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fuzzznstuffingthatcomesout · 2 months

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The urge to just destroy myself. To cut off everything. To go radio silent on everyone because my brain is absolutely convinced I'll be best off alone, locked in a tiny little box.

Why can't I just have a moment to breathe? To actually enjoy my bit of happiness I get here and there.

#actually borderline #bpd fp #actually bpd #actual bpd #bpd culture #bpd #borderline personality disorder #borderline culture is #borderline pd #borderline blog #🐇

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zoe-a-scott · 9 months

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I have an endless guilt of being in others lives, and an as profound need of them being in mine.

#bpd poetry #bpd #bpd awareness #bpd mood #bpd vent #bpd life #bpd splitting #bpd problems #bpd love #bpd feels #actual bpd

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lovemeorleave · 2 years

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i was taught at a very young age that i am unlovable, that my feelings are too big. that never went away.

#actually bpd #bunbun.text #quiet borderline #borderline blog #actually borderline #bpd blog #quiet bpd #petulant bpd #borderline personality disorder #actual bpd

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la1npilledg1rl · 2 months

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heartless-homo · 1 year

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lilyflxwers · 1 year

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incase anyone has been struggling recently

i just want to remind you that you’re more than enough, you deserve to be here, and you deserve to be loved.

#idk it’s been a really hard week for me #so like if anyone else needs the reminders #here they are :)#mental health #mental illness #bpd #actual bpd #depressing shit

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clinicallydull · 1 year

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pinkborderline · 2 years

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#actual bpd #bpd meme #bpd stuff #yandere blog #yancore #actually mentally ill #mentally drained #mental illness #lovesick #irl yandere #yandere

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belzrgr · 1 year

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This is about bpd but knock yourself out if you don't have that and still relate

#Though it won't really be the same but whatever #Not like I can stop you #Bpd #actual bpd #living with borderline #borderline problems #borderline personality disorder #Meme #Memes #favorite person

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fuzzznstuffingthatcomesout · 30 days

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I feel like a bad partner because of my bpd. My episodes are exhausting. I'm exhausting. I can't help I'm broken, but I can help my behavior. I'm so sorry. I know I apologize too much. I'm sorry you have to walk on eggshells. I feel guilt, knowing that a different partner could be easier for you. I feel guilt knowing practically no one will put up with me. Why do you?

#actual bpd #actually borderline #actually bpd #borderline blog #borderline culture is #borderline pd #borderline personality disorder #bpd #bpd culture #bpd fp #🐇#🐕

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the-jovian-plutonian-effect · 3 months

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repeat after me fellas:

i don't have to tolerate reactionary abuse from peers or family that are upset by my negative response to their hostile behavior.

i am allowed to spend time away from people who mistreat me and disrespect my space. no one is entitled to my time. i am not responsible for shouldering abuse just because someone is going through a hard time.

everyone goes through hard times, but it is the duty of the individual to choose how they respond. if they are mistreating me in the process of handling their mental health, i am allowed to protect myself and remove myself from harm.

i am allowed to not accept apologies, especially when they are insincere, misleading, and or vague in nature.

i am allowed to adjust their acces to me in response to something that has hurt me. apologies do not mean anything without constructive action behind them.

i am allowed to not forgive someone who has no idea what they have done, and has no intention of changing.

i am not responsible for keeping someone safe when they are choosing to be unsafe to garner a reaction out of me.

i am not responsible for the harm someone causes to themselves when they are incapable of asking for the things that they need or want from me.

i am a human person, and i should not be expected to be a life raft for someone who is choosing to drown to put people to the test.

#actual bpd #jpe.txt #my work #toxic people #toxic friends #toxic relationships #reactionary abuse #victimization #parental abuse

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egokillsx · 1 year

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#actual bpd #bpd life #bpd feels

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la1npilledg1rl · 7 months

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#bpd stuff #bpd mood #actual bpd #bpd thoughts #borderline problems #borderline personality problems #femcel #the feminine urge #female rage #female hysteria #manic pixie dream girl #female manipulator #tumblr girls #daddy issues #mommy issues #trust issues #family issues #social issues #abandoment issues

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heartless-homo · 2 years

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ofcutsandoffire · 5 months

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i hate when as a borderline, I base everything around my fp and when she's are doing something productive (something without me) I feel upset and angry because I just want her around me all the time and I base all of my likes and hobbies off of hers so idk how to have fun without her. Like she could be doing sports and I'm sitting here crying because I miss her so much, why can't I be normal?

#i miss her #borderline personality disorder #bpd vent #actual bpd #bpd favorite person #bpd fp #bpd thoughts #i love her

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jisatsuwaifu · 7 days

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I am a Morningstar fortified in a glass box. The rage, the war inside; it’s on display for all to see.

But although you can see my carnage, I pray one day someone gets the curiosity to open me up and use my spikes to shatter these walls I’ve built.

#morning star #weapon #the void #tumblr poetry #rage #actual bpd #bpd thoughts #my poem #im cringe but im free

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