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randomshenaniganery · 1 year

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I blame barbie for my love of ballet shoes

guess which elf im drawing with just this

#the silmarillion #silmarillion art #silm #the silmarillion ballet #im doing it #im going crazy #and my hand is going numb #fanart #tolkien #JRR Tolkein #middle earth #tolkien elves

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kaddyssammlung · 5 months

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#I'm going to write a few things here...yes in here actually #I feel so weird...I'm very dissociated at the moment...I can't feel my hands..they are damn numb but also in general just so far gone today #that is all I guess...now back to our strange dancing ballerina XD #sleep token #sleep token worship

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sunnycanwrite · 7 months

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stop carpeting stores! I swear it's so gross, stains never come out, and my wheelchair can't move an inch on the filthy ground. I went to the mall with my partner today. We always enter through the arcade for the: handicap parking and restroom. But it takes extra long to get through due to the carpet. Like I have no momentum until we get to the very small area of tile.

Honestly that's not my only pet peeve its also improperly paved sidewalks. That are tilted, hard to move on, jagged, a safety risk in more than one way. Curbs that are hard to get over leaving me in the middle of the road before during traffic.

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dumbf1sketches · 5 months

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Right, that's it, never drawing again. Truly cursed Oscar within.

If I had to see it, you have to see it

I'm still trying to figure out his face, so I'm just doing tons of little speed sketches, and I thought he looked like a lil Pokémon trainer with his cap. Obv the heart eyes are for Lando

Also yes I'm just posting this because I want to talk in the tags lol.

Edit: I got a very lovely but very (sweetly) aggressive ask telling me to stop putting my art behind cuts 🫠🫠 I'm sorry I am just.... Not good at thinking nice things about my drawings and thinking that less people will see it makes me feel better about posting

#SPEAKING of never drawing again #i got a date for my hand surgery today!#but since i have covid they have to push it out at least another 6 weeks so i can go under general anaesthetic #I'll be getting that sweet Danny Ric scar but also maybe feeling back in my fingers for the first time in 9 years #if i haven't seared all the nerve endings off already using my numb hand to take pizzas out of the oven lol #oscar piastri #my art

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0ffisially0ll0 · 2 years

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*pukes rainbows onto this*

#first thing I come back from the hospital with a numb hand I this is what I drew #ngl the placement of things are fucked up and I forgot alot of details so #its 11am im going back to sleep again snork mimimimi #fnaf sb #fnaf #fnaf security breach #moondrop #five nights at freddy's security breach #five nights at freddy's #fnaf moon #fnaf 9 #fnaf daycare attendant #fnaf moon animatronic #fnaf moondrop #my art #OH YEAH i was inspired to draw this from a illustration from a game called muse dash I took ALOT of inspo from them #this is me just slapping it onto moondrop #screw you numb hands for making this harder to draw im already bummed out by my diagnosis sidkff

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ultramagni · 2 months

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your magnus art makes me think of paper mario

i love it and i think this shiuld be a thing. Super Paper Ultra Magnus Deluxe.

i tried but the artsyle is hella hard 😭😭

#yes i did get lazy with the arms and hands #but in my defense my own hands were going numb lol #yap

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mousethe · 1 year

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i like to imagine peppino's patience with fakey is like. the ultimate sign he actually adores him.

#mouse's art #peppino spaghetti #fake peppino #pizza tower #i plugged in my damn tablet because i got sick of drawing with a mouse #i actually dont want my hand to go numb thank you i got blorbos to draw

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mamawasatesttube · 9 months

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what would u say it takes for a fic to get kon's tone correctly? or like. what things do u feel make the tone Wrong? (if u can put it into words ik this is a very vague question LMAO)

so in essence you are asking me to distill kon as a character. i will attempt to do this, but preemptively be warned i will likely be rambling.

there are a few things about kon that always stand out to me. i draw a lot on sb94 for his overall character, with sb11 and adventure comics to guide his character arc. to me, he is, in no particular order:

incredibly smart

but exceedingly hard on himself,

and prone to self-deprecation.

silly and goofy! a geek-ass loser!!

full of joie de vivre!

deeply, deeply passively suicidal.

quick to anger (mostly when younger)

but even quicker to cool off and apologize if necessary.

too quick, even. very forgiving of anything done to him, no matter how fucked up, if he thinks the person is genuinely sorry.

kind. kind. kind. kind. he wants to believe in everyone.

prone to naivety, because of it. (again, especially when younger.)

ready and willing to destroy himself if it helps someone else even a little bit. a bleeding heart that maybe bleeds too much.

deeply, deeply caring. about everyone. especially the folks nobody else really cares about.

pretty introspective (post-death and resurrection).

passionate. he does not do anything by halves.

haha silly!!! jokester!!! star trek time!!! wahoo!!!

so as you can see, he is a character built on contradiction. he loves life, but he's been suicidal since day one. he's a lot smarter than anyone, including himself, gives him credit for - he might not be the best strategist out there, but his creativity and ability to think on his feet are phenomenal! he's deeply kind to the core and yet worries about who he is, because he can't see himself how anyone else does. i could go on. it's about the contradictions - the kontrast, if you will.

in terms of fic writing, character voice, and tone: imagine a boy in the basement of a fucked up science lab surrounded by the frozen-in-stasis corpses of his twelve would-be brothers, the clones before him that didn't pan out. he is white-knuckling his gloves. he is repeating to himself, but i stay silly :3!! but i stay silly :3!! but i stay silly :3!! but i stay--

this, too, is about the kontrast. denial and humor are his best friends and his favorite coping mechanisms.

to me, i guess a fic gets kon right if it understands he is an unreliable fucking narrator. he's incredibly repressed. he just denies it all and pretends he's fine because he can joke it off. he stays silly!! X3!! but he's a genuinely sweet and thoughtful guy. he does all the farm chores for ma kent without being asked, loves his dog, has nightwing merch (a zine, specifically, from the looks of it) in his room, and physically is incapable of shutting up about star trek. he's a geek. he's silly. he's loving. he's deeply sad. he's a walking talking identity crisis.

also wrt fic writing. i mean i know saying this is a lost cause because anyone bothering to read a long post about kon isn't the kind of person writing fics that don't actually treat him as his own character, but. he is not fucking scared of bruce wayne oh my god. i will forever yell about these pages from sb94 #85 aka what might be my fav issue in the entire run:

he doesn't stand for anyone being unjust, even if it's his bestie's mentor who he respects a lot!! even if he's a little nervous he tells bruce off and demands better from him!!! (granted, i also think this is some of my least favorite bruce writing ever - i don't like him sounding like a kkk manifesto someone hit find and replace on when he talks about metas, and i don't for the life of me understand why so many of his "fans" continue to eat that up and then shit it out in the year 2023, but that's getting off topic.)

ALSO. HE LOVES AND RESPECTS CLARK SO FUCKING MUCH. that's another thing fics get wrong. he does NOT resent clark for "not being around" and he does NOT tolerate anyone talking shit about him!! clark is his favorite guy. he idolizes him!! yes, he's sometimes sad about wanting to be closer to him, but never communicates this (and, again, this is also an editorial mandate). if kon was going to blame anyone for their relationship not being what he wants it to be, IT IS HIMSELF!!!! he does this literally on page in sb94, when he finds out clark has a secret identity and isn't superman all the time. he blames himself for not being someone superman would have wanted to confide in sooner. he is REALLY GOOD at blaming himself for things. he would never in his LIFE blame clark.

in conclusion. please enjoy this incredibly roumd krypto snoozing next to him in lena luthor's house. thank you for your time ♥

#answers #boudicca #god i could keep going i really could i didnt even touch on his actual character arc from baby -> post sb11 #or on my opinion on the way to handle the lex retcon in a way thats actually in character #but my right hand is starting to go numb again so i think i need to stop for the sake of it not hurting too bad #and i guess i have already made other posts on those ... somewhere #rambles #kon

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grumpyoldsnake · 8 months

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One of these days. One of these days, I will figure out what the hell makes the tipping point beyond which either a) there’s socialization that I feel insulated from and kind of numb about and too tired to pursue, or b) socialization where the very notion of so much as expressing one (1) internal thought or emotion suffuses my whole body with adrenaline and blaring Nope instincts.

#don’t get me wrong I think I *do* feel fairly Normal about. idk. a good portion of my social interactions #enough that I can go about my daily life just fine #but the numb times and the freeze-or-flight times are always Mightily inconveniently timed #with regards to actually forming new friendships #and there’s a certain threshold of Acknowledging that I Personally Exist where it *all* becomes freeze-or-flight fffff #(it goes like this: I start to think ‘it’d be kind of neat if—‘)#(and then I consider the actual logistics of getting TO the If. and one way or another — fear or tiredness — it becomes ‘ah. right. nvm.’)#(and then if it’s a bad day I have the further thought that the If probably wouldn’t be fulfilling for other involved parties anyway)#(which is. self defeating in the extreme and a distortion and I know it. >_>)#(but it’s ALSO objectively true on some specific axis and like. mm. some nights finding that balance is hard I guess)#(on the one hand not putting myself down but on the other hand being realistic about what I need vs. what other people need)#(and the fact that there are just some types of socialization that just aren’t a good fit for me)#(and that I can’t be for or have with other folk without burning out spectacularly)#life flails #mental health flails #my stuff #complaining

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autopsytableromance · 24 days

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Who is going to talk about the pop punk to mania pipeline.

#undiscovered research opportunities #I can tell how close I am to a manic episode by how many times i listen to bipolar baby by forever the sickest kids.#unrelated my leg is bouncing so fast it’s going numb lol #jack we are holding hands forever

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bonetrussle · 3 months

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Enid Blood-moon Wolf Matron wife companion piece to that sk Wednesday face I did because... i thought she felt alone looking murderous on her own and felt sad. besides, I've been drawing a ton for what my friend and I have planned for our fic, so uh... expect this to pop up sometime in the far future. oh and, the fic this is based on is called fools rush in.

#wenclair #Enid Sinclair #fools rush in #my art #i mean we've already written the first drafts for the last act of the fic plus additional future sequel one shot continuations #the challenge is... finishing chapter one heh #i feel like someone should slap me #you can pry high femme buff enid sinclair from my cold dead numb hands #also i tried to color this but my hands hurt and started to go too numb again so i just quit before it got worse!

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scouting4love · 7 months

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I don't like working...but I do make the silliest little doodles there

#all these warm ups and my hand is STILL going numb #my job is so fun and special u can ask what i do lol #usagi yojimbo #usagi chronicles #miyamoto usagi #yamamoto yukichi #jei #keiko #theres something so special abt a jei and yukichi relationship based on one single interaction #come join me in the life raft thats abt to collapse it's real fun

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goodtimeswithgrian · 1 year

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i've been wondering how common hand stretching before drawing is among artists. bonus question: did you go to art school, and if so, were you taught to stretch your hands before drawing there?

#i've noticed i have polls on this acc so i'm going to use it to see how many of you are doing carpal tunnel prevention #no but seriously i have both carpal tunnel (right) and cubital tunnel (left) and doing hand stretches before drawing #not only made it possible for me to do long drawing sessions without my hands going numb #but also made it possible for me to actually jump straight into drawing and be more time efficient #answering my own bonus question if anyone's interested: i'm self taught #i wasn't accepted into an art school because my art sucked LMAO and instead i took the life sciences path #so i started stretching on my own #szad.txt #poll

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daisychainsandbowties · 2 months

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help they shut the café in the building i haunt before classes because it’s reading week i will cry

#🥺 when all i would like is some tea?#well…. you know what we have to do now lads 🫡#grab a monster energy😌#BIG kick casper energy in the room today though my hands and feet keep going numb 🫠🫠

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yinyuedijun · 2 months

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i could perhaps provide a little advice for the previous anon since i’m also learning chinese through english! be warned that i am taking it as a course in college and i do live in china so there are certain things i picked up without actually studying for it!

some resources: for textbooks, the one i use is “integrated chinese”, i believe it has multiple books in the series, it starts very simple and has the dialogues recorded as videos so you can always practice through them.

also here are some instagram accounts that post free educational videos and daily phrases, some of them also share resources sometimes: @avenxiangmandarin, @nerudalingchinese, @gegethejing, @marcelowang0527, @sandychengchinese, @mandarinmelon

for me the most useful part wasn’t studying it in class, but exposure to the language, and i think it also helps to record yourself practicing the tones and going back to see where you’re going wrong is helpful!

i hope any of this is useful!! 加油！

posting this for anon - thank you art!!!! this is super extensive and tbh helpful for ME loll I should grab some of those textbooks

the point about recording yourself and practicing the tones is super important actually. I'd like to add that just from seeing my friends trying to learn the language, I think tones are actually what english speakers struggle with the most (since the characters are just memorization and the grammar is uncomplicated at a conversational level).

in the absence of an irl mandarin speaker to help with tones, I unironically would recommend genshin/hsr on chinese audio to help get an ear for the tones LOOOOL - @/kitsunabi made a really good point about the repetition of the voice lines being valuable to learners. try to look up the voice lines in mandarin with pinyin, and listen to how the characters say it!

#yueshuo.asks #my hand is going numb but i must help my fellow mando learners 💀#asks.art

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aceofstars16 · 3 months

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It’s 7:30 in the morning and I’m exhausted but I don’t know if I’ll be able to fall asleep again any time soon….

It’s like I was *just* starting to heal from having my heart and trust shattered 3 years ago, and now it’s happening all again, only this time I don’t have the church to go to for comfort/prayer/encouragement. And instead of a friendship I had for 2-3 years, it’s a church I’ve been going to for TWENTY TWO YEARS

I feel like I’m living in the twilight zone, this can’t actually be happening, right?

(I’m not okay, I keep crying and I just want to wake up from this nightmare)

#I don’t even know what to tag this as I just can’t #I was literally just telling my counselor that I feel like I’ve never had the ‘years of plenty’#only the suffering and trials…and now this happens to seem to confirm that #and it doesn’t help that I was already having trouble trusting the leader after last year #and now it’s like a big ‘I told you’ from my brain which isn’t gonna help me trust anyone in the future #I was already having a hard time taking chances and trying to trust again ans NOW THIS #I know I should at least try to sleep again I just…I don’t even know anymore #I’m not even gonna tag this as any normal stuff tbh #how about just #aceo get her heart broken again #not to mention I’m terrified I’m going to fallback into the numb empty depression pit I only just kind of got out of #and faith? bro I understand how people left the church or faith cause it is HARD to differentiate between the church and God #I’m still trying to pray and stuff I just feel so empty and I can’t do this again #it doesn’t help that the church claimed that they felt ‘lead’ to this crappy situation whatever THAT means #I only heard it second hand tbh…I just…can this stop please? can this all just be a horrible dream that I wake up from? please

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