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engstlersbueckers · 21 hours

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Phone Sex HC’S

(Emily Engstler)

Paring:E.Engstler x Fem Reader

Warnings:smut,orgasm denial,phone sex

Synopsis:This was a request from a lovely anon of mine (i wish i could find the original inbox request💔.hope you enjoy this drabble tho!)

She’s a big talker..she knows her voice makes you weak. So she tells you everything you want- no…need to hear.

“There you go,baby. Lemme hear you slut yourself out for me…” She groaned,listening carefully as your fingers slipped through your soaking wet folds.

“Listen to that…you hear how wet you are for me? Im not even there and you’re drippin aren’t you?

She loves when you talk to her too.Even when you’re so overstimulated and can barely speak,she’s gonna make you use your words.

“Talk to me pretty girl,tell me what you want. You know I’ll give it to you c’mon,say it.

Constant edging…doesn’t stop until she’s satisfied with how many times you denied yourself for her. “Hm.. you sound too close..start over for me,baby.” She thinks it’s cute how frustrated you get,laying there all by yourself,holding it…

She lets you use toys..thats when the facetime calls come in.She loves watching you get yourself off for her with them. (I’m a firm believer in her buying a rose for you.)

“That feel good huh?,c’mon baby I wanna see you make a mess on it…use that toy for me,mama.”

While you’re making yourself feel good, she likes to tell you what she plans on doin to you when she comes home. Knowing exactly how riled up it gets you.

“You gettin my pussy ready for me huh? You know as soon as i walk through the door I’m takin whats mine? Gonna fuck you so damn good when I get back,baby…

A/N:AHH hi my babiess,i missed posting for yall but i’ve been so busy recently. Now that my schedules pretty clear I should have more time to post the stuff sitting in my drafts. This is also my first time writing Hc’s so I hope I didnt do too bad. lmk what you all think<33

-S💋

#emily engstler #wlw fanfic #wnba #wlw smut #wbb

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diordeer · 11 hours

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౨ৎ PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

“well, I have a fun idea, babe, maybe just stay inside, i know you're cravin' some fresh air, but the ceiling fan is so nice and we could live so happily if no one knows that you're with me” - sabrina carpenter (smau)

contains: charlie bushnell x fem!reader (fc: sabrina carpenter) basically barry keoghan and her but its charlie bushnell

author’s note: taking a niche subject is so fucking funny bc wdym im one of five people coming to school for a 45 minute exam to translate a text about sugar daddies and death

requested by: anoonnn

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yn.ln please please please be available at 10pm tmrw 📞

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user1 WHO. IS. THAT.

user2 the pop queen coming out with another hit and i can feel it

chappellroan i WILL be available ma’am 🫡

↳ user3 CHAPPELL WHAT R U DOING HERE?!

user4 everyones like whos this omg but u know whos been on her stories a lot lately…

↳ user5 CHARLIE OMG?!

↳ user6 tbh i think everyone knows their dating atp 😭

user7 this is going to be so cunty, i fear

user8 pls yn 🙏 one chance 🙏 i have a rly cool car 🙏 i will buy you coffee 🙏

↳ yn.ln coffee you say?

↳ user9 charlie finna have some competition

user10 I CANT WAIT FOR THE ALBUM RAHH

user11 guys am i tripping i was going to send a jail emoji… THERES ISNT ONE. IT DOESNT EXIST.

↳ user12 what. the. fuck.

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yn.ln turns out i can relate to desperation

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user1 CHARLIE OH MY GOD CHARLIE BUSHNELL IN MV WITH YN OHH MY GOODDDDD

user2 lets all act suprised guys

↳ user3 i didnt even suspect they were dating at all they were so discrete!!

user4 girlie what does the last pic have to do with this

↳ yn.ln .. it colour matched 🙁

↳ user5 she gets it what else is there to question

user6 HEART BREAK IS ONEE THING MY EGOSSS ANOTHERRR

↳ user7 I BEG U DONT EMBARRASS ME MFF!!!

user8 this is what we needed to launch the summer

dior.n.goodjohn consider me GAGGED

↳ yn.ln I LOVE YOU

user9 new trope: bailing each over out of jail

user10 ohh to have a man like charlie

user11 WAIT WAIT WAIT SO ARE THEY OFFICIALLY DATING?

↳ user8 girl…

↳ user5 i genuinely dont think theres a more obvious way to launch a relationship, yes they are dating

↳ user4 IMAGINE THEY ARENT LMFAO

↳ yn.ln i will cofirm that we are !!!

↳ user5 AAAAAAHH

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iamcharliebushnell considered a hard launch?

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user1 THE HARDEST AND MOST ICONIC LAUNCH I FEAR

user2 awwhh the way he only uses photos of her

↳ user3 … its HER music video

user4 MANSS DID NOT HAVE TO USE THE FIRST PIC

↳ iamcharliebushnell what can i say 🤷‍♂️

walker.scobell we GET it, ur in a happy relationship 🙄

user5 the hair icons of the century

user6 you guys dont understand they are my roman empire

user7 YNS SO PRETTY OMG… do i want to be her or be with her

↳ user8 yes

user9 damn charlie is RED in that pic

↳ user10 HE GOT IN A FIGHT HELP?

user11 i want more criminal charlie bushnell

↳ yn.ln he has that criminal vibe

↳ iamcharliebushnell WHAT?

LNbushnell.updates just posted on their story

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taglist: @lostinhisworld @lizziesfirstwife @auttumnsayshi @silkenthusiasts @taygrls @kidkrowk @kanojous @niktwazny303 @m00ng4z3r @highfidelities @b0ok-lover @vamplyle @xyzstar @urmomsgirlfriend1 @alexandria-millie

#percy jackon and the olympians #social media au #charlie bushnell x reader #smau #luke castellan x reader #aesthetic #charlie bushnell #in the know #x reader #sabrina carpenter #please please please

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haveihitanerve · 23 hours

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Headcanon that Bruce never really celebrated his birthday before Dick. He didn't want to celebrate the fact that he was slowly outliving his parents. And sure, Alfred made his favorite dinner, and maybe when he got home from school there was a little something waiting for him, but nothing big. And then in comes Dick who is like ‘nuh uh you always take every opportunity to celebrate everything you can. My parents always threw me a big birthday party and im going to honor them by doing the same.’ and alfred, now full of glee at getting to celebrate bruces birthday bakes him a cake and they buy balloons and presents and party hats and invite a few friends (the jl or brucie friends depending on what year) and it only got worse (more impressive-dick) when jason came along because Jason had never had a birthday party so Dick always threw more elaborate parties for both him and bruce and even when they were fighting he would buy bruce a present and hep alfred plan a party and maybe the hugs were just a little more aggressive, the parties a little bigger and wilder if the fight was bad, but he still threw them. And then jason died. And bruce goes back to no more birthdays. Dick cant throw one. Tim cant throw one. Steph forces presents into his hands whether he wants it or not and babs has a horrible recording of all of them singing happy birthday that she sends each year, but thats it. So when jason is brought back to life, the first thing he does when he and dick are on speaking terms is throw bruce a birthday party. And no matter the relationship, all of his kids make sure they make it for his birthday, if nothing else.

#birthdays #idk something i thought of #batkids #bruce wayne #batman and robin #batfam #batman #alfred pennyworth

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sleepyqweeb189 · 2 days

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Trigger warning: Drugging, blood, drowning, body horror(both in writing and picture).

Alexa body acke so much her right . Saint Vanilla magic was really powerful, but whatever magic he was using... it's not the same as Pure Vanilla she knew from the game...

Alexa has been walking for a while, not knowing where to go. Her feet hurt, she's hungry, only eating one bite of poptart she had, she didn't have much to sense of direction and only kept going. She wanted to cry. Tears fell down her face as she cried. Alexa got tired of walking and decided to take a small nap... she hopes that this is all just a dream...

The next morning...

Alexa felt the sun on her face. She weakly got up and noticed that she was still in the forest. Alexa sighed and got back to wandering somewhere... After a while, Alexa stumbled across a pink fabric near a river. She wonders where the fabric came from, but it might help with her burn on get right wrist. Alexa tied the ribbon around her wrist in hopes it would help. Alexa got back on her journey, and she didn't notice her clothes slowly changed on its own. By the time Alexa got to a boat, she slowly got in before noticing that her clothes changed into a dress or what locals wear in the hollyberry kingdom. Then, she remembered that she might be near the Hollybarry kingdom! Maybe Hollybarry will help! Alexa remembered how to paddle a boat and strear it, but she was scared of falling in as she doesnt know how to swim. Alexa slowly paddles her way to the Kingdom and feels so happy. But when she got close and was busy trying to get out without messing or ripping the dress, she felt herself being grabbed and thrown onto the deck. She didn't have time to process what was happening before she was picked up by the shoulder and forced to stand up.

"STATE NAME AND YOUR BUSINESS IN THE HOLLYBERRY KINGDOM?!" The guard holding her yelled and demanded.

"U-um im... Blue Cherry...? A-and I'm just visiting a f-friend..?" Alexa was scared and tried to lie about her name.

The guards put her down and allowed her in. Alexa eyes widen in shock from how beautiful the kingdom looks from the game. She looked around and talked to some nice ladies and men. Alexa can feel her bisexuality showing a bit whenever she sees a beautiful lady and man. Alexa explores a bit more, but she is hungry... she was surviving on a poptart with a small bite each day. Alexa saw a really good treat through a window and couldn't help but stare at it. Alexa kept staring at the window and didn't notice someone coming behind her.

"I can buy for you if you want. Hollybarry wouldn't want to see anyone to starve." A male voice spoke.

Alexa turned around and saw Wildberry! Alexa wanted to decline, but she nodded. She was too hungry. Wildberry and Alexa ate together, well, mostly Alexa. Alexa had 3 slices of cake, more than Alexa ate in her life when it comes to cake. Alexa didn't notice Wildberry holding his gomlet like he was ready to use it. Alexa ate with glee and finished her plate.

"Thank you so much, sir. I should be going soon." Alexa got up and continued walking.

Alexa was able to find an inn for a day free. Alexa was super happy when she lay down in bed and fell asleep almost instantly. Alexa woke up in the middle of the night to loud banging. Alexa was scared and ran to open the door, thinking it was an emergency. But Alexa was pushed back and picked up by the neck.

"H-help! Someone help!" Alexa screamed in fear as she begged for help.

"Quiet. Her majesty will be here soon..." Wildberry said.

Alexa has kept struggling and was able to see Wildberry. His look changed... to her, Wildberry looks like a bad guy. I saw what looks like Hollybarry, but... different. She looked scary, and Alexa wondered if that's a real dragon skull. Hollybarry walks towards alexa and Wildberry.

"Ah~ you're the girl Saint Vanilla was talking about. You do look rather odd for a cookie. I suggest you calm with us calmly..." Dragonberry suggested calmy.

Alexa didn't want to listen. Why should she listen? Her room was barged in. Wildberry is close to choking her. But... what choice does she have? She is not very athletic or strong... she is just average. Alexa nodded at Dragonberry command.

"Oh good! What a good child you are! But just to make sure... Guard, inject her." Dragonberry command.

Alexa saw the needle and started to freak out. Alexa started beg and beg to be good, beg to not run. But they guard holding the needle didn't listen. Alexa doesn't like needles but hates needles that have a substance that she doesn't know about...

Wildberry holds Alexa still while the other guard injects the needle in her thoat. Alexa screamed and cried in pain. Alexa tried to calm down cause she knew her freaking out wouldn't help. The needle existed her neck. Alexa slowly felt her body grow tired. The last thing she saw was Dragonberry smiling.

Alexa groaned. Alexa slowly picked herself up but immediately stumbled and fell back down. Alexa probably thinks that she just disoriented.

"Welcome dearie, nice to see you awake! Her majesty asked me for some blood samples! Now i may ask for you to come with me?" A nice cookie lady asked.

Alexa did her best to stand up and follow the nice cookie lady. Alexa had to sit down as the lady cookie took some of her blood. The lady cookie looked surprised that Alexa's blood wasn't Jam. The cookie lady walked Alexa back into her cell. Alexa was scared. She wants to go home... why can't this just be a dream-

"Being all sssssad won't help." A rough voice spoke.

Alexa looked over and saw Pitaya cookie. Alexa was surprised to see him there. Alexa looked over and tried to talk to him, but he didn't say anything else. Alexa gave up after a bit. A couple of days went by. Alexa would be taken to a room, her blood would be taken, then back into her cell. Alexa was given twice as much food as Pitaya cookie. Alexa probably thought that since Wildberry did report how much she ate. Alexa saves her food and makes sure to hide it. Late at night, Alexa does give her leftovers to Pitaya. He doesn't take it, but he takes it when Alexa is sleeping. Alexa was slowly planning an escape. She has to get to her own home. Alexa would do this late at nignt whem they took Pitaya for questioning. Alexa sucked in her gut and squeezed out of the bars. Once Alexa got out, Alexa took a second to stop feeling dizzy. Getting her head out the bars were the hardest and hurt the most. Once alexa felt better, she got up and started to look her way out. Alexa looked through some empty room to find anything useful. All that Alexa could find was some band-aid and a scalpel. Alexa was able to find the main room to see Pitaya and Dragonberry talking, well mostly Dragonberry talking and Pitaya ignoring her. Alexa stayed in the shadows. Alexa stays quiet and slowly walks towards Dragonberry. Alexa took a second before sprinting toward Dragonberry and attempted to take her Soul Jam. If Alexa noticed anything from the Beast Yeast play through of Cookie run, then she knew that the Soul Jam might stop or delay the destruction. But... Alexa only heard Dragonberry laugh. Dragonberry grabbed Alexa from her back and threw her hard against some table where they had some harsh and some unknown chemicals. Alexa screamed and cried loudly in pain. Alexa head hit harshly against the wall. It will make others wonder why Alexa hasn't fainted instantly. The broken glass that holds some of the chemicals has stabbed through one of her hands, parts of her back, some in her feet, and the biggest ones were in her both her arm. Alexa felt the effects of being thrown to the wall. Alexa attempted to get up, but it was hard.

(WARNING: BLOOD, BIT OF BODY HORROR)

Alexa can feel her head bleeding and felt her tears start streaming down. Alexa could taste some of the unknown chemicals that entered her mouth but only a little bit.

"Geez... you ruined our stuff. You know that took a very long time, you little brat." Dragonberry spoke with such venom.

Alexa kept trying to get up, but she was in too much pain. Alexa can see Dragonberry get closer. Suddenly, Dragonberry was pushed to the wall. Dragonberry looks over to see steam coming out of Pitaya mouth. Alexa noticed Pitaya nodding at Alexa. Alexa didn't waste time when Dragonberry was distracted. The guards only focused on Dragonberry and Pitaya. When Dragonberry quickly got up and turned to face Alexa, she found her gone. Dragonberry looked up and saw the door opened.

"Oh... she wants to play Cat and Mouse..? That adorable... After her..." Dragonberry command.

A lot of guards ran out of the room and chacing after Alexa. Alexa hid in a small spot. She hears them run past her. Alexa sighed and waited a bit after they left. Alexa got up after the cost was clear. Alexa whines in pain as her feet are still in pain, if not more. The glass dug itself deeper into her feet. Alexa was able to get outside in the back. Not noticing someone watching her... following her bloodly steps... Alexa was able to get to a boat and climb in, but before she even grabbed the paddle, she was suddenly lifted up by the back of her outfit.

"Well, well, looks like this Cat and Mouse Chase has to come to an end-" Dragonberry didn't finish her sentence when she felt sudden pain in her head.

Alexa started pulling on Dragonberry hair.

Alexa wasn't athletic, but she did have a good grip. Dragonberry groaned in pain when she felt Alexa's tight grip on her hair. After a bit of Dragonberry trying to pull Alexa off, Alexa suddenly let go and kicked Dragonberry under the chin, hoping she would be let go. Dragonberry only laughed at Alexa. Dragonberry didn't need Alexa anymore since she had enough blood from Alexa. Alexa was thrown far and deep into the water.

Alexa tried to swim to the surface but couldn't. Alexa didn't want to die. She tried to gasp for air but the water... tasted like soda. Alexa unknowingly started to try and drink the water, not noticing she was drowning herself. The chemicals. Alexa didn't feel herself slowly sinking into the water. Until something grabbed her and made her sink deeper...

"Coooo..."

Creator of this au: @cuppajj

#crk #cookie run fanart #fiction #beast ancients au

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vixcynn · 3 days

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Okay so fyi I'm a white girl with long blonde hair so if this is odd that may be in play 🤷 ps reader of course doesn't have to look like that

HC with the phantom troupe:

I was wondering if you could do something with a reader that does a new hairstyle like every day.

Bonus points if you can include some insecurities about being a outfit repeater.

I have so many magazines and an endless Pinterest board of hair styles, but can never pick one 😮‍💨. My "friend" ( were not that close) tried to down play it like I don't lose sleep over it and said "I never noticed so stop complaining about it, idc." I was talking about how I needed to go to sleep early so I could have extra time to do my hair.

After that I'm feeling kinda down, so what better than fictional characters comforting you or helping you ? Idk that why I'm here.

・✶ ｡ﾟREADER THAT LiKES TO CHANGE UP THEiR LOOK — phantom troupe

first request im trying real bad nawt to geek omggg😭😭 also this isn't odd at all to me nonnie i have the same struggle esp w clothes + ur friend's a dick for dismissing u like that. hope u feel better ma🙏🏾 contains: gn/afab reader, 0.6k wc, might be a bit ooc + this wasnt proofread

CHROLLO

Makes a little game with himself to try and anticipate what your next style will be

Will your hair be up? In braids? It's really a mystery to him

Honestly with this man you never have to worry about repeating an outfit

If you're out shopping with him and he catches you looking at any article of clothing for more than a second he's getting it no question

FEITAN

I feel like Feitan is just.. indifferent about it

Will probably quietly comment on your hair being different but he probably doesn't care much

And honestly you could wear the same outfit 1000 times and he genuinely would not care. This man couldn't recognize drip even if it was falling in his eyes anyway

He would die before admitting it but he's curious to see how you'd style his hair

MACHI

Thinks your hair always looks super cute and will occasionally ask you to do hers

She definitely keeps a hair tie on her wrist just incase you ever need one

However she will have no issues telling you to your face that being worried about repeating outfits is dumb

Tough love tough love🥲

She means well she's just a bit blunt that's all !!

SHALNARK

He's definitely recommending you hairstyles to do

Poor baby probably wanted to help you do your hair one morning but walked in on you on the cusp of a mental breakdown because your hair just wouldn't cooperate

Yea he's backing away slowly and not returning...

But being real he's showering you with compliments because your hair and your clothes

He adores your style and probably gifts you different hair accessories and jewelry

SHIZUKU

Doesn't really get why you consistently do something different when it comes to hair and clothes but she's intrigued

Will sit quietly and watch you do your hair

Probably won't be much help unless you ask her to be

I can see her practicing on you though, Shizuku's can be really gentle with her hands if she's mindful about her strength

NOBUNAGA

Something about this man just screams hair expert

Like that man has inches (not like that) you cannot tell me he doesn't have a bomb ass hair care routine

If he wakes up around the same time as you he's definitely helping you do your hair

Is also your biggest hype man when it comes to how you dress

You could be wearing a dingy t-shirt and some sweats and this man will still act like a professional model has graced his presence

ILLUMI

Now unlike Nobunaga, I think Illumi just was blessed with freakishly good genetics when it comes to hair

This man has probably washed his hair with dish soap and seen no issue with it

He'd probably try to support you in hair and fashion but the things he buys makes you question if you're being punked

The hair products are not suited for your hair type and the clothes he buys makes you feel like you're being dressed by your mom all over again

He's trying though please be patient with this man

UVOGIN

If you value the health of your hair do not let him near it 💗

Jokes aside (I'm not joking) I can see Uvogin letting you practice different styles on him. He lovessss it when you play in his scalp

Love Uvogin but he is the last person you'd want to bring your fashion concerns too

Literally anything looks good to this man, he will have you outside dressed like a literal clown and think the fit is fire

PAKUNODA

She is for sure helping you out whether it be with picking an outfit or doing your hair

Paku absolutely loves it when you come to her for advice

However she hates seeing you stressed out about wearing the same thing :((

She's always reassuring you that you look amazing regardless of the effort put into your outfit for the day

#hxh x reader #hunter x hunter x reader #phantom troupe x reader #phantom troupe x you #chrollo x reader #chrollo lucilfer x reader #feitan x reader #feitan porter x reader #machi x reader #shalnark x reader #shizuku x reader #nobunaga x reader #illumi x reader #illumi zoldyck x reader #uvogin x reader #pakunoda x reader #(„ᵕᴗᵕ„) library

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papayatori · 3 days

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Moonlight 🌙

Inumaki Toge x Fem! Reader

Oneshot!

I was walking by myself as the sun had started to slowly set. The grounds were beautiful at night, and I had been wanting to watch the sunset for a while now. I had a small obsession with the moon, and for once, I was free to watch.

“Kelp.” I heard from behind me, I looked back to reveal a calm Inumaki. My heart tugged a little at his presence, stealing any thought I had had previously from the back of my mind, and replacing it with nothing other than himself.

I smiled hearing his greeting.

“Hey, Inumaki. What are you doing out this late?”

He shrugged, tilting his head to the side, as if asking me the same question. I chuckled a little, walking towards him.

“Are you doing anything right now?” I asked, not bothering to tell him why I was here. I shook his head swiftly, hair falling into place after. I blushed, studying his face.

“Bonito flakes.” He said plainly, answering my question. I grinned.

“Well, im going to watch the sunset in the courtyard, if you’d like to join me?” I saw his eyes light up to my surprise. I had expected him to turn me down.

“Salmon!” He said enthusiastically, taking another step forward as I led the way.

We walked for a bit, his shoulder bumping into mine occasionally. I did my best to hide my flustered state, but he caught it regardless of how well I thought I was doing.

Inumaki studying you closely, catching your gaze occasionally. He was thankful for his high-collared uniform, as it was covering his tinted face. He had always thought you were beautiful, and you had an amazing personality that he felt was to die for.

We walked wordlessly, his hand brushing mine softly. I almost gasped, struggling to breath a little afterwards.

When we arrived, I sat down, patting the spot beside me. The sun was sinking below the horizon rather quickly now, and there was no way I was going to miss it this time. The sky had started changing colors from a brilliant pink and orange tint to a breathtaking blue and purple. I felt his body close to mine as he followed my gaze, smiling slightly under his mask.

Toge wasn’t usually one for nature, but if it was with you, he would enjoy it simply because you did. He unzipped his mask, breaking in the fresh air like he should’ve done before he approached you. He found that people found him intimidating, and the last thing he wanted was for you to believe that. His gaze turned to you, eyeing you with amusement as he watched you eagerly await the moon.

“Toge!” I said as I pointed into the sky excitedly. The moon had started to peek into the sky, making its appearance known in its battle with the sun. It shown brilliantly against the blackening sky, it was beautiful.

“Salmon.” He said, catching your gaze and smiling softly.

I saw how the moonlight brought out his features more clearly than before. His hair seemed to gleam in it, absorb it almost, his skin glowing. My cheeks turned a furious shade of red, and I quickly returned my gaze to the sun rather than get myself caught.

“I’m sorry, I know the others find it kind of annoying, but I have an infatuation with the stars, the moon, the sky. Maki wouldn’t come out here with me, saying she didn’t buy that it would be as breathtaking as I said it would be. I guess you can say I’m a bit obsessed with it.” I chuckled lightly. Tonight was a full moon, and I wouldn’t miss it for anything.

“Bonito flakes.” I looked up at the sound of his voice, surprised he had even bothered responding. He was shaking his head slightly with a smile on his lips. I sighed, a little frustrated I couldn’t completely understand him.

“I’m going to assume you’re probably not enjoying this like I am.” I stated, a little deflated now. I felt his hand reach over and squeeze mine, interlacing his fingers with my own. His touch flustered me beyond measure.

“…it’s beautiful.” I heard a low voice mumble. I jerked my head to look over at him.

“Did you just speak Toge?” I asked. He chuckled and nodded gingerly. I looked down at our tangled fingers, blushing again at his touch.

“I can, but not very much. I just felt like this was important.” He mumbled again, his voice was angelic. I blushed more, averting my gaze.

He sensed my worry, eyeing me warily. Squeezing my hand once more before he spoke again.

“Tuna!” He pointed at the sky, trying to get me too look at it. I did as he asked, seeing the beautiful full moon in all its glory. I was astonished.

“You know, a full moon signifies completion in a number of different cultures.” I started, rambling again. “I guess you could mean it’s a good luck charm, at least, that’s how I see it.” I smiled again, feeling his hand tighten around my own, smaller one.

Toge wasn’t even bothering to look at the sky anymore, only paying attention to your face and how your eyes gleamed as you spoke. Of course, he knew all of these things, but he was infatuated with you, with your voice, with the moonlight hitting your skin in all the right places. He moved his body closer to yours, his shoulder pressing against you slightly.

I wasn’t expecting it of course, but it sent a ripple of emotion through me, like a wave crashing into the shore. I felt my breath hitch as his thumb traced circles into the back of my hand.

“I’d come out here to sit with you every night if it meant I could see you like this again..” he mumbled softly, eyes never leaving mine. I couldn’t calm the thumping of my heart as it raced in my chest. Was I hearing him right? He chuckled at my lack of speech, knowing he was the cause of it.

“W-what are you saying, Toge?” I asked, dumbfounded and flustered beyond compare. He chuckled again, this time wrapping his arm around my shoulders. His warmth radiated through my bones, into my body. I melted into his embrace, my head finding its way to his shoulder as if it was meant to be there.

“I’m saying you don’t bother me, that this doesn’t bother me.” He hesitated before speaking again. “I’m saying that I’ve loved you since the second I laid eyes on you for the first time, and nothing you’re obsessed with is going to bother me no matter how hard you try to.”

I couldn’t believe what I was hearing, was I hallucinating. I felt my heart hammering as he said those words so calmly, but I could feel his heart in my eardrums. I knew he wasn’t as calm as he claimed to be.

I looked up at him, wordlessly feeling his breath lingering on my lips. I wanted nothing more than to tell him I felt the same, but I choked on my words before they could even leave my thoughts. I was nervous, terrified even.

Before I knew it, he was closing the gap between us, kissing me softly and passionately as if he had been waiting to do this for ages. My arms wrapped themselves around his torso beside me, kissing him back just as eagerly. I felt him smile on my lips.

“I love you too, Toge.” I said, smiling up at him one last time before kissing him once more.

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cubanpetekotrb · 9 months

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So my other obsession of the month is wheel of time and I saw episode 7 and boy o BOY do I have major thoughts and I need to get them out.

Siuan?? What the hell? Following LONG ass post is in defence of Siuan because the general consensus there is right now about Siuan just doesn't rhyme for me.

ONE thing all of Siuan actions did, it brought out SO MUCH .

Liandrin drew out 1 dark friend (Moiraines nephew) and he consequently got locked away (or killed).

One Forsaken showed herself to an entire city, no more hiding or denying (at least not from the Aes Sedai because there were like 14(!) there)

Siuan clearly has doubts about Verin and Verin acted exactly as expected (now I think Verin has a lot more going on but hey 🤷🏼‍♀️)

When Siuan shields Rand, she pushes Moiraine to say all of her intentions with Rand and their decades build plans in front off Rand as if he is not there. Which Moiraine does to protect Rand from Siuan.

Siuan asks Rand if he has channelled carefully and deliberately (not verbatim but this is the general idea), which he hasn't. She scolds him for it and says that he hasn't learned much in 6 months, which is absolutely true.

Which leads to:

Moiraine is shielded (something I do not think Lan figured out on his own) and subsequently released of said shield by Rand when she tells Rand that she trusts him. When last season Moiraine very clearly showed that she doesn't. Rand needed to hear that from Moiraine. It pushed Rand to actually use the one power very DELIBERATELY and CAREFULLY otherwise, Moiraine dead. Now who again scolded Rand about that I wonder hmmm 🤔

Which brings me to the following and perhaps most important point:

Rand now 100% trusts Moiraine, he believes Moiraine does want to protect and guide him to save the world, which previously he didnt. He was confused about what was going on and felt like a toy being played from all sides. Siuan put Moiraine in an impossible situation and Moiraine chose Rand, the dragon reborn because she knows that is the right thing to do. Rand needed to be shown Moiriane will give everything to save the world including turning away from Siuan and being made to do something she does not want (closing the gate).

It is VITAL that he does because Moiraine will be the only one capable of providing Rand the protection and guidance that he needs to save the world. He only does at the end of this episode, which is nearly at the end of this season. They already lost too much time. Drastic extreme measures are unfortunately required because Siuan was right, Moiraines way wasn't working.

At the end of this episode due to Siuans actions, he doesn't trust any Aes Sedai, which is good because you know Black Ajah and doesnt trust the Forsaken, but he very clearly does trust Moiraine, and that WILL set him on the right path.

If I can trust book readers, Siuan is a very powerful channeler. However, like Egwene, it's her intelligence that is actually her greatest power. She is a crazy smart woman and nowhere near as impulsive, brash and stubborn as Moiraine, aka Pufferfish.

Something that stuck by me is that Siuan said "you have given everything, Im going to row beside you now". Siuan knows Moiraine will absolutely not let her. Moiraine is like Nyneave in that way. She would rather die than let anyone she loves do that.

Siuan has given up a lot this episode and put power back with Moiraine, leaving herself incredibly vulnerable, having lost her one true ally, Moiraine. Going back to a tower filled with enemies, she's f*cked, and she knows it, but she needs Moiraine focused on her mission, not on Siuans' potential downfall. Because that will definitely be a distraction for Moiraine.

There is no way in hell a Master chess player like Siuan would move her pawns so early and openly like she seems to be doing in this episode. That is not Siuan. Everyone in WOT world, though, needs to believe that she is (including Moiraine).

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inkskinned · 9 months

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they want to talk about mental illness and acceptance and how everyone is a little ocd it's cute and quirky and their "intrusive thoughts" are about cutting their hair off and you say yours are about taking a razorblade to your eye and they say ew can you not and everyone is a little adhd sometimes! except if you're late it's a personality flaw and it's because you are careless and cruel (and someone else with adhd mentions they can be on time, so why can't you?) and it's not an eating disorder if it's girl dinner! it's not mania if it's girl math! what do you mean you blew all of your savings on nonrefundable plane tickets for a plane you didn't even end up taking. what do you mean that you are afraid of eating. get over it. they roll their little lips up into a sneer. can you not, like, trauma dump?

they love it on them they like to wear pieces of your suffering like jewels so that it hangs off their tongue in rapiers. they are allowed to arm-chair diagnose and cherrypick their poisons but you can't ever miss too many showers because that's, like, "fuckken gross?" so anyone mean is a narcissist. so anyone with visual tics is clearly faking it and is so cringe. but they get to scream and hit customer service employees because well, i got overwhelmed.

you keep seeing these posts about how people pleasers are "inherently manipulative" and how it's totally unfair behavior. but you are a people pleaser, you have an ingrained fawn response. in the comments, you have typed and deleted the words just because it is technically true does not make it an empathetic or kind reading of the reaction about one million times. it is technically accurate, after all. you think of catholic guilt, how sometimes you feel bad when doing a good deed because the sense of pride you get from acting kind - that pride is a sin. the word "manipulation" is not without bias or stigma attached to it. many people with the fawn response are direct victims of someone who was malignantly manipulative. calling the victims manipulative too is an unfair and unkind reading of the situation. it would be better and more empathetic to say it is safety-seeking or connection-seeking behavior. yes, it can be toxic. no, in general it is not intended to be toxic. there is no reason to make mentally ill people feel worse for what we undergo.

you type why is everyone so quick to turn on someone showing clear signs of trauma but you already know the fucking answer, so what's the point of bothering. you kind of hate those this is what anxiety looks like! infographics because at this point you're so good at white-knuckling through a severe panic attack that people just think you're stoic. even people who know the situation sometimes comment you just don't seem depressed. and you're not a 9 year old white kid so there's no way you're on the spectrum, you're not obsessed with trains and you were never a good mathematician. okay then.

mental illness is trending. in 2012 tumblr said don't romanticize our symptoms but to be fair tiktok didn't exist yet. there's these series of videos where someone pretends to be "the most boring person on earth" and is just being a normal fucking person, which makes your skin crawl, because that probably means you are boring. your friend reads aloud a profile from tinder - no depressed bitches i fucking hate that mental illness crap. your father says that medication never actually works.

you still haven't told your grandmother that you're in therapy. despite everything (and the fact it's helping): you just don't want her to see you differently.

#writeblr #warm up #to be clear let me state again: i think you should id however you fucking want if it helps you seek peace #but there is a HUGE difference between being like '.... im undiagnosed but i think i might be X'#and a person who is like ''omg my intrusive thoughts made me buy a birkin!!!''#babe mine made me throw up bc they disgusted me so much <3 #mine made me hurt myself evenly. even when i wanted to stop. i have had to put my hand on the stove MULTIPLE TIMES #and again i'd rather have 10000 people get help for something they don't need help for #than have 1 kid NOT get help #but there has GOTTTTT to be a middle ground here #bc at this point it isn't ''raising awareness''#it's . fucking misinformation. and ''what this picture says about you!!!!!''#& yes! im mostly talkin about ppl who are actually disgusted and offended by signs of mental illness #but use it to defend THEIR actions #like babe you hate when kids start yelling in the walmart? but you YOuRSELF can yell?#you are depressed so it's fine you were cruel to your spouse?#but if your spouse spends too much time in bed she's a lazy fuck?#your partner needs to do everything for you bc of your history in trauma? but when SHE has needs she's being clingy and gross?#HUGE difference here between whom i think most of my followers are btw. like #all it takes is fucking anyyyy empathy or kindness . like.#anyway it's hard to explain im hoping we all know the person im talking about lol

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beeduoo · 2 months

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wonderful

#there is a ranboo that goes withthis but i didn't like how he was looking imma restart from scratch tmrw😭😭#ctubbo #michael beloved #ctubbo fanart #Guys you have no idea what i went through today like it wa fucking crazy i need to share this #so i went to the mall after school right and im going home at like 8 on the train with my friend bc i was supposed to be picked up ay her #stop right but then im told to just go to my stop and take the bus and im like ok sure but the problem is my phone is on SEVEN PERCENT and w #hen i get to the stop my moms like u have money for the bus right and im like ueah and i check and i have NO MONEY #BUT I DIDNT TELL HER ANUTHING BC I DIDNT WANT HER TI GET MAD BC I KNEW SHE WOUDKNT WANT ME TO WALK ALL THE WAY HOME AT NIGHT (FOURTY BLOCKS #So im like ok im getting on the bus now my phone is on four percent i have to WALK HOME allll that way and there's this crazy ass upward hi #ll that's like ten blocks long ITS NOT EVEN THAT BAD but like my mom thinks im on the bus so im trying to speed walk as fast as i can and i #RAWDOGGED it too because MU PHONE WAS GOING TO IDE!!!!#I made it home at two percent U guys i was so proud of myself thank u for listening #IM SO MAD IT WOUKDVE BEEN OKAY IF I WASNT IN A RUSH And also if i had music uggghhh Whatever #I bought this really cute skirt at garage hold on let me find it #lexi pleated skort color Navy blue ITS SOOOO CUTE got some new leg warmers too yesss....#I NEED TO DOWNLOAD THE TRANSIT APP i woukdve been able to attach my apple pay and buy the stupid ticket if my phonewasnnt #too dead to do al that...#Guys always make sure u carry cash with yiu goodbye

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foxx-queen · 7 months

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i keep thinking about the datamined conversation between halsin and minthara and what gets me about it is that if you side with halsin and turn minthara away, thats objectively the bad choice.

like at this point, you've rescued minthara from moonrise. you know now that she was being controlled to act against her will. you've gone to the trouble of rescuing her from her tormentors, and you've experienced what it felt like as they tried to destroy her mind. you know what will happen to her if you turn her away. and if you do, you're willingly condemning her to that fate. you've essentially allowed her to experience freedom, to regain her sense of self, only to tear that away from her again.

whereas if you side with minthara, and halsin leaves, that's the only consequence he experiences. that he's not a companion anymore. at this point, we've saved the grove, we've saved him, and we've lifted the shadow curse. we've helped him achieve what hes been hoping to do for over a century. leaving your party won't see him lose his free will. he can return to the grove and live his life.

the choice is essentially either condemn someone to a fate worse than death, knowing exactly what that entails vs not letting someone travel with you anymore. its pretty clear cut to me.

its just interesting to me that they've switched the morality of it around given that minthara is considered the 'evil' companion by so many.

#baldur's gate 3 #baldur's gate 3 spoilers #bg3 spoilers #minthara #minthara baenre #before anyone comes at me and says that halsin is allowed to have his prejudice and his trauma. im not saying hes not #not sure about someone being allowed to have prejudice but yes thats part of human nature i guess #my point isnt that hes not allowed to react like this #my point is that hes wrong.#sure he can be struggling with his trauma and his prejudice over minthara being a lolth sworn (even if shes not anymore)#BUT. at this point we as a character /know/ theres more to her. we know that hes making an unfair assessment of her #which is even more jarring if you're a drow/lolth sworn drow #and at this point. you've saved the grove youve saved him youve helped him break the curse. he tells you its a debt he cant repay #and that hes so thankful. but he wont trust you or your decision. he won't even attempt to #and u know what thats fine. he doesnt have to. but if you're siding with him you're condemning her. you're killing her #if you side against him. he can go back to his responsibilities as an arch druid rather than leaving it in someone elses hands (which was?)#that is the lesser of the two evils here #yes you can call minthara the 'evil' character because shes a lolth sworn but thats just buying into the prejudice halsin is showing #and its wrong #anyways. my point is good for him if he wants to demand you make a ridiculous choice #but turning her away is the bad choice and tbh i feel like the game wants u to know that #and sure if you want to boil it down to which character u like more than the other and u prefer halsin. ur obvs gonna side with him #but in that case u probably wouldn't even get this conversation #because why would u have bothered to spare / save minthara in the first place?

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musubiki · 2 months

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thinking about another cute thing because im too busy with school and work to draw..

lime right after realizing he has a thing for mochi, stressing out and moping around because "I don't even know what kinda guys she likes..."

and when oscar and coco eventually wring this out of him, oscar straight up rips the rug out from under him by calling mochi over and saying "Hey Mochi, what kind of guys are you into?"

meanwhile lime trying not to obviously lose his shit and show all his cards right there, trying to be cool while stealing glances at mochi while she thinks it over. eventually she goes "I would like...someone sweet."

lime immediately plants his face into his desk, because the only thing he can think is "I DON'T STAND A CHANCE!!!!!" mopes around zoning out the rest of the day being sad about it, thinking along the lines of "She likes sweet guys? So she's into the soft boy type? How the hell am I supposed to have a shot with her?? My whole identity is bullying her and being an ass to everyone else. I guess I could overhaul my whole personality... ugh, but what if she hates that? Why couldn't she be into irritable dumbasses who can't get their shit straight? Of course she wouldn't like that. I guess its fair, she's a sweet girl, she would want someone whose sweet like that too--"

and the whole time his brain is rattled with all this bullshit hes going about the day doing normal lime things. opening doors for her. giving her little snacks. lending her his jacket. helping her pick up her moms groceries. little nonsense that's so normalizes and hes so used to doing them that he doesnt realize thats what she was talking about

#random lime thoughts tonight #eventually weeks or months after the fact after he does something for her she mumbles out a #(youre so sweet lime.)#and something in him clicks #(...o...oh yeah...?)#(yeah)#lime in his head: (wait...do i actually have a chance...?)#it turns into one of those (you think so?) (yeah) (really? you really think so?) (yes)#(you think im sweet?)#(im going to sleep if youre just going to keep asking !!!!)#she forgot about what she said when oscar asked her #lime: (im like the least sweet person i know.)#meanwhile mochi falls in love with him every time he buys her a twix without even asking if she wants one

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