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they should invent a body that doesnt feel food revulsion when you're starving
#bitch im HELPING you 😭😭😭#literally blogging like its 2014 over here sorry. it will continue.#did you know that when you dont eat or sleep enough taking adhd medication will make you feel like youre on meth#<- joke. bc it is. disclaimer
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Just seen someone call Maria selfish for leaving Tommy in TLOU2 when he needed her the most and I’m like???? Did you see him in the farmhouse, that’s a man who is obsessed with revenge and she’s probably given him ample chance to get over it but 18 months later he’s still obsessing over Abby. Maria (and Dina) were both more than justified in cutting ties with Tommy/Ellie for their own sakes. If Tommy and Ellie are too far gone and won’t allow themselves to be helped, their partners are more than justified in eventually making the decision to focus on their own mental health because I can guarantee the post-Seattle Tommy was not easy to live with.
Having said that, hope both couples make up so TLOU3 can just be the remaining members of the extended Miller family all living happily.
But seriously, why is it in any form of fiction or real-life, the woman is ‘selfish’ for actually putting her own well-being above someone who doesn’t want to be helped.
Sorry, little rant but jeez people don’t give the woman a break sometimes (also just a strange character to have beef with given she’s like the only ‘good’ character and she’s got such a minor role)
me just now realizing with this ask that show maria and dina are both gonna go through the same angsty bullshit (getting left with a child by their grief-consumed partners):
also dont EVER be sorry for ranting in defense of maria in my inbox. i love it. i need it. it feeds me. it also balances out all the weird ass bitter and shady messages about maria i get from people with nothing better to do. go off
(and also ALSO. tlou3??? is that officially a thing???)
#also ur so real with counting the MONTHS#BECAUSE 18 MONTHS AFTER AND UR STILL ON THIS BITCH????#NO SIRRRR#NOT MEEEEE#yall rlly think maria just#patted tommy on the back and went ‘damn joel died. sucks.’#she very likely grieved with him and alongside him#she likely exhausted every resource and moment she could trying to help him grieve properly#imagine doing all that for someone you love and then they not only push you away#but they LEAVE#i wouldnt have even let him back in town if i were her like you have me FUCKED UP#and at that point her and joel we’re definitely friends like she loved joel too??????#like im just so sad for her#watching rutina wesley go through all that is goingn to destroy me 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#asked and answered#thank you friend i love you! MARIA STANS UNITE
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my inability to take anything about "the crackle goes kiwi caper" seriously vs. my adoration for that scene... FIGHT
#carmen sandiego 2019#please i cant with this episode#its so dumb im sorry 😭😭#but its also one of the best episodes in the series#i love you ballerina!carmen 😍#also neal definitely cracked that bitch's ribs#that kick was PERSONAL#sorry guys im live tweeting in the tags#also i love player in this episode#ver hands on here#i love it#i HATE this episode but i LOVE it but i HATTEE it#ejeiduejejsijdkekekd#im going to eat glass /pos#i need an exorcism#i CANT be normal about this show#help girl the autism has taken conteol of my body#“you... dont run a children's charity”#yeah no SHIT you love blind FOOL#anyway carmen and gray fucked after crashing that glider#who said that#shut the FUCK up suzie#why did my little sister just ealk in and say she has a crush on gray?#i didn't even know she knew this show#wait shes telling me she hyperfixated on it like 3 years ago#HELLO#how could i have forgotten this#anyway#HES JUST SOME GUY
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Getting close to finishing chapter 11 for Abrtl. I'm around 7k in - about 2k of which has been written for over a year - and have probably 1k-2k to go. It's so exciting to make real progress quickly again, I finally feel like I have direction for what I'm writing and I'm enjoying the process again. Most of chapter 10 was a slog to write, especially because I've been so excited to get to the next part of the story.
#I keep remembering that quote#where they said if you arent enjoying writing something your readers probably won't enjoy it either#I got really caught up on that before posting#but I've gotten such kind comments that ive felt so lifted up#thank you so so much to everyone whos commented or kudoed 😭💕#abrtl#a brief reliving of troll lore#abrtl update#im a messy bitch who lives for drama (in fiction)#and I really struggled to write fight scenes that I had no plan for or emotional investment in#but i finally figured it out with some help :)
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"fnaf is the scariest game ever" "no its silent hill" "well i think its resident evil" everyone shut up!!!!!! youre all wrong. its actually zack & wiki quest for barbaros' treasure (on the nintendo wii) but only the level "keeper of the ice". that level scared me so bad as a kid and you can tell because its the only individual level i remember the name of off the top of my head. like there is nothing scarier than a) being chased and b) being on a time limit. and you know what this level has? BOTH OF THOSE. this level is still scary to me im like AHHHHH!!!! and then i die
#i had to google horror games after i thought really hard for silent hill and fnaf#because like. resident evil is just not a horror game in my mind... its just cool zombie game...#to be fair though. the only one i actually played a portion of was re6 which is probably the least scary one in the whole series#anyway do the kids still find silent hill and fnaf scary. i dont know.#well the former id say yes given how prevalent ps1 horror has been in recent years#fnaf i have no idea. im a massive wuss so its scary when i play it for myself#but watching someone else play them especially when i know them well isnt scary#and ive watched fnaf videos for YEARS#so i dont know. (old man voice) these damn kids... back in my day we watched markiplier scream at freddy fazbear and we LIKED it!#anyway its objectively a horror game and thata literally fine thats all i needed for this post#MY POINT HERE. my point here#IS THAT HIT ZACK AND WIKI LEVEL KEEPER OF THE ICE. IS SOOOOO SCARY#its not that scary but i see tjat level and im like 3 years old making my mom play this level for me again#and for the record yes me and my sister really did make our mom help us with z&w#she remembers helping us with frost breath the most because we like did notttttt get that one at all#and she could never remember how to do the mirrors based on what combination of stands is there (because tjeres like a few variations)#so she always had to look up a guide 😭😭#my poor mother on fucking gamefaqs or something in like 2010... legends only#anyway if you have no idea what level im talking about (any of my oomfs reading this that isnt end) (hi end) PLEASE look up this level#and i need you to think of like a 5(?) year old making her mom play this game.#this aforementioned child is still a massive wuss as an adult btw. some things never change#anyway watch that level and think about how someone like me. whos already a scaredy cat!#imagine how someone like me felt at age 5 possibly younger playing this level#I WISH I COULD LIKE CONVEY EMOTIONS OVER TUMBLR. why cant i attach a .emotion file to this post#anyway ramble over <- hes said that like a million times today#scariest level in a game ever...!!!!! FUCK that keeper of the ice bitch im GLAD he died#muffin mumbles
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Apparently the scene you get with Shadowheart if you get her approval all the way up and then tell her you want to get to spend time with her is the same one you're supposed to get at the tiefling party, which means if you trigger it early you may not get any scene with her at the party at all. This made things pretty confusing when I showed up expecting to advance my romance with her and instead she just gave me some generic "lol wine is good huh" dialogue meanwhile every other companion* BUT her was actively trying to jump my bones... Literally just had to beat everyone else off of my Tav with a stick and then go to bed alone 😔
*Except Lae'zel, who instead went on an unprompted rant about how she knew I wanted to fuck her sooo bad but I had Pissed Her Off by making her be Nice to People so now she would NEVER allow me the pleasure of having crazy hot githyanki sex with her. (She propositioned me a few days later anyways)
#i seem to have accidentally started a romance with lae'zel astarion AND gale in addition to shadowheart 😭#like the next day i had a notice to talk with astarion and it was the scene where hes talking about not being able to see his reflection#and it was literally like dodging fucking bullets trying to pick an option that wasnt flirting#i ended up having to pick some mean dialogue that was like 'maybe its for the best youre not exactly aging gracefully'#bc the ONLY other two options were like 'tell him you think hes beautiful' and 'gaze lovingly into his eyes' or some shit#and i was like '...okay im picking the mean one but i mean it as a joke. maybe it can be a joke' and i picked it an he was all horrified#but then the next dialogue gave me an option to say 'lol im just kidding' and i was like PHEW#but then he just went back to being fucking flirty again and was like 'really~ well then tell me what you like about me the most' or smth#and i was like FUCK. NO#but then the next dialogue tree in addition to having the normal flirty options had three additional options#that were like 'youre fine. but lae'zel/gale/shadowheart? now theres real beauty'#and i was like. fuckin. OKAY#ill wonder wtf those other two are doing there later but for now ill pick the one where i tell him in interested in shadowheart#so i picked that option and this bitch fucking APPROVED. told me he was going to have to work harder to keep up with his competition#like SIR. what do you MEAN competition. i let you bite me ONE time bc you said you were dying of thirst and i wanted to help a bro out#and then the next morning i immediately told you i didnt like it and i never wanted it to happen again#what do you mean competition dude you arent even on my radar 😭 im a DYKE#and why were lae'zel and gale there as options too??#the next night i got gales weave scene where he shows my character how to use magic#(my tav was pretty unimpressed as a fellow mage tbh but hes my friend and i was being polite)#and when i clicked the option to clearly say at the end that i was not interested in having an intimate moment with gale#he got all misty eyed and was like 'oh how quickly these moments fade away...'#like bro the moment didnt fade away i politely shut it down on purpose bc im not interested. what are you talking about#and THEN i got lae'zel trying to fuck me and when i turned her down she gave me the exact same dialogue#about how i would miss out on having hot githyanki sex with her. AGAIN#yall im JUST trying to romance shadowheart 😭 leave me alone#if anyone else is gonna try to trap me into flirting with them then at least let it be karlach next time please 😭🙏#(ill come back for lae'zel on another playthrough bc being between her and shadowheart sounds like a safety hazard tbh)#rambling
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A funny, kinda annoying thing I see a lot as someone who’s read my fair share of m/m fanfic is watching women (cuz 99.9% of the writers tend to be women) trying to figure out how guys talk to each other and just making them like. Really gross and weirdly misogynistic for the sake of “authenticity” in male interactions akdjks. Like the guys will just be like “chicks are great, I love fucking them and looking at their fat tits and never calling them again when they get all clingy” and you look at the character saying this and its like Luigi
#the klock keeps ticking#its one thing if the guys youre writing are supposed to be kinda shitty and it gets addressed#but ive just seen it pop up with the most random ass characters lol#like in some ry/min fics i remember one where they were talking and mentioned some woman and ryan was just like ‘yeah what a stupid bitch’#like AAAAAAAAAA why did you just make him say that he would not fucking say that 😭#its especially weird given how like i said this pops up in gay fics and trust me gay men can be assholes im aware#but in my experience like idk me and other guys are never just like. haha fucking WOMEN amirite#maybe its cuz im not a complete asshole and i like talking to guys who are also not assholes#in cases where some guy youre talking to does say something misogynistic like. at the very fucking least youll think to yourself#wow this guy is a misogynistic asshole!#idk how to articulate this its just a thing i see a lot and i hate it#unless youre gonna do something with it AND its in character just like. stopppp writing all this misogyny???#stop it! get some help!#also this isnt me complaining about women writing m/m fics cuz id have nothing without them akdjsk#its just. one of those fandom misogyny things that should stop
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had a moment of whimsy followed by a moment of genuine irritation
#i went outside for 20 mins bc i felt like crawling out of my skin and thought swinging alone in the windy weather would maybe help me calm#down just a bit. like a little tiny bit#for the first 5 mins i felt like my heart would burst from the anxiety of being in my neighborhood and ppl seeing me through their windows#i get so weird about existing in public (has an anxiety disorder)#i started swinging aggressively and started calming down a bit#then this little kid got onto the swing next to me and his dad started pushing him#and i could hear the kid laughing through my headphones blasting music#i started smiling without realizing and then made eye contact w the kids dad while smiling 😭#and tjen i took off my headphones bc i felt obligated to say hello just to be polite idk!#and i was like aww how old is heee so cute#the kid was 5#and then the dad was like how about yourself? i went: im 20 haha#and he was like. Oh? i thought you were like 12 years old. 🤨#PLEASE?#and then i was like haha yeah! i get that a lot! (no i don't?)#im actually a uni student#and he asked me what i was studying so i said psych#and he was like yeah youll need a masters there arent any jobs in that with just a bachelor's#and i was like I know right! ill probably get a PhD haha the job market is so horrible!#and then he was like so you live at home? and i was like yeah its so much cheaper!#and then awkward silence i said nice to meet u and got the fuck out of there#like why did he have to tell me i needed a masters Bitch I KNOWWWWWWWWWWWW my life is already falling apart dont remidn em 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#it was way more wholesome when i jjst smiled silently at him and his cute ass chuld#z.post
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my girl advice is so nicki minaj coded and these bitches don’t like it 😒
BASICALLY- i said this
tw : suicide mention
AND THEY GOT MAD
“money isn’t everything” yes it is 😟 i know that bc look at the way i run to these gojo/toji sugar daddy fics 💀💀💀
idc if he’s toxic as fuck as long as i get the key to the benz and a birkin. why? bc i’m toxic too 💀
“baby i’ll kill myself if you leave.” “okay then do it” WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO NOW ???
boohoo, baby. gimme the keys.
and the whole argument about “if he has a good character and no money, i’d stay with him rather than a rich asshole.” i want the rich asshole. how the fuck are you gonna survive ????
“i don’t need expensive trips and expensive restaurants.” huh- well i do 🤣
OH AND- if he’s giving you that BLUE BOX THAT SAY TIFFANY but he’s toxic as fuck, i know id be running back 😭😭 i am willing to get stuck in that cycle of this shitty man who spoils me so good. like yeah baby, i’ll leave unless you buy me that purse.
i’ve had my experience with a broke nice guy and lemme tell you- it’s NOT it. i tried to go for personality and kept telling myself that him being broke wasn’t that bad BUT IT IS 😃 i wasted 5 months of my life like that.
smd if you disagree bro 😭 mmm i’m probably much less compassionate but i know i don’t deserve any less 😹 and if you come in my inbox abt this suck my fat brown balls bitch
#BROKE PPL SHOULD NEVER LAUGH ‼️‼️‼️#also someone told me i’m a great friend#but a horrible girlfriend 😭😭#i had this conversation w my bestfriend a few days ago and she was like#bro you’re a horrible person and you should not be dating until you’re actively attending therapy#and i was like 🧍🏽♀️ and she said that i end up damaging the other person and myself and then ignore the damage i did to myself and pretend#didn’t happen LMDOAKE but then someone else told me that i’m actually a very comforting friend#like as a friend i’m a great person bc i five the best advice on how to value#yourself and not fall for a man’s bullshit#LIKE IVE DATED ENOUGH TOXIC MEN TO BE HANDING OUT ADVICE NOW and if you don’t like my advice DONT COME CRYING TO ME BC ILL SLAP YOU#but like i’ll help you out after i slap you 🙄#like im just that bitch I WILL NEVER PUT A MAN ABOVE A WOMAN#friends are so so much more important than stupid boyfriends and i think that’s why im a better friend than a girlfriend#trust me- i used to be a great girlfriend until i got my heart put thru a#meat grinder and then i didn’t find it in myself to put my heart out like that again#i actively bitch men out and i don’t fucking feel bad#i hardly even date nice guys before you get on me abt that 💀#all the bozos i go for are dickheads and i’m a bigger dickhead#this turned into a rant
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No bc if I ever get that delulu and excited during a fancall, I expect y'all you virtually yeet me out of there and smack me
#twogyuu:strugglin'#maybe its just not my thing????#idk 😭😭😭#maybe#im just a bitch#LOL#there was nothing explicitly wrong with that fancall#but like#definitely giving like#weird vibes?????#he just looked really donw 💀#they both did#but it just rubbed me weird and idc what ppl say#her fancalls are always kinda cringe like help#also what do you do for a living that you can afford these regularly
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also the most unwanted drama esque shit keeps happening to me why can't my love life go the way i want to.
#who do u do when you have a relatively large circle of friends from your class#and one of those friends confessed to you a month prior#which u rejected#and his best friend who is also part of the group#confesses u just earlier#which u also turned down#THIS IS DRIVING ME NUTS WHY DO MY FRIENDS KEEP FALLING FOR ME WHILE I'M HERE.#TRYING TO GET MY FRIEND FROM A SEPARATE GROUP TO INTRODUCE ME TO HIS VERY PRETTY BROTHER#man i have to meet my friends tomorrow to prep for an event next week. the other guy i'm giving sort of an attitude bcs he clearly still#hasn't moved on from me so i'm helping him by sort of being a bitch but idk how to interact with the other one 😭#they'll get over it eventually but it's honestly driving me insane that this shit has been happening since high school#BUT THE GUYS IM ACTUALLY INTERESTED IN ARE EITHER WAY TOO UNATTAINABLE OR BARELY EVEN KNOW ME#lord can u please give me the guy i actually want this time i think i deserve it 😭😭😭#delete later just wanted to scream into the void for a moment 😔😔
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guys i'll be honest im the fakest gabe saporta fan bc i wasnt interested in midtown bc i have weird anxiety about listening to new music + didnt think it would be my style until i heard a midtown song in one of those fucking. atv racing games i have for ps2 and Had to look it up. and i was so shook LMAO
#those atv racing games have done more for my music taste than anything else in the world god bless#and saints row 2 HELP#i wish i could play saints row 2 again im not paying for a playstation subscription BITCH.#i wish i could just buy it but i think bc its a xbox game and not a ps game like how i could buy bully or manhunt instead of doing ps play#or whatever. and thats why i cant just purchase it#life is so hard 😿😿#chat#become what you hate goes crazy but find comfort in yourself is a little better 😭
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girls they are filling my vyvanse 🙏 finally
#mmmmmmm generic brand mmmmmmmmmmm 😋😋😋😋😋😋😋😋😋😋very epic and cool slash srs baby!#i start ummm thursday and. that Is also the day me and my boyfriend go on a trip so idk im a little hashtag nervy#maybe ill just start them next week or smthn#ugh but i need to catch up on schoolwork#okay ill start them thursday i just hope i dont get any gay freaking side effects#i read somewhere that taking vyvanse w wellbutrin can lessen the side effects by like. preventing you from crashing as much? idk but im also#worried bcoz loik. my psych said tht taking them at the same time can cause ur heart to race and im too much of a hypochondriac for that 😭#ugh maybe i will just start them monday then ive been. staying afloat so far so#anyways. im very excited :)#trying not to get my hopes up too much bcoz its not like gna Cure my adhd or whatever but. idk! its scary and its new and its a new chaptr#of my life regardlesssss like ie the finally getting medicated for reals era. IDK i just hope it helps im staying hopeful#coz tht in combined w the therapy bitch i am going to do the things i like again 🦑
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reigen getting more screentime, whore!!!!!!!
#mp100#mob psycho 100#he watched a livestream while eating cup noodles lol#this ep was nice‚‚ i dont get why they had to change things from the manga though like#i feel that the why dont you stop doing bad things couldve been more poignant. it didnt stick out enough#also just ritsu😭 they yassified my boy hes so cute in the anime😣 he should be more like a disgruntled grumpy teen lol#is that so i see hm scene and also the one where he cries bc mob is now popular he became so cute in the anime#mp100 spoilers#<- sorry shouldve been at the top of the tags im on mobile so i cant edit#i did read a post on here saying they wish the anime followed the manga where it focused on mob's feelings and not the shounen anime plot#for this particular episode i mean. like i feel like they couldve highlighted mob's disappointment more#OH & teru??? i wish they coulda traced his face when he said mob's handsome lol#this is so manga reader behavior of me LOL bitching & moaning ab every little thing i cannot help it the manga is really good#oh but!!! i really did like how tsubomi's face changes <3 (normal but still 'pretty' w/o mob but anime pretty w mob)#i think they slapped w that one#my reactions#my reactions: s3e3#mine
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i asked the IT guy what the hell went wrong with my computer yesterday and he really said "i could tell you but you probably wouldn't understand" 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃 OH I AM STILL SO PISSED OFF ABOUT IT!!!!!!!!!!!
#personal#BUDDY WHICH ONE OF US ACTUALLY HAS A WEBSITE RIGHT NOW AND NOT JUST A FUCKING LANDING PAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#he literally doesnt know me are you fucking joking literally why the fuck are you assuming i dont know shit#and when it ended up being that notification i saw every day since january that i emailed him twice about which he ignored!!!!!!!#ABSOLUTE PIECE OF SHIT MAN I CANT FUCKING STAND HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#bitch i may not know everything about networks and servers but i could learn faster and MORE than you know right now#i taught myself how to build a whole website from NOTHING with NO OUTSIDE HELP OR SCHOOLING WHATSOEVER!!!!! JUST FOR FUN!!!!!!#and i have taught myself everything about those damn printers bc no one else gave a damn about them!!!!!!!#you wouldnt understand.... GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE WITH THAT???????? fucking garbage sad excuse of a man#nah im so mad i didnt even ask for details i just wanted a damn recap 😭💔 fuck you
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not them leaving chet to his own devices 😭😭
Paolo: *sits far away from chet*
Jabari: *pointedly chooses the seat next to paolo instead of chet*
Chet:
#HE LOOKS SO DISGRUNTLED LMAO#BCS WHY DID THEY DO HIM LIKE THAT 😭😭#jabari i can understand hes a bit of a bitch which is why the rockets had to have him#but PAOLO 😭?!?!?!#paolo girlbossing#he only knew how to take Ws draft night#their FACES???#chet looks so forlorn it's actually hilarious#jabari texting paolo beforehand like 'you want me to sit by THAT?!??!?!'#paolo replying back 'well IM not sitting by it !'#IT'S SO HEINOUS#no but why does that crazy cat thing look so much like chet..#i love how the photo is supposed to look hard but it's literally a picture of jabari bullying chet and convincing paolo to do the same#jabari girlboss as well he cant help the girlboss connection that creates instant hatred for men who look like they say#'erm.. What the Scallop?' unironically#soon tho he'll learn paolo also does that but in a slightly more toleratable fashion#the top 3 draft picks this year are so funny 2 me.. they really are just different variations of Old Men#i think paolo actually took one look at chet and said 'yucky 🤢' under his breath#vs jabari who told him 'ew' directly#jaba#ppdoesit
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