Sonic Godling AU. Holding each other part 2.

I think they just got attacked, and Shadow is NOT happy it seems.

also why is it described as a BATTLE how many fucking battles has 13 actually been involved in why is this Her Final Battle who is she battling

Month 5 - Greenleaf

“Get ready…” Floodkit ordered, dropping into a crouch. “Get ready…” Beside him, Sparrowkit bounced excitedly and Barleykit groaned in anxiety. 

“Almost readyyyy…” he said, the energy in his voice rising higher. “Okay now!” He hurtled out of the cool shade of the nursery and tore across the trampled grass towards his enemy. He gave a tiny battle cry and sprang onto Russetfrond’s fluffy ginger tail. Sparrowkit slammed into him a second afterwards, also screaming at the top of his lungs. Russetfrond let out a disgruntled cry and stood, pulling his tail up and away from the playful kittens. Floodkit laughed, rolling around on his back, and swatted at it as the tail flicked out of his reach. 

“Come back here!” he squeaked. 

“Yeah, you’re on our terr’tory!” cried Sparrowkit, leaping to bite at Russetfrond’s heel. 

“Your territory?” the warrior rumbled, feigning outrage. “We’ll see about that.” He lifted a paw and pushed Floodkit around while shaking Sparrowkit from his back foot. The kittens squealed in delight, wriggling and kicking at him. 

Nearby, Pantherhaze, who had been talking with Russetfrond earlier, looked back at the nursery and called, “Did you want to play too, Barleykit?” She eeped and dropped to the ground but her big ears gave her away, visible above the grass. Floodkit roared and jumped at Russetfrond again, biting at him with needle sharp teeth. 

“We’re RisingClan warriors!” he shouted. “You have to leave, you mean old fox!” 

Russetfrond shook him off with a hiss of pain. “Hey, gentler, kitten. Soft bites, remember.” 

“But how am I supposed to kill you if I use soft bites!” Floodkit complained, leaping back at him again. Russetfrond easily pinned him down with a heavy paw. 

“You’re not actually trying to kill me,” he frowned. “If you can’t use soft bites, you don’t get to play.” Floodkit struggled and grunted with effort as he tried to escape.

Looking at his brother, he cried out, “Sparrowkit, help me!” 

“You have to use soft bites,” Sparrowkit declared, sitting back on his haunches. Floodkit grunted and thrashed a little longer before giving up. 

“Fiiiiiine,” he groaned loudly. The firm weight of Russetfrond’s paw lifted. Tumbling onto his paws again, Floodkit shook out his fur and pouted. “When do I get to learn real fighting?” 

He looked up at Russetfrond and Pantherhaze in despair. Above him sat two powerful warriors and he didn’t understand why he wasn’t allowed to be like them. Ospreymask had told him that morning that she had to go on a border patrol and had refused to let him tag along even though he insisted his legs were big enough. 

“When you’re six moons old,” Russetfrond said, settling back down. “You’ll be apprenticed before the year is out, don’t worry.” 

“But that’s forever away!” he complained. 

“It’ll feel like no time at all when you get there,” Pantherhaze purred. 

Floodkit huffed. “I guess.” 

“Hey, I bet you can’t get to Mama before I can!” Sparrowkit said, suddenly jumping to his feet. 

“No way! I’m the fastest!” Floodkit shouted, tearing off towards the healer’s den where Oddstripe was studying with Sagetooth. Pantherhaze watched them go with a smile. 

“Oh, dear,” he chuckled, “his mentor is going to have their paws full.” 

Russetfrond sighed and laid his head on his paws. “No kidding.”

Summary.

It was finally the day , Itto Vs kojou Sara rematch 555 ! The Finale.. !!!!!

__________________________________________

After a few months spent in the forest of Sumeru.

Lumine and her trusty companion, Paimon decided to visit and were strolling through a now peaceful Inazuma city until they encounter a familar, styled poster.

The dark, wooden poster that was attached to the rusty, white, steel post that was struggling to hold it had said :

ARATAKI NUMERO ITTO VS KOJOU (CHICKEN) SARA

ROUND 555 Finale!!

LOCATED AT KOJOU ENCAMPMENT.

5:50 pm sharp

◇◇◇

Lumine : It appears that Itto and Sara have been in alot of conflict since we were last here...

Paimon : Yea !! Last time, round 112 was still going on !!

Lumine : But this is the finale.. we need to see this !

Paimon : I was just about to ask you ^○^ !

________________________________________

While Lumine and Paimon were hurrying, Itto was receiving prep talk from his lawyer, gang member, Kuki Shinobu.

Kuki : Ok boss ! This is your big day and u -

Itto : I AM SO READYYYY-

Kuki : SHUT UP and let me speak

Itto: Sorry ma'am :(

Kuki: Ok so if you lose this.. ,which im sure you wont, you have been training for the past 3 days, but .. if you lose this I can't bail you out of jail.

Itto : WHAT !!

Ushi : MOO !!

Kuki : Yea im sorry boss but all my sweet, golden mora was spent on buying you and the gang supplies..

Itto : Well.... THATS ALRIGHT SHINOBU BECAUSE I WILL BEAT KOJOU AND SHE WILL NOT SEND ME TO JAIL AGAIN !!

Kuki : Now thats the spirit boss !

Ushi : moo :D (Do your best boss! You are literally super cool so i know you can do it.)

Itto, who somehow understands him : Thx ushi.

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*Kojou Encampment*

As Sara and Heizou were walking around the edifice, Heizou saw another flimsy poster that advertised the Battle.

Heizou (trying to tease Sara): I didnt think the legendary general Kojou Sara would actually accept another rematch from that idiotic oni...

Sara : Yet here we are. You cant even fathon the reason why I am agreeing to this rematch anyways.

Heizou : Woah ! Calm down General! I was joking..!

Sara : Sorry, Ive just been on edge recently.

Heizou: Nervous for the competition?

Sara: Yes... ( but not for the reason you think it is ;) )

Heizou : Dont worry Kojou, you'll be fine !

💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

The Battle Part 2 SOON.

Why did I think Battle of the Baes was tonight and the Euros finals were tomorrow 🥲 my brain is too excited and readyyyy

it's the battle of me and @chrvstenpress tonight, baes tomorrow, euros sunday! Bigggg weekend.

Damijon Christmas Present!

FOR THE DAMIJON SECRET SANTA I HAD... @nymph-patt

dear nymph:

hi love! i haven’t written in a fat minute and i’m a little rusty so bear with me hehehe. i hope you have a wonderful holiday season! all my love -elle!

I’ve got a fluff christmas fic and a lil headcanon for ya! 

Merry Stress-mas

“You can’t plan Christmas like a battle strategy Dami,” Jon groaned as Damian wheeled a whiteboard into their living room. “Actually, I’ve found it to be quite similar. Pay attention Kent, I know sticking to the plan has never been your strong suit.” Damian’s foot was tapping like crazy, Jon noted his clear anxiousness- needless to say Damian wasn’t the holiday type. Makes it a million times harder when it’s your first Christmas together as a couple. 

*super-couple. 

Jon gasped as Damian flipped the whiteboard like a school teacher, revealing meticulously drawn out plans mapped in expo-marker. “We start with my family, we stay until Jason is ten shots in, after that Christmas always becomes a nightmare so we head out. With your super speed it’ll be only an 14 minutes 37 second trip to your family where we stay for the majority of the night. At the end you rush us back to Gotham to console Dick after Bat-Christmas fails as always. Our emergency word is tyrannosaurus should anything go wrong at the drop we flee. Any questions?” Damian was flying through the plans, pointing at bulleted lists and analyzing possible flaws. 

Jon took a deep breath, a smile creeping over his face. “I didn’t think you’d care so much about our first Christmas together with our families, it’s kind of sweet.” Lazily he reached for Damian, clinging to his back while Dami shook his head, mumbling as he edited the board. “Not really our first Christmas Kent and I definitely do not care about family tt,” Jon didn’t reply, he just smiled into the crook of Damian’s neck.

“Our suits bring down our aerodynamic potential so I’ve taken the liberty of adjusting our arrival time to 15 minutes 43 seconds. Does that sound accurate?” Jon hummed in response as he straightened Damian’s tie, it was already perfect but he’d take any excuse to get closer to Dami. “Ready my love?” Jon glanced at Damian who was checking his watch. “Yes.” Damian responded, absent mindedly clasping Jon’s hand as they made their way to the mansion. 

“DAMI’S HERE!” Steph’s screech announced. She was hanging off the banister as she stole popcorn pieces from the massive tree. “Wonderful- Miss Brown I must ask you don’t eat the decorations tonight, have some festivity,” Alfred shook his head as he made his way to Jon. “Magnificent of you to join us Master Kent, I assume you will also be heading to your family’s festivities as well?” Jon opened his mouth but Damian answered first. “Yes Pennyworth, we plan on just saying for hors devours,” his curt reply brought a knowing smile to Alfred’s lips. “Always planned with you Master Damian,” his accent was playful making Jon chuckle. 

Dick descended the stairs, Damian groaned at his bright green and red striped suit, Jon couldn’t help but laugh either. “Hellllooo super boyfriends! Are-You-Readyyyy-For-Tonight!” Dick practically skipped towards the two, pulling them into a tight hug before Damian could slip away. “We won’t be long Grayson we must attend the Kent family Christmas too,” Damian nodded curtly, shifting closer to Jon who got the message and moved forward into the living room. 

“Actually, where are all the bat-siblings? And where did Steph run off to?” Jon noticed no one was around but Alfred who was preparing something delicious in the kitchen. Dick began chuckling, a devilish smile spreading across his face. “Oh, everyone is down in the batcave. C’mon.” Damian looked taken-aback but Jon was never to shocked by batfamily-antics. 

The two followed Dick to the secret door. “Now, we heard from a little super birdy [Dick winked at Jon who was now openly grinning] that you were a little nervous about having to deal with two Christmas’ this year, so we felt it’d be easier for everyone if we just-” Dick popped open the door to a winter wonderland of a batcave. A large table was put out, filled with their family members. “Merry Christmas!” A chorus of laughter broke out as Damian’s jaw dropped. 

At the table were the batfam, Kents, and even a couple speedsters littered around. All were laughing and smiling at one another. It was the biggest family gathering Jon has seen ever. “No need for crazy plans my love, just enjoy tonight with everyone,” Jon whispered to Damian as he scanned the room. “I- How did you- Thank you,” Damian settled on the last words of praise for the wonderful man who made every single day better. “No need for thanks, I’d get you the world if you wanted it, but for now let’s have a very Merry Christmas!” Jon took off towards his family and Damian would help but feel the corners of his lips betray him with a smile. Heart full he made his way down to his family.

“JASON DO NOT FLIRT WITH KARA SHE’S OFF LIMITS!”

“WALLY DID YOU EAT ALL THE COOKIES ALREADY?”

“BRUCE, CLARK, STOP FIGHTING OVER WHO GOT THE OTHER THE BETTER GIFT. YOU’RE BOTH RICH!”

very merry indeed. 

~

Okay so I haven’t absorbed much batfam content at all for weeks so hopefully my spin on the HC is still cute : )

I don’t think Jon gets enough credit for how observant he is. 

Too often Jon is forgotten, the second super boy, the sidekick, the boyfriend, the man who left everyone for space. 

It’s true, technically. But Jon is so keen at reading those around him, especially the un-readable Damian Wayne that I would argue it’s a super skill in of itself.

He gets it from his mother you know, Superman was always a little dense, but, though no one believes it, he always had Lois to help him out. Too often the quieter, smarter, more analytical side gets forgotten and that’s no different with Jon. His friends don’t see the way he checks up on them, taking in their facial expressions and reading them to know the right thing to say at the right time to help them out. They don’t realize he spent whole days memorizing their heart beats and their breaths to know if they’re ever in peril. And they don’t see the way he looks at them so fondly, beyond grateful they’re in his life.

Lois sees it.

She saw it when Jon met Damian. 

A young boy mesmerized by the wittiness and strength in the human boy. The greatest irony, the Superboy more human than the murder weapon now called “Robin”. But the two hit it off almost instantly- though Damian may not agree to that last bit. 

Lois knew Jon adored Damian, every deep red was “Robin Red” every Wayne Ent. building they walked past brought up stories of his adventures with the youngest Wayne, every Justice League trip meant begging for his dad to send him to Gotham for the weekend while he was out. He was young, but Lois knew a pair of soulmates when she saw them. 

There were these nights when they were teens. Jon would burst out of bed and rush to his mother. He never needed to say anything. There was this look in his eyes, Damian needs me. “Go” she’d always whisper, pressing a quick kiss to his forehead thinking back to when Clark would do the same for her. 

She remembers the frantic December weeks Jon spent toiling on Damian’s Christmas gift. “What do I give a trillionaire who has the world?” Jon would whine and mope around the house for any semblance of inspiration. 

Your heart Jon, all he wants is your love. Lois always thought to herself, she was quite aware of the two boy’s growing infatuation with each other, her husband was always slower in the “feelings” department and if he was slow she imagined Bruce was a damn sloth. So, she let the boys feel safe in her presence. Damian slowly spent more time at her home when Clark was out, she grew to have a sort of friendship with Damian. He’d comment on whatever news article she recently wrote, endure a three second reply and be on his way. She was always astounded at how up to date he was on all her pieces. 

Lois was always proud of the love Jon showed Damian. She’d be the first to tell Bruce he needed to hug his damn kids, but there was a special kind of caring Jon held only for Damian. A love woven only for the two of them. Like an invisible string linking them no matter where in the universe the other was at, there was a friendship, a kindness, a passion, a love.

Overtime, Jon’s analysis of Damian led him to his own feelings. And over an even longer period of time Damian discovered his own. Jon never stopped caring, he never stopped worrying, and he never stopped loving. 

Those, are the parts of Superman that Damian, and the world, need most. 

~

Merry Christmas! <3

☭ (jjba-fragmented-star)

Giorgia vs. Lügner!

Begin!

Battle Intro: “well well well, a Joestar wants a battle with the great Lügner~?”

Victory: “You fought well, just not as well as me~”

Half HP: “nhm..I-I’m barely feeling it-it!”

Low HP: “fuck shit fuck shit fuck shit fuck shit.”

Defeat: “Ngh...why,..”

Death: “WAIT MERCY-“

Assist: “You get the honor of having the GREAT LÜGNER on your side freckle girl!”

Taunt: “take a picture it’ll last longer~”

Reacting to Taunt: “oh ho ho....You’ll pay for that”

Flee: “GYAH! I’M NOT READYYYY”

Reacting to Flee: “That’s right, run with your tail between your legs!”

Tie: “Well...now what..”

Perfect Victory: “flawless, as such from the GREAT LÜGNER!”

Low HP Victory: “Ha...ha...see....Sobaka.....I did.....become...stronger..”

Finishing Move: “S O N I C B O O M”

@jjba-fragmented-star

[She nods and enter the gym battle with that code-]

There were the other three with you!

"Are we all readyyyy?"

Syrus nods while Krystal hums!

Unpopular opinion, but the “Treat Yoself” self care ideal is EXTREMELY HARMFUL to people with BPD and actually dangerous to us.

As someone with the most extreme case of borderline you can possibly imagine in the impulsivity category, the “Treat Yoself” ideal has made me a much happier person these past few years. . .but it has also p much ruined my life. If I didn’t have an insane amount of help from a million different angles supporting me at all times, I’d be a goner.

Example: I signed a lease to a new apartment just a week or so ago, maybe not even that long ago. I have to pay the first month rent before I move in on the 1st of next month otherwise I cannot move in. I had 5k, almost 6k dollars to my name a mere 2 or 3 days ago. I now have less than 2k to my name. How? Who knows. Certainly not me! ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Someone who is uneducated on what BPD is about would say that’s just a normal human being irresponsible or not knowing how to manage money, etc etc etc. They usually fall on the “no self control” shtick that we should all know by heart by now. There’s a million things that everyone with BPD has heard before, but we all know very well none of the things these people say are even close to the core of the issue.

There’s a H U G E difference between people who have no self control and people with borderline. People who have no self control are just kind of starting to wade into the shallow end of the pool without testing how cold or hot the water was first with their issues and then they can sometimes get to the point of *safely* falling off the side of the pool deck and into the shallow end again where they are in no danger of drowning. . .while people with borderline have just rock-climbed a waterfall cliff in the middle of a forest by themselves with no harness and then *immediately* proceeded to jump off of the cliff backwards and blindfolded into the lake full of water below without ever having checked to see if there were rocks in the water or how deep the water was.

That is how significantly different those two categories of people are and that is why it is *SO* frustrating when the layman diminishes BPD and says, “Oh, you’re just being irresponsible with money. It’s okay! Everyone does it.” No, good sir. Everyone does NOT do these kinds of things. NORMAL. HEALTHY. PEOPLE. WOULD NEVER DO SOMETHING LIKE THIS! If they did, it would be a CONSCIOUS DECISION to do it and it would be controlled and they would have fail-safes and back-up plans galore in place in case something went wrong! Normal, healthy people would never live like borderline people are forced to live.

If I could show someone that I am only just now finding permanence for the first time SINCE I TURNED 18 IN 2010 and am just hoping it works out and don’t know if it actually will because, well, BORDERLINE. . .maybe people around the world wouldn’t recite those lines like they were reading from a script.

There’s a million things I could list and that one tiny run on sentence is not even close to scraping the tip of the iceberg. That’s like...uh, getting close enough to feel how cold that iceberg must be so you can say “Wow that must be cold to touch!” without even having touched the iceberg yet, nevertheless having scraped it. If you catch my drift.

People just think that when we mention we’re impulsive as a sort of warning to them, it’s a cute flirting thing or an adorable personality quirk. Like, “Oh, you’re spontaneous? That’s wonderful! I love spontaneous people. I love to go on wild adventures! Hanging out with you will be so fun!” No, my dude. My pal. My buddy. My friend. That is not what we mean at all. When someone with borderline says “impulsive”, they *DO* *NOT* mean “spontaneous”. Ever. We do not group the word impulsive with spontaneous in these warnings.

The impulsivity issues will ruin our lives over and over again unless we actively fight it every single second of every single waking moment. There is no resting. There are no breaks. There is no escape. It is a constant battle between that “DO THE THING”/”TREAT YOSELF” mindset that we have a natural tendency to do without a second thought like it is second nature...AND that other side of having to FORCE ourselves to stop immediately when we are about to engage in the thing that we have already started doing/saying/whatever as soon as the thought entered our mind (it happens that fast, yes) and force a corrective thought/behaviour into place so that we can think about what we are about to do first and actually weigh the pros and cons and THEN decide whether or not to do the thing like a NORMAL PERSON would.

I don’t like to say we act on emotion. . .because I don’t feel like I do. I’m not sure if others with borderline feel they do, but I certainly don’t because there simply isn’t enough time for there to be any emotion and I know this will sound so stereotypical, but. . .I’m an Aquarius. I just don’t experience emotions like others do, honestly. Hahaha. #onlyaquariankidswillunderstand

When you’re borderline, your actions practically coincide with your thoughts. The second you think about doing a thing, there is no question about whether it’s going to be done or not: It’s already been done by the time one could even inquire as to whether it should be or not.

We have *NO* impulse control. None. Nada. Negative. Less than none. ZERO. We exist without it. I can’t remember a time in which I existed with any ounce of impulse control that wasn’t enforced by me in a way in which I was hyper-cognizant of my enforcing it at all times. I have always existed without it. Every day is a struggle to enforce something that we do not have and never have had. Every day is a constant struggle to enforce something that we have never experienced in a natural state.

Every day is a constant struggle to try to find that middle balance between the two extremes of Treat Yoself and You Don’t Deserve Anything At All, since those seem to be our only two settings.

We either feel we deserve the world and should have all the things. . .or we should rid ourselves of everything and never have anything, nevertheless buy anything for ourselves or accept anything offered.

Being borderline is living in a world of extremes and having to force your way into some parallel universe that doesn’t really exist to find a middle ground and then having to fight every single day you wake up for the rest of your life for your right to stay in that parallel universe.

It is exhausting. Being at one extreme or the other constantly while desperately wanting to be at a middle ground all the time or even at a straight, chill, nothing for once in your life is fucking exhausting.

Being borderline is exhausting and having all these people who really don’t know anything try to disparage the issue by saying we are spontaneous (in a flirty or quirky way) and just have no self control (”which is just a human thing! don’t worry, you’re young! you’ll get there!”) is just SO exhausting.

Treat Yoself is a GREAT concept for just about everyone!...except for the small portion of the population that is borderline.

I only wish I had known this from the beginning.

Feel like you can relate? I basically wrote this because I’ve been thinking about this for a VERY long time and I actually have talked about this aloud with one of my roommates TWICE now (maybe more than twice, Idk) because of so many reasons.

I figured it was about time to finally write up the text post that went along with the conversations I’ve been having irl.

I really hope someone can relate and that I’m not just rambling fucking crazy things over here. I don’t think I am. I think this is #relatable af. I really do. But I won’t know until I post it and tag it and see if anyone else can relate.

Obviously, I know the BPD section will be filled with people who don’t actually have BPD (aka self-dxers who have given themselves BPD and who knows what other millions of things who most likely do not actually have BPD), so if you actually have a BPD diagnosis, I’d love some feedback. Coz I really hope I’m not just rambling into the void here. This is relatable, yeah? Other people feel this in their very soul like I do, yeah? This is a PROBLEM, yeah??? Sure is for me, fam.

😶😶😶 Idk, bruh. I’m just gonna stop now and hope for the best. Whatever “best” is. Lololol.

-KQR

((Hope there’s no spelling/grammar/whatever mistakes. Need to proofread...later...if I ever get around to it. I probably won’t tbh. Just ignore mistakes. I’m fucking tired. Fall semester starts Monday and I’m just not readyyyy......))

I've got bianca's battle axes and im READYYYY TO PPPAARRTYYYY

Pretty Rhythm Rainbow Live: Kirakira My☆Design (RL) Chapter 4, 5, 6 English Translation

(No Cosmo :( )

RL Chapter 4: A Sparkling Prism Live with Rinne

Naru: Cosmo-chan hasn’t shown up since then, huh? Maybe she’s busy getting ready for the Harajuku Style-Jack? Her Design power was really cool though! Player-chan’s My☆Deco power and Cosmo-chan’s Design power are both so happynaru! Right, Momo-owner?

Momo: Momomomomomomo… I want more desserts…

Naru: Hey, Owner! Were you listening to anything I just said!?

Momo: Huh!? Of… of course I’m listening!

Naru: This isn’t the time for sleeping~

Momo: I was just thinking!! The two who hold these powers… I mean, I thought My☆Deco and Design were just legends. Player, do you know why you have the power of My☆Deco? ...What!? Akai Meganee told you!? Akai Meganee asked you to come to this world!?

Naru: Wait, so you’re from another world???

Momo: But it doesn’t seem like you’re from Prism World. What kind of world did Meganee take you from, and why? Hm… the mysteries keep piling up…

??? (Rinne): ...the prism sparkle…

Naru: Oh! I’ll introduce you! This is…

Rinne: ...Rinne… I can feel… a sparkling radiance… Do you like prism shows, Player?

Choice: I love them! / I’m not sure yet

Rinne: I’m glad… The wings of my heart… are flying… Believe… in the wings of your heart… Don’t fear… the shining sky… Fly to a new world, Player…

Naru: A new world???

Rinne: ...Prism Live…

Naru: Player-chan can perform Prism Lives too!?

Rinne: ...let’s go, Player… Open the door to a new world…

(prism show)

Naru: Amazing!!! You pulled off a great Prism Live!

Rinne: Did you feel the new world…?

Naru: If you can pull off a Prism Live, you’ll make the audience even more happynaru! Work hard so that you can learn looooots of new stuff, okay?

Rinne: And your heart… will shine…

Momo: Your shining heart can open the door to a new world… Okay! You’re gonna try lots of new things! If you do, you’ll definitely find the reason you were called to this world! ...Probably~...

Naru: “Probably”... Gosh, Momo-owner~...

Momo: By incorporating prism lives, you’ll be able to think of brand new shows!! ...just you and Naru.

Naru: Whaaat!?!? You won’t be helping us think of new shows, Momo-owner!?

Momo: You shouldn’t need me, you’re the manager!!

Naru: That’s not fair!!!

Rinne: ...Player… Thank you… With your radiance… you’ll surely… save this town…

Naru: Waaah~ We have to think up some shows, Player-chaaaan!

Momo: In order to open the door to a new world… And in order for me to be able to eat lots more desserts!!! You gotta work!!!

Naru: Waaaaaah!!!

RL Chapter 5: 100% Lovely Naru~

Naru: Hmmmm… She suddenly tells us to think up a new show… What kinda show would be good? What do you think, Rinne-chan?

Rinne: ...Milk…

Naru: Okay…

Rinne: ...I like… milk…

Naru: Good point. Hot milk’s yummy too~ But we can’t make a show based on this!! What do we doooooo!? What kind of show do you think we should do, Player-chan?

Choice: I want to try a new jump / I want to do a unique show!

Naru: A new jump… Yeah, that could work! And the audience will love it. We’ve come up with a great idea! It wouldn’t be Prism Stone if we didn’t make the audience happynaru! Hey, can I ask for a favour, Player-chan? Since you learned how to perform Prism Lives… why not try a Seventh Jump next? When we do a prism jump, the audience becomes dyed in our coord’s colour. It really gets the audience pumped up, and makes them feel happynaru! When we gather enough of that happynaru feeling, we can perform a Seventh Jump!

Rinne: Seventh Jump… happynaru…

Naru: I’m sure you have a bunch of coords that would work. Lovely, pop, cool, sexy, feminine, ethnic, and star! Perform each style’s Seventh Jump! First up is lovely, my favorite style! Do you have 3 lovely My☆Deco stones? Ooh, of course you do! In that case, it’s time for your Seventh Jump Challenge! If you can perform the lovely Seventh Jump, and get 1,200 carats in your performance, today’s prism show will be a huuuge success! Good luck dyeing the audience's hearts lovely pink!

(prism show)

Naru: Woooow!!! It was super happy pink! You pulled off 100% Pure x2 Arrow super well!!! You were able to get the audience to create lots of lovely power! Your show also made me really happynaru! I hope more and more people come see your shows!

Rinne: ...Yummy…

Naru: Hm? What’s up, Rinne? You hungry?

??? (Ann): Wait wait wait! What was up with that show just now!?!?

Naru: Oh! You were watching the show, Ann-chan?

Ann: Yeah, it was a super yummy show! A fluffy sweetness like candy floss… It had a really lovely flavour! And the person who put on that show was… wait, you!?!?

Naru: I’ll introduce you, Player-chan. This is…

Ann: Come with me for a sec, Player! I have something to ask you!

Naru: Wait up, Ann-chan! You can’t just drag Player-chan… wherever you want!!! ...They left! Wait just a minute, guys! Listen to your manager!!!

Rinne: ...There, there…

RL Chapter 6: Harajuku Style-Jack: Start!

Ann: Over here, over here! Ha… we’re here! Well then, let’s start. Are you readyyyy!?

Choice: Hell yeah!! / Huh? Ready for what???

Ann: Yeah! I really like motivated people! Let’s staaaaaart!!

Naru: Wai- wait a second! Hah… hah… hah…

Ann: Hm? What’s up, Naru?

Naru: What do you mean, “what’s up”!? You dragged Player-chan here!! You didn’t even introduce yourself or anything!

Ann: Ahaha, sorry! I guess I did drag them away pretty suddenly. My name is Fukuhara Ann.I’m in charge of the desserts at Prism Stone. Nice to meetcha, Player! ...hm? Why do I know who you are? What are you talking about!?!? You don’t mean… you haven’t seen it??? Here, look at this, it’s Harajuku Style Snap.

Naru: Popular Fashionista Special Feature… Look! There’s an interview with Cosmo-chan! And her top rival… here! Prism Stone’s… Player-chan!!! Woooah!! She talks about My☆Deco too1

Ann: I wanted to meet you as soon as I read it! Hey, Player… I have something I want to ask you!!! Could you help me think up some pop dessert?

Naru: Pop dessert???

Ann: Yeah! Prism Stone’s becoming more popular lately, so I want to desserts that will shake up their hearts like the pop style of clothes! Your heart’s power sparkles pure white like a marshmallow… So will you lend me your power…?

Momo: ...dessert…

Ann: Ahh! This ominous feeling is…

Momo: I would also like you to help Ann make desserts!!

Ann: Owner…

Momo: Good idea! If you make a new dessert… you’ll attract even more customers! So go and make some!!

Naru: You just want to eat whatever they make, don’t you Momo-owner…?

Momo: That… that’s not true… I… That’s it! I simply had an idea! If Ann teaches you about the power of pop, you may be able to perform yet another new jump, Player!

Naru: The pop Seventh Jump!!!

Momo: Exactly! It’ll be a peach of cake!!! A heavier cash flow and the pop Seventh Jump… It’s a win win, two birds with one stone! Mo~mo~mo~mo!!!

Ann: Great!! So, do you have 3 pop My☆Deco stones, Player? Ooh, nice! You do! In that case, let’s start your Seventh Jump Challenge!!! If you can perform the pop Seventh Jump and get 1,500 carats, your pop power will help me create a pop dessert! Put on a yummy show!!!

(prism show)

Ann: You did it!!! Here’s my pop dessert, eat up!

Momo: Dessert!!! Give me some! Momomunch momomunch momomomo… Delicious!!!

Naru: What a colourful pop dessert with lots of fruit! And this sweet smell will definitely bring in customers, and maybe people we meet may also become customers...

Momo: ...and we’ll get further in the Harajuku Style-Jack!

Ann: The what now? Someone you meet might become a customer? Harajuku Style-Jack?

Momo: Oh yeah, you don’t know yet! I’ll tell you all about it! First I’ll explain how someone you meet can become a customer.

(streetpass tutorial/explanation)

Momo: Well? Do you understand StreetPass now?

Ann: Yeah, it sounds fun! Let’s go meet people!

Momo: Wait! I still need to tell you about the Harajuku Style-Jack!

Ann: Oh yeah! Tell me, tell meeee!

Momo: Geez, you’re a real peach of work… Well, first off, look at this!

(cosmo on billboards everywhere)

Momo: This is what Harajuku looks like right now. Cosmo is everywhere… However, there’s no need to worry! The battle has just begun! We can also dye Harajuku the colour of Prism Stone!

(harajuku oshare jack tutorial. The tutorial is one page long and basically just says ‘do stuff lol’)

Momo: If you My☆Deco, do prism shows, and meet lots of fashionable people, people who’ve witnessed you power will show up as customers, Player! You can check the number of customers in the Prism Pod in the main menu!

Ann: Oooh! That’s yummy! Now I wanna make more desserts to hype up Prism Stone! It’s thanks to you that I was able to make this pop dessert, Player! Thank you! From here on out, let’s make our prism shows and Prism Stone even yummier together!

Naru: I’ll work hard with you guys! Let’s meet new people in new places from now on!

AUNTIE-CHELLA VERZUZ BATTLE: Patti LaBelle & Gladys Knight Serve Up Soul & Sequin, Demand Brandy & Monica To ‘Work It Out’ + Dionne Warwick Pulls Up

What a time to be alive to witness two TRUE legends celebrate one another and their music. Patti LaBelle and Gladys Knight gave us the soulful VERZUZ Battle (aka AUNTIE-CHELLA) we needed. And they made sure to send a message to singers Celine Dion, Brandy and Monica. Get it all inside…

  Describe tonight's #Verzuz pic.twitter.com/kxMrNbuX3y

— Verzuz (@verzuzonline) September 14, 2020

  A VERZUZ Battle with two living legends: Patti LaBelle & Gladys Knight.

We knew when Patti walked out with the vintage Louis Vuitton luggage set and shoes (letting folks know who the ORIGINAL diva is up in this piece) we already knew how this night was about to go. Two lifetimes of incredible hits, vocals and performances brought us to this moment, and we could hardly stand all of the Black Excellence oozing through our screens.

Folks had endless jokes about the iconic singers using technology to participate in the Verzuz Battle (dubbed AUNTIE-CHELLA), but co-founders Swizz Beatz (who also celebrated his birthday yesterday) and Timbaland made sure the legends didn’t have to worry about a thing when they pulled up to The Fillmore in Philly. All they had to do was put a on show for the masses that streamed live on Instagram and Apple Music last night. It was the perfect post-church event. Oh, and Ciroc was on deck as well.

It was more of a lovefest than a battle between the ladies as they went hit-for-hit. Both singers made a splash on the music scene in the 60s and have tons of hits to choose from, which was probably the hardest part of the whole battle – choosing which songs to perform.  When Patti can slay follks with ABC's from "Sesame Street", you already know it's a legendary AF battle.

It was all love between the Empress and the Godmother of Soul. They openly shared their love for one another and even sang each other’s songs during the set.

Check it:

Babies take notes!!!

Gladys Knight sounded absolutely effortless singing “Best Thing That Ever Happened To Me”

Timeless vocals & looks from both she & Patti LaBelle. #Verzuz #verzuzbattle pic.twitter.com/s3zZCpnMeH

— WellTheTruthIs (@truth_well) September 14, 2020

Miss Gladys and Miss Patti gave us that warm and loving group hug from the aunties that we all needed tonight and I am grateful! Watching them, hearing them and seeing Miss Dionne join them was a historical blessing for all of us who witnessed it. pic.twitter.com/MpYz8qnLv5

— Sy Smith (@Syberspace) September 14, 2020

When Patti sang “If You Asked Me To,” she made sure to point out the fact that HER version came out before Celine Dion’s recording. No real shade to be honest. Facts are facts.

YES PATTI, LET THEM KNOW.

And when Patti was asked why it was a bigger hit when Celine did it, she said “Because she’s a white girl”

— Naima Cochrane (@naima) September 14, 2020

"Celine recorded this after me. I recorded this first."

-Patti LaBelle-#Verzuz #VerzuzBattle #PattiVsGladys pic.twitter.com/BU3u751aMP

— A High-born Nubian (@UrsineNoir) September 14, 2020

Teehee!

Auntie Patti was having a BLAST:

  When the DJ finally drops your song after requesting it 5 times... #Verzuz pic.twitter.com/wKvO06MOQb

— Alexis Wainwright (@AWainwrightTV) September 14, 2020

  After Gladys sang her hit track “License to Kill”- a track from the James Bond film – she encouraged people to NOT kill anyone.

"I aint giving you license to do none of that mess,” Auntie Gladys said.

Now, y’all know how your auntie always spilling tea and be telling everyone’s business. Well, Auntie Patti & Auntie Gladys were on that vibe last night.

#Verzuz Gladys: Brandy...Monica... y'all go head and work it out.

It: pic.twitter.com/u97fOzh4j3

— Jameer Pond (@jameerpond) September 14, 2020

At one point during the battle, the singing legends encouraged singers Brandy and Monica - who battled last - to squash whatever beef they have going on between them.

“Brandy, Monica? Y’all go ahead and work it out,” Gladys said as Patti agreed.

Of course, that sent Twitter into a frenzy:

Brandy and Monica: I know y’all heard what Auntie Gladys said, but we gone keep it moving. Reflect on that though. pic.twitter.com/AzmHfe98Tu

— L E X X (@LookinLikeLexx) September 14, 2020

I hollered when Gladys told Brandy and Monica to gone head and work it out #Verzuz

— Rea Davis (@IAmReaDavis) September 14, 2020

Not Gladys in full auntie mode telling Brandy and Monica to work it out in front of everybody...omg.

— Kourtni (@KPG_) September 14, 2020

Gladys: Brandy & Monica work it out

Brandy & Monica: pic.twitter.com/i87kz2FUu8

— Sis Shaquille Sunflower Seed (@fe_TISH9) September 14, 2020

The Grammy Award winning singers continued to go through their catalogs, including hits “Midnight Train to Georgia” (plus the remix) and “Lady Marmalade,” before a surprise guest popped up:

The best Sunday night in a while. Thank you @MsGladysKnight and @MsPattiPatti for blessing us with your greatness tonight This is something we all needed.

Thank you @_DionneWarwick for making our night with your surprise appearance!!

@benselkow pic.twitter.com/tGawXvrqUW

— Verzuz (@verzuzonline) September 14, 2020

Legendary singer Dionne Warwick made an appearance to perform two songs, "That’s What Friends Are For” and “Superwoman” to close out the event. Check it:

Dionne Warwick joins Patti LaBelle and Gladys Knight #Verzuz pic.twitter.com/ByBw0pazge

— Stephanie. (@qsteph) September 14, 2020

We were NOT readyyyy!

Over a half of million viewers tuned in to see the musical greatness that transpired last night. In case you missed, you can check it out below:

Also, below are a few clips of Patti and Gladys talking about the battle before it went down and the other battles they tuned in to:

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                  Tonight’s Auntie-chella might take the crown, but what’s been your favorite Verzuz so far? Miss Patti’s got some real thoughts on that. See you tonight at 5PM PT/8PM ET for the master class on @AppleMusic in HD (Link in bio) or here on our @VerzuzTV IG livestream. Drinks by @Ciroc.

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                  This is beautiful. Tune into tonight to take part in the truest definition of sisterhood: Patti vs. Gladys. Pull up and fix you a plate at Verzuz at 8pm ET on our IG or @applemusic (Link in bio). Tonight our souls will feast on this love

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BONUS:

Yessss.  Gladys Knight performed "Love Overboard" on the hit TV series "A Different World" where Whitley and Jaleesa performed with her. Peep the classic moment above.

Also...

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                      A post shared by Cara Estol (@caraestol) on Sep 14, 2020 at 6:57am PDT

  Peep this throwback clip of Patti, Gladys and Dionne talking about love above.

As always, the Internet was undefeated when it came to the VERZUZ memes and we've got them for you below! 

Photos: Jamie Lamor Thompson/Kathy Hutchins/Shutterstock.com

The VERZUZ OF ALL 'VERZUZ BATTLES': REACTIONS TO AUNTIECHELLA FEATURING GLADYSKNIGHT & PATTI LABELLE!

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The Night I Was Daddy's Girl I knew something was going to happen, and I knew that whatever it was, I desperately needed it. Daddy brought me into the bathroom and told me to stay.  He closed the door, making noise as he grabbed a few things, and returned with a scarf.  Roughly turning me to face the wall, he tied the scarf tightly around my head, covering my eyes as he whispered in my ear.    “Can you see anything?”    “No daddy, I can't see at all.”    “Good...now stay here.” Suddenly it went dark.  I was alone, clutching to the counter to hold myself steady.  Being blindfolded put me in a state of fear, unable to balance myself, straining to hear everything going on in the other room.  Drawers opened, items shuffled around, Daddy's footsteps going all around….the anticipation made me wet and weak. The light came back on after what seemed like an eternity.  Daddy came behind me, his hot breath like fire on my neck, slowly teasing me in my heightened state of awareness, battling my urge to faint from excitement.  I had never felt so unable, so vulnerable...I loved it. His hand slowly traveled to the front of my chest where my breasts settled, free from the usual restraint of a bra, inside my dress.  Brushing over my erect nipples, he slowly nibbled on my neck, briefly sending me over the edge as my knees went weak.  I caught myself in time, touching Daddy on his thigh.  He paused, lightly slapping my hand away from his leg.     “No touching. Understand?” I nodded my head and whimpered; I was so close to his big black cock.  Daddy continued to bite and lick my neck to remind me that my body was his plaything.  He grabbed both of my arms and put them behind my back, restraining them with a pair of handcuffs.  My body trembled.  I knew I couldn't fight if I wanted to; this felt too good to stop.   Next thing I knew, his fingers had pulled my dress down to expose my supple 36D breasts, lightly brushing his fingertips along the curves. He turned me around to face him, taking his hands off as I stood there with bated breath. His hot breath traveled down to my right, his tongue touching my nipple as I struggled to maintain my composure.  Daddy's mouth felt so good...too good...I pushed my chest into his face, but my disobedience was met with a bite.  His mouth pulled away from my nipple, leaving me moaning with pleasure. Daddy went behind me again, grabbing my restrained arms and turned me around and around, disorienting my sense of space as he sounds me out of the bathroom into the hallway.    “You're Daddy's little whore, all exposed for everyone to see...you wanna show everyone how obedient you are?” I felt myself nodding before I could say anything.  Damn I was so needy and submissive…. He continued to spin me around, moving me in a direction that I couldn't make out from being blindfolded.  He stopped my spinning, jarring me back into normalcy, and let me go.  As I struggled to keep from collapsing, I heard the door open, a draft of hot air hitting my naked breasts.    “Say hello.” I whispered my hello, unable to tell if I was really being looked at.  I did hear shuffling footsteps inside my house, unable to tell if it was one person or three.  It stayed open as Daddy juggled and played with my melons, my sex throbbing at the possibility of being seen in such a compromising position. The door was slowly shut and he proceeded to move me again, to where I didn't know.       “Kneel down. Right here..” He said it gently but firmly, reminding me to obey.  I moaned softly as I went down, my chin hitting something hard as I lowered myself.  It stayed on my cheek, and my pussy clenched when I realized what it was.     “Daddy…”     “Yes baby girl?”     “....can I kiss it?” He chuckled at my shyness as I struggled to keep from going over the edge.  I felt light-headed, resisting the urge to just stick that hard-on into my hungry mouth...I must wait for Daddy to say I can. Someone grabbed my hair and pulled me toward the cock, directing my mouth to the head.  My tongue flopped out, waiting to taste it, swirl around it, and run along the shaft.  The pulling stopped, just out of reach of my desperate tongue.  Daddy took off the handcuffs and grabbed my hand to grab another cock...two cocks?!     “You know what to do baby girl.” I went weak as I leaned forward, hands in front to balance myself, to slowly swallow the cock in front of my mouth.  The head slid past my lips, tongue rubbing the shaft as I went down.  Then I felt Daddy grab my hand and bring it to the other cock, reminding me to be his good little plaything and please all of the cocks.  I pumped my hand, stroking and pleasing the thick dick.  I wanted to cry with joy as I pumped and sucked those marvelous cocks. He tapped my head, my signal to switch stroking and slurping to give both dicks the full experience.  As I pulled my head away Daddy grabbed my hair and rubbed my nose against his own dick, still inside his boxers.  The musky scent filled my nose as I breathed in, his hand pressing my face into his full boxers.  I breathed in hard and deep, snorting out of excitement as I took in Daddy's irresistible smell.     “What's that baby girl?  Snorting like a dirty fuckpig for Daddy?” He pressed me into his crotch harder, his stiff daddy meat against my cheek, as I moaned my agreement.  I am Daddy's fuckpig! I felt a release and was allowed to breathe as he guided me around, showing off my fat, white ass and my dripping pussy to his friends.  He spread my lips, exposing my glistening folds that pulsed in excitement.  Daddy pushed me back, the tip just barely past my lips.     “Ready?” Before I could begin to say or do anything he pushed my pussy onto the cock, leaving me in a state of pure bliss at being penetrated at last.  My mouth dropped open as my body swayed back and forth on its own, panting with each thrust.  Daddy stood in front of my face so that each time I slid up, my nose breathing in his musk. Overwhelmingly delicious… His cock filled my hungry pussy, making her sloppy with creamy cum, begging for release.  The feeling of being used made me breathless, a living sex doll panting and heaving when I could catch my breath.  Suddenly Daddy grabbed my hair and led me to the bed.  I crawled, dripping as I moved my legs, sweet juices flowing down. He positioned me on my back, and I could feel his erect member sticking out...boxers gone.  Mmmm the skin-on-skin…I felt my pussy clench in excitement, pushing more of my juicy nectar down my legs. Daddy leaned over me, his sweaty, muscular chest pressing against my breasts, cock positioned in between my pussy lips.  His braids tickled my face as he whispered in my ear.     “Tell Daddy what you are.”     “Oh my God Daddy I'm your dirty little white whore!” I said it so quickly.  My mind was totally gone at the words that just flew from my mouth, so much so that it took me a moment to realized Daddy's BBC was inside me, filling up my nasty, used hole.  My body was already reacting to the penetration, meeting his thrusts to fully pleasure his huge dick while hitting my insides just right.  My moans filled the room as I continued to degrade myself.     “I'm a nasty white cum dumpster...all this honky knows is black cock and spunk…give me you black babies!!!” His thrusts came in harder and faster, ramming into my tight walls as he spread my legs farther to fuck me deeper.  My sex was throbbing, sucking, pulling his dick in, milking his cock and urging him to let loose inside me. He pulled off my blindfolded at last, giving me the sexiest view of his stern face, my legs spread, and his sweaty chest while his hips pushed in and back out of my sex.  Looking at his eyes drove me wild, gripping the sheets as I struggled to keep from screaming my pleasure...can't wake up the neighbors. My spasms came faster as my cum soaked the bed and coated his dick with cream.  He came in close, his eyes inches away from mine, and grabbed my shoulders...I knew what to do next. I opened my mouth, pushing my lips out to make the face that always made him fuck me hard.  I looked ready to suck dick, opening my eyes really wide to give that submissive, I-need-to-please-Daddy look that only meant one thing.  He responded immediately, biting his lip as he pounded hard, his sweaty body slapping against my thighs as he struggled to not cum...I was starting to make this hard on him.      “Give your fat fuckpig that jizz Daddy! My pussy needs your hot thick jizzload in my white pussy! Please Daddyyyyy your honky bitch is readyyyy!!!” He grunted as he slammed into me with all he had left and spilled his seed into my sex, groaning and calling me a good bitch as my pussy sucked him dry.  His cum dripped out all over the bed as he pulled out of me, laying on my chest to catch his breath.  He squeezed me tight as I kissed all over his shoulders, grateful for being used.  After a few minutes he lifted himself off of me, giving me a chance to recover. It was then that I noticed that the two “friends” were just dildos. I was fucking dildos, thinking they were other men, moaning like a hungry bitch.  He slide two fingers inside me, scooping up his cum, and shoved them in my mouth for me to suck.    “Go clean up pig. Get it all out.” I struggled to walk to the shower as I fingered myself, grabbing onto the walls as I made my way.  I climbed into the shower, leaned back and spread my legs as the water ran over my body, scooping up Daddy's cum and swallowing and sucking finger after stringy finger. God how I love to be used. (All of this happened a few nights ago and I was just….so submissive…. I had to write about it!  As for you, feel free to read it, share it with your significant other, reblog, get off to it... just remember who wrote it!)    -curiositysavedthecatgirl

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Unpopular opinion, but the “Treat Yoself” self care ideal is EXTREMELY HARMFUL to people with BPD and actually dangerous to us.

As someone with the most extreme case of borderline you can possibly imagine in the impulsivity category, the “Treat Yoself” ideal has made me a much happier person these past few years…but it has also p much ruined my life. If I didn’t have an insane amount of help from a million different angles supporting me at all times, I’d be a goner.

Example: I signed a lease to a new apartment just a week or so ago, maybe not even that long ago. I have to pay the first month rent before I move in on the 1st of next month otherwise I cannot move in. I had 5k, almost 6k dollars to my name a mere 2 or 3 days ago. I now have less than 2k to my name. How? Who knows. Certainly not me! ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Someone who is uneducated on what BPD is about would say that’s just a normal human being irresponsible or not knowing how to manage money, etc etc etc. They usually fall on the “no self control” shtick that we should all know by heart by now. There’s a million things that everyone with BPD has heard before, but we all know very well none of the things these people say are even close to the core of the issue.

There’s a H U G E difference between people who have no self control and people with borderline. People who have no self control are just kind of starting to wade into the shallow end of the pool without testing how cold or hot the water was first with their issues and then they can sometimes get to the point of *safely* falling off the side of the pool deck and into the shallow end again where they are in no danger of drowning…while people with borderline have just rock-climbed a waterfall cliff in the middle of a forest by themselves with no harness and then *immediately* proceeded to jump off of the cliff backwards and blindfolded into the lake full of water below without ever having checked to see if there were rocks in the water or how deep the water was.

That is how significantly different those two categories of people are and that is why it is *SO* frustrating when the layman diminishes BPD and says, “Oh, you’re just being irresponsible with money. It’s okay! Everyone does it.” No, good sir. Everyone does NOT do these kinds of things. NORMAL. HEALTHY. PEOPLE. WOULD NEVER DO SOMETHING LIKE THIS! If they did, it would be a CONSCIOUS DECISION to do it and it would be controlled and they would have fail-safes and back-up plans galore in place in case something went wrong! Normal, healthy people would never live like borderline people are forced to live.

If I could show someone that I am only just now finding permanence for the first time SINCE I TURNED 18 IN 2010 and am just hoping it works out and don’t know if it actually will because, well, BORDERLINE…maybe people around the world wouldn’t recite those lines like they were reading from a script.

There’s a million things I could list and that one tiny run on sentence is not even close to scraping the tip of the iceberg. That’s like…uh, getting close enough to feel how cold that iceberg must be so you can say “Wow that must be cold to touch!” without even having touched the iceberg yet, nevertheless having scraped it. If you catch my drift.

People just think that when we mention we’re impulsive as a sort of warning to them, it’s a cute flirting thing or an adorable personality quirk. Like, “Oh, you’re spontaneous? That’s wonderful! I love spontaneous people. I love to go on wild adventures! Hanging out with you will be so fun!” No, my dude. My pal. My buddy. My friend. That is not what we mean at all. When someone with borderline says “impulsive”, they *DO* *NOT* mean “spontaneous”. Ever. We do not group the word impulsive with spontaneous in these warnings.

The impulsivity issues will ruin our lives over and over again unless we actively fight it every single second of every single waking moment. There is no resting. There are no breaks. There is no escape. It is a constant battle between that “DO THE THING”/”TREAT YOSELF” mindset that we have a natural tendency to do without a second thought like it is second nature…AND that other side of having to FORCE ourselves to stop immediately when we are about to engage in the thing that we have already started doing/saying/whatever as soon as the thought entered our mind (it happens that fast, yes) and force a corrective thought/behaviour into place so that we can think about what we are about to do first and actually weigh the pros and cons and THEN decide whether or not to do the thing like a NORMAL PERSON would.

I don’t like to say we act on emotion…because I don’t feel like I do. I’m not sure if others with borderline feel they do, but I certainly don’t because there simply isn’t enough time for there to be any emotion and I know this will sound so stereotypical, but…I’m an Aquarius. I just don’t experience emotions like others do, honestly. Hahaha. #onlyaquariankidswillunderstand

When you’re borderline, your actions practically coincide with your thoughts. The second you think about doing a thing, there is no question about whether it’s going to be done or not: It’s already been done by the time one could even inquire as to whether it should be or not.

We have *NO* impulse control. None. Nada. Negative. Less than none. ZERO. We exist without it. I can’t remember a time in which I existed with any ounce of impulse control that wasn’t enforced by me in a way in which I was hyper-cognizant of my enforcing it at all times. I have always existed without it. Every day is a struggle to enforce something that we do not have and never have had. Every day is a constant struggle to enforce something that we have never experienced in a natural state.

Every day is a constant struggle to try to find that middle balance between the two extremes of Treat Yoself and You Don’t Deserve Anything At All, since those seem to be our only two settings.

We either feel we deserve the world and should have all the things…or we should rid ourselves of everything and never have anything, nevertheless buy anything for ourselves or accept anything offered.

Being borderline is living in a world of extremes and having to force your way into some parallel universe that doesn’t really exist to find a middle ground and then having to fight every single day you wake up for the rest of your life for your right to stay in that parallel universe.

It is exhausting. Being at one extreme or the other constantly while desperately wanting to be at a middle ground all the time or even at a straight, chill, nothing for once in your life is fucking exhausting.

Being borderline is exhausting and having all these people who really don’t know anything try to disparage the issue by saying we are spontaneous (in a flirty or quirky way) and just have no self control (”which is just a human thing! don’t worry, you’re young! you’ll get there!”) is just SO exhausting.

Treat Yoself is a GREAT concept for just about everyone!…except for the small portion of the population that is borderline.

I only wish I had known this from the beginning.

Feel like you can relate? I basically wrote this because I’ve been thinking about this for a VERY long time and I actually have talked about this aloud with one of my roommates TWICE now (maybe more than twice, Idk) because of so many reasons.

I figured it was about time to finally write up the text post that went along with the conversations I’ve been having irl.

I really hope someone can relate and that I’m not just rambling fucking crazy things over here. I don’t think I am. I think this is #relatable af. I really do. But I won’t know until I post it and tag it and see if anyone else can relate.

Obviously, I know the BPD section will be filled with people who don’t actually have BPD (aka self-dxers who have given themselves BPD and who knows what other millions of things who most likely do not actually have BPD), so if you actually have a BPD diagnosis, I’d love some feedback. Coz I really hope I’m not just rambling into the void here. This is relatable, yeah? Other people feel this in their very soul like I do, yeah? This is a PROBLEM, yeah??? Sure is for me, fam.

😶😶😶 Idk, bruh. I’m just gonna stop now and hope for the best. Whatever “best” is. Lololol.

-KQR

((Hope there’s no spelling/grammar/whatever mistakes. Need to proofread…later…if I ever get around to it. I probably won’t tbh. Just ignore mistakes. I’m fucking tired. Fall semester starts Monday and I’m just not readyyyy……))

K-EXCLUSIVE: DAY6 wrap-up their Australian tour with a phenomenal set at the Enmore

Customarily a haunt for stand-up comedy, the iconic Enmore Theatre was shaken all the way to its Art Deco foundations last Sunday night by the combined passion of South Korean rock band DAY6, and two floors of feverish, screaming fans. After building up an impressive following both at home and overseas since debuting in 2015, DAY6 successfully launched their first ever world tour titled 'Youth' in June this year. Australia, as the first international leg of the tour, was graced with not one but two stops on the east coast, with the band playing at the Palais Theatre in Melbourne on August 10, before heading to Sydney two days later on August 12 for their show at the Enmore. A note from the writer: Coming from a background where I was constantly slipping away to attend battle of the bands as a teenager, spending hours crushed in a pit or the basement of a dive bar watching hardcore, punk and metal artists swinging from the ceiling or climbing perilous scaffolding to get onto the venue roof, stepping into a DAY6 concert packed with a primarily young, female demographic, still feels a little out of the ordinary for me. I've attended dozens of concerts over the years, but based on what I witnessed on Sunday night, I can say with  absolute confidence that DAY6 are in a league entirely of their own making; how many multilingual rock bands can you list with four powerful lead vocalists, all with their own distinct and identifiable style (who can also rap with effortless grit), play their own instruments and write their own music, with a fifth member, a literal drum incarnate, who keeps their very hearts beating with a shy grin from the back of the stage? Let me save you some time; I googled it quickly out of curiosity (admittedly with slightly less detail), and the list is non-existent. The 'Youth' world tour will be another long-term project for the band, on the back of their 2017 'Every DAY6' series, and we're sure they'll continue to slay every crowd with their bright, yet soulful, brand of Korean rock in each country, leaving behind a long trail of broken hearts (did I happen to mention that they all hit those required South Korean industry visuals? Because they definitely do). DAY6 will be returning to South Korea to play their next gig in Busan on August 18, before hitting the figurative road to conquer Taipei, Bangkok, Manila, Canada, USA and Europe over the next year; if you haven't yet had the privilege of seeing this band live, do not miss out on a ticket to one of these dates. Full transcript and setlist: DAY6 at the Enmore Theatre, Sydney A cliche, but a universal truth nonetheless, is the inherent ability of music to transcend language barriers. Despite this, one of the most impressive features of a K-Pop concert (or in this case, full-blown Korean rock concert), is the members' efforts to learn as much of that country's language as humanly possible, in order to forge a warm and genuine connection with the audience for the precious few hours they'll spend together. Although DAY6 have a slight advantage with wildly confident, English-speaking members Jae and Young K at the helm, it's entirely possible that native Korean-speaker Wonpil actually took the gold for both overall charm and line distribution during the ments (a.k.a. chatting with the audience) in Sydney. As you probably know, the dynamic five piece band is made up of leader Sungjin (rhythm guitar, vocals), Young K (bass, vocals, rap), Jae (lead guitar, vocals, and beloved YouTuber), Wonpil (keyboard/synthesiser, vocals), and maknae Dowoon (drums). See if you can hear their voices as you read through the transcript, and let us know how we did! Disclaimer: It was a crazy night on the dancefloor, and it's entirely possible that a few things are slightly mixed, or misheard here and there! It's not verbatim, but we've worked hard to imbue this transcript with the spirit and energy of each individual member of DAY6, and we hope you can happily experience every chuckle and heartwarming moment through our very carefully punctuated text! We also deeply recommend reading the rest of this article on a computer screen. Transcript key SJ: Sungjin YK: Young K J: Jae WP: Wonpil DW: Dowoon DAY6: The band MYDAY: The audience [trans]: live translation KR-ENG at the concert 한글/Romanisation/ENG: post-concert translation [The concert opens after the added anticipation of a slightly late start] SONG: '반드시 웃는다I Smile' SONG: 'First Time' SONG: 'Better Better' [First round of banter for the night] SJ: Going, keep going; show me your energy, ok! J: So… SJ: [launches into an acapella solo of '놀래Whatever'] SONG: '놀래Whatever' SONG: 'Say Wow' SONG: '쏟아진다Pouring' SONG: '어쩌다 보니Somehow' J: That's what I'm talking about! MYDAY: [cheering] J: …Ladies and gentlemen, we've just done seven songs and it's already this crazy. Tonight we need you to prepare yourselves 'cause it's about to get crazy lit up in here right? But before that we're going to introduce ourselves. DAY6: 하나 둘 셌! 안녕하세요 데이식스 임니다! /Hana, dul, set! Annyeonghaseyo DAY6 imnida! / 1, 2, 3! Hello we are DAY6! WP: Hello everybody, we are DAY6 SJ: So we'll go one by one [trans] WP: Ah, yeah. Um, first Sydney… MYDAY: [cheering] WP: …I'm really excited for tonight, we already did seven songs and you're already so excited [trans]. I'm really honoured to be here and I'm really excited for the show [trans]. I'm, Wonpil. YK: WHAT'S GOOD SYDNEY!? How you feelin' tonight?! What's good, it's Young K! DW: Oh, wow. Um, please keep cheering for us, yeah! I'm so happy to play the drums here, it's really THANK YOU! Oh, enjoy yourself? Thank you. [Startled] Oh, my name is Yoon Dowoon. SJ: What's up everybody!! I'm DAY6 leader, Sungjin! Uh, so good energy 진짜/jinjja/really, keep going! J: What's up everybody? I'm DAY6 guitarist Jae, nice to meet you. Uh, first of all before we continue on with our set, we are so grateful, so blessed, so humbled to be here before you today…we have wanted to be here a long time now, and because we did our trainee days with, uh, Bangchan [member of Stray Kids, rookie JYP Entertainment idol group]… MYDAY: [cheering in deep Australian] J: …he's always talking about Australia…he told us about how much of a beautiful a country it is, how beautiful the people are and EVERYTHING he said was true, so we just wanna thank you once again for welcoming us here. We are beyond humbled and blessed to be here today, so with that said and out of the way, are you guys ready?! We got a lot of set for you guys today, we good we hot? Let's all get hot together! [laughs]. Ok, so we're going to move on with our set, and our next song is…what's our next song?? SJ: Need. Need? J: …what's Need? [laughing] BINGO! Let's go! SONG: '누군가 필요해I Need Somebody' SONG: '어떻게 말해How Can I Say' J: Oh wow, this is wild. I think Dowoon has something to say, no? DW: Uh, oh, today it's so hot. Outside the weather is hot too…Wow, the weather is just great. Ok ok, how was your feeling? Wow. Yes, the weather is good, too nice, yeah. Oh, Wonpil Wonpil! Something to say to our MYDAY? WP: Uh Sydney…Sydneyyy…recently… YK: Recently? WP: Uh Winter… YK: Yes, it's Winter? WP: …but this place, Summer. My middle…inside…heart, so thumping…Sydney is Winter, but this place Summer? My heart… YK: My heart is? WP: …too Summer when it's in Sydney. [Deep breath, ready to summarise] Wonpil's heart and this place, Summer, ok?! Woooo! YK: Go Jae J: Alright, uh… how you guys doing so far, pretty good? We're going to move on with our set right, but before that, it might be a little bit dangerous for the people at the front, but we need floor two to stand up too, ok? No? That's alright, I'll just go then [pretends to walk offstage, laughing]. WE NEED THE SECOND FLOOR TO STAND UP can you guys stand up real quick? So, for this next little corner we're gonna do, we're gonna have to get a little bit hype, but, uh second floor please be careful? [sways from side to side] that's cool, but none of this ok [jumps up and down]. We don't want accidents happening and your safety comes first ok? So uh… MYDAY: [suddenly cheering loudly] J:…was it something I said? I never knew safety was such a great word [laughing]. Um, alright guys so we're gonna enjoy this, are y'all ready for the next section?! Is DAY6 ready for the next section? Let's get it on…[pauses as he realises he said something potentially racy, but laughs it off]. YK: [In the meantime, bursts into operatic vocals] READYYYYYY! ARE YOUUUU READYYYY! LET'S GOOOOOOO! J: Alright, what we got next up, 저 태양처럼/jeo taeyang cheoreom, let's go! SONG: '저 태양처럼Like That Sun' SONG: 'Dance Dance' SONG: '좋은걸 뭐 어떡해What Can I Do' SONG: 'WARNING' YK: How you feelin' so far? Lemme hear you one more time, how you feelin' so far?! Oh you guys are AMAZIN'! WP: So Sydney…inspiration… YK: …they givin' you inspiration? WP: Yah… YK: What you thinkin'? WP: Beautiful voice and, we are ensemble? YK: Working all together? He's saying we are one! WP: Sydney…wow. YK: It's Sydney and wow. WP: Sungjin too…Sungjin, what, ah, feeling? SJ: [sings] I'm feeling goooood! Feels soooo good! [talking] Are you ready [trans]? YK: Do one more! SJ: Then let's keep going [trans]! Jae, Jae… MYDAY: [someone squeezes a loud 'I LOVE YOU!' into a split second of silence] J: I LOVE YOU TOO! [Frowning] This has been a miscalculation on my part…second floor, uh, would you like to sit down, or… do you want to keep standing? SEE Y'ALL HAVE ALREADY SAT DOWN, you guys can sit down if you want! It was a miscalculation at first, I was like, oh let's all party together, and then during the song you guys were like, what am I doing here? [laughing] I felt bad, you guys can sit down, no worries…if not, let's keep the show rolling…Sungjin's gonna kick it off… SJ: Ah, ok let's…go! SONG: '장난 아닌데I'm Serious' SONG: '혼잣말Talking To' SONG: 'Shoot Me' J: Crazy YK: [Looking at the fan project banners for the night] What does it say? Shoot Me love? Give me more… Shoot Me love! I need more, SHOOT ME LOVE! Ahhh, thank you guys, you guys are AMAZING! Dowoon? DW: Let's go. YK: Isn't it great? DW: Yes, also… YK: Also what? Also… DW: Awesome. YK: Awesome! DW: Awesome. Ohhhhh yeah. Um, first time I come here, I see the city Melbourne, we see it together yeah, oh so beautiful. Australia is so beautiful. Yeah, I want to live here two months or three months? Yeah. YK:…Actually, we went to uh, to see the Opera House yesterday. Harbour Bridge. Yeah, it was actually beautiful. The weather was really nice too. It's Winter here now right? I love this Winter [laughing]. The weather was actually perfect wasn't it? WP: Sydney, uh, tonight is winter? Season, but um heat…it feels like I'm wearing a heat pack because this place…because I heard the beautiful voices of MYDAY my heart is warm [trans]. Yeah. So I'm not cold at all [trans]. I also want to stay in Sydney for more than two days [trans]. Yeah, I like it [trans]. Sungjin? Uh, Sungjin…Sungjin, uh what's that? [mumbling happily at the crowd] J: [to YK] Can you translate? YK: What, translate English to Korean?? J: [to WP] Ohh, you're speaking English??? MYDAY: [loud mixture of scandalised giggling and whooping] J: Oh, no no no! It's not like that, no, I was being curious, oh I swear! YK: [unable to contain his reaction, hollers] SAVAGE!!!! HARSH!!! [laughing] J: Wonpil was good, I'm sorry! MYDAY: [settling down again] YK: Guys, ah no, when we're on stage, when we're not wearing uh, our in-ear? Earphones? J: Uh huh YK: Uh, it's actually really hard to understand what anyone's saying. It's really…boomy? [laughs in Jae's direction]. [To Wonpil] Do you have anything more to say? WP: Yes, I already said but I'll do a bit more [trans]. I'll say more later [laughing]. YK: What do you mean? [Repeats the question in Korean, then English again] What do you mean? WP: What do you mean? YK: No, but this is the end [trans]? WP: No! Really? YK: Do you know how many songs we got through? 17 already! MYDAY: [Cheering] WP: Yeah, wow! YK: But wasn't it fun?! MYDAY: [More cheering] YK: But sadly, we're already at the last section. WP: No, you're a liar! YK: I'm a liar? WP: Yeah. YK: You sure? SJ: [looking at YK, suddenly deadpan] No, his name is Brian not liar. YK: NO! DAY6 (except YK): Brian. Brian. Brian. MYDAY: BRIAN! BRIAN! BRIAN! BRIAN! BRIAN! YK: [chagrined, and dripping with sarcasm] THANK YOU SYDNEY! [Back to normal]…Yeah, but sadly we're already at the last section of the concert [tech comes onstage], I was too excited, I was too hyped, so I kept stepping on the line? So, I actually plugged out the bass cord [laughing]. J: Honestly though, I think that today is just that kind of environment, like.. you know what I'm sayin'? Like it's so crazy, we got lights up in here, we got people who are dancin'. At one point, nah nah nah real talk, I don't say this at every stage, but at one point the stage was shaking. Real talk. So uh, we're gonna try to make that happen not in this next part now but…this next part…wait backtrack, that didn't happen just now…this next part is the last part…we…[laughing] I MESSED IT UP! [Quickly] Hey Sungjin, you got anything to say? SJ: Kiki…[grins] J: …Sungjin, you got anything to say? SJ: Yeah uhh…this part is uh, final section. Um, he told, told you guys um head shaking…but uh this part is not… head shaking yet [trans]? Show me the voice! Show me your beautiful voice, alright? YK: Are you guys going to show us your voice? Are you guys going to show us your beautiful voice? Uh…can I hear you guys sing? ['Man in a Movie' singing time with YK and MYDAY] YK: YOU GUYS ARE AMAZING! I really wanted to hear that, because actually, that was the last song before we came on right? And you guys were singing along to it? [points off to stage right] And we were right behind there? And we heard you. So you're gonna sing us the next song we're going to play. Alright, sing it first, let's go. SONG: 'Congratulations' SONG: '예뻤어You Were Beautiful' SONG: 'I Loved You' SONG: '좋아합니다I Like You' [SPECIAL VCR] SONG: '놓아 놓아 놓아Letting Go' (Rebooted version) [Ending ments] J: Wow [laughing]. Uh, this is so sad…come with me [laughing more]. Ok, uh, so guys, today for me was a phenomenal day. First off, um, you know, I was a little bit scared coming to Australia 'cause we haven't been here, it's our first time here for a concert. What if no one sings along, what if…[cheering]…you're right, I was stupid, you're right, you're right. You guys are crazy! Uh, yo, real talk, I don't think I've ever…uhh, how do I say this..I don't think I've ever let my 정신/jeongshin/ mind or mentality…I don't think I've ever let my mind this loose while being, while being on stage ever. Like usually, like, as an artist, you stand here like, I'm gonna sing good, I'm gonna play guitar real good, I'm gonna listen to my metronome, I'm gonna get…I didn't care today! So um, so excuse me if I was uh, off-pitch…I know, I know, I'm amazing! Haha, but anyway, guys today, today was exceptional. Um, no, no, really, you guys don't know how much this means to me today. Just overall, thank you so much for having us. I, I feel like, I feel like, well really blessed, thank you, I appreciate it. SJ: It's the first time for DAY6 coming to Australia [trans]. But this first experience was such a good experience in my life [trans]. Australia is a beautiful place and has beautiful people [trans]. Honestly, distance-wise it's pretty far; this time and memories, even though these will become memories, we think about it in the past, we will be together [trans]. So please don't forget this moment and I promise we'll come back [trans]. Thank you so much for today [trans]. See you guys, thank you! DW: Ha. He kind of said everything I wanted to say, yeah [trans]. Uh, ok? It was such a good memory for us today, and I hope this is a good memory for you guys too [trans]. We will work so hard and come back to give you better energy [trans]. Wow, thank you! YK: How was DAY6 concert? How was MYDAYs? 'Cause I thought you guys were amazing. There's so much I wanna say, but I don't know how to put it in words, especially in English. Uh, ok. First, I know how hard it is to memorise a song in a different language, 'cause we did covers and we tried singing in different languages; it's not easy. But throughout the entire concert, you guys were singing along…I don't know how that's possible. How many of you speak Korean as your first language? Not so many, exactly! YOU GUYS ARE AMAZING! So, again I feel blessed…I feel…I don't know if I deserve such love. Thank you guys so much. We really appreciate it, and we'll be back. Thank you. WP: So our first world tour, and we are so lucky that our first stop was here in Australia [trans]. I was expecting it, but I didn't know I would get this much love, energy…I'll never forget this moment, and I'll promise to come back [trans]. For us DAY6, thank you so much for making these precious moments [trans]. I love you too. Thank you for, appreciate it, yeah. I want to take picture. [DAY6 and MYDAY photo time] J: So we're really at the final part of the concert. But uh, you guys know how crazy it gets right, at the end of our shows? Do you not know how crazy it gets at the end of DAY6 shows? OH, just real quick, let's be, let's stay safe…[ suddenly, throwing his head and arms back dramatically] PREACH, YES JAE PREACH!! [Jae's comprehensive safety talk time continues] J: I think there's something Young K wants to say right? YK: How's the, energy level right now? It's great… but not as great as before. So [screams], no no save your energy, we're gonna check how you guys are, but this time it's gonna be Wonpil doing it. WP: Yeah. YK: You know what to do. WP: Uh, Sydney. Are you…ready? Don't hear me, don't hear me. I can't hear it [trans]. MYDAY: [reasonable decibel of enthusiasm] WP: Amazing music. I'll use magic [trans]. Look at my hand [trans]. [Punching upwards into the air] Let's go!!!!! MYDAY: [ear-splitting screams that JYP himself probably heard from South Korea] SONG: '바래I Wish' SONG: '하게Free' [DAY6 in the pit with MYDAY time a.k.a. a wild and incredibly unconventional victory lap of the venue while miraculously keeping the song going, all clothing intact, and sending venue security into an apoplectic state of panic] DAY6: [Warmly exiting the stage] J: Thank you guys! YK: Thank you Sydney! Thank you Australia! SJ: See you soon! WP: Thank you, I appreciate it! J: [whispers in WP's ear] WP: …This has been great! Everyone, see you later, I love you! [blows kiss] J: [the very last to leave, waving fondly at their MYDAY with both hands until he disappears] [Concert end] If you made it all the way to the end, thank you for reading! And if you attended the concert in Sydney, congratulations on creating these precious memories with DAY6! Still need more? If you're suffering from some serious post-concert depression right now, we prescribe one dose of footage from last years' 'Every DAY6 Concert' series while we wait for JYP Entertainment to release that 4k blu-ray 'Youth' tour content! You can also access our full suite of HD photos from DAY6's concert in Sydney here. A special round of thanks of course goes out to My Music Taste and JYP Entertainment for allowing our team to cover an incredible performance; as always, follow our page for future concert exclusives from Officially Kmusic!     Source: (1) Media/Twitter/Writer/Editor: Carmel-Lee Skinner Media/Photographer: Shalamah Tautaiolefue The post K-EXCLUSIVE: DAY6 wrap-up their Australian tour with a phenomenal set at the Enmore appeared first on The latest kpop news and music | Officially Kmusic.