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silvercat-s · 1 month

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Thank you for responding! I think I understand what you mean by the change of your views, since I have been following you on and off since then, I have happily witnessed your evolution here. As far as memory serves, you started off on the note of seeing Henry in not so insightfully nuanced way as you do now, and that's actually something no one can blame you for, the play did make us truly connect where Jamie Campbell Bower's empathetic defense emerged from since the beginning. Deep down, I wanted him to be redeemed too (his moments with El seemed way too genuine to be overlooked haha) but just like that you, I felt I didn't have enough evidences to point towards that direction till TFS spoilers started to drop by. But I am replying to you here to make you know that the perception which we have had it now overwritten under new Henry Creel content's light was not something to be embarrassed of. That was still you and your amazing analytical skills to have drawn what you drew with whatever limited info we were given. I understand that we are constantly growing, changing and that's a great thing, but that doesn't make your earlier reviews to be entirely wrong, they rather add beauty to its complexity which I believe we all should be proud of. It also commemorates our growth as a dedicated fan of a show which has a thing for life-changing twists for 001 of its characters. (pun obviously intended lol). Besides some of your speculations hit the bull's eyes. ( George being Henry after all) So your older blogs are still "a nice walk down memory lane" memories :))) I still admire your bravery for voicing your opinions no matter how odd one out they seemed at that time. Secondly, ( yeah I have already written so much I should be at its last para by now but still xD) I also understand the discrepancy of ship you are onboard now. And it doesn't bother me at all honestly. I actually believed in Creelarke before the play had me doubting till I decided " I will first watch the play whenever it streams on Netflix and then see for myself, what seems more canon lol" I am not like one of those toxic fans who would harass you or hold a legit grudge for changing your opinions or no longer agreeing with something rarely mutual as the matter is honestly very subjective at this point, but I appreciate the warning of ' things not being the same' you put in your response :) And lastly, (yeah finally), whenever I click on those 3 dots which would open to " view archive or block user yada yada" options, it no longer contains the Archive feature. I even tried the URL trick lol, ( yup completely not that desperate) but it would come back to this page, it's honestly like Eleven running in Nina only to return to the Rainbow Room with Henry being "Well well" haha. Hence, I hope you look into it!

You're right, I was never one of those "Henry is a heartless monster who deserved all the abuse he suffered" people, he was always my favorite character after all, and I always believed his fate could've been avoided if he had got any true help and love, and that his fondness for Eleven was genuine, but I was still wrong about him in many ways, I used to think he always had those murderous tendencies even as a kid, and I just assumed that was the direction they were taking it, it never crossed my mind they would want to subvert the evil child trope, even tho the clues were always there, I just ignored them for a lot of reasons.

TFS was a very happy surprise after the initial denial stage lol it forced me to acknowledge so much, and I'm now very glad to know the duffers actually put so much thought and care into his character and that there is still so much about him left to discover!

And don't even get me started on Jcb; that poor man was defending Henry from the very beginning, and I'm sure the play made him feel so vindicated 😅

I wouldn't say I even have any analytical skills, but thank you! I'm not really embarrassed of how I used to see Henry, because, like you said, I was doing my best with the information that we had (with some wilful blindness added to the mix), and I was having fun, in the end it's just a fictional character, you know? It's not that serious, it's not a real life issue, we should be allowed to have fun and be wrong about things, and move on.

but I'm embarrassed over how I behaved toward some of the most dedicated Henry analists. I have apologized and they have forgiven me, but it still bothers me that I did that, I could've handled that so much better

And oh god YES I'm so glad I got a least one or two things right! it saved me from feeling completely humiliated 😅 and ugh, you're almost making me regret deleting some of my posts, but I think I mostly deleted the ones where I was being a mean idiot, hopefully there's still something for you

I'm just not sure what you mean with ship discrepancy. I've never really been much of a shipper, I don't really ship anyone with Henry. I did used to ship hentty in a "well, they are canon" way, but after seeing what some of the people who watched the play said about them...they are cute still, but definitely not a one true love situation, Henry deserved someone who truly loved and stood by him, and Patty apparently wasn't that person at all, but I would still love to see the play for myself to form a better opinion on it too!

And I'm not a creelarke shipper myself, but I do understand the appeal now, and I would support anything that would bring that poor guy some happiness 🥲 so don't worry! I don't really have an issue with any ship or even have a strong opinion on it, just whatever makes our boy happy

AND I fixed it! It was the "hide blog from people without an account" setting, I had no idea it did that; it's disabled now! I'm actually very honored and surprised that you liked my posts enough to do that haha, you're very nice and insightful, I hope you come off anon someday! ❤️

#henry creel #asks

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mikeys-bike-slut · 2 years

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Part 12

Sorry about the delay T_T Here's part 11, hope you will enjoy it!

Previous parts

Warnings: none

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turned my boy Peh into fkn Dom Toretto here

Draken and Mikey freezes as that single sentences echoes in their head. This is a joke right? Did she seriously not know who they are?

"I'm sorry... I- I don't even know who I am..." she says quietly as she looks down.

Draken turns his head away to hide the tears streaming down his face as he clenches his fist, while Mikey just stares at the floor while his entire world collapses around him. He suddenly starts to feel faint as the room slowly starts spinning around him, that is until a quiet laugh fills the room. He picks his head following the sound and Draken turns back around, both finding the pink girl chuckling to herself.

"I'm sorry, I couldn't pass it up" she chuckles then whines a bit as pain shoots across her abdomen. "Dammit, karma"

"What..." Mikey just asks bluntly.

"The fuck is going on?" Draken asks in utter confusion.

"Of course I know who you are, idiots" she shakes her head and gives them a soft smile. "I'm sorry" she says softly in a genuine tone, actually feeling bad for scaring them.

"You stupid, bitch..." Draken growls before leaning down and hugging her tight, almost crushing her petite body. "You scared us so fucking much... silly girl" he mumbles into her shoulder as he holds her tight.

"Kenchin, you gonna crush her" Mikey finally speaks up and the tall one pulls away from her with a smile after kissing her forehead. "I'm glad you're alive"

She offers him a smile at him then she remembers back to Shini, and Baji... "Mikey, Shini says he's proud of you"

That sentence just rips across Mikey like a bullet. His entre body freezes and suddenly it became all too real for him and he just realizes she almost died, she literally almost lost her life. He just walks up to her and hugs her tight without a single word. He clings onto her and she can feel her shoulder slowly becoming damper with each passing second. He's crying. She wraps her arms around him and hold him close as much as she can from the IV and whatever other damn wires they stuck inside her. She holds him close to her and just gently caressing his back instantly settling down his demons and vanishing all his worries.

"I'm sorry for almost leaving you..." she whispers quietly.

"Just don't ever leave me again" he replies in the same quiet but serious tone as he gently squeezes her then pulls away. He gives her a look and a soft smile appears on his lips as he reaches out and caresses her cheek. She couldn't help but smiles as she looks at him then the other boy.

"You're okay, big guy?" she asks with a smile and extends her arm towards him.

"Shut up..." he chuckles and wipes his eyes before taking her hand and starts caressing it with his thumb. "Missed seeing your beautiful smile" he says softly then leans down and kisses the top of her petite hand.

"And I missed you two" she answers softly then a sigh escapes her lips. "I'm sorry Mikey, but I still don't know what happened..." she lies, she can't bring herself to tell him the truth.

Mikey shakes his head, dismissing her worry. "It's understandable Angel, you have gone through a lot in a very short period of time. I want you to relax and stay in bed for the upcoming few weeks. The gang and I will be taking care of you until you recover, this is a command and not arguable" he says in a serious tone.

"Yes, daddy" she pouts and his face just goes red making the pink laugh. "I'm just kidding" she says with a small laugh then looks at Draken who almost looks offended. "Don't give me that look, you know you're my only daddy" she says then bites her lip as she looks up at him with those big innocent puppy eyes he loves so much.

"Don't give me those eyes, because I will fuck you right here and right now" he growls, then lets out a small laugh. "Just kidding, neither of us going to touch you until you fully recover"

"This is gonna be long then" she lets out a playful dramatic sigh.

"But seriously... how are you feeling?" Draken asks with a sudden seriousness.

"Considering, I'm not too bad, I'm pretty sure I will be in lot of agony when the painkillers will get out of my system, but they patched me up pretty well" she says pointing at the area where she been stabbed. "But Mikey, are you okay? No offense but you look like shit, babe"

"Wow, thanks babe, love you too" he rolls his eyes then chuckles.

"He was here with you all night" Draken explains and Mikey just clicks his tongue in annoyance.

"Shut up Kenny..." the short man crosses his arms on his chest and looks away embarrassed.

"Mikey... is it true?" she eyes the blonde gremlin.

"I'll leave you to alone for a bit" Draken says and before anyone could protest he walks out.

Angel 1st POV:

Sudden silence falls onto the room as Mikey just stares out the window and I just stare at him. Was he really here all night?

"Mikey..." I call softly.

"I couldn't leave you..." he finally speaks up then turns his head back to me. "I was terrified of losing you too" he says and I know he means Shinichiro. Should I tell him?

"You know me, I'm a tough bitch" I grin at him trying to lighten the mood deciding not to say anything about what I experienced while I was unconscious.

"That you are" he smiles and lets out a relieved sigh. "Until you fully recover you'll be laid off of your duties in the gang" he says in a serious tone.

"Can I at least still go to the meetings?" I pout as I look at him.

"Only when you're feeling better. You're having a week off, myself or someone from the gang will look after you, I'll arrange everything for you. I need you to recover quick and to come back, plus Kenny and I have a surprise for you" he smiles and I cock a brow curious.

"What is it?" I ask excited.

"You really don't grasp the meaning of surprise, do you?" he cocks a brow then lets out a small laugh. "You'll see once you recover" he winks.

"You're an ass" I pout and look away offended.

"Tell me something I don't know" he replies with a grin and we both start laughing then suddenly the door swings open and the A-team rushes in with Draken standing behind them with a murderous look.

"I told you all to stay out!" he barks at them.

"Put a sock in it Draken" Mitsuya grins at him then rushes by my side. "How's my favorite gang member?"

"What? I thought I was your favorite!!" Hakkai says offended and Mitsuya just gives him a Really? look and he shuts up then looks at me. "How you holding up girlie?" he ask as he sits up on my bed.

"Yeah, are you okay?" Chifuyu asks worried as he rushes to me almost knocking Mikey over who just gives him a death glare.

"We got you gifts!" Peh says as he lifts up the bouquet of sunflowers and the helium balloons.

"I picked the flowers" Mitsuya chimes in proudly.

"But I suggested to get flowers!" Chifuyu cuts in.

"Oh fuck you all, it was my idea to get her stuff!" Hakkai exclaims.

"Shut the fuck up all of you cause I was the one paying for it" Draken growls ready to murder the rescue rangers gathered around my bed.

"Thank you, but you really shouldn't have got me anything" I chuckle softly and suddenly the room goes quiet and I find myself with a multiple pair of eyes reflecting death in them. "I mean I LOVE them so much" I correct myself before they put me back into a coma.

"But seriously, how are you feeling?" the silver haired captain asks in a genuine tone as he looks at me.

"I'm doing well, thank you" I smile at him and the others. "Thank you all for coming in"

"Of course, we're family" Peh nods and everyone else nods in agreement. Sometimes I forgot how lucky I am to be able to call these guys my brothers.

"We didn't find out anything about what happened though, Mikey" Chifuyu speaks up. "We had all of Toman investigating but we got nothing"

"But we did find the person who stabbed Baji..." Hakkai says and suddenly the room goes quiet.

"Who was it?" I speak up first, my soft tone long gone and there was nothing but coldness in my voice as I looked at the blue haired vice captain.

"It was someone from the 1st division" he replies and Chifuyu picks his head up.

"Our own man?" he growls and before he could continue I interrupt him.

"Commander, I request to deal with this person myself personally" I say in a serious tone as I look at Mikey.

"That duty will be placed upon the 1st Division captain" Mikey says in a calm tone. "I already know Baji's replacement, but we won't have an official meeting until Angel fully recovers" he announces and everyone nods in agreement. "Until then we'll continue the investigation in who stabbed her, understood?" he almost barks.

I go quiet and starting to feel guilty. I don't want them wasting their time and energy chasing a phantom who is already in jail. As much as Kazutora betrayed all of us, if Mikey finds out he will kill him and I know him, I know if he ends him he won't be able to live the with guilt. He already has a suffocating amount of internal darkness he has to wrestle everyday I don't want him to suffer more.

"Could you all leave please?" I speak up and look at them. They all nod and start to move but I reach out and gently grab Mitsuya's wrist. "Except you"

Mikey and Draken gave me a weird look but respected my request and left along with everyone else. Once we were alone Mitsuya gave me a confused but also worried look.

"Angel..? What's going on?" he asks as he sits back down on the edge of my bed.

"I lied... I know who stabbed me" I say as I look at him and his eyes widen in shock and I can tell he realizes if I didn't tell I had a very good reason for it.

"Who was it...? I know you Angel, if you know and if you didn't tell it means it was someone from Toman, right?" he says as he looks at me.

"What I'm about to tell you, you cannot under any circumstance tell Mikey" I say in a serious tone as I look into his eyes. "You're the only one I can trust to tell this because you won't react irrationally unlike how Draken and Mikey would"

"Yeah... They don't exactly have a level head when it comes to you" he shakes his head then looks at me again. "Who was it then?"

"Kazutora..." I say quietly and I can tell Mitsuya's face flinched as a wave of anger washed over him.

"Now I understand why you didn't tell Mikey... he would have hunt him down and kill him himself" he shakes his head.

"I'd like to ask a favour of you. As the leader of the 2nd Division, I ask you to request Mikey to put you in charge of the investigation, take over the entire investigation and... and help me find someone to pin it on" I say it in a serious tone.

"Shit... As much as I am against it, we both know Mikey, he will not let this go. Unless... You talk to Kazutora" he says as he glances at me and my fist clenches. "He betrayed us all but there's a reason why Baji always stuck by him-"

"And look what he did to Baji!" I snap at him as I interrupt him.

"Yes, I know, but maybe talk to him? We're all used to be so close and I can't help but feel we abandoned him... and before you'd kill me, yes I know what he did to Shinichiro and Mikey, but think back... Do you think Shinichiro would want this?" he cocks a brow as he looks at me and I just stay quiet. "Just talk to him... he lost himself the second he killed Shinichiro, he is a broken shell of the person he used to be"

"I know... "I admit quietly. As much as I hate Kazutora seeing him how he was broke my heart. He was a stupid little shit who had the brightest fucking smile in the entire group. His eyes were filled with hope and excitement, he treated each day like it's the last, always living life to the fullest. Then there he was... those golden eyes once shining with hope just completely empty. Once he got out of juvie non of us checked up on him once... maybe we are all responsible for the monster he had become. I clench my fist then sigh as I look at Mitsuya. "Can you help me arrange a visit?"

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caseyqdilla · 1 year

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Munson's Incentive Part 2

Hello hello again! I have zero self control and just want to go ahead and post part 2.

Again I just want to say, I am new to writing for existing characters, this is set in the Stranger Things world, there is no upside down, Jason isn't a dick, and this is angsty fluff.

Warnings would be swearing, I've got a potty mouth my writing will too. Mentions of emotional abuse, self deprecation, and narcissism. The mentions of emotional abuse and narcissism are brief to establish backstory/explore the readers background.

You were new in town, having to Hawkins with your aunt, uncle, and cousin after your parents dipped one random day. Hurt still fresh in your heart, your cousin Jason knew you needed someone to hold onto to keep from spiraling like you had your first week in Hawkins. His heart broke every time he heard you choke back sobs when you thought no one was around. You and Jason had been close even after your family moved away right before you started school. Calling each other every week, sending letter, gifts, and even visiting each other during summer vacations. Both of you being only children clung to one another, becoming the siblings you always craved.

After your second week in Hawkins, you asked Jason to show you around or to go shopping; anything to distract you from the thoughts of your parents, who you thought loved you, having left without a single word, letter, or any sort of explanation, The only thing they left was a bus ticket to Indiana, a prepaid phone (with just enough minutes to call your aunt), and a suitcase. Gob smacked you fell to your knees, a guttural sob shaking your entire body. All you ever knew ripped away from you in seconds.

"What did I do?"

"Why don't they care?"

"Did they ever really love me?"

"I should have been a better daughter, should have done things differently." You don't know what you possibly could have done, but you knew it had to be your fault.

What you didn't know, but would find out later after being in a loving household with your aunt, uncle, and cousin is that your parents were narcissists. The way they'd treated you your whole life made it seem like the norm for you, not knowing any better because you didn't know the signs.

Luckily for you though, your aunt and uncle were helping you unlearn everything they instilled in you. You were doing better, still sinking into those thoughts every once in a while when you were left alone with your thoughts too long or when you did something your parents would have harped about for hours, sometimes even days. Quickly apologizing and beating yourself up, degrading yourself the way your parents did when they saw you do something they deemed stupid.

"I'm so sorry." you'd plead after dropping something or accidentally bumping into one of them. "I should have watched what I was doing and where I was going, that was so stupid of me, I'll do better I promise!"

Your aunt and uncle were very patient and would just hug you and tell you it was okay, accidents happen. "You didn't do any thing wrong, it was an accident. And you're not stupid, I don't ever want to hear you say that about yourself." they'd take turns telling you when those thoughts presented themselves.

You'd smile into their hug with happy tears streaming down your face knowing that you were somewhere you didn't have to walk on eggshells you never realized you were walking on your whole life.

Slowly, even after just 2 weeks, you began to believe their words. You stopped apologizing unless it was warranted and you began to genuinely smile again, although it hadn't quite reached your eyes yet; at least it was still progress. Your new family couldn't be happier and more proud of you, something they told you quite often.

Jason had done as you asked, get a big group of his friends together to go to the Starcourt Mall so you can get a good feel of Hawkins, before the summer ended and you were thrust into a new school for your junior year. To your and Jason's surprise and delight you hit it off with all his friends. All of them loved you and thought you were so funny. Of course none of them knew the traumatic event that brought you here, that's your information to tell and Jason wouldn't want you to feel bombarded.

Jason however would notice when a word would trigger that far off look that signaled you were slipping into that darkness that your asshole parents opened when they left. He would take your hand and interlace your fingers with his to ground you. Slowly but surely snapping you out of that mindset as he'd rub his thumb over the back of your hand to remind you that you're safe and loved.

Your cheesy smile would return and you'd re-enter the conversation in enough time to hear a hilarious story. Throwing your head back in your first genuine gut laugh in a very long time. After your laugh in the food court, you couldn't help but feel eyes on you. You slowly looked around, eventually your gaze landed on a beautiful man. Long curly hair that framed his face, deep chocolate brown eyes, wearing black denim jeans with rips in them, and a Metallica shirt. You were never one to believe in that love at first sight bullshit; writing it off as a gimmick to sell flowers, chocolates, and those awful cheesy ass greeting cards. But in that moment when your eyes met his, your resolve on the matter started to crumble giving him a little wave as you blushed slightly. After you managed to break away your gaze, you asked the group if you could go into the record store you'd seen the love of your life. They all agreed and get up to head over there to the store. It had become second nature to you and Jason to be hand in hand, securely keeping you anxiety at bay that neither of you had stopped to think about what it may look like from and outsider's perspective. As the other girls, the ones not holding hands with any of the boys, were greeted by the two other workers, you searched for your Metallica wearing knight. Seeing him walk out of the store, your shoulders slumped slightly.

#eddie munson #eddie munson x reader #fem!reader x eddie munson #stranger things #eddie munson fandom #eddie munson fanfic #carver!reader #eddie munson fluff #slight angst

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genderfluidgothwitch · 1 year

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𝐀𝐫mor, 𝐏𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧, 𝐕𝐚𝐦𝐩𝐢𝐫𝐞, 𝐏𝐡𝐨𝐞𝐧𝐢𝐱 & 𝐁𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐤 for the fantasy asks ♡

Okay so I realized as I was finding these prompts that there were two for Armor so I'll answer both to be fun lol

𝐀𝐫𝐦𝐨𝐫 - Can you tell us the most important lesson you’ve learned by yourself?

It's okay to rest. You can't keep running running running until you collapse exhausted every night, then do the same thing the next day. Eventually you start running on negative energy and that WILL catch up to you (like it did to me in August)

𝐀𝐫𝐦𝐨𝐫 - Are you still friends with people from kindergarten?

Nah lol, I'm not even friends with anyone from high school really (there is one exception but only because I think if we truly tried extracting each other from our lives we'd be lost, we've developed our personalities around each other)

𝐏𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 - What do you think about most?

I mean, my brain is constantly going. I'm one of those people that thinks in a stream of consciousness so there's not really one thing I focus on. However I definitely think about my husband the most out of anything

𝐕𝐚𝐦𝐩𝐢𝐫𝐞 - Something that you’re proud of:

Honestly? I'm proud of who I am. It took me forever to be comfortable with myself, my gender, my autism, my disabilities, my sexuality, my traumas. But now I'm at a point where I can genuinely say I am proud of who I am, and I love it so much.

𝐏𝐡𝐨𝐞𝐧𝐢𝐱 - Random facts about yourself:

I've been writing my book Just Another tomorrow since I was a sophomore in high school

I dropped out of college

My wedding ring is an anatomical heart being held by two skeleton hands (hubby did great picking that out for me)

I am very much a jack of all trades crafter, and I love that about me. I incorporate art into my witchcraft, witchcraft into my art, art into other art. It's very mixed media and I very much enjoy that

𝐁𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐤 - Favourite movie?

Oof, probably a tie between Repo! The Genetic Opera and Midsommar. I'm a fucking sucker for horror but these are definitely my go to movies, I've watched them both so so so many times (and at one point I could sing/recite the ENTIRE Repo move lol)

Thank you so much!!

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martintmedina · 4 months

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2023 A Year in Review

Another year come and gone and this one was one for the books! Amazing year and it delivered in all areas. I stepped it up in all areas of my life and really leveled up across the board.

Of course I couldn’t have done this all myself so I gotta give a major THANK YOU! Thank you to all the wonderful people in my life, my family, my colleagues, my friends, and everybody who supports from around the world. I’ve felt so much love this year and so much support which means the world to me especially because the love is genuine.

To really summarize this year I have to say this was the most successful year yet. I’m really proud of all the work that I put in personally and professionally and I’m very grateful and blessed. I’m hoping to carry this momentum into 2024. I leveled up in my career and I've really been enjoying streaming lately and hope to keep pushing that more into the future with martystream.com going strong. Always finding new ways to improve and new areas to expand my abilities.

I was planning on traveling a lot this year because I worked straight through 2022 in Miami. I followed through with that plan and this year I did a lot of traveling even hitting three major trips for work with the first one being to the Super Bowl. That Super Bowl trip was a whole adventure especially coming after another trip going snowboarding in Steamboat Springs, and it was my first time in Arizona. In Arizona I explored a bit and got to know to know the city a bit thanks to the homie Andrew for showing me around and the hospitality while I was in town. The party we worked for the Super Bowl was also off the chain such a sick party was super lit and went super smooth. I’m already really hyped for next year’s Super Bowl in Las Vegas and hopefully a great opportunity for work presents itself there.

Another new place I explored this year was Texas where I went to Dallas for the opening of the new Komodo. Great weekend with the team all around there, openings are always exciting and this year we had 3 amazing ones just with the Groot team in Dallas for Komodo, Miami for Casadonna, and Vegas for FBLV. Trying to stay consistent with my work wherever I am and in whatever situation presents itself I realized is what keeps me working hard and consistently booked. Like I said in another yearly recap, nobody can do what I do how I do. I’m keeping that attitude and working to be the best me that I can be instead of trying to compete I focus on working to be the best I can be.

An unexpected trip was going out to Italy which was a great adventure. It honestly was pretty unexpected but the opportunity to move to Italy arose and I was absolutely so blessed to be able to explore Italy with the family and reconnect to our roots. There’s so much more of Italy that I still have yet to discover but will be exploring it more soon. Next summer I hope to do a lot more traveling in Europe as well, and hopefully manifest some new work opportunities out there for the summer.

After getting back it was straight back to work with the Casadonna opening and Halloween right after before jumping straight into the busy season for work. Once I was back from Europe work picked up quick and it was time to grind. Particularly these last couple of weeks of the year have been a blur with work going nonstop. Art Basel, Vegas, and the holidays are a wild roller coaster to end the year on. The work out here really is nonstop, but this year I’ve really made it a priority to find time to reset and properly recover when I’m pushing myself extra hard. Especially with my first time in Las Vegas after Basel these last couple weeks were also an incredible adventure. Truly these last couple weeks of the year have been kind of crazy. As I get older, I need to stay wiser plan ahead, be careful, have fun, but most importantly, just enjoy the moment. I’m always trying to stay focused and maintain discipline.

I’ve also managed to stay consistent with my fitness program and diet, shoutout to Derek once again we been at it going hard. I’ve been playing soccer with the boys too which is great, really missed playing and we used to have to run some great games in Brickell rooftop during the Round Two days in 2019. I also ripped some golf and hit a great round to wrap up the year the other day. I also dialed in my food intake a little more, in cleaning up my diet to stay more focused on my goals I tried out prepping my meals and in the process discovered some great recipes, some bomb restaurants, and took my smoothie and sprout game to the next level. Still got a ways to go but we’re clearing the road and revving up the engines.

I’m so grateful and blessed for everybody in my life, all the wonderful opportunities, and all the incredible memories. I’m constantly learning and exploring and my hunger and work ethic are only growing by the day. I’ve made time to read more, learn some new languages and I hope to keep pursing that well into the future.

I’m really excited for next year. I’m setting my goals high and hoping to crush them. I’m so blessed I get to live life on my own terms with no worries. I tell my friends all the time that I do what I want to do everyday and it couldn’t be more true, I wake up and spend my time how I want. I’m going to keep doing that and answering to myself because that freedom coupled with focus is an unstoppable combination.

-martín

check out the other editions of my yearly recap:

https://martintmedina.com/yearinreview

#2023 year in review #2023 recap #2023 #martyblog.com

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thatawkwardzillennialfangirl · 1 year

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My Mind and Me: Selenator's POV

Hello!

Before I start my review, I just want to say that I rarely use Tumblr nowadays as I am mostly active on Twitter. I do not know why but for me, Tumblr used to be big for like pop music fandoms during my early teenage years (we kind of treat it like Facebook back in the day where we beg our batchmates to reblog our posts for more clout lol). But I've migrated to Twitter after that because of how big and active the Selenator community is there. So, I am so sorry Tumblr.

Anyway, I hope everyone who reads my review is doing truly well and fine.

Recently, Selena Gomez just released her documentary My Mind and Me on the Apple TV+ streaming platform and she has given us fans 2 months free of Apple TV+ so that we can stream (and also cry*)

*will reveal later

Before I actually start my review, I just want to give a back story as not a lot of people know that I am a long-time, loyal fan of Miss Gomez:

So, I've been a Selenator for 12 years now, became a fan on September 2010 after I watched the A Year Without Rain music video that was featured back then on the old YouTube homepage. I first knew her through Wizards of Waverly Place (duh; and also thought she's Filipino, but turns out she's Mexican) and the Falling Down music video which was shown in the local music channel back home. Everyone in the family and friends know that I am a fan.

So... that's that.

To start, I already know that there will be a documentary coming after I saw so many tweets from SG News accounts saying that Selena went back to her old elementary school back in Texas and some students say that they're shooting a documentary. Another sign that I also know that there will be a documentary is that, the year after the Revival Tour, there were rumours going around saying that it will be turned into a concert film. I actually held on to that rumour (because I have a feeling that it's going to come true) because I never got a chance to go to the Revival Tour during its Australian leg (my city got skipped 😭, hoping one day she'll come back like what she did with Stars Dance Tour*)

*She actually planned to do a concert in my city during the Stars Dance Tour, but sadly, it got cancelled to prioritise her well-being.

When the teaser dropped, I kind of have an idea on what to expect in the movie. I already know that there's going to be some emotional moments with regards to her Lupus treatment and also her mental health, which is a topic that she's very vocal about (that's why I said at the beginning that I'm going to cry).

So, a few days have passed and I have finally watched the documentary and here are my thoughts about this.

If you have not watched it yet, don't go past this. Lots of spoilers

Overall, the documentary was very eye-opening. As someone who has been stanning Selena for over a decade, I have never got to know her this deep.

The entire documentary is very genuine and honest. I am so proud of Selena to have that courage to tell her story and as a fan, I am honoured that this documentary has helped me to get to know her even better.

The following scenes were somehow my favourite parts (some of them don't but will say my personal reactions to it):

Revival Tour backstage scene This scene hits close to home and I can somehow relate to her. I also get these negative thoughts from time to time and I try my best to brush them off, but then there's still this invisible sensation that the thought will still linger in your mind... so basically, you'll still think about it and it'll somehow get worse to the point that it'll make you feel bad about yourself as you think of it more. That's what I assume she felt when she vented those thoughts to her friends (also, good on her for speaking out those thoughts). I actually cried during that scene because I feel very sorry that she gets these negative thoughts from time to time and also the fact that the media still associates her with something/someone else and not just by herself! and as a fan, it FRUSTRATES tf out of me.

Raquelle Stevens After I watched the doc, I am in awe of how Raquelle is such a good and loyal friend to Selena. She is really concerned and cared for her throughout her journey and she stayed with her throughout. Because honestly, it is definitely hard to find real best friends like that. Like, they'll still be there for you no matter what happens. But then at the same time, I am having second thoughts. Because, there was this one scene in the doco where she just walked in the hotel room and just ignored her, not acknowledging her presence. I do hope this is not intentional. But, when I watched that scene, I'm like... "Raquelle, you did not just do that?". Although it was this one scene, I was a bit annoyed because I actually had those moments where I just feel invisible around my friends or even to people.

Treatment scene The scene where Sel's getting treatment via IV just breaks me. The one before that scene happened is where I cried because she was in pain and it was very sad for her to go through that. Like, she did not deserve it. Also, the part where Selena mentioned about her Nana not wanting to accompany her because she'd seen the process enough just breaks me because although she wanted to be there, she cannot bear seeing her granddaughter in that state and this is also something that hits close to home.

Press interviews scenes BOI, I can feel Selena's emotions during those scenes and I totally agree with her, some questions are just very basic and answers can be basically searched on the internet. Like, everytime some SG news acc posted a video of Sel doing a Q&A with this magazine or company, majority of the time, I don't get to watch it because I already know that most of the questions are just very vanilla basic and repeated and honestly, they are so tiring. New generation of fans can watch it, but I know Selena's maturing and she wanted something more than "What is your favourite food/colour/etc?"... like, dig a little deeper and talk more about her advocacies and stuff.

Off-camera/IRL Selena scenes It was actually nice to get to know her roots in this doc. Where she went to school, the people that she get to talk to in the neighbourhood when she was a kid, the actual house she grew up in. It was very genuine to see what Selena is like. It was very nice to see some home video footage as well! The last time I saw it was back in 2011 during the We Own The Night Tour as some video footage used to be the opening visuals for that tour. (I watched it religiously as my way to prep for the Stars Dance Tour, but it got cancelled)

WE Foundation in Kenya I knew during those scenes that... that is where Selena is the most happiest and I love seeing her in that state. I can see it in her face that the Kenya trip was a big breather for her (with Raquelle keeping her grounded at the side, which is very kind of her to do) because not only that she gets to work with the girls but also take a break from the very busy lifestyle.

Again, the doco was very beautiful and exceeded my expectations.

#selena gomez #selenator #my mind and me #doco thoughts #selena marie gomez

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krystlind · 2 years

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So i got to meet with Sheila today

I’m first and foremost feeling insecure that I came on the call as a vertical video chat again and she was on zoom, but I’m not going to let that get to me. What I will embrace, is that she was so willing to help. she asked about “how did you get into web3 and how can I be of help”

and I was honest and said, “well, first of all would be great to get you on the show. 2nd, any advice you have in terms of priority. There’s a laundry list of all the things you need to do .Lastly, whether this is you or someone else, I’ve been looking for a mentor. I am calling that in.”

I observed that she was a true business mogul, that she has gone through these stages and has a lot of war scars, and i felt like this probably intermediary relatable stage for her, but at the same time that she was willing to help. and she did - almost immediately after she messaged a follow up and put me in contact with her media team.

I also observed myself, not being intimidated or not trying to fluff up something I didn’t know to make myself more convinceable. I’m so proud of myself for staying genuine. “I got into Web3 by getting a sponsor, doing an episode with the community to introduce them about it, lastly I’m working with a new app called Uncut that is having me beta their platofrm. As a podcaster, tokeniziation is oemthing I feel like I’ve been doing. I’m looking to raise funds through nfts.” i felt good being able to have that credibility or that tangible

I was a little shocked but I took really well, hen I asked what her main piece of advice was to me: “I wiuldn’t leave my full time job just yet. I would focus on volume.”

Literally this same day, is me leaving tech. right when I created my agreement negotaition. "I was quite the opposite, I made sure I didn’t go full time in.” it made me question, omg am I doing the wrong thing? she is such a businss savy person. have i been wrong about this transition decision this whole time? is she looking at me like I’m stupid?

but my higher self was saying: “she doesn’t understadn the context ofa all your different revenue streams. she doesn’t understand that you’ve been doing the “stable job” thing for years. she is just giving her very objective business angle. you’d proably do thesame thing for people who are full of hope and optimism and ust need to be hit witht eh real real. you the same thing about pdocasting hen people askyou for help. you give them the real real.

it was important though, because it helped you get in touch with you: alright Sehila said this. you appreciate it. she is someone who has been so successful in building her company. why not take her words seriously. why not just stay in tech longer and rake up the money to produce at voume. and it’s because you’ve ben tryin gto do that. you didn’t have the capcity to do that. yu have tried that for 3 years straight.

what’s the truth here?

it’s that you really appreciate that kick, that perspective, because you said yoursel f”intuiitvely thats what i know had to be my first priority” it’s true - even when people saying podcasting maybe i sosmething you can shift from, when you listen to call her daddy you know that’s what you want to transform into. so it was good for you to hear that because it confirmed kind of the very first impirtant thing. consistent releases. volume episodes. (there has to be an easier way to do the volume thing though)

It confirmed, the belief you had inside o you,t hat this was the next step to take. cuz even when sehila was telling you otherwise, you could hear it and say “no, this is what i know i need to do.” and that’s how you truly believe in this next step. and you were saying though, it makes you think: “what do you want to validate with yourself?”

If no one else believed in you, esp someone as successful and impactful as Sehila, then you can believe for yourself that somehign is worth it.

First you need to get there, where you really believe in the value of your show, regarless what other people say, and what they hav to do. do YOU believe in this?

Can you picutre yoursle, doing it”in front of alarg e audience, speakking,

okay it’s time for me to sleep.

but i will say i rally enjoyed our vision board session, it hlped me take off my mind from where else cold o.

I will stay calm. I will b taken care of always.

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whiteqnn · 3 years

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Pairing: Corpse Husband x Fem! Reader

Summary: Sean invites one of his good friends - Y/N - to play with him and the group. She has a lot of fun with them, but at the same time is too oblivious, too nice, and too pure to notice that one particular Among Us player has taken a liking to her the moment he heard her voice...

Notes: Hello everyone! This is the very first time I’m publishing something bigger in here, I’m honestly still figuring out how Tumblr works, even though I’ve had this account for quite some time now 😅. That being said, please don’t expect anything super impressive. I tried my best though just so you know. 🥺

A/N- It didn’t turn out as I expected, but I really hope at least some of you find it enjoyable :(

Y/C/N - your channel name

part 2

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PURE [1]

“Did you guys find anybody?” Felix asked, as the number of players still showed just 7 of them. They could just start now, but the game would be way more fun with a full lobby.

“Yeah, Lily’s joining. I just texted her the code, so she should be here at any moment.” Sykkuno replied after receiving a text message from the said girl. “Oh, and Corpse also said he’d be joining soon.”

“Great. Anyone else?”

“I think Jack was also bringing someone, right?” Dave asked.

“Huh? Oh yeah, I have one coming, she’ll join us in a few” the asked man replied at the same moment Lily’s character appeared in the lobby.

“Who you’re bringing Jack?”

“Y/N” he said, causing Felix to gasp in shock and yell into his mic:

“How the fuck did you manage to convince her? I’ve been bugging her about this game for the past week and she always had some excuse!”

“What can I say, my charm is irresistible” Jack replied nonchalantly, causing everyone in the lobby to laugh at his fake deep voice.

The number of participants changed to 9, as a little black astronaut with horns on his helmet appeared in the lobby.

“Corpse, you’re here!” Rae’s character ran up to the man, circling him excitedly.

“Hey man!”

“What’s up, Corpse?”

“Hello everyone” his deep voice sounded out “Sorry to keep you waiting.”

“All good man, we’re still waiting for one person.” Felix reassured him “Sean, why is she not here yet? Are you sure you’ve sent her the right code?”

“Of course I am!” he all but shouted at Felix “And about that, she just texted me to give her a few more minutes and that we should start without her.”

“We can just wait, right?” Lily offered, earning a few hums of approval from the others.

“I think it might take a little longer than a few minutes, she has some problems with her microphone.”

“Who are you guys talking about?” Corpse asked, completely unaware of who Jack was referring to.

“Wait, Jack, you mean Y/N from Y/C/N?” Sykkuno asked suddenly, only then realizing why this name sounded familiar

“Yeah, the one and only” Jack replied, a smile evident in his voice.

“Oh my god, I love her videos!” Rae exclaimed at that “She’s so funny and sweet!”

“Yeah! Her new video is so freaking cute, I wish she’d upload more often.” Poki agreed.

“Right?” Jack said, clearly very proud of his friend. “But don’t let that sweet demeanor fool you guys cause she’s one of the best players I’ve encountered in this game.”

“That’s true, she’s a secret big brain genius” Toast confirmed, making Pewdiepie gasp once again.

“wHAT??YOU TWO PLAYED WITH HER?!” Felix’s offended voice boomed through everyone’s headphones “HOW DARE YOU. HOW COULD YOU NOT INVITE ME?!”

“That’s for not inviting me to your latest Cringe episode!” Jack was quick to respond, making others in the lobby laugh at their mini fight.

“Oh, so that’s where I recognized her from!” Sykkuno nearly shouted when he finally put two and two together. “I can’t wait to meet her, she seems like a really nice person.”

“She is! When she got impostor for the first time she refused to kill me” Toast explained, earning himself a couple of Aww’s from his friends. “So we just ran around the emergency button until I called the meeting and voted her off.”

“Yeah, only to be her first victim in the next game.” Jack all but giggled, clearly very amused at the memory of Y/N going into a full berserk mode. No one except for him and Toast knew how good she really was at this game...

“She’s basically the wolf in sheep’s skin” Felix concluded with a chuckle “Very soft wolf, however.”

“She’s like the complete opposite of Corpse, both in voice and personality” Jack suddenly said, making Felix laugh wholeheartedly at something only two of them understood at the moment.

“I don’t know how should I take that” Corpse admitted with a chuckle. He remained silent for most of the conversation since he didn’t really know who the guys were talking about. But he would lie if he said he wasn’t intrigued by this girl at least in the slightest. Although he heard about her channel, he hasn’t seen any of her videos, so he didn’t really know what to expect. But hearing what gamers like Sean and Felix said about her, he knew he’s not gonna be disappointed once the girl joins them in the game.

“Imagine Corpse and Y/N talking.” Felix said suddenly with a seemingly very amused voice.

“Imagine Corpse and Y/N both being Impostors” Toast said, which resulted in many of them shouting over each other at how crazy that would be.

“Alright, now that you mention this I start fearing the moment two of them meet” Jack confessed with loud laughter following the sentence. Corpse chuckled deeply under his breath, at the same time glancing at the questions his audience was asking him in his stream. He could hardly read any, as there were quite a lot of people asking, so all he saw was just a bunch of comments moving at the speed of light in his chat. He wouldn't say it out loud, but he was slightly nervous, seeing the growing number of people watching his stream. It was still a rather new thing to him, and he feared he'd say something inappropriate, or just make a complete idiot out of himself.

"At least no one can see me..." he mumbled under his breath after muting his microphone.

"Oh! Y/N just texted me! She's joining the call right now!"

"Fuck yeah!" Felix shouted excitedly "Just so you know Jack, I won't forget that you two played without me."

"Uh-oh. Is that a threat? Are you threatening me now?"

"It's a warning" Felix replied, receiving a series of gasps from other players. "If I get impostor, you're the first one on my list."

"Okay, everyone heard that! You know who to vote off when I'm dead!"

"It's so cool to play with someone new, I wonder if she's as good as you guys depict her" Sykkuno spoke up, but before anyone could answer his question, a new character popped up in the lobby.

***

"Hi everyone! I’m sorry I left you just like that, but this stream would be completely useless without me being able to answer your questions. Fortunately it wasn’t anything serious, I just had to readjust my mic and go through the settings to find what was wrong. Took some time, but here I am now!” Y/N chirped into her microphone, smiling apologetically at her webcam. At the moments like this, she really appreciated how supportive her audience was. No one was hating on her when she had to get off the stream for a couple of minutes, and everyone was just so understanding that it made her heart melt. Perhaps her audience wasn’t very big, but it felt almost like a second family to her.

“Anyway, as you already know from my twitter, today I’ll be playing Among Us with my friends and their friends! I can’t wait if I’m being honest, last time I played this game was so much fun, and there was only a few of us.” she admitted with a genuine smile on her face. “Let’s just text Sean now so we can get into the lobby...”

Y/N: Ready to play with you guys ^^

Jackaboy: Great! You got that mic fixed already?

Y/N: Yes, everything is fine. I’m sorry you had to wait so long.

Jackaboy: It’s all good kiddo, no worries. I’ll call you and send you the code in a sec.

Y/N: Perfect, thank you Sean :)

Jackaboy: Btw, everyone can’t wait to meet you ;-)Y/N stared at the screen for a moment, only now, seconds before joining the group, realizing how nervous she felt. From Sean’s tweets she saw earlier, she figured that the lobby was right now full of many famous streamers, those she wouldn’t even compare herself to. It’s not that she thought of herself very low, but... being among such youtube celebrities like them made her panic a little bit. She didn’t want to look like a complete fool amongst them.

Playing or recording with Sean and Felix was something else because she knew those guys for years (and yet still sometimes found herself thinking how lucky she got to be able to call them her friends). She felt good in their company, not worrying about choosing the right words. But amongst the rest of the players, she knew only Toast and talked with Rae maybe once in her life...

What if the rest won’t like her?

Y/N cleared her throat, realizing that she was still staring at her phone like hypnotized and her audience was already asking her what’s going on. She quickly typed in the code Sean had texted her and readjusted her headphones, before joining the discord chat.

“THERE SHE IS” screamed Sean, making her grin from ear to ear, hearing how excited he was “Little wonderchild!”

“I think you meant little TRAITOR” Felix corrected him with a scoff. A silence settled in the lobby as everyone was waiting for Y/N to speak up.

“Um... hello everyone..” she said softly, almost inaudibly, a sudden wave of shyness taking over her. “I’m Y/N”

“Oh, you were right about that Corpse thing!” replied another, also very soft and very sweet voice, and Y/N saw the image of someone named Lily pop up. “It’s like the exact opposite!”

“See? Told ya. Everyone, meet Y/N/N, the little angel from Y/C/N.”

“Hey Y/N!”

“Hi there!”

“Hey, what’s up?”

“H-Hi, so great to meet you, Y/N!” a very friendly sounding voice said, and a little lime astronaut with the name Sykkuno above it started running around her. “Can’t wait to play with you!”

“That’s so nice, thank you” she replied with a wide smile on her face, moving around his character as well. “I can’t wait to play with you too, actually with all you guys. It’s so great to be here with you.”

“Jack I swear she’s the cutest little thing I’ve ever heard. Where the hell did you find her?!” Poki all but yelled at the man, making Y/N giggle to herself and in-process loosen up a little bit. They all seemed like someone she’d happily be friends with.

“Or rather, where do you get one?” someone else commented, making them all burst into laughter, Y/N included.

“Guys, what did I say about that sweet demeanor...” Jack said after calming down from his fit “Don’t put your guard down just because she sounds like that!”

“Wait- what did you tell them about me?” Y/N asked confused, the tone of her voice making him laugh even more “Jack!”

“Don’t worry, only the good stuff” a very deep, low voice spoke up, leaving her taken aback for a moment. Her eyes widened slightly and she glanced at the name of that person, reading out CORPSE. Now that’s something she didn’t expect...

“Corpse, mind your manners! You didn’t even introduce yourself!”

“Oh, shit- yeah, sorry. Um, I’m Corpse, it’s very nice to meet you Y/N” he replied right after, making her lip corners curl up into a smile.

“Nice to meet you too Corpse, you have a really pleasant voice.” she spoke sweetly, completely unaware of the chaos that was taking place in her stream chat. She didn’t even think of it the way her audience did, she just simply spoke up her mind, and being an incredibly nice person - turned it into a compliment.

“Oh- wow. I mean, thank you so much. I love your voice too, it’s really sweet” he replied, nervously chuckling at the end, before muting his mic. It was, however, enough for Felix and Sean to start teasing him, as the two immediately screamed:

“SIIIMP!!!”

“It’s the voice Felix, I told you he’d fall into her trap!”

“Wait- he was just being nice, guys! Stop making fun of him” Y/N immediately defended the man, trying to speak up over the hysterical laughter of the other players.

“Oh my god, but what if they both get impostors and they both pull the voice cards on us?!” Rae managed to yell through all the noise, making Y/N even more confused.

“Wait, what? What do you mean? I don’t understand.”

“Don’t worry Y/N, that’s how I feel all the time around them.” Sykkuno seemed to be the only one who heard her question, as the rest continued their gabbing without giving her as much as a glance.

“Alright, let’s start the game maybe. I might have a few old scores to settle” Toast cleared his throat theatrically, his astronaut coming face to face with Y/N’s.

“Oh, you mean me? I thought I already apologized!” she replied frantically. “You gave me no choice Toast, I didn’t even want to kill you in the first place...”

“BUT YOU DID. IN THE VERY FIRST ROUND”

“I’m sorry!”

“Alright, enough! Toast, just don’t kill her right away, okay? Let her run around the map, fearing for her life for a moment.” Y/N gasped upon hearing Jack’s words, clearly sensing the smirk behind his voice.

“Wha- Jack?! Since when are you against me?!”

“Don’t worry Y/N, I won’t let them hurt you. You haven’t played with us yet, I’ll protect you.”

“Oh, thank you so much Sykkuno! I’ll protect you too!”

“Great. Another one simping...” was Felix’s last words, before the game began.

Y/N sighed in relief upon seeing the word crewmate forming on her screen, but at the same time feared Toast’s inevitable revenge. She thought they'd already buried the hatchet, but it seemed that he was desperate to make her pay for the last time they played together.

“Aw, Sykkuno was serious” she mumbled with a smile, when his lime astronaut started circling her white one, so she would follow him. “Okay, let’s do some tasks.”

They both made their way towards the medbay, Sykkuno patiently waiting nearby as she did the scan, then Y/N waiting for him to do the same. The moment his little character stepped towards her, a meeting was called by none other than Felix.

“What happened?” Rae asked.

“I called the meeting because I’m afraid of Jack” he responded, causing everyone to laugh. “Seriously though! Dude’s been following me around the whole time.”

“I was just making sure nobody kills you.”

“Yeah don’t go all Sykkuno on me!” Felix screamed, making the call erupt into even more laughter.

“Alright, are we skipping?”

“Yeah.”

“Guys, my life is in danger!” Felix wouldn’t give up. “Come on, show some support! Y/N? You played with him, you know his techniques!”

“Sorry Felix” Y/N giggled, clicking the skip button.

When the next round began, Sykkuno was quick to join Y/N on her way towards admin, where they both found Poki doing the upload. They did the card swipe and left her there, when the lights suddenly went off.

“Uh-oh. Let’s head the opposite direction, Sykkuno” the girl murmured, dancing around his character and heading towards Comms instead of going to Electrical. It was the easiest way to die, after all.

Once they entered the room and waited for someone to fix the lights, Y/N could see another figure appear in the same location. She couldn’t recognize whose character it was, but upon seeing the horns on the helmet she smiled to herself.

“Hey there, Corpse” she said, walking up to the black astronaut, who was standing still in the same place as if he was just watching her and Sykkuno run around Comms instead of doing their tasks.

They stood like that for a couple of seconds until Corpse turned around and ran away, and that’s when the first body was reported.

“Oh no, Jack!”

“Poor guy. He’s gonna haunt us now.”

“Where’s the body?”

“Navigation” replied Rae, who was the one to find Sean’s green astronauts’ body “Didn’t see anyone around, but I’m pretty sure someone just vented right in front of my eyes...”

“Any suspicions?” Toast asked.

“Um, not really sure, it was the exact same moment the lights went off. I was doing tasks with Jack and then he just died. I only saw the vent close, nothing or no one else.”

“Okay, where are you guys right now?”

“I’m in admin with Dave, we only passed Poki when we got there.” Lily’s voice sounded out, quickly being joined by Poki’s explanation.

“Yeah, I was finishing the upload when you guys came in, Y/N and Sykkuno saw it”

“Did you see her?” Toast asked, addressing his question towards the white and lime astronauts.

“Yes, we were doing the card swipe before going to Comms. Corpse joined us for a moment and then left.”

“Yeah, I was on my way to fix the lights when I stumbled upon them in Comms, the body was reported the exact moment I left.”

“Can someone confirm this? I mean, did someone see you besides the two of them?” Toast continued his questioning.

“I think I only saw Felix in Medbay.”

“Hmm, so no one really knows where you were this whole time. You could easily lure Jack into Navigation and kill him there. Is that what you did, Corpse?”

“Woah, that’s some serious accusation” Corpse replied in his usual, low and calm voice. “Where were you Toast? You seem the only one who still doesn’t have an alibi”

“Neither does Felix.” Y/N spoke innocently, and the mentioned man quickly started his explanation.

“Okay, I was with Jack at the beginning but he clearly can’t confirm this since someone snapped his fucking neck. We’ve split up in O2 after doing our tasks and then he must’ve gone with Rae. I just wandered around the map, escaping from the death.”

“Hmm, so not only were you one of the last people to see him alive, but you also admit to not doing your tasks” Y/N said, trying her best to keep her voice steady and stop herself from laughing. She was sure Sykkuno was doing the same thing, they both refused to do any tasks after the lights went off, after all.

“Yeah, but does that already makes me an Imposter? I’m just scared for my life, that’s all.”

“Y/N has some good logic, but I’m not really sure it’s Pewds. I mean, I saw him in Medbay and he really seemed to be just jogging around.” Corpse said, his voice almost immediately doing its magic, as people more or less willingly agreed to skip this round as well.

“I think it’s Felix. I mean, I haven’t played with him yet, but I have this feeling that he’s just acting.” Y/N said to her chat after muting herself. She went towards Weapons to do another task, seeing Sykkuno’s little character follow her once again, but the doors were suddenly locked and his lime astronaut remained in Cafeteria. “Oh no, Sykkuno” she sighed with a pout on her face, deciding against waiting for him and risking getting her neck snapped. She finished her task in Weapons and moved towards another location, when suddenly Corpse appeared in front of her, coming right out of nowhere.

“Oh- Corpse, you scared me to death” Y/N breathed a laugh, watching as his character stood still for a couple of seconds, before circling around her white astronaut. Y/N nodded her head with a smile, even though he couldn’t see her, and followed him in Shields, where they found Poki’s dead body.

“The body is in Shields” Y/N replied right after reporting the body, only to gasp in shock when she realized more than one person was killed. Red crosses decorated not only Poki’s name but were also visible next to Dave and Lily.

“What the hell?!” Felix all but yelled into his mic, obviously shocked just like everyone else who was still alive.

“Now that’s... a lot of bodies” Sykkuno mumbled under his breath.

“Alright, who’s in Shields? Y/N, you said you found the body there, which one?”

“Poki’s, Corpse was there with me” her reply was followed by his short and low hum.

“Sykkuno, where are you? I didn’t see you anywhere since the last round.” Felix asked, clearly accusing the lime astronaut of being a murderer.

“I was... doing the wires in electrical, Toast was there for a moment as well.”

“Yeah but I was only searching for the body, so I saw you maybe for a second” Toast replied, building even more suspicions around Sykkuno.

“But- guys, you know I wouldn’t kill two people in one round, let alone four of them.”

“No one says you did that, I only mentioned that you were nowhere to be seen. You could’ve been sabotaging the map for the other Impostor” Felix said nonchalantly.

“Guys, I-”

“It’s him! It must be him!” Rae shouted through her mic.

“Sykkuno is 100% innocent, I can vouch for him” Y/N’s voice sounded out in everyone’s headphones “We were together since the start of the game and he didn’t kill me, even though he had quite a number of chances to do so.”

“Weren’t you with Corpse this time?” Felix asked suspiciously.

“I was! But at the beginning, I was with Sykkuno, until someone locked him in Cafeteria. That’s when we split up.”

“And you haven’t seen him ever since?”

“Well, no, but-”

“Then I can assure you it was only a matter of time before he’d stab you in the back” Toast concluded, making Sykkuno gasp in confusion.

“Wha- No, I would never do that! Y/N is our guest, I was just making sure she was okay!”

“Sykkuno, simping won’t save your life right now”

“Wha- I- Guys!” he tried to stutter out some logical explanation “Y/N, don’t believe them!”

“I don’t, I know you’re innocent! C’mon guys, he wouldn’t do it!”

“Yeah yeah, let’s kick him out. Corpse, who are you voting?” Toast asked, and Y/N could see the I voted sign next to his character.

“I kinda feel like Felix tries to shift the blame onto Sykkuno. He didn’t even tell his location, and was already throwing accusations on someone else.” Corpse replied after a moment, making the smile widen on Y/N’s face. Someone was finally on her side!

“That’s because he can’t even explain himself!” Felix exclaimed, voting as well.

“Besides, I’m pretty sure if it wasn’t for whoever locked that door, Y/N would be dead as well!”

“No, I told you I-!”

“Guys, we have ten seconds to vote. Rae?”

“I think it’s him as well. He was acting suspiciously since we started this round. I vote Sykkuno”

“But..!”

“No, Sykkuno...” Y/N whispered with a pout on her lips, when she saw the number of people who voted for her lime friend.

Sykkuno was ejected.

“Alright, I’m pretty sure it’s Felix. I saw Rae multiple times and she didn’t kill me, Toast also doesn’t act very Impostor like, but maybe that’s just one of his strategies... Corpse is with me again, I don’t think that’s him, I mean, he followed me around last round, but still didn’t do anything, and even vouched for me and Sykkuno when we were both clearly chilling in comms. It can’t be him... right?”

Dead body reported.

“I just saw Corpse kill Toast, then vent!” Rae’s voice blared through Y/N’s headphones, as she looked in shock at the red cross next to Toast’s name. If not him, then..?

“What?” the accused man asked calmly “That’s a self-report, she’s trying to frame me. You guys can’t possibly believe her.”

“I believe her. I saw you enter the Electrical with Toast, then he’s suddenly dead” Felix said.

“That’s because she vented in there and killed him.”

“No! I swear, Y/N/N you have to believe me!” she directed her words towards the girl who remained silent during their discussion, processing her accusations over and over in her head. “I was fixing the wires, Toast was doing another task, and then boom! I see Corpse snapping his neck!”

“How could you see that if the lights were off?” Y/N suddenly asked, making Rae cut her own sentence off “No one went to fix them, they were off the entire round.”

Silence.

“It’s Rae, it must be her” Corpse couldn’t help but laugh wholeheartedly at how small was the mistake which completely blew Rae’s cover. “We’re voting Rae, right Y/N?”

“No! Guys, I mean, let me explain, I-!”

Rae was ejected.

“Now that was something I didn’t expect. I would’ve never thought it was her, I even suspected that Sykkuno might really have been the other Impostor, but now... It’s just me, Corpse, and Felix. I’m clear, clearly, so it must be one of them. And since Corpse protected me for the past few rounds, there’s no other option than...”

Her eyes suddenly widened when the realization hit her, and she quickly turned around to speed towards the emergency button. Fortunately, no one was around to stop her from calling the meeting.

“Felix.” Y/N started, trying to contain her excitement and sound seriously “Where were you when Sean was killed?”

Neither Corpse of Felix said a word, as it was probably the last question they expected her to ask. Felix cleared his throat, however, and finally replied:

“Y/N, that was literally the beginning of a game. How am I supposed to remember what I did then?”

“Well” she said nonchalantly “I, for example, clearly remember the things you said even when we were in the lobby.”

“What are you implying?”

“Wasn’t it you, who told everyone that Sean was your number one if you get Impostor?” she asked with a wicked smile on her face. Felix was dumbfounded, he obviously didn’t expect her to pull that card on him, hell, he didn’t even know how she knew about it since she wasn’t even in the call at the time.

“FELIX” Corpse suddenly broke the silence, simultaneously breaking the said man from his train of thoughts.

“Okay, first of all- YOU WEREN’T EVEN IN THE CALL WHEN I SAID THAT” he yelled through his mic, making both Y/N and Corpse laugh, as it only confirmed their suspicions.

“See? You only proved my point.”

“Oh, fuck’s sake- I was just joking okay?!” he tried to defend himself, but hearing how he couldn’t even contain his own laughter anymore, it was clear he already accepted the defeat. “It wasn’t serious, god damn it!”

“You know what to do, Y/N” Corpse’s voice asked through her headphones, and surely, she knew exactly what to do.

“C’mon Y/N, that’s not fair! At least let me explain myself!”

“Bye Felix” she said in an overly dramatic tone before Corpse voted as well.

Soon enough, the sign VICTORY could be seen on her screen, which made her squeak and joy. This game was really fun, even though she was so scared of being killed first.

“I knew it! I knew you would figure out it’s him! That son of a bitch who murdered me!” Jack basically yelled out, clearly very happy about the result.

“Y/N, seriously now, how did you know I’ve said that?” Felix asked without even hiding his surprised tone.

“Let’s just say I might’ve stolen some of your viewers, Felix” she admitted, winking at her webcam, a new wave of comments landing on her chat. “Thanks guys!”

“Okay, that is rude and not fair!”

“It helped me win, so I’ve got nothing else to say” Y/N grinned from ear to ear, before muting herself for a moment to finally answer some of the questions from her chat, while the rest took a quick break to eat something or go to the bathroom.

She was halfway through telling the story of how she met Sean when she noticed she got a message from a private discord chat.

CORPSE: That was really impressive :)

Y/N smiled to herself upon seeing his text and quickly typed out the answer.

Y/N: Thanks!! I wouldn’t have done that without you though, you stood up for me and Sykkuno and all

Y/N: Also, thanks for protecting me from being murdered ^^

CORPSE: No problem, I knew you were innocent right away.

CORPSE: Anyway, good game, Sean was right saying that you’re one of the best players

She couldn’t help the blush that arose on her cheeks, it was very sweet of him to say that, even though she didn’t actually do much except for exposing Felix.

Y/N: I wasn’t an Impostor though, so you didn’t really see much :)

She watched the three dots beside his name, that signaled he was still texting. The chat was completely forgotten, but people seemed to quickly notice that small, shy smile on her lips, and the pink tint decoring her cheeks.

CORPSE: Okay, now I’m intrigued...

Y/N: Maybe we’ll both be Impostors one day ^^

CORPSE: Can’t wait for that to happen.

Soon enough, they returned to the lobby to begin another game. Y/N glanced at her chat for a second, and the moment she returned her eyes to the game, her jaw basically dropped.

IMPOSTOR was written in bold letters in the middle of the red screen, right above her name.

Corpse’s little character was standing beside her.

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retroaria · 3 years

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Sapnap: Fluff Alphabet

cc!Sapnap x reader

pronouns: gender neutral

warnings: just swearing

here’s my 500 Follower Event ^o^

A is for Affection (How do they like to show affection?)

sapnap would give you so many compliments omg. he loves making you all smiley and blushy :) he just wants to make sure that you are always aware of the fact that he thinks you’re the most perfect thing to ever exist

B is for Bond (What kind of bond do you guys have? What could your relationship be labeled as?)

the best friend couple!!! sapnap tells you literally everything. any drama going on or any strong emotions he’s feeling, you know about it. most of the time, the second something happens his brain immediately goes “omg i have to tell y/n”. you guys always complain about the same things and get excited over the same things. you are genuinely one of the most important people in his life and he doesn’t know how he’d do it without you.

C is for Comfort (How do they comfort their s/o?)

he will literally drop everything just to hold you and not speak for like hours if you so needed. he strikes me as a naturally comforting person to the people he really cares about so I say he gets an A+ in this department

D is for Dates (What are dates with them like?)

dates with sapnap are either really chill or super fun. he’s the type of guy that would take you to play laser tag or to an arcade or a trampoline park. he’s like a little kid i love sapnap :3

E is for Emotions (How do they express their emotions around you?)

he’s a pretty expressive person when it comes to certain things. at the very least he definitely wears his heart on his sleeve a little so it isn’t hard to tell even if he does try hiding stuff. and like I said he tells you everything.

F is for Fiancé (How long into the relationship before they propose?)

I feel like he’s so young and he really just wouldn’t be thinking about that too seriously for awhile. like he loves you and you guys have talked about having a future together but he isn’t in any rush at all. hell just do it when he feels is the right time not matter how long it takes.

G is for Gentle (Are they gentle?)

it depends on the situation. he’s definitely the type of guy to pick you up from a super comfy position and just body slam you on the bed. but if he can tell you’re not in the mood to play around like that he’ll just sit down and hold you, so yeah he can be gentle. but most of the time be prepared for playful fist fights and getting picked up and thrown every now and then lol.

H is for Hand Holding (How do they like hand holding?)

sapnap always holds your hand. in fact he makes an effort to search for it whenever you aren’t holding hands. and sometimes he’ll even get whiny about it especially with like a lot of people around he’ll be like, “babe, why aren’t you holding my hand :( what if I get lost how are you gonna find me this place is big”

I is for I Love You (Who said “I love you” first?)

he did !! the first time sapnap said “I love you” was probably one of his most confident moments. he was so proud to be able to say it and so sure of himself and his feelings for you.

J is Jealousy (Do they get jealous?)

YES OH MY GOD. he gets super jealous and it’s so easy to tell omg. his attitude starts to get like super bad and he is very clearly annoyed by the situation. he won’t ever be too overbearing about it and if you ever feel like he is once you sit him down and explain that he’ll back off a bit. but he’s still gonna be bothered by it so just always remind him that he love him and no one else.

K is for Kiss (What’s kissing them like?)

THIS IS THE FIRST TIME IM ACTUALLY GOING TO BE DESCRIPTIVE SO IM SORRY IF ITS CRINGE. anyways, he’d be a pretty deep kisser but not like full on making out every single time. he just likes to make them last and he isn’t one to just give you random kisses all throughout the day so it always feels special. kissing him makes you feel all warm and happy inside.

L is for Love Language (What’s their love language?)

sapnaps love language is quality time or acts of service!! i’d say mainly quality time. even while long distance he just likes having you on call while he does stuff or even just complaining to you about how tired he is while actively not going to bed so he can keep talking to you lol. he just likes having you around it’s a huge comfort for him. i say acts of service because he would get so giddy and happy anytime you did something special for him. he would show it off and brag about it forever and it would genuinely mean so much to him aahhajdxh i love sapnap

M is for Memories (Their favourite memory with their s/o?)

For your first time seeing each other irl, sapnap flew to where you live and you guys spent a whole week together. his favorite memories are definitely from that first week of seeing each other in person. of course you guys already had an amazing relationship while long distance, but there’s something so different about finally meeting the person you’re with in real life. it felt like he had to start over from scratch and you guys had to get to know each other all over again. also the idea of now having to build a physical bond. it was just such an amazing and beautiful experience. definitely the one that made him realize he really is in love with you.

N is for Nicknames (Their favourite nicknames given and received?)

IM SO BAD AT THINKING OF CUTE NAMES USHSJDH. probably just babe tho lol. for fem!readers, i can totally picture him using princess in a slightly sarcastic tone.

O is for Open (At what point do they start opening up to you about their life and feelings?)

mmm i’d say he actually starts opening up to you pretty early into the relationship. If you guys were like really close friends before hand he’s definitely already opened up to you. He doesn’t really have that many people in his life that he doesn’t trust.

P is for PDA (Are they into PDA?)

not really but he isn’t like super shy about it if that makes sense ??? like he’s 100% fine with hand holding, hugging, and light pecks when saying hello or goodbye.

Q is for Quiz (How much do they remember about you?)

I don’t think he really tries to remember stuff but he just does and he’s always making connections to you and things he sees and stuff it’s so cute :)

R is for Romantic (How romantic are they?)

he tries but he isn’t exactly the most romantic boy. like I said before you guys have a best friend type of connection so when it comes to romance he doesn’t go too above and beyond because he just doesn’t feel like he needs to. but on special occasions he will do something nice for you. He likes taking you out places !!

S is for Security (How protective/possessive are they?)

very much of both. once again, total sapnap vibes. i’d say he’s a lot more possessive than protective. he would never stop you from doing things like going out without him and having guy friends or making flirty jokes. he trusts you so much partly cus he’s a little narcissistic LMAO. but when a serious threat comes about he can get kinda crazy.

T is for Try (How much effort do they put into the relationship?)

GAAAAAA HE PUTS SO MUCH EFFORT IN!! you would probably be like his first ever serious partner so he would try his best at literally everything. in the beginning of the relationship you could totally tell how nervous he was at times but as you guys got more comfortable he just became an effortlessly amazing bf

U is for Uphold (How do they show you they’re proud? What kind of support do they give you?)

he talks about you so muchjahsjxjxh mostly to dream and george or on stream and he brags about you too. he can get pretty cocky about it but his friends can’t get mad because it’s literally adorable how whipped he is.

V is for Vaunt (Do they like to show off?)

YES OF COURSE !!! it’s sapnap guys…come on. literally any little accomplishment you make is turned into a way bigger deal than it should be because of him. he’s so proud of for literally just existing and he talks about all the cool stuff you’ve done all the time

W is for Wild Card (A random fluff headcanon.)

you guys really like going to different food places and eating different items compared to other places. THIS IS SO RANDOM LMAOO but like…sapnap would definitely have fun doing that

X is for X-ray (How well can they read you and your emotions/feelings?)

mmm he can usually tell if you’re acting strange or being distant. he cant always figure out exactly what’s wrong but he knows it’s something and he would confront you about it like almost immediately or whenever he thought would be a good time for you

Y is for Yearning (How much do they miss their s/o when they’re gone?)

he literally talks about you non stop when you’re apart. and when you guys are on the phone he comes up with all these plans for you guys to do when you see each other again and he always wants you to join vc on his streams if you can. in conclusion he misses you like crazy

Z is for Zebra (What kind of pet would they want with their s/o?)

A CAT!! or like a bearded dragon lol.

IM SO SORRY IVE BEEN GONE FOR LIKE TWO WEEKS HAGSKDHD

school is literally kicking my ass so hard man 😔

i’m gonna try to write more, working on a karlnap weed fic rn too LMAO

I’m taking a major creative writing class rn so between writing for school and writing for tumblr i am so drained but i promise i’ll get back into the swing of things soon :)

love you guys, thank you for everything and stay safe <333

@crackityy @fantasy-innit @joyfullymulti @k-l-a-w-s

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basilly · 3 years

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art streamer!reader || irl!mcyts x reader

. request: could i request irl!romantic! karl, wilbur and irl! platonic! tommy in which the reader is an art streamer? and they live in paris and go the paris collage of art and all that stuff? they/them pronouns are fine btw!!! thank you my love <33

this one is quite intriguing- i did this headcannon form!

. pronouns: they/them

karl:

. loves to show it off on his own stream

“guys- y/n was streaming earlier and look at their art- they’re so freaking talented”

. he is so happy and proud of you with any of your work

. if you are feeling discouraged about your work, he reassures you its really good

“y/n it looks phenomenal-” “yea but,, i don’t know I just don’t like the way it turned out” “hey, look at me”

you turn your focus away from the art to your boyfriend, who reached forward to grab your hands.

“your work always blows me away, you never fail to amaze me. they’re going to love your work, i know it” “thanks karl :)”

. if you guys ever stream together, its most likely to paint/draw each other

“karl- is that GREEN? where on my face am i green?” “no no no no watch-”

“guys i’m messing up y/n’s beauty T^T” “oh stop it”

. results in an amazing piece of karl and an attempt at a portrait of you

. he makes it his pfp on social media though

. if you make him things he gets all giggly and so so touched

“you made this for me? y/n- i love you so much thank you”

. constantly takes selfies on twitter with your art

wilbur:

. has your art in the background of his streams

“what’s the art in your background? oh- my lovely s/o made it! you might know them, they stream their art-”

. he’s super proud of you but he’d be more subtle about it

. like press small kisses to your head while you’re working

. sometimes you’d catch him just staring and admiring your work

“wil? why are you just staring at that piece?” “it’s just so stunning- similar to the artist” “you’re so cheesy”

. if you’re talking about art techniques he listens attentively, loving the way your eyes light up and posture straightens when you talk about your passion

. head in hand, lovestruck smile, does not miss a single word you say

. if you have exhibits, he goes to each one, he doesn’t want to miss a single one

. if you stream painting together, he most likely tries to get as much paint on the two of you as possible

“y/n you have a little something- here!”

he smeared his paint-covered thumb across your cheek, effectively creating a blue streak.

“wilbur! oh you’re in for it now-”

. mini paint war >:)

p!tommy:

. bugs you to make him things-

“y/n y/n y/n you should make me an artwork” “of what?,,” “of me!”

. when you do give him things he shows it off like EVERYWHERE

- background of his streams, tiktoks, twitter posts, etc.

“hello tiktok. my best friend made me this- they’re very pog.”

. as much as you would like him to show up to your exhibits, you forbid him since he will accidentally knock something over

. he would be the person to go up to a wet painting, ask if its wet while stroking a finger over it

. he will refuse to do an art stream-

. if you begin as a painting stream, he will begin as painting, then turn it into multi-media sculpture with a hole through the canvas

“welcome to our stream- i have my best friend y/n here with me, and we are going to paint”

. more like, you paint, he causes chaos

. will definitely have those moments where it’s like “woah that’s really cool”, a genuine look of appreciation

“look at how cool it is! like- that’s ME! oh y/n is just- so cool, you guys should check them out”

an: each was 200 words ish? very fun idk :)

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streaming-yn · 3 years

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HIIII it's 3 am and i'm trying to sleep but brain went brr with ideas n shit and oh well- thing is ; i was wondering if i could make my first request? (smth simple if u want to, no need to be very long or anything + pls don't rush nd take ur time AND don't feel pressured to actually do my request :] ! ) maybe smth ab faceless art streamer! y/n [they/them]?? (if u could add that the reader is like an indie game dev or works for smth like that u'd be sosososososo cool omg) with maybe quackity, tommy, dream, ranboo, niki and/or jack?? idk brain did the storming and its all messy hsdnshhfjsjz (btw! i know it's a lot of CCs so feel free to remove some or do the ones ur only comfy with !!! take care nd stay safe !!! luv ya <3 (/p))

AS SOMEONE WHO LIKES TO GAME DESIGN, CHARACTER, AND PLOT DESIGN YOU BET I CAN MAKE THE READER AND INDIE GAME DEV (and aaaa ty for adding jack!!! I think he's really neat and not enough people acknowledge him :))!!)

Multiple x indie game dev!artist!y/n

pairings: quackity, tommy, dream, ranboo, niki, jack manifold (separate) x indie game dev!artist!y/n

pronouns: they/them