#and ppl just treat me differently.. they treat me like I’m fuckin stupid
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Why give a shit about what these asks say? At the end of the day it’s all just notifications on a screen, their opinions aren’t even worth answering back or posting something about. It’s all just drivel.
yeah i mean, ur right, especially when it’s some weirdo incel who can’t think of anything to say, but what bothers me is the fact that drug use is low hanging fruit to ppl in general ... it is a mentality that is uncomfortably common and needs to change. like asks r drivel but they indicate how ppl feel and act irl too.
i lost my best friend after 16 years of friendship because she couldn’t see past the stigma of my drug use and didn’t understand what addiction meant for me and how it affected me and she didn’t want to. nor did she believe i had quit the drug I was addicted to. she didn’t even know what I was addicted to or why, she wouldn’t let me explain anything bc i just suddenly became a junkie for life in her eyes, like the lowest of low scum basically, so whatever I said she could write off as a lie, or otherwise gaslight me, bc i had been heavily addicted to benzos for one year (really 3 years but she only knew about or I guess noticed the 3rd year). never mind that she’s needed to be high 24/7 for the past decade; it’s different bc it’s weed.
my husband’s sister is similarly extremely judgmental about opioid and benzo drug addiction, meanwhile she’s an alcoholic and addicted to ketamine.
another thing — a lot of people who do this, including my friend, consider themselves really open minded progressive people who value human rights and civil rights and don’t tolerate bigotry. some of them consider themselves leftists/communists. I think it’s an issue that those values and that understanding stop at drug use and drug addiction. when it’s convenient to do so at least. like imagine calling someone ugly or fat in an argument; it shows u think those things are worth insulting and make the person lesser and they should be ashamed about it. and that you think those make the persons stance weaker somehow. bringing up someone’s drug use in an argument where it isn’t relevant is just like that.
but especially if someone considers themself a leftist they should understand that not only did/do drugs get pushed on people by hospitals and pharmaceutical companies (and the literal CIA), we all are trying to cope with a fucked up society made so by capitalism and for a lot of people that involves self-medicating
ok lol sorry this got so long
#over here just rambling and ranting to nobody like an old geezer#but yeah idk it feels important and personal to me because my best friend dumped me over this...#and its like she suddenly was a totally different person bc i was different to her#and ppl just treat me differently.. they treat me like I’m fuckin stupid
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okay rachel posting time. i am going to have opinions on her
The scentless man waits for something, then speaks again, “Are you okay?”
“Fuckin’ peachy.” Brutus knows Master only says fuck word like that when she’s mad.
“I have a hard time believing that, to be honest. You were in pretty rough shape when I found you with Über and Leet’s henchmen, and those guys from the ABB.”
“I’m fine now,” Master tells him. She sounds angry. Brutus steps forward, ready to growl to add own voice to hers, but Master tugs on leash just a little and Brutus stays quiet.
“When I found you, one of them had you tied to the ceiling by your wrists and was using you as a punching bag.”
Master breaks eye contact. Brutus knows this is a sign that Master sees the scentless man as her alpha. When she speaks, she still sounds angry, “I fucked up. I was bored, restless, figured I’d walk Angelica and see if I could meet you guys where the money was. Someone recognized me and tailed me. I was stupid, I took my licks for it. I’m fine now, we have the money, all is well.”
The scentless man sighs. Sounds a little angry as he says, “It’s not… no, nevermind. No use getting into it. But what if someone recognizes you while you’re walking him?”
“I’ll fight back sooner, harder. Or are you going to tell me I can’t walk my dogs anymore?” All of a sudden, Master is tense. Brutus can see it in her legs, hear it in her voice, feel it in her grip on the leash.
“I wouldn’t do that,” the scentless man replies, his voice quiet, slightly strained “And you wouldn’t listen even if I did. Just… be careful.”
“I can go?”
“Go. Enjoy your walk, both of you.”
it's like...rachel's entire childhood was spent in an environment where any "concern" or attention from her authority figures was invariably going to be extremely ableist and confusing and scary for her. so much of how autistic children learn to approach interactions w/ ppl with social power over them is predicated on adults treating them like they're doing something atrociously wrong when they can't guess what that thing is, and no one ever explains. even "concern" for the child tends to result in "polite" attempts to force them into a specific socially acceptable mold, regardless of the cost to their mental wellbeing. i'm sure rachel has had uncountable experiences where she was made to feel like her distress or pain was her fault + worthy of punishment: because she was stupid, because she was retarded, because she couldn't act right, because she's a bad kid.
so, you know. of course she reacts to aggression and wariness with brian--her team leader--approaching her like this. he's asking if she's okay because he cares, but that doesn't change how often she gets treated like a bad dog on a leash. how is she supposed to know this is different from the times he gets mad at her for "doing something wrong," where she can't understand what the "wrong" thing is? how is she supposed to know this is different from all the hundreds of times that's happened to her before she even met him? he doesn't care about the money, here, but she has to cover her bases in bringing up that it's intact, because experience has taught her that people care more about how her behavior inconvenienced them than about how she's doing. it even sounds like he's about to say "it's not about the money" before he realizes that it's fruitless to go that route with rachel.
by "you were being used as a punching bag," he means "you were really being hurt badly, are you sure you're okay? i'm trying to check in on and help you," but all rachel hears is a reiteration of how she fucked up. he means "what if someone recognizes you while you're walking him?" as an inquiry into her safety. (he's incredibly protective of the undersiders during the bakuda fight, and afterwards he chooses to check on alec over detaining bakuda, so i'm sure the idea that rachel was kidnapped & hurt and he couldn't do anything about it rattled him, and he wants to ensure it can't happen again.) but rachel hears it as a subtle threat of punishment.
it's just Sooo. Soo Very. to see how her team is never quite able to figure out how to convey their care for her in a way that doesn't feel like a trap. rachie :(
#wormtime 2#wormtime 2 arc 4#wormblr#parahumans#always tied between 'surely this is too many posts in the tag at once' and 'ive seen people post more nonsensical shit with more tags'#so i do think it is sensible to put the actual like. Thoughts. into the tags#but if it's too many in a row someone can let me know
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Random thought:
There’s something that felt weird abt ppl saying things like, let’s figure this out as adults, or like I’m a grown person, speak to me like a grown person.
I guess this thought came up cus mayor stupid of nyc was deflecting and he kept saying shit along those lines. “Approach me as an adult” or some shit like that. And like in this situation, the woman was rightfully angry for something that affected not just her, but a lot of fuckin ppl (Tenant rights/price increase of rent), and all due to the negligence of the fuckin government.
Anyway without getting into that , it’s on social media everywhere if u wanna see the clip that I’m talking abt. SO to my point:
Ya I guess the sentiment of like we can take care of things like adults implies that previous to that statement, things were not taken care of as adults? Or like we weren’t acting as “adults” so let’s act like “adults”?
Bc like wtf does acting like an adult vs as a kid imply?? Bc I kno wat it implies is incorrect.
I feel like generally ppl see adults as more mature, more able to control their impulses and emotions, more knowledgable (“smarter”), more experienced etc. whereas I feel like ppl think kids are chaotic, stupid, can’t control their emotions, erratic, silly, naive, etc.
Which..if this statement Implies the statement above, then ya . Like who tf made up these correlations? Literally adults are the sloppiest, dirtiest (like spiritually), manipulative, most stubborn ppl. Emotional regulation where? And in contrast I’m not saying that kids have amazing emotional regulation bc they definitely don’t, only IF they don’t have a caregiver providing them with tools to self regulate. Bc honestly I’ve met more emotionally regulated children than emotionally regulated adults. Like everyone is not regulated lol but the adults were far worse.
Even the idea of being smarter like wat does that mean. Someone who lives long has more knowledge about living than someone younger. But the thing is we all experience the world so differently within each generation. And we experience the world differently if we’re treated differently than how our parents are treated (like if the child is disabled, or adopted, or trans but parents are cis).
I think there’s equal parts of a learning exchange between adults and children. Not just the adult teaching the child but the child teaching the adult as well.
Lol anyway long ass rant here. But I guess in conclusion ppl need to stop conflating adult as superior and child as inferior. This is why kids grow up to have severely deregulated nervous systems and why they can’t emotionally regulate!!
Kids need to be respected as much as adults should be respected. And this does NOT mean treat kids the exact same as adults cus obviously that makes no sense. You’re not going to expect a child to get a job and learn how to drive at age 8 lol.
Respect just really means understanding that this being is another being, separate from you, but in that moment in relation with you, and although existing in separate bodies, you are very similar at the core. Respect is consent, it’s clear communication, listening and adapting within the relationship and honestly so much more.
Ok but anyway I’m actually done now lol I’ll reread this in the morning
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I’ve always had issue w that whole disregard for other people bullshit no one can give me an actual answer why the way I treat people is wrong that isn’t stupid or hypocritical. It’s just “ur being rude” “ur being disrespectful” “that’s not how u treat people” wtf why is it okay for everyone else to treat me like shit but bc I have ~the crime disorder~ I can’t? I’m not going to b fuckin polite to people I don’t give a shit about what’s the point. Also why is not being nice to people considered rude? U wanna see rude I can fuckin b rude just because I’m not smiling and shit doesn’t mean I’m rude that’s fucking stupid
i'm going to be honest anon, im not entirely sure how to respond to this because generally, im in the 'dont be mean to people who dont deserve it' boat, but i don't think that's what you're saying here and i want to make it clear im not judging you. i think there's a difference between being polite, and not being rude, like i think you shouldn't outright insult or belittle people who've done nothing wrong, but i don't think being all polite in a 'fake nice' kinda way is necessary either, to me that's just social bunkum lol
(im not criticizing you anon im just horrible at responding to ppl who have different views/experiences than me, sry asdfasdf)
#npd#npd safe#actually npd#actuallynpd#i just go by the golden rule tbh#with a little addendum#'treat people how you want to be treated'#'but if someone isn't treating people well then treat them how they deserve to be treated not how they want to be treated'#is basically what i live by#like bad people dont deserve shit be as rude as you want to them imo#but even if you dont want to be kind you should be kind to others who havent done anything wrong is how i see it#aspd#aspd safe#actually aspd#actuallyaspd
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path of night — seo changbin
word count: 2.4k
summary: changbin thinks you’re really great.
it’s 2018. witches are … Okay.
like ppl aren’t KILLING them anymore but a lot of people don’t even believe in them and like witches don’t go around Telling people they’re witches
but ppl wear them as halloween costumes and the real witches just have to :)
speaking of witches … seo changbin!
he’s only half witch but shhhhh
his mother is a human, but she studied witches so obviously when his dad was like “uhh yo i'm a warlock ?? lol” she was like “ok yea.”
and they fell in love and had a changbin!
they live in a big ass victorian house on the edge of town, which basically screams, “we’re the only family of witches in this town! look at our big, spooky house!”
changbin doesn’t understand why they didn’t just get a fuckin house in the suburbs
his familiar is a raven named Prince of Darkness (he was like 14 ok he was going through his emo phase) and they're bros
sometimes Prince just shows up and caws and changbin caws back and it’s cute !
changbin’s mortal best friend, chris, thinks it’s fucking weird
“u have a pet raven.”
“yeah.”
“why?”
“like raven.”
“freak.”
so when changbin was 16, he had to choose between his mortal and his witch side.
and obviously he chose the witch side
why tf would he give up such epic powers?
the downside though … was that he had to leave
since he decided to go down the Path of Night, he would move to salem and go to the largest division of the academy for witches
and he Thought about telling chris that he was moving to an Elite Boarding School For Smart People but chris would not believe that .. so it was time to fess up
“hey so uh ….. i may or may not be a warlock”
“a who”
“u know . like sabrina the teenage witch . but …. changbin”
“OH ???? IS THAT HOW U PASSED BIOLOGY???”
“i mean yeah but u DONT HAVE TO SAY IT OUT LOUD!!”
so with that loose end tied up, changbin packed his shit (and his bird) and moved to salem !!!!
there, he meets minho, a year older, and hyunjin, in the same year (i'll do ages as i want thank u very much) and they all become bros !!!
ur only allowed to bring One familiar to school . and minho has Three . so his familiar is ……………. all three of his cats
he put on a spell on them so they all just became one cat but it’s completely reversible !! when he goes back to his room he frees his kitties from their kitty cell
“minho wtf do u mean that’s Three cats there’s only one.”
“OH YEAH?? OK! *mf does reversal spell*” *three cats appear* *they start running all over the common area* “FUCK!!!!”
and hyunjin’s is a lil pup named kkami
“kkami is an ugly name for a familiar”
“UR BIRDS NAME IS PRINCE OF DARKNESS?? SHUT THE FUCK UP??”
changbin does Okay in school . he does better than he did in Mortal School
“wtf do u mean we still have to learn algebra”
“we still need witch accountants, mr. seo.”
“i still need a Will To Live, mrs. kim.”
changbin liked to keep quiet about his family.
he knew that “half-breeds” got made fun of a lot, and were treated as lesser witches, so he just kept his mouth shut and avoided family talk.
it took about a year for his secret to get out.
he was sitting in the dining hall with hyunjin and minho Minding His Own Goddamn Business when a mr Jaebum walks in
jaebum was a few years older than minho; he would be graduating soon
he slid into the seat across from changbin, sending him a sinister little smile,
“hello, half-breed.”
the dining hall went silent.
changbin froze.
“i don’t know who the FUCK you think you’re talking to-”
“it’s okay, min. he’s right.”
minho and hyunjin: JFSGJBDB;L?
of course, that didn’t Change anything
changbin was their FRIEND
and he was a good warlock so ??? who fuckin cares
jaebum, apparently
changbin stared down at his tray, tears blurring his vision
he’s sensitive :(
minho saw his eyes watering and almost fucking HEXED JAEBUM
hyunjin held his hand under the table what a good boy
jaebum didn’t stop there, though
“you should go back to your mortal school and learn your stupid mortal things you useless-”
“what the fuck did he even do to you? why do you care?” omg minho u legend
“he’s not like the rest of us. he doesn’t deserve to go here.”
“hey jaebum have you ever tried shutting your fucking mouth?” a new voice spoke
everyone turned to face this new voice
oh look! it’s you! with ur lil entourage (it’s literally 2 ppl) behind u
“excuse me?” jaebum stood. he wasn’t the tallest guy, but he could be Quite Intimidating. u didn’t back down though.
“you heard me. you might want to watch your tone, though.”
“oh yeah? and why would i do that?”
“you shouldn’t speak to a l/n like that. who knows what would happen if my father found out.”
another hush fell over the dining hall.
everyone knows the l/n family. they have to, the l/ns are only one of the most powerful witch families in the whole World.
your father was on the Witch’s Council, along with the fathers of your two friends behind you, seungmin and jisung
the three of you grew up in salem and were homeschooled by seungmin’s mom, so the three of u have been best friends for ur whole lives
and the three of u turned 16 this year so !! here u were
today was ur first day, and when u walked into the dining all, u saw jaebum teasing a poor kid
and that doesn’t fly with u
the three of u put ur trays on the table when jaebum leaves
“tell me if he gives you a hard time again, yeah?”
changbin is??? JSKLGJS???
A L/N?? JUST STOOD UP FOR HIM??
minho, changbin, and hyunjin all look like :0 and you, seungmin, and jisung are just staring back like :]
and that’s how ur lil squad forms !!!
u, jisung, and seungmin are the youngest so u don’t have classes with them, but it’s fine !
lunch exists for a Reason
“for eating.”
“shut up, jisung.”
but you guys spent all your free time together ! and u guys really clicked !
its like u were destined to be friends (◕‿◕) it was written in the stars (◕‿◕)
but out of your three new friends, you were closest to changbin
maybe it was bc you stood up for him on the first day, but there was just Something Different about him, yk?
sometimes the two of you would sneak off campus at night to go watch the stars in the woods
u guys would cast dumb little spells at each other
one time u turned him into a goat ON ACCIDENT but he was
So mad.
so he turned u into a chicken and it was.
a fun night!
your familiar was a bat, so she would go and fly away with prince and i’m sure they had a good time
you just felt so? nice with changbin
you could talk about anything and everything for hours on end and never get bored
little did u know, changbin felt the same way!
but he came to the conclusion faster than u did:
“oh man i think i like y/n.”
“i know.” hyunjin said from the bottom bunk.
those two were roommates. yes it’s just as chaotic as it sounds.
“WH- WHAT DO U MEAN U KNOW?”
“bro its so obvious? y/n breathes and ur like omo look how cute!”
“i don't say omo.”
“omo!”
“ur literally useless.”
“AM NOT.” hyunjin sat up, “I could help you two get together.”
“hell no.”
“omg we’re all going to hell so i’m taking that as a yes! see u later, binnie!”
“WHERE ARE U - ok he’s gone”
hyunjin ran over to ur dorm, Aggressively knocking on the door.
“hyunjin ur gonna make ur knuckles bleed if u do that any harder.”
“SEUNGMIN ! THE LOVE OF MY LIFE !”
“W-W-W-yes?”
(seungmin is kind of in love with hyunjin but honestly who isn’t)
“i’m looking for y/n.”
“you found them.” you said from behind hyunjin, making him nearly Jump Out Of His Skin.
he dragged you away from your dorm, leaving a very confused seungmin in the doorway.
“this is super important sneaky sneak business, okay?” hyunjin sat you down at a table in the library. he sat across from you, taking your hands in his.
“you’re being weirder than usually, hyunjin.”
“i need you to be honest with me,” he stared down into your eyes, using that glare he used when jaebeom was Anywhere near you guys.
“are you trying to cast a spell on me right now, hwang?” you glared back, pulling your hands away.
“N-No!”
“YOU WERE TRYING TO DO THE TRUTH SPELL!”
“THIS IS A LIBRARY BE QUIET!”
“Fine. Why are you trying to put the truth spell on me?”
“do you like changbin?”
“of course i do, we’re friends-”
“no, y/n, you dumb bitch,” hyunjin sighed, pressing his palms against the table, “like. do you Like Like him?”
you furrowed your brow, wondering why the Hell he would ask you something like that.
i mean … you had never thought about changbin like that …
and it wouldn’t be Terrible to date him …
he was funny … and nice … and a good warlock …. and cute …….. and you’ve held his hand before ……….. that was nice ……………… and maybe you’ve thought about kissing him but Only once or twice !!!
oh man
“oh man. i think i like changbin.”
“oh thank fucking god, it would’ve been really awkward if you didn’t.”
“HUH???”
“i have 2 go.”
and hyunjin left you. very confused. in the library.
so hyunjin NYOOMS back to his dorm
yk how he does with his long ass legs
“hello tiny roommate.”
“absolutely go fuck yourself.”
“ok….well i have tea…...and i guess ur not getting it…..”
“hyunjin you fucking local its 2019 why are u still saying that.”
hyunjin pouted, “so u DONT wanna know that y/n likes u back??? ok FUCK u then!!” he climbed into his bed.
wait for it…..
“oh fuck.”
“Y/N LIKES ME????? HUH???? HWANG HYUNJIN!!!!!!”
“oh my god ur so loud JUST. confess or sumn u big idiot.”
hyunjin be like [ napping noises ]
changbin be like [ PANICKED NOISES ]
how is he supposed to just CONFESS??? that's not EASY
hyunjin thinks its easy bc he’s never confessed to Anyone
everyone confesses to Him
its scawy :(
but changbin Is Not A Coward
(yes he is)
the next day at lunch, changbin is …. Off
“hey binnie!” u put ur tray down next to him and send him a Big Big smile
the butterflies in his tummy go HFJSKGGJ and he goes “hey!” but his voice cracks
he flushes a bright cherry red and u think he's the CUTEST BOY EVER
but he keeps squeaking and blushing and can't exactly look u in the eye :(
how is he supposed to when he knows that U Like Him !!!! u like him !!!!!
he’s in his last class of the day (algebra - gag) when he thinks of an idea
and it’s a good one too !!!!
“that’s the worst idea i’ve ever heard.”
“shut up seungmin if hyunjin did that for u u’d literally cry.”
“WH - I - get out of my room.”
u get a text from changbin that says “meet me in the common room!! it’s importante (that’s spanish for important)!! ^.^”
his little emoticon u go <3____<3
so u text back “okie!!” and get ready to go to the common room
it was like . 11pm . but u didn't really think about that
u and changbin hang out a lot at that time so !
the common room was Empty when u got there
“Hello??? binnie???”
no response
u cast a lil spell to make a light appear on the tip of ur finger (u literally could’ve just . Turned on the lights . but this is more fun) and sit by the big statue of Satan himself and Wait.
ur only waiting for like 30 seconds when u hear It
singing???
hello???
u instantly recognized the song bc U Loved The Song
it was zion.t’s no make up and u went [ caveman spongebob ]
WHO IS SINGING
WHY ARE THEY SINGING
the light on ur finger went out as you clenched your fist, looking around for the source of the voice
the lights in the common room came on; dimly, but still on.
and rose petals started to fall from the ceiling
this was weird
pretty! and u were kind of on the verge of tears! but pretty!
and then u saw him
Seo Changbin.
why is seo changbin singing to u
since when can changbin Sing like that???
“changbin-”
“SHHSHSHSHHSH let me talk before i lose my confidence!!!
so…..you’re…..really great.”
“thanks.”
“I SAID LET ME TALK. you’re really great. really Really great. and i think …. i think we get along really well. like……..we’re bros, right? wait- bros probably isn’t the best word for this- oh my god.”
“changbin...are you...trying to say something?”
“i like you !!! and i know you like me back-”
“HUH”
“hyunjin has a big mouth.”
“oh my god.”
“yeah.”
there was silence for a moment.
what are you supposed to do now?
you were happy.
u were fricking Ecstatic!!! changbin liked u back!!!!
u were gonna kill hyunjin but!!! yippee!!!
“so do i just….are we- are we a thing now?” changbin broke the silence
“oh!” you stood from your spot on the floor, “y-yeah!”
“ok sick …. so i can do this now-” he made his way towards you, grabbing you by the waist and pressing his lips against yours.
his other hand came up to hold your face, and you were glad that he was holding your waist so tightly or you might’ve fallen down, your knees were so weak.
since when can changbin Kiss like that
“i-in front of satan and everybody, huh…” you giggled after he pulled away.
“satan’s fine. i’m sure he loves a good teen romance.”
“you’re an idiot, seo changbin.”
“but i’m your idiot :DDD”
and your first order of business as a couple : Operation Seungjin.
#changbin#seo changbin#stray kids#skz#changbin scenarios#seo changbin scenarios#stray kids scenarios#skz scenarios#changbin imagines#seo changbin imagines#stray kids imagines#skz imagines#stray kids changbin#skz changbin#changbin x reader#seo changbin x reader#skz x reader#stray kids x reader#yes this is . Slightly based off caos what can i say
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Ranma 2/4
Part Two: Chapter 13 - 25
Unless someone comes up with a better name I’m sticking with this one
HOW tf is the principal crazier than before?!
Yup, spreading out the Kuno-Principal thing
Is Sasuke seriously an anime-only?!?
Like I said Ryoga needs to chill a little first
Main reason I don’t like Ukyo That scene where she blatantly states she’s fine with turning Ranma into something he’s not rather than helping him
(Ignoring the near constant amount of undermining his abilities)
“I’m gonna cheer him up” as she holds a sword! Why?!
Ranma you dummy, hug Akane!
I hate this demon/ghost cat
Shampoo, you manipulative bitch
Akane learns to swim like a normal person
The lifeguard in me can’t do it
The principal is background shenanigans
Totally forgot about the kid who wants to play video games and is “weak” bc of it
Definitely need to find a different reason tho
Lazy little shits are a pain
Also his mom is crap
Akane… why you be dumb?
Weird Happosai is Santa plot…
What is with the Excalibur meets lucky 1000 meets fairy godmother?
Good news is, with what I’ve done to Kuno’s understanding of Ranma’s curse Ranma knows Kuno wouldn’t give him that wish and calls it quits sooner
Someone just needs to explain Ranma’s really confusing sense of morality to me
Cuz it’s either on 110% or it’s nonexistent, now normally nonexistent is for Kuno but still
Look Ranma’s got ego problems but he ain’t stupid
No betting the Tendo Dojo at five!
On what planet is that a legal document?!?
Some1 tell me why Shampoo using Ranma as a stop ramp bugs me so bad
That mo when you can’t remember if the Hot Spring Challenge is when Ukyo met Shampoo in the anime…
I don’t think so…
Akane you made me need to google a word
That like never happens Ranma you idiot
So close but so far
So much more logic, thanks
I mean more insanity, but it explains why Ranma swapped clothes
Finally! Ranma apologizes
Jesus Christ someone would think I won the goddamn lotto with how loud I cheered when this happened
600% approve of this over what happened in the anime
Oof poor Ranma
Hahahaha in your face Shampoo, but I also think I know why Ranma chose it
Poor Ryoga
I KNEW this guy was coming I still hate it
YEET you can’t PAY ME to do this arc
Look, is it the fact that I had etiquette and dance classes as a child and everyone assumed this is what it was like? Probably.
It wasn’t so I won’t.
Any1 else notice how Nabiki is one of the few ppl that uses she/her when Ranma is in his cursed form no matter what?
Why does this bug me?
Akane, stop beating Ranma up, honestly
This is closer to abuse rather than teasing
*sighs*
Gotta work that out of the narrative, intentional or not
Every1 sayin she’s violent isn’t helping
Like I said really fucking morally GREY Nabiki
How grey can you go before you get black?
Let’s find out together
Can everyone PLEASE stop treating Ranma like an object?!
I literally can’t tell if Nabiki is fucking Aro or not…
STRESS
Why is this so hard?!
I hate seeing Akane cry
I know she’s playing Ranma like a kazoo, but the point still stands
WHY ARE YOU TWO SO DUMB?!
Nope, nevermind it’s just Ranma that’s a fuckin idiot I blame Genma
No, I’m not kidding
*sighs* I don’t condone Nabiki doing this in any way just for the record THAT’S not an apology Ranma!
This mess is totally your fault Nabiki
STRESS
am I intentionally pointing out where this work of fiction is stressing me out since I’m now online schooling and suffering for it? Yes, fuck off.
Actually, don’t.
But Fuck Covid19
Aww his hat’s back!
Why do I love his hat so much?
No, seriously Akane’s so cute!
Oooww tree
y’know the sec she realized what Ranma was doing Nabiki should’ve TOLD him!
Congrats Ranma ya got the wrong sis- I mean the right- but wrong- dammit y’know what I mean
Some1 give me a logical explanation for why Ranma goes on a date with a panda doodle, PLEASE
I do appreciate the epic battle background fight for the anime
Further proof that Happosai sucks
Manga name’s somehow less believable I think it’s the use of “snowman” rather than “yeti”
Did Soun just find out that Pchan is Ryoga, and say nothing?
Ooo, Imma commit arson
Remember when I said obey Physics and Medical, I meant it
Arson is wrong and I know this but “transgender bitch” crosses the line
I will do it
Shampoo is a fucking yandere psycho
Just sayin “we’ll see who can get him first”
honestly, any other group and I’d be annoyed, but these four can’t work together for shit I
’m still pissed at Taro, but he can kill Happosai, please
I can’t tell if Shampoo, Mousse and Ryoga are being purposefully obtuse or not
I just reread their names I know the answer to at least two of them
Idk how I feel about Kuno-amnesia we’ll see
yep, Kuno gives me the creeps w or w/out his memories
kinda wish this was anime
jesus christ, poor Ranma
press f to pay respects for Ranma’s stomach
InstaRegret
Also Ukyo’s assumption that some1 can make Ranma doing anythin he doesn’t want to is crap
Like HELLO! Wake up moron!
Nabiki, I mean this in the nicest way possible, shut the fuck up
You’re making it worse
Also TALK to each other you ding dongs!
OH RIGHT! I almost forgot about the biggest fucking insult that Ukyo said of her own freewill!
It also proves that she doesn’t know Ranma as a person AT ALL!
It’s not a pick one or the other kind of thing
The fact that she thinks Ranma would accept that is insulting
The fact that she thinks that is insulting and makes me hate the patriarchy
Again, treating him like a prize than a person
*tries not scream, sighs*
Nabiki, you’re the cause of at least 30% of the stress I get from this
You having feelings ain’t the fucking problem here Ukyo, you not acknowledging Ranma’s is
I hate fake criers, anyone who does this I hate you
Always let others in on your plans, kids
When’s every1 gonna realize Ranma’s “wishy-washy” cuz no one’s ever committed to HIM before?
This episode confused me, I’m prepared to be MORE confused
Less confused, I’m surprised
Gonsunkugi, you creep
There is SO much wrong with this
*shudders*
WHAT?!
Y’know I didn’t think Gosunkugi could surprise me, I was wrong
Happosai still sucks unfortunately for all of us he’s now weird on top of it
I love how much Ranma needs to be kicked in the teeth to get any character development out of him
Ryoga is my #1 choice for it, always
Ranma… why are you like this?
Genma, emotional range of a goddamn wall
I am jealous of Ranma’s brain
I could be SO mean with the Shishihokodan
Also, are they implying that Ryoga has depression?
Gimme Ranma’s brain
I won’t ask for his confidence cuz that’s impossible but I want his brain
In Akane’s defense, given what she knows she couldn’t’ve known how badly that would affect Ryoga
I ain’t gonna say “leave Shampoo” cuz that’s cruel
I like the “turn into a Cat” rather than the “Can’t Cross” & the use of New Year’s rather than random but this still brings around the fact that she doesn’t LISTEN to him
Mousse you’re NOT helping in fact you’re actively making it worse did you miss when he said blatantly “I don’t wanna”
oh, sure, NOW you’re ok with it
ugh Mousse, you have a brain, I’ve SEEN you use it. Do so now.
This entire episode weirded me out
IDK if it’s the age-dff or the fact that he was makin it up and somehow everyone thought this was okay …
I won’t YEET it but MASSIVELY change
heheheh
Light bulb
NOPE I’m keeping this surprise to myself
it was a rather sweet end tho
Oh, this episode is a mess and a half, honestly
Also Nabiki, congrats you’ve literally enabled a stalker S
o many laws are broken here
okay, so Kodachi not being in on Ranma’s secret after so long makes sense purely because she doesn’t go to their school
however, with what i’ve done to make Kuno marginally less dumb it makes a little bit less sense…
I literally hate Kuno with what I’ve done to his logic of Ranma’s transformation, but that’s the point Kodachi… how do I handle you… oh, duh!
Ok, so Kodachi is now also terrible
I’m trying to figure out where this is in the plot since there is ZERO
Ok, there’s a LINE, Nabiki
This one would be touching, if it didn’t end the way it does
TALK gentlemen!
It won’t kill you
Fuck a parent that says they’re not your parent for no reason, EVER
I am going to make this hurt
Also gonna take out Genma’s fail at stealth
Remember I said Akane’s going to learn to cook
heheheh
sorry, I just love this idea
Oh this is SO against the rules it’s not even funny
tiny adjustment so they actually have quasi-competent referees
Crazy wants crazy?I won’t stop ‘em
I reiterate: CHEATING!
I am aware that the “ending” apparently sets them back to the start in terms of their relationship but I swear to God if they pretend shit like this didn’t happen I will scream
Someone ships something other than Akane x Ranma PLEASE explain why/how
don’t ship bash but I would insight when you explain
STICK TO CANON
please trust me, I’m a multi/poly/crack shipper
(for frame of reference to a bnha I ship DabiHawks)
I understand the appeal of Fanon
however, I would like to stick to Canon here
so no Fanon
Canon Only
Fully love that high kick
Genma shows Ranma’s secret here, but they already know… so… I shall find out
Ooo, you’re not getting out of this Ranma
Do you know how tempting it is for Akane to at least tell Ranma she’s a girl- oh wait gendered sports… right…
Ranma…
if you didn’t realize it was Akane when she hit you for calling her klutzy I can’t help you
I want to commit arson at some of the comments…
but can confirm that these are HS boys
Doesn’t mean I gotta like it
I was wondering how long I was going to have to wait before tearing into Nodoka
FINALLY
Took me WAY too long to remember that Nodoka calling Ranko tomboyish is due to how he speaks in Japanese
I’ll need to figure that out since… English
Can I explode on Genma’s choice to take Ranma at TWO?!
Can I further explode on both of them for making a TWO YEAR OLD “sign” a Seppuku Pledge?!
I hate both of them, honest
ALSO communication!
Genma! Just fucking TELL HIM!
Making her transphobic is SO tempting
I don’t mean in a “i hate you” way I mean in a “I sheltered my whole life” way
It’s still bad, and painful, but she can easily learn from that
Or be worse, this could go 2 ways
I feel so bad for Akane for this entire conversation
Also poor Ranma like ouch…
Awkward
I’m going to make this hurt something fierce
Slight change since I’m hoping Ranma isn’t as “peak fight or flight” by this point
Genma don’t be an asshole for FIVE MINUTES
Please, that’s all I want
If she doesn’t learn the truth before the end I will make a bad decision
Really, I will
Don’t kill Genma, you can’t
Akane, don’t say like you wouldn’t… honestly
Don’t look a gift horse in the mouth, honestly, just look the other way Ranma
*sigh*
Ranma…
See, this kind of crap here is why I really don’t like Cologne
any other day Akane’d be right
oof, that means he self aware that girls flock to him
I’m quite frustrated by that if I’m honest
Ranma is clueless about all the wrong things
I love him but God I wanna punch him sometimes
Why is there a swing from the ceiling?!
I had a jolt from the way they set that panel up, thanks
Are you trying to kill me?!
Thank you Cologne, now fuck off
Oh thank God, at least he learned
This is nonanime stuff so I have no clue what’s happening but anything to make Happosai miserable
I’m enjoying this immensely
ugh, “think of it as a compliment” ghost
Eat me
okay, yeah, as much as I want him dead, that’s worse
I’m glad he’s not a one-and-done character
I will forever ONLY call him Taro when it is NonDialogue
Wait Saffron as in big-bad Saffron?
I literally only know pieces of the end so I’m just pulling from what I know
Lol, wait… was that soldier Anime only too?
I almost liked you there for a sec Taro
Now I’m pissed again
bravo
Oh, YIKES
… if Ranma falls into the Spring of Drowned Twins would he split?
I’m not going to DO IT, obviously!
I’m just curious okay…
that answers that… and kills anyone other than Ranma’s plan to turn back to normal I hope everyone is aware of that
oof
Since when is there a castle on an island in Japan
tis just a scratch, I’ll admit that was funny
Ranma… your stomach gets you in so many problems
ok, that was wholesome
I approve
Okay, so my understanding is that Mrs. Tendo got sick, so I can understand the reactions to Kasumi
BUT I still find it odd because… well… anyone in my house gets sick and you mostly can’t even tell I mean, minus a worse attitude and a mask, other than that though, nope we keep ‘er movin’
I’m moving this section sooner EVEN IF IT KILLS ME!
I like her mom’s cookbook tho
I could make a Ranma x Ryoga joke here, but I won’t
I also won’t make a Ranma x Ryoga joke chapter cuz I’m nice like that
Actually I might have no choice
I’m FINE just dying
Help
my multishipper heart is dying here
I love this
InstaRegret for THREE people
If nothing else, I’m impressed
(well three once Ranma’s back to normal)
I need help
Fangirling/Fanboying/Fanpeopling is dangerous folks, remember that
Poor Ryoga
Though I too feel that right now like where do I look because everything coming in at mach 6
I’m changing that one scene tho cuz I can’t justify the aftermath without it
This… is… weird to say the least
I feel like I should just expect anything with Gosunkugi remotely involved to be weird at this point
okay, not as weird as I expected
glad it was short tho
I think I am officially out of anime terf
YAY, new content!
This is why I ask about any ship that isn’t Ranma x Akane
Also, names?
That- that- that can’t...
I DIDN’T NEED TO KNOW THAT!
EWWW
gross
WHY?!?!!
also, biology, that’s not how that works!!
You two ARE idiots
Ryoga you die I’ll kill you
Well… that hurt to see so quick…
Ranma, get up!
I officially hate this Herb guy
ok, so if you put HOT water in the ladle do you stay that way forever?
Alright! Way to go Ryoga!
I need to stop shipping Rivals it’s bad for my health
fucking eat it you dick!
Poor Akane
nevermind, Ranma you idiot
awwwww
ok, so that whole no more Anime-content… I was wrong, and I admit that, but still
I’m just thinking of my bff when they realize she’s an adult cuz, yeah, she’s like that too
except like physically an adult unlike tiny-Hinako
oh MY GOD Ukyo you’re driving me up the goddamn wall I swear!
THANK YOU AKANE!
“You’re all Ranma’s fiancées” when only one of them actually is
GIANT SIGH OF ANNOYANCE
Ranma, learn to communicate, PLEASE!
Okay… so is this where they figured it out or are some ppl still in the dark?
TIMELINE!!
Honestly, mood Ranma, mood
This entire plot line confuses me if I’m being totally honest
I mean I live for the Akane focus, but there are so many better ways to do this
#ranma ½#ranma 1/2#ranma saotome#ranma#akane tendo#nabiki tendo#kasumi tendo#soun tendo#genma saotome#nodoka saotome#tatewaki kuno#kodachi kuno#full series au#bc I know no restraint#I'm doing this to distract from stress shut up#don't judge me#COVID19 binge watch
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literally just a dumb unorganized list of school tips
source: im a grad student. i’ve had a lot of school. also i’m adhd & mentally ill and require +8 organization. this is mostly directed @ college students, but maybe high school students can use it too, fuck, idk, it’s been forever since i was stuck in that hell hole
just say “professor” either ur using the correct title for a person (will make them feel good) or you’re giving them a bigger title on the assumption they deserve it (which will make them feel good) and also prevents having to ever i mean ever use their names
talk at least 1 time a week in each class, aim for 1 time a day. even lecture classes. i fucking hate talking in front of more than 5 people, so what i would do is prepare a question about the hw/etc (even if i didn’t need it answered) to ask the professor after class so they saw me and got used to me and saw i was invested in their class. about 89% of teachers - if they see you try, they will pass you. i mean it’s literally that easy. i know people who went from like a c- but because they legit tried, their grade got bumped up to a b-.
if u have to bring a laptop, pre-download the required material/screenshot it, and then turn off your wifi. it’s too easy to not listen.
physical writing will always give you more information recall over typing.
nobody cares about stupid shit anymore trust me they don’t remember that you were accidentally locked in a towel out of your room bc they have their own dumb shit that happened.... in college all the “cringe culture” turns into “god i wish that were me” culture ... wear ur onesie to a party trust me you make +800 friends and 799 of them will be girls telling you you’re adorable and they’d die for you
about locking urself out.... if ur like me and can breeze past post-it notes placed in obvious areas, don’t be a dumb bitch and rely on post-it-notes. while most schools offer 1 free lockout, dont rely on it - it once took 2 hours before someone could get to me. i was in a towel, which meant no phone. so like. anyway, what i do now is i put something on the handle of the door i have to open/unlock. i can’t just open the door w/out the thing falling down and making a loud “you dumb bitch unlock the door before u shower” sound.
this works for all important don’t-forget it things. other obstacles i’ve used to remind myself to do something include: putting a chair with my wholeass posterboard in front of the door, an entire printer with a single piece of paper that just read “for the love of god check to be sure you have that essay”, and a recycling bin i kept forgetting to empty. guess what bitch finally emptied the bin once it was between me and a swift exit!
no offense and like the whole “it’s the best years of your life!” thing is great but in reality everything goes better scholastically when you treat it as “i came here to win, not to make friends.” i still did make friends, went to parties every weekend, was popular enough i’d be invited to several on one night - but i came there to win. when i put my scholastic life and my mental health first, i went from a 2.0 to a 3.98. yes you can, bitch.
you’re spending the money. don’t squander it. trust me when i say i know plenty of people who breeze through, bc you often can. but like. don’t. challenge yourself bc like. talk about an investment.
if you hate your major, change it. don’t make your life something you can’t stand. on that note, do NOT agree 100% to a track until you have at least some experience in the field. i cannot tell u how many ppl i know who got their whole masters/phd program done, walked into their new profession, and were like, Oh Fuck, I Can’t Live Like This.
college literally offers so many free things and if you’re not taking advantage of them whenever possible i get it but like. try to take advantage of them. this is everything from your gym (which probably has free classes dude) to clubs to like. sober events. these sober events are so ... fuckin good dude i’ve made mason jars with little plants in em... bee aviaries... candles.... go to the free stuff
oh ps on free stuff i wanna say about 4 of 5 days there’s free food on campus just look for things like job fairs, presentations, or discussion groups. also while you’re there at the job fair like. u know, go to the job fair in earnest
i took off 2 years to work and also to just. recover from my bullshit. and it took me 6 years and 3 schools to get my bachelor’s. it wasn’t easy but bitch i lived. there’s no such thing as “too long” to graduate if that’s truly what you want to do.
if on the meal plan, eat as clean as you can the first week. then introduce each part of the cafeteria’s possibly-food-poisoning-creating foods one at a time. give @ least 2 days between each experiment so you know for sure if you get sick what caused it. i literally never eat meat at school but you can still get sick off of unwashed lettuce/salad dressing that hasn’t been refrigerated properly/weirdass things you won’t even think of. this prevents like. dying in a public bathroom.
white loaf bread can be gross & boring. discount bakery section for your slightly chewy artisianal bread needs. if overstale, either toast it or dunk it into water and microwave it (unless u got an oven. use the oven if u can)
steal as many apples from the dining hall/events/etc as physically possible just do it they keep FOREVER and @ some point you’ll be like. fUCK i need a nutrition. ps if you’re keeping them in ur backpack (i wouldn’t keep more than 2) make sure to wrap w/a few paper towels so if you drop your bag you don’t get apple mush
write it all down bitch. “i’ll remember it” no you won’t. unless you are capable of remembering every idea on this list and in order, you won’t remember it. in general, if you write something 3 times, you will recall it correctly at least 80% of the time. i also read it out loud to myself, bc, you know, auditory recall
DO NOT just put your assignment at the top of your notes, unless you’re 100% sure that will work for you. in most cases, it’s much better to have a planner/agenda/place you expect to look for assignments. +7 points if you lie to yourself about deadlines and move them all up.
like not to sound too much like a DARE ad but like. if you don’t like it/don’t want it, don’t fuckin do it. the idea that “there’s nothing to do if you don’t party” is such bullshit. like i promise if you’re like “i am a grouch and want to stay in and binge netflix” about 45 ppl will show up in pjs like “bitch fullscreen it, im a grouch too.” there’s also like. the chance to just.... not overindulge. on wednesdays i have “wine wednesdays” where we sit around and drink a glass of wine while we do our hw. it’s chill and friendly instead of like. drink until u vomit. don’t feel like you either gotta slam the breaks or the gas pedal, is what i mean.
PLEASE know the signs of alcohol poisoning/overdose. most schools have a “Safety Always Matters Most” policy, which means that you can call for help w/out getting into trouble. if you think someone is in danger, act. this also goes for making sure ppl get home safe even if they’re just incapacitated, not poisoned. step in, dudes.
also just. notice when ur starting to rely on stuff too much. i’m super easily addicted to things, so i keep a healthy distance from liquor. i don’t let myself “drink to feel better” bc that’s a scary, scary thing to link to feeling better. if you or somebody u know starts drinking all the time/gets anxious if they don’t drink/drinks in the daytime .... get help. schools have counselling services for a reason.
you’re gonna get a cold/flu of some sort in the first 2 months just brace for it. in the meantime, drink vitamin c, try not to touch too many handles, and when people say “there’s something going around” believe them.
watch kaplan nike just do it
if you can teach it, you know the material. a super good way of knowing if you studied the right way is to try and teach the material to a stuffed animal/imaginary class.
“i don’t know how to study” bitch me too the fuck. this is usually bc we’ve been taught that studying is just sitting down and staring @ ur notes. it’s not. it’s different for everyone, and you need to understand it’s 99% preventative care. if you don’t go to the class or do the homework, studying is going to fucking suck, bc you’re learning the material all at once for the first time. the place you should consider “studying” is “i’m confident in 70-90% of the material, but need to review.” do not let yourself fall behind .... just go to office hours and ask questions if ur not getting something. studying should feel like you’re remembering what you already knew but kinda forgot, not like you’ve been blindsided.
the whole “writing it down in ur own words” while u have been told this 700 times it really helps bc it means u gotta translate it through your own understanding. if you can’t, and it’s not bc the material seems too obvious to you to state in another way - ask yourself if you don’t understand the material. chances are u are missing a bit of info.
i know it’s like A Thing that Some People do but i never had the mental health points for it but i know some people just take 15 minutes after every class to review their notes. since i’m 100% early to every class ever, obnoxiously so, i try to do it before class. having the last class’s notes up in my head super helps. like. put down the phone i know you’re socially anxious me too but review those notes. chances are if u start flipping through pages other ppl will too. this is also fun bc as soon as you start this whole thing, at least one person will be like “is there a test?” no bitch there’s no test but im gonna be ready when there is!
literally so much of success is fucking posturing i could link about 800 peer-edited studies that show that when a student is expected to do well (and knows they are), they do well. like i literally didn’t change my appearance at all, never bothered to look nice (once winter hits i wear 67 layers all the time), but when i showed up after my 2 years off from school, i presented myself with the whole “i came here to win” vibe and people... really respected me? i mean in hs i remember ppl saying shit like “yeah, well, you aren’t gonna have the homework”. by the time i was in college i had an honest-to-god conversation which included someone being like “so tell me what you’re overachieving at right now” like they just expected it from me. wild.
i live by “bite off more than you can chew, and then CHEW IT” but it’s probably unhealthy. the truth is that i have a lot of energy all the time (lmao adhd!!!) and i used to get told i was “trying too hard” and for a long time (still???) i didn’t (i don’t?) know what that was, you know, bc i had a D average, clearly i wasn’t trying. it turns out i was just. putting all my energy into stuff that wasn’t making me happy like toxic friendships etc. when i decided “nope, all this energy is for me and my schoolwork”..... uhhhhh suddenly i was a golden child and everyone praised my try-hardness ... it’s a fuckt up system tbh
take at least 1 class just for fun. i try to do that every semester. it helps break up all the requirements. if you’re like an engineer and got no time or credits left to spend, try to audit your fun course.
make ur advisor love you i don’t care what it takes make them cupcakes show up to thank them i dONT CARE just do it
the library isn’t always the best place. if i start getting anxious bc i pavlovian train myself that library=work, i find a new place to go to do hw. try to go outside if you can!!! not like where i live bc like it’s snow all the time but try. a little green really really really helps depression.
if you’ve been in the same “Studying” place for 1 hour and haven’t done anything the chances are Something Isn’t Right. first, look @ ur body. are you not focusing bc of some pressing physical need? sometimes just taking a shower and coming back helps. are you uncomfy? are you too comfy and going to sleep? if body okay, look @ the material. do you not understand it? do you just need to switch to a new topic for a little bit? can you find a youtube video that will help you better understand it? make notes on what you don’t get so you can ask in the next class. if it’s not the material, it’s not ur bod, check the Actual Space. sometimes just getting up, going for a short walk to a new place, and trying it there actually? really works? if none of this is working.... try ur brain next. hardest to reset bc like, what, turn it on and off again? i use things like caffeine, a short workout, a nap, or a podcast all to just... give me a little boost.
don’t be afraid to leave. i mean this about class, friend groups, and the college ur at. just get up on outta there if ur not feelin it. i cannot recommend “drop the class” enough. even if it’s a required course see if u can switch the times if u hate the professor day 3 it’s not gonna get better just get the fuCK out
don’t nap in the same position u go to sleep in, nap upside down w/ur head away from ur pillow. don’t ask me why but it works to 1. fall asleep faster 2. make sure u sleep okay at night and 3. wake up less annoyed
on that note don’t ever do anything in ur bed in a sleeping position unless it’s genuinely sleeping in it. body will get confused. just sit up, lazybones.
when/if the library has those therapy dogs during finals week.... just go pet them make the time for it
ask before hugging people, but don’t expect a “yes”
get a backpack that fits and doesn’t hurt ur back u fuckin hippie idc how cool it is to wear ur backpack super low just don’t do it it’s not worth it
the tutoring center is a fucking goldmine.... free essay edits my dudes
bring a fan dorms are always hotter than u expect
switch dorms if u can if u realize ur in the wrong room/wrong roomate like just don’t bother with nonsense
when in doubt, follow preschool rules. tell ppl when they did something cool, just ask when u need help, and be confident even in your mistakes, because at least u tried
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just lots and lots of very long-winded, random thoughts about last night’s finale and the show itself...
so obvs no one has to agree with me on any of this, i just feel like there likely ARE ppl who feel like this and it’s easy to get shut down on tumblr for having different opinions, and i mostly just need to gather my feelings and thoughts in one place.
-ive seen a handful of ppl upset that the last ep centered around reid, but if you were to take 10 fans of this show, it’s a pretty good chance that 8 or 9 of them would say reid is their fave character. that isn’t me trying to insult any of the other characters, that’s just the way it is. whether it’s bc of his looks (and my lord was he gorgeous in this finale ep), or that he’s your typical cute white boi, or more organic reasons like he’s been there since day 1 and we were able to watch him change and grow, and he’s the opposite of the typical male characters we often see, especially on cop shows.. whatever the reason, he is a VERY popular tv character. and if it weren’t for that character, for better or worse, this show would have ended a long time ago.
-the ending itself.. i just feel like i don’t know what ppl were expecting?? this is not a show like supernatural or dexter or a show that has had a fluent overarching story to tell from start to finish. the story continues without us watching it. it’s another day at the office for them. was it a great ending? no, but it was fine. we see where all of them are headed. endings are so difficult, i’m just glad they didn’t kill anyone off or some garbage like that.
-so damn happy they hooked up luke and garcia. i have had such issues with garcia’s character since morgan left, i feel like she became a caricature, where she just overacts and i recently read an article with kirsten where she actually admitted that when shemar left she really didn’t know what to do with her character anymore. honestly? it showed. the obnoxiousness to luke was cute at first bc she obviously had a crush on him, but then it just became mean and out of character. this season i was happy to see her get a little bit more back to herself. all this being said, they were very clearly headed towards getting luke and garcia together this season with the overt flirting and one on one convo’s, i’m so glad they went through with it instead of leaving it open ended. and i will admit that of all the characters, i didn’t think garcia would be the one to leave, but it made sense. garcia is tough as hell, much tougher than she gives herself credit for, but like luke said, she can do this other job without the gore that she cringes over in literally every single episode of the show. also loved jj saying garcia was the glue of the team. so true, so well said. and side note, kirsten does a hell of a job writing these characters that she knows all too well, the other writers should’ve just let her take over in later seasons.
-prentiss... i love my emily so dang much, but man they give her the absolute worst dialogue. she gets stuck with all these long sentences that just.. they just don’t flow?? and it takes me out of the show so often. this has been since s12 when she became unit chief. there has been a handful of times since she became the boss that we have had flashes of old school smartass goth girl emily, and i cherished each moment, but it wasn’t enough. somewhere along the way they forgot how to write into the show that their characters had PERSONALITY. just as an example of the stupid dialogue she gets.. the end of the ep where it’s intended to look like rossi’s retirement party. then, idk who it was, emilys boyfriend maybe(?) says some dumb comment about oh gee i thought this was dave’s retirement! and then emily starts some awkwardly long line that could’ve been summed up in “dave decided not to retire afterall” and it was just soooo... weird?!!? if we are agreeing that A MONTH has gone by.. you are to tell me that it never once came up that dave said he was gonna retire and then changed his mind!??! that night, one month later, is the first that this discussion occurred!!?!?! and all of these dumb lines come out sounding so robotic, and i can’t blame paget, bc the lines are boring as hell. also unless i missed something i can’t rule emily out of being the next director, especially since their profile ended up being correct, lynch and the mom didn’t kill themselves, so i’m sure when that all came out, the next hurdle emily would have to clear is how they just blew up their very expensive jet right after having a budget meeting 2 episodes ago!!
- i’m gonna lump the newer characters together.. and just say that it was all too little, too late. they tried to give matt and luke more this season, and the ep’s centered on them were great, but it all felt forced to me. all this character development should’ve started as soon as they came onto the show. the relationships between the new and original characters also feels forced a lot of times, barring relationships like rossi and his boys, luke and garcia, tara and emily.. i mean that’s kind of all, right? we never saw much off-the-job, personal interactions between them and the rest of the characters, did we? and the way tara was treated on this show is inexcusable. aisha’s talents were so underused on this show it was criminal (pun intended). and actually, the above stuff i said about emily getting nonsense dialogue, you can throw matt in there too. his dialogue was friggin god awful at times on this show. in the words of early seasons reid, maybe try to be more conversational, writers!!
-man oh man was jj a badass and a half in this finale. tbh i always enjoyed liaison jj more than ssa jj, but when badass jj comes out i get all excited. i do feel like she would be the best fit to take over if emily left, she’d stepped into that role before and excelled. but she is another character that at times i think the writers just forgot how to write her personality somewhere along the way. i understand that the reality is that people change over time, but there were times that she was written like a typical high school mean girl, and that was just an insult to the character they created. the whole jeid thing was severely overblown and unnecessary. i don’t hate the idea of them being together, but why wait til s14-15 to deal with this? in the end i thought it was handled okay, i personally didn’t feel like it ruined their friendship or stayed awkward, which i appreciated, it was just a storyline that wasn’t needed and wasted time. also, ppl griping about “oh but she clearly loves will, if she loves spencer then she can’t love will!” i mean, actually, ppl are capable of loving more than one person at a time, hate to burst that bubble for ya.
-this seems like a good moment though to pause and just get this out about will lamon-fuckin-tagne jr... this guy is too good for jj lol, i am sorry but he is such a great guy. and can we review some things about will and his wife’s bestest friend, godfather to his children, spencer reid?? when will and spencer first met, it was during an unbelievably personal case to will, i mean his father died sending him a message about this case that the fbi was called in on. and his first intro with reid?? let’s see, reid spent that ep strung out on drugs, and full on abandoning the case to go hang out with his friend at a club/bar/lounge/whatever. ok, so that’s will’s first impression of jj’s bestie, and will STILL okay’d him being the godfather of his kids. not to mention, can you imagine your wife has been gone in the damn middle east for who even knows how long, then when she finally gets back and you think you’re gonna have her to yourself, but oh no, here comes jj’s friggin bestie again to come cry on the couch every night for several weeks!!!! and he gives zero indication of not liking spencer, in fact he seems rather fond of him. will is the most patient man ever, i swear.
-ok that was an unexpected side track. moving onto rossi. not sure why they were all like oh pfft this guy will never retire. the dude literally retired before the show started lol. if he retired once, when he was fairly young, why is the idea of it happening again so impossible? again, dumb dialogue. i loved the stuff with him and young gideon (i may be biased tho bc i’m just so damn proud of ben savage), i loved that rossi knew more about the jet than the others, however that was an inconsistency bc when rossi came back from retirement, he couldn’t believe the bau had its own jet. unless i just misunderstood what emily meant when she said it all started with rossi and gideon. i felt like lynch was a very underwhelming villain. super forgettable. there was no charisma like foyet or cat adams, there was no creep factor like mr scratch, there was no mystery like the replicator or the fisher king. his whole story just fell flat, and if there were anything interesting about him whatsoever, it’s bc of what rossi brought to the table, not the “chameleon”.
-my boy reid. he has several lifetimes of baggage to unpack, and i think of all the characters on this show, no one hates unpacking their trauma more than reid. i feel like it was so relatable that he could barely speak in this ep without sounding on the verge of tears, like every sentence was painful to even get out bc of how much hurt is stored up inside him. his trauma has defined him for years now, and if they had ended the show without addressing even some of it, the show would’ve been incomplete. i understand that actors schedules just don’t work out sometimes, but idk what the point was of having strauss and foyet be his devil and angel. and foyet’s long explanation of how bc he changed hotch, he changed the team was so convoluted that he may as well have just said “they couldn’t get james van der beek or the dude who played mr scratch, so im here instead”. i liked what they did with reid and maeve, and i actually don’t mind that there was no mention of max. they’re still very early in their relationship, and i feel like him coming out with some “wait i think i love max!” revelation would just be too fast and ooc. we already know that the relationship between them is growing, it doesn’t need to be said. and can i get an amen that maeve and reid didn’t kiss bc god that would’ve been weird as hell.
- i hate that we couldn’t have hotch or morgan or blake or elle or any of the main characters that helped make this show what it was, but i’m still grateful for the crumbs they gave us if the actors just couldn’t be booked for whatever reason. i’ve seen many shows at their end just try to pretend their previous characters never existed, so that we got some flashbacks with them was appreciated.
- RIP bau jet. i wiiiill reMEMber youuuuuuu.
-the song choice of david bowie’s Heroes was perfection. strangely, when i was driving home from work yesterday that song came on my playlist and i blasted it on repeat and performed a car concert for my fellow drivers on the road, and thought to myself that this song would be great for cm to end on. never thought they would actually do it since they had previously used the song in penelope’s ep. but what a great scene of all them dancing and singing and laughing like the bunch of nerdy idiots they are.
-i came late into the game with this show. ppl have been telling me for years to watch it and i only picked up watching in s13, after i read a spn/cm crossover fic and became super curious about who all these awesome characters were. with that said, i’m aware that since i haven’t invested years of my life in this show, that my feelings and thoughts about the ending will be different than those who have been hooked on this show for over a decade. i’m still just so thankful for the family portrayed by this show, and these characters i fell in love with, and episodes i’ll never forget.
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caesar...........
favorite thing about them - god i love this stupid salad man. they really pulled a 180 with his character there bc he seemed like such an asshole at first but! god once he’s devoted to a person and a cause he has so much unwavering loyalty. i’m so weak for the ‘treats you coldly at first but once you get to know them and earn their trust they would literally die for you’ character archetype and caesar is no exception.
least favorite thing about them - don’t like how he kissed that random girl in the scene where he’s introduced. also he’s friendly with that one n*zi guy who gets split in half and somehow lives for like 3 whole minutes afterwards
favorite line - i’m not gonna fuckin look for it bc i don’t need that tonight but. everything he says at the end when he makes the blood bubble. that shit fuckign hurted
brOTP - caesar and lisa lisa are proud leaders of the ‘i love jojo but wow he’s a disaster’ club
OTP - pretty sure i said something about this the other day but i literally postponed real life social events bc i got so depressed about caejose that i physically could not get out of my chair for a solid hour. he loves joseph SO MUCH god araki why you gotta do this
nOTP - ok once i saw art of him and lisa lisa. NOPE BAD
random headcanon - his eye accents ARE makeup (joseph so kindly provided this intel while drunk one night and bragging about his bf) but nobody knows how they manage to stay on during fights, especially with caesar wielding soap bubbles left and right. it’s a hotly contested topic with no clear answer. when asked caesar simply says that it’s a zeppelli family secret
unpopular opinion - caesar isn’t as much of a womanizer as ppl often portray him to be. he’s just dramatic and bi and afraid of commitment. he’s a flirt but he’s honest and never leads ppl on to thinking he wants anything more than a one-night stand when that’s all he’s looking for. he’s not a heartbreaker and it makes me sad when ppl say he manipulates the women who like him :(
song i associate with them - critical mistakes by 888 makes me sad bc. whew hey imagine a world where things ended differently! and don’t ask me why but pork soda feels like a song for him
favorite picture of them - i haven’t really gone diving for caesar memes yet so currently this
#succubused#this took a while bc i got distracted reading his wiki and uh. lemme send what i found#asks
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Oh shit. I wanna fuck my boss. This is...not good.
I stg I barely caught myself from just walking over and kissing them while they were saying something ridiculous after the shop was closed. Oh fuck oh fuck. THis is bad. They’re married and have kids and they seem like a good person but sometimes…I definitely think they’ve flirted w me before. And I seem to be a favourite for no apparent reason. They talk about their spouse and their personal life all the time to me (esp their spouse), but I’ve only ever heard them mention their spouse like twice to other workers. And they compare me to their spouse all the time. Always saying I sound just like them or I do this or that just like them. ANd I would definitely go for it if it was an option which prob makes me a horrible person, but that’s okay I already knew that.
Idk how they manage to be both “ur really hot” and “ur the cutest thing I’ve ever seen.” It’s maddening. And they’re so fucking funny and that’s my weakness and they’re always trying to make me laugh. idek how old they are. in their twenties im 96% certain. Im horrid at guessing age. there’s def at the v least 5 yrs b/t us. but idrk. I don’t even hypothetically want anything serious. I literally just wanna be able to fuck them and feel mushy about them on the side and end it when I leave next july. Obv this isn’t ever going to happen but thinking about it hypotheticlly helps me short my shit out. idk. idk. i really like thm and they seem to like me. And the thing is it’s not even just about wanting to fuck them. I care about their kids and that means a lot bc i fucking hate kids and one of theirs is an attention whore and i rlly hate that type of kid. but i like them bc they are my boss’s kids and my boss loves them. And I love hearing more about them (even tho it’s always p sad shit about them acting up in school and always being upset bc my boss is never home)
Just…..wow. if anyone needed more proof im fucked up. have at it.
Seriously tho on the seeming interested in me and showing favouritism front, they are…so protective of me. Like they are Never like this with the other employees, and it’s definitely not like I can’t defend myself. The most marked example would be the guy who runs the bodega across the street.
He came in one day, screaming about how my manager had accused his son of stealing. So they were like, I’m not sure what you’re talking about but I’m sorry if there was some sort of miscommunication. And he just kept screaming at them and calling them a little bitch and a f*ggot repeatedly, and threatening to bash their fucking head in. And they were just taking it all very calmly and professionally and saying ‘I don’t recall this happening, I’m sorry if you heard differently’ even though he was physically pushing them and still threatening them and calling them all sorts of things. Then he finally left, but not twenty minutes later he came back, just as angry, shouting the same stuff and hurling around slurs and threats and pushing my manager around. Again, they kept very calm and responded reasonably and evenly the same stuff they had before.
Again he eventually left. But then he decided he had apparently still not had enough so he came back a third time. Just as angry as before, just as hostile and antagonising. The assistant manager on duty had come up front the last time to see what was happening, but had not intervened. However this time she tried to help, also calmly saying the same things as the manager. She had been working the day before and seen the guy’s kid come in and nothing like that had happened, so he started calling her a lying fucking bitch and saying he was gonna kill both of them, and kept more and more violently shoving my manager, which they continued to just calmly take.
Eventually the guy was just was repeatedly calling them a f*ggot again and again and again. And I, also calmly, asked if he could just please stop saying that word and he fucking rounded on me and started really laying in calling me a little bitch and all sorts of things, which I didn’t react to at all, because I have an excellent poker face. But I have Never seen my manager angry at all. Not even a little bit. But they were fucking furious, and they shoved him roughly back to the door (mind you he’s a big fuckin guy) And got right up in his face and fucking snarled Get The FUCK Out Of My Store (I did Not know actual snarling words was a thing, I thought it was just smth writers said to make the angry words more emphatic, but it is a Thing™) and shoved him straight through the door. And then they just took a deep breath and turned back around calmly as ever and was like ‘sorry about that’ to the other customers and started rearranging the counter like usual.
And that whole situation has come up twice since then when we were talking (it was months ago), and both times they were like yeah it was whatever, but when he started yelling at You I fucking snapped. And I’m like. Yeahhh how do I take this. Because I am not defenseless and I don’t look like it and I’m not tiny or fragile looking, we have several other employees more likely to feel the impulse to protect but,,,they never do? It never even seems to occur to them?
Just the other day I had a lady come in who was clearly spoiling for a fight. Rude and aggressive as fuck, but I treated her calmly and professionally bc that’s what I do, but she just kept saying dumb shit, so I kept responding, not in any offensive or upset way, just repeating the facts in a calm manner. She really started yelling and was like 'I don’t like ur fuckin attitude you keep talking back you’re getting all smart with me.’ And I (again. Very calmly.) Explained that I was simply answering the questions she asked. And she was like Where’s your fuckin manager bc you’re being rude as fuck you just keep talking back.
So my manager was at the register next to(?) mine(the counter is like an L shape and has registersat either side of the corner). And they turned around and said 'I don’t hear anything unprofessional or rude’ but she kept yelling over them and talking about how rude I was, so they kept saying I wasn’t doing anything wrong, so they were like 'Okay you can go now. Please leave the store’ and gave her the corporate number when she asked for it angrily, saying she was gonna complain about us (like so??? Fine. Here’s my name and the store # idgaf).
After she left and we took care of the couple of customers left they turned to me and were like 'wow she was really spoiling for a fight.’ And I was 'yeah I mean I saw it when she came in and was super aggressive right off the bat. She was so angry for no reason. Like…chill lol’ and they gave me a sort of look and were like 'I don’t know how you deal with that (((which, mind you, every employee, and Definitely them, deals w shit like that without going off))) I feel like it bothers me a lot more when they get like that to you, than it actually bothers you’. I just shrugged, but again……they dont,,,,do that for other employees. They always stick their neck out for me or get angry (I mean as close as they get to angry, excepting the thing w the bodega owner) on my behalf. It’s…what am I supposed to make of that?
Literally if they’re around and a customer tells me to lighten up or smile or smth (bc my face is just really unexpressive unless I put a lot of effort in) they’ll just smoothly come over and be like 'I’ve got the smile for ya’ or if someone is being aggressive or harrasing about it, they won’t even pretend to be cheerful and nice, they’ll just be like 'My employees don’t get paid to smile.’ Which,,,I’m not the only one who never smiles. Actually it’s just my manager and one of the assistant managers that always smile. The rest of us are p brusque and more obviously dead inside and dislike interacting with people. But again, they’ve never done that or said anything for another employee (that I know of, obv I’m not always around, but I’m around enough to feel like I practically live there).
And just. Bloody hell, they will talk about aggressive customers and tell me the customer got in their face and will be like 'seriously, like this’ and move their face so we’re barely not touching. Like. ???!?!?!????? And they get real close to me and brush by me a lot. Mind you, they do not do this to other employees (esp the face thing), but they’ll like lean over my shoulder to look at my paperwork or make fun of me (not like in a mean way just something stupid) or they’ll come over to put their numbers in (bc we need higher clearance on the computers for like,,,almost everything it’s so stupid) and they’ll like get right up next to me or squeeze in front of me. Which again, they do not do to others, and no other employee does that to me or anyone else.
If this was a book ppl would be pissed about the slow burn like Okay Why Aren’t Things Happening Already??! But unfortunately real life and an actual human being is more complicated than that. And I don’t know what to do with it.
~update: they just turned thirty. Fuck. I’m just barely twenty.
Edit: New jeans. very nice new jeans. dammit please stop rearranging the shelves in front of me while i’m trying to work, your ass is distracting. And a new tight tight jacket too and they wear it with the sleeves pushed up right below the elbow and that’s just. Always hot. The fucking jeans together with that stupid cursed jacket makes it incredibly difficult to look away. They’re just hhhhhhhhh I can’t. This is. So much.
YEAH I could prolly go on about them forever, but I know this is super obnoxiously long. I don’t know who I’m apologising to tho bc literally nobody reads this. Which is prolly why I overshare but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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@amandakitswell I'm sry for what you went through so pls don't take this as shitting on your struggles and the shit your family puts you thru, I have all the empathy in the world. but I dropped out of high school and then also college and it's not the same thing and I need for y'all to understand that. the thing ppl rly don't understand is that ppl who don't finish high school are demonized to unbelievable degrees in this country, especially if we're not white. there is a stigma and shame attached to it that just does not exist for ppl who don't finish college. probably bc "stay in school!" messages, while important, tend to hinge upon portraying hs "dropouts" as bogeymen to scare kids straight as it were, like the kids on Pleasure Island in Pinocchio or some shit. no matter why we didn't finish school, we become pariahs who get that scarlet D that follows us forever (I honestly fuckin hate that word bc it's literally just used to dehumanize ppl) we're not just seen as stupid or lazy or w/e, which is bad enough--I'm not trying to downplay that. We get that too. But we're also seen as delinquent scum with a fundamental character flaw, on top of that, by many ppl. the system treats us the same way as teens. I got my GED thru an entirely different program than the one my actual hell HS sent me to bc the program was located in a rundown obviously neglected building that looked like a prison and the instructors there treated us with nothing but contempt, like we were worthless. it was degrading and unsafe. I stayed all of two days before I gtfo and hooked up with the LGBT youth program that eventually became Harvey Milk HS. ppl who finish hs but don't finish college just are not treated in the same was by society. that's not to downplay or minimize it at all, because there are stigmas and shitty ass attitudes at work there too, but it's just not the same. sitting in a room of prospective job applicants last week, being told to submit original proof of education documents, and being the only person in the room to pull a GED out of my folder was scary. I go through it every time. it's terrifying. I have to brace myself for the inevitable interrogations from well meaning but clueless people. it doesn't matter that I got a perfect score on the exam. they see GED and immediately wonder wtf is wrong with you. "but you're so smart, so quiet!" "So good" is the unspoken part. "You don't seem like the type". most of my irl friends don't know I have one. I let them assume I graduated just like they did, because choosing to disclose that is terrifying. ppl are fucking vile to black girls who didn't finish hs in particular. I know because it happens to me all the time. I live with that constant fear of being condemned. every person I saw in the notes of that post acting out of pocket were to a one specifically shitting on ppl who didn't finish high school. ppl who will empathize (rightfully so!) with ppl who didn't finish college will outright dehumanize ppl who didn't finish hs, sometimes in the same breath. one person in the notes even said something to the effect of, "I understand saying this abt college but if you can't even finish high school you're Bad". I'm not surprised because it happens to me a lot. ppl who think I just didn't finish college will be sympathetic, ask me when I'm going back, etc. the second they find out I dropped out of hs too the look on their face literally flips like a light switch. if I'm lucky, "I had a very difficult adolescence" is enough explanation. but they never look at or treat me the same way after that. that's why those ppl in the notes made me so angry.
#I really shouldn't have to say not to reblog this#but I'm sure some voyeuristic sack of shit will#bc my pain is just ~so relatable~#or they want to look Woke#so#don't fuckimg reblog this
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Can you do pynch for the ship thing please
YOU BET YOUR SWEET ASS I CAN
(god FINALLY)
SEND ME A SHIP AND I’LL TELL YOU…
who is more likely to hurt the other?
I mean. Adam doesn’t usually get hurt by ronan so much as he gets annoyed. disappointed. pissed. He never lets ronan’s venom actually get to his veins, he’s too busy telling him how unnecessary the flash of fang is. ronan on the other hand. like. he’s easy to hurt. adam would never in his life want to hurt ronan (it’s his honest to god nightmare) but I think ronan works himself into such a despair at the smallest jealousies and perceived injustices that adam could make one careless comment and ronan would fixate on it
who is emotionally stronger?
ohhhh adam. it’s adam. He’s been dragging so much emotional rubble for so long that he’s built up a tolerance. strong is like The Most adam adjective that I can think of. ronan never had to get to adam’s level of detachment and dissociation bc the first 15 years of his life were gorgeous and easy, and he’s still growing into his protective shell. Adam had to be born in his
who is physically stronger?
it’s ronan tbH he has the upper body strength of a boxer and the broad shoulders of a lynch (but also adam has clever hands and muscular thighs from years of biking everywhere and he can handle himself)
who is more likely to break a bone?
ouch. They’re both capital R Reckless when they’re together and they have some brutal years under their belts. adam has some poorly set knobbly fingers and ronan has an old snapped clavicle that took forever to heal and constantly bruised knuckles so like. idk. In the future, when adam parrish has escaped from his childhood prison, I’d like to think that they both get ugly minor injuries from doing joyful ramp and dolly and shopping cart type activities only
who knows best what to say to upset the other?
surprisingly difficult question to answer bc I mean. It’s ronan. but is it? he systematically winds people up and adam is so deeply irritated by him that he straight up walks away, but also adam can be ice cold?? it’s so easy to get to ronan. They both fumble and call each other mean names when they want to compliment each other it’s a big mess
who is most likely to apologize first after an argument?
holy shit would you believe neither??? the most stubborn humans on this earth!! record holders!! we got some emotional repression folks! hooooo boy
adam never starts arguments for no reason so he’s always thinking it through and coming to the conclusion that he’s in the right?? surprise he ain’t apologizing
meanwhile ronan can’t stop being cruel even though he knows it’s hurting people, it’s this vicious self-protective instinct that hurts so good and so wrong. and then his pride gets in the way once he’s cooled down. but he will come to st agnes on his knees and grab adam’s hand and try to make it clear that he’d step on his own pride on the way to adam’s door
who treats who’s wounds more often?
sad & unfortunate :(( adam treats ronan’s solely bc ronan doesn’t know how the fuck to treat an injury and also ‘none of them wanted to hurt adam parrish’, so ronan’s got his stupid pointless anger related scrapes and adam’s got his anti-bacterial gel and they are a dream team
who is in constant need of comfort?
neither of them come out on top here man. They’ve had some shared harrowing experiences, and some separate trauma that they’re trying to tell each other about (if their stories could just stop. sticking. when they try to say them out loud). in v different ways, neither of their families are families. Ronan doesn’t let himself fall asleep, and he doesn’t let himself go through things, and the repression starts to calcify into cruelty like it did right after his father died. adam can’t stop thinking about gansey on the roadside, and he can’t be touched some days, most days. he can’t stop swimming or he’ll die. He can’t keep swimming or he’ll die. The gangsey is a critical support system made of so many weak beams
who gets more jealous?
are u fucking serious,,, it’s both of them pal. remember when every combination of his friends that didn’t include him made adam like. sick with jealousy. remember when ronan saw gansey talking on the phone with adam and wanted to put his hand through a wall. or when adam brought blue along on their quest and he spouted nasty shit the whole day. they both deeply want each others attention and they don’t seem to realize that they already have it? always?
who’s most likely to walk out on the other?
ohh god. oh man. oh boy. Here’s the thing. adam’s gonna walk away from ronan, but he’s not gonna walk OUT on him. he’s going to walk away because he’s not on a leash, he’s gonna spread those beautiful fucking self-made wings. And ronan is too!! in his own time he’s gonna build his own spaces that aren’t the barns and he’s going to realize what home means to him and they’re both gonna walk out the door and back but never close it behind them
who will propose?
a controversial topic! I’m on team adam for this one pals. I was on team ‘adam’s gonna kiss ronan first’ for a while before trk like a FOOL and I realized the error of my ways bc ronan is physical as fuck! and a risk-taker! of course he kissed adam smh. But a proposal? That’s a contract. That’s a speech. That’s a chess move. Ronan wouldn’t corner adam like that. Adam knows how ronan feels and more importantly he knows how HE feels himself, and I think one day ten years into their relationship the practicalities are gonna beckon and he’s gonna look ronan in the back of the head while he’s sleeping and roll over into the curve of his spine and tell him he wants a ring on his finger
who has the most difficult parents?
omg... fuck off
who initiates hand-holding when they’re out in public?
tactile bastards! both of them! ronan especially wants adam’s hands...., any which way he can get them. I mean. He will kiss adam’s hands when they’re at dinner at nino’s and he’ll hook their fingers together even for the 20 second walk from the BMW to monmouth’s front door like he LIVES FOR IT (adam feels nervy and exhilarated every time it’s gay)
who comes up for the other all the time?
i mean they’re always together so they don’t really bring each other up. if they’re not together they’re with gansey/blue/henry or even fox way babes/vancouver crowd etc and those ppl get real tired of it real quick. adam usually keeps his ronan related musings to himself though like he has self-control unlike... R.N.L. himself
who hogs the blankets?
ronan does tbh adam has never hogged anything in his life and ronan is a shit
who gets more sad?
an unfair Q, man. They’ve both had a super rough time, especially right post-trk?? those few months are hard. Ronan cries a lot. Adam gets numb and far away a lot. They have a lot to be sad about. (But more to be happy about. They made it. They honestly just stare at each other and laugh breathlessly and touch foreheads and hands and scars and can’t believe their luck)
who is better at cheering the other up?
I sorta said this with ronsey but I think ronan is THE BEST at doing dumb shit to take his mind off of things. Like all that stuff about making adam quiet and turning off the lists and anxieties in his head so that they can do smth mindless and dangerous? yeah that. memes and songs and poor decisions. depression whom?
who’s the one that playfully slaps the other all the time after they make silly jokes?
this never happens wtf they’re not really ‘playful slappers’ HOWEVER adam will glare at ronan so hard that it probably feels like a slap
who is more streetwise?
it reeeeally depends on your definition of streetwise?? Like if we’re talking survival it’s unquestionably adam. He can fix your car and bandage your wounds and figure out your taxes and make himself invisible and blend his accent into whoever’s around him. He’s wicked sharp and fast on his feet. But i mean. he can’t quite drive stick. and he wouldn’t be caught dead in the sort of underground that ronan ends up in. ronan is streetwise in terms of the actual street, and he knows the most brutal avenues a person can end up on, the real life nightmares that feel closest to the ones in his head. Ronan is smart enough to navigate the chaos, but adam is smart enough to avoid it altogether
who is more wise?
adam. easily. ronan is intelligent and instinctive and talented (or adam wouldn’t get him as well as he does) but adam is a genius and that look behind his eyes..... he’s lived about 1 billion times more than he should’ve by age 19
who’s the shyest?
neither of them are shy exactly they’re just buried under 9 surface level personalities that you have to crack open with your bare fuckin hands
but if you met either of them in the hallowed halls of aglionby you would think adam was shy and ronan was a rampant fuckwad so based on appearance?? adam. he keeps his head down.
who boasts about the other more?
as soon as adam is officially his bf ronan takes a ten year long victory lap he’s so embarrassing
who sits on who’s lap?
y’all. we all know ronan sits in adam’s. it’s a fact of life. he probably had a sexy dream about it when he was 17 and took his morning shower in holy water
#this is long as fuck!!!!!! what's up!#trc#the raven cycle#pynch#ask meme#long post#hc#Anonymous#ask
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BONDING EXPERIENCES?? ==>
[[ logs with @carnivalsorphans, our muses keep bonding in very confusing ways, what the fuck are these two ]]
voidwizerd
okay first off please dont bring this up w Kankri bc th last thing i can handle rn is anythin resemblin a moral talk im too pissed
carnivalsorphans
yeah
voidwizerd
do you ever like get a super specific urge to just beat a body senseless does this happen to you
carnivalsorphans
often enough that the thought some people don't kinda baffles
voidwizerd
i cant get at who i wanna get at theyre all universes away n maybe DEAD which sure would be fuckin convenient fr them huh
i just
carnivalsorphans
hahaha yeah
fuckin relatable
voidwizerd
wanna find some shitty person n whale on em until theyre only sorta recognizable
carnivalsorphans
hmmm
voidwizerd
teeth aint that necessary anyhow
ugh
carnivalsorphans
hahahaha
do you actually want me ta find ya someone shitty ta fuck up or we just talkin hypotheticals and feelings?
voidwizerd
i
honestly dont even know i just wanted to confirm someone else experiences this too
voidwizerd
i figured if anyone does itd be you
carnivalsorphans
aight, just feelings
yeah, you bet sib
a lot.
and it's hard. just kinda.... keepin that real tight inside
it winds ya up a bit
warps you and makes ya feel all weird til ya can do somethin ta make it stop
i used ta bleed myself and then paint with it, but wicked said that's bad, so i'm tryinna figure somethin else out
carnivalsorphans
i felt that way bout anyone i actually give a fuck about, where any time they talk on their old shit it just makes me tense up and start this fuckin
rumble
carnivalsorphans
usually stop it afore it gets loud though
kankri says he don't feel that way at all, but i bet there's somethin that'd wind him up that bad
somethin for everyone that just makes em wanna beat someone bloody
voidwizerd
yeah it just
its like
wrappin your insides up tighter n tighter n tighter n it feels like itll rip n spill everythin out
carnivalsorphans
yeah
voidwizerd
so fuck, if its gonna tear eventually why not choose myself how that happens???
carnivalsorphans
yeah
and i'd think at least no one was gettin hurt but me and i like pain anyhow
carnivalsorphans
and it spills out nice and slow and i get somethin pretty at the end of it
but
... ya gotta pick ya poison, sometimes
voidwizerd
i guess
i did that last one kinda
fr different reasons n a bit more extreme but ha
ha
........i fuckin hate copin
carnivalsorphans
yeah, it's hard
i got a lot ta cope with
carnivalsorphans
used ta think i was better than addiction, but i
... dunno. feel like an addict sometimes. wicked says i might be one, even.
instead of the bottom of a bottle, i just got my claws
voidwizerd
just bout anythin can be addicted to
i used to run until my body gave out
only way my mind would go quiet
i miss th quiet
carnivalsorphans
.... yeah
voidwizerd
but Kankri would worry
carnivalsorphans
fuck havin connections ta people hahaha
voidwizerd
right
its terrible but also
i wouldnt know what happy is like either
carnivalsorphans
.... yeah
voidwizerd
th loneliness was killin me ha
like literally
lmaooooo
carnivalsorphans
yeah i can feel that
voidwizerd
well no okay technically i was doin that my own damn self
carnivalsorphans
you wouldn't think, surrounded by church who loves me
carnivalsorphans
but ya know. lonely at the top
voidwizerd
fuckin pussy i was broke in less than two sweeps. whoop whoop
yeah
yeah i bet
lonely is terrible, fuck that shit
carnivalsorphans
used ta be worse
but used ta be, i didn't care
.... way way fuckin back when
saw people bein all close to eachother and it seemed like a waste a fuckin time and energy
and like they was a bit away from stabbin eachother in the back
carnivalsorphans
.... fuckin ignorance was bliss
voidwizerd
ha
wouldnt it be so much easier
just to not
carnivalsorphans
yeah
voidwizerd
not need that not fuckin CLING to affection like a goddamn lifeline bc its either that n bein treated like garbage or
bein treated like nothin at all
carnivalsorphans
yeah, fuck that
voidwizerd
hurt or isolation take your pick
trick question they both hurt and they both make you feel isolated
carnivalsorphans
yeah hahahahaha
carnivalsorphans
rather have real hurt though. makes shit hard ta focus on
.... sometimes, at least
voidwizerd
mmn
carnivalsorphans
> Try not to think of Artemi.
> Try /really hard/
voidwizerd
do i like pain fr kinky reasons or do i like it bc i just want someone to beat me to shit
carnivalsorphans
hahahahaha
voidwizerd
these are th questions
carnivalsorphans
just assume it's a little a both
carnivalsorphans
nothin's ever so black and white
sometimes a lil more of one, sometimes a lil more of another
voidwizerd
fuckin
carnivalsorphans
and sometimes it fades away so much ya almost forget it's there
voidwizerd
hate that shit
carnivalsorphans
yeah
voidwizerd
wish it could be simple
shouldnt knowin yourself be simple
but nah
carnivalsorphans
hahahahaha
voidwizerd
other ppl know me better than me
carnivalsorphans
depends on how fuckin much you want to know
voidwizerd
aint that just th fuckin way
carnivalsorphans
i've tried real hard not ta let anyone know me
fuckin hate bein /known/
bein... able ta pin down
predict
voidwizerd
sure is a thing
its
scary
voidwizerd
scarier than anythin
carnivalsorphans
.... yeah
and not just cuz i'm scared for my church
not just cuz i'm scared a how people will take it
just... 's
voidwizerd
if i didnt trust Kankri so much id prolly just. go outta my fuckin mind of terror. ha
carnivalsorphans
yeah
every time me and wicked have a real talk, i get a bit....
tense. all tensed up for him ta fuckin recoil or use shit against me or
probably ain't the best way ta feel with ya rail, but
voidwizerd
no i
i get that
fuck dude i literally couldnt tell you how often Jane n Dirk did that to me but my stupid ass kept confidin in em anyway
carnivalsorphans
hahaha i never risked it
sometimes i'd tell shit to people i was
voidwizerd
only reason i didnt confide w Jake at all was cause he never paid attention to anythin that wasnt bout him
carnivalsorphans
hurtin.
i ain't ever had enough trust in fuckers to do that sorta shit too often
voidwizerd
shit dude if ur only confidantes are th ppl ur torturin you just might need to get out more
carnivalsorphans
hahahahaha yeah
carnivalsorphans
i kinda went a bit nuts after i fell
got better though
voidwizerd
good on you
shoulder pat for success
carnivalsorphans
there's a lotta things i miss bout that time. probably more than i should.
one more addiction ta add onto the pile
voidwizerd
ha
careful dude dont wanna be breakin records here
carnivalsorphans
hahahaha
i've lived a long time, i set all the records
voidwizerd
my point is to get better rather than worse knucklehead
though ha
tbh this is one of those lights i doubt thats really a possible thing
carnivalsorphans
hahaha
how bout we just try for not gettin worse tolight?
wanna come over?
for the sake a not bein alone
voidwizerd
i
.....yeah
thanks
carnivalsorphans
fuck knows i ain't gonna be good for bein alone tonight neither. .... but i don't really wanna worry wicked over me bein all
whatever i am right now
voidwizerd
"whatever" is a good word fr feelins tonight
"whatever" with a side of "sad n violent"
carnivalsorphans
yeah
voidwizerd
apparently not a regular or good thing to feel
..
is it bad fr me to be so relieved you get this way too
carnivalsorphans
naw
's normal ta feel relieved that ya ain't alone in ya experiences
carnivalsorphans
fuck, that's sorta why i hang around sugary
and vel
and wicked
voidwizerd
oh
huh
i guess i like. well
i didnt even know i was angry
until well
carnivalsorphans
until you was burnin
voidwizerd
yeah
carnivalsorphans
i think vel sorta gets like that
voidwizerd
i guess i been mad a long time but
carnivalsorphans
yeah
voidwizerd
long as i ignored it things never happened
carnivalsorphans
people tend ta forget angry is somethin they is allowed ta be
voidwizerd
until that naggin suspicion got confirmed, that i was treated no better than shit on someones heel, n i just
welp there goes th neighborhood
carnivalsorphans
yeah
voidwizerd
anger is
its big
carnivalsorphans
anger is born out of sorrow a lot
sorrow at fuckin... lack
at bein wronged
voidwizerd
.....yeah
carnivalsorphans
at missed opportunities and bein taken advantage of
voidwizerd
at
at knowin i did nothin to get hurt n did *everythin* to win approval
thats just
carnivalsorphans
yeah
voidwizerd
seventeen goddamn years of waste right there
carnivalsorphans
yeah
sweeps of lack of what ya deserved
voidwizerd
i didnt deserve that
carnivalsorphans
yeah
voidwizerd
*they* deserved my goddamn fists
i wish id fought back
carnivalsorphans
it's aight to be angry bout that shit. people always say it's aight to mourn, but sometimes mournin involves gettin fuckin pissed
voidwizerd
i wish id listened to my instincts
carnivalsorphans
you did what ya knew ta do
and that's... somethin
carnivalsorphans
may not always feel good
voidwizerd
i loved em too much was th problem id let anythin slide cause they was my whole world
carnivalsorphans
ain't nothin wrong with lovin
maybe a bit wrong with bein blinded by it, but there ain't nothin to be done about that except learn from it
voidwizerd
yeah
took
carnivalsorphans
and fuckin... bein tempered hurts, but it does make ya stronger
voidwizerd
fuckin 21 years but i learned
carnivalsorphans
.... cmere?
voidwizerd
yeah
voidwizerd
yeah ill be there
carnivalsorphans
> Probably help to send coords.
> And then time to snug a friend
voidwizerd
> Friend will cry and rant a lot but appreciate much.
> Mostly cry.
carnivalsorphans
> Pet the friend. Kiss their head and wipe away tears sometimes and comfort and offer inappropriate jokes when tears seem to be letting up.
voidwizerd
> Jokes get a smile and then even more crying because what the fuck is an appropriate response to people caring about them.
carnivalsorphans
> More kisses because how do you deal with people crying Normally anyway?
voidwizerd
> Kisses back a little because that seems to help and not kissing back was starting to feel Weird.
carnivalsorphans
> Prr? Wipe away tears, focus more on wiz than your own shit.
voidwizerd
> Pr... Still feeling terrible, and thinking about bad gunk, but at least not alone. And good to be with someone who kinda gets it.
"We're sorta fucked up huh."
carnivalsorphans
"Yeah. But we make it work."
voidwizerd
"Fuck dude we sure do. By the skin of our fuckin teeth but we're doin it."
carnivalsorphans
"I think we're doin better than some people."
voidwizerd
"That's optimistic."
> Weak laugh.
carnivalsorphans
"Naw, we ain't still stuck in our old shit. I think that's better off. Some people never get that far."
voidwizerd
"...That's true."
> Snuggle up more after decaptchaing more blankets. Feeling more vulnerable to Ringleader's chilliness.
carnivalsorphans
> Oh, good. A layer between you and the warmth. ... Give the bundled wiz a squish.
"There's somethin to be said for bein proud of how far we've come, at least. Even if we ain't where we wanna be yet."
> .... Where does he want to be though?
voidwizerd
"Where we even tryin to get to, though?"
> Squish is good. Quiet purr.
carnivalsorphans
> A snort.
"Ya know, I was thinkin the exact same thing."
> Loud purring.
voidwizerd
"Don't that just figure. Tolight we're real fulla questions that don't got proper answers, huh."
carnivalsorphans
"I dunno that we gotta know where we're goin ta be glad we're not where we were."
voidwizerd
> Now you snort.
"That's some deep shit."
carnivalsorphans
"That's me. Deep as fuck. ya know my real secret now.
voidwizerd
"I'm honored!"
> Quiet laugh. Moody staring at nothing for a while.
"Think I'm done cryin now. Got that hollow sense settlin in nice an blegh.”
carnivalsorphans
“Yeah, fuck that. I only appreciate that shit when i’m needin to think after bein pissed. And even then, it ain’t the same as true calm.”
voidwizerd
"Mmh. Better than feelin I'm about to like... break into a million billion pieces. Like takin a sledgehammer to a window. Ha."
> Blink slow. Slower. You're not moving so much.
carnivalsorphans
> Squish. You ain't their rail, it's not your responsibility to make sure they're all... In tact. .... But still, you're a bit concerned. A tiny bit.
"Anythin I can be doin ta help?"
voidwizerd
"'unno. Feelin's gone for now."
> Whoops, that there is a yawn. You rub your face, trying to stay awake.
"What about you?"
carnivalsorphans
"Feel.... Warm." Soft purring. "Probably about time ta pass out."
voidwizerd
"Mmh." Sprawl out a bit. "Thanks for bein my comrade in shittiness."
carnivalsorphans
"Misery demands company and all that. Plus i like hangin around you."
voidwizerd
"Gay."
carnivalsorphans
"Yeah." Forehead kiss.
voidwizerd
> Mumble a barely comprehensible "suuuuper gay" before nodding off.
> RL's a good friend.
carnivalsorphans
> Pet Wiz a little longer before going to sleep yourself.
#logs#carnivalsorphans#[[ okay they talk about a lotta junk so here goes ]]#violence //#addiction //#alcoholism //#alcohol //#self harm //#abuse //#torture //#ask to tag //
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> CC: Thank Meenah
Yesterday at 5:07 PM
caepaecaesurae
WVe'vwe split, and the safe-house wvon't be needed anymore, on my end at least. I'vwe left a small thank you present on the kitchen counter.
I'd be in your debt if you could wvipe the coordinates used off of the pad's history list, if and wvhen convwenient.
Thank you again, and havwe a nice night.
Yesterday at 9:38 PM
brackishbarracuda
yeah i can do that
isle head over in an hour oar so
brackishbarracuda
s good to sea u
caepaecaesurae
Good to see you too. I appreciate the neutrality and the assistance.
Havwing somewvhere empty to go helped more than once.
Today at 12:13 AM
brackishbarracuda
ive been fused before an efin when its ppl u give a shit aboat its hard so i mean
some place where u didnt have any extra ppl shoutin at u seemed pike a good idea to me
caepaecaesurae
It wvas.
Did you separate from wvhomevwer it wvas peaceably? Or vwia incompatibility?
brackishbarracuda
peaceably for both thankfully
one was def a hell of a lot rockier than the other one tho
aight the best puns are the ones u didnt mean to make i cannaut believe
caepaecaesurae
I do enjoy those ones.
brackishbarracuda
did u ever get hit w the gem thing
caepaecaesurae
As I am lost, it seems I did not.
brackishbarracuda
lemme find u a picture for full effect aight bc shit is stupid and mine was pike stupid times two
brackishbarracuda
http://imgur.com/sPQFO8t
there we go
rly tho how tf puts that shit on ur foot
caepaecaesurae
WVhat is that?
brackishbarracuda
aight so theres the weird sentient rock aliens who p much project around w/e rock they are an they do the fuse thing on purpose pike thats a thing they can do and a bunch a ppl got hit w it a while back
usually shits pike on ur hand or ur forhead oar ur arm or somefin but no
brackishbarracuda
nah
it was on my cod damn foot
caepaecaesurae
First I'vwe heard about them.
... You havwe my sympathies.
WVhy the foot?
brackishbarracuda
idk
i do naut fuckin no
thats just where it was when i got got
caepaecaesurae
I imagine you sawv the tittastrophe wve had?
brackishbarracuda
yeah
brackishbarracuda
yeah that shore was somefin i saw w my own two eyes
brackishbarracuda
howd that whole thing go efin
caepaecaesurae
It looked rather like wve wvere split dowvn the middle vwertically in a lot of respects.
The side wvith no breast had short hair like mine.
WVe made a falsie so clothes wvould fit.
brackishbarracuda
now sea
i woulda just said fuck it and done the whole half clothes shit pike jacket on one and dress on the other deal
caepaecaesurae
tsk. I should'vwe talked to you more, that'd be a hell of a look.
brackishbarracuda
i mean u aint gotta b fused to pull it off right
caepaecaesurae
True. It wvould complete the look though.
caepaecaesurae
I may try a half-and-half garment of some sort soon.
brackishbarracuda
plz take pictures
i need this shit
caepaecaesurae
I do lovwe my selfie tag.
brackishbarracuda
s cause its good shit
caepaecaesurae
Howv do you feel about breasted, marginally nsfwv pictures of me?
brackishbarracuda
im down
caepaecaesurae
http://caepaecaesurae.tumblr.com/post/130431613390/speaking-of-anons-d
brackishbarracuda
v nice
dam tho where tf did u get half those scars
brackishbarracuda
impressive
caepaecaesurae
I don't normally showv much skin.
The large round ones on the legs are from an air battle invwolvwing laser cannons, during the game.
brackishbarracuda
uh first off fuckin ow
caepaecaesurae
Pff.
Yes, but wve wvon.
brackishbarracuda
secondly i get it if u aint comfy w it oar w/e but u ought show more a it imo
and that right theres why
caepaecaesurae
A good half of the scars you see there are from my first century on Alternia.
...at the end of wvhich, I began wvearing neck to wvrist to ankle bodyarmor, of the sort contained in that package. Havwe you stopped by that hivwe yet, by the by?
brackishbarracuda
shit yeah i did i thought id said
thank u btw
caepaecaesurae
You may havwe, I'm scattered lately.
brackishbarracuda
pike seariously i aint been in a searious scrape in a while but pike
dam
i cant get away from nofin w/o bleedin it feels like
caepaecaesurae
Armor that no one knowvs you're wvearing can be a wvonderful game changer.
It turns a knife in the ribs into an invwitation to play.
brackishbarracuda
as much as i like it
and the apron tbh shit is nice
brackishbarracuda
u probably made clams night more than mine w the armor
caepaecaesurae
I hope it servwes wvell, or entertains. Or that the flavwor vwials do.
brackishbarracuda
hes the one whos gotta stitch me up half the tide
caepaecaesurae
A good role for a quadrant.
If you elect to wvear the vwest, at least he'll only be stitching up limbs.
brackishbarracuda
lmao yeah fair
also i should punch u in the nose for the fuckin shit u sent me pike it was so good that it legit made me mad how tf
caepaecaesurae
... Hope player. "Beyond belief" is my playground.
brackishbarracuda
throws my dam hands
caepaecaesurae
I can make things that I can imagine. Cae*fora* made things that *She* could imagine.
brackishbarracuda
shit is fucked up
caepaecaesurae
A bit. ... I usually try to make things that are slightly less... Intense... than that...
I hope it wvasn't too much?
brackishbarracuda
isle survive but my tongue aint gonna b happy w anyfin ever again
this is me jokin mostly
i aint upset at u oar anyfin
caepaecaesurae
..Still, pardon.
brackishbarracuda
s aight cae ur good
brackishbarracuda
seariously tho why aint u show off ur scars more 38?
caepaecaesurae
Enough of them havwe unfortunate sources for it to be uncomfortable wvhen specific ones are indicated and remarked on, much of the time.
caepaecaesurae
... Mostly, I don't like taking my armor off, evwer.
I'vwe been getting better at removwing it long enough for selfies though.
brackishbarracuda
well dam the one u just showed me took some fuckin guts then didnt it
caepaecaesurae
Heh. It wvas taken during a period of amnesia wvhere I didn't remember wvhere most of them wvere from.
brackishbarracuda
do u think u could do it again
caepaecaesurae
Possibly, though I think my selfie tag could use more less sexual things.
brackishbarracuda
u oughta take a pic w arlequin oar somefin then how tall efin are u btw pike are u taller than he is oar shorter or
caepaecaesurae
I'm a good foot and a half shorter than him, last I checked.
brackishbarracuda
well that makes me feel beta at least
caepaecaesurae
My adult height in sevweral centuries ought to be near wvhere he is nowv.
brackishbarracuda
yall are entirely too fuckin tall u kno that
caepaecaesurae
So I hear.
If it makes you feel any better, all the humans top out somewvhere in the six or sevwen range I think. They all look somewvhere betwveen fivwe and six nowv.
The carapacians are a foot or twvo belowv that.
brackishbarracuda
pike im saury i realize u probably hear that alot but i am half a arlequins now hight an he was talkin pike sixteen feet an im overe here pike dude ur gonna b over three times my size how tf is that gonna efin work
caepaecaesurae
Carefully and wvith gusto.
brackishbarracuda
aight tru tho
caepaecaesurae
Havwe you evwer done the thing wvhere you rest hip to hip wvith a partner and pretend theirs is yours and marvwel at the difference?
Some trolls enjoy that.
I think that one wvill only improvwe as he ages, for you.
caepaecaesurae
"Look wvhat I'm packing nowv"
brackishbarracuda
i havent and now im kinda wonderin wtf ive been doin w my life
caepaecaesurae
You're wvelcome.
.. Then again I'vwe used googly eyes in the bedroom before, so maybe my advwice isn't the best.
brackishbarracuda
bouy nah fuck that im gonna get a pack and use em on dirk that shit is perf
caepaecaesurae
My partner grewv annoyed and ripped them off, wvhich is honestly all I could hope for.
brackishbarracuda
tbh hell probably laugh till he cries which i count as a win
brackishbarracuda
but yeah tbh rippin em off sounds pike a good idea
brackishbarracuda
u kno
me an u oughtta hang out sometide
caepaecaesurae
WVe should, I imagine wve'd get into heaps of trouble if any wvas avwailable.
brackishbarracuda
trouble is kinda my thing yeah
brackishbarracuda
i eel pike youd enjoy some trouble
caepaecaesurae
Once upon a time, maybe. It's been a wvhile, and I might be a bit more boring nowv.
Nice things, good stories, and good laughs? Those are dear to heart.
brackishbarracuda
now sea mr suns out guns out tenta tattoo false boob ampora w the hella scars i aint believe you wouldnt enjoy a little trouble
caepaecaesurae
I'vwe had a vwery interesting life.
I'm relearning howv to enjoy trouble.
brackishbarracuda
isle sea if i cant think of some baby trouble steps
caepaecaesurae
Sounds like a treat to me.
caepaecaesurae
Let me knowv sometime, alright?
brackishbarracuda
yeah def
at the v least ur fun to talk to and anybody i can b a bad influence on is aight by me u feel
caepaecaesurae
Aye, I hear you
It'd be nice to lean back in that direction somenight. I'vwe been sitting around drinking tea a wvhile.
brackishbarracuda
s easy to get restless
i aint efin alternian and sometides i just need to move and tear into somefin before that somefin becomes me
caepaecaesurae
Aye.
...I sail a ship around sometimes. Transport pads to get back to hivwe often.
Plenty of wvild lands out there to explore.
brackishbarracuda
theres plenty a world here to sea if u ever decide u wanna
we aint managed a drone yet be in a week oar so probably
caepaecaesurae
The mile-high deer? Aye I'vwe a curiosity.
I'm relievwed that you're considering the drone.
brackishbarracuda
im uh
considerin more than the drone tbh
caepaecaesurae
Aye?
brackishbarracuda
been thinkin a puttin my crown on and meanin it
caepaecaesurae
Lacking in context, I'm imagining you calling yourself queen of a single hivwe surrounded by largish deer.
brackishbarracuda
i mean in all technicality i earned the fuckin thing i blew up my planet i killed the empress so by right etc etc blah blah blah i just been runnin from it since
brackishbarracuda
no u aint wrong i gotta start somwhere fuckin ridiculous as it is
if they aint anybody else on the planet isle take it
theres a small frozen planet my ex red left me
so thats two off the bat ig
caepaecaesurae
If there's no one else it seems a bit... abrupt.
Then again, givwen a single wvorking mothergrub, one is nevwer far from an empire.
I suspect Arlequin wvould havwe mixed feelings.
brackishbarracuda
ive convinced my spade to let me sit w em and do some political diplomatic shit and i aint lookin to be a bloody conquerer im just lookin to stop runnin from what i was hatched for
mayb do some decent shit w whatever authority i got
somefin betta than home was anyway
caepaecaesurae
I wvish you luck wvith it if you do.
brackishbarracuda
thanks 38/
caepaecaesurae
It's hard to get in trouble wvhen you're in charge.
brackishbarracuda
why u gotta do me like this
caepaecaesurae
WVell... Ask Tyfora howv much fun her powver is.
brackishbarracuda
id rather naut
caepaecaesurae
Ask Arlequin howv much he wvants to strivwe for a newv flag -- at least, this early.
brackishbarracuda
i oughta talk to him aboat it tho yeah
caepaecaesurae
Powver is complicated. That's all.
caepaecaesurae
More so than you might be preparing yourself for.
brackishbarracuda
i aint trynna rush into anyfin aight an isle talk to arlequin i kno shit aint easy it aint somefin im thinkin aboat lightly
caepaecaesurae
Then I wvish you luck. I'm cautious about swvearing loyalties lightly, but you'll likely havwe me on call if emergencies strike.
brackishbarracuda
i dont take that lightly either cae thank u
i afishiate it
caepaecaesurae
WVe'll see wvhat comes. I'm afraid it's late though. Another night?
brackishbarracuda
a course
thanks for talkin at me
caepaecaesurae
Looking forwvard to it. Rest wvell wvhen you go.
brackishbarracuda
yeah
sleep good
#ooc eyes only#brackishbarracuda#contains link to a pic of cae in his underwear#because why wouldnt it
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Are we all gods? / Labels and Titles
For a while I stopped exploring the subject because I was still skeptical about what Archangel Michael said about this subject. And me? A goddess? HELL FUCK NO BRO!... Well yeah turns out I am. Oh well.
I haven't found a lot of information about God/dess incarnates. It's regarded as a myth I think and I understand that. It's going to be a while before ppl get caught up. I plan to talk to Archangel Michael more about it too.
Okay so...
Yes and no. 👩🏫 Let me explain before anyone gets all technical and annoys the fuck out of me. 🤦♀️
In the general sense, YES we are all Gods and Goddesses. We are all masters and creators of our existence or something like that. 🙄 However,
Sorry to tell you...
... When it comes to something SPECIFIC, "belonging" to a "group", no not everyone is going to be one of the MANY Gods of War or what have you. By the way titles, --I know there are going to be people all about how titles are just that and mean nothing because it comes from ego. True depending on how you use it or don't use it. Like I don't, can care less to be honest.
As Archangel Michael put it in a previous post, those belonging to a sect carry out responsibilities to aid humankind. Let's just say... It adds a little bit of umph. We are all with the task to teach love and help mankind. We'll, duh!
Using Erik and I as an example:
We come from the romance realm. It includes a sub "group" like sexuality, fertility, love, etc. Many many will come from this realm. To me the "signs" are obvious.
There will be many coming from the war or peace realms. You get the idea. The only way you can know for certain is by... ASKING. YOUR. GUIDES. While yes, I believe that there are the stupid "signs and symptoms" bullshit people love for some rediculous reason. Which is why I won't bother listing. In an old post I did list them. If I were you, ignore it... Or I'll delete it I guess.
Titles and Labels...
Ok, come on people, let's be real. You can't ignore titles. I mean yeah there is no such thing as race because we are all one. We are all human. We are the human race. IT'S STILL A DAMN TITLE! To say you are a person taking a shit... THAT'S A TITLE. You will belong to a group of people who happen to be taking a 💩 shit the same time as you. Get it? Good!
Now I'm not going to start walking around with a stupid romance goddess sign on my head. Rather look at the kind of importance around belonging to that realm and try to work on the task for good without the negative ego being involved. Like I'm not at all hyped up about being a romance goddess. So the fuck what I'm a romance goddess. Move on.
Really guys, labeling isn't THAT bad and we all just about know titles and labels are dumb...But it's only human nature to put people in boxes. It's is however kinda shitty to use a label as an excuse for shit and go around hoity toity la la la treating people like dirt for being different; Racists for example.
I feel as long are you aren't actively using a "title/label" for gain or to feel a rediculous sense of importance, it's okay! We are all important. No one is better than the other because we are human. It's impossible to be perfect.
In all seriousness I think a lot of people are dreaming when they say they don't believe in titles. It's like being in an organized group called "Anarchy". It just doesn't fuckin make sense.
What do Yall think? 😜
(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:・ﾟ✧Don’t forget to take a look at Erik’s blog ran by his amazing mom Dr Elisa Medhus. Lots of stuff about his afterlife and shit.(◕‿◕)♡ channelingerik.com … And YouTube
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but ok seriously now i’m tired enough to ramble and not care i’m just gonna talk about undertale and how much it and its characters have changed my life for the better
ok so for the past few hours i’ve been scrolling through undertale blogs and i found a post and it just....clicked as to a big reason why i love it so much: the entire fucking game is about love. and not just romantic, it covers all kinds of love, the entire fucking point of the game at least to me is love. and this wont be coherent because it’s nearly 4 in the fucking morning and i need to sleep but it makes it one of the most heartwarming pieces of media i’ve ever seen (and become fully invested in as a result), the friendship between the characters is heartwarming, the sibling love between the skeleton brothers and royal family sblings is heartwarming, the parental love over frisk and asriel and chara is heartwarming (and heartbreaking...). and everything is so fucking human??? like i cant describe it properly really but i can read hundreds of books and not connect to characters like i do in this video game because everyone is so well rounded and have proper personalities rather than just a few character traits, it’s the way i’ve always wanted to be able to write, the personalities they have and the love they have for each other is beautiful and it’s everything to me because it’s so real???
also my favourite character is papyrus (followed by sans and undyne, who i love equally for different reasons i will probably ramble abt all three who knows??) and oh my god can i just say how much i love this character??? for being so positive all the fucking time and seeing the best in literally everyone he comes across and he’s so sweet but holy fuck it’s his optimism that really gets me because like....if you take away my depression (or not actually?? i get through it every time for a reason lmao) i’m actually also quite an optimistic person who’s able to see the good in literally everyone i meet (like i also genuinely don’t hate anyone) and sometimes it bites me in the ass, and people see it as stupid but papyrus has helped me so much to realise that it’s...not stupid??? i’m well aware that some people suck but sometimes they just need a chance?? and if they fuck up well, that’s it, but they deserve the chance right?? but also everyone treats papyrus like an innocent baby who needs to be protected, and as someone who is often talked down to because i’m optimistic and idealistic and empathetic and let my emotions guide me i can really see why papyrus is actually pretty insecure because being talked at like you’re a kid when you’re an adult feels awful!! the only thing i genuinely properly dislike about papyrus is how much he lies, how much he keeps a face up and pretends to know less than he does around his brother, how often he pretends to like things he doesnt to impress people. but like, even that’s ok because i get why he does it (lonely...) and he’s hardly gonna be flawless, there’s traits in everyone including myself that i dislike, and it feels so well rounded...like ppl often reduce his character to ‘his main character flaw is stupid’ and he’s not stupid but thats beside the point - it’s also not a character flaw like at all. and oh my god i just love him so much he brightens everything up, he’s who i aspire to be is2g (ok maybe just the core of who he is is inspiring to me - his kindess, empathy, optimism, seemingly endless). he also says things that doesnt make sense and i do the same thing, i think weirdly and my friends often ask me what the hell i’m talking about, and i jsut connect to him so much??? so so much
and fuck fuck fuck i really wanna talk about papyrus and sans because like....ok as a character i love sans, he’s my second favourite along with undyne, i do connect with him less but he’s very interesting (he’s a little overrated and mischaracterised by the fandom sometimes but i’ll let that go for now), and m a n do i connect to his laziness lmao (it’s not just caused by his depression i will fight u on this, i don’t think it helps obviously but as someone who’s depressed AND lazy i can relate on a personal level to him in that sense), but he is funny - not necessarily the awful skeleton puns but like in the ‘oh if you insist on prying me away from my work’ kinda funny, snarky asshole - and i actually really like that he’s a bit of an asshole, he likes to screw with people and he’s won’t fight you unless you’re literally going to end the entire world along with every single timeline (again though, i can really sympathise and get why he’s like this even tho i don’t really relate because he is so fucking well written), but i love that he loves papyrus so fucking much. like i’m a massive sucker for strong sibling relationships (the baudelaire orphans, the way brothers) and this just...oh man, i’m not the biggest fan of the way sans is portrayed in the fandom either but when people who agree with me on that argue that sans doesn’t even care about his brother it infuriates me because that’s...so....wrong??? papyrus is his entire fucking world, the game make that very clear, p much all he talks about is how great his brother is and it’s so cute and blindingly obvious that he means every word he says about that (even if that’s the only thing he doesn’t fuckin lie about lmao...). but i also love this relationship because they balance each other out so much, papyrus tries his best to get sans to get his life together - nagging him constantly, getting him an actual job therefore getting him out of the house, etc - but i think papyrus is also an optimist to sans’ pessimism and nihilism (for lack of a better word - depression i guess) and i think it helps sans quite a lot, or at least is something that makes him genuinely happy when he’s lost all hope. and on the flip side, sans is constantly saying really little things to pick papyrus back up when his mask of self confidence is slipping, and it’s very subtle - the main one i can think of atm is (paraphrasing) ‘me? right about something? come on bro’ or something after papyrus shows self doubt about his puzzles in the genocide route - that’s one of the more obvious ones i think but it’s there p much throughout, and god help my lack of being able to explain things because i can’t put it into words as to why i think this or why i love it so much but i think it really helps papyrus emotionally. THEN you’ve got the bad points, like the lies they constantly tell to each other and how they never fuckign open up to each other (they just project their emotional problems onto you lmao) and ohhh man the relationship between those two.... i could go on forever but i’ll shut up now
i’ve been rambling for half an hour so i’ll keep the thing about undyne shorter hopefully (nearly half 4 in the morning...fuck... .and i have shit to do tomorrow like this essay.....god) but oh man oh MAN i really love her as well?? so passionate and so PROUD of it, she’s so completely unafraid of being herself (so unlike two of the people she’s closest to - papyrus and alphys), she’s such a fun character and i relate to how passionate she is and can i also just say i LOVE hers and papyrus’s friendship nearly on par with papyrus and sans’s sibling relationship, funnily enough she also treats him like a kid like sans does but she’s very kind and it’s obvious that she cares deeply for papyrus, and their phone calls made me laugh so much (the fucking hot pants one actually made me cry with laughter, it was brilliant), she’s so much fun i love her so much
im leaving it there but this fucking video game it’s actually changed me for the better it’s quite literally my favourite thing on the planet atm, it’s gorgeous and i love it with every inch of my heart bless this fucking game i cant even put into words how much i love it it’s just!!! my god!!!!!
i genuinely havent felt like this about something since i got into mcr over 6 years ago, if that doesnt say how much i love it then nothing will tbh
#im kind enough to put it on a read more#i dont think it'll be ridiculously wrong but like...... i need to talk about this fucking video game that i love with all my heart#*ridiculously long#obvs contains spoilers but like...who hasnt been exposed to undertale spoilers lmao#update: ok this got LONG#sorry lol#undertale#SO LONG#rebecca complains#its taken over my life it's half the reason im getting nothing done but it's such a good feeling
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