#and no im not trauma dumping on y'all
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Choices
The world overrun with beings of deception and resentment
Who con and kill, spread pain and suffering, always unrepentant
Yet here remain those, with hearts pure, scattered to the wind
Yet here remain those, without a cause, for them to align behind
Will you take this chance, give your trust, to be tested and tried?
Extend a hand to them, whose proffered kinship you once denied
A dream you are chasing, for a fantasy can you truly risk your heart?
Are you sure, do you not doubt, can you risk it all just for a fresh start?
What lengths will you go, will you even be accepted without judgement?
To honour this friendship, you are prepared to risk your life, unreluctant
Of comradery, of trust, are they willing to end unknown lives to save yours?
To protect a bond forged with experience and action, will they turn to force?
What will you do, choose death over betrayal?
Will you live as a treacheror, or die damnable?
Won't their deaths weigh your conscience down?
Or will you die only to realise it was in vain?
In this world of trickery and deceit, of backstabbers and survivors
You are now one of them, a coward, one of the thousand traitors
You lived, but with a condemned soul, an existence so miserable
Bubbling with rage, writhing in anger, everyday feels inconsiderable
-Sharma
#sharma shitposting?#sharma shayar ho gyi#original poetry#poets of tumblr#poems of tumblr#some choices be hard#do you stick by your morals or do you save your life#in a world where treachery is celebrated do you stay loyal or join the ones you swore to destroy#sharma just being a philosophical bitch and using metaphors like she doesnt know how to#abd obviously the poem doesnt even make sense#it does to me though#in teo different ways#and no im not trauma dumping on y'all#y'all will run for the fucking hills#desiblr#poemblr#poems and poetry#poetry
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"you're a mean/rude/etc. person" honey i hold back 99% of the things my brain wants to say, if you think i'm not nice now just wait until you fuck with me enough and i go straight for the kill.
i am so good at finding people's weak spots and exploiting them my father almost killed me one time, you don't scare me
#alex yells at the void#literally y'all have no idea how much fucking self control i need to have every single waking moment#or my bpd and cptsd would tear everyone in my path apart#including myself#and that last sentence is not a hyperbole btw#it's real <3#trauma dumping on main#that memory still haunts me and always will#im so tired of being nice i just wanna go apeshit and self destruct so hard i take everyone down with me
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Hahah, i just remembered this is my blog and I can write whatever i want
#pffff#i was just reposting and making few to non original posts#like bye#itcametome yesterday and i was like#oh i should write about this and that#im sure someone would be interested#besides the fact that i write fics and i could talk about them with y'all#random trauma dump😀
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☆LAST POST,THE FINAL ADVICE☆
(Basically answers to asks I got)
Ok first thing first there is no one here to help you manifest,not the bloggers,not me, no one,if reading multiple post on same topic can't help you then why do expect bloggers to help you who are gonna give you same advice,they have been mentioning on their posts. It's not like they are writing about different things,every bloggers are telling you the same thing YOUR 4D/imagination is the true reality,you just have to PERSIST and be CONSISTENT. No like seriously I really feel like you guys are just lazy,why are you depend on bloggers,Im not saying that you can't ask for help and by help i mean understanding certain concept or doubts but you straight up ask to help you manifest or coaching don't do that until and unless they themself mention about being a coach,because see we have a life of our own too,we are God but also human who are busy in their life. Bloggers post this amazing posts talking about law and how beautiful it is. But y'all are so into the victim mindset,as if you are the only one suffering,which is correct YOU are the reason you are seeing the person taking away your sp,you are so into imagining yourself in a broke state and dwell in it,because you feel comfort in it,get a bit uncomfortable dear,you'll endup being comfortable.
You cannot just get comfortable when you are transfered in a new school,new class and the new environment,you first adjust,you go to the school everyday and get used to the new environment then you get comfortable isn't it guys. Manifesting is exactly like this you get in the state of having the desire,it feels uncomfortable,fake,delusional but the more you persist the more you get used to this feeling of knowing. It's not even necessary to be in the state a 24/7,because we are in different state all the time,just when you remember about the desire get in the state or do whatever fulfills you.
No amount of methods won't be useful if you are not even persisting and keep look for 3d validation. To sum up everything all you have to to is persist. Bloggers won't be there for you all the damn time,most of you want to manifest being independent but with a mindset of a dependent person,who are depend on other's for method and doesn't even persist in it then cries,and trauma dump on other's dm.
There is no use of DMing us too you know,we as bloggers are the one end up getting bored or annoyed,because I'm telling y'all legit leave another method and come up with a new one,I have about 50+ dms and asks asking me how to manifest or trauma dumping telling me how they aren't able to manifest,dear of course you won't be able to manifest if you keep looking for validation. I'm not saying that your circumstances aren't that bad,it's probably really hard for you but darling,everyone had faced this challenge,it's hard but learn to ignore the 3D even if it was right on your face. Be stubborn when it comes to manifesting,it took me alot of time as well to adapt that mindset,so I read alot of fanfics where reader gets whatever they want this really got me into the brat mindset,you can also find methods or ways that you help you feel fulfill,I don't care what method you are using JUST DO WHAT FULFILLS YOU NOT ME,I've got alot of asking if they should do or this,you know honey do what you believe is gonna work for you,I'm not the one using that method,i purposely don't even reply because I want you guys to try it out yourselves. That's what every bloggers did too,they learn to trust themselves and their imagination.
OK here, since most of you ask me to help manifest I'm challenging you,for the next two weeks,affirm robotically for your desire,lazy to affirm? You shouldn't be,because majority of you complain about not being able to get in a state and endup saying you'll affirm,then do exactly that.
Wavering? Keep affirming and persist.
Don't believe the affirmations? Keep affirming and persist.
Seeing the opposite? Keep affirming and persist.
Make those affirmation your dominant thought,you will know when it will become your dominant thought when it come up on it's own and you don't get effected by the negative thoughts.
But Chrissy some say affirmation don't work. SO? Keep affirming don't be a weakling just because it didn't work for them doesn't mean it will not work for you,you are not them,you are YOU ,they probably didn't even affirm enough or probably checked their 3D,there are many successful people who affirm Jennifer Lopez,Ice Spice and my fav Taylor Tookes despite being petite she still become a model and even walk on runway and now in cover magazines,if they can do it why can't you,they also affirmed right? Not gonna lie majority of the successful people who are into manifestation are into affirming.
Also log out of X and Tumblr,yes it can be motivating to see success stories or reading motivation but they are of no use,you might see a new post talking about a new method and end up leaving affirming and start following that method. Instead you should've scroll on tiktok,or youtube or making vision board while affirming,it's way easier to then wasting your time here reading posts on same topic written in different ways or perspective. So instead just log out and affirm and PERSIST.
If you are so stubborn about the fact that you can't manifest,then start being stubborn about the fact that you can manifest.
This is now my last post I will be logging out might come to check in sometimes happy manifesting🪷.
#neville goddard#affirmations#law of assumption#manifesting#manifestation#SATS#affirmation#affirming#self concept#loa#law of manifestation
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🎶 itsssss beeennnn 🎶 a hotttt minuuutteeee 🎶 sincccee iveeee went insane on here so let's just get into it yeah
Yall already know what it is
jia + the archer x not strong enough
When the trend first like got popular I was like eeehhhh that's not rlly jia
Haha lol
the archer:
'screaming who could ever leave me darling, but who could stay'
the spiderman curse
Or smth idk HAUSHA the canon events and everyone dyinnnggg
And also her own personal life like her parents didn't even stay soooo
Who would (COUGHCOUGHXOUGHOBJEHUHC)
And while jia isn't like uhhh how do I put it
She's not insecure yet she's also deeply insecure at a more ??? deeper level??? Idk how to say it
Like it's more like "I hate the way I have become because of things I cannot control and the way it makes me FFFFUUCCKING LONELLLYYYY"
but in a sadder way HAHSJS idk she copes by ignoring her problems (js like me fr)
So while at the same time she's like yeah I'm just a person I'm good with it 👍 she's also like what, could anyone possibly see in me to stay (side affects of distant parents!!!! Side note: THISNISNT TRAUMA DUMPING IM FINE)
'cause they see right through me'
They as in all the people she's known and don't know
That doesn't make sense gimme a
Like they as in the people of her city, people within the hq probably, people shes acquainted with, friends with, etc etc etc
They as in all people other jia herself sees right through her and fail to see just *her* per se
And it's probably her own fault tbh I mean she kinda like
Masks it so who's damn fault is that girl 🤷🤷 DAMN
But despite them never truly seeing the her that's incredibly lonely, she'd much rather prefer to keep it that way which then rolls onto the topiccc offffff
'can you see right through me'
okay this is kind of personal interpretation and changing the lyrical meaning to fit her lore BUT IDDDCCCCC IM RUNNING THIS SHOOOWWW LET ME BEEEEE
Y'all already know who this is directed at hirjejkejejkejekejejejjejejejks
hob
HEHIIEHHRBBBBDBBBB
Anyways
Like the last one I said she'd much prefer to keep her self under wraps and ignore the problem
But obviously since I'm FUCKING delusional and SOOOO fucking CRIMGEE ofc he's an exception HHHHHRHBBBHHHHHHHHHHHHHHRB&-!-!
And because he's the only one who's ever really gotten underneath that layer
She was
Sooooioioioooooo
Fucking confused by it
And because she's never addressed her issues properly, she's not used to this and so this line would almost be like
She's BEGGING him to just pllleaaase be like the rest
Please just see through her because this kind of thing has never happened before and she's SCCCCARREEDD to care too much and what if he leaves too and what if it's all for naught and what if what if what i
Girl we get it
But anyways the last line was
'I see right through me'
Would obviously be referring to her own denial to see herself by ignoring 🧚🧚 herrr fuckingnnnn problemmmsss and feeelinngggsss 🎶🎶 cause hey. Why be sad when u can be glad and very very silly
Anyways the next part
'always an angel never a god'
BITCH
I feel so strongly abt this line rn
Obviously I'm on,
Jjk tok and so I kind of got the train of thought from there but
Always an angel never a god cause she can save as many lives as she tries but she can never save all the lives she cares about
Always an angel never a god cause despite being blessed with a power that gives her the parallel of an angel she can never save her world that will inevitably be destroyed by its own deity that granted her that power (since ig angels work under god/gods and so she'd be that angel working under the deity which would be the god and do you get what I mean)
ALWAYS AN ANGEL NEVER A GOD CAUSE WHILE SHE WANTS TO DO SO MUCH GOOD, YET SHES NEVER A GOD BECAHSE SHE DOESMT HAVE THE BENEVOLENCE OF A GOD CAUSE SHE STILL CARRIES THAT SELFISHNESS OF NEVER WANTING TO BE SPIDERGIRL AND HAVING THAG RESPONSIBILITYAJNNNNWNNENEJDD AUAUAYAUUUUUAHGGEEEUUEUEUEUUEUEUE BREAKS DOWN AND STARTS DISNETNTEGRSTING
yeah okay that's all and this is all just personal interpretation btw so it might not match up to its original meaning but HEY
im gonna go draw them hugging now or smth idk bye bye
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Hiii ! 💓,
so i saw your matchup posting thing and im curious sooo, hi again, my name is pierce , im short asf (im 4'11) , my aesthetic is fairy core / grunge , i have two cats (frankie and bingy) ,i love sanrio, i love adventure time , i play the clarinet, im really smart , im traumatized, im very insecure ,im usually the more dominant (not sexually in this setting) one in relationships , last thing :) is that im the biggest child (i enjoy coloring together or cuddling with stuffed animals )
I know I said I wouldn't write for him buuuut I think I've opened my mind to it. Soooo...!
I match you with... Laughing Jack!
Honestly, the man loves that you're so short. Considering the fact that he's literally 8 ft tall. Dude is an absolute giant monster and he adores that you're his cute little partner.
Also the way you dress? Perfect for him. It's just the right amount of whimsical and dark, which matches him right to the T.
He's not really up to date on all of the shows and cutesy stuff you like... But he'll make a conscious effort to learn about it and honestly gets addicted in the process.
He'll somehow get his hands on matching plushies for you two, obviously of your favorite characters. Maybe he made Ben order them or maybe made Toby go steal them from a store, but no matter the way... He'll get them.
LJ seems exactly like the type to enjoy sitting back and listening to you play clarinet. I don't know why, but I just feel like he would love to sit back and listen to you serenade him?? Honestly I don't think he'd care what sort of instrument it was, more the fact that someone (especially someone he loves) is playing for him.
Honestly, he doesn't mind the trauma you carry with you. If anything, he's seen so much of it, that he would understand why it's with you. Would he understand why it effects you so much? Probably not. But he would certainly take time to learn why and what happened.
This would all probably happen over coloring sessions. Which he also LOVES to do btw. So y'all will go through so many damn coloring books. Honestly Sally will get jealous you took her coloring partner away from her. Soooo maybe invite her to join sometime? Not in the trauma dump sessions of course.
You know Jeff loves to take stabs at people (literally and metaphorically). But LJ will be there by your side in an instant when he hears a single pointed comment come out of Jeff's mouth toward you. I honestly think the only reason Jeff would stay alive after his remarks would be because Slender truly needs him and the punishment towards LJ would be just as severe as death.
So don't worry about anyone fucking with you since LJ will be looming over you with the look of warning in his eyes. For how sweet he can be, no one forgets what he's truly capable of.
And last but certainly not least, he doesn't mind your dominant nature. Just as long as you let him protect you and you give him mutual respect in the end, he'd probably let anything slide.
Hope you enjoyed!! Thank you for the request love!
#creepypasta#creepypasta hcs#creepypasta headcannons#creepypasta requests#laughing jack#laughing jack x reader#laughing jack headcanons#laughing jack hcs#creepypasta matchup#creepypasta x reader#matchup#matchups
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POTENTIAL LYRA FANCAST (unofficially)
Ok so I was watching some edits as I do, and all of a sudden I was like “wow she’s really beautiful” “she’s mommy” and then I was like “…. 😨….SHES MOMMY…..SHE COULD BE LYRA!!!”
And ever since I REALLY can’t unsee it, which kinda sucks bc as I’ve stated before I don’t want to set my mind on ANYONE as Lyra until after we get a full description BUT i just REALLY CANT UNSEE IT….
I was talking to @never-enough-novels but she hasn’t responded yet (sorry to shout you out like this lol 😭) and I also don’t think I can keep this to myself so…
This is your ⚠️WARNING⚠️ if you don’t want your perception to be altered and potentially be disappointed if I’m WAYYYY off on this then scroll away
Also if I’m wrong and you are disappointed (which even if I’m wrong I doubt we will be disappointed bc she’s for sure going to be GORGEOUS) you can always blame me for feeding you this idea in the first place, ok. Now without further adieu
I PRESENT MY NON OFFICIAL POTENTIALLY WAY WRONG FANCAST FOR LYRA KANE 🥁🥁🥁🥁
DANIELLE ROSE RUSSELL AKA HOPE MIKAELSON
I know we said no redheads but she’s not ALWAYS a red head 😭
Just tell me that ISNT the SAME STANCE
Also they are both (hopefully potentially) friends with a set of blonde and brunette faternal twins 😭
Idk in my mind it’s just PERFECT I honestly kinda hate myself for even thinking about it bc if I’m totally wrong I might just be a little bit heartbroken because im a huge tvd/to fan (mostly to) and I LOVE Hope Andrea Mikaelson and Danielle rose Russell and like I can clearly picture her being the one to call Grayson demanding answers and calling him an asshole, as well as trauma dumping and also I just see HER being grays endgame too, like I'd even say that I WOULD also describe Danielle as having a voice like honey that's also a bit seductive and husky 😭
Like you don’t understand this potential fan cast is already KILLING ME and I’m sorry if it’s also killing you, so yeah there's that
Let me know what y'all think and again
I'm sorry 😭
#my heart is actually racing at the thought of danielle/hope mikaelson being graysons love interest like im praying the description of her#can even just slightlyatch Danielle so I can just picture her the whole time#if not I'll be ok too but it'll take me some time to get over this head cannon bc it's already buried so deep in my mind#the grandest game#lyra kane#grayson hawthorne#phone girl#the inheritance games#the final gambit#the hawthorne legacy#avery grambs#jameson hawthorne#nash hawthorne#xander hawthorne#the brothers hawthorne
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Sick Mc
Satan, Asmodeus, Beelzebub, Belphegor
You/Your reader
Part 1 !Here!
HEY GUYS IM BACK!! im so sorry it's been like weeks, just had a lot on my plate again but hopefully this makes up for that. And just a little reminder to read my rules before requesting and that requests are open!
Satan
Knows exactly what is happening when you cough and your face falls into a bowl full of cereal.
Immediately picks you up and take you to your room, with a wet cloth on your forehead, both to clean you up and to serve as some comfort.
Satan definitely reads you your comfort novels, it doesn't even matter if it's a genre he doesn't like! And let's you interrupt him whenever.
When you do get better, he takes steps to stop this in the future. Making sure to watch you closely as well as the people you are with, DEFINITELY not out of jealousy and just concern.
Asmodeus
Asmo... is so grossed out! He probably doesn't mind during the beginning stages, when for the most part it's just achy, but your on your own for the rest!
 He lets you take over his room though! Long soaks in the bath tub and TONS of self care items, just cause he feels bad!
You know those like zoom movie night sites? yeah that's how he keeps in touch, you have movie nights. You always pick the movie, and all he does is stare at you, he misses you so much!!
When you do get better, he does not let you go. You are going everywhere with him. His clingy personality basically ten-folds. Y'all facetime when you are in the bathroom
Beelzebub
His intense senses immediately can tell when you're not up to par, so he's pretty on top of things when it starts to show!
He lets you cuddle with the plushies from his Yatagarasu collection, you look so cute with the little guy and it makes you happy!
He definitely spoon feeds you and blows your nose, he knows no boundaries when it comes to you being so helpless, he doesn't even eat the soup!
When you get better you appreciates him so much. Him so easily anticipating your needs and always making sure your comfortable. You give him lots of kisses as thanks!
Belphegor
He is freaking out, he thinks it's history repeating itself, human gets sick, then boom celestial war!
You definitely have to let him trauma dump, with lots of reassurance! Cuddles while he cries and you tell him your not dying and you'll be fine in a few days!
He knows all the best teas for a good, uninterrupted sleep, so you get better faster, plus your weighted blanket of a boyfriend helps a lot!
 When you do get better, Belphie treats you SOOO nice, dates, cuddles sessions, and never leaving your side. He definitely watches you a bit closer tho, making sure your not staying out to long in the cold, and getting enough sleep!
#creams fluff#obey me headcanons#obey me scenarios#obey me shall we date#obey me x reader#creams headcannons#obey me#obey me mammon#obey me barbatos#obey me lucifer#obey me belphegor#obey me satan#obey me asmodeus#obey me beel x mc#obey me beel headcanons#obey me belphie#obey me swd
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yellowjackets 204 thoughts
(no moose, just spoilers below)
not once did ANYONE thought it would be a bad idea for two of your most useful teammates to run around in the wilderness alone???
but we got precrash team canon divergent au, laura lee and lottienat so yknow what y'all were right to be unhinged
NAT CRYING WHEN THEY LOST THE MOOSE???? NAT STILL GETTING OUT OF THE TUB FOR LOT???? NAT AND LOT'S TRUCE???? NAT DEFENDING LISA???? NAT PUTTING A FUCKING FISH IN HER MOUTH FOR LISA????
nat has so, so much love in her. travis is seriously on thin fucking ice if he even raises his voice an octave about javi
oh yeah javi is back. this boy survived on his own for two months and my girlfailure jackie couldnt for two minutes?? my loser (affectionate) fr
WHY did shauna think it was okay to trauma dump on callie!!!!! but callie's seemingly okay and participating in shipman family tradition (being dexterous with a knife) so all's good i guess until pedo cop shows up god i hope shauna peels his skin off
jeff's doing his best to be a good dad. it's cute honestly. i like one man even though he cheated on jackie but fine bygones be bygones or whatever
LOTTIE is just TRYING. still stuck in her grief over laura lee, her trauma from the wilderness and life post-rescue, trying to save the girls and herself. they could never turn me against you, my poor baby girl
nobody is allowed to talk shit about taissa im so serious. she's so confused, scared and lost. all she wants is to be okay.
tai seeing through van's request to scope the area even though she didn't believe the mumbo jumbo??? anyone who calls her self centered and narcissistic has to line up outside my door because i will start firing.
tai loves van so much that she's willing to see van's side of things even though it makes no sense to her. and van loves tai so much that she's adamant on tai having faith in the church of lottie so that tai doesn't have to suffer.
misty and walter are like the overly paranoid version of sherlock and watson. they are made for each other. y'all feed off each other's unmedicated energy
also ben defeating the dying allegations??? man is just on ao3 in his imagination
mari is so fucked though. why tf is she still hearing dripping sounds. girl just tune it out, we still need you here in bitch island!!
FUCKING LAUREN AMBROSE. FUCKING MILF DUDE. RENT WAS DUE BECAUSE HOW DID SHE MASSIVELY SLAY THE 30 SECONDS SHE WAS IN
lastly, first we had to deal with the shit in the bucket NOW THE MISSING MEAT. mark my words, these are all connected.
#and NOW that tawny confirmed taivan break up post-rescue....#i need ao3 to temporarily SHUTDOWN from the massive influx of taivan fics this weekend#yellowjackets#yj#rambles
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Can we hear about the deaddove shigadabispinner WIP you mentioned?
(This is referring to a fic I mentioned on main last week and I'm late af answering this. Sorry im fuckin lazy lmao)
Tbh there's not much of a wip, I'll be real with y'all. When i said it was a concept based on vibes I meant it. There's handful of scenes written, but it's mainly noncon and toxic shigadabi. At this point we barely have an actual outline besides sone rough bullet points and we haven't introduced Spinner yet. Tbf, it's being written my two of my headmates that are kinda messed up and they're just in there being mentally ill. I dunno what's being done with it.
And when I say shigadabi is toxic in this, I mean they're toxic. Like
And that's just snippets, that's outside that's not even including the dubcon hate sex and trafficking scenes. They toxic toxic.
I'm trying to brainstorm more and work in an actual plot besides "look at this fucked up shit" but as of right now I have exactly 3 scenes and they're 1) dubcon blowjob, 2) trafficking followed by Shigaraki being a dick to Dabi while he's having an episode on the floor, and 3) Dabi being a dick to Shigaraki after he cuts himself, trauma dumping about his own cutting, then them getting into a fight and Tomura threatening to kill him so like. There's not much going right now for it besides fucky shit
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S3 Ep 6 Thoughts (AHS Coven)
Okay long flashbackkkk lets go
the intro music for all the seasons always hits idk why
YES ZOE WRANGLE THE GIRLS INTO HELPING YOU FIGURE OUT WHAT HAPPENED TO MADISONNNN
ouija board time :]
NO GIRLS DONT BE SCARED QUEENIE NAN DONT FAIL US LIKE THISSSS
cordelia! dump the mans ass! men are BAD cheating men are WORSE you went BLIND and he does this to you? begone thot
oh my god poor zoe finding madisons dead body FIONA WHY DID YOU KILL HERRRR DUMB WITCH
yes zoe! torture spalding!
OH MY GODDDD MISTY DAY LOML <3 LOOK AFTER KYLE YES YES <3
kyle is my zombie bf y'all
wait kyle nO don't murder the radio it did nothing to you! we get that ur traumatized but dont break stevie nicks :(
OMG YAY ZOE CAME TO TAKE MISTY AND KYLE BACK TO THE COVEN TO SAVE MADISON
madisons back bbg
CORDELIAS CHEATING BF IS A WITCH HUNTER??? HELL NAH
honestly misty so fair that shes not taking kyle, my poor swamp witch gf
misty getting bad vibes in the house girl this is american horror story it doesnt get better from here
WHO IS CORDELIA GEYTING ALL SEXY FOR maybe i just dont remember this man
madison babys awakeeeeee (and ofc she remembers her 2 teen choice awards how cool of her)
OH CORDELIA WAS JUST GETTING READY FOR BED BUT THERES A RANDOM MAN IN HER ROOM WITH AN AXE??? OH HELL NAH
oh shit he knows she's a witch oh fuck
OH HES A CRAZY BATHSIT GHOST WHO WANTS TO BE RELEASED FROM THE HOUSE!?!??!?
SIR STOP SWINGING THE AXE AT MY POOR GIRL
YEAH ZOE CAST THOSE SPELLLSSSSSSS
NAN QUEENIE AND ZOE WORKING TOGETHERRR <3
yeah BEGONE get cast away bitch
okay back to fiona bitch whats going on with you
oh her hairs falling out! Oh she has cancer!
Chug that cocktail girl it might be the last one you have left
oh ew spirit guys back? why's hetrying to flirt with old fiona here?
END OF EPISODE????
thoughts: okay this was a very chaotic episode - very scattered, cutting to different characters a lot, but like im understanding more of it. zoe was VERY interested in what could have happened to madison, and girlie was determined to help her - nan and queenie were scared to mess with the ouija board but like it helped them find madisons dead body so woo??? I kinda want them to let zoe's powers play into the series a bit more, since they've focused on nan's ability to hear people's thoughts and queenie's voodoo doll energy. what else ummmm Oh it was great to see misty and kyle, but we kinda see how kyle's reacting to the trauma of his mom by lashing out at misty when he's bathed. i rlly want zoe to take more care of him tho, since misty's kinda given up. RIP the fleetwood mac radio. a shame that misty didnt stay at the coven house though! cordelia's rlly going through it with the blindness, her husband cheating on her AND a spirit trying to hurt her??? poor girl! Rest in piss starling although you kinda suck. And fuck fiona bro, she can go die of old age! imagine killing madison just because she's about to take your place as head witch!
#kay watches ahs: coven#i know i didnt talk about murder house or asylum enough but im doing this thing where i get all my thoughts out about the show now#so heres my documented thoughts on each episode
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thoughts on the doctor who special
so this list got way too long i guess i think a lot while watching things
oh the bright side my irl friends haven't gotten spammed with 80 million messages, just the internet people :) :)
read at your own risk
david tennant! !!!!!!!!!!
what's he doing in space why are they talking to us this is so stupid i love it sm
lol the first thing they do is give him like three sequential heart attacks LEAVE HIM ALONE HE ONLY HAS TWO
wow rose is pretty
donna i'm pretty sure you have supernatural abilities at this point, how the hell do you miss everything
donna why would you give away the money (i know exactly why you gave away the money it's perfectly in character for you but also WHY)
oh no where's wilfred
go off donna beat those kids' ass
these kids are thinking they're the main characters in a sci fi show (don't tell them) they're gonna get themselves killed
girliepop that is a strange creature and you (collective) have had multiple invasions in the last twenty years don't trust it just because it's got big eyes you will get killed
both roses have trusted a creature that they probably shouldn't have just because it acted like a victim. like I can't be mad because I means they have Compassion and other nice things but cmon. common sense. please. im literally begging u.
woah did thirteen upgrade the screwdriver (i need to catch up with the other doctors after 10) thats cool
so they know all the doctor's regenerations cause timey wimey stuff
14 over here trauma dumping on this random ginger lady with cool hair
"best friend in the whole wide universe i absolutely love her" that is the sweetest thing i have ever heard
woah it's the time vortex
wait why does the time vortex have arms now
when your wheelchair saves your life
they're covering their eyes like the sun episode is it the creepy vaporization light???
i Do Not Trust the meep
"he's so cute" finally someone with common sense who also doesn't trust the meep
turn around Shawn trust me your life will be so much simpler if you turn around right now
"ferret"? omg it's draco malfoy
who is Nerys what did she do i'm so intrigued now spill the tea sis
no not wilfred :(
yay wilfred
smh doctor you are a disaster magnet
OMG HE CAN RESONATE CONCRETE :D :D :D
your poor neighbors? y'all's just gonna break into their homes? aren't the aliens gonna follow you? into other people's homes? who's gonna fix the walls? why are the houses touching is this a uk thing?? also that's not how bricks work but who even questions anything in this show there's a giant furbie and bug aliens dueling it out imma just roll with it
donna's mum is so done with the doctor's shit i'm so sorry ma'am
once again, nobody's gonna question the B&E you've got going on? no one?
ooh that's a nice door
are we completely sure he can drive a car? i mean look at how he drives the tardis I would not trust him near my car in a million years
THANK you doctor I totally called it the oversized furbie is not your friend why do they always trust the first alien that tells them a sob story
i'd be a good companion i would actually notice the obvious before it kills everyone sometimes characters are really dumb or maybe that's just the plot armour
he has a washington wig now what is going on 🤣
living sun I knew the mind control light was familiar
the living sun went crazy did they fuck smth up last time???? or is it just a species
did it really just say "Beep of all Meeps" what even is this show 🤣
omg david youre so cute
honestly he was asking to be knocked out
Shawn and Rose must be so confused. an alien shows up. donna's mum is very insistent about how it's not real. random guy from downtown shows up. claims to have two hearts. knows wilf. has a magic screwdriver. breaks into multiple houses with them. aliens are attacking. strange man holds a court session in an underground car park. strange man gets knocked out and you are all put in a creepy government van.
donna here finally asking some reasonable questions
"i don't know him" two seconds later: *exchanging looks*
donna found herself a good man
not even in this new body for 24 hours and he's already getting so much head trauma
'a great day for meepkind' didn't you say you're the last. great day for you you mean.
oh they're gonna join wheelchair ginger lady
OMG THERE SHE IS
ROCKET LAUNCHERS
according to subtitles her name is shirley its very fitting like a sherley temple
THE DOCTOR OMG THAT WAS THE FIRST TIME EVER
oh hey its the room hes floating in that one pic
"Love the running."
respect for david just casually climbing up a wall i could never
besties fr
give this man a break hes so sad
that one random kid is having the time of his life
is she really gonna chew him out for taking her memories girliepop the world is ending
theyre just making up words now
WHY does he ALWAYS lose the ONE PERSON that can UNDERSTAND HIM like THIS its the SAME. FRAKING. POSITION. EVERY. FREAKING. TIME.
just take it away agin
NO DONNA
why is this face so suicidal its actually concerning
ROSE YES
The Master's back again I'm calling it now
"Enigmatic, that is textbook enigmatic."
Crowley voice coming out
As a viewer I'm cackling as a writer i'm confused but I'll just let it go
wink wink wink
see what i did there
Shirley is just "yep regular tuesday this is normal i'm gonna get such a pay bonus OO BUBBLES"
rose: I wanna see! Doctor: yes! Donna: NO! Doctor: I mean no, that's what I said, no.
BESTIES THEYRE SO CUTE
Shawn: Yeah. True. But he's obviously a gay fruitcake so we're fine.
doctor is so offended he's like "what am i not a threat anymore wdym im totally attractive :( :( :("
woah the tardis changed I dont like it
most ADHD doctor ever
OOOO the round things change colors now
BEST
IES
because every time he visits with the family, donna, he loses them. he lost you and it killed him, so its gotta be a big goodbye.
Not even ten minutes and you've broken it, I mean relaly doctor give her a break
the tardis deserves better than this trainwreck of a time lord
"We CoUlD eNd Up AnYwHeRe In AlL oF tImE aNd SpAcE" bro don't pretend for one second that you know where/when you're going on a regular day. 90% of episodes are "oh hey lets go somewhere unknown and see what happens" or "oops the tardis is bringing me somewhere weird" or "oops I messed up this wasn't where/when I meant to go"
#doctor who#dw spoilers#spoilers#the star beast#dont know what else to tag it as i never do sorry in advance
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sorry for saying u basic i was trying to be funny i hope y'all know that oh wow im hopeless lol 😭😭😭
#actually autistic#adhd#neurodivergency#dyslexia#dislexia#(<- for the dyslexia peeps who can't spell dyslexia)#Yall have my respect#discalculia#ocd#depression#anxiety#autism#epilepsy#polls#DID#Sorry if I tagged things wrong
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Imma tell y'all a story lol be warned I'm for real trauma dumping but I'm telling it as a joke bc it's so sad it's funny. (to me at least.. looking back at it... it's kind of just for real sad but I'm still laughing.)
warning: bullying, bad body image, bad relationship with food, mentions of depression.
Ok so I've been plus size pretty much my entire life, and I'm built like my father sooo I am really tall and pretty wide, so I don't have what society generally deems a feminine frame. So I've always had kind of an unhealthy relationship with food and I've never really liked my body because I was bullied for it pretty much my entire childhood.. someone literally told me in high school that they thought I was a lesbian (I'm not) because of the way my body was shaped... wtf.. any wayyyy.. so on to the moral of my story... I will never forget this, I was sitting in a silent study hall period my freshman year, I was having a terrible experience at school and I was extremely depressed. LMAO anywayyy homecoming was coming up and I didn't think anyone was going to ask me but I still had hope.. well this guy I had a crush on at the time was sitting next to me and he was snickering with his friends and I was getting nervous sort of knowing they were whispering and laughing about me. Well one of the boys who I had never talked to before tapped me on the shoulder and said "Hey Brit, do you want to go to homecoming with me." and I was thinking to myself "how does he even know my name. he's one of the cool kids" (his name was Jackson). Well before I even had a chance to answer he yelled "sike" and I immediately had tears in my eyes. He said it loud enough that the whole class heard and started laughing... so I grabbed my shit, told my teacher I was going to the counseling office and left... lmao moral of the story is im almost 20... I've never had a boyfriend
I havent had a real first kiss
I've never held anyone's hand romantically
I've never been on a date...
And I physically don't believe it is possible for me lmao I'm still so scarred from the way boys treated me when I was younger they physically repulse me
All this to say, I have emotionally long moved on from that, but there is a reason why present me cannot date... I am always paranoid that I am being fucked with in some way LMFAO.
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Sorry for the trauma dumping posts y'all im going through it
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Tumblr gets all the new tea on my crush situation okay, I need to freak out SOMEWHERE
Okkkkaaaayyyyy, sooooooo we went on a cute lil walksieeeee today. Ehem, he invited me to his (parent's) house waaayy out in the mountains so we could go look for one of my favorite Alaskan birds, the dipper. It was beautiful and he seems like he comes from a very healthy, happy, WELL OFF family. Love that for hiiiimmm.
My intention this time was to be vulnerable and open upppppp, UGH so i orgaannniically tried lol to talk about my weekend and all these big life reflections I've been having with like coming into a new stage of my life of healthy love and safetyyyy in myself, in my home, around me etc. being careful not to trauma dump but like give some context of like. Heeyy, I grew up in unhealthy environments where it trained me to be some typa way that isn't healthy in this part of my life and I'm working to release!!!!!! Which was great to like. Let that off my chest?? And also give space for hiiimmm to open up. THEN WE SPENT. A SOLID LIKE FIVE HOURS (again hah) hanging out just chatting, doodling, and listening to vinyls together. Aaaah, yeah so
THE CONCLUSION IS Y'ALL. THIS IS A NEW EXPERIENCE FOR ME GUYS. IM SO PROUD OF ME. THIS ALL WAS SO HEALTHY. like I took it slow and was mindful and comfortable and like. I was brave and struggled yes to open up but didn't force myself and let it just like come to me.
And despite my rational brain knowing it went well, the emotional side is used to those previous unhealthy relationships where a "good" date leads to sex so that's something to adjust from. This discomfort, this feeling of oh maybe it wasnt a good date, comes from unfamiliarity. Unfamiliarity is good because it means this is healthy, not a repeating pattern, and I'm changing. It /was/ a good time, and healthy dudes can keep it in their pants lmao to actually build stable foundations with someooonnneee. This was sweet, we both like to linger and it's was like an awkward goodbye of like hmm I don't want you to go but I guess you should tehe.
Ahh, guys the longer this goes on the more wild it is. Exciting!!! Though, I'm just expecting it to pitter patter out at any time but like... wow what a concept. A healthy relationship that I asked for. Stable. Consistent. Slow growth. Like safe and predictable iiisshh.
#a DUMP y'all#what is this#a diary entry lol#yeah basically#WE LOVE THE GROWTH SOMEONE CELEBRATE WITH ME#personal
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