.
So yeah, okay, so what if Steve had good sense of timing, solid vocals, and great music writing skills? It just made him more annoying, not less.
He flopped back on the bed and covered his face with hands, to muffle his screams of frustration.
Eddie got up and decided, Fuck it. Fuck Steve Harrington. He was going to blow this stuck up prick out of the water tonight.
He put on his tightest jeans, his messiest chains on his belt, wrists, and neck. He put on a leather jacket and no shirt. He pulled on his chunkiest boots and looked at himself in the mirror.
Fuck yeah.
He grabbed his guitar, and smiled one last time in the mirror.
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Eddie was sitting in the makeshift green room, tuning his baby and steadfastly ignoring his bandmates.
“I still think this whole idea is stupid,” he groused.
Jeff scoffed. “You’re just bitter you didn’t think of it first.”
Eddie rolled his eyes. “As if. I just don’t think our fans are going to like it.”
“If they don’t,” Gareth said, tapping out a beat on his thigh with his fingers, “then they’re stupid and shouldn’t be our fans.”
“Besides,” Brian said, “this isn’t our usual gig. You’re supposed to do outrageous shit like this.”
Eddie sighed. “Fine whatever.”
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Steve was having the time of his life. He was singing his heart out and the crowd was eating it up.
He watched the audience to see if they had caught on to the trick yet. But it didn’t seem like anyone had. It was seamless.
And then it was time for the last song and he moved from center stage to the left and the crowd got a little restless. What was that about?
Steve grinned. “This boy he’s a real star child...” he sang. And crowd went wild.
They went even crazier when the other side of the stage lit up to reveal Eddie Munson, lead singer and guitarist for Corroded Coffin.
“This guy feels like a jaguar...” he belted into his mic.
And the crowd melted and then roared to life as these two singers who couldn’t be further apart musically tore up “Low Key in Love” by The Struts and Paris Jackson.
Eddie kept looking over at Steve and he’s not sure if it’s the song, the lights, or the way Steve is putting his heart and soul into singing, that he falls a little bit in love with this man.
And then Steve looked directly at him as he sang, “Maybe I’ll never have the guts to say what’s on my mind!”
And it’s a good thing the rest of the song was just repeats of the earlier parts, because Eddie nearly blue screened it.
And then the last cords fade away and the crowd is still screaming.
Steve threw his arms around Eddie as they cheered.
“What the hell, Harrington?” Eddie murmured away from the mic. “Where was that growl and energy during the sound check?”
“And risk my voice before a set?” Steve whispered back.
Eddie turned bright pink.
“Corroded Coffin!” Steve screamed, stepping away from Eddie first, as to not blow out his ears. And the lights came on behind them to reveal that the Corroded Coffin members had been playing almost the whole set.
“I love my guys,” he continued. “I tour with some of the best in the business, but playing with Corroded Coffin is a dream come true!”
Jeff, Gareth, and Brian all cheered, while Eddie continued to cover his face with his hair to hide the blush.
“Let’s hear it for Corroded Coffin everyone!”
And the crowd cheered even louder.
Steve clapped Eddie on the shoulder and bowed out.
Eddie did the only thing he knew how to do. And that was rock out. He channeled all his emotions into his music.
“Let’s get it started!” he roared into his mic. And then launched into ‘Boys for Boys’ one of their first singles about being gay in the metal scene.
After the show when Eddie was riding high off the pure adrenaline of playing to such a crowd, when he nearly ran into Steve. Like almost bulled him over.
“Shit, man,” Eddie said. “I’m sorry.”
Steve smiled softly. “It’s no trouble, I wasn’t watching where I was going.” He patted Eddie on the shoulder and slipped into the crowd.
Eddie frowned, but shrugged and dug into his jacket pocket for his lighter and pack of cigs. But his hand touched a bit of paper first and he pulled it out.
It read Hopper’s Bar 11pm -Steve and on the back was a phone number. He blinked and looked back at the direction Steve had gone but the crowd had closed around him and he couldn’t see anything, let alone Steve.
He pulled out his phone and put Steve’s number in under Pretty Boy and then synced it to the cloud. Because Eddie wasn’t about that rom-com bullshit about losing a number and never seeing the person again.
He walked back to the green room to meet up with the guys. He was greeted by lots of booze and loud cheering.
“You still think it was a shit idea, Eddie?” Brian teased.
Eddie scoffed. “Even broken clock is right twice a day, man.”  
He leaned over to put his guitar away and something fluttered at of his pocket.
Jeff leaned over to pick it up. He pursed his lips and shook his head. He shoved it at Eddie. “You still want to tell me he wasn’t flirting with you at sound check?”
Gareth and Brian perked up.
“What’s this?” Gareth asked, leaning over to see around Eddie.
“Steve gave Eddie his number and asked him out,” Jeff said with a grin.
Gareth and Brian started stomping and oohing.
Eddie yanked the paper out of Jeff’s hand. “I don’t know what you’re talking about. You know I can’t stand the guy.”
Brian laughed. “Yeah, so why didn’t you throw it away, then?”
Eddie could feel the blush burning his neck and ears. “Shut it.” He snapped the clasps on his guitar case and booked it to their limo, the chorus of laughter following him close behind.
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bro i dont check tumblr that often and my mind was blown when i opened the app and saw that picture of ashfur 😭 i cant believe its your least popular print, i saw it and my first thought was "wow i need that on my wall"
anyways, that was just a really long way to say i love love love the ashfur drawing you did such a fantastic job on it and im def buying it the next time i get paid 🖤🖤
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aww this is so nice <33 KIPO is a tv show on Netflix about a purple furry jaguar girl. I made the print based off this song & her transformation sequence….I know why it hasn’t been very popular as a print but it was still fun to experiment with some different stuff…maybe I should add some more KIPO stuff to the shop to go along with it 🤔
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seeminglyranch87 · 7 months
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Taylor & Travis Timeline
September 2023 - part 2
September 17 - Chiefs v Jaguars, Everbank Stadium, Jacksonville, FL. Chiefs defeat Jaguars 17 - 9
Travis returns to play after his knee injury in the Chiefs vs Jaguars game. During the game, sports commentator Ian Eagle makes multiple Taylor Swift song references (x)
"Kelce finds a blank space for the score!"
Taylor goes out for dinner at Zero Bond with Blake Lively in NYC (x)
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September 18 - Sports commentator, Rich Eisen, posts a video to instagram of him making Taylor Swift song references during Travis' training (x). “Look what you made me do, @killatrav.” 
"The injury, one would think is delicate. He's been able to shake it off"
Travis replies
"Well played Rich... Well played 👏🏻😂"
September 20 - Jason Kelce, on the WIP morning show, is asked about the Taylor and Travis rumours, and he responds
"Its hard to answer because I don't really know a lot about what's happening in Travis' love life... but having said that, I think he's doing great and I think its all 100% true, and i hope this thing goes a mile - no I'm joking, I don't know what's happening."
(x 0:30)
Travis speaks with Kristen Cavallari on her podcast Let's Be Honest where they talk dating. Travis says he is not interested dating someone "high maintenance" but the "initial spark is always fun" and looking for a partner "based on how kind hearted and sweet like my mother is" and they need to "have some sweetness to you" (x)
September 21 - Travis, on the Pat McAfee show, says he thought it was "hilarious" how much traction the situation had, saying
“I threw the ball in her court... I told her I’ve seen you rock the stage in Arrowhead, you might have to come see me rock a stage in Arrowhead and see which one is a little more lit. We’ll see what happens in the near future”
So at this point it's obvious that arrangements had been made for Taylor to attend Travis' next game at Arrowhead Stadium, on Sept 24th. (x)
The Messenger publishes an article (x)
"She and Travis have hung out twice, and it's nothing serious. She thinks he is very charming, and they have been texting this last week," the insider exclusively tells The Messenger. "He is a little embarrassed at how much attention they are getting, but he has told her he would love to continue seeing her."
September 22 - At his Kelce Car Jam (x), Travis is seen wearing a 'Vigilante Sh*t' friendship bracelet, given to him by a swiftie at the event (x)
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September 24 - Chiefs v Chicago Bears, Arrowhead Stadium, Kansas City. The Chiefs defeat the Bears 41 - 10.
The day Taylor and Travis broke the internet. Taylor is seen with Travis' mum, Donna, in Travis' suite at Arrowhead Stadium. During the game, Travis gets a touchdown and Taylor reaction goes viral, as she's seen hi-5ing, chest bumping, yelling and banging on the glass. Notably, her reaction receives more airtime than the actual plays of the match and it makes international news. After the game, Taylor and Travis drive off in his convertible and have dinner together at the Prime Social Rooftop. After this, the two reportedly celebrate with the team and leave the venue between 1am and 2am. (x seemingly ranch origins)
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Taylor & Travis leave Arrowhead stadium together after the game (x)
Travis & Taylor drive off together in a convertible - no security in sight (x)
Travis and Taylor were seen arriving at 8:45pm to Prime Social, KC and drinking together & showing lots PDA according to others present at the invite only occasion (x)
TMZ posts a photo of Taylor and Travis after the game (x).
Travis and Taylor were seen arriving at 8:45pm and showing lots PDA according to others present at the invite only occasion (x)
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September 25 - Details come out about Taylor and Travis' night after the game. A source tells ET (x) (x)
"Travis bought out the restaurant for his family and team. Taylor arrived, wearing a denim dress, and was seen snacking, having some cocktails and dancing alongside Travis. The two were very affectionate with one another but kept things fun and lighthearted. Travis' teammates also showed up to the after-party, as well as his mom and dad, Donna and Ed. The party lasted until 2 a.m."
Coach Reid of the KC Chiefs, when asked about Taylor Swift, jokingly says (x 5:57)
"I set them up."
New England Patriots head coach Bill Belichick, a noted Swift fan who attended the Eras Tour at Gillette Stadium said (x) (x)
"Travis Kelce has had a lot of big catches in his career, this would be the biggest."
In the days following September 24th, the term 'the Taylor Swift effect' is used frequently to describe the unique impact Taylor has on culture, media, and football in particular. (x) (x) The official NFL tiktok and twitter pages change their name and image to reference Taylor's appearance at the game, also tweeting a video of the two of them with the caption "two goats".
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September 26 - Taylor is seen leaving Kansas City in her plane "2 days after attending Travis Kelce's Chiefs game" (x)
People publishes an article (x)
"They're just hanging out, and there's no pressure," a source tells People after Swift attended the Kansas City Chiefs' game on Sunday
The source says the pair are still in the "super, super early days" of getting to know one another.
"They're having fun," adds the insider, noting that Swift and Kelce had met prior to her attendance at the game. "This was Taylor's first time meeting his mom and dad, and everyone was enjoying themselves. She was super chill and low-key hanging out with his friends and family."
September 27 - Ep55 S2 of the New Heights podcast airs. Travis and Jason mention that the podcast has reached 1 million followers on youtube (a big jump from the 800k followers they had the week prior). Travis addresses all the excitement around Taylor attending the game and expresses his gratitude that she was there, whilst still respecting Taylor's privacy. Jason fills Travis in on the "400% increase" in Travis Kelce jersey sales (x) (x)
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Jason Kelce goes on the 94WIP Morning Show and responds to the media frenzy around Taylor attending Travis' game, saying (x)
"My reaction was exactly... this is exactly what I think is going to happen. She's going to go to the game and the world is going to lose their g*ddamn mind"
In response to another question about the nature of Taylor and Travis' relationship, Jason says (x)
"I would say with this one, it definitely seems like he is going above and beyond to be a gentleman."
Heinz debut a 'Ketchup and Seemingly Ranch' flavour after Taylor inspired the viral tweet with her choice of game snack. (x) (x) (x) Vogue also mention 'seemingly ranch' (x)
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September 28 - Mark Cuban on First Take says Taylor should break up with Travis and date one of the Dallas Mavericks. Travis tweets a reply (x)
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i.e. let me join the Mavericks for 10 days and she will be dating one of your players... he can and will fight
Jordan Schultz, NFL insider, says that Taylor plans to attend the Chiefs vs Jets game (at Metlife Stadium on October 1) to watch Travis play for the second time. (x) (x)
A video and photo is published by the Daily Mail of Taylor from September 24. She is seen with Travis' friends and family as they leave his house and head to the Chiefs game. The footage appears to be taken from a neighbours doorbell camera, hence due to its intrusive nature I will not be posting it.
September 30 - A tweet is posted stating that Donna, Travis' mum, confirmed "two weeks ago" that Travis and Taylor were dating. Presumably the Eagles vs Vikings game on September 14 (x)
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Taylor is seen attending Inez Reynolds' birthday party with Blake and Ryan
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Travis was rumoured to have visited Taylor at her NYC apartment this afternoon (x). Travis was seen returning to his hotel being dropped off by Taylor's security (x)
Later that day, Taylor went out for a girls night with Blake, Sophie, Melanie, Brittany, Ashley, Robyn Lively, and others at Emilio’s Ballato Italian restaurant in NYC (x) (x)
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Travis went out for dinner with his team to Meduza Mediterrania. He is photographed returning to the team's hotel by 11pm (their curfew)
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fishyyyyy99 · 5 months
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Hello! Do you have a top 5 moments for benvi?
Hi! This is a difficult question, and I'm not sure I have an unchanging answer. But I'll try to answer based on what I currently think. Also, I'm sorry - I've chosen 7 moments instead of 5 (narrowing it down that much was hard enough).
1. I have two moments that are tied for first position. These are also probably my two favourite Never Have I Ever moments, not just my two favourite Benvi moments:
1. 3 x 10
When Ben finally tells Devi how much he'll miss her, and Devi is surprised by how she suddenly feels knots in her stomach - it's a chef's kiss moment. It made me incredibly emotional. There was something so triumphant (it's an important character development moment for Devi plus my Benvi shipping heart was happy) , yet subtle and real about that moment. The song that plays during that scene - Car Keys by Jaguar Sun will forever represent to me, the quiet realisation that someone is your person.
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4 x 04
I love, love how Devi finds Ben near the lockers, and rescues him by giving him her shirt. First of all, it's Devi doing something super meaningful for Ben after so long. I also like that despite not being on talking terms, she still understands him really well and cares for him. I also like that the trope of the girl wearing the guy's shirt gets reversed, and she gives him the shirt that she's wearing, instead. Their eye contact is SO intense, and I really like how he shakes his head as if to clear it because just looking at her puts him under a spell. And then, there's their banter, and his tiny smile even though they're not friends at that point. I also like how she understands what he wants to say before he says it out loud, and accepts it. I just love their repressed longing in this scene!
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2. 4 x 05
It was so beautiful to see Ben and Devi act so maturely in this scene and know exactly how to comfort each other. I also liked that their conflict got resolved without much drama in this scene, and that they went back to being best friends. I loved Devi's smile - she was so happy that she had helped Ben feel "oddly inspired".
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3. 3 x 02
I actually really like the scene in which Aneesa sees Ben and Devi just having fun, because to me, it captures the essence of Benvi - they're best friends first, and lovers next. It shows just how much they enjoy spending time together. I also really like the scene in which Ben is texting Devi during Aneesa's game, their scenes in 1 x 05 and 1 x 06, their scenes in 3 x 05, and the scene in 3 x 09 after Devi apologises to him. TBH, Benvi as a whole is an enemies to lovers arc, but in season 3 specifically, it was a best friends to lovers arc, in my opinion. And this scene in 3 x 02 shows very clearly from an outsider's perspective just how they seem to have a world of their own. TBH, I think all of their other friendship moments together, form rank number 3 on this list (I think they're the reason the scene in 3 x 10 was so meaningful to me). But I'm choosing 3 x 02 to represent their friendship, because it shows someone within the show recognising how Ben and Devi have fun together.
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4. There are three scenes here at position number 5.
1 x 10
Devi realises that Ben waited for her, and then she kisses him. I love how he kisses her back, then pulls back to see if this is really happening before leaning in for a much deeper and longer kiss. This is undoubtedly my favourite kissing scene on the show. What a perfect end to a great first season.
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3 x 10
Devi deciding to have sex on her own terms, and not out of peer pressure is also a great character development moment for her. I really liked how she surprised herself like Dr. Ryan said she might. And this was such a satisfying and triumphant end to season 3. The use of the "boink card" was such a cute way to execute this.
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4 x 10
The very, very last Benvi moment during which we see them hanging out together at Princeton. This moment just felt so very real to me. I'd say it was the realest moment in the series for me. Something about it felt so natural, and they looked like a real couple. I almost forgot that I was watching a TV show.
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Chapter 1- Joe Cool 😎
Joe
I danced a little gig as I walked into my penthouse apartment carrying a case of beer.
As most of you probably know, I am Joe Burrow, rookie quarterback for the Cincinnati Bengals.
Who Dey!🧡🖤
Anyway, if you have kept up with me at all you probably know that this season has been rough for me starting out.
I mean, today we got our FIRST freakin’ win of the season against the Jacksonville Jaguars.
And it is week 4. 🤦🏻‍♂️
Folks ,as you know , I had an undefeated season and a natty Championship win during my last year at LSU,
So, needless to say, losing is not in my vocabulary and most definitely something I am not used to
AT ALL. 🥴
But what can I say? It was bound to happen because I had been warned that during my rookie NFL season I would probably take my fair share of lumps.
Just call me Mr.Lumpy. 😂🤦🏻‍♂️
Anywho, moving on.
I have other issues at the current moment.
I rubbed my swollen jaw.
Yes I said swollen jaw.
Yes, I got sacked a few times during the game but that has nothing to do with the swelling of my jaw.
I was interviewed by the lovely,vivacious Linsie Wellington after the game.
Ah,miss Linzie.
The most respected sports announcer in Florida.
And the hottest.🔥❤😜😎
I mean,dayum. Boys, the woman is smoking.
I'm so damn sorry but when a woman looks like that I just gotta say something.
Okay, so normally Miss Hottie(I mean,Linzie ) is an announcer but tonight she did an interview.
An interview with yours truly. (Pops collar)
So.....anyway......when she was finished asking me all those beloved things an interviewer asks.....I just couldn't stand it anymore. I just had to say something.
And this is what I said.
I gave that black haired bombshell my million dollar sultry smile and said this little piece right here.
"Give me your car keys so I can drive you crazy." 😉
Yeah, yeah, crazy pick up line,I know.
But hey it works.
A lot.😎
And boy would I like to drive this woman crazy. 😍
I think miss Linzie liked it just a little.
Ah,hell who am I kidding? I KNOW she liked it.
I saw her blushing.😎
However, there was someone who didn't like it.
That someone was her boyfriend. 🥴😎
Damn, that man can swing a fist.
Hell,I didn't know she had a boyfriend.
Or did I?
😂😂😂😂😂ahem
So there you have it,folks. The story of my freakin bruised jaw.
What can I say?
I'm a hot mess.😎
I sighed as I dragged myself to my fridge and pulled out a beer.
Ahhhhh....smooth as hell. Already made me forget about my damn messed up jaw.
I know I shouldn't be drinking but hell, we freakin' won today!
A man's gotta celebrate.
Yeehaw!
Anyway........twelve to fifteen beers later, I'm pretty sure I was on the verge of passing out.
Just as I leaned back on my huge designer couch and shut my eyes,my doorbell rang
Awww hell no!
I groaned and I stood up with my head absolutely swimming,and trudged over to the door.
How I made it without falling on my ass i will never know.
Anyway.....when I opened the door....there stood a girl with bleach blonde hair and a skirt on up to her rear end.
Mmmmm......mama mia😍
And no, I don't have a damn clue what her name is .
She's a chick I met at the bar the other night.
I'm pretty sure I've already had at least one round of wild and crazy sex with her.
Or was that her sister?😎
Hell, who am I kidding? I probably had em both.
"Hey stud.....good game today." The woman said,batting her eyelashes at me.
"Thanks" I said,smirking and winking.
"I think we should...ya know.....have a little fun ."She said,with a wink.
"Hell yeah" I said,smirking.
The next thing I knew we were in the floor,heavily making out.
I am a worn out ol boy but I am NEVER too tired for some poontang.😎
So....with that being said.....scram...ya filthy animals! 😎
However,please do visit tomorrow.
I'm sure I shall have a ton of things to talk about if ya know what I mean.😎
Song of the chapter -Just A Gigolo by David Lee Roth
Hey guys! I know this is definitely a different Joe than we are used to seeing but hey, I find this side of Joey B rather hot 🥵 myself.
As I’ve said, this is my story from Wattpad but I will be changing it slightly.
Thanks so much for reading!
Will update soon!
Much love,
Leslie ❤️
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leafsgarbage · 1 year
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leave before you love me | m.a.
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A/N: It was hard to figure out how to go about this one
Synopsis: He doesn’t really want you to care for him and the little scars he hides so well
Genre: Band!AU, fluff, angst (duh)
Warnings: drug use, strip clubs, toxic relationship, 
Pairings: leadsinger!Atsumu x f!reader, timeskip!Atsumu x f!reader.
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“We’re going tomorrow night.” Mila says to you. She’s been raving about this band for the longest time. “Taro is opening for them!”
You pull up your head from the kitchen table, you got home 20 minutes ago from working at the club and your head hurts. She knows you love Taro which is why she used that against you. “Fine. I’m not working tomorrow anyway.”
She claps her hands together. “Maybe you could wear what you’re wearing now! Your bodysuit looks cute. Did they tip you for handing them drinks.”
You smile, remembering it was a busy Thursday. “Yea, a bachelor party came in, and although I think they’re absolute pigs, they do tip a shit ton.”
“Ugh, I wish, my shift starts at seven pm, and I finish at midnight so I’ll meet you at the club they’re performing at.” She looks at her watch and notices it’s about six am. “Agh, go to sleep ok, get some rest.”
“G’night.” You change out of your clothes, shower, and then you fall dead on your bed.
You hardly ever have dreams, but this time, you dreamt that you and Mila were somewhere better than a scruffy two bedroom apartment in the middle of Chicago. Despite the shitty apartment, you two had a wonderful view of the city, and that was about the nicest thing you had.
Working as a waitress definitely helped you be able to pay your rent and own a couple of nice things. You love the girls you met there, but you just aren’t sure if this is what you want to be doing forever. There was just never another option for you.
When you wake up its one in the afternoon. You have a long day before you have to meet up with Mila, so you clean the house, make breakfast, and get ready to head to the gym.
It’s about 5pm when you walk in and spot Kenma and Kuroo, your friends from the orphanage. “Hey!” You wave them down and Kuroo gives a big and bright smile while Kenma waves slightly. They own the gym chain after Kenma made a fortune doing what he loves and Kuroo was a good business partner. They’re like you and Mila, joint together. “I haven’t seen you guys around here in forever! What are you guys doing?”
“Monthly inspection at the gyms.” Kenma replies.
Kuroo spits and laughs. “There’s a band that this kid likes in town, so we decided to kill two birds with one stone.”
You think for a second. “Is it the Jaguars or something? Mila and I are going to that too, tonight.”
“It’s The Jackals,” Kenma corrects.
Kuroo points at Kenma then looks back at you. “Did you get reeled in because she said-”
“Taro was going to be there, yes I did.” You two laugh together. Kuroo introduced you to Taro, he’s very big and upcoming, but you assume The Jackals are too since so many people like them. “Do you guys wanna work out with me? Its leg day.”
The two of them cross their arms in an X and shake their heads. “Last time we did that, Kenma was bedridden, and my co-workers made fun of me, so no thank you Sweetie.”
You laugh and punch Kuroo’s shoulder, everyone at the orphanage called you a sweetheart, so Kuroo aptly nicknamed you Sweetie. “Alright you big babies, I’ll see you at the concert.” They wave goodbye and you get to work.
You pull up your workout playlist and decide to add some of The Jackals’s song that would fit your workout playlist. You add Hardest to Love, Starboy, When will I See You Again, and Gimme Love. The first song was upbeat and everything, but the message behind it was so sad. He’s singing how hard it must be to love him and he feels bad that the other person tries so hard and puts up a front to be with him. Obviously at the end, they eventually give up and he talks about how he knew this was going to happen.
Your heart clenches, but you continue to the next song. Starboy was even more upbeat that the last, but it was very accusatory. Like they were pointing a finger at someone and telling them ‘look what you did to me.’ You liked it.
When Will I See You Again was softer than the other two and it was sweet. Not as loud about their feelings as the other ones. It was just about holding someone close to them after them being away.
Then Gimme Love was about a relationship that was pretty doomed, but he can’t help but stay and try his best. He wants what they used to be, and even though it’s not good now, he can’t let go of them.
You listen to your regular playlist by Taro after you finish your squats and head to the leg press. You loved all his songs, but Psycho and Stay were your favorites, you just hoped he played them at his concert.
Once you finish up your workout its already 7pm. You head back home, eat dinner, and go shower again. You get ready in your concert clothes with your boots so your feet don’t die in the mosh. You also put on some makeup, jewelry, and perfume so you don’t smell too bad.
It’s 11pm once you finish and you rush out to get on the train. It’s about a 30-minute ride and you continue to listen to your Taro playlist, excited to see him so soon.
You get off on your stop and walk to the venue. It’s at an underground club in Chicago, they aren’t big artists yet, so the venues are smaller. You were there decently early, there were only about a handful of people so you grabbed a drink and sat at the bar.
You texted Mila to tell her were you were and she said she was leaving the club already. You texted Kuroo and he said they were driving and there was a crazy amount of traffic. So you just sat by yourself.
“Hey, can I get a blue moon.” The bartender cracks one open and hands it to him. “Thanks.”
You chuckle at the guy and he looks at you questioningly. “No orange?” You ask. Normally most people drink it with an orange.
He looks down at his drink and nods. “Didn’t feel like an orange kinda night.”
“I guess that’s fair.” You shrug and continue to sip on your drink.
“What about you, what are you drinking?”
You smile and nod your head. “Uh, sprite, ha.” The man chuckles.
He has a wonderful smile, you note, and his physique is quite impressive. “What are ya doin’ here so early? Big fan?”
“Um, my roommate told me to be here at midnight, so I like to be punctual.” You shrug
He nods in understanding and begins to take a seat next to you. “What’s yer name?”
You tell him. “You can just call me Sweetie. What about you?”
His eyes widen and you don’t know what you did wrong. “So, you came here, just for yer roommate, not cause you know the band that’s playin’ tonight?”
You shake your head. “I know Taro, and I just started listening to a few of the The Jackals’s songs today.”
He sets his beer down on the table and crosses his arms. “And which of their songs are yer favorite right now?”
You hum and think for a bit. “I think it’s Hardest to Love. I liked the openness of it. How he understands that he’s not easy to handle, but that he did love the person and he wishes he could have fixed it if only he knew how. I think it’s a pretty message and relatable. Shit happens, and you never know how to handle every situation.”
At the time you didn’t hear it, but he lets out a breath and then just smiles at you. “Wow, you really analyze songs a lot.”
You smile sheepishly and drink your soda. “I really like music, so I’m never opposed to listening to new artists.”
“That’s good to know.” He finishes the last of his beer and gets up. “I gotta run, but you enjoy the show.” You wave back about to ask for his name, but he’s already gone.
Not long after, Mila, Kuroo and Kenma show up. The four of you make your way to the front, and since you were there early, everything worked out. “Gahh I’m so excited Sweetie!”
“Me too! I’m so excited for Taro.” You and Kuroo fist bump and wait impatiently.
An MC comes out on stage to introduce. “How are all you gorgeous people doin’ tonight.” There’s a bunch of woo’s and yea’s coming from the crowd. “I won’t take up too much of your time, so first up we got Taro-” the crowd screams, you and Kuroo are among them. “Alright settle down, he’s performing four songs for you today. Then The Jackals will come in as your main set.”
Everyone claps and waits for the MC to finish. “Without further ado… make some noise for TARO!”
You and Kuroo are screeching, clapping your hands together. Taro comes out in some chains, a mesh shirt which has everyone going apeshit, sneakers, and a bucket hat. Everyone’s still screaming by the time he gets to the mic. “Alright, shut up you fucks.”
Everyone laughs and a few people scream ‘we love you Taro!’
He laughs into the mic and nods. “Yea I love you guys too. Now let’s get this going, what song are we thinking?”
Your mouth moves before you could even think. “PSYCHO!” You screech, but then get embarrassed after realizing how loud you were.
He laughs again, grabbing the mic off the stand and squats down in front of you. “Fitting, since you’re all a bunch of little psychos.” He rubs the top of your head with his hand and gets up. “Let’s get it.”
You die internally because holy shit, Taro touched you. You don’t have time to bask in it though because his number starts and you and Kuroo need to go crazy for it. He starts, “Yea my AP goin’ psycho…”
Taro’s numbers are to die for and everyone is having a great time. Before you know it, he’s on his last song of the night. “It’s been fun you guys, so let’s end it with Stay.”
You want to cry because that’s all you wanted. When he gets to the chorus, you and Kuroo yell, “but don’t count on me to stay!”
Taro finishes up and you’re sad to see him go. “Thank you Chicago! I’ll miss my hometown. We’ll see each other soon.” He winks at the crowd and you all cheer him off.
The MC comes back as the people behind him change up the set. “Alright, and our main set. Everyone, please welcome in The Jackals!” Mila is jumping and yelling while Kenma is just clapping, but he has this big smile on his face. You go to tie your shoes since someone stepped on your laces and undid them.
When The Jackals come up, the lead singer steps in front of the mic while the other three set up. “Hey everyone, if you don’t know,” you recognize the voice and you stand back up so quickly only to see the lead singer, the man you talked to at the bar looking down at you. “I’m Atsumu, the lead singer, that’s Shoyo on guitar, Kiyoomi on bass, and Kotaro on drums.” You stand unmoving, completely lost. How could you not know. “Now, I know we were gonna open with Starboy, but I’ve been convinced to start with Hardest to Love so enjoy this everyone.”
He smiles in your direction, and this does not go unnoticed by your roommate. “Sweetie, what in the hell happened.”
You stood there, still shocked. “All I did was make fun of his beer.”
Atsumu starts, “You try with me so many times…”
Regardless of anything, Atsumu had a wonderful voice that hit every note you could think of. High, low, whatever, he could do it. You didn’t know, but The Jackals knew he was showing off and just smirked to themselves.
Once he finishes he moves on. “Did you guys like that?” The crowd howls at him making him smile and chuckle. “We’ve got 8 more songs, let’s make this count, yea?” Everyone is excited and pumped up.
You try to enjoy the songs, but how can you when he’s looking at you so intensely. You decide to ignore it and have a fun time with your friends.
The last song comes up and it’s Cough Syrup, you haven’t listened to it so you decided to pay attention to the lyrics. It’s a great song, it helps slow down the fast tempo everyone was cheering at and is a great closing number. You make eye contact with Atsumu, a blush appears on your face but you refuse to look away.
Still, it doesn’t help that he’s looking at you with a grin on his face singing into the microphone. You can’t help it that he looks so incredibly attractive while doing it. It’s not your fault.
The music slows and Atsumu sings the last line, “One more spoon of cough syrup, now woah.” Everyone’s cheering and clapping while the band all gets on one knee and thanks everyone.
“Thank you Chicago, yer always my best crowd. Just tell Taro that yer all my hometown.” The crowd laughs and claps to the singer, he pushes his hair back with a hand, sweat prominent on his features. “Love ya.”
“We love you!” Everyone yells back at him. He smiles and waves goodbye, then everyone goes on their own way.
Atsumu is still there looking at you, he mouths to you ‘come backstage with your friends.’ You nod, unable to do anything else. “Hey guys, follow me.” They all do without question.
When you get to their room, there’s a man in front of the door. “You are?” He asks.
“Um, I’m y/n, Atsumu said to come back here.” He nods and opens the door for you. It’s all the band members sitting on the couch and Taro, except for Kiyoomi who’s in the shower.
“Sweetie! Hi.” He kisses the side of your cheek to welcome you and you’re taken aback, but don’t say anything of it. “Yer all her friends?”
Mila is frozen, her dreams coming true all at once. “Mila.” She says pointing to her self. The Jackals and Taro chuckle at her while Atsumu shakes Kuroo’s and Kenma’s hands.
“It’s nice to meet you all.” You say nodding your head in their direction.
Suna gets up and rubs your head. “You’re the psycho girl.”
“What?” Atsumu asks confused and your cheeks flush bright red.
“She asked me to play Psycho really loud. Good choice by the way.” You thank him for his music and Kuroo begins to engage in conversation with him.
Mila and Kenma somehow get talking to Shoyo and Kotaro in the meantime. “Cat got yer tongue?” Atsumu teases.
You roll your eyes, your previous nervousness fleeing, it’s just something about him. “Please, I was just feeling nervous.”
He chuckles at you. “Did ya like the show?”
“Yea, Taro was great, your voice broke a couple times though.” You tease back.
“What, there’s no way-” your laugh cuts him off and he pouts. “Not funny.”
You smile and pat his shoulder. “I think you did great, really. I liked all of the songs.” You’re staring at each other for too long and there’s just something there that you can’t deny.
He leans in to whisper in your ear, sending chills down your spine. “Would ya like to come over to my apartment?” You don’t want to get too attached to a singer, but you wouldn’t be opposed to it either. A night with him and maybe a little more doesn’t seem like a bad idea at all.
“Alright.” You smile.
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Despite common stereotypes, Atsumu was a gentleman above all else. He made sure you were comfortable, gave your roommate his address in case she wanted to go check on you, and asked if you were alright all the time.
“If I wasn’t ok, I would’ve kicked you and ran away with your car.” He chuckles and continues to change the gear on his car. “What’s it’s name again.”
He revs the engine. “Aran.”
“Ohh, where’d you get that name from?” You ask.
Atsumu shifts in his seat a bit and comes to a stop at a red light. “My brother and I used to live in a pretty bad neighborhood, and Aran was our friend. He was older than us so he and another guy named Shin were like family to us along with Rintaro.” He sighs and puts the car into gear to drive. “Anyway, when we were 17 Aran joined the army to help support his family, but he ended up in a crossfire and passed away.”
There was a lump in your throat and you weren’t sure what to say. “I’m glad I got to meet one Aran then.”
You thought he was going to stare you down but he just laughed. “Me, too. He was awesome.”
“I didn’t really live in the greatest place either, lots of kids I knew went to join the army, but I never heard if they were ok.” You fiddle with your hands a bit.
He asks, “Where did you live?”
“I grew up in the orphanage not too far from the venue you were at. I met all my friends there. They kind of kick you out as soon as you’re 16.” You shrug.
“Damn.” Atsumu says. “What’ve you been doin’ since then.”
“Work to live?” The two of you chuckle. “I work at a strip club in the heart of Chicago, I’m a waitress. I can’t dance for shit.”
He laughs at you and you just smile. “That’s good, let me know where and I’ll visit ya sometime.”
“I’m honored that you would pay me such a visit.” You push his shoulder and the two of you laugh together in the car.
You’re about to go down a steep hill but stop at the top. “My apartment is just down there.” He points all the way at the bottom. “We’re gunning it down.”
“Atsumu no-”
“Atsumu yes.” He winks and before you can say anything, you’re rolling down the hill grabbing onto Atsumu’s arm for dear life, eyes locked on the downhill road. You’re yelling and Atsumu is just laughing at you before coming to a hard stop at his place. “We made it.”
You look at him, arms shaking. “I’m gonna kill you.”
He smiles and kisses your cheek. “Chin up, let’s go eat, I’m starvin’.” The small kiss takes you aback, but you hop out of the car and follow him. He holds out his hand and you take it. He leads you up the stairs and into his apartment. “Sorry it’s kinda a mess.” He scratches the back of his head.
There’s papers all over and instruments all over the place, even a picture of him and- “Did you photo shop that?” It was a picture of him and someone who looked just like him on a volleyball court with seven other people
He looks to the picture you point at and laughs. “No, that’s my brother, we’re twins.”
“I feel bad for your mom, you guys must’ve been a handful.” You smile.
Atsumu nods, placing pizza into the microwave, a small smile spreading on his face. “She was great though, never gave up on us.” He looks up and his face drops. “I’m sorry, I wasn’t thinking-”
You hold up a hand and shake your head. “Don’t worry about it, I know you didn’t mean anything by it. Single parents are badass.”
He agrees. “D’ya know anything about yer ma?”
You shake your head. “No, I don’t even know if I want to, you know? It’s been so long, knowing who she is now would just make me so angry.”
The microwave dings and he goes to grab the pizza. “Follow me.” He leads you up yet another flight of stairs, but once you get to a door, the cool Chicago breeze welcomes you and you find yourselves on the attic.
You take in the beautiful view that surrounds you. The lights overwhelmingly yellow and orange, cars driving by, trains, busses, and the beautiful sky, that due to the pollution, only the moon was visible. There were a few stars here and there, ones that never quit. “This is everything. I can’t go back home now that I’ve seen this.”
“Then don’t.” Atsumu shrugs taking a bite of his pizza, offering you a slice. You decline.
You and him sit across from each other on these lawn chairs looking at the sky. When he finishes his slice you turn to him. “Why did you want me to come with you.”
“The truth?” He asks. You nod. “I was really just lookin’ for a nice night, but after talkin’ to ya, I think it’d be safe to say I’m glad I met ya.” Why is it that you’ve only just met and he causes your heart to flutter like this. This was cosmic, you felt it in your bones, and whether or not Atsumu wanted to admit it, he knew that too. Knew that you would be someone special, someone he wouldn’t let himself have, but he ignored all that. “Why did you accept?”
You shrug. “Random hookup didn’t seem like a bad idea. I got swept away by your rocker singer persona or whatever.” He smiles at you and grabs a hold of your hand. You don’t want to ask if he’s looking for a relationship, because you’re scared of the answer. You want him to keep holding your hand just as he is. “Why did you become a singer?”
“It was actually my second dream.” You sit up and turn to face him. “I wanted to become a pro-volleyball player, but our school wasn’t well equipped with training to even get past the first round in a tournament. I didn’t want to burden my ma.”
“For what it’s worth, I think, maybe in another life, you’re doing just that.” He chuckles and squeezes your hand. “Is your dad not in the picture?”
He shakes his head. “Nah. He took off after our fourth birthday. He was shit dad for the time he was there anyway, so I’d like to say we were better off without him.” Atsumu pulls out his phone and plays a song on it. You haven’t heard it before, but you recognize his voice through the speakers. “Dance with me?”
You get up and place your hand on his shoulder and the other in his hand while he wraps his other one securely around your waist. “Which one of your songs is this?”
“Slow Dancing in the Dark. Bokuto wrote it, his boyfriend and him were really goin’ through it at the time.” The two of you dance around the roof. He places you on the ledge and lets you jump onto him as he spins you in his arms.
You laugh and sway with him again. “You’re quite the charmer. You do this with a lot of girls?”
He shakes his head. “Nah, most of them don’t talk to me as much as you have.” He smiles.
“I like how open you are.” You blurt out, but it’s already out there. “I dunno, it just makes other people more comfortable to be real with you.”
“I never got anything from being a liar. I guess that’s just how I am. How do you get me to talk so much Sweetie? You haven’t talked much about yerself.”
“You haven’t asked.” You teased and he places you on his lap as you sit back down.
“What’s yer dream Sweetie?” He smiles and keeps you guys moving.
You hum and just wonder if maybe it was too deep to share, but he’s been so honest with you, you feel like you could tell him. “To have a family of my own. To never abandon them and make sure they know I love them with all my heart.”
“That’s a pretty dream.” You smile and rest your head on his shoulder, you two dance till the music stops.
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You wake up the next morning next to Atsumu on his bed. Memories from the night hit you like a bus and you want to squeal. He was sweet all the way through. You try to gather your thoughts but it was all scrambled with the fact that you slept with the lead singer of a band. You gotta cross that off a list somewhere.
Atsumu moves and he wakes up, looking at you holding the sheets up to your chest. “Mornin’.” He greets and you mutter a small hi as you shrink into the bed. “Ah, don’t be shy now. I’m gonna go make breakfast.”
You pull a shirt of his and some boxers out to wear and you make your way to the kitchen. He sees you come in and smiles while turning his head to the side. “I hope you don’t mind.” You refer to the stolen clothes.
He waves you off and continues to cook up some wonderful breakfast. “How d’ya like yer eggs?”
“Scrambled please.” He smiles cooking that right up. “How’d you become such a great cook.”
“My brother owns a restaurant.”
You nod. “Yea, I think he’d be disappointed if you didn’t know how to cook.” The two of you chuckle together and he places the egg on your plate.
“Any plans today?”
You think for a moment before groaning. “Yea, Mila and I work from 6pm to 1am today.”
Atsumu perks his head up and smiles. “I’ll bring the guys then, visit you on the job.”
You laugh and agree. “Ok, I’ll see you there then.”
The two of you eat breakfast together before he drops you off at your house, still in his clothes. “See ya later tonight.” He winks, and all you can do is smile and wave as he drives off. Before you can turn back around, Mila pulls you inside and up the stairs.
She sits you down on the couch and stares at you. “Alright, explain.”
“Well, he was really nice, we danced, talked and… well you know, then he made me breakfast and drove me back here, oh and he’s coming to our job later with his friends.” You tell.
Her mouth is stuck wide open, unable to move. “Oh my- how do you do that. Well now I’m nervous to go to work. I think he likes you y/n.”
“I don’t think that’s what he’s looking for Mila.” You get up and head to your room.
She laughs and shakes her head. “Well someone better tell him you don’t dance and be all sweet to your friends with benefits.”
“I don’t think that’s exactly what this is either.” You say.
“Well then it’s a big fat fucking ‘it’s complicated’.” She throws her hands up mumbling to herself about what to wear.
You’d hate to admit it, but you think that’s exactly what this is.
Nevertheless you got ready for your day with Mila. It wasn’t too crowded yet, and you would be lying if you said you weren’t antsy for Atsumu and the rest of them to show up. Mila picked up on it really quick.
“You’re gonna burn a hole in the door looking at it like that.” She quips
Your shoulders sag a little. “Am I that obvious?” You ask her.
“Only to me, Sweetie.” She pinches your cheeks before carrying her tray to her table.
Somewhere during your conversation a new table was sat, and when you went to wait on them you locked eyes with a familiar blonde. Your whole body relaxed, and Atsumu turned to you, a warmth spread throughout his body. Whatever was happening between the two of you was happening fast, and even though Atsumu knew he couldn’t give you more, he was selfish and wanted to have you if not just for another day.
He smiles charmingly at you when you get to the table. “Hello boys.”
“Hi Sweetie,” they all wave to you: Kotaro, Shoyo, and Kiyoomi. Atsumu grabs your hand and kisses it looking up at you. He was taking in the lovely corset you had on with the fishnets. 
You blushed deeply, but it was hidden by the bright and colorful lights in the club. “What can I do for you boys?” They give you their orders which you take diligently to the bar. 
“See, they got here.” Mila snickers and waves at them from behind the bar. “Let me help you with the drinks.”
The two of you finish them quickly and walk over to drop them on the table. Before you’re able to say anything you feel a quick slap on your ass. Your whole body freezes up and you turn to see a very drunk customer. “No touching,” you seethe.
Mila turns as well, standing next to you as help. “Mmm no, I don’t think that’s what you should say.” The guy walks right up to you and grabs your arm. Immediately another arm shoots out to grab his.
“Hey,” Atsumu says cooly grinning with mal intent. “Why don’t you let go of her arm yea?”
The guy is displeased and raises an arm to which Atsumu’s friends respond quickly by getting up, but he was stopped by Earl, one of the security workers. “Are you alright Sweetie and Mila?”
Mila nods. “Yea this guy needs to go, he’s touching.” She huffs and Earl nods.
“Don’t worry he’ll be gone soon.” Earl disappears with the man out the door and you let out a breath.
“Are you okay?” Atsumu asks, his jaw tight.
You nod breathing in. “Yea, it comes with the job. Earl and Riley are really good at kicking them out if need be.” You smile. “Sit down and relax, don’t worry too much about me.” 
“Well that’s not possible.” Atsumu murmurs, but you are already halfway back to the bar with Mila.
“You’re sick Atsumu.” Shoyo says.
Atsumu turns to his bandmate with a wary look. “Huh?”
Kotaro nods in agreement with the guitarist. “You got it bad Atsumu.” 
“She’s good. Really good.” Shoyo adds again. 
He ignores them and changes the subject. Kiyoomi and the rest of them understand he’s deflecting because he likes you too, but he can’t be with you. He won’t let himself be with you, and that’s exactly what they want him to see, that he can. 
Regardless of his distaste for their probing, Atsumu gets his notepad out and scribbles down some lyrics. “You really brought that with you?” Kiyoomi asks pointedly.
Atsumu rolls his eyes at his friend. “I bring it everywhere. I don’t know why you’re surprised. The boys begin conversing about their next upcoming show but Atsumu is watching you. He watches you laugh with Mila and charm the customers that come up to you. 
He hasn’t felt this sense of comfort in a long time, but watching you is inspiring in itself. He nudges Bokuto to get his attention. “What’s up?”
“Can you help me with this? I think it’s good.” He refers back to the notepad where he has the title of the song written.
Bokuto hums looking over the lyrics. “Locked Out of Heaven? Sounds good.” He doesn’t comment and how he talks so vividly about you. Even though he hasn’t said it, Bokuto knows. “Instead of cause you got me feelin like to cause you make me feel like, good?”
The two of them fix up some of the wording in the song meanwhile Shoyo called over one of the girls to dance for Kiyoomi. Kiyoomi is glaring at Hinata, but doesn’t shoo the girl away, he’s a gentlemen of course. 
Eventually your shifts are up and you come back out wearing some sweats and a hoodie. “All done.” You smile.
Atsumu looks at you with wonder as he takes in your clothes. “No corset? I think I like a girl in uniform.”
“I’m off the clock, mister.” You say teasingly before walking ahead of him and the others following. “What do you want to do?”
He hums stepping closer to you. “Do you like Just Dance?”
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Over the course of the next month or so you and Atsumu grew much closer and he released Locked Out of Heaven. While you had a sneaking suspicion it was about you, you never said anything. 
You, Mila, Kuroo, and Kenma still attended all of their concerts and the crowds kept getting bigger with each passing show. Atsumu lit up the stage, he was a performer, a great one and he captured everyone’s attention. You really couldn’t help but look at him with stars in your eyes every time. 
However, you were getting tired of not understanding where the two of you stood. It frightened you how much you liked Atsumu, how much you could envision him in your future. It scared you not knowing if he thought of you like you thought of him. 
That’s why you were standing outside his apartment and knocking on the door. He answered quickly and leaned on the door frame. “Hi Sweetie,” he kissed your cheek letting you in. “This is a nice surprise.”
When he closes the door you mumble a hello, but your nerves are at an all time high. He notices something is up and asks, but he already doesn’t like this feeling. To him, the point of not being in a relationship was to not feel this way. Like he was close to fighting with you and losing. “I just... I have a question.” You say looking up at him. “What am I... to you? Do you think about me?”
“I think about you a lot.” He admits, whether he wanted to or not. “What’s going on?”
“It’s just that I think about you all the time. I want you, all the time. More so, I just want to know that you’re with me, that you want me the same way I want you.” Atsumu recoils back from your admission like you shot him.
He shakes his head. “I’m confused.”
You throw your hands up a little frustrated. “I want you Atsumu. In every single way possible. I want your clothes at my apartment, I want to keep an extra toothbrush here. I want to go on dates with just you and me not in the house, I just want to hold your hand and I want to be together... officially together. I love-” You can barely get it out, but when you look at Atsumu’s face the words die on your lips. “What?”
“No.” He says sternly. “I never- when did you ever get the idea that that’s what this was?”
Your chest hurts in the worst possible way. This is not the way you expected this to turn out. “You can’t look at me the way you do and not expect me to think you love me too.”
Atsumu runs a hand through his hair and looks equally as upset as you are right now. “No you’re completely off the mark. This- this is not what that is. You need to get your delusions in check.”
You scoff getting angrier as the seconds pass. “It’s not delusions when even your friends say the same thing.”
His head shoots up at you. “What the fuck did they say to make you think that?”
“That they’ve never seen you happier, that you seem lighter and like you’re finally able to let someone love you instead of thinking you can’t.” You spit out at him.
“Well they fucking lied to you.” He grits. 
You shake your head. “You’re insane Atsumu. I know you love me too. Why is it such a fucking problem for you to admit that?”
“Because it’s not fucking true, Sweetie. I don’t know how you deluded yourself into that-”
“Don’t call me fucking crazy, I’m not fucking crazy.” You stand up from the couch and walk over to him. “You can’t touch me the way you do and look at me like you do and say you don’t care about me. I won’t let you lie straight to my fucking face.”
“I don’t want a relationship, I don’t want this. I don’t want the expectations that come with this.”
It grabs your attention as you laugh humorlessly. “Yea Atsumu, I expect you to love me fucking back, that’s so much to ask for though with you isn’t it.”
He buries his hands in his hair ruffling it. “This is exactly what I’m talkin’ about! I don’t want this fighting, we’re not even together, shit. We’re not together!”
“I think I understand that very well. Why won’t you let me love you Tsum?” You whisper. 
“Because I don’t fucking want it, I don’t want you, I don’t want an us, I’ve made myself pretty fucking clear.”
“Loud and clear. Especially when I’ve just admitted that I love you and you throw shit in my face.” You retort. 
He sighs, “Shut up Sweetie, please.”
“The day I do is the day I stop caring about you, Atsumu.” He’s frustrated because he doesn’t know how to explain this to you and he doesn’t want to.
“Just go. Just fucking leave.”
“I’m not leaving this goddamn apartment until you tell me you don’t love me!” You say, tired and desperate. “Do you love me Atsumu?”
He shakes his head. “I don’t wantcha to love me.”
You recoil and cross your arms. “But do you love me, please? I don't think that’s much to ask.”
He doesn’t have it in him to say it, but he cannot stand you to be here a second longer. “News flash, Sweetie. It’s not that hard to not fall in love with you. You should have learned that by now.” He went real low, even knows it from the way your face falls and you lose the fight you had in you. His chest tightens from the look you give him. “The door is right fuckin’ there. I didn’t think you were so dense, fuck!”
“Don’t fucking talk to me like that!” You yell back. “All I wanted Atsumu-” you choke on a sob. “All I really wanted, was to know that someone fucking loved me for once.” You say as a whisper. “And that-” you sniffle, wiping your tears, “that you knew loving you isn’t a chore, it was a goddamn fairy tale. Even now. Even as you push me away and tell me you hate me, I still love you.” You leave, deciding that Atsumu isn’t hard to love at all, but he makes it hard to stay.
When the door shuts and he can no longer hear your footsteps, Atsumu throws the remote control at his wall. “Fuck!”
You don’t hear from him since then, and Mila had her work cut out for her. Knowing that the singer from her favorite band did this to her best friend is something she wouldn’t stand for. 
She blocked all of their numbers from both of your phones. Even though the other boys didn’t do anything she had to be extra sure he had no way of contacting you. Kuroo and Kenma were let in on the whole thing too.
As you nursed your broken heart Mila held onto you as you tried to explain what he said, and that really solidified her hatred for the man. “That is not true Sweetie. I’ll love you till the day I die.” She kissed the top of your head as you cried yourself to sleep. 
Kuroo and Kenma visited too and she let them in on what happened. “Why would he-”
“I have no idea. I think he just wanted to hurt her, because I don’t believe for one second that he wasn’t in love with her.” The three of them nod in agreement as they witnessed Atsumu with you first hand. “He’s just a fucking idiot.”
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“You’re a fucking idiot.” Kiyoomi chimes in after listening to Atsumu’s rant about what happened with you weeks ago. They all asked where you had went, and with enough probing they got it out of him.
Atsumu looks shocked. “She’s delusional.”
Bokuto shakes his head. “She would be if she wasn’t right. She’s right, Atsumu and in your heart of hearts I know you know that. I know you know that you’re also in love with her.”
The singer groans. “Not you guys too.”
“I think you’re just in denial because then you would have to face the fact that you treated her disgustingly awful.” Kiyoomi says. “For some unknowing reason she fell in love with you. I think this is where your luck runs out Atsumu, because you’re never going to meet someone like that again.”
All of them are shocked at how much Kiyoomi was saying all at once. He normally was quiet, but you and the bassist developed a nice friendship, which was saying a lot for Sakusa.
“He’s not wrong Atsumu.” Hinata breaks the silence. “The quicker you realize that, then the faster you can beg for her forgiveness, because I don’t think you’ll get her back with anything less.”
The boys get up to set up their instruments leaving Atsumu in their dressing room to wonder how he got here in the first place. He felt so many things all at once and he turned to his notepad, because he couldn’t express himself in any other way. 
He performed with group and charismatic as he may be, they noticed how off he was. At one point during the show he slipped up the lyrics to one of the songs. “Shit...” he laughs it off. “Maybe I’m just a little fucked up guys I’m sorry.” The crowd cheers him on regardless, but he finds himself looking for your face. A glimpse of it somewhere, and the disappointment burns him in a way he has never experienced. 
Once the set finishes he goes back to his notepad, ignoring the stares his friends give him. He looks at Bokuto with a knowing look. The drummer sits down and pats his back. “What do you need help with?”
The two of them get to writing together, although it was mostly Atsumu’s words Bokuto helped clean it up. Atsumu was always good at understanding his emotions when they were on a piece of paper, but how could he go after what he really wanted. Every relationship he ever had crashed and burned, just like yours did and it didn’t even have a label on it. 
But that was his mistake.
You were never just going to be another girl to him. He loved you more than he cared to admit. So much that it ached. So much that he couldn’t bear how fast his heart beat around you and he had to burn you too. He was most definitely the problem. 
You just wanted an unconditional love, and he did love you, but could he love you the way you deserved? Was it fair that he decided these things for you? Probably not. 
He wasn’t sure how he was going to get you to meet with him. After what he said he wouldn’t want to either, but he picked up his phone and tried to call. “The number you’re trying to reach...” Yea. He should’ve expected that one.
He tried Mila’s and the same thing happened. The same thing would happen with your other friends’ numbers. “Shit.” He clicks his tongue but then turns his attention to Kiyoomi. “Hey, Omi-”
“Don’t even try.” He said tuning his bass not even looking up. “She’s blocked all of us, all of them did. Not that I really blame her.” 
Atsumu nods, but decides this is just a little bump in the road. He needs to plan everything anyway, it would be silly to ask for you back without one. He needed to plan.
Over the next few days he booked a venue, the same one you met at. He donated what he could to the orphanage you grew up in. In the hopes that the children live a little better than you did. He doesn’t really plan on telling you that one. 
It was difficult for him, the band was in the middle of a life changing contract, but his priorities were set for the first time in his life. He pleads his bandmates to help him, and they accept because you deserve to have a choice on whether or not you get to be with the person you love. 
He goes to the strip that you work out and hopes to run into you, but he’s met with Mila, a more formidable opponent. She looks up with a smile to greet the new customer, but when she sees him her face drops. “You’ve got about ten seconds to get out before I ask Riley to do it.” 
“I just need two minutes.” He asks.
“You don’t deserve any.” She cleans the glasses in front of her not looking at it. “I mean it.”
Atsumu nods. “I know. I know I don’t, but listen to me and if you don’t want to after that then I’ll leave.”
She looks skeptical but relents. You deserve the choice to be with him or not. Not that she believes he deserves it. “Two minutes. Starting now.” 
“I didn’t mean it.” He says sheepishly. “Any of it and if I could take it back I would. I-” He huffs out a breath, wishing he could talk to you. “I don’t think I’ve ever felt the way I did with her, and I know that she deserved more than I could offer, but I do want her.” His fists clench trying to get out the right words. “I want her more than I have wanted anything, and it scared me and I fucked up I know, but I- well... I love her. Whether I deserve to or not I do. And by some miracle she loves me too... or did.” 
Atsumu shakes his head to get back on track, Mila’s full attention is on him as he slips her a flyer and four tickets. “If you could get her to come to this show... I’d owe you everything, regardless of what happens I just don’t want to lie to her anymore.”
Mila peaks at it and watches him leave as he doesn’t wait for her answer. “Fuck.” She mutters. “I hate being a good fucking person.” She snatches the tickets and puts them in her bag.
When she gets home you’re cleaning the house again, something you’ve been doing to keep your mind busy. Mila sets down the take out as she comes to sit on the couch.
“Sweetie guess what.” You pick your head up to look at her. “Taro is coming to town again.”
Your shoulders slump a little and you shrug. “I don’t know, I don’t really want to go.”
“Pleaseeeeee.” She whines. “Kuroo bought us all tickets, he’s the main event. Some randos are opening for him it’ll be fun I promise.” You don’t really know how fun it would be to go back to the place that reminds you of him entirely. 
“I’m just not sure it would be good for me.” You say lowly.
Her heart breaks for you, but she is hard to deter. “I promise just this once, if you don’t like being there within the first hour we can go home. Promise.”
In the end, you end up agreeing and Mila fills the boys in on the plan. When Friday hits you all get ready at your apartment Kuroo and Kenma waiting with anticipation. 
“You look great Sweetie.” Kuroo coos teasingly and your face heats up.
“I will kill you.” You joke.
Kenma looks up questioningly. “Doubtful.” It earns a small laugh from you which brings a smile to his face. 
The four of you make your way to the venue and when you recognize the building of your old home you twitch in discomfort. You don’t voice it though, agreeing to stick it out the hour. Mila is in front and hands the bouncer your tickets while you walk ahead. 
It is decently packed, but you wonder why he chose a small venue again with the publicity he has gotten over the month. 
“I’m sorry Sweetie, but I’m also not sorry.” Mila smiles, and before you can ask her what she means the lights turn off and you can’t see. Your heart rate picks up, but it slows when the lights of the stage turn on, but the calm is short lived when you see him and the rest of the band on the stage.
“Hi everyone.” Atsumu waves and tries to find you in the crowd. “Now, I’ve recently written a new song yea? It’s the last one of the night.” The crowd howls with excitement and Atsumu loves the thrill it gives him, but he’s still just looking for you, he made sure you would get here for the last one. “My brothers obviously helped me produce it. It explains what words couldn’t, and I wish I was better at expressin’ myself than I actually am. I’m pretty shit at it.” He chuckles into the mic, his voice sending a chill down your spine when his eyes meet yours. “This is Leave Before You Love Me, everyone.”
Your heart is beating so fast that you barely paid attention to the first verse, but the chorus hits you like a truck and reminds you of your first meetings with Atsumu. 
'Cause my wheels are rolling Ain't taking my foot off the gas And it only took the one night To see the end of the line Staring deep in your eyes, eyes
You remember when he sent it down the hill near his apartment. How you held onto him and regardless of how nervous you were you felt safe as long as he was there. 
Dancing on the edge, 'bout to take it too far It's messing with my head, how I mess with your heart If you wake up in your bed, alone in the dark I'm sorry, gotta leave before you love me
The rest of the song plays out and you wrap your arms around yourself for some sense of comfort. Your friends notice it and huddle around you to try to ease the listen.
When the final chorus plays theres cheers all around you, and you can’t seem to move from your spot even as Atsumu smiles at you and gestures for you. Mila grabs your hand and you turn to her. “If you want we can leave right now and never come back.”
You shake your head. “No... I want- I want to know what he has to say.” 
She nods and leads you to the back. The rest of the band greets you while you can barely mutter a hello. They all leave you with him, Mila squeezes your hand before she also heads out. 
Atsumu had a whole bunch he wanted to say, but he wasn’t so sure any of it did justice to you. He slowly walks up to you and places his hands gently on your face to have you look at him. “I’m sorry, Sweetie. I’m so sorry.”
“You were so mean.” You whisper.
He nods. “I know. I didn’t mean it. Any of it. I know that doesn’t make it better, but that’s the truth.” He sighs as he runs a hand through your hair. “I just thought I shouldn’t lie to you anymore. I want you. More than I ever that I could and that was so fucking scary. But you didn’t deserve that at all. I wish I could take it all back. I wish I wasn’t so terrible all the time-”
You shake your head. “You’re not terrible Atsumu, just delusional, to think that you don’t care about me.”
“I love you.” Your throat closes up and you’re not sure what to say after that. “I think I’ve loved you from the moment I’ve met you. You’re everything, Sweetie. Everything I don’t deserve and everything I shouldn’t have.” He places his forehead against yours. “But it wasn’t fair of me to not give you a choice, because you should have one and I took that from you.”
“I’m always going to choose you, Atsumu.” Fresh tears make their way to your eyes as you take in a shaky breath. “But everything isn’t going to magically be better just because you’ve realized this. What if we get into a disagreement and you blow up on me. I can’t survive it again.”
He nods understanding your concern. “I’ve been going to therapy.” Your head shoots up almost knocking his nose. “I know, long overdue. It’s easy to tell myself you should be with someone better, but I want to try to be that for you. To be someone deserving of your kindness,” he kisses your cheek. “Deserving of your love. Although I don’t think I ever will, I want to get as close as I can.”
You laugh at his statement. “You were always enough for me, Atsumu, but I’m glad you’re getting help.” You take a deep breath before going on. “It’s not always going to be easy.”
“I know.”
“I might get frustrated with you.”
“I know.”
“You might get frustrated with me.”
“I know.”
“But I think as long as we’re honest and truly love each other...” You trail off. “I think we could make it.”
“I’ll always pick you. There is no other choice for me.” 
You smile brushing your lips against his, feeling relaxed in his hold. “We go slow this time.”
“Whatever you want. We’ll do. I just want to be able to hold you.” 
“It was a great song.” You add. 
He nods kissing your forehead. “It was about a great person. That and Locked Out of Heaven.”
You laugh under your breath. “I knew it.”
Atsumu rolls his eyes playfully looking down at you. “Assume from this day forward that every song, every word, every thought, and every breath I breathe is about you.” 
You can’t top that so you quietly retreat into his arms, safe and loved. “I want lots of kids.”
“We’ll have all the kids you want. I’ll have fun trying.”
The two of you laugh together before taking a moment to join your friends again who by the looks of it are happy for you. “Don’t mess up this time Atsumu.” Kiyoomi warns.
You walk up to the bassist and give him a hug, you do this with all of them. “I missed you guys.”
You all walk out together and you get into Atsumu’s car so he could take you back to his apartment. It’s quiet on the ride back but he holds your hand the entire time.
When you get there he immediately takes you to the roof. “Bo and I made this new song not too long ago. It’s called Die for You.”
He plays the song on his speaker and takes a hold of your hand dancing with you like he did that very first night. “You always have beautiful penmanship.”
He smiles shyly. “Trying to get that into actual words.”
“I believe in you.” You rest your head on his shoulder and sway with him.
You’re not sure how long you stay there dancing for, but you really wouldn’t have minded staying till the morning, and Atsumu wouldn’t have either.
Atsumu is not hard to love. Not in the slightest, and he’s starting to believe that for the first time in a long time.
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Space Channel 5 Part 2: Sugoku Sugoi  Guide Book p. 126-129 (Translations by @lavoszero and myself. Edits and typesetting by myself)
Third part of Report 5.
Imgur link to all of the  Sugoku Sugoi Guide Book translations we’ve done thus far.
Plain text below.
p. 126 Fuse's Broadcast Notes
Report 5 & Repeat 5 As a reminder, these are instructions for the live broadcast of  "Ulala's Swingin' Report Show" on Space Channel 5, prepared by its director, Fuse, who also  doubles as the leader of its Special Report Team. In this document are detailed explanations of the secret input locations. Modifications made for the rerun broadcasts for "Ulala's Swingin' Report Show" (Reruns have unique features from the first airing) are also included. Note, the timing and locations of the secret inputs are exactly the same between the main (Lap 1) and rerun broadcasts (Lap 2).
The Hidden Inputs
1:After Defeating Loads and Loads of Robots The oh-so-common “Stay [pikoon] tuned!” secret appears to close off your victory in overcoming the 360 shooting battle within this room. You’ll say "stay" as usual, but the "tuned!" gets snatched up by Pudding, so get used to that.
“Staaaaaay [beat] tuned!”
2~5: When Starting the Battle of the Bands The Shadows, led by Shadow, are challenging you to a full on Battle of the Bands. It’s only fair for everyone to have a proper introduction, with some bonus secrets to go along with them! Press the button in time with Pudding, Pine, Space Michael, and the Morolian Boss getting into the swing of things.
“Hey! [beat]”
“Hup [beat]”
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“Ho! [beat]”
“Hyahh, moro! [beat]”
When You Save Jaguar The leader of The Shadows is actually Jaguar. Whoa! Okay, so this part is another one of those group dances, like the ones you do after rescuing those being forced to dance. It’s a "Chalaalaala! Yeah!" with the "yeah" being the secret input spot, as always!
[It's a lil' different from the usual "Chalaalaala! Yeah!" tune but it's basically the same song. Keep up the good work, Ulala, go go!]
Various Noize Quotes Unfortunately, things weren’t looking too hot for me after Report 4 (I wasn’t trying to fake anything, honest), so the responsibility of issuing instructions and comments was given to Noize from there on out! Use Noize's reactions to check your own performance results of the report!
Mystery Zone · Robotic Silhouettes Room When You Just Barely Win
"Ulala, you better be careful!" "Ugh, Ulala, that’s not gonna cut it!"
Absolute Perfection
"Wow, that was great Ulala!" "Ulala, you’re right on the money!"
Mystery Zone ·  Robots From All Directions Room When You Just Barely Win
"Ugh, Ulala, that’s not gonna cut it!" "Ugh, Ulala, I don’t think that was too good."
Absolute Perfection
"That was totally amazing, Ulala!" "Ulala, you’re right on the money!"
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p. 128 Rebroadcast (2nd Lap) Choreography 
Report 5 & Repeat 5 Alright Ulala, this is the end of the choreography pages for the rebroadcasts. Will you miss me? Well, sorry, but there's not much I can do about it, since there aren't many differences between the original Report 6 and its rerun. But, I'll still help explain the secret inputs for Report 6, so look forward to that.
A Shadowy Reunion! The Shadows! "The band is back!" Based on that title, I guess we’re focusing  on The Shadows’ reunion. The first section of the Mystery Zone was just a place to have fun and fight against the lil' roboties… Oh, by the by, the Silhouettes room is the only part in that section with differing commands to the original broadcast. The Shadows is composed of the same "SCH5 All-Star" cast as before. The leader, Shadow, is the keyboardist, the two robots on the right are the guitarist and drummer, and on the left is the chorus singer and MC (rapper?) respectively. And since this is a reunion, it doesn't appear anyone's been replaced, like the Space Cheerleaders and the Space Dog Trainer. Actually, since the members are mostly robots, it's hard to tell if they're different… I guess Jaguar (MIA) was abducted and brainwashed by Purge yet again. Well, it's more likely than not, otherwise Shadow wouldn't be here. Ulala, win the battle and break them up again!
["Aagh," Shadow, the leader of The Shadows, is in pain here. But I feel like I'm seeing double with Jaguar~!]
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Command Changes and Where They Happen Mystery Zone · Robotic Silhouettes Room
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(001 ⬆ ⬇ ⬆ ⬇ x same as Lap 1) (002 ⬅ ⬅ ⮕ ⮕ x same as Lap 1) 003 ⬆ ⮕ ⬅ ⬇ x
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004 ⮕ ⬅ ⮕ ⬅ ⮕ ⬅ x 005 ⮕ ⬅ ⮕ ⬅ ⬅ ⮕  x 006 ⮕ ⬅ ⬅ ⬅ ⮕ ⮕ x
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Mystery Zone · Back Room A
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(034 ⬇ ⬇ ⬇ ⬇ ⬇ ⬇ same as Lap 1) (035 ⬇ ⬇ ⬇ ⬇ ⬇ ⬇ ⬇ same as Lap 1) (036 ⬇ ⬇ x same as Lap 1) (037 ⬇ ⬇ x same as Lap 1) (038 ⬇ ⬇ x same as Lap 1) (039 ⬇ x same as Lap 1) (040 o o same as Lap 1) 041 x o 042 o x 043 x x (044 ⬇ ⬇ ⬇ ⬇ ⬇ ⬇ ⬇ ⬇ x same as Lap 1)
Various Noize Quotes I’ll write down some of Noize’s reactions for the Back Room this time. You know, Noize always has women cooing over him. Isn't that nice? I was by myself at the bar when that dawned on me.
Mystery Zone · Back Room When You Just Barely Win
"Wow, that was great Ulala!" "Ulala, you’re right on the money!" "That was totally amazing, Ulala!"
Absolute Perfection
"Ulala, you’re incredible!" "That was absolutely stupendous, Ulala!"
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Victoria Monét - JAGUAR II
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28/08/2023
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As the sun sets over the jungle and eyes begin to glow in the wallowing bushes and lightly swaying tree branches, a deep growl in the distance can be heard, and if you search deep enough, you'll come to find its the almighty Jaguar that is Victoria Monét, thumping her paws against the mossy floor of the jungle, asserting her feminine dominance in a man's world.
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JAGUAR II is the raunchier but chilled sister album to the critically acclaimed EP JAGUAR which was released in 2020.
JAGUAR II consist's of 11 songs and 4 features, with one of those features being Victoria's own 2 year old daughter, Hazel Monét. Other artists that were welcomed into the jungle and made a part of Victoria's tribe were Lucky Daye, Buju Banton and Earth, Wind & Fire.
Friendly Suggestion: listen to the album from start to finish if you want the full effect of the review.
Tracklist Review :
1). Smoke featuring Lucky Daye; Victoria and Lucky play on the idea of smoking marijuana & having intimate relations together, whilst making sure to not forget to remind one another of the importance of cherishing the moment, no matter what it be. Filled with soul and R&B beats, this song is definitely designed to help influence a sultry vibe to the smoke sesh with the one you love.
2). Smoke (Reprise); Victoria sings about ending a special night with a loved one on a high note, which can be interpreted in any way the listener decides. A slow kick beat with light vocals and incredibly euphoric instrumentals that leisurely pace into a uplifting drum that transitions into Party Girls is one to not be missed.
3). Party Girls feat. Buju Banton; The sweet sound of Victoria's angelic vocals and Buju's raspy voice are enough to make your ears melt beyond solidification. The song tells a story of two lovers no longer holding back and allowing each other to fall into one of the beautiful dances of life that is love, whilst not forgetting to recognize the women of the world that get shit done and can still have a good time. Both artists have no issues keeping the listener intrigued with harmonic vocals and a beat so fluid that you will find yourself getting lost over and over again. From a slow whine to a fast whine, the beat will not fail to keep you locked in and keep those hips loaded whilst you transition into an uptempo situation with Alright.
4). Alright; Going from Party Girls into Alright is definitely one to make you say "oh, we're feeling this way now?! Okaaaay!". Alright is nothing but a feel good anthem regarding owning your body and being the one in control of it. Victoria focuses on how sometimes its fun to play the mind games with men that they would find pleasure in doing to you, and letting them think they have access to your most desirable parts when they're nowhere near. A fun, dance-funk blended beat that is sure to help level up your respect and love for yourself.
5). Cadillac (A Pimps Anthem); Sex. Dominance. Assertion. Power. That's what Cadillac embodies. Victoria enters this song talking about how a woman's appearance is sometimes misunderstood and implies that just because a woman is dressed pretty doesn't mean she is without power.. Then, in glides the smooth-like-butter vocals from Victoria and instantly you're hooked on the reggae-ton, jazz filled sounds that keep you wanting more as long as Victoria's voice accompanies them. A statement on how woman have quite literally been the driving force behind society since the beginning of time, and that women have just as much power in the game as the average male. A sensational, seductive and chin-punching attitude filled track.
6). How Does It Make You Feel; A soft, chilled, romantic atmosphere enters the room with How Does It Make You Feel. Victoria's sultry vocals accompanied by calm but intimate R&B sounds and ethereal instrumentals help send a subtle message to the listener that it's okay to follow your heart and love unapologetically, especially when you believe that person is your soulmate. Victoria also seems to play on the question; How does it feel to have someone who's love is for you, and only you? Very beautifully produced and vocalized, enough to make you believe you're in Heaven.
7). On My Mama; This specific track is an ode to Victoria herself, a homage to her Mother (L'Tanya Chestang-Cubit), as well as woman everywhere who seem to forget who they are and where they came from. Whilst it holds an iconic interpolation from Chalie Boy's song I Look Good, it also sends a powerful message to women everywhere that you should love the body you're in, because your Mama gave it to you. Victoria also sends out a signal to people across the world that she's very affirmed in her body and success and isn't afraid to hype herself up. A bad bitch anthem that will make you feel good each time.
8). I'm The One; An emotional change from On My Mama, Victoria has switched from feeling herself, to wondering why a romantic partner she is invested in cannot bring themselves to commit to her or acknowledge her and the love she has to give to them. Sometime's people are blind to whats in front of them and this song captures the frustration of how that feels. Overall, a thorough track with a orchestral R&B beat that helps the listener relate on a personal level.
9). Stop (Askin' Me 4Shyt); One for the girls that are sick of being the main breadwinner. Victoria makes it known with Stop (Askin' Me 4Shyt), that her lovers lease is up, and it's time to go. Sometimes, when a person is no longer bringing anything to the table and you're the only one keeping the lights on, you gotta kick the legs out from under their seat and send them back to the streets. A relationship should be beneficial for both people, not just one, and with the help of some light jazz/funk beats, Victoria delivers that eviction notice beautifully.
10). Hollywood feat. Hazel Monét + Earth, Wind & Fire; A very special track to help close out the album, as it features Victoria's young daughter Hazel. Alongside Hazel are Earth, Wind & Fire - one of the most iconic black musician groups in the world. Victoria uses this track to help herself remember how life used to be before she climbed to fame, and that it still all seems like a dream to her. Earth, Wind & Fire's vocals help solidify the message of the song and add sense of calm to the experience. Whilst also Victoria seems to be questioning things about her own life in this track, it comes across as also a personal message to Hazel herself that your dreams are achievable in every way possible, no matter how big they will be. Hazels moment on the track at the end with her giggle is the cherry on top for the end of the song to transition into the last track. Emotionally personal and a very special piece on the album that persuades the listener to make it their own personal track by asking questions about life, without forgetting to still chase your dreams.
11). Goodbye; An orchestral closing song? Grab the tissues. Tracks like these are always difficult for artists; it consists of closing chapters, moving on, finding peace and love somewhere else. But chapters of our lives don't always close so easily, and sometime's it's a battle of not being able to move on because of the physical connection you once had that you wish was still there. Just one more night, one more night with their skin, smell, touch, heartbeat. That's all you want. And when that can't be achieved, you say Goodbye. With the help of some pop/jazz and a few orchestra moments, Victoria sends her lover off into the world with no ill regrets.
A heartfelt message to a once dearly treasured lover that not all endings have to be bad and that some beauty can come from them.
*REVIEW FINISHED*
CONCLUSION: This is one album I have had the absolute pleasure of listening to over and over again since it's release. Very jam-packed with fun beats, mood elevating vibes and seductive measures, very strategic lyrics and structured features that all helped bring a beautiful energy to the album and its story-line. A guaranteed re-listen at any time of life. Congratulations to Victoria and her team for creating such a beautiful art of work.
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starcrossedmoonlet · 1 month
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Hello and welcome to this blog!
My name is Comet Yuusonya, and I'm the host here! Feel free to call me just about anything--Comet, Yuu, Prefect, Grim's Mother, whatever works. My friends and I are all here to answer questions, rp, chat, whatever else! A list of everyone included here will be at the bottom of the post.
Come get to know us--ask whatever questions you'd like! Let me set some ground rules really quick.
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Comet Yuusonya
Hi! I'm Comet, Yuu works too--I'm the Ramshackle Prefect. I was magicless when I got here, but... now I'm not! Local therapist, Grim's mother, and widely feared for my ability to psychoanalyze people. She/her pronouns, asexual, polyamorous Twisted from Rapunzel and Princess Anna
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Greetings, you may call me Heaven. I reside within the halls of Ramshackle, though I come from a realm beyond this one. So long as you do not bring harm to our prefect, you shall be spared. She/her pronouns, polyamorous, has never commented on her sexuality. Twisted from the bride from the Haunted Mansion. #Heaven replies : For when you speak to me.
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'sup, name's james. local jaguar beastman in spelldrive. teachers hate me, learn my secret today! /j He/him pronouns, bisexual, polyamorous. Twisted from the jaguars in Emperor's new Groove. #james speaks : general tag for me. idc if its questions or just me talkin outta my ass.
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Hi, I'm Lance, it's so exciting to meet you! I'm a Savanaclaw student, though I wish I were in Pomefiore with my buddy Emilio... that's okay, though, I enjoy the temperature here. I love animals and communicating with them. Maybe we can be friends? He/him pronouns, unspecified sexuality but clearly likes men. Twisted from Kronk. #Hello from Lance! : Any of my posts!
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Greetings all. Emilio Nowell here, a proud Pomefiore student and pro at chemistry. Should you wish to speak with me, I suppose I shall grant you some of my time. Though, I'd imagine Lance is more fun to speak to... have you tried his spinach puffs? They're simply to die for. He/him pronouns, gay. Twisted from Yzma. #From Emilio : When I am speaking, I will add this tag.
Igni Hayes
uhhh hi whats up, my name's ignacio but igni is fine! um i'm from ignihyde, im the resident goth, cant shut up about flowers, and drama king to the max haha. h. hope we can be friend sorry if i'm awkward it's the social anxiety He/him pronouns, pansexual, polyamorous. Twisted from Pain and Panic. #Ignis replies : for asks #gothichanahaki : my general tag
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Come learn about me yourself. He/him, unspecified sexuality. Twisted from Robert Callaghan / Yokai from Big Hero Six. #Sasaki Junichi : General.
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Yo what's up everyone, name's Wade. I just transfered to NRC not too long ago... I'm in Diasomnia. I'm in spelldrive, but I think I like the arts on land, I'd like to get into that. Please don't be too put off by my style, promise I'm not dangerous! I just like being punk. :) He/him pronouns, unspecified sexuality. Not twisted from any Disney character, but heavily correlated with Octavinelle. #Thoughts from Wade : My posts, whether asks or not!
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(holds up a microphone) would you please share with us your 5 favorite albums of the year, and as a bonus, the one album you had really super duper high hopes for that flopped like a fish on land?
whewwww this is a great question!!! music is truly my tether to reality...this post is probably gonna be long so imma be nice n put it under the cut, soooo lets get into it
also tysm whoever sent this i love you so much!
K's faves and flops in Music of 2023:
Fountain Baby by Amaarae.
i was literally abt to post abt this album today bc its all i've been listenin to. every single song is so good in it's own ways. im also obsessed w Amaarae's voice like ughh!!! it's been on rotation nonstop, i love everything about it. i love her approach to music, its unique but relatable? absolutely obsessed i cant even say anything more.
2. Jaguar II by Victoria Monet
i mean obviously OMM eats but it's such a good album. easy to listen to, so well made, good ole RnB to the fullest. and so BLACK. she's an incredibly lyricist and vocalist, and i feel like she's a storyteller in her music. you can feel her journey in each song. my recent fave is Alright, bc it was produced by Kaytranda and i love everything he makes. it's gold. i wish Victoria all the success in the world!!
3. Renassiance by Beyonce
im only putting it 3rd bc it came out last year. i saw the tour twice this year and it was absolutely everything. the album means so much to me as a black queer femme person but also i've loved beyonce's music since i was 5 yrs old so, it's just nice to have another amazing album from an artist that has grown w me. it still eats every time. America Has A Problem was my most listened to song last year and it was in the high hundreds lmao.
4. Birds, Bees, The Clouds and The Trees by Harrison
its jazz, melodic and gives me so much nostalgia. there's a lot of soul, but it also feels light, sorta like the name of the album suggests. my fave song so far is Outta This World ft TOBi. it's different than the other music on this list but i fr be listenin to almost every genre! jazz music or anything inspired by it will always speak to me.
5. The Barbie Movie soundtrack
i mean what can i say....i like the variety of music on the album and i think theres a lil something for everyone! i was genuinely addicted to the nicki n ice spice song. i think it's also interesting that the composer for the movie decided to enlist in all the top artist to make music for the movie playing into themes around pop culture and mass production....or its just fun pop music, who knows! it's great either way, i wouldnt say its my fave favee but i've been going back to it recently.
and the flopp...now yall who have been here KNOW that i am a tinashe stan downnn and 333 is still one of my fave albums off all time but im not feelin the most recent one :// idk why i just havent been able to rlly get into it. i might get baked n do a listenin party n see if that helps, but something abt this album doesnt feel as curated as the last? idk. but i still love her n applaud her artistry and doing it by herself in an industry tht didnt support her for years
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ladykailitha · 1 year
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Star Child Part 5
This chapter gets a little angsty as Steve and Eddie have to part ways.
Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4
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Steve ducked his head. “Purely incidental, I swear.”
“That is hilarious, Harrington,” Gareth said.
“You want to see something even more hilarious?” Steve asked.
The boys looked at each other and then nodded, agreeing.
“You guys all packed up for the night?” Steve asked. “You all done?”
Again nodding and agreeing.
So Steve led them out to the parking lot. He pulled out his keys and hit button to unlock his car.
The car that lit up was a sleek grey XF Jaguar four door sedan.
“A Jag?” Jess asked and then doubled over laughing.
“What’s next, Stevie boy?” Eddie teased. “Do I only kiss you when I’m drunk?”
Steve didn’t say anything, but just jogged up to his car. “You guys want to take for her a spin?”
The boys lit up. “Hell yeah!”
“Eddie first,” Steve said, tossing the frontman his keys. “But I get permanent shotgun.”
Gareth laughed. “Your car, your rules, man.”
They all took turns driving Steve’s fancy car. When they got back to the bar, Jess had closed up and left. They were standing around Steve’s car chatting.
“I just have one question,” Jeff asked.
“Hmm...?” Steve hummed.
“How the hell did you get tickets to this show?” Gareth finished.
“Oh.” Steve pursed his lips and blushed. “I get tickets to all your shows.” He shoved his hands in his pockets and shrugged.
“All of them?” Eddie asked, eyes wide.
“Even the ones I can’t make,” Steve said looking down at his shoes. “Usually I know I can’t make sure I give it away to Make-a-Wish or whatever, but if I can actually be there. I am.”
They all shared glances with each other. “Just how many of our shows have you secretly been to?” Brian asked, stunned.
Steve tilted his head all the way back, doing the math in his head. “Over the last five years? About twenty or so?”
“But that’s four concerts a year,” Jeff protested. “I don’t think even our biggest fans can boast that.”
“I think I can safely say that’s not true,” he said with a wink. “Most of the time it’s coincidental, I’ll be in the same general area while I’m touring. After all our agent is the same dude.”
Dustin Henderson was the best agent a musician could afford and the Kings and Corroded Coffin were only a few of the notches in his belt. It didn’t hurt that Dustin was a hometown Hawkins boy, too.
“So you just make sure your concert isn’t the same night as ours?” Brian asked.
“Pretty much,” Steve said. “I think it’s because Dustin knows I’m a fan and arranges it for me.”
“I guess I never took you for a metal fan,” Jeff said with a shrug.
Steve looked down at his feet again and rocked back on his heels. “I like all kinds of music. If the song’s good, I like it.”
“And enough of our songs are good?” Eddie asked, tilting his head and raising an eyebrow. “To be a fan, I mean.”
“Is that really so hard to believe?” Steve asked softly. They just stared at him. “Look, it’s been fun but I’ve got to go. I’ve got to be in LA by the end of the week and I’m driving cross-country. So I’ll see you around.” He hadn’t even looked at his watch to check the time. He cleared his throat and tossed his hair out of his face.
They all nodded and said their good-byes. Steve looked back at Eddie before he got in his car and drove away.
“...Shit.” Eddie was furious with himself.
“What just happened?” Jeff asked. “Things were going so well and then it bottomed out.”
“I think we were a little hard on him for liking our music,” Brian said with a grimace.
“Yeah, but this is Steve Harrington,” Gareth protested. “He’s the second King of Pop. But he secretly comes to all our concerts? Like what the hell?”
“I mean,” Jeff said, “does he go in disguise? Because if he’s been to multiple concerts surely the media or fans or something would have cottoned on, right?”
Eddie just stood there with his hands in his back pockets, trying to rein in his temper. Only he wasn’t sure who he was mad at. Steve? For admitting he likes metal? Isn’t that a good thing? Isn’t that what Eddie always wanted? The guys? For picking on Steve for coming to their concerts all the time? For not believing that he likes metal? Or himself? Because he was the shit head that didn’t call off his friends? When the thought skittered across his mind, he felt a knife twist in his heart.
“He’d have to,” Brian said. “But then again just dressing up like our fans do would be plenty of disguise. Who would believe that pop prince Steve Harrington would be caught dead wearing leather and chains?”
“What’s wrong with it if he does?” Eddie asked finally breaking his silence.
They all turned to him, so he repeated the question.
“It’s a little creepy, don’t you think?” Jeff asked, scratching the back of his neck.
“Why?” Eddie asked.
“Why what, man?” Gareth asked.
“Why is Steve coming to our concerts creepy?” Eddie asked. “It’s not like he’s at all of them. He gives the tickets to charity when he can’t make it. Why is it creepy he’s using his money to see us in concert?”
“But it’s just us, right?” Gareth asked. “It’s almost stalker-y.”
“Do you know that?” Eddie bit out. “Do you know it’s only us he goes to as many concerts as he can? And even if it is just us, maybe it’s his way of breaking out from the pressures he’s under. Maybe it’s his tiny rebellion. Maybe it’s the only rebellion he’s allowed to have. And we made him feel like shit for it.”
Eddie kicked the air and cursed. “I’m getting a Uber, I’ll meet you back the hotel.”
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Steve fought the tears that threatened to flow down his face. He hit the steering wheel over and over. He should have kept his mouth shut. He should have lied. Made something up. Like having friends with favors or something. Anything but that he was stalker creep.
He pulled off to the side of the road and let the tears fall. And then his phone lit up with a call coming through. He looked down at his phone in confusion. And then he saw the name on the call-id. Eddie.
He wiped his tears and cleared his throat. “Yeah?”
“Oh thank fuck,” Eddie breathed on the other end. “I was worried I’d catch you driving.”
Steve cleared his throat again. “I was just stopping for gas.”
“We did quite the number on your Jag,” Eddie teased. He coughed. “Look, man. I wanted to apologize for how awkward it got back there. I should have called off the dogs. I’m sorry.”
Steve blinked for a moment. “You didn’t need to call. I’m fine, honest.”
Eddie sighed. “Yes I did. Because for an apology this big it needed to be said. And since I couldn’t do it person, a phone call it was.”
“Thanks,” Steve murmured. “But it is a little creepy when you say it out loud.”
Eddie laughed. “Maybe a little. But I think it’s sweet.”
Steve blushed. “Well, if you think it’s sweet, I’m okay then.”
“I really, really do,” Eddie murmured. “I should let you go, using your phone at the gas pump will cause it to explode.”
Steve laughed. “That old nugget. Don’t you watch ‘Myhtbusters’, man? They debunked the hell out of that.”
Eddie giggled. “Did Steve Harrington just admit to watching a nerd show?”
“What? You didn’t?” Steve teased back.
“Touche,” Eddie said. “Look, I’m back at my hotel. Call me if you need anything, okay?”
“I will,” Steve murmured. “Thanks for calling. I appreciate it.”
“Tonight was fun,” Eddie said. “I promise. You drive safe and knock this last album out the ballpark, okay?”
“Thanks,” Steve said. “Bye.”
They hung up and Steve looked at the phone in his hand with wonder.
“Call Robin,” he said clearly as he hooked up his phone to the dashboard.
“Steve!” Robin cried as she answered her phone. “How did the roses go?”
Steve laughed and started the engine. “He called them ‘metal’.”
“Is that a good thing?” Robin questioned.
Steve pulled back into traffic, feeling better.
“According to him and his bandmates it is.”
“Yes!!” she cheered. “I’m so happy for you.”
“I really like him, Rob,” Steve murmured.
“I know,” she said softly. “It was a crush before but now that you’ve gotten to spend time with him, it’s really blossomed.”
“Dustin is never going to let me live this down if his hair-brained idea actually works,” Steve said.
“Which from all data so far,” Robin teased, “it is.”
Steve sighed. “I know.”
“Where are you tonight?” she asked after a few moments of silence.
“I’m leaving Chicago now,” he muttered. “I’ll hit up a hotel in one of the suburbs.”
“I wish you would stay in better hotels,” Robin muttered. “Better security. In fact I wish you’d let me send security with you at all.”
“Nope, no security,” Steve said. “I would rather be eaten alive by fans then trust those assholes again.”
“We don’t have to go with the company your parents hired,” Robin said gently. “In fact, I found a company that was founded in Indiana and based out of Cali.”
“Yeah?” Steve asked. “What are they called?”
Steve could hear some rustling of papers. “Hold on,” she murmured. The rustling continued. “Oh okay. Found it. It’s called Hellfire Security. Run by a Janice Montgomery. It was her dad’s and she took over five years ago. They specialize in celebrity and diplomatic security. You want me to give them a call?”
Steve sighed. “Yeah.”
He knew that driving alone cross country was a bad idea. Too many things could and would go wrong. But he wanted to run. Run from his problems and his fears. And driving helped clench that feeling.
“Have them meet me in Dixon,” he continued. “And I might even take a plane.”
Robin gasped. “Really?”
“If that’s what they suggest,” Steve said with a shrug.
“I love you!” she squealed. “I’ll try to make sure you don’t regret this!”
“I love you too.”
He hung up the phone feeling even lighter than before.
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1, 2?
Unironically I knew you would ask me the two best questions on this whole damn list, thank you Izzy for being the GOAT.
Song of the year? God what songs even came out this year. I don't think this year was a year where new music happened for me. (One of the biggest hits this year was... Fast Car. Do you remember that??? What???) I'm a little tempted to say Fast Car, but that's cheating on Ms. Tracy Chapman, who is unimpeachably the best version of the song (And wouldn't it kind of suck if the song of the year was just. An inarguably well done but ultimately less meaningful rendition of a song from like 45 years ago) If I can pick songs that I encountered this year but didn't come out this year, I could go on for a while. Lonely by Jamila Woods, All My Girls Like To Fight by Hope Tala, Get Down by Woozy. I think Van Gogh by Mette is great but not the song of the year for me, certainly. Rush by Troye Sivvy? It's more honest but doesn't feel right to me totally. Is It New Years Yet has new toy syndrome, AND it's a holiday song, AND it's a Sabrina Carpenter song that complains about overplayed music. Like. Self aware much? And also means it can kick rocks because that is NOT song of the year material. But I like music with a groovy influence, I'm a little corny, and I can't lie about this kinda thing. I categorically refuse to put Build a Boat on my top anything list, regardless of Spotify telling lies about my listening habits. (This is me lying about this kinda thing). I don't want to repeat a year in review song, either, which kinda makes this harder. I guess I gotta give it to You Wish by Flyana Boss, because it's the only song that's not 1. on my year end list, or 2. a song that had a reservation/caveat/well, actually attached to it.
Album of the year? My two top albums of this year were Something To Give Each Other and Jaguar II, but I have to give it up to Victoria Monet honestly- I didn't take to a piece of music this fast since when I saw Young Empires open for Reptar and fell in love on the first song of the set. I listened to Smoke and I was hooked- maybe it's the drug culture references but joyful and openly honest, maybe it's the slick production and variety on the album, maybe it's that it's not afraid to be goofy as hell ("I'm so deep in my bag, like a grandma with a peppermint" is quite possibly an all timer goofy lyric that still hits the right timber for the braggadocio it's placed as in the song, "It's a bisexual blunt it can go both ways" is just. so fuckin stupid, I love it.), maybe it's the features (Lucky Daye? EARTH WIND AND FIRE???), maybe it's the touch of old hollywood glamour at the end and the clear love of motown sensibilities juxtaposed with her talking about her 4K titties. I don't know man, it just rewired my brain but in a good way. More than that, Victoria made me cognizant of her in the stuff I already liked. Like. She has writing credits/backing vocal credits for Ariana Grande. I CAN HEAR HER IN THE SONGS SHE HELPED WRITE. She's goofy and sexy and has some fun production preferences, and I can hear her sometimes now even when she's composing/producing for other artist. I haven't been able to peg a pop writer this hard since good ol' jackie, and that's because he's everywhere and also in like 3 solo projects and also Taylor Swift's silver bullet. But like I can directly point to how much she worked on Thank You Next and the all time greatest Ariana album, Dangerous Woman. She helped write Body Count, Sin City, On The Way... all songs I liked by other artists, but didn't realize who, you know, helped make. This is not to say I didn't love Troye Sivan this year- and both these artists made my year end retrospective. I really dig Troye's album (Though I run into the issue I have with a lot of albums where I like but don't love the second half of it, which is why Victoria took the W.). Give the songs In My Room or What's The Time Where You Are a listen for sure. It's just. so hard to find an album you unironically vibed with. Unashamedly and openly. I honestly don't care if anyone else likes this album, because I loved it. I'll stream it enough for all of us, a bitch might buy it on vinyl Anyways sorry for running on so long, it's Jaguar II by Victoria Monet, because if we have to say Goodbye, let's make it a Good Bye is something I want to live by now that I've heard it.
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seeminglyranch87 · 8 months
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Taylor & Travis Timeline
September 2023 - part 1
September 2 - Travis liked a Louboutin IG post about Taylor's legs ; ) (x)
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September 6 - New Heights Ep 52 (x) with guest Kylie Kelce on life as an NFL spouse, Jason's Tinder Bio and Setting Up Travis. Personally a favourite episode of mine!
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(9:30) When discussing the definition of a "diva" Jason says a diva is" just a famous singer", Kylie looks to Jason with a knowing smile... do they know about Travis' interaction with Taylor?
(20:00) Advice Kylie gives on Travis dating and what he should put on a Tinder profile... "I think you are doing great on your own Trav..."
(25:40) Talking about a tinder profile would Kylie recommend Travis go "Stache or no stache? " Kylie jokingly replies "if they swipe right at your worst, then they'll love you at your best"
(28:00) Jason begins telling Travis how he felt first meeting Kylie after a drunken first date...
Jason tells "it was love at first sight, let me tell you" Kylie replies " he doesn't even believe in love at first sight" Jason responds " I didn't until I met you... it was like fireworks. It was like fireworks exploded the moment she walked through the door..." "I want to feel those fireworks" Travis replies wistfully "It was like you when a movie has like an angel walk through doors and there is only one light on that person" Jason continues "that's what happened, I've always wanted that to happen" says Travis
September 7 - Travis is benched for the Chiefs vs Lions game due to a knee injury (x). Chiefs are defeated 20 - 21. Arrowhead Stadium, Kansas City.
September 8 - Taylor is seen at Electric Lady Studios, NYC for a suspected album release party (x)
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September 11 - Taylor has dinner with Blake Lively, Ryan Reynolds, Zöe Kravitz, Channing Tatum, Gigi Hadid and Cara Delevingne at Emilio’s Ballato Italian restaurant in NYC (x)
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September 12 - Taylor attends the 2023 MTV VMA's wearing a very reputation-esque custom Versace look and the VMA's afterparty in a demin look with a red lip (x x)
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Our girl cleaned up at the VMA's
ET publishes an article (x)
A source tells ET that the Kansas City Chiefs tight end and the "Anti-Hero" singer are not officially dating.
A source tells ET, "Travis has been into Taylor for a while and definitely has a crush on her. He is a simple guy that is very funny, charismatic, chill, and loves playing football."
'Kelce', Jason Kelce's Prime Video documentary is released
September 13 - Rumours circulating (x) according to The Messenger
"Taylor and Travis have been quietly hanging out," the source said. "She saw him when she was in NYC a few weeks ago."
September 14 - In an interview on TNF Nightcap (x), Jason Kelce mentions that he saw the rumours about Travis and Taylor but couldn’t comment on their relationship status, saying
"I've seen these rumours. I cannot comment... I don't really know what's going on there, so yeah, I know Trav is having fun. We'll see what happens with whoever he ends up with."
September 16 - ESPN's SportsCenter reporter Adam Schefter & Kevin Negandhi playfully reference Swift's song titles as they allude to Travis & Taylor dating rumours.
"Clearly, Travis Kelce, at this point in time, is trying to Shake It Off and get back out there. He knows how much he's needed and that he's The Man."
"It was a little bit of a Cruel Summer for Travis Kelce with that knee injury but he can see the Daylight, Kevin, he looks like he's Ready For It. And Travis [Kelce] is now tracking to play on Sunday against the Jacksonville Jaguars, despite the fact that he was just limited today."
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liviavanrouge · 2 months
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Cheshire Birthday Boy Vignette(Early Release)
Aura: Hey, Cheshire, happy birthday!
Cheshire: .....th-thank you...
Aura: What's the matter?
Cheshire: This is the first time I'm spending a true birthday, I just feel so happy
Aura: *Giggles* That's good!
Cheshire: Since coming here, it feels as if everyone truly feels like my family, I've made some new friends and It feels great to be around such people..
Cheshire: Being able to celebrate with you all, it makes me overly relieved. This freedom I feel right now, it's....amazing
Cheshire: So, I'm thankful for you all..
Aura: How sweet..
Aura: How did you usually celebrate your birthdays?
Cheshire: I celebrated it with some other kids until a fire incident happened since then I've celebrated alone or not at all. I would sing happy birthday songs to myself and pretend I'm eating a cake...
Cheshire: I wasn't sad though, just a little numb that's it but I was genuinely happy when I was gifted a doll by one of my creators it was a little bat doll but I broke it accidentally
Cheshire: I was given a bat plush by Livia after I told her I enjoyed bats
Aura: How do you feel about celebrating with others?
Cheshire: It feels good, being around people who like me and are willing to give me gifts or tell me happy birthday makes my heart sing!
Cheshire: I got a few nice gifts from the others, Ruggie also gave me some of his donuts!
Cheshire: *Chuckles, flicking his tail* I've gotten a makeover from Vil too~
Aura: *Laughs, smiling* Sounds fun, you seemed to have finally found your home!
Cheshire: Yeah! Oh! I especially enjoy Rook's poetry!
Aura: How cute~
Cheshire: I'm known for being cute you know, hehehe~
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--Part 2--
Aura: What do you tend to do in your free time?
Cheshire: Oh, I work on my reading and writing!
Cheshire: I never learned how to do anything back in the lab but I started learning stuff after I came here it was so exciting!
Cheshire: I learned how to write at first and then I learned how to read!
Cheshire: After that, I do math and science with the help of Trein and Crewel, they're strict with me but I can tell they genuinely care about me you know!
Aura: That's good that you're learning!
Cheshire: I know right, it's really exciting when Iearning something new about our home!
Cheshire: Did you know during the Jaguar mutiny war, a human named Arian died to protect his husband to be!?
Cheshire: It was such a sad story, I wish the general and his human could've gotten married
Cheshire: The general looked a lot like Lilia too!
Aura: Lilia from Diasomnia?
Cheshire: Mhm, mhm! Except he had longer hair and seemed more serious! Sounds crazy right?
Aura: It kinda does...
Cheshire: *Chuckles* Told ya!
Cheshire: It's interesting though, what if it really was him but let's not dwell on that any longer~
Aura: Do you have a favorite subject to learn?
Cheshire: Hm, not yet, I hope I'm able to find one soon though..
Cheshire: They're all fun but they're also really hard, took me a good while to be able to learn any of that stuff
Cheshire: But never give up as Livia says! Keep working hard and you shall reach your goal!!
Cheshire: So this kitty boy is never gonna give up!
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--Part 3--
Aura: Who's gift left a big impact on you?
Cheshire: Hmmm.....
Cheshire: *Grins cheekily* EPEL!
Aura: Epel?
Cheshire: Me and Epel played lots of tricks on each other! Pranks upon pranks upon pranks!
Cheshire: It was a fun filled time before I had to be pulled away for this interview! Hehehe, I managed to get the last prank in, hahaha!
Cheshire: I dumped a bucket of glitter on him and took off before he could get back at me hehehe
Aura: Sounds like you two had quite some fun!
Cheshire: Yeah it was so much fun!
Cheshire: I learned about pranks from Livia, Floyd and Haru, they all taught me and gave me ideas for each one
Cheshire: I made an enemy out of Leona though but it was so very worth it you get what I'm saying~
Aura: *Giggles* Leona was a victim?
Cheshire: Yep! Leona got his tail dipped into ice cold water and it startled him awake, he knocked over the bucket of feathers and water and it landed on him~
Cheshire: *Laughs* He looked like a big old chicken
Aura: *Giggles* Oh, poor Leona!
Cheshire: *Nods* Yeah!
~~~~~
Aura: It's the end of our interview, I hope it wasn't too boring for you
Cheshire: Not at all! I'm really happy! Thanks for coming to wish me happy birthday~
~~~~~
----SSR Groovy----
Cheshire: *Sits between Silver and Sebek, Malleus standing behind him with Lilia, a wide smile on his face as Livia handed him a blanket with bat patterns. His eyes sparkling*
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Godzilla vs. Megalon 50th Anniversary and the Origin of Jaguarposting
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I started this account in November when my Godzilla hyperfixation was in full force thanks to a series rewatch I was doing and G-Fest. A lot of that hyperfixation was focused on Anguirus, Baragon, and Jet Jaguar.
I don’t exactly think they’re great characters or anything, I just kind of gravitated towards them for some reason. I know why for all of them, Anguirus having an off-screen reconciliation with Godzilla while forced to live together on Monster Island was actually sort of neat, I don’t like that we never get to see it and are forced to just assume it happened but its also nice to see something interesting and new, especially since this was at a point where the Showa era just kind of felt like it had grown entirely creatively bankrupt (The last truly creative Showa film is Hedorah, ik its a polarizing movie and I think that actually kind of proves my point a little). For Baragon, its that I just found it funny how they paired him with two far more popular monsters for this movie and then had him get his shit wrecked really quickly (he also has the most creative fight in the movie but I’m pretty sure I just liked him cause he’s a jobber). And for Jet Jaguar, its sort of hard to say. I know most of the western fanbase for the character likes him because of MST3K, but I never watched the GvM episode (except the Jet Jaguar song sub but that was after the hyperfixation kicked in).
The only reason I can think of is that he’s just funny to me. He’s basically the star character of this movie he isn’t in the title of and his plot just goes all over the place. He starts the movie as the invention of an engineer who wants to protect the world by piloting a robotic suit (which, considering there is an island full of monsters that is so poorly secured they could just leave anytime they wanted if they can swim or fly (almost all of them can), which they did in the last movie, its understandable why he’d do this). And by the end the suit has gained full sentience, befriended Godzilla, and defeated a bunch of underground men who control a giant bug with a drill head and drill hands. There isn’t that much explanation for most of these things either, they just sort of happen suddenly. Godzilla vs. Megalon is a terrible, terrible movie, and Jet Jaguar is the central character. Godzilla vs. Megalon is also an immensely enjoyable movie that I have subjected multiple people to so that I could see their reactions. I love it, its so fun, and Jet Jaguar is a big part of why the movie is so fun. He’s so fucking silly and stupid, I love him.
I said its hard to say why I like Jet Jaguar as much as I do, but its not impossible, in fact I basically just did. This overly long post has been mostly me saying why I like Jet Jaguar. But I haven’t really talked about Jaguarposting. Why the fuck do I post this guy? Because he’s funny to me, I made Baragon my Discord pfp for a while because he’s funny to me to. Its not super complicated, I am a very simple man. I main Blanka and Faust because they’re goofy guys, and in the same vein, I fixate on Jet Jaguar because he’s a goofy guy. The legacy of Godzilla vs. Megalon is that its a stupid fucking movie. Jaguarposting is a celebration of that movie’s stupidity, the idea that a post is funny solely because it features a character from the film.
I didn’t realize March 17th was Megalon’s birthday, I didn’t see any posts about it on the day and didn’t have the date committed to memory. So this post is late. But I still want to wish GvM a happy 50th. Maybe go watch it in it’s honor and hopefully see what I’ve been rambling on about for this long.
If you don’t know what Jaguarposting is, don’t worry, I’ve only ever used the term once and made like 5 posts in the genre across all social media. However its my first post on Tumblr, so I felt it was about time to explain myself.
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