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#and i was watching a cute drama before bed but didn’t know it would have that effect???
permanentreverie · 1 month
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just woke up from a dream that i was holding someone’s hand. how am i to continue on.
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erospandemos · 5 months
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Winter's mission
Aespa Winter x Reader
Winter finds your secret diary and most importantly, your secret bucket list. Upon the discovery, she decides to fulfil every possible desire. The problem, however, is that every aspiration revolves around Winter herself.
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Minjeong and you agreed to do a marathon to watch the whole drama you had both been saving up to watch. Your friend came to your house right before lunch so you could start eating with the first episode. It was just like the other times: she promised she wouldn’t get too invested and after two episodes she’d start screaming from frustration when the main leads were this close to kissing but backed away. You’d be laughing and she’d be yelling at you because it was a serious matter.
In the late afternoon, Minjeong got hungry. She begged you to get her favorite snack, the pepero sticks. You bought them two weeks ago and put them somewhere in your kitchen but didn’t remember at all. Still, your friend wanted one thing and one thing only. You tried to refuse but when she showed you her googly eyes and puffed her cheeks, you gave in. She was just too cute.
So you stood up and reluctantly made your way to the kitchen.
However, you made a big mistake by leaving the room without checking the stuff on your table, most notably your diary. Minjeong saw it clearly, the weathered journal peeking out from under a pile of books on the bedside table. She knew it wasn’t a notebook because she’d been your friend long enough to have memorized all your preferences and you were too cheap to buy such a nice diary.
Curiosity piqued, she hesitated for a moment to think if she should do it or not. She chewed her lower lip, with a light sense of guilt. You were gone to find some hidden and forgotten snack, so it should have been long enough—she had enough time. The more she waited, the more dangerous it was. 
Minjeong made up her mind. She lifted the books and took out the notebook. She sat cross-legged on your bed, ready to reveal your secrets. As she contemplated opening it, a rush of adrenaline hit her veins, causing her heart to quicken and her muscles to tense up. She hasn’t even read a single letter yet but sweat was already dripping down her back.
“I probably shouldn't be doing this, but... what's the harm?” she whispered to herself, sighing deeply. “Okay, just a peek. It won’t hurt anyone.”
Minjeong took one last deep breath, her fingers trembling slightly as she started to open the diary. The creak of the leather seemed to echo in the room, she was alone. She started reading the entries, a mix of doodles, random thoughts, and personal reflections. 
Some of the pages only had silly ramblings like how you noticed a game’s sale too late and had to pay 5 dollars more. Minejong giggled lightly but the adrenaline was still there. Her breathing became shallow, her gaze scanning the words on the page. As she flipped through the pages, she stumbled upon an entry that caught her off guard.
She raised her eyebrow as she started reading it: 
SATURDAY 21 OCTOBER, 2023 I’m pretty sure Minjeong is playing with my heart. She’s been acting a lot more touchy lately. She was hugging my arm, hugging me and constantly touching me. She hugged me before as well since we’re friends but it just feels different these days. It’s probably because I’m a boy and she’s a girl. Even if we’ve been friends for a long time, she’s too cute for me to ignore. I think I like her. My heart beats faster when she’s around. I get nervous and fidgety. I’ve never felt like this before. It’s quite weird.
Winter's cheeks flushed with a mixture of surprise and excitement. Her curiosity took over her, she had to know. She had to know more. 
TUESDAY 7 NOVEMBER, 2023 I almost had a heart attack when I saw Minjeong with someone else. They were acting so friendly and I just felt my heart shrink. I’m not attractive compared to them. Maybe I should go to the gym. But that wouldn’t change my face, would it? Dear Diary, I really really like her.
“Wait, this is all about me?” Minjeong whispered to herself. She skimmed through the stupid entries and found even more pages about herself. She covered her mouth, blushing madly. “Oh my… I had no idea.” She couldn’t help but smile and continue flipping through the pages.
TUESDAY 14 NOVEMBER, 2023 Minjeong is back at it again. I’ve met her eyes a couple of times today and it was simply enchanting. The way her face lit up when our eyes connected mate my heart skipped a beat. She looks honest. Happy and amazing. I wish I could see her eyes every day, see every feeling in her pupils, knowing she wouldn’t be afraid to hide anything from me. Of course, I’d do the same. Minjeong is already a great friend, she’d be a great girlfriend as well. I thought about confessing for the first time. It was really a stupid thought. There is no way someone like her would accept me. I’m just a bum. I don’t even like myself, why would she? Eventually, someone will come and take her away, I just have to accept it. I love you, Minjeong.
WEDNESDAY 22 NOVEMBER, 2023 Am I a pervert for looking at Minjeong’s legs? My eyes were glued to her thighs. Maybe for a couple of minutes. Yeah, that’s definitely too much.
Minjeong glanced down at her shorts and bear legs and suddenly she felt too exposed. She regretted wearing such revealing clothes.
MONDAY 27 NOVEMBER, 2023 I want to love Minjeong properly. She’s such a perfect girl. I want her to feel loved. I’d cuddle and hug her a lot if she was my girlfriend. I daydreamed in class instead of listening to the literature lesson and this thought came to me: Minjeong backhugging me. That’s it. That’s the thought. It was enough to make me a blushing mess. Dear Diary, I have a problem.
Minjeong didn’t feel exposed anymore, she just felt warm and flustered. “You silly…” Minjeong said. She glanced around, making sure no one was watching, then hugged the diary close to her chest. “I never knew you felt this way…”
Fearing that you might be coming back, Minjeong thought that she had read enough and it was time to put it away. She just stood up and was about to put the diary back on the desk when a piece of paper fell out. It looked like it was sandwiched between the hardcover and the last page. She picked it up from the ground and read it.
BUCKET LIST Go on a date with Minjeong (skating?) Watch the starry sky Touch Minjeong’s cheeks Top marks Try skiing Confess Kiss MinHold Minjeong’s hand
Minjeong didn’t have the time to put it away when she heard your steps. She just stuffed the diary under the books and kept the paper in her pocket.
Minejong quickly recollected herself. She straightened out the few messy strands and the wrinkled clothes. She took a deep breath and shook off the agitation, anything could have been suspicious in your eyes. You weren’t dumb—although you weren’t exactly smart either—so Minjeong had to be extra careful. That said, she had to think of a way to put the little paper back in place because surely you would have noticed the next time you were going to write about how fantastic the latest wrestling match you watched was.
“Here you go,” you said, throwing Minjeong the box of pepero. “You had me looking everywhere for those… fortunately they were still good.”
Minjeong smiled, picking up the box from her lap, a natural grin on her small lips. “Thank you, you’re amazing.”
You had no words to reply but only another smile. You exhaled, letting your body drop lifeless on the bed, beside your friend. The episode was still at the 26:56 mark, and you were recollecting what happened previous to the still frame.
“Oh, by the way, I also got a bag of chocolates,” you said. You took the plastic bag you left on the corner of the folded covers. It was full of those little bite-sized chocolates you’d buy to decorate your tables in the living room when someone was coming over during the winter; or for a bunch of kids. But you got the smaller version, which also cost a couple of bucks more because it was of “fine quality”.
“No way!” she said, letting go of the pepero, forgotten like it never meant anything to her. You looked at the Oreo-looking box and blinked a few times. Why did it feel so relatable?
“You know I love chocolate!” she exclaimed.
“Yeah, that’s exactly why I bought it,” you said. 
When you pressed the space bar on your laptop and the episode restarted, the room fell into a comfortable silence. You could only hear the dialogues coming from the speakers and Minjeong cutely munching on her peperos. You were grinning widely, having more fun staring at the hamster beside you than the scenes on the screen themselves.
Minjeong on the other hand, wasn’t exactly happy. Sure, the joy from her discovery was still lingering in her mind but so was the shock. The crunchy sticks of chocolate and biscuit took the roles of her nails, on which she nervously munched without stop, box after box. She would steal glances at you from time to time, and seeing you smile so happily, laughing and passionately talking to her, made her feel things she had never felt before.
She wasn’t sure if it was indigestion or butterflies in her stomach, but the thing was, Minjeong couldn’t focus on the screen at all. Her mind was still processing the revelations from the secret diary, she tried to act nonchalant, and fortunately, you couldn’t see her well, but her cheeks were betraying a faint blush.
“The cat is so round, it looks like a bag of potatoes, don’t you think?” you laughed.
“Y-yeah,” she whispered. Winter cleared her throat, “So, what do you think will happen next in the drama?”
“What do you mean? They’re like—they’re gonna kiss. Look at the romantic tension. I bet it’s gonna be a cliffhanger.”
“Right, right…” Minjeong continued to stare at the screen. Didn’t the protagonists kinda look like you and her…? She swore they were very similar at that moment. Somehow she could see herself in the shoes of the girl, while you could have been the protagonist, with that manly shoulders and features—ehem—you had the same eyes. Yes, that’s exactly what Minjeong was thinking, or at least, that’s what she wanted to think.
The protagonists, Ji-hoon and Soo-mi, stood close, their eyes filled with emotions, concealed, to the point of overflowing. Just like her and you.  Ji-hoon tenderly reached out, cupping Soo-mi's face in his hands. With a soft smile, he gently brushed a loose strand of hair from her forehead, his touch lingering. His fingers looked very gentle, you always have been gentle too, maybe if it was you doing, it would feel… 
“Minjeong.”
“What?!” The girl squirmed lightly, suddenly feeling overwhelmingly self-aware. The romantic scene felt really closer than usual and her facade was slowly falling.
“I think it’s about to happen,” you said, still keeping your eyes attached to the screen. “They’re gonna kiss, I feel it.”
“Uh,” Minjeong started, terribly awkward. “These romantic scenes are always so... uh, intense, right?
“What do you…” you turned around and saw her heated cheeks. You looked at her and raised an eyebrow. The corner of her mouth twitched. “You're blushing, Minjeong. Are you sure you're okay?”
“Me? Blushing?” she fumbled. “No, I'm perfectly fine. It's just... you know, the drama.”
On the screen, the air crackled with tension as Ji-hoon kept cupping Soo-mi's face, his eyes searching hers for consent. Without words, their lips finally met in a tender yet passionate kiss. Time seemed to stand still as the world faded away, leaving only the sweet symphony of their hearts and the intoxicating warmth of the embrace.
Minjeong was watching everything but the kiss. 
“You're not usually this flustered,” you observed. Minjeong’s behavior was really weird. You looked back at the screen and it all looked normal. They were in their slowed-down shot with the ballad in the background.
“Yeah, well, it's just a really good episode,” she said, avoiding eye contact at all costs. You tried to look at her by bending down and tilting your head but likewise, she turned around to avoid you. It looked strange but you just continued to watch the drama, accepting her answer.
As the episode concluded, Minjeong heaved a silent sigh of relief. She attempted to divert attention by reaching for more snacks, hoping to distract both herself and you from the lingering awkwardness.
You continue to the next episode. 
You turned around and tried to get one of the snacks that were on her side. As you stretched, your hand brushed against Minjeong’s thigh. At the touch, she jolted with a loud gasp. It was like you sent a shock through her body.
“Oops, sorry about that,” you said apologetically, retrieving the box to your side.
“N-no problem at all,” she stammered.
You continued to watch without thinking much of it but Minjeong was completely on the edge. When you shifted and adjusted yourself, your leg would accidentally brush against hers. Or when you wanted to take the water bottle and you’d hug her shoulder by mistake. The blush on her cheeks continued to grow and she started to want to get out of there.
Your touches continued, all the ones that you were both accustomed to before, now sent a ripple of flustered nerves through Minjeong. 
Eventually, the episodes ended and you came to the end of the drama. Minjeong’s nerves finally relaxed. You helped her gather her things and after chatting for a while, you bid her goodbye. You insisted on bringing her home, especially since it was quite late but she didn’t want to hear any of it and ran outside.
Minjeong slept well that night. She had all sorts of dreams and fantasies—was someone in the hallway, they’d think an actress was rehearsing for her future role. When she woke up, however, it was another story. Thanks to the newly found clarity of mind, the realization hit her harder than ever.
You liked her.
You! You.
You liked her.
Minjeong sighed and sat up on the bed.
She liked you.
Yes, she.
She liked you.
Now she had two options: either ignore it, act like nothing happened, which was both the easiest and hardest choice she could take; or deal with it. Minjeong didn’t like the idea of ignoring what she found. It would be like playing with your feelings. Really, you confessed indirectly, she has read all of your honest words, letter by letter, and now knew all of your feelings. You confessed to her. 
But she also didn’t want to talk to you about it. Because, well, it was embarrassing. 
What if you didn’t feel ready for a relationship? Maybe your journal was an outlet for your stress where you poured out all of your feelings knowing full well you couldn’t be with her.
Maybe it wasn’t a journal, maybe it was a fictional diary that you were writing. Like some sort of diary of a wimpy kid but for lovers.
Maybe you were writing about another girl. You knew that someone could have found your diary, just like Minjeong did, so you used another name. You could have been in some sort of Romeo and Juliet type of affair and the repercussions could have been deadly.
Minjeong was just making stuff up at this point. Let’s face it, you were just a normal person and what she read were real journal entries. 
She sighed heavily. “Why?! Why did I…” she yelled. Minjeong closed her eyes and remembered your words—how sweet they were, how honest and meaningful—then shook her head. “It’s better this way.”
The piece of paper was still on the desk, crumbled and waiting. She got up and held it in her hand, skimming through your bucket list again.
BUCKET LIST Go on a date with Minjeong (skating?) Watch the starry sky Touch Minjeong’s cheeks Try skiing Top marks Confess Kiss MinHold Minjeong’s hand
She just ignored your last desire—the crossed-out line was still pretty readable but it was too embarrassing right now. You have helped her a lot until now, making most of the dreams from her bucket list come true. Yet, she has never had the chance to pay you back. Minjeong thought carefully and realized that this was the perfect occasion. She liked you so she would have liked it too and if you didn’t want to get into a relationship with her, at least she could fulfill a couple of your desires.
Minjeong clutched the paper with determinatione; it was her mission.
Objective 1: Secure the date
When Minjeong made up her mind and got up, two steps from the door of the room, she realized one thing: she had never been on a date. Such a pretty girl like Minjeong should have been asked out at least ten times by now. Especially since she wasn’t exactly shy or intimidating. And truly she had been asked out, but she never accepted. She’d say she had to focus on her studies, or that she wasn’t ready, or that it wasn’t the age for that kind of thing.
Minjeong turned while holding her chin, her eyebrow furrowed in deep thought. She had a location—the skating ring—that was a starter. But now, what do you do on a date? Minjeong tried to recall all the dramas she had watched: maybe she’d get some sort of idea. She has watched plenty of shows, surely there was something useful.
Characters would usually kiss each other ‘accidentally’ for example. Minjeong tried to imagine the scene: you and her walking in the frozen streets, her tripping and falling in your arms… some kids bumping into you, your lips brushing against her in a split second. Minejong started to blush terribly. “No, no, no, that’s not good,” she shook her head to get the thought out of her mind.
She was definitely overthinking this. You probably didn’t know any better than her and couples don’t really prepare that much before a date—it had to be natural. Minjeong decided to call you. There was a skating ring opened in the city during that period so that was the right occasion. 
She gripped her phone, inhaled and exhaled. “Just hanging out,” she pointed out. “That’s right, don’t stress Minjeong, it’s just a hangout between friends.” 
After Minjeong decided what to say and prepared all the possible dialogue options, which took about half an hour, she dialed your number and called. She couldn’t even calm her mind that you already picked up.
“Hello?” you asked.
“Hey,” Minjeong answered.
“Oh, Minjeong, how are you? Why are you calling me?”
“Well, I’ve got an idea for you.”
“Shoot.”
Minjeong swallowed her saliva. “How about we go skating at the ice rink? They opened it in the city center, I think it would be fun.”
“Skating, huh? Uhm… well, I’ve been thinking about it,” you said, you’ve been really thinking about it. It was such a weird coincidence that Minjeong asked you about it. However, “I haven’t done that in ages. Are you sure I won’t end up flat on my back?” You didn’t want to make a fool out of yourself in front of your crush.
Minjeong laughed jokingly. “Don’t worry, I’ve got your back… or, well, I’ve got your back if you do fall. But trust me, you’ll learn pretty quick.”
“Sounds tempting, but I’m not really convinced.”
“Come on, we’ll have fun. They also sell hot chocolate and crepes. I’ll buy it for you if you come!”
“Free food? Okay, you’ve convinced me. When do you wanna see each other?”
“How about Saturday? We should both be free.”
“Sounds good. Alright, thanks, see ya.”
“Goodbye.”
As soon as she hung up, Minjeong started jumping around like a maniac. She felt like she was a kid again, so excited and happy. She just forgot to tell you at what time to come. Whatever. She could have texted the time later. Plans were just going as planned.
The plans did not go as planned.
Objective 2: Find a replacement
Minjeong spent her whole morning preparing for the date. She looked at all the possible cafés and restaurants and food places you two could go to in case you got hungry. Then she looked at all the possible outfits she had in her wardrobe. She called her friend, Karina to help her decide the clothes. They ended up giggling and talking for about 5 hours about Minjeong’s story with you and Karina’s love interest. 
In the end, they decided to go for the simplest sweater and pants they could find. It was to “not hide Minjeong’s natural beauty” as Karina put it. Whatever that meant.
You met right at the entrance of the city. You were already waiting there. 
You found it hard to recognize Minjeong. She was bundled up in a big cozy scarf, a huge hat, and big gloves. The jacket was also quite thick, making her look like a snowman. You knew Karina didn’t let her go out of the house before dressing her up properly. You smiled, she looked very cute.
The both of you made your way to the ice ring talking about uni, friends, work, and so on. Being with Minjeong was always a pleasure as you could confide in each other about whatever problem or worry you had.
Hand in hand, you scrolled through the city, the subtle crunch of snow beneath your feet providing a serene soundtrack. There were a lot of people on the street. You came early but the sky was already starting to darken. 
When you reached the ice rink, you gulped. Minjeong instead, was extremely excited. You paid for the skate shoes, slipped them in, and stepped on the ice. 
The ice beneath your skates glistened brightly, it felt like ice, ready to crack, ready to swallow you in case you fell and gave in to the demons of the cold. Minjeong was still excited. She was already laughing while looking at the small kids tumble down the ice like bowling pins. 
Wrapped in the warmth of your scarf and being alongside Minjeong, provided you enough confidence and comfort to aid your attempt. You stepped slowly, your legs shaking. Your friend held your hand and guided you through the edge of the ring until you found the right rhythm to continue on your own.
Your confidence grew, maybe too much, and you tried to make a tight turn and slipped. Your heart skipped a beat and your life flashed before your eyes. Fortunately Minjeong, with lighting reflexes, reached out and grabbed you. 
“Oh my god, thank you Minjeong, you saved my life.”
“Be more careful!” she laughed.
After the incident, you started to be more careful and continued skating. 
At one point, tiny snowflakes began to fall down the sky, soft and gentle. Both you and Minjeong started smiling brightly, thinking it looked like a scene from a romance movie. It really looked like what you’ve always dreamt of, skating with Minjeong under the snow.
The snowfall intensified, turning the ice rink into a snowy spectacle. It added a layer of magic to their already enchanting evening, and you continued to skate with carefree joy, leaving behind a trail of swirling snowflakes. However, as the snowfall grew heavier, the twinkling lights began to fade, and a voice over the speakers announced the temporary closure of the rink for safety reasons.
Minjeong panicked. She couldn’t end the date this way. 
“Isn’t that a shame?” you said, walking away from the ice ring. “Well, I still had fun nonetheless, thank you for today, Minjeong.”
“Wait, wait,” she interrupted you. “Uhm, it’s still pretty early, wanna go back to my place?”
“Heh? Well, why not? Wanna order out?”
“Yeah, that’s fine by me.”
“Then let’s go.” Good job, Minjeong.
Objective 3: Look at the sky
You entered the pitch-black living room and turned on the lights. The room was well-lighted but still felt small and comfy, it probably was the darkness from outside the window. You glanced at Minjeong as she folded a blanket and tossed it over the back of the sofa. The air held a chill, a reminder that winter had firmly settled outside the confines of your makeshift refuge. 
She nonchalantly dropped a stack of DVDs onto the coffee table, the worn covers hinting at countless movie nights spent in this room. Minjeong leaned over the desk, planting her hands on the edge. Minjeong's gaze shifted to you, What do you feel like watching?"
I shrugged, my gaze scanning the room as if the answer lay hidden in the faded wallpaper. "Anything. Surprise me." She picked a random DVD, its label scratched and worn. She put the disc into the blueray reader and grabbed the remote. The sofa creaked as Minjeong plopped down, patting the cushion next to her. "Grab a blanket. It's gonna get colder."
You complied, dragging a fuzzy throw from the back of a nearby chair. You two draped yourselves in layers of warmth, settling into the groove of the well-worn sofa cushions. The silence enveloped you, a familiar companion that required no words.
Halfway through the movie, however, Minjeong looked at the sky: it stopped snowing. It was like the snow had purged all the previous filth between the clouds and smog and left it a pure black, only decorated by the glowing stars. Minjeong kept slapping at your leg and pointing at the sky until you turned around and the view stunned you.
Objective 4: Hold that hand
“Wow…” your friend whispered.
“Yep,” you said back. The two of you continued to watch the sky, while Kung Fu Panda 2 was becoming noise in the background and your conversation shifted to the sight. You raised an arm, pointing at the bright dots.
“You know, the color of a star indicates its temperature,” you said. “Hotter stars appear blue or white, while cooler ones look red.”
“How is it red if it’s colder?” Minjeong said, puzzled.
“It’s about the waves of light emitted. To put it simply, cooler stars emit less blue light so they look red.”
Minjeong smiled, “That's interesting, but you know, in astrology, stars, and their positions also play a significant role. I'm a Capricorn, ruled by Saturn, and it says a lot about my personality.”
As soon as you heard the word ‘astrology’ you sighed heavily and rolled your eyes, sliding down the sofa. Minjeong has already filled your head with that stuff to the brim. Whenever she had time or whenever she bought a magazine from the news kiosk, she’d start reading the entire thing of the signs, you don’t even remember what it was called.
“Astrology, Minjeong? Seriously?”
Your friend furrowed her eyebrows from annoyance and spoke defensively, “What? It's fascinating! Capricorns are disciplined, ambitious, and practical. I mean, doesn't that sound like me?”
“Disciplined? Sure. But practical?” you laughed. “You're the one who believes in star signs.”
“Well, you're just a typical Capricorn skeptic. But I bet you secretly find it intriguing.”
You chuckled and shook your head. You two laughed it off and the silence resumed. After a brief moment, where your breaths signed the passing of time, you noticed Minjeong’s glow in the dark. Your heart fluttered as you watched her profile against the moonlight. Sometimes you forget your true feelings for your friend, but they always come back. 
You sighed while turning back to the sky. “It's such a beautiful night, isn't it?” you whispered, masking the true meaning of your words because you weren’t really talking about the night. Both of you talked in codes, not on purpose but none of you could be honest. You were too scared of her possible answer and Minjeong was too scared to lose you.
“Yeah, it is,” she said softly. As you continued stargazing in comfortable silence, her mind swirled with a mixture of emotions. The recent revelations from your secret diary still lingered in her thoughts, and her unspoken feelings were twisting and turning inside her. 
Her hand slowly crept up near you, a subconscious action maybe, a planned incident perhaps; but it was the perfect occasion. You felt her touch and didn’t think twice to hold her hand. The initial contact, when your fingers intertwine, sends a wave of warmth through you. The touch is surprisingly intimate, it felt like a bridge between Minjeong and you. In a way, her feelings were coursing through you.
Objective 5: Spill it out
“Today was perfect,” you say. Minjeong silently watches you with a soft smile. “You know, I’ve always been dreaming of this moment. To watch the stars with you…” your air suddenly blocked in your throat, “Well, I—” “I already know.”
“What?”
“I already knew it. That you wanted to watch the stars—and that you wanted to go skating… with me.”
You opened your mouth to ask her how but Minjeong was faster and pulled out the crumbled piece of paper, the title ‘BUCKET LIST’ was still visible. You panicked, your eyes flicking between her stupidly satisfied smile and your embarrassing, horribly written list of desires.
You gulped and started talking, stuttering, mumbling every word, “S-so did you see the di-diary?”
“Yes.”
“Oh my god… I wanna die.”
“No, wait—”
“Forget everything Minjeong, no, well, you obviously can’t,” you blurted out, you didn’t know what to say anymore. “I’m sorry you had to read that. It was gross. I’m going to move out of the country, buy tickets, pack things, you’ll forget about me and I’ll start my new life—”
“I like you too!”
“What did you just say?” you stopped and looked at her with wide eyes.
Minjeong's admission hung in the air, and for a moment, the only sound between you two was the soft rustling of the crumpled bucket list paper in her hands. Your eyes widened, locked onto hers, searching for any sign of jest or misdirection, but all you found was true sincerity. Her pupils stared at you, eagerly waiting for your answer.
"You... you like me too?" you stammered, hesitant and scared that you might have heard the wrong words.
Minjeong nodded, a gentle smile playing on her lips. "Yes. I like you. I read your list, and it wasn't gross. It was... endearing. Honestly, it made my heart race a little."
A nervous laugh escaped your lips, a mixture of relief and newfound anxiety. "I thought I'd scared you away with that stuff."
Minjeong chuckled, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear. "Not at all. It made me realize we share the same dreams, the same desires. I've been wanting to do those things too, you know?"
The weight of uncertainty lifted, replaced by a warmth that settled deep within. You felt a connection, a shared vulnerability that made the revelation less daunting. "So... what does this mean?" you asked, your voice soft.
She leaned in, her gaze unwavering. "It means we don't have to dream about those things anymore. We can make them happen together."
A grin broke across your face, and you couldn't help but feel a surge of happiness. "Yeah, together."
Minjeong's hand found yours, and this time, it wasn't just for a casual touch but a deliberate, reassuring connection. The stars above seemed to twinkle in approval as you both sat there, hand in hand, in the quiet realization that your shared dreams weren't just fantasies on a crumpled piece of paper anymore—they were possibilities waiting to unfold.
“There’s still a last wish on that list I can fulfill…” Minjeong whispered. She took a deep breath and went for it. 
She kissed you.
Minjeong's eyes, soft and inviting, met yours, and at that moment, the world outside faded into insignificance. 
"I've been wanting to do this," Minjeong whispered, her voice a delicate murmur that hung in the space between you. Her fingers grazed the side of your face, a feather-light touch that sent a shiver down your spine. The proximity between you became charged, the magnetic pull undeniable.
You didn't need words. The unspoken agreement lingered in the air, and with a gentle tilt of her head, Minjeong closed the distance. The first brush of her lips against yours felt like the tentative caress of a butterfly's wings, a delicate exploration that spoke volumes. It was a moment of hesitancy and boldness, a dance between vulnerability and longing.
You didn’t say anything else, the look in your and her eyes understood each other perfectly and you kissed again. The first one was a quick peck, a mix of fear and sudden braveness. The second one was the overflow of your feelings, a long and deep kiss, a slow fusion of warmth and connection. 
The world outside might have continued its relentless pace, but within the embrace of that kiss, time became elastic, bending to the rhythm of your shared heartbeat. It was a stolen moment, a stolen kiss, and yet, it felt like something long overdue, as if the universe itself had conspired to bring your lips together in this tender collision.
When the kiss finally broke, your lips naturally curled into a large smile while she hid under the blanket from the embarrassment. Minjeong emerged only a moment later, red and flustered. “Uhm, I wasn’t too bad, right? That was my first kiss…”
“It was my first too, and no, it wasn’t bad. It was amazing,” you said honestly. “I just like how I dreamed.”
Minjeong and you laughed together. This was just the start of the many more desires you two would fulfil together.
Mission completed
THE END
Written, 03 December 2023 - 14 December 2023
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Fake Sleeper
Eris x reader
A/n: just something cute with Eris. Also, I am participating in @erisweek2023 and I’m super excited about what I have planned!
Warnings: none
You had woken up before Eris, a rare occurrence, and instead of falling back to sleep like your body was screaming at you to do, you just stared at your mate. Admiring the morning sun lightning his freckles across his cheeks and the way his bare chest rose and fell in peaceful breaths.
Gods he was perfect, you just wanted to reach out to feel him, to make sure he was real and not a figment of your imagination. You wanted to trace the freckles on his face like when you would chart the stars on clear nights together.
But you didn’t want to disturb him. Sleep for Eris was a rarity these days. His workload had increased in the last few weeks so you were content to just let him be.
As your mind wandered you had come to the question of what Eris does when he wakes up before you. You know he gets dressed, trains, comes back, washes, dresses again, and then leaves.
But does he talk to himself? Does he leave a kiss on your forehead before he leaves your bed? What little noises does he make when he stretches when no one’s listening?
Curious about your mates habits you closed your eyes pretending to sleep. You knew Eris would be up soon so you had to look natural. As you relax back into your pillow you hear Eris begging to stir, pulling himself from sleep.
Eris lets out a groan and stretches his long body. You hear him crack his knuckles and sit up. His movements pause and you feel his eyes on you. You remind yourself not to break, to stay asleep and not crack a smile.
You feel Eris brush your hair back, then he leans down placing a long kiss on your forehead. He murmurs, “Good morning little fox.”
He pulls himself out of bed, his footsteps heading toward the bathroom. You take a risk and crack an eye open to watch him walk away.
As Eris finishes his morning routine and dresses you resume your fake sleep, making sure to move around a bit. He approaches your side of the bed, brushing a knuckle down your cheek placing another kiss on your forehead. This time he whispers, “I’ll be back, little fox. Like I promise every morning.”
You hear the door open and shut, straining your ears to listen to his footsteps get farther and farther away. Opening your eyes and smile to yourself. You felt absolutely giddy at the love Eris gave you even though you were asleep. Deciding you didn’t want to wait for him to come back after he has breakfast you get up.
Once you were dressed you headed down to the dining room, an extra pep in your step and a smile on your face. You take your usual seat that would normally be empty at this time. Eris should be done with training soon and you couldn’t wait to see his surprised face when he saw you.
Minutes later Eris, followed by his brother Cyrus, walks through the open double doors. Eris stops short, a wide smile growing on his face when he sees you. “Y/n! Good morning love, what are you doing up?” He asks joyfully.
You stand as he rushes over to you, pulling you into a crushing hug. “I woke up early and thought I’d have breakfast with you.” You smile up at him. Eris gives you a quick peck on your lips taking the seat next to you.
The conversation flows between the three of you. Joking and gossiping about court members. Eris wasn’t one to gossip but you loved talking about the latest drama with Cyrus. He was easily your favorite brother-in-law besides Lucien.
As you leisurely walk back to your room you hold onto Eris’ arm, resting your head against his bicep. You let out a content sigh, a smile gracing your lips as you think to yourself. “Why are you so smiley this morning little fox?” You blush at your favorite nickname and Eris pulls you closer.
“Just you. You make me happy.” “You make me happy, y/n.” He kisses the top of your head.
“I actually have a little confession to make.” Eris stares down at you curiously. “I was up before you this morning. I was pretending to sleep.” He stops in front of the door to your quarters, a shocked look on his face.
He laughs a little, sliding his hand into yours. “Why didn’t you say good morning?” “I wanted to see what you do every morning. Well, hear, since my eyes were closed.” Eris lets out another laugh, throwing his head back this time. “Was my morning interesting for you?”
You nod, rising up on your toes to kiss his freckled chee. “Yeah. It made me feel extra loved. Knowing that you kiss me and say goodbye. Do you really do that every morning?”
Eris wraps his arms around your waist pulling you into him. You wrap yours around his neck as he leans down to kiss you. It was soft yet passionate. “Every morning.”
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cas-skz · 10 months
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Back to you (Crumble pt 2.)
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Wooyoung x FEM!reader
| non-idol au | drama/romance | 18+!! |
Weeks apart from Wooyoung and San have effected you mentally and physically. Your travel companion has no luck breaking through to you and with all your energy drained, you pass out. What happens after the hospital will change everything.
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THANK YOU SO SO FLIPPIN MUCH!!!! I seriously always feel so touched when I get good feed back & responses. It means a lot & I appreciate your support so so much!!!
I hope this pulls at your heart strings just as much as the first
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Every part of you felt numb. Your body was heavy and heart shattered. The whole event of last night played through your head over and over again, hurting more each time.
You didn’t want it to be real. You didn’t want San and Wooyoung to be gone.
“Wake up. We’re here.” The males voice came from the front seat.
You sat up to look at your surroundings, a small cabin on a lake front with not much else in sight. To most it would be peaceful, but to you it was hell at the moment.
You took Ella from her car seat, holding her in your lap as you sighed quietly. “Guess we’re here.” You told her, exiting the car.
“Where are we?” You asked the male, who was grabbing the bags from the car.
“Somewhere safe.” He simply replied, motioning for you to follow him to the cabin.
You rolled your eyes at his answer, following inside. It was decent enough, a living room with tv, the kitchen was stocked with new pots and pans, and a pile of groceries were stacked on the floor.
You made your way down the hall, glancing in at the bathroom before finding your and Ella’s bags in a room at the end of the hall. You got her freshened up and grabbed a bottle before setting in a crib that had been set up.
You laid on your side on the bed across from the crib, watching as she played with the toys and stuffies Woo had grabbed for her. You couldn’t help but cry again, feeling hopeless and confused.
San and Wooyoung had always kept the business side of things hush hush, but over time you started to pick up on little things. Woo arranged boxing matches where people placed high bets to watch San fight an opponent.
99% of the time San was victorious, in exception for Leeknow. Every few weeks the boys would come home after a loss and chat over how to defeat him the next time. Woo always said the loss left a dent in their wallets.
The knock on the door woke you up. You groaned quietly, not even realizing you had fallen asleep.
“Sorry…she’s been fussing. I can take her if you want.” The male said.
It was only now you realized who had been accompanying you this whole time. “Mingi?”
“Yea..I didn’t think you remembered.” He chuckled, taking a few steps towards the crib.
“No.” You said quickly, “I got her.”
You rushed to your feet to swoop Ella into your arms, hushing her as you dug through one of the bags.
“Sorry.” Mingi said quietly, scratching the back of his head. “I have dinner going. It’ll be ready soon.” He smiled softly before turning and heading back to the kitchen.
You didn’t exactly remember Mingi, but he had been one of your elementary school friends and you thought he’d left town years ago.
Once you found a soother for Ella, you both made your way into the kitchen. You didn’t know how long you’d been asleep, but the cabin looked much cozier than when you arrived.
A small play area had been set up in the living room, which you placed Ella into after giving her a kiss on the forehead.
“Are you hungry?” Mingi asked from the kitchen.
“Uh, no. No thanks. Ella’s probably starving.”
“I made her mashed peas and potatoes. There’s a few pieces of pork chop cooling for her too.”
To your surprise, the food at prepared correctly for her age and was made into a smiley face on a cute dinosaur plate.
“Don’t worry, I know how to not kill a baby. I have a three year old and a handful of nieces and nephews.” Mingi smirked, passing you the plate and a baby spoon.
“Thanks.” You mumbled quietly.
You sat inside Ella’s play area and propped her inside the bumbo seat before feeding her dinner.
“I think she approves.” Mingi said from the kitchen table as he munched down on his own meal.
You ignored his comment, focusing on keeping Ella’s face clean as your thoughts wondered to Woo and San. You couldn’t help but worry and wonder where they were, if they were okay. Not to mention the hurt you felt from then suddenly leaving you.
The day creeped into night and you went along with your normal routine with Ella, bathing her and reading a couple of stories before settling her down in bed with a bottle.
Mingi had made himself comfortable in the smaller bedroom, setting up a little gaming station and some mood lighting. It seemed like he was always making someplace feel like home.
“You still haven’t eaten.”
His deep voice creeped out from his room, you peaked in to see him sitting on a bean bag chair, playing gta on a small tv screen.
“I just don’t feel hungry. I’m fine though.” You smiled softly before turning towards the bathroom. “I’m gonna take a shower. Do you mind listening out for her?”
“No problem at all.”
The hot water washed over your face as you sobbed as quiet as you could. There was a million questions running through your head. Why San would just send you off without explanation. Why they couldn’t go with you. There was no off button to the mess in your head.
As you opened the bathroom door, Mingi gave you a small wave, “She’s snoring. I’m heading to sleep soon.” He stretched out before standing up and heading to the door, leaning onto the side as he started to close it.
“Let me know if you need anything.”
“Thanks. Night.”
You tried to comfort yourself with Woo’s shirt, the familiar sent of him brought you mixed emotions, which you tried your best to push aside. At some point you drifted to sleep on your tear stained pillow, thought it was nothing compared to falling asleep in Woo’s arms as he fucked you slowly.
The next few days felt numb. You went through day by day, moment by moment just focusing on Ella. You were a mess. You had barely eaten, barely spoken to Mingi. The only update you had gotten was that Leeknow had thrown a fight and his people were angry with the loss.
You were too exhausted to focus on what was being told to you as Mingi filled you in the latest events.
“I guess it’s almost resolved. There was some sort of confrontation but they ended up actually chatting.”
Your eyes tried to focus on Mingi cleaned dishes, but the room started to spin.
“If all goes well, you should be going home pretty so-”
Your body fell to the ground with a hard thud as you blacked out. The lack of food and hours of crying finally had you hitting a brick wall.
Mingi cursed as a glass dropped from his hand, he ran to your side and patted your face a few times. “Fuck. Come on, wake up.”
He grabbed your glass of water off the table and splashed it on your face, “Y/N.” He tapped your face a little harder as you woke a bit, still very fuzzy and spaced.
You remember being in the car as Mingi drove towards the nearest hospital. Ella was strapped in her seat and you laid fading in and out on the seat next to her.
The beeping of a heart monitor rang in your ears as you came out of unconsciousness, you mumbled to yourself as the nurse greeted you and let you know what was going on.
“We gave you some fluids but you’re going to need to eat before you leave, other than that, you and the baby are overall fine.”
“What?” Your tone was unexpectedly harsher than you expected.
“Well we had to run a blood test just to make sure it was lack of nutrients…I-I’m sorry, if you didn’t know.”
You stared blankly for a moment, “No-“ you paused to look at her, offering a small smile. “I’m sorry. I didn’t know.” You laughed quietly as a tear fell down your cheek. “Thank you.”
After following the doctors orders and apologizing to Mingi and Ella for not taking care of your self, you were happily on your way home.
Though your heart ached for Wooyoung more than ever, you couldn’t help but smile down at your stomach.
“I think you should name them Grey.”
“Grey?”
“Yeah. It’s my favorite color - well actually charcole, but that’s a weird name for a kid.”
You shook your head and laughed as the drive continued, filled with small chat and plans to make the best of things.
“By the way” Mingi started as he pulled into the long driveway down to the cabin, he paused and quickly checked his phone before pointing to a car parked near the house. “You have a visitor.”
Your eyes filled with tears at the sight of your brother as the car came to a stop, you rushed out and over to hug him tightly.
“I swear to god if you ever do that again”
“It won’t happen again. Ever.”
“Promise.”
“Promise. We’re going straight.”
San explained how Wooyoung had made a deal with Leeknow’s people to get them out of the game and in exchange they would own and operate a car repair shop.
As San continued to speak, your eyes drifted to the cabin door opening and you took off running towards Wooyoung as he walked out.
Tears were streaming down your face as you leaped into his arms, kissing his lips as deep as you could.
“You came back.” You whispered against his lips, pressing your head against his.
“I’m not going anywhere ever again.”
“Good. Ella and her little brother or sister are gonna need their daddy.”
Woo looked down at you with a look of shock and wonder, which you nodded a few times to confirm what he was thinking.
He wrapped his arms around you again, spinning you around as he kissed your cheek repeatedly.
“Get a room!” San yelled with a laugh.
Woo gave him the finger as he carried you back into the cabin and closed the door behind him.
You laughed in his arms and held onto him until he put you back on the ground, “Go get your daughter.” You laughed, giving him another kiss.
“Our daughter.” He whispered.
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strniohoeee · 5 months
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Hiii!!! Can you do one on how Matt sometimes feels a little down and likes to journal in peace so the reader always knows to leave him alone and usually goes to nicks room, and when Matt feels better he goes to get reader but they fell asleep on nicks bed and Matt carries them to his room/bed and cuddles. I know you wanted more fluff so I thought about this little idea!!! 😊
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Pairing: Matt Sturniolo X Female Reader
Synopsis: Y/N and Matt are star gazing when she feels like something’s heavy on Matt’s mind. She offers him his journal and space. 📘
Warnings⚠️: None, just a cute little imagine
Song for the imagine: Kiss Me- Sixpence None The Richer
Oh, Kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift up your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Matt and I laid on the lawn chairs in their yard staring up at the night sky. My favorite thing to do with Matt was watch the stars sparkle in the night sky.
I loved the way his eyes sparkled in the night sky. It made my heart flutter and a sheepish smile crawl across my face.
“How many stars do you think are out there?” Matt suddenly asked me
“Like in our galaxy or in every galaxy?” I asked him
“Mmm ours” he said looking up at the sky again
“I’d say over a billion stars” I replied
“That’s a shit ton of stars” he said giggling lightly
“It is, and that’s just a guess” I said glancing over at him
“We should buy a star, and name it together” he said looking over at me
“I’d like that” I said looking over at him giving him a smile
“What would you name it?” He asked me
“Mm I’m not too sure, maybe stary?” I said giggling
“And I thought I was the boring one” he said laughing
“Hey that’s not nice” I said rolling my eyes at him in a playful manner
“How about buddy?” He asked
“And stary is boring?” I said laughing
“Oh whatever” he said laughing at me and rolling his eyes in a playful way
Matt got silent, and continued to look at the sky blinking slowly. I knew he was deep in thought, and it made my heart warm.
“Penny for your thoughts?” I whispered to him
“Nothing really, just taking all this in. My life, my career….you” he said back
“That doesn’t seem like nothing” I said back
“Well yeah, but you know it’s just my constant thoughts” he said smiling
“Feeling okay?” I asked him
“Yeah I’m good” he said looking at me and giving me a reassuring smile
“You seem a bit down lately” I responded back
“I wouldn’t say down, but maybe not myself” he said looking at me
“You should write” I replied
“Write? I haven’t written in weeks” he said
“That's perfect. I know writing helps you! I’ll get your journal for you” I said getting up
I walked back into the house grabbing Matt’s journal from his room, and his favorite black pen. I walked back out and handed the book to Matt
“I know you enjoy to write while alone, I’m going to head inside” I said kissing him
“You don’t have to go” he said looking at me
“No it’s okay. Enjoy your alone time” I said running my hands through his hair
Matt nodded at me, giving me a half tooth smile before opening his journal. I turned on my heels and walked back into the house
I walked up to Nick's room lightly knocking to see if he was awake. I heard a whispered “come in”, and I opened the door letting myself in, and shutting the door behind me.
“Hey” I said slipping my slides off
“Hey Y/N” he said smiling at me
“Can I hang with you?” I asked
“Of course! Matt fell asleep?” He asked moving over on his bed to make space for me
“Oh no, he’s journaling, and you know he prefers to be alone” I said sitting on his bed
“Oh yeah” he said nodding his head
“What you watching” I asked him covering my legs with his sheets
“I just watched an episode of Love is Blind, but I wasn’t feeling it” he said shrugging his shoulders
“This last season was so drama filled I didn’t like it” I said
“I know it’s like it’s this a dating show what is going on” he said laughing
“Dude for real” I said
“Want to watch a movie instead?” He asked me exiting out of Netflix
“Yeah I’m down” I said propping a pillow up to lean on
“What are you thinking?” He asked
“Mmm Stand By Me?” I asked him
“Yes let’s do it” he said getting excited
Nick put the movie on, and we watched occasionally while having conversations.
“Hey, is Matt okay?” I asked him
“Of course he is, why wouldn’t he be?” Nick asked concerned
“I figured you’re his brother, so he’d tell you something more than me. He told me he just hasn’t been feeling like himself” I replied
“I just think with us getting more popular and our lives moving faster he’s a bit scared he’s going to lose you” he replied
“Why would he think he’d lose me?” I asked getting sad
“You know his anxiety, he thinks you’ll get bored of him having to work so much, and you’d leave him” he said back
“I’d never do that” I said letting my face fall into a frown
“I told him that, but you know how Matt gets once he’s in his head” Nick said offering me a reassuring smile
“I guess that’s true” I said smiling lightly at him
Nick and I finished Stand By Me and put cartoons on, but eventually we both fell asleep. I hadn’t realized how long Matt was outside writing, or how long I’ve been asleep.
In a groggy state I saw Nick's door open, and the light from the hallway flooding in. I didn’t think much of it.
I felt myself getting lifted off the bed, and I woke up a little bit. Wrapping my arms around Matt’s shoulders
Matt brought me down to his room and placed me in his bed putting the covers over me.
“Matt?” I questioned as he shut the light off
“Yeah” he said in a whisper
“Are you feeling better?” I asked as I turned over to the feeling of the bed dipping in
“Yes baby” he said fully laying on the bed and placing the covers over himself
“I love you, and I want you to know I’d never leave you” I said pulling him in to me
“I guess…I guess I just get so scared that you’d get tired of me, and would want something else with someone else” he said wrapping his arm over my waist
“I would never do that you’re the man of my dreams” I said snuggling my face into his neck
“I love you” he said kissing my head
“I love you too” I said inhaling his scent
“Get some rest” he said running his hands up my back
“I like the name buddy” I said
“What?” He asked laughing, thinking you were sleep talking
“For our star together, I like the name buddy” I said again
“Oh…okay my love. We can name it whatever” he said giggling and pulling my head in closer to him
I giggled lightly, and slowly let the sleep take over my body. My body falling limp against Matt’s as my breathing slowed down.
Falling asleep in the arms of the love of my life…what a dream.
The End
This idea had me kicking my feet and giggling. Whoever requested this I hope you loved it, and I love you 😭🖤🖤
-J💅🏽
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jordanli-dribbles · 3 months
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Jordan Li x fem!Reader | 1.6k Words
You weren't exclusive. You weren't even friends. You were just two people who had been paired up in a group project the previous semester and somehow kept ending up in each other's beds. The unspoken rules were clear to both of you: no strings, no drama, and most importantly, no attachments. You had no mutual friends, so your interactions were limited to class or late-night visits to each other's dorms. It was a straightforward arrangement that worked for the both of you, until it didn’t.
It was a Friday night when your best friend convinced you to attend one of Dusty's notorious off-campus parties. You weren't much of a party-goer, but you were bored, lonely and a bit irritated. You hadn't heard from Jordan in several weeks and they seem to be ignoring your messages so you needed a distraction. You were having a good time until your best friend decided to hook up with some guy, abandoning you. Luckily, you bumped into a girl you knew from the year before. She was cute and you enjoyed her company. She somehow convinced you to dance with her, and soon enough the two of you were dancing and grinding, as her hands freely wander around your touch starved body.
What you hadn't noticed however, was Jordan's eyes on you as soon as you walked into the house. They didn't expect to see you at the party; you never really went to these types of things. But they guessed they didn't really know you, not the way they wished. They had been deliberately avoiding you for the past few weeks. You consumed all their thoughts, and that frightened them, so they pushed you away.
They tried to engage with someone else, hoping a quick fuck would take you off their mind. Yet they found their eyes constantly drawn back to you. They couldn't bear the sight of another person touching you so intimately. Their jealousy quickly rising as they felt the overwhelming urge to stake their claim on you, to show everyone that you belonged to them and no one else. Watching the person lean in to kiss you was the last straw. Within seconds, they charged towards you, harshly pushing the person off you. You tried to object as they gripped your wrist, dragging you towards the nearest empty room.
“What the fuck, Jordan!” You angrily exclaimed before they pinned you against the door, forcefully pressing their lips onto yours. Their kisses were aggressive, and almost desperate. You pulled away, shocked and still angry. They ignored you for weeks and have the audacity to ruin your relatively good night. Just as you were about to speak, their lips found yours again. They kissed you hungrily, like a person gasping for air after resurfacing from the depths. Their hands slid under your dress, cupping you, evoking an involuntary moan from you. Before you could even protest, their fingers were inside of you. The sudden intrusion making you gasp, and your legs instinctively widening, betraying your indignation.
"Do you think she could fuck you the way I do, princess?" they growled into your ear, their fingers moving skillfully inside of you. Trailing kisses down your jaw and neck, sucking on your sensitive skin, leaving small bruises along the way. You whined and squirmed beneath them, your body a traitor. "Fuck…" you whimpered, their fingers still thrusting inside you, curling just enough to graze that spot that only they could find so easily. You couldn't help but rock your hips forward, your hands gripping the door behind you for balance, a loud moan escaping your lips. They pulled back to look into your eyes as their fingers continues to move expertly inside you. Your soft moans, and pleading eyes being the only answer they needed.
"No, princess. She wouldn't. No one will ever fuck you like I do," they said, biting your lower lip before reconnecting your lips in a feverish kiss. You were lost in pleasure. Your pussy dripping, as their fingers fucked your core.
Suddenly, they removed their fingers, you whined in protested. Your breath caught in your throat, and you felt your face flush as you watch them lick their fingers clean. You bit your lip as you stared at them. You felt exposed and vulnerable, unsure of what had sparked this change. Their possessiveness and raw passion a stark contrast to their usual indifferences. You had to admit you enjoyed this new side of them. It was exciting and exhilarating. You craved their touch, their attention. You were addicted.
They smirked at your disheveled state before cupping your sex once again, their eyes never leaving yours. A soft gasped leaves your lips as you feel their thumb slowly rubbing your clit. "Tell me, does she make you this wet, baby?" they whispered, their hot breath tickling your face. You opened your mouth, but no words left your lips. Your mind was blank. You whimpered, your body squirming against their touch, desperate for friction.
"Then who does, baby?" they demanded, their voice rough and commanding, biting into your shoulder. A moan escaped your lips once again, and you arched your back, trying to press your aching pussy into their hand. You let out a frustrated groan as they abruptly pulled away from your body once more, their hand no longer caressing your core. Their eyes darkened as they grabbed your neck, tilting your head up to meet their darken eyes. "Answer me," they demanded, slightly tightening their grip on your neck, eliciting a soft whimper from you.
You stare into their eyes, their gaze unwavering. Your mind was clouded by lust, your body ached for their touch, but you had never seen this side of them before. They were usually cold, detached, and distant. Their possessiveness surprising, yet extremely arousing. The intensity of their gaze made your heart beat faster.
"You…only you, Jordan," you profess, your breathing shallow and ragged.
They smiled at you, their dimples on full display. "Good girl," they replied, before leaning in and capturing your lips. You moaned softly as their tongue licked your bottom lip, granting them access. Their kiss was slow and tender, a contrast to their earlier aggressive ones. Your eyes closed as you surrendered yourself to the moment. You had missed them. The way their hands held you. The way they tasted. The way your body lit on fire from a single touch.
"I fucking missed you." they confessed against your neck, your mind going haywire with the admission. Their hand trailed down your stomach, until it finally reached its destination. You moaned loudly as their fingers teased your core before they slowly inserted their fingers into you. Your head was spinning, so much was happening at once, but all you could think about was the pleasure between your legs.
They began pumping their fingers in and out of you, their lips and tongue exploring the exposed skin of your neck and collarbone. You moaned and writhed under their touch. Your hands reached up and grasped their shoulders, your nails digging into the fabric of their shirt eliciting a growl of approval from them. "Fuck," you whimpered as they worked your sensitive bud, sending shocks through your entire body. “Your mine," they growled against your skin, curling their fingers to hit that spot they always seem to find. "Mine, mine, mine, mine, mine." they chanted against your skin, their voice deep and raspy. "J-Jordaaaan… fuck… please. I'm close" You moaned loudly, your thighs trembling, your muscles tightening.
"That's it, baby. Scream my name." They said as their fingers continue to rub circles over your clit, picking up the pace, pushing you closer to the edge. "I-I'm gonna… fuuuck... I'm gonna cum," you say through labored breaths, your walls tightening around their fingers.
"Cum for me, baby. I want everyone to know whose pussy this is," they groaned into your ear. Your whole body shuddered as you unraveled, screaming their name as your climax hits you like a freight train. Their fingers continue to move inside of you as you rode your high. Your head fell onto their chest as you try to catch your breath.
They place a soft kiss on your head as they remove their fingers, causing you whimper at the sensation. "I love the way you taste, baby," they moan as they lick their fingers clean, "Your so fucking addicting."
They give you a lopsided grin as they look down at you, bring their hand back up to softly caress your cheek. You were both silent, lost in each other's eyes as their thumb gently brushed your lower lip. "I don't want to share,” they said firmly, ”…not anymore.” You could see the sincerity in their eyes, the intensity of their gaze sending shivers down your spine. Your breath caught in your throat as the realization of what they were saying sunk in.
Their lips barely brushing against yours. "You're mine," they declared again, “Only mine.” Your heart fluttered, a swarm of butterflies taking flight in your stomach. Their eyes held an intensity you couldn't identify. Pausing, they studied you, their thumb gently tracing circles on your cheek. "Do you understand, princess?" they whispered, their forehead pressed against yours. Your eyes closed, savoring the sensation of their touch.
"Yours," you responded breathlessly, pulling back to look into their big brown eyes. Your hands moved up to wrap around their neck, your lips finding theirs. The kiss was slow and passionate, conveying the emotions that you couldn't verbalize. Your tongues danced, and your hands tangled in their hair, pulling them closer as their fingers trailed down your spine, making you shiver. You had no doubt in your mind that you were theirs.
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This is the first time I'm write anything smutty, so it's only right that it's a mix of soft and jealous Jordan. Gifs by stannyramirez
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inlovewithpandora · 10 months
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Pairing: Earth!42 Miles x fem!reader
Request: [ @spidersthetic ] When B has a nightmare and doesn’t plan on going back to sleep, A gets up and drags them into the living room. After they disappear into the kitchen, they come back with snacks and play a movie, planning to stay up as long as B needs to help forget. w/ Earth42! Miles Morales || You can choose what nightmare reader has but Earth42! Miles is ready to comfort her and will stay up as long as she needs to and maybe during the movie she laying on his chest and drifts to sleep when Miles hasn't heard her talk in a while, he checks and she's asleep and cute snores are coming out her mouth.
Synopsis: When you experience a nightmare and are afraid to go back to sleep Miles is right by your side, ready to comfort you in any way possible.
Content: Aged!up Miles, established relationship, Hurt w/ comfort, fluff, mentions/implications of nightmares, Miles comforting reader, cuddling, overall a cute little fic
Author’s Note: Thank you for requesting! I loved writing this, I’ve been wanting to make a bad dream type of fic for a while. I hope you enjoy and that it meets your expectations!
Word Count: 491
Glossary: princesa - princess || te amo - I love you
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Miles was sleeping in the bed next to you when the sound of small whimpers filled the room, which caused him to stir in his sleep. With sleep still prevalent in his body, it didn’t click in his mind that it was you making those noises until he felt you shifting in bed and mumbling incoherent words.
Miles rose from his side of the bed and turned to you. “y/n! y/n, baby, wake up!” Miles gently shook you, enough to wake you up, but not too harsh to startle you.
When you woke up and your eyes fluttered open, Miles could see the fright filled within them, he knew whatever you were dreaming about must have shaken you up. Miles immediately pulled you into his embrace and began to soothe you. “Shhh, it’s okay, princesa. I’m here.” He stroked your face gently and rubbed your back, hoping that this will help lessen your cries.
After a few minutes, you transitioned into a calmer state. “Do you wanna try and go back to sleep or do you wanna stay up for a little bit?” Miles wanted to help you in every way he could, so if that meant staying up a few extra hours or holding you tight in his arms until you drifted off to sleep, he would do it in an instant.
“Stay up.” You didn’t want to go back to sleep after the horrifying dream you just had, so you thought staying up would be able to take some edge off.
“Okay, c’mon.” Miles intertwined his hand with yours and led you in the living room. “You sit right here. I'm gonna go grab some snacks,” he said then walked into the pantry, grabbing a handful of your favorite snacks before plopping back down on the couch next to you.
While you enjoyed the snacks Miles provided, he began to surf through Netflix to find a movie for you both to watch. When he finally picked one, you curled up against him and placed your head on his chest to get into a comfortable position for the duration of the movie.
Thirty minutes into it, Miles seemed to be enjoying it. The humorous scenes made him laugh, the action scenes put him on the edge of his seat, and the drama-filled scenes enticed him. As he got deeper into the movie, he realized that he hasn’t heard your voice in a while.
“Princesa?” Miles leaned up gently, getting a look at your face and saw that your eyes were closed. Soon after, small snores glided through your lips which made him smile knowing that you were now able to sleep peacefully without any fear.
“Te amo,” he whispered, planting a soft kiss on your forehead, hoping that you’ll be able to have a full night's sleep without a nightmare. However, if you wouldn’t, he will be right there next to you, willing to do anything to make you feel better.
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raainberry · 5 months
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Chill(y)
« silly series - 4 »
Sana x gn!reader
Fluff
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synopsis - just a case of those insanely cold winter mornings except you have a cute gf to warm up with
wordcount - 801
T/W - one singular soft cuss word, also suggestive
A/N - IDK ABOUT YALL BUT ITS COLD AS BALLS OUTSIDE MY GOSH. every winter i’m appalled at the temperature drops in the morning, the only good thing this year is that i got inspired. i actually dont use Sana’s name btw so if you wanna imagine someone else, you’re free to do so it’s none of my business, ENJOY
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Getting woken up by the mattress bouncing a couple times underneath you wasn’t something you expected the night before.
Confusion levels were high, and the sheets ruffling together behind you weren’t any help. You had to open your eyes and look over your shoulder to find answers.
You still didn’t really know what to expect, but seeing your girlfriend shivering as she adjusted the blanket around her own body nearly got it off yours.
“What are you doing?” You mumbled still half asleep.
“It’s so cold.” She complained as she continued to wrap her body in whatever way she could. “Like, actually freezing it’s insane.”
You chuckled, rubbing your eyes before turning on your back. “Did you turn the heater on?”
“No, do you want me to die?”
You rolled your eyes at her drama and began to sit up in order to do it yourself. Sure, there was a possibility she wasn’t exaggerating, but that’s one more reason to do it. The love of your life will not freeze to death on your watch.
“Where are you going?” She asked with her head peeking out of the covers.
“Going to turn the heater on.” You answered, throwing the covers off yourself before leaving a kiss on her forehead.
“Okay, well hurry. I don’t want to go retrieve your frozen body in the hallway… I’m not in the mood.”
You only laughed, promising her that it would only take a couple minutes—and it did take a couple minutes, but that was two minutes too long.
She was not exaggerating at all, even the wooden floors beneath your feet felt cold to the touch. You ended up having to sprint back to your bed the way she had done a moment ago.
The sight seemed to amuse her according to the giggles that left her lips and bounced off your bedroom walls. You couldn’t ignore them, nor how they warmed you up on their own on this cold morning.
The way she opened her arms up to invite you into her blanket cocoon made you sway. You gladly jumped into it with the biggest smile, letting her coddle you as you focused on actually warming yourself up.
“Don’t laugh, that was you five minutes ago.” You said, snuggling into her side.
“So what? You should have laughed then too.” She shrugged.
You ignored her words as an idea popped in your mind. It was a little mean, and you felt a little bad about it, but the eventual reward of hearing her laugh was enough to make you proceed.
So instead of answering her, you snuck your cold hand beneath her shirt. Your fingers only grazed her skin, but it was enough to make her shriek at the temperature shock.
“Y/n!” She whined, slapping your hand away as the annoyance in her voice turned into the melodious giggles you loved so much.
“What? You can do the same.”
“It’s not fair, my hands are warm now.”
“And I need to warm up. Sounds ideal to me.” You shrugged innocently. “Although, I would like it either way…”
“This behavior will only get you on the naughty list.” She warned, reminding you of how close the year-end festivities were.
“I wouldn’t mind not getting presents.” You shrugged again before adding, “That means you’re all I need by the way.”
“Am I weak or was that good?” She wondered, making you laugh.
“That was easily my worst work, I’m sorry baby, but you’re weak.”
“Your worst work, huh?” She repeated, and you nodded. “Well your fingers have been doing a great job…”
She finally acknowledged the random shapes you gently caressed all over her side, and your heart started racing as the near future she let on allowed various ideas to bloom in your mind.
“Maybe I’ll give you a chance to redeem yourself.” She whispered, making the moment that much more intimate.
You only smiled at her suggestion. As much as the ideas were enough for your blood to rise in temperature, it was just too damn cold.
“I’m sorry, I just can’t right now. There’s no way I’m getting out of this blanket.”
“You tease. Who said you’d have to get out of it?” She pointed out, leaving soft kisses along your jawline only for you to try and get away from them.
“Come on, Y/n, can you think of a better way to warm up?”
“Yes, by cuddling you like this and going back to sleep so I can ignore it” You argued, nuzzling your face further into her neck, where she couldn’t access any of your weaknesses.
You felt her breathe in before letting it out in a heavy sigh. “You’re lucky I like you.”
“I know, that’s what I tell myself everyday.”
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luluia · 4 months
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Love You
Summary-Zoro had a bit too many drinks and now you have to take care of him
Warnings-none
A/n-This is my first story so let me know how I did 😭🙏
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It was another day on the Straw Hat’s ship as you talked to Robin about this book you both read but little did you know a certain moss head had been eyeing you
“Let’s have a banquet!” Luffy said as Usopp and Chopper smiled cheering for a banquet along with him
“For what? Morons” Nami said as they shrugged
“Don’t be so harsh Nami, I think it could be fun!” You smiled at the idea since it might be fun
“Banquets means more sake so I don’t care either way” Zoro said having a cup of sake you quickly glanced at him before looking away
Truth be told you had feelings for the swordsman as Sanji went immediately to prepare the food for the banquet after you and Robin said that you guys should have one
“Hey Robin more about that book I think that he chose the wrong girl. I mean the other girl was so sweet and they had so much chemistry!” You said
“I see your point but if you really think about it the author chose a more rich girl x poor boy approach. I mean did you even read Chapters 20-23.” Robin said she had a point “Keep it down drama Queen. I’m trying to sleep here” The green haired male said
“Y’know I never knew Cosmo had a long lost retarded brother until I met you!” I smiled as Robin giggled he shut up until the cook called for him “MOSS HEADDDD!!! HOW DARE YOU CALL Y/N-SWANNN A DRAMA QUEEN” He said as they started fighting
“Moss Head’s a cute nickname” You said to Robin as the two of you watched them fight Nami soon joined as you three began to talk
~During The Banquet~
“I’m gonna be King of the-“ Luffy said raising his glass before passing out everyone seemed too except you, Nami, Robin, and Zoro but he was restless
“I’m going to put everyone to bed” I said standing up as Nami and Robin both decided to help they were both a little intoxicated but not Zoro intoxicated as you three both carried the past out members of your crew only Zoro was left so Nami and Robin decided to head to bed smirking and giggling
“Alright. Let’s get you back to bed-“ You said stretching a bit before he interrupted you by pulling you down and onto his lap your cheeks turning a light pink
“Not yet.” He said holding you close you thought this was probably because he was intoxicated but still you felt a little spark within you light up with joy. “Y/n.” He said as you hummed in response “I love you” He squeezed you tired your face was like a tomato’s
“Shut up Moss Head!” You said turning your head away as he smiled burying his head in the crevice of your neck “Your Moss head” He smiled and you felt it
“Z-Zoro you’re drunk right now.” You replied he tightened his grip around your waist “Who cares? I love you the same drunk or not” He kissed your neck softly “And plus I like when you say my name” He running a hand through your hair “I want us to be more than friends” He said
“You’ll snap out of it by morning” You said he didn’t like that response “Don’t do that. Discount my feelings” He squeezed you tighter if that was even possibly “I’m barely friend material. Let alone more than friend material. If I’m being honest you deserve someone way better!” You replied hoping that he would finally go to bed and sober up
“Mmh but there’s no one better than you” He said before you realized he’s starting to dose off you ruffled his hair a bit as he drank some water from earlier to sober up a bit
“Do you not… like me back” He said before falling asleep. He was too heavy to carry back on your own and his grip on you left you no choice but to stay there the rest of the night
“I do love you… stupid moss head” You said kissing the side of his head
BONUS
The Swordsman woke up before you did as he blushed at the sight before slowly taking you off of him as set you down on the floor he was still pretty hungover from last night
“I… love you too Zoro” She mumbled in her sleep he wondered what she meant by too but he was happy she loved him as she started waking up
“It’s so bright” You said using your arm to cover your eyes “Morning. Did the princess sleep well or does she prefer her soft mattress” He said to you as the events from last night came to view
“Oh put a sock in it! I only did it because you were drunk and being clingy” You crossed your arms as he looked over at you smiling before leaning over you “So does that mean you’ll stay with me if I become intoxicated?” He hummed “That’s not what I- You were just vulnerable and I didn’t want anyone to take advantage is all. Plus you’re the one who said you love me”
“Because it’s true” He smiled teasing you.
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i2sunric · 8 months
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Hello! I dropped by to ask if you'd write something w either hanbin or jiwoong that includes reader teasing him and then him manhandling and going rough with reader? Love yr works n thanks in advance! 💋🩶
SINphony — k.jiwoong
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wc: 1.9k (i went feral)
reader: afab (no pronouns used)
warnings: MINORS DNI (explicit smut); making out, pet names, dom! jiwoong but also slightly subby, sub! reader but acts dom, rough sex, unprotected sex, overstimulation, riding, oral
summary: you were horny and tied jiwoong to the bed, teasing him, however when you let him go he taught you what happens when you misbehave.
hi anon! i hope this suits you, i actually loved writing it. thank you 🩷
you were peacefully cooking dinner for you and your boyfriend jiwoong, he was reading his script for the new upcoming drama he was starring in on the sofa. he was wearing glasses, head resting on his hand as he sometimes touched his lips in concentration.
you couldn’t help but think he was dropdead gorgeous, the mole in his face was so attractive. you didn’t even notice you were staring at him for too long until he felt being stared at, so he raised his glance, meeting yours.
“everything already babe?” he questioned, leaving the script on the lonely table and getting up, reaching you in the kitchen
he hugged you and placed a soft kiss on your forehead, “i’m hungry.” he titled his head “isn’t dinner almost ready?”
you shook your head, pressing your lips into a thin line and crawling your finger on his chest.
jiwoong understood what you meant, he smirked and held you closer. he gave you another kiss, deeper this time.
“is my baby needy?” he questioned “need you so bad.” you pouted and this is what it took to make him hard, he felt his cock twitch inside his pants
he took your hand and led you to the bedroom, but before he could do anything you pushed him on the bed. not expecting it, jiwoong fell flat on his back.
jiwoong giggled and let you do what you wanted, you crawled on him, removing his pants and shirt. he did the same to you, throwing the clothes somewhere unknown and giving you a kiss.
it seemed as if your lips couldn’t be apart for too much.
you then smirked, taking a cloth thread which was used to close jiwoong’s glasses case, since it broke.
you tied him up to the head of the bed, jiwoong let you be, he thought that your knots would not be too hard to remove. he giggled, watching as your tongue stuck out of your mouth in concentration “cute.” he murmurs
you nod satisfied and give your attention back to your boyfriend who was laying down under you. you felt powerful since you knew he was in your hands at that moment. you removed his glasses and placed them on the bedside table.
you smirked and started to kiss him while slowly also grinding on his dick, it was hard and straight on his chest, ita colour was an angry red and veins pulsed.
he moaned in your mouth, it was low and deep and it made your pussy twitch. you continued to kiss phim harshly, jiwoong already tried to remove his hands from the knots to touch you.
“nah-ah.” you shook your head, pulling your lips away and lowering yourself on his chest. you started to kiss him and lick it, letting your tongue feel all of his abs.
jiwoong moaned again, shutting his eyes closed and his chest raising in pleasure “babe…” he whined when you sucked his nipple, letting your tongue twirl it and slightly bite it
it sent shivers through his spine “oh my—“ his breath got unsteady
you kept grinding on him, you could feel his pretty cock dripping precum under you which made you feel butterflies in your stomach.
jiwoong slightly opened his eyes, just enough to admire your beauty “y/n, baby, can you ride me?” he asked nicely, knowing that he wouldn’t have lasted long
you acted as if you couldn’t hear him and continued to grind, even faster than before, he groaned, trying to untie the knots. little did he know you had followed a tutorial on how to make tight knots and now only you knew how to untie it.
“y/n, let me go.” jiwoong’s voice was angry and complaining, you knew he loved when you rode him, he always told you it as his favourite thing, but he was always the one in control. you wanted to know how it felt, to have your boyfriend in your grip.
you shook your head, teasing the tip of his cock with your finger. he gasped your name, seeing him so helpless under you was such a sight.
“please baby, please ride me, i want to be inside you.” his eyes got teary, and two red marks started to appear on his wrists.
“give me a reason on why i should ride you, and i will.” you whispered in jiwoong’s ear and he looked at you in disbelief “a reason? y/n, i could list at least a hundred. you feel so good, wrapped around my cock while you bounce up and down or grind on it, your tight pussy hugs my cock and i love it when you’re cumming and it pulses around it.” he was struggling to talk because he was very close to his orgasm
all those praising raised your ego, you slipped him inside of your wet pussy and bounced up and down and grinder, just like he said he loved. you moved fast, gripping on his waist to have friction.
jiwoong was a moaning mess under you, he couldn’t stop but whine your name and small ‘thank you’s.
“y/n.. i’m close— pull away or i’ll cum inside you.” he said, trying again to touch you, forgetting he was a whole with the bed at that moment
“gonna cum.. pull away-“ you shook your head “but we aren’t using protections.” jiwoong reminded you, but you couldn’t care less
you raised the speed a little bit more before saying “cum inside of me, fill me up.” those words were enough to make him reach the orgasm, he inarched his back and his legs raised, you continued to move — at a slower pace — on his, overstimulating the poor man.
“b—babe…” he struggled to say, eyes rolling back and head against the pillow. you finally stopped and reached for his hands, untying the knots “since you’ve been a good boy, i will reward you by letting you go.” you smirked
jiwoong sighed, finally feeling his blood circulating again in his hands.
however, as you were about to pull out his cock from you and get up from the bed, jiwoong gripped on your waist and shifted your position. you were now under him, struggling to move due to his muscular body.
“what are you doing?” you said, trying to break free but jiwoong was way stronger than you “i may have been a good boy, but you surely haven’t behaved well. i need to teach you a lesson.”
well, you truly didn’t expect your plan to backfire against you.
“jiwoong-ie… i’m so sorry, please let me go.” you softly begged, rubbing your thumb against his tensed arm
“nah-ah.” he mocked you, placing a hand around your neck and thrusting inside of you without any warning, you moaned in both pain and pleasure, his arm veins popping up and his pretty hands around your neck were something you enjoyed, secretly.
“mh jiwoong.” you buried the back of your head in the pillow and gripped on the sheet with your hands, jiwoong chuckled at the sight
“this is what people who misbehave deserve.” his eyes sparkled in both anger and lust as he thrusted deep inside of you, each one was so deep you thought it could almost reach your chest.
“i’m sorry! i’m sorry, please.” you begged, though you didn’t really know what you were begging for. you didn’t even know when you came, but you did and jiwoong was overstimulating you.
tears rolled down on your cheeks, jiwoong dried them up with his thumb, removing the hand from your neck. you whined at the contact loss, but you felt more free to breath.
he took your legs in his arms and busted them open, his cock was the only thing you felt, everything else went numb.
“jiwoong— please, oh my.” was the only thing you could cry, he went crazy over you, seeing you in such state brought pleasure all over his body, you felt him shiver.
“just a little bit more, babe.” he reassured, but contra of his words, he went faster. you cried out loud and moaned, the grip on the sheets tightened so much your hand were red.
with a last big and deep thrust he came inside of you, your legs were shaking and your eyes shut, you felt full, filled up by him for the second time.
he pulled out and placed a kiss on your lips, he took a towel from the wardrobe and gently cleaned you up while also whispering praises and kind words to your ears.
you regained your senses and opened your eyes, smiling “it didn’t go as i planned.”
jiwoong chuckled and fixed the glasses he had put back on “well, you can’t win against me, baby.”
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loveandmurders · 11 months
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hello buddy ol pal! came here to request some billy loomis or stu macher x fem/gn reader who’s like *super hot* but too ditzy to notice? (cringe i know 🤭) if you can’t write it no worries!
Hello love, thank you for this request! It was a very cute idea actually.
Hope you'll enjoy <3
SO HOT & SO CONFUSED (Billy x female!reader)
Warnings: no proof reading, mentions of murders, protective and possessive Billy, mentions of sexual desire, reader is a hot himbo.
You only arrived in Woodsboro two weeks ago, and yet it felt like you had always been there.
You didn’t know how that happened but the most popular people in school instantly brought you to their side, and everyone knew you and treated you kindly. You were invited to every party, you were greeted by everyone and even male teachers seemed to give you better grades.
You thought you had always been lucky in your life, because people were generally kind to you, and you enjoyed that.
You were kind in return.
However you disliked how men could sometimes be creeps to you. But weren’t they the same to every woman on the planet anyways?
This time it felt different, though.
No guy tried to annoy you.
And the one who tried, disappeared soon after and you never saw him ever again. Until his face was on every street of the town with a big “MISSING” beneath his picture.
To be fair, it happened a few times.
It also felt different because of Billy Loomis.
He was the hottest guy of the town and everyone wanted him in their bed at least once in their lives.
And you had to admit that you would also like that.
But you weren’t feeling bold enough to start flirting with him. Especially because you didn’t like drama and you were pretty certain every girl in school would start hating you if they saw you in his arms.
Good thing he was bold enough for you two.
Whenever you would arrive in school, you could be certain that Billy, sometimes closely followed by his best friend Stu, was going to spot you and to walk to you or to gesture to you to come closer.
You were almost certain that Billy was already dating another girl though. Sidney or Sandra or something like that.
You didn’t really care about her, as Billy’s charming presence was always making you forget all about the people around you.
You tried your best to never sit next to him in class or you knew you would never be able to follow what the teacher would say.
But sometimes you failed, because the man seemed to enjoy your presence a little too much for both your own good. He needed to keep an eye on you.
For the sole reason that he had never met a girl he so physically desired before. He couldn’t even imagine how your naked body would feel beneath his, nor how truly gorgeous you were.
He needed to make you his.
And that was why Ghostface was killing whoever was getting a little too close to you for his own liking.
He couldn’t share you with anyone else.
Was it Billy’s fault if you were the hottest gal he ever saw in his whole life?
The first time he saw you, he was smoothly talking to Sidney… and you made him forget his lines. Sidney had been quite pissed at him, and it had been hard to recover from him being distracted because of another girl.
Gosh, you had become his favourite sight to look at. He could watch you all day long without getting bored. You were a masterpiece.
And he needed to have you.
Of course Sidney was in the way, and he really couldn’t wait to get rid of her.
Stu had to remind him countless times that they were supposed to follow the plan or it wouldn’t be as good as they had thought it would be.
But Billy was getting impatient.
You were so hot.
And yet you didn’t seem to notice it.
More than once Billy flirted with you, calling you all kinds of pet names including “beautiful, beauty, gorgeous, hottie,...” but you never really caught on to it.
You were taking care of your body and you enjoyed putting on trendy clothes and a little bit of makeup sometimes too with nice hairstyles.
But you never really thought anything about the way people were watching you. Why would you care as long as everyone was nice to you?
You were used to boys asking you to carry your stuff, and you didn’t see why you should refuse it.
If people wanted to be kind to you, why shouldn’t you take the opportunity?
(Plus your bag always crumpled your tops and you really didn’t like that at all.)
It also often happened that boys tried to kiss you at parties or in your daily life, especially when you were getting along with them or when they were too drunk to realise how stupid they were.
You had to admit that now that you had Billy by your side it was a little bit different. In a good way.
He was protective.
And you were enjoying your time with him. He was cute and funny and intense.
He was so hot.
But you couldn’t imagine that he could want you. He had a girlfriend, anyways.
He was always doing his best to avoid Sidney when you were at parties so he could spend time with you, flirting with you and making sure no one else was talking to you.
He was getting very possessive with you, and the fact you didn’t seem to catch on how much he desired you was only fueling his desire to have you all his.
When he needed to go play with Sidney, he was asking Stu to stay with you. Not that he particularly trusts his friend in the presence of such a hot girl, but it was better than having you with someone he didn’t like or didn’t know.
Billy and Stu often wondered if you were stupid though.
You never caught on to the flirting.
You never seemed to understand their “subtle” remarks about your body.
You never understood either when they were calling you “hot stuff”.
You always giggled and rolled their eyes at them “I’m not hot, I’m just a girl”.
And unlike any other girls Billy flirted with, while being with Sidney, you didn’t play with the situation. It was actually confusing you a lot
“I thought you were dating that girl… what was her name again…?”
“Sidney. Yes I'm dating her and…?”
“Oh well, then maybe you shouldn’t invite me to your place at night… I’m not sure she would be happy about that”
“I’m not planning on telling her, you know. And you neither”
“I don’t even know who she is! But really… why do you want me to come over anyways?”
You were really making things hard for Billy.
But because you weren't noticing anything, he thought you might make things easier for Ghostface: you would never be suspicious of him.
He even thought that you would be pretty easy to kill… but he really didn’t want that. It would be a waste.
And one day, you would be his, body and soul.
Or he would go insane.
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astraysimp · 6 months
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(Un)Expected Visitors
Hi besties. I been real active, and have am imagine for you, all! Hehehe....Enjoy!!!!
(Un)Expected Visitors
Pairing: Changbin and Y/n
Warnings: fluff, sick reader ( like a seasonal cold or flu), other members(Maknae line), worried  Binnie, G!n reader , group cuddles,impromptu  sleepover with the maknae line , reader calls the maknaes “honeys” in a cute friendly way, seungmin being soft ( we know he’s secretly a softie)
~* Y/n is sick…..and some, not so, unexpected guests come over~*
Fall was in full swing, yours and Changbin’s favorite season- leaves changing colors, falling from the trees, crisp leaves crunching under your feet as you walked , pumpkin picking , apple orchards, SWEATER WEATHER…. You loved it all. However….. What you didn’t love was the cold/flu that came along with it. The seasonal illness left you with chills, little appetite, a runny AND stuffy nose and fatigue. And, unfortunately ….that’s what you were feeling like , right now.
You had woken up that crisp chill morning– cuddled in bed, wrapped in the warmth and security of Changbin’s arms and your blankets, the sun peeking through the curtains of your shared bedroom– with a cough and sniffles due to your stuffy nose. Sighing, you checked the alarm clock….8.26AM it read. So, knowing yourself better ( and that Changbin would be upset if you didn’t) you had decided to call into your work saying you were feeling too under the weather to go in, that day. Before going back to bed and enjoying more Binnie cuddles , you decided to message Chan saying you were sick with a flu but to not worry himself or the others – Changbin included– about it and that you’d be resting, for most if not all of the day….once the message was sent, you snuggled back into his Changbin’s warm chest and fell back asleep, feeling his arm tighten around you…
~~~~~12 Noon~~~~~~
It was noon when you woke up , meaning Changbin had been at work for 2 hours. With a fatigued body and slow movements, you pulled yourself out of bed- an ivory soft throw blanket wrapped around you, fuzzy socks and your slippers on your feet - and made your way downstairs to your kitchen. Groaning as the lights of the kitchen caused your headache to throb, you padded your way to the fridge, opening the door and grabbed some soup and a bottle of Gatorade ( the light blue one) to help your electrolyte levels. Sighing to yourself, you put your soup in the microwave and took a couple of flu/ cold medication tablets. “Aish….. My head hurts. “ Hearing the beeping of the microwave , you grabbed your soup; from the microwave, a spoon and your water bottle, before you made your way to the living room. 
Setting the soup and spoon down, you gently sat yourself down on the couch and kicked your slippers off. “Mmmmmmm, want Binnie home.” You had pouted to yourself, as you sipped your soup, after letting it cool off a bit. “Aigoo, still too hot,” you sighed before taking another sip, you turned your TV on, setting the volume low. “Guess I could watch something,” you mumbled, sipping your water as you flicked through the channels. Settling on some random drama, You set the bowl on the coffee table and laid on the couch–a dwaekki pillow clutched in your arms– pulling your blanket tighter  around your body, as your eyes flickered over the TV screen.A couple episodes later and you felt your eyes droop. The fatigue of the flu really hitting you. You were groggy and didn’t realize you had fallen asleep until you heard the door of your shared apartment open….
~~~~~6.30Pm~~~
Changin- along with his other members’-- work day was finally done and he couldn't wait to go home, to you. Changbin was excited, his maknaes were going to go to your shared apartment for a dinner and game night. Exiting their company building and getting in Changbin’s car, they made the 15 minute drive, talking quietly amongst themselves. And 15 minutes later, after parking and getting the elevator to your apartment floor, they didn’t expect the sight they saw…
Changbin and the maknaes, toed their shoes off, by the door, and slipped on a pair of their own house slippers and walked into the small hallway, that opened up to their common area. Changbin noticed immediately, how quiet it was, upon entry. “Huh…… why’s it so quiet?” Han had asked his friends. The others shrugged, not seeming too fazed. “Dunno…..but usually y/n has music playing or is cooking or watching TV,”Felix said, having been over to his hyung’s apartment enough times to know the normal ‘routine.’ It seemed off and Changbin was slightly worried.” Yah, sh. Maybe they’re asleep…..baby? Honey? I’m home.” Changbin had cautiously called out as he walked around. “Hyung……did y/n seem okay when you left this morning?” Seungmin had questioned him before going to check the kitchen and patio area. “Y/n was asleep , when I left…” Changbin pouted and walked into the living room”Seungmin hyung, don’t say that. It’ll worry him,” Jeongin whined, also searching for y/n.”yeah, don’t be silly, maybe ynnie is just upstairs showering or something,” Han suggested. Scoffing gently, Seungmin butted back,”shower? At 6:30 at night?”Changbin was starting to worry, as was Felix.”Hyung? They didn’t go anywhere, today, did they?” Changbin shook his head, with a pout. “no….no…Y/n would’ve texted me plus…their shoes are by the door,in the same position they left them last night”. Sighing, he checked the bathroom and first floor guest bedroom ,before quietly making his way to the living room.  “Huh?....Tv’s on? Baby? Binnie’s ho-” he called out again, before noticing your sleeping figure on the couch, soup and medicine on the table and sighed.” Guys , I found y/n. They’re asleep, so be quiet.” He told his members as he knelt down by the couch, gently stroking your cheek with the back of his knuckle. “Hey, hey, baby. What happened hm?” He pouted at you, noticing your eyes slowly opening, as you nuzzled into his touch. “B-Binnie? You’re  home?” You sleepily smiled at him , stretching your body out. “Yeah,Binnie’s home. Now, sweety, what happened? Why didn't you tell me you didn’t feel well?” He cooed before placing a kiss to your forehead,”it’s okay,Binnie. Just a flu.” You blushed under his gaze, blinking slowly. “Oh baby, my poor baby. Let Binnie take care of you, yeah?” He smiled, softly, until he heard the coos and scoffs of his maknaes.Seungmin speaking first, “ hi, Y/nnie. Do you feel okay? Do you want us to go?” He looked at you softly, the same way the other members of the maknae line were. “ We can go, noona. It’s okay,” Jeongin and Felix added in, Han nodding in agreement. Sitting up, you smiled and giggled softly, feeling Changbin pull you into his side. “Oh, hi honeys. No no … I feel a lot better, now. You guys can stay.” You patted the other side of the couch and watched as a giggly felix scampered over, before cuddling into your side. “ I’m glad you feel better,ynnie,” Felix smiled at you and placed a soft kiss on the top of your head. Feeling left out, Han, Seungmin and Jeongin scampered over, before placing themselves around or on you, Felix and Changbin. “Cuddle pile! Cuddle pile!” They had cheered- yes even Seungmin- as they grabbed blankets of their own and smiled at each other. 
Sure, having the flu sucked– like yeah the flu sucks–  but having your boys there to care for you and cuddle you , made it a heck of a lot better. “ Now….if you boys get sick…. It’s not my fault,” you had playfully warned them, sending points at them. “Yes ma’am, our faults completely.” They had giggled, before cuddling back in. And, a few hours later, once dinner was eaten and everyone was changed into pajamas….you found yourselves asleep in that same cuddle pile– all with soft smiles on your faces. 
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turtletaubwrites · 5 months
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That Sounds Lovely ~ Part 14
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Pairings: Zoro x Fem!Reader, Sanji x Fem!Reader, Robin x Fem!Reader
This is part 14 of the Series 'We've All Got Needs,' linked below:
Word Count: 3865
We've All Got Needs Masterlist
Ao3 Link (this part can be found in Ch. 4 of We've All Got Needs cont.)
Summary: The boys answer Robin's question, and Robin doesn't answer yours. Uncomfortable feelings keep popping up.
Rating/Warnings: Explicit Sexual Content, Fem!Reader, 18+ Only, MDNI, Reader-Insert, Smut, Fluff, Angst, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Pet Names, Polyamory, Relationship Discussions, Relationship Drama, Insecurity, Jealousy, Alcohol, Light BDSM, Vaginal Fingering, Choking, Overstimulation, Aftercare, Inappropriate Use of Akuma no Mi | Devil Fruit Powers
A/N: I hope you enjoy this very Robin-centric chapter! I just love her 💙
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You could breathe this morning, but you laughed yourself awake again, wondering how Zoro had managed to get you both in this current position. 
He was laying diagonally across the bed, and had your thighs trapped between his. It looked as if he’d wrestled you into submission while he slept. 
You traced your fingers on his face lightly until his eyes flew open, then he jolted, sitting up as a soft knock came to the door.
Giggling at him, you managed to free your legs, and crawl out of the bed. You checked your reflection quickly, making sure all your clothes were in place before cracking the door. 
Sanji was there, wide eyed, as he fidgeted with the buttons on his jacket. Frowning at him, you stepped into the hall, and closed the door.
“Sanji, is everything okay?”
“Oh, yes, dear,” Sanji said as he straightened his posture, his voice a bit higher than normal. “I just need to finish prepping breakfast soon.”
You weren’t awake enough to read him, so you nodded your head a few times. 
“Okay, did you… need something?”
You watched Sanji chew on his lip as he looked up at the ceiling, and a slow smile crept onto your face as you remembered. 
“Is this about Robin?”
He took a quick breath in, shaking his hands a bit as he exhaled. When he met your eyes he looked near panicked. You wanted to cut him a break, but decided to wait for him to get it out.
“Y-Yes, my love. I know after breakfast she asked- Uh, we’re going to talk about-”
“You’re going to tell her if you’d like to go on a date with her or not?”
Sanji’s lips pressed together. You tilted your head down as you waited for him to go on, and you swore you heard a tiny, trapped whimper from his throat. 
Poor guy.
“I w-wouldn’t dream of it if you weren’t comfor-”
You couldn’t take any more of it. You interrupted him so that you wouldn’t start laughing in his face if it went on too much longer.
He’s so cute when he’s desperate. 
“Sanji, I would love to know that you and Robin are enjoying each other’s company. You have my blessing to go on a date with her.”
Those might be your favorite words that you’d ever spoken, because the effect on Sanji was incredible.
His face turned almost purplish red, his legs seemed to turn to jelly as he swooned, and his eyes got so large and ecstatic that you thought pink sparkly hearts might pop out of them. 
“Mon coeur! My sweet, sweet Y/N. You are everything to me, my beautiful angel!”
He’d lunged at you, showering your face and arms with kisses until you were gasping with laughter. You grabbed his face, and planted a kiss on his sloppy lips before shooing him off.
“Go finish breakfast, or Luffy will eat you before you can have your date.”
Still chuckling when you went back to your quarters, your smile widened as you caught Zoro pulling a shirt on over those beautiful muscles. 
“I take it the love cook is gonna take Robin up on her offer?”
“Ha, how could you guess,” you teased, grinning as you dressed for the day. Then you tilted your head at your swordsman. You didn’t want to pressure him to talk about it, but now you were curious.
It was a strange feeling, knowing that they might have relationships outside of yours. You noticed a bit of jealousy, but when you examined it closer, you realized it was your own insecurities.
You wanted all of your partners to have the connections they wished for, and the thought of someone else helping them feel happy made you smile. 
As you dressed and got ready for the day, you watched your reflection and let out a breath. You noticed part of your mind was comparing yourself to Robin, wondering if the boys would prefer her, or if she would prefer them. You caught your mind in the act, and told Zoro you’d meet him in a few minutes. 
He looked you over with his brows furrowed before he kissed you, leaving you to your thoughts. 
Sitting down, you focused on your breath. You noticed how your body felt, where it felt tight, constricted. Breathing into it, you let yourself examine those fears. 
It made you laugh, because it’s not what you truly feel. You know they adore you, and they can adore each other too. Just like I do! 
You reminded yourself that you have room in your heart and body for all of them, and that seeing them be happy with someone else just means more joy.
You were glad you checked in yourself before the after breakfast talk.
And I can just tell them how I feel if that keeps showing up. 
You were the last to the galley, and you beamed at your crew as all their bright or groggy faces turned to yours. Sanji kissed your cheek on your way to the table, and Robin chuckled as you kissed hers before you sat down next to Zoro. His hand gripped onto your thigh, squeezing a couple times when you kissed his cheek too.
I love my life. 
“So you guys are gonna be doing this like every day now?”
Usopp motioned toward the four of you while Nami laughed, patting him on the shoulder. 
“Just wait, I bet it’ll get worse.”
He groaned, but Luffy stopped eating long enough to chime in. 
“Everyone’s happy, I like it!”
Grinning at your captain, you noticed Zoro had gone from scowling at the sniper, to staring at his captain while holding his drink in front of his face like he forgot it was there. Smiling to yourself, you dove into breakfast. Zoro’s so cute when it comes to his captain. 
Nami stayed behind as most of the crew left, leaning on the table as she spoke to you. 
“You working out with me today?”
“No.”
You both looked at Zoro, who had been looking down at the table when he refused for you.
“I’m sorry, I thought I was talking to the botanist.”
“I’m training her now.”
Annoyance and pleasure coursed through you at his declaration, and you reached out to touch his hand. 
“How about I stretch and run with Nami in the mornings, and then you can murder me when we’re done?”
His lip twitched, eyes narrowing at you while Nami sighed. 
“Fine.”
“Yeah it’d better be fine you weirdo,” Nami threatened, as she leaned down to hug you. 
And then it was just the four of you. 
Sanji sat down next to Robin again, across from you. A few moments of silence passed while Robin smirked, until you finally broke it. 
“Soo, boys,” you teased in an awkward, but amused voice. “I believe Robin gave you something to think about.”
Her smile widened at you, and she took over. 
“Please remember, there is no pressure to see me as well as Y/N. And if we do have a date, we’ll have to see if we would like to continue. I won’t feel offended if you aren’t interested.”
You bit your lip to keep from laughing at Sanji’s red face, his parted lips. She turned to him with a smile. 
“Sanji, would you like to have a date with me-”
“It would be an honor to spend time with you, Robin, my dear.”
Zoro looked up at the ceiling with a small groan while you gripped his thigh to keep from laughing at Sanji’s strained voice. 
Sanji reached for Robin’s hand, and she let him leave a soft kiss on her knuckles while she kept her taunting smile. 
This is going to be so much fun. 
“When can we have our date,” Sanji asked after clearing his throat, face still red.
Robin turned her smile to you before replying. 
“I believe I have a date with Y/N this evening.”
Sanji reached his hand across the table to touch your fingers, and tingling chills rolled over your skin at the purr in his words.
“And I will be seeing Y/N tomorrow night. Isn’t that right, my sweet?”
Sanji still looked at you with the same intensity as always, and Robin’s sparkling eyes made you feel so at ease.
Your smile started to hurt your cheeks as you nodded at them both. 
“The day after tomorrow then,” Robin confirmed while Sanji shivered. 
Everyone turned to the silent swordsman. You felt a tiny pull of those feelings from before, and breathed them out. 
I want Zoro to be happy, no matter what.
Zoro didn’t say anything, so Robin tilted her head toward him.
“Zoro, would you like to have a date with me?”
He looked at her for a moment before looking down at the table. 
“No, thank you.”
His quiet rejection didn’t seem to phase her at all. She smiled softly, nodding. On the other hand, Sanji looked horrified, as if Zoro had slapped Robin instead of declining. 
You reached out to Sanji’s hand on the table to shake his eyes away from them, and he still looked shocked. 
“No worries at all, Zoro. Let me know if you ever change your mind.”
You watched Zoro nod, keeping his eyes down, and you were grateful when Robin kept the conversation going. 
“Is there anything else we should discuss as a group today?”
No one answered her, so she motioned to leave, stretching. 
All of you stood in a circle again, and you giggled. 
“Group hug?”
“Never gonna happen.”
You grinned at Zoro’s frown, while Sanji had stretched his arms wide at your tease, looking between you and Robin. She chuckled as she went for the door, and you rubbed each of the boys on the arms as you jogged to follow her. 
In the hall, she laced her fingers with yours as you walked out on deck. You felt giddy, buzzing at the feel of her soft skin on yours.
“Do you want to run with me and Nami?
“I think I’ll just watch you.”
She laughed as you started to blush at her tone, and wrapped her arm around your shoulders. 
“We’ve found ourselves on a lovely crew of pirates, haven’t we?”
“So lovely,” you replied, leaning up to kiss her beautiful lips. 
“Noodle arms, are you coming,” Nami yelled from across the deck.
“Have fun,” Robin whispered in your ear as she moved to sit, pulling out a hefty book. 
Your days were getting so full. With three incredible partners, four other wonderful friends and crewmates, your studies and projects as a botanist that had been put on hold, and now your determination to learn to fight and use your knowledge to aid your crew in battle, you were feeling beat. 
But you didn’t want to stop any of it. You knew you’d need some sort of break soon, but you definitely didn’t want to pause your training. 
It was brutal. The bruises on your knees from the other night were purple now, and you still caught Zoro’s eyes drifting there. You could tell he was holding himself back.
But he still pushed you, and you pushed yourself to meet his demands.
I want to help my crew!
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“How are you feeling, Y/N?”
Seated on Robin’s small couch after dinner, you took a sip of wine, and enjoyed the scent of her perfume. You smiled lazily at her before responding. 
“I feel amazing, how about you?”
Tracing your fingers around hers, the scrape of the fabric felt way too good as you enjoyed the anticipation of what might come.
She took your hand in hers, stroking her thumb across your skin. 
“I feel amazing too. I just wanted to check in that you’re doing okay with the changes. With Sanji and I. Because if you’re not-”
“I’m okay with it, Robin. More than okay.”
Pulling her hand, you pressed your lips against her fingers. You loved the way her breath hitched as she watched your mouth on her skin. 
“I’m so glad,” she replied, her voice low and heated.
She leaned toward you, until you were pushed against the arm of the loveseat. Her fingers trailed along your neck, your ear, and your jaw, as shivers tickled down your body. Her blue eyes grew dark as her face came so close to yours. 
Breathing in each other's warm breath, you loved the moment of almost. 
Smiling, you took you both over the edge, tasting her sweet lips on yours. Robin pulled her body close to you, a soft whine in her throat that made your eyes roll back. 
Gently tugging at her thighs, you let out a contented sigh when she crawled onto your lap. She straddled you, her tall frame hunched slightly to kiss you, her hands cradling your face, and twisting into your hair. 
Small whimpers left your throat as you trailed your fingers along her thighs, exploring higher under her short skirt. She gave you a soft moan, so you followed the line of her body further, smoothing along the silky skin of her ass. 
She dipped her tongue into your mouth, slowly and sensually tasting as much of you as she could. You teased, dragging nails lightly along her skin while she shivered for you, chuckling quietly.
She pulled herself away, bringing your wine glass so you could tap your glasses before taking another sip. Your heart rate was still high, but you watched her with that gorgeous, often unreadable smile, and you couldn’t help your curiosity. 
“Have you ever had a relationship like this before?”
Her smile somehow became more taunting as she sprawled onto her bed before replying. 
“I’ve never been lucky enough to encounter so many interesting lovers willing to share in one place before.”
Blushing, you set down your glass to sit on the edge of the bed. 
“I guess the opportunity is pretty hard to come by,” you affirmed, shaking your head, still not sure you weren’t dreaming.
“I don’t think either of us will find it hard to come now.”
Your mouth dropped open as she said that with a deadpan expression. Then you practically shrieked her name as you jumped toward her on the bed.
“I can’t believe you just said that,” you breathed out, still gasping with laughter as you settled down next to her.
“Why shouldn’t I say it,” she purred, her eyes glinting. “Is it not true?”
You could feel your skin flush, warmth moving through you as she drew delicate circles along your shoulder and neck.
“Zoro seems to enjoy leaving his mark on you.”
“Oh, um,” you stuttered, reaching for your neck. Your attempts to mask the bruising from Zoro’s bite mark clearly hadn’t passed Robin’s inspection. You didn’t really see the point in covering it, although it did still feel a bit awkward for your lovers to see each other’s claims so visibly on your body. You felt your skin flush red. 
“I don’t mind at all, Y/N. I’m just wondering if you like it.”
“Oh! If I like the marks,” you asked, somehow blushing more. “I do, actually. I like having souvenirs.”
“Ha, I like that.” Robin’s smile grew even more playful, and you loved making her laugh. “Although I didn’t just mean the marks.”
Now your smile was matching hers as you crawled closer.
“I like the biting too.”
“Why do you like it?”
She started playing with your hair, extra hands teasing down your body like a cascade of velvet.
“Mm, I like knowing that he likes it. I like that it makes him feel good to take me in his mouth like that, to put his mark on my skin, to claim me.”
Her eyes pierced you, trapping your gaze while you kept going.
“I like the way it feels. I like the pain, especially when I’m right on the edge of pleasure. It feels incredible.”
The last words rolled off your tongue, low and heated. 
“Mm, that’s lovely.”
Some of the hands teasing you started raking nails down your skin, like gentle blades. Not too hard, not yet.  
“I choked you the last time we played. Did you enjoy that?”
“Mmhm,” you breathed as you started to writhe, her hands skillfully undressing both of you now.
“What is it about being choked that you find pleasurable?”
It took you a moment to respond, the sensations of all of her soft, dangerous hands taking over your mind. 
“I feel the same way. I love that my partner enjoys it, I love how the pain mixes with the pleasure, until it’s something more intense.”
“Mm. Is there more?”
Some of her fingers were tracing along the base of your neck now, while others trailed tauntingly close to your center. 
“With choking I love the risk… I love that I’m completely in your hands, my pleasure, my pain, my life. I love the way it feels, it t-takes me over that edge. It’s intoxicating.”
You managed to open your eyes, moaning when you saw the hungry way she looked at you. 
“What do you like about choking me,” you breathed out.
The predatory look in her eyes sent shivers through you, and she hummed at your reaction.
“I love that sweet look on your face when you let go. Watching you enjoy being overpowered and pleasured is delicious.”
You cried out for her as her nails scraped harder.
“I enjoy knowing that you trust me so much that you’d put your life in my hands.”
She leaned in closer, her next words making you shake as you felt her wicked promise. 
“I love the feel of your skin, and the way your body shakes under my hands when I bring you closer. I love controlling you, giving you exactly what you need.”
One of Robin’s hands wrapped its fingers around your neck, so gently. Another hand teased along your folds, making you twitch as it played with your clit.
“R-Robin…”
“I think hearing my name on your lips is my favorite part,” she breathed along your mouth before tasting you. 
You reached your hand out to touch her, needing to make her feel good, feeling so much slick covering your fingers. She grabbed your hand, putting your fingers into your own mouth. Your eyes rolled back in your head as you sucked the sweet, and heady taste of her. 
“Tonight you’re all mine, Y/N. But don’t worry, I’m taken care of.”
You choked out an almost laugh as another arm appeared. It waved at you, before taking its rightful place, making her moan softly when its fingers entered her.
“Can I take you now, Y/N?”
“Please.”
Robin leaned over you again, placing her sinful lips against yours, savoring herself on your tongue. Melting into her, you cried out into her smirking mouth.
Her deft fingers had stayed on your clit, sliding easily over it with your dripping desire for her.  Chuckling softly at your reactions, Robin sent another hand, two fingers curling deep inside your needy cunt. 
Her eyes were open, taking in your desperation as she kept kissing you through her ministrations. The look in her eyes was enough to do you in, and Robin ate your screams. She fed you her own moans to you as she pleasured herself, her wicked hands making you come together. 
“I’m going to do that to you again, Y/N.”
Breathless, all you could do was moan, still twitching as her fingers continued to play with you softly, slowly now. 
She restrained you, your hands held above your head, legs wide while you arched you back. 
Your breath and pulse were so ragged as she smiled at you, like you were a tasty prey caught in her trap. Waves of heat and tingles danced on your skin as you waited, not knowing what she’d do next. 
She watched you for long enough that you started to writhe against her warm restraints. 
“Robin?”
Your mouth was covered by another hand, and the one at your throat finally pulsed against your skin, making your eyes roll back. More arms appeared to tease along your skin, so close to your core, but never touching.
“Don’t worry, Y/N. I’m in control now.”
Hot, tears pricked at your eyes as you whimpered for her, high and desperate. 
“Do you trust me?”
Aching for her, needing her, you nodded as much as her trap would let you. 
Panting as she uncovered your mouth, your tongue hung loose as she straddled you. She replaced her summoned hand around your neck with both of her own, breathing along your face.
“Say it.”
“I-I trust you.”
Fingers raked nails across your body, leaving you moaning. 
“Say it.”
You could hardly think, but you reacted.
“I trust you, Robin.”
The satisfied hum that she let you taste on a kiss made you weak, limp in her hold.
“We’re not done yet, Y/N.”
She brought her heavenly fingers back, playing with your clit, and that sweet spot within you like she was made for it.
She kept her face above yours, her gorgeous black hair falling around you. She watched your every movement as she choked you, knowing just when to push you, and when to let you rest.
You saw her dangerous smile grow almost manic until you couldn’t look anymore. Your eyes flew back in your head while an explosion of warmth and overwhelm barreled through you. Your body bucked wildly, but she held every part of you firm, her prey in a trap. All hers.
The soft caresses and kisses she gave you when you came down kept you twitching, almost crying.
“You are amazing, Y/N. I’m so glad I found you...”
Propped on an elbow as she stroked your cheeks, her smirking face had fallen. You could barely move, but you managed to reach up to touch her cheek, bringing a hint of her smile back.
“Why are you sad?”
Robin's lips pursed, and you hated when her heavy eyes left yours.
“I’m not sad, Y/N. I’m grateful. I didn’t think I’d get to enjoy this much time with all of you.”
Struggling, you pulled yourself up against the bedrest to look at her.
“What do you mean ‘this much time?”
You watched Robin’s features shift, as if she was building up walls around herself. As much as your curiosity was killing you with a need to know her better, you put it aside, reaching for her hand. 
“Robin, you don’t have to tell me. Just lay with me, please." 
Your thumb rubbed along the back of her hand, and your breath caught as you waited.
Robin nodded at you, her blue eyes large, and filled with so much you couldn’t understand. But she came to you, curling against you, resting her head on your chest. 
Tracing circles on her back, you whispered, hoping you hadn’t made her shut down completely. 
“Is it alright if I sleep in here tonight?”
Your chest filled with warmth as she pulled you tight against her. 
You almost didn’t hear her answer.
“That sounds lovely.”
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dongfuck · 1 year
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Pink Venom #2 - l.dh
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pairing: manipulator playboy!haechan x fem!reader
genre: smut, angst, fluff
warnings: swearing, alcohol consumption, teasing, grinding, fingering, handjob, manhandling, cheating, someone getting in a coma, short cameo of an unannounced character, more drama than smut
wc: 5.4k
note: this was a bit rushed i’m sorry 😭😭
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[ 5th January, 2021 ]
You lay in your bed with your arms crossed to your chest as you thought about what to wear for your date with Haechan. Yeah. I know. A date with Haechan. Never heard of it before right? But unfortunately, he’d found out that you were spying on him the other day and wanted to make up for it. Which was bringing you out on a date. Slowly, you got up from your laying position and walked towards your closet.
You flicked through your pieces of clothing before a sigh left your chapped lips. A top would be good. But a yellow sundress would be better. So with that thought, you grabbed onto one of your prettiest sunflower-decorated sundress and changed into just that. You did the simplest makeup look you could muster before reaching over to your phone and sitting right on top of your vanity. Right as you switched on your phone, there was a call from your boyfriend, Haechan.
“Hello?” You spoke into the phone. “Y/n. You ready?” he asked and you can hear slight excitement in his voice. “Yeah, I’m ready.” you said lazily as you played with your lipstick on the vanity. “Okay. I’ll pick you up in five.” and with that the call simply ended after you replied with a simple ‘Okay’ Haechan hadn’t told you where you’d be going so you were quite curious as to where he would take you.
Putting on your favourite sling bag (which was a gift from Hyuck btw), you left your room and waited for Haechan in your living room. Exactly five minutes later, there was a sound of a honk coming from outside and you knew it was your awaited lover. You walked towards your mirror that was hung up on a wall on the way to the front door before putting on your best poker face; a sign of showing how disappointed you are at him.
When you opened the front door, you didn’t expect to see him right behind it and the surprised look on your face was definitely obvious. As he grabbed onto your hand, he threw on a cute smile as he said, “You look beautiful.” before leading you to his car. He was quite of a gentleman when he’d opened the door of the passenger seat for you but to be honest, you wouldn’t even mind if he didn’t since you guys had been dating for quite a while.
You watched as he entered the driver’s seat next to you as he began driving to your destined location. “How are you?” was the first thing he said to you in the car. “Fine.” you answered, still with that poker face of yours. “Y/n, I’m sorry…” he probably noticed the way you hesitantly replied when he apologised. “For what?” you wanted to hear it from him himself. From Lee Donghyuck himself. You wanted him to comfess everything he’s done behind your back and beg for your forgiveness.
“For-For everything that I've done to y-”
“What have you done? Tell me.”
You almost laughed at the way his face dimmed in fear before you continued. “I-I don't want to spoil the mood. So for today, let's just act like nothing ever happened. Okay?” you reached over to his hand that was resting on the gear and played with his pretty fingers. “Okay...” and with that the drive to your date place was in complete silence. A few minutes had passed and the air was beginning to become heavy and awkward. So you decided to speak.
“How were you these past few weeks? Anything big happened?” you stared out the front window casually. "Uh... Nothing. Nothing really happened." he tapped the steering wheel in anxiousness. “I see.” and the awkwardness returned. A while later, Haechan finally parked his car in front of an unknown location. "Where are we? " you questioned once you left the car. “You like surprises don't you? Well, I've got a big one.” he whispered with a sinister smile before taking your hand in his and pulling you somewhere.
It was only 6 pm but it was already starting to get dark as you walked through the alleyway with Haechan guiding you. It seemed like forever and your boyfriend still hasn't stopped walking, so you decided to call him out for it. Stopping dead in your tracks, you halted your steps before tugging on Haechan’s hand. “We've been walking for 15 minutes. Where exactly are you taking me?” you heard the man in front of you sigh as he took a few steps closer to you. “We're almost there, don't worry. I'm not gonna do anything to you.”
It was quite odd that he mentioned possibly hurting you but you simply shrugged it off and continued your way down the path. Finally, you were lead to a hidden empty restaurant that seemed too expensive for any of you to afford. “Behold. Eiffel Love.” he turned to look at you with a proud smile plastered on his face. Indeed, the place was shaped like the Eiffel Tower. It was pointy at the top and from where you were standing, you could see a few seats there. The place was also well lit that you wondered why you've never seen it before.
Walking on, you looked around in awe. It was absolutely beautiful. Soft jazz was playing in the background and you could see a few baristas working on some coffees. Probably for themselves since the place was completely emply except for the many workers. Wait. Why is the place empty? “Hyuck?” you called for the man next to you which he simply replied with a happy hum. “Where's everyone?” you played with his fingers nervously. “What do you mean?" he looked at you with a raised brow. “I mean, why is it empty? We can't possibly be the only ones here.
“Oh I uh…” he scratched the back of his neck mid-sentence. “I reserved the whole place.”
“What?!”
You looked at him in pure shock. Lee Donghyuck reserved the whole restaurant just for a date? “You're joking.” you held his palm firmly. “You can't possibly be serious.” you ranted on. “I am! So you can choose to sit wherever you like.” he flashed a cute smile your way as he anticipated your reply. “I— Fine... Let's sit at the top so we can have some privacy.” you pulled him to the elevator (yes, it has an elevator) in the centre of the restaurant as you heard him mutter a small, “As you wish, princess.”
You chose to sit at the seat closest to the edge so you could get a good view of the beach opposite the restaurant. Just then, a waiter walked up to your table with an iPad in hand as he handed you the menu. As you scanned the menu, you took a quick look at the prices and holy fuck. Even the side dishes costs around £7. You gulped at the prices before you heard Haechan ordering sweet and sour ribs. After receiving expectant looks from your boyfriend, you quickly looked through the menu and ordered the cheapest dish there; Aglio Olio spaghetti which costs around £25.
The both of you thanked the waiter as he left with the menus. It wasn't long before you both started talking again. “It's been so long since we last went on a date. To be honest, I miss you. A lot.” he looked like he was holding back tears when he said that but you were smart enough to not fall for his immature acts. “Miss? Present tense?” you raised a brow and smiled teasingly at him. “Yes. Miss. I missed you then and I still miss you now.” he stared deeply into your eyes.
You didn't utter a single word. Instead, you simply smiled at him generously. You pondered around a thought heavily before finally releasing a heavy breath and meeting Haechan’s eyes. “Why did you do it?” your lips turned into a small frown. “I...” he looked around nervously as you anticipated his answer. “I… It was all just lust— Temporary lust. You didn't think it was actual love right?” he bit his lower lip softly. “Well obviously. Cause you're always with a different girl every time I see you.” smiling provocatively, you poured yourself and your boyfriend a glass of white wine before taking a small sip.
“Every time you see me?” he repeated. “So— this is not the first time?” Haechan questioned you. “Of course not, silly! You actually thought I've never seen you cheat on you me before this?”staring at his shocked face, you chuckled mockingly. “This is a nice place, you've brought me to. Good job.” you complimented his choice of location as you looked around the place once again. “Thank you.” his voice was a mere whiper and he looked completely defeated right now. A part of you felt mentally bad for him but he has to know what you felt before.
Just then, the same waiter from before came stopping by your table. “Butter Crab Aglio Olio and Sweet Sour Ribs?” he stated more than asked. “That’s right.” Haechan backed a bit from the two-seater table to allow the waiter to serve the dishes.
Right as he left, the both of you was once again awkward before the man in front of you decided to speak. “I'm sorry, Y/n.” you know he was afraid to meet your eyes because he was Iooking everywhere but you, trying his best to avoid your sharp gaze. As you were about to answer, he spoke again. “I really am. And— And I just want us to be like the old times when there was zero awkward tension between us. When the only ones we could see was each other. When all we did was love.”
“Then look at me. Look at me in the eyes and tell me you love me.”
You saw the way he hesitated to do so but with you pressuring him with your words, he finally gave in and looked at you full of sorry. “I love you, Y/n. And I know it’s not as easy for you to say it back or even forgive me right now but I just need you to know that there’s no one that can replace you or change the way I feel for you. I love you.” Now, do you know the problem you have whenever you’re with him? You always fall for his charms. You could never hate him even when he is found to be the worst human to ever exist. He's like venom. Addicting but dangerous. I guess you could call him the pink venom considering he did dye his hair pink a few days prior.
“I forgive you.”
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[23rd February, 2021]
“Jeno, where the fuck is my skirt?!” you ran down the stairs hurriedly and glared at your brother. His shoulders raised and dropped as he continued scrolling through his phone. You were… annoyed? You took one of the cushions from the sofa Jeno was sitting on before hitting him in the head with it. He looked a bit taken aback by your bold move. “I know you hid it.” you crossed your arms in front of him “Hey— I have better things to do than hiding your tiny ass skirt!”
"It's not tiny— wait... How did you know…” right then, Jeno was seen sprinting down the hallway leading to his room. But fortunately, you were quick to catch up to him before he got the chance to slam the door on you. "Give it back or I'm telling mum." you frowned deeply at him. "Mum's not home.” Jeno slowly backed away from you and it went unnoticed by you when he secretly grabbed onto a pillow to protect himself with.
When you began taking small steps towards him, he took the same pillow and placed it in front of his body as he looked at you in fear. “Give it to me now.” reaching a hand between the both of you, you tapped your right foot impatiently. “Okay, fine! I took it! But I just didn't want you to wear it!” he confessed. “Why not?” your brows furrowed in confusion. “Because sister, it is the absolute tiniest skirt I've ever seen in all 21 years of my life!”
“‘Tis not!”
“‘Tis!”
“Whatever. Just return it back to me now.” you gestured to your waiting hand. “Then you have to promise me that you're not going to wear it.” Jeno has never looked this serious and you’re smart enough to know it's like begging for death if you dare to break a promise with Lee Jeno, “Fine I-I promise.” you eyed Jeno who abandoned the pillow he was holding and marched towards his walk-in closet before walking back out with a familiar black skirt in hold.
“My skirt!” you screeched in happiness and almost ran towards your brother but he managed to stop you before you could attempt anything. “You’re not going to wear it, right?” he asked for confirmation. “No, I’m not.” you but your lower lip eagerly. “Promise?” Once again, he asked you. “For fuck’s sake, Jeno! Yes, I promise!” This time, you furrowed your eyebrows and stared at him angrily. “Okay, okay, here.” he passed you the skirt distastefully and laid on this bed right after. “Get out.” Jeno pulled out his phone from his right pocket before scrolling through it once again.
Letting out a huff of annoyance, you walked out the door and slammed it shut. Nonetheless, you were happy you got your skirt back.
You paced around your room as you pondered on what to wear to an outing with a friend. More specifically, Romi. You turned your head to look at the folded black skirt on your study chair that Jeno forbade you to wear. You gulped at the sight of it and your hand itched to reach out for it, but your heart speaks louder than your mind and you knew you couldn’t. So you drifted your vision away from the item of clothing and left your room; heading towards your brother’s.
Knocking on the door softly, you pushed the door open just to see your brother laying asleep on his queen-sized bed. Soundlessly you walked over to him and shook his body, “Jeno.” you called out for him, “Jenooo,” you shook his figure harder and when he didn’t respond again, you simply slapped his right shoulder as you said, “You fucking dickhead. Wake the fuck up.” At that, he jolted awake into a sitting position and looked like he had just seen a ghost. “What the fuck, Y/n?” he furrowed his eyes at you as you took a few steps towards his closet and looked through his clothes. “Can I borrow one of your t-shirts?” you took a particular brown tee form the folded tees section and eyed it carefully. “What for?” Jeno questioned curiously from the outside of the closet. “Going out with Romi.” you simplified.
“This late at night? And what time are you coming home?”
“Relax, Jeno. It’s only half past nine. Plus we’re just going to watch a movie.” You shrugged. “No, you can’t. I’m not allowing you to.” He laid back on his bed and moved into his usual sleeping position. “You’re not Mum.” You crossed your arms, “Mum wouldn’t allow it.” his voice was causal and relaxed when he spoke to you. “I’ll call her then.” you insisted. “You don’t have to.” Jeno say up on his bed once again and glared at you warningly. “If I said no, then it means no. You can’t go out at this time of the day. So what I want you to do now is call that friend of your yours and tell her you can’t make it. Your brother doesn’t allow you to. Tell her to postpone it to tomorrow or some other time during day. Now, let me sleep in peace. Goodnight, sister. And close the door on your way out!”
You let out an annoyed huff and slammed the door after walking through it. As you entered your room, you reached over to your phone and called Romi. "Y/n! I was just about to call you. I don't think I can make it tonight. My father's feeling sick again. I'm sorry..." You can hear the guilt in her voice. "Oh, that's great. Not that your father's sick though, I really hope he gets better but I can't make it either. How about Saturday?" You continued postponing the date until the both of you reached a date that you're both available. Minutes passed and it's time you go to bed after ending the call.
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[ 2nd March, 2021 ]
Haechan's arm slid around your waist as he peppered kisses onto your skin from behind. You were completely bare in front of him and you’d be embarrassed if it wasn't for the fact that you could literally feel him twitching against his pants under you. "Y/n..." you heard him moan against your burning skin. His hand that was on your waist quickly reached over to your red clit before playing with it between his fingers. You let out a frustrated whine at the feeling. you couldn't remember the last time you felt this good.
"Hyuck..." your voice turned out shaky when his hand began moving faster. He simply hummed as a response to your call; knowing very well what you needed. You were so close to your release that you could feel it in your throat. Suddenly, you felt a finger slide into your leaking hole and that's when you were sure you were gonna break. But it's never that easy when it's Haechan you're fucking with. Your boyfriend seemed to always know when you're close so when you began shaking in his hold, he swiftly pulled away his hand and smeared you wetness on your inner thighs.
"Fuck you, Lee Donghyuck."
"That's what I'm trying to do."
"Lame."
"Not for me." Even with your back facing him, you knew he had a proud smirk plastered on his face and you were so close to elbowing him from the front. You were slowly getting impatient when he kept stalling so you held Haechan's thighs and and started grinding on his crotch as lewd sounds escaped your parted lips. "Oh fuck..." he mumbled lowly into your right ear which send a shiver down your spine. The gesture lasted for a few long minutes and you could sense that he was enjoying this a little too much. So you had to speak up. "Donghyuck..."
"Yes, baby?"
"N-Need you..." you pressed your ass a tab bit harder on him. "Yeah? Can't hold it any longer?" At that, you shook your head vigorously as tears began streaming down your hot cheeks. "No... Please, I need you in me... S-So bad..."you heard a raspy groan from behind you and by then, you knew you had him. "Shit. That's it." He lifted you off of his lap before manhandling you onto the bed with him on top of you. "I always preferred you on top. But tonight I'm feeling a little different." Haechan was talking whilst taking off his clothes off one by one and you can't miss the fact that you were also undressing him. Not physically though, just mentally.
Your gawked at the sight of him. When did he get so big? You cleared your throat once you felt like you were being too obvious judging by the devious smirk on Haechan's perfect face. "C-Can I?" You gestured to his leaking cock that was on full display for you. "I can't stop you, sweetheart." he half-smiled before instantly shutting his eyes when you touched him gently. "Does it feel good?" Your han dporbably has a mind of its own by now when it started to move at a rhythmic pace. "Fuck yes." You don't think it was possible but he might've gotten harder under your hold.
Your hand stroked him faster when there was a sudden twitch from his length. You almost felt like you were holding a Heaven and Earth tin can. He was so big and hard that he barely fitted in your hold. "Can I have you like this?" you questioned him after stopping your movements all together, "Definition?" he cocked an eyebrow upwards your way at your sudden ask. "I mean, can I fuck you while you're in this state?" Just then, he took your preoccupied hand before throwing it to the side. "I don't know. Can you, pretty?"
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[ 23rd March, 2021 ]
That's it. You thought. This is the last time you're going to see Haechan having his tongue down another woman's throat and feel hurt about it. It was utterly disgusting how brave he is to have done it in such an open area. Almost as if he wanted you to see. So then you got up, walked towards the couple, but before you could get your hands on either of them, someone stopped you. And that someone turned out to be someone you're very close to. Someone you care for. Someone you trust. Someone you'd call your very own brother. "What the fuck, Jen?!" you released his hold on you quite harshly. "No. Not now." His gaze softened at the look on your face. He knew you'd had enough.
"What the fuck do you mean by 'not now'?? Do you know how long I've been waiting to simply knock some sense into him? I've had enough, Jen. Enough of him and his stupid little game he's playing on me. He makes me feel so fucking worthless and I'm disgusted with myself. I trusted him so much to the point where I even let him take my virginity! I-I just want to make him see that I'm not some doll he can mess around with. You're my fucking brother, Lee Jeno! You should understand how I feel!" Hot tears were beginning to roll down your reddened cheeks and you were suddenly aware that you've become everyone in the campus's attention right now. Except for Haechan and his little fling of course. They're too busy in their own world to care about their surroundings.
The moment Jeno saw you in such a vulnerable state, he immediately went towards you an engulfed you in a soothing hug as he brushed your hair softly. "I'm sorry, Y/n. So sorry. But I really can't let you do anything to him today. It hurts seeing you like this and I'm holding myself back from breaking his ribs too. I promise you, in a matter of a few days you'd be seeing him begging for your forgiveness." Jeno hugged you tighter when you cried harder into his chest. "That's not nice..." you hit him softly. "Were you planning on doing anything nice to him?" He pulled back from the hug and stared into your swollen eyes.
"No..."
A hushed laugh erupted from the bottom of his throat and you felt slightly happier seeing him like this. “This is why you’re my sister. Hey, why don’t we go grab some coffee?” he asked after the both of you had calmed down a little bit. “Right now?” you questioned to which he nodded at. “Sure.”
A couple of days had passed and you were walking side by side with Haechan along a random park nearby. He pulled out his phone and seemed to be looking through it when he abruptly stopped in his tracks. “Y/n… Look at this.” He showed you the school’s page and behold was a picture of you hugging Jeno in the middle of campus. “The caption says these two looked so sweet hugging each other like that. Some witnesses, in the comment section, says that they’re actually siblings and that the girl was crying. Some others say that the girl was ranting to the other about this one guy that she really seems to hate.” He scrolled through the comments on the post without paying much attention to you.
“But these two look a whole lot familiar, don’t you think?” Haechan lifted his gaze from his phone just to see you standing by him with your eyes slightly wider than before. “Nope. Not at all. Let’s keep walking.” You walked at a faster pace as Haechan tried to catch up with you from behind, “Hey, wait up!” he exclaimed as he ran to your side. “But I seriously feel like I’ve seen them before.” He continued. “Of course you’ve seen them before! They go to the same college as we do, don’t they? And besides, the guy in the picture looks nothing like Jeno.” Silence. Haechan stared at you without blinking and that’s when you realised you fucked up.
“You didn’t say it was Jeno, did you?” you squinted your eyes at him. “No. No, I did not.” He had a subtle smirk on his face before he dragged you to an empty bench and sat you down on it. “That’s you in the picture, isn’t it? You and your brother?” He gazed into your eyes sharply as if searching for answers. “Maybe.” You shrugged, “Why were you crying?” he asked. “I wasn’t!” You were defending yourself as hard as you could. “Stop lying, Y/n. I can obviously see it.” His arms were crossed against his chest by now. “Fine. I was crying. And you wanna know why? It was all because of you. You and your little game you’re playing on me. I fucking hate you, Lee Donghyuck. I don’t even know why I’m still with you at this point. I’m sick of being used by you like some kind of toy. You think you’re so smart going around fucking girls behind my back thinking I’m some dumb, stupid girl who is so naive and oblivious to even realise what’s going on. I don’t think you deserve to be called my boyfriend and I hope you realise that.” Releasing a breath of relief, you started to notice the expression on his face while you were talking. He looked smug. As if he knew it was coming.
“Congrats, love. I was waiting for you to finally break. Took you a while though. I was being so obvious. Quite impressed actually. You know, from the moment I saw you, I knew I couldn’t let you go that easily, so I decided to use you. To be frank, sex with you was… immaculate, I can give you that. But it just wasn’t enough, y’know? Hope that explains most of it. You probably won’t forgive me for this but I wasn’t expecting you to do so anyways. Pushing things aside, I have a date in about ten,” He glanced at his wristwatch, “See you tomorrow.” And with that he stood up and left you all alone in the park.
You felt completely numb at that moment. You couldn’t feel anything except the tears running down your heated cheeks. How could he be this cruel? You just wished you could turn back time to when you didn’t know he existed. All he has done ever since he came into your life was toy with your feelings and you couldn’t feel more betrayed and hurt than ever. It’d never crossed your mind that the one person that was there for you when you were at your lowest ends up being the one to break your heart. Did he ever love you? Were you just not good enough for him?
You buried your ruined face in the palms of your hand when there was a sudden comforting pat given to your back. Sobbing, you looked up to face the person just to see someone you never thought you’d see again. “Sicheng?” You sniffed softly. “That’s me.” He smiled reassuringly at you. “What— When did you come back?” Your eyes widened slightly at the realisation that your old friend was sitting right here next to you. “Just a few days ago. I bought a house around here and I thought I’d go for a stroll.” Sicheng shrugged his shoulders playfully which caused you to feel a little bit better at the sight of him. “I’d love to go visit you sometimes and have long talks with you just like we used to but I’m just really not in the mood for anything, right now. I hope you understand, Cheng.” You bit the inner part of your lower lip gently. “I understand. Oh, and speaking of, I… sorta heard your conversation with the guy from earlier… Are you okay?” his eyes was full of concern when he looked at you through his lashes, “Of course I am. Don’t worry about it.” you said as you wiped the tears off your face.
“I’m glad you are.”
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[ 5th May, 2021 ]
You laid in bed as you though of Haechan for the very last time. Maybe it’s better if you just forget about him. But the problem is, you can’t. Even though seeing him fuck around with other girls around you freely hurts, you just can’t seem to let him go. He has this hold on you that you can’t describe. It’s risky, but… no buts. It’s just risky. you realised that you’re only sure you love them once they leave. And once they leave, they’re not coming back. You clenched your fist tightly as memories of him flashes through your mind. You never thought you’d love someone as hard as this, so in order to get rid of the leftover feelings you still have for Haechan, you decided to go to your brother.
Knocking on the door to his room, you waited patiently for it to open. Once it does Jeno was seen standing by the doorframe with his favourite hoodie on looking tired and sleepless. “What happened to you?” you eyed his disheveled state up and down. “What do you want?” his voice was raspy and almost gone. “Lee Jeno, are you okay? You look like you just killed a guy!” pushing him softly into the room, you sat him down on his bed before touching his forehead with the back of your hand. You swore you heard a faint, “Maybe I did.” coming from him but you didn’t care that much about it. “You’re fucking sick! Okay um stay here. I’ll go get you some water and meds.” you tried to get up but there was a hand pulling you back down on the bed.
“No. Sit down. I have to tell you something first.” Jeno managed to speak. “I overheard… Haechan talking about something along the lines of finally getting rid of you and not having a leash around him anymore to Mark the other day and… I don’t know what got into me but I uh… He’s in a coma.” You could see the way Jeno was hiding his gaze from yours but you couldn’t pinpoint why he was doing so. “What does that have to do with you?” you raised a brow his way. “I did it. I-I put him in a coma and-and I think he broke a few bones… Please don’t get mad at me!” What did Jeno do to Haechan until he broke some bones? Your vision went blurry and all you could let out was, “Is he okay?” a part of you was concerned for him. “Does he sound okay?” A cough was heard from him afterwards.
“No… I-I’ll go get your water.” You desperately wanted to avoid this conversation so you got up and left the room. A few minutes later, you came back with a glass of water in one hand and some pills in the other. After making sure he ate them, you once again left his room before make your way back to yours. You were in no mood to ask for his advice anymore. Were you mad at Jeno for hurting Haechan? Not at all. Though, you wished you could’ve been the one to put him in that state though. Luckily he didn’t die. It would’ve been a burden for you to find ways to keep Jeno’s secret all whilst defending yourself. Shutting the door noiselessly behind you, you sighed discontentedly before sitting down on the edge of your bed. Slowly, you felt the right end of your lips curve into a small smile as you thought of the state your ex was currently in.
How pathetic.
Well deserved.
Should’ve broken more than a few bones.
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the literal WORST ending i’ve ever written. forgive me 😭
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Premise: Rintarou unexpectedly meets the girl of his dreams through an online game and he does his best to find this mysterious girl in the real world and keep her for good.
Word Count: 3289
Note: Hello, my beautiful dumplings. Welcome to my Suna miniseries, huhuhu. This will be a short story (4 chapters lol sorry, that’s my definition of short 🙃 sometimes I wonder how people write complete stories under 800 words, I just cant-), while I prepare for my new big series. Some high school drama, no multiple endings or routes just one~ Smooches for all of you.
Warning: Mild spoilers, if you’re up to date with the anime you’ll be just fine.
Chapter 1: Not so bad.
Suna Rintarou was by no means enjoying his second year of high school. Summer weather was definitely not his favorite, always tough on him, but the agony was even worse this year. He was tired, not just physically but mentally, the toll of dealing not only with his own sense of failure but also his teammates who were gravely disappointed of not being able to give their captain the satisfaction of going to the finals and bring victory to their school in his last year on the team.
It hasn’t been long since Inarizaki lost to Karasuno, which meant the practice schedule has increased not only in frequency but also in intensity. Days were very long and every single muscle in Suna’s body hurt. He was really looking forward to the holiday weekend, meaning he would have an extra day to rest.
His classmates were raving about this new online game that had recently come out and was very popular. They had plans to play together during the weekend and advance into one of the heaviest of dungeons before classes resumed, but their plan came to a sudden stop, the twins were being dragged by their mother into a family wedding across the country and they wouldn’t be able to join the team.
The boys were devastated, whining men heard all over the class. They were really counting on the Miya power to beat the hell out of the dungeon boss, help was needed desperately.
¨Hey Suna, I know you said you didn’t like the gameplay you watched the other day but can you please join our team? Without Osamu in our side we are doomed.¨ Suna heaved a deep sigh, collapsing on top of his desk. ¨Am I your last option? Can’t you find someone who really wants to play this? I’m so tired, I was planning on staying in bed all weekend.¨ Osamu pulled him back up, giving him a stern look, ¨Come on, help your mates. I wish I could stay and beat them up but there’s nothing we can do about it, it’s just for this weekend, we’ll be back for the next and continue where you left off.¨ he really didn’t want to do this, but if he didn’t agree to it they wouldn’t shut up until he did, ¨Fine, text me the link. I’ll be there after dinner.¨ the boys were smothering him with hugs and trying to kiss off his face in joy, making him grimace as he shook them all off and went back to sleep on his very comfy desk. The thought of finally resting this weekend turning into nothing but a sad memory.
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The guys added him to a group chat and everything was ready for the first quest. 
His sister tied his hair up at the front in a tiny ponytail so he would look like some of those cute game-streamers she watches, not caring if her brother needed it or not with his hairstyle. He was beyond annoyed with life in general, why do people not leave him alone, even his sister was now conspiring to destroy his peaceful long holiday weekend, ¨Curse those damn twins. It’s all their fault.¨ he was grumbling under his breath while putting his headset on and going in the game to create his character.
¨Alright guys, let’s go level up first, stay in this area and let’s meet up at the bottom of the hill when you reach level 20, then we’ll move in to the forest.¨ they all hummed in acknowledgement, breaking the group. Suna went off to chase some slimes and smaller monsters, hating his life every second of it, the game had a very cute looking art style and it was just not his jam at all. He found it hilarious though that the toughest guys in his class were all hunting cute rabbits and crying over it out loud and in their shared group chat space, so he made sure to screenshot some of those moments, posting them in his account and tagging all his playmates. He had to get something out of this torture, at least he could make fun of them for a while.
His character stopped moving and it turned into a pixel block, ¨Guys, is the game acting up or is it just mine?¨ he could only hear static coming through his headset and some of the guys were posting on the chat that the game kicked them out and they were rebooting their pc, so he just stayed there waiting for the rest to go back in. His character was still a bit glitchy but it was moving now. Then all of the sudden he heard a very loud screech pressed to his left ear, and he was positive that it was not human. ¨Oh my god, sausage! What are you doing to my poor headset? Leave it alone!!¨ saying he was confused was an understatement, all the players in his team were dudes, ¨Ehm, hi?¨ the line went quiet but he wasn’t hearing any more static, just some shuffling on the other side, ¨Who’s this?¨ you were sitting on your chair now, the fluff ball being kicked out of your room for good. ¨Uhm, Rintarou? How about you? Did the guys call you over? I didn’t hear anything about any girl joining our party.¨ Rintarou? What- you were just chatting with your girlfriends when your cat jumped on you and stole your headset, there was no Rintarou in that group, ¨I'm (Y/N). Are you Miyuki’s boyfriend?¨ Miyuki? Was there a Miyuki in his class? It was possible, not like he knows everybody but this was all so confusing, ¨Nope, definitely not that Rintarou. So you are not with the guys either? How did you get into the group? The game didn’t say someone new joined the party.¨ 
You were so confused, you could see your actual party on the screen and on the side chat but you couldn’t hear them talk, just this random guy, ¨Did your game get glitchy too? Maybe that’s how you ended up in my party.¨ he moved his character around, looking for you, but he was completely alone in the area, some of the guys still complaining about the game not letting them in through his phone. ¨Well, I mean yes. It did get glitchy but I can still see my girls playing on my screen, could it be just the audio that got crossed over somehow?¨ it was so weird, none of the girls even noticed your absence, you said you were having some troubles with your headset and so they just continued killing monsters, ¨Yeah, I don’t see you around me either, so I guess it’s just the audio getting messy. Hold on, Imma log out and see if that resets us back to normal.¨ you nodded even if he couldn’t see you. ¨Ugh, what the hell. The logout button is gone. How about you, do you see it?¨ you were checking everywhere in your screen, it was definitely not where it usually is, ¨It’s gone for me too. I bet it’s just still glitchy and will go back to normal in a bit, if it’s fine with you, we could just keep playing like this until the game fixes itself?¨ he was already back to killing slimes, way over level 20 by now and his classmates were still gone, ¨Yeah, fine with me.¨ 
Both of you continued doing your thing in complete silence, so much so that Suna forgot you were still there and started mumbling curses quietly, he was being targeted by larger monsters now and was still on his own, he didn’t know much about this game and he was loosing HP fast, ¨What’s wrong?¨ your soft voice startled him, his ears flushing bright red in embarrassment, ¨Sorry, I forgot you were still there. Just being attacked by inferno wolves, don’t know how to kill them, today is my first day playing this.¨ you chuckled quietly, he was kindda cute, those were very easy to kill lesser monsters, ¨Just jump on them and stomp hard.¨ he did as instructed, killing one instantly, ¨Oh wow that was easy, thanks. Are you like a guild master or something?¨ that made you smile, you were right, he was cute. ¨Nothing of the sort, just been playing this for longer. Let me know if you need more help, I know my fair share of tricks.¨ 
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He was about to just ‘x’ out the game since the logout button was still gone, it was 9:30 and none of the guys were able to log back in, the game refusing to accept them, it was a waste of time, he didn’t even want to play this ridiculous game, the happy tune coming out of it was driving him insane at this point, that was until he heard your quiet giggles, it made him curious. They started soft, he almost thought he’d imagined it, but they grew louder each second and without realizing it, he was smiling, ¨What is it?¨ he wasn’t going to say anything but he just needed to know what was causing the cute fit of giggles on the other side, or he wasn’t going to be able to sleep in peace. ¨You heard that? Oh no, so embarrassing. Sorry, my cat, he is crazy you see. Earlier he was chewing on my headset so I kicked him out, but he got out of the house and got back into my room climbing all the way to the window, he’s like a ninja! And was nuzzling my tummy just now, I’m very ticklish.¨ was it normal for such a story to be this cute? Since when does he find cat ninjas cute? Why does he feel the need to tickle an unknown woman-
¨Was that sausage?¨ he chuckled evilly, wanting to continue the conversation, ¨Oh GOD, you heard that too? This game is like boycotting my life, I’m telling you. But yes, that’s sausage. He’s very heavy and of a brownish tone so he kindda looks like one, that’s why we named him that.¨ it’s not like he was interested in cats, but this was way better than killing blue pixel blobs, ¨It’s kay, I find names like that fun, I really don’t like when people name their pets, I don’t know Steve or something,¨ that caused you to laugh loud and clear, getting stabbed by a monster in the process, which made you just laugh even more, ¨Steve? What? Who would name their cat Steve?¨ you let your character bleed to death and were now hugging one of your pillows while sipping on some juice you had left, getting comfy on your chair. ¨Believe it or not, I’ve seen things, specially since I got in my current school volleyball team, there you see crazy, crazy stuff.¨ so he played volleyball…you’re nowhere near athletic but damn, he sounded like an interesting individual. The night was nothing like what you expected it to be, it was getting better every second.
Time surely flies when you’re actually having fun. He got some fruit jelly out and was chewing on it while speaking, needing some extra sugar to stay awake longer, ¨Are you eating fruit jelly?¨ he sits up right away, making sure his cam was actually off, ¨How do you know? Is this game livestreaming now or-?¨ you wished, ¨Hahaha no, it’s just that they make this sound, you know what I mean? Like when you suck the jelly out? I know I’m weird, I’m so sorry.¨ was he making sucking sounds just now? Why was he blushing? He didn’t know his favorite snack made suggestive sounds, well, that was embarrassing, he didn’t do that on purpose, ¨Ugh, well yeah you got me there, I’m eating fruit jelly. But I don’t think you’re that weird. Just a bit.¨ now you were the one blushing, it was fun talking to him, you've been talking about everything and nothing in particular at the same time for the last couple of hours and it was nearly midnight now. ¨Hey, is your game still glitchy? My chara is like dead now but still let’s me talk to you, I think there’s something really wrong with this game today.¨ his character was sitting down on a daisy field, enjoying his life as much as his owner, no monsters in sight, but the logout button was still not available, ¨Yeah, well I’m not dead, but things look the same, my mates were also complaining because the game kicked them out and didn’t let them back in.¨ he actually lied to his classmates and told them he was going to bed like twenty minutes ago but he just wasn’t capable of telling you how tired he actually was, ¨Hm, yeah I don’t think it’s going to let us sign out tonight, should we leave it open and just go to bed? It’s getting late and even if there’s no school tomorrow we should probably get going.¨ so you were in school too, your voice sounded right about his age but he didn’t know how to ask without sounding like a creepy old man, ¨Yeah I was thinking of going to bed too but sausage wouldn’t let us go.¨ us, huh? you smiled bashfully, playing with the headset cord, ¨Sausage is like that, I think he likes to hear your voice.¨ oh boy, was he smitten, he didn’t know much about you or what you looked like even but he wanted more of this, whatever that was, ¨Well then that means we gotta keep talking so he can hear it some more, maybe then he won’t eat your headset.¨ he could hear your giggles once more, they were creating a hole in his stomach, pretty sure it was eating itself out at your cuteness, he just wanted to continue hearing them, people never laughs at his comments, this was a first you actually thought he was funny, ¨We should. Do you think if we just don’t close the game it would stay like this? I mean like the audio and all…? Maybe we could talk some more tomorrow.¨ were you asking him on a date? That was a date, definitely. ¨Yeah I can do that, anything for sausage’s sake.¨ you were both grinning at the screen like idiots, not wanting to leave, ¨Then, since it’s the weekend how about we come back in the morning? Oh wait no, here in Miyagi the holidays are important, I gotta go to the shrine early, but how about after lunch?¨ he was so tired that even getting up by lunch time seemed like a task, but he would gladly lose sleep for this, ¨Yup, can do. See you tomorrow, sausage girl.¨ both of you left the pc on and went to bed, the smile on both of your faces causing your cheeks to hurt. 
He was cute, you’ve never had so much fun talking with a guy before, it all felt so natural like if you were talking with your best friend, like if you’ve known him since forever. You wondered if asking for his number would be too bold, he was funny and you just wanted to talk to him some more, maybe even meet him one day. Just thinking about it was making you feel giddy, your legs kicking on your bed as you squealed against your pillow, trying your best to quiet down your excitement and not wake your mother up.
Suna was on his bed thinking the very same thing, would it be weird to ask for your number? You were complete strangers, but that’s how people make friends, right? Not weird at all. He rarely had intentions of talking with any girl but talking to you tonight has been the highlight of his year and he wasn’t exaggerating. He didn’t even know he could laugh this much, Suna just couldn’t wait anymore, he was sure he wanted this to continue and with new resolution, he went to sleep, hoping noon would come fast, so he could ask for your number and maybe, hopefully, get to see you even if it was just through his phone, he just needed to put a face to this bubbly feeling inside his chest.
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When he woke up the following morning he noticed his pc was off, this causing him to go into panic mode, what happened? He made sure it would stay on all night-
¨MOOOOM, why is my pc off? Did you touch it?¨ he was pissed, anything but that, not the pc. ¨What? No I didn’t. I think we lost power for a bit earlier, your dad was trying to fix the oven and was messing with the power box.¨ that explains it but it wasn’t less aggravating, would he even be able to go in the game again or would he be kicked out like his mates.
He turned it back on as fast as he could, going in the game, but luck wasn’t on his side, two of his classmates were already in leveling up on his screen. He grabbed his headset and literally screamed on the mic, ¨(Y/N), please tell me you are there.¨ but he could hear very manly snorts on the other side, crushing his heart ¨Who’s (Y/N)? Your girlfriend, Suna?¨ he just couldn’t deal with them right now. He rebooted his pc in hopes of getting the line back up to yours, but when he did, he saw a notification pop up on his screen, ¨We apologize for all the troubles caused last night, as an apology, we’ve sent 100 diamonds and 2 HP refills into your inbox.¨ 
No, this couldn’t be happening. They fixed it overnight. He hadn’t ask you for your number yet, that’s what he was going to do as soon as he heard your beautiful voice.
You were fixing your make up, silly thing to do since he couldn’t even see you, but it was definitely a date. You got your headset on with a bright smile on your face as you saw your screen moving, the game still playing on the background, ¨Morning, Mr. Sausage. Got a nice sleep?¨ your friends were beyond shocked, ¨Mr.Sausage? (Y/N) are you talking to your cat again? I think you need to go out some more.¨ Miyuki? No, no, no, no, why??? Where was he? What happened? You didn’t turn the game off, he should still be there! ¨Yeah…did they fix the game? I can hear you guys just fine now.¨ you were seriously hoping he was just late and would jump in the conversation any second now, ¨Mhm, they gave us some dias, check your inbox. You can buy the sword you wanted with that!¨ Stupid sword, you didn’t want it anymore, not if that meant not being able to talk to him again. ¨Sorry guys, I…I’m login out for the day.¨ without another word you just closed your laptop and collapsed face first onto your bed, life sucked.
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Tuesday couldn’t come faster for Suna, he just ran over to the class next door almost clashing with the wall, ¨ATSUMU! I need your help.¨ the eldest twin glared at him with intensity, couldn’t he see what time was it? Why would someone ask for a favor so early in the morning ? He was barely awake after getting up at four to jog. ¨Tell me later, maybe during lunch break when I can actually listen to you.¨
He threw his bag on the floor and went over to the tired setter, shaking him lightly, ¨Please, only you can help me.¨ what could be this important? He looked over at the middle blocker giving him a dirty angry look, but he was sporting a not so fashionable pair of bags under his eyes, even his skin tone was a bit off, was he not supposed to rest for three days? This made him reconsider his actions, ¨What is it? Stop shaking me, dammit!¨ he sat down on the chair in front of his desk, serious mode on, ¨You have the phone number of the Karasuno setter right?¨ huh? this was definitely not worth the while, he went back to sleep on his desk, ¨Atsumu please! I need you to ask him something, please I’ll beg if you want me to.¨ he’s never seen him this desperate, ¨kay, I think I do, yeah he should be on the group chat. What do you need from him?¨ he was pulling out his phone, ready to rely the message and hopefully go back to sleep, ¨Can you ask him if he knows a girl named (Y/N)¨ a girl? This was unexpectedly interesting. ¨(Y/N) what? Is she from Karasuno?¨ he was punching the message out, waiting on the details, ¨Well I don’t know, all I know is her first name and that she lives in Miyagi, she goes to school there and is possibly around our age.¨ Atsumu couldn’t believe what he was hearing, talk about dumb teammates, ¨You do know Miyagi is a prefecture, right? Not a city. How many schools are there even in Miyagi? Why would Tobio-kun know her? You are being stupid, Suna.¨ he was deleting the message, shaking his head, ¨No, no, please just ask him. I know he probably won’t know her but is my only chance, please. I won’t bother you again if he says he doesn’t know…¨ the setter sighed, sending the ambiguous message out, this was really silly, but he could see how desperate his friend was, and he just wouldn’t let him sleep ever if he didn’t comply. 
To their surprise, Kageyama replied almost immediately, ¨I don’t, but I’ll ask around.¨ Atsumu showed him his screen and the small smile that painted his features left the setter breathless, so he can smile-
¨Thanks, please let me know if he says anything else.¨ he would find you, no matter what.
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This Week In BL - Everything is Awful or New or Both
Feb 2023 Wk 2
Being a highly subjective assessmen t of one tiny corner of the interwebs. Organized by which ones (in each category) I’m enjoying most.
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Ongoing Series - Thai
My School President (Fri YT) ep 11 of 12 - It’s an ep 11 so we knew this was gonna be a downer. This was definitely a “date me date my friends” kind of situation. At this rate, GeminiFourth’s other characters in Chicken are going to kiss before TinnGun do. I love Tinn’s dad. Also, it looks like our a tiny little ship of crumbs is sailing. How cute is that!? Sunshine + sunshine! Bonza. 
Bed Friend (Sat YT & iQIYI uncut) 1 of 8 - Fuck buddies get messy, AKA Between Us the second cumming only this time in an office (and on a desk). I have been waiting for James to hold down (or be held down in) a BL for years! All hail the new kings of high heat. BUCKLE UP I GOT A LOT TO SAY. I like that there’s a dark underbelly (*snicker*) of trauma to this one, it has a slightly a Japanese feel which suits mature characters and an office setting. King’s yearning worried eyes are glorious. Poor thing, he totally adores this beautiful broken fragile boy and doesn’t know how to capture his attention. I admit Net was the one I worried about with this pair. James was always gonna be great. It turns out, I didn’t have to worry. This is an awesome show and I fucking love it. It nearly scooped the top spot. Frankly this is the Office BL I have been WAITING for Thailand to give us. 
NOTE: I watched both YT’s cut and iQIYI’s uncut version. (Anyone else feel odd using those terms under a high heat BL context?) I like YT’s better, mostly iQIYI’s interface is shit. Deets? There was a little extra from the “morning after regrets flashbacks” but not so much I think you’ll regret missing it. Unless you REALLY prefer high heat. The emotion of the sexual connection and Uea’s lonely submissive need was transmitted in both versions, but the iQIYI is slightly more MOAR. 
Never Let Me Go (Tues YT) ep 10 of 12 - Flashbacks to the cutest boyfriends ever and then PAIN. All I can think is “thank fuck this was handed to Pond & Phuwin.” One of the world’s saddest executions of the sniff test trope. Meanwhile, Perth is SO GOOD but I wish Chopper would record his conversations with his dad. Look, we all know Chopper is gonna take his dad’s bullet for Nuengdiao, right? Oh well, if you didn’t know, I just told you. 
Moonlight Chicken (Weds YT) 3-4 of 8 - The plot... erm... thickens. I told you Jim had a tragic backstory with an ex. And now it’s all gotten VERY messy. Sigh. Fourth & Gemini are cute, tho. 
Hit Bite Love (Sat YouTube) ep 4-5 of 6 - I do like King & Burger. The idea of giving your perspective boyfriend your CV is ADORBS. Auditioning for the part, as it were. I would like it known that my sexual identity is chili (AKA spicy) henceforth. (My pronouns are MaxTul & sometimes Phi.) Look, this is an absurd show. Last ep it was BDSM 101, this ep we got a lesson on how to use a condom properly? AND why the closet is both necessary and damaging? I mean I applaud their educational endeavors but BL: The After School Special? Did I sign up for Degrassi Junior BL while I wasn’t looking? 
Boyband (Thurs YT) 1 of 10 - BL drama about putting an idol boyband together. AKA how to make ABL suffer by combing favorite (celebrity romances, Kpop) and least favorite (bad singing) tropes. AND? I REALLY like it. It’s fun! What singing there is, is looped not live. So we in Cutie Pie territory. It’s easy to skip. The pairing is rich/poor and I like an other side of the tracks romance.
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Ongoing Series - Not Thai
HIStory 5: Love in the Future (Taiwan Weds Viki) ep 8 of 10 (or 15&16 of 20) - Covid strikes. Boyfriends are worried. Omg they are so cute and hot and awkward. Tension in the office politics too. It’ll be okay, babies. 
Jack o’Frost (Japan) ep 1 of 6 - After getting dumped, Ritsu has an accident and gets amnesia. Ikuya, his ex, struggles to help him regain his memories while wondering about the state of their relationship. But Ritsu falls in love with Ikuya all over again. Engaging opening but I’m just not sure about the premise. 
It’s Airing But ... 
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Chains of Heart (Sat Gaga) 1 of 10 - Not dropping for me until tomorrow so it’ll be in next week’s round up I hope. Suspense thriller about a forest ranger, smugglers, amnesia, and lost love. Stars Haii (Cirrus in TT2) and Marc (My Gear & Your Gown in YYY). Adapted from a Y-novel of the same name by TJ Tommy.
My Beautiful Man 2 (Viki & Gaga) - Because there are only 4 eps, I decided to wait and binge this one. 
Cafe In Love (Thai) 10 eps on Ch3+ - Thai pulp, stars the actor who played Noh’s best friend Ohm in Love Sick 2. When his coffee shop closes, a man tries everything to save it and falls in love along the way. I had a hunt but can’t find it. 
Moments Of Love (Thai) Feb 14 Foremorfilm Production movie for cinema release. Was originally a series with Golf (609 Bedtime Story & The Eclipse) to direct, and SmartJames (LeonPhob from Don't Say No) to star. BUT is now something totally different. We’re all confused.
Destiny Seeker (Tues WeTV ) 10 eps - it’s not on any WeTV I can get ahold of. Engineering student Songkram is head of dorm 3, for "strong & athletic" students. Aye is head of dorm 2, for the "good looking" students. Aye used to be Songkram's tutor and friend, but they fell apart after becoming dorm heads. Aye is actually in love with Songkram but thinks Sonkram likes someone else. Songkram actually likes Aye. So, Bad Buddy the pulp rebirth meets that weird Japanese “girls-crossdressing-as-boys for love and infiltrating secret society of hotness” tradition.
Our Winter (Thai & Korea ?) - TutorYim vehicle supposedly airing now. Search me. 
The End Of The World, With You AKA Bokura no Micro na Shuumatsu (Japan Sun Gaga) - DNFing this one. It’s way too high heat for them to end it happily and full of dark stuff like cheating, suicide, depression, abuse. I actively HATE one of the main characters and mildly dislike the other. Easier to just stop watching.  
Next Week Looks Like This:
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2023 forthcoming BL master post. (see comments some are inaccurate, NOT UPDATED)
THIS WEEK’S BEST MOMENTS
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My favorite thing to happen in BL this week. Possibly EVER.
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Honestly, such a weird little After School Special. (All Hit Bite Love.) 
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SAIL MY LITTLE CRUMBS! SAIL!!!! 
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You TELL her, Paw. (All My School President) 
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We stan the out boy. Own it, babycakes. (Moonlight Chicken.) 
(last week)
Current Kpop earworm? Beautiful by BEAST, look, sometimes we gotta go back to our roots. Check out the legends for what they were, criticize my taste later. Fuck I miss those times when everyone had to sing live and the one with the hot mic had to stop dancing to catch his breath because, ya know, he still had to sing. 
ALL that said, you slackers should check out HELLO GLOOM - Dancing In The Dark. I alway said IMFACT was the most woke Kpop group, now they broken up(?) nice to see ‘em solo in queer fuck-off style. 
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