#but a girl needs her sleep
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🌙 MIDNIGHTS
— We lie awake in love and in fear, in turmoil and in tears. We stare at walls and drink until they speak back. We twist in our self-made cages and pray that we aren’t—right this minute—about to make some fateful life-altering mistake,” reads the album announcement. This is a collection of music written in the middle of the night, a journey through terrors and sweet dreams. The floors we pace and the demons we face. For all of us who have tossed and turned and decided to keep the lanterns lit and go searching—hoping that just maybe, when the clock strikes twelve…we’ll meet ourselves.
#okay it's super late and i want to sleep#taylor swift#tswiftedit#sorry if this is messy#but a girl needs her sleep
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Aged up Damianya in a play (as extras, Becky is probably the main character)
oh yOU BET
#i got very lazy at the end did u notice#anyway if eden has a drama club then becky HAS to be the club president#my girl's got so much talent she needs to show the world#(of sleep deprived students)#the two fools in love got dragged by her to play the extras#anya does NOT like it but she agreed bc peanuts bribery#and damian got blackmailed#becky has blackmail on everyone#damian in particular#damianya#damian desmond#anya forger#becky blackbell#spy x family#spy x family fanart#my art
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I don't understand people who say that Gwen and Miles don't have to end up together just because they're a girl and a boy and how a girl and a boy can be just friends but at the same time those people claim that Gwen and Hobie most likely slept together when she stayed over just because they're...you know...a girl and boy, and that a girl and a boy can't be just friends...
#also when they believe that someone who's afraid of human touch like gwen who couldn't stop thinking about miles most likely slept with#someone else?????#while she was longing for a whole different guy#and that hobie wouldn't help a homeless girl unless she sleeps with him#and y'all call yourselves fans who totally understand the movie lol#gwen stacy#hobie brown#miles morales#spider punk#spider man#spider woman#ghost spider#spider gwen#spider man across the spider verse#across the spiderverse#Spiderverse#also i forgot to mention that she's only sixteen and the last thing i needed when i had problems like her in that age was sex#her whole character arc was about making friends not doing strangers
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I love my girl Miwa but as soon as I read that this image immediately popped up in my head:
#HAVE SOME STANDARDS GIRL DAMN#i want this relationship to work out too but this aint it#how do we relationship#cine te a intrebat#uhmmm theres SPOILERS past this tag in case u care to read this yourself just a quick warning#i kid i joke but this scene fucks me up i like how this manga handles queerness. it shows how messy and painful it can be#like we already got a bit of that with sae and her relationship with sex but this mmmmmm this one i didnt see coming#imagine u work up the courage to confess to ur high school crush and she says she cant date you#not cause she doesnt like you. quite literally /because/ she likes you and wants to take ur relationship seriously and respect you#but she cant do that. because shes afraid of people finding out. of having to hide all the time. of being ostracised. she's tired.#she cant find the strength to do that.#the frustration of being loved but society denying you the possibility of being together... ill clown on Miwa (its very easy) but i feel bad#for her#gaud i need to sleep hai pa
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For anyone else who is gonna struggle surviving the next 3 weeks with the angsty and tense situation of Callowmoore here's a few things from the last 2 episodes that I feel were underrated and will assist in trying to keep me sane/emotionally stable:
- Matching messed up hands built for holding
- Fearne nervously playing with her hair as she approaches Ashton
- Ashton wanted Fearne to be either the last thing they saw if they died or the first thing they saw when they succeeded
- Fearne's admittance corroborates Ashley's 4SD revelation that Fearne is in love with someone in the party but doesn't know how to process the emotions
- Fearne wanted Ashton to be happy, while Ashton wanted to feel whole so they would be worthy of the Hells
- Ashton twice tried to lead a search for Fearne, and instantly clocking onto Chetney saying he followed Fearne
- Fearne making herself look as radiant as possible before giving Ashton the cold shoulder
- Ashton only rose to Chetney's provocations until he said 'You hurt Fearne'
Use how you will
#godspeed my poor damaged psyche#critical role#bells hells#callowmoore#ashton greymoore#fearne calloway#fearne x ashton#ashton x fearne#strangely enough I don't enjoy having a dark and sad pit sitting in my chest day to day#3 weeks and we don't even get a cute M9 reunion in between to distract us? this was worse than Callowmoore's sistergate 3 week wait#also 'a little'? Sweetie people don't jump into lava for a little you got the big L and it's not Lesbian(s)#Feel like Laudna was a bit cruel this ep (Ash has been there for her a ton and she kinda villainized him) but we'll put it down to Delilah#much of Ashton's trauma has been overlooked or left to them to internalize but still nobody has told them that they are loved#and Ashton Greymoore needs to be told they're loved! (by Fearne)#but yeah time for more positive mental scenarios that 99% won't happen (but when that 1% does ho boy)#couldn't have just had Fearne go 'no talking' and sleep on Ash's chest to hear their heartbeat as her touch soothes Ash's pain could we?#or final fight scenarios where Ludinus is a walking harness and Ashton tricks them into absorbing their titan powers so he'd explode#they could've even had a talk in the woods because they wanted to find her so bad but was not gonna test Imogen's patience#I for one though will have at least one where Ashton seeks out Mori for advice (Fearne too but separately)#Tal I need you to use all your romantic arsenal in the feywild (Percy's worst travel experience) to win back Ashley's beautiful faun girl#bonus prompts for 'You will always be perfect to me' and 'Promise you'll come back to me' they pop up often in my scenarios#taliesin jaffe#ashley johnson
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oops all rock (springtime edition)
i’ll be able to draw digitally again soon! ;w; in the meantime i’ve been scribbling a lot on paper…
could not wait for Soon, so i resorted to coloring it using the markup tool in default iphone photos app (don’t do that ever again)
#my art#sos awl#debating whether to just dump my sketches from my soujourn to hell or save them to be transferred and finished as digital stuff#or like both idk. i don’t know how ppl feel about WIPs#i’m happy to post art again ;w; thank you everyone who welcomed me back i’m slowly getting through everything i missed while i was y’know#and thank you for the sweet messages while i was gone i am bbghkjh i need to calm myself and respond !!!! love#rock tumbling (sos)#story of seasons a wonderful life#bokumono#story of seasons#harvest moon#hm awl#harvest moon a wonderful life#bunny sighting 😳 i still have THOSE wips too#there’s certain things i wanna prioritize once i can use my tablet again and those are one of them#but i will also probably post new stuff alongside finishing old unfinished stuff….. i hope that is OK……#idk i’ll have to talk more later! right now i am nervous!!! i love you all!!!!#fanart#awl rock#bokujou monogatari#hm anwl#unfortunately this scum neet still has my entire heart so. most of the notebook is just him pulling goofy faces… sorry……..#also a lot of lumina and nami…. and molly…. they r really cool…#ceci is also cool and i’ve drawn a collage of her that i just. never posted#mostly drawing HMDS related stuff about the descendant characters#OK I’LL STOP TAGBLOGGING#i am once again back in DS for girl hell. i want to make a series of posts about differences in the English vs the Japanese version#and also fun secret things related to DS#this is all in the future i gotta finish all my unfinished stuff…. uuuu….#i love you all mmmmmwah (i cast sleepy time blanket and sleep forever)
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Okay okay wait so a fic where Luffy is like in a gang (modern au obviously) and ofc it’d be like the Strawhat Gang you know and so he meets Law at some point and he’s like “wow this guy is super cool” and “I gotta protect him” and so he’s like doing all this stuff to protect Law from all the shit he gets into and then at some point something happens and he finds out that the whole time Law has been the leader of like an equally powerful gang and Luffy’s like “HUH??? WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME?!” And Law just smiles slyly like this man has been totally waiting for this moment because he thinks he’s hilarious and he just shrugs and says “you never asked”
#lawlu#trafalgar law#monkey d. luffy#okay it could probably also go the other way except Luffy wouldn’t smile slyly hed just say what? you never asked? and be totally clueless#one piece#guys I’m tired#i’m tired#I have exam block next week#but it’s okay because I have Lofi beats to study and relax to#WHERE DID LOFI GIRL GO??#probably out with Lofi Boy#but what I wanna know is why she took her cat with her?#not that I wouldn’t take my cat with me#it’s just if she’s going out to the city#will her cat really be happy there?#anyway I need to go to sleep#I’m tired as hell#and you should go to sleep too
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she gave it to her friend with the belief it will return itself to her. she is SO logical but when it comes to jinshi she could go metaphysical
#it's been 8400000 years when will it return to her#(nobody spoil if it returned to her between ln11 to ln14)#the sleep deprived lovesick fool#and the fool in denial giving the hair stick away knowing it'll come back???#like girl you caught feelings#they make me so sick#i miss them#also i miss shisui and xiaolan and i need them together again 😭😭😭#the OG friends trio#ain't nobody gonna replace them 😤#volume 4 best volume#(please don't judge me if this isn't an example of metaphysics i am stupid sometimes)#kusuriya no hitorigoto#the apothecary diaries#jinshi x maomao#light novel#knh text
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I want to become a star. I want to be at the top. With a white car and bubble bath that smells from perfume, and everything just like in Paris.
— Irmgard Keun, The Artificial Silk Girl (1932)
#the english speaking world needs to get it together and stop sleeping on the queen that is irmgard keun#she FAKED HER OWN DEATH to escape the nazis!#i need a miniseries!#the artificial silk girl#irmgard keun#literature
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another dani sketch because i am nothing but completely infatuated with her
#resident lover#daniela dimitrescu#my baby girl#any art i post of her is just her conveniently half naked in a way her abs are shown#i may be sensing a pattern#god can strike me down for my sin but until he does i will not stop#im hoping if i can line it some time later but i need to sleep first#and i need to look up better references for taking off clothes#boy i wonder why pinterest wont give me anything
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'The world is brighter than the sun now that you're here...'
ELIZABETH OF YORK | happy birthday @richmond-rex <3
#elizabeth of york#historyedit#henry vii#tudors#I went for sunlit golden girl vibes rather than historical accuracy for this one#(not sure if she played that instrument; the manuscript wasn't hers; etc. It's just Vibes)#(also I needed something heart-shaped because of course)#I'm really Not Good at this but I tried! happy birthday! lots of love 💜#I wanted to make something more extensive with gifs but unfortunately I had 🤮 work 🤮#(the quote is from the song 'Light' by Sleeping at Last)#my post
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“next door neighbor”
-matt sturniolo pt.1
warnings: nothing just a bit of fluff, strangers/friends to lovers, hockey!matt/sweetheart!matt
it was 8 o’clock when i heard a knock on my front door. i rolled my eyes and got up, throwing on a t shirt and shorts from the night before and fixing my hair slightly. i walked downstairs and opened the door, to my surprise i was met with THE matt sturniolo. matt was the defender of our school hockey team, he was one of the popular guys last year, but in summer everyone sort of forgot he existed, school started in a month and i had been sleeping in all summer, so boy was it a surprise being woken up at 8am, let alone matt sturniolo being the one to do it.
“hey, what are you doing here?” i asked between yawns, as his eyes traveled over my slightly clothed body
“uhm, right, sorry, i just moved in next door..” he pointed over
“and i know we go to school together..” he paused and laughed to himself
“but my mom wanted me to bring you these” he gestured down to a plate of cookies in his hands, i smiled that he even knew who i was, let alone brought me a gift
“that’s so sweet! thank you! so where are chris and nick?” i asked smiling, me and nick were in photography together in junior year and we haven’t really talked since, but i missed him and wanted to catch up
“oh, yeah, they’re at him getting shit packed yk, but if you want we don’t mind if you come over!” he said grinning brightly
“yeah that’s fine, just give me a few to get ready, i’ll be over soon” i backed away
“alrighty! see you soon!”
“thank you again for the cookies!”
“anytime!” he said before i shut the door and ran upstairs to get changed, shit. i just talked to one of the finest men i know, barely clothed and looking a mess, dammit i’m so embarrassing. i rushed to do quick makeup and i straightened my hair a bit to touch it
up before i changed and i was back downstairs putting on my shoes in a matter of 10 minutes. i walked out of my house and down the road a few feet over to matt’s house, i walked up his front steps. his house was beautiful on the outside and i was even more shocked when he opened the door to let me in.
“hey neighbor i’m here” i giggled
“mhmm come in” he shifted over to let me in and oh. my. god. his house was so gorgeous.
“wow.” i uttered
he laughed and looked at me “wow what?”
“your house, wow.”
he smiled “yeah? thank you”
“yeah, yeah of course”
an hour later
i had caught up with all of his brothers, met his parents and their mom even invited me to dinner tonight. of course i was gonna go, i’m not stupid. matt was so fine, not only that but he had an amazing personality, i used to think he was the stereotypical stuck up jock who has hoes and treats women like shit, but he was nothing like that. getting to know him made me even more attracted to him, for him as a person, not just his looks.
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…that’s it for part onee lmk in the comments how i did and if i should make a part twoo 🫶💋
#sturniolo triplets#matt sturniolo#nicolas sturniolo#chris sturniolo#christopher sturniolo#nick sturniolo#fuck my body#hot as fuck#hot as hell#smut#slow burn#cuties#strangers to lovers#friends to lovers#matthew sturniolo#fluff#too sweet#sweet boy#sweet girl#blow this up#go viral#like my post#no comment#i need him#i need sleep#use me however you want#i want his dick so far down my throat it leaves bruises#need her#best friends#tags
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Not to get personal but I think the reason princess tutu stuck with me for so long after watching it is like. As someone with low self esteem and abandonment issues seeing our hero hate who she is at her core only to make a friend who not only tolerated her “ugly” side but is so so deeply charmed by who she is under the mask that he wants to spend the rest of his life with her no strings attached? That’s the fucking DREAM
It’s the fantasy of having someone who loves you even when you’ve stopped being useful, when you can’t be funny or interesting or any of the traits you try to cultivate to make yourself more palatable to others. It’s the fantasy of having someone see to the core of you and not flinching, instead, coming away more endeared than before.
Princess Tutu is about hope. When Duck, our hero who brings hope to everyone, falls into despair, her best friend is there to bring hope back to her. And I think it says something that hope is the emotion the show leaves me with too. Hope for a better future. Hope that one day, like Duck, I’ll grow out of the ugly duckling phase and be able to embrace my true self.
#it is 2 in the morning and I can’t sleep#this one is ok to reblog if it resonates#but who knows I don’t know if anyone feels the same way#anyways yippeeeee one of my friends just stopped texting me back#I know she’s busy and she has new friends and she’s moving on with her life#still hurts though#I thought she was a real friend but I’m so bad at judging these things#anyways these are sleepy girl rambles#need a crazy bitch like fakir in my life ASAP#I feel like one true friend who’s there no matter what could fix me#but I feel like as the therapist friend everyone expects me to help them with their problems#and when I stop being helpful and have problems of my own that’s when they leave#and you gotta say fuck em and move on but it’s hard#lea talks
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Sometimes being gay just means eating pancakes at midnight and listening to break up songs while crying over a relationship that literally never even happened
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#maybe im having a Moment™️ okay#me: im not that upset about this unreciprocated crush#also me:#i am blaming my period and finals stress#i refuse to be ashamed over this😤#a girl needs her moment of sobbing over other girls okay#big oof tonight lads#im gay and i like sleeping
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i feel like we as a community need to talk more about these images
#bryce tankthrust#i need to go to sleep#i just love her okay FUCK#i watched this video for the first time in idk a very long time probs a year#never forget 🫡#i don’t typically put random dumb posts like this on here anymore but i should#because it’s my blog yall are on my turf#and we love and cherish bryce tankthrust on this blog#she’s just a girl (shes 50 and has about the same moral compass as elon musk)
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still struggling to sleep because i got so tired i've become a beacon of anxiety, so i have to dick around some on the internet to chill out. in conclusion: 4 AM princess AU picrews :)
#obviously hunter and amity's outfits are not exact. i was just thinking about amity letting go of her neurotic need to be put-together#hunter being like 20 and already having burnt through literally his entire lifespan's worth of patience#and luz at eda's door being the most tired sunshine girl in the world#her autism creature expression. u know#much 2 consider. I Want To Sleep So Bad#toh#princess luz au#shitty idiot repression gang#picrew
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